Okay, we all know the standard disclaimer by now, I'm sure, and some
people feel that it's not necessary... But better safe than sorry, right?
So here goes:
Ranma 1/2 and all its colorful cast are the legal property of the
illustrious Rumiko Takahashi (may she live forever), Shogakukan, Viz
Video, and Shonen Sunday Comics. This story is purely for entertainment,
and is in no way intended for profit. If it ever earns me a penny, may I
be thwacked with a thousand mallets of justice.
And now, on with the show. :)
Believe it or not, the universe has a natural order. Not only that, but
the slightest disruption has the potential to cause complete and utter
chaos. In a world that seems so chaotic already, this may be hard to
believe. Remember, though, that the universe is enormous, and the Earth
and its people merely a tiny speck in the vast expanse of creation. Boys,
girls, men, women, families, cities, and dynasties rise and fall in the
blink of an eye. We make love, we make war, and we make just about
everything in between. The universe couldn't care less. The earth
continues to turn, stars are born, they burn, and after a time, they die.
What are the joys, sorrows, and petty intrigues of a planet-bound cluster
of fleshy parasites compared to this? There aren't nearly as many real
interruptions to the order of things as one might think. The universe is
a very hard thing to upset. But somewhere, somewhen, a certain someone
managed to do just that. And the impossible came into existence; an itch
in creation's side. Unintended and quite accidental, of course, but that
hardly mattered. And in the Nerima ward of Tokyo, Japan, a boy and a girl
would soon begin a fight for possession of the one soul they unwillingly
shared.
Divided We Stand
A Ranma 1/2 Fanfiction
By The Lunarhound
Chapter 2: The Man With The Umbrella
It was a cool, rather gray morning, and Ranma was not in high spirits as
he left for school with Akane. There was a damp feeling in the air and
the sky promised rain. This didn't cause him to worry as it would have a
few days ago, but it still did nothing to help his mood. Out of habit, he
leapt up to take his usual place on the fence as he walked. Neither he
nor his companion were in any real hurry, as they had left on time for
once.
The grayness and general dismal feeling of the day influenced their
already dismal moods and resulted in complete silence. The air was not
cold enough to make breath visible, but it was enough to make Akane wish
she had a jacket. The temperature didn't seem to bother Ranma, though; he
was in a world of his own.
His other half had stayed home of course, as she had since she had been
'born' two days ago. Her parents wanted her to go back to school, but she
had absolutely refused to go if it meant wearing a girl's uniform. Nabiki
had pointed out that she had always gotten away with going out of uniform
before, and for a while it had seemed that she might give it a try...
Until her mother had made the mistake of suggesting that she call herself
Ranko for the sake of appearances and to avoid confusion. She'd turned to
her father for help, but a look from his wife was enough to silence any
argument he may have given on Ranma's behalf. Seeing Genma cave in, she
had punted him into the pond and retreated to Kasumi's room for an hour,
then to the dojo for the rest of the day. No one dared disturb her; Ranma
because he was still very nervous around her, and everyone else because
they didn't want to risk becoming the focus of her irritation.
Akane said nothing for a few blocks, occasionally glancing up at Ranma,
who was walking with a measured pace as if he had planned each and every
step. He stared straight ahead, apparently lost in thought. Akane didn't
quite know what to make of this. Though she had often wished that Ranma
would use his head a little more often, this silent brooding was not what
she'd had in mind. Normally she would have yelled at him, and a few times
she had been forced to practically beat down the urge to scream "SNAP OUT
OF IT!!" and whap him a few times. But she reigned in her temper because
she knew that he had good reason. If what had happened to him had
happened to her, she didn't know what she'd do. She didn't think that
she'd react as he had, but then again she wouldn't have expected him to
react this way either. It just wasn't like him and not only was it
annoying, but a little frightening as well. She wanted the old Ranma
back.
Finally, about five minutes from the school, Akane couldn't take it
anymore. She had to say something.
"So, have you talked to her yet?" she asked, looking up at Ranma and
wondering if he'd hear her.
"No." he answered.
"You really should, you know." she said, turning to look ahead again. "You
can't avoid her forever."
"Geez Akane, don't you think I know that? She does live in the same
house. Or did ya forget? I just don't know what I'm s'posed to say to
her. Sorry for stealin' your fiancee, your body, and your life. Wanna be
pals? Sure, that'd work great."
"You didn't steal anything from her, Ranma, it was the spell that did
this."
"Yeah, but I was the one who said I wanted to try it." he answered.
"So did she." Akane shook her head. "You were both the same person at the
time, remember?"
Ranma frowned. "Yeah... I guess... But don't start in on that, it makes
my head hurt. And anyway I... we... uh... I didn't know what was gonna
happen. I didn't think it would split me... us..."
"But what good is blaming yourself going to do?"
"Who else can I blame?" He snapped. "Not Cologne. She told me it'd be
dangerous and I said to go for it. I jumped at the chance to cure my
curse, just like I always do. And same as always, I got screwed over."
Akane's temper started to rise and she fought to control it. She couldn't
keep the irritation out of her voice as she answered him though. "Listen,
Ranma, you can make up all the excuses you want but you're going to have
to face her sooner or later."
Ranma hopped down as they neared the school and landed lightly beside
her.
"Akane, I know, I just can't do it yet. I don't even know what I'm gonna
say to her. I gotta think about it okay?"
"Fine, Ranma, but if you don't talk to her soon, I will."
"I don't think that'd be a good idea." Ranma said with a frown.
"And why not?"
"I just wouldn't, okay?" he snapped. "Give me a few days."
"You've had two." Akane said, crossing her arms. "The longer you put this
off, the worse it's going to get."
Ranma scowled as they walked through the gate and entered the school
grounds. He looked up at Furinkan's enormous clock, then back at Akane.
"We're on time for once, let's not blow it. I ain't in the mood to play
bucket brigade."
Again, Akane had to suppress her irritation.
"Fine." she said. "We'll talk about this at lunch."
"Yeah, whatever." Ranma sighed, making a mental note to make himself
scarce at lunch.
Part of him, a large part of him in fact, knew that she was right, but he
didn't think he was ready to sit down and talk with his other self yet.
Was he supposed to tell her that it was all right? He knew better than
that. If it was him in her situation he knew how he'd react to his male
half telling him it was 'all right' and since it was him in a sense, he
was pretty sure he could guess what she'd think. Besides that, the mere
thought of talking to someone that was actually him, a person that he
knew had been not only part of him but one with him until a few days ago
just creeped him out. He'd never admit it to Akane, but that girl scared
him witless. Not only that, but whenever he thought of her he couldn't
help but feel guilty even though he knew that her predicament wasn't
really his fault. He wished he had someone to blame; someone he could
pound for this. His brain had tried to force him to blame Cologne a few
times, but every time he started thinking about laying into her he just
couldn't bring himself to do it. Although she was a terribly powerful
martial-artist, much better than Ranma himself (And he wouldn't admit to
many people being better than him), the main reason was that he just
couldn't put his heart into an accusation. She had warned him, and given
him a choice. A choice she knew he'd probably take, but a choice
nonetheless. It wasn't her fault.
"Saotome!" a familiar voice behind him called out in a theatrically
imperious tone. "You dare to show your face here after what you did to
Akane? After the dishonor you caused me and all those who fought for her
hand?"
Ranma turned around with an exasperated sigh. "Great" he muttered. "This
is all I need."
Before him stood a tall young man with very short brown hair dressed in a
blue hakama and wielding a polished bokken. His feet were bare and in his
eyes burned the fires of Heaven; or, perhaps, the fires of an obsessed
egomaniac who didn't have the intelligence to tell a plastic cow from a
real one.
"Thou thought all thine enemies vanquished, but thou failed to reckon
with The Blue Thunder! Though I was wounded in the great conflict fought
for the hand of yon maiden, I have returned to claim vengeance! Stand now
and face the wrath of Heaven, vile cur! By unjust methods and evil
sorcery hast thou won the fair Akane Tendo from those who did pursue her,
but on my honor and the honor of my family, I do swear this day that I,
Tatewaki Kuno, Blue Thunder of Furinkan High, shall right the wrongs done
at thy foul hand and rescue my huntress from the unholy bond thou hast
forced upon her!" Here, he raised his bokken high and lightning flickered
in sky, thunder rumbling ominously. "Behold! By my holy blade thou shalt
perish! Prepare to...."
Ranma, who had been waiting impatiently for Kuno to finish his ranting,
all the while glancing at the clock, finally decided that the
upperclassman's speech was not worth being late over.
"Damnit, Kuno, you're gonna make me late!"
WHAM!!!
He sent the bokken-wielding, would-be rescuer of the fair Akane flying
into a nearby tree with a quick punch, then glanced once more at the
clock.
"Gyaah!! C'mon, Akane, let's move it!" Ranma said as he grabbed his
fiancee's hand and dragged her toward the school building at a run before
she could protest.
***
"Ranma, come inside and get some breakfast!"
"Just a minute, Kasumi!" Ranma called, without pausing in her kata.
Akane and her other self had left for school over half an hour ago and
she had been in the backyard training ever since. Or what passed for
training anyway. Genma hadn't woken either her or her... damnit what was
she supposed to call him... brother? No, not likely... Double was still
the closest description she could come up with. Genma hadn't woken either
her or her double up for the usual morning sparring session (if you could
call it that) since the spell had been cast so they had been training
alone for the past few days. Her in the mornings and during the day, and
him after school and at night. If his presence didn't turn her stomach so
much she'd almost be curious what it would be like to spar with him.
Quite a match that would be... His slightly superior strength versus her
slightly superior speed, and both with the same fighting style and all
the same moves. Not to mention the same way of thinking and analyzing
their opponent. And if she won... Wow. How many people could claim that
they had actually fought and defeated themselves in combat?
She finished her kata and stood for a few moments with her eyes closed,
breathing deeply. The stress that had started to build watching from the
sidelines as her double and Akane got ready for school without her was
gone, at least for the time being.
"Ranma, your food's getting cold!" Kasumi's voice floated from the house,
snapping Ranma out of her reverie and causing her to open her eyes.
"Sorry, Kasumi, I'm comin'!"
Ranma crossed the yard and entered the house, taking a seat at the table.
Kasumi set a plate down in front of her.
"Thanks Kasumi." she said, and began to eat without looking up.
"I had to reheat it so it might not be as good as..."
"S'okay Kasumi, thank you."
Kasumi remained standing by the table, trying to think of something to
say. Ranma had been like this for the past few days and it was starting
to worry her. She knew that the girl was going through a very difficult
time but she didn't like the way that she stayed home all day refusing to
go to school, go out, or socialize with anyone else in the house.
"So, do you have anything planned for today, Ranma?" she asked, putting
on her best smile.
"Nah, not really." the red-head answered, still shoveling food into her
mouth.
"You haven't been to see Ukyo in a while. Why don't you go visit her
after school?"
"She'll be busy with her customers."
"She's always seemed to find time for you before."
Ranma frowned and put down her chopsticks.
"That was very good, Kasumi, but I'm not really hungry this morning. I'm
goin' back outside."
"Ranma, you need to do something." Kasumi said, her voice starting to show
some concern. "You won't go to school and you won't go out... How long
are you going to stay home and do nothing?"
"I dunno." Ranma shrugged.
"I'm worried about you, and so is everyone else. I understand how you
feel but..."
"No you don't." Ranma answered, her voice flat and unemotional. "My life's
ruined. He gets everything... Nobody even knows who I am... Just 'cause
he got to be the guy when we split, it's him that everybody thinks is the
real thing. He gets cured and he gets Akane and I get a lot of pity and a
bunch of people who don't know what to do with me."
She stood up from the table and went back outside before Kasumi could say
anything else. What was there to say? She was right. She was right and
there was nothing that could be done about it. For the life of her,
Kasumi couldn't think of a way to make this better. For Ranma to be stuck
in her cursed body was bad enough, but she knew what was really eating
her, even if she had only mentioned it briefly, and that was Akane.
Despite the fact that Ranma had proposed to her only a few weeks ago, she
was still not too great at expressing her feelings. She wouldn't admit
it, but seeing her other self with Akane was killing her.
Not knowing what else to do, Kasumi picked up Ranma's plate from the
table with a sigh and went into the kitchen. She washed the plate, put it
away, and went to the closet for the vacuum.
What Ranma needs, she thought to herself as she plugged the vacuum into
the wall and went to work on the downstairs rooms, is something to get
her mind off of this, at least for the moment. Something to keep her
occupied. Funny, I haven't seen her friend Ryoga around in a while. Those
two always had so much fun together. I wonder if we have his number...
Oh, wait, he travels a lot. But he used to show up so often... I wonder
why he hasn't stopped by lately.
Outside, Ranma had begun another kata. She had been tempted to go to the
roof and think for a while but that usually just led to feelings of
self-pity and made her miserable. She found that it was easier to think
after a good workout, and while doing katas alone couldn't make up for a
match with her father or Ryoga, it was still good for clearing her mind.
She knew Kasumi was right. She couldn't just sit around the house for the
rest of her life, she needed to do something. Maybe she should go visit
Ucchan. What could it hurt? She was her best friend after all. And
anyway, it would give her something to do once Akane and her double
returned from school. She didn't like shutting herself up in Kasumi's
room but she just couldn't stand to be around him. Yes, she'd go to see
Ukyo after school. Now that she thought about it, it might be fun. She
might get a free meal as well as someone to talk to.
***
Nabiki drummed her fingers on the desk as she scanned the computer screen
once more. She'd been searching the Internet for the past half hour for
some kind of information on Jusenkyo and spells related to it. There
wasn't a lot of information on the place at all, but that was to be
expected. What little she did find wasn't much help since most of the
people who had written about the place considered it to be nothing more
than superstition and not enough to warrant an in-depth look at how the
curses were supposed to work. She was becoming increasingly frustrated
over the amount of people who wrote Jusenkyo off as nonsense. Since Ranma
had come to live with her family she had seen so much of it, and so many
people whose lives had been affected by it, that to dismiss it as nothing
more than whimsy seemed ridiculous to her. Of course, before meeting
Ranma, Genma, Shampoo, and all the others, she wouldn't have believed it
herself.
She didn't know exactly why she was looking. Boredom probably had a lot
to do with it. It had been raining off and on all day, so eating outside
wasn't a good idea. Under what passed for 'normal circumstances' around
here, there were the usual lunchtime issues to be seen to, but recent
events, combined with the nasty weather, seemed to have everyone in a
funk and she was no exception. Today was a 'go lay down in bed and wait
to die' kind of day, but as she was in school at the moment and there
were no beds handy, the 'net provided a temporary distraction.
No more than five minutes ago, by an apparent stroke of luck, she had
found a site created by a certain American professor dealing with ancient
civilizations and their beliefs. This man, unlike so many others, showed
an intense interest in the extinct civilization of Jusenkyo. Though he
was not altogether convinced that the curses were real, he found the idea
of such a place as Jusenkyo captivating and romantic and definitely worth
a closer look.
Captivating and romantic, huh? she'd thought to herself as she read it.
Zany would closer to the mark. Let him try living with a Jusenkyo victim
for a while.
According to the page, this man had done a great deal of study concerning
the nature of the curses and yes, even spells supposedly related to them.
In fact, he had spent the past three years researching the legendary
training grounds and planned to visit them soon himself. Apparently,
there were no known spells to completely cure a person. There was a
bucket that locked a victim in the curse, a kettle that unlocked them,
and several spells that affected various aspects of it. There was even
one that, if cast correctly, would supposedly allow a person some limited
control over the curse's effects. So far though, a spell that would rid a
person of Jusenkyo's magic had not been found. There was also no mention
of a spell to split a person from their cursed form though, so obviously
the man hadn't found everything.
Nabiki sighed and stretched, then looked up at the clock hanging on the
wall nearby. Lunch would be over any minute. She turned back to the
computer to shut it down when something caught her eye.
Though I have, as of yet, found no evidence that the people of the
Jusenkyo tribe ever developed a spell that would allow one to be rid of
the magic of the springs, it is most likely because there may have been
no need of one. Apparently, a cursed individual could be cured simply by
immersion in the spring matching that of the original shape. A woman
would be cured by the Nyannichuan (spring of drowned girl) and a man
would be cured by the Nannichuan (spring of drowned man). Because cures
were so readily available to those who had access to the valley, I
believe the only thing preventing someone from acquiring one would be
their honor as a martial artist. Warriors who had completed their
training and wished to move on to the higher schools were required to be
tested at Jusenkyo. Those who chose to do so and were found wanting in
their skills were forced to live as only half of what they had once been
until they could earn the right to either be tested again, or use the
water from either the Nannichuan or Nyannichuan.
Of course, this is only one hypothesis and there is still the matter of
the origin of the springs and their curses. Although it is possible, it
is also very doubtful that the residents of Jusenkyo purposefully drowned
hundreds of people and animals simply to create a proving grounds for
their warriors. What we know of their attitude toward life and their
overall culture would disprove that fairly quickly. To even guess at the
origin of the valley's enchantment, we must look back to...
Well now, this was interesting. Hadn't the Nannichuan already been tried?
Of course, this guy was probably just grasping at straws like the rest of
them had been. Since the Nyannichuan would change a man into a woman,
common sense stated that the Nannichuan would change said woman into a
man again. But then, common sense really didn't seem to apply to magic
most of the time. Still, the man had studied Jusenkyo in depth, which is
something none of them had ever tried to do. With the luck Ranma seemed
to have sometimes, Nabiki wouldn't have been too surprised if it was only
for him that the Nannichuan wouldn't work. Not that any of this was
important anyway. Ranma's curse was, essentially, over. And though he'd
probably rather have it again than be in the situation he was in now,
there didn't seem to be a way to make that happen, so how it could be
cured was pretty much a moot point.
Her thoughts were interrupted as the bell rang, signaling the end of the
lunch period. She quickly shut down the computer, grabbed her school bag,
and rushed to her next class, hoping that it wouldn't rain again
tomorrow.
***
The school day went by quickly for Ranma despite the pressure of the past
few days. Though he still felt terrible about what had happened, and
scared as well, he couldn't help but enjoy the feeling of freedom a
little. Several times today he had been accidentally splashed with cold
water and had flinched and grit his teeth, waiting for the curse to take
effect, and then looked down at himself and realized that his only
problem was that he was wet and a little chilly. After what had seemed
like such a long time being stuck with his curse, and so many failed
cures, he had begun to wonder if there weren't some universal law written
somewhere concerning him and his problem.
The sky is blue, fire is hot, ice is cold, the earth revolves around the
sun, and Ranma Saotome will not be cured. Some might even be inclined to
add, so sayeth The Lord. His mind's first reaction upon being splashed
was: Ha! In your face universe! Then he would remember his double and
feel rotten again. Damn universe got him every time.
He had managed to avoid Akane at lunch, but was beginning to think that
might not have been such a great idea. He had met her at the gate after
school and if looks were mallets he'd have been reduced to street pizza
right then and there. Now, as they both made their way home, he was glad
he was up on the fence and out of her immediate reach.
"Where were you at lunch today, Ranma?"
"Oh... I was, uh..."
"You were what?"
"I was... workin' on... on... on..."
"Working on what?"
"Somethin'..." he said lamely, already feeling bad about trying to lie to
her. It wasn't something he did often.
"Yeah right. I told you we'd talk at lunch and you didn't show up and now
you're lying."
"Aw c'mon, I just forgot. You barely mentioned it."
"Hmph."
Ranma sighed and put his hands in his pockets, deciding not to say
anything else. After a few moments of silence, Akane realized that he
wasn't going to come back with a snappy retort and looked up at him. He
was looking down at his feet, walking with the same measured pace that he
had this morning. She almost said something and had to literally bite her
tongue to keep herself from doing it. A few minutes later though, she
couldn't help speaking again.
"Well, I guess I'll have to do it then."
"Do what?" Ranma said, turning to look down at her.
"Talk to her. You're obviously going to avoid it for as long as you can
get away with it."
Ranma frowned. "What's with this 'talk to her' thing anyway? Talk to her
about what? Just what am I supposed to say? What would you say? Talkin'
to her aint gonna fix nothin'."
"I don't know, but it has to start somewhere. You're an even bigger idiot
than I thought if you think you can dodge her forever. Just ask her how
her day was, or something. Anything."
"Ask her how her day was?" he muttered. "Oh, that's real good Akane. Gee,
I wonder what she'd say."
Akane just scowled, Ranma returned to staring at his feet, and the two
walked in silence for a few minutes more. Thunder rumbled in the distance
and enormous dark clouds loomed menacingly overhead. A light breeze began
to blow, and dry leaves could be heard skittering softly across the
pavement. The first few drops of rain fell just as they reached the Tendo
house. Ranma hopped down from the fence and landed in front of Akane as
she was reaching out to open the gate.
"I'm sorry." he said. "I'll try, okay? I don't know what I'll say, but...
I'll try and say somethin'."
Akane blinked and stared at him, not sure how to reply. He was just full
of surprises lately.
"Ranma..."
"She scares me, Akane" he whispered.
Akane took his hand in her own and squeezed it briefly. For Ranma to
admit that he was scared was no small thing.
"I... I know... And I'm sorry too. Let's go inside before this storm
comes. Maybe we can get her to eat dinner with us tonight."
Ranma nodded and gave her a little smile. She smiled back, opened the
gate, and turned toward the house. When Ranma didn't follow her, she
turned to see him looking into the distance at the sky.
"Are you coming, Ranma?"
"Yeah, I'll be there in a minute. Can you give me a sec?"
"Is something wrong?"
"Nah, I just got somethin' to do."
Akane nodded and headed for the door. Upon reaching it, she turned once
more to look at Ranma. The rain was just becoming noticeable as what had
been only an occasional drop became a light drizzle. He was still
standing and staring at the sky with his hands in his pockets. She smiled
quietly to herself before opening the door and going inside.
Ranma looked up at the enormous black clouds. Thunder rumbled, much
closer this time, and the drizzle began to increase in strength. The
drops fell faster and soon the drizzle had escalated into a downpour.
Ranma stood, feeling the rain on his face; feeling his clothes weighed
down by the water.
Nothing happened.
He smiled for the first time in several days. He used to love the rain.
It had been so long... When he'd first acquired his curse he'd come to
dread rainstorms. Even after he'd gotten used to it they were still a
terrible nuisance; Nature's way of laughing at him. Now, for the first
time in quite a while, he remembered why he used to like the rain.
"Enjoying yourself?"
"Huh?" Ranma turned his eyes from the clouds to the one who's voice had
interrupted his thoughts.
She returned his gaze with one of her own, her blue eyes boring into him
like daggers. She still wore his favorite outfit, the red chinese shirt
and black pants, despite the fact that they were far too big for her and
would probably never fit her again. Her red hair was pressed against her
forehead by the pouring rain and the expression on her face was enough to
chill his soul. The same thing ran through his mind that had run through
it every time he had been near her since the spell had been cast. That's
me... That's me... How did this happen?
Ranma's mouth opened and closed but he couldn't think of anything to say.
Here he was, enjoying his freedom, while the one who had to pay for it
looked on. He felt so guilty that his chest hurt.
The girl continued to stare at him, her fists clenched at her sides. Why
had she said that? She had been leaving for Ucchan's and when she saw him
standing there in the rain, smiling, the words had just slipped out.
Something had welled up inside of her and for a brief moment she was
unbelievably furious. When her eyes met his, she felt something she had
never felt before. Something she had said and heard said often enough,
but had never truly known until now. Those eyes... They were her eyes.
HERS! Why did he have them? That face was HER face staring back at her.
The girl who had passed her as she left, giving her a nervous glance that
nearly broke her heart, was HER fiancee. He had them all, and she had
nothing. He was out here enjoying the rain, something she hadn't been
able to do for what seemed like forever. And her? She stood here in a
body that wasn't hers, in clothes that no longer fit her, and had to
accept it because she had no claim on any of those things that he did not
have himself. They were all his as well, maybe more so, for they all
still wanted him... None of them wanted her any longer. She had been cast
aside. After all her fighting, all her struggles, and everything she had
gone through, she had ended up as nothing more than a leftover.
She continued to stare into those eyes that were rightfully hers and the
feeling built up inside of her to such a terrible degree that the loudest
shout, or the longest scream, would not be enough to express it. When she
thought she could bear it no more, that the feeling would cause her to
explode, it formed itself into two words. Those two words had behind them
all the power, rage, depression, and roaring fury of a million shishi
hokodan. If they could somehow have been projected into a chi blast, it
would have been enough to level half the planet.
"Enjoying yourself?"
So this was hate. Nothing she had ever felt before could compare. Not
even the love she felt for Akane. While that was just as strong, it had
taken her a long time to recognize it for what it was, sort it out, and
at last to admit it. This was different. This was easy. It didn't need to
be sorted out or explained. Though she had many reasons for feeling it,
none of them mattered. Nothing mattered, but the fact that her life had
been destroyed and someone had to pay. Who better than the one who had
gained everything from her loss?
Her other self continued to stare at her, his eyes wide, and his mouth
working furiously, trying to form words that wouldn't come.
He knew.
No one else would have known... They would only have heard a quiet voice
laced with venom. But he knew... He and she were closer than most people
on earth would ever be, and somehow, through whatever God-cursed,
unnatural link they shared, he had felt every bit of white-hot hatred
carried on those two words. And as she continued to gaze into his
terrified face, the feeling faded and was replaced first by fear, then by
confusion, then by guilt. The indescribable burning fury dwindled inside
of her until it finally smoldered and died. She hoped she would never
feel it again.
The boy in front of her finally managed to choke out: "I.. uh..."
She turned her eyes from his and stared at the ground. This seemed to
snap him out of his daze somewhat.
"You... uh... goin' somewhere?"
"Ucchan's." she answered, still looking at the ground.
"Akane was hopin' you'd have dinner with us."
"I... Just need someone to talk to."
His promise to Akane came to mind and he was about to suggest that she
talk to him, but caught himself in time. After that look she'd given him,
he was pretty sure that he was the last person she wanted to pour her
heart out to. And the fact that he knew that heart almost as well as she
did was undoubtedly one of the main reasons. Besides that, he wasn't too
crazy about the idea just now either. Suddenly, he had an overwhelming
urge to dart past her and into the house, where Kasumi's cooking and
Akane would be waiting. He just needed to get away from this girl.
"Uh... Yeah, okay. You'll eat with us tomorrow?"
"I dunno, maybe." she answered. Ranma had the distinct impression that she
was feeling exactly as he was right now; she just wanted to get away from
him. He nodded to her and made his way to the house. Upon reaching the
door, he turned to see her just closing the gate behind her. She glanced
at him, but it was too quick and the rain was falling too hard for him to
read the expression. Pushing wet hair away from her face and shoving her
hands into her pockets, she turned away and hooked the edge of the gate
with one of her feet, dragging it closed behind her as she left...
"Ranma, you're letting in the cold air." he heard Kasumi say from inside.
Ranma stepped into the house and closed the door. The smell of food and
the comfortable sounds of dinner cooking came from the kitchen. His
father (in panda form) and Mr. Tendo were playing Go in a corner of the
room, and the television was on at low volume. He let out a long breath
and shook his head lightly.
Just forget about her for now he told himself.
Kasumi came out of the kitchen, wiping her hands on a dish towel, and
smiled. "How was your day at school?"
Ranma smiled back. No matter how down he was he couldn't help but feel a
little better around Kasumi.
"Not bad I guess."
"That's good. Dinner will be ready soon, but you should have time to get
out of those wet clothes and have a bath first."
Ranma nodded and headed upstairs as Kasumi returned to the kitchen. On
his way to the bathroom he noticed that Akane's door was open and paused
to peek into her room. She was sitting at her desk, her homework spread
in front of her. She put down her pencil as she noticed Ranma and turned
to smile at him. He smiled back a little nervously.
"Hey, Ranma."
"Hey" he answered. "I... uh... ran into her outside. She's goin' to
Ucchan's but she said she might eat with us tomorrow."
A slight expression of worry crossed Akane's face. "Oh" she answered.
Ranma scratched the back of his head and sighed. "I tried, Akane, I
really did. She looked at me like..."
Akane looked up at his face, her frown deepening. "Like what?"
"It was... Well, I just don't think she was in the mood to talk."
He waited for Akane to say something but she only looked down at the
pencil in her hand and twirled it between her fingers. A minute or two
passed and she remained silent so Ranma started to turn toward the door.
"I'm gonna go take a bath. I'll see you at dinner, Akane."
She nodded, still twirling the pencil and looking at her hands. Just
before he left, she looked up.
"Ranma..."
He stopped and turned. Akane looked up at him and seemed to be holding
back tears.
"What is it?" he asked, a few ideas as to what it was already popping
into his head. She looked as if she were about to say something, but
changed her mind at the last second.
"Close the door behind you." she said, and turned back to her homework.
Ranma considered asking her again, but decided against it and left,
shutting the door quietly. He reached the bathroom, opened the door, and
blinked as a small black piglet with a yellow and black bandana around
its neck peeked out.
"Ryoga?"
"Bwee!" the piglet answered, with a glare that seemed to say, "No
kidding. Who else would I be?"
Ranma stepped into the bathroom, then set the pig in the tub and turned
on the hot water.
"I'll go get you some clothes" he said. "Don't wander off."
The piglet bweed at him again.
"I mean it, Ryoga, if you get lost, I aint lookin' for you." He left and
shut the door before the pig could attempt to protest.
A minute later, he returned with an orange shirt and blue pants. He heard
someone get out of the tub and the sliding door opened. Ryoga, now human,
stepped out and Ranma handed him the clothes, which he quickly put on.
"So, you lost?" A rhetorical question, and with a definite edge of
sarcasm. Ranma smirked as he asked it.
Ryoga frowned as he wrung his bandanna out over the sink. "I've been
staying in Kyoto, at a little place under a... I mean, down by a... At
least, I think it was..."
Ranma shook his head. "Man, you're hopeless."
"Don't start, Ranma" Ryoga said with a scowl. "I'm havin' a really bad
day."
"No kiddin'. What else is new?"
"Ranma..." Ryoga growled, gritting his teeth. Ranma held up his hands.
"Okay, okay, forget it. You want to stay for dinner or somethin'?"
Ryoga twisted the last of the water from his bandanna, shook it out, and
tied it around his head. "I don't want to intrude..."
"Nah, we're used to it. Never know who's gonna be droppin' in around
here, so Kasumi almost always makes a little extra. Come on, I'll take
you downstairs."
Ryoga looked about to protest, then mumbled, "Fine."
"You need me to hold your hand?" Ranma asked with another smirk.
"Knock it off, I'm not that bad!" Ryoga yelled.
Ranma just shrugged, the grin still on his face. He was about to leave
the bathroom again when he noticed something.
"Hey, Ryoga, the window's closed and I know the door was too... And you
were in your pig form. How'd you get in here?"
Ryoga blinked, glanced at the window, then at Ranma, then at the window
again.
"I... uh..."
Ranma shook his head. "Man, you're somethin' else."
"Will you shut up already" the pig-boy growled, and punched Ranma in the
shoulder. As his fist made contact with the wet shirt, he yanked it away
as if he'd been burned. Suddenly, he did a double take, looking at Ranma
and his wet clothes in turn.
"Ranma, your clothes are wet!"
"Gee, Ryoga, you're quick." Ranma said, crossing his arms.
"But... It's cold water... And you aren't..."
Ranma frowned. "Oh yeah, that."
Ryoga was about to grab him by the front of his shirt but stopped himself
in time, instead clenching his fists at his sides. "You found a cure?!
There's a cure for these curses?!"
"Well... uh... Kinda..."
"How?! Where?! Tell me! Ranma, if you kept it all to yourself, I'll..."
"No no no, it's this spell Cologne brought from China, but..."
"Cologne?! Is she still here?!"
"Yeah, she's still stayin' with us, but..."
"Could she cast the spell again?!"
"Yeah, probably. But if you'd just listen..."
"Then get her to do it! Come on, Ranma, you owe this to me!"
"If you'd shut up for a second, I'd... Ack!" Ranma was brought up short
as someone grabbed his shirt from behind and pulled the collar tight
around his neck. He fumbled at it with his fingers, his eyes bulging.
"What's with all the noise? I'm trying to do my homework!" Akane snapped,
as Ranma began to turn purple. She blinked as she noticed who was with
him, and let her fiance, gasping and wheezing, fall to the floor in front
of her. "Oh, hey, Ryoga."
Akane had, quite by accident, found out all about Ryoga's secret life as
P-Chan shortly after the engagement had been formalized. While she'd
pretty much forgiven him by now, she still hadn't looked at Ryoga in
quite the same way since then. Ranma had been almost certain, from her
initial reaction, that she'd never allow him in the house again. After
she'd had a week or so to calm down, however, she'd begun to feel sorry
for him. She'd even mentioned one or two times how lonely he must be. It
had left Ranma fairly disgusted, but he supposed it was better than
having her stay mad, as she found it convenient to take out her
frustrations on Ranma when her real target wasn't around.
"Oh, Akane. Hey..." Ryoga said, looking in her direction a little
nervously. "We were just... Uh... but, Ranma's... He won't share his cure
with me!" He thrust a finger in Ranma's direction, and would have poked
him in the eye if the other hadn't leaned back fast enough.
"Hey, trust me Ryoga, this is one cure you don't want." Ranma said.
"Oh yeah, and why's that?" Ryoga asked, turning to glare at Ranma again.
"It don't just cure you, it splits you."
"What are you talking about?"
"I mean it splits you from your cursed form. It makes two of you and puts
one of 'em in your cursed body."
"Come on, you can't really expect me to believe that you..."
"There's another Ranma now, Ryoga." Akane interrupted. "A girl Ranma with
all of the same memories as this one. For him it's a cure, but for her,
it's like being stuck forever. If Cologne cast the spell on you there
would be two Ryogas, and one of them would be stuck as a pig."
Ryoga blinked again, stared at Akane for a moment, then shivered as if
from a sudden chill.
"Oh..." he gulped, putting his hand behind his head. "Well..."
The three stood in silence until Akane took Ryoga by the hand.
"Come on, why don't you stay and eat dinner with us?"
Ryoga nodded and allowed her to lead him away. There was a time not too
long ago when Ranma wouldn't have liked this much, but those days were
behind him. Despite the fact that he and Ryoga still didn't appear to get
along all that great, an odd sort of friendship had sprung up between
them.
Reentering the bathroom, Ranma removed his wet clothes, opened the
sliding door, and seated himself on the stool to wash up. For some odd
reason, Ryoga's arrival had lifted his spirits just a little. While the
episode with his double by the gate was not forgotten, the unexpected
visit from his one-time adversary had lessened the shock, which in turn
allowed him to stand back and look at it without becoming terrified. Her
reaction was to be expected really, and he was fairly certain that the
only reason he had felt it so keenly was because of his undeniable
connection to her. Yes, they had been the same person only a few days ago
and it would stand to reason that they would instinctively know a little
about what the other might be thinking and feeling, but it was more than
just that. It was as if their minds... No, not just their minds, their
souls were linked so that they could read each other somehow in a way
neither of them liked. When Ranma was near her he could feel her
sameness. He could feel that she and he were the exact same person
inside. It was as if the rest of the world fell away and all that
remained was her, a black hole that would suck him in if he allowed
himself to get too close. It wasn't right... He could feel the
unnaturalness of it every time he saw her. It wasn't something he could
describe in words... Just something he knew somehow whenever he was
around her.
Ranma finished his washing, rinsed the soap off of himself with a bucket
of water, and slid into the tub to soak. Man, what a weird few days this
had been. He wondered how long this would last. He couldn't just avoid
his other half forever. Hopefully the connection they had would fade over
time; preferably a very short time.
Ranma could hear the rain falling hard outside and the sound of its
steady drumming on the roof had nearly lulled him to sleep, when he was
awakened suddenly by a loud crack of thunder.
Wow, that sounded close he thought. Better get out of the water.
Sighing regretfully, he got up and stepped out of the tub. He had hoped he
could stay in for awhile; a good hot bath always helped ease his mind. Oh
well, at least he was feeling much better. He was more relaxed than he
had been all day, and he was looking forward to dinner. He could almost
taste Kasumi's cooking.
He slid the door open and suddenly his heart was in his throat. Someone
was in the room with him. He couldn't tell where they were, but he could
feel them. They had a very 'loud' presence. Ranma snapped into a fighting
stance and reached out with his senses, probing the surrounding area for
the intruder. The feeling became stronger, and he grit his teeth in
anticipation of... something. He felt as if any moment something would
leap out and attack him, or grab him from behind, or...
But suddenly the presence was gone. Without even daring to blink, he
moved so that his back was to a wall and scanned the room with his eyes.
Nothing at all... There was no place for anyone to hide, and no one was
clinging to the ceiling. Nonetheless, he was certain someone else had
been here. He'd better go tell Ukyo, before...
Wait a minute... What was he doing in the bathroom? Hadn't he been at
Ucchan's just a moment ago? No... wait... He had come inside, talked to
Akane, dealt with Ryoga, and taken a bath. He hadn't gone to Ucchan's.
Ranma shook his head. He could have sworn he was somewhere else. All of
this tension must really be getting to him.
Thunder crashed outside once again, and he muttered under his breath as
he grabbed a towel and dried himself off. Stupid thunderstorm; he had
really wanted to finish that bath. Throwing on the clean set of clothes
he had brought with him, he exited the bathroom and made his way to the
family room.
The television was still on and his father and Mr. Tendo appeared to have
started another game of Go. Nabiki was seated at the table reading a
book, Ryoga was beside her watching the television disinterestedly, and
Akane had brought her homework downstairs and was working on it in a
corner of the room. Nearby, a small gas lamp sat on a folding table.
Outside, the rain was pouring harder than ever and Ranma winced
involuntarily as thunder crashed again, this time very close and very
loud. The lights and television flickered briefly, and he noticed for the
first time how dark it was. Though it was still only late afternoon, one
would have thought it at first glance to be much later. Taking a seat at
the table, Ranma propped his chin in his hands and watched the storm
quietly.
"Oh my." Kasumi's voice came from the doorway of the kitchen. "I hope
Ranma-chan's alright, that sounded very close."
"She was leavin' for Ucchan's when I came in, she'd have gotten there by
now." Ranma said absently, as he stared out at the storm.
"Yes, you're probably right. Still, I wish she would have called before
it got this bad."
Ranma just shrugged.
"Well, dinner's ready. Has anyone seen Cologne?"
"She's still out in the dojo." Nabiki said, without looking up from her
book. "I don't think she's coming in."
"Oh... All right" Kasumi said, slightly disappointed that someone would
be missing dinner. She turned to go back into the kitchen and emerged a
few moments later, bearing the food for their meal. Genma and Soun
abandoned their game temporarily and joined the rest of the family.
As they all ate, Ranma tried hard to let his mind drift but it wasn't
easy. Conversation was strangely absent and the silence was eerie despite
the quiet droning of the television in the background. Thinking would not
be good, as he didn't seem to have anything good to think about at
present. If he started thinking, he knew he would regret it.
The silence seemed to grow louder by the minute, and his mind, deciding
it wasn't going to wait for his permission, began to form pictures on its
own. Unfortunately, the first picture it formed was that of the strange
presence he had felt not long ago. He knew that it was only his
imagination, but the silence continued, and the stillness pressed, and
shadows began to look a little more alive than they had a moment ago. He
really wished someone would say something.
***
Fluttering wings, and the familiar feel of taloned feet on his shoulder.
Dead senses awakened, and he saw once again with the help of his avian
companion.
His eyes had returned.
"Welcome home. You were gone for a long time. I have not been able to see
since first light."
A brief sense of apology, followed by a gnawing worry entered his mind.
Though he felt the emotions as if they were his own, he knew they were
not.
"Something troubles you, my friend?"
The emotions that were not his confirmed this.
"What is it?"
More emotions, mixed with thoughts, ideas, and a few other odd things.
With practiced ease he sorted through the information, laid it all out in
comprehensible order, and examined what he saw.
"I see... Twin souls, eh? It has been a while."
A query, which took him a moment to sort out, followed by the same
gnawing sense of worry.
"Yes, it will be dealt with in the usual way, I suppose. It's sad, but
there's little to be done about it."
The worry grew stronger.
"What? Why does this one concern you so? Normally it is I who pities ones
such as he, and you who insist that the weave is only protecting itself."
More thoughts, followed by a quiet squawk, and the sound of feathers
rustling beside his ear.
"Bah. That's nonsense and you know it. There have been many great
warriors before him, and there will be many more in the ages to come. Do
not attempt to deceive me, old friend. We have known each other for many
years. What is so different about this one?"
Silence then, both in his mind and on his shoulder.
"You know that we cannot help every person who runs afoul of our world's
unwritten laws. We used to try when we were younger, if you recall."
More silence. He sighed, and reached for his staff.
"I'm going for a walk. I've been stuck inside all day thanks to you."
His companion gave no response other than a grudging agreement.
***
Ranma was freezing. Both the air and the rain were extremely cold and she
wondered for the tenth time since leaving the house why she hadn't
brought a jacket or an umbrella. She thought several times about turning
around and going back for them, but never actually did it. She just wanted
out of that place for now, especially after what had happened at the
gate. She quickened her steps, cursing the rain with every footfall.
Besides the endless pattering against her skin, the storm filled her nose
and obscured her vision. The smell of rain and wet was everywhere, and
she could barely make out the street signs and shop curtains through the
downpour. Damnit, where was Ucchan's? Had she passed it? She slowed a bit
and squinted at the nearest shop, trying her hardest to read the sign.
No, if she read that correctly, the restaurant was a little further down
the street.
As she walked, the ordeal at the gate came back to her continually. His
stunned face stuck in her head as if the image were a wedge that had
somehow worked itself into a crevice in her mind and refused to come out.
What she had felt toward him back there, the feeling that had been
building since the moment she'd first laid eyes on her other half from
the outside, had left when she'd spoken two words to him and he'd
responded with that stunned, innocent stare. It had burnt itself out and
the ashes had been washed away with the rain.
She couldn't hate him. Damn her, she even felt sorry for him; sorry that
he had to feel so guilty over her. The hate she had felt when she'd
looked into his stupid, innocent eyes had frightened her immensely and
filled her with self-loathing, but now that it was gone, she felt empty.
She even tried to bring back the rage, if only to fill the emptiness, but
all she could manage was mild irritation. Even then, most of it was
caused more by her lack of success and the endless pattering of the rain
than jealousy of her other self.
Ucchan's was just ahead; she recognized the familiar shop curtain even
through the rain. The windows were bright, and the faint buzz of
conversation reached her ears as she approached the door. She had placed
her hand on the knob and was about to turn it when a small sound at her
feet froze her still as stone.
Mew
She stood rooted to the spot, not daring to turn her head. Maybe if she
waited it would just go away.
Mew
Of course it wouldn't go away. It was probably trying to stay out of the
rain. Unless the storm suddenly stopped, it wasn't going anywhere.
Mew
Very slowly, as if her neck were rusted, Ranma turned her head toward the
sound. A young cat, really not much more than a kitten, was huddled in
the doorway, staring up at her with pleading eyes. Dark gray fur clung to
a shivering body that seemed little more than skin and bones. As she
continued to stare, Ranma slowly realized that something was wrong. Or
rather, something wasn't wrong. She could still think. There was no
irrational fear or mind-numbing panic. She certainly didn't feel
comfortable with this situation, but she hadn't lost her marbles.
Glancing up and narrowing her eyes to peer through the rain, Ranma
spotted the entrance to an alley not far away. She looked down at the
kitten again and prodded it gently in the direction of the alley with the
toe of her shoe.
"Go on."
The kitten only mewed again and continued to stare up at her.
"I said go on." she repeated irritably.
The kitten still refused to budge, and she turned back to the door,
intending to leave the animal where it was.
Mew
Ranma looked back down at the kitten, its small body shivering from the
cold. If she left it there she'd have that little bit of guilt to gnaw at
her along with everything else. Gritting her teeth, she reached down
slowly and scooped it up. Remnants of past episodes involving cats and a
fleeting memory of herself with the mind of a frightened animal flashed
through her head but passed quickly. Looking down at the small bundle of
wet fur in her arms, Ranma wondered what she had seen in these creatures
these past years that frightened her so. Feline screeches echoed in her
memory and her skin stung in remembrance of dozens of claws and small
sharp teeth. That was what she had been afraid of... But why wasn't she
flipping out now? Shuddering, she opened the door and stepped into
Ucchan's.
A wave of warm air, along with the smells of beef, pork, shrimp, and
Ucchan's special sauce washed over her, and her stomach growled in
response. She hadn't eaten since Kasumi's breakfast this morning and that
she hadn't even finished. The restaurant looked fairly busy. Most of the
tables and about a third of the counter seats were occupied and the
pleasant buzz of conversation filled the room. Ukyo, in her blue and
black chef's outfit, was behind the counter flipping an okonomiyaki with
one hand, and sprinkling ingredients on a finished one with the other.
Her long brown ponytail looked somewhat bedraggled, and the white ribbon
holding her hair in place was limp and wrinkled, as if it had been
removed and hurriedly retied several times. Her face shone slightly with
sweat, but as usual had a cheerful expression on it. Ukyo believed firmly
in providing a good atmosphere for her customers and tried never to let
things like weariness show when she was working. She didn't tire easily,
but from what little Ranma had heard recently, things hadn't exactly been
easy for her lately. Business had picked up quite a bit since she'd first
opened Ucchan's, and the crowds weren't getting any smaller. She was
probably feeling the lack of help pretty keenly. She slid the plate
toward a customer, then stopped for a moment to wipe her forehead. As she
looked up, she saw Ranma and gave her a weary grin.
"Heya, Ranchan. Have a seat, I'll..."
Then she noticed what Ranma was carrying and did a double take.
"Um... On second thought, why don't you take that up to my room. You can
borrow some clothes too."
Ranma nodded and headed for the stairs as quickly as possible, ignoring
the looks she got. Some of the customers probably weren't too thrilled to
see a sopping girl carrying a half-drowned cat into the restaurant.
Reaching the top of the stairs, she found the bathroom and went in for a
towel, then made her way to Ukyo's room and slipped inside. The interior
was not exactly Spartan, as was the room she used to share with her
father at the Tendos', but it was rather drab. Nothing more than a bed in
the corner, a small desk with a reading lamp, schoolbooks, a few manga, a
closet in the wall opposite the bed, and a little compact television on a
low table at one end of the room. There had once, Ranma remembered, been
more than a few photographs of 'him' hung about. Most had probably been
purchased from Nabiki, but two or three were group shots taken in the
rare moments of peace between her 'acquaintances'. All were gone now,
apparently. The few times Ranma had been up here, she had found all of
the pictures unnerving, but now the room seemed incredibly empty.
Ranma lay the kitten on the towel and turned on a small heater in the
corner of the room. The cat immediately stood, shook itself, and set
about arranging its fur. Not much came of it, as it was still completely
soaked, but after a few moments it seemed satisfied and lay down again.
She almost smiled, but couldn't quite manage it. This was still, after
all, a cat.
Ranma turned quickly away and opened Ukyo's closet. The first thing she
saw was a Furinkan boy's uniform, but after taking it down and trying to
put it on, it was obvious that it wasn't going to work. The pants were
hopelessly long and the shirt was insanely tight. On an upper shelf, She
spied one of the bandages Ukyo used to bind her chest and started to
reach for it, then just frowned and replaced the uniform. She glanced at
one of Ukyo's blue chef's outfits, but decided against that as well. She
would feel even more ridiculous in that than in the ill-fitting uniform.
She continued to dig through the closet, pushing aside more boy's
uniforms and blue wraparounds, a few 'get Ranma's attention' outfits, and
even one girl's uniform. Finally, she came upon a pair of jeans and a
plain white T-shirt. Sighing in relief, she put them on and tossed her
wet clothes in a corner.
As she stood and was turning to go, she spied a small picture frame on
the desk. Picking it up, she saw that it held a photograph of 'him'. A
school picture probably. It wasn't a very good one and Ranma wondered
why, of all the photos she had owned, Ukyo had chosen to keep this one.
He was in Furinkan uniform for once. His dark hair looked as if it had
been completely out of order a few moments ago, but hurriedly fixed. The
expression on his face wasn't quite a scowl, but it was obvious that he
was extremely uncomfortable. Then it dawned on her: Ukyo had probably
kept it because she thought it was adorable. That would be just like her.
As Ranma continued to gaze at the image of her former self, a nauseous
feeling grew in the pit of her stomach, and she quickly put down the
photograph, her hands shaking just a little. She hated that he could
affect her like this.
Giving the kitten in the corner one last nervous glance, Ranma turned to
leave the room and nearly choked at the sight of a tall black figure
blocking the door. Before she could react, however, it was gone. It
hadn't made a sound and she couldn't remember it vanishing. It was just
gone, as if it had never been. She stood frozen for a few moments more,
then slowly relaxed and let out a long breath she hadn't realized she'd
been holding.
Man, all of this must be getting to me more than I realized she thought,
as she left the room and started back downstairs.
She was greeted once more by the smells and sounds of the restaurant and
was about to sit down at the counter when she saw Ukyo motioning her over
to a table. As she slid into one of the chairs, Ukyo sat down opposite
her. The chef studied her for a few moments before asking, "So, what's
with the... C-A-T?"
"I dunno really. I just saw it all wet in front of your place and I kinda
felt sorry for it. And it didn't really scare me. Don't really know why."
"Oh..." Ukyo said, then stared for a bit, obviously fishing for something
else to say. "Well... Um... What happened?"
"What, with the cat? I took it to your room and put it in front of the
heater. It should be okay."
"No, silly, I mean what happened at home? What's... wrong?"
She had almost said, "What's wrong now?" but caught herself in time.
"What m... makes you think s... somethin's wrong?" Ranma asked, avoiding
Ukyo's eyes.
"Well, for one thing, you don't have a jacket or an umbrella so I'm
guessing you left in a hurry. And anyway, the look on your face says it
all."
Ranma sighed and looked down at her hands.
"It's just... everything. Do you really have to ask?"
"No, I guess not. But..." Ukyo paused, her mouth slowly turning downward
in a frown. "Listen, you gotta stop this. I know you've got every right
in the world to be torn up, but hangin' onto it just isn't gonna help. Go
back to school. Do something with yourself, sugar."
"I dunno Ucchan, I..."
"Listen, I got customers to take care of, but if you wait here for a few
minutes I'll bring you something to eat. Don't move okay?"
"Okay..."
"You want something to drink?" Ukyo asked as she stood.
"Coke's fine." Ranma said without looking up.
"You were just out in the rain, you sure you don't want something hot?"
"Yeah."
Ranma sighed, put her chin in her hand, and stared out the window at the
storm as Ukyo plunked a glass of coke down in front of her and rushed
back to work. She didn't know how long it had been when she returned, but
when the okonomiyaki was suddenly placed before her, she noticed that her
arm had gone to sleep, so it must have been a while. She picked up the
chopsticks Ukyo set down in front of her and began eating, just now
remembering how hungry she was.
Ukyo, who had decided to sit down again, just looked at her thoughtfully
as she ate, and Ranma grew more and more uncomfortable until finally she
put down her chopsticks. She felt a little silly, seeing as how she had
come here to talk, but now that she was actually here, she couldn't think
of a thing to say. If Ukyo would get some sort of conversation started it
might help, but she was just sitting there staring.
"What is it, Ucchan?"
Ukyo continued to gaze thoughtfully at her for a few moments more, and
then said, "Ranchan, you want a job?"
"A... job?" Ranma blinked.
"Yeah, I've been kinda short-handed since... Well, since always, really.
The crowds are growing, especially with the Nekohanten closed down, and I
could really use the help. It's not easy running this place alone
anymore." She put a hand behind her head and leaned back in her chair
slightly, gazing up at the ceiling from beneath sweat-soaked brown bangs.
Ranma noticed that the white ribbon was a bit loose, and looked like it
might come undone soon. "I should've hired some help a while ago, I
guess, but..." Still leaning back in her chair, she rolled her eyes
downward to gaze at Ranma. "Well... I guess I was too busy with other
stuff to think about it."
A hint of something distinctly different from Ukyo's usual friendly
attitude lurked just beneath the casually spoken words of that last
sentence. Ranma frowned slightly as she remembered the day she thought
she had lost Ukyo's friendship forever. She was the first person he'd
told, after giving Akane the ring. He had hoped that she'd be happy for
them. He would have liked nothing more than for her to give him that
fantastic grin of hers, and say something along the lines of, "Way to go,
Ranchan! I knew you couldn't put it off forever!" That was stupid,
though, and he'd known it even as he was thinking it. She'd taken it
rather well, he'd thought, until he'd heard the small hiss as a single
tear struck the hot surface of the grill where she had been working at
the time.
Things had only gotten worse from there. She'd suddenly just... Well, he
didn't think he'd ever seen her so angry. Ranma had been through some
horrible things before, but this would probably stick in his mind as one
of the worst days of his life. She remembered it as though it were
yesterday, and the words still stung quite a bit.
"Damnit, Ranchan, I love you! You just don't get that, do you? You don't
even care! I bet the most you can do is feel sorry for me."
"Ucchan, come on, I..."
"You do! You do feel sorry for me! Since I was six years old, you've been
the center of my life, and all I have to show for it is your pity! Well,
I don't need it! I don't need you! Get out of here, Ranma, and don't come
back!"
"Ucchan..."
"Don't call me that! Not ever again! I mean it, Saotome, get out! Go
away! Leave me ALONE!"
A handful of razor-sharp spatulas had followed him to the door as he beat
a hasty retreat. Not long after, the war had begun, and even after it had
ended, he hadn't dared to visit her. But when he had finally got up the
courage to drop by and peek cautiously in the door, she had greeted him
cheerfully, as if nothing at all had happened. He had no idea why... He
was just glad to have Ucchan back. It did bother him a bit that she acted
so normal, but he was afraid that if he pried, she would clam up or
explode again.
"Ranchan, you there?"
"Hm?" Ranma looked up and realized that she'd spaced out. "Oh, um...
Yeah. A job. Well..."
A job... A reason to get out of the house and do something. Her first
instinct was to say no, but when she realized that was the same part of
her that