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My Wife and I have a great relationship. We communicated well in most
aspects of our life and were almost complete soul mates. Neither of us
where over-crazed hormonal sex addicts. Before we got married I had
disclosed to my than girlfriend, the first person I ever did so to,
about my desires around cross dressing and bondage. In hindsight I wish
I had the internet to give me advice. I took her to a nice park, we sat
on the bench after a walk and I spilled the beans. I told her I liked
to dress as a woman; I loved leather and high heels. I loved bondage
and had seen a professional dominatrix.
Not sure it was smart but it lead to her telling me she could only
marry me if we see a therapist. Since we were in college, she went to
the therapist there at School. After a few visits she had me come with
her. He had no real knowledge of cross-dressing. He asked me if I was
gay, or did I want to be a woman. At that point I described what I
thought was a fetish. I didn't need to dress as a woman; simply putting
on a leather skirt or having it was a turn on. Just thinking about high
heels could get me off. Seeing a woman dressed in a skirt and high
heels was incredible. Between the therapist and her, they made me
promise I would not do it again. I think this pleased her and we got
married. I threw away all of my collection that was extensive. (She was
not aware of it) We got married and things went well, for a while.
As in most cases I was not able to purge and after a few years I found
myself with a storage space where I can keep all of my purchases. A box
at the local post office to get my mail and packages. I would take my
things on occasion and head to a local hotel and play dress-up and
bondage for the day. If I had travel with business, I always had at
least one bag dedicated to my favorite items of the moment. My
collection grew thanks to eBay until that one day. We had kids and had
settled into a routine life. We where now in our mid-30's and life was
hectic. Forget about sex. Between work and kids there was no time or
energy. We tried and I was still very happy and loved my wife dearly.
She approached the subject one night in bed. She asked about me and my
cross-dressing and if I still thought about it. I wasn't sure how to
answer. In my mind I wondered should I tell the truth and risk our
marriage or deny it all. At this point in my life I would rather have
had the opportunity to see a therapist that could take this part of my
life away. So I began to talk about my feelings and where I stood. She
listened patiently. After a few moments she began talking about
intuition and that she somehow knew. That is why she is not as hurt.
She was hurt that I didn't trust her. I told her my true hope was to
find a way out and never have to deal with it but I didn't know how,
especially alone.
A few weeks went by before she brought it up again. I had not dared to
talk to about it. She asked what I wanted. I told her I wanted to see a
therapist and stop doing it. She talked about if this is a need of
mine, than perhaps I should explore it. She in the meantime shared she
was reading a book on the subject and found it enlightening. She
thought it explained a lot about me, my past and how I was formed. She
mentioned that I was a good dad, that I hugged my kids and told them
how much I loved them. Yet I was as normal as anyone, not over-macho
but I was a man. She talked about how I was a good provider, a good
lover and yet I cared. How I was always willing to help, especially her
around the house. For along time she thought I was too perfect until
she read this book. She could see how this part of my life has made me
a better man, a better husband and a better dad. She was somehow happy
about it but not interested. It was not for her. She could not see
herself involved and she also preferred to keep it from our children
and others in general. I agreed with her and we had a great moment. We
talked more over the next few weeks and came to an understanding. I
would do this when I travel on business, on days I can sneak away to a
hotel, but never at home. I would keep my storage and I would have a
budget. If I wanted more, I would need to sell some of my stuff on
eBay. I did have a lot of newer clothes. Sometimes you buy something
and it doesn't fit so you are stuck with a brand new pair of nine-west
boots in size 10. I would also always communicate with her what I am
doing. We would share in discussions and she wanted both of us to read
the same books and than discuss them. I was happy and seemed to pay
more attention to my duties at home. Things where going real well. I
was less focused on it because it was now an ok part of my life. Our
life seemed to settle a bit and things where going well for us.
We began talking about taking a week for ourselves and going to some
beach. Hawaii would be nice my wife said. We would both love to sit on
the beach and do nothing. We began to check on prices and she took
charge. She made all the reservations and set everything up. I had been
so busy at work and so looking forward to this that I had not had time
to pack. I told my wife on Monday as usual that I would pack on Tuesday
night. We were due to leave Wednesday afternoon and be back Sunday. She
called me at work on Tuesday and said don't worry I have packed for
you. Just your bathing suits and some casual stuff. She never packed
for me but I accepted it. I had to go to work Wednesday morning to take
care of some small stuff and she said she would pick me up on our way.
This is where it had become interesting without me knowing anything. My
wife had begun searching for a mistress for me. She took the time to
meet and interview many. She narrowed her choices and finally selected
one. It was to be my anniversary gift from her.
Wednesday morning arrived and she took the kids to grandmas. I couldn't
wait. I hadn't thought for one minute this could involve anything other
than a relaxing time with my wife. I love her to death. I would die for
her. Well she called me at work and told me she would pick me up by
noon. When she arrived she informed me that she had to pick up the
packet. The travel agent lived on a farm nearby and we needed to drive
out there. She wanted me to come with her. I agreed and we left. Living
near the edge, where farms begin I figured ok. We drove out about 1/2
hour, and she left the freeway near some nice hills. She drove a road
back some way and entered through a nice gate. It didn't hit me that
she knew her way pretty well. She drove up to the house and said hold
on. She went it, and I got out and kind of browsed around. It was nice;
they had orange tree patches, grapes in the back, rolling hills, a
barn, and a nice house. My wife came outside and called for me. As I
approached she just said, it will only be a minute, do you want
anything to drink? I declined and started to walk away when my wife
said, oh I need you to sign some papers. I casually walked in and was
escorted to the dining room. There was a very sharp dressed and good
looking woman. She was tall, perhaps taller than me, long brunette
beautiful hair, glasses, well made up and nice skin color, wearing a
nice business suit with a skirt. Her long legs ended in pumps that had
to be 5", I couldn't help looking. As she greeted me, she said it is
nice to have you here.
I asked what I need to sign. With that Karen, as she introduced
herself, excused herself to get the document. I turned to my wife with
a smile and mentioned this whole thing seemed weird. She said she had a
surprise for me and if it was ok if I was blindfolded for my surprise?
I was a little nervous but decided to play along. When I asked about
Karen and being blindfolded, she simply said, Karen won't mind she is
actually getting your surprise. She than blindfolded me. I sat in this
chair hearing mostly silence wondering what my surprise could be. As I
sat there suddenly I felt someone grab my arms and pull them back
behind the chair. It almost happened so fast and with some shock that I
didn't react. Next thing I knew I was cuffed to the chair with my arms
behind me. I began to demand to know what was going on. There was
silence. Than my legs were being tied to the chair. I was than gagged
with a ball gag. I was muffled but continued to ask what was going on.
As I was in this situation I could only wonder what was going on. My
wife had never played along before? What and who was Karen in all of
this? There was more silence. I though I had heard the door open and my
car drive away but who knows. Your mind can play tricks on you under
the circumstances. I waited in silence what seemed like an hour.
The next thing I remember was a voice saying, "I see she prepared you
well." I knew it wasn't my wife, it sounded like Karen. She sat in
front of me and said, "By now, you must know a few things. But just in
case, I will spell them out for you. First, your wife has left. There
is no trip for your anniversary. Or better said no trip for you. Your
wife is on her way to the airport. She will be flying to Hawaii to
enjoy 4 days of relaxation. You on the other hand will spend those days
here. I am Mistress Karen and your wife has carefully selected me. I
will be teaching you many things over the next 4 day before she
returns. She has left all your belongings with me. This is her gift to
you and I would like to read you her note:
My Dear Husband;
I want you to know that I love you very much. I know you also love me.
We are soul mates in every sense of the word, but I know you are
missing something. You are a great husband, father and more. I have
spent a great deal of time searching for the perfect mistress, someone
I can trust to train you. To be that person you are missing in your
life. I am not sure what the future holds, but for the next 4 days I
want you to enjoy yourself immensely. Forget the world, forget about
everything and indulge yourself. I will do the same. As part of this
deal, I will leave myself in California and become someone else. I will
return from Hawaii and come get you. Our lives will than continue from
there as always. What happens in the next 4 days will not be shared or
forgotten.
Love your wife,
I wasn't sure what to think. Mistress Karen went on, "While you are
here at my house, you will obey me. We will explore many things
together and you must trust me. We will have time to talk and explore
your likes and such. Your safe word is Karen, but be forewarned that if
you use it, the fantasy ends. I call your wife and she comes home to
get you. She would probably be upset being you cut her vacation short,
and she spent a lot of money. Both on her trip to Hawaii and for me. I
was a nervous and not sure where this would lead to but I guess I was
ready to get started. She removed the blindfold. Wow was all I could
think. Mistress Karen's hair was down. Her make up well done. Her
glasses gone. In place of the suit was a gorgeous blue corset and a
leather skirt. She was still wearing those 5" pumps. I couldn't believe
my eyes.
I wasn't sure what I had gotten into, but trusting my wife I decided to
let go. She asked if I was ready. I said I was, and she untied me. She
than escorted me to my room for the next 4 days. It was a nice room,
with a bed, TV and its own bathroom. All my stuff was already there.
The bathroom had all my makeup. The drawers had my lingerie and the
closet all my dresses and such. She wanted to sit down and talk about
her expectations over the next few days of me. I was in for a ride...
To be continued...
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