This is the eleventh story in my Legacy Universe, with the previous
stories listed below for those who haven't read them. Like the others
this is a stand alone story, though it might be helpful to have at least
read the second one, A Change of Heart.
The Miracle Legacy
A Change of Heart
Hardshell
The Praxis Crossing
Mannequin
The Vengeance of Lady Hexx
Glamour Girl
Counterweight
Grendel and Beowulf
The Dark Legacy
The Witch Seed By Morpheus
I walked along the side of the street, cold, wet, and miserable in the
pouring rain. I was soaked all the way through, a fact made even worse
by the knowledge that I wouldn't have been in that situation if I only
hadn't been in a fight right after school. Because of that I'd been
caught up a few minutes longer than I should have been and arrived to
catch my bus home just a little too late.
"Now if only I could get mom to buy me a car," I moaned in self pity,
thinking about how many other kids at school had their own. But since I
didn't have a car yet, nor my license either for that matter, I was
stuck having to walk home in the rain.
To make matters even worse the whole fight hadn't even been about
anything important. Some other guy jumped me from behind, without any
apparent reason. Fortunately he liked to brag about why he was going to
kick my ass. It turns out his girlfriend hated me because I turned her
in when she tried copying one of my test papers, so she told him that
I'd been stalking her. Of course he didn't believe my claims of
innocence and we had to fight anyway, but neither of us really tried to
hurt the other. It was more about pride and making a point anyway.
My name is Gideon Lywynn, and I was a fairly normal 16-year-old guy, the
kind who gets into fights, chases after girls... or at least fantasizes
about them all the time, and occasionally gets stuck walking home in the
pouring rain because he's too stubborn to skip a fight in order to catch
the bus. I was really beginning to regret that last part at the moment.
Just then there was a crack of thunder in the distance and I winced,
muttering, "A pop quiz in math, the fight, walking home in the rain, and
now this. Things just can't get any worse." Unfortunately I forgot
that whenever anyone said that, it usually did get worse.
A minute later a man in dirty and tattered clothes came up to me,
asking, "Can you spare some change kid?"
I stared at the man for a moment, feeling more than a little suspicious.
He looked like he was homeless, but from the look in his eyes I was
guessing that he was on some kind of drugs too. Hell, he could have
just been a bit crazy for all I knew. "I don't have any," I told him,
wishing that I did just so I could give him a few quarters and get rid
of him.
"Gimme yer wallet kid," he demanded, pulling out a knife and waving it
at me.
I immediately took a step back and reached into my coat pocket, pulling
out a small can of pepper spray that I immediately let loose in his
face. If they knew I had that at school, it would undoubtedly get me
into a lot of trouble, but it was for situations like this that I
carried it. The man immediately dropped his knife and began screaming,
while I took advantage of that to punch him in the throat, then turned
and ran.
When I got home I quickly entered the security code on the door and went
inside the house, locking the door behind me. I looked around, but
relieved that my mom didn't seem to be home yet as I didn't want to
explain about the fight and attempted mugging. But at the same time I
felt a bit of disappointment too, since she had a trick that would have
dried me off a hell of a lot faster than anything else.
"At least I can get out of these wet clothes," I sighed in relief as I
stripped them off and made my way to the bathroom.
Once I'd taken a nice hot shower and got dressed in some dry clothes I
was feeling much better. In fact I was even in a good mood, able to
forget about all the bad things that had happened today. Now that I was
home and dry, everything would be perfectly fine.
I was almost smiling as I walked into the study, a room that was
normally locked whenever any visitors came over. Of course I'd been in
it countless times before. The study wasn't exactly a normal study,
with a desk and such, but was used as a place for mom to put things that
she didn't want outsiders to see.
On the far wall was a photo of my mom, a beautiful woman with shoulder
length violet hair. The unusual violet color didn't come out of a
bottle, but it wasn't exactly natural either. The wall also contained
portraits of a half dozen other women, each of which had the same violet
colored hair, except for the one who'd shaved her head bald. These
portraits were of my grandma, my great grandma, and some of my other
female ancestors. In spite of what one might think, that hair color
wasn't inherited, at least not directly.
My mom was a witch...or a sorceress. I wasn't sure what the difference
was, but I'd heard her use both those terms at one time or another. Her
magical powers have been passed down from mother to daughter for
generations, each of them receiving the power when their own mother
died. It was a long family tradition, and I had no idea how or when it
really started.
Looking at that long line of my female ancestors and thinking about that
tradition suddenly reminded me of my sister Carolynn, whom I hadn't seen
in nearly two years. I frowned at the thought, then pushed it out of my
mind for the moment, not wanting to think about her. After all I doubt
that she'd been thinking about me.
I turned away from the portraits with a sigh, then went to the corner
that had a large glass display case containing what appeared to be a
sexy witch costume for Halloween. The center piece was a long sleeved
blue dress, which was cut short like a miniskirt in front, though hung a
bit lower in the back. There was a violet sash for around the waist,
along with violet stockings, both the same shade as my mom's hair, and a
pair of blue shoes. Finishing it off was a blue witches hat, with a
wide brim and a slightly floppy cone on top, which also had a violet
sash wrapped around the base of the cone.
I stared at the outfit for a minute, knowing very well that this wasn't
some Halloween costume. Instead this was the real thing. At one time
my mom had been a super hero called Ms. Witch, using her magic powers to
fight bad guys and save the world. Then about eight years ago she
retired, deciding that being a mother was more important than being a
hero. Ever since she had been using her magic more subtly, working as a
freelance consultant on magic and avoiding the spotlight.
"Speaking of which," I mused, turning to look at the clock, "I wonder
how late she's going to be tonight." I never knew how long my mom would
be at work because being a consultant wasn't exactly a 9 to 5 job. Most
of the time though, she was able to work from home.
Since I didn't know what time my mom would be getting home tonight, I
went to the kitchen to see what I could fix myself for dinner, just in
case. I had barely begun my search though when I heard a loud noise
coming from the front door. I immediately rushed to go see what was
causing it, but just as I reached the door, it came open and my mom
stepped in.
"Mom," I grinned, glad that she was home.
Then I noticed the condition she was in and gasped in shock. There was
a large dark wet spot in the middle of her shirt and it looked like it
could be blood. No, when I saw drops of the nearly black liquid hitting
the floor as she came in, I realized that it WAS blood. At the same
time there were some black lines on her face, like veins or something
and they seemed to be spreading before my eyes. She staggered inside,
about to collapse.
"MOM!" I gasped in horror, catching her as she finally did collapse. I
pulled her inside and set her on the floor, "I'll call a doctor..."
"No doctors," she managed to get out, "wouldn't do any good..." She
winced in pain, looking at me with eyes that were starting to turn
black.
"What happened?" I cried, desperate to do something...anything that
could help, but not having any idea of what to do.
"Attacked," she whispered, closing her eyes, "Ambushed... Darkness...
Poison..." Then she spat up a black, oily liquid and remained nearly
motionless, struggling just to breath.
"NO!" I grabbed her hand tightly, tears pouring down my cheeks. "Get
up," I ordered, "you're gonna be all right... Just tell me what to
do..." I was desperately, knowing that she was dying right there in my
arms and there was nothing I could do. "MOM!"
Mom opened her eyes a little, quietly gasping, "Carolynn..."
"Carolynn?" I repeated my sister's name in confusion.
Carolynn was three years older than me and was my mom's heir, the one
who was supposed to inherit her magic upon her death. Mom had taught
her about magic and prepared her for the day she would acquire the power
and responsibility. She was the one who should have been here and mom
knew it.
Unfortunately as Carolynn grew older she developed an attitude and
became increasingly rebellious. She resented anyone in authority,
including mom, refusing to follow rules or do what she was told. Then
she began to express her rebellious nature in illegal ways, such as
shoplifting and even joyriding in a stolen car.
Of course mom was less than happy about Carolynn's increasingly bad
behavior, and lectured her about it frequently. Mom and Carolynn argued
a lot, and after the joyriding incident, mom angrily told her that she
was not worthy of ever inheriting the magic. Carolynn was furious about
that and ran away that very night, not to be seen since.
"Carolynn isn't here," I told mom quietly, my heart nearly breaking. I
didn't know if mom was delusional, forgetting that Carolynn had run away
two years ago, or if she was just wishing that things were different
between them.
"Gid...e...on," mom whispered, so quietly that I could barely hear her.
She struggled to look at me though she could not even move her head.
"I...choose...you..." And then her eyes went shut and a last bit of air
seemed to slip from her.
"MOM!" I cried out again, clutching her firmly and trying to shake her
awake. But it was no good. Even though I knew it was too late to do
anything, I couldn't quite accept it. So I sat there, screaming at her
to wake up, crying as I did so.
Just then my mom's body began to glow with a violet aura, causing me to
jump back in surprise. A few seconds later a glowing sphere of violet
light, about the size of a baseball, emerged from my mom's chest, taking
the violet glow with it. It remained there for several seconds before
suddenly flying straight at me, hitting me in the middle of my chest and
vanishing inside of my body.
I screamed in pain as my whole body suddenly felt like it was on fire
from within. Every fiber of my being was burning, filling me with an
indescribable agony. Waves and waves of this burning power rushed
through my veins and muscles, threatening to destroy me entirely.
Finally it overwhelmed me entirely and I sank into the welcoming relief
of darkness.
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My dreams were warm and comforting as I sailed along in a great violet
ocean that stretched as far as my eye could see. In the distance the
great ocean seemed to melt into the violet sky so that I couldn't even
tell where one ended and the other began. There was such a sense of
calm and peace.
Then reality began to reassert itself, slowly drawing me back to the
horror of the waking world. I stirred, blinking my eyes and then
cautiously sat up. I felt strange and my body seemed to hum, almost as
though I was feeling a buzz from some strange drug. But before I could
give this any consideration, I suddenly remembered my mom.
"Mom," I gasped, looking at her body which was motionless on the floor
where I'd left it. Her skin was extremely pale and sunken, while the
blood all over her shirt was dry and crusted. I stared at that in
confusion, too shaken by my grief to think clearly but knowing that this
meant something. "How long was I out?"
I looked at the clock, seeing that it was just after 8:30, which meant
it had only been a few hours. But then I noticed the windows and
realized that it was far too light to be that late at night. Still it
took me another minute put the pieces together and realize that it
wasn't 8:37 at night, but in the morning.
For a moment I just sat there, stunned by the realization that the
entire night had passed me by. But then I shook it off and turned back
to my mom's body, crying as I thought about just how horribly she had
died. I couldn't believe she was gone. I grabbed her wrist,
desperately feeling for a pulse, even though I knew there wouldn't be
one. Still, I had to try. I didn't know what else to do.
I had no idea how long I sat on the floor beside my mom's body, my
emotions swirling between grief and rage. I had just lost my mom, the
only family that I had left. But I hadn't just lost her. She had been
taken away...murdered. Someone had done this to her. Someone had
murdered her, and I didn't even have any idea as to who it had been.
She used to be a super hero, so it was probably one of her old super
villain enemies, out to settle an old grudge. But she was also a paid
advisor, so might have stepped on someone's toes more recently. I had
no idea.
My mind was a mass of chaos and confusion and I had absolutely no idea
of what to do. Should I call 911 and report that my mom had been
murdered? What could I tell them? And if I did that, it would only
make her death official and seem more real. I wasn't sure that I was
ready for that, so I remained where I was, caught in the swirling mass
of indecision.
Finally I began to go emotionally numb. Perhaps shock was settling in,
or perhaps I'd just cried enough that I couldn't cry any more right
then. Instead I began to become more aware of the other things that had
been blocked from my awareness during my single-minded focus on my mom.
One thing kept jumping back to my mind, even though I tried hard not to
think about it. That was the violet sphere which had come out of my mom
and flew into me. I knew what mom did, or at least I strongly suspected
what she was trying to do. Since Carolynn wasn't there to pass the
magic to, she had tried giving it to me instead. But as mom had pointed
out several times, the magic could only go from mother to daughter, and
I was certainly not her daughter.
I just sat there, silently staring at my hand as it clutched my mom's
cold, dead one. I'd noticed that something wasn't quite right with my
hand awhile earlier, but it didn't really soak in until just then. I
let go of my mom's hand and stared at my own, noticing that it seemed a
little more delicate and that my nails were a bit longer. In fact it
almost looked like a girls hand.
At that moment I remembered just how strange my entire body felt. That
was something that I'd put out of my mind and almost completely forgot
about until then. When I thought about it again I realized that I could
still feel that faint, almost completely unnoticeable humming that
seemed to come from within my body.
"What did she do to me?" I whispered, knowing that the violet ball had
done something serious.
I took a deep breath and looked down at myself, not really seeing
anything unusual for a moment. Then I noticed it, that my clothes were
a bit loose and my chest was pushing out into two lumps. I cautiously
poked at the lumps through my shirt, gulping as I realized that they
were my own flesh. Then I shook my head, only to feel my hair tickling
my shoulders. But I never kept my hair long enough to touch my
shoulders.
With a horrible sinking feeling I got up and slowly went to the large
mirror, which hung on the living room wall, hesitating a long moment
before actually looking into it. I couldn't say that I was extremely
surprised to see a teenage girl being reflected back at me. She was
very pretty, looking a lot like Carolynn did the last time I saw her.
However, where my sister's hair wad dark brown, the girl in the mirror
had violet hair which went down to her shoulder blades. And of course
Carolynn didn't have brilliant violet colored eyes like the girl in the
mirror either.
"Just like mom's," I whispered, noticing that I now had the same hair
and eye color as her and every other woman in the family portrait
gallery.
I just stood there and stared at my reflection, taking in all of the
altered details. I knew that I should be a lot more shocked and
horrified, but at the moment I was still too emotionally drained. So
instead I just tried to absorb what had happened to me. Of course most
of it was quite obvious.
"I don't want to be a girl," I gulped, grabbing my new breasts which
seemed to be about a B cup. I looked down at myself and then at a
familiar bookshelf on the wall, realizing that I'd become shorter as
well. I'd lost a few inches of height and was now about 5 foot 6.
"Just great..."
Then I turned to look back at my mom again, wincing with a near physical
pain as I saw her lifeless body, laying on the floor where she died.
The very sight only stirred up the darkness and grief that I was trying
not to think about. A moment later I went and grabbed a bed sheet,
covering her body so that I wouldn't have to keep looking at it. And
somehow it also seemed a little more respectful.
Once that was done I whispered to my now covered mom, "Why did you do
this to me?"
Of course I already knew the answer to that question. She was dying and
needed to pass her magic on to her successor, and since Carolynn wasn't
available, it came to me instead. Unfortunately the magic could only be
given to a girl. I wanted to be angry at mom for doing this to me, for
changing me against my will, for taking away my gender and identity
along with my mother. But I couldn't bring myself to be angry with her,
not now. Not after what had just happened. And as much as I disliked
what she'd done, I understood why she had done it. As far as she was
concerned, trusting me with the magic that had been passed down through
the women in my family was an immense gift and honor.
"I'm so sorry," I whispered, wiping the tears from my cheeks, though
there were still a few more fresh ones to come.
After a few more minutes I realized that I would have to do something
about mom. I couldn't just ignore that anymore, no matter how much I
wanted to. I picked up the phone and was about to dial 911, when I
suddenly remembered the 'special' emergency number that she had given me
in case anything ever happened to her. It was even written down on the
list of emergency numbers next to the phone.
When I dialed the number I was disappointed that I didn't get a live
person. Instead I was connected to a voice mail box, where some woman
said to leave a name, number and describe the emergency. I was bursting
with frustration and grief as I left the message, "My mom... Ms. Witch
was just murdered. She said to call this number if anything like this
ever happened..." And with that I slammed down the phone, not even
realizing that I'd forgotten to leave a number and location until after
I'd hung up. I wiped the tears again and bitterly spat out, "That was
useless."
I stood there, thinking that maybe I should call 911 now, then deciding
against it. At least not at the moment. After the disappointment of my
last call for help, I wasn't sure that I could bring myself to do it
again quite yet. Instead I collapsed onto the couch and broke down
again, surprised to find just how many more tears I had left.
About an hour after I'd made the call the humming inside my body that
I'd almost forgotten about suddenly flared up. I gasped in surprise,
able to somehow feel something strange happening nearby. I couldn't
explain what I was feeling, though I was definitely feeling something.
A moment later the very air in the living room began to ripple and
churn, making that strangeness I was feeling grow even stronger. Then
what seemed to be a doorway made of red light appeared, immediately
followed by a man stepping through it. He was tall, dressed almost like
an old school private eye from the movies, wearing a dark blue overcoat
and fedora. His face, however, was covered with a featureless gold
metal mask which had two openings for his eyes, but none for his mouth.
"Who are you?" I jumped to my feet and backed away, staring at him in
terror. "Are you the one who killed my mom?" At that moment I
desperately wished that I had my can of pepper spray on me.
"No." The stranger held his hands up, letting me see that they were
covered with blue gloves, but where otherwise empty. "I am an old
friend of your mother's. I received your message."
"The message?" I squeaked, not sure whether to feel nervous about that
or relieved. At least the 'special' emergency number wasn't quite as
useless as I thought, though I still didn't know if this strange man's
presence was a good thing or not.
"Is this her?" he asked, looking down at the sheet covered body. I
couldn't see his face, but he sounded almost choked up, "Vivian..."
I was a little surprised that he knew my mom's name, but it confirmed
that he did know her. From the way he was dressed and the way he had
appeared in the living room, I guessed that she must have known him from
her old Ms. Witch days. And somehow he did seem just a little familiar
to me.
The stranger knelt down beside mom... beside her body and pulled back
the sheet. He let out a gasp, then carefully examined her, seeming
especially interested in the strange black lines that had formed on her
face. He shook his head sadly, whispering, "Poor Vivian... Who did this
to you?"
"I don't know," I told him nervously, unable to look him in the
face...or in the mask as the case was. I felt a surge of guilt and
tried defending myself, "She came home like this and said not to call a
doctor... I didn't know what to do..." My voice choked up at that and I
couldn't continue.
"A doctor wouldn't have done any good," he told me gently, covering my
mom up again and coming over to me, "this was done by magic...a magical
poison. No doctor could have helped her. It's quite likely that I
wouldn't have been able to do anything for her either, even if I had
gotten to her immediately. These magics are malicious and spread fast
once they take hold. I doubt anyone could have helped her in time,
unless they already had the cure prepared beforehand." Then he stared
at me for a moment. "This is not your fault. There is nothing you
could have done."
"Oh," I responded, grateful for his reassurance but still not feeling
any better.
"I see, Carolynn," the man told me gently, "that you have inherited your
mother's power."
I blinked in surprise. "I'm not Carolynn."
"What?" he gasped, sounding even more surprised, though I couldn't see
his expression.
I was too embarrassed to look him in the face as I admitted, "My name is
Gideon."
"Gideon?" he gasped again, staring at me for a moment before carefully
commenting, "I see." He was silent for a moment then quietly asked,
"Has something happened to your sister? She was supposed to inherit the
seed..."
"I don't know," I responded quietly, shaking slightly as I told him,
"she ran away a couple years ago and we didn't know where she went." I
frowned, not sure why I was telling these things to the stranger, but
for some reason, I was sure I could trust him.
"I see," he said with a tone of disappointment.
For a moment I just stared at the man, then finally repeated my earlier
question, "Um...who are you?"
"What?" he asked in surprise, sounding a little disappointed, "You don't
recognize me?"
When I shook my head, he let out a loud sigh, "I suppose that is to be
expected. It has been a long time since I've seen you. I've kept my
distance, at your mother's request, ever since she retired. She wanted
to separate herself from her old life in order to protect you and your
sister." He took off his hat and bowed to me in a formal manner. "I am
called the Face," he stated, standing up straight again and adding, "and
I am your godfather."
This time, I was the one to gasp, "What?" I stared at him in disbelief,
sure that he had to be joking.
The Face stared at me for a second and I was sure that he was smiling a
little under that mask. "As I said, your mother and I are old friends.
She asked me to be your godfather when you were born and to take care of
you should anything ever happen to her. And tragically," he sighed,
shaking his head sadly, "it seems that eventuality has happened. She
was a great woman."
"What does that mean?" I asked quietly, feeling confused by this. I
glanced to my mom's body, fighting back another surge of tears. Then I
looked to the man who called himself the Face, not sure of what to think
of him.
"It means," he said quietly, "that your mother appointed me your legal
guardian should this happen." He gently put his hand on my shoulder and
looked me in the eyes. "If you wish, I can arrange for you to stay
here, but I would like it if you came to live with me. I think that
would be for the best, especially considering that you just inherited
your mother's seed."
"Seed?" I blinked in confusion, not sure what to think of his offer.
Everything was happening so fast. I just wanted to mourn my mom, not
think about what I was going to do next.
"You don't know what a seed is?" the Face asked, his tone suddenly
turning professional. He gave me an odd look and continued, "How much
has your mother taught you about magic?"
I was startled by this change of direction and gulped, "Nothing..."
"Nothing?" he asked in surprise, as though he couldn't believe it. "But
she passed her magic onto you..."
"She didn't mean to," I cringed, looking down at myself and wincing as I
remembered that my body had been transformed. With everything that had
been happening, I'd almost forgotten that little detail. "She taught
Carolynn a lot, but she wasn't here when mom..." I winced. "She wasn't
here so mom... She never meant to give it to me..."
I felt like I was about to burst into tears again, which made me
uncomfortable. In spite of how I now looked, I was a guy inside, and
guys weren't supposed to cry like this. But at the same time I couldn't
seem to help it.
"It doesn't work like that," the Face told me gently. "When I say seed,
I refer to a seed of magic. That is the source of the magic which has
been passed down through your family. That is what your mother gave
you."
"Oh," I responded, still not sure what he meant.
He sighed. "When your mother died, the seed went to the person she
willed it to go to. Had she willed it to go to Carolynn, it would have
done so...regardless of where she was. The fact that she gave it to you
is proof that you were the person she intended to have it."
I stared at the Face in surprise, only able to say, "Oh," again. I just
wish that I knew what it all meant.
"It seems," the Face stated, "that you have been left with great magical
power and absolutely no training in how to use it. That is dangerous
for you and everyone around you." He gave me a steady look. "Now I am
even more certain that you should come with me. I can teach you how to
control your new powers."
"Powers?" I blinked, not having considered that part of the family
legacy. I felt a cold chill as I realized that all of mom's magic now
resided inside of me. I had all of her magic powers, even if I had no
idea how to use them. "Is that the weird humming I feel inside me?"
The Face merely nodded. "Yes. Come with me and you will learn to use
it."
"But what about my mom?" I gestured to her body on the floor, wincing
as I did so. "What about the house?"
"I will take care of your mom," he told me sadly. "As for your house,
we can decide what to do with it later."
"But," I stammered, trying to think of a reason not to go with him.
"what about the person who murdered her?"
The Face stiffened at that and made an angry growl. "I will find
whoever did this," he promised me with fierce determination. "I will
find them and make them pay."
I just stood there, staring at the Face for a moment, filled with
uncertainty. He was a complete stranger... Yet at the same time, I
think that I could vaguely remember him from when I was a kid. Somehow
I was sure that I could trust him. And of course there was the fact
that he was right. I would need to learn how to use this new magic that
I had unexpectedly inherited, and he seemed to know a lot about it.
"Okay," I said quietly, looking at my mom's body and letting the tears
flow. "I'll come with you."
He didn't say a word to that, only nodded in response. Then he held out
his hand and a strange thing happened. His dark blue clothes all turned
gray while his hair and the small bit of skin that was visible just
vanished, leaving his golden mask floating in the air. A moment later a
glowing red doorway appeared in front of him, exactly like the one he
had come through, then he returned to his previous appearance.
I remained where I was for several seconds, slowly looking around my
home and feeling my heart break as I thought of everything that I had
lost. In a matter of hours I had lost absolutely everything that truly
mattered. Sure, the house remained, but it was nothing without my mom.
Finally I said a silent good-bye, not just to the house but to my old
life, which I knew was as dead as my mom. There was no way that I could
ever go back to it now. A moment later I followed the Face through the
magical doorway and into my new life.
The Face's house was very nice, being fairly large and modern as well as
miles away from the nearest neighbor. It was built on top of a large
hill which overlooked the forest surrounding it, providing a great view
from just about any of the windows. The decoration was a little
unusual, with the walls and shelves being full of strange items and
souvenirs, many of which I couldn't even identify much less guess their
origins.
I was given a quick tour of the house and even shown several rooms I was
instructed not to go into without the Face being present. He didn't
specify why, but I had a feeling that he wouldn't say that if it wasn't
extremely important. The tour ended with him showing me to a spare
bedroom I could use. It was nearly twice the size of my room back home,
but considering the circumstances, I wasn't feeling very enthusiastic
about either the room or the house.
"Make yourself at home," the Face told me when we were done with the
tour, "just remember to stay out of those rooms. There are things in
there that are extremely dangerous to the untrained."
"I'll try not to cause any trouble," I told him quietly.
He just nodded. "You will probably be here by yourself quite often
while I am away on business." Then he hesitated for a moment before
adding, "I am a member of a group known as Faction Zero, and sometimes
our missions require me to be away for days at a time."
"Faction Zero?" I repeated, "I think I've heard of it before..." I
frowned, knowing that the name sounded familiar but not being able to
place where. I'd probably seen them on an episode of that TV show
Developments before.
"You should have," he told me with a slightly amused tone, "your mother
was a founding member."
I stared at him in surprise. "I didn't know." I gulped, quietly
admitting, "Mom doesn't....didn't talk much about her time as Ms.
Witch."
"I suppose that was Vivian's way of keeping her home and professional
lives separate," the Face commented, finally taking off his coat and hat
then hanging them on a pair of hooks. However he made no move to remove
his mask. "We each have our own manner of doing such."
"If I'm going to stay here with you," I asked uncertainly, "does that
mean I get to see your face?"
The Face absently reached up to touch his mask and shook his head, "I
never remove my mask."
"Oh," I sighed, a little disappointed. I guess he trusted me enough to
let me live with him, just not enough to tell me who he really was. "I
guess it's a secret identity thing."
"No," he assured me, "it is a magic thing. The magic which binds me is
quite different from that which your family possesses and would keep me
trapped in another plane of existence. My mask is the only thing which
allows me to interact with this plane. Without it I would vanish."
"Then how to you eat?" I asked in surprise.
"I don't," he sighed, "nor do I drink or even breath, at least not as
you do. My mask sustains me without such things." Then he shook his
head and admitted, "It has been a very long time since I have tasted
food, and you do not know how much I miss such simple things as a scoop
of ice cream."
"Oh," I responded, not sure what I could say to that. Even with my own
problems I couldn't help but feeling sorry for him. I couldn't imagine
not being able to ever eat or drink anything. Didn't he get hungry?
A few minutes later the Face got a phone call and suddenly had to leave
for some super hero emergency. He didn't explain the details, only
saying that he might not be back until that night and that I could help
myself to anything in the kitchen. So it was that I was left alone in a
strange house with nothing to do.
In other circumstances I would have taken advantage of the opportunity
to snoop through the house, including in the forbidden rooms, and see
what I could learn about the Face and the place I now lived. However I
wasn't in any mood for such things and I was too emotionally drained for
that mischievious curiosity. Instead I spent most of the day mourning
my mom, feeling sorry for myself and wondering what was going to happen
to me.
The Face wasn't back by dinner, so I helped myself to a can of soup I
found in the cupboard. Just a few hours after this, he still wasn't
back, when I decided to go to bed early. I just didn't have the energy
or motivation for anything else.
When I got undressed I barely paid any attention to my body. I know
that it wasn't normal, that I had turned into a girl and everything, but
I was too emotionally drained to care much about it at the moment. I
had been like that for most of the day, seeing my body but completely
ignoring it at the same time. The fact that I was now completely naked
and seeing my new body in the whole for the first time didn't change
that.
After I climbed into bed and turned off the light, I was surprised to
notice a faint violet light in the room, almost like a night light. I
was even more surprised to realize that it was coming from me, that the
glow seemed to emanate from my own skin. For several minutes I just lay
in bed, staring at my faintly glowing hand and wishing that it would go
out so I could get to sleep. Then to my amazement the glow did fade
away, vanishing to nothing. And when I wanted it to return, it did so,
even becoming a little brighter.
"Great," I muttered to myself as I closed my eyes, trying to forget
about the events of the day and go to sleep, "I've become a human night
light..." Even with the glow effect turned off it proved to be
extremely difficult for me to get to sleep and I wasn't sure that I
actually managed to do so at all.
The next day passed much like the previous one, or at least much like
the previous one after the point I'd arrived at the Face's house. What
was different however was that the Face remained home, though we sort of
avoided each other, feeling awkward and unsure of how to react to each
other and our new living arrangements. We would both have to make a lot
of adjustments.
Then somehow the Face began telling me stories about my mom from her
time as Ms. Witch. He told me about some of their adventures together,
keeping me completely and totally fascinated as he did so. I didn't
really know a whole lot about that part of her life, so I was hearing
about a whole different side of her. Listening to the Face talk about
her not only helped me understand her better, but made me feel closer to
her. For a short while I was almost able to forget that she was dead
and gone.
On the third day my education in magic began. I wasn't sure that I was
ready, but the Face seemed to think that it was a good time to start.
He set me down at a table and stared at me for a minute before he began
his lecture.
"There are different types of magic," the Face began, "diferent sources
of the power. I possess one type while you now possess another. Magic
is scarce in this world, but there other planes where it flows much more
freely. Most magic used on Earth is drawn from these other planes in
one manner or another, even if only initially. Many types of magic use
alternate sources of power that are present here to augment and recharge
their magical power."
The Face paused for a moment to let me absorb what he had already said
and to give me an opportunity to ask any questions I might have. When I
only nodded, he continued, "There is a plane that is entirely composed
of magic instead of matter, and which is sometimes believed to be the
source of all magic, that magic in other realms had spilled over from
this one. This plane is occupied by beings which are composed entirely
of the very magic which surrounds them. These beings can be called
gods, demons, djinn and a number of other names, and are frequently the
direct source of a magic users power."
"You mean genies really exist?" I gasped, "And gods, like the Greek
ones?"
"In a manner," the Face told me, "but things are rarely as they are
described in legend."
"When a sorcerer casts a spell," the Face continued, "they are often
calling to one of these beings that they have made a pact with, asking
for specific help in that being's own language. To complicate matters,
each of these entities uses its own language, so a person who knows how
to speak the language of one may not be able to communicate with any
others, thereby limiting themselves to the powers and demands of the one
they can deal with."
"And you've made a deal with one of these beings?" I asked the Face, not
sure that I liked the idea of that. I couldn't help but thinking of
people selling their souls to one of these beings for power. Of course
he had said something about them being gods as well as demons and djinn.
"In a manner," the Face sighed, shaking his head. I had a feeling that
if I could see his face he would be scowling. "My vanity once led me to
making a foolish decision, the consequences of which I never would have
imagined. But enough of me."
"Okay," I frowned, growing even more curious about this mysterious
masked man. Somehow I had a feeling that I wasn't going to get much
more about his past out of him than this.
"The seeds of magic originate in this other plane," the Face explained,
returning to the topic, "and there are perhaps two dozen of them
scattered across the world. These are each concentrated masses of
magical energy which seek out and require human hosts in order to exist
in this dimension. However I have heard of some that use animals, trees
and even inanimate objects instead. And of course these seeds provide
magical powers to those who host them."
"So that's what purple ball that came out of my mom was," I said,
wincing slightly as I remembered the way it came straight at me and went
inside my very body.
The Face merely nodded as he continued, "As far as I understand, each
seed starts out the same, nearly identical and with little power. But
over time it evolves, becoming more powerful and absorbing new traits
and quirks from its environment and hosts. As a result the older a seed
is, the more unique it and its powers become. Eventually, if a seed
survives long enough, it will become self-aware and sentient, returning
to its home dimension and becoming one of those entities I told you
about."
"This thing is alive?" I gasped, looking down at myself as though
expecting to see the glowing ball peaking out from my skin.
"In a way," the Face answered slowly, "though yours is young enough that
it is not yet sentient and will probably not become so for at least
another century."
"You said if they survive," I started to ask, my mind filled with
questions. "Does that mean they can be killed?"
"They can be destroyed," the Face said with a faint nod, "it can be done
with strong magic, even by the magic of more powerful seeds."
"And what about this?" I demanded, grabbing at my violet hair and
gesturing down at myself, at my female body, "Why did it do this to me?"
The Face was silent for a moment before he carefully answered, "I told
you that the seeds pick up quirks and traits from their hosts. This
seed has only been hosted by the women of your family, so when they came
to believe it could only be hosted by women and that it could only be
passed from mother to daughter, these beliefs were likely imprinted on
the seed, creating a self fulfilling limitation. It is also likely that
it instinctively transformed you into a form more similar to the hosts
it was familiar with. And it is even possible that Vivian...that your
own mother influenced this transformation in the belief that it was the
only way you would be able to host the seed."
"Just great," I grimaced, not really caring too much about the reasons
for my transformation, only about how I might be able to reverse it.
"I don't think that's possible at this time," the Face told me after a
minute of consideration. "I can't be absolutely certain, but since the
seed transformed you into this shape while merging with you, that would
indicate that it considers THIS your natural shape. If so, any attempt
to change you back into your male form would mean actively fighting
against your own powers, and anything powerful enough to break through
them could very well damage the seed itself."
I just sat there and listened with a sinking feeling as the Face
continued to describe the problem in increasingly technical terms which
quickly had me lost. It all came down to him saying that I would
probably be female for the rest of my life, and that any attempt that
was powerful enough to change this could also prove extremely dangerous
to both my seed and myself. However he did offer me the hope that if I
became powerful and skilled enough, one day I might POSSIBLY be able to
manipulate my own powers into changing me back. I wasn't about to hold
my breath on that small hope though. In fact none of this was too much
of a surprise since I had the feeling that I would eventually have to
get used to my new body.
For the next several hours I listened to a long and detailed lecture
about the nature of magic, specifically about the seeds themselves. I
paid close attention, even when I had to struggle with boredom.
Eventually though he came to the part that truly interested me, how to
perform magic myself.
"Your mother told me that the three keys to her magic were moonlight,
meditation, and mantra," the Face told me with a light chuckle, "or the
three M's as she referred to them."
"The three M's," I repeated, then asked, "you said that you used a
different type of magic, so how can you teach me about mine?"
The Face just stared at me for a moment before answering, "I use a
different type of magic, but I have a great understanding of the magic
that your mother used. And since I am more objective about the seed
magic, I may be able to teach you things that she would not consider and
took for granted."
I winced at that, "Sorry..."
"Moonlight," my instructor stated, acting as though I had never
questioned his teaching credentials. "Many seeds develop the ability to
draw extra power from outside sources such as fear, anger, death, life,
nature and the sun. Your particular seed draws further energy from the
moon, which means that moonlight will be an invaluable source of power
for you. You can not only use moonlight to quickly recharge your
energies, but you can also store it for later use. Because of this your
power level will wax and wane with the moon."
"Really?" I blinked, a little skeptical about this since I'd never
heard a word of this from my mom.
"Yes," the Face nodded. "You should not tell others about this source
of power lightly, because your enemies could use the knowledge against
you. They could attack you during the new moon when you are at your
weakest."
"But I don't have any enemies," I pointed out nervously, wondering who'd
want to hurt me.
"You do not know that," he told me quietly, almost sadly. "You may have
inherited some of your mother's enemies along with her power. Whoever
murdered her may try to come after you next." When I gasped at that, he
quickly reassured me, "You are safe as long as you are in my home, but
you can't remain here forever. This is why you must learn to master
your new powers."
I just stared at the Face, feeling afraid. Up until now I'd been afraid
of my future and what that would hold now that my entire life had been
shaken up and turned upside down. However I hadn't been afraid of any
actual physical danger. I grimaced as I thought of the person who
killed my mom coming after me, feeling a surge of mixed terror and anger
at the same time.
"You said something about meditation and mantra too," I encouraged the
Face to continue, suddenly more determined to learn magic.
"Meditation and mantra," he agreed, then continued, "Mantra was your
mother's name for it, though I always thought that the word trigger was
more accurate. This refers to the words, phrases and gestures that a
magic user of your type uses to unleash their magic."
"Their spells," I said in realization.
"Spells indicate that the words and phrases in themselves have power,"
the Face told me, "but in your case this is inaccurate. In fact this is
inaccurate in the case of a great many magic users."
"I don't understand." I blinked in confusion.
The Face paused for a minute to consider this, then he carefully tried
to explain, "A spell is a form or ritualized prayer, ceremony or even a
sort of mathematical equation which calls upon an outside force or
entity to perform a specific act. Your magic is internal and is shaped
by your own willpower and imagination, as well as the specific abilities
and limitations that your unique seed possesses. Your specific seed is
not the most powerful, but it is quite versatile, which you will
discover."
"I still don't understand," I frowned, "I mean, what is the difference
between a spell and a mantra then?"
Even though I couldn't see his face, I could still feel my would be
teacher's exasperation and impatience, though he tried to cover it up.
He thought for a minute, then tried to explain it again.
"The main difference is," he said thoughtfully, "you can assign the
mantra to the magic. When you are first practicing a specific magical
effect, you choose a word, phrase or series of gestures to use, ensuring
that you have chosen something that you can memorize but will not use
accidentally. It would be a good idea to use a language that is no
longer in use. You tap into the magic of your seed, concentrate
intensely on the magical effect you wish to accomplish and then use this
trigger phrase. This begins to associate that specific magical effect
with that particular phrase."
"What do you mean by associate?" I asked.
"You could think of this as training your magic as you would a dog," the
Face told me. "You must train your magic if you wish to control it.
Each time you practice a specific effect you use the same phrase, and
eventually, all you have to do is use the trigger phrase to activate
that effect. This requires much less concentration and mental effort
than you would otherwise need, so your magic is much faster and more
efficient."
"I don't know any of the trigger phrases my mom used," I told him,
trying hard to think about how she would cast her spells. She usually
said things in a strange language that I couldn't understand, but which
made me think of Latin.
"That is not necessary," my teacher shrugged. "In fact it might be for
the best that you don't." Then he explained, "Your mother probably
learned the mantras she used from her mother, who probably learned them
from her mother before her and so on. Over the generations, using the
same phrases would have made the magic respond more easily when you are
first learning to use it, but your predecessors became complacent. They
forgot the origin of those words and their true purpose. Your mother
could perform any magic that had been taught to her by her own mother,
but she could not do anything new. She would not believe that she
could. Because you will use new trigger words, new mantras that don't
have the power of repetition and tradition behind them, this will make
it a little more difficult for you to learn each new effect. However,
in the long run, this will also make you much more versatile and much
more powerful."
I just sat there for a minute, trying to absorb everything he told me.
The idea of becoming even more powerful at magic than my mom was
something that I'd never considered, but it was interesting. I was
beginning to feel a stirring of excitement for learning magic, though
that was still dulled by the sad knowledge of why I would be able to
learn it in the first place.
"Meditation," the Face abruptly started, interrupting my thoughts.
"Meditation is the key to controlling your powers. It will build the
mental discipline necessary, allow you to consolidate your magical
energies and speed their recharging, as well as associate your mantras
to their effects much more efficiently."
Since the Face had gone on in great detail about everything else, I had
expected him to do so with the lecture about meditation as well. When
he stopped there and seemed to be done, I was a little surprised.
However I soon discovered that the reason he ended the lecturing part
about meditation was because he wanted to move onto the practical.
My mysterious teacher spend the next two hours teaching me how to relax,
focus my mind and feel the magical energies inside of me. I surprised
him a little but just how easily I was able to feel the energies that
hummed within me, though being able to focus and stay focused was a lot
harder than I would have thought, especially when I had so many things
to think about. I spent most of the day sitting on the floor and
practicing my meditation.
Eventually the Face came in and told me, "That's enough for now. Dinner
is just about ready."
As we walked towards the kitchen we went past some pictures that were
hanging on the wall. I wouldn't have paid them much attention except
that I noticed one of them had a picture of my mom in it, with her
dressed in her old Ms. Witch costume. She looked a lot younger and was
standing beside the Face and several other people in costumes.
"The original members of Faction Zero," the Face told me with a long
sigh. "Sadly, your mother is not the only one who is no longer with
us."
I nodded, then noticed another picture of my mom standing by herself.
She was smiling, looking happy. The sight brought tears to my eyes but
I continued to stare anyway.
There were pictures of other people in costumes on the wall as well,
most of whom I didn't recognize. However there were a few of them that
I remembered seeing on the news and in the papers. There was a picture
of Vigil, of Force, and even one with the Face and Ms. Miracle. Then I
noticed that he was staring at one picture of woman with black hair, who
was wearing a tan and red costume.
"This was Wildcat," he told me when I saw me looking at the photo, "she
was a friend and teammate. Ironically, after all the dangers she faced
and all the villains she defeated, she ended up dying in a one in a
million car accident. Sometimes life is like that."
I just grunted and nodded my agreement. I guess that the same thing
applied to my mom. She spent years as a super villain, fighting bad
guys and saving the world. She survived all that, only to be murdered
years after she retired. It just wasn't fair.
"Do you think we'll find who did it?" I asked the Face quietly.
He looked a little confused for a moment until he noticed that I was
staring at my mom's picture. He nodded, "Yes..." His voice was filled
with determination, "I swear that I will do everything I can to find the
person responsible."
After this I didn't feel like looking at pictures anymore so we went to
eat dinner. Or at least I ate dinner while the Face sat back and
watched in envy since he wasn't even able to eat.
"I hope it's all right," he told me apologetically, "since I can't eat
myself, I fear that my cooking skills have badly deteriorated over the
years."
"It's all right," I grunted halfheartedly, thinking that I would
probably have to do the cooking myself from now on. I appreciated his
attempts at cooking, but not enough to eat it all the time.
"There are several things I need to talk to you about," he told me once
I was done eating. After I nodded, he continued, "Your mother's
funeral... I've arranged for it to be in three days."
"Oh," I responded without much enthusiasm. I didn't really want to go
to her funeral, I only wanted her back. Of course that wasn't likely to
happen. "Wait," I said with a surge of hope, "Ms. Miracle came back
from the dead, so maybe my mom can..."
The Face shook his head sadly. "Strange things happen in our line of
work, but even the most powerful of us can't bring the dead back on
command. I'm afraid that she is gone, no matter how much either of us
wishes it were otherwise."
I only nodded silently, knowing that he was right but not liking it.
After all if other people could come back, why couldn't she?
Unfortunately I knew that it was like winning some great lottery. I
might see it happen to other people on the news, but I would probably go
my entire life without ever seeing it happen to anyone I knew.
"The other thing I wanted to talk to you about," the Face said after a
minute, "is your name." At my blank look he said, "Now that you've
turned female, you might want to consider taking a new name."
"Oh," I gulped, realizing that he had a point. "I guess I don't look
much like a Gideon anymore..." I let out a sigh and tried thinking
about it for a minute, but I couldn't really imagine being called
another name, especially not a girl's name.
"You don't have to decide right away," he assured me, "though we will
need a name soon so I can arrange some new legal paperwork." He stared
at me for a few seconds, then added, "Might I suggest Gwendolyn?"
"Gwendolyn?" I blinked in surprise. "That's...that was my mom's middle
name."
"I know," he responded with a slight nod of his head.
"Maybe," I said quietly, my voice choking a bit. If I had to have a
girl's name, that one would be a good one to use. "Okay... I think I
can handle that..."
"Are you sure?" the Face asked.
I thought about it for a moment before nodding, "Yeah... I'm sure."
The Face stared at me for a few seconds, then nodded. "Very well
Gwendolyn."
"Just call me Gwen." I forced a smile, trying out my new name.
"Very well...Gwen," he chuckled lightly, "I will take care of making it
official."
When the Face left the room a minute later to take care of things, I
carefully said, "Gwendolyn Lywynn. My name is Gwen Lywynn." Then I
shook my head and muttered, "That's going to take awhile to get used
to."
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I took a long, slow, deep breath, careful to keep my eyes closed as I
felt the energy within my body. It hummed just under the surface,
tingling my senses and flowing at my command. There was a sense of
power in being able to manipulate this energy, being able to make it
surge at will and then settle back down. If it felt this good to just
move the energy around inside of my body, I could only imagine what it
would be like to actually use it.
After an hour of performing the meditation that I had learned yesterday,
I slowly opened my eyes, ready to face the world again. I smiled,
thinking about how much easier the whole meditation had been after a
full nights sleep. Of course the focusing and concentrating part still
needed some work, but I had made some definite improvement.
"I just wonder when he's going to teach me how to actually do something
with it," I muttered as I stood up and stretched.
A minute later I went back to my new bedroom, deciding that I'd had
enough of morning meditation for the moment. Of course I had a feeling
that the Face would have me practice a lot more since he said that it
was important to learning magic. But when I reached my room and saw my
reflection in the small mirror that hung from the back of the door, I
paused and stared in surprise.
"I look like a mess," I muttered, realizing for the first time how
little I'd taken care of myself over the last few days. In fact I'd
actually done a very good job of ignoring my body and everything that
came with it. That might have kept me from going into shock and having
to deal with my new body, but it also meant that my personal hygiene had
gone downhill. I was a little surprised that my host hadn't said
something about it yet, though I figured he was probably giving me a
little room to deal with things in my own way.
I stared at myself in silence, feeling more dirty and gross with every
passing moment. Then I hesitantly sniffed under my arm, wincing
slightly at the smell and deciding that I had to take a shower
immediately. I don't know how I was able to ignore all this for four
days, but I wasn't about to ignore it any longer.
Mere seconds later I was in the private bathroom I had been given,
haphazardly tossing my clothes to the floor. The instant I was in the
shower with the hot water spraying all over me I let out a sigh of
relief, feeling cleaner already. Still I would have a bit of scrubbing
to feel totally clean, but there was plenty of soap and shampoo
available.
At first I began to scrub hard, though I quickly discovered that my skin
was not only a lot smoother than before, it was a lot softer and more
sensitive as well. After this I became a lot more gentle as I washed my
body. I couldn't help noticing all the changes I had gone through, even
though I had been struggling to ignore them for four days. My perky B
cup breasts stuck out prominently, making it very difficult to ignore
them while I was washing myself. And as I ran my hands over them, I
couldn't help but noticing just how nice they felt, though I quickly
pushed that thought down and went back to cleaning the rest of my body.
My missing male equipment should have been the most shocking sight to
look at, though it wasn't. I'd already seen and even touched my new
genitals dozens of times since my transformation. Of course I'd had
little choice since I had to go to the bathroom, regardless of my
gender. A single glance at my groin was enough to reveal that my violet
colored hair was natural, or supernatural as the case may be.
"Just great," I sighed, turning my attention to the rest of my body as I
carefully washed it.
Once I was done with my shower I dried off, got dressed in some of the
clothes that the Face had provided for me, then brushed my hair. I felt
more than a little awkward getting ready as a girl and dealing with my
long hair, but I had to admit that I did feel better as well now that I
was clean.
"I think this thing can wait till later," I scowled, holding up one of
the bras that the Face had left me in my closet and shaking my head
before dropping it. I hadn't worn one yet and saw no reason to start
now, at least not until I looked down and saw my nipples visibly through
the front of my shirt. "Damn."
I scowled and took off my shirt, staring at the bra again for a minute
before reluctantly putting it on.
The damn thing was a pain in the ass and I had to struggle with it for
nearly fifteen minutes, but I finally figured it out and managed to get
it on right. Unfortunately it was a bit uncomfortable, though I didn't
think I could do anything about that at the moment short of taking it
off again.
"At least I'm clean again," I reminded myself when I left the bedroom.
When I encountered the Face a short time later, he took a long look at
me before muttering, "Finally."
"What?" I demanded, daring him to make something of my slight change in
behavior. However, he ignored my push and told me, "Come. I have
something to show you."
The Face took me to a table that had an unlit candle sitting in the
middle of it. To the side, there was a brown leather book and a pen.
When I opened the book out of curiosity I saw that all of the pages were
completely blank, with the only writing being on the inside cover which
had Gwendolyn Lywynn printed on it.
"This is to be your grimoire," the Face explained the book to me, "You
can use it to write down the trigger phrases or mantras you learn so
that you don't forget them."
"Um...thanks," I responded, looking through the blank pages.
"We are going to start working on your ability to shape the magic," the
Face said, gesturing to the candle. "We will start with a simple effect
like lighting a candle and work up from there. I would normally not
start the practical application of your magic so soon, but the
circumstances are not normal."
He didn't go into details on why the circumstance weren't normal, but he
didn't need to. He'd already told me about the fact that I might have
inherited some of my mom's enemies so I would need to be able to defend
myself if it came to that. I just desperately hoped that it didn't.
"To start with, you should select a trigger phrase, or a mantra to use
your mother's term," the Face told me. "It should be something that you
should never say normally, yet something that you can remember." Then
he paused for a moment before chuckling, "I know a seed mage like
yourself who chose to use normal words for his, ones from his own
language. Now he doesn't dare to have a simple conversation in his
native language or he would accidentally unleash his magics."
"Really?" I chuckled, imagining someone getting themselves into that
situation.
The Face nodded, then reached for several books on a shelf, handing me
one that said Greek to English Dictionary. "I would suggest that you
use words from another language that you don't speak. You could use the
Greek word for fire as your trigger word..."
"No thanks," I winced, backing away from the book. The other book that
he'd pulled down looked to be the same kind of thing but for a language
I'd never even heard of. "I don't want to use something like that...
I'll never remember it. Besides," I joked, "it's all Greek to me."
"I suppose we could go to your house and look for your family grimoire,"
the Face mused, as though thinking of it for the first time.
"It wouldn't do any good," I told him with a sigh, then explained,
"Carolynn took it with her when she ran away."
He just sighed. "Then I suppose we shall have to find a mantra you will
feel comfortable using. You could simply recite the words backwards..."
I just shook my head and gave a self-conscious smile, "I just came up
with something..."
My teacher looked at me skeptically for a moment, then he nodded and
continued with my lesson. He carefully described the entire process of
how I was to light the candle with my magic. It was actually
surprisingly simple, though he told me not to get too confident because
of that. The most important thing at the moment, he told me, was
concentrating and remaining focused on my goal.
I stared at the candle, carefully picturing it lighting in my mind and
concentrating intensely on that image. Then I spoke my mantra,
"Irefay," as I gave it the push of energy and willpower that the Face
described. To my delight the candle lit and had a small flame dancing
on the wick.
"It worked," I exclaimed in delight, surprised at just how much energy
that took. I actually felt the energy inside of me being drained
becau