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My Diary
Well here are some more diary entries from the week I've been through.
Soon I'll have them all posted and just do daily entries.
I know a lot of you won't believe my story, all I can say is I have to
live it...and writing helps me keep my grip on reality.
Thursday, March 8th, 2007 (Morning)
Well I dove in just like I said I would, and I got a big surprise. I'll
try and put things down just as they happened for you, but I may have
lost some details during the evening.
Last night I waited in some skimpy lingerie for "my" boyfriend to come
home. I had decided that since I was stuck in this position I may as
well dive into things. Even though I decided that and I was all decked
out in lingerie, I still had crazy butterflies.
After a couple more hours, which I filled by trolling the net for spells
and such, my boyfriend came home. When he saw me his eyes went wide, I
remember that look. He also grabbed me, kissed me, and groped me all
over.
I have to say, I freaked out a little bit. I was shaking and nervous as
hell, but I was in too deep at that point.
Thing are still kind of a blur, I remember him touching my clit and
teasing it. He kissed and undressed me on the bed. I had never been
"attacked" like that during sex before, it was crazy to say the least.
It wasn't long until his cock was out. That was the wildest and craziest
thing I had ever experienced. I remember it just "clicked in" in my
mind; I no longer had that equipment. I moaned like a mad porn starlet
when he finally entered me. The thing seemed huge!
I have never felt that way before. I was totally out of control; this
guy was just taking me at his whim. He rolled me over, picked me up, and
hit me from every angle. When I said I dove in deep, I meant about 600
fathoms deep!
I fell asleep with him behind me, holding me. I gotta say it was odd
sleeping with a guy like that, but I was pretty worn out and had just
had a new world opened to me, so I slept well.
When I woke up this morning he was gone, to work again I assumed. I
looked around and found some of his stuff in the apartment, one thing I
found was a pay stub from a bar, it said his name was Dean. I'm not
giving last names since as much as I want people believing me, I'd
rather not have people finding me, sorry.
I also found out from the ID in my purse that my name is Illyria. I know
my site say Illyra, it was a spelling error I made (I've only had the
name a week, sorry).
At this point I am sitting here, naked at my computer, pondering the
complete loss of my manliness last night. Nothing brings home the fact
of my femininity more that thinking back to what was done to me last
night. I think I orgasmed five times! Is that a sin? Ugh.
I guess I have to figure out what to do with my day now.
I did find some pictures of myself on this computer, obviously from a
photo shoot. There was a LOT of nude shots of me, it made me shiver
thinking of guys wanking off to pictures of the current body I was
in...icky.
Well I think I'll shower.
Later people.
Thursday, March 8th, 2007 (Evening)
Where was I?
I guess you want to know about my shower huh? Yeah you do, perverts ( I
know I was one too, and still am!).
How to describe the shower...hmmmm
Lets just say I realized I had much softer skin and a super sensitive
body. I think there will be many showers in my daily routine, haha.
The odd part of the shower was after. It's very odd for a guy like
myself to come out of a shower smelling "pretty". Sure I was used to
smelling clean, but I seemed surrounded by "girl smell" all day. The
weirdness keep coming, I'm on the other side now.
I spent my day reading National Geographic. Yes the entire day. I just
decided to try and forget my situation and do something more cerebral.
It didn't stop me from acknowledging the fact that I was currently a hot
chick in a bathrobe, but it made the day pass.
I relaxed; I think I needed it to tell you the truth.
Friday, March 9th, 2007
I've decided to do one entry in my diary a day for now. As much as
writing the details of my new situation helps me sort things in my mind,
I just can't focus enough at the moment to catalog each moment.
I have to thank anyone who reads this and believes me; it helps me keep
reality in my world. I know I wouldn't believe all of this so I don't
blame anyone who doesn't.
Last night my new boyfriend cooked supper, stir fry, it was great. This
little change did have some perks I guess. He seemed to notice that I'd
been "off" for the last day or so, I just told him it was nothing and he
seemed to buy it. I maintained my cover.
It was odd going to bed with a guy again, still stuck me as odd. I guess
the longer I stay in this body the more I'll get used to it maybe. It
wasn't all slumber though, I woke up from a very erotic dream to find
what I had been dreaming was quite real. Dean had been fondling me and
ended up taking me again in the middle of the night. Taking me is the
right word, you have no idea how small and vulnerable I feel in bed with
that guy now.
Dean woke me up this morning. Apparently he is going away today and
won't be back until Monday (he had told me this before apparently). I
was kind of happy for that. I am still coping with this situation and
alone time is good right now.
Saturday, March 10th, 2007
Well yesterday was just another boring day. To put it in the shortest
terms possible I did the following:
Read
Searched online
Masturbated
Watched TV
Showered (my new hobby)
Today I decided to venture outside more. I looked up maps and stuff of
this city and had some money in my purse. The first thing I did was take
a cab to my bank (I had a bank card) and check my account. There was a
good sum in there! I have to say I was pleased about that.
I got them to change my ATM access code, telling them I'd forgotten it.
Truth is I just never knew it..haha. Anyway, there was no trouble
confirming who I was.
My next stop was a mall. I explored all the "girly" places. I was
thinking to myself "this is where I fit in now, girly" the whole time.
Purely for self voyeuristic and with lustful intent I bought some skimpy
underwear. I felt a bit bad on the cab ride home, I didn't want my life
to be just self lust but it's pretty hard to ignore my circumstances.
Maybe that will wear off in time, who knows.
I got home and ignored my new undies and just ate and watched TV some
more. I think it was just a "settling in" night.
If you could have seen me splayed out on the couch, scratching my snatch
and watching TV you would laugh I bet..:)
Sunday, March 11th, 2007
I slept in today like a lazy slug.
I'm not sure why I keep writing all of this, I guess maybe it's a few
moments of connection to my old maleness that I really crave. This is
the only place anyone would "buy" my true guyness at the moment.
I went to bed naked last night and DID NOT masturbate. I saw this as a
successful experiment, I had some control still. This body is so
wickedly soft and cozy on silk sheets, I slept like a baby.
I tried a little experiment today. All day I kind of let myself go, I
"pranced" around the house and used some more feminine mannerisms. I
spent an hour just talking out loud and playing with my new voice. Most
of my previous experiments in this were done while being screwed, mostly
moans and such. I talked to the bank people and mall people but just a
word or two here an there. I think the practice did me good.
I did do a panty show for myself. It's crazy having a body like this
literally at your fingertips. Trying to act femme in front of the mirror
felt odd but as I kept doing it, and seeing the results, I had to admit
it seemed totally fine. I couldn?t help but to be girly in this body, it
was my old male mannerisms that looked odd now. I tried to look macho a
couple of times and utterly failed.
Monday, March 12th, 2007
Well Dean is supposed to be back today. I have been mentally preparing
for that all weekend. I figure that it is best to just go with the flow
right now.
I'm kind of embarrassed to say this but, I really liked the sex we had!
There I did it, I said goodbye to that part of my manhood, I liked the
dominating sex I had with him...I admit it! I mean who cares what I say
at this point, I have a pussy and a crazy sexy body and no one would buy
my story anyway. So yep, I like the cock.
I said that out loud to myself. I wish I was my old male self hearing
this bod say it, whew.
I think I am going to post my diary on Fictionmania and find some people
who might believe me.
You can contact me by email: [email protected]
Jane
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