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Secret Moments 1
By
Lorna Elizabeth Black
Copyright - Lorna Elizabeth Black 2007
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any credit is given to me as the original author.
Any resemblance between characters in this work and persons living or
dead is purely coincidental.
Be also advised, some of the storylines contain adult themes including
sex. If you are underage or if this offends, then please go elsewhere.
A tale of forced lifestyle change where having lost his job, our hero has
to adapt to his changed circumstances.
Chapter 1 - The Morning
It was a Friday morning in early summer and it would have been just like
any other Friday morning, but today Christopher was in a rather jumpy
mood.
"Where's my clean shirt?" Christopher said rather curtly.
"On the back of the chair newly ironed," replied Linda.
Christopher went on, "You know I've got the chief accountant from head
office coming today and that usually means trouble."
"I know, but you'll have to try and stop worrying, it's not doing your
health any good at all," Linda said trying to reassure her husband.
"I just feel there's going to be redundancies announced and I suppose I
feel vulnerable."
"You'll be fine."
"I don't think so."
"Don't get paranoid, you'll be fine."
"Do you really think so?"
"Yes of course. After all you've been with that company for nearly twenty
years. Now get off to work and stop worrying."
Christopher kissed his wife on the cheek and left the house not really
knowing what the day held in store.
True enough, Christopher had worked for the same company for nearly
twenty years. He had risen through the ranks to become senior accountant
at that branch but now at forty four years of age, he was seeing changes
in the way the company was being run, changes he did not care for. A more
aggressive style was now apparent from the senior management and some of
the young high fliers were beginning to make their marks in the company.
Christopher now felt he certainly was not going to climb further up the
promotion ladder and it was now only a case of literally clinging on to
the job he had and try and make retirement. So now, work was no longer
the pleasure it once was, now merely a source of income.
Christopher and Linda had lived in the same house for the last fifteen
years. It was a four bed roomed bungalow with a double garage and a nice
garden in a rather nice estate a few miles from the city centre. This
house had many of the features one would expect from a top of the range
modern house. It was also in immaculate condition because they never had
any children. Really, it was far too large for just the two of them.
Children were for some reason, never on the agenda and generally it did
not bother them with the lifestyle they had made for themselves. Anyway
they considered themselves now too old to even consider it.
In the early days of their marriage, Christopher was very busy forging
out a career for himself, with some success, but now, as the years had
passed, things had settled into a sort of routine. They were comfortably
off money wise, they had a car each and could afford to go on a foreign
holiday at least once a year. They were also a very devoted couple,
preferring each other's company rather than that of other people.
They had a sex life, not a great sex life, but a sex life nevertheless,
with Christopher always taking what he saw as the dominant role. This sex
life, as it had become, was now very routine, usually only once a week,
on Saturday night when they went to bed. It was just straight sex,
nothing kinky, nothing out of the ordinary just the missionary position
after a little bit of foreplay. Linda couldn't remember the last time she
had an orgasm. This sex life was really all very ordinary, all very
routine.
There was one thing, however, about Christopher that did seem to be
slightly strange, even eccentric. He always insisted that he accompanied
Linda when she went on shopping trips for clothes for herself. He always
insisting that he checked how anything would look on Linda by insisting
she tried everything on and show him how she looked before any purchase
was made. There were occasions that Christopher would insist that Linda
did not buy a particular garment even though she thought it particularly
nice. Linda had questioned this behaviour with Christopher over the
period of their marriage but Christopher's answer was always the same,
that he liked Linda to look her best. She had even said on occasions,
"It's almost as if you wanted to wear this instead of me."
"Nonsense, it's not my size," or "it's not my colour," Christopher would
reply jokingly.
Linda was suspicious to say the least but had learned to accept this
behaviour after all the years of their marriage. The thought always
remained in Linda's mind as if to say, Christopher has something on his
mind but either he won't or can't say what it is. Perhaps some day this
secret will be revealed.
Even after staying in the same house for all these years, Christopher and
Linda really didn't have any real friends, even in the neighbourhood.
Christopher never had real friends at his work either, to him they were
only colleagues and that was the way he liked it. The only person that
was close to them both was Linda's cousin Helen, Linda's only remaining
living relative. She would generally visit most Sundays, usually for
lunch.
Now Helen owned a shop near the centre of the city selling lingerie,
corsetry and nightwear. It was a small shop, not particularly exclusive;
generally aiming itself at the ?mature' end of the market with some
stock, which you could say, was of a more sensual nature. Linda worked
there on a part time basis, usually just to help Helen out. The shop
itself was never a huge money-spinner, as Christopher knew because he did
the accounts for Helen when she required. However it did make a
reasonable profit, enough to pay Helen and Linda, these profits going up
considerably around Christmas time where the biggest sellers were from
these more sensual ranges. It was usual to increase the stocks of these
items around Christmas time. Helen also owned a flat above the shop where
she was presently living with a new partner called Sam.
As for Linda, she didn't really need to work, but she did, more as a
hobby and to keep Helen company. She really liked working there and so
did Christopher, not for the extra money but because one perk of that job
was that Linda had the choice of some of the more beautiful underwear
from stock because he liked Linda in beautiful underwear. These were the
only things that Linda had exclusive choice in, Christopher always shying
away from the purchase of these items.
Now that Christopher had left the house for his work, Linda could now get
ready to go to the shop. Linda also had some worries about her job as
well, because Helen, who was a divorcee, was deep into this new
relationship and it looked like marriage to Sam might be on the cards in
the very near future. This really shouldn't have been a worry, but
Helen's partner was an Australian and although he had lived and worked
here for a number of years, he had began making noises about returning to
Australia. The way he would go on about Australia in conversation at the
dinner table when the two of them had been invited over, you would think
there was no other place like it on Earth. So if the marriage did take
place, Linda thought that Helen would likely be persuaded to sell up and
move out to Australia with him. Things really seemed to be a bit
uncertain for both Linda and Christopher at this time.
Chapter 2 - Samantha
When Helen met Sam, an Australian, some three months earlier, it was his
gentleness had attracted her to him She had never encountered this sort
of behaviour in a man before because during her marriage, her husband,
although not physically cruel, was mentally cruel. He was always
criticising her, even for the most trivial things. This particular man
was also developing a drink problem and this along with the cruelty gave
Helen the grounds she needed for divorce.
Helen's relationship with Sam had really blossomed over the past three
months but she had a secret, actually Sam had a secret, but Helen shared
it. Since Helen's only and closest female friend was Linda and since they
spent a lot of time together in the shop, then secrets and confidences
would pass between them. Linda, herself, did not have much, except
Christopher's insistence on accompanying her everywhere when it came to
buying clothes. Neither woman could quite figure out what was in his mind
although it was discussed on many an occasion.
One day in the shop, it was fairly quiet, Helen said to Linda,
"I've got something to tell you."
"Is it a secret?"
"It certainly is. This is something that's been going on for some time.
I've got to the stage that I've got to share it with someone."
"I'm intrigued, please go on."
"It's about Sam."
"Yes, I thought it might be because you talk of no one else these days."
"Do I?"
"You certainly do."
"Do you want me to carry on then?
"Of course I do."
"Well, remember a few weeks ago when I closed up the shop up a bit
earlier than usual because business was slack and you went home?"
"Yes."
"When I went into the flat, Sam was there."
"So what's so unusual about that?"
"It wasn't the fact he was there that was unusual; it was the way he was
dressed that was unusual."
"Go on, I'm fascinated."
"Well, when I walked in, there he was, dressed in a white under-wired
bra, white lacy knickers, matching white suspender belt and black
stockings. And he was wearing a wig, high-heeled shoes and full makeup."
"You're joking?"
"No, it was no joke; there he was standing dressed in women's underwear.
I actually didn't recognise him at once, thinking for a moment that Sam
was having an affair and this was his girlfriend. It wasn't until I
looked again, I realised it was him."
"Was it some of your things he was wearing?"
"No, these were his own."
"So what did you say? What did you do?"
"Well for a moment I just stood there, dumbstruck. I had no idea how to
react to this, because believe me this was the last thing I would have
expected from Sam."
"So what happened then? Did you shout at him? Did you throw him out?"
"Well, no. Believe it or not, I just said, its Samantha then."
"Why?"
"I don't really know, it was the first thing it came into my head. I
suppose thinking about it, I wanted an explanation to why he was like
this and for another, he actually looked quite nice dressed that way."
"Did he?"
"Oh yes, apart from being a bit hairy, he really looked the part."
"Looked the part as what?"
"Looked the part as a woman of course."
"So what happened next?"
"Well, obviously he was all remorseful and he really felt guilty, having
been caught. He also said he was sorry and he would leave and I would
never see him again, if I wanted and all that but, he never actually said
that he would stop dressing though if I allowed him to stay."
"Obviously he didn't leave because you're still with him. So how did you
solve this?"
"Well by this time I had gathered myself together, gone through a few
things in my mind and thought there must be a reason why he's like this
and I didn't think it was my place to condemn him straightaway. Anyway, I
do actually love him."
"Go on."
"Well what happened next was, I first told him not be silly about going
and I suggested we sat down and talked about it."
"I'm fascinated."
"You're not shocked or disgusted or anything like that then?"
"Well, funnily enough, no."
"To carry on, what I actually did was to go into the bedroom and fetch my
dressing gown, actually a negligee and gave it to Sam to put on while we
talked, to stop him getting cold because after all he was only in a bra,
knickers, suspenders and stockings."
"I think you were beginning to like seeing him dressed that way. Am I
right?"
"Well, yes."
"Come on, carry on please."
"Well to get back to my story, I handed Sam the negligee, he looked
puzzled to start with, but put it on without too much reluctance. Along
with his underwear, he looked really nice in it. Anyway we sat down and
Sam told me his story about having this compulsion to dress in women's
clothes, and as it turned out, as often as he possibly could."
"Yes, keep going."
"Well, apparently it started when he was a boy in Australia, where he
lived with his mother and father and older sister, Ruth, on a farm.
Because of the remoteness, his only playmate, as he grew up, was his
sister.
One day, when as part of a game they were playing, she persuaded him to
wear some of her clothes. She actually completely dressed him as a girl,
with knickers, dress, socks, shoes and a ribbon in his hair. Once he was
dressed, he found the whole experience quite pleasant and his sister
realising this and being quite vindictive at that age, told him he would
have to do as she said from then on. He would have to dress in her
clothes when she said; otherwise she would tell their parents that Sam
liked wearing girl's clothes. Well, Sam perceiving he had no choice in
the matter, he did as she said and this went on for a number of years as
they both grew up together, obviously with Sam not objecting too much. In
fact as time went on, it was Sam who always wanted to play the dressing
up games. As time passed, Sam actually went through the change from
girlhood to womanhood with Ruth and over these years the two of them
became very close, more like sisters rather than brother and sister. As
they both grew older, then the clothes changed, Sam started to wear bras
and tights when he was thirteen. He was given his first suspender belt
and stockings on his fifteenth birthday. These was given to him by Ruth
and had to be opened in secret as their parents never knew, although Sam
reckoned his mother had some idea what was going on. He was overjoyed
when he received that particular gift. What Ruth also did, was to pass
the clothes she had outgrown or didn't want to Sam. He of course by this
time was completely hooked and had to dress, and would do, on every
possible occasion."
"This is fascinating, but how did he manage to keep it a secret from
their parents?"
"Well, for a start, Sam could justify growing his hair quite long as it
was the fashion at the time, and when he was dressed, either he or Ruth
would style it. Also, they all lived on a large farm with lots of hiding
places, to store and dress in his girl's clothes, in the old outhouses."
"Oh, I see. So is there more?
"Yes there is more. As the years passed, Ruth left home to start work and
eventually marry, Sam was devastated. However, he still had his female
clothes to console him and dressed whenever he could, actually now more
than when his sister was at home. He said it was like trying to be two
people, himself in his female form and his sister, but it was just not
the same. When he emigrated over here, he brought his female clothes with
him, which caused a bit of embarrassment at customs when he arrived. But
now with changing circumstances, he found the opportunities to dress
became more difficult and for that matter, risky, so he actually got rid
of all his female clothes. When he met me, he thought that, if he got
into a steady relationship that the need to dress would no longer be
required. How wrong he was, the compulsion took over again and he
couldn't really stop himself. So all the time he's known me, he's been
dressing in secret simply because he had to."
"So, is he homosexual or bisexual then?"
"No, definitely not. This is just something he has to do. He's a cross
dresser and that's all."
"So what did you do after he had told you his story?"
"I told him to take off all the clothes he had on and for a moment he
looked upset. But when I told him to take my negligee and go into the
bathroom, find my depilatory cream and get rid of all the hair on his
body, legs, arms, anywhere it shouldn't be, he brightened up. When he was
finished he was told to come into the bedroom wearing only my negligee.
He, of course, did as he was told and when he returned, he definitely
looked much better. I then told him to dress in the underwear he had on
earlier, so back on went his bra, knickers, suspender belt and stockings.
Next he was ordered to repair his makeup and when he was finished, he
looked as pretty as a picture. I then asked him if he had any outerwear,
like dresses or skirts and blouses. At this point he didn't, so being
about the same size as him, I opened my wardrobe and let him choose. He
picked one of my dresses; you know the black one with the blue flowers?"
"Yes, I know the one. So how did he look?"
"Well first of all, I gave him one of my full slips to put on and along
with the dress and some of my jewellery, he looked sensational and I said
as much to him. Actually after all this had come out, he was elated in
one sense but obviously was a bit worried where the relationship would go
from here. So I told him that, as far as I was concerned, our
relationship was as strong as ever and I was going to take over the role
as his sister in certain respects."
"What do you mean, in certain respects."
"Well there was no way I was going to be his sister when it came to sex."
"Right, so is it still sex as a man and a woman."
"Sometimes, but when it is, I take on the male role and he always takes
on the female role. More and more these days, it's two women in a form of
lesbian relationship. That was what it was like on the first night. A few
days later I took his virginity as a woman as well, but that's another
story.
"Well go on."
"Right. To start with, with him sitting on the settee in the lounge, I
sank to my knees in front of him and lifted the hem of his dress. I
tugged at his knickers, he lifted his bottom slightly and I pulled his
knickers down round his ankles. I now pushed his legs apart to expose his
stocking tops and took his very erect cock in my mouth. He gasped,
because this was the first time anything like this had ever happened to
him. He was in ecstasy, I was in ecstasy. He came very quickly and I
swallowed the lot."
"Did you? What does it taste like?"
"It's nice, sort of salty. You should try it sometime on Christopher."
"A chance would be a fine thing. Christopher has no imagination when it
comes to sex."
"You don't know what you're missing."
"Anyway, what happened next?"
"We then changed positions, I sat on the settee and made Sam kneel in
front of me like I had done. I lifted my skirt to show him I was also
wearing stockings and suspenders. I then made him take down my knickers,
part my legs and use his tongue on me. This was the first time I had
managed to get him to do this for me. Before he would always shy away,
but now I had some power over him, and he knew it, he made no protest.
Anyway, once he was in there, he enjoyed it a lot and brought me to an
orgasm with little effort."
"So was that all that happened?"
"Oh no, after we had recovered, we went to bed as two women and made love
on the top of the bed where I introduced Sam to the sixty nine position.
I had my head between Sam's stocking clad legs and he had his head in
between mine. When we were finally finished, I put on one of my lacy
night-dresses and gave another to Sam to wear and we both slipped into
blissful sleep as two women."
"And this is the way you like it?"
"This is the way I love it."
"And what about Sam?"
"He says he wants it no other way."
"Well, you've really opened my eyes."
"You're still not shocked or disgusted then?"
"No, I'm amazed, fascinated, whatever, but definitely not shocked and
certainly not disgusted."
"Well, to get back to my story, when I said I was going to take over the
role as his sister, and I would be seeing to all his feminine needs, he
was truly delighted at this. The first thing I said to him was that he
was to have his ears pierced so that he could wear my earrings. This, to
him, was the icing on the cake. I also told him that I would be calling
him Samantha when he was dressed, this coming as no surprise to him
because that is what Ruth called him anyway."
"So what do you do now?"
"Well, when we are together in the flat, Sam is always Samantha and
that's the way we both like, and want it. He now wears women's underwear
at all times and night-dresses in bed now that I've got rid of all his
male underwear and pyjamas. He has rebuilt his wardrobe of women's
clothes and has never been happier. We could be thinking of taking things
a bit further."
"Like what?"
"Well, I've suggested to Sam that he might like to think about breast
implants or even hormone treatment."
"So, what does he think about that?"
"I think he is definitely interested but because it's a big step, he
would like to think about it. Anyway that's about the end of my story,
except I told Sam to get in contact with Ruth and tell her of his new
situation. Well he did this and Ruth wrote a very nice letter to me
thanking me for all I was doing for Sam and that this made her really
happy the fact that Samantha is alive and well."
"Well, I'm truly amazed; this is something I would never have thought of
you Helen."
"You see, you think you know someone for a long time, but do you really?"
"I think not."
Helen opened her handbag at this point and produced some photographs of
Samantha as Sam now was. Linda saw immediately what she had been saying;
Sam did look good as Samantha, in fact brilliant. All of a sudden
something welled up inside Linda. She didn't quite know what it was but
there was something there inside trying to tell her something. Helen
continued,
"Now, there is just one thing. I don't want you tell anyone about this,
not even Christopher. This has to be our secret."
"Yes, of course. I doubt very much whether Christopher would understand
anyway."
"Don't be too sure."
Chapter 3 - Redundant
Anyway back to our story. Evening came and Linda had returned from work.
Normally Christopher would return from his work about half an hour later
than Linda, so it was usual for Linda to prepare the evening meal and
they would sit and enjoy their meal together, talk over what had gone on
during the day. When the meal was finished, Christopher would stack the
dishwasher and make the coffee and they generally spent the remainder of
the evening in front of the television. That was a normal evening, that
was most evenings, but this evening was different. Christopher had not
returned at his usual time, in fact he was already an hour late and Linda
was beginning to worry. He always telephoned to let Linda know if had to
work late at the office but not this evening. Linda was about to
telephone Christopher's office to see if he was still there when she
heard a car draw up at the front of the house.
"Ah," she thought, "here he is at last."
Linda put down the telephone and went to the window and saw Christopher
get out, more fall out of a taxi. He fumbled in his pocket looking for
money to pay the taxi driver, scattering coins over the pavement.
"He's drunk," she thought, "what's he playing at? He never gets drunk."
Linda rushed out of the house, picked up the coins from the ground, found
out how much was owed to the taxi driver and paid him. She got hold of
Christopher and took him into the house as quickly as she could. What
would the neighbours think if they saw all this? She got him indoors, and
literally dropped him on to the settee.
"I think you've got some explaining to do," Linda said angrily.
Christopher looked up at Linda from the settee and in a slurred voice
said,
"It's gone, it's finished, I'm finished."
"What's gone? What's finished? What are you talking about?" was her angry
reply.
"It's my job, it's finished, I'm finished, I've been made redundant."
"Oh shit, what do we do now?" was Linda's reaction to this devastating
news. She sat down beside her husband and put an arm round him and said,
"I'm sorry, I had no idea this was going to happen. Look, there's nothing
more we can do about this tonight so I think you should go to bed and
sleep off the drink. We'll talk about it in the morning."
She pulled Christopher to his feet, put his arm over her shoulder while
she got an arm round his waist and slowly walked him through to the guest
bedroom. He just fell on to the bed when she released her grip. Linda
pulled his shoes off, trousers and jacket. He still had his shirt on,
where his tie was, she had no idea and didn't really care. She managed to
get the duvet over him and left him. He was fast asleep by this time.
Linda went back through to the lounge, and straight to the drinks cabinet
where she poured herself a rather large gin and with a small splash on
tonic water in the drink, she sat down and tried to work out the
consequences of the news she had just heard.
Next morning, as was to be expected, Christopher woke with an enormous
hangover. It took him a few minutes to remember why he had the hangover
and that made the hangover feel even worse.
"Oh God, what a mess. What are we going to do now," he mumbled to
himself.
He looked around, and said,
"Where am I?" not realising for a moment he was in the guest bedroom. His
senses began to come back slowly as he tried to get up. This proved to be
a slow process with the hangover he had. Christopher eventually made his
way out of the bedroom and sought out Linda, who was in the kitchen.
"I'm sorry," was Christopher's mournful plea.
"I don't really have any sympathy for you, but under the circumstances, I
accept your apology," Linda replied.
Linda went on, "I think you should go back to bed for a while. We'll talk
a bit later on."
"O.K." replied Christopher.
With that, Christopher, still ashen faced, made his way back to bed via
the bathroom.
A bit later on, when Christopher was feeling a little better, both he and
Linda sat down to try and determine what the future might hold.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry about last night," Christopher repeated.
"O.K. look I've said I forgive you, can we please drop the subject?" was
Linda's reply.
She continued, "I think we've got more important things to discuss."
"I suppose you're right."
"So what are they offering?" Linda queried.
"Well, I get a lump sum of ?30,000 and get thrown out at the end of the
month," was Christopher's reply.
"That at least gives us a stopgap until you find another job," said Linda
beginning to sound a bit more optimistic.
"I am not going to get another job, not with the salary I've been on and
certainly not at my age. There are no jobs out there for what I do for
people of my age. Companies are looking for much younger people so that
they can pay them less."
"Surely you can do something, for instance you do the books for Helen.
There must be others out there looking for the same sort of thing. Why
don't you go into business for yourself?"
"There's no way I can make a living out of that. I can do that sort of
thing as a sideline, but that's all."
"Oh shit, I've just remembered, Helen and Sam are coming round tonight,"
Linda said.
"Can't you put them off; I just don't feel like being sociable tonight."
"I'm afraid not, Helen said she had an important announcement to make and
insists that we are to be the first to hear it."
"Well don't ask me to be cheerful because I don't think that's possible
under the circumstances."
Christopher's hangover eventually subsided over the day and by the
evening he was feeling a bit more human again. He had a shower and
changed in readiness for the visitors.
To be continued
Myra
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