Trapped in Panties
or
How My Wife Trained Me To Be A Sissy
By
Emily Satinpanties
Well, I've been forcibly feminized, cuckholded, and, now my status was
going from bad to worse. well... wait a moment and let me start at the
beginning. That way you can understand what I'm talking about...
It all started about 3 years ago, about six months after Connie and I
got married. I was working as a mid-level mechanical engineer for a
large engineering company, and Connie was working as a customer service
rep for a national insurance company. Neither one of us made piles of
money, but together, we made enough to afford everything we needed, and
to slowly acquire the things we wanted. We rented a small apartment,
and were devoted to each other. Our devotion and financial situation,
though, changed drastically, although I'm still not sure which changed
first.
Connie and I are about the same height. I'm 5'7", and she is an inch
shorter. Now I was about to say that I didn't mind it when she wore
heels, and was taller than me, because I'm secure in my manhood. That
too seems to have drastically changed. Now Connie is a slender, small
breasted lady who is perfectly put together, from her long, lustrous
black hair, to her small, perfect, and perfectly pedicured feet. Me,
I'm slender, with a mop of blonde hair, with hazel eyes to her gray-
green set. So, that's us. Now on to what happened.
We were married about 8 months or so, when the whole thing really got
going. She had stepped into the bedroom in a pair of white silk panties
with black lace that I had bought her at Victoria's Secret. You see,
I'm a sucker for lingerie. I always figured that it was a present that
she could unwrap first, and then I get to unwrap it later! With a
matching bed jacket and a pair of white high-heeled sandals, she was so
beautiful and sexy, it took my breath away. She casually began to rub
her shaved pussy through the thin silk, smiling at me in a most enticing
manner. Just as casually, she slid the delicate undergarment down her
long, beautiful legs, and with a flip of her foot, launched them at me
on the bed. I caught them, and held them to me nose without even
thinking, my hard on bobbing in front of me, informing Connie just how
much I was enjoying the delicious scent.
"Hey Stud," she purred, "why don't you put them on, and we'll match!
Then I get to take them off you!"
If it meant sex with my beautiful wife, I would have done darn near
anything! I quickly pulled the soft panties up my legs, and settled
them in place, my hard on making a white silk tent. Our sex that
evening was some of the wildest ever. I ate her to several orgasms, and
after we made love, ate her to another, oblivious to the fact that I as
swallowing my own cum. After that night, nothing of the sort happened
for a week, and sex went back to good, but sort of plain vanilla. That
next Friday, though, she repeated the episode, with a pair of peach
satin panties, and the sex jumped from plain vanilla, to a banana split
with whipped cream and two cherries!
Now I was hooked. If she tossed me a pair of panties, they went on like
a shot. After several months of this, she looked at me sitting on the
bed, once again wearing the white silk panties with that sexy black lace
trim.
"You know," she said quietly, "you would look a whole lot sexier if you
didn't have all that yucky pubic hair."
When I protested, weakly, she replied, "Well, you like me shaved down
there, why can't you repay the favor? Why do you think I don't like to
give you a blow job?"
A minute or two later found me naked in the bathroom, with depilatory
cream spread on both legs, my crotch, ass, and underarms. As my wife
snapped off the disposable rubber gloves that she had used to spread the
cream, she told me to stand there for twelve minutes, and then get a
shower, using her loofah to get all that nasty hair gone. Then I was
supposed to pull those cute little cock-hardening panties back on, and
get my ass back into bed! Needless to say, I planned to follow
directions! When I stepped out of the shower, I saw that she had laid
out one of her pink bath sheets, and that not only were the panties on
the little table, but the bed jacket as well. Drying myself off, I was
amazed at how different it felt with no hair, and almost came on the
spot when I pulled that silk up over my smooth legs, and how it flowed
around my shoulders and back. When I got into bed, she was all over me
like a lioness on a wounded zebra!
Fast forward now, about 4 months. I was keeping my body hairless, and
now, when I wanted to initiate sex, I would go into her drawer, or into
the hamper, and put on a pair of panties, and sometimes (at her urging,
at first) one of her sexy little chemises, or baby doll nightie. Sex
with my wife had never been better, and I was learning to equate the
feeling of lingerie hugging my body with the best orgasms of my life.
Yeah, you bet, I had fallen into the trap, and wasn't even looking for a
way out!
One Monday morning, as I was getting ready for work, I opened my dresser
drawer, and instead of my underwear, it was full of pastel colored,
nylon panties. Nothing radical, just sort of everyday panties, well,
everyday for a woman! When I asked Connie what was going on, she just
smiled, and sort of purred, "Well. You like wearing panties for me, and
I love seeing you in them, so, please baby, wear them for me!" How
could I refuse! Now for the next two weeks, all I wore under my clothes
were panties, and I had to admit, the feeling of my hairless balls and
ass in the nylon was pretty great! Along came another Monday, I opened
up the drawer, and once again, was confused. All the plain panties were
gone, and in their place was an array of frilly, fancy, and sort of
sissy-styled panties. I pulled out a pair of full cut, baby blue, satin
panties with lace around the leg openings, and four rows of lace across
the ass, a pair of pale lilac nylon bikini panties decorated with lace,
seed pearls, and white satin bows, a white satin thong that had a sort
of sheer skirt or veil hanging from the rear, and a pair of ivory satin
panties with what looked like laces up the back in pink!
I just stared at these, and dozens more of the girliest, sexiest,
panties I had ever seen! In the back of mind, though, I did notice one
thing. There was not one pair of black or red panties in the bunch. A
pair of pink panties with black trim was the closest. Again I demurred,
Connie purred, and an hour later I was on my way to work in baby blue,
satin sissy panties! Again this went on for a few weeks, until it felt
sorta normal. Again it was another Monday. I didn't know if I was
looking forward to these days, or dreading them, but I knew that the sex
was hot, and if wearing different underwear that no one ever saw but
Connie and me, well then, the hell with it! I was a'wearin' panties,
pardner! This day, I saw a pile of nylon, satin and lace next to the
panties, and picked the top one up to reveal a pale pink camisole with
white lace trim. Under my tee-shirt and heavy oxford dress shirt, there
was not a hint as to what I was wearing, and you guessed it, from then
on, it was panties and a matching cami every day.
This continued for about 3 or 4 months, with me in panties and a cami
every day, keeping my body smooth, and occasionally wearing a nightie to
bed. That, though, changed to every night after a while. Thanks to my
dear wife, I had a nice collection of satin nighties, a pair of pink
silk pajamas with lashings of lace all over, and several peignoirs,
including one suitable for a bride's wedding night! So, when I tell you
that I was secure in my manhood, I'm not too sure if I really had any
manhood! Still, I was enjoying the whole thing, and my regular
underwear was just in another drawer, if I should change my mind. You
see, I still thought that I had some control over the situation. What a
fool I was!
The next change wasn't a Monday, but a Thursday night. I came home to
find Connie already there, with a letter and a rueful smile. It seems
my aunt (whom I hadn't seen in at least 12 years as she was living
abroad in Paris) had died, and Connie just found out that through the
tragedy of her death, we were now, after taxes, $12,575,000.00 richer!
After we both calmed down, we talked about what to do, and Connie once
again took charge, and reminded me about the house out in the country
that we had seen and fallen in love with the week before while
"aimlessly" driving around on a Saturday afternoon. It was a beautiful
craftsman style home, with 3 bedrooms downstairs, a large living
room/dining room, a master suite upstairs, and 3 acres of land that
promised peace and quiet. Needless to say, 3 weeks later we moved from
a small in-town apartment, into our own dream home.
Of course Connie quit her job, as we didn't need the small income that
she brought in. While I was tied up at work on a major project for the
government, we decided, or maybe I should say, Connie decided that she
would handle the move and the new furniture and decorations for the
house. I planned on "retiring" in about 4 months, following the
completion of this project, so that was really okay by me. Once again,
I thought that I was on top of things, and had no idea that I was
nothing but a pawn in a chess game being played by a very sexy master of
the game. Now I have to admit that this project was near and dear to my
heart, as it stemmed from one of my proposals. I gave my final task for
the company my undivided attention, which meant 12 to 16 hours at work
every day, and often on Saturday. Well, I was getting out after this,
so I wanted to go out on top of a success. Sex was cut way back as I
was exhausted in the evenings, and we sort of dropped back into vanilla
sex on Sundays. After a couple months, though, Connie was back at it
with the lingerie, and even though I was tired, she managed to get me
into satin and frillies at least two nights a week, and I was still
wearing panties to work every day, although since it was now summer, and
I was wearing open collared shirts, the camis were out for a while.
Fast forward again to October. The project was over, and I had to
travel to Seattle, and then to Washington DC to wrap things up. This
was a 3 week trip, and when I got home, I knew I would be home for good.
Or, not-so-good as things turned out! I called Connie every night, and
she gave me the news that she had been doing a bit of remodeling and
decorating. I asked what she had done, and she told me that I would
just have to wait and see what she had done, but she was sure my libido
would like it. Boy did this peak my curiosity!!!
I got home on a Monday night, and there was my beautiful, sexy, and
devious wife waiting at the door in a silvery-blue silk teddy that clung
to her curves like it was painted on. There were ruffles around the leg
openings, and this led my eyes down her magnificent legs, which were now
covered in sheer white stockings, to her feet which were encased in a
pair of silver sandals complete with little ankle straps, and at least 5
inch heels. She was a knockout, and now towered over me with those
heels. She wrapped me in an intense embrace, and kissed me so hard I
almost lost my breath! She pulled me inside, and slammed the door,
ignoring my protests that my luggage was still in the car. She then
practically pulled my clothes off, and drug me onto the couch, pulled
down my panties (I painted my toenails pastel pink, and bought the
frilly panties in an upscale DC lingerie store, and then wore them home
because she mentioned on the phone how much she looked forward to
getting me into panties, and then into bed. lucky for me, no strip
searches at the airports!), and damn near raped me! About an hour later
as we lay there sweating, she told me to come upstairs with her, so I
could shower, and she could show me some new things she bought, and some
work that she had done. Again the docile little man followed the big
strong woman, straight to my doom.
Now the second floor of the house is basically an open loft, with a two
huge walk-in closets to the left, and a little corridor between them
that goes into the bathroom. To the right, is a small room or alcove
that is separated by a partial wall and arched opening, which the real
estate lady was proud to point out could be a sitting room, a little
office, or even a nursery when the time came to have a baby. I allowed
Connie to lead me into the bathroom, where she told me to soak in the
tub for a few minutes, and then take a shower and wash my hair. After I
was done, she said, we could have some more fun. Twenty minutes later I
stepped out of the shower, and saw that there was another of her fluffy
pink bath sheets waiting for me, and a note pinned to the sheet.
"Darling, after you dry yourself off, please use some of the dusting
powder that I laid out for you on the sink. After that, open the big
box on the floor, and get dressed. I know some of it may be a little
new, and sort of silly, but indulge me. I want this to a night of sex
and satin, and a night that you will NEVER forget!" As a final little
tweak, it was signed, "Sexy Connie" in pink ink.
Now dry, and hard, I used the perfumed body talc, wondering why she
wanted me to wear such a girly scent, but following orders just the
same. Sure, they were couched as a suggestion, but looking back, they
were orders just the same. Now dry and smelling sweet, I slowly opened
the box. On top of a layer of tissue paper was a pair of pink satin
panties. Now these were a lot like the blue ones I already owned, but
these were not from Sears or some other store! First of all, no
manufacturer's tag, the satin was double layered, there was no cotton
crotch, and the workmanship was superb.
Shrugging my shoulders, I pulled these soft, heavenly panties up my
legs, and settled them around my already hardening cock. Next up was a
pair of white nylon ankle socks with a cloud of pink lace around the
tops. These went on too. I looked under the next layer of tissue, and
found what can only be described as a training bra that exactly matched
the panties, with a cute little white satin bow in the middle, and
ruffles on the shoulder straps. Yep, that went on, too! I had come to
love the feel of nylon, satin and lace, and associated them with great
sex, and lots of it.
That association would change a bit in the coming days, although I had
yet to realize that. I stripped another layer of tissue, and saw a mass
of white frothy lace, with a little note.
"These are petticoats, sweetie, you step into them, pull them up around
your waist, and tie them tight. I can't wait to see you, and show you
the rest of my surprise!"
Again signed the same way, and again, I followed the directions. I sort
of had an idea of what lie beneath the next layer, and I wasn't wrong.
I had never liked Connie in slutty clothes, so always wanted to see her
in cutesy lingerie, sort of little girly, or demure like a virgin bride,
so I guessed she was reciprocating. If it ended in more great sex, I
didn't care!
I gently removed the pink satin creation, and looked it over. It had a
full, but short skirt, a high neckline, with a little collar, and short
cap sleeves with little white satin ribbon trim on each shoulder. It
took me a while to get it on right, and get it zipped up, and when I
looked in the mirror, I saw that any bending would show off my sissy
panties to the world.
"What world," I thought laughing, "It will just be Connie and me!"
Next up was a full apron in a sheer, sparkly, white material. Again a
note informed me that this was a pinafore, and it went over the
shoulders, and tied in the back. Just do the best I could, and she
would tie the bow pretty for me. I got it on, and looked in the mirror
again. The pinafore made me look, for all the world, like an
illustration out of some book, like Alice in Wonderland, or something.
Very demure, very girly, and on Connie, it would be very sexy. I had
already seen that there were shoes in the box, so pulled them out, and
got a real surprise! They were satin Mary Jane shoes, which had been
dyed pink to match the dress. Okay, no real surprise there!
What got my attention was the darn near sky-high heels! I later found
out that they were "only" about 4-and-a-half inches high, but I had
never walked in heels before. Good thing these were kind of thick, and
not some sort of stiletto heel, I could have killed myself trying to
walk! After fastening the little strap across the instep of each foot,
I carefully stood up, and tottered over to the box to see if I had
missed anything. I had indeed! There was a blonde wig with two
pigtails in the box, which went right on, and a pair of what looked like
pink satin mittens, with no thumb!
I had no idea what to do with these, but again, a note told me that they
were, indeed, mittens, and I was to pull them on to "complete" the
outfit. It also informed me that I was to call Connie as soon as I was
dressed. I did so, and she entered full of oohs and ahhs, and hugs and
kisses, and lots and lots of fussing! My bow was straightened, and she
did something to the back of the dress, up by the collar. I figured she
was fastening the little button that all ladies' dresses had. She was
fastening it, all right! There was a small padlock holding my dress
closed! She also pulled the laces tight on the wrists of my mittens,
and I realized that there was a very thick layer of cloth, sort of like
an oven mitt, between the inner and outer layers of satin, and with them
tied off at the wrist, my hands were useless, and I had no way of
removing the mittens. She told me not to worry, that this was all part
of the game, and led me out into the bedroom.
About a year earlier, she had gone to a sex toy party that one of her
friends from work had thrown, and came home with a couple of vibrators,
and a set of 3 butt plugs, small, medium, and scary. She also had a
thin anal vibrator. She never used the butt plugs, but I used the thin
vibrator on her sexy ass a few times when we made love. I now saw it
was lying on the bed.
"Oh boy, this is going to be great!"
It was, but not for me. She led me to the bed, and told me to stand at
the foot of the bed. She then bent down behind me, kissed me on the
ass, and while I was distracted, she looped a Velcro strap around each
of my ankles, and bound my legs to the bed. Standing up, she took
another strap, looped it around my useless wrists, and took the attached
rope, and tied it off at the headboard, pulling me forward, and causing
my satin and lace encased ass to stick out. This was going way too far
for me, and I told her so. She didn't say a word, just climbed onto the
bed, and started kissing me, caressing me, and pushed one of her breasts
up and out of the teddy for me to suck on.
This might not be so bad after all, so I loosened up. She told me that
she wanted me to feel what she felt when we made love, so please,
please, just for a few minutes, go along with the program! I said I
would, and she clapped her hands and giggled like a schoolgirl. She
then reached into the drawer in her nightstand and brought out a large
pink ball, with straps running through it. She told me it was a ball
gag, and that she wanted me to wear it, just for a moment, it would be
fun. I wanted no part of that, but she grabbed my nose, and when I had
to open my mouth to breathe, she forced it into my mouth, and buckled it
tightly around my head. Now I was scared. I had no idea of where this
was going, and in my wildest imagination, I could not have foreseen what
the next few minutes had in store for little ol' me.
Getting off the bed, and tucking her tits back into the teddy, she
pulled on a matching sheer robe and walked behind me. I heard her
lifting something, and when she came back into view, she had the little
19" LCD TV with the built-in DVD player. She set it on my nightstand,
plugged it in, and told me enjoy the show. When she hit play, I was
shocked, and nauseated. She told me that she had placed video cameras
all over the apartment, with three of them in the bedroom, and then she
had edited all the video down to this 90 minute movie of me.
There, on the screen in front of me, was me, begging to be allowed to
wear her panties, pleading with her to wear panties to work (Of course
with her teasing that led to these events edited out). Me dressing in a
nightgown to go to bed, me putting on panties, and then my slacks to go
to work, me painting my toenails, and then begging to paint hers, and
on, and on. "By the way," She said, "This is just one of about 25
copies of this DVD. I have some hidden in the house, one at a friend's
house, and one in a safety deposit box, so don't get any ideas of
destroying this copy, it won't help! Oh, and Honey, I want you to know
that there were two cameras in the bathroom, to record you getting all
dressed up." While the movie was still playing, she again walked behind
me. I thought that things could not get any worse, and again, I was
dead wrong!
I felt her hand under my (MY?) skirt and petticoats, and then I felt my
panties being pulled down. She now inserted her lubed finger into my
ass, worked it around, and pulled it out. I remembered seeing that
skinny vibrator on the bed, and relaxed, as it wasn't any bigger than a
finger, and shouldn't hurt too much. Too late, I saw that one still on
the bed, as she began to force the medium size plug up MY bottom!
"Relax, and push like you are taking a dump, and it will hurt much
less," she said, "you might as well help, because this plug is getting
rammed up your ass with or without your help! The more you relax, the
less it will hurt, although I promise you, it WILL hurt!"
As I tried to relax, breathing hard through my nose, she got the nose of
that monster against my sphincter, and began pushing. I thought I was
being ripped in half, and screamed for all I was worth into the rubber
ball gagging me. With tears streaming down my face, she forced that
plug into me, ignoring my muffled pleas and tears, until I felt like the
Goodyear blimp was filling my ass. I couldn't believe the pain! I'll
leave you alone with your movie to get used to your new friend, she said
nastily; as she pulled my panties back up, and re-arranged my skirt and
petticoats. And then, she left. She left me tied to the bed, my poor
ass in terrible pain, watching me make a simpering, sissified ass out of
myself on video.
After a few minutes, I heard her come back up the stairs. She turned
off the TV, then reached out to my wrists, and using an attached hook,
clipped my wrists together. Then she got down behind me, and quickly
released my left leg, and pushed it over, and clipped a 12 inch chain
from ankle to ankle. Following this, she unhooked my right ankle from
the bed, and let loose the rope to my wrists.
With her help I minced over to a chair in the doorway to the little
alcove off the bedroom. I noticed right away that the legs to the chair
had been cut down, and it was only a foot off the floor. It was also
painted pink, and seemed to be bolted to a 4' X 4' piece of plywood.
She pushed me down into this chair, and quickly hooked my wrists to a
short chain that came up between my legs. She then grabbed my ankle
chain, and pulled my feet forward. There were two eyebolts that came up
through the plywood, and once my ankles were hooked to these bolts, and
my hobble chain removed, I was sitting in a little chair with my legs
spread wide. I had no balance to even try to get up, and anyway, my
hands were chained to the chair.
Connie now went behind me again, and placed a collar around my neck, and
I could hear it being fastened to the high back of the chair. Now legs
spread, forced to sit bolt upright, dressed a baby sissy, gagged, and in
great pain as the huge (at least to me) butt plug was pushed even harder
into my bottom by the hard wooden chair, I sat and waited to see what
would happen next. I was so confused! My beautiful, loving, sexy wife
was treating me like, like, like I don't know what! What had I done to
deserve such treatment? And, maybe more to the point, why was I hard as
a rock under my panties????
"Well, little Emily," Connie began after she sat on the bed facing me.
"Yes, Emily. I can hardly call a panty wearing sissy, who begs on tape
to be allowed to dress up for his 'mommy' Mike, now can I? From now on,
you name is Emily. Now let's see, I'm betting you have a lot of
questions for me, don't you Emily?"
I tried to nod my head, but had no movement because of the collar. She
continued, "You see, I met a man, a REAL man about 3 or 4 months after
we got married. Yes, you were a sweet husband, and your very talented
tongue made up a lot for your lack of cock, but when I found a man with
a thick, juicy cock that really fills me up, I had to have it, and have
more and more of it. So, you see, I came up with a little plan. I have
been steadily sissifying you over the last couple of years. Those
vitamins I got you to start a few months ago because I thought you
looked run down? I bought a bottle of vitamins, threw them out, and
replaced them with female hormones. When you asked me if you were
putting on a bit of weight, that was your little titties starting to
form, and your body beginning to soften a bit. You have noticed that
you don't get hard as often as you used to, or even as hard when you do?
That's the hormones! I won't increase the dose, because I want you as a
semi-functioning man. Now let's see, oh yes! Your aunt! I knew at
least 6 months before she died that she was in a coma, and that you had
left orders for her to be kept on life support for six months, to she if
she had any sort of chance to regain her conciousness. What, you never
did that? Hmmm, maybe I did sign your name for you, and maybe when the
French hospital called to confirm, maybe my boyfriend did the talking
for you. Gee, I forgot! When we went for that little drive, and just
happened to see this place, and it just happened to be for sale, and I
just happened to want to go in and see because it just happened to be
the open house... You guessed it girly! I had already talked to the
real estate agent, and had made a tentative offer at full asking price.
All I had to do was make it look like it was your idea. Just like the
panties, and the nighties, and shaving yourself smooth for me, it was
all so damn easy! Now with the power of attorney that you made out
before your trip, all the money, and the house, are mine! You really
should read what you sign, you silly little sissy! I have decided to
keep you here for a year, and use you to have a bit of fun. Then I'll
let you go, and give you enough money to get going. It's the least I
can do for you."
She got off the bed, and started to walk toward me, swinging her hips,
and even though I was scared to death of her now, she was so damn sexy!
She stopped right in front of me, and I saw now that my face was at the
level of her crotch. I could see the damn stain on the teddy, and could
smell her sex. This only made me more confused, and harder than ever.
"Now my little sissy husband, there is one eensy, teensy thing I forgot
to tell you," she started in a syrupy sweet voice, "and before I tell
you, I'm going to take out that nasty gag, so you can talk."
With that she unhooked the straps, and gently pulled the ball out of my
aching and drooling mouth. Taking a hanky she wiped the drool off my
lips and chin, and asked me if I wanted a drink. I told her that I did,
and she held a child's sippy cup to my lips, and then fed me some apple
juice. I didn't care, I was thirsty, and explanations could come later!
After I had enough liquid in me to allow me to actually talk, I began to
yell at Connie, demand that these restraints come off, demand...well,
you know what I demanded. I yelled at her that I was not a cross
dresser, that I only did what I did because she wanted me to, and it
seemed to make sex better. finally, though, I was all yelled out, and
through all of my tirade, no matter what I said, or how loud I said it,
all the did was sit on the bed, look at me, and smile this little cat-
that-ate-the-canary grin. Finally my throat was sore, and I was
exhausted, physically and mentally, and just wound down. She sauntered
over with that damn sippy cup, and offered me another drink, which I
took, which turned out to be another of my many, many mistakes. Did you
know that you can conceal a very powerful sedative in apple juice?
When I came to, I was still very groggy, and my first thoughts were that
this was all some kind of horrible dream, and all I had to do was to
open my eyes and everything would be just fine. So, I slowly opened my
eyes, and reached up to rub the sleep out of them. Or, at least I tried
to reach up. My hands were still restrained, although not between my
legs.
They were now strapped to the arms of the pink chair. My hands were
still in their mittens, my legs were stretched out and spread and still
hooked to the bolts, my neck collar was still hooked to the chair, and
from the pain in my backside, I knew that the horrible butt plug was
still in my poor bottom. Also, my jaw was sore, and my mouth was very,
very dry.
As I got a bit more awake, I noticed that instead of being dark outside,
like it was when I was strapped into this chair, it was light, and from
the angle of the sun, it must be about noon, or just early afternoon.
That was when I realized I had been drugged. I also saw a new addition,
which was her full length mirror, set up in front of me. There I was.
Pink satin dress, stiff petticoats, panties on display, no, wait a bit,
those aren't the same panties... They appeared to be pink plastic
panties, and as I wiggled around, I felt something thick and soft, and
then it hit me, DIAPERS! The bitch had put me in diapers and plastic
panties!
I tried to yell, but only got out a weird sound. I felt something in my
mouth, and looked again in the mirror. I had on some kind of gag, but
not a gag. Whatever it was was held in place with straps of clear
plastic that seemed to be hooked behind my head, but under the wig. I
began feeling with my tongue, and found that I had a ring of some sort
in my mouth that sat on my teeth, and had a ridge on both sides, so that
it held my teeth apart, and thus my jaw, and would not slip off, either
in or out. With some effort I was able to close my mouth enough to lick
my lips and make them feel a bit better, but I could not completely
close my mouth. I had no idea of what kind of Hellish torture device
this was, or what its use was, but I knew I wasn't going to like the
answer!
A moment later I heard her high heels on the wooden stairs, and she
walked in with a big smile on her face.
"Aw, is my widdle baby Emily awake?" she cooed in a sickening sweet
voice. "I'll bet someone needs a widdle dwink after their sleepies!"
I started to yell at her, and she just smiled, pulled something off the
bed, and walked over. Now I was to find out a little about this
appliance in my mouth. Without a word she shoved a thick rubber gag in
through the ring in my mouth, and with a little twist, locked it into
the ring.
"Now little baby, I won't have to listen to your pathetic whining!"
She just stood in front of me, wearing a long, black silk peignoir set,
and a pair of black peep-toe pumps. I didn't recognize the peignoir,
and realized that either she had bought it for herself, or her lover
gave it to her.
As if reading my mind, she spoke up, "Do you like Mommy's new nightie?
Mark bought this for me last night. Yes, that's right, last night,
while you were sleeping like a widdle baby. By the way, Mark thinks
widdle Emily is so-o-o cute! He can't wait to, well, you'll learn soon
enough."
While Connie was talking, my tongue had been exploring the gag in my
mouth. It had a flange or something near the rounded end, and there
seemed to be a hole through it. I tried sucking air, and sure enough,
the hole, though tiny, went right through.
Again this beautiful, sexy, but evil bitch read my mind. "Do you like
your new gag? Let me explain it to you. You woke up with just the ring
in your mouth. You see, this keeps your mouth open, and lets things go
in your mouth, and you can't stop them, or more importantly, bite them."
This statement scared the hell out of me! She went on, "And, as you
have found out, I can slip a few different gags in place, to boot. Now
you have a small penis shaped gag in, which has a hole in it to allow me
to force feed you liquids. There is also a small penis gag with no
hole, and a really, really big cock that will fill that sissy mouth of
your from front to back, and bottom to top. Now I know you'll like
that!"
No I wouldn't, and tied to shake my head, but only got a little
movement. "You'll notice, I'm sure, that I have put my widdle baby in a
big soft diaper so she can go pee-pee when she needs to, because Mommy's
widdle baby won't be allowed to use the big potty for a while!"
With that she just smiled. She walked up to me, and lifted the hem of
her nightgown up, and over my head. Now my face was inches away from
the pussy that I had worshipped these last three years. All that
separated me was a thin, and very wet, piece of almost transparent black
silk, and this damn gag. She reached under her gown, and pulled the
little bows on either side of the panties, and they fell off and
fluttered to the floor. I could smell the ripe aroma of her arousal,
and knew that this was getting her off. I was horny, sad, scared, hell,
I don't know what I was, all I really knew was, that like the trained
animal I had become, all I wanted to do was stick my face in that pussy,
and make her cum. Sick, ain't it? All that she had done to me, and I
still wanted to lick her, taste her, and... Oh well.
Laughing at the predicament she knew I was in, she backed away, pulling
the soft silk tent off of me. Then she reached down, and picked up the
tiny little wisp of black silk that had covered her pussy, and almost
carelessly, draped it across my face so the fragrant wet stain was in
front of my nose. So, there I was, gagged, diapered, dressed as a baby
girl, and my wife thought it was an added kick to arouse and further
humiliate me. At least I thought I was as humiliated as I could get. I
was wrong, very wrong. The worst was to come right now...
I heard another set of footsteps coming up the stairs, but this tread
was heavier, and softer. My questions were answered when a tall, dark
haired man stepped into the bedroom. He was wearing a pair of soft
leather slippers, and was wearing what looked like a dark red silk
kimono. He walked right up to Connie, wrapped his arm possessively
around her waist, and kissed her deeply. So, this was her lover, Mark.
He began to fondle her delicious nipples, and then pulled up the hem of
her gown, and began to finger fuck her in front of me. They both
watched my reaction, and laughed at my ineffectual squirming as I tried
to get free, or at least turn my head, neither of which was possible.
They both came closer, and Mark began to walk around me, examining me.
He reached down, and pressed his hand against the diaper and laughed,
"You're right, Sweetheart! The fucking little sissy IS hard!"
He stepped back, and Connie just looked at me, and then looked at him
and said, "Well, go ahead, Lover, take the pathetic little sissy to her
destiny."
With that he untied his robe, and let it fall to the floor of, what was
so recently my bedroom, leaving him wearing only a matching pair of
boxers, well tented from his hard on. My wife knelt down, and slowly
pulled these down his muscular legs to his ankles, and helped him step
out of them. Planting a kiss on his huge cock, she stood up and walked
over to a padded dressing table chair that was sitting off to one side.
She sat down, and with her chin in her hands, and her elbows on her
legs, she prepared to watch the show. I was ready to skip the show, but
as you know, I had no choice, not now, and it seems, not ever.
With a sharp twist and pull, the gag was yanked out of my mouth. He
also pulled the panties away from my face telling me that I didn't even
deserve to sniff her dirty panties. He then stepped in so that his cock
was at my mouth, and I could smell the musty aroma, and could also smell
my wife. He had fucked her, never even cleaned himself, and now that
cock was going to be in my mouth! I started to yell, but didn't have
the energy, and what came out was a whimper, and then I started to cry.
That seemed to be the signal, and he jammed his hard cock into my
strained and aching mouth. My lips were wrapped around his cock, and
the ring with the clear plastic straps held my teeth off of him. I saw
several flashes and knew the event was now recorded on digital film for
whatever she wanted to do with it. I was giving my first blowjob,
albeit a forced one, and I was giving to my wife's lover, the man who
was taking my place in my marriage bed! I tried to hold my lips away
from his warm cock, but to no avail. He was ramming his meat into my
mouth, choking me, making me gag, and, I'm sorry to report, actually
sort or turning me on. Finally the assault on my poor mouth was near
the end. He jerked spasmodically, and shot a load of cum into my
captive mouth. Since he did not pull out, and then grabbed my nose and
held it shut, I had no choice but to swallow it, so I could continue to
breathe around his softening member.
With that he pulled out, looked at my wife, and announced that he was
taking a shower, and when he got out, they could put the sissy in her
new home. I started to yell again, asking what the hell was going on,
but Connie never said a word, just shoved that damn gag back into my
mouth, twisting it into place, and silencing me once again. Then she
put on that sweet mommy voice and asked, "Is Mommy's widdle baby thirsty
after her nice blow job? Ahh, I'll bet she is, so Mommy will give baby
Emily a very special drinky-poo, that will help widdle baby understand
just what her place will be in this family."
With that cryptic comment, she pushed a clear tube into the penis gag's
hole, and yelled out to Mark that she was ready, and out of the bathroom
he came, with a large plastic syringe about the size of a soda can. It
was filled with yellow liquid, and it did NOT take a rocket scientist to
know what it was, or where it had come from! Connie pushed the tip of
the syringe into the tube, and began to push the hot, acrid, and salty
piss into my mouth.
"Now Emily, you only have two choices. You can swallow the nice pee
that Mark brought you, or you can be stubborn and drown or suffocate on
it. I really don't care. I'm sure, however, that when the paper's
learn that you died choking on piss, that your family will be real proud
of their fucking sissy!"
With that warning, and no desire to die in any fashion, I swallowed the
hot piss in big gulps as she forced it into me. Now the average bladder
only holds about a half of a liter of liquid at best, but this felt like
gallons of piss being forced down my throat. I sat there, swallowing,
crying, and hating my wife, hating Mark, and hating myself. I hated
myself for ever getting into this situation, and really hated myself
because my cock was still hard under the damn diaper!
"Does my widdle sissy husband want to know an itty bitty truth?" she
asked while pumping the last of her lover's piss into my mouth. "I
don't love Mark, or the other two men that have been my lovers over the
last few years. You are the only man that I have ever loved. But I
have found two things that I love even more. The first is sex. I love
sex, crave sex, live for sex, the wilder the better. But, there is
something out there, that for me, trumps loving you by a mile, and even
trumps great sex. Do you know what that might be? Care to guess? No,
silly, it's not boys in panties and diapers, although that is cute!!
What I love, more than anything in the entire world is POWER! And now,
I have complete and total power and control over you, and my pussy is
dripping just thinking about that! No man has ever got me this hot, and
kept me as hot as this total domination over you!"
So that's what my wife has turned into. A power mad, I don't know what,
who is willing to destroy what she claims to love for the kick. When I
met her, she was shy, demure, loving, and had only known one other man
(so she claimed), and now she was the she-devil of all times, willing to
do anything for a power-high. Even though I now understood, that really
didn't help me out. I was still trapped.
I sat there with the taste of Mark's piss in my mouth for a few minutes,
until he stepped out of the bathroom naked. He grabbed what used to be
my wife, and threw her onto the bed Whew! At least it doesn't look as
though he plans on using me any more for a while, at least. They began
kissing, and his hands were all over the woman I thought I loved. I
couldn't watch, but couldn't close my eyes, either. She slid down, and
looking at me sideways, took his cock into her mouth as if to say, this
is how you make love to a penis, learn from me!
She sucked that monster into her mouth, and began to bob her head up and
down. Mark reached down and grabbed her head, and held her against him,
his cock fully into her throat. After a moment, she pulled back and
began to kiss and lick his balls, and even lift them up and lick down
towards his ass. Kneeling on the bed, she pulled off the sheer robe,
and then the gown, and lowered herself onto his pole. Mark was moaning
as she engulfed his penis with her beautiful pussy, and he began to play
with her tits.
They were fucking like two people who knew what each other liked, like
long time lovers. I was sad, but turned on. My little cock was trying
to rip the cotton diapers! Finally Mark rolled over, and pulled her to
her knees and elbows, and took her from behind, pounding into her pussy
until he came. I was mortified to have watched and enjoyed this.
Naked, Mark came over, unhooked my feet and arms, and removed the
collar. I could smell the sex, and could see the juice from my wife's
cunt on his cock. Connie just languidly stood up, stretched, and pulled
her sheer black negligee back on, and slipped her feet back into her
high heeled bedroom mules.
I was free, but I had been in the same position for so long that I could
barely move my muscles. Taking advantage of this, he quickly hooked my
wrists together, and did the same thing for my ankles. He then picked
me up, quite effortlessly I must say, and threw me on the bed. When I
hit, the butt plug jammed into me again, re-awakening a fiery pain that
spread throughout my body. Finally Connie came out, wearing jeans,
sandals and a cotton blouse. She grabbed a towel and draped it over my
head, blocking my vision, and Mark threw me over his shoulder, and
together, we all went down the stairs.
I sensed that we were heading into one of the spare bedrooms. We have
three downstairs. One has a small en-suite bathroom, and the other two
have a small bathroom that separates the two rooms. It was into one of
those that I was carried. When I was sat down, and my wrists strapped
to the arms of the chair, and my legs strapped the chair, I realized
that I was sitting in a tall chair, as my feet did not touch the ground.
Then the towel was taken off my head, and I almost passed out with what
I saw. I was in a little girl's nursery, complete with an adult sized
crib that had a locking, barred top, a play pen, a changing table,
rocking chair, and what I was sitting in, a high chair!
The walls were a pale pink, and there was a border of Barbie around the
room. All the furniture was glossy white with flower appliqu?s, while
the linens were pink, as were the curtains. With a flourish, Connie
went around the room, showing me everything, and opening the drawers and
closets to shoe me the baby dresses and rompers, the diapers and plastic
panties, the cute widdle toys, the baby bottles, all for me. I could
say nothing, do nothing, so I did the only thing I could do, cry.
Great, silent heaving sobs left me, the hot tears running down my face
as I realized that this was no one-time game, no show of force before I
was tossed out like yesterday's newspaper. This thing that used to be
my wife was going to make me live like a baby girl!!!!
Again things just couldn't get any worse, and yet again, I was dead
wrong. I was released from the high chair, and as soon as I could, I
tried (tired, in a short dress, thick diaper, a thick penis gag locked
into my mouth, and wearing silly high-heeled Mary Jane shoes) to run.
Mark easily grabbed me, and after spinning me around, landed a punch in
my balls that had me on the floor in the fetal position, fighting to
breathe only through my nose.
After about 10 minutes or so, the pain had subsided enough for me to try
to stand, and Mark just stood there, watching me. I knew, beyond a
shadow of a doubt who was in charge, and it wasn't me. Finally Connie,
who had been silent through all of this, looked at me, and in a kind
voice asked, "Are you okay? I really don't want to hurt you, but you
have to understand who is in charge, and what is going on around here.
You are now my toy, and I plan on using you for my own entertainment.
If you don't do things my way, you will be hurt again, but next time,
you may not be wearing a thick diaper to cushion the blow. Do you
understand?"
I nodded that indeed I did understand, and with a big smile, she took my
still mittened hand, and told me that she had another surprise for me.
She led me through the connecting bath, which was done up with lots of
pink and lilac accessories, and into the next room. I walked right into
a little girl's fantasy bedroom, complete with white French-Provincial
canopy bed, dresser, make-up table, and nightstands. The walls were the
same pale pink as the nursery, but this time there were a few boy-band
posters on the wall, a Barbie Play House in the corner, and what
appeared to be a mess of lipsticks and nail polish bottles on the
vanity.
Never letting go of my hand, Connie led me to the bed to show me some of
the "neat features." The spread was pink satin with lace, and the
canopy itself was pastel pink with a pink sheer netting and lots of
lace. There was a big satin bow at each corner of the canopy, making it
look like a bed for a deranged princess. Looking closely, I also saw an
eyebolt in each of the four canopy posts, about 6 inches off the bed,
and on the two posts at the foot of the bed, there were eye bolts about
2 and 4 feet about the bed.
She then led me to the nightstands, both of which were locked! Pulling
a key out of her pocket, she showed me an impressive array of
restraints, gags, and the like, which had me so scared that I finally
just lost it.
I stood there, crying into my gag, and my bladder just let loose,
filling my diaper with warm wet pee. I felt as low as I had ever felt
in my life. She then led me to the closet, which was filled with
dresses and nightgowns. She showed me at least three little girl party
dresses, a beautiful wedding gown, two complete French Maid outfits, one
in pink satin, the other in black satin, both with white lace trim, a
cocktail dress in royal blue, and several blouses and skirts, most of
which were suitable for a girl up to about the age of 10, with a few
older girl/womanly things, such as the wedding gown, and maid's outfits.
The final things in the closet were the shoes. High heeled sandals,
Mary Janes, pumps, ballet slippers, and one pair of pumps with heels
that were 6 inches (at least!) high! Leading me to the dresser, I was
shown corsets, panties, stockings, ankle socks, training bras,
camisoles, and the like. Finally she took me to the middle of the room,
and showed me her final indignantly. On each wall, on two of the canopy
posts, and (she said) in a few other locations, were cameras. "What are
the cameras for, sweetums? Well, when the big strong men pay to have
sex with our little sissy, I want it all on tape, so that when we make
the feature film about the making of a sissy, we'll have the material we
need!"
Dazed, confused, and overwhelmed, I allowed myself to be led back to the
"nursery," where Mark hoisted me up on the changing table, and strapped
my arms down with the attached nylon straps. Connie pulled off my
plastic panties and diaper and then with a sharp pull, ripped the plug
out of my abused bottom, making me scream into the gag with the sudden,
and intense pain.
Quickly she reached under the table to one of the shelves that were
built in, and pulled out two stainless steel poles, and fitted them into
sockets at the end of the table. I looked at these poles, and suddenly
it dawned on me that they were leg stirrups like an OB/Gyn would use,
but these had straps to secure the feet to the appliance! My shoes were
then taken off, and sure enough, I was strapped into the stirrups, my
feet high in the air, legs spread, and poor bottom on display.
Now Connie reached back under the table, and I heard a bolt being drawn,
and the end of the table folded down, so my naked bottom was right at
the edge of the table, holding my open hole at the right height, and in
the right place to be taken by anyone she chose. So, this was my fate.
Trapped into a nightmarish hell of gay sex perversions. So, why was I
hard again?
Again Connie filled me in. "Ah, the widdle sissy is hard again! That's
so cute! You see, Mark, I told you that those custom hypnosis tapes he
has been listening to would work! The company recorded them over the
sound of waves on the beach, and for a year, he has been using them to
relax and get to sleep! He is ours to use as we please, and he will
even respond for the boys!"
Laughing Connie raised the table again, and unstrapped my feet. I was
re-diapered, had clean plastic panties pulled up my legs, and was stood
on the floor. My dress was unlocked and removed, as well as my
petticoats and training bra. I stood there in diapers, a wig, mittens,
and gag as Connie selected a nightgown from the closet, and pulled it
over my head. I was now wearing a peach colored satin nightie that
seemed to be too long for me.
Again Mark picked me up, and lay me in the crib, and Connie pulled the
material down below my feet, and tied it off, forming a bag. My gag and
wig were removed, and Connie pulled a baby bottle off the shelf and
stuck the nipple in my mouth.
"Now" she said sternly, "you have a choice. You can either drink this
apple juice all down like a good girl, or you can have another serving
of piss. Your choice, I don't care which you want."
With that I began sucking at the bottle, holding between my useless
hands. She swung the barred cover into place and locked it, leaving me
in baby hell. As soon as the bottle was gone, she took it, pushed a
teddy bear through the bars, and holding each other and kissing, they
left the room. It wasgoing to be a very, very long night. As they
were leaving, Connie looked back, and with a laugh told me to get some
sleep, because the day-after-tomorrow their first client was coming, and
he had paid good money to fuck a little sissy girl, and, "oh yeah, he
paid to play with you for the whole weekend, too! You'll love him,
Sweetie, he is so-o-o big! And he has some really kinky scenarios
planned for you! Nightie-night!"
Chapter 2
The Sissy Horror Continues
I woke up slowly out of my drug induced sleep, and started to assess the
situation. I was still locked into my crib (Why did I call it my crib?),
I was still in my satin sleeper, tied off at the bottom, but something
else was different. I reached up to rub my eyes, and figured out what
was different right away. My arms were secured to the side bars of the
crib, and there was a strap across my thighs, both contriving to hold me
firmly in place.
I also found that the gag was back in my mouth, although when I turned
my head to the left to see what was over there, I saw that I could see
myself in the mirror, and that instead of a gag, I had a large pacifier
in my mouth, and it was tied there with pink ribbon around my head., and
my head was covered with a pink satin bonnet. As my mind became
clearer, I thought back, and could remember a tape playing beside the
crib.
I could remember a woman's soothing voice telling me that I loved to
wear panties, and things about service, love, and, well, I really don't
remember any more. I assume that this was a hypnosis tape, and that I
was being brainwashed while I slept. I tried to raise my head, but I
was still a bit woozy, and quickly gave that up. But, as I was laying
my head back down, I heard a voice over the house intercom.
"Oh goody, widdle baby is awake!" a bright, cheerful, and totally
unknown voice said. "Just lay quietly widdle Emily (like I could do
anything else!) and Nanny will be in to take care of you in just a few
minutes. Now remember, Sweetums, you're wearing a nice thick diaper, so
if you have to go potty, you go right ahead. And anyway, that's the
only potty you are going to use for a while."
With that cheerful pronouncement of doom, I realized that there must be
active cameras in the room, and that I DID need to go potty. I held on
as long as I could, and then threw the last little shred of dignity to
the wind, and let loose a stream of warm pee into my (again with the
my!) diapers. Right away I felt better, and extremely embarrassed. I
didn't have a choice, but I still felt bad that here I was, over 21
years old, and I was peeing in a diaper. I couldn't help myself, and
just started to cry. I guess the hormones I was ingesting might have
something to do with that, or just the total breakdown of who I thought
I was, and a complete, total, and seemingly permanent loss of my
dignity, freedom, wife, and my whole life. I lay there crying, and not
even trying to stop.
After a few minutes a tall, very pretty lady opened the door and came
in. She had blonde hair, worn up in a sort of bun, and was wearing a
teal dress that would have looked right at home on Leave It To Beaver,
of My Three Sons. She was wearing a frilly apron that also looked
straight out of a 1950's magazine describing the perfect housewife. She
was also rather large breasted, but had a skinny waist.
She came over the crib, and pulling a key out of a pocket on her apron,
she unlocked the top, lowered one side, and then unhooked my wrists, and
then took the strap off my legs. Then she lifted me easily up and
carried me to the changing table. Here a strap went quickly across my
chest, pinning me to the vinyl pad, and then she clipped the D-rings in
each mitten to snaps on the sides of the table.
I was, once again, a prisoner in diapers. She then untied the bottom of
my nightie, and lifting my bottom, she slid it up to expose my wet
diaper.
(I can't help it; I'm starting to think of these sissy things as mine.
The hypnosis must be working better than I thought it was.) She slid
the plastic panties off, and then removed my diaper, and wiped me with a
baby wipe, sprinkled a bit of powder, and re-wrapped me in a clean, very
thick, diaper. It was so thick, I could not bring my legs together. A
semi-transparent pair of pink plastic pants were pulled up, and then she
reached back into the pocket of her frilly apron and pulled out a little
padlock. She pulled a string or cable, or something around the waist of
the panties, and padlocked them onto me! A strap went quickly across my
legs, and I was told that if I moved, I would be spanked so hard that
sitting would be impossible, even with a diaper on, and as further
punishment, all I would get to drink today was a bottle of pee. I
resolved to be a still as a statue!
My hands and chest were freed; Nanny sat me up, and removed all of my
clothes, except my pacifier and my diaper. Then she fetched a basin of
warm water, and a soft rag, and gave me a gentle sponge bath. She
raised up each arm, and clucking a bit, brought out a razor, and cleaned
up my underarms. After drying me off, she praised me for being such a
good baby, and picked up a peach colored satin baby-doll nightgown, and
slid it over my head.
Finally she removed those horrible mittens from my cramped and sweaty
hands. Warning me to sit still, she picked up the rag, and cleaned my
hands and dried them. Then she picked me up, and carried me over to the
rocking chair. She sat down and arranged me on her lap.
Then she did something that really surprised me. She began to unbutton
her dress, exposing a white, lacy bra. I could also see that she was
wearing some kind of a girdle or corset under her dress, and yes, I was
right, she was wearing a pair of black stiletto heeled pumps.
She then unhooked part of the bra (it was a nursing bra!) and exposed a
large nipple. Removing my pacifier, she pushed me face towards her tit,
and told me to enjoy my breakfast. OH MY GOD! I was about to be wet
nursed!
"Now babykins, it's time for your breakfast, and remember what your
alternative is. Now enjoy your nice milk, and no biting!"
With that she pushed her nipple into my mouth, and I began to suck. The
milk was thin, and had a sweetish, but very odd flavor. I can't say I
liked it, but having no alternative, and being very thirsty and, since I
hadn't eaten for two days, I was starved!
I suckled at her tit for a few minutes, and then she gently pushed me
away, and after a bit of re-arranging, moved me over to her other
breast, where I once again gave in and sucked away. Of course this was
all being recorded for "posterity" on at least one camera. What could I
do. I was trapped into doing exactly what Connie wanted, or, well, I'm
not sure how bad the "or else" would be, but I was afraid to find out.
Of course every minute I stayed with her horrible program, I got deeper
and deeper into a situation where I knew there was no way out, now, or
ever.
After my "breakfast" was done, I was sat on the changing table, and
Nanny did up her bra and dress, and then stood up and walked over to me.
I then made my first mistake of the day. I asked "Nanny" if I was going
to get any solid food to eat for breakfast. In a move that was quicker
than I would have given her credit for, she had me flipped over, and
brought her palm down on the backs on my thighs in several loud,
stinging slaps.
"Now little baby, I don't want to have to gag you for the rest of the
day, and I'm sure you don't want your 'special' drinky-poo, so no more
big person talk out of you! I have been given strict orders, and one of
them is that you are to lose 25 pounds, so you had better learn to live
with this."
25 pounds!! Good Grief, I was already pretty slender! I would be weak
as a kitten if I lost that much... and again, too late, the truth
suddenly dawned on me. A little girl is skinny and weak, therefore, I
was to be skinny and weak. It all made perfect sense, if I looked at it
through Connie's warped lens.
Nanny sat me back up and told me that for the rest of today, I would be
in girly school. I would learn how to walk in very high heels, how to
put on some very basic makeup, like lipstick and a bit of eye shadow,
how to sit and stand like a lady, and how to properly suck a cock. With
that statement, I jumped up and started to waddle towards the door.
"And where you might you be going, Emily!" Nanny asked with a laugh.
"Are you going to run away in your nightie and diapers? All of your man
clothes are gone, and if you remember, you are locked into your plastic
panties, so go ahead. I'll even go ahead of you and open the door, but
I'll also close and lock the door behind you. Oh, I know! You're
thinking about your suitcase that you left in the car, the one that
Connie had Mark take out back and burn. You see, you have nowhere to
go, and if you try to go anywhere, you do it as a dressed up sissy. So,
be a reasonable baby, and come back in the nursery."
Hanging my head, I turned around, and went back to the table. Now Nanny
told me that for trying to leave, she had to make the lessons harder for
me. She grabbed me, and put me up on the changing table. Once again, a
strap went across my chest, and my hands were forced back into mittens,
this time peach colored to match my outfit. My wrists were then hooked
the table, my plastic panties unlocked and pulled off, and my feet were
buckled to the stirrups. This time I found out that the stirrups were
adjustable. My legs were spread wide, and pushed up in the air, leaving
my ass off the table, and me in pain. She then dropped the end of
table, leaving my ass floating in mid-air.
Seconds later a ball gag was forced into my mouth and buckled behind my
head, and my diaper was unpinned and removed. And then she produced
"it."
"It" was the largest of the three butt plugs that Connie had purchased,
and I knew that it was going up my still tender backside, and that I
would hurt me terribly. Nanny lubed her finger, and forced it up my
ass, then spread more lube on the plug.
With only a "here we go" for a warning, she jammed that thing inside of
me, causing me to scream, and scream, and scream into the gag. Tears
fell down my face like hot rain, and I felt that there must be blood
pouring out me by the gallon, because I had been split in half. She
kept me there for about an hour, so I could get used to my "visitor."
Finally my diaper and locking panties were put back on, and I was
released from my bonds.
For the next five hours I learned to walk in high heels ranging from
about 2 inches, to a pair that were a bit over 6 inches high. In those,
you didn't so much walk, as mince a bit, and very little of that. My
legs were in agony before I put them on, and after about ten minutes of
mincing back and forth across the room, I thought the pain in my legs,
combined with the pain in my bottom would make me lose my mind! I also
practiced putting a finger into my mouth, and sort of twisting my right
foot around while looking at the ground like an embarrassed little girl,
and then I worked on my curtseys until I could perform them to Nanny's
satisfaction.
Finally I was allowed to take off the heels, and go back to a pair of
black patent Mary Jane shoes that really felt comfortable after all of
that. It's amazing what you can get used to.
Now Nanny announced, it was time for my lunch. Another session of
breast feeding (I have to admit that I loved suckling on her beautiful
breasts!), was followed by being seated in my high chair, and being
spoon-fed several little jars of baby food. They were bland, and not
all that nice, but I was so hungry I would have eaten darn near anything
to try to fill up my growling belly. Dessert was a jar of strained
plums, which were actually quite nice, and a baby bottle of apple juice.
I was re-assured that this bottle did not have any drugs in it, as we
still had some school left for the day. Nanny wiped my face, and left
me sitting in the high chair, while she turned on a TV to the
Teletubbies, and left the room. Now this show is insipid to the nth
degree, but I had received no stimulation outside of pain and
humiliation for the last few days, so I actually sort of enjoyed
watching the show. Soon I felt the familiar symptoms of a full bladder,
and once again, held it as long as I could. I finally gave up and peed
my diapers, knowing that this was what was required of me, and that I
didn't have any other choice anyhow!
Nanny came back in, and again, placed me on the table and changed my wet
diaper. This time, though, she played with my cock, which she called my
clitty, for a bit, getting me hard and excited, but not letting me cum.
"Now widdle baby Emily," she said, "if you are a good widdle girl, and
do your afternoon lessons properly, Nanny will giv