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Author's Note... This is my first attempt at a Cross-dressing story. So please forgive me if it seems a little disjointed. Above all I hope you enjoyed it. Comments are welcome. Promises and Secrets By Maria Ski Dedication For Samantha, thank you for the encouragement to actually finish this story. And to the usual suspects, they know who they are... And then of course there is You, the person who is reading this little tale. "It's Crazy!" "In what way?" "Your suggestion." There was a pause. "You can't be serious in asking him. Are you?" "Asking who?" "Peter" "Peter?" she smiled. "Why?" "Because he did offer to help us." "Did he?" "Yes. When we decided to start our group" "I remember now." "So do I. And I think, and this is his direct quote 'I'll help you. I'll help in any way I can.' So if we ask..." "He still could say 'No'!" "But I know Peter. He won't. Besides Peter keeps his promises." Bex laughed. "True, very true. Now all we've got to do is actually ask him." Hello dear reader, it has to be said, or rather I should say in my defence, that I had no idea of what was going to happen. On reflection it is my fault that such an open ended promise was made. The experience would end up being both insightful and in some way beneficial. After all, if a promise is made, it should be kept. A promise is a promise. No matter how it is worded. Lucy was smiling despite the pain. Her arm slung across her chest as she lay on a gurney in the emergency room. "Did you manage to get through to them?" "I did. Bex is going to call him." "Thanks Sis," Lucy smiled at her younger sister. "Eos," Lucy continued, "do you think that Peter will help? Do you honestly think He'll go with what ever they'll have planned?" "Of course He'll help," Eos smiled. "Peter doesn't stand a chance. Especially when Bex and Terri get together..." The warning signals were there. As I was to learn, from this experience, the female of the species can be as devious as they are deadly. You can never out fox a woman. For if someone says that He has, is either very, very lucky, or lying through His teeth. As with most things, this knowledge was to come in useful later in my life. Oh. Let me introduce myself, before I get carried away with the story, or I forget. I'm Peter Jan Jankowski, P.J. to my friends, and Lucy and Eos' older, but not necessarily wiser brother. I'm also a close friend to Bex and Terri. Scarlet, who had the misfortune to have the last name O'Hara, watched Bex and Terri. She was looking very puzzled. "Ok. What has happened?" asking no one in particular. "Someone hurt?" Tina, Terri's twin, looked up at her. "It looks like Lucy has broken her arm. Bex and Terri are thinking about asking Peter to help us out." "Peter! Helping! How?" Scarlet began to look flustered. "He can't help!" "Scar," Tina placed a calming hand on her friend, "we need a Keyboard player, Peter can play. So therefore Peter can help." She paused. "Who do you think got us our first paying gig?" "Lucy. Wasn't it?" sneered Scarlet. "No. It was Peter," Tina sighed. "How I don't know. But he got us the gig." "And he got us the Hemry / Wilson wedding," Terri added. "I think he also sang at that one. Didn't he?" Tina laughed, "He did. He hid that talent well." Bex shook her head, "Actually Tina. P.J is as an accomplished singer as He is a keyboard player." "Really?" Tina was surprised. "Yes, he is. He sang at both Homecoming and the Senior Prom." "But we're an all girl group. How is getting Peter to play the keyboards going to help?" Scarlet asked. "Well," Bex paused, "I have some items at home for such an occasion as this..." So I play the keyboards. It's a hobby, but only a hobby, one of many I might add. But as a personal note, I prefer to keep my singing talent a secret. If you seriously think about it, not everyone can make a career or a living in music. It's one of the many talents that I've inherited thanks to genetics. But then again, it is one talent that has been used over the years. "So how is this going to work?" "Well," Bex paused in thought, "I thought that Terri and I could work on him." "You're not thinking that..." "She is," Scarlet laughed, "she is. She is really that we can get him..." "I am." Bex looked at her friends. "P.J will do it. I am sure that Terri, Tina and I can charm him into doing it." Time for a confession I think. I hereby admit, to you dear reader, that I am a sucker. When it comes to a pretty smile on a girl, combined with a dipped head, dimples, fluttering eyelashes and I am putty, putty that can be moulded into any shape. This is a weakness that has often worked out to the girl's advantage, and occasionally, very occasionally it has been beneficial to both parties. But it has never worked in my favour... "Charm him?" Scarlet looked at Bex. "He's human, not a snake..." Bex just smiled, Terri and Tina just laughed. They knew what was coming. "Scar." Bex dipped her head, a sly smile appeared along with her dimples, fluttering her eye lashes. "Peter, Please, please do this. Please help us out." And so after receiving a phone call from Bex, I was pulling away from Bex's home after collecting a black carry all bag, contents unknown. On my way to where they were due to perform. Little knowing what was in store for me. "Hi Mr Jankowski." Don the doorman nodded in recognition. "I believe that you're expected." "Expected?" I finished signing in. "I'm only here to drop off some things that Bex asked me to pick up." "Ok." He paused. Did I detect a hint of a smile? "And how is Ms. Jankowski?" I cringed at the use of the masculine version of the family name as he referred to my sister. "Eos...?" I corrected myself. "Oh Lucy. She's fine. She won't be able to perform for a while." "Any idea how long?" "Not yet. Eos hasn't told me. Hopefully it won't be too long." "I hope she gets well soon." "Thanks Don. I hope she does too. I'll be sure and pass on your good wishes." Turning round I found Bex waiting for me. "Good. I see you've bought the bag." She opened it and took a look. "Everything we need is in there." Smiling she picked it up and started to lead me towards the dressing room. "How's Lucy?" she asked her voice tinged with concern. "She's alive at least," I replied. "I mean, she's ok I suppose." I paused to look at Bex. "The arm is bruised, quite possibly broken. It looks a definite certainty that she won't be able to perform for a while." "Oh." We'd reached the dressing room door. "Any idea?" "How long?" I cut her off. "Not at the moment." I smiled. "It sounds as though it will be a fair few weeks. But then again I'm not a medical expert." Bex opened the dressing room door. I turned to go back out, closing my eyes. "Something wrong?" Bex asked. "Erm... Umm..." I was a little lost for words. I turned my back for the following reasons... Tina was sitting in her bra and panties, in front of her dressing table, doing her nails. Terri walked past me in just her underwear, her breasts bouncing slightly. And Scarlet was naked behind a screen, her figure casting a silhouette which didn't leave much to my imagination. I was sure I could hear Bex sniggering. She turned me round to face her. Opening my eyes I noticed that Terri, Tina and Scarlet had all put silk robes on. "You needn't have got embarrassed." I felt myself colour. "I'm sorry it's just..." "You didn't expect to see me half naked," Terri purred. The silk of her robe brushed against my hand as she hugged me in greeting. Besides Tina said from her chair, "We know it's something..." Tina was right of course. It was something I'd thought about. In all honesty I'd even dreamt about it. But to actually see it, the very thought made me close my eyes and blush. "He blushes just like Lucy," Terri said taking me by the hand and leading me to a chair. "Sit down Peter. We need you... We need to ask you to do us a favour." "A favour?" "We actually need your help." The four beautiful girls started to circle me, my throat dried. "The thing is..." "With Lucy out with an injury..." "And we're a group member down..." "So this means that we need a temporary replacement..." The girls stopped circling. Terri and Tina, dressed in their cream robes, stood before me. Their blue eyes sparkled mischievously. Their black hair caressed the top of their shoulders. With the robes tied at their waists they looked stunning. Bex, still in her jeans and T-shirt, stood behind me and started to gently massage my shoulders. She leant over so that her hair tickled my ear. "So you see Peter," she spoke softly, pausing to let me think. "We'd like you to help us out. And take Lucy's place!" Bex's massage was working. I was calming down to a certain level of acceptance. "Ok I help," I said dreamily, "I'll go and..." I hoped to wear my tux... "No Peter," Scarlet spoke, her green eyes gleaming, her flame coloured hair framing her face. "We need you to really take Lucy's place." "What!" I leaped out of the chair. Terri came and stood before me. She gently stroked my cheek. "We're an all female group P.J." She ran a hand through my hair. "Adding a male member wouldn't work." She smiled knowingly. "And I know you've dressed as girl before..." Terri had got me. She had really got me. It's time for another confession. Terri was right. I had dressed as girl before. Several times as I recall. I lost a bet with Lucy, which led to a part in a school play. And when Terri, Scarlet, Lucy and Eos dressed as the Spice Girls for Halloween, I think I was dressed as Victoria aka Posh Spice. "I know you know I have." I was crest fallen. I tried to smile. "But that was..." How could I actually admit to girls I'd know for most of my life, that the times I was dressed as a girl I found it enjoyable? "Peter." Bex's voice was soft but firm. "This won't be like the other times. We wouldn't have asked. But there is one thing. When we first started you did promise to help us in any way that you could." She smiled seductively. "You are the only one we'd trust to do this. And there is a benefit to you in helping us out." "There is?" I questioned. "This is something I need to think about." I looked at the beauties around me. "I really need to take a moment to think. I promise that I won't take to long." I started to make my way to the door. "Peter," Terri called after me, "I know you'll make the right choice..." Of course I'd make the right choice. The right choice was to help them. Saying that I needed time to think was just an excuse. I'd suspected that something like this was going to happen. And so I knew what my answer was going to be, even before the girls had asked. With the combined wills of Bex and Terri, saying 'No!' was out of the equation. I almost always crumbled to their will faster than the walls of Jericho. I took a walk. Making it look convincing that I'd actually thought about what I was about to do. Taking a breath, pausing, I knocked on the door before I re-entered the room. They were all now wearing silk robes. Standing there, looking at the floor, I gathered my thoughts. "Well Ladies. I've thought... I've thought about it. I may end up regretting what I'm about to say. But at this moment in time, my answer is yes." I took a breath. "Yes. I'll take Lucy's place..." I was suddenly enveloped in a group hug, 3 scantily clad females and there I was in the middle. Scarlet sat watching all this with an amused grin on her face. "Ok then." Bex broke away and smiled. "Fair is fair." Her smile became an almost feral grin. " You've seen some of us semi naked." "So it's your turn," giggled Tina. "Strip Mister!" Terri ordered. "Or we'll do it for you!" Having gorgeous girls take your clothes off, It sounded like fun. But it was obvious; refusing to strip was not an option. "Can I go behind the screen?" I asked hopefully. "Please?" And before long I was standing there in just my boxer shorts, I had to have some modesty. Scarlet looked up at me form her chair. "Not bad." She smiled. "He'll do." Tina, smiling, looked me at from head to toe. "You were told to strip..." She pointed to my Boxers. And so off the Boxers came... I stood there naked... Bex, Terri and Tina lead me towards the bathroom. Tina hugged me, and she smiled as Terri opened a bottle of a sweet smelling cream. Terri grinned. "This won't hurt a bit P.J.," she said as they started to apply the cream over my body. Soon, with some areas left untouched, I had been covered from the neck down. The effects of the cream came as no surprise as I'd gone through something similar the last time I had dressed. Thankfully for me, I'd been left to shower, being told to have a close shave and to use the feminine shower gel. I shaved twice, just to be sure, being extremely careful not to nick or cut my skin. As I towelled myself dry, I noticed some things had been left for me to wear. I'd heard about things like this, it was a panty girdle designed to give me a female shape, and hide the things that needed to be hidden. It fit beautifully and the fit was as if it had been made especially for me. My lower body now matched my sisters. The panties that followed slipped on even easier. I put on the robe hanging on the door and stepped into the dressing room. All the mirrors in the room had been covered up. "We'll let you see the finished product. When we've worked our magic." "You won't recognise yourself by the time we've finished with you." "In that case," I smiled, "I'm in your capable hands Ladies." Terri took my robe off. And sat me in the make up chair, with that they started to set to work. As I was sitting there, almost naked, thoughts started going through my mind. I was getting this strange feeling that what was happening to me had been planned. My chest went cold then warmed as faux breasts were attached. Bex continued with her ministrations. I tried to ask a question but she placed a finger on her lips so I remained quiet. Throughout this I felt unusually calm. It was a feeling that can't be explained. Had the girls given me something? Sitting in chair was beginning to feel like an eternity. The sound of whispering, whatever they were discussing couldn't be heard. "Even without the wig." "I know. It's as if..." "We'll have to..." "No...If that situation arises. We'll have to ask him..." "I'm sure..." Eos shook her head. And looked up at her mother. "Mum I don't know how to put this..." "I'm listening Eos." Arwen Jankowska put down her book. "What's happened? Other than Lucy breaking her arm." "Well..." "Come on Girl... Out with it..." Arwen smiled slyly. She had an idea of what Eos was about to say. "It's Peter, Mum." Eos bit her lip. "I think he's going to help the other girls out with the problem that they've got." "He doesn't stand a chance against Bex and Terri," Arwen laughed. "If I think what the 'help' is what you're trying to explain. He'll pull it off." "But they're going to dress him like a girl Mum...!" "Eos." Arwen looked at her younger daughter. "Peter has dressed as a girl before. He can do it so well that when he did it one Halloween. Even I didn't recognise Him." She got up and hugged her youngest daughter. "Sweetheart I knew all about it. The girls asked my advice. And I knew that Peter would agree to help them out." Eos looked at her mother. "We are going to see them then?" "We are. After we've collected your sister from Hospital. I need to see what my 'New' daughter looks like." Terri kissed me on the forehead wiping a tear from her eye. Was this bringing back some distant memory? All I wanted to do was hug her. There was a pause in the proceedings. So I put the robe back on. All that was happening to me was bringing back some thoughts and feelings that I'd thought had been suppressed. The silk robe felt seductively sensual as it gently caressed my hair free skin. I felt a satisfaction of completeness as my faux breasts rose and fell with each soft breath. They hadn't drugged me, it was... it was if I was becoming the woman that Bex, Terri and Tina wanted me to become. Tina sorted my hair out placing a wig cap over my short hair. A long auburn wig was placed over the wig cap and fastened. The wig was then brushed out, as it tickled my bare shoulders. I removed the robe and was assisted in putting on the bra that matched the panties that I was already wearing. Tina handed me a pair of hold up stockings, which I then proceeded to roll up my legs. I couldn't help but stroke them smooth. Bex was watching and only smiled. Terri then helped me into the Oriental style dress that they had got for me to wear. It was a deep blue and there were oriental patterns, which reflected the light when I moved. Holding my hair up I was zipped up. After putting on the matching 2" heels, I took a few tentative steps. Looking around I noticed that the others were dressed in similar style dresses of different colours to the one I was wearing. "Well do I pass?" I asked, my voice almost a whisper. "Take a look P.J." Bex removed the cover from a full-length mirror. "I can tell you that..." I wasn't a jock at school. But the nerdy, awkward geek of an ugly duckling of a man had emerged from a cocoon to become an attractive vision of beauty. "Wow." I gave myself a twirl. "I look... I look..." "Absolutely amazing. Ravishing almost..." Terri was standing next to me. I was to replace my sister. Looking like this I'd probably fool even my mother. It wasn't me in a dress that stared back. I bore a slight resemblance to my older cousin Catherine. "Now all you need is a girly name," Terri said as she touched up her lipstick. "Can't exactly call you Peter whilst you're dressed like that." "Any Ideas?" Bex asked me. Personally I was expecting to be called Lucy; well I was taking her place, but then again... "Catherine." The name spilled from my lips. "Catherine Jane." I looked up at the smiling faces. "C.J. to close friends and family." "Catherine Jane it is." Bex smile grew wider. "Well C.J. Welcome to 'Jade'." "Hold on. Hold on a second," Tina interrupted. "Something's not quite right, there's some thing wrong." She rummaged in her handbag. " P.J... Sorry C.J. may look like a woman, may move like a woman..." "But...?" "Oh his... I mean her voice..." "C.J. open your mouth please." Tina held a small spray bottle. As I opened my mouth she sprayed inside. The spray tickled as it hit the back of my mouth. I started to cough and cleared my throat. "What was...?" I stopped, my voice sounded different... Well it sounded softer, more feminine. "That spray is amazing Tina." I hugged her. "Where, no how did come to have something like that?" Bex and Terri looked at each other and then at Tina. It appeared that there was something I didn't know. "C.J." Tina paused, biting her lip. "You and I have a lot more in common than you think..." What could I have in common with an attractive woman? But despite the smile was Tina hiding something? Terri broke the uneasy silence. "Pete... Sorry C.J. We need to tell you something. What we need to tell you is..." I was urged to sit down. And I listened. It transpired that Tina was transsexual; she'd been dressing as a girl since childhood. And had always wanted to be a woman. There had been signs, but it now all seemed to make some sense. It could quite possibly be the reason why Tina had been home schooled and sent to an exclusive private school. Tina explained that the school was for boys who wanted to be girls. Had Lucy known? "It's a secret that we've kept for years." Tina smiled. "We now trust you with it." I nodded slowly. "I understand Tina... I think." I paused, got out of the chair and enfolded her in my arms. "You are one of the most beautiful girls I know," kissing her cheek, "and I promise I'll keep your secret. Sisters never give secrets they're told away." Terri then hugged us both. I looked at Terri. "I'm all girl Peter," she said with a smile. "If you doubt it, I can arrange to prove it..." Bex playfully punched Terri. "You Hussy..." We all laughed. Scarlet came back to the room. She'd left whilst I was in the shower. "Ok." She looked around. "Where's Peter?" she asked, "Who is this?" pointing towards where I was standing. "Catherine." I held out my hand. "You must be Scarlet?" "I am. I thought..." Her mouth dropped in realisation. "Catherine is..." I gave her a twirl, "Yes I am. I am She. She is I..." 'Jade' performed on time. They made the mark that they wanted too. They had arrived. The gig went without a problem. "That was amazing!" "C.J. you were great!" "No. We all were..." One lucky fan had been brought backstage. She'd won the local radio's competition to meet us. We were introduced to the photographer. Who then introduced us to the competition winner and her mother. The young girl smiled as the photos were taken. But there was a surprise for me. As the Photographer called, "C.J.?" I turned in response. "I need a favour." "Ok," I smiled, "how can I help?" I gave the photographer my most dazzling female smile. He coloured, "Fiona would like her photo taken with you. Is that Ok?" "Of course," I replied, "that's what we're here for." Fiona smiled at me as I came forward to meet her. She looked up from her wheel chair. I knelt down to look at her. "Hi Fiona, I'm Catherine. It's a pleasure to meet you." Her eyes were wide. "You were cool..." She smiled. "Wickedly cool... I want to do what you do..." "You can do whatever you want Fiona," I told her. "You can do what ever you want..." Photos were taken. I called the others over. More photos were taken. Fiona's mother looked at me. I was trying hard not to cry. I felt a slight tug on my dress. "Thank you Catherine..." "No Fiona. Thank you..." "Catherine," Bex linked arms with me, "you're a natural. Perhaps you should consider..." "Bex..." I looked at her. "I don't think I could..." "You really made Fiona's day. She asked to have more pictures with you. Not us, but she'll remember you..." "I know." I stopped as I saw Fiona wave as she left. I waved back... We made our way back to the dressing room. Little did we know a surprise was waiting for us. Eos stood wide-eyed as she saw us walk towards her. "Wow Pete... You look absolutely amazing..." she giggled. "My geek of a brother makes one Hot Chick." She ducked my playful swipe. Lucy looked at me. "P.J. you are beautiful. Even better than last time." She lowered her head. "I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..." It was if..." "No... Lucy there is no need to be sorry." I comforted my sister, as I hated to see her cry. "But your voice... It's..." "C.J.!" Bex caught my attention. "We're all going out to celebrate. Please come with us...?" This came as a surprise, as I was thinking that I'd just help with the gig and then go. "C.J.?" My sisters looked puzzled. "It's my stage name. I couldn't exactly perform as Peter dressed as I am now could I? It's short for Catherine Jane." "Sorry Bex." I thought for a second. "As Catherine or Peter?" "I think as Catherine would be the best idea," the sound of a familiar voice came from behind me. "It would be a shame to waste all that hard work that's been done." She had me spin round so she got the full effect. "They've done a fantastic job." "Mum...!" I was a little shocked. "I... I err... Umm..." "Catherine you do look beautiful." She smiled reassuringly. "It's as if you should've been born a girl. Go out tonight and have fun. Walk a mile. But above all... Enjoy tonight." "But I can't go out in this..." indicating my stage dress. "It's alright C.J." Bex came over. "I'm sure we can sort something else out for you to wear." "You'll be stunning," added Terri. "You should be able to get into this." She held up a black cocktail dress with spaghetti straps. So with a change of dress, slight alteration to my make up. I was ready to go out. I was given a clutch bag with some essentials in. Money, a little make up to make running repairs. My male clothes had gone. Mum had taken them home. I had no way out. Before she went my Mother whispered in my ear, "Peter you are to behave yourself. I know you will." I hoped the night would be enjoyable. I felt a little nervous even though I knew I'd dressed as a girl before. The situation I now found myself in was partly of my own making. We made our way to a restaurant and I found myself being taken to the ladies rest room, to make some repairs to our makeup. I was decidedly nervous at this point. "I'm sure you'll be fine," Tina smiled. "I had little difficulty. I was unsure at first, but soon got the hang of being a girl." "But Tina?" I took a breath. "I'm only..." I paused, unsure of what to say. The image in the mirror was that of an attractive woman, not a geeky boy. Scarlet broke the uneasy silence, "Guess you'll learn what its like to be the hunted rather than the hunter." Bex, Terri and Tina looked at her. "Scar I can't believe you said that!" added Bex, "You make it sound..." Terri giggled. "Scarlet has a point" She smiled at me, "C.J is used to asking Girls to dance. She now has the shoe on the other foot." I just shrugged. "But we're here to help." There was a snigger surprisingly it came from me. That broke the ice. We all started. The meal went without a hitch, by that I mean I didn't reveal my true self and behaved in the most ladylike fashion I could. After all this was only going to be a brief sojourn in the 'Feminine Way' as Tina put it. The Night Club, 'Starlight' was another experience in its own right. Something I wasn't completely prepared for. I think, looking back, the girls had planned this, it would explain a lot about what had happened so far. We were led straight in. I admit now I was feeling uncomfortable, but was soon put at ease by a slight squeeze of my hand from Terri. Then there I was standing at the clubs bar. I raised my arm and a member of the bar staff arrived to take my order. It felt weird to be at a bar in a dress, some how though it felt right. I can't explain why. There was a skill, a skill the most natural woman has, and for some strange reason I had inherited, it seemed. The skill of fighting off unwanted advances, but then again I did have a slight advantage. We were at our table, glasses of wine and I sat listening to tales of the groups exploits when 'He' appeared. Jake Sinclair the man known as the Octopus by the women who had survived his advances. "Hey," he slurred, "what are a nice group of Girls like you doing here? Are you all by yourselves without an escort?" "Our boyfriends are meeting u,." Scarlet told him, "they'll be here soon." "I don't believe that." He eyed me up and down. "I saw you all come in. And if you had Boyfriends..." Terri came back with one of her friends interrupting his train of thought. Terri froze, "Hi Beautiful, how would you like to make your night complete?" he asked. Terri looked at him aghast. "You have to be joking?" She looked at me. "Actually," I said getting up and going to her side, "she's with me." I pulled her close and went to kiss her. "What a waste..." He walked off disgusted. "I'll leave you to it..." The sound of laughter hung over him as he walked away. Terri hugged me, our breasts touched. "Were did you learn a trick like that?" I felt all their eyes looking at me. I shrugged as we sat back down. Smiling, "The Joys of having two sisters I suppose. Having watched way too many soppy movies. And the fact that I have..." "We get the message." Bex forestalled a slip which could expose my true identity, "You are as sneaky as the rest of us", and she lent over and kissed my cheek. Terri introduced her friend, "C.J. I'd like you to meet Carla. She was at the gig and wanted to meet you." "Hello Carla," I smiled, Catherine smiled a lot, "please join us?" The rest of the night went without any more problems. But the highlight of the night Terri and I got close. A whole lot closer. As Peter I was her friend's brother, as Catherine I was a friend. I woke up, had it all been a dream? Was it a figment of my over active imagination? Did I actually do what it appeared I'd done? Terri was looking at me as I lay there. "Morning sleepy head." She kissed me. "You look beautiful even when you're asleep." "You look beautiful all the time," I replied in my female voice, "I just haven't been able..." I noticed what I was wearing, a white silk nightdress. "I just haven't able to say it." Was that Peter? Or was that Catherine? "My Mother wants to talk to you." She added, "With Tina and myself. I hope that's Ok with you." I nodded, "I need to shave and..." "It's Ok C.J. Your Mum sent some clothes over. It looks like C.J. is staying around for a while." "Oh!" My eyes went wide with surprise. "I'd hoped to..." "Peter," Terri smiled as I eased my self up. "Catherine needs to be around for a little longer." I looked up at her. "At least until Lucy can play again." "So Catherine," Mrs Grant smiled. "My daughters tell me you are a good friend of theirs." Terri and Tina watched from were they were sitting. I nodded. "Yes Mrs Grant I am." She looked at me as I stood there in a denim skirt with white 2" heeled pumps and white roll neck jumper. "They asked me to help..." "It's OK Peter." My eyes went wide. "I know." She patted the seat next to her and I sat down, "Catherine" she reverted to me femme name. "The girls told me everything. And please call me Julia." "Mrs... Julia," I corrected myself, "I..." "Catherine, I think I know how you're feeling at the moment. But I need to be sure that you understand." Julia paused. "Tina told me that she has told you her secret." I nodded as she continued, "I know you'll keep it. Tina and I need to explain anyway to ease my mind." Tina looked at her mother and started, "Terri and I are twins. I was born a few minutes after her." She chuckled, "But you know that already. What you might not know is I was called Tom and that our Dad ran out on us." I looked at Tina, "I didn't know." Terri continued, "He left Mom for a ditzy Secretary from his office. After Mom told him she was pregnant" She sighed, "We haven't seen him since." Julia looked at me. "So you see Pet... Catherine. Money became a little tight. I couldn't afford to buy two sets of clothes. So I told everyone that I had two girls. It was easier, initially. And I didn't want Tom to grow up to be the type of man her father was." I couldn't remember if I went to school with Tom. I sat there, they were being very open with me, and I decided to tell them my secret. "I was rebellious as a kid," Tina chuckled, "but then something happened to change all that." There was a pause. "I saw a programme on TV and everything sort of fell into place." She smiled. "There was this kid, a boy, and he wanted to be a girl." Tina turned to look at her Mother. "Tom was dressing as a Boy for school, and was a girl at weekends and over holidays" Julia chuckled. "It got a little confusing at times. But Tom then came to see me. He'd dressed in a summer dress of Terri's and told me that he wanted to be a girl. He didn't want to be a boy." Julia continued, "We talked for an hour. Tina came to stay. It caused some problems where we were living so we moved here. People got to know Terri and Tina." "I'd been to see a counsellor," Tina added, "and took all sorts of tests. The counsellor thought I was going through a childhood phase. But I was adamant that I wanted to be a girl. I was being home schooled and was doing well. I then went to a child psychologist, more tests; she referred me to a psychiatrist who diagnosed me as a transsexual. I was over the moon." There were tears in her eyes. "I could be the girl I wanted to be." "I wanted Tom to be happy. So we legally changed her name. Then we found a school for girls like Tina," Julia said placing a drinks tray down, "It was expensive. But I'd sold my first novel and it was selling well." "All we wanted was for Tom to be happy. I may have lost a brat of a brother." Terri dodged a playful swipe. "But I got one doll of a sister." "Can we swap?" I joked. "I've got two. And it can be a little difficult at times." "Catherine." Julia looked at me. "Do you understand why we've told you this?" "I think I do." I thought for a second. "I'm mustn't say anything about me taking Lucy's place. Because, it may in turn expose Tina and therefore cause you problems. And problems for me." Pausing. "I won't say anything. That you can be very sure of." I stood up. "Besides, if I said anything my sister would kill me." I suddenly found my self the centre of a group hug. "Oh," I pushed them gently away, "as we seem to be telling the truth I'd better come clean myself." I took a breath. "I've been dressing as Catherine for longer than you think." Julia smiled at me, her eyes sparkled. "I had already guessed Catherine. You look too good for someone who done this for a lark." She winked. "And there were the other times. When you were asked. You gave in far too easily." Terri piped in, "I should've seen the signs." There was a giggle. "Then there is the fact you came up with your name far too quickly." Tina laughed, "So. Catherine how long have you been dressing as a girl?" How long had I, I thought back. "Since I was 8. It was Halloween I went as Alice. I liked it." I closed my eyes. "I dressed in secret for a while. A few stolen moments in something of my sisters. Mum caught me and we had a long talk. She asked if I liked dressing like a girl. I said yes. We talked to Lucy and Eos and they wanted to meet their 'Sister'. But they told Mum I should have my own 'Girl' clothes. So from then on I was Catherine on the odd occasion that I dressed." I gave a smile. "Mum spent a small fortune. I was given 'Girl' lessons from Mum." "How did your Dad take it?" Tina asked. "I mean, what did he have to say?" "Dad?" I was puzzled. "Oh Dad." I gave a girlish giggle. "You've met my Aunt Helen." Terri and Tina looked at me in disbelief. Julia came to the rescue. "Helen is a good friend. She gave me the leads I needed to help Tina." She hugged me again. "She would be proud to have you as her 'daughter'." "Aunt Helen suspects. But I guess I'd better be more open with her." On reflection, I suppose I should have been open with Dad about being Catherine. I usually dressed when he was away. Mum opened the door. "Catherine. Nice to see you home safe and sound." "Thanks Aunt Arwen." I hugged her. "It's nice to visit." She shut the door. "I hope Peter behaved?" she smiled. "He did." I looked up at her. "I need to speak to Aunt Helen. Or rather Catherine needs to see Aunt Helen..." "I agree with you." I turned at the sound of the voice. "Aunt Helen. Hi." I smiled a little smile. "Congratulations. It's a Girl!" Mum and Dad laughed. I don't know where that came from but it just slipped out. So there it is dear friends. A little tale from my life. Catherine Jane, C.J., Actually became part of my life. My wardrobe was a confusion of male and female clothing. A weight had been lifted. I was happy that I could be open with my Dad. My Mother, Mom enjoyed having a new 'daughter', even if she only made the occasional appearance. I never fully understood why she was so accepting of my and my father's choice to Cross-dress. I suppose it is a mother thing, or that it was who my mother is. It has to be. I'm lucky to have a mother like that. Catherine became close friends with Tina. And could often be seen in the mall shopping. And she performed a few more times with 'Jade'. She even sang... So did I as Peter, I might add. Terri and I, well that's my male self and my alter ego, became an item. We actually went to college together. I am sure that by becoming Catherine it had broken down a barrier. I enjoy my sojourns into the feminine way. Lucy did get better and for a sister she's not that bad. Eos. Well she likes having an older 'sister' whose clothes she can borrow. Catherine had a few more adventures... But they will be told at another time...