FIRST TERM AT MAIDMENT GIRLS SCHOOL FOR BOYS!
By Sylvia Who?
1. My Dirty Protest
"Wake up young man, we are nearly there!" In response to Aunt Polly's
strident voice I opened my eyes and peered through the rain-soaked
windscreen, and in the glare of the headlamps fleetingly read "Maidment
School for Boys" as the car drove swiftly up the drive towards the
brightly lit three storey buildings which were to be my second 'home'
for the foreseeable future. I was scarcely given a cursory glance by the
welcoming committee, although the headmistress and matron greeted my
Aunt like a long-lost friend. So having said my farewells to 'Aunty',
and been handed my overnight case, she disappeared into the
headmistress's rooms, while I was surprised to find myself being
escorted by a young girl of about my age wearing a large fussy fancy
lace apron over a blue candy striped dress across the school forecourt
and into one of the dormitory buildings and shown into an expensively
furnished bedroom on the first floor, numbered '3b'. We were met by
matron, who dismissed the girl, while I found myself 'stripped
searched', washed and scrubbed, and eventually tucked up in bed and
given a hot drink, before being left to mull over the strange events of
the last week, which ended with an inconclusive conversation on the way
to my dorm with "Barbara" who was evidently in my class but all I could
get out of her was a fit of the giggles when I asked what she was doing
in an all boy school! But I was soon dwelling on my long list of
misdemeanors as leader of the local gang of hooligans which had caused
my parents considerable concern and had led to my now sorry state, since
I was setting a bad example to my younger brothers. It was the
indomitable 'Aunt Polly', actually our padre's sister, who had caught me
red-handed vandalising the church hall after Sunday school, and had
suggested my removal to a strict regime at a boarding school, miles away
in the countryside near Bournemouth. Mum and Dad were only too pleased
to accept her kind offer to make the necessary arrangements a mere two
days ago, hence my arrival dressed in my old school uniform, together
with a few possessions in my overnight bag, since I had been told there
was little time for kitting out properly, and since the school summer
term had started a week earlier, I was very much on my own. Matron was
sweetness itself, which was surprising, although my cheeks burned when
she opened my case, and took out, in addition to my toilet bag a frilly
nightdress as she gave me a quizzical look. "Oh, I didn't know that was
there, Mum must have left it in there by mistake." But apart from a
towel, some of my toys, and other personal belongings, there was no sign
of my pyjamas. She just took it in her stride and jokingly suggested I
might like to wear it just for one night, an offer I instantly declined,
preferring to sleep instead in my vest and underpants. But when Miss
Hudson and I returned from my bath, I found all my clothes had been
spirited away, so I settled instead for sleeping in my birthday suit, a
most pleasing sensation in pink-edged satin sheets, while the offending
nightdress, a powder-blue confection, which still had the price tags
attached, lay tantalisingly across the counterpaine, since I lacked the
nerve to move it. Before I went to sleep, I searched the room, but the
drawers and wardrobes all appeared to be empty, although there was a
bookcase, containing titles of more significance to girls than to boys,
such as 'My little pony', What Katie Did, Famous Five, Noel Streatfield
ballet books, and an assortment of girlie magazines and comics, and an
intriguing, well thumbed book called 'Bills New Frock' which I found
made interesting reading until I fell asleep.
I woke to the sound of the school bell, and scurrying to the window
peered through a chink in the curtain to observe my fellow pupils
waiting to line up for breakfast assembly. But did I say 'fellows'? The
playground was crowded with scores of noisy, giggling schoolgirls in
powder-blue, candy-striped pinafore dresses, some skipping and dancing
hand-in-hand, the way girls do, others chatting in groups, while a few
solitary figures were playing alone with their dollies, but all
apparently enjoying the glorious sunny morning, while the bright blue
ribbon streamers on their straw boaters danced merrily in the light
breeze, their gorgeous tresses shining in the sunlight, delicate lacy
gloves on their dainty hands; in fact I couldn't see a single pair of
boys trousers, either short or long and the 'name dropping' was hardly
suitable for boys as squeals of 'Melanie', 'Helena', 'Ann', and 'Wendy'
echoed around the playground! Stunned, I backed away from the window
and plonked down heavily on the bed as the door opened and in bustled
Matron with a cheery greeting, carrying a pile of clothing. Her eyes
twinkled merrily as she glanced at my midrift - "You wore it last night
after all Graham?" On hearing the door open I had unconsciously draped
the girls nightdress over my thingy, but saved my blushing excuse for a
more pressing enquiry. "Matron, I thought this was an all boys school?"
Yes, that's right Dear" she replied, dumping her load on the bed beside
me." But what are all those girls doing in the playground?" "Silly
goose!" she giggled "They are all boys just the same as you are, now
hurry up to the bathroom and then you can try on your pretty new uniform
and join them for breakfast." - "Umm, but you don't mean to say that my
uniform is ---?"I gulped in mid-sentence as I spied the ribbon-decorated
straw boater sitting atop the pile. "Yes Miss Brown, I do, it's exactly
the same as the other boys are wearing, - now hurry up or you will miss
breakfast." I visibly trembled at the thought but snarled, - "No way
will I wear those things, I'm no pansy!" "So be it, but there is no
room service here!" replied Miss Hudson sternly as she marched from the
room, reminding me that I hadn't eaten for over twelve hours, and
leaving me to collect my tattered thoughts. I had soon decided on a
plan, having determined not to become just one of the sissy crowd
milling about in the yard below. After a quick trip to the bathroom, I
found the bedroom door was unlocked, so I went to check the other rooms
on the landing and found that all but one were locked. Quietly I opened
the door and found one of those creatures sitting on the bed, putting on
his or her white socks, and since I was 'starkers' I hastily withdrew
and just poked my head round the door as she smiled up at me. "Hi! I'm
Sylvia, you must be Graham? I heard you arrive last night - I have been
here a week and I am moving into dorm 4G today with the other girls -
isn't it exciting?" I had no answer for such an idiotic question as she
babbled on "Are you being kitted out today?" I gave a short answer "No
way, but have you anything I can wear?" - "You can borrow some of the
clothes I came to the school in if you like, you look about my size." I
smiled at my saviour " Yes please, but can you pass them to me?" She
glided over to the wardrobe and came back with some brightly coloured
garments which she handed me "Theres my dress, some clean underwear and
a pair of sandals." I threw them back at her. "I want boys clothes, not
girls!" She gave me a cheeky grin "Oh I havent any of THOSE, I cant
remember the last time I wore any!" With this news and I dived back to
my room as her ironic laughter followed me down the hall. "Well, if he
is being punished, he is certainly enjoying it" I muttered in disgust as
I began to search my room once again, and eventually I came across a
torn and filthy boys uniform tucked up in the corner of a cupboard. So I
was faced with the choice of wearing the brand new sissy uniform, lying
on the bed, or the disgusting garments lying on the floor in the
cupboard. If I had to stay here I would do it on my terms, and oppose
authority at every opportunity, - I would make a darned nuisance of
myself! The noise outside had subsided, so I crossed to the window to
see the remaining few pupils filing quietly into the dining hall across
the yard, before making my own preparations to go down for breakfast.
Ten minutes later, fully dressed, I dashed down the stairs, crossed the
yard, swaggered up to the servery, grabbed a tray, and piled it high
with cereals, cold drinks and a generous fry-up. The servery staff
stared in horror and disbelief, as I turned away and pushed and shoved
my way through the throng of 'girls' now exiting the dining hall,
clumsily plonking myself down at a bench and voraciously digging into
my breakfast. It was a minute or two before I took any notice of my
audience, as I continued to munch away, shovelling up my food at a rate
of knots. "Hello little boy, I think you must be in the wrong school
don't you?" Startled by this intrusion, I choked on my last mouthful of
food, as I looked up into the face of a gorgeous brunette as she draped
her bottom seductively on the edge of the table and firmly planted one
of her long, shapely legs in one of her three inch platform shoes on the
bench next to me, while the other girls looked on in silence. "I am head
girl of this school, so perhaps you would kindly explain what you are
doing here?" Her ringing tones made me wriggle awkwardly on my seat as
I suddenly became aware of how uncomfortable my filthy, smelly, ill-
fitting rags really were and more appropriate for one of Fagin's gang in
'Oliver Twist'. But meanwhile, all trace of my false bravado evaporated
under her intense gaze! "Eer. I'm Graham Brown, - I was arrived here
last night - I came with Aunt Polly." She smiled grimly as she
announced "Well it would appear that there has been an unfortunate
mistake which needs to be looked into. - but for the time being I would
suggest that you join in with form 3g for the first lesson of the day
until we can sort this out." - "Patricia, would you take this young man
with you to your first class?" My dorm-mate broke ranks and trotted over
to our table and as I stood up she took my hand in hers, but I hastily
snatched my hand away again, but relented under the head girls'
unflinching stare, as hidden amidst a haze of powder blue candy stripes,
I allowed myself to be led from the building. I too was beginning to
believe that there had been a horrible mistake, and I had been dumped in
the wrong place, so a feeling of elation took hold as I readily joined
class 3g for a double art lesson to await a swift resolution of my
problems. The first part of the lesson under the eagle eye of Miss
Jones was a still life painting of a bowl of fruit, the 'girls' were
all being provided with smocks, a luxury I wasn't allowed, which was
hardly surprising in view of the current state of my clothes, but my
painting skills were marked, and the lesson for me went swimmingly.
During the break, Miss Jones instructed little Emily to go and get ready
for life class, and two minutes later she pattered back into the room,
wrapped in a towel, and was helped onto the plinth by Miss Jones, who
then relieved her of her towel. I suddenly realised that something was
missing as 'Emily' was arranged in an artistic pose by the art teacher.
My eyes did a double, then a treble 'take' - just to make sure! Apart
from the tiniest pair of modesty briefs, there was absolutely nothing
'down there', and I began to question the functional ability of the
matron. 'Could it be I am at the wrong school?' I pondered, as I
renewed my study of Emily, the model in front of me, looking for
further clues!
During the mid morning break I avoided verbal contact with any of my
recent classmates in case I became 'contaminated' by their influence,
while they avoided me for a similar, though totally different reason, as
they 'took the air', while I hung around the admin. block, hopefully
awaiting my salvation. When the bell went for the next lesson, I just
strolled along for the ride as class 3g made its way to the gym. The
physical education trainer looked me up and down and summarily dismissed
me with a sniff, and "Sit over there Brown" as the rest of the class
went off to change for gymnastics. I was quite happy to wait around for
the girls to return, and prove, or disprove my analysis of poor Emily,
or more to the point, the matron! It was quite a relief as they
scampered out of the changing rooms, and presented themselves to Miss
Baker, and the further into the floor exercises they went the more
convinced I became that these graceful creatures really were girls, and
with all the equipment, or perhaps the lack of it - to prove my case!
After an english session, lunchtime eventually came, and still there was
no news as to my fate, so I wandered into the dining hall, and with
rather more decorum I selected my meal and went and sat quietly in the
corner and studied the pupils more closely. I had little doubt that,
despite my tender age, I would have been glad to have any one of them as
a girlfriend, but particularly Emily, who was a really sweet looking,
slightly plump girl with a disposition to match. They all addressed each
other by feminine names, and for their age moved as gracefully as my
young girlfriends back home, and with all the hankering after boy bands,
make-up, clothes and the other knick knacks to appeal to teen, and pre-
teenage girls.
I continued my discreet study as the girls went outside and organised
some of their favourite playground games, demonstrating their ball-
throwing skills, or playing tag, or skipping, and I concluded that some
of the teachers were more masculine than their pupils, which wasn't
unusual even in my local school! After lunch I was sitting in on a
history lesson which was concerned with spies and spying. My ears
pricked up at the true story of an eighteenth century french guy
called D'eon, who, even though he was a skilled swordsman, disguised
himself as a girl to deliver politically sensitive information to the
Empress of Russia, but who, for his pains, was sentenced to re-assume
his 'normal' role as a woman, pensioned off by the King of France, and
exiled to London, where he voluntarily ended his days acting out his
part as a Lady of Quality.
Still no news on my future at the end of the day, so after tea I asked
matron's permission to ring home, and had a long chat to Mummy. She said
she had only just spoken on the phone to my headmistress, Miss Porter,
who I had yet to meet, but the mixed signals she had received so far,
ranged from concern over my refusal to accept the school's dress code,
to the complimentary reports from the art teacher and the history lady.
I explained my concern at a boys school where there appeared to be no
boys, according to my understanding of the situation, but Mummy was
adamant - all the 'girls' were boys and I would have to abide by the
school rules, which was the reason she had supplied me with the frilly
nighty but I still had my doubts about the gender of the others! After
she rang off, I asked matron about Sylvia. "He doesn't seem to mind
being a girl?" Thats right pet, he doesn't. He has been living overseas
with his parents and has come back to go to our school so that he can
grow into the big girl he hopes to be one day, and a lot of our pupils,
even some of the naughty ones, eventually wish become girls permanently
as well, given time." - "So we are not all boys being sent here for
punishment?" "Oh no, no way, some of our pupils wish to be turned into
girls permanently which is why they come here to be taught femininity
and after they leave the school go away and have physical changes made,
and even train to come back to the school as teachers - even some of the
bad ones have done that!" I gulped thinking of myself 'down there'. -
"Do you mean?" - "Yes my dear, after surgery we - they make charming
ladies don't you think?" I had heard more than enough to sleep on, so
suggested to matron I might be allowed to go to bed early. "Perhaps you
would like to watch the television in your room?" she suggested, and so
I retired to settle down away from the sights and sounds of a lot of
sissy girls - or boys as the case may be! My nightdress was now hanging
behind the door, and my girly clothes were hung neatly over a chair, so
after a thorough wash to rid myself of the offensive smells from the
clothes I had been wearing, I jumped into my freshly made bed, and
switched on the television. Strangely enough, no matter how much I
zapped with the remote, although the screen lit up, I couldn't tune in
any of the channels, even when I went over to the set in the corner of
the room, it stubbornly refused to work, no matter how much I tried.
Then, to my dismay, I found I couldn't even switch the darned thing off,
because the set was built into the wall. At last I gave up and had
climbed back into bed when the screen suddenly burst into life with a
series of images and soft, background music. Although I didn't know it
at the time, I was being bombarded with sublimal messages as I relaxed
and watched until suddenly the unmistakable features of matron, though
possibly five years younger, appeared on screen as she introduced her
contribution to one of a series of programmes devoted to Maidment
school. The screen then showed what appeared to be my bedroom, and a
boy, who looked much younger than I was, being observed through a hidden
camera, fitting himself into a boys school uniform similar to the one
lying in a disgarded heap in the bathroom. The uniform he was wearing
was in a much better condition, still a bit tatty, but if it was the
same one, it had certainly had its fair share of wear and tear over the
years. It was then that the matron's commentary cut in, as she
confirmed what I suspected was true! She went on to say that most of the
new boys who arrived in mid-term were consigned to room 3b, so as not to
disturb the school routine for the others, and most went searching for
an alternative uniform to the set of girls clothing which could be seen
lying across the bed, and would tend to wear the alternative kit instead
- at least for the first few days of their stay at the school. I
suddenly realised that hundreds of pupils who had passed through the
school must have tried on that uniform - at least for a time, and from
the way it stank - and the state of the vest and trunks, it didn't get
washed for months - if ever - and I certainly didn't claim
responsibility for the skid-marks! Meanwhile the screen lit up with one
of the popular channels and I soon discovered I could zap away at the
screen again to my hearts content. The following morning I duly
presented myself for breakfast still smelling like a farmyard, and
behaving like a lout, but my antics were, on this occasion totally
ignored, although all the girls seated at my bench promptly decamped to
eat elsewhere as I sat down. Matron had supplied me with a timetable
for form 3g, and a plan of the school, so once again I was able to tag
along with the girls and found myself seated in the sewing-room,
learning the finer points of embroidery. This was another double lesson,
and after the break, one of the girls volunteered herself as the model,
and stripped down to her regulation knickers and vest, but again there
were no bulges to be seen'down there'. Since I wasn't invited to
participate, I just sat and watched as the other pupils took turns to
measure her up and then, using scissors, lining material and pins, they
each tried to construct a basic design for a dress that would fit their
makeshift 'model'!
During morning break in the playground, my classmates kept up-wind and
as far as possible from me, while I busied myself, idly kicking a stone
around until it was time to return to class. The rest of the morning
dragged by, with a literature and geography lesson to keep me occupied,
so my eyes began to wander and wonder, studying my compatriots once
more. "Who are you looking at?" Amanda who was sitting at the desk
adjacent to mine was obviously irritated with my undivided attention,
and as a result Barbara and Nicola the two 'girls' sitting at the desk
in front of me quietly sniggered to each other. Without really
thinking, both my hands darted out and grabbed their shiny be-ribboned
tresses - which abruptly came away in my hands! I was so surprised that
I tried to plonk these alien objects back where they came from, but
instead, as they repeatedly screamed, the girls swung round and landed
me a series of stinging slaps across the face before Miss Hunter
intervened and quietened things down again. The two girls went off to
the ladies to repair the damage to their egos, while I found myself on
report, plus a black eye and sore cheeks for my pains, as thankfully the
bell went for lunch.
2. I Learn my first Lesson!
I was soon seated on my own once again, tucking into a generous helping
of sausage toad. The buzz in the dining room suddenly ceased and I
looked up to see the head girl and her consorts approaching. "Hello
Brown, still here I see, and still in the wars from the look of it?"
For some unaccountable reason I stood up, then I studied my shoes as I
mumbled that the apparent mistake hadn't been sorted yet. "Well, if
that's the case, perhaps you would like to accompany the girls of 3g
for an afternoon in Bournemouth. - You can take the school mascot along
for some exercise while the girls go and buy the material for their
needlework projects." I perked up at this suggestion as my brain went
into overtime. "Meet me outside after you have finished your meal and I
will introduce you to Bruce."
And so, while class 3g went off to change, the head girl took me over
to the security office, where I was handed a lead, to which was
attached an animal which hardly lived up to its name! "Make sure you
don't let go of the dog's lead, Brown." was the head girl's parting
shot, and ten minutes later, I was seated in the back of the school
coach, and sensing the girls were about to join me, I glanced in
amazement at my fellow travelers as they crossed the drive from their
dorm in the company of the sewing mistress. Flowered poked bonnets,
scarlet cloaks, button boots and frilly pantaloons and furry muffs are
hardly appropriate for late 20th century girls, while the teacher's
outfit was a full length Edwardian hobble skirt and cape thrown over an
elaborate embroidered blouse, together with all the accoutrements, but
they seemed totally at home in their quaint garb judging by their
animated conversation!
"Miss, why is HE coming to town! After all, he's not one of us." I sank
down further into my seat as Mary, Amanda and their friends made their
objections clear. "Calm down, girls, - Brown is being dropped at King's
Park and there were smirks all round at this news. I was still seated
alone for the journey to town, as 'Bruce', the toy terrier, sat on my
lap looking out of the coach window while I planned for my impending
escape, hitching a lift back home to plead my case with my parents! I
was dropped at the entrance to King's Park and instructed to be waiting
at the same spot precisely two hours later, while the coach headed on
into town. Holding Bruce by his lead, we trotted off into the park and
over towards the deserted children's play area, and making sure nobody
was looking I dropped the dog lead and ran off in the other direction.
Moments later I felt the firm grip of Bruce's teeth on my ankle as the
dog snarled and shook his head with rage, while I yelled out in pain! I
tried kicking the dog away which prompted looks of disapproval from
passers-by at the sight of this scruffy urchin kicking a helpless dog,
but he refused to release his grip, and it was only when I retrieved the
lead that he let go. I then tried to tie his lead to the railings, but
he bit my hand and ran off, before chasing back and renewing his attack
on my ankles. I picked up the lead, and then the dog, and dropped him
into the play enclosure, but he easily slipped through the gap in the
railings. Picking him up once more, I headed for the road outside,
determined to take the mutt with me, but as I went through the park gate
he began biting me once again - until I retreated back inside the gates.
Despite all my efforts to hoodwink my tormentor, two hours later I
watched as the coach arrived back with its cargo of giggly girls, loaded
down with their packages. "Didn't get far then Brown - too much of a
handful for you was he?" was the teacher's dry comment as I
shamefacedly boarded the vehicle with Bruce in close attendance, as the
girls squealed their delight at my discomfiture! By the way Brown, I
bought a pattern and some material for your dressmaking project while
we were in town." So she was quite surprised when I got up to step
forward. "Please may I see it Miss?" - "What is it, a shirt? and when do
I start?" Take your grubby little hands away from this bag, you wont be
making anything in my sewing class smelling like that, least of all a
pretty dress!" and I shrunk back like a scalded cat.
After the evening meal I overheard that the older girls had organised
disco dancing lessons for the younger girls in the junior club, so
rather than slink off back to my room for an early night, I slipped
quietly into the noisy room to watch, as the younger 'girls' were paired
off ready for the music to begin. With an odd number of girls, the one
without a partner was Emily, looking quite stunning in a pink sparkly
mini-dress. One of the prefects came over and dragged me onto the dance
floor. "Here you are, Emily, Brown here can be your partner." Emily's
face went scarlet - "I'm not dancing with that filthy disgusting
creature" was her resolute reply echoing a similar comment earlier in
the day, as she turned tail and stormed off. The prefect gave me a
cheeky grin - "Better luck next time, perhaps when your no longer the
odd man out!" as my embarrassed silence failed to cover my tactful
retreat back to my room, devastated at Emily's hurtful remarks, even if
they were true - she was the last person I wanted as an enemy! It was
Matron's day off so there was nobody to tuck me up in bed, or ply me
with hot drinks, so I slid between the sheets and switched on the remote
to try and cheer myself up. The television played the same tricks as
before until the next instalment of the Maidment saga suddenly filled
the screen. The matron's commentary now covered the 'conversion' of the
unfortunate boy featured the night before, as he was assisted in his
change-over by senior girls from the school helping him remove his boys
uniform, while others laid out his girl's 'regalia' across the counter
of the shop. I had no intention of 'changing', come what may, so I
closed my eyes tightly and put the pillow over my head to cut out the
sound from the T.V. and muttered "No way Josephine!"
"Matron, is it possible for boys not to have 'thingies'?" Matron had
cheerily breezed into my room in the morning when I asked her a question
that had been bugging me for a couple of days. "How do you mean child?"
I wriggled awkwardly as I stood up from putting on my shoes, - "Well, I
was at gym class the other day, but from what I could see, none of the
boys had a thingy! - and I was drawing Emily in life class, and she
didn't seem to have anything 'down there' either! And two of the girls
have hair that comes off in your hands, but they seem to be lacking down
there as well!" She gave a belly laugh, - " I hear you missed the
television screening last night. If you had taken the trouble to watch
you would have learnt all about it! - But dont worry yourself little
one, you will find out soon enough - Nobody is quite what they seem
here, and that includes the staff!" Her remarks made me glance up at the
'fish-eye' in the corner of the room. "The boy in the film, he looks
familiar to me?" - "Next time you meet Jennifer, our head girl you might
be able to answer that question yourself! - now hurry up young man or
you will miss breakfast, and I have lots of little girls to care for as
well as you!" She smiled over her shoulder as she left the room leaving
me to ruminate on my future. 'If nobody outside knew I had a thingy down
there would I agree to be dressed up?' I shrugged my shoulders
resignedly - 'I guess not!' My total exclusion from the physical
activities of the school was beginning to grate, and I was also missing
chatting to my peers. My world seemed to revolve around academic
subjects, but even then because of my smelly clothes, mean't non-
involvement in discussion groups, the nick-name of 'stinker' being
readily bandied about, but after another fortnight of such treatment I
was getting more or less used to my lot, and I did have nick-names for
some of the girls- by way of a riposte! Then one day, after morning
break, it was the ballet lesson which really got up my nose; 'I can
easily do that!' I thought to myself as the 'girls' practiced their
graceful movements at the barre, under the watchful eye of Madame Zara.
She glanced over to where I was slumped - "Sit up straight BOY!" Her
voice boomed across the room, as the sudden attention brought me down to
earth with a bump as she strode over towards me! "Now stand up Brown,
chest out! belly in! feet in the 'ten to two position'! deep breaths
begin!" reinforced by a poke with her teaching baton as she barked out
each instruction, while her audience tried to hide their smiles at the
prodding I received from the ever vigilant Madame and her drill sergeant
ways- "Nobody wilts in my lesson - and that goes for you too - even if
you are a bit of a sissy and a weakling!" - 'Me! a sissy and a weakling-
no way!- Even though I was surrounded by them!' So as she strode off
again to continue the lesson, I pointedly slumped down again to watch
the lovely Emily at the barre.
After lunch I was lounging in my usual spot in the yard and watching
some of the 'girls' throwing a ball about when the ball was dropped and
rolled in my direction, so I picked it off the ground and began to
bounce it up and down on the ground with my hand. "Please may we have
our ball back?" I was asked politely by a young blonde girl in form 2g
who had trotted over, as she stood patiently waiting for me to hand her
the ball. But I was in a hostile mood. "Its your turn to watch, and my
turn to play, so get back sissy and join your pansy friends!" The
startled girl still stood her ground as she stared up at me. "But its
our ball, not yours!" and she made a successful lunge for the ball, and
turned round to run back to her friends, but my clodhopper just clipped
her dainty ankle and she ended up spread-eagled on the tarmac, and once
again I grabbed the ball. Moments later, dazed and winded, it was my
turn to examine the physical nature of tarmac at close range. I lay on
my stomach, hands held in a vice-like grip in the small of my back, with
this dainty little girl sitting astride my shoulders, my head trapped
between her bare thighs and partly covered by the petticoats under the
back of her pinafore dress, while the lacy frills on her white ankle
socks tickled my face, as she demanded instant surrender! "Who's a sissy
now?" she asked. - "You are! -Ouch!" - I yelled, but my struggles
only increased the pain. "We might be in panties but we are not the
pansies! Only stupid boys who pretend they are tough but are shit scared
of dressing in girls clothes in case they are called names are the
sissies! Who's a sissy now?" she repeated "You are! Aah! - get off will
you!" I tasted the salt trickling down my face as the pain increased.
"Come on SISSY own up!" I struggled once more, but self -preservation
prevailed over pain. "I am" - I muttered quietly, "Louder!" she
demanded, "I am" I squeaked at another twist of my arm. "Still not loud
enough, and lets hear 'the sissy' part as well! Who's a sissy now?"
"I'm the sissy! - Ouch!" - "Let everybody hear you!" - "I AM THE SISSY
- NOT YOU!" My capitulation was complete and she released her grip,
stood up, straightened her crumpled dress, brushed the tarmac dust from
her bare legs, and turned on her heel to trot off with her friends when
there was a shout from one of the windows in the admin block; "Fiona!
come here at once, and bring Brown with you." I staggered to my feet,
tears pouring down my cheeks in anger and frustration, my macho image as
tattered as my clothing, shuffling along behind the diminutive 'Fiona',
to the shouts and jeers of "SISSY BROWN" echoing in my ears. As the
result of the fight, Fiona and I were put on report, which mean't the
whole school would hear about the thrashing I had received from a
younger girl in 2g, even if she was a brown belt in judo and while she
was ordered to go and have a hot bath and change her clothes, I was
just ordered to shuffle off to my next lesson! The afternoon period just
dragged by, as my change of nickname from 'Stinker' to 'Sissy Brown'
became common knowledge throughout the school, with a constant
undercurrent of sniggers, snide remarks and innuendos, and even the
teacher throwing in some crass remarks of her own. Since it was all
class work, I couldn't go into a corner and hide my tearstained face,
apart that is, from my lonely visits to the 'boys' urinal out in the
yard! I went into the dining hall and tried to huddle in my usual corner
without attracting attention, but the hall just erupted with taunts and
girlish giggles at 'Sissy Brown' having been floored by a much younger
girl, so with my stomach churning, I beat a hasty retreat to my room,
laid on my bed, and cried myself to sleep. I woke up still fully
clothed, and with my tummy rumbling, rushed down for breakfast only to
find I was an hour too late! "Brown - off to your class at once!" The
duty teacher's stern command had me scuttling off to the science block,
where I was marked as 'absent' and once more put on report!
3 Brownie Points - at Last!
It was quite a relief to find there was a games afternoon for the junior
classes following on from my substantial early lunch, and since there
was plenty of warmth in the spring sun, I dashed off down to the
deserted playing field to seek out an unobtrusive wooded spot before the
others arrived. I had been lying there for about five minutes when I
heard the rattle of bicycles coming down the unmade service road from
the back lane to the school. Unobserved, I watched as half a dozen lads
in bright blue and white striped blazers dismounted and hid their
machines in the dead gorse on the edge of the road, before they
stealthily made their way towards the timber changing rooms and
disappeared inside. I knew they had no right being there, and deciding
to investigate further, sprinted the 25 yards to the nearest corner of
the building. The old sports pavilion was mounted on stilts to protect
the wooden floor from damp and allow storage space for sports gear
underneath. The creaks and groans from the timbers helped me locate the
boys, so despite the cobwebs and knowing I couldn't despoil my uniform
any more, I crawled on all fours beneath the floor until directly below
my quarry, as I listened in to their conversation. "Are you sure we wont
be discovered Gavin?" "My friend, who's brother is a pupil at the
school says its quite safe, none of the sissy-girls at the school dares
to go in the store-room; - too many creepy-crawlies for their liking!"
They all sniggered at this last remark. "So you say all we have to do is
wait until they change into their sports gear and wait until they are
playing hockey then we can pour the itching powder inside their dresses
and in their knickers?" - "Yes Ronnie, not that it is really necessary
to do that, since even the smallest trace anywhere on the skin will
cause irritation over a large area of the body which is why we have to
wear these plastic gloves to handle it. We can then follow behind to
watch the fun begin as they go back to the school" - "Its so potent once
it gets warm it takes a day to wear off unless you use the antidote -
which is a lump of ice from the fridge, I deny anyone being able to
stand the itching for long without taking all their clothes off. Stuart
here will be ready with his camera!" They renewed their muffled
sniggers. "Look, we can even bolt the door from the inside when we hear
them coming, see" I heard a scraping noise as the bolt was drawn to and
fro. "Think of all those sissies, scratching about in their knickers and
then ripping them off!" There was renewed laughing as they congratulated
themselves on such an original idea to earn brownie points back at base.
"By the way Neville, what happened to your friends brother?" The other
boy laughed "Oh, he used to come home in his sissy school uniform and
parade around in dresses wanting to be called Marilyn but he used to
ignore the ribbing he received. Everyone was scared of going near him
including me! - He is still at the school I believe." I was almost
tempted to quit my hideout to join them and help in their enterprise,
but after all, this was my school for the time being, and little Fiona
had given me a bloody good hiding which I well deserved, so perhaps, I
really was the sissy after all! I crawled out from under the building
and went round to the far side and clattered up the steps making as much
noise as I could, thumping my shoes on the bare boards as I opened the
door and went in. Even in the gloom with the lights out I clattered
along the corridor and soon found what I was looking for. Fortunately
there was a bolt outside the store room door and I quietly slid the bolt
into its housing and then slipped quietly away and ran to warn the
others. Mary, Emily and several of my classmates were already making
their way down to the sports field as I rushed up and breathlessly
explained about the boys and their proposed panty raid, and the fact
they were now locked in the store-room. "I think 'Sissy Brown' is making
the story up out of spite after his beating from Fiona yesterday - don't
you girls?" The other girls agreed wholeheartedly with Emily's
assessment of the situation as they continued on their way, while I went
on back to the school, and anyway, the girls couldn't come to any harm
now! I spent another miserable, lonely evening in my room, with just the
television for company. Again I was bombarded with images of the school
and its ambiguous teachers and pupils, its background, achievements, and
future aims before finally succumbing to sleep, and round about midnight
being disturbed briefly by police sirens in the road outside. Before
breakfast the following morning I was summoned to the Headmistress.
"Well Brown, I do not normally meet my little charges until they have
converted to the school dress code, but I am making an exception in your
case, since I have to ask you some questions."-"Late last night, we had
reports from the police that six boys from St. Mary's school were
missing." "Eventually their bicycles were found on the edge of our
playing field and they were finally found having been locked in the
sports building." "Obviously they were up to some prank or other, but I
understand from your classmates that you knew something about it?" I now
had the chance to escape from the school's clutches, so I took it with
both hands. "Yes Headmistress, I happened see them arrive on their
cycles and locked them in as a joke!" She was sceptical at my bald
statement of guilt. "Now my dear, I am sure there was more to it than
that, and it's not the first time my 'girls' have had problems with
boys from St. Marys, and you might know what they were up to, after all,
they were trespassing and in the wrong, so why don't you stop being
called the school sissy for once and tell the truth!" Her smirk as she
finished her sentence told it all as to my current standing in the
school! - Anyway, I had no idea as to what, or whether the boys had
confessed to anything, and since other St. Mary pupils might try a
similar prank I told her all I knew. "If that is all they tried to do I
am much relieved. - One year they played Peeping Tom when my girls were
showering and bathing, then threw all their clothes in the water with
them before running away - there were tears of course!" Having finished
her interview she waved me away with her hand, as she re-inforced her
current opinion of me. Thank you for that Brown, and this conversation
need go no further, your actions won't be forgotten when you finally
stop behaving like the school sissy and conform to our regulations, and
we can have another chat then." My legitimate attempt to escape from the
school regime had ended in failure but later in the day I made a point
of going to the sports pavilion to see if St. Mary's boys had forgotten
their potent itching powder when they were freed by the local
constabulary - fortunately they had and I even retrieved the plastic
gloves and purloined a tube of superglue, evidently used for repairing
sports gear, which might come in useful one day! My reception at
breakfast was much friendlier as news of my exploit spread, although my
compatriots still kept their distance! and I was still excluded from
their ball games, and disallowed special privileges! But at least Emily
was talking to me once again as she and Mary trotted over to apologise
for not believing my story and to thank me by my actions, for saving
them from the St. Mary's boys. "I hear you will soon hold the record for
defying the dress code!" was her passing remark, but as my pungent smell
reached her, she and Mary scuttled off back to rejoin her friends! After
dinner that evening I decided to wash my dark grey vest and pants in the
wash basin with toilet soap to try to get rid of some of the dreadful
smells.
4. My Capitulation.
Matron had stayed away for a couple of days so it was no surprise when
she bustled into the room and with my hot drink and watched as I hung
my underwear over the radiator to dry. "So you decided to take the
plunge then?" I glanced down at my lace cotton nightdress. "I know why
you are wearing it at the moment, child, but do you really mind wearing
it, and can you see yourself dressed the same as the other students?" I
hesitated before giving a straight forward and honest answer. " I don't
mind wearing this nighty thing, I hate parading round naked, and it does
look and feel much nicer than 'jimjams', but I dont think I want to go
around dressed as a girl and called a Sissy!" I stroked the delicate
fabric with my fingers; - "And you are the only one that knows about my
nighty!" Matron gave a theatrical cough - "I thought you were already
being called 'Sissy Brown', but the reason has nothing to do with the
way you are dressed?" - "Oh! I hadn't thought of it that way, Matron!"
She smiled blithely- "Well I think that needs some explaining, dont
you?" - "and anyway, what about, that - up there?" I didn't look, but
her meaning was cle ar as I reddened, realizing that I wasn't the first
boy used as a video floor show during the long winter evenings!
Matron then renewed her probing -"By the way, in three days you will set
the record for holding out against the dress code! Only one other boy
stands between you and that record; do you have any idea who it is!" I
didn't know and didn't care - it was a record about to be broken, and
she was going to tell me anyway so what's the odds! "It was Emily, the
little girl in the life class, she currently holds that dubious record,
and she was much more trouble than you ever have been! She ran away
twice, vandalised the art room, and punched several of the teachers -
and that was just for starters, - the little darling!" Matron giggled,
enjoying the thought of any form of violence from Emily nowadays, nor
any from the other girls who had been sent here for training come to
that; although being normal children, they still got into scrapes!
"Emily, just like you, and all the other disruptive boys, are the most
difficult, and sensitive, to 'primary conversion', but once achieved,
you may never want to change back, but with expert help, grow into
pretty teenagers, with full womanhood your ultimate goal." I gasped-
"You must be joking!" - but she just smiled grimly; "Exactly my
sentiments long ago, but look at me now? a silly middle-aged woman in a
crisp nursing dress, wearing unfashionable flatties perfectly happy with
what I have become, and the delightful memories of my more decorative
past, stored 'up there!" I was stunned at her news, but more concerned
with Emily's long fight against 'primary conversion' whatever that
might mean, and since I wanted her as a friend, what would she think of
me if I took her record away from her, no matter how irrelevant that
achievement may have been; - This was a defining moment for me, as I
glanced over to the half open wardrobe door, where a fresh, clean
pinafore dress hung invitingly on it's hanger. So after Matron tucked
me up in bed and put the lights out and left the room, and without
anyone knowing, I decided, just out of curiosity, mind, to try an
experiment! I jumped out of bed and removed my nighty and with the aid
of the half-light from the window overlooking the yard, I retrieved what
I would need from the chest of drawers, and was soon tentatively
stepping into a pair of schoolgirl knickers. As I pulled them up my legs
and thighs to round my tummy and neatly arranged the elasticated legs of
the knickers, ridiculous though it must have seemed to the casual
observer, I felt a peculiar sensation of fear and elation throughout my
trembling body as though I was stepping over a thresh-hold, and into a
new life. With feverish haste I soon arrayed myself in a lacy vest
thing, which reached down to just above my knees, a white linen blouse,
and finally the schoolgirl's dress hanging in the wardrobe, although at
my first attempt I put it on back to front. I then sat down on the bed
and put on the short white socks, and the shiny black shoes with a strap
across the instep which I found on the shoe rack in the wardrobe, and
then enjoyed the next two hours thus dressed, while contemplating my
predicament, eventually deciding to sleep on it!
"Three - two - one - go!" - with no matron on hand to coerce me as I
fail for the fortieth time - "Three - two - one - go!" -"Oops!" - A
trembling lace-encased hand tries to turn the brass handle, and tug
open the heavy door to my room; but the door resists firmly! "Try again!
- Three - two - one - go!" With legs astride both hands now apply
pressure to the door; - it squeaks! - it gives! - it opens! The hall
appears empty. "Three - two - one !" - "Oh No! I must go!" -
Hesitation as heart pit-a-pats, pulsating beneath heaving powder-blue
candy stripes, "Three - two - one - go!" Head held high in perfect
posture, don't think, just walk! - Gulp! Throat dry from the slight
sweet smell of scent, stomach churning - beneath unseen, fettered
delights, as bare, lily-coloured legs with their frilly ankle
decorations shake like jelly; "Three - two - - -!" Please walk! Tip -
tap, - Tip -tap , as my tiny, shiny black sissy 'mary-janes' tentatively
tip-toe testing the corridor! Clip - clop, Clip - clop, daintily down
the stairs, permitting bare knees to peep provocatively beneath hems of
the flaring skirts of my freshly ironed pinafore dress, my lace glove
sliding along slippery mahogany banister, steering me to safety in the
hall below! Pitter - patter, Pitter - patter, head - heart - heels and
hands hurry into the empty play -ground where fear feasts on early
morning frost! - "Why am I here?" - "Why am I her?" - "Why me?" - "Turn
to flee? No! - Face my fear don't run away! - and await friendly,
smiling faces to fill me with fortitude to face the day!"
"Easier said than done" I murmur, my morale ebbing away as rapidly as my
pathetic attempts at poetry, as I find myself standing in the chilly,
deserted playground, the bare expanses of my unprotected legs shivering
endlessly from beneath the elastic leg holes of my powder blue cotton
knickers to the tops of my frilly ankle socks, while my short blazer,
thin pinafore dress, and other peculiar trappings offer little
additional protection from the hoar frost, despite the early morning
sun, dwelling on matron's assurance that I would be warm enough. She
had bustled into my room barely an hour earlier, catching me in bed
wearing my nighty. "Ready for the change-over then Missy?" she enquired
knowingly, and the die was cast, and now thanks to her expertise - I
stood shivering on the thresh-hold of a new life. "Where do I put my
hands?" I asked myself once again, as they missed the safe haven of my
trouser pockets as I recalled the hero of 'Bill's New Frock', and my
cold hands hugged my elbows instead. The straw boater, balanced
perilously atop the tumbling tresses of my light brown wig only re-
inforced my opinion of being a bit of a prat, but that's exactly what I
was with my nose beginning to 'drip-drip' in the cold. So taking this
silly little bag thing hanging limply from my wrist, I rummaged around
amongst makeup bag, purse, strange looking pads and so on until I found
a lace hanky to clear my snuffles, but it was so tiny that I could only
keep dabbing ineffectually at my nose, in the same way I had seen my
mother do in the past. Another thought struck me. "If my brothers could
see me now - reckon they would die laughing! But they can't, and won't!
so that's alright -Oh - but others can though!" I was now hopping from
one foot to the other, trying to work up the circulation and stop my
frozen legs from trembling, and my hungry tummy from rumbling, but also
because I desperately needed to go to the toilet - 'but which one?'-
debating what to do next without looking a complete idiot. 'But I do -
dressed like this!' I thought to myself glancing at the bright sunlit
image of this little girl in a dress prancing and dancing as reflected
in the glass door of the dormitory building. I turned away disgusted
with myself for allowing such a 'conversion' thing to happen, to me of
all people! - but then stole another glance in the door - just to make
sure it really was me as she gave a enigmatic smile in return! I turned
away again in horror as I realised I really empathised what I had seen -
and then looked again, just to be sure! 'Yes she was still there, her
eyes full of fire and vitality!' I forced myself to look away once more.
But this time no matter how I tried to avert my eyes, my gaze was drawn
for one final time, knowing I would no longer look away, my fate decided
for me trapped by a girl's image in a glass door! Daintily raising my
skirts in my lace-encased fingers I turned full circle first one way-
then the other as she gently shook those ribbon bound tresses - I
realised the girl looking back at me was no sissy, she was too pretty! -
and she was no idiot, she was too knowing and alive - though perhaps a
wee pigeon-toed!- In fact I was everything I wanted in a girl!- Me! of
all people, a ragged arsed smelly boy one minute, a substitute young
girl head over heels in love with her substitute reflection in a
substitute mirror the next!
"I can't go on with this? - I must go back and change, - but into what?
the filthy uniform I stupidly wore had been spirited away. - I
shouldn't be doing this? - but I had agreed of my own free will! -
Promises can be broken? - but what would my classmates think? - oh! to
hell with them! " And I still had to confront my classmates - but not
right now thank you! - at least not with mind and body in turmoil.
Instead I addressed my most pressing need, and dashed into the outside
boys toilet to present myself to the boys urinal, and afterwards, with
considerable difficulty, trying, without success to re-arrange my
clothing the way it was before and then trotting outside to continue my
narcissistic appraisal in the glazed door! The noise from the dining
hall had already confirmed the girls were at breakfast, but I heard
young voices approaching from round the corner of my dormitory and I
streaked, hell for leather, back into the boys'. Please would you come
outside Brown, you are not allowed in there, its for boys only! - You
must use the 'girls' from now on!" Jennifer, Head girl, and former video
'star' had trotted over and was looking at me through the doorway, "and
there is no need to hide any more, you are no longer the school Sissy,
but one of us now!" Well I only had one answer to that as certain doubts
set in! "But Jennifer, do I look nice?"- She looked me up and down,
shrugged her shoulders and gave me a flashing smile "You new girls are
all the same! -Always worried about impressing the boys! - Yes, you are
pretty enough! You will pass! - Now come along with me young lady!" So
with cheeks aglow with embarrassment and elation I followed her outside
to where the other prefects were now congregated, "Come on girls, Brown
can join us for breakfast, - she must be famished waiting out here in
the cold," and as her classmates crowded round, we wended our way
towards the dining hall as I tried to sneak another look at the pretty
girl in the glass door, but all I could see now was a group of young
school-girls walking by! It was as I strode along towards the dining
hall I became aware of the familiar lump in the front of my knickers -
since there longer seemed to be an empty space at the top of my thighs -
now I knew the effect of 'tucking' and how it had affected my posture,
as I recalled my precise, pigeon-toed progress from the dorm to the
playground, but thankfully only a few heads turned when I sat with the
prefects, the other girls were too busy eating to notice little me that
much since I felt uncomfortable with the lack of skills in handling my
skirts and general body language which could hardly change overnight.
"Matron will be kitting you out in the school shop after lunch - so take
a friend or two with you to help." Breakfast had nearly finished when
Jennifer rose from her seat and clapped her hands - "Girls! We have an
addition to the school today," She gestured in my direction - "Miss
Brown will officially take her place in form 3g." Meanwhile, one of the
junior girls trotted over with a small box which she held out in my
direction. "Now Graham, you have to adopt a new forename while you are a
pupil here, so please take a slip of paper from the box, and read out
the name" I did as I was told, my clumsy mit shooting out and grabbing
willy nilly not just one, but a fistful of names. "Just take one Brown -
using the tips of your fingers" whispered Jennifer and so I received my
first lesson in polite behaviour as I did as I was told and read out the
name "Zoe". "Very good Zoe, that is your new name from now on." She
tapped on the dining table for attention. " School, this is Zoe Brown!"
Astonished at such a turn of events I stood up "But I dont want to be
called THAT!" I replied, amidst gasps from my impromptu 'audience',
"Don't I get to choose my own name?" and I stuck my chin out
determinedly and declared. "I would like to be known as Susan." Jennifer
smiled "So be it, young lady, - Correction girls, this is Susan Brown,
who will take her place in form 3g, and I will inform the school
secretary accordingly." Jennifer turned and embraced me, whispering,
"That's the spirit! I like a girl with spunk!" I reddened slightly.
"Hardly likely if I'm ever to be a real girl, - not that I am old enough
for that yet!" - Jennifer squeezed my hand - "We might have to be
GIRLS, but that doesn't mean being WIMPS, does it?" Then to my
embarrassment, in front of the whole school, she planted a sloppy kiss
on my cheek! But then the other girls crowded round until I felt more
like a wet sponge than a rookie schoolgirl! When I arrived in my
classroom I went over to sit in my usual place in the far corner of the
room, but Emily patted her bench and called out - "Susan, come and sit
next to me." -and as I took my new place she squeezed my hand. "Thank
you for what you did this morning, now you will always be my number one
friend." - "I didn't want to spoil your record." I replied huskily, as
she gave me a wicked smile - "But that wasn't what I was thanking you
for - but for the way you are now dressed like me silly! Actually, you
were set up, thanks to me and Miss Hudson! - I never held the record
for holding out against the system! - a girl called 'Polly' did, many
years ago. You couldn't remain in limbo forever - so I just gave you a
shove, that's all!" -" And you look very nice in your pinafore dress -
this colour certainly suits you, and you do have lovely legs - it was a
shame to hide them up in those disgusting trousers of yours." I thanked
her for her generous praise as we hugged and giggled together with
relief that we were friends once more, although I noticed Amanda giving
us dirty looks from across the room while a hard stare from Miss Haydon,
our French mistress brought us back to reality, as we split and began to
pay attention to the lesson. "Susan Brown! please look at your
colleagues and try to adopt their way of sitting, - we do not have our
arms and elbows splayed out across our desks, do we girls?" "No Miss
Haydon." - "We keep our elbows close to our sides and place our hands
in sweet repose either or in our laps or on our desks, don't we girls?"
Yes Miss Haydon." The teacher was now standing alongside my desk;
"And Brown - Our legs are slender pedestals, a vital support for every
artistic floral arrangement, and used in similar vein, to complement the
hairstyle or head-dress framing our feminine faces and the drapery we
use to decorate our shapely bodies, so we do not sit with our legs wide
apart and with our feet planted firmly on the floor like a couple of
tree trunks - do we girls?" - "No Miss Haydon" was again the well
rehearsed response. "Mary, please demonstrate!" and I watched as Mary
stood up from her desk, curtseyed, and gracefully sat down again
planting her bottom gently on the bench and with her legs pressed
firmly together, she lifted her ankles off the floor, and slowly
swiveled round, placing just the tips of her mary janes on the floor
beneath the bench, her bottom balanced on the edge of the bench as she
settled her hands gently in the skirts of her lap. "Very good Mary, now
Susan, stand up, and you can try it out for yourself." I clumsily tried
to stand up, but the front my dress caught on the desk lid as I then
shuffled sideways in order to get out of the trap. This was followed by
a loud 'bang' as my desk-lid slammed shut again to the amusement of the
rest of the class. "Now that wasn't very clever of you, was it Susan? -
Now please try to sit down with a little more decorum". I centred my
bottom over the edge of the bench and slowly sat down before lifting my
legs high in the air and energetically swinging them sideways until the
bare flesh struck the edge of the desk with a thump, while my squeals of
pain brought more hilarity from the girls. "After that humbling
experience, I think you will have to stay behind and have some more
practice, don't you?" My pained expression showed what I thought of that
idea, but all the same I mumbled "Yes Miss Haydon." During lunch hour I
rang Mummy and told her the good news, about my new name, my lovely new
clothes, my friends and potential enemies, and she promised to come down
at the end of the week to celebrate - as long as she came on her own of
course - (I didn't want those brothers of mine taking the piss until I
had time to acclimatize to my new identity!)
Kitting out was interesting, and fun, as with Emily and Mary helping,
and Matron, the shop lady and two girl prefects looking on, I tried on
the uniform which I would be wearing for the rest of my time at
Maidment. My kit, which was packed into a large cabin trunk, and taken
to my new dorm by Fred the caretaker, included the regulation underwear,
knickers, lacy vests, shiny satiny slips, training bras, as well as
smocks, powder blue ballet practice outfit and slippers, white
embroidered tennis dress and matching panties, hockey kit, and of
course, my 'Sunday Best' - the quaint Maidment uniform, and finally
name tags to sew on all my belongings during sewing class. My earlier
problems in the boys urinal soon came to light as I stripped off my
pinafore dress, and both the girls and ladies present had a fit of the
giggles! "What on earth Susan dear, is that lump in the front of your
knickers?" I turned away to conceal the evidence, as Matron continued
"Now young lady, you see what you missed on the video, and you failed to
follow closely in your lesson this morning." To save my blushes,
Matron took me into the changing room and once again demonstrated the
basic skill of 'tucking', as with her help, I felt my 'doo-dahs'
disappear into the cavity in my abdomen, while my 'thingy' was pulled
backwards between my legs, and covered with a lacy pair of briefs to
entrap everything in its proper place, simple as that and not a blemish
in sight even before I put on my pale blue knickers! I also tried on the
training bra, which I was told would be useful in keeping my breasts in
shape and stop them flopping about later on; so the choice remark of
"Keep taking the tablets" from young Mary had the two prefects glancing
involuntarily at their developing mounds which had obviously needed more
than a pair of training bras to produce! Finally, with a brand new china
Edwardian style dolly nestling in my arm, (a secret surprise present
from Mummy), I was taken over to dorm 3g, situated on the ground floor
of the admin building and shown where I would be sleeping from now on,
and where my cabin trunk of goodies was already awaiting my arrival, and
with help from my two friends, my dresses and outer garments were
neatly arranged on hangers in my wardrobe, while more personal, intimate
things were stored away in my dressing-table. With Emily sleeping on one
side, and Amanda the other side of my bed space, I sensed there could be
potential conflict between us girls, but before I could dwell on this
further, we were ushered back to class just in time for our next lesson.
5. My Humiliation
Miss King was the most attractive and well dressed teacher in the
school, and was in charge of form 3g, and she was also taught us tennis,
a subject I excelled in at my previous school, but I was told she did
lose her rag occasionally. I understood she had some quite novel ideas
for the punishment of little girls who misbehaved. She was taking us for
a Geography lesson, and since several of us girls had a puppy-love
crush on her, I took Miss Haydon's advice, and perched daintily on the
edge of my bench, thighs pressed gently together, the tips of my toes
lightly touching the floor beneath the bench, and my hands folded
neatly in my lap. I really felt comfortable, alive, and happy with the
feel, texture and appearance of my lovely schoolgirl's uniform, and
privileged to be dressed in the same way as my classmates were dressed,
and keenly aware of the marked improvement in my attention span, wishing
and endeavouring just for once to be 'teacher's pet'. Unfortunately for
me and the others, Amanda currently held that dubious title, and milked
it all she could, with the connivance of the other members of her
clique, which included Barbara and Nicola, the two girls who I had so
publicly humiliated earlier in the term, and who now sat directly behind
me instead of the other way round, so was I in for a nasty surprise!
"Now girls, open your atlases and turn to page 44." I lifted the lid of
my desk when there were screams from the back of the class, and we all
turned round to find Barbara and Nicola standing on their bench, hugging
each other and crying their eyes out as Miss King bustled forward to
find out what was amiss. Having calmed them down and sat them down in my
old desk she asked what had upset them "Please Miss, open our desks and
you will see!" Miss King lifted the lids of the two desks and let out a
gasp. "Who is responsible for this?" she declared, as she put a hand
into each of the desks and holding them by their tails held up two dead
rats for the whole class to see. "I think I'm going to be sick!"
declared Rachel as she dived through the door making a bee-line for the
girls toilet. There was deathly silence throughout the class as
everyones' eyes searched for visual clues as to who looked most likely
to be