"Shut up you wimp."
I was so tired of my brother Taylor. I told him to shut up often
because he always plagued me if we could play something. We might be
twins, but honest, he could do something that other boys did. Like play
football or any sport. He didn't always have to hang around with me. He
really annoyed me.
That is until Jumissy came into our lives. That game changed
everything.
My name is Sandra, and we were 11 years old when this happened. It was
just when dad left us to live with his new partner. Mom was so sad; she
couldn't compete and keep Dad. It was so humiliating for Mom, because
Dads partner was not some nice secretary at work; he was in love with
another man. That is so gross. I felt really sorry for my mother.
Anyhow, we moved in with my aunt. My mother's sister. She was like lady
Madame, a princess. Her house was like a Barbie house. It was so pink
and things. Even for me, it was a bit too much. I never liked Barbie's;
I always liked Bratz. That is when I was smaller. I am 11 now and of
course I don't play with dolls anymore. I am too old for that.
Sorry, back to the sorry. I know everyone says I talk too much. I can't
do anything about that. Its just I have so much to say and it just
comes out. Even when I think, I talk. You can say I am like an open
book. There I go again. Going off the subject. I bet your all asking
what Jumissy is. That is what I want to tell you.
Taylor and I were just after a huge argument. He was being annoying as
he always was. He was bored and wanted to know if I would play with
him. I said only children play, and we could chill out. Then he left me
and went away and sulked. I didn't care as I was talking with my friend
on my cell phone. We could talk for hours about boys and who was cute
and who was out.
Before I knew it, Taylor was back. He had a wooden box in his hand. It
had big letters on it that said Jumissy. I never seen it before.
"Sandra, see what I just found. I was in Aunties attack and I found
this behind all her old clothes in a box that was tied up."
"Why would she tie a game up?"
"I don't know."
"And what were you doing going through her clothes?"
"I was just exploring."
We opened the box. Then this little glass ball in the middle lit up. We
both stared at it. It was glowing. I told Taylor to get a cloth so we
can wash it. After we did this, we could see this old man in the center
of the ball. He looked like Merlin, you know that wizard. He had long
white hair, a huge beard and spiky ears and a long, long nose. Taylor
touched his nose. I was about to laugh until Merlin spoke. Then I
screamed and between you and me nearly wet my knickers.
"THIS IS JUMISSY. I WILL NOT WELCOME YOU. I WILL GIVE YOU A WARNING. IF
YOU ROLE THIS DICE YOU AND YOUR SISTERS LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME
AGAIN. IF YOU ROLE THE DICE YOU HAVE TO FINISH THE GAME OR ONE OF YOU
WILL BE FOREVER DAMMED. YOU ARE NOW WARNED. THINK BEFORE YOU ROLL THE
DICE!"
This was so weird. I looked at Taylor, and being the geek he was, he
was looking for directions of the game. There were none. So it just
looked like whoever got to the finish first won. The problem was that
there was one player piece that we could move. I told Taylor that we
could just loan one from another game. Auntie probably lost the others.
That's most likely because the game was hidden. She should have just
thrown it out, but it did look old. Maybe it was worth something. Oh
sorry, I am talking forgetting to tell the story.
"I don't think we should play this game," Taylor said.
"Why?"
"You seen that Merlin. I think it's a scary game. I mean I understand
if it was play station, but how did a man speak like that on such an
old game?
"I don't know, that's why it's interesting."
"I don't think we should."
"Stop being such a wimp. Roll the dice."
Then it happened, and after me talking for this long, this is where the
story of Jumissy really starts.
Taylor rolled the dice and to our great surprise, the piece moved. Then
it was like a wave hit us and we were blown across the room. I was
lucky. I hit my head against a sofa. After a few minutes and after I
said wow ten times and saying that this was such a cool game, I tried
looking for Taylor. I looked around to see where he was. He landed in
Aunties old clothes. There is something about him and her old clothes!
He looked afraid, the poor wimp. He was also looking around thinking
what has just happened. After he seemed to calm down he started asking
where I was. He must be blind. He walked around the whole attack and
could not see me sitting there. I decided to stay quiet, just to annoy
him. Then he came to me and said, "Aww, you're cute, where did you come
from?"
"What are you talking about?" I said, "I was always here!"
Then Taylor nearly tripped over himself and looked like he wet his
pants. Yes, he did. "You can talk."
"Of course I can talk, some people say that I talk too much."
"And... and... you have Sandra's voice."
"I am Sandra. Can't you even recognize your own sister?"
Then Taylor looked like he was in shock, and then he started laughing.
I didn't understand why he was going hysterical. He could be a twin,
but he was strange. He said he would show me. Then he pointed a mirror
at me.
I was shocked!
I felt like screaming!
I felt like hitting someone!
I was a dog!
Yes that's right. You know that animal with a snout and pointy ears and
a tail and paws. I was one of them now.
"You're a dog," he said.
"That's obvious. But why?"
"It must be the game. It said one of us would be dammed until the game
is over.."
"Why did you want to play that stupid game."
"You're the one that wanted to play it. I said we shouldn't."
"You should have stopped me."
"And when could I ever stop you before?"
I laid on the floor and put my paws over my eyes. Taylor was nice
enough to pet me, and I liked when he scratched behind my ears, and by
the way could hear things that I never heard before. I could also smell
things that I smelt before. Taylor said we should try to see what the
game said, and maybe it was only a joke.
He touched the glass and Merlin shown himself in the glass.
"YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED ABOUT THIS GAME. CURIOSITY IS ONE OF MENS
GREATEST ASSETS, AND IT CAN BE ALSO MANS DOWNFALL. BY NOW YOU HAVE
ROLLED THE DICE. YOUR SISTER HAS BEEN DAMMED UNTIL THIS GAME IS OVER.
BUT BEWARE, THE MORE TIME IT TAKES YOU TO DO MY CHALLENGES, THE MORE
SHE WILL BECOME A DOG. IF YOU ARE TOO SLOW. SHE WILL REMAIN A DOG. THE
QUESTION IS HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE YOUR SISTER?"
Then the board swirled around, and when it stopped there were only a
few boxes going around the glass ball. Our piece was on number one.
Taylor tried to lift it, but it was stuck.
Merlin began to speak again, "TO GET TO BOX NUMBER TWO. YOU WILL HAVE
TO DO A SMALL THING. YOUR MOTHER THINKS THAT YOUR SISTER IS ON
HOLIDAYS, SO YOU DO NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THAT. BUT TO GET TO NUMBER
TWO, YOU HAVE TO WEAR GIRLS PANTIES FROM NOW ON. YOU HAVE TO TAKE THE
BRIEFS OUT OF YOUR DRESSER AND FILL THEM WITH PANTIES."
The box closed. Taylor looked like he was in shock (again). He said no
way and ran down to his room. I laughed for a while thinking that this
was a weird request. It would make Taylor more of a wimp than he
already was. Then I thought what if he doesn't do it. I knew my brother
and I knew that he would never do anything like this.
I went down to his room after I practiced a bit going on 4 legs. It's
hard going on 4 legs when you are used to two. But I tried standing on
two legs and that was worse. I had to get him to wear girl panties. If
I was a boy, I wouldn't. It would be too strange and to weird if I was
a boy and was forced to wear girl's clothes. It would be too gay and
sissy like. The problem was that I was a dog, and if he didn't do the
weird things in this game, then I would become more and more like a
dog. No way did I want to be a dog for the rest of my life.
I came into Taylor's room and told him he can use my panties. Then we
can get this stupid game over with.
"No way. That means I have to throw out my undies. I will be like a
sissy. I am a boy and definitely not a sissy. This game is too weird."
"It couldn't get worse. I mean just do this so we can get that game
over with."
"No."
"Then I will be a dog for the rest of my life."
"That would be cool. A talking dog. I could be rich!"
"Stop! I could also pee on your bed, and give you rabies or something."
"And then I could tie you outside."
"Please think about the panties. In the meantime, I wasn't something to
eat."
We went down to the kitchen and Taylor was rummaging through the
cabinets and drawers. He found two dog bowls and put them on the floor.
I was about to protest that I am not eating from them, and then I
figured that is what dogs eat from.
He made a sandwich and put it in the bowl. He was nice enough to make
my favourite one. I tried to eat it, but it taste like crap. Taylor
started looking again and found some dog food we had when we were
taking care of the neighbour's dog. He poured it into the bowl. It
looked so disgusting and gross. But the more I smelled it, the nicer it
looked. It's obvious that dogs have a different sense of smelling than
humans do. I started eating and then after a few minutes I started
trying to eat as much as possible and as quick as possible. I could
feel my tail wagging. It was so nice to eat. I really loved it.
After Taylor let me out in the back garden to go to the ladies bush, we
went up to his room. I was sad. A few hours ago I was a girl. Now I was
a dog that really liked dog food. Taylor noticed that I was sad.
We must have sat in his room for a few hours. Me lying on the floor
that isn't that hard when you're a dog and him lying on the bed.
"I understand that wearing panties is embarrassing. I really do
understand that you don't want to wear them," I broke the silence.
"We should never have started the game."
"I know. I just have to get used to being a dog I suppose. I best get
used to it. I mean the dog food was nice and I don't have to go to
school. I can just eat bones all day. I would like to wear make up. I
am sure you will help me with that. It was my fault that I insisted we
should play Jumissy. So I am sure that I can live with the
consequences." I went on and on talking and talking.
"Sandra. I have already thought about it. I will not let you live your
life as a dog. I love you too much for that. We just have to do what
Merlin tells us, and get this over as quick as possible."
I asked him if he was wearing panties and then he pulled down his pj
and showed me my panties that he was wearing. He admitted that they
actually felt nice and soft. He never thought there could be such a
difference between boys and girls underwear. I was surprised that he
was so honest, but then again, I was a dog and ate dog food. Which is
worse, wearing panties or eating dog food?
He also showed me that he moved all my panties over to his drawer. I
tried not to laugh, as I knew that he was doing this for me. Maybe he
was not that bad after all.
"I tried moving the game piece, but it didn't bulge," he said, "I don't
know what mom will say when she sees that have taken your panties."
"That's because you have to wear them to school. Let's hope that Mum
doesn't get mad at you."
The next morning Mom came in.
"Taylor, where did that dog come from?"
"Uhmm, it's a lost dog Mom. I am taking care of it until we can find
its owner. Can I do that Mom?"
"That's so kind of you. I will buy some dog food today. Just make sure
the dog does not make a mess in the house."
"No Mom, she is well trained."
Mom started finding Taylor's clothes for the day, and she looked
shocked when she looked in my brother's briefs drawer.
"Taylor. I am sure you have a good explanation why your sisters panties
are in your drawer" Mom said as Taylor went totally red. I bet he
wished that the ground would swallow him up. I felt the same; If Mum
knew that the dog lying there was her daughter, which would be even
more embarrassing.
"You see mum, I had, I have, I have a problem."
"Explain what the problem is."
"I have a rash. I tried on her panties because so I don't feel the
rash."
"Oh, so how do they feel?"
"They are nice and soft."
"Taylor, sometimes when children are your age, they go through an
identity stage, some boys think they are girls. You are brave for
experimenting. I read a lot about this and it is important that I
support you."
"But Mum its not because I like them, I just think I need them now."
Mum just walked out, she read too many magazines.
Taylor was very quiet at school. I told him not to worry about it, as
no one could see that he was wearing panties. He didn't really notice,
he just pulled up his trousers about a million times incase they would
fall and show what he was wearing.
After school I walked along with him. He was with his friend Eddie that
I always thought was a bit strange.
"You look a bit different today," Eddie said.
"Err, how?" Taylor looked confused.
"You just look different. I'm not gay. It's just you look nicer.."
I knew it, he was gay. Taylor didn't say anything and we just rushed
home. I tried to talk to Taylor about Eddie, but he didn't listen.
Mum told him to look in his drawer when we came home. On the bed there
was dog bowls and a collar and leash as well as food. Good I was
hungry. Taylor thought it was so funny putting a collar on me. I think
it felt so strange, like now I was his. Deep down inside me I liked the
idea of someone taking care of me. I begged Taylor for some food. I
couldn't believe that I was begging someone for dog food. He petted me
and gave me some food.
Then he opened his drawers and said, "Mum bought me panties and here is
a note saying she will support me and I should not be embarrassed to
know who I am."
It was time to end this game, so we rushed up to the attack and the
game piece moved one piece to number two. We sighed with relief.
Merlin appeared again and after yawning he said, "YOUR BACK. I DIDN'T
EXPECT YOU SO SOON. MOST BOYS TAKE DAYS TO PUT PANTIES ON. BUT ITS GOOD
THAT YOU ARE BACK BECAUSE THE LONGER IT TAKES, THE MORE YOUR SISTER
WILL LOOSE HER HUMANITY. SHE WILL FORGET HOW TO BE A HUMAN AND BE MORE
AND MORE LIKE A DOG. HOW MUCH DO YOU LIKE YOUR SISTER? TO GET TO NUMBER
3, YOU HAVE TO START WEARING NIGHTDRESSES TO BED, NO MORE BOYS PJS.
WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR OWN NIGHTDRESSES, THEN COME BACK."
"No way am I wearing nightdresses," he shouted in the room.
"Look Taylor, tomorrow is the last day of school. Then we can get this
strange game over and done with. Then we can enjoy the rest of our
holidays."
"No way. I am not even used to these panties and I have to be a girl at
nighttime. I will not do it. I will not."
There was no use to talk with him, and to be honest I quite understood
him. We were quiet when we went for a walk so I could relieve myself. I
wanted to say thanks for trying the panties, but I could see that my
brother was in turmoil. I felt sorry for him. I felt sorry for myself
that I was a dog.
Why did we ever start playing the game?
The next morning was the last day of school. I waited outside while
Taylor was inside. He should have been in a great mood because it was
the last day of school. But I could see through the fence that he was
sad. He was thinking about what he should do and if there was any way
we could just burn the game. Of course if we burnt the game, then we
would be stuck where we were, and I would in time forget that I had a
brother and be a dog forever.
What I didn't know was that Taylor was thinking. He liked the panties,
but he didn't like the idea of being a sissy. He had a reputation to
keep. He didn't consider himself as a wimp, and didn't want to be
teased. At the same time, when he was thinking of this, he thought
about me. A sister that could be bossy and annoying, but a twin sister
that was part of him. He could not let me down and let me be a dog for
the rest of my life.
In the afternoon, I was taking a nap when this man started petting me.
Then he took a stick and threw it. I ran wagging my tail towards the
stick. I bought the stick back to him. He must have thrown the stick a
hundred times and I didn't even get bored of it. This confused me.
Either I was so bored that I didn't care or I was really starting to
like what dogs do.
When we came home Taylor was sitting on his bed.
"I tried moving the piece," he said, "it didn't move."
"No because it wants you to wear a nightdress. I wonder why?"
"To see how much I love you. I am just afraid that I will like it. I
have no one to tell about what I am feeling."
"You can tell me."
"Its too embarrassing. I can't tell my sister."
"Look at me. I am a dog. What can be more embarrassing? We are in this
together. We are twins. We must trust each other."
"I am wearing girl panties and I- I like them. They make me feel so
pretty and they are you know, nice. What about if I like the
nightdress. Then I might as well be a girl."
"Do you have anything against being a girl?"
"No. It's just what will my friends say that I am a sissy."
"We have school holidays now. I think you should do what you want. I
will support you.."
"Thanks sis."
"As long as you give me some food. I am starving. I can eat a horse."
"That's probably what is in dog food."
We went to my room and Taylor found one of my old nightdresses. It was
a yellow and white one with a bit lace and two hearts in the front. I
had ones that were a bit more boyish, but he picked that one.
He asked me to turn around while he got changed. I said why? He can see
me naked. Well I had fur, but I was naked, and he seen me pee and
everything.
He looked well cute in his panties. I could also see why he could look
like a girl. His little pecker was very little. If you didn't look
hard, you wouldn't think there was a boy's thing behind the panties. I
decided not to tease him as he was doing this for me. Maybe he was also
doing it for himself. He did look cute in a nightdress. Like a doll.
We were watching TV in his room, hiding from Mom. But that was a waste
of time. Mom came in while we were there. Of course she didn't notice
me. But she did notice Taylor wearing a nightdress.
"Taylor, do you miss your sister?" she asked.
"It's hard to miss her."
"I thought that is why you are wearing her nightdress now."
"No. It's just something I have to do. It feels nice I mean."
"I will support you as much as a Mom can. We can buy you your own
nightdresses tomorrow."
Mom was on her way out when she looked back. "I nearly forgot to say,
that I was going to tell you that you need a haircut. It is very long.
But maybe we should let it grow long and just straighten it out a bit.
We can go to you're the hairdresser shop that your aunt owns and works
in."
"But Auntie only does women and girls."
"I am sure she will also do yours."
That night Taylor slept like a log. He also admitted the next morning
that he slept very well. I said it must be because of the nightdress.
He laughed and said it was most likely because it was summer holidays.
I hung around the house all day when he went to auntie's hairdresser.
There was nothing for me to do except nibble on a toy bone that mum
left me. At first I did it because I was bored, but then I had to try
to eat the bone. It tasted so good. Before I knew it, Taylor was home.
If I could scream, I would. But I just went up to his room and told him
to tell me everything.
"We came to the shopping center," he started, "then Mum took me in this
clothes shop. She bought me three nightdresses. They seemed quite
childish to me, but cute at the same time. I mean I never seen you with
a Barbie one or with some care bears. She of course noted that I was
smiling when I seen them.
"Then she bought loads of dresses. They were all so pretty. I think she
got them for you because she held them up against me and said they
would fit.
"She also got shorts and t-shirts and socks and panties. I don't know
if you will like them. They are something a 6 year old will wear.
"At one shop she even got some diapers. I told her it was a mistake,
but Mum said it was for a friend.
"Then we came to Aunties hairdresser. It was all girls that were there,
so I was dead embarrassed. Auntie also made a mistake. She said,
'Everyone, this is my niece, I mean nephew.' I went so red in the head.
I know my hair is long, but anyone can see that I am still a boy.
"Auntie started clipping my hair.
"'Make it you know look like it should,' Mum said.
"'What do you mean?' Auntie said.
"'I think they found it.'
"'You mean IT?'
"'I am prepared.'
"'I will do my bit. I know how it should look.'
"I didn't have a clue what they were talking about. I just saw her
clipping at my hair. Do you see what she did; it looks like a Dakota
Fanning's hair! She even put a hair glower in to hold back the hair in
my forehead. Don't say I look like a girl. I already know. I took the
flower clip out and I messed up my hair a bit. That helps.
"Then Auntie said we could come again.
"Mum was a bit strange today. On the way home she said, 'Should we get
something for Sandra, I mean should we get something for your dog?'
"I laughed. If she only knew the dog was you. We got some food and toys
for you as well as a little basket you can sleep in."
I wagged my tail as he was saying this. He did look like a girl with
his new hair. He also looked happy after so much shopping. I know boys
in my class that would think that shopping with your Mum all day would
be as boring as anything.
I didn't think that much how he looked like a girl, as he took out my
basket and I laid in it. It was so comfy. I liked it a lot. I was just
about to take a nap when he said that we should go up to the game. I
thought what game, but remembered. I sighed thinking that a nap would
have been nice.
We opened the game. The piece moved to number 3. Merlin appeared.
"WELCOME TO MY BROTHER AND SISTER WHO IS NOW WELL ON THE WAY. I SEE
THAT SANDRA DIDN'T FEEL LIKE COMING UP. YOU CAN SEE SHE IS BECOMING
MORE AND MORE OF A DOG EVERY DAY. AND AS FOR YOU TAYLOR, YOUR HAIR
MAKES YOU LOOK MUCH YOUNGER AND QUITE GIRLISH. THIS GAME BECOMES MORE
AND MORE SERIOUS. TIME IS RUNNING OUT. HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE YOUR
SISTER? YOUR NEXT JOB IS TO START WEARING TIGHTS ALL THE TIME. WHEN YOU
HAVE DONE THIS THEN COME BACK."
Taylor was ready to throw the game out the window, but then he
remembered that I would stay like this for the rest of my life. We went
out so I can relieve myself and then I went in to my basket. It was
time to take a nap. However, I couldn't because he was walking back and
forth.
"It's not that bad. It's summer, no one will ever know," he said trying
to assure himself. I knew that he wanted to, but didn't want to. He was
more and more a sissy every day. Maybe this was hidden inside him, that
he was a sissy on the inside, and now we are seeing his true self.
I suggested that he loaned one of the tights mom got him that day for
me. I mean I won't be using them for the time being. Taylor snuck into
the room with a pair. After me explaining how to put them on, he
finally had them on. They were white ones with little ladybugs. I
thought why did Mum buy me those? They were so childish that I would
never wear them. I hoped that Taylor would wear them out.
Taylor was surprised. "They feel so good and soft. I can't believe how
they feel. Why can't boys wear these? Look at them they are so nice and
soft. I will wear them for as long as Merlin wants. For once he is
right."
I feel asleep. It was time to take my nap.
That night Taylor had to go to the toilet. Auntie saw him in his
nightdress and tights. She smiled, but didn't say much. The next day
Mum came in with the tights she bought and put them in Taylor's drawer.
she said that she will support him (we were getting tired of hearing
this) and Taylor now had as many tights and nightdresses and panties
that he needed.
Later that day this man came to the door with a huge package. I was
wagging my tail thinking what it could be. Maybe a doghouse. But was
the man put it together, we could see that it was a crib. Both Taylor
and I looked confused. A crib? Is Mum pregnant, or could Auntie be
pregnant? Mum said just to put it in my room, and take the bed out, as
it would be a while before I came home, so I could just loan my room.
I was mad. She was giving my room to someone else, what happened when I
became myself again. Would I get my room back?
I went up to my basket to chew on a bone that was there.
"We should go up to Merlin and see what surprise he has now."
"He will probably cut your WOOF off."
"What? Come on we have to go!"
"I'm tired. Can't I just woof in my woof."
"Sandra, listen to yourself. You are forgetting how to speak. We have
to go up to Merlin!"
I thought about what I just said, and he was right. I was forgetting
human language. I was starting to speak like a dog!
We rushed up to the attick. As soon as we came in, the game opened up
by itself. We nearly freaked out.
"HURRY UP YOU TWO. TIME IS GOING QUICK, AND YOU DO NOT HAVE TIME. LOOK
AT YOUR SISTER. SHE IS ENJOYING BEING A DOG AND IS FORGETTING HOW TO BE
A HUMAN. SHE DOES NOT EVEN WANT TO COME UP HER. AS FOR YOU TAYLOR, YOU
ARE FINDING WHAT HAS BEEN HIDDEN INSIDE YOU FOR YEARS. YOU ARE ASKING
YOURSELF WHY DO YOU LIKE WEARING THESE SISSY CLOTHES. IS IT BECAUSE YOU
LOVE YOUR SISTER OR IS IT BECAUSE YOU LOVE WHAT YOU ARE WEARING? FOR
THE NEXT CHALLENGE, YOU WILL KNOW YOURSELF WHEN YOU HAVE TO COME UP TO
ME AGAIN."
This time it was like a hurricane hit the room. We were flying through
the air. I wished I was a cat, then I would land on my legs. I was
stuck in a corner when I saw a pink lightning bolt. It hit Taylor in
his stomach. He laid on the floor.
I ran up to him and licked his face. His eyes were closed and he didn't
move. I tried shaking him, but he didn't move.
"Taylor wake up. Don't die on me. Wake up. I need you. Not just to be
normal again. I need my twin brother. Please Taylor, wake up."
Taylor didn't move.
I went over to the game. Merlin was gone. I started growling and saying
how could he do this to Taylor? But he was gone. The game was dead
without the usual glow. Then I heard a voice behind me asking what is
wrong?
It was Taylor. He was alive. I started to wag my tail and lick him all
over.
"What did Merlin say we had to do?" he asked.
"Woof grrr... I mean he told us we would know when it's time to come up
to him again."
"Great. At least I don't have to wear make up or anything weird. Maybe
he is giving us a free day."
"Grr."
"Sandra, you have to think about speaking and not dog language."
"I can't help it. When I just speak it just comes out like that."
"Then the last thing we need is a day off. We should come here
tomorrow."
Taylor took me out for a walk. I was now thinking about life as a dog.
It was great to be honest. You can nap around all day and I loved dog
food. The only thing I hated was that Taylor had to take me outside and
then I would have a leash on. He was so slow that the leash kept
holding me back. I know at the start we would walk side by side and
talk when no one was there, but now I just wanted to explore every bush
and see what the different smells were.
That night I slept in my basket, dreaming about the best dog food that
I could eat. The next day I saw Taylor crying. Every day he was
becoming more and more like a girl. He was running around his bed
trying to change it. I asked what all the fuss was. He said that he wet
the bed, and this is the first time that he did it since he was a baby.
I thought of saying to him that he was a baby, but decided that I
should be kind. I explained it was probably the stress over this game,
and he just wet his bed. He seemed to calm down about this and accepted
that this could be the case.
Later that day I walked down to the sitting room. I tried to sit on the
seat but mum whooshed me off. She obviously didn't want my hair on the
sofa.
"Mum," Taylor said.
"Yes darling."
"I was thinking if I could be allowed to start at something. Something
that I always wanted to do."
"What is it sweetie?"
"I am afraid you will be mad and not like what I want to do."
"Well I don't know if you don't tell me."
"Its b-b-ballet. Please Mum, I really want to do it."
"You do know that Madame Natasha's school makes everyone wear tights
and leotards. Its not just shorts and a t-shirt. Madam Natasha is also
in the next town."
"I know. I don't mind."
"I will think about it and we can talk about it later."
Taylor ran and I ran up to the attack. The piece did not move yet.
Then we went down to his room.
"Taylor, why do you want to start doing ballet?"
"I thought that it would help us get to the next box in the game."
"Are you sure that is not just an excuse."
"No. I feel embarrassed about what I feel. But since I tried being a
small bit of a girl, its just like the game gives me an excuse. I
should feel ashamed, but I feel so happy about playing as a girl. I am
not a girl. Its just fun pretending. Maybe I just want to try ballet.
Maybe I will like it."
"I think you might be a bit too old."
"I don't care. I just want to try it. I feel sorry that you are a dog.
I will finish this game. But its not just for your sake, it's also for
my sake."
"Being a dog is actually woof. I mean woof. It's fun. I just don't want
to turn into a dog. But please can I have that good dog food and not
the boring old cheap one."
"Ok, come on."
Mum came in just as I was eating. There are no table manners when
you're a dog. You tend to forget them. Mum asked Taylor who he was
talking to, and then walked in. I nearly choked on my food.
"I thought about ballet. Are you sure you don't want to tell me about
how you are changing lately. Is it some dare or some game?"
"It- it doesn't matter. Can I start?"
"I thought about it. The problem is that you will be teased for going
to ballet in those clothes. So I thought that you could go and pretend
that you are a girl."
"A girl?"
"Yes. Then you won't be teased. Your hair is long enough and you have a
girlish body and face. No one will notice you're a boy."
"But they will see my wiener under the boys clothes."
"I don't want to insult you. But you were not blessed with a big
wiener. They would never notice. What do you say, do you want to go as
a girl?"
"I suppose if that's what you think its best."
"I talked with Madam Natasha, and said you would be starting tomorrow.
We have to do your hair and you can use some of those clothes I bought
you."
We were just about to sleep. I could see that Taylor was not smiling
when Mum was telling him. I couldn't believe that he said yes to it.
But afterwards, I saw that he was smiling. He was looking forward to
being a girl. It was just a game for him over the summer holidays, but
this game was dangerous. It was changing him, and it was changing me. I
no longer dreamed about Steve, this boy I fancied. I dreamt about dog's
things. Every day I was forgetting more and more like what it was being
a girl. It freaked me out when we were no longer afraid of Jumissy, but
accepting our new fates. We were actually beginning to like who we
were.
The next morning Taylor was crying again. He wet his bed again. The
poor baby. This was now the second day in the roll. Deep down I thought
he was no a bed wetter. This must have made him so sad. One thing since
this game started, I have started understanding and feeling sorry for
Taylor. If this happened before, I would have such a fun time teasing
him. But now I was the opposite. Maybe it was because sometimes I
forgot that he is not my master. He is my brother. Now I didn't tease
or give him a bad time. In some ways he is my master.
Mum came in and didn't really say anything about the wet sheets. She
told him to sit on the bed. She gave him some new panties on. They were
nice sweet ones that had these cute little bears on them, with two
ribbons towards the sides.
"Oh Mum, they look so pretty. You can hardly see that I am a boy."
"I don't think anyone thinks you're a boy anymore."
Then she put on some white tights. I nearly laughed, because I could
hear Taylor moan as they were pulled up,
"You really like the tights now," Mum noticed
"Yes, I like the way they feel and my legs and how they look. I think
they are so nice on me."
"They make your legs look a bit more girlish?"
"You think so?"
"I don't think you look like a boy with them or without them."
I couldn't believe that Mum was saying that he looked like a girl, and
that Taylor did not get mad. The next thing that he wore was this black
leotard. It looked so snug on him. I thought he would really fool
everyone with a tutu on his. He would look like a little ballerina.
"Oh Mum, it's so beautiful. The only problem is that I don't have any
boobs.."
"Actually you do. I never noticed the lumps you had there before."
Taylor felt his breasts. They were not the size that I had, but they
were noticeable. It must have been when the pink lightning was in the
attic. I looked even closer. They did look like little boobs.
Mum started explaining that he could wear the leotard to ballet and say
he will take a shower when he comes home. Then she showed him what he
would be wearing. It was a summer dress that was white and had some
small flowers around the neck and waist. It looked so pretty on him,
and I could see that he liked the dress.
"Mum, it's so pretty. The dress just sits on me and I forget who I am.
I really feel like a princess."
A 5-year-old princess I thought.
The last thing Mum did was put his hair in a ponytail. Taylor looked in
the mirror. He said nothing. I could see a tear run down his eyes and
he gave Mum a hug.
On his way to the ballet Mum told him that he knew he was wetting his
bed. She said that he should wear diapers. Taylor must have looked sad,
but he smiled when Mum said many girls have the same problem. She told
him that men would be fixing up his room today, and he hopes he liked
it.
She also said she noticed that he called the dog my name. She wasn't
mad because he called the dog the same name as his sister. In fact
sometimes she thought herself the dog (me) had some of his sisters
personality. So they decided they will call me Sandra.
When Taylor was walking into the ballet class, he was afraid that
someone would see that he was a boy. It was hard for him to put one
foot before the other foot. Then one of the other girls came up to him
and asked if he was the new girl here. She started to talk about
everything, as they were good mates. She even said that she would help
him fix his hair. "It's about time you don't have little girl hair
anymore." Then she decided that she wouldn't, as Taylor looked very
cute and that they would be the best of friends. She knew they would.
Taylor felt happy because that girl thought he was a girl. As he went
in, he seen the other girls change when he was there. If they thought
he was a boy, they would never do it.
The dancing class itself went good. I wished I could see him in his
tutu and see the other girls that thought he was a girl. Ballet was
more hard work than he imagined, but he managed to get through it.
When he came home, he was shocked. His room was totally pink now and it
had little baby drawings all over it. Mum explained that it was so that
he would be able to experience what a little girl experiences. This
made him calm down and Mum laid him down on the bed and started putting
a diaper on him.
She explained that it was now a girl and this new room is her way of
supporting him. I couldn't believe that Taylor just lied there and let
his mother change his room into a nursery. There was that big huge
crib, that pink colour, a changing table. Just the fact that he
accepted a crib showed that he was now totally in a world of his own. A
world that Jumissy has created. It was now more than some stupid
challenges. It was now changing us to what many of our friends would
see as freaks.
My Aunt came it. The room shocked her.
"What are you doing, you have changed his room into a babies room. A
girls room," she said.
"Listen, I told you Taylor has gone through some changes. Just like
when we went through some changes. We should try and support him."
"I am sure that if social services seen this, they would think
different. You can end up loosing your son."
"I will support my children, not like when we were not supported."
Mum had the last word, but I was confused about something's they said.
I mean what support did they not get?
The next morning I woke up to some music. I couldn't understand some
words. For the purpose of writing, I would like you to remember that I
was understanding less and less of the English language and many times
I spoke half dog language and half human. So its not confusing, I will
not write woof in every second word, because you don't understand dog
language. Please remember this.
Taylor was in his crib. I woke up wanting to go and find a nice bush I
could use as a toilet. My master, I mean Taylor was in the crib. He
started crying because he couldn't get out. I tried telling him to calm
down, but he doesn't understand dog language. Then He found a dummy and
started sucking on it and then he calmed down.
Mum came in and let me out to pee. She didn't even put me on a leash.
She must have known.
I heard him say to Mum, "I never slept so well. I wet but I am dry. I
think wearing these diapers are embarrassing but no one knows. When I
get used to them, I wont need this stupid crib. But I slept so well. I
dreamt that I was a princess. I dreamt that Eddie would marry me. Mum
am I a girl or a sissy gay?"
"What do you feel in your heart?"
"Like a girl."
"It's brave to say that. Many mothers would rush you off to a shrink,
but I support you. You are what you feel. Your body is just like a
prison that stops you. Here lets get your panties and tights and your
boy clothes on you. Its important that you take this change slow."
Mum went. I ate. Then I told Taylor we should go up to the game and get
it finished with. Taylor looked away. I said it again trying to speak
so he could understand me. Taylor sat down and said, "I don't want to
play. I am so happy for things the way they are. I don't want to go
back or anything like that. Mum thinks I am a girl. I can do ballet. I
have friends there that think I am a girl. I have never been so happy.
No way will I play that game. I know this means you will be a dog. But
I will always take care of you."
I could have bit his leg off.
Nothing much happened that day, except I kept asking him to come up to
Jumissy. He said no and no and no. I was getting worried.
All afternoon I just lied in my basket. He wanted to play fetch with me
and brush my hair. I just told him to go away.
It worked; at last he said we could go up to the attic.
When we got there, the game lit up. We saw the game piece move two
places. This surprised us. Merlin showed his face, and for some reason
I growled.
"WELCOME BACK. I CAN SEE THAT YOU WERE IN DOUBT IF YOU WANTED TO COME
BACK. I SEE THAT YOUR SISTER IS MORE AND MORE OF A DOG. SHE CANNOT
UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING WE SAY AND WE CANNOT UNDERSTAND HER. SHE NO
LONGER FANCIES BOYS. AND YOU TAYLOR. I APOLOGIZE FOR THE LIGHTENING THE
LAST TIME. YOU PROBABLY HAVE SEEN YOU HAVE LITTLE BREASTS. THEY WILL
NOT GROW ANY MORE. YOU WILL ALSO NOTICE THAT YOUR PENIS IS GETTING
SMALLER. IT SHOULD MAKE THINGS EASIER FOR YOU. YOU HAVE ALREADY STARTED
WETTING YOURSELF. THIS WAS THE NEXT CHALLENGE TO BE A BABY GIRL. THANK
GOODNESS YOUR MOTHER UNDERSTANDS. YOU HAVE STARTED BALLET AND THIS WAS
A FUTURE CHALLENGE, SO THAT'S WHY THE PIECE MOVED AGAIN. TIME IS GOING.
YOU BOTH ARE CHANGING.
"THE NEXT CHALLENGE IS SIMPLE. YOU ARE NO LONGER TO WEAR BOYS T-SHIRTS
OR TOPS. YOU ARE TO WEAR GIRLS TOPS. BE IT TUBE TOPS OR T-SHIRTS OR
THINGS LIKE THAT. YOU EVEN HAVE TO WEAR THESE OUTSIDE. YOU ARE ALSO TO
LET YOUR HAIR GROW AND GET YOUR EARS PIERCED. MAYBE WE WILL SEE EACH
OTHER AGAIN."
This was just great. Now he had to get rid of his t-shirts. I doubt
that Taylor would mind that. Merlin and Mum were brainwashing him. I
was not so sure about the earrings. Being a girl is Ok during the
summer holidays, but people will notice his earrings when he started
school.
The rest of the day went like it went the day before. Taylor was turned
into a sissy boy to a baby girl.
The next morning I woke up by a lot of noise. It was Mum and Taylor
changing his clothes again. In went the girl t-shirts and blouses and
what not and out went his old clothes. Mum said she was so happy that
he is doing this. She said she was sure that his sister would be
grateful. I was confused about this. She said that she was also happy
about the earrings and we can get Aunty to do them this morning. Great
I was to be home alone again.
Taylor went out with Mum once again. He was wearing a pink t-shirt with
jeans. Of course he was wearing his panties and tights under. He must
have been very warm because it was summer.
Taylor was aware that many people were looking at him. They must have
thought was a boy or a girl. With long hair and a pink t-shirt, it must
be a girl. But something is just not right. Taylor's face was aware
that he was confusing some people. For a second his old self was
restored as if he remembered he was a boy, and he was walking through
the mall looking like a sissy. He clanged to Mums hands.
Auntie fixed his hair once again. She made it curl a bit at the ends a
bit more than the last time. She also cut the hair in the front. It was
definitely a girl's haircut.
After that she took out this little hole machine. Taylor looked like he
was going to be executed. There were tears coming down his eyes and he
was praying that there would be no pain. Before he knew it, it was
over. He had two studs in his ears. Taylor looked in the mirror and
gasped. He no longer looked anything like a boy. He looked like a 6-
year-old girl.
"Mum, look at me. The new hair and earrings makes me look like your
daughter. I look so much like a girl. They look so pretty and I really
like my hair."
My aunt gave him a hug and say he was their little princess. She was
happy that he was finding out who he was and she would try to help him
the best she could.
On his way out of the mall Mum asked him to wait in while she went in
to the bank. Taylor was standing there. He got many smiles from old
grannies.
Then Eddie started talking to Taylor. You remember him; he was the
weird kid that thought that Taylor looked cute.
"Is that you Taylor?"
"Oh Hi Eddie."
"You look different. What's with your hair?"
"Letting it grow for the summer."
"I thought you were a girl. I was like wow, that girl is hot. Then I
saw it was you."
Taylor was about to blush or ask him did he fancy him, Even though he
knew Taylor was a boy. But Mum ruined it all and made Taylor blush even
more when she asked was he talking to his boyfriend. Taylor was silent,
and Eddie laughed, saying that Taylor could be anyone's girlfriend.
Taylor looked confused, what did Eddie mean by that?
This obvious upset Taylor. My problem was that I was beginning to
understand less and less of what he was saying. I did understand that
he was confused. He liked the way he felt. He thought he could be a
girl. He was happy that Eddie didn't tease him. But he was confused to
what he was and what he was becoming.
He came to me and started talking. I didn't understand what he was
saying. It sounded like mumble jumbo to me. He kept on telling me to do
something, so I just licked his face to let him know I liked him and it
was time for me to go for a walk as well.
I was so happy; my tail could have wagged off when he put the leash on
me. I was so happy. My master was taking me for a walk.
I was confused when he led me to the attic. Then we could see Jumissy.
Images of me as a human girl went through my head and images about
Merlin and everything that happened. I remembered now that my sweet
master girl was not a girl, she was my brother. I mean he was my
brother.
Merlin showed his face again. "WELCOME BACK. TIME IS RUNNING OUT. YOUR
SISTER IS BECOMING MORE AND MORE A DOG. SHE HARDLY UNDERSTANDS YOU AT
THE MOMENT. THE ONLY REASON SHE CAN UNDERSTAND ME IS THAT SHE HEARS ME
AS A DOG. AS FOR YOU. YOU ARE CONFUSED. YOU DO NOT KNOW IF YOU ARE A
GIRL OR A BOY. EVERYONE ELSE SEES YOU AS A GIRL. IF THEY ONLY KNOWN THE
SISSY THAT YOU REALLY ARE BECOMING. YOU HAVE 3 BOXES LEFT. YOUR NEXT
JOB IS TO GET RID OF ALL YOUR BOY TOYS AND REPLACE THEM WITH GIRLS
TOYS. NOW THIS IS AN EASY ONE, DON'T YOU THINK?"
This upset Taylor. He did not want to throw out his old toys. They were
put in a corner when his room was made to a nursery.
That afternoon we went out for a walk. When we came to the park, Taylor
let me run free. I loved running free, the air nearly cleansed my fur.
Then I stopped all of a sudden. My heart was beating so quickly. There
was a dog standing by me.
"Wow, you are a cute bitch," he said.
"Don't call me that." Then I remembered I was.
"It's just that you are so pretty."
"Think you. You are not bad yourself."
Then the strange dog started licking me with his tongue. My heart was
going funny and I felt so strange inside. Was this love? He was just
kissing me and telling me how pretty I was. I was in doggie's heaven.
Then I heard Taylor's voice. I pulled back and explained it was my
master. Then I had to explain to the dog that my master was not a girl.
He was actually a boy being a girl. The strange dog thought this was
very strange, and said that humans are very weird. Then I remembered
who I really was, and what Jumissy is. I felt like vomiting. I just let
a dog kiss me. I ran away while he called when would we see each other
again.
What was happening to me? I just let a dog kiss me. I was forgetting
who I was. The worse thing was that I thought a dog was cute.
When we came home I expected Taylor to say something. He did not. Then
I expected him to say something when his diaper was on. I did see him
look towards the box of his toys. He said nothing.
When he was put in his crib I went up to him and barked. I could no
longer speak. So I hoped he knew what I was saying. I knew he didn't so
I called him a baby sissy, and it cant be right that he wants to stay
like this for the rest of his life.
"Stop barking," he commanded, "I know I should have spoken to Mum about
the toys. But things are going to fast. I mean I like girl's clothes
and I love ballet. I love how I look. But he is asking me to throw what
was left of me out. It's just going to fast. I want to decide by
myself. The only problem is that Mum already thinks I'm a sissy. So
does Eddie. What will happen when school starts again? The longer I
take the more of a dog you become. I am starting to miss my sister."
Maybe I was a dog, but he was a chicken. He fell asleep as he was
sucking his pacifier. I paced back and forth. I had to do something
before the dog part erased what was left of me.
I walked down to Mum, who was sitting talking to Aunty. I was shocked.
Mum was eating biscuits. My biscuits. Dog biscuits. I walked a bit
funny, thinking that I wanted to faint at the sight of mum eating dog
biscuits. How gross.
"Sandra can't sleep," said my aunt.
"I know. I wonder if she is fully a dog yet."
"I think she is. She can't speak and I doubt she can understand us."
"We now know that they found Jumissy. I thought that you hid it."
" I did. I hid it in my attic. I didn't think that you would be coming
to live here. When you did, I forgot all about it in the attic."
"I feel so bad. Look at Taylor. He is a sissy and gone back to being a
baby. Look at Sandra there. She is a dog. I miss her. It breaks my
heart. I have tried helping them by supporting them by letting them get
over these challenges as soon as possible. It breaks my heart.."
"I think Taylor likes what he is going through. Did you see him smile
when I did his hair and earrings?"
"Yes, it reminded me of you," my mum said.
"And what about me. Jumissy was the best thing that ever happened to
me. You may have lost a brother, but you gained a sister. That was back
in the days when it was very controversial. Now we respect transgender
children."
"I know. I just want my children to be happy. To be normal."
"What is normal today? How far do you think they have come?"
"Remember the times when we threw your boy toys out? I think they have
come this far. But Taylor would never do this."
"Then he needs some help, and we should burn the game after they get
through it."
I closed my eyes. Aunty was Mums brother and they tried Jumissy when
they were children. That explained why Mum was eating biscuits and
Aunty was such a Barbie aunt. That explained why the game was in the
house.
I wanted to tell Taylor, but he would nut understand me. It was so
important that he knew Mum knew and she was so worried, that she was
crying.
Then I thought about what if Taylor accepted himself as a girl. Maybe
he was always more a girl then a boy. What if I lost him forever? I
would gain a sister. But then I would miss my brother. On top of that I
would have to get married to some strange dog. I had to try to get my
head together and let Taylor know what makes him happy and that I can
be a girl once again. This even though I was starting to love being a
dog.
The next morning we woke up. Taylor was getting his pampers changed to
panties and tights. Mum said that he could keep his nightdress on since
it was the weekend.
We were on our way down to breakfast, where we heard Merlin's voice. He
wanted us to come up to him. Taylor was confused, we have not even done
the toys yet. Maybe Merlin was letting him off with it.
That made Taylor a bit more afraid. What would happen so? Maybe he
would loose whatever boy's parts he had left. It wouldn't make such a
difference, as they were very small. But for Taylor, it was the only
thing that he had left. We were starting to walk away when Taylor
started to scream.
His hands starting stretching outwards and then his arms followed. He
looked like the plastic man. Or plastic sissy. Soon his own body was
stretching and going around in a whirlwind and I saw him go up through
the wall. Then it was my turn. I started stretching and barking did not
make it stop. There was no pain. I just felt dizzy as I could feel my
body swirl around and go through the ceiling.
Jumissy was open and the pieces where in the same place. I started to
whimper, as I thought that this meant that time was out. Oh well, I
could get married to the kissing dog. I could have his 30 puppies. I am
sure in time I would forget everything.
"YOU SHOULDN'T BE HERE AT THE MOMENT. YOU STILL HAVE YOUR BOYS TOYS.
BUT THIS IS A FREE MOVE. IN OTHER WORDS YOU HAVE TO DO TWO THINGS AT
ONCE. YOU STILL HAVE TO GET RID OF YOUR BOYS TOYS, BUT YOU HAVE TO DO
SOMETHING MORE. YOU HAVE TO WEAR DRESSES AT HOME ALL THE TIME. THIS CAN
BE A DRESS OR SKIRT. IT IS UP TO YOU."
Merlin left. I expected Taylor to look sad, but he said he knew where
he could find the clothes.
We rushed down to where Mum bought the clothes earlier. Remember the
childish clothes I wouldn't be seen dead in. However Taylor found them
and picked a red satin one that he wants that was fluffy in the arms
and in a bow in the back. It was like Christmas Eve for him as he said
is this not pretty. It's good that he no longer understood me.
He must have been there for ages, as he went through all the dresses
and picked what he thought was cute and what he thought was not cute.
It was obvious that he didn't think like a girl yet. More likely, he
was thinking like a little girl.
After he put the dress on, he started swirling around when he seen
himself in a dress. He was shouting, "Look at me, I look like a
princess." I must agree he did. He no longer looked anything like a
boy.
We walked down to the sitting room. In the middle of the floor there
was a dollhouse. Taylor ran up to it and knelt down. He started looking
at the small dolls inside of it and the furniture and re-arranged
everything. I never seen him smile so much and it seemed like he was
gleaming. Then it hit me. He was a girl in a boy's body. It wasn't
Jumissy fault. He used to adore Aunties clothes before and hated
playing boy clothes. Maybe Jumissy gave us our deeper wishes. No that
couldn't be true. I never ever wanted to be a dog.
"You like the doll house?" Aunty said.
"Yes, its so beautiful. I didn't know dollhouses could be so fun. You
can play Mum and dad and then decide how their house looks. It's so
fun. Has so much time gone? Wow. Who would have known if so much time
would go with just a toy? I wonder if.. I wonder.. It's just that-"
"What is it, Taylor? You can tell us," Mum said.
"It's embarrassing. I am a girl. I mean I am a boy. What I want now is
something that..."
"Taylor, you are sitting here playing with a dolls house in a dress,
tell me how worse it can be."
"I want to get rid of my old toys and have girls toys. I know that
sounds strange."
"Darling. You can have Sandra's old toys. I think she will be
interested in other things. Let's straight away and get your old things
moved and Sandra's things moved in. I am also thinking about your
clothes. It's about time that you have all girl clothes."
Taylor was smiling now. It was so good that Mum and Aunty were
understanding. It saved him the further humiliation of asking. Of
course he didn't know the true reason why, and it was good that I was
able to understand most of what they said. But I couldn't tell him.
Sometimes I understood what was being said, but I could no longer talk
so anyone could understand me.
The next few days were Taylor being a girl, and playing with girl
things. He never went outside. But it would also be the same. He would
get up in the morning and put something pretty on. Then he would help
mum or Aunty do the housework. Then he would play with the toys.
He totally forgot about Jumissy. He was happy that he was now a girl. I
couldn't remind him about the game, as he couldn't understand a word I
said. To be honest, I was no longer thinking that much about it. I was
convincing myself that I should be getting used to being a dog.
A few days after, after he came back from ballet, he was wearing this
white party dress with a pink bow in the back. He was grooming me and
putting ribbons in my fur making me look like an old woman's dog. Eddie
was suddenly standing at the bedroom door. Taylor smiled and said
welcome and just remembered how he looked. He blushed again. It was so
cute. Eddie was the first that broke the silence.
"Taylor, what.. I mean.. Why.. Taylor looks at you.."
"What about me?"
"You have a dress on."
"Oh yea. I know that."
"You are a sissy and why is there a crib in your room and it's a girls
room."
"It's just that I now like being a girl. I am a girl for the summer and
the crib is so I don't fall out of bed."
"I don't believe this. My best friend is a sissy. I knew there was
something strange about you when I seen you in the mall. You are a
sissy."
"No I feel and look like a girl. You see we are playing this game where
Sandra has to be a dog and I have to be a girl."
"Yeah right. Like I am to believe that."
Taylor did something that shocked me. He took us up to Jumissy. Eddie
looked at the game and thought it was cool. Then Taylor opened it.
Everything was so silent. Merlin Didn't say a word. We knew that Taylor
done what he was demanded to. We also knew that we done everything
Merlin told us to do. But the game was dead.
Eddie laughed and said that he knew it was for fun. Listen Taylor. I
think you are a very pretty girl. You are so pretty that I want to ask
if you would be my girl friend?"
Taylor said that he must have been joking. Eddie said that it was true.
Taylor tried to be diplomatic and said he would think about it. It was
obvious that Taylor was confused. First Edie calls him baby and sissy
and teases, and then Eddie falls in love with him.
After Eddie went, we went up to the attic again. This time Merlin was
there waiting. "I AM SORRY I COULDN'T APPEAR WHEN YOUR BOYFRIEND WAS
HERE. YOU NEARLY HAVE FINISHED THE GAME. YOU ONLY HAVE ONE THING TO DO.
YOU HAVE TO WEAR GIRLS CLOTHES ALL THE TIME. INSIDE AND OUTSIDE. WHEN I
AM SATISFIED YOU WILL KNOW."
This was a short message. I could have guessed it myself. Taylor was
walking around the house that night saying this would be embarrassing.
He could never do it. Then he thought about it and said that he goes to
ballet as a girl. There is no difference. He could also be a girl all
the time now. He rang to Eddie and asked did they want to go for a walk
tomorrow. Of course Eddie asked would he be a girl, and Taylor said
yes. Eddie seemed excited on the telephone. Dog's ears are very good
and it was fun that I could hear everything. I didn't understand
everything but in understood Eddie saying I love you at the end. Was
this a mistake or did he mean to say it?
The next day Taylor wore this pink and white summer dress. He had his
hair in a ponytail where you could see his new butterfly earrings. We
met Eddie in the park. It started by Eddie not believing that Taylor
looked so much like a girl. They then walked through the park. No one
seemed to notice them so this made Taylor calm down. At one stage they
started holding hands. I thought they were so cute. I was of course on
the lookout for the dog that I met that day. If I to remain a dog, I
might as well find a dog that I fancied.
Before Taylor went home, Eddie kissed him slightly on the lips. Aww, it
was so sweet. Then Eddie said that they were boyfriend and girlfriend.
I felt strange the next morning I woke up. I was of course hungry and
wanted some pedigree or something. Then I looked to see if Taylor was
still sucking his pacifier and couldn't get out of his crib. His crib
was gone. In fact, his room was his old room.
Taylor also woke up and noticed he was in his boy's pajamas. He went to
find clothes and noticed they were boy's clothes again.
Then He looked at me and told me I was no longer a dog. I was my self
again. I was a girl again. I looked at the mirror and was so happy.
Except my hair really needed to be brushed and I couldn't get this urge
not to go down and eat Pedigree.
Mum and Aunty have tried the same when they were children. My Aunty was
really Mums brother. When the game finished for them, then Aunty
decided to stay as a girl and got a sex change. Mum didn't really like
being a dog, but she loved dog biscuits. Wee had a long talk about the
game and we better understood why they supported us. They would also
support u if we what we wanted to be now.
It was easy for me. I enjoyed being a dog, but no way did I want to
continue being a dog. However I became a bit like Mum. Once in a while
we would eat dog biscuits when seeing TV. Sometime when I seen a dog, I
thought he was cute. But I never did kiss a dog.
Taylor decided that he wanted to be boy. He wanted to continue ballet,
so he started with a ballet class that both had boys and girls. He also
got one of his ears pierced and sometimes I think he wore panties. I am
not sure about that. I am not sure if he was Eddie's boyfriend or
girlfriend. But I think they were.
Finally one day Mum and Aunty was on the way outside with Jumissy. They
have promised to each other that they would burn the game. Lucky enough
we caught them just in time and said that they are not to burn the
game.
"Maybe we want to play it again!"