Eerie Saloon: Seasons of Change -- Winter
By Ellie Dauber and Christopher Leeson (c) 2010
Part 1 -- January
Monday, January 1, 1872
"Happy New Year, Mama," Ernesto and Lupe yelled, running into the room.
Maggie sat up with a start. "Not-not so loud, Ernesto." She tried to
shake her head, but stopped. The way her head hurt, she was afraid that
she'd shake something loose inside -- or maybe she already had.
"Please." She closed her eyes tightly against the brightness of the
morning.
"We are sorry, Mama," Lupe said in a whisper. "Are you sick like Uncle
Whit?"
Maggie opened one eye and looked around, remembering. She was in the
guest bedroom at Carmen and Whit's house. She was in her camisole, and
drawers; she could see her dress, petticoat, and corset draped over a
chair. A lightweight blanket had been thrown over her. "Sick? I am --
just a little -- but I am sure that it will pass."
"I have some medicine here that will help," a woman's voice said softly.
Maggie looked up to see Carmen standing a few feet away, a cup of coffee
in her hand. "Why don't you children go play out in the garden with
Jose?"
Ernesto nodded. "See you later, mama," he said, running from the room.
"Happy New Year, again, Mama," Lupe called as she ran after her brother.
Maggie stood up, grabbed for the coffee, and took a long drink. "Ahhh."
It was hot and black and _very_ strong. "Bless you, Carmen."
"If you want it, there is still some breakfast in the dining room,
Margarita."
"Still? How late is it?"
Carmen smiled. "About eleven. The children have been up for hours.
Whit is just eating."
"And Ramon?" She took another long drink of coffee.
"He is not down yet." She winked. "You could always go and wake him."
"Carmen! What are you saying?"
"That you need to try harder. Be... approachable."
Maggie looked down at herself. "How 'approachable', Carmen? Should I
go to him like this?" She made a broad sweep with her hand as if to
point out what little she was wearing.
"If you wish," Carmen smiled, "and Ramon would be happy to see you that
way, a little surprised, I think, but very happy."
"But it would not be right. We are not..."
"No, but you want to be; don't you?"
"I do." Maggie felt a vague warmth run through her body at the thought
of being with Ramon.
"So does Dolores. It comes down to which of you want him more."
"No, it comes down to which one _he_ wants."
"Then you have to show him that you are the one he wants." She smiled.
"You, better than anyone, should know that is how a man thinks."
* * * * *
"Good afternoon, Se?or Shamus," Arnie said. "And to you, too, Se?ora
Molly."
Shamus looked up from behind the bar. "And a good afternoon to ye,
Arnie, but just what are ye doing here?"
"I work here... don't I?" He looked nervously at the clock. "It is
12:30, so I'm not late. That is when you have me come in, so I can bus
the plates from the free lunch."
Molly smiled at the boy. "Ye're not in trouble, Arnie. Me Shamus meant
that it's so quiet today that ye didn't need t'be coming in."
"The se?or didn't say not to come in. I have a job here, so I have to
come in to work unless he says not to. Isn't that what a man does?"
"It is, lad," Shamus replied, "and ye're a good boy t'be thinking that
way." He looked around. "There's not much need of yuir services just
now, but tis glad I am that ye're on the job."
"Why don't ye go make some work for yuirself," Molly added. "Go over
and dirty up a plate with some of the lunch that's out there. Then
we'll see what else there is for ye t'be doing."
"I'll do that, Se?ora Molly. It smells very good."
"It is, Arnie," Shamus said, "even if it's just reheated leftovers from
last night. I remembered t'be telling Maggie that she could come in
late today, even if I forgot to tell ye the same." He made a motion
with his hands. "Go on over, then; have something t'eat and see if I'm
not right."
* * * * *
"What do you think, Mother?"
Cecelia Ritter studied her daughter's appearance. They were in
Hermione's room, laying out her clothes for the next day. "It's
certainly a lovely dress, Hermione, and you look lovely in it. I do
think that it's a bit fancy to wear to school, though."
"Perhaps, but I... I wanted to make a good impression."
"On whom?" her mother teased. "Miss Osbourne already knows what a fine
young lady you are."
"On... oh, Mother, on Yully Stone. You know that."
"I do, indeed, Hermione. I just wanted to hear you say it."
"I... I am saying it, mother. I will not let that _freak_, Emma, get
away with kissing him the way she did."
"I should hope not. The nerve of her, trying to steal the boy's
affections like that, and her not even a real girl."
"I know, mama, but I'll show her."
"The one you have to show is that Stone boy; you let him see what a
prize you are, and that Emma won't stand a chance."
"I will, mama. I will."
* * * * *
Beatriz walked down to the first floor of _La Parisienne_ arm in arm
with Sebastian Ortega, a tall, muscular young man with slicked-back
hair. "Thank you for a wonderful time," she told him in Spanish.
"It is I who should be thanking you, Beatriz." He took her in his arms
and gave her a long kiss.
She sighed as they finally broke the kiss. "Perhaps we should go back
upstairs."
"If only we could," he told her. "Still... here is something to
remember me by." He pulled a gold eagle from his pocket and tenderly
tucked it into her corset between her breasts.
Beatriz smiled and gently ran one finger down the length of the bulge in
his pants. "Mmm, and I have so _very much_ to remember."
"Until next time." He bowed low and walked towards the door, a broad
smile on his face.
Beatriz moved the coin slightly. It would be safe, there in her corset,
until she could give it to Lady Cerise. It was payment -- and a
generous tip -- for her services. She looked around, then walked into
the parlor.
Rosalyn was alone, sitting on one of the couches reading an issue of
_Godey's_ _Lady's_ _Book_. 'Looking at the new fashions, no doubt,'
Beatriz thought. Aloud, she asked, "Where is everybody?"
"The Lady and Herve are in her rooms doing... something," Rosalyn
answered, putting down the magazine. "Daisy's downstairs fixing supper;
Jonas is helping her. Wilma and Mae are upstairs with gentlemen." She
looked straight at Beatriz. "Do you wish to talk about... things?"
Beatriz nodded. "It did not work out so well, did it, your idea about
the party last night?"
"Not hardly. I heard Cerise telling Wilma how clever she was about that
punch she made and what a good job she did putting things together on
such short notice."
Beatriz shrugged. "It _was_ a good party."
Rosalyn glared back at her. "Don't you go soft on me now, Beatriz. You
yourself said that you didn't think that Hanks bitch deserves to be the
Lady's second any more than I do."
"I do not care about her job. I just hate that she is being rewarded
for stealing the men who would come to see me." She hesitated, then
added, "or you or Mae."
"Whatever. We are agreed that she has to be put in her place. Our
first plan may not have worked out the way we wanted it to, but I've got
a few other ideas. One of them should do the trick."
* * * * *
Tuesday, January 2, 1872
"Okay," Yully Stone said. "Let's get started." He pulled out his
pocketknife and, in one move, opened it and threw it into the ground
next to the schoolhouse. "There's your mark." He pulled out the knife
and smoothed the hole it had left down to a small point.
Bert McLeod, the Yba?ez twins, and Stephan Yingling lined up and, in
turn, each pitched a penny towards the wall just above Yully's mark.
The coins bounced off the wall and landed around the hole. The boys
repeated this three more times.
Yully studied the coins. "You're farthest, Stephan. You're out." Bert
and both the twins had coins closer to the hole.
"Guess, so." Stephan picked up his coins.
This was how the captains of the two ball teams were determined each
week. Only the boys in the top two grades were eligible. Yully had
been the winning captain the week before Christmas break, so he didn't
play. "Fair's fair, after all," Yully would have said, "and this way
everybody gets a chance."
The remaining three boys repeated the contest. Hector Yba?ez was
eliminated this round. "You 'n'me, Jorge," Bert called out, his voice
breaking just a little on the other boy's name. "This week, it's you
'n'me."
"Me 'n' you," Jorge answered. "Winner and loser."
Bert chuckled. "We'll just see who's who on Friday... loser."
Emma had been standing with the boys watching to see who won. 'Jorge's
not too happy about my playing,' she thought, with a shrug, 'but Bert
was on Yully's team with me last game. He should be okay.'
The two new captains ran off in different directions, plotting strategy
with a few friends before Miss Osbourne called them inside. The other
boys scattered to get in some play.
"Can I... umm, talk to you a minute, Emma." Yully had walked over to
where Emma was standing.
"I... ah... I guess so," Emma replied, not certain what to say. She'd
been dreading this, the first time she and Yully talked after they...
kissed.
"I-I wanted to apologize for what I... for what happened at the
Christmas party when I... when... when 'you know what' happened."
"Apologize?" Emma looked at Yully trying to understand what he was
saying.
"Yeah. A couple of the others -- and I ain't saying who -- had started
in to tease me about letting you play on my team. They said I didn't
know if you was a boy or a girl."
"I said that you looked like a girl, but you played good as a boy. Long
as you played that good, I didn't care what you was."
Emma looked at him. She wasn't sure whether she was relieved or
disappointed. "You... you didn't care."
"I let you play, didn't I?" he continued. "So... one of 'em said that
if I didn't care you was a girl, I should treat you like one, instead of
like a boy. Then another one said I should treat you like you was my...
girlfriend and give you a kiss. They all laughed and dared me to do it;
said I was a chicken if I wouldn't." He took a breath. "Well, I
couldn't let them say that, could I?"
Emma shook her head. "No, I-I guess you couldn't." Why wasn't she
happier? It was just a dare, a prank, no worse than what she and Tomas
had done with that snake that they'd put in Hermione's desk.
"That's why I done it." He tried a smile. "I'm sorry if I embarrassed
you or anything, and I sure didn't mean for Hermione to get mad at you
like she done."
"But she did, and she's probably gonna still be mad about it."
He sighed. "I know, and I'm sorry. I don't know what t'do about that."
"Maybe you should kiss her -- just to make it even." She chuckled at
the sour expression on his face. "No, I didn't mean that. We'll have
to see what happens." She shrugged. "In the meantime, Tomas Rivera and
I wanted to talk to you and Stephan Yingling about something."
Before either of them could say another word, they heard Miss Osbourne
ringing the bell. "Inside, children, no dawdling, just because it's
your first day back from vacation."
"We'll talk about it later, okay?" Yully said as they both ran for the
door.
* * * * *
Jessie walked over to a table where Arnie was gathering up glasses to
take into the kitchen. "You still wanna learn how t'shoot?"
"Si," he answered quickly. "If you will teach me."
"I decided I better, or you'll go off 'n' try t'learn by yourself, and
_that_ never works." She grinned. "Many a boy your age ends up with a
hole in his foot."
"When can we start?"
"You don't come in here till after noon. How 'bout at 11, but we're
gonna have t'do it outside of town. You know a good spot?"
"There is a place, a field, just past the town line on the way to the
hill you Anglos call Chiracauah Mesa. Can we start tomorrow?"
"Nope, tomorrow, you're gonna bring whatever pistol you're gonna use in
for me t'look at. I ain't gonna teach you nothing unless I first check
out the weapon you wanna use."
* * * * *
"Fives and sixes, do you have your lunches?" Nancy Osbourne asked. She
excused the children at midday by grade, youngest first, to avoid a
bunching up when they stopped to get their meals.
"Yes'm," Tommy Carson answered.
"Yes, Miss Osbourne," Miriam Scudder corrected him.
Nancy continued. "Fine, then sevens and eights may go." She reached in
a drawer for her own food, while the oldest of her students ran for the
shelves by the door, where their dinner pails were.
Hermione Ritter waited for Yully by the door, stepping in the way as he
approached. "Hello, Yully," she said warmly. "A belated happy new
year."
"Umm, thanks, Hermione." Yully frowned as Hector walked behind her,
paused, and pretended to be kissing someone. Hector grinned at Yully
and headed out the door.
She didn't notice. "Did you have a nice Christmas?"
"I suppose," he shrugged, then, just to be polite, asked, "Did you?"
"Oh, my, yes. My parents gave me this dress." She turned slowly to
show the pale yellow dress to him. "Do you like it?"
"It's nice enough, I guess." He looked around. They were the only
students still in the room. Their teacher was eating at her desk.
"Look, Hermione, I gotta go. I'm -- the fellows and I -- we're working
on some stuff."
He hurried around her and all but ran out the door. "See you later," he
called back to her over her shoulder. "And that _is_ a nice dress."
"He liked my dress," Hermione sighed happily. She picked up her own
lunch pail and walked out onto the schoolhouse porch.
Eulalie McKecknie, Penny Stone, and Ysabel Diaz were sitting together at
one of the picnic benches. Hermione joined them, then looked around as
she sat down.
"Looking for my brother?" Penny asked her. "He's over there with most
of the older boys." She pointed to a nearby bench.
Hermione looked over. The boys were laughing and talking. Judging from
their gestures, they were talking about that silly game they all played
at recess. She smiled, laughing to herself about how foolish it was to
get so concerned about what was just a schoolyard game.
Just then Bert McLeod shifted on the bench as he talked about something
with the others. Hermione's jaw dropped as she now saw Emma sitting
there, laughing along with her teammates.
Just like one of the boys.
* * * * *
Molly saw Mrs. Lonnigan walk into the saloon and hurried over. "Edith,
now what're ye doing in here this fine day?"
"And a good afternoon to you, Molly," Edith replied, "and how are you?"
"Fit as a fiddle, as they say, but ye still didn't answer me question."
"Oh, I'm sorry. I came by to see Laura Caulder. She asked me to be her
midwife, you know, and I thought that I might check up on her today."
"She's upstairs doing a bit of cleaning. Why don't I take ye to her?"
"Yes, that would be fine." Edith looked at Molly's anxious face. "It's
just a simple check-up. I'll be giving her one a month for the next few
months. You're welcome to stay, if Laura doesn't mind."
"If ye're sure..." The two women headed for the stairs, walking past a
table Arnie Diaz was clearing. "When ye get a chance, Arnie," Molly
told him, "please tell me Shamus that I'll be upstairs with Mrs.
Lonnigan here t'be talking with Laura. We'll be down directly." Arnie
nodded, and Molly hurried over to the stairs where Edith was waiting.
Arnie watched the pair of them head up the stairs. He got back to work,
putting a pair of empty beer steins in a large tray. Someone had left a
dime under one of the glasses. He put it in a pocket until he could give
it to Shamus.
* * * * *
Ramon was arranging a display of men's shirts on a counter when he heard
the bell over the store door jingle. "May I help -- Dolores, what
brings you in here today?"
"To see you, of course." She gave him her best smile. "You should wear
that blue shirt when you come over on Saturday." She pointed to one of
the display shirts.
"Saturday? I am afraid I don't understand."
"Oh, come, now. The Ramon de Aguilar that I remember counted the hours
until Dia de los Reyes Magos, the Day of the Magical Kings."
Ramon laughed, remembering. "He was a greedy little boy, that Ramon.
He could hardy wait for the Christmas presents he was going to get that
day."
"He was not greedy. He was a sweet boy, and he always shared his
presents with his friends."
"Not always, and my friends did not always share their presents with me.
I remember when I was nine, and a certain girl would not even show me
her presents."
"I did not think that he... you would want to play with my new doll.
You never liked to play games with me and my dolls." She paused a
moment. "In fact, I came to see if this has changed."
"I fear that I am still not very good at pretend parties with dolls."
"How are you at real parties, ones with real people and real food?" She
smiled as if thinking of a joke.
"Much better." He smiled back at her. "You should try me some time."
"I will... on Saturday. I came to invite you to the Dia de los Reyes
Magos party that my cousin, Teresa, is having Saturday afternoon."
Ramon thought quickly. Had Maggie mentioned any party to him? Had
Ernesto or Lupe? No, not that he recalled, but if Dolores was just
asking, they might have as well. "Can I think about it? Saturday...
Saturday is our busiest day, and --"
"And the party is at five. The sign on the door says that this store is
only open to six. You can come over when it closes." She decided to
bait the hook further. "Do not worry about presents, either. You are
my guest; they will not be expected... except, perhaps, one from that
greedy little boy to his childhood friend, the one with the doll."
Ramon felt trapped, but he had to laugh. "I will _try_ to be there.
Sometimes, Se?or Silverman has work for me after the store closes."
"But that greedy little boy will not want to stay at his work." She
kissed a finger and touched it to his lips. "I will tell Teresa to
expect you. If you do not come, she... she will put too much starch in
those shirts she washes for you." She winked and left the store,
stopping only to look back once and say, "Goodbye, Ramon," in a low,
husky voice.
* * * * *
Laura tried not to move while Mrs. Lonnigan ran her hand along the small
bulge at her waist. The two women were in her old room. Laura was in
her drawers; her blouse, skirt, corset, and camisole were on one of the
beds. Molly was sitting on the chair watching the examination.
"Everything seems fine, Laura," Edith Lonnigan said calmly, trying to
reassure her nervous patient. "You don't seem to be putting on too much
weight. Are you having any problems, especially anything new?"
Laura looked a bit embarrassed. "Just that it seems to take forever
when I... uhh, sit on the necessary."
"A little constipation's to be expected. Try drinking more liquids --
water, not beer or anything else with alcohol."
"All right, not that I drank that much beer anyway." Laura sighed.
"First Shamus won't serve me anything 'cause I'm working for him. Now
you tell it isn't good for my baby. I think that this whole thing is
just a plot to keep me sober."
"There's nothing wrong with an occasional glass of wine, dear," Edith
told her, "but I've never thought that there was anything served by
heavy drink."
Molly laughed. "'Cept that serving heavy drink is how Laura's earning
the money t'be paying ye."
"I didn't mean to insult you, Molly," the midwife said quickly. "And
I'm hardly one of those Daughters of Temperance ladies from back East.
I know that a lot of the men around here live very hard lives. They
need -- some of them do -- something to help them get through the day.
With a woman, particularly a _pregnant_ woman, it's an entirely
different matter."
"And if the... pregnant woman used to be a man shouldn't she be entitled
to a little something?" Laura asked.
"Just that occasional glass, dear," Edith said. "Just that."
Molly nodded in agreement. "Aye, the 'little something' ye should be
thinking of is the one that's growing inside ye."
"I can see that I won't be getting much of anything had to drink then,"
Laura told them. "Not if it'd be bad for..." she gently patted her
stomach. "Is there anything else I should be doing?"
Edith walked over and picked up Laura's corset. "I was glad to see that
you're not closing the bottom two buttons on this. Has it gotten that
tight?"
"Not yet, but Rachel Silverman told me not to do the buttons. She made
me buy a couple of bigger sized corsets for later, too."
"I know the sort she sold you. You will need the support for your
breasts, so keep wearing a corset, but be sure to give the baby the
space inside you that it needs." She paused a moment. "Speaking of
which, you should start sleeping on your left side. We really aren't
certain why, but it seems to be better for both you and the baby."
"How do I stay on my left side when I'm asleep?"
"Tuck some pillows behind you. Put one between your legs as well."
"That doesn't sound very comfortable."
Molly chuckled. "'Tis only fitting, Laura. 'Twas something hard
between yuir legs that got ye this way. Now, something soft down thuir
will help that wee one that's coming."
"Molly!" Laura said. Then she chuckled, too. So did Mrs. Lonnigan.
"This examination is _clearly_ over," the midwife said wryly, regaining
her composure. "You can get dressed now."
Molly handed Laura her camisole. "Anything else we... she should be
doing?"
"Try some raw fruit and vegetables for that constipation. I'll be back
for your next check-up in about a month, but _please_ if anything seems
wrong, please come see me at _once_."
"She will," Molly promised quite firmly before Laura could answer.
"Can she... Can _I_ ask you one last question?" Laura asked softly.
"While you're both here?"
"Of course," the midwife told her. Molly nodded as well. "Is something
else bothering you?"
Laura fidgeted as she spoke. "Uh... yeah, sort of. The... uhh, other
day, Arsenio touched me... my breast, and I got so... so hot, it was
like I--I was Wilma that day she took that second drink of potion. I
wasn't myself till... till after we..."
"Till after ye made love with yuir husband," Molly finished the thought.
"I ain't sure that's what I'd be calling a problem."
"Molly." Laura replied, "I almost _raped_ Arsenio. I never... _never_
acted like that before, not even on my honeymoon." She looked over at
Edith. "Is something wrong with me? Is the potion doing something?"
Edith patted her hand reassuringly. "I'm not an expert on Shamus'
potion, of course, but I have heard of such a thing happening to other
mothers-to be. You see, you're expecting --"
"I hadn't noticed!" Laura interrupted.
Mrs. Lonnigan ignored her retort. "You are, and because of it, your
body is working very hard to get you ready for that baby. Sometimes,
that can make it overly sensitive, easily... aroused. There's nothing
to be concerned about. It won't happen every time, and it will lessen
as the baby comes closer, I should think."
"But what do I do in the meantime?"
"Enjoy it," Edith and Molly said almost in unison. All three women
laughed.
Edith continued. "To be serious for a moment, it is normal, and, as
much as you and Arsenio love each other, there's certainly nothing wrong
with what you're doing."
"Thanks, Edith. I'll be sure to tell Arsenio what you said." She
smiled, both in relief and at the thought of how she was going to tell
him.
Edith seemed to understand. "I'm sure you will." She paused a beat.
"I'll be going now. Oh... and let me know when the baby quickens...
begins to move, that is."
Laura froze, her eyes wide and her smile gone. "Move? It-it's gonna...
inside... inside me?"
"Yes, dear, in the next three weeks or so. Don't be alarmed. You can
even let your husband put his hand on your stomach, so he can feel it.
The father should be able to share in a pregnancy, I think."
Laura looked down at herself, almost expecting the baby to move that
very moment. When nothing happened, she slowly slid her palm along the
small bulge. "Oh, Lord," she said, and it sounded very much like a
prayer for help.
* * * * *
Wednesday, January 3, 1872
"You be sure to hold that arm steady, Tomas," Doc Upshaw said, reaching
for his saw. "Se?or Rivera, you help him."
Tomas Rivera, Senior, put his hands on both sides of his son's cast to
brace it. "You can look away if you want, Tomasito."
The boy shook his head. "No, Papa, I want to watch. I saw the cast get
put it on, and I want to see it taken off." His arm was stretched out
on the examination table, his fingers grasping the edge of the table.
"Can I, Dr. Upshaw?" He looked at the doc, his eyes wide.
"If you want to," Doc replied. "Just be careful not to flinch." He put
the saw blade against the edge of the cast and began to carefully draw
it back and forth. He moved slowly, watching as it bit into the
plaster.
Tomas and his father kept still as the doctor worked. He cut about two-
thirds of the way through the cast, moving down its length. He stopped
every so often to check his progress.
"You shouldn't tax that arm much for a day or so," Doc warned them at
one point. "It -- and you -- need to get used to it being free of this
cast."
"Can I play ball?" Tomasito asked. "At school, we -- the boys -- play a
game every day during recess. Can I get into the game tomorrow?"
Doc Upshaw thought for a moment. "I'd say that you had best wait until
Friday, or, better yet, next week. Besides, you probably couldn't get
into the game before then."
"Probably not." The boy frowned. "Whoever's side I got on this week,
the other side would yell about it."
"It will not hurt you to wait," his father told him. "And your mama
will be happy to see you come home from school with clean clothes for a
few more days."
Tomas laughed at his father's joke. His mother did scold him sometimes
when he came home after playing too hard and getting his clothes dirty.
"She may be happy, but I won't be."
"All boy and a yard wide." Upshaw patted the boy's head. He put down
his saw and used a scissors to cut away the remaining plaster. Grasping
the edges of the cast with both hands, he pulled it apart. "You can
take your arm out now."
Tomas pulled out his arm and held it up, wiggling his fingers. "It
looks so pale, so thin." He moved it around. "Is it going to be like
that from now on?"
"It's thin from lack of exercise, Tomas," Doc answered. "And it's pale
because it's been out of the light for six weeks. It'll be back to
normal in no time; you wait and see if it isn't."
"It'll also be a tad sensitive for a short time," Doc added, putting a
small dish of soapy water on the table. "Hold it over this dish."
The boy did as he was told. Doc took a washcloth, dipped it in the
water, and used it on his arm. Tomas yelped in surprise at the sudden
pain.
"It doesn't hurt that much, does it?" Doc Upshaw asked.
Tomasito shook his head. "Not really. I just didn't expect it to hurt
at all."
"Sometimes, a little pain can be a good thing; it reminds you not to
overdo." He gently dried the arm. "You can take your son home now,
Se?or Rivera. He seems fine, but you be sure to bring him in if he
still has any pain tomorrow."
"Thank you, Doctor." Tomas Rivera happily shook the man's hand. His son
did the same thing a moment later, smiling at both the doctor and his
father.
* * * * *
"Here is my father's pistol," Arnie said proudly, showing Jessie the
weapon, still wrapped in a thick, white cloth.
Jessie unwrapped the firearm and examined it closely. "This Colt must
be ten year's old. You got ammo for it?"
"I do." He pulled a small wooden box from his pocket.
She slid the box into her apron. "I'll look at it later. Right now, I
can tell you that this thing ain't ready for lessons. It needs a good
cleaning. There's a lotta rust on it, too, but nothing that a good soak
in some mineral oil can't handle."
"How long will all that take?"
Jessie had to smile at his eagerness. "It'll be ready t'use come Friday
morning. I'll meet you then, and we'll get started."
* * * * *
"Anyone home?" Ramon asked as he came through the door and into the
kitchen of the Saloon.
"Uncle Ramon," Ernesto and Lupe called out, almost in unison. They both
started to get up from the table where they were having their supper.
Maggie was on them at once. "Sit back down, the two of you, and finish
eating." She turned and smiled warmly at Ramon. "You are welcome to
join them... us, if you wish, Ramon." She nervously pushed back an
errant curl from her forehead. "If you want to, I mean."
"Thank you, I will." He took the narrow space between the children, who
shifted their plates to make room. "The food smells wonderful -- as
always."
Jane looked up from the vegetables she was chopping. "Why don't you
take your dinner break now, Maggie? Then y'all can eat together."
"But the stew," Maggie protested. "It needs watching."
Jane looked at her and shook her head. "It's just that meat stew with
them hot peppers and spices. You taught me how t'make that weeks ago.
I can watch it just fine." Under her breath she added, "you go over
there and sit down with the man."
"Matchmaker," Maggie whispered, trying not to smile.
"Damn right," Jane whispered back. "I'm tired of seeing you moping
around."
Maggie filled two bowls with stew and brought them and two large chunks
of bread to the table. She set one of each down in front of Ramon and
the other opposite him. She fetched them both glasses of lemonade and
silverware.
"What brings you here, Ramon?" she asked, sitting down. Then she
quickly added, "not that I am not glad to see you."
Ramon raised an eyebrow. "Rachel was over here this afternoon to talk
to Molly, and she told me that you wanted to see me." Was his
employer's wife mistaken, or was she also playing matchmaker?
"Oh, s?," Maggie replied, as if remembering. "I was so busy that I
could not come over myself to ask you."
"Ask me? Ask me what?"
"To come to the Dia de los Reyes Magos party," Ernesto blurted out.
Maggie glared at her son. "Ernesto! Finish your supper and do not
interrupt again." She took a breath, and her scowl became a smile. "As
Ernesto said, I am having a small party at 2 PM on Saturday in honor of
the Three Kings on their holy day. It will just be Carmen and Whit and
their two, this noisy one..." She ruffled Ernesto's hair. "... and his
sister, Laura and Arsenio -- Carmen told him about the party, and they
asked if they could come -- and me. And you, of course, if... if you
can come."
Ramon sometimes sat in at Bridget's poker games. He hoped his best
poker face was good enough. 'All that planning,' he thought, 'and she
asks me the day after I have accepted the invitation from Dolores.
Should I have waited?' He paused a moment, not liking the idea of
having to choose between Maggie and Dolores.
Aloud he answered, "I wish I could, but Saturday afternoons are the
busiest times at the store."
"You could at least ask Aaron. He has let you take time off before.
You would not have to be away long, not if you did not wish to be." She
tried to keep the regret out of her voice.
Lupe put a hand on Ramon's arm. "Please come, Uncle Ramon. Please."
"Yes, do come," Ernest said, trying to sound grown-up. "I am sure that
Zayde will let you if you ask him." Ernesto had spent enough time
visiting Ramon at the store that Aaron Silverman had told the boy to
refer to him by the Yiddish word for grandfather.
Ramon sighed. Aaron had reluctantly agreed to let Ramon leave early to
go to Dolores' party. 'It would not be fair to ask for more time,'
Ramon thought, 'and I have already promised Dolores that I would be at
her party.' He shook his head. "I-I cannot. We are just too busy."
"You will not even ask?" Maggie gave it one last try.
"No." He said the word softly and with regret.
* * * * *
"You mind if I sit down here for a minute?" Laura asked Bridget. The
gambler was sitting alone, playing "Maverick solitaire" and waiting for
a game.
Bridget pointed to an empty chair. "Take a load off. Say, you want me
to teach you how to play this?"
"No thanks." She carefully lowered herself into the chair. "I never
was much for poker." Laura smiled as she leaned back and lifted her
feet up onto the seat of an adjacent chair. "Damn, that feels good."
"I can imagine."
Before either of them could say another word, Jessie walked over. She
spun a chair around and sat down. "Can I talk t'you two?"
"Can we stop you?" Laura asked, her lips curling in amusement.
Jessie shook her head. "No, you can't." She chuckled. "Besides, this
is kind of important." She leaned in close and continued in a low
voice. "Do either of you know what happened to our guns, the ones we
had when we rode into town?"
"You know," Bridget answered, "I never thought about them, not after
we... changed. I wonder why that is."
Laura shrugged. "Me neither. If I ever stopped to think about them,
I'd have guessed that the sheriff was keeping them until after our
sentence was up. But by the time it was up, I had so much else on my
mind that it never occurred to me to ask."
The redhead's voice dripped with sarcasm. "It was about the same with
me. It wasn't as if I was planning to go back on the dodge in a shape
like this. Why do you want to know about them now?"
"'Cause Arnie asked me t'teach him how t'shoot," Jessie replied. "And I
promised I would. I'll need a pistol of m'own for that."
Bridget's expression soured. "Damn, when I asked him to take a job
here, I told him it was because I wanted him to protect me. I never
thought he'd take me so literally."
"It ain't you," Jessie countered. "Least ways, that ain't what he told
me. He said he wanted it so people'd respect him - that and t'protect
his family."
"Whatever he gave as a reason, be careful with him," Bridget cautioned.
"He's got a lot of pride. Boys his age usually do, but he's a lot more
sensitive about things than I remember being." She sighed. "I just
hope he's not planning anything crazy to earn that respect."
Laura looked thoughtful for a moment. "When are you giving him his
first lesson?"
"Friday morning," Jessie answered. "I gotta clean the pistol he wants
t'use."
"You mind if I come along? He's the oldest of a bunch of kids, with no
father. I went through that after my pa went off to the war. Maybe I
can talk to him some about what that means."
The singer shrugged. "Don't see why not. Besides, seems t'me you
wasn't too shabby a shot youself, _Leroy_."
* * * * *
"Is there any other business?" Horace Styron looked at the other
members of the church board sitting around the teacher's desk in the
schoolhouse. When no one answered, he looked out at the small crowd of
church members sitting around the room. A few were wedged into the
children's desks. The rest were on benches that were set up for the
meeting.
He looked at Rev. Yingling, sitting at his own chair at the desk. "Did
you have anything to add, Reverend?" The minister shook his head.
"Anyone else have anything that they want to bring up?" he asked the
members.
"Let's just go home," a voice called.
Clyde Ritter rose to his feet. "I've got something." Someone groaned,
but Clyde continued. "I just wanted to ask the clean-up crew to do a
better job after the meeting. Last month, my Clyde Junior brought home
a couple of cigar stubs that he'd found, and I had to throw them out."
"Why don't you stay and help, Clyde," another voice called out. "Maybe
you'll find one or two you can keep." The room exploded with laughter.
Ritter spun around trying to figure out who had insulted him.
Styron hammered his chairman's gavel and called for order. "I think
that's enough of that." He banged the gavel one last time. "Meeting
adjourned." Then he stood up and walked over to where Ritter was still
standing, a sour look on the man's face.
Jubal Cates, the board secretary, gathered up his notes from the meeting
and walked over to join them. "Calm down, Clyde. Harry was just joking
around. You know how he is."
"Yeah, he's a damned fool," Ritter answered. "But we need his vote now
and then, so I'll just ignore his so-called wit."
Rupe Warrick was sitting between Trisha and Judge Humphreys. Dwight
Albertson sat on the other side of the Judge. "Good meeting," Rupe
said, shaking their hands. "Glad we got all that nonsense 'bout you
settled, Trisha."
Albertson, the board treasurer, mumbled something in agreement with Rupe
and put the church ledgers back into the case he'd brought them in. His
monthly report went in as well.
"So am I," Trisha said, gathering up her notes from the meeting.
"Tonight's meeting went pretty well. Even Horace didn't give me a hard
time -- well, no more than usual, but I think that the February meeting
can be a better one."
The Judge raised an eyebrow. "Just what did you have in mind, Trisha?"
"Why don't you all come over to my house, say, about 7 o'clock a week
from today, and we can talk about it."
"Sounds sneaky," Warrick said with a soft chuckle.
She nodded, smiling slightly. "Who, me? I just wanted to discuss some
matters without Horace or Jubal or Willie interrupting." Willie
Gotefreund, the last member of the board, had missed the meeting.
"Making trouble, same as always," Rupe said with a chuckle. "I knew
there was a reason I voted to keep you on the board."
* * * * *
Thursday, January 4, 1872
Tomas and Emma were eating their lunches alone at one of the farther
picnic tables. Yully Stone and Stephan Yingling looked around for a
moment, then walked over to join them.
"The other day, you said you got something to show me and Stephan,"
Yully said, throwing a leg over a bench on one side of the table. "What
is it?"
Stephan Yingling sat down next to him, and both boys opened their lunch
pails. "It better be good." Stephan took out a ham sandwich and began
eating.
"It is." Emma took a rolled-up magazine out of her own pail. She pulled
at the green lace ribbon tying it until the knot gave and handed it to
Yully. "Take a look; page 34."
Yully unrolled the magazine. It was printed on cheap pulp stock with a
garishly colored cover. "_Boys_ _of_ _America_, I didn't know you got
it." The magazine was aimed at boys aged 8-15 or so, with stories and
project ideas.
"My Uncle Liam got me a subscription for my birthday," Emma told him.
"Go on, look at page 34."
Yully and Stephan turned to that page and began reading, while Tomas and
Emma finished their lunch. The two older boys were getting more and
more excited.
The article was about an underground fort built in a space dug out of
the side of a hill and then reburied. Properly done, the article
promised, someone could walk within a few feet and never know it was
there.
"You think you can do it?" Stephan asked.
"I don't see why not," Yully said. "I just want to know why you two are
showing this to us."
Emma shrugged. "We weren't going to show it to anybody, not at first,
but Tomas and me decided that we couldn't do it, not by ourselves
anyway. it'd take too long and everybody'd find out about it."
"We already have a place picked out," Tomas added, "on the side of a
hill about ten minutes from here."
"I figure that the four of us could do most of the work in a weekend,"
Emma said.
"Maybe..." Yully looked interested. "What do you say, Stephan?"
"I say, where're we gonna get the lumber?"
"We got it already," Emma said. "Me and Tomas was taking it from empty
shacks here'n there before... before the... accident. It's all stored
in a corner of my folks' barn just waiting for us. We got us a bucket
of nails, too."
"Then I say, I'm in," Stephan told them.
"Okay, then," Yully said. "We'll take a look at this spot you and Tomas
picked out after school today. Unless we decide -- we _all_ decide to
find someplace else, we'll meet at Emma's 'bout 9 Saturday morning and
get started."
"We will have to start much later on Sunday," Tomas said. "My papa will
make me go to church, and your papa..." He looked at Stephan. "I am
sure that you _have_ to go."
Emma thought for a moment. "Is 1 PM good for everybody? That'll give
us all time t'eat lunch and change."
Yully and Tomas nodded. Stephan just shrugged. "My pa don't like me
doing any work on the Lord's Day." He took a breath. "So I don't think
I'll tell him."
The four spit in their palms and shook hands. They spent the rest of
the lunch break making plans.
* * * * *
"Hey, Shamus," Jessie said, "can I talk t'you for a minute?" When he
nodded and started to walk over to where she was standing, she added,
"in private."
Shamus cocked an eyebrow. "In private, is it now? Well, me office is
right over there. Lead the way." He came out from behind the bar and
followed her to his office, closing the door once they were both inside,
and sitting down behind his makeshift desk. "Now then, what is it ye
need t'be talking to me about in private?"
"My pistol, the one I had when we all rode into eerie, where is it?
Come to think of it, where's my horse and the clothes I was wearing?"
Shamus chuckled. "I wondered if ye - any of ye - would ever be asking
me that question." He looked at her for a moment. "T'be telling the
truth, Jessie, ye're wearing yuir pistol right now."
"Wearing it?" She looked down at her hips out of old habit. "I ain't
wearing no gunbelt."
"I never said ye was." He chuckled again. "But ye are wearing a dress
me Molly bought ye while ye was a... a guest o'the town, ye might say.
Are ye thinking that the town o'Eerie bought ye and the others yuir
clothes with its own money? No, we sold yuir pistol, sold yuir horse
and yuir clothes, too, and we used the money t'be buying the clothes all
of ye wore."
"I paid good money for that horse -- for the saddle and bridle, too,
_and_ for the gun. What right've you got t'sell 'em?"
"What right did ye have t'be riding in t'town t'kill the sheriff? Ye
all needed clothes t'be wearing and food for yuir bellies. That stuff
paid for it. Besides, we didn't spend all of it."
"What did you do with what was left, throw a party?"
"No, Jessie, we gave it back t'ye. It was part of the money I gave each
of ye when yuir sentences was done."
"I don't like it, but I... I suppose that was fair enough."
"Well, thank ye for that. Now, would ye mind yelling me why ye was
asking about that weapon of yuirs in the first place?"
"Arnie. He--he wants me to teach him how to shoot. I need a firearm to
do that right."
"Why does he want to learn something like that, and what makes ye think
ye should be teaching him?"
"Why shouldn't I?"
"I don't suppose me saying that I don't like it'd be enough of a reason
tt'be stoppiung ye, would it?"
"Not by half. Look, Shamus, the kid's in a hurry to grow up. He's
gonna try to do it on his own, if I don't help him. But if I do, I can
try to make him know what he's letting himself in for if he ever picks
up a firearm t'use on somebody. Ain't that better than hoping he
figures it out for himslef?"
Shamus thought for a moment. "Maybe... but not by much. Ye just be
careful what ye're doing t'that boy."
* * * * *
Kaitlin was sitting on the couch, darning one of Emma's stockings, when
Trisha came up behind her. "It's Thursday," she said. Trisha leaned
over and softly kissed Kaitlin's neck. "You did promise, you know."
"Yes, I know." Kaitlin squirmed at the kiss. "But all I promised was to
_talk_ about it. _You_ promised to think about whether you still...
_thought_ like a man."
Trisha nodded. "I have thought about it, Kaitlin. I may look like a
woman, but I'm still -- "
"Look like? My Lord, Trisha, you _are_ a woman. You've even had
monthlies. "
"I'm still only a woman on the outside." She tapped her head with a
finger. "In here -- where it counts -- I'm still a man."
"Are... are you so sure? You're so very much a woman on the outside?"
"Try me." Trisha kissed her neck again. "I want you as much as I ever
did."
"But... I-I'm not sure that I want you. I-I never even thought about...
about _being_ with a woman before last week."
"You have thought about it, though, didn't you? You promised that you
would."
Kaitlin looked embarrassed. "I-I have. You were my husband --"
"I _am_ your husband. That hasn't changed."
"Hasn't it? To tell the truth, I don't really don't know if it has."
Kaitlin paused a moment. "But I do know that I still love you just as I
ever did. If you really... really want me to do... what you _say_ you
want me to do, then I-I'm willing to try it -- this one time, at least."
Trisha smiled. "Then, let's get to it."
"No, it's... it's early. Emma --" Trisha tried to kiss her a third
time, but Kaitlin shifted away. "Please don't kiss me again. Emma will
hear if we... do anything right now."
Trisha put her hand on her wife's shoulder. "It's well after 8 o'clock.
We'll tell her to go -- to shut her door and read or just go to bed. If
we shut ours, too, she shouldn't hear anything." Trisha began to gently
massage Kaitlin's shoulders. "We've done it that way before, you know."
"Yes, but... but I always worried that Elmer might be listening. Now,
she's Emma, and she's still learning to be a woman herself."
Trisha continued the massage. She was kneading Kaitlin's shoulders,
working out the tired feeling. "You did say just now that you would,
Kaitlin. There'll be solid wall and two locked doors. She can't
possibly hear anything."
"Mmmm." Kaitlin sighed, enjoying the relaxing feeling of Trisha's
fingers on her muscles. "I... I suppose we could." She sighed again.
"If we were quiet." She stood up slowly.
Trisha stopped the massage and took Kaitlin's hand. "We will be."
* * * * *
"See that quarter," Calvin Snyder said, looking very serious, "and raise
you another."
Bridget pretended to be studying her cards, while she studied the man.
Snyder claimed to be a drummer, in town to sell hardware to some
storekeepers and tradesman, but he handled his cards like a man who did
it for a living.
Still... "Right back at you." She pushed another two quarters into the
pot.
Arnie was watching from the back of the crowd that had gathered around
the poker table. Bridget and Snyder had been dueling for each hand.
She was the winner so far, but not by very much. 'This is getting
good,' he thought.
"Arnie," Shamus gently put a hand on the boy's shoulder. "I'm not
paying ye t'be watching Bridget play poker, am I?"
Arnie looked over his shoulder at the barman. "Just a little bit
longer, Se?or Shamus, till the end of this hand."
"And then one more... and one more. I'm sorry, lad, but ye can't be
standing around that table all night."
Before Arnie could answer, Bridget called. They were using the newer
"eastern" rules. Snyder had a flush, the ten, seven, six, four, and two
of clubs, but Bridget had full house, nines and threes. She raked in
her winnings to the applause of the crowd, including Arnie.
"Fine, then," Shamus said sternly. "That hand is over, so I'll tell ye
again t'be getting back t'work. There's glasses all around the room
that need t'be cleared."
"All right, all right, I'm going." Arnie walked slowly over to the
table where he'd left a tray partly full of used glassware. There was a
pair of almost empty beer steins on the table with it. He put them into
the tray and went on to the next table.
Arnie worked his way slowly around the room, straining his ears as he
did, to try to listen to the poker game. Judging from the groans he
heard, Bridget lost the next hand. He started to move back towards her
table; there _were_ some empty glasses on the nearby tables.
When he did, though, he saw Shamus looking at him. The barman shook his
head and pointed back in the opposite direction. Arnie gave him a sour
look, but he did turn around and walk the other way.
"Finally," he said, looking down at the tray two tables later. It was
about as full as he could get it without serious risk of something
falling out. With a sigh, he headed through the door and into the
kitchen.
He set the tray down next to the sink and looked around. No one else
was in the room. "Good," he said with an angry nod of his head. There
were three steins in the tray that still had some beer in them. On an
impulse, he poured it all into one on them, and looked around again.
Satisfied that he was alone, he quickly downed the beer.
It was only later that he thought of the smell on his breath.
Fortunately, no one seemed to notice, but he knew that he'd have to be
careful if... when he tried the trick of drinking from the "empties"
again.
* * * * *
Trisha locked the bedroom door. "If Emma does come to see what we're
doing, she'll have to knock."
"Now what... what do we do?" Kaitlin was standing by the bed, trying
not to look at it.
Trisha stood on a stool to reach up above the armoire. She managed to
pull down one of the bottles and the glasses from their place atop it.
"Maybe this will give us some ideas."
"The Madeira." Kaitlin sounded a bit surprised. It was their best
wine, a gift from Liam on their tenth anniversary and still unopened
years later. "It should, indeed." She giggled, sounding more than a
bit nervous.
Trisha opened the bottle and poured them each a glass. "I wanted things
to go well." She raised her glass. "To new beginnings."
"New, indeed." Kaitlin raised her own glass and lightly touched it to
Trisha's. She took a sip. The wine was delicious, full-bodied and
fruity. She felt its warmth as it settled in her stomach and closed her
eyes to better enjoy the sensation.
Kaitlin opened them again at the sound of a rustle of cloth. Trisha had
stepped in close to her. Trisha wore shoes with a two-inch heel, while
Kaitlin was in comfortable slippers. That made them about the same
height. Trisha put her hands on either side of Kaitlin's head to steady
it. "Maybe this will be a better start." She leaned forward and kissed
her wife full on the mouth.
Kaitlin opened her mouth in surprise. She could taste the wine on
Trisha's breath. She felt Trisha's tongue slip between her lips,
searching for her own. 'Pretend she's still Patrick,' she thought.
Kaitlin closed her eyes. Trisha kissed her deeply, just as Patrick had.
She remembered her husband and all the times they'd made love in this
very room. She pictured his strong, male body in her mind, and she felt
her nipples tighten. There was an emptiness down between her legs now,
and an eagerness for him to fill it.
Kaitlin reached down and touched the soft cotton of Trisha's dress,
feeling the stiff petticoat under it. She felt something else, too,
Trisha's lush breasts brushing up against her own. Kaitlin opened her
eyes and pushed the other woman away. "This isn't going to work."
"It will if you let it," Trisha replied. Without waiting for an answer,
she reached over and began to work the buttons on Kaitlin's dress.
"Let's get... more comfortable."
It seemed reasonable. 'I'll have to take this thing off sometime,'
Kaitlin thought. She started unbuttoning Trisha's blouse. They both
finished at about the same time. Trisha slid her arms out and tossed
the blouse onto the chair.
"I'll have to take off my petticoat before I get out of this dress,"
Kaitlin said. She reached down under her dress and yanked at the bow
that held the petticoat in place around her hips. It slid to the floor
with a soft rustling sound. Kaitlin stepped out of it. She picked it
up and placed it over her dressing table.
Trisha copied Kaitlin's actions, except that she just tossed the garment
on the floor over her blouse. She still had Patrick's smirk, and she
showed it as she unbuttoned her skirt, which joined her other clothes a
moment later. Kaitlin took off her dress and put it with her petticoat.
The two women faced each other in only camisole, corset, and drawers.
"Pretty as the day I married you," Trisha said, "or maybe that night."
There was a leer in Trisha's voice now as she eyed Kaitlin. "Let's try
that kiss again."
Before Kaitlin could protest, Trisha stepped over and gave her another
kiss. She squirmed, and Trisha shifted position. Her mouth left a trail
of kisses and small bites, as it moved across Kaitlin's face, first on
the lips, then the cheek and jaw line before moving on to her neck. She
finished at the base of Kaitlin's throat, at that spot where each kiss
sent a small wave of pleasure through the other woman's body.
At the same time, Trisha's arm reached around her wife. She grasped
Kaitlin's firm, rounded buttocks and began to gently knead them. The
result was another wave of pleasure. Kaitlin moaned and her head lolled
backwards, her eyes half closed.
Then the old phrase, "sauce for the goose" suddenly came into Kaitlin's
mind. Or was it "do unto others"? She leaned her head forward and
began to kiss Trisha on the neck. She felt the other woman tremble at
the new sensation. Kaitlin continued the onslaught. Her hands reached
up to caress Trisha's breasts through the fabric of her corset.
"Oh, Lord." Trisha gasped in surprise at the intensity of what she was
now feeling. She was distracted now and stopped her massage of
Kaitlin's body.
Finding herself in charge, Kaitlin pressed on. One hand continued to
caress Trisha's breast. The other moved away to be replaced a moment
later by Kaitlin's lips. The taller woman left a trail of kisses across
the other's breast, with an occasional love bite.
Trisha trembled as Kaitlin did to her what Patrick had so often done to
Kaitlin.
At the same time, the finger of Kaitlin's other hand moved slowly down
the front of Trisha's corset. With the skill born of years of practice,
she opened hook after hook.
The corset fell open. Trisha felt it slide free from her body. Before
she could think about where it went, she felt Kaitlin's hands cupping
her breasts, felt the roughness of Kaitlin's palms against her erect
nipples.
"Let me show you what it's like for a woman." Kaitlin's voice was husky
with arousal.
Trisha shook her head. "No... no... I'm not... I-I want to make love to
you like... like Pa-Patrick did." She began to undo the hooks on
Kaitlin's corset. Her hands were shaky, but she managed.
The corset dropped to the ground. Trisha's fingers pulled at the bow at
the neckline of Kaitlin's camisole. The ribbons came apart, and Trisha
slid the camisole down, exposing one -- no, both -- of Kaitlin's firm,
rounded breasts. Without warning, Trisha lowered her head and began to
suck on a nipple. She rolled her tongue around Kaitlin's sensitive
flesh, sucked again, then gave a gentle love bite.
"Ooooh!" Now, Kaitlin trembled, as little jolts of pleasure ran through
her body. 'I could get used to this,' she thought. Then, she realized,
'No! I-I mustn't get used to it. A... a woman shouldn't do this to
another woman. Not... not even if they used to be man and wife;
_especially_ if they used to be man and wife.'
That was what she'd finally decided on during a week of heavy thought,
and she tried hard to concentrate on her decision, not on what Trisha
was doing to her. It was not easy.
'She... she still thinks she's a man, still my... husband,' Kaitlin told
herself. 'I have to show her that she's _not_ a man.' An odd look of
determination mixed with the lustful expression on Kaitlin's face. She
began to pluck at Trisha's nipples like a banjo player.
Trisha stopped her sucking. She was distracted by what Kaitlin was
doing, by the warm ripples of pleasure that ran through her and most
_certainly_ went directly to her groin. 'It-It's so... oh! d-different
from wh-when I was a man,' she told herself.
Kaitlin took Trisha's head in her hands and raised it upwards.
"What..." Trisha said just as Kaitlin kissed her. Kaitlin's tongue
invaded her mouth, teasing her tongue. Trisha moaned and wrapped her
arms around her wife, pulling their bodies close together. She felt
Kaitlin's fingers exploring her body, and she seemed to tingle with
delight wherever they touched.
Suddenly, Trisha let her arms fall away. She took a step back. "I-I
think we're ready to go on." Trisha felt oddly uncertain now, and she
looked down. Almost of their own will, her fingers were undoing the
buttons of her camisole. When she had finished, she looked up. Kaitlin
had undone her own camisole and was just now sliding it off her
shoulders.
"Yes," Kaitlin said, trying to sound confident. "So we are." She
looked closely at Trisha, whose own camisole was open, revealing the
curves of her breasts and the soft, inviting slope of her stomach. Her
face was flush from Kaitlin's stare as much as from her own arousal.
'So much for my manly, oh, so experienced Patrick,' Kaitlin told
herself. 'Trisha's acting like... like a virgin, like she's making love
for the very first time.' Feeling even more in charge, Kaitlin took her
former husband's hand, and led her to their bed.
* * * * *
Jessie sat on a barstool looking at Shamus' big clock. 'Just a little
longer,' she told herself.
"You may've got off to a bum start, Jessie," Blackie Easton said, taking
the stool next to her, "but you turned out t'be one helluva good
singer."
She smiled at the compliment. "Thanks, Blackie, I'm glad you enjoyed
the show."
"I did; I surely did." He took a breath. "Say, can I buy you a beer or
something? You must be thirsty after all that singing you done."
Before Jessie could answer, Angel Montiero sat down on her other side.
"I would be proud to buy you a beer also, Jessie. You are like the a
sweet, trilling songbird."
"Thanks, boys." She nodded at R.J., who poured her some of Shamus' fake
beer. She didn't like the stuff any more than she ever had, but she
wanted her head clear for later.
'Whenever later comes,' she thought taking a drink. She glanced up at
the clock again, hoping neither man noticed.
They didn't. They were busy telling Jessie how much they'd enjoyed her
singing and talking about songs that they liked.
"You do not know 'La Paloma de la Monta?a', Jessie? 'The Mountain Dove'
you call it in English." Angel asked, mentioning an old Mexican tune.
She shook her head. "Then I teach it to you." He started to sing in a
rather good tenor voice.
Jessie sighed and let her eyes trail up to the clock. 'Dang,' she
thought, trying to keep her disappointment from showing. 'I can't head
over t'be with Paul right after I sing; people'd notice. But when I
wait around for a while something like this most always happens. Be
nice if I could just sneak him in upstairs, but then where'd Jane
sleep?'
* * * * *
Friday, January 5, 1872
"Good morning."
Kaitlin slowly opened her eyes at the sound of Trisha's voice. She was
in bed, her head resting, almost from force of habit, on Trisha's
shoulder. They were both nude beneath the blanket.
'It's silly that I still sleep like this,' Kaitlin said to herself,
'seeing as I'm bigger than Trisha now.' She glanced down at Trisha's
breasts for a moment. 'Well, I'm _taller_, anyway' she corrected
herself and smiled. Aloud she just answered, "Good morning."
Kaitlin looked to the opened window and back at the alarm clock ticking
on the nightstand. "It's barely 6:30, still almost dark. Why'd you
wake me up so early?"
Trisha's arm snaked around Kaitlin's waist. "I thought we might have us
a little more of what we had last night." She turned her head slightly
and kissed Kaitlin on the cheek.
To Kaitlin, Trisha sounded too much the way Patrick had.
"You mean some of this?" Kaitlin' hand snaked down past Trisha's belly
to the patch of blonde below. She ran a nail along the lips of Trisha's
feminine slit.
"Oh... oh... yes." Trisha's voice was high and breathy. Kaitlin could
feel the other woman shiver.
"Or maybe this?" Kaitlin suddenly plunged a finger into the moistened
slit. At the same time, another finger found the small nub at the top
of the opening and began to rub.
Trisha moaned and her legs spread wide apart. Kaitlin used two fingers
now, moving them in and out. After a moment or two, Trisha's hips began
to move in a rhythm that matched her partner's hand.
Trisha tried to reach up, to touch Kaitlin and pleasure her as she
herself was being pleasured. But the sensations that her wife was
arousing were overwhelming. Then Kaitlin shifted her body, trapping the
new woman's left arm beneath it.
Kaitlin began to suck on Trisha's nipple again. Something like a train-
yard switch closed in Trisha's body. Jolts of sexual energy sped back
and forth between Trisha's breasts and her groin. She moaned, and her
hips began to buck. Her body shivered and shook.
"Yes, yes," Trisha cried as the energy exploded like a blast of dynamite
through her body. "Yeesss!" she screamed and collapsed on the bed,
gasping for breath, a sublime warmth filling her.
Kaitlin leaned over and kissed her gently on the cheek. "I thought
you'd like that." She began to caress Trisha's body.
"You... you were right," Trisha replied, catching her breath.
"Yes," Kaitlin said dryly, "most women do. I know that I always did."
She stopped her caresses and climbed quickly out of bed. "Now hurry. We
have to get cleaned up. I've got breakfast to make, and you've got to
get Emma ready for school and get yourself ready for work."
* * * * *
"Let's sit here," Hermione said, taking a seat at one of the picnic
tables outside the school. "It has a lovely view of the meadow." She
was sitting backwards, so she could lean back against the table.
"The meadow?" Eulalie Mckecknie giggled and sat down beside her. "Yes,
I suppose the meadow is nice... too." It was, but the view also
included the open area where the boys were playing ball.
One of the Yba?ez twins -- nobody could ever tell them apart -- had the
ball. He suddenly kicked it up into the air, towards his brother. The
other twin was running towards the elm tree that the boys used as a
goal-line marker. Bert McLeod came out of nowhere, jumped up, and
caught it. He pivoted as he landed and ran flat out towards the other
end of the playing field.
Eulalie squealed in delight and clapped her hands. "Wonderful catch,
Bert."
"I didn't know you were sweet on Bert, Lallie," Hermione said, using the
other girl's nickname.
Lallie nodded once. "I am... sort of. My daddy says Bert's going
places. His daddy already talked to mine about getting him a job as
page in the legislature after we finish school next year." Her father
operated a freight service and had a contract with the territorial
government that sometimes brought him to Prescott, where he had
befriended several legislators.
"So he'll be a page. What's so wonderful about that?"
"It means he's gonna be somebody important someday, a judge, or a
legislator himself, maybe even the governor. I don't want to be the
wife of some farmer or storekeeper." She said the words like they were
hanging offences. "I want to be im