Transitions. Part 2 The Homecoming.
By Colleen
Chapter 7. Shopping
It was only about five minutes after three when I saw my Aunt's car
pull into the lane leading up to the main building. She parked close
to the front door and got out of the car then walked to the main doors
of the building. Our eyes met as she entered the lobby.
"Kevin? Is that you?" she asked.
"It used to be," I said in my new lilting voice. "I'm Colleen now Aunt
Gwen."
"Well I'll be. Kev... Colleen, you are beautiful," she exclaimed
looking me up and down. "But we have to do something about those
clothes. My goodness! Track pant's and a tee shirt just won't do for
you."
It was then that the receptionist came over to us and handed me a
package.
"This is all your new documentation Colleen, your birth certificate,
SIN card, Health card, and your passport are all in there. The
Canadian Consulate has also provided you with funds for a wardrobe and
other necessities to get you started. I believe that the Canadian
Government is also taking care of your school documentation and
enrolment in your high school back in London for you."
"Thank you," I told her.
"You Know Colleen, that even though you'll be back in Canada, you can
call us here for support or help if you need it," she informed me.
"I do, Thank you."
With that I took her hand and then hugged her goodbye. We parted and
then I walked out the front door into a world that I was completely new
too. I walked to the car and waited for my Aunt to unlock the door for
me to get in.
"Rachel stayed at home to get things ready for you," she said as she
unlocked the car and I climbed in. "It's strange that only a month ago
I picked up a nephew at the airport and brought him to our home and now
I'm picking up my niece to bring her back to the home 'she' has never
been too."
"Aunt Gwen," I interrupted her, "I'm still me, I mean obviously I'm
different and I've even started thinking differently, but I am still
your nephew, sort of. Ok, I see your point. But I am still me."
We drove toward the border and sat in silence for a few minutes. Before
I remembered that I needed to make a stop somewhere.
"Aunt Gwen," I said, "I need to stop somewhere to get some underwear
and a few clothes and I need to get a... a..."
"A Bra?" Gwen asked smiling. "My goodness I should think so. Your
breasts are definitely larger than Rachel's are and you'll definitely
need to take care of that before we get home. We'll stop at the mall
in Bellingham and you can pick up a few things today before Rachel and
I take you out shopping tomorrow."
"Thank you Aunt Gwen," I said feeling relieved.
We pulled into the mall parking lot and parked the car. We walked into
the mall together and Gwen led me down the main corridor to a store
that had previously been a complete mystery to me as a boy. Now that I
was a girl it was open territory to me. A lingerie store called
LaSenza.
Aunt Gwen went straight to the oldest clerk there and said to her.
"This young Lady is here to be properly fitted for a brazier."
"Ah yes, Gwen I'm glad you brought her to me as soon as you had picked
her up." The lady who's name tag said her name was Caroline.
"Aunt Gwen! You set me up," I said. "You were bringing me here all
along"
Both Gwen and Caroline were smiling at me. Caroline was the first to
speak. "Your Aunt told me of your situation, she also told me that you
met my husband at the border. My daughter was also once in your
situation so I have a pretty good idea as to what you are going through
and how lost you may feel. This is my Job, I am a professional bra
fitter. Come in back my dear and we'll take care of you. Your Aunt
never got the chance to tell me your name."
"I'm Colleen now," I answered her.
"Well Colleen, I'll need you to take your top off so we can measure
you properly," she told me as she reached her measuring tape. Seeing
my heasitation she continued. "Come on, come on, you haven't got
anything I haven't seen before."
I Smiled at her as I realized that as this was her job and who her
daughter is. I rached down and lifted up the hem of my tee shirt then
slipped it up exposing my new breasts to this woman.
"Oh my goodness, GB really does a good job, your breasts are perfect.
There's no sag to them at all."
Caroline wrapped her measuring tape around me just under my breasts.
"Thirty four inches. That's your band size. Ok?"
She wrapped the tape around me again, this time across my breasts
making sure to place it just under the points of my pale pink nipples.
"Thirty seven inches, that makes you a 34 C. Now your Aunt also asked
that I get the rest of your measurements so that you'll know your
proper size."
She wrapped the tape around me several more times before pronouncing me
as a perfect size 8 with measurements of 37, 26, 36. And standing five
foot six I was tall but not unusually tall. My sister back home is
tall too so I wasn't surprised.
"You have perfect measurements my dear," Caroline told me. "Now just
wait here and I'll get you a few bras for you to try on."
Caroline was gone only a few minutes before she came back with several
braziers for me to try on. The first she handed to me was an underwire
with plain soft, cushioned cups. She instructed me in how to put it on
and adjust the straps and then how to adjust my breasts to get them
into the cups comfortably.
"Oh, that looks marvellous Colleen." Caroline said. "I do believe that
one fits you very well. I chose this one for you for everyday wear it
comes in black beige and white so it will work with almost anything you
might wear. Now comes the fun stuff. The lace and frills."
For the next half an hour I tried on several different bras and panty
sets I found that I was most comfortable with an underwire bra and
selected several of varying different colours. I had selected several
different kinds of panties to match each bra. I found that I liked the
feel of 'boy shorts', lacy underwear that highlighted the cheeks of my
butt. The only thing I found was strange about them was the seam that
ran down the front and pressed into the slit of my pubic mound and
pressed gently on my clitoris. The feeling was stimulating but not
overwhelmingly so.
While I was trying things on, Aunt Gwen was selecting several items and
putting them on the checkout counter. Caroline picked up my selections
and took them to the counter while I was getting re dressed. I joined
Aunt Gwen and Caroline at the counter where Caroline was just finishing
ringing through a large pile of underwear and then took my aunts credit
card and swiped it through the card reader on her computer. In just a
moment the computer printed out the recipt for my aunt. Gwen signed
the slip with a flourish.
Caroline handed me the two large bags and said that she hard rung
through the bra that I was wearing so not to worry about it. "You have
a good day now," she smiled at me as Gwen and I left the store.
We walked down the mall corridor to another store where Gwen had
selected a pair of low rise jeans a pretty blouse and a light blue
skirt for me to wear.
"You've gotta have something to wear tomorrow when we go out shopping."
Gwen smiled as she handed me the bag with the clothes and then we
headed back out to the car to head home. As we drove home I dozed a
little, the day had exhausted me and I had a hard time to just stay
awake. I did sleep briefly and woke only a block from home. Gwen
turned into the drive and parked the car in the garage.
It was about six in the evening when we finally walked into the foyer
behind the kitchen. I took the bags and went straight downstairs to my
room. As I was unpacking the bags and laying things out on my bed to
figure out where to put everything Rachel came bouncing into the room.
She didn't even stop, she just came straight up to me and hugged me.
"Oh Colleen, I'm so glad you're home early. I missed you."
"But Rachel," I said while pushing her away momentarily to look at her
face. Smiling at her I said, "You've never seen me before now."
She slapped my arm at that comment. "You know what I mean. Colleen,
you were Kevin and now mom tells me you are Colleen. I like that name.
How'd you choose that one?"
"I remember mom telling me once that when she was pregnant with me she
and dad had chosen Kevin if I was a boy and Colleen if I was a girl.
So I just went with what they would have named me. It seemed
appropriate."
She hugged me again and then asked me, "So is this what you picked up
on the way home?"
"Yes, our Mom and I stopped at a mall back in the states and she got me
a few basics to get me started."
"You gotta show me!" Rachel exclaimed.
I started to lay things out for her on the bed to show everything all
at once but she stopped me.
"No. Not like that," she said wryly. "You've got to model it all for
me. Put it on one at a time and really show me what you look like in
it all."
"Oh, you want me to just strip down and change in front of you?"
"Really Colleen. I'm surprised at you. Not only have you forgotten
that when you were Kevin I not only saw you naked and you saw me but
we've fucked each other. And now we're both girls so what's the
problem now?"
I was stunned. "Well, nothing really but I guess I'm a little
embarrassed at how I look now."
Rachel looked at me like I had just lost my mind. "Colleen, are you
crazy? You're beautiful. You're probably the most beautiful girl I've
ever seen. There is no reason for you to be embarrassed by how you
look."
"I'm just not used to it yet," I replied.
"Ok," Rachel said. "I'll give you that but will you just ignore that
and show me? It will help you get used to it."
"You're right of course, I'm being silly," I conceded and quickly took
off my shirt and pants. Rachel whistled softly as I stood before her
in my plain white bra and a pair of boy shorts panties."
"My god Colleen, You really are beautiful." She stepped closer to me
and reached out to put her hand on my left breast. I could feel the
heat from her hand in the moment before she made contact. I drew in my
breath quickly at the moment her hand was on me. Rachel turned her
hand outwards and let her fingertips caress the side of my breast
before sliding under it's fullness and pulling her hand slowly away.
"Now get those off and show me what you got today," Rachel ordered,
snaping me out of the trance I had slipped into while she caressed me.
I reached behind me and unhooked my bra then let it slip from my
shoulders and onto the floor. I looked up from the white garment at my
feet to find Rachel handing me a coral pink bra and panty set that I
really liked when at LaSenza. I put the bra on then slipped the boy
shorts down and stepped out of them, then replacing them with the high
cut panties that Rachel had handed to me I stood up and turned around
slowly for my cousin's inspection.
"I can't believe how sexy you look Colleen," Rachel said, admiring me.
"But there's just one thing we have to do."
"What?" I asked.
"Your pubes are so thin and wispy that you'd look even better if we wax
them off," Rachel said wickedly.
"Are you kidding me? That would hurt wouldn't it?" I was shocked at
the suggestion.
"Nah, not really," Rachel explained. "I do it all the time, I trim
with the wax so nothing shows when I'm in my bikini. And the more you
do it the less it hurts. And like I said your pubes are so wispy and
light that it probably won't hurt at all."
Over the next thirty minutes I tried on several more items I had picked
out and then we found that Aunt Gwen had purchased several items for
me. There was a coral pink silk dressing gown, and she had gotten me a
teddy as well. The teddy was black stretch lace and shear fabric and
had spaghetti straps and a thong back. Rachel was amazed at how it
highlighted my figure. Aunt Gwen had also picked out a black merry
widow set with matching thong panties and stockings, there was also a
black lace bra and garter set that I could wear instead. My favourite
though was a pair of silky tap pants and a matching camisole, that felt
much like wearing nothing at all. Gwen had picked up several baby doll
nightys for me and various slips and such.
At about seven Aunt Gwen had called down to us to come up for dinner
and I quickly got dressed in my jeans and tee shirt again before we
headed upstairs to join Gwen and Rob for pizza at the dining room
table. Uncle Rob was speechless as I sat down at the table. I kept my
eyes down shyly not sure of what I could say.
"Well Colleen," Rob began, "I'm glad that you are here. It's not often
that we get to meet such a beautiful niece for the first time."
I smiled at his welcome and we all began to eat. Rob explained that I,
as colleen would not be working at the construction site and that he
thought it best if I not work the rest of the summer anyway. He figured
I would need time to adjust to my new situation. Gwen suggested that
if anyone we know asks about "Kevin" then we would simply explain that
Kevin couldn't stay any longer and that I, Rachel's cousin Colleen, had
come to stay the rest of the summer.
After dinner, I went downstairs to my room to get one of the baby dolls
and joined Rachel upstairs in her room to watch a movie together. When
I got to her closed door I knocked and she called to me to come in.
She was naked in front of her dresser looking for something to wear.
She found what she was looking for and put on a shear baby doll nighty
of her own that closely resembled my own, though I was still dressed in
what I had worn to dinner earlier.
"Come on Colleen," she told me. "Get changed and put on your nighty
and we'll watch the movie."
I stripped off my clothes feeling more comfortable in my cousin's
presence after my modeling show earlier in the day and was not self
conscious at all when I put on an equally shear baby doll that left
absolutely nothing to the imagination. We sat down on the love seat
together and Rachel pressed play on the remote to start the movie.
"You are so beautiful Coleen," Rachel whispered as she snuggled close
to me and put her right hand on my thigh while resting her head on my
right breast. We sat like that for a while watching the movie then
Rachel slid her right leg over my own while simultaneously looking up
to me to kiss me on the lips and slipping her right hand which had been
resting on my thigh to cup my now moistening and hot cunny through the
shear fabric of my panties. Her other hand Reached up to cup my breast
as she pushed me back on the loveseat.
I moaned as Rachel Climbed on top of me. I could feel her grinding
her cunny against my thigh. And I became very wet and my nipples
started to feel tight. A tingle radiated from my groin and nipples.
Hunched my back and tried to push my cunny against her hand. Rachel
slid herself down and opened my baby doll to expose my breasts.
"I've dreamt of this Colleen," she said to me. "You've done this to me
and now it's my turn to make love to you. I'm gonna show you how girls
can make love."
Rachel lowered her lips to my nipple and kissed it lightly before
taking my hard little nubbin into her mouth. She suckled on my breasts
holding herself up with one arm, her other hand fondling the breast she
wasn't sucking on. Her thigh pressing into my crotch as I ground
against it. She took her own nighty off and was topless allowing her
small breasts to gently rub on my tummy. I was moaning softly and
breathing in small gasps.
"Rachel!" I gasped. "Should we be doing this?"
"Colleen. You have to relax, we had sex when you were a boy and now
you're a girl. This is more acceptable than that. Now just lie back
and enjoy it will you. I'm gonna give you the time of your life."
Rachel shimmied down further and soon was pulling my shear panties down
to my knees then completely off me. I lay totally exposed to my
cousin, revealing my girlhood to her for the first time. Rachel put
her hands on my knees and gently pushed them apart. I opened myself to
her and as I did so i could feel my wet cunny opening up to my lover.
Rachel touched me there for the first time, right on my clitoris. I
moaned again and hunched my hips up to meet her touch, causing her
fingertip to slide right down my wet slit and lodge right at the
opening to my vagina.
"Nope, not yet," she told me, then she slid further down and lowered
her face to the center of my heat and wetness. Gently she licked my
slit from vagina to clitoris, circling my clit lovingly for a minute.
My hips began moving in small circles, I wasn't consciously doing it,
it was as if my body was trying to push itself harder onto my cousin's
face. As Rachel concentrated her oral attention on my clitoris I felt
her finger at the entrance to my vagina. She stopped suddenly and
looked up at me.
"You're a virgin!" she said in surprise.
"Well yeah," I said "it makes sense when you think about it. When GB
rebuilt my body it made it whole."
"Do you want me to continue?" Rachel asked me.
"God, don't stop. I feel like I'm gonna explode!"
Rachel went back to tonguing my clit. Her finger hovered at the wet
entrance to my vagina. I could feel her pressing slightly against my
hymen. Quickly she brought me back to the brink and held me there for
a moment before my very first orgasm washed over me. It was
incredible, when I was a boy, orgasm was very quick and explosive and
over just as soon as it started. This female orgasm was different. It
slowly washed over me like a series of waves on the beach, starting at
my vagina and washing up and over me to my head and exploding behind my
eyes. I lost control of my body as my legs spread wide and I bucked my
hips up and down. I was is the grip of this orgasmic seizure for what
seemed like many long minutes. There was a moment that I felt the
sting of pain but that was quickly changed to pleasure.
As I came down from my orgasmic high I felt something new. Down at
the very center between my legs where my scrotum used to be I felt the
new feeling of penetration. I could feel the filling presence in my
vagina then I would feel a slight sharp twinge followed by a
disappointing void or emptiness. Rachel had broken my hymen at the
moment of my orgasm, and now she was slowly finger fucking me, getting
me used to the feeling of penetration. After a couple of minutes
Rachel inserted a second finger in me.
"Oh my God, Colleen!" Rachel Exclaimed. "You are so tight."
All I could do in response was to gasp quietly with each thrust of her
fingers. Again Rachel bent down and started to kiss and lick at my
clitoris.
"I love your pussy," she said to me from between my thighs. "Your clit
is so tiny and you barely even have inner lips. It looks so young and
fresh."
I couldn't help but laugh at that. "That's because my pussy is only
about a day old anyway."
Rachel laughed at that then went back to her ministrations. Again
after a few more minutes she had pulled her fingers out of me again
then slipped three back into my vagina.
"Ahhh," I sighed with pleasure. "Oh My God Rachel, I had no idea."
"That's not even half of it yet," she smiled at me from between my legs
while pumping three fingers in and out of me. "We're only getting
started."
She only had her three fingers in me for a minute when she drew them
out again and I felt empty. I Knew that I did not like to feel empty.
Is this what it felt like for a girl? To always desire something
inside me? I wasn't sure of other girls but, I knew that I loved the
feeling of something spreading me open, to be inside me, to be
stimulated from both inside, and outside, till I exploded in orgasm
again and again. My nipples tingled with each new experience and a
heat radiated from my breasts to my clitoris as if they were directly
connected.
Rachel continued to stimulate my clit with her very talented tongue as
I closed my eyes and whimpered at the loss of her fingers. Then I felt
something return to my void, to the hole in me that was longing to be
spread open again and filled. This time it was bigger than the three
fingers that were just there and it felt to me as if it just kept
coming into me, deeper and deeper. The new invader was reaching deeper
inside my hungry vagina than Rachel's fingers could ever go.
"Ohhhh!" I breathed. "Rachel, what is that?"
Looking down I could see that Rachel had her fingers on a long blue
plastic cylinder with a black end, most of the blue was already deep
inside my sopping wet cunny hole. She smiled wickedly at me and then
using both hands she twisted the back end and the vibrator inside me
started to buzz.
"Ahhh!" I almost screamed. The feeling deep inside me was more intense
than any I had experienced so far. Rachel thrust the vibrator in and
out of my vagina rapidly bringing me to an orgasm that was beyond
intense. I clutched at the cushions of the couch and arched my back
stiffly then all hell broke loose. I rocked and bucked violently as my
orgasmic seizure washed over me for the third time that night. My
mouth was open in a silent scream and my eyes were rolled back into my
head. I had no Idea how long that orgasm lasted but to me it felt like
forever before my body relaxed and I could breathe again.
When I opened my eyes again I saw Rachel on the other end of the love
seat watching me as she slowly rubbed her own clitoris with a moistened
finger. I could still feel the vibrator in me but Rachel had turned it
off at some point. Still breathing heavily, I smiled at my cousin who
just leaned forward and gave me a long lingering kiss on my lips. I
could taste my own female juices on her lips and tongue as she gently
probed inside my mouth with it.
We kissed for a while before we decided it was time to go to bed.
Rachel told me to just climb into her bed and we'd sleep together
tonight. I felt that was a good idea as I was too tired to go down two
floors to get to my own bed. Besides after what we just shared I did
not want to be alone. Rachel's vibrator had slipped out of me
unnoticed while we made out in the afterglow of my multiple orgasms,
and was left on the loveseat as we climbed into her bed. I lay on my
side as Rachel slid her smaller body up against my back in the classic
spoon position, her right hand cupping my breast as we both fell
asleep.
In the morning I woke to Rachel gently stroking a finger up and down my
already moistened vulva. On each upstroke she would circle my tiny
clit a couple of times before sliding back down to just touch the
entrance of my vagina. I moaned in pleasure as she pushed her finger
into my vagina but gasped as he pushed up against my healed hymen.
"Colleen?" Rachel was surprised. "What's going on here? You have a
hymen again."
"Well yeah," I replied sheepishly. "The Doctor told me that that would
happen each time for about a year. It's because of the way that GB
works. It will keep your body 'new' for about that long."
I was skirting around the fact that GB was artificial because I didn't
want to think too much that someone had inflicted this change on me. I
was finding already that I liked my new body and that I might be one of
the 20% of girls who find themselves to be extatically happy with the
change.
"What?" Rachel was incredulous. "How?"
"I'm not sure I understand it," I lied. "But what it means is that if
I cut myself, it will heel completely in a day. I can't get pregnant
for about a year but I will be able to in the future. And I will be a
virgin for a year no matter how many times I have sex. Unless I take
steps to prevent my hymen from closing up again in the first day after
having sex."
"That's cool!" Rachel squealed.
"Are you kidding me?" I asked her. "It hurt when you busted my cherry
the first time, why would I want to go through that every time we have
sex?"
"Sorry Colleen," Rachel said. "I hadn't thought of that. What do you
have to do?"
"I'll have to keep something in there for a day," I explained.
"That's wild," Rachel said. "I've done that and even gone to school
like that too. It's such a turn on."
"Hmm," I said wryly. Not sure of what to think of Rachel's enthusiasm.
"Rachel?" I asked her, my sudden unease thick in my voice.
"What's wrong?" she asked me.
"Do you think I'm gay now? They said you keep your orientation after
the change, but what we did last night, does that make us lesbians?
Rachel Laughed. "Of course not, I'm bi, it probably means that
you're bi too."
"But I've never had sex with a guy before and I've only ever had sex
with you."
"Colleen," Rachel sighed. "don't worry about it. You'll find a guy
when it's right. For now all we're doing is enjoying making each other
feel good. Besides, I think you're more a submissive than anything
else. I mean it's always me who starts things. I think you need
someone to take the lead."
I just nodded at that, I had considered that before. Rachel had always
been the aggressor in our sexual activities.
"Come on, We're going shopping today and we both need to get a shower
after last night."
We both got out of the bed and showered together. While I was
lathering myself up, Rachel took the soap from my hand and told me to
turn around, she lathered up my back wrapping her arms around me she
used her whole body to rub the soapy lather all over my back. I could
feel her breasts pressing into my back as she lathered up my own
breasts, paying particular attention to my nipples. She showed just
how eager she was by quickly moving from my breasts down to my tummy
and then to my cunny. She cupped my cunny with her right hand slipping
her middle finger in between my vulva to rub my tiny vestigial labia
and my small hardening clit. She slid that finger up and down my slit
until I was moaning and cooing softly with pleasure.
"Colleen," she whispered in my ear, "you are so easy to get hot."
I couldn't make any response to that statement, her finger and the warm
water cascading over us was beginning to make my knees tremble and I
felt like I was going to collapse. It was true of course. The
feelings I got from this new body where so much more intense than when
I was a boy. When I was a boy everything was centered in my penis and
testicles but, now that I was a girl I found that my erogenous zones
were not restricted to my groin. Everywhere was so much more sensitive
to touch and sensual stimulation. I was so much more aware of what was
touching me and how. Rachel's gentle caress to my neck just under my
ear was just as stimulating to me as if she were playing with my
nipples and breasts.
Rachel was relentless in her stimulation of my clitoris, she kept
circling that little bud while rubbing her whole front against my back.
I could feel her nipples poking into my back. Then in one massive wave
my knees buckled and I dropped to the floor as my orgasm took me.
Rachel kept me from hurting myself as I fell and held me as the waves
rippled through me. Gradually my orgasm subsided and I was able to
recover enough to stand. Rachel helped me rinse off all the soap then
we got out of the shower and dried ourselves.
Rachel helped me dry my hair as I sat in the chair in front of her
vanity mirror. Then she pulled over a chair for herself and braided my
hair for me before fastening the end of the pony tail with a small pink
hair elastic.
I dressed in jeans and a tee shirt over my boy-shorts and a plain white
bra while Rachel wore a thong and plain white bra under her jeans and
tee shirt. We nearly skipped down the stairs together as we headed to
the kitchen to get something to eat before Aunt Gwen took us into
Vancouver to go shopping. Our breakfast was simple and quick. And
soon we were getting into the car with Gwen who drove us up to surrey.
"Mom?" Rachel asked. "Why are we heading into surrey and not
Vancouver?"
"Part of a shopping trip like this is the experience." Gwen answered.
"Colleen hasn't had the opportunity to take the sky-train yet, either
as Kevin or as Colleen so, now's as good a time as any. Besides, We'll
never get the a parking spot anywhere downtown."
We drove all the way to the Sky train station and parked in the lot.
Taking the sky train all the way to the downtown core, we got off the
train at Burrard Station and went up the stairs to the street level.
We made our way the few blocks to the fashion district along Robson.
We spent hours going from store to store along Robson, trying on
dresses, skirts, blouses and other Items, finding what fits and looks
good on me. Aunt Gwen insisted we go to a shoe store and get footwear
appropriate for a young girl. I bought several pairs of pumps, some
with high heels and others with lower heels. I found a pair of black
soft leather slouch boots with narrow two inch heels. Rachel pointed
that they would look great with a great pair of tight jeans. So off to
another store we went.
At about two in the afternoon we stopped for lunch at a small quiet
restaurant on Howe St. Rachel finished eating and asked to go pick up
a few things for herself and if she could meet us somewhere in about an
hour. Gwen told her to meet us at the Eaton's Square Mall at four
Thirty. Rachel jumped up and left excitedly.
"So, Colleen," Aunt Gwen said as she turned back to me. "How are you
feeling? Are you feeling better about your situation?"
"You mean as a girl?" I asked her. "I think I'm starting to feel more
comfortable about it. I mean I wouldn't have asked for this but now
that I am a girl I don't think I want to go back to being a boy even if
I could. It somehow feels right to me. I don't know why but I'm
starting to feel like I was supposed to be Colleen."
"Why do you say that?" she asked me.
I felt the heat rising in my neck and face as I blushed furiously. I
lowered my eyes to the table and stared at my hands clasped together in
front of me. "Well, it just feels..."
"Right? Why?"
"Well, things are different between boys and girls. Things feel
different somehow. Some things are less noticeable and other things
are more... intense," If possible I blushed even more than before.
"More intense?" Gwen asked me Probing for more but seeing that I was
hesitant to continue she smilled knowingly.
"I see," she continued, "intimacy, sex and orgasm eh?"
"Well... Yeah. It's more overwhelming as a girl. More satisfying
somehow."
"I thought you would feel that way, Rachel's room is not soundproof
you know," she gave me a knowing smile. "You really turned out to be a
screamer you know."
I felt tears of fear and embarrassment at having been caught. I felt
myself trembling.
"Aunt Gwen I..."
"Colleen, relax," she interrupted me. "It's Ok, there's nothing wrong
with two girls giving each other pleasure. I did it when I was younger
and so did you mother. There's also no law in Canada that says that
sex and even marriage between cousins is wrong. So you and Rachel can
relax it's alright."
I was shocked. My aunt was approving of my relationship with my
Cousin, her daughter. I didn't know what to say.
"Colleen, I love you and I love Rachel. Your choices are your own and
your uncle Robert and I will support you in whatever you decide. This
summer has been hard for you and it only promises to get harder for you
when you go home. School will be a challenge and your parents will not
be able to begin to adjust to the change until you do go home."
"Aunt Gwen, I'm scared, I don't want to go home. I want to stay here,
My whole life has been turned inside out and upside down."
"Colleen, no," she said to me, "you must go home, at least for your
parents. And stay there till you finish high school. If after that you
wish to come back, Robert and I will welcome you back. But until then
your place is in London with your parents."
We looked into each other's eyes for a moment, Gwen broke into a wide
smile. "Come on my beautiful niece, We've got to go meet Rachel.
We got up and Gwen paid the bill before we left the restaurant and
walked the three blocks to meet Rachel. We were carrying several bags
each and Rachel had several bags with her. It was only fifteen minutes
later when Rachel arrived carrying a couple more bags than she had left
us with. She joined us as we began walking back to the Burrard Street
Station and we headed home. It took us almost two hours to get home
and when we finally did arrive we found Uncle Rob relaxing on the couch
in the living room.
"Why don't you Girls take all your stuff up to your room and get it all
put away. Then come down in about ninety minutes for dinner." Uncle Rob
told us.
Rachel and I just looked at each other, she looked concerned and I just
smiled at her. We grabbed the load of clothing bags and headed
upstairs.
"What was That?" Rachel asked m as we climbed the stairs, "Dad said to
take this stuff up to our room."
Rachel opened the door to her room and the first thing we noticed was
my dresser had been moved upstairs and now sat beside hers. Rachel
looked inquiringly at me. "Do they Know?" she asked me.
"Yes," I nodded. "Aunt Gwen tells me I'm a bit of a screamer but
they're ok with it."
I filled Rachel in on the conversation with my aunt. A wicked little
smile came over Rachel's face as she realized the implications of that
conversation. She took hold of my shoulders, then kissed me, her
tongue exploring my own mouth. Soon our passion rose and we were naked
on the bed together. My face buried between her thighs as I lapped and
sucked on her cunny. She liked it when my tongue spent time probing
her vaginal entrance and it wasn't long before she came in an explosive
orgasm. She lay there on the bed panting for a minute before rolling
over and pinning me on the bed. Her hand went straight for my cunny
and she delved a finger into my slit.
"I bought some things for you today, I want you to try them," she
said, her finger never stopped rubbing on my now engorged clit.
"What did you get?" I asked her. She climbed off the bed and went
over to the bags that we had left on the loveseat. After rummaging
around in them she came back to the bed where I lay with my own finger
now stimulating my tiny clitty.
"This is just to start," she told me. "It's a clitoral clamp."
Rachel showed me a small metal object shaped similar to a bobby pin
with loops on the end where small red crystals hung from narrow silver
chains. The wires ran parallel for about an inch and a half and were
in contact with each other until they widened into a quarter inch
opening where they connected to each other. Rachel moved my hand from
my cunny and applied the clamp to my clitoris and tiny labia. My clit
was held erect by the device and I could tell that it would stay that
way until it was removed.
"Just keep that on for the rest of the day," she told me, as she
applied one with tiny clear crystals to her own clitoris and labia. I
felt a light stimulation every time I moved my legs.
"Rachel?" I asked her, "Where did you get these?"
She giggled at my question. "I went to a sex shop on Granville while
you were talking with mom. I picked up a bunch of things for us to
play with."
Rachel went back to the loveseat and pulled out a plain dark blue
plastic bag and brought it back to the bed. She dumped it out on the
sheets between us. She had bought a number of bizarre objects.
Objects I recognized as Vibrators, dildos, and plugs. There were some
other items that I wasn't sure of but still, I was getting wet just
thinking of them all and remembering what Rachel had done to me last
night.
"Rachel!" I said sounding a little more shocked than I had intended.
"You want to use all these on me?"
"And me." Was Rachel's reply. "Some of these can be used while you are
dressed and walking around in public and no one would even know.
Unless you had a screaming loud orgasm."
The wicked grin on her face told me in no uncertain terms that that was
her intention for me. I was noticing the tingle in my crotch more and
more as I became wetter and wetter at the thought of walking around in
public with one of these toys hidden in my vagina. Was I really that
much of a submissive when I was a boy? What I was told at the GRS led
me to conclude that I must have been, While I wasn't gay I did enjoy
the pleasure of being submissive to Rachel, both when I was a boy and
now that I am a girl. What concerned me was the prospect of a boy or
man dominating me like Rachel does. Could I maintain my sense of self
if I can be dominated physically emotionally and sexually? Would I be
vulnerable? Would I be able to have sex with a guy after enjoying sex
with my cousin the way I do? Do I even want to be with a man sexually?
I only had a few friends back at school and I couldn't imagine being
with any of them in a sexual way.
"Here Colleen, try these inside you," Rachel handed me a clear plastic
box that held two half inch steel balls on a red velvet cushion.
"What are these?" I asked her.
"They're called 'Ben Wa Balls'," she answered. "You put them inside
your vagina and they give you an incredible feeling when you walk. Mom
bought me a pair when I turned eleven and showed me how to use them.
I'll show you how to use them later."
We cleaned up and put all my new purchases away, finding room for the
many dresses and other clothes in her closet and in my dresser.
"Now let's get dressed and go downstairs for dinner," she said as she
closed the closet door.
Chapter 8 The
The Next morning I woke to find Rachel's arm around me her hand cupping
my breast. We had spent the evening making love again. She didn't
penetrate me this time but, she had me use one of the dildos on her.
Fucking her pussy with the monstrous piece of rubber for nearly an hour
before she collapsed in exhaustion and we both fell asleep. I
remembered that I had not pulled the dildo out of her when we were
through.
I was wondering if it had stayed in her all night when Rachel stirred
and woke up with a mumble. She rolled onto her back and pulled her
knees up to her chest before setting her feet on the bed just under her
bottom. From that position she allowed her knees to swing wide apart
exposing her self. I looked down to her now exposed cunny and saw that
sometime during the night the dildo had slipped out of her and was
nowhere to be seen in the tangle of sheets on the bed. Unconcerned
with that I found that with Rachel laying there beside me with her legs
spread wide, it was just too much of an open invitation for me to
resist. I shimmied myself down so that my face was hovering inches
above her wide spread vulva. Her labia were glistening slightly and
just starting to part to reveal her vaginal opening.
Rachel cooed with pleasure as my breath caressed her cunny. I leaned
down and stuck my tongue into her opening hole then parted her labia by
licking upward to her clitoris before sucking on that tiny little
button. Rachel squirmed and wriggled her hips as I sucked and pulled
on her clit like it was a tiny cock, it wasn't long before her body
tensed up and she arched her back rigidly with the orgasm that washed
over her.
"Oh my god," she said gasping for breath as she came down from her
ecstasy, "There just isn't a better way to wake up than cumming with
someone else's help."
"I don't know," I replied, "I haven't been a girl long enough to find
out."
"Just wait Colleen, I'll show you soon."
We got out of bed and showered together, like yesterday Rachel brought
me to orgasm quickly with the water pouring over us both. She Knelt
down in front of me this time and took hold of my ass with both hands
then pulled me forward onto her expert mouth as she licked and sucked
on my clitoris and tiny labia till I was moaning and near my own
orgasm. Her hands started to caress all over my cunny and ass and I
had to grab onto the rails in the shower to keep myself from
collapsing. As I came for the first time that day I felt a momentary
stinging tear in my vagina again but the pleasure of my orgasm quickly
over powered the slight pain of having lost my virginity again. This
was going to be a problem if I had to break my hymen every time Rachel
and I had sex together.
She Kept her finger in my pussy for a couple of minutes as I calmed
down from my own ecstasy and the bleeding had stopped. We got out of
the shower and dried each other off then walked naked back into the
bedroom where Rachel ordered me to lay back down on the bed and spread
my legs. She took hold of the small box containing the Ben Wa Balls
she had bought for me and pulled them out. After pouring a little lube
onto them she lined the first one up with my open vagina and slid it
into me as far as she could push it with her finger. as she repeated
the process with the second of the small steel balls I could feel the
slight metallic clink as the two balls made contact with each other. I
could feel a small tingling feeling emanating from deep inside my pussy
as she withdrew her finger.
"Rachel," I said, "that's so weird. I can feel them tingling, how do
they work?"
"I have no idea but, they feel even better when you get up and walk
around. C'mon, let's get dressed and get some breakfast, I want to go
down to the pier today."
Rachel went to her drawers and pulled out her turquoise and pink bikini
with the string ties on the sides of the bottoms and put it on. I
went to my dresser and pulled out one of the bikinis I had bought the
day before, it was a light pink with darker pink trim, the bra had
underwire to give my C cup breasts a bit more support than Rachel's
string top could give, the bottoms were simple bikini briefs though a
little high on the sides but not as daring as Rachel liked to wear. I
had bought a more revealing bikini but I didn't want to wear it in
public, I was still new to being a girl and I felt more than a little
self conscious at the thought of going out in public in what amounted
to a bra and panties. I looked at myself in the mirror before dressing
and asked Rachel if I should take the Balls out before we go out, but
she assured me that no one would know and she wanted me to keep them in
for the day.
I pulled the bikini panties up over my bottom and hips and was
fascinated by the smoothness of the material and how it hugged my
crotch closely, highlighting the slight mound where my cunny lay
nestled between my legs. After putting on the bra I went to the closet
and found a light sun dress that I could wear over my bikini as we
walked to the pier and around the Whiterock waterfront. I put the
sundress on and waited for Rachel to finish getting ready to go. She
was slipping on a pair of cut off shorts that didn't cover her butt
cheeks then pulled on a white cut off tee shirt that exposed her
midriff.
We went downstairs and quickly grabbed something to eat for breakfast
then after slipping on our shoes we grabbed towels for ourselves and
put them in Rachel's big oversized cotton bag style purse. She slung
that purse over her shoulder as we left the house and headed down the
hills to the beach and pier.
As we walked I became acutely aware of the movement from within my
vagina. The Ben Wa Balls that Rachel had inserted and I agreed to keep
in all day were shifting around inside me with every move that I made.
This new experience was becoming difficult to ignore and twice on the
way down to the pier I had to stop and sit down to allow the
stimulation to calm down enough that I could begin to walk again. By
the time we had reached the foot of the pier I was actually panting
with the effort of keeping myself from cumming right there in public.
"Rachel," I nearly gasped as I grabbed the back of a bench. "Hold on,
I've gotta sit for a minute."
"Jeeze Colleen," Rachel smiled at me. "Can't you control it?"
"I don't see you walking around with these" I whispered back at her.
"Well no. I don't do it too often, it gets a little too intense for me
too."
"Then Why'd you insist I do it?" I asked her stifling a giggle.
"Because, every time I use them, I love it. I wanted to share that
with you. Give it a little time and you'll find that you can either
indulge in it or ignore it... somewhat."
We sat together for a few minutes waiting for the intense feeling to
subside a little before we continued on to the end of the pier. When
we did get up to go I was able to make it all the way to the end of the
pier. Once there, Rachel quickly removed her tee shirt and cut off
shorts then climbed up onto the rail that everyone dove or jumped off
and did a fantastic swan dive into the deep salt water below.
I waited for her to get out of the water and come back up to the upper
deck where I remained before I took off my own sun dress and shoes
revealing my bikini and new body to the world. I was acutely aware of
the many eyes staring at me as I climbed to the top rail and looked
down momentarily before spreading my arms wide, bending my knees and
launching myself straight out from the pier to fall flat towards the
water's surface before tucking into a ball at the very last moment. I
hit the water in a tight tuck with a resounding sploosh as a fountain
of water shot up from the surface i had just punched through.
The suicide drop had become a signature dive of mine in the last
month, always starting a day at the pier with that very move. I found
that I had to dip my head back into the water to get my long hair to
lay straight back from my scalp as I climbed out of the cold water to
find my skin covered with gooseflesh and my nipples noticeably hardened
from the chill. I wrapped my arms around myself to try and warm a
little as I climbed up the stairs to get my towel from Rachel's bag.
Standing there with Rachel was a friend of Rachel's that we had hung
around with during the last month. He was tall with a slight build,
sandy blond hair and hazel coloured eyes, and was wearing a pair of
board shorts. He was watching me with an odd look on his face, like he
was thinking hard about where he had seen me.
"Hi Wayne," I said with a smile and then realized that I shouldn't have
said anything. Rachel looked as if I had just told a three year old
that there is no Santa Clause.
"Wayne," Rachel interrupted, "this is Colleen, my cousin. Kevin had to
go and Colleen came for the rest of the summer."
Wayne looked a bit confused but Rachel's explanation seemed to satisfy
him. "Hi Colleen," he said, then taking my hand he continued. "I'm
pleased to meet you. That was a pretty impressive dive. Is this your
first time diving?"
"Yes it is," I answered with a smile. I caught a glimpse of Rachel
rolling her eyes at my answer.
"You're pretty good, it took Kevin a whole week to learn how to do
that," I had begun to notice the slight narrowing of Wayne's eyes as he
spoke.
"I must be a natural," I said trying to evade where I felt he was going
with his questioning.
"Yes, you must be," he replied, seeming to be satisfied with my
answers. "Come on. Let's just do some diving."
We dove off the rail for an hour or so, one after the other, always
making sure that one of us stayed with Rachel's bag so that nothing
could go missing from it. Other kids joined in and began their own
diving. Soon the end of the pier was crowded with kids there to dive
or jump off the rail when their turn arrived. Some people I already
knew came and introduced themselves to me, 'the new girl', others who I
had never met before wanted an opportunity to talk and be seen talking
to the new babe in the pink bikini. I saw one person I knew from
before my change, his name was Brian but he never came over or
approached me to introduce himself, he just watched me with the others.
Brian never even joined in the diving that day.
At about two in the afternoon the tide had gone out far enough that we
felt that it wasn't safe to continue diving. Rachel, Wayne and I
grabbed our stuff and covered up to go, Wayne threw on his tee shirt
and Rachel put on only her shorts, I slipped my sun dress on to cover
my bikini clad body. The three of us walked back to the foot of the
pier and went to look for something to eat before finding other things
to amuse ourselves.
Chapter 9
After eating at a fish and chips place on marine drive. I went to the
public washroom to remove the Ben Wa Balls, I didn't want to walk all
the way back up the hill having to stop every block to keep from having
an orgasm. I dropped them into Rachel's bag and the three of us
started to head back up the hill towards our place. We had discussed
what to do for the rest of the afternoon and decided that a movie would
be appropriate. We let ourselves in and got a few snacks and then sat
down in the living room to watch the movie. I sat on one side of the
long sofa and Wayne sat on the opposite side while Rachel curled up in
the big stuffed chair beside my end of the sofa. It was an old silly
movie where Robin Williams played a down and out actor separated from
his wife who finds he can see his kids if he dresses up as a woman and
gets hired as the kids nanny. What Rachel was thinking when she put
that one in the DVD player I will never know.
After the movie I stepped out onto the patio deck to look at the water
and think, Rachel went upstairs to get changed and Wayne came out onto
the deck and leaned on the rail beside me. He watched the activity on
the pier in the distance for a minute, then without turning to me he
asked.
"What's it like?"
"What's what like?" I responded, suddenly afraid of where this was
leading
"Just that," he said. "What's it like turning into a girl?"
"What makes you say I..."
"Colleen, you and Rachel have been dancing around this ever since you
came up to me and already knew my name. The way you dive, the way you
talk, you've never mentioned your 'brother' all day, and Rachel puts in
Mrs. Doubtfire for us to watch? Come on, you are Kevin, aren't you?
Somehow you are now a girl? I can't believe that you are still a boy
the way you are dressed and have been all day. But how and why did you
change? It's just too impossible."
I looked at him with growing apprehension as he spoke wondering how I
could explain this too him.
"Wayne," I started, "I am Colleen, completely. Yes I was Kevin, yes I
was male, but now I am completely female."
"Did you have a sex change operation or something?"
I Almost laughed hysterically at that. "No Wayne, I did not. If I
had I'd still be in the hospital and would still be recovering for
weeks. Besides, look at me. Do I look like I've had that kind of
surgery? And those who do have that surgery are never whole and
complete girls, they can never have a child. They can't get pregnant.
I can."
Wayne looked stunned.
"But, how? Why?" he asked.
"The why I can't answer, I don't know why this was done to me. The
how, well that's almost as hard to explain."
I explained as much as I could about Gender Bimorphism, and how the
changes occur. I tried to explain the suspicion of nano technology
being a part of it but, I didn't understand enough of it and it did
sound like something out of Star Trek as Wayne pointed out.
"So, what's it like being a girl now?" He asked again.
"It's different, so different I don't think I can explain it. Besides
just the physical change it goes even deeper than that, I find that
even my thoughts are becoming female. The clothes excite me and
conversation is much more important to me now than before. The physical
feelings and sensations are really different. I feel more sensitive, I
mean, I can feel textures and things more than I could as a boy."
"What do you mean 'the clothes excite you'?" he asked me.
"Well," I hesitated at that, "I like to look pretty, I like looking
sexy. I find I really like to show off my new body."
Wayne looked at me a moment before asking his next question.
"What about sex? Is it better as a girl?"
I blushed furiously at that one, "What? Why would you ask me that?" I
finally got out.
"Well," he explained, "Most everybody knew that you and Rachel were
having sex together when you were a boy. I guess I want to know is it
any different as a girl? You know, when you cum?"
If it were possible I blushed even more. I was embarrassed by the
question, and I was embarrassed by the fact that he knew Rachel and I
were having sex. I wondered how anyone else would know and asked him.
"Everyone knew by the way you two would look at each other or touch
each other. We never had any absolute proof but we all knew that's
what was going on."
I looked down at my feet in embarrassment, unsure of what could be said
to this revelation. Wayne reached out and lifted my chin between his
thumb and curled forefinger and looked into my eyes. As he did so I
could feel my eyes filling with hot tears, tears of embarrassment.
Tears of having been caught with my cousin became tears of relief as I
realized that I truly preferred this new body that had been thrust upon
me. My new femaleness seemed a step closer to completion. I realized
that I could now express myself in ways that I could never have done
before GB. I could admit to myself that I am and always had been a
submissive, a trait that would have been unacceptable as a boy but was
often expected in a girl. Now as Wayne gently held my chin I could let
the tears flow.
"Colleen, I..." Wayne started. "I didn't mean to upset you, I was just
curious. If you don't want to tell me you don't have too."
"It's not that," I sniffled. "Well it is a bit, but it's more relief.
I like what I've become, I really do. There's no way I'd go back to
being a boy. They said that some boys who get GB end up so happy to be
a girl that there's no way they'd ever want to change. It's not just
acceptance for them it's embracing it. I'm one. I'd never go back,
I'm happy this way. I've never been happier."
"So does that mean that a girl's or..." He stopped when I looked
sharply at him.
"So does that mean that a girl's orgasm is better than a boy's?" I
completed for him in a sing song voice. He withered a bit at my
repetition of his question. When he let go of my chin and his eyes
dropped to stare at a place between on the floor between our feet I let
him off the hook. With a little laugh I rushed forward and wrapped my
slender arms around his torso making sure that his arms were free so
that he could hold me in his arms.
"Oh my god, yes!" I exclaimed, "When I'd cum as a boy it would feel
like I was exploding out through the end of my dick. It was short,
intense and focused. But now, when I cum as a girl it takes a long
time to build up and then I feel like I'm exploding from everywhere
like I'm a firework going off in slow motion and, it feels like it goes
on forever. It's amazing and I can't get enough of it."
I pressed myself hard into him as he wrapped his arm around me. At
that moment Rachel came out onto the deck. Looking at us she gave an
exasperated sigh and asked us if we needed a room. Wayne and I
separated from each other and we all went back into the living room
together. I was still feeling like I was covered in salt and decided
that I needed to go and get showered and changed. I told Rachel and
Wayne my intention and headed upstairs to remedy the situation.
When I got upstairs I quickly removed my sun dress and bikini and
padded barefoot to the shower. I stepped into the warm spray and
quickly showered. I had to wash my long brown hair of the salt residue
and that took longer than washing the rest of me. When I got out of
the shower and began to towel myself dry I could hear voices from the
bedroom. Rachel was talking with Wayne in our room. Great, now what
was I going to do. I was naked in the bathroom with nothing to cover
myself but the towels that were in here with me.
"Rachel," I called out to my cousin, while I was still trying to dry my
long hair. "Are you going to be long out there? I need to get
dressed."
"It's O.K. Colleen, the coast is clear," she called back to me.
I walked out into the bedroom completely naked, still drying my hair
with the towel. Rachel was the only one in the room besides myself.
I went over to my dresser and opened my top drawer, I selected a
matching bra and panty set. Once clad in my bra and panty I opened the
closet and chose a pink sundress that buttoned up the front and had
laces up the back to cinch the waist. I slipped into the dress and
buttoned it up, I was still unfamiliar with buttons on the opposite
side of men's clothing and wondered to myself why the difference.
Rachel sat in silence while I dressed and pulled my still damp hair
into a ponytail and fastened it with a pink scrunchie high on the back
of my head.
I primped a little at the dressing table, putting on a little light
makeup as I caught Rachel's reflection in the mirror. She was watching
me intently, a little smile on her face that told me she wanted to do
something that would likely get us into trouble.
"What is on your twisted mind?" I asked her.
"I was just wondering if you'd fuck him?" she said with that wicked
grin she has.
"Wayne?" I asked her. "Why?"
"Well, he knows who you are and who you were," she answered, "He's
obviously attracted to you, why not? It's gonna happen sometime, why
not with someone who knows what you went through?"
"But Rachel, he's a friend, I don't love him. Shouldn't I save my
virginity for someone I love?"
"Colleen," she looked at me sharply, "you gave me your virginity.
Twice. Both as a boy and as a girl."
"But that's different," I protested, "I love you very much, but I want
my first time with a boy to be something special, not just a bit of
cheep fucking. I want it to be like what you and I had before I
changed."
"Colleen," she grinned again and I knew where she'd go from there.
"When we did it the first time it was just some cheep fucking for
fucking sake. I wanted sex with you, then later it turned into
something special. Go ahead and have sex with him, you've gotta try
it. You liked the dildo I used on you the other night? It doesn't
compare to a real dick sliding in and out of you. And nothing compares
with the feeling of real cum spurting up into your pussy. At the very
least you can let him feel you up and see where it leads."
"And how do you suggest I do that? Just step out into the hall and ask
him to come over and feel this?" I cupped my breasts and lifted them up
for emphasis.
"Well no," she said, "that would be a little crude and sluttish. But
you can sit back down with him as we watch another movie and see where
things go. Look, Mom and dad are gone to Seattle for the weekend and
we have the place to ourselves that whole time. So, we don't have to
worry about them walking in on us."
"Us?" I asked incredulously.
"Well you, mainly, but I was wanting some too. I need some too ya
know, like I said a dildo just doesn't do it and you don't have a dick
anymore."
We debated for another couple of minutes then went back downstairs to
watch another movie. Rachel put the DVD in the player and we all sat
down on the sofa, I sat down in the middle of the sofa with Wayne
sitting on my right and Rachel on my left. As the movie started,
Rachel slipped her head under my arm and put her left hand high on my
thigh. I wrapped my right arm around Wayne's shoulders and pulled him
close to me. He seemed to resist momentarily before allowing himself
to relax into my embrace. While I did so, Rachel had begun to move her
hand up and down my thigh, gradually the hem of my dress had been
bunched up and her hand had slipped under my dress.
I found my thighs opening on their own accord as Rachel continued to
caress them. I allowed my own left hand to stray to Rachel's left
breast. I could see Wayne out of the corner of my eye as he watched
Rachel's hand. He began to squirm uncomfortably in his seat but with
my arm around his shoulder he could not go anywhere.
"Lift your leg and put it over his thigh," Rachel whispered in my ear
then, flicked it lightly with her tongue.
I responded with a slight sigh as I lifted my right leg up and opened
my thighs even wider before dropping my leg gently over Wayne's left
thigh. He looked at me again as I pretended to watch the movie, my
left hand cupping Rachel's left breast and fondling her small erect
nipple. Rachel moved her hand up to the crotch of my panties and ran
her finger tip up and down my cunny. Gradually she had pressed the
silky fabric into the furrow between my cunny lips. I hunched my hips
forward wantonly, exposing my panty clad cunny to Wayne's viewing
pleasure as my dress hiked up over my hips.
"Colleen, Rachel," Wayne said, his voice tremulous, "what are you
doing?"
"Giving you a little show," Rachel answered. "Don't you want to join
in?"
I sat passively enjoying my cousins touch then, after only a moment's
hesitation Wayne joined in and his hand moved to cup my now very hot
and wet cunny mound. Rachel began to caress and fondle my breasts as
Wayne ran his middle finger up and down the cleft created in my panties
as they clung to my tiny inner lips. I could feel the my wetness as it
seeped out of my vagina and soaked my panties. I looked over to Wayne
and turned my face up to meet his. He leaned forward and our lips met
in my first kiss with a boy. I was surprised to find that this did not
seem odd as just a week ago I was a boy, in fact I was amazed at how
readily I had accepted my new girlhood and the fact that I may be bi-
sexual, or at least hedonistic enough to want to enjoy physical
pleasure and intimacy with both a boyfriend and a girlfriend.
I wondered which I would find more enjoyable, sex with Rachel or, sex
with Wayne. Wayne had slipped his hand into my panties and was nor
circling my clitoris with his fingertip, pausing every once in a while
to dip it into my pooling juices to lubricate his finger. He kissed me
again and this time i felt his tongue slip past my lips momentarily, I
opened my mouth to him and our tongues danced lightly together. Rachel
had not stopped her attention to me, while Wayne fingered my clit, she
had deftly undone the buttons up the front of my dress. She slipped it
off my shoulders and we paused momentarily to slip it off me, leaving
me clad only in my bra and very wet panties.
Wayne took that opportunity to pull my panties off me, exposing the
lightly haired cunny to himself and my cousin. He guided us into new
positions, putting Rachel behind me where she could fondle my breasts
as I leaned back on her and opened my thighs wide to allow Wayne to
lower his face and mouth to my cunny where he began to lick and tease
me. He expertly licked from my cunny hole up to my clitoris pausing to
circle it a few times before returning to my vaginal opening where he
manage to delve his tongue deeply into me. I felt the tip of his
tongue make momentary contact with my hymen; I shuddered at that touch
within me.
"Are you alright?" he asked me.
"Yeah, don't stop," I gasped, "you just hit my cherry is all."
"You're a virgin?" he asked me.
"Yes and no, now just shut up and eat me."
"But I don't want to hurt you if you're a virgin," Wayne protested.
Rachel then interrupted with an idea. She had us shift around so that
she lay down on the floor with her head close to the front of the sofa,
she then directed Wayne to sit down on the sofa above her then I was
directed to straddle Rachel's face so that she could eat me out and
break my cherry again at the right moment.
"But, what about Wayne?" I asked her.
"Really Colleen," Rachel exclaimed, "You can't figure that out? You're
facing him while I eat you out. You are supposed to go down on him and
suck his cock."
"But I've never done that before."
"So, there's a first time for everything. Besides, didn't you really
like it when I sucked your cock?"
"Well, Yeah but; I'm a girl now."
"So? I'm a girl, I suck cock," she admonished me, "you're a girl so,
you can suck cock too."
"Ok, I'll try it," I acceded as I smiled at Wayne who had been
listening to this exchange without comment. I reached out and un
zipped hi