No way back.
I was working away for the weekend; the town was away off the beaten
track so my choice of hotels was limited. I was giving direction to a
small country hotel just outside the town. I parked up and went inside,
behind the reception desk was an old lady, she flashed me a smile as I
approached her, "can I help you" she asked, "I'm looking for a room for
tonight" I replied, "that's no problem, we have plenty of room, we have
themed rooms here, would you like any theme in particular?" she asked,
"No any room will do" I said with a smile, "Ok I'll give you room 202, I
think it will suit you, its at the back of the hotel, its nice and
quiet there so you love birds wont be disturbed" she said "sorry you
misunderstand, I'm alone I only need a single room" "nonsense you need
a double room, you never know you might need the extra space" "Oh ok" I
replied not wanting to argue with her, I picked up my key and headed up
to my room. I put the key in the door and entered, the first thing that
struck me was the scent, it smelled like perfume, it must be an air
freshener I thought, shower on left, good, entered the bedroom and wow
what a room, large four poster bed in the middle, lots of material
draped around, it looked very girly, the theme must have been Victorian
or something, very plush, I must say I was very surprised , I mean this
was very much a mid priced hotel, but this room was very classy. I
unpacked my bag and hung my few things in the large wardrobe. I then
decided I'd walk down to reception and ask what time breakfast was
available from in the morning. I approached the old lady again and asked
her, "Breakfast" she asked, "well breakfast is from 7pm, but I doubt
you'll be in much mind for breakfast" she said with a wink, "sorry I
don't understand" I replied. "You know, nookie nookie, sure you'll be in
no mind for breakfast after the night your going to have" she laughed.
"Am.. Ok thanks" and I headed back up to my room, the woman was
obviously delusional, I had already told her I was alone and she still
believes I have a girl with me, she needs to take bigger tablets, I
laughed to myself. Back in my room I decided to watch some TV but
surprise surprise no TV, oh well obviously no TV's in the Victorian era,
I thought to myself. Well nothing for it time for bed probably no harm
as I had an early start in the morning. I stripped off to my shorts and
got into the bed it was very soft and snug, I turned off the light and
lay quietly thinking to myself, what a strange woman, nookie nookie,
what did she think I was, a newly wed? Well with this bed being so
comfortable I didn't think I'd have any problem getting a good night's
sleep, and with that I drifted off to sleep.
Sometime during the night I woke from my sleep, I was lying on my back
and I could feel a tingling feeling all over my body, I tried to move
but found I was paralysed, I wanted to call out but I couldn't use my
voice, my first thought was I was getting a heart attack or a stroke or
something. After what felt like hours I felt the tingling starting to
subside and soon it was completely gone, but I was still unable to move,
I then heard a key in the door and someone walked into my room, the room
was pitch black so I was unable to make out who it was, I wanted to call
for help but I couldn't. In the darkness I got a uneasy feeling as I
could hear them undressing, the words of the old lady came into my mind
and I thought did she drug me? and was that her that was in the
darkness?
I then felt the bed move as someone got into the bed beside me, I could
feel her breath on the side of my face and then felt a gentle kiss on my
cheek, in the darkness I was still unable to make out who she was. I
then felt a hand slide up my stomach and stop at my chest, it then
started to stroke my nipple, obviously in my paralysed state my senses
were very heightened as the slightest touch of my nipple caused me to
feel very aroused. I then felt movement in the bed again and felt her
hands push my legs apart, after the nipple ordeal I suspected I now had
a hard on and could guess what was coming next, I then felt her tongue
in my cock and the feeling sent me wild, it was the strangest blowjob
I've ever had but the effect was mind-blowing and I could feel myself
coming to the edge, with that she stopped and started to crawl up on
top of me and started to kiss me very hard on the lips, she put her hand
between my legs and started to push me there, it was at that point I
started to feel something wasn't right, the pressure between my legs
intensified and then I felt something hard push up into me, "what is she
doing to me", I thought, with that she pulled out and plunged in again,
"How do you like being fucked" a male voice said in my ear, it wasn't a
woman in the bed with me but a man, and he was fucking me, how can this
be possible? I thought, this must be some kind of crazy dream, I could
feel his hard cock sliding in and out of me and it was causing a
building sensation similar to the feeling you get before you come, I was
just coming to the edge when he pulled out and rolled me onto my
stomach, he pulled me up onto my knees and hands and I felt I could
support myself and move my head, he placed his hands on my waist and
pulled me back impaling me on his large cock, the pumping action started
again and increased in speed and intensity, my mind was in meltdown
trying to come to terms with what was happening to me, a man was fucking
me in the ass and it felt so good, my mind was saying how wrong this was
but my body was enjoying it, it was then that I noticed what felt like
weights hanging from my chest and they were swinging to the thrusts from
my attacker, I also noticed what felt like hair down the sides of my
head, long hair and lots of it, and then the reality struck me like a
sledgehammer, I had tits, long hair, and that means probably a vagina
and that's where this guy's cock was, in my vagina! I was in a woman's
body, on my hands and knees being fucked by some guy! I wasn't able to
ponder on that thought too long as my body went over the edge and was
wracked by a powerful orgasm that lasted like what felt like an hour,
the rhythm of fucker started to slow and then stop and I was able to
feel a warm splash inside as he filled me with his seed. I collapsed
face down on the bed as he withdrew from me. I felt the bed move as he
got out of it and I could hear him starting to get dressed and then
without saying a word he opened the door and left. I remained face down
and tried to come to terms to what had just happened to me, "this must
be some kind of crazy dream, and in the morning I'll wake up and all
will be back to normal" I thought, I went to move but once more I was
paralysed and with a troubled mind eventually fell asleep.
The following morning I was awoken by the sound of my alarm clock, half
asleep I put my hand out and slapped the off button, I opened my eyes
and remembered I had to get up get my breakfast and get over to the
other side of town to get this job finished. and then I remembered the
crazy dream I had last night and how real it had felt, I moved my hand
to rub my eye when it rubbed against something on my chest, I put my
hand back to feel what it was and I let out a scream when I realised it
was a woman's breast, my god! I had breasts, I lifted myself up onto my
elbows and lifted the sheets to see if what I felt was real, my eyes
widened in terror when I saw two large mounds with nipples erect sitting
on my chest, This sudden movement also caused long strands of black hair
to fall down the side of my face, I jumped up out of bed and ran over
to the large mirror, in the reflection I saw a woman with very long
black hair and large breasts, she looked to be in her mid twenties, I
put my hands up to my face and the woman in the mirror mimicked me,
"what has happened to me" I said out loud, now realising I now had a
soft girly voice. I sat back down on the bed and tried to make sense of
my situation, "I know I must be still in a dream" I thought, At that
there was a knock on the door, I jumped up and stopped, "I cant let
anyone see me like this" I thought, there was a second knock on the door
followed by the sound of a key being inserted into the lock, I froze as
the door opened and the old lady from reception entered the room, "I
hope I'm not disturbing you my dear" the old lady said shutting the
door behind her, "did you have a nice sleep" she said with a little
laugh, "What have you done to me" I asked in a feeble voice, "I thought
you looked a little lonely but I don't have a daughter so I sent my son
up to keep you company, did you enjoy him" she asked, "This is crazy,
this cant be real, I'm obviously still dreaming, I need to change back
now, I have to go" I said in a puzzled way. "This is no dream Sarah
tonight is our annual Victorian Ball, and as you are our only guest you
will accompany my son to it, I have breakfast made below for you, please
get dressed and come down and join us" she said, "You must be joking I'm
going nowhere with you, I demand..." I started to say, but she waved her
hand and I found I was unable to speak, "Enough, your cloths are there
so get dressed and follow me down" she barked. My will withered and I
found myself walking over to the wardrobe and opening the doors, my
cloths that I had hung up last night were gone and in their place were
female cloths.
"There are clean panties in the drawer, in the middle drawer you'll find
a bra, put on the pink one it will enhance your cleavage, and in the
wardrobe there is a lovely yellow sundress, that will look lovely on
you, oh and don't forget there is a pair of strappy sandals in the
bottom of the wardrobe. You don't have to fix your hair I'll do it for
you when you come down" with that she left and closed the door behind
her. I still had control of my movements but I didn't seem to have the
will to defy her so I went to the dresser, opened the top drawer and
pulled out a pair of pink panties, I put my legs through the openings
and pulled them up over my hips, I then opened the middle drawer, poked
around until I found the pink bra slipped my arms through the loops,
lifted each of my breasts into the cups pulled the straps around my back
and hooked it together. I fixed each breast into each cup and went over
to the wardrobe. I took the yellow dress off the hanger figured out the
back and slipped it down over my head and pulled it down over my body, I
found a zip on the left side so I pulled this up closed. The dress clung
tightly to my body and in the mirror I could see a very beautiful woman
with a very narrow waist and large shapely breasts the low cut of the
dress showed off my cleavage and made me very sexy looking. In the
bottom of the wardrobe I found the strappy sandals and I put each foot
into them, tied up the straps and stood up, the sandals had a three inch
heel and this caused me to stick my chest out more and caused me to walk
with a bit of a swagger.
I left the room and went down to reception, the old lady was behind her
desk and smiled when she saw me coming, "good morning Sarah, nice of you
to join us" she said, "please change me back" I pleaded, "now, now Sarah
I explained to you about tonight, we can talk about this tomorrow" she
said in a firm voice. "Come through here and I'll fix your hair and
makeup" with that I followed her through the door. "Sit" she said
pointing at a chair, I did as I was told and she started to brush out my
hair, "You have beautiful long hair Sarah, I bet you always wanted long
hair like this" she said quietly, I found the brushing very relaxing and
my mind wandered back to when I was young and how jealous I was of my
sisters lovely long hair and how I would have loved to have hair like
her, suddenly my mind snapped, hair!! I never wanted long hair where did
that thought come from, this scared me, was it possible this woman was
putting these thoughts into my mind.
"Now that's much better, now for your face" with that she started to
apply cream to my face, "A girl cant be out in public without her make
up" she sang, my mind wandered back to when I remembered my sisters
sitting in front of their dressers applying their make up before going
out for a date, and I remembered how jealous I was that they were
allowed to wear make up and I wasn't, ahhh! it happened again, where did
that thought come from, what was this woman doing to me. "Now that's the
eyeliner, oh your eyes are beautiful and what lovely long eyelashes you
have, you are just adorable, now just some lipstick and your done, I
must say that dress really shows off your figure and breasts" she
whispered, my mind wandered back to when I remembered my sisters
standing in front of the mirror checking themselves out before heading
out on a date, looking at their hips, their narrow waist's and their
breasts, and thinking how I would have loved to have breasts like them
and feeling happy that I now did, ahhhh! it happened again and it seems
to be getting worst.
"Right your done, here's the deal, you can go through today and tonight
with your own free will and I will change you back tomorrow, if that's
what you want, or I can remove your will, like earlier when I told you
to dress and keep you here for the rest of your life as my chamber maid,
what is it to be? before you answer be warned, my son knows nothing of
this, he has enjoyed fulfilling our female guests fantasies in room 202
for the last four years, you see we provide a discrete service where a
client can book room 202 provide us with a detailed description of what
their fantasises are and we act it out for them. If a man books 202 I
just adjust his fantasises into that of a female's, as far as Ken is
concerned only females book room 202, the transformed men wake up the
following morning as themselves not realising what had happened to them
but happy that they had a great night. So here's the deal, you will
walk into the restaurant where Ken is waiting, he was delighted when I
told him you were staying another night and wanted to have breakfast,
this is the first time in four years this has happened, he fucked you
last night in the dark so has no idea what you look like. I will be
watching you all the time, I have cameras everywhere, you must act as
if you are a girl all day today and tonight and you must do whatever he
asks you to do. At no point are you to say no to anything he asks you to
do, if he asks you to bend over for a fuck you do it and you make noises
like you are enjoying it, remember he is my son and his happiness is all
that matters to me and if I get a sense you are not keeping him happy
the deal is off and I'll be showing you where the laundry room is and
your new uniform, do you understand! Have I made myself clear" she said
in a firm voice. "Yes, all I have to do is act as a girl until tomorrow;
will I have to have sex again?" I feebly asked, "Whatever he wants, if
he wants sex for the rest of the day, you do it and enjoy it, or
else..." she said in a threatening way, "Now off you go and remember
I'll be watching you"
I headed back out to reception and looked for the Men's ah I mean Ladies
and went in, I stood in front of the mirror and looked at this
absolutely stunning girl staring back at me, and giving a choice it
would be my ultimate fantasy to spend a night with this girl, I cupped
my breasts and felt their weight and rubbed my nipples through the
fabric of my dress, oohh that felt so good I was turning myself on and I
could feel my vagina starting to lubricate itself, if only I had a big
cock to slide in there, aahhh! Again my mind had wandered off and
thought of something that disgusted me, I had to keep a grip and stay in
control.
"Right here goes" as I left the bathroom and headed towards the
Restaurant, just as I was about to reach the door it opened and a man
came out, when he saw me he stopped, I noticed his eyes widen and flick
down and up stopping briefly at my breasts before coming to rest at my
eyes, "Sarah?" he quizzed, "Hi, you must be Ken" I said in a soft
voice, "uuggg that sounded so girly" I thought "You look beautiful" he
said as he leaned over and gave me a kiss on the cheek, "It's nice of
you to join me, I have a table set for us" with that he took my hand and
led me through the door, and over to a table by the window. He held a
chair for me and slid it in under me as I sat down. He sat in the chair
opposite and stared into my eyes.
"I can't believe how beautiful you are but I suppose you are used to
hearing people say that" he said "No, but thank you for the
compliment" I replied. The conservation went on for the next half hour
as we ate our breakfast, " As we spoke I found I was able to relax, Ken
was very easy to talk too but I was constantly having to make up stories
or modifying existing stories to suit my past life as a girl, he was
quiet good looking and well built and I suppose that made what was ahead
of me easier to accept, I mean if he was fat and smelly... well yuck, I
already had an idea what he was like down below as I had experience of
that last, just thinking of it brought a smile to my face and started to
make me damp in my panties..Ahhhh! there I go again, why do these
thoughts keep creeping in to my mind, it was like I had female desires
trying to force their way in front of my male ones, I need to keep a
grip, I thought.
Ken had been telling me about his life in this Hotel when my mind had
wandered off now I was back listening again, I wonder will he mention
room 202? No didn't think so. " Sarah I was thinking, every year we host
the Victorian Ball here in the Ballroom of the hotel, people travel from
all around to come to it, would you do me the honour of accompanying me
to it tonight, my mother will arrange a ball gown for you" he asked, "Of
course I'll come with you Ken, but I must warn you I'm not much of a
dancer" I laughed, "That wont be a problem, I have a few jobs to do this
afternoon, so I'll meet you in reception at seven, Ok?" "Yea that will
be fine" With that he stood up and I stood up as well, he leaned over
and gave me a kiss on the cheek, and then left. I sat back down and
gathered my thoughts, how was I going to be able to pull this off? Ok
the looking like a woman was sorted, the acting like a woman was proving
to be a lot easier than I would have expected and that was kind of
worrying me, some of what I was doing seemed natural, I suppose when I
was transformed some of my thought were changed too so as to make things
easier. I remembered the old lady saying she would change me back, if I
wanted, was there the possibility the female thoughts would take over
and not allow me to change back? I would have to stay focused and not
allow my mind to wander.
"Sarah," I heard a woman's voice say from behind me, I turned and said
"Hi" and started to rise, "Stay sitting" and she sat into the chair
across from me, "I'm happy you heeded my warning, and have agreed to go
to the ball with Ken, Right! We have a busy day ahead of us, first I
have a beautician and a hairdresser calling here at four and once that's
done I will help you into your dress above in your room. I suggest you
head back up to your room take a shower and relax, be down here for
four, the Salon is through that door, ok my dear? see you later" and
with that she was gone. I got up and headed back up to my room; once I
was in I checked the clock and saw it was twelve, four hours to waste. I
think shower first, as I had noticed I was sticky down around my girly
bits, I shuddered when I thought it was probably Ken's sperm, I need a
long shower! I stripped off my sandals, dress, bra and panties and went
into the bathroom; I took down a large towel and wrapped it around me
just above my nipples. I changed my mind about the shower and decided to
take a bath instead, so I poured in some bubble bath and ran the water.
While I was waiting for it to fill I stood in front of the mirror and
looking at my reflection I realised I had automatically wrapped the
towel around my body and tucked it in to hold it up, just like a girl,
as a man I would have just walked around naked. I went back in and
turned off the water, I took off the towel stepped in and sat down, I
was a little shocked by the hotness of the water but then laid back and
relaxed, I had the strange sensation of water filling my vagina, at
least it would hopefully wash out what was in there. I relaxed and
started to feel this new body of mine, I caressed my breasts and felt
their weight, I squeezed my nipples and enjoyed the sensations it gave
me, I put my right hand down between my legs and started to run my
finger along the opening of my vagina, my other hand was still squeezing
my nipple and this was starting to cause my vagina to lubricate, I
slowly slipped my finger into my slit and rubbed against my clitoris,
oohhh that was nice! I started to rub my clitoris and I could feel
myself getting aroused, this feels sooo good, I thought, aauggg augggg,
I was moaning with pleasure, I quickened the pace and headed for my
first self inflected orgasm, I imagined Kens large fully erect penis
sliding in and out of me bringing me places where I as a woman had never
been before, I came and came and it was unbelievable and I could feel
all of Kens sperm filling me, making me whole and hopefully giving me
the child this body desired, Kens baby for me to carry for him, for me
to hold close to my breasts, to feel his mouth suckling my nipple and to
give him my milk..A aaaahhhhhhhhh what the fuck!!! am I loosing
it!!!what the fuck is happening to me!! shit this is getting worst,
maybe I should jump in my van and get away from here, I am really scared
of what will happen tonight, I think that woman is fucking my mind and
even though she said she'd change me back tomorrow I'm now afraid she is
doing something to my mind and I wont want to change. But if I do leave
I'll be stuck like this for ever by staying I have some chance of
getting my body back. I put my head down, I was stuck I didn't have much
of a choice I had an uneasy feeling this wasn't going to turn out well,
for four years men and women left room 202 the following morning and
went on their way, why am I different was it just bad timing?
I realised I didn't have an option and would have to go through with
tonight. Feeling weary I got up and stepped out of the bath, I used a
towel to take the wetness out of my hair, I wrapped my hair in the towel
and coiled it around my head, I then dried myself off and wrapped a
second towel around my breasts, I went back into the room and stood in
front of the mirror again I felt worried when I saw the way I had
wrapped the towel around my head, "where did I learn to do that" I
thought to myself. I looked at the clock and noted I had the Hair
appointment in half an hour so I decided to get dressed, "same bra and
panties will do" I thought, but maybe I can find a slightly less
revealing dress, I had a look through the wardrobe and found there was a
lot of dresses in it, I don't know why there were so many as I was out
of here tomorrow morning first chance I got. I spotted a long flowery
dress that that looked a little understated, I slipped it down over my
head and discovered it did not have any straps but was held up by an
elasticated piece that wrapped around my boobs, the pink bra was not
going to work with this and the bare off the shoulder look was a little
bit too sexy for my liking, I was about to pull it back off over my head
when there was a knock on the door.
I went over and opened it and Mrs Dillon was standing there, "may I come
in" she asked, "off course" I replied and with that she walked past me
into the room, I followed her in "are you nearly ready for your
appointment" she asked, "Am yes, I was just looking for something nice
to wear, I think this is a bit over the top" I replied.
"Nonsense that is beautiful on you, just take off the bra, you have
beautiful firm breasts they don't need support" so I removed the bra and
pulled the top of the dress up over my boobs, I removed the towel from
my head and slipped my feet back into the sandals I was wearing earlier.
"Right lets go" she said and I followed her out the door and down the
stairs. I was very conscious of the bouncing of my breasts as I
descended the stairs and was more mortified when my nipples started to
protrude out through the thin material of my dress due to the coolness
of the air. I followed her into the Salon where I was met by two girls,
both were very pretty and if I was in my old body I would have
definitely been flirting with them.
"Hi, I'm Tammy" said the blond, and "I'm Marie" said the dark haired
girl, "Mrs Dillon has given us a list of what you want done, so a full
facial, bikini wax, nails, full make up, soft curl in your hair and
pierce your ears, is there anything else?" she asked.
"No that about covers it" I sheeply replied, most of what she said had
gone over my head but I did understand ears pierced, I wasn't looking
forward to that and hopefully there wont be any holes in my ears
tomorrow when she changes me back. I was led into a back room where
Marie instructed me to undress and to put on the white gown provided,
once I had that done she asked me to get up onto the bed, she started
with the bikini wax, and it hurt! next came the facial which I found
quiet relaxing, while Marie was doing my face Tammy did my nails, she
filed and shaped them and the applied red nail varnish topping them off
with a layer of varnish.
"Ok Sarah you can get up now" said Marie "if you can come this way" I
followed her out into the salon "take a seat" she said pointing at one
of the sinks, I did as she asked and sat into the seat and put my head
back into the sink.
Tammy came around behind me scooped all my hair into the sink and
proceeded to wash it.
When she was finished she dried it and wrapped a towel around it as I
had done earlier this morning.
"Ok Sarah can you take a seat over here, I did as she asked and sat down
on a seat in front of the mirror, "we'll do your ears first, she sprayed
something onto each ear and waited for about a minute she then took some
kind of tool and "Click" she continued to do something to that ear and
when she moved to the other one I was surprised to see I had an earring
in my ear and I hadn't felt a thing, while I thinking about the first
ear there was a "click" and the other one was done.
Tammy then came over and started on my hair, as she worked I sat and
looked at myself in the mirror and I started to think about what had
happened to me in the bath, I felt a little ashamed of myself and
wondered if I had a female inside me making me do those things, that
would explain why I seemed comfortable in this female body, the towel
around the head, the tying of the bra, walking in heels all the things
that as a male I'd no nothing about.
I looked in the mirror and watched Tammy blow drying my hair, I wondered
if this proved I was a weak male to have accepted my fate so easily, is
this why she targeted me, maybe she knew I was going to be an easy
target. I wondered if tomorrow when I leave this place will my mind be
erased of all that happened to me, this thought caused me to feel a
little sad and this turned to worry when I realised I felt sad, why did
I feel sad? Surely I should have felt happiness that this was all behind
me?"All done" said Tammy "Is that ok for you" she asked "Yea, it looks
great" I replied, "Ok just your make up to do and were all finished"
said Marie, I watched in the mirror as she applied some foundation "you
are very lucky, you have perfect skin" she said "I will only be applying
a tiny bit of make up" I watched as she worked, she plucked my eyebrows,
applied eyeliner and then finished with my lips.
"All done" she said as she swung my seat back to face the mirror "What
do you think, Happy?" she asked, I looked at my reflection in the mirror
and could see the difference the work these girls had done had made, my
hair now looked great and my eyes now stood out more than earlier and I
now had really kissable lips.
"Wow" I said "great job" a little annoyed with myself for the silly
reply, "Thank you, it looks great" I went back into the changing room
and put back on my dress and sandals, I came back out into the Salon and
Tammy said, "If your still around tomorrow cant you join us in the Bar
for a drink, we'll be there at two"
"I don't think I'll be able to make it, I'm due to head home tomorrow" I
replied "But thanks for the invite" "Well if you change your mind you
know where we'll be, Oh sure we'll see you tonight at the Ball "Bye"
"Bye and thanks."
I walked out into the reception area and Mrs Dillon was behind the desk,
"Sarah" she called, I walked over gingerly trying to minimise the
bouncing of my breasts, "Mrs Dillon" I replied, " If you wait just a
second I'll come up with you, I've had your dress delivered up to your
room, I'm just finishing up here, I wont be a mo."
I went over to the large couch and sat down, I turned and looked at two
men who were sitting over at the other side of the reception area, they
looked like business men as both were wearing suits they sat on opposite
sides of a small table, they had obviously stopped what they were doing
and were now staring at me, when they saw me looking over they both
looked away quickly.
I turned back to look at the reception desk and saw Mrs Dillon was now
finished and was heading over to me.
"Ok lets go Sarah" she said "I see you've been getting a good checking
out" she quietly said in my ear as she threw her eyes over towards the
two men, "that's what its like when you're a beautiful woman, men just
cant help but stare, but I'm sure you'll get used to it."
I said nothing but thought I had no intention of getting used to it, and
I had every intention of getting as far away from here as possible
tomorrow.
I followed Mrs Dillon up the stairs and out of the corner of my eye I
could see both men's eyes were glued to me as I went up the steps, I
cheekily allowed my breasts to bounce a bit as I took each step, I think
I got a sense of the power women have over men and how they use their
body's to get what they want. We reached my room and Mrs Dillon used her
key to open the door, I followed her into the bedroom and I saw there
were cloths laid out on the bed.
"Right no time to waste, strip off everything" I did as she asked, and
stood in the middle of the floor naked, she handed me a pair of silk
panties, "put these on."
I did as she asked and then she said "will you step up onto that stand"
as she pointed to a small step that was placed in the middle of the
floor, I did as she told me and waited, she then wrapped a white corset
around my back and started to hook it up at the front, when she had it
fully hooked up she started to pull the strings on the corset, she
teased out each loop and continues tightening as she went, I could feel
the wind being squeezed out of me as she pulled my waist in, when she
was satisfied it was tight enough she tied it off in a bow at the back.
I felt very restricted and uncomfortable but the discomfort eased as I
got used to it, the cups of the corset held my breasts and pushed them
up to make them seem even bigger than they already were. Mrs Dillon then
handed me a pair of white stockings, "Slip these on over your legs and
clip them to the garters on the corset, and step back up on the stand."
I did as instructed and stepped back up on the step. I could see myself
in the mirror and my waist looked tiny and my boobs looked huge, oh I'm
going to be some sight I thought to myself.
"Right Sarah, will you step into this please" as she held out a skirt
for me to stand into, I stepped into it and she pulled it up as far as
my waist where she let the elasticated band go so it stayed in place, it
was some kind of under skirt and was filled with layers of material so
at the bottom it must have been several feet across, the step I was
standing on was now no longer to be seen as the skirt came all the way
down to within inches of the floor. Mrs Dillon then held out a dress and
said "here let me slide this down over your head" I leaned forward and
allowed her to place the dress over my head, she teased it down over my
body until it completely covered the underskirt, she then preceded to
tighten it from the back, when she was finished she stepped back and
said "Oh my, you look absolutely stunning, Ken will be one lucky man
tonight." I looked in the mirror and saw a girl in what looked to me
like a Wedding Dress, it hung down to the floor in a wide hoop and came
in tight to show my narrow waist and then up to finish just above my
nipples leaving a lot of breast exposed, "Oh this is very revealing" I
thought.
"What do you think" asked Mrs Dillon,
"Is there anyway I can cover these a bit more" I answered looking down
at my breasts,
"Nonsense" Mrs Dillon said "When you got it you flaunt it, and you
certainly have got it" she laughed.
"Right, all that's left now is your shoes, why don't you sit on the bed
and I'll put them on for you"
I stepped down from the stand and tried to walk over to the bed I had to
gather up the dress in order to move and just about made it there, Mrs
Dillon laughed when she me struggling,
"Right, give me your foot, I lifted up my right leg which was lost in
all the layers of material and Mrs Dillon pulled the bottom of my dress
up so she could find it, she placed my foot in her lap and slipped the
shoe down over my toes, my eyes widened when I saw the height of the
heel it must have been six or seven inches, how the hell was I ever
going to be able to walk in those. She tied the strap around my ankle
and proceeded to fit the left shoe onto my other foot. When she was
finished she told me to stand, I did as I was asked and stood up, I took
a few wobbly steps,
"You'll be fine once you get used to them" she said, I did find it a
little easier because the extra height meant I now wasn't standing on
the ends of the dress. "Ok its time to go" she said so I followed her to
the door, I walked behind her as far as the top of the stairs where she
stopped and said,
"Remember my warning, you are to do everything Ken asks of you tonight,
if the word "no" comes out of that pretty mouth at any time I will carry
through my threat and you will be my new Chamber maid and maybe a fat
ugly one too, Have I made myself clear?" she asked,
"Yes, Mrs Dillon I understand,
"Good, now head down to reception, Ken is waiting there for you, you
Lovebirds have a good night now ok" and with that she walked away. There
was nothing more to do only go down stairs and get this night over with.
I walked down the stairs, there was a lot of people in the reception
area, women in big dresses similar to what I was wearing in all
different colours but none in white, great that will make me stand out
even more. In the middle of the crowd I saw a man stand up and look up
at me, I smiled as I recognised Ken's face he smiled back and offered
his hand to help me with the last few steps.
"Oh my God Sarah, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen,
absolutely stunning, you are going to steal the show," as he kissed me
on the lips,
"Why thank you Ken, you look pretty good yourself"
"Shall we" he said holding his hand out to lead me, I nodded and started
to walk beside him to the ballroom, when we entered everyone that was
there stopped and turned and started to clap, Over the public address
system an announcement was made,
"Tonight's Lord and Lady of honour, Lord Ken Dillon and Lady Sarah
Dillon" as we walked onto the floor all the ladies bowed to me as I
passed, The music started, Ken put his hand around my waist and we
started to dance he led and I just followed, his strong arms steered me
around the floor. We stayed on the floor for four dances and then Ken
said "would you like to sit down?"
"Yes" I replied, so he lead me over to a large centre table that was on
a slightly raised platform, there were two attendants there and they
held our chairs for us as we sat.
"Can I order you a drink?" now I don't drink but I thought a glass of
wine might make what I had to go through tonight a little easier so I
answered,
"A glass of white Wine please" The attendant nodded and filled a glass
for me, I sipped away on it and then leant over to Ken and asked him why
we were applauded when we arrived and why did we have a special table.
"This is a very big deal, we hold a Ball here every year, this is a
tradition that has gone back to the 1800's, my Grandfather, Great
grandfather, Great Great Grandfather and his father before him have sat
in this very chair, every 10 years we crown a Lord and Lady, this is my
first time being Lord of Dillon House, and I will be Lord Dillon for the
next 10 years, tonight you are Lady Sarah Dillon of Dillon House, and
will remain Lady Dillon until you leave here."
"Wow I didn't realise this was such a special occasion, I feel honoured
you asked me to join you."
" Sarah you are a very special lady, I've been waiting for you all my
life, you wanting to stay on and have breakfast with me has led me to
believe this is fate, as of this morning I was destined for this event
with no partner, since the first event back in 1863 no Lord Dillon has
sat at this table without a Lady at his side, I was worried I'd be the
first but my Mother said wait and have faith and the right girl will
come along. She told me some stories of two other Lord Dillon's that
found themselves in the same predicament, and in both cases partners
turned up on the morning of the ball, she said the spirit of Dillon
House looks after all its occupants."
"What happened to the partners of the those two Lords," I asked,
"Well, in both cases they remained married for the rest of their lives,"
I motioned for the attendant to refill my glass, and took a large sip,
"Married" I gulped,
"Yes, you see it was faith that brought them together and with true
faith nothing can break that bond" I sat and took in what he said, is it
possible that in the other cases these too were transformed men that
were chosen as partners for the lord at that time, and in their
transformation an attraction to the Lord was planted in their mind, Ken
said they remained married, this means they must have been married
before the event, this is clearly different to Ken and I as we clearly
weren't married so hopefully my case is different. What worried me is
Ken clearly believed in fate and in doing so believed we were destined
to be together so he might not want me to leave tomorrow, but leaving I
was!. I stood up and said,
"Can you excuse me; I need to go to the Ladies"
"Of course" replied Ken as he stood up. I walked over to the toilets and
went in,
Inside fixing their faces were Tammy and Marie,
"Hi" I said,
"Sarah, how are you" asked Tammy,
"Fine" I replied.
"My God ye make a beautiful couple, I can see Ken is very smitten, he
can't take his eyes off you" said Marie.
"How does a girl go to the loo in this setup" I laughed,
"It's not easy" Tammy giggled.
"See ye later" I said as I went into the cubicle and locked the door,
the dress was so big I was barely able to turn, I hitched up all the
layers, found my panties and pulled them down, I tried to keep the dress
gathered up as I sat back down on the toilet, I released my bladder and
began to urinate, this was the third time I had done this since this
morning and each time I automatically sat down to go, this was just
another worry to fortify my concerns that I was falling into this role
too easily. I pulled off some loo paper, dried myself and pulled up my
panties, let my dress drop down and smoothened it out. I went out and
washed my hands and checked my face in the mirror, uh, what a girly
thing to do. I headed back to Ken and he stood up when he saw me coming,
"Would the Lady do me the pleasure of Dancing with me?" he asked holding
out his hand,
"Why of course my Lord" I said but picked up my glass and finished my
second one, and then took his hand. We danced for the next eight songs
when finally the band announced that was the end, we bowed to all the
other couples and walked out of the Ballroom hand in hand. He walked me
to my room where he stopped and said,
"Is Milady going to invite me in?"
"Of course Milord"
"Wait he said after opening the door, its customary for a Groom to carry
his Bride across the threshold, with that he scooped me up into his
strong arms and carried me in to the room, kicking the door closed
behind him. He put me down on the bed and kissed me full on the lips,
"Go on Kiss him back" a voice in my head said, I put my hand to the back
of his head and kissed him back, I thought how nice this kiss felt and
could feel myself getting turned on, must be the wine I thought, this
feels good. He broke our kiss and stood up, I did the same, when I got
to a standing position I felt a little dizzy and light-headed, must be
the wine, again I thought,
"Go on kiss him" the voice said again. I leant forward and kissed him
hard, he slipped his hands around my waist and pulled me in tightly to
him, he broke our kiss and started to kiss my cheek down the side of my
neck,
"Get down on your knees and open his pants" the voice commanded,
I started to slide down his body until I was on my knees, this put my
face at the height of his crotch, I could feel the bulge beneath his
pants so I began to unbuckle his belt and open the buttons I pulled his
pants down around his ankles, I caught hold of his shorts and pulled
them down, His large erect penis sprang out and was now pointing
directly at me only a couple of inches away, in my mind I could hear a
weak voice saying,
"Don't do it, this is wrong, you are a man this is wrong" But a much
stronger female voice was telling me to,
"Suck it in baby, wrap your pretty lips around it and suck, you know
you've been craving this cock all night" I licked the top of his cock
and tasted the salty pre-come, I opened my mouth and took it in, I let
it go in as far as the back of my throat and started to fuck his cock
with my mouth, he put both his hands on the side of my head and held it
so he could ram it in, we continued with this for a couple of minuets
until I stood up and kissed him on the lips, he stepped behind me and
unbuttoned my dress, he pulled it up over my head and left it fall on
the ground, I pushed the underskirt down over my hips and stepped out of
it, I was now standing in my corset, panties, stockings and heels, he
came up from behind me and placed his hands on my hips, he unhooked my
stockings and pulled my panties down,
"Bend over and place your hands on the dresser" the voice in my head
said, I bent over and placed my hands flat down on the dressing table,
"Open your cunt for him" the voice said, I spread my legs to give him
better access to my cunt, I felt the hot tip of his penis as he started
to push it up into me, he started to push it in and out going a little
deeper with every push soon he was fully in and started to fuck me, at
first his rhythm was slow but he soon started to speed up slapping his
balls off my ass as he did, I looked at myself in the mirror and I could
see my breasts were trying to burst out of the corset with every thrust,
I was coming close to an orgasm and the faster he pumped the closer I
got suddenly my orgasm exploded and I started to moan,
"Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhh mmmmm mmmmm" as I came down,
he pulled out started to untie the strings of my corset, when he had
them loosened enough I un-hooked the front, I let it fall to the ground
and I slipped off my heels and stockings.
He was still wearing his shirt so I unbuttoned it and let it fall on the
ground, we were both now naked, "Push him back onto the bed and climb up
onto his cock" the voice said,
I pushed him back onto the bed and straddled him I guided his cock up
into my slit and sat down on it, I started to slide up and down on and
pinched my nipples with my hands,
Ken cupped both my breasts as I continued to fuck him soon I could feel
another orgasm coming so I kept going until I came,
"Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh" I mumbled through my teeth as my body was rocked
by a second orgasm, Oh this feels so good, I thought. Ken then lifted me
off him and turned me on to my knees, he pushed his cock into my slit
and started fucking me again, my breasts were swinging in time to his
fucks and my hair hung down over my face, ohhh this felt sooo good, and
soon orgasm number three was coursing through my body, Oh I was in
heaven, I never wanted this to stop, this was the best sex I ever had
and I wanted more. Ken pulled out and turned me again this time he
turned me onto my back and climbed between my legs, he slid his cock in
an slowly but very passionately started to fuck me, he kissed me very
hard on the lips and now I could feel the passion of love making, where
before we were fucking, now Ken was making love to me, this felt very
different, felt more intimate,
"Sarah, I love you, and as you sat as Lady Dillon tonight at my side
under our custom you are officially Mrs Sarah Dillon until you leave
this house, you are my wife, that is why you wore white tonight and why
I carried you over the threshold, I now want to make love to my wife and
fill her with my seed, I held on tightly to him and wrapped my legs
around him, I put my hands on his ass and pulled him in deeper to me to
try and get every wonderful inch of his cock, I held tight as I started
orgasm number four, this was a deep and meaningful and seemed to go on
for ever, I felt him tense up and start to ejaculate inside me, he
finally collapsed on top of me, he kissed me gently on the lips and then
rolled off onto his side. I turned away from him onto my left side; he
cuddled into me and put his arm around my breasts cupping the left one
with his hand. I lay there in the afterglow and started to feel very
relaxed. As I lay there I felt loved and safe and it was a nice place to
be. I then heard the female voice in my head,
"You enjoyed that didn't you, and I bet you can't wait to get that cock
inside you again,
ohhhhh it feels good to be a woman, doesn't it" I then heard the male
voice in my head,
"How could you do what you just did, you are a man, men don't suck other
men's dicks, you should have felt disgust." I thought about what I had
just done and I did feel ashamed, maybe it was the wine but my mind was
telling me to do it, my conscionce didn't say enough to stop me, anyway
I was not in a position to refuse, one "no" and I was stuck like this
forever. I closed my eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep, I awoke about
an hour later, I turned and saw Ken lying on his back asleep, the voice
in my head said,
"He looks good doesn't he, you liked the way he made you feel, you loved
it when he made you orgasm, he was an excellent lover, he was able to
bring you feelings you never knew you had, now its your turn to please
him,"Now slide down and take his cock in your mouth" she told me,
I slid down the bed until I came to his penis, I put my hand on it and
found it was limp, I slipped my lips over it and began to suck, almost
immediately it started to harden,
"That's it girl stimulate him" the voice said, I continued to fuck it
with my mouth, soon he was fully erect and I took the full length back
down my throat, I cupped his balls with my hands and continued to lick
and suck,
"That's it Sarah make him cum" the voice said,
Then I felt him stiffen and felt a splash of hot come in my mouth, this
was followed by several more "That's it swallow it all down" she said,
I swallowed it all down,
"You love the taste of cum, don't you" she said,
"mmmmm I love the taste of cum" I thought.I slid back up and saw he was
awake and smiling,
"Thank you my love that was wonderful" he said as I cuddled into him and
fell off to sleep again. At some stage during the night I started to
dream, I was back in my old body and I was lying naked on a bed. There
was a girl giving me a blow job, she had long black hair and when she
looked up at me I saw it was Sarah, she sat up on her knees and placed
my erect penis between her beautiful breasts and began to fuck it,
sliding them up and down my shaft, this was very erotic and it felt good
to be the man again and even better to be fucking the girl of my
dreams.Truth is I had never seen a girl as beautiful as Sarah and now I
had her in my bed, she crawled up my body and started to kiss me, she
grabbed each of my wrists with her hands and held them back by my head,
I thought,
"I'll flip her over onto her back and get my cock inside her, I need to
feel my cock inside her and give her a good fucking" But when I tried I
found she was too strong and she kept me pinned down, she stopped
kissing my lips and turned to my chest where she sucked in my nipple, at
the same moment I felt a cock sliding up into me this caused me to wake
from my dream. I opened my eyes and saw Ken's face looking down at me, I
realised I was back in Sarah's body and Ken had just mounted me, he
continued to fuck me hard and increased his rhythm, he was fucking me so
hard my head started to bang off the headboard, there was no love in
this, he was just giving me a good seeing to, he eventually stiffened up
and ejaculated inside me. He rolled off and lay on his back beside me.
It was the first sex session I hadn't enjoyed, it was a little bit too
violent and I didn't like the way I was held down, it had made me feel
feeble and weak and powerless, like a pathetic weak girl, it was the
first time I hadn't reached an orgasm. I was also angry that he was the
one who got to fuck Sarah and not me, I lay on my back and thought about
the last few hours, if I was completely honest the sex with Ken hadn't
been too bad, especially when I was in control but I hadn't enjoyed the
last session, didn't like the helplessness I had felt and how someone
could make me do something and there was nothing I could do to stop it,
as a man I would have been able to push him off but as a girl I had to
lie there and let him have his way. I looked at the clock and it was ten
to six. A couple more hours and I'd be free; I slipped off to sleep
again.I woke and it was bright outside, Ken was lying next to me wide
awake,
"Good morning Mrs Dillon" Ken said in a cheery voice,
"Good morning Ken" I replied,
"That was some night" he said shaking his head,
"Yea, you're not wrong there" I replied,
"I've been thinking for the last hour as I lay here watching you sleep,
I've never met anyone like you and I really believe you are the one," he
paused,
"There is something I want to ask you, by the Law of this house we are
Man and Wife but the Law of the Land will not recognise this, I know
this is crazy but,
Will you do me the honour....."
"Oh God, I knew what he was about to say, and Mrs Dillon's treat meant I
couldn't say no, I had to stop him somehow!"
".....of being my wife" too late it was said, now what was I going to
do?
If I say no, I'll be trapped as a house maid with no mind of my own, if
I say yes I'll be stuck as this mans wife,
Then the female voice in my head said,
"Say yes, say yes, it's your best hope, you have to say yes",
I had no choice; I took a deep breath and blurted out,
"Oh yes Ken"
He wrapped his arms around me and gave me a big hug,
"You've just made me the happiest man in the world"He started kissing me
again and it wasn't long before his cock was filling me again, he held
me tight as he made love to me,
"I love you Sarah Dillion" he whispered, The passion and intensity of
his love making was bringing me close to an orgasm, and even though I'd
just said yes to marrying this man, none of that mattered as the woman
inside me took over and responded to his love making, I didn't care if I
was never a man again, I needed this cock inside me,
"Are you on the pill" he asked,
"Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh" in my head I thought pill? What pill, I'm not on any
pills,
"Ohh Ohhhh Ohhh" "Nooo" I managed to let escape from my lips,
as each of his powerful trusts knocked the air out of me,
"Aaaaaaa Aaaaaa Aaaaaa" my body was rocked with another powerful orgasm
I was on a high, it was unbelievable,
"Oh Sarah that's perfect, if we are lucky maybe in nine months time
there will be a successor to the throne"
His pace quickened as he held me tightly and fucked me deep into my
soul, I was still in the aftermath of my orgasm but what he had said was
just starting to sink in,
Pill? Then I realised, birth control pill, is it possible I could get
pregnant!
I just had a night of unprotected sex! Surely Mrs Dillon would have
warned me to take precautions if that was possible! Maybe this is what
she intended, the weak male voice in my head was saying,
"Get out now, he trying to make you pregnant, you will be stuck as a
girl forever if you don't get out now" The strong female voice was
saying,
"That's it girl, take him in, you know this is what you want, enjoy your
womanhood, this is your destiny, this is why you are here, you know you
were destined to be a girl,
You know you were destined to have babies, and to look after your man,
Listen to me; ignore that weak male in you,"
"Your Mother in Law knows best." I suddenly realised the female voice in
my head that had urged me to do the things I was doing and drowning out
my own thoughts were actually Mrs Dillon, she had tricked me into
thinking I was accepting what was happening, I now listened to my own
thoughts,
"Get out now, he is trying to impregnate you" My head cleared and now I
realised my predicament, but I was just in time for me to feel Ken tense
up and to ejaculate inside me,
"Oh baby, Oh baby, I love you" as he collapsed down on top of me.
We both lay motionless for about five minutes, as I lay I was thinking
about what had just happened, that woman has manipulated me from the
start, she had talked me into doing things I would never have done on my
own, if I had been left to my own devices Ken may not have been all that
impressed with me and may not have asked me to marry him, but by being
inside my head she was able to steer me to do the things he liked, I
really was trapped now. I needed to go and talk to her and find out
where I stood, I didn't say no to him so the deal was she would change
me back and I could go home, and the sooner that time came the
better.Ken sat up in the bed,
"Sarah, lets get dressed and go down to my mother to give her the good
news, she likes you, so I know she'll be delighted"
"Yea, let's do that" I replied, thinking the sooner I met her, the
better.I jumped up out of the bed, tits bouncing all over the place and
went over to the dresses, I opened the drawer found some panties and a
black bra and put them on, I had a quick root through the wardrobe and
found a long flowery maxi dress, I pulled it down over my body, I put a
pair of strappy sandals on my feet and ran to the bathroom, I hitched up
my dress, pulled down my panties and sat on the toilet to relieve
myself, as I was going to the toilet I could feel a lot of fluid seeping
out of my vagina,
"Shit, how much sperm did he put in there last night" I thought, so I
rolled up some loo paper and stuck it in my panties to catch any more
seepage. I looked at my face in the mirror and I saw my make-up was all
messed up, so I got some soap and water and washed it off. I went back
out to the dresser, found a brush and gave my long hair a good brushing,
by this time Ken was ready to go, so he said,
"Are we right"
"Yep, lets go" I replied. He took hold of my hand and we walked down to
reception. He announced to his mother our news, she was delighted and
gave him a big hug, she then put her arms out to me so we hugged.
"Right, I have loads to organise" Ken said,
"You work away, I stay here with your mother" I said to him,
"Yea that's fine" and he came over and gave me a big kiss on the lips,
and skipped out of the reception. Mrs Dillon told me to follow her into
the back room and I did,
"Right Mrs Dillon we had a bargain, I went through with everything you
asked of me and I never once refused him." I quickly blurted out.
"But you just agreed to marry my son" she replied,
"What choice did I have, if I said no I'd have been stuck like this
forever" I argued,
"Ha ha calm down girl, the proposal did throw a spanner in the works,
but a deal is a deal,
I can easily clear his mind of this weekend, but are you sure you want
to go back to your old life, I looked you up, no family, divorced from
your wife fours years ago, no siblings; Parents have past on, what have
you to go back to? Ken would make you a great husband, you'll never want
for anything and you made such a lovely girl, as a man you obviously had
the personality of a girl, have you ever thought this is your destiny."
I thought for a few moments,
"Yes I didn't have much of a life to go back to, and Ken was a nice
enough fella,
as for this being my destiny? It was an experience, that's for sure but
I didn't want to be a girl for the rest of my life and I certainly
didn't want to have babies..."
"I have given it some thought but No I don't want to be a girl,
I want my old body back" I said."Ok, if that's what you want" she opened
the drawer of her desk and took out what looked like a pen,
"Here" she said as she handed it to me, puzzled I looked at it,
"What is this for" I asked,
If you go into the toilet through that door and urinate onto the top of
it" she said,
"Why must I do that" I quizzed,
"You do want to go home don't you? so urinate on it, if it turns blue
you go home, if it turns red you stay," she said in a matter of fact
voice, I looked at the item in my hand and I could feel tears welling up
in my eyes,
"This is a pregnancy tester, isn't it? So you're saying if I'm pregnant
I can't change back?"
"Well of course not, that would be taking an innocent life, but what's
the worry I assume you took precautions?" she sternly said,
"What! You never told me I had to have protection, what about the first
night which was totally against my will?" I cried,
"The first night Ken used a condom, from then on it was your choice,
come on now don't tell me you don't know about the birds and the bees,"
she laughed. I put my head in my hands, she was playing games with me,
she played it up and led me to believe I was going home and then kicked
my legs out from under me, she was an evil bitch, I knew the pregnancy
test was going to be positive she'd make sure of that.
"What's the point, you turned me into this, you never had any intention
of ever letting me leave, of course it will be positive you'll make sure
of that" I cried,
"The thing is Sarah, I didn't turn you into a girl the house did, the
spirits of this house look after the welfare of the Dillon family, ok I
set you up by putting you into room 202, but we needed a date for Ken,
as for making you pregnant only sex can do that, neither the House or I
can do that, its down to faith now." Mrs. Dillon said softly. I said no
more, I went into the toilet hitched up my dress pulled down my panties,
held the tester between my legs and urinated, I sat on the toilet
staring at the tester for what seemed like hours, I wiped the tears from
my eyes so I could see it more clearly, and then I watched it as it
turned blue, "Blue" I shouted,
"I'm not pregnant," I ran back out to Mrs Dillon and said,
"I can't believe it I'm not pregnant, you said if it turns blue I could
go home"
"I did but there is only one problem," my heart sank, what problem?
"I misread the sheet, Red is negative, Blue is positive,
Congratulations you're pregnant!
I'm going to be a Grandmother," and she came over and gave me a big hug.
I sat back into the chair and put my head in my hands and cried,
"I'm pregnant? me..Pregnant, I'm going to have a baby; I can't have a
baby, I no nothing about babies,"
"Don't worry Sarah, I help you through it, anyway you're female now and
childbirth is the most natural thing in the world, you'll be fine," Mrs
Dillon said in a comforting voice.That was it my faith was sealed.
I spent the next two weeks getting screwed every night and some nights
two or three times, we then got married, big white wedding, no one on my
side, half the country on theirs, nine months later I gave birth to a
baby boy, breast fed him and all for eleven months.
He is two now, loves his Mammy and Daddy and I love him.
I still think about my old life and would love to go back but that's
impossible now.
I've come to terms with my womanhood, in fact I find it hard to remember
what it was like to be a man, Ken is a sexaholic, we still make love
every night some nights when he's not in form I screw him,haha, but I
love him dearly and that's another reason I could never go back. Now I
must go out and buy a pregnancy tester as I suspect baby number two may
be on the way.