Out Manouvered.
Authors Note.
I'd like to say a huge thank you to Ramona Flowers for the proof read
and edit. Thanks Ramona, you're a star!
Out Manouvered
By Trish.
Tottering along hanging on to Rick's arm I felt a mixture of
apprehension and fear as he led me to the restaurant. In the back of my
head I could hear a voice asking what the hell I was doing? Men should
not go to a business dinner wearing a pair of needle thin five inch
heels, a little black dress over expensive matching lingerie and
stockings, with my face made-up and my hair intricately fastened in a
hairdo?
I felt like a right idiot!
Having to dress and look like I belonged in my smart business skirt
suit for work during the day was bad enough but at least the skirt suit
covered me, unlike this bloody dress which made me feel incredibly
exposed and vulnerable. Quelling the voices by telling myself for the
umpteenth time that it my own fault and there was not much I could do
about it, I was again struck by the surreal sequence of events that led
from a simple interdepartmental wager to me being here dressed like a
high class trollop clinging to the arm of my bosses son.
Rick and I first met when we were next door neighbours at University. I
was in my first year of an IT degree and Rick was a qualified
commercial lawyer, doing a full time postgraduate MA in production
management. Obviously with us being in totally different departments we
did not socialise much away from the house. I guess at first I was not
really disposed to like him mainly because I was raised in a care home
and found Ricks public school attitudes and sliver spoon upbringing
more than a little strange, but as I got to know him over the year I
found he was very entertaining company and came to enjoy the odd
evenings we spent in the shared kitchen putting the world to rights. In
the eighteen months or so we were neighbours we only bumped into each
other once outside the house and that was at the student unions end of
year fancy dress party just before he qualified.
He was there with his rugby playing mates dressed as 1930's gangsters,
while I had been talked/conned into going dressed as a 'rock-chick' by
one of my nerd-girl friends who had gone for the convincing look, and
succeeded! When we bumped into each other by the bar it was pretty
clear that Rick had been delightedly shocked by how convincingly
feminine I looked. With the stresses of exams and the like we had not
chatted for a week or so and I was enjoying catching up with him at the
bar until my nerd mates grabbed me to freak out one of our tutors!
Little did I know that the twenty minutes or so I spent with him at the
bar would have a profound effect on how things turned out when we met
again a year later after I graduated. With out knowing it I applied for
a pre-masters development post with his family business and I am not
sure who was more surprised when I bumped into him in the canteen on my
induction day!
I thought I knew Rick well enough to understand that there was a sound
business reason why he wanted me go with him dressed as a girl for that
first meeting with Wallace's & Co. Although on the surface not the most
organised of people Rick never left things to chance when it came to
business, and he must have seen from the moment he found out about the
background of Wallace's owners that taking a cross dressed PA with him
would demonstrate with out pushing the issue that he represented a
company who shared their a positive attitude towards transgendered
employees. It does not matter how I look at what happened, if I had
been in Rick's place and I was aware of how convincingly feminine a
male member of staff could look I would have done what he did and set
that person up, which is what he did to me!
Rick got lucky when he found out that a former squeeze of his called
Wendy was my best friend in the company who for reasons of her own was
more than willing to go along with his plan. Wendy and I had hit it off
from the day we met, like me she was single and intended to stay that
way. Noticing how we got on our respective workmates kept trying to fix
us up together pretty much from the day I joined the company. Since I
was far more interested in code than girls and was nothing like 'hunky'
enough to be Wendy's type we were free to just friends even if some did
think that we shared more than just the same tastes in music and films.
By the time the 'Admin' department trashed IT at the company sports day
Wendy and I had been going out as friends regularly enough to have
crashed at each other places a couple of times, so I thought nothing of
it when she suggested I stayed at her place the night before the
forfeit the IT nerds owed Admin was due so she could get me 'ready' for
work.
Of all the office girls Wendy was the most enthusiastic about insuring
the IT boys had to dress as 'office' girls for the day, and had
commented to me more than once when we had a little to much to drink
that she thought I was to pretty to be a boy. After work the night
before the wager was due I went home with her and went half's with her
on a big bottle of wine to go with the take out dinner. Over a couple
of glasses of wine as we ate Wendy asked if I wanted to go for the OTT
drag queen look or something more convincing. Recalling how much fun I
had at the student party and in my nerd-girl friends wardrobe I wanted
to stay convincing but did not have the balls and said, "Erm what do
you think?" Shovelling a fork full of sweet and sour pork into my mouth
to hide my distress.
"Well what I would like to do, is go mad and get you as convincing as I
can." Wendy grinned, "Because I bet if you'll let me I could have you
passing as a real girl no problem?"
I blushed and said nodding, "Er okay?"
"You will?" She grinned asking if I had ever dressed up in women
clothing before.
I told her all about going to the fancy dress party in drag, but I was
too embarrassed to admit that as a thirteen year old I had adored
wearing the clothes of the daughter of a family I was fostered with.
The conversation flitted round how she could dress me given the
constraints of a staff uniform until I said, "Well do what you want,
and I'm game so long as I don't look stupid when you're done."
Wendy wore a beaming ear to ear grin on her face as she said. "But to
do this properly I'll have to pop a temporary colour in your hair and
pluck your eyebrows, and likely need to use some stay fast make up, is
that okay with you?"
"Erm yeah I guess... I'm in your hands?"
Before the words were out of my mouth she grabbed my hand dragged me
into the bathroom and said, "Lose the clothes," and handed me her
electric ladies razor telling me as she bounded back into her flat.
"Shave your legs and armpits with that, and the call me once you're in
the tub?"
I did as she asked and Wendy reappeared clucking to her self about
having too much to do and not enough time. Giggling to herself she
handed me another large glass of wine and worked something horrendously
smelly in my hair. Leaving the gunk in my hair she rushed off with me
totally unaware that she had been the one who pushed the office girls
into demanding that the programmers forfeit was to spend a working day
cross dressed for Comic Relief. Ten minutes later she was back and
after making sure my wine glass was topped up as she rinsed out my
hair. By now I'm feeling very relaxed and mellow as she got me out of
the bath and eventually back in to her small living room. I admit after
a hot bath and a couple of large glasses of wine I was pretty giggly
when she took hold of my hand. Taking her time she glued false nails
over my own and then painted them like my toenails with a metallic
sliver polish.
Having seen my left ear was pierced Wendy found a sterile needle and
pireced my right ear, before she popped a pair of sleepers into my
earlobes. By now I was well on my way to smashed which suited Wendy as
I had not asked about my hair which did not get to see until after it
put up in rollers and covered with a fine dark hair net. Having her
pluck my eyebrows over a nightcap was an unexpected turn on but I was
to drunk to show it and then we were off to bed with me wearing a
cotton nightdress with princess on the chest. Feeling very drunk I
could feel the rollers pushing almost sensually into my skull.
"What am I doing?!" I asked myself before I passed out.
Wendy had judged my alcohol intake perfectly because the following
morning I was hung over enough to just do as I was told with out
complaining as she carefully dressed me in an outfit that exactly
matched hers. Wearing heels and a skirt walking to her car woke me up,
boy did if feel strange to have a breeze sensually over my nylon
covered legs and up my skirt! Thankfully at 7.30 in a morning it was
still dark, so I did not have to face people and I spent the thirty
minute ride looking at myself in the vanity mirror gob smacked by how
feminine I looked. Getting into work at 8.15 I was clearly the only one
of the 'male' programmers who looked like they belonged in the clothes
they wore, and after I got over the embarrassment, it did make me feel
rather special as I tip tapped along the corridors in my high heels
finding that men automatically opened doors for me, or gave me space in
the lift down to the programming department.
I did not have much to do and by half ten I had my reports, notes and
results collated leaving me with little more than bug hunting. Of all
cross dressed computing staff I was easily the only one who was relaxed
dressed as girl. It was probably because I was actually enjoying the
restrictions of my clothing. I liked the way my skirt limited my pace,
and the ritualistic need to sweep it back while having to make sure I
kept my legs and knees together when I sat. There was a real feeling of
being a grown up when I first felt the sensation of 'my' handbag
hanging by my side, containing all the junk that had resided in my
pockets along with the feminine items such as perfume, lipstick and
mascara. It was weird because as the morning drove on the clothing's
effects on my demeanour and body language became more evident almost
moulding my overly-bright shy boyishness into a feminine shyness that
was reflected in how I moved and stood.
Since I tend to work to the job rather than the clock, after I
completed my bug hunting tasks and the last of my write up's I had
cleared my desk, which under the programming departments flexible
working hours meant I normally would have clocked out. However having
agreed to work to office strictures for the day, I had to stay but even
if I could have gone home I don't think I would, I was enjoying
playing a girl far to much to end it at lunch! I won't deny it I
enjoyed every moment and really bought into the whole feminine thing
that went with being dressed like this. There was something that felt
all very grown up about how I was dressed, and walking about I loved
being both aware and unaware of the perfumed scent that followed me.
Hearing one of the security guard saying, "Morning miss," as he opened
the door gave me a buzz and I was surprised that my Cornish accented
voice did not give me away, when I said, "Thank you".
I walked to the office to hand in my completed write up projects and
when I met Wendy there, she asked me what I was smiling about.
"Everyone in the company knows that the nerds are going to be dressed
as office girls for comic relief today, and no one so far has twigged
that I'm not one of the nerd girls dressed up!" I said.
"Sounds like you're enjoying this?" teased Wendy. "A little too much
perhaps?"
"May be I am?" I grinned recalling how much fun I had as a boy playing
dress up with foster sisters clothing. Having done all my paperwork, I
was at something of a lose end so I mucked in with Wendy running the
odd errand for her and the other office girls until I joined them for
lunch in the break room. One of the office girls asked how I was
finding things but before I could answer Wendy jumped in and told them
what I been saying about getting a thrill from being taken as one of
the girls.
Having kept tabs on me all morning Wendy's comment was Rick's cue to
toss the stone that he hoped was going to kill two birds with one
throw. Cursing, "Shit, shit, shit," he walked in saying. "I need one of
you to PA for me at a meeting with Judith Wallace in -"
For a split second he looked at me and then with acting worthy of
Olivier exclaimed, "Oh wow! Is that Andy?"
"Hey Rick!" I said waving my coffee mug, "Good huh?"
Giving me a grin, that made me think "Uh Oh" as I saw an idea blooming
in his eyes, he said out of the blue, "How do you fancy a pay rise
Andy?"
"Its Angie or Angela for 'her' today Wendy said.
Rick grinned, "Okay then how would you like a pay rise, Angie?"
"Yeah, I guess?" I said surprised.
The programmers were on a very high wage but I was not being
technically an 'assisted' post grad getting some real world experience
before returning to university. "What do I have to do?"
"Be my PA for a meeting and I'll sort out the pay rise!" Rick said,
"Assuming that you'll come with me this afternoon, deal?"
My jaw must have dropped because before I could say a word he laughed.
"Chill Angie," he grinned at me, "Judith's a transsexual, and so is her
business partner and they'll just love us if I've a transgendered girl
as my PA!"
Wendy butted in adding, "Say yes Angie, you're always moaning about not
getting paid as much as even the IT technicians?"
"I'll arrange the pay rise and even see that it is back dated to the
start of the month?" Rick tempted.
Just to push a final nail in my fate, Ms Howard, Rick's mother arrived
back from her long weekend and walked in growling at her son, "Pay rise
for whom? What are you still doing here? You're supposed to be on your
way to a meeting aren't you?"
"Car's booked for one thirty and the meetings not until three fifteen
Mum?" he cheekily grinned stepping forwards to kiss her on the cheek,
"You're back early?"
"Weather up in on Skye was crap so we skipped going on the hill today
and caught the overnight last night?" She said before adding with a
smile at him. "And stop trying to distract me? Now what's this about a
pay rise?"
"For Angie?" said Wendy helpfully "If she plays PA for Rick this
afternoon at Wallace's?"
"Angie who the hell is..." All of a sudden Ms Howard's eyes spotted me,
"...Oh my god, is that -"
"Hi Ms. Howard, that would be me," I smiled shyly adding feeling kind
of embarrassed as she carefully examined my now feminine appearance,
"It's not what you think?" I waved at my self, "This is for Comic
Relief."
"How much have you raised?" she asked as her eyes took in every inch of
me.
"?250 so far," Wendy chipped in.
"Hum!" Ms Howard nodded and finally took her eyes off me.
I could see wheels spinning in Ms Howard's head as her eyes narrowed as
she looked back at Rick asking, "You and him as Angie at Wallace's?"
"Yep, good idea or what?" he smiled, "And Angie said she'll do it for a
pay rise?"
I had not but that seemed to have been forgotten as he told her, "You
know the reputation Wallace's have for asking about contractors
policies when it come to minorities and the like? If I go in with Angie
and convince them that she is my PA, I know it'll give us the edge to
bring them on board, even if our costs are a shade higher than G,S&M."
Although I knew Rick pretty well, I hardly knew his mother, but one
thing I did know was she had a ruthless reputation in business.
"Pay rise approved, Jean (the office manager) sort it out today, and
move Angie to general head office!" Returning her eyes to me glanced at
her watch and said, "We've got time, come with me Angie and I'll fill
you in with how you'll be expected to act."
With out any ado like Wendy she asked if I had dressed as a girl
before, and prised out of me my guilty secret of enjoying wearing my
foster sister's school uniforms as a boy.
"Make sure if she asks Angie, you tell that to Judith." Ms Howard
instructed me before giving me a quick guide to the basics of sitting,
standing, walking and shaking hands like a girl, while barking out
orders on how to hold and carry 'my' handbag and what I should say when
I was asked about my gender status.
"Tell Judith Wallace when she asks about you, that you've just started
your real life test."
Ms Howard was still going on at me when Rick arrived to get me, asking,
"How she doing mum?"
"She's a natural," Ms Howard laughed, "And so long as Angie keeps her
head and recalls what I've told her she'll do fine."
Astonished by her praise my roller coaster ride continued as I was
hustled into a car, and twenty five minutes later we were flying north
in a chartered business jet! Stunned at the executive level of comfort
we were travelling in, I did not think anything of it when Rick asked
me to fetch him a coffee from the mini-galley. Hell I was still trying
to catch up myself when we landed at a small airfield just outside
Liverpool, to find another car waiting!
The car drove us into Liverpool and next thing I know I'm sat behind my
laptop looking like a prim and proper PA beside Rick in a very fancy
office. I felt a little silly calling Rick Mr Howard, and playing his
attentive PA as our host Mrs. Wallace and her partner Ian Connors
really grilled Rick, as he pitched 'our' offer. More than once I
thanked my lucky stars that my mental arithmetic was up to calculating
the costs in my head, as I quickly found that typing accurately wearing
these nails was a nightmare. After about an hour or so we broke for a
coffee, and while Rick was being shown round the plant by Ian to
discuss the instillation, Mrs Wallace turned her attention to me.
Unlike the cold almost brusque attitude she showed to Rick, the first
thing she said to me was, "Call me Jude."
"Okay, Jude" I shyly said, smiling at her.
"I must say you are very convincing," she smiled, complementing me on
my adjustment and adding "Are you on your real life test Angie?"
"Just started," I said smiling and as I mentally told myself to keep my
tones light and gentle.
"I remember mine... god I was terrified that first time out of the
house."
The way she spoke of it made me giggle, and that broke the ice.
Although 'Jude' kept the conversation very light the questions she
asked all built into an through examination of me and how a 'girl' like
me were treated by Howard's.
"Oh that's nice." And after I gave her the impression that Ms Howard
took a dim view of any nastiness towards any of her GLTB staff and
would treat such as gross misconduct.
Nodding as she told me how much better things we're today for girls
like 'us' in comparison to what it had been like when she transitioned
in the 1980's. I surprised myself by being able to keep the flow of
conversation going mentioning how I started dressing in my foster
sisters school uniform, and gave her the impression that I crossed
dressed regularly as a student before I dropped in, "Which is where I
met Rick."
Jude's eyebrow went up when I called him Rick, "Sorry, where Mr Howard,
first met Angie."
"So you were university friends?" She asked.
"Neighbours, who had a drink together every now and again rather than
friends, Rick was postgraduate and I was an undergrad so our social
lives did not mix much?"
"Oh. I see?" Jude said as I hinted that Rick had lots of TG friends as
a student and had been very proactive when it came to getting his
mother to employ TG staff. It was pretty clear that she liked what she
was hearing, and I thanked my lucky stars that Ms Howard had taken
some time to fill me in, because there is no way I would have been able
to convince Jude I was genuinely transgendered with out her help.
By the time the meeting ended around five thirty, Rick was barely
containing his delight about having a something approaching a
provisional contract with Wallace's tucked in his briefcase and I did
not realise the consequences for me when Jude said.
"Well we will be in London for a show and dinner sometime next week not
sure quite when yet?"
"Call in any time Judith," Rick said.
"Any problem if it's short notice or on the day?"
"Not at all." Rick said.
"Marvellous" Jude said, "Then so I'll see you both next week, when Ian
and I pop in to finalise the deal and see your production plant?"
"No problem at all, just phone my office and let Angie know when." Rick
said handing her his contact details.
As the afternoon had progressed it was pretty clear that engrossed in
building a business relationship with Wallace's management Rick had
forgotten that I was not really Angie, and he proved it to me the
moment we got out into the fresh evening air. Grinning like a loon he
pulled me in to a hug and spun me off my feet's as he twirled round
chortling, "We did it honey!"
He called me honey, and the way he said it felt like a kick in the
stomach for my manly sense of self.
"Yeah, we did." I said blushing brightly, as I added dryly. "Put me
down Rick! I'm not one of your girlfriends remember?"
"Oh... Shit yeah... sorry honey!"
He did it again, and I said feeling embarrassed as he set me down.
"Honey! Christ Rick, its me Andy in here!"
"Are you sure?" He teased as we drove back.
Thinking about the afternoon I felt a little guilty about the way I had
deceived 'Jude' who had treated me like a friend during the coffee
break. I genuinely liked and admired her, and admitted as much to Rick
as we flew back from the meeting. Rick however was not listening, as he
babbled, "How on earth did you work out the costs with out the laptop?"
"Didn't need it, I prefer to do easy calculations in my head." I
answered.
"Easy?" He looked at me oddly saying, "You are a very strange girl
Angie?" Reminding me that maths was not Rick's strong suit.
Getting back to London for just before eight, we stopped in at the
office for a half hour to file the papers, or rather I filed the papers
and made us a coffee while Rick jabbered to his mother on the phone.
In the end it was almost 10pm by the time he dropped me back off at
Wendy's flat who removed my make up turning me back into a myself as
close as my the honey blonde, plucked now rather androgynous looking
head on my slender body body would allow.
"Jesus!" I gasped when I saw myself, "I still look like a girl?"
Admittedly my manly image was not helped by wearing one of Wendy's
nightshirts, bathrobe and slippers as we curled up on the sofa,
chatting about my day.
"Yeah you do," Wendy grinned not letting onto me about being called to
a meeting with Jean and Ms Howard to discuss 'Angie's' about future
roll in the company after she let slip to Jean that she had suggested
to Rick in the first place that they should set me up so I could not
get out of being his PA for the meeting with Wallace's. Unlike Ms
Howard and Jean, Wendy like me was unaware that Rick's marriage had
failed because of his extra marital tastes for girls who began life as
boys!
Topping up my wine glass, she said, "And I rather like it, after all is
it such a bad thing that you're looking so feminine, after all you're
not much of a stud-muffin as a bloke are you?"
"Well no." I admitted.
"But as a Angie watch out, because sweetie you really do make a
stunning girl." Wendy laughed, "Hell I'd die for your legs and figure,
and you're way to pretty to waste on being a boring bloke?"
"What do you mean?" I looked at her blankly.
"Look, you cannot deny that you've really enjoyed being a girl today
and made a smashing impression as Rick's girl-Friday with potentially
our biggest client, which on its own raises a few issues?"
"Issues?" I said, "Such as?"
"Such as the three messages waiting for you at work asking for or
expecting to be answered by a Miss Angie Bowers and from what you've
just said, they are expecting to see you as Angie when they visit next
week?"
"Oh shit, yes!" I said, unsure if I felt delight or horror at the idea
of doing this again.
"So I was thinking you might want to try staying as Angie for a week or
two and see if you are the transgendered girl that Wallace's think you
are. None of the girls at work would mind, and I know Ms Howard and
Jean wont as they were raving about the detail in that email draft of
the contract you sent before you left. And," she grinned giving my foot
a kick, "On a personal note I have really enjoyed having you looking
like person I've always seen you as, because I've always felt you were
more like a best girlfriend than male company?"
We ended up chatting until very late, and by accident I finally
admitted to her that I had enjoyed wearing my step sisters things as a
boy while I was telling her about my coffee conversation with Jude.
Going into work Friday morning short on sleep and still tired from all
the travelling yesterday was a nightmare of shocks. Shock one was
getting to my little cubbyhole in the computer room and finding
notification of my pay rise and a message asking me to go to the
executive offices ASAP.
Assuming it would be to clarify some detail I had a quick cup of tea
and palmed off my daily system maintenance tasks to one of the other
junior programmers and walked up the executive suite.
"Morning Angie!" One of the girls called as I walked in
I smiled at her, and whispered to Wendy as I passed her desk, "What's
going on?"
She shrugged and smiled but before she could say anything, Jean called,
"Oh there you are Angie, right then you've this little lot to get on
with... Well after we've got you sorted out. Its to be typed, double
spaced and indexed please dear," she handed me the notes and technical
background on the Wallace contract. "It's the IT resource requirement
program, and a Miss Sampson at Wallace's wants you to ring her ASAP?"
As she had been speaking her eyes were running up and down my body with
an expression of chilly disappointment, which did not improve until
after she ask, "Did you bring your uniform back today?"
I nodded, "Wendy's got it I think?"
"Good," Jean nodded, "Once you've called Wallace's, you can go and put
it back on please?"
"But?" I managed to get out before Jean said firmly.
"If you want to earn exec office pay and bonuses Angie, you have to
play by exec office rules and that means you will look like you're part
of the office team, same as Ms Howard and I, and if a uniform skirt
suit is good enough for us then its more than good enough for you
dear."
"But?" I repeated myself with out a clue what I wanted to say, but was
quickly shot down when Jean said sounding like she was running out of
patience with me.
"Look! Now you only have your self to blame Angie." Her eyes were iron
hard, "You've knowingly convinced a client that you were Richards
transgendered PA, and having met Mrs Wallace I'm sure that you know
even better than me what would happen to our chances of keeping the
contract if she found out that the two of you had deceived her about
this?"
"Well yes?" I tried to say, "But?"
"No buts dear." Jean said, "You were the one made up our TG policy when
you told Mrs Wallace about how supportive we had been on matter. So
Karen (Ms Howard) and I have decided that we have no option but to
insist that if you wish to continue working here it will have to be as
Angela, Mr Howard's PA until the Wallace contract is completed and
signed off or you leave us and return to university."
It was pretty clear from her stance and body language that she was not
joking, and with my mind a whirl with confusion I looked helplessly
from Jean to Wendy, who grinned and mouthed. "Say yes!"
Although I enjoyed the fun of pretending to be a girl, I did not want
to be one all the time and yet deep in my mind there was a voice
telling me, 'its more fun than being a boy,' or the exact opposite!
"Can I have some tim..."
"No." Jean cut me off, "We need to know now so I can get your
employment details arranged in case they turn up unannounced and ask to
see one of our TG staff contracts. Look?" Her face broke in to a
faintly apologetic smile as she added. "We don't want to lose you
either as Angie or Andy because we see a bright future for you with us,
but now that we have got our foot in with Wallace's we cannot risk
having you suddenly deciding you don't want to be Angie and blowing the
deal. If it got out you had lied about being TG, Wallace's would be
able to break the contract on the grounds that we deceived them." She
took my hand and gave it a squeeze, "Its like this Angie, I have looked
at the figures and what you and Richard have committed us to, and if my
estimates are right about capital investment and resources should it go
pear shaped this contract regardless of how potentially valuable would
break the company?"
I was bloody sobering moment when I read between the lines and realised
that a bit of fun for comic relief had resulted in a situation where my
actions could bankrupt the company. "Oh my god!" I gasped feeling my
emotions going from sick, to oddly excited and back again as I realised
that to keep my job, and possibly the company afloat I was going to
have to dress as a girl all the time.
"Sobering isn't it!" Jean snorted, "Now there is no other way to say
this but since you and Mr Howard are responsible for putting us in this
position, Karen and I have no option but to insist that if you are
employed here it is as Mr Howard's PA Angie."
I could feel the eyes of everyone in the office watching, and I blushed
violently. With my student debts I could not afford to lose my job and
for what felt like an age it was if the world just stopped before I
nodded and said.
"I'll do it?"
"Good. Sign these, top copy's as Andy and bottom as Angie." Jean handed
me two forms, and then she turned her gaze on Wendy. "Since it was your
decision to make him look like a real office girl yesterday that gave
Richard the idea to take 'her' with him, that in my mind makes you as
much to blame for this situation as Richard, so I will be holding you
responsible for insuring that Angie learns PDQ how to maintain the
expected standards of appearance."
"Sure Jean." Wendy said, "It will be fun." She gave me a giggling wink
adding, "I've always wanted a sister."
"Good," Jean nodded, picking up the company forms I had signed. "Then
you might as well as start now please, I want to Angie fixed up and at
her desk looking like she did yesterday by coffee."
"Glad to Jean." Wendy grinned. "Although I'll need to get a few bits
and bobs from home?"
"Hum!" Jean gave her a long look, "Well there is no time for that, do
what you can with what you've got or and can borrow from the girls for
now, and then you can take a long lunch and get anything you need. Come
find me later I'll give you the staff uniform company card and you can
nip and get what Angie needs?"
"She need lots?" Wendy said, "Work clothing and underwear for a week,
plus cosmetics and a few accessories?"
"I'll check with Karen, but I think she'll tell you to get what you
need, because she wants Angie looking the part as much as I do, after
all she's going to be decorating her sons office." Jean said, "Now I
know we don't have any visitors expected, but I think it would be best
if Angie looked the part from the start since she is going to be with
us permanently."
Wendy nodded giving me a giddy grin.
"Perfect!" Jean smiled, "Oh and since Angie is one of us. I've made her
the office contact for any technical enquires that come into the
office, so the girls will be handing them to her so make sure she know
how the phone system works."
"I'll show her now when she calls Wallace's." Wendy said, "It will only
take two ticks."
"Jolly good so its sorted?" Jean said.
"Yep," Wendy said, nudging me.
"Erm yes." I nodded, still trying to comprehend how things went this
far?"
Giving me a smile Jean said, "Friday is usually busy for technical
enquiries so expect to be busy Miss Bowers," and walked off chuntering
"Chop-chop girls you don't have all day!"
"Here?" Wendy said running me through the phone system before handing
me the handset
"Hello Wallace and Co?" The voice was already saying as I lifted it to
my ear.
"Erm." I stuttered slightly before catching my breath and saying
trying to speak like I did yesterday said. "Hi... Its Angie Bowers from
Howard's Controllers calling for a Miss Sampson?"
"Oh hello Miss Bowers, please hold."
I could see Wendy was struggling to contain herself as she listened in
on my phone call. It was Mr Connors secretary wanting to know if we did
the plant installations over night, and an estimate of the lost
production hours during the upgrade.
"No more than a week on each line to install the readers, sender units
and drop chutes." I hedged my bets, doubling my educated guess, "And
then anywhere from ten days to a fortnight install and set up the
control hardware and software systems, and get everything talking to
each other. That's a once only issue though, because once the control
systems are in place and running adding each production line to the
system as it comes on stream takes only and hour or so."
"Oh that's just what I needed."
After a few minutes small talk I was able to end the call when Wendy
hit the call waiting button, allowing me to politely ask if that was
all as I had another caller on the line?
The two emails I had to answer were simple enough, one was just for a
copy of the re-edited and annotated draft from Wallace's for Rick, and
the second was from Jude Wallace's private email and contained her
phone number and a simple message to call her when I had a moment.
Glancing over my shoulder at the emails Wendy said, "That call can wait
come on," and dragged me to the ladies loo, clutching my uniform in one
hand and her bag in the other.
"Why do I feel like I've been set up?" I moaned as Wendy's handed me
the spare panties and tights she kept in her sports bag.
"Only by yourself." She grinned, telling me to get dressed, before she
dashed back into the office to beg, steal or borrow what she needed.
The whip round the office soon provided me with most of what she needed
including a wonderbra, a bracelet, a couple of hair slides, and a very
tarty ankle bracelet which tinkled as I walked. Taking her time over my
hair and face Wendy finally gave a nod of satisfaction and told me to
slip on a my uniform blouse and jacket.
My hands were shaking like mad as fastened the blouse and slipped on my
jacket, and said blushing brightly, "Well?"
Wendy eyes matched the huge grin on her face as said, "That better
Angie now you look like a real girl not some lesbian tomboy." Pinning
an name badge on my lapel that identified me as Angela Bowers adding.
"There now you're one of us," and led me in to the office calling,
"Look who's back in town girls!"
"You can say hello later ladies," Jean cracked from her office, "Angie
will be with us from now on and has work to be on with!"
When Jean said one of them, she meant it because on 'my' desk sat a
name plate Miss Angela Bowers, along with a security pass containing
Angela's photograph and a new ID number. Making matters worse was
hanging on the wall at the main entrance where office numbers and names
were listed beside a photographs of senior staff member now hung my
photograph as Angie labelled "Mr Howard' s office PA Miss A Bowers
MSc," which felt very freaky when I first saw it up for everyone to
see.
The one thing that the girls could not fix was was shoes, the low heel
shoes I wore yesterday were at Wendy's place and I was happily trotting
round in my trainers delivering coffee to everyone until Ms Howard saw
them when she got in just after 10.30.
"Hum pity about the shoes, they have to go, but otherwise a nice job
Wendy!" Ms Howard said walking up to Wendy and I in break room.
"Morning Ms Howard." I said, still feeling kind of embarrassed but all
so rather thrilled that I was going to be able to dress like this for
work. "Coffee?"
"Yes please dear." She said, looking me over, before turning to Wendy
and saying. "I spoke to Jean on the phone driving in and she said
you're happy to pop out shopping at lunch time to get Angie the basics
of a work wardrobe?"
"Yes Ms Howard." Wendy nodded. "I've got a list?"
"Good then pop a couple of pairs of nice shoes, two and a half or three
inch heels will be perfect?" She glanced at me, "What size are you
Angie?"
"Seven's?" I said.
"Oh same as me... That's good I can give you a pair for now." Ms Howard
nodded, asking Wendy a couple of questions before telling her. "Make
sure that you get the more feminine styles, I think its best if Angie
avoids anything approaching a unisex look."
"Oh I was going to anyway." Wendy grinned, "I think Angie will be the
kind of girl would wouldn't be seen dead in a pair of pants!"
Mrs Howard nodded saying, "I could not agree more," before she turned
to me and said, "Come along Angie and I'll find you those shoes."
The shoes were very nice, being simple black heels and they fit me like
a glove, however being on the short side Ms Howard always wore four
inch heels and once I was wearing a pair they made walking about a
whole new ball game! I had no option but to shorten my pace and sway
from foot to foot in a hip led gait that made my nylon covered legs
swish sensually against the tube of my skirt.
Not only were the personal sensations of work different, but so was the
environment, after the relaxed, eccentric working world of the
programming suite, the formality of the office was a like working for a
different company. I think in programming my phone may be rang once a
week, while here, my new desk phone never stopped, and I reached the
point where I was saying, "Mr Howard's office Angie speaking," with out
thinking about it as I switched from project to project explaining to
the various clients what such and such meant or did.
"Afternoon all?" Rick breezed in around lunchtime looking very debonair
in a handmade suit. I was at his PA's station dressed as Angela talking
geek speak on the phone with an existing client and completely missed
the look of triumph that momentarily lit up his face. Rick had felt
sure that with me playing Angie his T-girl PA, he would get something
out of Wallace & Co. Sure he never in his wildest dreams thought it
would be the coveted main contractor's billet, but even if it had just
been a nominated subcontractor he had felt sure that his mother would
get paranoid about the deal going wrong and insist that Andy stayed as
'Angie' for the duration! Telling himself silently, "I love it when a
plan comes together," he tapped me on the shoulder and mouthed coffee,
and pointed at his desk.
"Well, well Angie." He grinned when I brought him his coffee.
"Hi!" I said hiding the fact that I was not that happy about having to
make his coffee for him and felt a little demeaned that he had expected
me to fetch it even though he had to have seen how busy I was.
"This is a nice surprise, and takes the pressure off! After talking to
mum on the phone last night it occurred to me that if Wallace's decided
to spring a surprise visit they'd be expecting to see Angie rather than
Andy, and what with Jean clucking like a hen about the set up costing
it was pretty clear that would be a major catastrophe?"
"Erm, yeah. So I was told?" I said setting his coffee on his desk,
"That's what Jean and your mother used to twist my arm into doing
this?"
"Oh they spoke to you did they?"
Before I could answer my desk phone rang and after I had sorted that I
was grabbed by Jean to fix a network problem. By the time I had that
done I had a dozen technical queries to answer in between phone calls,
taking notes for Rick and making his appointments. Intellectually it
was nothing like as challenging as programming but by the time the day
ended at five I was that shattered from everything that I spent a third
night at Wendy's before finally getting home Saturday afternoon with an
arm full of bags containing my new life.
Trying to fathom out how I felt about my two days as a girl, I cabbaged
in front of the telly too scared to go out looking like I did. In
comparison to the two days dressed and behaving as a girl at work, even
dressed in my old clothes the ride home from Wendy's on the tube had
been horrendously embarrassing! It had not occurred to me when I left
her flat that with my hair and plucked eyebrows and mascara stained
eyelashes, clutching a hand bag and the shopping Wendy did for me
yesterday that even dressed in my own things I no longer looked on
first glance like a boy. I was half way to the station when I felt eyes
on me but it was not until I was sat waiting for my tube that I
realised why I was being looked at, and I almost crapped myself in fear
as I felt like every bloke around was checking me out.
Walking the 800 yards from the station to my flat I was intensely aware
of every back street, and although I had lived there for two years I
never been so glad to reach the safety my dingy flat. Even though I was
dressed as a boy that short walk terrified me... How on earth was I
going to handle doing that dressed as a girl every morning in the
commuter rush? Unsure of how I felt about everything I stood there for
a long time in my short hall looking at myself in the mirror feeling
completely twisted up about actually preferring the blonde, essentially
feminine version of myself I saw to the scruffy lad who had left my
flat Wednesday evening.
Muttering, "Oh Jesus," I pulled myself from the mirror and accepted
that it did not matter how I dressed, with my largely beard free face
the blonde hair, shaped eyebrows and still dark eyelashes gave me a
tomboy look! I'll admit I tried everything rooting through my old
clothes and trying things on but no matter what I wore I still looked
girlish. It completely freaked me out and I hid inside alone until
Wendy arrived Sunday afternoon with a bottle of wine and another load
of shopping.
After 24 hours alone with my thoughts I was feeling pretty confused and
as I cooked us dinner I tried to explain to Wendy how I felt. I told
her everything, the anxiety I had felt waiting at the tube station
sensing men's eyes all but undressing me in their heads. The terror I
had felt walking home knowing that I lived in an area where assaults on
women were common.
Joking, "Join the club," Wendy told me that everything I had just
described was something that every woman felt. Waving her wine glass
about Wendy teasingly pointed out, "And I'll bet only a day or two
earlier you to honey had probably looked at women in the way that had
just freaked you out."
I was kind of shocked, and gasped, "Oh my I didn't did I?"
"Probably," She grinned adding, "You'll get used to it we all do," and
brushed aside my fears pointing out to me that now I was going to be
working as a girl full time if it bothered me that much it might time
to find somewhere else to live?
"Like where?" I said feeling helpless.
"Well," Wendy said, "Why don't you move in with me? I've been looking
for a flat mate since Julie moved out."
"But your parents would freak if I moved in?" I exclaimed.
"Not if they thought you were a girl Angie?" Wendy grinned.
We were most of the way through the bottle of wine when my phone
trilled, and glancing at the caller ID I went white and held it up so
Wendy could see, "Judith Wallace," on the screen before pressing
receive and saying, "Angie Bowers?"
"Ah Angie, its Judith."
"Hi Jude, sorry I forgot to call but it all went kind of mad. Now what
can I do for you?" I tried not to slur my words but could not stop
myself giggling into my handset.
"Not much dear, just a quick question are either of you vegetarian?"
"Vege me, lord no?" I giggled, before pulling myself together saying,
"Sorry Jude I've got the giggles, Wendy and I have been at the wine."
"And Richard?" She asked.
"Oh he eats anything?" I laughed seeing Wendy pull a face at me as Jude
snickered in an innuendo laden tone. "Oh I'm sure he does dear!"
I did not know what to say to that and she guessed laughing lightly, "A
little advice from some who has already walked the road you're on, go
easy on the booze honey as it doesn't mix very well with your
medication?"
Knowing that I had got myself into this did not make leaving my flat
any easier next morning when having dressed me to the nines Wendy led
me to her car. Like Friday the day vanished in a blur, and before I
knew it we were back at Wendy's flat for a serious discussion about her
offer of her spare room and when she laid out the pros and cons what
she said made sense. Whether I liked it or not I was going to have to
work as Angela until I went back to university or moved away. Since I
did not have the commercial experience to return to University, and
could not afford to quit my job I was committed to being Angie, which
gave me a problem. Unless I wanted to face lots of awkward questions
in the local shops about the blond girl seen leaving and returning to
my flat, it was clear that working as Angie, and living as Andy would
not be practical even if I moved.
Wendy who was fixated on the idea of having me as a step sister, spent
the evening banging on about how much easier it would be for me, which
was true but I still told her I wanted to think it over, even though I
had pretty much made up my mind to say yes. Next morning it was the
same routine and wanting to see how much I had picked up so far I set
my phone alarm a half hour early and was up dressed and had done most
of my make up before Wendy shuffled in still half asleep. Commenting on
my face after I had fed her the two mugs of coffee she required to get
herself going, "You know, you've not done a bad job for a beginner
Angie."
"Thanks." I shyly smiled delighted. Wendy obviously read my face
because with a smile she told me to sit still, and quickly did my eye
liner and pinned a simple Alice band into my hair, before sorting
herself out telling me. "You should take a look at my copy of the Vogue
book of hair and make up. Its on a shelf somewhere honey?"
"Thanks I will," I smiled, as she stepped behind me and pulled back my
hair so she could dot something behind my ears saying, "I need to patch
test to make sure your skin won't react to the dye I'm going to put in
your hair tonight."
"Why do it there?" I asked curiously as we left my flat. Wendy ignored
my questions, instead asking if I had made up my mind about becoming
her flatmate as she hustled me along the street to her car.
It was obvious that she had thought about it, and as we travelled to
work she banged on about why it was such a good idea. She was taking
that much I did not get a chance to tell her I wanted to take the room
until we turned into the office car park.
"Oh wonderful!" Wendy was still bubbling with delight when we walked
into reception. Catching a lift to the top floor we got in just behind
Jean, who called when she saw us. "Angie will you pop the machine on
and get the coffee on for the girls?"
"Sure Jean." I said with a smile..
Adding, "Oh and Wendy a word please?" Jean spun on her heel and into
her office.
Swapping a look with me Wendy said, "Okay," and following Jean in to
her office.
Hanging up my winter coat in the staff room I tip tapped back to the
executive office reception, and flipped the machine behind the desk on.
Wendy was still chatting to Jean after I had fixed the coffee and I had
just settled behind my desk when an unshaven Rick stuck his head out of
his office calling. "Angie be a sweetheart and get me coffee will you
love?"
Like yesterday the expectation that I would get his coffee got my back
up. Yes I was prepared to accept that doing his 'work' fetching and
carrying was part of my job but I did think it was a little rich of him
to expect me to get his coffee when he had his own coffee maker in his
office. I was his secretary not his bloody servant and decided I was
going to have words with him about it when I took his coffee in. Well
that was my plan but my intentions evaporated when I walked in and was
struck by the full force of his masculinity. Since his very expensive
bicycle was propped against the wall in his office it was clear that he
had cycled in and when I walked in with his coffee he was padding round
his office wearing only his underpants, which might have well as been a
codpiece!
Blushing brightly I gasped, "Richard!" Stunned that he was parading
about his office wearing a pair of shorts that left nothing to the
imagination about the size of his manhood bulging behind the wisp of
Lycra. If that was not enough combined with his burly six foot sculpted
physique seeing his figure of masculine beauty completely unmanned me.
I could not pull my eyes of his pants and I felt myself really blushing
when he saw my look and said.
"See something you like honey," as he pumped his hips at me almost
like he was flaunting the size of his cock at me.
I felt my words drying up and barely managed to croak, "Where do you
want it?"
"Oh on the desk babe, or over the desk... I swing both ways!" He
chuckled at his innuendo laden comment.
"Rick!" I managed to get out in a strangled tone, before I dashed out
with my face blazing as he chucked. "And find me the Satchels account
please Angie?"
I was that embarrassed by his behaviour, that his use of Sweetheart,
Love and Honey slipped by me, and after I fetched the file thankfully
he was dressed. Grumbling about his disorganised way of working, I
wondered if I would ever get a handle on Rick's record keeping and
filing methods, because for all he might have had a near photographic
memory for contracts and files I did not! Still grumbling good
naturedly I made him aware that I needed them organised, which made him
laugh. Wanting to punch him I muttered and returned to my desk for my
notepad and pencil knowing that for all his failings I could not fault
his professional ability or his work ethic.
We had a lot to do, and I had a lot to learn and PDQ so from pretty
much the moment I sat down opposite his desk we were hard at it.
Starting with the weekends papers and correspondence he explained the
ins and outs of what he needed from me, and what my new job as his
'permanent' PA entailed. In comparison to my old job much being Rick's
PA was almost menial, typing his letters, keeping his diary,
researching information and making sure that I had things ready when he
needed them. Although at times the work felt almost demeaning, it was
also sobering to be constantly aware that in a small way I was
responsible for making sure that multimillion pound deals succeeded!
Rick must have come to an agreement with Jean because unlike Friday I
was not plagued all day with IT related calls, which was just as well
as he kept me busy all day familiarising me with all his current client
files. When we were not on with that I was taking him through the
technical hardware and software specifications for not only the the
Wallace contract, although we did spend more time on that one as he
needed to sign it off so I could get it down to the programming
department and production. Other than a brief lunch with Wendy, who
insisted that I called my landlord and told him I would be moving out
of my flat at the end of the month, before embarrassing the hell out of
me when she got to the nitty-gritty as she asked with a tease in her
tone, "And what had you blushing like a beacon this morning?"
In what felt like barely a flash, the day was over and Wendy was
jabbering about this and that as she drove me home. Laughing that she
really did not fancy leaving her car for a second night in my tower
blocks car park she said, "Why don't we just grab your girl things and
anything valuable and we can sort the rest on Saturday?"
"Why?"
"I think you'll find the adaptation to girl world easier if move in
with me straight away," Wendy said, "That way you won't be bumping into
the baggage of your old life, and anyway I need to take you to my place
because your hair needs dying properly?"
"Oh, okay?" I shrugged.
Thinking about what she said as I rounded up my work clothes, laptops
and a few sentimental nicknack's I could see the sense in her
suggestion. Wendy had obviously thought about things in advance because
she had brought a couple of boxes from work, and once my 'valuables'
were packed my flat suddenly looked very empty. It was not surprising
really because except for my male clothing, and a couple of shelves of
books there was not much left. Since I did not have much it did not
take long and in less than two hours we were back at her place, with me
letting out a sigh of relief that no one had seen me as we carried my
bags and boxes from the flat to her car. Stopping for a take-out pizza
for dinner on the way back to her place, it was not until we were
leaving the takeaway that I realised I had just walked down a public
street chatting with Wendy completely oblivious to the fact that I was
dressed as an office girl!
Other than a few comments about my hair colour and Richard not being
in, Wednesday was more of the same until around three in the afternoon
when Jean pulled me aside and said. "I've made you an appointment with
the company doctor and he can see you now?"
"Doctor, why?" I asked.
"You need to tell him you're transgendered Angie so he can authorise
your change in gender status on the company records, so that your RLT
is officially recognised before Wallace's arrive."
"Oh?" I nodded with a blush sure that I was in for an embarrassing
time, "What do I say?"
"Well the truth would be a good start," Jean smiled, "But for gods sake
don't mention this has anything to do with getting a contract or
anything like that." She shrugged, "I guess giving him some bullshit
about how you've always felt wrong in your skin, and have secretly
crossdressed all your life would be a good start. Okay?"
I nodded squeaking, "Must I?"
"Yeah," she shrugged, " Annoyingly there are a few formalities we've
got to tie up in the company records in case Judith Wallace's lawyers
ask to see them."
"Now he will try to talk you out of it, with lots of gory stories about
the hell of a sex change operation but for gods sake don't let him?"
She grinned, "Have you ever felt suicidal Angie?"
"No!" I laughed, "Why?"
"Pity... because a tale about hating your body to the point where
you're thinking suicidal thoughts always goes a long was with the doc."
I really did not want to see a doctor, and grabbing at a straw I said
helplessly. "But how else can I explain what made me want to do this?"
"Oh that's easy." Jean laughed, "Tell him that you'd always dreamed of
waking up as a girl and that after last week's Comic Relief dress up
when almost everyone thought you really were a girl you realised you
did not want to be a boy, because for the first time in your life you
liked the person that you saw in the mirror."
I was terrified when Jean took me in to the Harley Street doctors. Tell
me to meet her in the Starbucks where the car was parked she bustled
off leaving me with little choice but to go in when the Doctors
secretary said, "You can go in now Miss Bowers."
My fears about seeing the doctor were unfounded and it turned out to be
much easier than I expected. He was really nice as we chatted for about
ten minutes or so about my past before he asked a couple of gender
related questions, which I was able to answer completely honestly by
telling him how I dressed in my foster sisters things as a child.
Having started the ball rolling he asked a few questions about where I
lived and how I found work before launching into a description of rules
I would have to live by to pass my RLT. I told him I was already doing
pretty much everything he asked already, which brought him neatly on to
sex change operations.
The way he described the operation as a month in hell it was clear that
he trying to talk me out of proceeding, but forewarned by Jean I said
simply. "I know all that doctor, but that's a long time from here and
a bridge we can cross, when and if we get that far."
I could see he liked that and I idly wondered what he was noting down,
as he said with a faintly apologetic smile, "I have to ask this sorry,
now were you ever abused when you were in a care home or by a foster
carer?"
"No," I half laughed, I must have been asked this a million times. "The
exact opposite if anything, the care home staff treated us like we were
made of porcelain, and the home I was in was a sterile loveless place
to grow up."
He nodded, "Good." It was obvious he was working from a list as he
looked up and asked, almost by rote, "Now are taking any illegally
imported hormones?"
"God no doctor." I said, "Normally I won't even take aspirin."
I could not stop myself liking the guy he was unlike any doctor I had
ever seen before. It was not so much that he listened to what I said,
or the way he asked questions, which I was able to truthfully answer
with out mentioning Wallace's. Through out the consultation he was
taking notes and after a final sequence of questions about where I
would like my life to be in twelve months, he nodded and said, "Well
Miss Bowers although I do not like taking on patients who have already
began an unsupervised RLT, given you are already successfully living in
roll and able to work in a supportive environment I will provisionally
approve your entry into my RLT program. However I want to see you back
here in say two weeks to discuss how things are going?"
"Thank you doctor?" I said shaking his hand, glancing over the
certificates on the wall behind him and seeing that he was a
psychiatrist!
By the time we got back to the office everyone knew where I had been,
and once they heard the doctor had officially recognised me as a
probationary female, the girls took me for a celebratory a drink on the
grounds that it was my 'new' birthday. It was a fun evening, although
the experience of being in a busy 'city' bar dressed as an office girl
was bloody different. The snazzy wine bar was not the sort of place I
would have chosen to drink, but I had been in there numerous times
before with Wendy but now I was wearing a skirt and heels the place
felt totally different. Intimidating is the wrong word but it was more
than uncomfortable, which got worse once I realised that I was being
checked out as 'prey' by the young 'macho' corporate warriors who
thronged the place most evenings.
Thankfully we only stayed for an hour or so and I did feel rather
special as my workmates made a big fuss about me being the 'birthday
girl,' before Wendy took me 'home' for an early night. Lay in bed
playing over the days events I smiled in the dark, it had been a good
day. It did come as a minor shock to realise that I had actually
enjoyed work, normally work was something I tolerated rather than
enjoyed. I guess I had to many thoughts running round my mind as I took
a long time to doze off worrying about how far I was going to have to
carry my deception now a doctor was involved. I did not sleep well at
all, and yet still woke up looking forwards to another fun day of
playing girl.
The morning went quickly enough, Jean was on the rampage about
something, so I just kept my head down answering technical questions
and keeping on top of Rick's paperwork so everything was ready for his
meetings. Thankfully I took a little time to run Rick through the
technical budget I had got back from the computing department before
Wallace's IT director called at the most awkward time, while I was
running some files back to the archive.
Unaware that Rick was talking technology (something he knew nothing
about) with Wallace's IT director, I thought nothing of it when I got
back to my desk and found Rick's office door closed. I could see he was
on the phone, as the busy light blinking next to his name on my phone
status display. Assuming he was talking with one of his usual clients I
took the opportunity to catch up with a couple of emails and some
paperwork. Given that my training and education was in programming
integrated systems I was again struck by how much I was enjoying
working in a job that was academically well beneath me. I found that I
felt much more at ease sat at my desk outside Richards door that I ever
did in my cubbyhole in programming, even though I understood perfectly
well that is positioning was entirely down to Richard's managerial
'vanity' requiring someone decorating his office.
I had pretty much caught up with everything urgent when my phone rang
and I picked up the phone saying in the light breathy tones that were
slowly becoming natural, "Hello Mr Howard's office Angie speaking?" It
turned out that I could not help the caller as his question was about a
specific point in a contract, and as Rick was busy I crossed my fingers
and forwarded the call to Jean, who glanced over at me with an
approving smile and a thumbs up, as she answered his question.
Rick obviously noticed me on the phone, because just as I put my
handset down he buzzed me to come into his office. Grabbing my note pad
and pen just in case I knocked and walked in and found him with his
feet up on his desk swapping rugby tale's with his caller. When he
called me in I expected he wanted me to find him some file or other on
his computer, because for all that he is a bright guy Rick is a Luddite
when it comes to computers. He was just the same as a student, and it
did not matter how often I showed him how to to access digital records
he seemed incapable of getting his laptop to talk to office system.
Waving me over with a grin he said down the phone, "Hey Colin, tell Mrs
Wallace, that Angie's back?" He paused and said, "Hello Judith, yes
she's here now and she's no objections?" Since I could only hear half a
conversation I wondered what the hell he was on about when he said, "Oh
yes that will be fine... Yes half eight, oh yes that no problem we'll
meet you there."
Slipping the phone back onto his desk he said, "Get your glad rags out
honey we're having dinner with the Judith and her husband tonight at
8.30 at Bernardo's."
"Dinner!" I exclaimed, "With you tonight, you have got to be kidding
me?"
"Nope?" He grinned. "What's the problem?"
"Other than my two work suits and a few blouses I've nothing to wear
you dolt!" I exclaimed. It still seems strange to me now, that my first
thought when dinner was mentioned was a very girlish complaint about
having nothing to wear, rather than thinking about how embarrassing
going out to dinner as a girl was going to be for me!
"Oh that's easy fixed if mother's not left yet?" He pressed a button on
his desk and said, "Mother are you there?"
"What now Richard!" Mrs Howard's said sounding annoyed at the
interruption. "I've work to finish and I'm due at the salon in an
hour?"
"Er any chance you could take Angie with you and while you're out find
her a dress and what nots suitable for dinner tonight with Judith
Wallace and her husband?"
"Where?"
"Bernardo's," Rick said, "Its that place..."
"I know where Bernardo's is... Bugger I have plans as well tonight you
know?" Ms Howard said her voice losing her annoyed tone, "Let me call
and see if Lyn can fit her in, if she can I'll call you back?"
Ms Howard did not call back and I thought I had got out of it until she
suddenly appeared in front of my desk and said brusquely, "Lyn can fit
us both in if we go now so grab your bag and coat Angie, we don't have
much time."
Hearing his mothers voice Rick loomed in the doorway behind me as I
stood saying. "Great you got her in!"
With both the Howard's looking at me expectantly there was not much I
could do or say except, "Yes Ms. Howard."
She smiled at me, and said giving me a little pat on my bum as she
followed me towards the staff lounge, "Go on tell Wendy you will be
home late and not to wait up?" As Richard's voice boomed over the
office. "Have her at my place for 7 mum!"
"Shit!" I thought aware of everyone looking at me quizzically as I told
Wendy I would be late home because I was going to dinner with Rick and
the Wallace's. "Now everyone will think I'm going on a date with him!"
I was still worrying about things when Ms Howard called impatiently,
"Come on Angie or we'll be late."
Sat in the back of the company l