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Adam’s left hand tenderly caressed the soft skin of exposed thighs which extended from the petite feminine frame perched sideways on his lap. The bronzed, shapely legs which dangled over the armrest of his favorite rocking recliner belonged to his daughter. She was nestled against his chest and his cheek rested gently on her forehead as he rocked them slowly. It was their typical Friday night routine before dinner and with the turn of events that particular day, it was definitely needed. They had been cuddled for a little over an hour while they listened to a Spotify playlist that she had selected.

Billie Eilish’s song, Everything I Wanted began and it was one that Adam definitely knew as she had acquainted him with the young, eclectic artist about two months prior. He couldn’t help but smile as he hummed softly to the tune and thought that he certainly had everything he wanted in his arms. He was thankful for their time together because he knew that there probably wouldn’t be many more like it considering she had applied to a few universities and would most likely live in a dorm. Although none of the schools were more than two hours away, the idea of her not being home every day was difficult for him to process. So, moments like their Friday nights were ones he cherished more than ever.

When the music stopped neither of them moved for a while but Adam knew it was time to get dinner. He turned his head to look at the wall clock and saw that it was almost 7:30 PM and realized it was actually past time. Reluctantly, he broke their peaceful silence.

“Victoria, what about ordering Chinese for dinner tonight?”

Several seconds went by and she had not responded.

“Baby, did you hear Daddy?” he said a little louder.

Victoria stirred, sat up, and looked up at him. Her piercing dark stare focused on his face and it felt like his heart had frozen mid-beat in his chest for a second. Sometimes, just a simple gaze from her made him feel things that he didn’t want to acknowledge but couldn’t help.

“Um no, Daddy. I’m sorry. I think I dozed off for a few minutes. What did you say?”

Adam stared at her and noticed that the jet-black mass of curly tresses that framed her oval-shaped face and cascaded over her shoulders had become a bit messier than usual. Some of it in front partially covered her light brown eyes like it often did. She was fresh-faced sans makeup but he never minded when she did wear it because the little she wore only served to enhance her features. Victoria wasn’t model beautiful but she had a sweet face and certain features that made her stand out. To her father, she was absolutely perfect and not just on the outside.

His eyes shifted down to her full cupid’s bow-shaped lips. They were a faded, vintage pink tone and incredibly soft which he knew first hand. It was impossible to ignore the allure of her sweet youthfulness and he struggled not to entertain a random highly inappropriate thought that had crept into his mind. Fortunately, Victoria spoke up again before he became too lost in his own head.

“Daddy, could you repeat it? I didn’t hear. I’m sorry.”

Her words brought him back to the matter at hand.

“Oh… um, I was thinking about ordering from Chang’s. Is that alright with you?”

Adam wasn’t up to cooking that night as the entire week had been rather stressful. He was thankful that he was on vacation until Tuesday because all he wanted was to properly make sure that their relationship was nurtured as there was an issue between them that needed to be mended. He thought his suggestion would be one to please since Chang’s Bistro was their favorite place to get take-out. However, Victoria frowned which left Adam puzzled.

“What’s wrong, sweetheart. Not in the mood for Chinese?”

Victoria rolled her eyes and said sharply, “Daddy, come off it, okay. Don’t think I don’t know what you are trying to pull!”

Taken aback by her tone her father raised his left eyebrow. He watched in surprise when she crossed her arms over her chest and leered at him. He had no idea why she had reacted in that manner.

Before he could inquire, Victoria cut him off. “You know I was supposed to make dinner tonight! You are trying to get out of it. Look, that baked ziti recipe was the problem, not my cooking. You were the one who sat there in silence choking it down!”

Adam blinked several times as his daughter’s face contorted into a girlish pout which made her look absolutely beyond adorable to him. He knew she was serious but he cracked a smile anyway and teased her.

“Ugh! Please don’t remind me. Thank goodness you tasted it so I could stop suffering!”

Her almond-shaped eyes grew wide and she squealed, “Daddy!”

She started to get up in a huff, but Adam wrapped his arms around her and wouldn’t let her scurry away.

He spoke with a chuckle, “Aww, baby. Don’t be like that. Daddy is just joking.”

Victoria blew her hair out of her eyes and continued to pout.

“I’m never cooking you another thing. Even if you are starving! Get off me, you monster!”

She wiggled in his lap feigning like she wanted to get away but Adam knew when Victoria acted like that, she wanted either his attention or to be coddled. So, he gave her both without hesitation. Despite that she was practically a grown woman chronologically, Victoria retained many girlish qualities and her Daddy was glad for it. Adam pulled her even closer and nuzzled his face against her neck. He placed a soft kiss along the base and she half-heartedly leaned away.

“Daddy is sorry. Stay with me. Come on. I was only being silly,” he said as he gently placed another kiss higher along her neck.

Victoria sighed and rolled her eyes but when she felt his well-trimmed goatee brush against her flesh, it dismantled her disposition. A sudden sensation of warmth came over her which caught her off guard. Closing her eyes, she thought, Please. Not again. Not right now!

The way she tensed made Adam think she was just being stubborn. He decided to try another approach.

“Okay, sweetheart, fine. If you really want to cook dinner, then go ahead but…”

He paused and Victoria flipped open her eyes, “But what, Daddy?”

Adam pretended to be serious, “If you mess it up, don’t think I’m choking it down to spare your feelings this time. I will tell you the brutal unfiltered truth about just how horrific your cooking is.”

Victoria gasped and leaned in very close to his face. “Oh my god! You are a complete monster inside!” She shrieked, “It’s not that bad!”

Adam vigorously nodded in agreement and dropped his forehead to the crook of her shoulder. His entire body began to shake with laughter. Her father had the kind of deep, full-bodied laugh that was infectious to almost anyone who heard it and she was no exception in that regard. Eventually, a repressed giggle bubbled up in her throat because she just couldn’t hold back any longer. Within seconds, they were both in a fit of hysterical laughter.

When he looked up at her, she stuck her tongue out at him, and he began to tickle her in revenge. Unable to fend him off, it didn’t stop until she begged him breathlessly. They took a bit of time to compose themselves and when all the giggles had ended, they were left staring into each other’s eyes. Adam’s chest tightened and his mouth went dry.

Victoria had eyed him in a way that made him very uneasy but it wasn’t unfamiliar. In fact, he had seen it that day which had led to the problem between them. Many beats of silence hung in the air before he decided to refocus them. He knew that it was imperative that they talk. Adam figured perhaps it was best to try to get it out of the way sooner than later. He decided to test the waters gingerly.

With a slight hesitation in his tone, he asked, “Baby, are you really hungry, I mean do you have to start preparing dinner right now?”

Victoria shook her head. “No, Daddy, I don’t have to cook right away. Why do you ask?”

Adam tried to act casual. “I just thought we could spend some more time together like this and just talk, okay?”

It was obvious by his change in demeanor that he had something on his mind but he was trying to feel her out. She figured it was about the incident and since things were calmer, she felt more ready to address it as well.

Victoria nodded and replied, “That’s fine with me, Daddy.”

He smiled, “Good. That’s what I was hoping to hear.”

Things had gotten so out of hand between them during the afternoon that he wasn’t sure if she’d join him that night. Fortunately, things had settled down considerably and she had indicated that their Friday night routine was still on when they came back together.

“Face me, baby. Let’s have a talk.”

Adam placed his hands on her lower waistline and gradually cajoled her body to face him directly. She moved around and straddled his thighs with her legs bent at the knees. He looked over his daughter, reached a hand up to tuck some of her curls behind her right ear, and took a deep breath.

“Sometimes I look at you and have to ask myself where has the time gone. You have grown so beautifully in many ways inside and out but it’s hard to believe that you are seventeen. You are basically a young woman, but in my heart, you’ll always be my baby girl.”

Victoria’s pulse sped up when he placed his hands gently along her upper arms and rested them there. As he continued, her mind went back to how she felt the need to distance herself from him that day for the first time in her life. It made her sad to think about it but she was glad that she had waited for him that night. She stared into his hunter-green eyes and listened attentively.

“Baby, I know that you have certain urges which are very normal as you know. We’ve talked about those feelings before and I think you are fairly educated on the subject. However, I need to make sure that you understand that those kinds of feelings should be projected—”

He noticed her glance away for a few seconds which made him stop for a moment but he had to get through what needed to be said. Absent-mindedly, he ran his hands down her bare arms, but she was acutely aware and trained her eyes on him again. The heat of his caress penetrated her skin and a familiar ache stirred in her as his strong hands slowly traveled back up her arms.

Adam cleared his throat and finished his thought, “At a more appropriate outlet. You know what I mean?”

He was cautious about his wording because the last thing he wanted was to make matters worse and he didn’t want to embarrass her if it could be helped.

Although Victoria didn’t agree with her father’s opinion, she nodded.

“Daddy, I’m just glad that you aren’t mad at me anymore and the distance between us is over. I hated that more than anything.”

Adam looked at his daughter and begin to shake his head, “Oh, sweetie, I was not angry with you at all. The fact is I was angry with myself. I didn’t handle the situation properly. The whole thing was an error in judgment on both our parts but I am the parent, it’s my job to help you. However, we all have regrets in life but you live and you learn. What happened mustn’t be repeated with us. There are lines that we just can’t cross, that’s all.”

His voice was as even-toned as he could muster while he pondered the events of the day.

She had been off from school for a teacher's in-service day and he decided to work from home. The entire morning he worked in the study and by early afternoon, he prepared them a nice lunch. After they ate, they spent a few hours talking, joking around, and playing Mortal Kombat 11. After he had mercilessly beaten her in their final match, she lunged at him playfully and claimed he had cheated the whole time.

They ended up in one of their many play wrestling matches and rolled to the living room floor trying to overpower each other. Being much stronger, he had the upper hand but since she had lost so badly during their video game, he let her pin him down. It was something he did from time to time when they would play and it had always been well-intentioned. She mounted him and tried to grab his hands but he wouldn’t allow it. Instead, he slid his arms around her and pulled her down to his chest for a bear hug. He told her the only way he’d let her go was if she admitted that he had not cheated.

Victoria struggled to get free but Adam held her in place. Eventually, she surrendered and confessed that he’d won fair and square. He grinned in triumph, kissed her forehead, and was just about to let go. What happened next was entirely unexpected. She gazed down at him and a look appeared in her eyes that alarmed him. However, before he could do or say anything, she kissed him directly on the mouth.

Of course, they had kissed each other countless times before but the way she kissed him then was different. Far different than any kiss they had ever exchanged. It was not the kind of kiss shared between a parent and child which he realized instantly. Yet, he had allowed her soft lips to explore his mouth and when she kissed him more forcefully, Adam kissed her back.

She slid the tip of her tongue forward, brushed it across the center of his lips, and offered it to him. The temptation almost made him succumb but he came to his senses in a panic when his cock started to twitch. Abruptly, he thrust her away much more harshly than he intended and asked, “What the hell are you doing, Vic?” His reaction had stunned them both. Immediate regret washed over him but the look on her face was what pained him the most.

He tried to apologize and move toward her but she jumped up from the floor. Adam rushed after her but she got to the stairs, dashed up to her room, and slammed the door shut. He had tried getting into her room but she had placed a chair under the knob to keep him out. Emotions ran high and to him, it felt urgent that they talk. It was not an isolated incident and he felt it was his duty to get control of the situation once and for all.

For several minutes, he tried to get her to open the door, and even demanded that she open it to no avail. She wouldn’t respond to him no matter what he said. When he stopped, he slumped to the floor outside her door and listened as she cried. All he could do was helplessly sit there knowing that he was the cause of her pain. He felt horrible inside as he stayed there for what seemed like an eternity but in reality, it was only about forty minutes. When he could no longer hear her, he assumed she had fallen asleep. By that time, he had developed a stress headache and went to take some medication.

He opted to have a nap himself in hopes that they could work things out later. Around four-fifteen in the evening, he woke up in his bed, with no headache for which he was grateful and laid there thinking about everything that had transpired. He felt guilty and not just about how poorly he had handled the situation. His conscience was heavy because he had initially responded by indulging himself. Maybe it was only for a few seconds but he had done it and that’s all that mattered.

What was worse is that Adam knew deep inside despite how wrong and immoral it was, that he had liked it on some level. There were feelings of his own that he had for her which he hadn’t exactly sorted out but knew existed. Furthermore, he felt the situation probably wouldn’t have happened if he would have dealt with things properly the summer prior. In any event, while it was important to apologize for his behavior and talk to her about boundaries, he had concluded that they should have some space.

There were a few things that he realized he could handle at his office and used it as an excuse to get out of the house. He sent her a text message which stated where he’d be and he left. The work that he tried to complete didn’t get done because his mind kept going over everything that had happened. It also delved into places that he knew were forbidden such as how good she felt on top of him and how supple her pouty lips were. How if he wouldn’t have stopped things when he did, her tongue would have been inside of his mouth. He wondered for a few seconds what that would have been like but pushed the thought from his head disgusted with himself.

Those taboo thoughts stirred him up in ways that he didn’t want to dwell on and he knew that he should just go home. On the drive back, he felt anxious about what her mood might be when he arrived. Much to his surprise when he got in, Victoria was sat in his rocking recliner all showered and dressed in one of his old New York Giants t-shirts.

When she saw him, she said, “Alexa play Vic’s favorite playlist on Spotify.”

After the echo dot’s confirmation. the music started, and Victoria held her hands out to him. Adam didn’t say a word, he simply scooped her up in his arms, sat down and placed her across his lap. They listened without talking as he rocked them.

*

“Victoria, I am incredibly sorry about everything. I never ever meant to hurt you. Please tell me you know that, baby.”

Adam’s voice was strained and his look was contrite. Victoria felt for him because she could only imagine the difficulty of being a responsible father and especially, doing it alone all those years. However, she didn’t comprehend certain things and wanted answers.

“Daddy, I know that you didn’t mean to hurt me but I guess I just don’t understand other things.”

Victoria looked down to avoid eye contact because she felt reluctant to say what was on her mind as she knew that it had the potential to be a point of contention.

Adam sensed her worry and reached up to cup her face. “Baby, tell me what has you confused. We can figure it out together.”

His voice was caring as he tilted her head up. “Sweetheart, look at me please,” he gently requested.

Victoria obliged and their eyes met again.

“Victoria, I love you more than anything in the universe. There is nothing that you can say or do to change how I feel about you. Please don’t feel frightened. Tell me what’s in your heart. I’ll listen. I promise.”

She considered his promise and gathered her thoughts for a few moments.

“Daddy, do you remember the night we watched Infinity War on Netflix?”

Immediately, Adam’s heart started to race because he couldn’t have possibly forgotten that night even if he wanted.

“I do,” he said quietly.

“Daddy, you never said anything. You didn’t even stop me when it happened and I felt you respond. So, why is it wrong for you now?”

The color drained from Adam’s face when she mentioned that he had actually responded. He was never quite sure if she had noticed that night and he had always hoped she hadn't. In his mind, even though his response had been involuntary, he had been terrified that it would forever alter their relationship in a negative way. He knew he had to clarify things.

“Sweetheart, I didn’t understand what was happening at first and by the time I did, it was just too late. Furthermore, I was in utter shock. The reason I never said anything is that I didn’t know how to approach it and when you didn’t say anything, I assumed you didn’t want to go there. I thought it was an isolated thing and I didn’t want to make it awkward between us. Now, I see just how incorrect I have been all this time. I can’t tell you how sorry I am for what happened that night, Vic.”

Victoria looked disappointed. “I see. Well, I don’t think you owe me an apology as I’m the one who did it. I’m not sorry about it at all. It felt good to me and I think it felt good to you, too. I believe it is the real reason you responded as you did then and today. You wanted it just as much as I did but you got scared.”

Adam’s face burned while he listened to his daughter surmise such things. It was his responsibility to teach her right from wrong just as he'd always done no matter how close she was to adulthood. He didn’t want her thinking that his demeanor was because he relished the idea of crossing a taboo line between them. However, his conscience had taken a toll on him due to his own uncontrollable feelings and thoughts that he knew were forbidden.

“Daddy, you wanted it, too. It felt right, didn’t it? Tell me the truth, please,” she begged.

A flash appeared in his mind of how she looked and felt that night on top of him. Morally, it was unacceptable to him but how he involuntarily responded emotionally and physiologically was another matter altogether.

Oh god, baby. I don’t know how to answer this without hurting you, He thought to himself.

Adam remembered every detail of that night the summer before when they had stayed up late to watch the film in his bedroom. Victoria had fallen asleep in the middle of it but woke up toward the end and wanted him to rewind it. He refused and told her it was bedtime but when he went to get the remote, she tried to grab it at the same time. They got into one of their skirmishes and started vying to overpower one another for the device. When he went to grab her hands, she was quicker, rolled on top of him, and pinned his hands to the bed with their fingers interlaced. They struggled against one another and laughed while she pushed her weight down onto him.

It all seemed so innocent and normal at first until she started to rock back and forth on top of him. Initially, Adam had been genuinely confused. However, when she closed her eyes, titled her head back, and let out a guttural groan he didn’t need to play a guessing game. The sight and sound of her writhing on top of him sent a shockwave straight to his cock which became engorged between her legs so fast that it hurt. Adam laid still as his daughter humped him vigorously with the only thing between them being his basketball shorts and her panties under her nightshirt.

The friction caused his cock to throb so hard as she pushed herself against him that he couldn’t help himself and released a low, deep groan of his own. Right then Victoria trembled, fell forward some, and whimpered into his neck, “Daddy! Daddy! Oh… ugh! Daddy!” The way she called out to him stirred a deep-rooted desire that swelled to the surface so intensely that he could barely stand it. Then as suddenly as it had started, it stopped when she collapsed on top of him in a heap. Adam felt completely paralyzed and neither of them moved until he realized that she had fallen asleep.

He had stayed under her for well over an hour in agony with a hard dick, floored by the realization that his own daughter had used him and he hadn’t done a damn thing to stop it. Finally, he carried her to bed and quickly retired to his bedroom. Sleep eluded him as his imagination ran wild with lust and desire for her in ways that shamed him to his core. Relief only came when he stroked his cock while he envisioned things no father should about his offspring. Adam even whispered her name several times until hot jets of his seed spurted out of his body and left him totally spent. Sleep found him after that but when he woke up, the guilt was ever-present, and he had carried it with him since that night.

“Daddy, say something please.”

Adam knew that he had to and tried his best to be delicate with her feelings. “Vic, it’s my job to protect you. I should have stopped it and explained why that’s not appropriate for us.”

“Daddy, you are not answering me,” she pushed back.

Frustration was evident in her voice and he didn’t like where the conversation was headed.

“Sweetheart, but I did answer you. In the best way, I can. Like a father should.”

“Shouldn’t a father answer his daughter’s questions honestly when she asks instead of skirting around them?” Victoria challenged.

Adam sighed heavily and studied her for a moment to ponder her question. The fact of the matter was that he did think he should be honest with her as he’d always been. There was never a time that he had ever outright lied to her but sometimes there were things he didn’t say. To him, it was to protect her which was part of his job as a parent. The situation seemed like he needed to not only protect her but the foundation of their relationship and that is the choice he made when he answered.

“Baby, listen to me. Regardless of how I felt at that time or any other time is irrelevant when it comes to me doing right by you. That situation was simply put, wrong. You felt an urge and assuaged it by using me and I didn't stop it. That was a mistake that happened and we can’t change it but there is a boundary between a father and daughter that must stay in place. It doesn’t matter who felt what. We can’t go against the order of nature. It just is what it is.”

She stared at him incredulously. “The order of nature… it just is what it is,” she repeated in irritation. “Well, that sounds a crock of shit to me just to get out of what I asked you!"

“Hey, watch your language, Victoria!” he scolded her.

She rolled her eyes and bristled at his comment, “Fine, you don’t want to answer me about that then can I ask something else?”

Adam tried to stay patient. “Once again, I did answer you but yes, you can ask me whatever you want, sweetheart.”

“Do you have sex with women?” she blurted out.

Adam's face went blank and he blinked several times. “What?”

“You heard me. Sex. Do you have sex with women?”

He looked at her and felt uncomfortable with the inquiry.

“Victoria, that’s not something we should be discussing.”

She ignored his avoidance and continued, “I don’t think you do, at least not anymore and it’s been a long time since you’ve dated. The last one was Renee well over a year ago and I don’t think you had sex with her. So, when was the last time that you had it?”

Adam shook his head in disbelief at her bravado.

“Victoria, I don’t… I don’t—”

She continued her interrogation, “You don’t know? Can’t remember?”

“Um, what difference does it make?" he asked, then frowned.

Victoria huffed in frustration. “Just answer the question!” she snapped.

"Look, I don’t really think about it. I’m busy with my business, this house, and most importantly being your father. That takes up all my time and I’m fine with it.”

She squinted at him suspiciously, “Remember when you said that you would never lie to me? You told me that no matter what, you’d always tell me the truth. You also said that I could talk to you about anything, right?”

He had promised exactly that but her line of questioning wasn’t what he had ever expected.

“Yes, I remember, Vic,” he muttered. “And I meant it, why?”

He prayed she wasn’t going to ask him something else that he wasn’t prepared to answer.

“Because I want to ask you something and talk about it, that’s why,” she established.

He nodded, “Okay, fine. What is it?”

Victoria gazed at him and asked her question directly, “Last year when things happened in your bedroom did you get hard and if so, why?”

He sucked in a sharp breath, “Victoria!” His face immediately turned crimson.

She didn’t back down. “You said I could ask you anything and you would always tell me the truth. Keep your word.”

Her father’s face burned and he felt cornered. He never lied to her, never broke promises to her, and he wasn’t about to start then either.

Adam replied truthfully but in frustration, “Yes, Victoria, I was aroused. I think you know that I was and precisely why. Now, is that it with the questions?”

She shook her head, “No. It’s not. Did you think about what I did to you that night at other times?”

He rolled his eyes, “Victoria, what? Come on!”

“Daddy, be honest with me. It’s just us here. So, I want to know did you think about what happened?”

His voice dropped to a whisper, “Yes, okay. Yes. It… It crossed my mind.”

Victoria perked up, “It did and I knew it! I knew!”

Adam sighed, “Knew what exactly?”

She smirked a little then, “Just that I knew you had thought about it, Daddy.”

“Don’t you have dinner to ruin?” he said dryly and rolled his eyes.

She didn’t take the bait and pushed along. “Dinner can wait, we are having an important conversation. Now, why do you think you got aroused and thought about it after, Daddy?”

Reaching up to his face, Adam used his index finger and thumb to pinch the bridge of his nose, then closed his eyes.

“I don’t know, Victoria. I was stimulated, I guess. It's not like I did it on purpose.”

He was exasperated with the conversation and it showed but it didn’t deter her persistence.

“Daddy, can I tell you what I think?”

He took a deep breath, “Do I have a choice?”

“No, you don’t!” She told him resolutely.

“I didn’t think so,” he sighed again as his daughter stated her case.

“Daddy, the times that I recall you seeing a woman, you never seemed emotionally invested whatsoever. You have been a widower for years and you aren’t that old at forty-four. You are very fit, you are attractive and successful. You are incredibly smart, a nice guy type, and vibrant. Women look at you all the time and even flirt with you when we go out. Yet you always act oblivious or dismissive like you couldn’t possibly have any use for them. Have you ever really stopped to ask yourself why?”

Adam didn’t want to go down that particular rabbit hole. There were indeed reasons why he had not dated much and didn't take an interest in women beyond casual friendship in recent years.

“Well?” Victoria asked.

He shrugged and spoke softly, “It’s not that I don’t find plenty of women attractive but I just… I just can’t. It never feels right.”

Victoria nodded and reached out to him to take his hands in hers.

“Believe it or not, I do get it. I’ve never had any interest in boys and I know that I should have by now. Boys at school try to talk to me, flirt, and have asked me out. Some of them are really great, too. Yet, I just cannot get into them other than friendship and even that’s a stretch. None of them appeal in a way that feels right to me and I'm certainly not into girls.”

Adam’s heart skipped a beat as she looked at him. He tensed in anticipation in regard to what she’d say next. Victoria held his hands tighter.

“I really believe there is a reason that neither of us can do what is supposedly natural. We became so close when mom died but it’s not about that anymore and despite how wrong you may think that it is, there is no way you don’t feel it. You wanted me to—”

Adam couldn’t listen to anymore and pulled his hands back. “Victoria, stop. That’s not right. That wasn’t something that I wanted you to do.”

Victoria huffed, “No. You stop. Stop bullshitting me and stop bullshitting yourself. Do you think I don’t see the way you look at me? How you touch me? Look at us! I’m seventeen now yet we are still doing this Friday night ritual. It’s not like either of us needs it to comfort each other because of grief any longer. I don't know exactly when it changed but it did and you know it's different now, too. What we feel isn’t the normative thing between a father and daughter."

Her words resonated but it wasn’t easy for Adam to hear. What kind of person did it make him? What kind of father did it make him? How could he feel what he did for his own daughter?

“Baby, I don’t know what you want from me. I just don’t,” he told her feeling defeated.

She shook her head, “Daddy, yes you do. The same thing that you want from me. You know.”

“Victoria, please. This isn’t something that—.”

She kept talking. “When I think about what and who I want, only one person comes to mind. There is only one person that I think about when I want to be touched, held, and kissed. When I have an urge and need to relieve it, there is only one person who I imagine in that way.”

Adam shook his head at her words but she wouldn’t stop.

“I know you feel it the same way. You can’t think about women, you don’t want to touch them, and you don’t imagine them. You think about one person, you want to touch one person, and you imagine one person. Say it, Daddy! Tell me! Stop hiding it!”

Adam felt the pressure of her relentlessness trigger something inside of him. He grabbed her arms in his hands tightly and caused her to gasp. His eyes grew dark and his face went stone cold.

“Goddammit, why do you have to dig and dig and dig?”

He shook her a little and snapped, “Yes, okay, yes! I thought about it, dreamed about, and cum from it. I can’t think about another woman because I want you so bad that it aches. Sometimes it kills me inside. But the fact remains that it’s wrong. Now stop all this, Vic!”

Victoria trembled but refused to let it go.

“Why? Why is it so wrong when you feel it the same way that I do?”

“Because you are my fucking daughter, my flesh and blood. I can’t just… just have you. Not like that, Victoria!”

“Why not? You do love me, don't you? Daddy?”

Her voice quivered and his heart felt like it would burst right out of his chest.

He shook his head, “Baby, I love you. Good god, yes. More than anything including myself, but I cannot do such a thing. We cannot. Now stop this, Vic. Please. You need to stop!”

Victoria broke free of his grasp and started to push against his chest over and over. She hit him in frustration and he took the brunt of it until she wore herself out. She broke down and he pulled her to him and held her. He kissed her head and caressed her back lovingly as she cried. She clung to him and he didn’t give a damn how old she was, she was his baby girl, and all he wanted was to make things better. Each sob released was like a dagger in his heart and tears welled up in his own eyes.

“Shh. Shh. Baby, I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry. You are my whole world. I don’t want you hurt in any way. Everything is just confused right now. We will work it out. It will be okay. I promise you.”

She pulled back and looked at him with pain in her eyes. That tore him up inside and a single tear slid down his face as he used the pads of his thumbs to wipe her tears.

“I love you so much that it hurts, Daddy. It hurts. I just have all these feelings inside me for you that I can’t push away. Maybe you can but I can’t. I won’t!” Her voice was full of emotion but resolved.

“I know, baby. I understand more than maybe you realize. Much more,” he told her in desperation.

“Then show me. Prove it to me right here and right now!” She sobbed and struggled to continue, “The words are not enough anymore. I need to feel it. I need to feel you. Show me something. Anything to prove I'm not alone here!"

The distraught look in her eyes and the desperate sound of her voice gutted out his last line of defense. Without another thought, heTo continue reading this story you must be a member. Join for FREE here.