Corsets and Boots: Part Six
Chapter Eleven
Consolidation.
We both made a concerted effort to establish a good working and
domestic relationship, and I concentrated on trying to be attentive;
polite; considerate; industrious, and in fact not at all like my usual
self! Dorothy showed off her skills of household management and
organisation, and she must have been good at both, because I began
enjoying my food and found myself helping her with what I had
previously considered to be "Women's Work." I became aware that I was
being quietly manipulated, but decided it was surprisingly pleasant.
I began the preliminary work for my new corsetry venture by examining
the advertisements in several different magazines. Two "Men's"
magazines contained small advertisement sections, so I roughed out
several tentative examples; refining and revising them until they
sounded suitable. I wanted to make it quite clear from the outset that
we were offering a Mail Order Service that catered for both men and
women, and I emphasised that personal callers of either sex would be
sure of a welcome at the shop.
It may have been a coincidence, but the corset representative called
soon after I had my first advertisement prepared and ready. His name
was Gerald, and he was a tall, dark, and handsome man; gifted with a
flashing smile. He was the younger son of the corset manufacturer; he
had a most engaging personality, and was a good salesman. His firm had
been established in Mid-Victorian times, and was well known and highly
respected in the corsetry trade.
He was very interested in my new venture, and was obviously keen to
secure our orders. I mentioned my proposed brochure showing our various
designs, and he offered to help with some of the printing facilities.
He could be of considerable assistance in a number of ways, and it was
a great help to know that he would act in a supporting role.
I already had ideas for six basic garments, and was hoping to be able
to assess which of these would prove to be the most popular. Once this
had been decided, I could then move on to designing some further new
models, perhaps with interesting innovations.
Our first brochure was a very amateurish effort, with simple pen
drawings of six different corsets; and duplicated on green paper. It
contained an order form, and a self-measurement diagram that Gerald
provided from his company archives. This added something of a
professional touch to the general layout, and helped to disguise the
poor presentation and the inadequacy of my drawings.
We modified my first made to measure corset by strengthening and
stiffening the frontal boning. The modification was Dorothy's
suggestion, although she copied it from a strongly boned stock model
that was designed for "Ladies of Stouter Build!" She washed my corset,
showed Gerald how to strengthen it, and where she wanted the extra
boning inserted. He took it away; modified it; and in due course
returned it, and Dorothy helped me to put it on.
I had been worried about the stiffer boning, and the restrictions it
might place on my movements when I was bending. Dorothy assured me that
it would be "All right;" and gave me a convincing demonstration. She
took one of her magazines; dropped it on the floor; bent from the hips,
and picked it up without any effort; keeping her legs together and her
back straight. She remarked:
"That's the best way to deal with light things.
If it should be heavy, I suggest you try like this."
"This" could only be described as a cross between a curtsy, and a
genuflexion; placing one leg behind the other; bending both knees;
sinking gracefully; picking up the object, and rising smoothly; keeping
the back straight at all times. As usual, she was right about the
bending and lifting, and I found that with the stronger corset it was
now possible to load quite heavy bundles of bedding into the van with
less effort than before.
The strengthening was noticeable as soon as she began to lace me in.
The flexible bones had always given me an all-round, moulded comfort,
but there had been a strong tendency for the corset to crease and fold
up at the waist, when I bent forward. The stiff bones at the back had
been adequate, and had helped me to straighten up; whereupon the
creasing had disappeared, and I had accepted the condition.
The stiffer frontal boning was an immediate and considerable
improvement; giving me better support, and "Lift;" and preventing the
corset creasing at the waist when I bent over. The combination of the
stiffened back and front meant that my waist was mainly reduced at the
sides, and this made me look noticeably smaller, when viewed from the
front. I was pleased with the whole effect; especially when Dorothy put
her hands on my waist - and I put mine on hers!
We decided to improve my basic designs by giving each one a name. I had
told Dorothy that my first one had been named the "Elfrida," and she
confirmed that several manufacturers had given female or classical
names to their garments. As far as I could see, the only difficulty
would be avoiding the possibility of duplicating any of the existing
names. I borrowed a book from the library; selected a number of likely
names, and carefully checked them against each of Dorothy's trade
catalogues and manufacturer's lists. I eventually found enough names;
using the ones that suggested strength, comfort, or both; and thinking
that any customer who knew about the meaning of names would understand
what I was striving to achieve.
We put my original made to measure design on the front of the brochure,
and named it "Callista," because, according to the book, that name
meant "Most Beautiful!" Then came three more back lacing models. The
first was a very short one, designed to draw the waist in sharply "For
those customers who may desire a rapid, but short-term waist
reduction," which we named "Drusilla." (Strong)
The next model was much longer and higher; and virtually the same as
the first tight lacing corset I had bought over the counter. We offered
it in a choice of materials and colours, ("Samples sent upon request.
Please state your second choice.") to give it our personal stamp of
individuality, and we named it "Constantia." (Firm)
We described our last back lacing model as being "Ideal for both Ladies
and Gentlemen." It was deep over the hips; strongly boned; with no
elastic side panels, and rising to about two inches above the waist. I
claimed that it was "Popular with many of our customers;" and hoped
that I would be proved right! We named it "Harmonia." (Harmony.)
The remaining two garments were popular stock models. A high waisted
elastic girdle, with hookside fastening, and lightly boned, "Delicia,"
(Charming); plus a well boned, and front lacing corset, "Celia,"
(Heavenly). Both of these were offered "Made to your individual
measurements," in a choice of materials, and we gave our "Personal
Guarantee of Satisfaction" with every one.
The final draft brochure was sent off to Gerald for printing, and in
due course he sent me a proof copy. I was pleased with the finished
article, and Dorothy was most impressed. This encouraged me to send off
my first two advertisements for inclusion in the magazines, and meant
that we really had committed ourselves, come what may! When all this
had been finalised I succumbed to a violent attack of the "Worries."
Dorothy did her best to comfort me, in a number of ways, but I think
she was as nervous as I was.
It was while we were in this preliminary phase that Gerald introduced
us to a device that he called a "Measuring Frame." I have no idea why
it was known as a frame, because it resembled a full length corset.
Much higher above the waist than usual, and deeper over the hips; but
still basically a corset. The material was a dull white; heavy and
durable cloth, and there was a strong front clasp, and full length
lacing at the back. Several additional, shorter, laced sections had
been included; some over the hips, and others at the waist. Two metal
buckles at the front could be incorporated into a quick release fan-
lacing system if the customer required it.
The Frame soon became a useful aid to fitting. It was first fastened
around the customer, and the various laced sections were carefully
tightened and adjusted until we had achieved the desired shape and fit.
It was indelibly marked with lines, corresponding to those on the
measurement form. A tape measure would be placed on the various lines,
and the measurements were then recorded on the form. Dorothy's father
had used one for most of his fittings; it had been a great help to him,
and it was now made in large, medium, and small sizes, so we agreed to
order a full set of three. When all the frames arrived we were fully
equipped, and ready to go.
**
Corset Diary
When the adults were first lacing me, I noticed that they had each
stripped down to their shoes and stockings, and were fully revealing
their tightly laced corsets. This was their way of encouraging me, and
letting me see what type of corset each of them wore. I was accustomed
to seeing the corsets worn by Mum and Gran, because I had often been
told to tighten their laces.
Lucy and Joan both wore identical corsets, with belts, straps and
buckles, even to having the same number of suspenders. Their corsets
were very high, with hard, straight busks, and underbusks. They were
the Edwardian type, with a slight "S" shape at the back. They both wore
a harness over the corset, to keep them permanently stiff and straight.
The corset came very low between their thighs at the front, to balloon
out over the hips, and curve deeply at the seat. They were very high at
the front, and pushed up the breasts; tight under the armpits, and
coming almost to the nape of the neck at the back. There were no
shoulder straps, but the boning was stiff and hard, and to feel their
corsets was akin to running your hands over a ridged steel cylinder! I
noticed that they both enjoyed tightening each others corsets, and in
many ways they were closer than Mother and Daughter.
*****
We began to have serious talks, at night; both of us anxious to clear
up any lingering doubts, and avoid future misunderstandings. I raised a
subject which had been worrying me for some time:-
"You said you might tell me why you had been made to wear corsets, and
I would certainly like to hear all about it. Is this a suitable day?"
She thought about my question for a few minutes, before giving me an
answer:
"It's as good a day as any, I suppose. But it's a long story, and will
take some time to tell. It goes back in the family, really. No doubt
you will have heard about the 'Hand Span Waist?'"
I nodded, eagerly; and she went on:
"It was a common practice for Victorian ladies to go to the altar, on
their wedding day, with their waist measurement in inches the same as
their age in years. They would often be married when they were
eighteen, so the Eighteen Inch Waist became the popular target. It was
generally accepted that the average man could put his two hands round a
lady's eighteen inch waist, and that his fingers and thumbs would touch
at either side. That's how the 'Hand Span Waist' began. Do you follow
me so far?"
"Yes." I replied. "I have read something about it, but you explain it
very well. Please go on."
"Granny had an eighteen inch waist, and she was rather proud of it.
When she was about twelve or thirteen she was tightly laced into a
strongly boned corset, and was forced to keep it on, day and night. Her
corset was laced fully closed, and the two halves were then sewn
together at the back with strong thread, to make it impossible for her
to loosen it or take it off."
I was becoming excited, and urged her to go on.
"Her bones were not properly formed when she was twelve, and as she
grew up her body became moulded into the shape of the corset. It was a
regular practice in the Victorian times, and was really very cruel,
because not all the girls were able to stand the constant tight lacing,
and it caused many of them to ruin their health. Their internal organs
became crushed, and damaged or displaced, and they suffered from bad
breath, and red noses. Illnesses like constipation and piles were
commonplace, and they were regularly dosing themselves with 'Black
Draughts,' and fainting from attacks of the 'Vapours.' They had to
carry bottles of smelling salts, to help them recover."
She stopped at this most interesting point in the story, complaining
that her throat was dry from the unaccustomed talking. I could not let
it stop there, so I made a cup of tea, and, after a rest, she went on:
"There were quite a number of letters and articles in magazines and
medical journals, about the dangers of tight lacing, and the injuries
that people had suffered as a result of abusing their bodies. It had
little or no effect, because the hand span waist had become
fashionable, and fashion ruled, as it always does."
I broke in at that point, to say:
"Yes. I've read a great deal about the subject, and I think I am quite
well informed, but it's nice to have your confirmation. You've seen my
scrapbook? It's mainly pictures, but I want to add to it by researching
some of the medical reports one day. I think it would be a good idea to
print a notice, and send it out with the garments; warning our
customers of the possible dangers from lacing too tightly. I don't want
any claims to be made against us if people behave foolishly, so it
could be a useful form of insurance as well as a warning. I know what
it's like if you overdo the tightening, and it's not pleasant; believe
me!"
"Tell me," she said, simply.
"No," I protested. "You first.
Finish your story; it's most interesting, and I want to hear more."
After marshalling her thoughts, she went on:
"You know, it must have been awful in those days, with rules of
etiquette being so strict. People kept thinking of new ways to behave,
and everybody tried to follow the constant changes in fashion. Did you
know that if ladies were going out to balls or parties, they would
first of all eat a big meal, and then be laced tightly into their
corsets. This was simply because real ladies were only supposed to toy
with their food on social occasions. They would sometimes damp their
clothes with water, to make them fit more closely at the waist. Just
imagine, spending all night in wet things. It's a wonder they didn't
catch pneumonia!"
I referred back to the main point, and said:
"Tell me some more about your Granny's waist."
She continued:
"Tight lacing was at its height, when Granny had her eighteen inch
waist. Mummy had a collection of those magazines that you mentioned,
and tight lacing really was a popular subject at that time. I read as
many of the letters as I could, but to my mind a lot of them didn't
ring true. When you are an expert, you can often tell whether a story
is true or false, and I couldn't believe some of the claims they made.
Nobody could lace themselves in like that - it's just not possible!"
I had to agree with her, and said:
"I know what you mean. I have read one or two of those stories; the
sort that say 'I put the corset on, and immediately pulled myself in,
ten inches or more.' Now, in my opinion, that's just not possible."
Dorothy made a small "mm" of acknowledgement before taking up her
story.
"Of course, Granny didn't always have an eighteen inch waist; that was
only when she was young. After she was married, she had eleven
children, at the rate of one a year, or thereabouts; but only four of
them lived. Mummy was the last child, and the only surviving girl. The
three boys all died young. One of them was a stoker on the Titanic, and
went down with the ship, and the other two were killed on the Somme, in
1916. They were in the same regiment, and died within hours of each
other. It was our biggest family tragedy, and Granny died of a broken
heart, soon after; when she was about sixty. I never knew her, but I
have seen some pictures of her in later life. She looked very old, and
was rather stout; not fat, but sort of - roly-poly."
She paused, and I asked: "What about your Mother?" but she said: "Not
now, love. I've talked enough for one night, and I think it's time for
bed. I'll tell you about Mummy another time. Her experience was rather
interesting, and I think you might like it."
**
We set ourselves a comfortable daily routine, from which a regular
pattern emerged. I went on my "Rounds" in the van each morning; making
deliveries, and looking for new business. It could be quite interesting
at times. Several customers recalled the days of "Old Walter Mason,"
and I heard many a story about him. Dorothy was quite right when she
said that he had been something of a character. It seems that he had
possessed an apparently limitless fund of funny stories, and he was
acknowledged as being an expert in his trade. I would like to have met
him.
I happened to be passing close by the shop, one day; and decided to
call in for a quick cup of tea. Dorothy was standing behind the shop
counter, and showing all the signs of having relapsed into her old
worried ways. She saw that a man had come into the shop, and her
worried look increased, until she recognised me, and cried:
"Oh! Thank Heavens; it's YOU! I've had a Man; and I'm all at sevens and
elevens!"
This was not at all like her customary greeting, and I begged for some
enlightenment. The words poured out of her:
"The 'phone rang first thing this morning, just after you'd gone. A man
said he'd seen our advert, and asked if I could measure him for a
corset. You know I don't like doing men, so I stalled him, by saying it
was the fitter's morning off. He rang up again, a few minutes ago, and
said he was only in the town for the day, and he'd like to come this
afternoon; so I had to say 'Yes,' and he's coming in about half an
hour."
She looked at me, appealingly.
"Will you do it for me - Please? I'd be ever so grateful."
Our advertisements had only recently started to appear in the
magazines, and I had not anticipated any replies coming in so quickly.
This was going to be our first male "Personal Caller," and he had
caught me totally unprepared! All my old self doubt came flooding back
in:
Could I do it?
Could I make a good job of it?
Would I be sufficiently credible?
Would he suspect anything?
How much should I charge him?
I made up my mind, and said:
"All right; I'll do my best. Can you find me a white coat? It should
help to make me look a bit more professional. If I take him upstairs,
and do his fitting in the sitting room, and use the frame, I might just
get away with it. If not; then I'll try and bluff my way through. At
least I have one satisfactory design to my credit, and it's obvious
that I'll have to do a lot more of this if we want the business to
succeed, so I may as well get used to it."
There was little time for me to prepare things, and certainly no time
to panic! The man called at the shop promptly, and Dorothy showed him
up to the sitting room where I was waiting in my white coat, with my
tape measure at the ready. She walked out; closing the door firmly, and
left me to it. I had carefully draped an assortment of laced corsets
over the back of my armchair, and put some corsetry trade magazines on
the table, with one of them lying open at a suitable page. The long
tilting mirror helped to make the room look more business-like.
The customer appeared to be a typical business man; about my height and
build, but noticeably thicker around his waist. He was wearing a bowler
hat and raincoat over a dark business suit, and carried a briefcase. He
darted suspicious glances everywhere as though he was afraid he was
being watched. When he was quite satisfied that we were alone he began
to study me closely, and I could feel his eyes travelling over my body
as if he was trying to undress me. I asked him to remove his hat and
raincoat, and then set about relaxing him so that I could inspect him.
He was not overweight, and seemed on closer examination to be a
reasonable shape, so I enquired politely:
"Now, Sir. How can I assist you?"
He replied by using words that sounded familiar:
"I'm getting a bit thick round my middle, and I would like to reduce my
waist a little. Do you have any close fitting corsets I can use, to
pull myself in?"
Where had I heard that before? Of Course! They were almost the same
words I had used when I had first called at the shop; so I knew exactly
what to say!
"I know the type you mean, Sir; but; No - we don't have a stock model,
as such, because we consider that the correct fit is all-important. If
you will permit me, I would like to suggest that you think about having
a garment made to measure."
"You may be right," he replied. "I do want a good fit; yes, that's it;
a really good fit. Can you measure me now?"
I hesitated:
"Well, as a matter of fact, I have just returned from another
consultation, and was about to have some lunch. However, I understand
you are only here for the one day, so I will be happy to oblige you and
take your measurements. Will you please strip down to your underwear."
He started to undress, and I turned away, and busied myself by putting
the measuring frame and several order forms on the table, and trying to
make it look as if it was a normal procedure. He folded his outer
clothes neatly; placed them on a chair, and eventually stood in his
vest, pants and socks, awaiting my attention. I asked him:
"May I ask if you are accustomed to wearing a laced corset of any kind,
Sir?"
"I have worn one occasionally, but only when I am at home." he replied,
gruffly.
"I thought I'd better ask," I went on. "Some of our inexperienced
customers tend to specify a waist size that is far too small, and then
they complain when they can't put it on. As you are a relative newcomer
to laced corsetry, I think it would be best if we use the measuring
frame, and see how we progress. Will you raise your arms please."
I stood behind him; clasped the frame around him with what I hoped were
practised hands; moved the mirror to a position where he could see
himself; and then I began to adjust the laces. He braced himself
against my pulling, and I could see his shape changing, and reducing at
the waist. I was glad I had told him to keep his underpants on, because
an obvious bulge was forming, and I knew he had an erection starting. I
ignored it, and asked him:
"How's that feeling; comfortable?"
"Very nice," he replied. "But, can you make it a bit tighter."
"Of course we can, Sir; but I really think you ought not to overdo it.
It can be dangerous, you know."
As I had done, he pleaded:
"Go on - just a little more; please."
So I pulled the main lace tighter, and then made various adjustments to
the smaller laced sections until I was quite satisfied with the general
effect. I carried the tilting mirror into the bedroom, and aligned it
with the other mirrors. Then I invited him in, and left him to admire
himself for a few minutes while I took a quick breather. Dorothy was
waiting outside the sitting room door, and she had obviously been
eavesdropping on the proceedings. She silently grinned at me, and put
her thumbs up.
"How much should I charge him?" I whispered.
She thought for a moment, and then named a price.
"Not a chance!" I thought. "But, you never know."
I went back into the bedroom, and the man turned from the mirror:
"Yes; this is very nice." he said. "Can you make me one to these
general dimensions; but I'd like it three inches smaller at the waist."
We returned to the sitting room, I handed him a copy of our brochure,
and he pointed:
"Yes, that one." He had chosen the "Constantia."
"Certainly, Sir." I said. "That is a popular model with many of our
male customers; but I'm afraid that if we reduce the waist to your
specified size it will mean that we have to classify the garment as a
"Special Order," because of the skilled cutting that will be required,
and that tends to make it a little more expensive."
"How much will it cost?" he asked. So I told him, and waited for the
explosion. It did not come, and instead his face cleared, and he said:
"Fine, I'll have it."
"Very good, Sir. How do you wish to pay?"
"Oh, I'll give you the money in cash. Do you want it now?"
"No, of course not, Sir." I assured him. "We only ask for a small
deposit to confirm the order, if you wouldn't mind. The balance is due
after the final satisfactory fitting. If you are happy with this
fitting, I will take your full measurements."
I measured him very carefully; and found it to be surprisingly easy;
passing the tape measure through the various loops, and along the
indelibly marked lines; reading off the figures, double checking each
one, and transferring them to the appropriate place on the measurement
form. When I had completed the full sequence, I asked him:
"May I have your name, please."
He turned away; his face reddening with embarrassment, and said:
"Oh - it's John Smith."
"Very well, Mr. Smith," I replied; keeping a straight face. "Would you
like to ring us in about six weeks. I expect to have it ready by then."
"Is there any chance of having it sooner?" he asked, and I replied:
"I'm sorry. We have a heavy work load at present; but I will certainly
ring the factory and see if I can speed things up for you. Can I
contact you at all?"
"No; please don't do that," he said, hurriedly. "I'll get in touch with
you."
I released him from the measuring frame, and he began to dress himself
while I checked my paperwork. I took his deposit money; thanked him for
his custom, gave him one of our business cards, and showed him out of
the shop. It was well past closing time, so I locked the shop door, put
out the lights, and then went back to the sitting room, where Dorothy
was waiting. Her eyes were shining. She ran to meet me, threw herself
into my arms, and enthused:
"Darling; you were wonderful! Where did you learn to act like that? It
sounded so impressive and professional."
I put my hands on her waist and drew her tightly corseted body closely
against mine; enjoying the many pleasurable feelings, which all helped
me to relax from the tensions of the fitting. She let me repeatedly run
my hands up and down her body, and made no attempt to pull away;
allowing me a full measure of enjoyment. She pressed herself against
me, and I could feel every contour, and every one of her corset bones.
We seemed to melt together, and become a part of each other.
I answered her question:
"Well, if you think about it; all that happened was that he said to me
what I said to you; and I said to him what you said to me - if you see
what I mean. I must admit that it was much easier than I expected. I
wonder if it will happen again?"
I can tell you, now, that it did happen again; many times; and that
"Mr. Smith" was to be the first of a long "Smith" dynasty. We never
asked any searching questions; always respected their confidence, and
were well repaid.
**
Replies started to arrive by post, asking for copies of our brochure. I
had asked people to enclose a stamped, addressed envelope, and several
of them did. I gave priority to these potential customers, but let the
others wait for a while, because I was not intending to be too generous
at the start.
Our first order arrived by post. The customer wanted a "Constantia,"
and had carefully filled in each of his requirements, and enclosed a
cheque in full payment. I sent him a short confirming letter, and
posted his order off to Gerald. Several more orders followed this one,
and a busy two way traffic soon became established. Gerald sent me Mr.
Smith's completed garment, and there was no doubt that he had made a
very good job of it. This early response was most encouraging, and was
a lot better than I had ever dared to hope for. It suggested that I was
on the right lines, so I expanded my adverts to give some additional
details, and had them inserted in three more magazines.
The shop counter business began to improve, with several new customers,
both male and female, telling us that they had seen our publicity in
one or other of the magazines. Postal enquiries continued to arrive,
some containing genuine orders, and each required a reply. The holiday
season was in full swing, and the town was busy with holidaymakers. We
extended our range of underwear, and pasted a humorous banner
advertisement across the shop window. I placed a small and discreet
advertisement on several hotel notice boards, which brought in more
customers; and we gained a reputation for being able to deal with
holiday emergencies, such as people requiring a full change of
underclothes after they had fallen into the sea, and other incidents of
a similar nature.
In due course, "Mr. Smith" came back for his final fitting, and
declared himself very satisfied, after I had laced him in tightly. He
paid up quite cheerfully, and went away, wearing the corset. We had
several other male callers during that first season and this gave me an
opportunity to develop my skill at measuring, and salesmanship. Several
of our weak points were exposed, and it soon became obvious that the
sitting room was not always a convenient venue for my fittings, which,
of course, meant that we would have to think about a better
arrangement. The mail order business began to increase; keeping us busy
at nights packing garments securely, for dispatch to customers "Under
plain cover." I had never worked quite as hard in my life - and this
was only the beginning of it all!
**
Of course, we had some time wasters. People who just wanted brochures,
and asked for photographs, and other unpleasant things; often wanting
something for nothing, and proving to be rather a nuisance. I received
several enquiries from people asking if we did home consultations, and
I at first sent ambiguous replies, saying in effect: "Not at the
present moment, but we hope to be able to do so in the future." It was
something else for me to think about.
The money continued to come in, and the Bank Manager started smiling
again. One day he walked past the shop and raised his hat to Dorothy,
so things were definitely starting to improve! On the other hand; the
old van was showing unmistakable signs of terminal disintegration, and
would soon have to be replaced. No matter how we struggled, there
always seemed to be something that was wanted; so we both pulled
together, and braced ourselves up, keeping our fingers tightly crossed
at all times. All I can honestly say is that we worked very hard, and
lived in hope. I did not want either of us to become complacent;
because that's when things start to go wrong.
I disposed of the remains of the old van towards the end of the holiday
season, and bought a newer and much larger one. It proved to be another
good runner, and allowed me to extend the radius of my bedding and
linen calls. I began to canvass two other holiday resorts, and this
necessitated a high daily mileage. It was hard work, but the returns
amply repaid the effort.
**
Our exertions were having a tiring effect on us, and we decided to take
a short break when the holiday season was over. We discovered an old
and pleasant hotel in the Lake District; standing in its own extensive
wooded grounds, and overlooking a small lake. We spent most of our time
sitting on a seat, on the lake shore; looking at the water, and the
autumn tints of the trees. When the mood seemed right, I again broached
the question of marriage, and was pleased to discover that Dorothy
appeared to be more amenable.
One evening, as we were sitting by the lake, holding hands, Dorothy
remarked: "I like it here; it's peaceful. Mummy and Daddy used to like
the Lake District."
That reminded me:
"About your Mother; you said you would tell me her story."
She turned to me, with a ready willingness, and said: "Yes: let's sit
here a while, and I'll tell you. Mummy was born in 1885, which made her
fifteen, at the turn of the century. Tight lacing was still all the
rage at that time, and had, in fact, re emerged even more savagely,
after easing off for a few years.
"Mummy was 'Put In' her first corsets when she was eleven, and was
laced in, very tightly. Her waist was progressively reduced over the
next few years, and on her seventeenth birthday, it measured seventeen
inches. I know this for a fact, because she used to keep a piece of
ribbon in a box. It was cut to fit her waist exactly, and it's
precisely seventeen inches in length. I have kept it all this time,
together with her wedding dress, and a few other things of hers.
"When she was fifteen, she started to work in a corset factory. It was
a thriving industry in those days, and the hours were very long. She
had become accustomed to tight lacing and was proud of her figure,
because she was even smaller than the other girls. The Manager noticed
her waist, and offered to train her as a fitter. Then he asked if she
would be a model for the firm's publicity. Photography was improving,
and the company wanted to be the first to produce a photographic
catalogue of their range of corsets. It meant earning some more money,
so Mummy agreed to do it."
I interrupted at this point to say:
"Yes; I've been thinking on the same lines myself, and it's something
we shall have to consider if we want to continue expanding the
business. Sorry, please will you go on."
"There's not much more to tell," she said, "and I'm feeling a bit
chilly. Why don't we go back up to the Hotel and sit somewhere quiet,
and I'll tell you the rest."
We went indoors; sat by the fire; had a warm drink, and she continued
her tale:
"This was a period when fashion was undergoing a major change. Queen
Victoria died in 1901, and the Edwardian era began. It was a time for
escaping from all the old Victorian repressions, and, as so often
happens, things swung to the other extreme. People wanted a to have a
good time, and by all accounts they certainly had it! Tight lacing
continued, although there was a move to break the habit. A lady Doctor
from France had invented a completely new type of corset, with a
straight front busk.
"The original design was intended to relieve the pressure on the
internal organs of the body; but of course they had to overdo it. If
you wear a corset with a straight front and lace yourself in tightly,
it will distort your body into an exaggerated curve at the back. It was
known as the Gibson bend, or Grecian bend. Have you ever seen a picture
of a Gibson Girl?"
"Yes," I replied. "I have a photo of Camille Clifford, and it's one of
the highlights of my collection."
"Then you know what I mean," she said. "Well; Mummy modelled for a
series of photographs all through the transition from Wasp waist to S.
Curve, and it changed the entire shape of her figure. The catalogues
were very popular, and they soon became collector's items.
"Fashion changed again about 1910, and it was now the hips that were
compressed, rather than the waist. Corsets became extremely long and
tube-like, and it was very difficult to walk or sit down in them. Mummy
took exception to that fashion, and wanted to keep her small waist and
revert to the Victorian shape. She gave in her notice at the factory
and came to our town for a holiday. She met Daddy when he was
delivering bedding to her hotel; he offered her a job in the shop, and
you know the rest."
"Is that your Mother's photograph, in the living room?" I asked, and
she nodded.
"Well, she certainly had a lovely figure," I said.
and on that pleasant note we retired to our rooms.
**
Corset Diary
I wore a variety of tight corsets all through my teenage years, and
continued when I went to college. I started work, and then went
overseas. I became a constant attraction on board the ship, because I
was the only single girl, with a tightly corseted and tiny waist. The
ship's Officers, and male passengers only wanted to do two things to
me; feel my tight and hard corsets, and......!
This made me want to lace tighter and tighter, to be more rigid, and
wear six inch heels for dinner, and change into my seven inch courts
for coffee.
It was a good job I was travelling on board a ship, because I was
lugging a large suitcase, which weighed a ton, and was full of corsets!
*****
A Selection of Letters from Magazines
TO THE EDITOR
Sir;
I have been following your correspondence on the subject of Corsets and
Tight Lacing with considerable interest, and have often found myself to
be at odds with certain other writers; particularly those who place
great emphasis upon the amount of suffering and torture they claim to
have been made to endure.
I have been wearing some form of waist restraint ever since my earliest
infancy, and I now have a small and well defined waist which I am proud
to display, and which is the envy of many. I would go so far as to
claim that with little or no effort my waist can often and quite easily
be reduced still further, until it measures a figure which makes the
waists of some of your correspondents seem thick and clumsy by
comparison.
And yet, I can assure you I have never suffered anything more than an
occasional slight discomfort, and this only at a time when a new and
well stiffened corset is first laced on, and fully closed around my
waist. This minor inconvenience is of only short duration, and is
limited to that early period when a new garment still has to "settle
in," so to speak. The secret lies in the slow and careful reduction -
one might almost call it the sculpture - of the human body.
My earliest childhood recollection is of my gradually becoming aware of
there always being "Something" tightly bound around the centre of my
infant body. It did not appear to inconvenience me in any way, and it
was always there, so I suppose I grew to accept it. In fact, "Growing,"
and "Acceptance" might be looked upon as being the keywords of my
story. Perhaps you will permit me to explain.
Although my waist reduction began in infancy, it was not until my early
"teens" that my mother took the time and trouble to explain the reason
why my waist had been constantly restrained in this manner throughout
the preceding years. She had always maintained her own waistline at its
smallest possible measurement by constantly wearing the stiffest and
most tightly laced of corsets, and I well remember being dandled upon
her knee and hearing the creaking of her stiff busks and whalebones,
whenever she moved.
It appears that my mother had always yearned for a daughter of her own.
It had been her oft expressed wish to train and shape the figure of a
girl child in the same way as her own figure had been trained. She
wanted to be able to pass on the many delights and undoubted benefits
that were to be had from the constant wearing of a well fitted and
tight lacing corset.
In due course my mother married, and in the fullness of time became
"with child." She was already quite convinced that the expected child
would be a girl, and she immediately began to draw up a plan of means
and methods whereby the shape and contour of her daughter's body could
be restrained, and the restraint maintained under the strictest of
control at all times, right from the very beginning. You may perhaps be
able to appreciate her degree of dismay and disappointment when she was
told that she had, in fact, given birth to a healthy male child.
In spite of this apparent setback, she decided to continue with her
original plans. No sooner had my infant body been cleansed after the
birth - and even before I was clothed and placed in my cradle - than a
flannel binder was tightly wound around my midriff area and secured.
This was not unusual at the time, because some form of binder was
considered to be an essential item in the layette of any new born
infant.
The difference, in my case, was that my binder was only removed on the
rarest of occasions, and for the shortest possible time, to allow for
the basic essentials of bathing and hygiene. The binder was always
replaced and secured at the earliest moment, and strict efforts were
made to ensure that my body was not allowed to expand by the slightest
fraction of an inch; a tape measure being used on every occasion. I
have been reliably informed that my mother would always double check by
spanning my waist with her two small hands. She was easily able to do
this at the time.
And so I grew from infancy, and into childhood. My chest and hips
remained virtually unrestrained, and were allowed to expand and develop
in a normal way, with only my waist being firmly maintained at its
constant small measurement.
When it was time for me to begin my schooling, I was taken to a local
corsetiere, and my body was carefully measured. In due course I
returned to the establishment for my "first fitting." I was made to lay
on a couch, and my small waist binder was removed for the last time.
Before my body had time to expand in any way, I was quickly powdered
with talc, and fastened into my first shaped bodice.
This was made of some stiff material, which had been further stiffened
by the addition of several vertically placed thin cane strips, set at
intervals around the whole of the garment. The bodice fastened with a
lace at the back, and this was quickly drawn up so that the bodice was
closed completely and tightly all around me. The lace was then firmly
knotted. It restrained me from about the middle of my chest, was then
shaped tightly into the waist, and reached down as far as the top of my
hip bones.
The tight and stiff bodice immediately placed some new and exciting
restrictions upon me, and I had to be helped from the couch, in order
to stand upright. I was made to walk up and down the room for some
time, dressed only in the bodice. I then had to sit down and rise
unaided from several chairs of different heights. All my movements were
carefully observed and noted by my mother and the corsetiere. Several
marks were made upon the bodice with tailor's chalk, and these
apparently indicated the places where slight modifications to the size
and shape were considered to be necessary.
I continued to wear this bodice after leaving the corsetiere's
establishment, and eventually returned a few days later. My first
bodice was removed, and quickly replaced by another and apparently
similar garment, although I was quick to notice that the general fit of
this new garment was an immediate improvement upon the first one. The
first bodice was then taken away for it to be modified in accordance
with my new dimensions, and we again returned home.
Although I had accepted this new and tightly fitting bodice without
protest, I was nevertheless curious as to why I should be the only boy
in my school who had to wear a garment of this nature, but, in spite of
my questions, it was still to be several years before a satisfactory
explanation was given to me. My mother simply informed me that, from
now on, I would have to wear this bodice, laced fully closed, both by
day and by night. If I was ever to attempt to either loosen it or
remove it, then I could expect to be severely punished. I said nothing
at the time, but can well recall thinking that I had no desire to
loosen the laces or to remove the bodice. It was already becoming a
most welcome part of me, in the same way that my previous binder had
been.
Even at that tender age, I was becoming proud of my shapely figure, and
thoroughly enjoyed the firm and comfortable support of the bodice. Some
of the bigger and more unpleasant children at school soon noticed my
newly shaped and restrained body, and were quick to ridicule me. I
treated all their taunts with a complete indifference, until they
eventually left me alone and went in search of easier prey.
My education continued upon conventional lines. I was now accustomed to
the restraints imposed by my tight and progressively stiffened bodice,
and quickly discovered alternative methods of movement. I could join in
the most strenuous of schoolboy games and mischief with little or no
signs of distress or breathlessness. Running; jumping, climbing trees,
and similar boyhood pursuits could all be enjoyed to the full.
And so I entered my teenage years. My upper and lower body continued to
develop in a normal manner, and I did my best to encourage this
development by the use of Indian clubs, and callisthenic exercises.
Deep breathing helped to expand my chest, and long walks in the country
all served to aid the natural development of my hips and legs.
My severe waist restraint was maintained at all times, and my hands
grew naturally until the time came when I could, and regularly did span
my own waist. I can still remember the secret thrill, late one night,
in my own bedroom, when I felt my fingers and thumbs meeting around my
waist for the very first time. I made a silent vow that I would do all
in my power to keep my waist at this size until my dying day.
I was nearing the end of my teenage years, and it was at about this
time that I finally discarded my old and well loved bodice, and was
fitted with my first "Real" corset. This garment was much more rigidly
boned than the bodice, having firm but flexible metal strips, in place
of the previous cane strips. As a consequence, I found the corset to be
generally stiffer than any of my previous garments. It was also much
more severely tailored to the waist, and gave me a truly "Hour-glass"
shaped figure. And finally, it was longer both above and below the
waist, and had been carefully shaped to accommodate my still developing
chest and hips.
It fastened at the front, and the front was additionally stiffened with
a strong and rigid metal busk, to prevent any tendency to stoop. The
laces ran the full length of the back, and were quickly and easily
closed and knotted, without the need for any severe tight lacing in the
accepted sense. My mother and I both made our customary check, and were
delighted when we each spanned my waist with ease. My waist at this
time measured precisely fourteen inches over the closed corset. My
chest and hip measurements being thirty six inches in each case.
I left school, and found employment in the office of a Solicitor. A
clerical and largely sedentary occupation, but one where I could
conveniently dress in such a way as to allow me to avoid drawing any
unwelcome attention to my shaped and stiffened body. I tried my hand at
various sports at the weekends, and eventually took up the game of
golf. This gave me the necessary degree of essential upper and lower
bodily exercise, with the added benefits of an enjoyable social life.
I hope I have not taken up too much of your time and space with the
story of my early years, but I wanted to try and set the record
straight, once and for all. Yes; by all means lace yourself tightly, if
that is your personal desire. Go up to, and beyond, your personal
limits of endurance if you want to. There is no other feeling of such
intense pleasure that can compare with it. But; take my word for it;
given time and patience, there is absolutely no need for you to suffer
in any way - and I am the living and healthy proof of that statement.
Yours; "ANIME."
**
Sir, I fear that detailed instructions for figure training by corsets
would fill a fair sized volume. Let me try and give ten "Golden Rules"
for tight lacing, in the hope that they may be of some help.
1. Have your corsets made to your measurements by a good maker;
preferably one who has been in business long enough to understand your
requirements. Your first corset should be made four to six inches
smaller in the waist than your normal corset size. It should be as high
as possible at the back, but not so high in front as to make your bust
too noticeable. The length below the waist does not matter, so long as
you are always comfortable both standing up, and sitting down.
2. The front busk should have a broad strip of steel behind it, which
strengthens it, and prevents nipping. This strip should be removable.
The bones at the back, and on either side of the lace holes should be
very strong, as this prevents the eyelets from being pulled out. Allow
room for your bust and hips to expand, as you lace in your waist. As
for shape, a smoothly tapered waist is much harder to achieve than a
short and sharply curved in one, but a long and tapered waist is much
more beautiful.
3. Let yourself become thoroughly accustomed to the general feel of
these new corsets, before you progressively begin to tighten them.
4. Keep your waist carefully measured each day, and enter the size of
your hips, waist and bust in your diary, so that you can follow your
progress. Try and draw yourself in by half an inch each week. Do not
try to hasten or exceed this, or your health may suffer, and you will
feel uncomfortable.
5. Sleep in your corsets. Wear them loosely, until you become used to
their nightly restraint, and then gradually tighten them, but with the
steel front busk removed.
6. Wear a close fitting vest under your corset, and ensure that there
are no creases or rucks in any undergarment, because these can become
very painful during the course of the day.
7. When first putting on your corsets, put your hand inside them,
before lacing up, and smooth all your flesh upwards, above the waist
line. This will help your inside to re-adjust itself, without becoming
crushed.
8. If you have no-one to help you, when you lace up, it is a good idea
to screw a strong hook in the door post, at about the height of your
waist. You can hook the waist loops of lace over it, and then use your
hands to help the laces to run through the eyelets, above and below the
waist. First tighten the section below the waist, and work upwards.
Then tighten above the waist, and work downwards. Use both hands to
press on either side of the waist, before finally tightening the laces
at the waist. Do not permit any slippage of the lace, when tying a
secure knot in the laces.
9. Do not lace yourself if you are not feeling fit. Have a rest, if
necessary for a few days. It will prevent you from harming yourself,
although it may slow down your rate of reduction. Take exercise, and
regular walks. Do not eat hurriedly. Remember that the whole of your
inside is having to adjust itself to new conditions, and it will do it
very well, if you give it a chance, and do not go to extremes.
10. The last rule is by far the most important, and it is: "Watch your
health, and keep fit."
Yours truly "MODERATION."
**
Sir, The following hints may be of value to those of your readers who
might be contemplating the wearing of a tightly laced corset.
Never buy corsets "off the shelf." Study your figure carefully, and
insist on your corsetiere doing likewise. You will find that a little
attention to detail will mean a great difference to your personal
comfort, and your appearance.
Keep the hip bones clear of steels. You can have an efficiently steeled
corset, without also having a chafed hip bone. See that the eyelet
holes at your corset waist are quite close together. This gives a sense
of firmness and support, which is lacking in the ordinary corset. The
eyelet spacing above and below the waist can be as usual.
Your corset should not be ill used. Nothing shorten its life so much as
to have it gaping widely open at the back. It will not be firm, and
will soon become pulled out of shape. A new corset can be expected to
"give," usually about an inch or so, before settling down. This should
be allowed for, when the preliminary measurements are being taken. The
corset should always be worn with the back laced fully closed,
regardless of whether or not you are indulging in extreme tight lacing.
The laces should be loose, when the corset is first put on, and it
should not be necessary to strain to clasp the corset busk. All your
adjustments can be made with the aid of the laces. Loosen the laces
before removing the corset, and wear a different corset on alternate
days. This will avoid your corsets becoming unduly strained. It is a
mistake to store your corset in a tightly rolled condition. It is
better to hang it over the back of a chair, so that it can revert to
its original shape,
A night corset can be worn, as a help to the day corset. You should
soon become accustomed to a night corset, which should not interfere
with your sleep. Have your vest or chemise tailored to your figure, and
you will soon find that you have comfort, as well as a neat waist.
Yours, "MEMSAHIB."
*****
Chapter Twelve
The Awful Truth
We went back to the shop after the holiday break, and set about
clearing up the outstanding business, feeling much better for the rest.
We found that this was to be our seasonal slack period, and it gave us
an opportunity to do some stocktaking and reorganisation; including
roughing out some plans for converting a part of the sitting room
upstairs for future use as a fitting room. A full description of the
modification is given elsewhere, but, in short, we eventually divided
the room by means of a folding partition and in that way had the best
of both worlds.
I had been giving a great deal of thought to the possibilities of
having our own photo brochure, and had reasoned that it should be a
very good way of publicising our full series of garments. I also wanted
to increase the range of models, and had several new designs in mind. I
had a long talk with Gerald when he came on one of his visits; telling
him about my various proposals and seeking his opinion. Generally
speaking, he was in favour. He was also anxious to show us the extent
of his own operation and its capabilities, and he invited us to visit
his factory.
I was very keen to go, and Dorothy agreed that she would like to see
the sort of place in which her Mother had worked. We travelled by
train; Gerald met us at the station and took us to a first class hotel,
where we were shown to adjoining bedrooms and made very welcome. I was
extremely surprised to see such a modern factory; having visualised
"Sweat Shop" conditions, or a "Satanic Mill," such as my Mother had
once described.
The workrooms were clean; spacious, and well lighted, with ladies
sitting at widely spaced benches and tables. Some were measuring and
cutting out the material, and others worked swiftly with electric
sewing machines. I noticed that a few ladies were engaged with needle
and thread on finely detailed work. Large wickerwork baskets of partly
finished corsets were constantly being wheeled between the different
departments, and into a separate pressing and ironing section. The
newly pressed garments were then passed on for a final inspection,
before being folded inside layers of tissue paper, and packed into the
familiar long pink cardboard boxes, and made ready for despatch.
Two men operated a small machine shop; cutting and modifying the boning
and steels in between sharpening the cutting knives, overhauling the
sewing machines and keeping everything in running order. The whole
procedure was very well organised. After we had looked around the
various rooms we had a pleasant lunch in the canteen, and it was
obvious from the chattering of the girls that they were happy at their
work.
Part of the afternoon was spent in a visit to Gerald's small museum,
which showed examples of the full range of garments the firm had made
over the last century. I was absolutely delighted with this absorbing
piece of history, and it was really most entertaining to see how the
corset had been developed since the company started. I was pleased to
discover that my research had equipped me to discuss various technical
aspects with the museum Curator, and she in turn appeared to be glad to
have such a receptive and intelligent audience.
We spent the evening with Gerald and his family, before returning to
the Hotel. The next day was taken up with long business discussions
with Directors and Executives, and the question of our photo brochure
was raised. We talked about the best methods of presentation, and
arranged for an example of each model to be made up at the factory.
I had assumed that my designs would have to be photographed on dress
forms or lay figures; but the photographer from the publicity company
was present, and he was most insistent that it would be better for the
corsets to be displayed on live models. The factory would have used a
local specialist modelling agency, but apparently the agency could not
provide a model who was prepared to be tightly laced into one of my
designs, and this appeared to leave us with something of a problem.
The photographer tried to bring Dorothy into the conversation, but I
was surprised to notice that she had suddenly become very detached and
withdrawn. We finally decided that we would have to make further
enquiries, and give the matter some more thought before taking any
positive action. We concluded our discussions, thanked them for their
hospitality, took our leave, and were driven back to the station in
time for our train.
The visit had been interesting and informative; giving me cause for
much thought, and generating several fresh ideas which might be put to
good use in my future expansion plans. Several requests for fittings
were awaiting us, when we returned to the shop. I dealt with the men,
while Dorothy attended to the ladies, and we were able to integrate
very well without interfering with each others activities or causing
embarrassment by mixing up the customers.
Dorothy managed to do most of her work in the shop; finding the ladies
cubicle to be satisfactory for the fitting of stock models. She only
used the sitting room when a lady wanted a made to measure, or other
special type of garment. In my case it was better to take the male
customers upstairs as soon as possible; keeping them in the shop for a
minimal period and avoiding any problems.
Dorothy made no reference to the factory visit and would not talk about
it, which was most unusual. We could normally discuss any subject at
length, and would often talk far into the night about anything of
mutual interest. I decided to try and draw her out a little, in order
to discover what was wrong.
**
One evening, after we had closed the shop, and were sitting in front of
the fire, I raised the matter:
"You haven't said much about our visit to Gerald's factory, love. What
did you think of it?"
She was silent for a few minutes; and then, looking down at the floor;
said, tonelessly:
"It was all right, I suppose."
"Just 'All right,'" I protested. "Is that all? I quite enjoyed it,
myself."
"Yes, you did - didn't you," was her next remark.
She seemed to brace herself; and I knew that we were coming to the
heart of the matter.
She stood up, and the words came out with a rush:
"They want me to be a model for the new styles, and be photographed!
Don't they? - Don't they?" she cried.
"No, dear." I protested. "Nobody said that, now; did they?"
"No," she admitted. "But I could tell; by the way that photographer
spoke to me.
He wanted me to offer myself as a model; and I don't want to! That's
all."
I was going to put my arm around her; but she moved away from me;
saying, very quietly:
"Laurence, dear. Please don't make me do it."
"No, no; of course not," I said, soothingly.
"What's wrong? Can't you tell me."
She was still standing, and remained very tense and rigid, with her
arms wrapped tightly around her body, as if she wanted to clamp hard
down on her feelings. It was most unpleasant, seeing her like this, and
much worse than watching somebody suffering the agonies of deep grief.
It struck at my heart to see her torturing herself, and I knew that I
must, somehow, help her to relieve herself of this burden. It would be
impossible for us to develop our relationship any further until the
problem had been resolved, so I applied sweet reasoning:
"Dearest; please let me help you to overcome this problem. There must
be something I can do. I can't bear to see you tormenting yourself like
this, and I'm sorry I asked the question. It's only that I want to
expand the business still further, now that things are starting to go
so well."
I suggested discussion:
"Can't we talk about it; you know, like we usually do. I know how much
it helps me to talk my problems over with you, and get things straight
in my mind. Please, my dear; let me try and do the same for you."
She was standing in the middle of the room; directly under the central
electric light, and I sat watching her. Her fair hair seemed to reflect
the light, and it was almost as if she had a saintly halo. Her small
round face was tense, and she had wrinkles of worry etched on her
forehead. My own defences would always take the form of a hard,
impenetrable shell; but Dorothy was obviously hiding behind a
protective barrier; visible only to her.
I made another attempt to reach her:
"There's something much more serious; isn't there? It's not just the
thought of undressing, and being photographed. I know there is
something festering deep inside you; something you think is altogether
too dreadful to talk about. But my dear; can't you understand? If you
want any relief at all; you must talk about it. Please, let me help
you. I promise to listen to everything you say, and I will try not to
interrupt until it's all over. Come and sit by me, and perhaps we can
find out what is causing you so much worry."
At last, she came and sat down; moving close to me, and after a while
allowing me to hold her hand. I waited until she showed some signs of
relaxation, and then she began to talk. It took her some time to tell
me the whole of the terrible story, and I had to help her through some
of the worst parts. It was very important for us to bring it all out
into the open, and it was well worth the effort. There were several
false starts, and then:
"I once told you I thought I was a mistake, and that Mummy and Daddy
did not want any children."
I nodded, and she continued:
"At first, after I was born, Mummy tried to divide her time between me
and the shop; and then she had to hire a lady, by the day, to look
after me. It was easier when I started school, and could do things for
myself. Mummy was always so busy in the shop, and Daddy seemed to be
rushing around all the time. Mummy still kept her tiny waist; although
I believe she had to work hard to get it back again after I was born.
Then, as I grew older, she decided that it was time for me to wear a
corset.
"I had heard Mummy and Daddy talking about it once or twice. Mummy
insisted that my figure training must be started before long, and Daddy
argued that there was still plenty of time. I can remember him saying:
'Leave the poor girl a while longer. It will be easier when she is a
bit older.'
"I didn't really mind either way. I had grown up in a home where
corsetry was commonplace; I had seen ladies being fitted, and other
young girls who wore corsets; so it all seemed perfectly normal. I knew
that I would have to wear my own corset, and I accepted the fact
without question.
"Mummy first started when I was eleven years old by putting her tape
measure around my waist, the day after my birthday, and remarking: 'Oh,
dear. I can see we are going to have quite a problem with you.' I was a
chubby child with a lot of puppy fat, and I felt sure she would start
with something light, and let me become used to it. I was sent to my
bedroom, and told to undress, and Mummy went down to the shop, for my
first corset. I wondered what it would be like, and hoped that it would
be pretty, when it was on.
"To my surprise and horror, she brought one of the heavy, boned and
back lacing type, and told me to put it on. I refused; saying 'But,
Mummy; I can't wear that!'
"'Yes you will wear it, my girl.' she insisted. She was always a very
determined woman; and would never tolerate disobedience.
"I shouted; screamed, and stamped my foot; until she smacked me; hard;
ordering 'Behave yourself! Put it on - right away. Such nonsense
indeed!' I shouted 'No - No. I won't do it!' So she seized my arm, and
dragged me over to the bed; took the cord out of my dressing gown; and
then - and then, she tied both my hands, firmly, to the bed.
"When I was secured, and could not move; she picked up the corset;
clasp