The crowd of Year Sevens that had gathered around us were quick to
disperse by the end of lunchtime. They may have been desperate to look
cool and popular by standing or sitting near us, but as soon as the
bell rang and the teachers started closing in, they turned into
frightened little sheep.
Dozens of them hastily returned their ties to their original positions,
some almost choking themselves, when the teachers began scanning each
of their uniforms. Lucy was quick to explain to the teachers who each
of us were, and so we were saved from being mistaken for Year Sevens
and herded into classrooms for the rest of the day.
We disposed of the remainders of our lunches and exited the main
assembly hall, then walked through a mostly empty courtyard in the
middle of the school, and waited outside the main gates until our
parents came. Mum and Dad arrived not long after and gave all four of
us a ride back to the cul-de-sac, since Poppy's parents were
unavailable.
Mum was ecstatic when she learned that Poppy and I were in the same
tutor group, as well as in many of the same classes together. Dad was
proud of us for completing our first day of school, even if it was just
two hours of walking around and talking. We all knew that our real
first day of school would begin when we woke up the next morning,
bright and early at 6:30am
The rest of the day passed by quickly, as my sisters, Poppy and myself
were all worried about the next morning. Both of my sisters kept
relatively quiet at the dinner table that night, as both of them had a
lot more to worry about compared to me. Neither of them had their own
Poppy, a friend in the same tutor group that was also a new student.
Sure, we had each other, but that was only at home. Once we entered
those school gates, we would separate and my sisters would be on their
own until they made some friends.
I was confident that two pretty girls like Lauren and Lucy could make
friends quite quickly, but they still had to get through their first
day.
My sister's silence was overshadowed by the enthusiasm of our parents,
who were in the middle of a non-stop discussion about our new school
situation. Mum took turns in asking us if we'd made any friends, to
which each of us replied with very vague answers whilst we ate. Dad
then brought up the subject of who would take us to school every day,
which was particularly confusing because the family only had one car.
Ever since my family had moved away from London, things had become much
more confusing. Not only had they welcomed a third daughter into the
family, but they had brought a drastic change to their way of life.
Usually my sisters could just walk to school, Dad would drive to work
and Mum would stay at home.
But now that Dad wasn't living near his job, he had to decide whether
he would quit or wake up at 5:00am every morning to get to work on
time. All Hallows wasn't just around the corner from where we lived, so
my sisters and I would always need a lift to school in the morning,
which would be fine if we had two cars.
Another problem was that if Dad did leave his job in London, it would
mean that Mum would have to go back to work. Dad had a high paying
teaching job, which was enough to sustain the family. But if he got a
new job, the salary wouldn't be enough to maintain the much bigger
house that we were now living in.
"We'll figure something out. We don't want any of you girls to worry."
My parents said.
We were nervous enough with our first day nerves, so my sisters and I
mostly ignored the talk of money problems.
That night I slept in my slightly more furnished and decorated room,
which Dad had spent most of the day working on. I think my parents
decided to decorate my room first because I was being given special
treatment, since I had only joined the family a couple of weeks ago.
My sisters didn't seem to mind the favouritism. In fact, they
encouraged it.
However, my special treatment didn't exactly allow me to decide how my
room was going to be decorated. My parents were intent on giving me a
highly feminine upbringing, in the hopes of removing anything in my
brain that made me think I was a boy. This meant that the dirty white
carpet that I used to have in my old room was replaced with a clean
violet carpet, and the walls were covered in lavender coloured
wallpaper with purple trim at the bottom.
The old four-poster queen size bed was still there, but its white paint
was now covered in a coat of light pink, and the plain white bed sheets
were now a light pink as well.
Mum had chosen the colours.
White laces curtains ran between each of the four posts, and a dozen
stuffed animals were perched on the end of the bed. At the other end
were four light pink pillows, along with several cushions, some of
which were heart shaped and each of them varied in colours such as sky
blue, violet, rose, pink, yellow and turquoise.
The old vanity table had been replaced by a brand new and much more
modern version. The old one was home made and falling apart, but this
one was professionally made. The desk was at least a meter long, and a
huge mirror was attached to the center and rested against the wall. Two
folding mirrors were attached to the sides of the central mirror,
making it span the length of the desk and allowing me to see the sides
of my head and not just the front. Either side of the empty space
beneath the desk, where the vanity table's matching pink cushion chair
was located, was a stack of four pull-out drawers, each of them half
filled with accessories, perfumes, lotions and makeup.
Lucy said that I would eventually fill the each of the drawers myself,
and that soon my vanity table will be "Overflowing with everything a
girl needs to beautify and groom herself, and much more."
Even if I was now certain that I had always been a girl, I wasn't
exactly the type of girl who cared that much about my appearance, so
everything on and in the vanity table meant very little to me. All I
cared about was the large flat screen TV, which was tucked neatly into
the corner of the room, between the vanity table and the window. The
TV stood on top of my chest of drawers, which was filled with all of my
feminine clothes, none of which had any hint of masculinity.
It was easy to forget about all of the feminine things in my room, once
I had got under the covers and sunk into the incredibly comfortable
paradise that was my bed.
I had tried to maintain some of my old habits, such as going to bed in
my underwear. This was easy enough with the panties, but wearing a
training bra to bed was quite painful. So for the first couple of
nights in my new home, I went to bed in just my panties, leaving the
ever-growing mounds on my chest free to dangle.
It was awkward at first, but as the hours went by my nipples seemed to
get more and more irritated. That little freedom experiment ended a few
days later when my Mum came into my room to wake me up. I slid out from
under the bed sheets, rubbed my eyes and then saw Mum giggling at me.
She called me a "Silly baby" and humiliated me further by asking in a
babyish voice, "Only little baby girls walk around like that. Are you a
baby girl Eleanor? Do you want me to treat you like one?"
I crossed my arms and grunted a, "No," whilst Mum directed me to the
chest of drawers.
"Then why don't you wear the pyjamas I bought for you?" Mum said in a
slightly disappointed tone.
Ever since then, Mum made sure I wore my pink satin pyjamas whenever I
went to bed. At least they were comfortable, and at least I wasn't the
only one who had to wear what Mum told them. She also made Lauren wear
a matching pyjama set, but hers was purple. Lucy and Dad were the only
ones who were able to decide their own nightwear.
Anyway, I woke up on the morning of my first day at school. Not because
of the traditional alarm clock, since I had forgotten to set the alarm,
but by Mum knocking on my bedroom door and shouting, "Eleanor! Time to
get up." A blast of anger shot through me as I was pulled from my
dreams and back into reality. My body replied to Mum with an
involuntary whine, and I pulled the covers up over my head, muttering
"Just a couple more minutes."
Since I hadn't been to school regularly for over a year, I wasn't used
to the school routine of waking up and getting dressed this early in
the morning. I was used to waking up at 11:00am, not 6:35am as the
clock was telling me. The only good thing was that I didn't feel as
tired as I would normally be if I woke up this early, since the rules
of the Dawson family were much stricter than the non-existent rules of
my previous family.
Every night since I became Eleanor Dawson, I had been going to bed at
9:30pm as my Mum and Dad told me to. Mum always said that "all girls
need their beauty sleep" whilst Dad explained that I was too beautiful
to need beauty sleep, but going to bed early would prepare me and my
sisters for the early morning routines of a regular school year.
So no matter how hard I tried to fall back to sleep, I just couldn't
because my brain was already awake.
As I slowly sat up in bed, Lauren knocked on the door and quietly
stepped into my room. She had clearly just woken up like me, as her
hair was all over the place and she was wearing her purple satin
pyjamas.
"Hey Elle," she said with a yawn.
"Hey Lo," I replied with a tired smile. My sisters and I had bonded
enough to the point where we would call each other by our nicknames.
Lucy's nickname was Lulu, but she always preferred Lucy.
"Are you ready for today?" Lo asked as she sat on the end of my bed. I
sat cross-legged on the bed and rubbed my eyes again.
"As ready as I'll ever be. I've done all the tests and they say I'm
ready," I said.
"No, I meant are you ready to be the new girl in class? I'm so nervous
about stepping into my form room where the only one that knows me is my
form tutor," Lo said, sounding like all of her quiet worrying from last
night was boiling over.
"Don't worry about that Sis, I bet there'll be a bunch of girls in the
room who will love for you to sit next to them. You'll have a bunch of
friends instantly." I said.
"That's easy for you to say Elle, you've got Poppy and you're super
pretty," Lo pouted at me.
"Sis, we're practically twins. If I'm super pretty, then you're super
pretty," I said. I felt oddly proud being able to say both of us was
'super pretty'.
Lo grinned and said "You have me there, Ellie," She leaned over to me
and placed her hand on top of mine.
Lo's nails had been carefully looked after and were in much better
shape compared to mine. Where her nails were perfectly shaped, smoothed
and shiny, mine were square, rough and dull. My nails had grown long
enough, and I had kicked my nail biting habits, so at least I was able
to stop using the fake nails which Suzanne had bought for me a while
back.
No doubt that when someone noticed the state of my nails, they would
decide a trip to the nail salon was desperately needed.
"Okay, we should go down to breakfast. Mum and Dad are waiting," Lo
said, and suddenly her hand gripped around mine and pulled me up from
the bed.
The silky satin material of my pyjamas moving against my smooth skin
was a feeling that made me feel fragile and feminine, a feeling which
in the past would make me think I was a sissy. Now that I was really a
girl, I knew that all these delicate materials and feelings were going
to eventually become part of my life. Lauren, Lucy and Mum were all
used to it by now, but satin, lace and silk were all very new additions
to my wardrobe.
The sound of hot water being pumped into the upstairs shower room
filled our ears as Lauren and I walked downstairs in our bare feet. It
was a sound that we heard every morning, and a sound that meant that
Lucy was in the shower. Lucy was always the first in the shower in the
mornings, and would claim ownership over the upstairs shower room for
almost forty-five minutes every morning.
Mum told Lauren and I that Lucy takes a lot of pride in her appearance,
and decided not to reveal any grisly details when she went on to say
that being an older girl required more work in terms of feminine
hygiene. Whenever Mum and Lucy mentioned 'feminine hygiene' in front of
Lauren or I, they were always very vague and the phrase "you'll find
out when you're older" became somewhat of a family motto.
I had feeling that all this talk of feminine hygiene was something to
with the "bleeding" that Mum was talking about the day before, but I
was honestly too scared to ask her or Lucy about it in case I found out
something I didn't want to know.
The problem was that Mum also took a lot of pride in her appearance, so
that meant that she and Lucy often argued about how long each of them
was spending in the shower room. Some times it looked like they had
mutually agreed on taking turns, whilst at other times they were like
two bloodthirsty cats fighting over a wounded prey.
However, I knew that whenever they left the shower room, they would
look as beautiful as the models in the glossy magazines that my mother
and sisters loved reading. Not that I read them as much as my sisters,
it was just that fashion and gossip magazines were often found in my
room, left on my bed by my sisters whenever they came in to watch TV
with me or talk.
One of these magazines was lying on top of a pile of post near the
front door as Lauren and I reached the bottom of the stairs. It was
the latest release from Avon, which I knew was more to do with makeup,
so I quickly forgot about it.
When Lauren and I finally reached the kitchen, Mum was sitting down at
the dining table wearing a white terrycloth robe and her dark-blonde
hair was tied in a messy bun behind her head. She was holding a
steaming yellow mug and her eyes were scanning the job section of a
newspaper, but when we walked in a loving and caring smile spread
across her face.
"Well, don't you two look cute in your matching pyjamas?" Mum said.
"They don't match Mum," Lauren said tiredly as she and I took our seats
opposite Mum at the table. Breakfast had already been laid out in front
of us, and it included two slices of French toast, some bacon and a
glass of orange juice. Breakfast varied from time to time, but orange
juice was always there.
"I know they don't match Lauren, but they are both the same size and
material. You two should be glad you have the same measurements,
otherwise poor Ellie wouldn't have any clothes to wear," Mum chided
Lauren, and then smirked at me.
"Morning girls," Dad said in a strangely jolly tone for the morning. He
walked out of the small utility room where the fridge and washing
machines were kept, and he was holding a mug of steaming coffee in his
hand.
"Hi Dad," Lo and I said together.
Dad knelt down beside me and puckered his lips. I knew what was coming
so I tilted my head away from him, so that he could make a better
connection when he kissed me on the cheek. The morning kiss on the
cheek had become a routine event in the morning, and the feeling of
Dad's stubble and soft lips briefly touching my cheek was something I
had got used to quickly. Not easily, but quickly.
The first time Dad kissed me on the cheek, I was taking totally by
surprise. He leaned in and pecked my cheek, and then he was gone. I
felt like being sick, but I didn't say anything and Dad moved on to
kiss Lucy and Lauren's cheeks too. I eventually learned that Dad always
did it with Lucy and Lauren, and now that I'm his daughter just like
them, he'll treat me just like he treats my sisters.
Mum was the only one that noticed my disgust when Dad kissed me, and
came into my room later that day to tell me it was nothing to feel
disgusted by. Mum said that, as girls, we should expect to be kissed a
lot by our friends, often as a way of greeting each other. The only
reason I felt disgusted was because a part of me still thought like a
boy, so to that part of me, being kissed by another boy was wrong.
A kiss on the cheek from Dad was just his way of showing how much he
loved us, and he did it every morning. If anything, it was a constant
reminder to myself that I now had the loving family that I had always
dreamed of having.
Mum was quick to assure me that after a couple of months of being
called a real girl, anything in my mind that told me otherwise would be
gone.
Dad knelt down between Lauren and I and gave my non-identical twin
sister the same kiss on the cheek. Lauren was used to being 'Daddy's
little girl' and so she was delighted every time she made Dad happy. It
was no different this morning as she gave Dad a beaming smile as he
made his way around the table.
He rested his free hand on the back of Mum's chair, and leaned down
towards her. Mum turned her head up from the newspaper and her eyes met
with Dad's for a few seconds, then Dad moved closer and his lips met
with Mum's. This was also a common occurrence during breakfast, but
usually Mum and Dad gave each other a quick peck and then it was over,
but this time they both stayed for longer and their hands were slowly
moving towards each other's necks and faces.
Lauren and I had to watch whilst Mum and Dad effectively made out in
front of us, and they acted as if we weren't even there. We knew that
our parents were madly in love, and public displays of affection were
not unusual, but stuff like this (I imagined) was usually reserved for
the bedroom and in private. For some reason they were intending to show
us, or they were too happy to hold back.
Lauren's reaction was silence, whilst mine was more like a loud "Eugh"
or "Yuck", basically it made me feel sick.
Mum and Dad's moment only lasted about five seconds, but compared to
the usual one second peck on the cheek, it felt like years longer and
much more uncomfortable to watch. Lucy interrupted them as she walked
down the corridor and into the kitchen, wearing another white
terrycloth robe and twirling her damp long hair between her fingers.
"Whoa. It's too early to be seeing that," Lucy said, feigning
dizziness.
"Yeah, get a room," Lauren added.
Mum and Dad disconnected from each other's faces and Dad sat down in
his seat at the end of the table, whilst Lucy sat beside Mum and
opposite Lauren and I.
"Sorry girls, your Dad and I are just happy about the decision we made
last night," Mum said.
"To make out in front of us more often?" Lucy asked, smirking.
"Don't encourage them Lulu," Lauren grinned across the table at our
older sister.
"Don't call me that!" Lucy replied haughtily.
When I said she preferred being called Lucy, I forgot to say that she
despised anyone who called her Lulu.
"That's enough of that you two," Dad said, trying to calm things down
as Lucy and Lauren sent each other evil glares across the table.
"And no more snarky comments from you," Mum said, looking directly at
Lucy.
"What did you decide?" I asked nervously.
"It's good news darling, nothing to worry about," Dad smiled at me
whilst Mum gave me a comforting smile from across the table. They were
always quick to stop me from worrying.
"Your Dad has decided to leave his job in London," Mum said, giving Dad
a thankful look.
"How is that good news?" Lauren blurted out in a confused tone.
"Well I know it sounds like bad news, but this way I wont have to
travel from here all the way to London, and you'll all be able to see
me in the mornings," Dad said, smiling.
"But what about money? If you quit Dad, then Mum will have to work,"
Lucy said.
"Oh don't worry so much Lucy. Now that there isn't a storm cloud over
our family, and all of my daughters are back together, it's about time
I went back to work," Mum said happily.
"But didn't you say you liked being a stay at home mum?" Lucy asked.
"Yes darling, but I love teaching more than I love staying at home,"
Mum said happily and laid her hand on top of Lucy's to try and calm her
down.
"Your Mum and I thought we would go back to working together in a
school," Dad said, both he and Mum had wide smiles on their faces as if
their minds were already made up.
"You're both teachers?" I asked, partly because I hadn't known what my
parents did for a living aside from finding their kidnapped children,
partly because I had hardly spoken in the conversation so far.
"Well I used to work as a sort of sports therapist in London, but
before that I was a P.E teacher," Dad said.
"Your Dad's always been a P.E teacher at heart, Ellie dear," Mum smiled
at me.
"Whilst you were always a bit of a geek, weren't you miss Science and
English," Dad leaned closer to Mum, smirking at her.
"Dad," Lucy stated firmly, and Dad quickly leaned back in his seat.
"I taught Science and English classes at a school quite like All
Hallows, but in Bristol. That's where your Dad and I met," Mum said,
smirking.
"So you're going to teach at the same school?" I asked.
"Yes honey, we hope to be," Dad said.
"Good, maybe you'll embarrass the students there more than you
embarrass us," Lucy said.
Lauren, Lucy and I shared a long girlish giggle at our parent's
expense, but I don't think any of us were thinking about which school
our parents might be teaching at. There were dozens of schools in the
area, but All Hallows was still one of them.
We all finished our breakfasts quietly, and then the morning routine
was back on track. My sisters split off into their separate rooms,
whilst I avoided my room and took my turn in the shower. The upstairs
shower room in this house did have a lock on the door, so I didn't have
to worry about people walking in on me. But now and forever, I wont
have to worry about people seeing male parts hanging between my legs.
When I thought about it, I realised I didn't have anything to hide even
when I was stuck in Kirsty's house. Mum and I had come to the
conclusion that what I thought was a penis between my legs was just the
product of some deep hypnosis, that somehow meant that whenever I
looked down there I would see male parts, not the female parts I had
been born with.
Although, even if I had been born with a hole between my legs, a hole
which had been there my whole life, it was still new to me. Whenever I
looked at myself naked in the mirror and peered between my legs, the
hole was like an alien, or an unexplored world.
Aside from the unknown black hole between my legs, I had been noticing
more changes down there. My hips were growing wider and rounder as the
days passed. At first the changes were hardly noticeable, but now after
a couple of weeks I could tell my waist was narrower than my hips. The
mounds on my chest were still growing, but they were also still quite
small, and the hair between my legs was getting thicker and softer. All
of the changes so far were very small, but I knew I was no longer flat
chested and straight edged. I was starting to develop curves just like
the girl's in the glossy magazines, just like my mother and sister. No
doubt Lauren was noticing changes in her body as well.
In the shower I proceeded to soak and smother my hair in various
shampoos and conditioners, scrubbed all over my body with a soapy
sponge, making sure every inch was clean. I had some waterproof tape
over the piercings in my ears, to protect them from the water, since
they still had to be left in for at least another month or so.
When I exited the shower, I initially wrapped a large white towel
around my waist, but then I reminded myself to pull it up over the
small mounds on my chest as well. Next, with my body slowly drying, I
squeezed a small handful of lotion into my hands and began to
methodically rub it in to every inch of bare skin, particularly my arms
and legs. The lotion was supposed to keep my skin smooth, soft and
hydrated, which Mum said was "one of the many things we women do to
stay beautiful."
I knew that if I didn't bother to shampoo my hair or apply lotion to my
body, like I would of normally done in my previous home, Mum would be
on my back in mere seconds. She would not exactly demand it of me, but
she did persist until I eventually gave in to her demands. She stopped
short of applying the lotion and washing my hair herself, which made me
glad to be living with her and not Suzanne.
Lucy and Lauren were already moisturising and cleansing their skin
every day, and it had quickly become part of their routine. Mum wanted
her daughters to keep their skin super clean, and after a couple of
weeks of persistent nagging each morning, she didn't even have to ask
me, I did it myself and didn't complain. Lucy called it "A small price
to pay for everlasting beauty" which I guess was good, but I just did
it to make Mum happy.
I will admit that moisturising every day has left my skin feeling
delightfully soft to the touch.
After cleansing my face and drying off my hair with the towel until it
was only slightly damp, I quickly tip toed across the shower room and
slid into a pair of white cotton panties and clipped a clean training
bra into place. I lifted one of two remaining terrycloth bath robes
from its hook, this one was pink, and draped it around my shoulders,
then held the two sides together as I snuck out into the hallway.
I could see Mum standing beside the huge king size bed in the parent's
room, wearing a silky blue knee-length skirt but with nothing covering
her black lacy bra. She was facing away from me, running some gold
painted hair straighteners through her hair, so I tip toed down the
corridor and out of her sight. I passed the open door to Lucy's room,
and saw her holding a fluffy brush to her cheek and dusting it lightly
against her skin. She didn't notice me sneak by as she was focused on
her own reflection in her vanity table mirror.
I couldn't think of why I was trying to be so sneaky, but I guess I
just didn't want to disturb them. I knew that the beauty routines that
my mother and sister's went through in the mornings was something that
girls seemed to treasure, and the fact that I didn't really pay much
attention to all that made me feel a little bit inferior.
My sneaky attitude was quickly interrupted when Lauren burst out of her
room, and sprinted past me.
"Don't spend so much time in the shower Ellie, if you're not careful
you'll end up like Lulu," Lauren smirked at me, as if she would rather
make fun of Lucy than be angry with me for stealing the shower.
Lucy stormed to the entrance of her bedroom, already wearing her school
blouse and skirt, and shouted, "Don't call me LULU!" But Lauren had
already disappeared into the shower room.
"No running in the house!" I heard Mum shout back, but it was more of a
general warning rather than it being directed at anyone. Lauren
certainly wouldn't have heard Mum as the sound of the shower had
already begun to echo around the house once again.
Everyone quietened down as soon as I got into my room and closed the
door, and any other sounds were blown away as soon as I plugged in a
black hairdryer. It was one of the few pieces of beauty related
equipment in my room that I knew how to use, since I didn't want to go
near my own curling iron or hair straighteners, each of which had been
bought just for me.
Using the hairdryer had also become routine for me, along with brushing
my hair several times each day and keeping it healthy each morning.
Taking care of my hair in general had become engraved into my brain,
and often I'd find myself brushing my hair when I'm bored, without even
realising it.
It was actually styling my hair that was the problem, since I didn't
exactly know many styles aside from a ponytail. I knew that as I got
older and experimented more, I'd learn more styles. Just recently I'd
discovered how to create a good-looking side parting, which had become
my current favourite.
Once my hair was dried and brushed until it was its usual straight
self, I started combing my hair across from the left to the right,
leaving a fringe that skimmed across my eyebrows. Sometimes I liked to
leave to fringe down because it looked cool and edgy, but for my first
day of school Mum had stated how important it was to show everyone my
face so they'd recognise me later on. I decided to use my limited hair
styling skills to pin my fringe to the right side of my face using a
fairly inconspicuous yellow hairclip, which almost matched my golden
blonde hair colour to make it partly invisible.
I let the rest of my hair flow straight around my face, hiding nothing,
whilst reaching down to my nipples in length. I was glad that I'd
actually found a style that I was happy going to school with, since for
several days I'd been struggling to find one that worked. It was the
first time I'd ever actually worried about how I looked, and I was glad
it was over.
I was also glad to be finished with everything from my neck up, since
putting on clothes was incredibly easy compared to styling my hair and
looking after my skin. The cleansing and moisturising left my face with
a clear and smooth look as well as a healthy glow, but if Lucy was
anything to go by, I knew at some point I'd be using make up as well.
Right now I didn't consider going near the stuff, but neither did Lucy
when she was my age. As she got older, her opinion changed and now she
doesn't go anywhere with at least a bit of makeup on. Its like girl's
Lucy's age can't not wear makeup, and as soon as they reach Year 10 and
are allowed to wear it in school, they take full advantage. I'd learned
from Kirsty that even the girls in my year still wear makeup in school
even if they're not allowed, but I knew I wasn't one of them.
However, in a deep dark part of my brain, there was someone saying
ominously, "At least, I'm not one of them yet..."
As soon as I was done with my hair, I rushed through the process of
putting my uniform on, since I didn't want to be the one that made
everyone else late because she spent too much time looking in the
mirror. Of course, rushing myself as I got dressed was inevitably going
to leave things like my tie being a bit loose, or a section of my
blouse not tucked in. But I'd rather have an untidy uniform than be
hated by my sisters for making them late on their first day of school.
I wore a pair of black ballet flats along with the rest of my usual
school uniform, which included the black pleated skirt that I used to
hate. By now I was starting to get used to the freedom of a skirt even
if it made sitting down more awkward and potentially embarrassing.
The pink Roxy backpack, which Mum had bought for me, was still
something I hated having on my back. It stopped short of being an
expensive and highly feminine Italian bag, but still made me feel small
and girlish when it was compared to some of the boy's bags at school. A
red one would have been better for me.
I still needed it to carry all of my books and papers, since I didn't
have anything else, so I reluctantly grabbed its handle as I was
heading out the door of my bedroom. Lauren was exiting her room just as
I was closing my door, and she was dressed just like I was, and looked
as rushed as I was as well. Her blouse was hanging out beneath her
blazer, and her tie was uneven like mine. It was clear that we both
despised having to look so nerdy in our uniforms, but if I really
looked like her, I knew we could still look pretty amazing even with
our shirts tucked in.
"I see you're getting the hang of styling your hair." Lauren smirked at
me.
I felt my cheeks get warmer and redden. "Thanks Lo, your hair is
excellent as always," I smiled at her. Lauren had brushed her hair
behind her head and carefully winded strands around each other to
create a braided ponytail that she let dangle over her left shoulder,
tied off with a black velvet bow.
"You don't think it's too much for my first day?" Lauren asked
worriedly.
"It's perfect for your first day, both of you look beautiful," Dad
said, smiling up at us from the bottom of the stairs. He looked like
he'd been waiting down by the front door for years.
Lauren and I grinned at each other and proceeded down the stairs, where
Mum and Lucy were nowhere to be seen. We looked at Dad and he gave us
both a confused shrug, so for all we knew they could still be getting
dressed.
"Where are they?" Dad asked.
"Lulu probably has her face stuck to her mirror again," Lauren said,
she and I smirked at each other.
"Lauren, I don't want you calling your sister Lulu anymore. You know
she doesn't..." Dad began, but Lucy was coming down the stairs and asked
"You know who doesn't what?"
"Ellie," Lauren blurted out. "Ellie doesn't want to be late on her
first day," She finished.
"None of us do," I added.
Mum was pulling a denim jacket on and was walking down the stairs
behind Lucy, an apologetic look on both of their faces. I had a feeling
Lucy wouldn't look as apologetic if it was only Lauren that didn't want
to be late.
"I know, I know. We still have a good fifteen minutes to get there,
don't worry yourself too much Ellie," Mum smiled comfortingly at me.
A quick glance at an old clock in the corridor told me it was 8:15, and
all students had to be outside their form rooms at 8:30, so Mum was
right.
"No more delays," Mum announced as she waded past us, grabbed a set of
car keys from a conveniently placed hook beside the door, and then
stepped out into the open. The rest of us followed her out and each
walked to a separate door on the family car, a six seater black
Chrysler Voyager, which Dad had driven over from the old family home in
London to replace the old campervan.
Poppy and her parents were rushing out of their house just as we were
getting into the car, but there was enough time for us to notice each
other and wave. There was a look of nervousness on her face, just like
I imagined there was on my own face, but our parents didn't give us a
chance to talk about it.
"Eleanor, you heard your mother, no more delays," Dad said as he
lowered himself into passenger seat, Mum was already closing her door
whilst my sisters were already buckling their seat belts.
I gave Poppy one last look, and saw her mother telling her to get in
their car too. Poppy looked at me and pointed at her car, giving me
another apologetic look. I nodded at her and suddenly shouted "I'll see
you at the school gates" and she nodded back with a relieved smile.
Both of us knew we'd always meet and talk when we got to school, but
actually saying it to her at that moment must have eliminated any fear
we had of not getting to talk.
Poppy disappeared into her mother's car, and so I did the same. It felt
like we were racing to get out of the cul-de-sac first, and if we were,
then I was in the lead as Mum was already reversing the car out of the
driveway. When the car briefly stopped as Mum was changing gear, the
front door of Kirsty's house swung open and Suzanne stepped out with
Kirsty and Hayley behind her.
Hayley wasn't old enough to go to All Hallows, but her school was on
the same route. Hayley's school didn't have a uniform, so that meant
Kirsty always had to wait for her sister to pick an outfit before they
could go to school in the morning.
Mum started driving forward and I waved at Kirsty as we passed by her.
She gave me a tired smile and waved back, and then she tilted her head
in the direction of her brown haired and slightly chubby younger
sister. Hayley was already barking commands and talking at her family
rather than with them, and she had been doing that since she got back
from summer camp several days ago. The return of her sister meant that
Kirsty had been almost unreachable for the last few days, since her
mother wanted Kirsty around to look after her little sister whenever
she was alone in the house.
I could tell that Kirsty and her mother were glad that school was
starting, since that would mean Hayley was the school's problem for
every day up until the Christmas break.
We were the first the get out of the cul-de-sac, closely followed by
Poppy and her mother, with Kirsty behind them. There was hardly any
conversation in the car, Lucy was sending texts on her phone whilst
Lauren and I were idly gazing out the side windows during the five-
minute drive through residential areas and high streets. The drive was
only five minutes depending on the traffic, but it was apparently a
fifteen-minute walk, so we all preferred the car.
The only sounds we heard on the journey were the electronic beeps from
Lucy's phone and the sound of the engine speeding up, slowing down and
stopping. Lauren and I weren't allowed phones, whilst Lucy was old to
enough to be trusted with one. Lucy rarely ever spoke into the phone,
always using text messages, but we thought she might be getting a rare
phone call when a custom ring tone began echoing around the car.
But it was Dad who picked up his phone and answered, within seconds of
the first ring.
"Hello?" he said. "Yes, speaking," Dad went silent as the person on the
other line started speaking, but we couldn't hear what was being said.
Lauren and I were only partly interested by who was calling Dad, our
minds elsewhere, but Mum was frequently shifting her hopeful gaze
between the road and Dad, whilst keeping her focus on the road.
"That's fantastic," Dad said in the same jolly tone from earlier. "Yes,
we'll call you back later with our decision. Thanks, bye," Dad stuffed
his phone back into jeans pocket, and caught me looking at him as he
turned in his chair.
"Nothing to worry about darling," he said with a smile. I caught Mum
smiling in the rear view mirror at the front of the car.
"Who was it Dad?" I asked.
"It's good news kiddo, all I'll say now is that none of you have to
worry about money problems. I'll tell you the rest when you're all back
home," Dad said.
"We're here!" Mum announced, and abruptly halted the car outside the
fences of the school.
There were hundred of students all wearing the uniform, some were
small, others were tall, some fat and some skinny. They were walking
down the outside of the school, on the pavement between the road and
the school perimeter fence. Not all of them were walking in the same
direction. Some were walking in opposite directions, towards the side
entrances and back entrances. The main entrance that we had used the
day before was now being used for staff vehicles, and they weren't
letting any student in that way, so we were being directed to small
pedestrian gates further away.
Lauren, Lucy and I carefully opened our doors, hoping not to hit a
student in the face as we got out. I pulled my backpack out of the car
with me and the three of us gathered on the pavement beside the car,
next to Mum's window.
We waved at our parents and began to flow with the crowd towards the
side entrance, but Mum placed her hand on my shoulder before I could
get away.
"Eleanor, aren't you forgetting something?" Mum asked knowingly.
I reluctantly took a step back and said, "But Mum, not here, not in
front of everyone."
"Nonsense, give your Mum a kiss," She said, and I even more reluctantly
leaned forward and traded kisses on the cheeks with Mum, and then
waited whilst she did the same with Lucy and Lauren.
"Good luck you guys," Dad said.
"Have fun girls, and don't get into trouble," Mum smiled at each of us
and then drove off. Thankfully none of the students passing by had
decided to care about cheek kissing, so each of us joined the pack and
walked through a small, two person wide pedestrian gate that led us
around the staff car park.
Lucy filed in behind Lauren and I, walking between us as we approached
the large blue gates of the school again.
Lucy leaned down between Lauren and I and said, "Okay guys, the Dawson
sisters are about to rock All Hallows. Remember to meet up at lunch and
check on each other."
"Lunchtime, yeah. Good luck you two," I said, and then the three of us
split off in the direction of our form rooms. Lucy walked down a large
courtyard with cars parked around the edges, whilst Lauren walked
through a blue door into the English quad, both of them disappearing
into large swarms of black uniforms.
Once again the walk to my form room was only a couple more steps, but I
was much more cautious and quiet as I took those steps this time. A
crowd of girl's and boys had gathered around the door to Ms Moon's
drama class, each of them roughly as tall as I was. Poppy was leaning
against the wall of the Drama department with her arms crossed, waiting
for Ms Moon to arrive. It looked like Poppy hadn't introduced herself
to any of the other students, since all of them were either ignoring
her or were too scared to introduce themselves.
As I joined Poppy in leaning against the wall, we gave each other a
quick hug and traded very quiet and nervous hellos. We found out from
some of the group discussions going on around us that the door was
locked, so we were going to have to wait until Ms Moon arrived.
"I don't think any of them know that we're new. They haven't said
anything to us," Poppy said nervously.
She was right, nobody had said anything to us, but we had been getting
a lot of glances and stares from some of the boys. A couple of the
girls had also examined us with some curiosity, and I'm sure I heard a
couple of them whisper something about Kirsty.
Ms Moon arrived a few minutes later, holding a blue clipboard. Today
she was wearing a more formal outfit that included a white cardigan
over a plain blue top, along with a knee length blue skirt and some
strappy sandals. Her outfit may have looked casual compared to other
teachers in the school, but it was smarter compared to her black jeans
and red turtleneck from yesterday. Along with the blue clipboard, there
were a number of lanyards hanging from her arm, one holding a set of
keys and another holding a thin card, which was probably her ID.
As she arrived, the mass of students around Poppy and I ended each of
their group conversations and turned all of their attention to Ms Moon.
The girls were all trying to give her hugs, whilst the boys were all
waving and shouting her name. Not her 'teacher name' but her real first
name, Jenny. It was obvious that she was a sort of celebrity to her
students, as well as a friend that they all looked up to.
As I watched my future classmates shower Jenny in adoration, I couldn't
help but feel like Poppy and I had struck gold when the school had put
us in Jenny's tutor group.
"Okay guys, two announcements before we go down to the assembly," Jenny
said excitedly whilst recovering from the barrage of hugs. "Firstly, my
heart has been empty this summer without all of you," Jenny only had to
say one little joke and the whole tutor group was roaring with
laughter, though Poppy and I still giggled along as well.
"I hope we can all build on the friendships we made last year, as well
as start new ones this year," Jenny continued when the giggles died
down. "Which brings me to my next announcement. We have two new girls
joining us this year, firstly we have our very own flower Poppy Jones,
give us all a wave and say hello!" Jenny flashed a smile across the
crowd and a red faced Poppy shyly waved her hand, quietly saying "Hi."
"And with Poppy is our newest blonde beauty Eleanor Dawson, but she
likes to be called Ellie or Elle. Say hello Ellie," Jenny's smile at me
had the same effect it had on Poppy, as I felt my skin begin to warm up
and my cheeks redden.
Already the whispering had started before I copied Poppy's nerve ridden
"Hi."
The whispering was coming from most of the girls, saying things like
"Isn't she friends with that girl in Year 9?" "That popular girl?"
"Yeah, she and Kirsty are best friends."
After that last well-informed whisper, a bunch of the girl's smiled at
us welcomingly. Blondes, Brunettes, Redheads, Jet Blacks like Poppy,
all of them were smiling at us. The sudden change in expression from
the girls made me think back, back to when Ms Darcy was dressing me for
the first time in my new school uniform. Maybe being Kirsty's best
friend was really going to make me popular, and this was just the
beginning.
"Okay, we'll have time to welcome Pops and Ellie into our group during
afternoon registration, but right now we have to get down to the main
hall for the Year 8 assembly. Everyone into register order and we can
head off."
As soon as Jenny called for everyone to get into register order, the
nameless girls around Poppy and I rushed towards me. They practically
barged Poppy out of the way as they ruthlessly competed to be near me,
pushing and shoving past each other until Jenny intervened.
"I said register order, not destruction derby!" Jenny shouted. "You
should all remember the order from last year, or do I have to teach you
the alphabet again?" Jenny asked with a teasing grin.
The nameless faces of the group all replied with a humiliated "No Ms
Moon" and began filling into a neat single line. By now we were the
only group of students in sight, as everyone else was indoors and
taking part in the first registration of the year.
"Ellie, you're in between these two lovely ladies," Jenny placed her
hand on my shoulder and ushered me into the line, between two girls who
were almost exactly the same height as me. Both of them smiled at me as
I slotted in between them, but I couldn't tell if they were happy that
I was joining them, or happy because they'd won the competition to
stand next to me. Jenny then moved down the line and directed Poppy
into her spot, which was quite far down the register order compared to
where I was.
"Okay you know the drill guys, say where you are when I call your
name," Jenny said as she walked back up to the front of the line.
She readied a pen before she called the first name on the register,
Ashleigh, to which a brown haired girl at the front of the line replied
with "Here," Following Ashleigh was a blonde boy called Ben, and after
him came Charlotte, a girl with strawberry blonde hair, and then came
the girl in front of me. She was another golden blonde like myself, but
her name was Courtney.
Her golden blonde hair fell in rough tangles around her shoulders and
reached down to the small of her back, whilst a dozen freckles were
dotted under her eyes and on her nose. I then noticed that Courtney, as
well as the rest of the girls in our tutor group were all looking very
normal. Their hair was either flowing down their backs, or tied in
ponytails, and they seemed to be wearing no make up whatsoever.
At least, my untrained eyes couldn't see any makeup. Lucy had told me
that girls try to make their makeup look as natural as possible, so
maybe these girls were just very good with their brushes and creams. Or
they were all just naturally good looking.
The reason the girls around me looked fairly normal was because they
all looked a bit plain compared to most of the older girls, who had
entered the school with gallons of makeup painted on to their faces.
Even though the school apparently had rules against wearing extreme
amounts of makeup, there were girls with incredibly dark eyes, bright
coloured lips, and eyelashes so long that I wondered how they kept
their eyes open all the time.
I heard a gentle voice say my name. "Ellie," the voice said, but I
continued to daydream.
It wasn't just their faces. Many girls had arrived on the first day of
school with so many different varieties of hairstyles. Some had their
hair cut short to make me think they were boys, but when they faced me
I could tell they were girls. If their slim figures and wide hips
weren't enough to prove their gender, two mature teenage breasts
tightly encased in a silky white shirt and a black blazer definitely
were.
The colours of hair differed as much as the lengths. There were girls
with hair so blonde, it was almost silver, and hair so black that it
almost blended with the uniform and made it look like they were wearing
a hood!
It was exciting, and at the same time scary, thinking that I might grow
up to be like these girls. With all their outrageous styles, not one of
them looked normal. They had all done something to their appearance to
make them different from the crowd, but at the same time seemed to be
placing themselves in another crowd. The girls with pitch-black hair
and dark makeup seemed to group together, whilst the girls with bleach
blonde hair and bright makeup had formed into one big herd.
There were variations inside these groups, of course... Not all of the
bleach blondes were blonde, they all just seemed to act and talk the
same girly girl way. Whilst the pitch-black haired girls were all fans
of the dark make up, as well as loud screaming music.
"Ellie!" Jenny raised her voice and brought me out of my daydreaming.
I hesitated for a moment and finally said "Here", which brought an
awkward smile from Jenny as she ticked something on the register.
"Not all teachers are as lenient as I am with daydreaming, Ellie,"
Jenny said, smirking.
"Sorry Jenny" I said nervously, and felt my face begin to redden.
Jenny leaned forward and lightly tugged on my cheek, gripping it
between her finger and thumb like some old granny. She smiled and said
cheerfully "You're cute when you're embarrassed."
I smiled nervously and held my cheek as Jenny continued on down the
line, with the rest of the tutor group quietly snickering amongst
themselves.
"I really need to stop rambling on inside my head," I muttered.
Jenny continued calling out the register, with a short brown haired
girl called Isobel behind me, followed by James, Jamie, Jodi, Joshua,
Justine, Katie, Laura, Marissa, Michael, my best friend Poppy, Rebecca,
Rosan, Rosie, Ryan, Sarah and at the very back was a short black haired
girl called Summer.
When the register was finished the girl at the front, Ashleigh, began
to lead the line of students into the school. I had no idea what was
actually going on, so it was a relief when Jenny walked up beside me to
explain everything whilst the tutor group marched past classrooms, some
empty and some full.
"I forgot about the Year 8 assembly on Tuesdays Ellie, so we'll just
have to get you and Pops properly introduced to the group at afternoon
registration instead," Jenny said apologetically.
"How did you forget?" I asked, wondering how a teacher could forget the
first assembly of the year. I guess I only really saw her as a teacher,
not a normal person with their own life to worry about as well as their
teacher life.
"Well, I just got used to the routine of last year," Jenny said with a
slight sigh. "We had assembly every Monday morning, and it was easy to
remember because it was the first thing we did in the week. It'll take
a while to get used to it being on Tuesday, but we'll get used to it.
Eventually."
Jenny smiled down at me, and I nodded along as we walked past another
tutor group standing in a line outside a classroom. At the front of the
line was a large balding man with a greyish goatee, as well as an aura
of grumpiness around him. He looked coldly at Jenny as our tutor group
walked past his, and Jenny stared back at him blankly.
Considering Jenny was always happy and smiling, a blank expression from
her was a big statement.
I looked up at her and asked, "Who's he?" as we turned into another
corridor lined with classrooms and other tutor groups. Some were
walking in the same direction as us whilst others were still calling
out the register.
"Never mind him," Jenny said. "Do you forgive me?" she asked.
"Oh, yeah, of course I do," I said with a smile. Teachers were as
likely as students to make mistakes on the first day of the school
year, but if I'd known what was going to happen in the assembly, I
might not have been so forgiving.
We briefly marched outside before heading into the main lobby where
several corridors connect. It was like the main hub of the school, with
several lines of students pouring out of each corridor. I thought I
caught a glance of Lauren in her tutor group, but I couldn't be sure as
I was slowly realising that we weren't the only girls with golden
blonde hair.
Jenny slowed down and made me keep walking, whilst she disappeared down
the line, probably to tell Poppy what she had just told me.
We filed in behind another tutor group and slowly made our way into the
main hall, where row upon row of chairs had been laid out with a small
corridor going up the middle. It was just like the day Lucy and I had
received our uniforms, except now there weren't any parents to protect
us.
We walked down a small corridor than ran down the length of the main
hall and even further, towards the Maths department and beyond. It was
much more convenient compared to the right side of the hall, where the
chairs were pushed up against the windows and only allowed one entrance
and exit.
I imagined this little corridor on the left side of the hall would
prove to be quite useful, if I ever had to... say, go to the toilet
during assembly. Thankfully my bladder was being quiet, so I didn't
have to worry about that.
There were small columns that ran along the corridor, separated by a
few meters, with each column adorned with a laminated sheet with the
name of a tutor group. There was 8W1 at the back, followed by 8M1 and
then our tutor group 8C1, at which point Ashleigh turned and started
making her way down the row of chairs that had been set out for us.
I didn't get a chance to see what was on the last column, but I imagine
it was something that included 8 and 1. I knew what the eight meant. It
was our year group, but I had no idea what the C or the 1 meant. It was
just one of the many things I would eventually understand.
I began carefully making my way down the row of chairs, following
Courtney in front of me. There was hardly any leg room between our
chairs and the chairs in front, and I felt extremely conscious of my
black pleated skirt swaying around my legs as I carefully manoeuvred my
way around metal chair legs, which I felt were only there to trip you
up.
I copied Courtney and the rest in front of me as they shrugged off
their backpacks and slid them under their chairs, and then followed
suit as they calmly sat down as if the obstacle course of chairs never
existed. Isobel and the rest of the tutor group sat down beside me, and
then when the row was full they began to fill up the row behind us.
Tiny gusts of wind blew at the back of my head as the other half of the
tutor group moved behind me, and then I felt much more than a little
gust of wind as someone placed their hand on my shoulder. At first I
glanced at the perfectly rounded and glossy pink nails on the slender
fingers that hung down from my shoulder, then I looked at a silver
charm bracelet that wrapped itself around what was clearly a girl's
wrist. Then I felt her soft skin brush against my hair and her soft
lips briefly touch my ear as she quietly said, "They're never going to
split us up."
I turned my head and saw her grinning as she pulled away and sat down
in the chair directly behind me. It was Poppy, smiling from ear to ear
at the fact that even after the alphabet did its best to split us up,
we still ended up sitting next to each other. I grinned back and began
to speak, but my words weren't loud enough to be heard over the shear
noise of every student in the hall adjusting their chairs and standing
up.
Poppy and I quickly stood up ourselves, just before the sound of chairs
scraping the varnished wooden floor had stopped and the hall fell
silent. The silence was calming, especially after all the chaos and
preparation that built up to our first day of school. But that soothing
silence vanished as quickly as it came, as the deafening sound of high
heels clicking on the floor filled everyone's ears.
It was Mrs Dunne, the head teacher, marching her way down the central
corridor towards the front of the hall where a microphone was waiting
for her. Her old white hair was tied in a tight bun, whilst pearl
earrings hung from her ears and a pearl necklace hung around her neck.
She was wearing an ankle length red and white floral dress, and
altogether looked like someone old granny.
But she didn't smile like a nice old granny, she smiled proudly as she
walked down that corridor, as if she was some sort of goddess that
everyone seemed to worship. I hated her from that moment on, and just
wanted to sit down to show she wasn't as high and mighty as she thought
she was, but I couldn't. Not on my first day.
She seemed to walk slowly on purpose, making everyone stand up until
she got to the front and, after a few minutes of preparing, she snapped
her fingers to make every student in the hall sit down. She smirked
evilly as hundreds of bums hit their chairs on her command.
All the teachers remained silent as Mrs Dunne cleared her throat and
began speaking into the microphone, her voice reverberating around the
hall through several speakers.
"I'm glad to see you all here once more, and I'm sure you all had a
very fun summer break," Mrs Dunne looked up from her notes and smiled.
"Now let me remind you all, that break time is over and its time to get
back to work, back to sorting out your futures."
As well as myself, everyone else in the hall seemed to let out a very
sad sigh, even the teachers.
"Now, as with every new year, we have several new additions to our
friendly little group," Mrs Dunne smirked as she scanned the hall,
looking for these new additions. When her eyes briefly stopped on me, I
could tell she meant new students. My heart sank, fearing the worst.
"So I would like to call Andrew Lewis, Danielle May, Eleanor Dawson,
Lauren Dawson, Nicholas Richardson and Poppy Jones up to the front, so
we can all get a good look at you."
At that moment I swear I saw Mrs Dunne morph into a crimson red
creature with two horns, a long thin tail and a trident. With a sticky
label on her chest that said, "Hi, I'm the Devil."
My heart felt like it sank even further down, which made getting up a
very hard thing to do. My shattered nerves were briefly calmed by the
knowledge that nobody else was getting up either. Even Poppy, one the
most confident people I knew, was glued to her chair in silence.
"We don't have all day," Mrs Dunne said, sounding slightly irritated.
That was when heads started to turn, looking for the lucky six and
waiting for them to stand and be recognised.
Our fellow students of 8C1 were showing a bit of solidarity by not
looking directly at Poppy or myself, which stopped everyone else from
realising we were new. Courtney and Isobel either side of me knew that
they had the chance to push me out of my chair so everyone could see,
but they didn't. They just smiled at me briefly, without looking at me
for too long.
Several moments passed before Mrs Dunne spoke again. "Do I have come to
each of you and pull you out of the crowd myself?" she groaned.
Still nobody moved. Perhaps it would have been easier to get up if
everyone was clapping and shouting our names, and the head teacher
wasn't so terrifying.
Jenny leaned down and whispered down the row of students as loud as she
could, probably trying to stay hidden from hundred of curious eyes.
"Ellie! Poppy! You're both incredibly smart and pretty girls, so why
don't you show every else? Show them how our tutor group has more
courage than any other!" Jenny scream-whispered, and gave us both an
encouraging smile.
I slowly turned in my chair and looked at Poppy, who nodded at me with
a red face full of fear. I nodded back and turned to face the front
once more, took a deep breath to prepare myself, and then waited for
Poppy to move first.
She didn't move at all, so I realised I had to lead the way. I took
another deep breath and watched as Isobel and Courtney seemed to
simultaneously place their soft hands on my bare knees and squeeze
gently, without really looking at me. I smiled at both of them, and
then that was enough to light a fire under my bum that made me shoot up
out of my chair. Not enough to fire me through the roof, but enough to
get me on my feet.
However, as soon as I was on my feet, I just wanted to sit back down
again. I knew I couldn't, because that would create a more embarrassing
situation compared to just standing at the front for a bit. I felt like
every eye had suddenly focused on me, included the evil eyes of Mrs
Dunne, like every eye had extended out of its socket and started poking
every part of my body.
I looked behind me, and among the hundreds of staring eyes, Poppy was
standing with me. We nodded at each other once more and began making
our way down the row towards the center of the hall, carefully stepping
over people's feet and the odd chair leg. I looked down at those I was
trying to get past, and each of them were all smiling proudly, and then
I looked behind me to see Jenny and the rest of the tutor group smiling
as well.
That was when the clapping started, someone far away in another group
just started applauding us, and then someone in another far corner did
the same. Ben was the only one who didn't pat me on the butt as I
stepped past him, and it was the same for Poppy. Soon our nervous
expressions were exchanged for grins, as the whole hall seemed to be
applauding us as Poppy and I finally reached the open channel between
the two sides of the hall. I felt like I could do anything in that
moment, such as throw something at Mrs Dunne, but all that ended up
running through my mind was Lauren.
Her name was called as well as mine, but she didn't have a Poppy to
help her get up out of her chair. Poppy and I were the only ones, bar
the teachers, who weren't sitting down. None of the other names called
were yet to stand up, and remained hidden amongst the crowds of Year
8's who were applauding and shouting our names.
They only shouted the girl's names that were called out, since none of
them had any idea which one of the six names were ours. Maybe they were
just shouting all of the names to try and encourage the rest of us new
students to stand up, but it wasn't working.
Poppy started walking towards the front of the hall, but I stayed where
I was, scanning the clapping crowds for any sign of Lauren. It would be
much easier to spot her this time, since I'd be able to see her face,
but I still struggled to find her as the clapping and shouting started
to slowly die down.
They must have thought I was trying to milk the applause for all its
worth, so thankfully I was able to find Lauren before their cheers and
shouts turned to moans and boos.
Lauren was sitting on the end of a row of chairs, maybe eight or ten
rows back from where I was sat. She was clapping along with the rest of
the hall, trying to hide the fact that she was supposed to be up at the
front with me. I rushed towards her, but that only made me become even
more aware of my skirt, and self-conscious about it blowing between my
legs as I ran and giving everyone an embarrassing glimpse of my white
panties.
So I slowed down, took smaller steps, and felt my hips sway ever so
slightly as I moved. I grabbed Lauren's hand and pulled with all the
strength I could muster, and Lauren eventually decided help me out and
get up to her feet, at which point the applause started to build once
more after a very Jenny-like voice shouted "Woo!"
Lauren and I stepped back into the center of the hall, ready to walk up
to the front and join Poppy. I let go of Lauren's hand, but she
instantly wrenched my hand back and clutched onto it with almost as
much strength as I'd used to pull her out of her chair. She grinned at
me as we started walking up to Poppy, who was waiting near the front of
the hall.
"I thought you were going to forget about me in your big moment of
fame, sis," Lauren smirked.
I grinned and briefly glanced around us, spotting two boys getting out
of their seats, and another girl already following us down the center
of the room. The applause growing once more as the rest of the new
students appeared.
"Never" I smirked back at Lauren, for once feeling like the big sister
out of the two of us.
Poppy joined us at the front of hall, and we were each directed to
stand to the left and just behind Mrs Dunne, who looked absolutely
furious as we strolled past her.
"Someone doesn't like us stealing the spotlight," Poppy said, and the
three of us grinned together whilst Mrs Dunne shouted desperately into
the microphone to regain control.