And now for something completely different! In my last stories I tried
to stick to real life, like situations. This one, well this one's just
for fun! I wanted to write something that hit all fetish buttons,
something a bit crazy, a bit outrageous and a bit off the wall. So this
is what I came up with and I must admit it was a TON of fun to write!
Also I wanted to try and write something a bit darker, however I hope
you can forgive me since I wound up writing a story with a happy
ending. I just can't help myself!
I knew how I wanted to end it but wasn't sure how to get there and I
really had no intention of writing out an explanation to the
transformation. It's funny I just sat down and started writing, just
letting whatever popped into my head hit the page and well what I wrote
actually made sense. Go figure.
*** Just a warning again, there are some descriptive scenes of
attempted suicide so if you think that might upset you please skip
chapter five! ***
I hope everyone enjoys, especially all those with a goo fetish!! |_|
And remember if anything sound outrageous, unreasonable or if you just
don't have an explanation do what they do on TV blame the aliens!!! |_|
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It's the ALIENS!! - Part 01 - by Kris K (
[email protected])
Chapter 01
Son of a bitch! Ken thought as he reviewed his e-mails. Is that the
best frigin job offer they can give me! Frigin economy is in the toilet
and these guys are just trying to screw us. Just be glad you have a job
they say, as they bend you over the desk!
Ken had been unemployed for three months after being laid off from his
programming job. Six years of his life down the drain! He started out
as an intern in college and worked his way up to senior programmer. Man
he was making like nothing when he started just happy to get his foot
in the door. After six years of hard work and long hours he was living
large. He never had to worry about money and had a sizable retirement
already set aside even after the economy tanked. All that ended three
month ago when the owner sold the company to a major competitor. Sure
he was offered a job but it was on the other side of the country and
for fifteen thousand less than what he was making now! He had been
looking for jobs locally but that was even worse. No one was going to
pay him anywhere near what he was making before. Thankfully he was
smart enough to avoid the temptation to blow his money on fancy shit he
really didn't need and had almost forty grand in the bank. He had
planned to use that to buy a house, well that idea was out but at least
it gave him the opportunity to not have to worry about a job for a
while.
His folks lived down in Florida but his sister Jill was at least close
by so they would visit each other from time to time. They were all
telling him to just pick a job that he thought was interesting despite
the pay and work while he looked for a better one. Honestly the thought
of that just pissed him off even more but as things were going
eventually he would have to settle for whatever he could get and the
sooner the better. At least he would have some money left over from his
saving to offset any issues if needed. Oh well for right now screw it!
He was getting paid unemployment. Shit he paid into the system for
years so he might as well collect. Besides in ten years he never really
had a vacation, so this was kind of nice, just laying around doing
nothing.
Ken had arranged with his friend Mitch to spend a week at his cabin. It
wasn't that big of a place but it was nice. It was situated alongside
state land so there were endless trails to hike. The place had power
and satellite TV so it wasn't really what you would call roughing it
but that suited Ken just fine. He could spend the week alone in peace
and quiet and forget about things for a bit. He finished packing up
early Monday morning and loaded up the car with a suite case, six bags
of food, a case of beer and a cooler with fresh food that he purchased
last night before heading out for the four hour drive to get to the
place.
Arriving at the place he turned on the electric and unpacked the car.
First things first he thought as he opened a beer and sat down on one
of the Adirondack chains on the front porch and took a sip. Oh man this
is nice Ken though as he relaxed. There was no way Ken could ever take
a job in a big city, he hated crowds and noise. He wondered if I could
get a job working from home. Man that would be nice he could buy a
place like this and still work Ken thought as he finished the first
beer and went to grab a second.
Ken spent the first day just settling in not doing a damn thing. Ken
would either just sit on the porch or in front of the TV dirking beer.
Amazingly his cell phone actually had signal way out here. It might not
have been 4G but at least he could check his e-mail.
On the second day Ken grabbed some snacks, a bottle of water, his phone
and a walking stick and headed out for a hike up the mountain.
Holy shit I'm out of shape Ken though as he hiked up the trail. It's
wasn't that steep but it went up relentlessly for a few miles and he
had to rest five time on the way up to catch his breath. Man I know I
smoke a bit but this sucks he thought as he panted and took a gulp of
water. I guess six years sitting behind a desk will do that to you he
laughed out loud as he continued on. It took about three hours to walk
to the top but it was well worth it as it looked out for miles over a
vast area to the east. He stayed up there for about an hour just
enjoying the view and the cool strong breeze before setting off back
down. On the way back he paused to take a break and retie his sneakers
at one of the rock out crops that offered another spectacular view.
Just as he was about to head back down the trail something caught his
eye. Way in the distance he saw a silver speck. It was just a dot in
the sky and at first he thought it was a plane but there was no vapor
trail that he could see nor did it seem to be moving even after staring
at it for a few minutes. Suddenly while he was looking right at it just
disappeared, gone, like it was never there. He stood there dumbfounded
and blinked a few time. Holy shit there was no way I just saw that Ken
though as he strained his eyes trying to spot the object again. He
wasn't convinced that it just disappeared thinking it must have changed
direction and lost the reflection of the sun or went behind a cloud
even though there were no visible clouds in the sky. After another few
minutes of trying to find the object in vain he laughed out loud. "I'm
not saying it's the aliens, but it's the Aliens!" He laughed and set
off again.
That night he made some dinner and grabbed another beer before flopping
down on the couch and turning on the TV. It had been an exhausting day
he thought as he laid there looking down at his belly. He reached down
and gave it a pat. Maybe I am getting a little fat to go along with all
the lazy Ken though. That's ironic isn't it he laughed sarcastically, I
use to spend so much time working out trying to build up my body. Oh
well he sighed and settled on a movie to watch only to fall asleep a
short time later.
There was no way Ken could of known that tonight his life would change
forever.
Chapter 02
"Hummm?" I moaned as I slowly woke up and started to open my eyes.
"Uhhh" I grunted as I was blinded by an unusually bright light.
Shielding them I looked over at the TV. It was still on but had a white
screen declaring 'signal lost'.
"What the?" I asked as I sat up still shielding my eyes. The room was
as bright as daylight as I turned to look out the window. That's not
sunlight I thought as the light streaming in through the curtains was
to white. "Fuck!" I spat out as I jumped up off the couch and grabbed
my phone from the end table and headed into the back door in the
kitchen and pulled back the curtain to peak outside. I paused and
listened, nothing. There were no sounds of people walking around, no
talking and no engine noise.
My friend Mitch told me that during the fall last year some guys in
trucks rammed the gate at the end of the road and broke in. It looked
like they stayed for bit before stealing everything that wasn't nailed
down and trashing the place. Great I'm in the middle of nowhere unarmed
and alone with a truck full of drunken hicks at the front door!
I checked my phone quick. Fuck! No signal!
"Shit there's nothing for it," I said out loud and grabbed the keys and
a flash light off the counter next to the door before slowly opening
it. I peeked around and listened, still nothing. Taking a deep breath I
shut the door locking it behind me and made a break for the tree line.
Once in the shadow of the trees I made my way to the main trail, which
thankfully was only a stone throw from the back door of the house. I
slowly moved my way along the trail up a small hill which I figured
might give me a view of what was going on.
Suddenly the forest was awash in that same intense white light. I
looked over my shoulder expecting to see a bunch of guys with
flashlights but instead the light was not coming from ground level it
was coming from above the cabin!
"Holy. Fucking. Shit!" I said in an awed voice as I watched a single
point of intense light raise further above the cabin and track over to
the small clearing I was standing in.
My mind was screaming at me to run but my body won't move. I just stood
there like a deer in headlights my mouth agape as I watched it come
overhead. As it came closer there was almost like a shock that ran
through my body and my hair stood on end. It was like the air itself
was charged. That was all I needed to break the spell and I turned put
my head down and ran my ass off!
All I remember was getting about eight or ten strides in before
everything went black. It was like I ran into a tunnel there was no
light, no sound, nothing.
"Ohh" I moaned as I reached up to put my hand on my head. "What the
hell happened" I mumbled as I rubbed my eyes. Someone grabbed my wrist
and pulled my arm back to my side. At first I couldn't make out who it
was. Everything was blurry. I blinked my eyes a few time and a gray
shape started to form as my vision slowly cleared. "Who?" I started to
ask before my vision came into focus and I was able to make out who was
standing beside me.
"Ahhh!" I cried out and tried to pull my hand free from this creature.
Whatever I got hit with was still in affect because my whole body felt
weak and my head felt like I was underwater. Everything was kind of in
slow motion. While I was staring in horror at the creature that had my
hand a second one approached from the other side.
"You got to be kidding me!" I mumbled. The two looked like your
stereotypical aliens. What people call the grays. They were both
looking down at me then at each other.
I could see their little mouth moving but not in any way that would
form words as I knew it. Their mouths looked kind of like fish just
slowly opening and closing. If they were saying anything I couldn't
hear it. All I could make out was a very high pitched clicking sound
every now and then.
I looked around but I could not see much, everything was in darkness
outside of the light that shown on me. I was laying on some kind of
stretcher I guess and it seemed that I was moving. You always hear
people in abduction stories talk about laying on a cold hard steel
table with a bright light getting cut, pinched, pricked and of course
probed. Whatever it was I was laying on was actually warm, it felt
pleasant, and for some reason soft.
I raised my head to try and get a look at myself. Well I was naked,
that was a given. Humm nothing sticking out of me, I wiggled around a
bit, there didn't seem to be anything shoved up or coming out of my
ass, that's a good sign. I slowly moved my left hand from my stomach
down to my crotch and touched my balls. A wave of relief washed over me
however my actions seemed to elicited some kind of response from my two
captors who each looked at each other and even with not being able to
understand anything they were saying if anything or noticing any kind
of facial expressions I got the distinct impression that they were
laugh at me, and when they both looked back down to meet my gaze my
blood ran cold. "Oh fuck no!" I mumbled and started to struggle to get
up but before I could mount much of an attempt we stopped and one of
the aliens placed its hand on my head and suddenly I felt really dizzy
and slumped back down on the stretcher. I felt so nauseous I thought I
was going to hurl any second. I closed my eyes trying get my stomach
under control, when I felt something move over top of me. I opened my
eyes and raised my head only to be greeted by the thunk of bone hitting
something solid.
"Ahhh. Shit!" I moaned as I pulled my head back down and brought my
hand up to rub my forehead. I was in some kind of glass tube. The
stretcher I was on brought in on was no longer there, I seemed to be
laying on bare glass. I pressed my hand against the glass and banged on
it a few time with my knuckle. It seemed to be more like plastic than
glass the way it sounded, and it was thick. I looked over to my right
to find one of the aliens there at a control panel of some kind it's
face illuminated by the lights. Everything else was in darkness.
Suddenly there was a dim reddish light next to me and I saw another
tube. It took me a few seconds to realized that the light was not
coming from above it was coming from the tube itself. Inside was a
young woman. Her eyes stared up blankly and her mouth was open. Her
naked body had a surreal shine to it and her belly was quite enlarged.
Was she pregnant?
A second alien came up to the panel next to the first, or it might have
been the original two I don't know, they forgot their name tags today
so I couldn't tell them apart! I kept thinking of the two aliens from
the Simpson's but couldn't remember their names. The two looked at each
other for a moment then to the woman before looking at me. The one next
to the panel made an odd gesture to the first and it raised its hand
looked down and pressed a button I guess because all of a sudden I
heard what sounded like whirling. The tube I was in was raised up to
about a forty five degree angel before something warm and slimy touched
my feet.
I looked down to see the tube filling up with this warm slimy reddish
goo. "Wait!" I cried out and banged on the tube. The two aliens didn't
even look at me and continued to stare at the panel before them. "Hey
stop! What the fuck!" I cried out and continued to bang on the tube as
the goo came up to my knees. I looked over at the tube next to me and
noticed that it was now three quarters full. That wasn't a red light
that was the fucking goo, they're pumping it out of her tube into mine!
"Guys! Hey, come on," I laughed lamely. "Jokes over!"
They paid no attention to me at all as the goo just kept coming.
"STOP! Please! Come on! LET ME OUT! Please! HEY!" I yelled as loud as I
could still pounding on the tube. Great this thing must be the frigin
cone of silence! Guess they don't want to hear their little pets whine
as they drown I thought as the goo reached waist level.
As the goo rose above my waist a shutter ran through my body. Oh god
this stuff actually feels good! Really, really good! The warm goo
seemed to relax every muscle it touched. Oh wow! I moaned as another
shutter ran through my body, my eyes half closed only to open wide as
saucers as I felt something move across my ass. It was just a touch as
first but then I felt something start to push in.
"Ahhh!" I let out a surprised moan. Great! There's the anal probing!
It was just a little tickle at first then it started to expand, the
relaxing effect of the goo on my muscles made me unable to mount any
resistance what so ever as the small tendril of goo expanded and
stretched my ass as far as it could go. This wasn't a probe this was an
invasion. I could feel the goo continue to slide into me across the
sensitive skin around my ass going deeper and deeper into my bowls! As
it moved in occasionally I would feel a cramp as the goo continued to
fill me and I started to feel bloated.
The muscle relaxing effects of the goo obviously had no effect on my
dick as it shot straight up into a painful hard on. It felt like the
goo was massaging it.
I looked over at the two aliens through half closed eyes. The goo was
now up to my chest and still rising. I glanced over at the woman's tube
next to me and noticed that most of the goo was now gone. It was then
that I noticed that there was goo flowing out of her mouth and nose,
and her belly seemed to have shrunk.
All thoughts outside of what was happening to me vanished as my body
reached its inevitable climax. I threw my head back as I lost control
and the orgasm that was building finally crashed over me. In a series
of long shuttering spasms I felt myself ejaculate in the goo all the
while it continued to massage not only my cock but now my whole body as
the goo approached my neck.
The orgasm just kept coming, there seemed to be no end to it! The
pleasure just kept going and going as shot after shot of cum was pumped
out till I was dry but still it kept coming, the pleasure never ending.
Once I was spent I felt like my cock was being stretched and then
something warm entered my urethra! I could feel the goo here to sliding
in going down to fill the very core, the very fiber of my manhood.
Shit I can't believe this I'm going to die in some frigin alien ship,
in some frigin tube pickled in red goo in front of some sick frigin
alien perverts who are probably jerking off each other while they watch
me cum and drown to death! Shit they're probably videoing this for some
kind of 'what sick shit can we do to humans' fetish web site!
Occasional moans kept coming uncontrolled as my body was still trapped
in that endless orgasm. The goo had reached my neck, I could feel it
sliding up and I threw back my head in a vain attempt to keep it above
the goo but my moans of pleasure were quickly silenced as the goo
forced it's way into my mouth and down my throat, expanding as it did
making it imposable for me to close my mouth. I felt my gag reflex kick
in but the relaxing effect of the goo immediately rendered that to
useless. I couldn't help but notice how salty it tasted as it slid past
my lips and tongue going further and further down into my body.
Chocking out the last bit of air I had left I felt the goo expand my
chest as it filled my lungs.
All that was left was the odd scene of pressure as the goo continued to
move uninterrupted into my body through every orifice. A sudden ache
hit me and I felt like I had just eaten a big meal. The goo must have
reached my stomach, meeting up with the invader from my ass!
The tube was finally full and I was completely enveloped now in this
warm sea of red on the outside and on the inside. It felt so good, so
warm. I lay there suspended unable to move or cry out from the pleasure
as the goo took over my body. Still I could feel it moving past my lips
and ass as it continued to fill my body. My organs perhaps being
dissolved and replaced by the goo but I didn't care anymore, it felt so
good. All I wanted was for this to go on forever! It felt like I was in
the ocean, wave after wave of warm bliss crashing against me. There was
no sound at all just the slow beating of my heart as I lay there and
let the goo take me in that sea of pleasure.
Every now and then I would feel my muscles spasm before suddenly it
felt like someone turned my body off all together. The goo must have
taken control of my body and disconnected it from my brain. That must
have been why I felt all those muscle spasms it was taking over my
nervous system. The sound of my heart beating slowly faded until I
could no longer hear it. It felt like my body no longer existed.
I could still see, my vision surrounded by the red goo that had stuck
my eyes open. I then started to feel a slight headache and was startled
by sudden sounds echoing in my head before they too stopped and my
vision finally faded. I floated there in the darkness for I don't know
how long. The goo must have reached my brain and turned off my scenes
one by one. It was like I no longer existed. There was no sight, no
sound, no taste, no smell or touch. It felt kind of like being stuck in
that zone between dreaming and awake before I finally lost
consciousness.
Chapter 03
Where am I? Humm there was that same feeling again, the feeling of
being stuck between dreaming and awake. It felt really nice actually.
Again there was no sight, no sound, no feeling just my consciousness
floating. I wonder if this is what it feels like to be dead?
I must be dead right?
Wait there's a light! It started out as a small dot and then grew till
it filled in my vision. God it was bright I thought as I closed my eyes
tight to shut it out. Wait I closed my eyes! That means I can't be dead
right? I tried to move my arm to bring my hand up but I still had
absolutely no feeling at all. It was again as if I didn't have a body.
With my eyes still tightly shut against the light I started to hear
something. It was faint at first then became clear. Birds! I hear birds
chirping! I opened my eyes again and my vision was nothing but a blur.
I blinked several times trying to clear them till slowly everything
came into focus.
That's the ceiling of the cabin.
I tried to move my head but my muscles still would not respond and I
just lay there listening to the birds chirp in the afternoon sun and
watching the shadows of the trees dance across the ceiling to the
motion of the wind.
All of sudden I shock my arm when a fly landed on it. It was like my
body was waiting for some kind of external stimulation before it turned
back on. I raised my hand to my face and rubbed it as I felt like a
wave run down my body as feeling came back.
I felt good except for some reason my chest felt really heavy I thought
as I brought my hand down. Soft, something felt really, really soft as
I gave it a squeeze. Realization struck me like a hammer as I brought
my other hand to my chest and lifted myself up. As I looked down I
found my hands full of the most perfect soft bounciness I had ever
felt. I stared down in disbelief not wanting to comprehend despite the
fact that ever squeeze and ever movement of my hand caused the weight
on my chest to shift and jiggle.
No! No! No! I thought. "Oh God this can't be happening!" I said out
loud. This has to be a dream! Please, please this has to be. Wake up I
told myself please wake up.
Still holding one of these perfect soft, warm, bouncy orbs in my hand I
slowly brought my shaking hand down and parted my legs. Please no I
thought over and over again as my hand moved down only to be met by
smooth soft warm skin.
I tried to scream but nothing seemed to come out as the shock hit me. I
wrapped my arms around myself and pulled my legs in holding myself
tight as my body started to tremble.
"Oh God No! This can't be! This can't be real! Please not this! Please
tell me this is dream," I cried out hysterically my breath coming and
going in ever increasing rapid gasps as I started to hyperventilate. I
couldn't think, I didn't want to think. My vision started to narrow as
I squeezed myself harder my chest heaving in and out as I struggled for
breath.
What brought me out of it was the feeling of a single slow heartbeat.
Thump, thump. Pause. Thump, thump. Pause. Thump, thump. Again and again
slow and relentless it continued. What? I thought as I brought my head
up. My breath still came in short rapid gasps but my heart wasn't even
affected. Thump, thump, pause. Thump, thump, pause. Over and over ever
two seconds. What the hell is going on? My heart should be racing but
it's barely even moving.
I sat there my arms still wrapped tight around myself as I tried to
calm myself down, not paying attention to my breath but my heart. Once
I managed to get my mind under control I let out a sigh and got up off
the couch.
My god these things are so heavy I thought as I cupped each one and
hefted them up. It was then I felt the tickle of my hair as it brushed
my shoulders and fell down in front of my eyes. I reached up and
brushed it aside and walked over to the bed room where there was a full
length mirror. As I walked into the room I purposely kept my eyes down
till I was in front of the mirror. Taking a deep breath I closed my
eyes and looked up. Pausing for a few seconds I took another deep
breath and opened them.
Before me was beautiful woman. Her skin was pale, flawless and so soft
and smooth. It was so unlike my own. Her hair was shoulder length and
had an odd reddish pink color to it. It looked really odd, like she was
wearing a wig. I lowered my gaze to behold a perfect set of tits that
bounced and giggled with every movement of her body. They looked huge
although I doubt they were bigger than a D cup. What did I know I'm a
guy for God sake.
Bringing my attention back to the woman before me I noticed that she
was basically the same height and I would guess same weight as me. I
was five foot nine and about one hundred forty five to fifty pounds, my
chest was thirty six and waist was thirty two she looked about the same
however her waist was definitely smaller and her hips bigger.
I looked down and ran my hand across my ass feeling its firm plumpness.
There was no mistaking it this was the ass of woman. It felt a lot like
my own just that slight concaveness I had along the sides was gone.
Then I brought up one of my legs and ran my hand down it. Again it felt
just like own but less muscular. Again there was no mistake they were
definitely the legs of a woman. I, I can't believe this I thought in a
daze not believing that this woman in the mirror was me as I slid my
hand across my belly and between my legs to find that most feminine of
spots. It felt so soft as I slid my finger gently between the lips. I
expected to feel a jolt of moist pleasure as I did, I always imagined a
woman to be very sensitive but there was nothing. I could feel my
finger slid along the sensitive soft skin and gently probe my that
feminine opening but there was no jolt of pleasure, no moist wet heat
there was nothing at all.
See I thought there's no way that's me.
It was then that I looked back up and took in the face of this woman
for the first time. As I looked at her looking back at me my eyes went
wide and I gasped in surprise. While there were similarities in the
body the face left little doubt. There was a slight change in the
thickness of the nose, her lips were fuller and the eyebrows were
thinner but there was no denying it. I brought my hands up to touch my
face and ran them along my cheek bones down across my cheeks and
finally to my chin. No there is no doubt at all! Theses cheek bones and
this chin this is me! I looked up to stare into her green eyes and
watched as they start to fill with tears feeling mine do so as well.
These weren't the eyes of a stranger I thought as I felt the first tear
roll down my cheek, these were my eyes. This woman, this is, this is
me!
I staggered back and with a scream grabbed the first thing that fell to
hand on the dresser beside me and hurled it as hard as I could
shattering the mirror into a hundred pieces as I fell back and landed
on the bed.
"Why!' I cried out. "Why! Why this!" I screamed and covered my face in
my hands crying out in anguish.
Of all the things that could happen why did it have to be this! Why did
those bastards have to turn me into a fucking woman! "NO!" I screamed.
It wasn't that I had anything against women, not at all, I always felt
woman were probably stronger than men in many respects it was that I
hated myself. My whole life starting in junior high I had been picked
on, looked down on and shunned for being what I was, small, quiet and
shy. In other words in everyone's eyes weak and pathetic. In high
school I was a hundred and twenty at best and there to I was always
singled out unable to fight back. None of the girls I liked and most in
general never paid any attention to me other than to mock me and laugh.
Things became a bit better when I became friends with a couple of jocks
from the track team and joined. I tried, I really tried to make up for
my physical short comings as best I could but nothing mattered. I guess
you can't put on a tough guy act if you ain't got the body to back it
up and no matter how hard I tried I would never ever have that body.
Even now as an adult it was still the same kind of the shit especially
with relationships. My last girl friend and I dated for about six
months before she left and that was over a year ago. She never said
anything just one day stopped returning my calls. I saw her three days
later on the back of some guy's bike holding on tightly to him. Her
arms wrapped around his thick waist and her head leaning against his
broad back. God he must have been twice my size easy. Why is it that
all the girls go out for these bad ass idiots? Hell she wasn't the
first to leave me like that. Now that I think about it they all did.
Either that or cheated on me with someone like that. A small quite shy
guy like me has no chance against them. No chance at all.
I did still have one woman in my life. She wasn't a girlfriend just a
girl who was a friend. Ann and I have known each other since high
school. She was kind of like the others picking on me and joking all
the time in high school about how small and petite as she put it I was
but we shared the same interests and hung out all the time so her
joking around was playful not spiteful. I still remember her telling me
in high school to stop trying to act so macho all the time. She told me
it looked ridiculous and that's not who I really was. I never thought I
was trying to act macho I thought I was just trying to be like one of
the guys. I made the mistake of asking her out one time. She just
laughed at me which really hurt but then she grabbed me and gave me hug
and apologized saying she thought of me more as a girlfriend then a
boyfriend. What the hell did that mean?
Now look at me. What the hell am I supposed to do now?
I rubbed my eyes and opened them. The bright afternoon light had given
way to the long shadows of evening. Crap I must have feel asleep I
thought as I sat up to fell the weight on my chest shifting and
bouncing as I did. I let out a sigh. Crap.
I looked over at the clock on the night stand it was almost eight. I
got up and walked back into the living room.
I felt nauseous and my stomach hurt. Damn I'm starving.
I noticed my phone was on the end table and grabbed it. Not bothering
to wonder how it got there I hit the power button to wake it up. What I
saw took a moment to register. It said it was Friday. Friday!? Holy
shit! Three days! I've been out for three days! So no wonder I was
starving.
Well there was nothing for it the situation was clear. I was stuck,
completely and totally stuck. I walked back into the bed room and
started to root around my suitcase for something to wear. When I
looking at myself I figured I was about the same size and it turned out
that initial assessment was correct. My t-shirts would of fit fine
except for the fact that I now had a pairs of enormous tits so they
came up enough to show off my belly. My jeans well they fit great up
till they got to my hips. Which while they did not seem to be extremely
wide they were wide enough to make it imposable or if I tried hard
enough very uncomfortable to wear. In the end I had to settle for a
pair of sweat pants and a t-shirt that I wore to bed since it was a
size too big. Well at least my sneakers still fit. Well kind of since
it seems my feet were the same size but a bit narrower.
I walked into the kitchen and opened the fridge. I didn't care what I
ate I just needed to eat. I grabbed a bit of everything and started to
eat what I could while I cooked the rest. Hunger is the best sauce they
say. While the meat was cooking I grabbed a beer and chugged it down in
a few seconds then grabbed another. Once the meat was done I chowed
down.
By the time I was done I had eaten through the majority of my food and
drank the last seven beers I had left. I should be stuffed and drunk as
hell but for some reason I wasn't either. While I didn't feel as hungry
the truth is I still was. I ran my hand down along my belly. I didn't
feel or look bloated at all. It was as if I hadn't eaten anything. I
walked over and opened up a few of the cabinets looking for something
else but as I opened each one I found nothing. Finally I opened the
last one which I knew contained only spices and stuff. For some reason
an odd compulsion suddenly hit me as I picked up the salt and poured
some into my hand and tossed it into my mouth. Then I did it again and
again before I reached over for a glass and poured a few tea spoons
worth in and filled it with water then gulped it down. At this point I
should be puking my guts out all over the wood work but for some reason
it tasted good. Not only that but I started to feel better. What the
fuck did they do to me!
By now it was well past sunset. I ran around the house to closed and
locked all the doors and windows and shut all the curtains tight to try
and not let any light out and holed up on the living room couch, my
legs drawn up to my chest and my arms around them with only a small
light on next to me. God what am I going to do if they come back. I
need to get out of here but I'm too scared to go out at night. I felt
an overwhelming need to run, to get home. Home I thought, I'll be safe
there. No one will find me. I can just lock the door and hide.
"Come on, get yourself together! There's no reason to think that those
bastards will come back, they just dumped me off," I told myself, but I
couldn't help it. Every rustling of the trees, every creak of the cabin
every sound that came caused me to jump. In the end I turned on the TV
to drown out any other sounds and lied down.
Tomorrow I would have to pack up and head back. God what am I going to
do? Ken is gone and he's never coming back. Aside from the personal
problems my new physical form presented there was the fact that I was
no longer who I was. Ken was gone and my driver's license, bank
accounts, everything was gone with him. Shit what if I got pulled over
while I drove home! They'd probably throw me in jail thinking I
murdered him and stole his car. There would be no way to prove I
didn't.
I looked at my hand wondering if my finger prints were still the same.
Maybe my dental records and even DNA would match, if I'm even human
anymore. I could prove to them I really was Ken. Yeah great I thought
that would be even worse! They'd probably stick me in a lab somewhere,
feed me pellets and put a little wheel in my cage to run around in
while they spent the next fifty years studying me.
I'd rather be dead!
Chapter 04
The next day I packed up and left. I drove back as carefully as I could
without looking suspicious. I was so scared that I would get pulled
over. I stopped at an ATM shortly before getting back to my apartment
and took out the maximum amount I could.
I pulled only the things out of the car I needed to and made a bee line
for the apartment before anyone noticed me. Once inside I locked the
door and made sure all the blinds were closed and sat down on the couch
and let out a sigh of relief.
Shit I was starving again. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed
whatever I could. Finishing up the leftover food from the trip and the
small amount I had left around the house but again after I was done it
felt like I really had not eaten anything at all. The only thing that
made me feel even a little better was the glass of salt water I drank
but even that didn't help nearly as much as it did the first time.
I walked back into the living room and grabbed the phone and called the
local pizza shop and ordered a large pepperoni and some bread paying
over the phone with my credit card.
It was about twenty minutes later when there was a knock on the door. I
got up to answer it and was greeted by a tall but a bit lanky brown
haired teenager.
The moment I saw him I felt this overwhelming urge and my body acted on
its own and I grabbed his hand and yanked him inside, the pizza falling
to the floor and a look of surprise on his face as I placed my hand on
his chest and pushed him against the wall.
It was as if Pavlov had rung his bell! My mouth suddenly filling with
thick salty tasting saliva but I didn't have time to pay any attention
to it as the poor guy struggled in vain trying to push me off as I
grabbed the front of his shirt and kissed him, my saliva soaked tongue
sliding into his mouth. I looked right into his eyes as I did and
watched the look of shock and fear in them being slowly leached out as
we continued to kiss until they became glassy and half closed as if he
was in a trace.
I broke the embrace and dropped to my knees in front of him. My body
knew what it wanted, no what it needed and nothing I could do would
stop it as I undid his jeans and in one motion pulled them and his
boxers down to reveal his cock standing at full attention. Licking my
lips I grabbed it and in one slurp slid it completely down my saliva
coated throat till his balls were resting on my chin. Holding it there
for a moment before I started slide up and down that hard, hot shaft
slowly at first then faster and faster pausing for a moment each time
when I felt his sack touch my chin. In a surprising short time I felt
the boy's body start to tense up as he reached his peak and shot after
shot of his warm sticky cum filled my mouth. With uncontrolled lust and
hunger I gulped it down and held him there as I milked every bit I
could out his shuttering body before I released him. I looked up to see
him slumped back against the wall a look of bliss on his face. Before I
got up I took the time to lick and savor the last drops of cum the
oozed from his deflating cock before I got back up to face him.
The unrelenting hunger that haunted me for the last two days vanished
as I licked my lips, but this wasn't enough I needed more, so much
more.
"That was great honey.' I said smiling as I gave him a quick kiss. "Why
don't you pull back up your pants."
With that same look of bliss on his face he did as I asked.
"Humm, are there any more like you at the pizza place? I might have to
order a few more!" I purred rubbing my hand up and down his chest.
"My friends and I were planning on going to a party tonight," He
replied in a strangely monotone voice.
"Really? And how many friends do you have?"
"There are seven of us?" He replied.
"Why don't you have them stop by here?" I smiled. "I'm sure we can have
a good time."
"Sure," He replied. "I get off work in an hour and I can call them and
tell them."
"That would be great," I replied. "Now run along and don't forget I'll
be waiting," As I grabbed him and gave him another kiss my saliva
soaked tongue sliding back into his mouth as he started to suck on if
as if it was a pacifier.
I opened the door for him and watched him leave, hop back into his car
and driving off before I shut the door.
Oh my god! What the hell did I just do as my scenes returned and I had
control of my actions once more. I felt sick as I replayed what
happened in my mind. I just sucked off a guy!
I walked back over and flopped down on the couch tear filling my eyes.
Oh God this can't be happening! This can't be! I started to panic as I
thought about what I had said. Shit I looked over at the clock, in
about an hour he's going to come back and this time there are going to
be six more guys! What am I going to do? What's going to happen to me?
"I can't take this!" I said as I got up and paced back and forth. I
need to get out of here! Leave before they come back but I can't leave
not like this! Where would I go? Shit! Please I thought as I paced back
and forth. Please stop this!
Before I even realized what time it was there was a knock on the door.
The sound of that knocking was all it took to once again set my body
into auto pilot as I got up and opened it to see that pizza boy there
with six other guys. I smiled at them and invited them in.
"Dude what the fuck! You said there was going to be a party here!" One
of the guys asked.
"Shit what a waste of time," Another one said as he looked around.
"What is that smell?" A third one asked as I shut the door behind them.
"Oh there is going to be a party guys don't worry about that" I laughed
as they turned around to look at me and I noticed bulges starting to
form in their jeans and smiled as once again my mouth was filled with a
thick salty taste.
"This is lame," The guys nearest to me said. "Fuck this shit let's get
out of here!" he said as he turned around.
Before he could take another step I grabbed his arm and pulled him to
me. The look of anger on his face was quickly replaced by one of shock
as I grabbed his shirt and our lips met. Once again I forced my salty
saliva coated tongue into this guy's mouth and once again that look of
shock on his face was replaced by one of glassy eyed bliss. Looking
back over my should at the other guys shocked looks I dropped to my
knees and yanked down the guys jeans and swallowed his cock whole
making a big show of it as the other watched.
"Holy Shit!" I heard one of the guys utter. "Look at this bitch go!"
Slowly at first I started to slide up and down his shaft then picked up
the pace before again is a very short period of time I felt him tense
up and his shuttering body gave me what I desired. Finishing up I
licked the last few drops from his cock stood up and turned around.
"Told you there was going to be a party," I smiled. "So who's next?" I
asked as I licked my lips and approached the next guy who was all too
eager to give into to my offer. There was a look of pure lust on each
of their faces as I walked over and kissed each one filling their
mouths with my salty saliva till their glossy eyes stares told me that
they would do anything I desired.
There was a strange detachment, I was there, I could feel everything,
the soft hot hardness of their cocks in my hand and on my lips. I could
feel every shutter of their bodies and the jiggling and bouncing of my
breasts under my shirt as I bobbed up and down on their cocks. I could
taste every delicious load of their cumm as it flooded my mouth but I
had no control over any of it. It was as if my body was running a
programed set of instructions and no matter how hard I screamed to stop
in my mind it simply would not.
After I milked the second guy dry I stood up and took off my shirt and
sweat pants and tossed them aside. I put my hand under my breasts and
started to rub them and the guys like cobras in a trace from the music
of a pungi followed every moment as they bounced and giggled. For the
first time I felt my womanhood come alive, hot moistness started to
flow making that space between my legs slick.
I dropped to my knees in front of the next guy and yanked down his
jeans and started to lick his cock. God if smelled so good! I looked
back over my shoulder to the another one standing there like a zombie
down at me, waiting for my command which I was all too happy to give.
He was by far the largest of the lot, tall, strong and thick. I hope
his cock measures up the rest of him I thought.
"Satisfy me!" I commanded him as I raised my ass up and he pulled off
his jeans and got on his knees behind me.
I felt him grab my ass and pull me toward him. My pussy was so wet in
anticipation of what was about to happen. I didn't know what to expect,
I had no idea how it would feel. I imagined that it would feel good but
nothing I could have ever dreamed would have felt as good as the real
thing did. His hard, long, thick cock slid effortless deep into me,
spreading apart my lips so nicely. I felt my whole body shutter in
delight as he started to pound in and out of me filling me up
completely with each stroke. I was in ecstasy! It felt just like it did
back in that tube surround by the goo. My body's reactions were swift
as I reached climax and let out a moan from my cock filled mouth and
like in the goo once I reached that beautiful peak it never stopped.
Oh god it felt so good to be on my knees trapped delightfully between
two hard cocks! I let the rocking rhythm of being fucked hard and fast
from behind just carry me along as I slide my lips up and down the
other cock to that motion. Again like the other it wasn't long before
my next meal was served in shuttering pulses into my mouth while the
big guys cock still serviced my pussy.
"Ahh!!!" I moaned out loud, my lips now free of cock. "That's it, don't
stop! Don't stop!"
I felt the guy grab my ass harder and pull me onto him with all his
strength.
"Do it!" I moaned. "Cum it me!" Then I felt him shutter and his cock
throb inside me as pulse after pulse of his seed shot into my body
satisfying me! This satisfaction wasn't the same as my hunger it was
deeper, more animistic.
"Ohhh!" I moaned again as he continued to shoot his load inside me.
"Leave it in baby!" I told him. "Give me every drop!" I cried out as my
pussy clenched around him milking every drop and pulling it into me for
one purpose.
I realized at that moment of pure bliss that this was much worse than
the hunger, this was a heat, and this was the undeniable, unavoidable
urge to mate!
When the guy finally pulled out of me and fell back exhausted I looked
up to see the last two guys standing over me there jeans gone and
holding their hard cocks in anticipation.
I reached over and grabbed a pillow from the couch before laying back
and I reached down with one hand to spread my lips apart and asked
who's next.
My previous relentless orgasm was quickly regained as the next guy
dropped to his knees and grabbed my legs before sliding his cock deep
into me. Once again my body went into auto pilot as I grabbed onto his
firm hard chest and egged him on to fill me up like his friend did.
"Yes!" I moaned. "That's it! Fill me up baby! Give me what I need!"
I was amazed how fast the guys all recovered as I gathered them around
me and gave each one another long wet kissed to reinforce my hold.
The whole scene repeated it's self over again as before and for the
next couple of hours I fucked and sucked my way around the group again
till my body felt satisfied. It was well past three in the morning when
I finally stood up and ask the guys to put their clothes back on before
going to each one and giving them another kiss full of saliva.
"Okay guys," I purred in contentment. "Time for all of you to go home.
Now when you get home all of you are going to go to sleep and dream
about everything we did tonight and when you wake up you will all feel
really good but you won't remember that it actually happened it will
all be a dream, just a wonderful dream and no matter how hard you try
none of you will remember what I look like."
All of them just replied yes in unison before I opened the door and
watched them file out into the cool night air. Once they were gone I
smiled and shut the door and walked into my bed room and flopped down
on the bed my body still tingled from the attention it received and
like a drug it craved more. I reached down and started to rub my hot
slick slit bringing about the response and pleasure I desired however
it was fleeting and before too long the dryness and unresponsiveness I
had before came back. I let out a disappointed sigh and licked my
fingers clean tasting on them the same saltiness as I my saliva.
As I stared up at the ceiling I felt a weariness start to overtake my
body, man I was tired. Before sleep over took me I thought about what
just happened. It seemed that the only way to satisfy my hunger was the
ingestion of semen and on top of that once the urge to feed was
satisfied the urge to mate took over. Worst of all was my new body was
designed to do just that and it looked like I had no way to control it!
It seemed to only react in the presence of males I thought as I once
again slid my hand down between my now dry legs.
It also because obvious that my body was now configured for that one
purpose and that one purpose only. My saliva had the power to render
any male to putty letting me control then anyway I wanted. Not only
that it seems that I must now give off some kind of pheromones
remembering what that guys said about a strange smell and seeing their
hard ons before we even did anything.
Shit! I felt so repulsed by what I just did as the same feeling came
back after I had sucked off the pizza delivery guy the first time! It
didn't matter my body felt so tired that despite everything sleep
quickly over took me and I welcomed the darkness as it was my only
escape from the reality my life had become.
Chapter 05
When I woke up I looked over at the clock to see that it was almost
two. I stretched and let out a yawn. Man for some reason I felt so
good! Suddenly I remembered why it was I felt so good and the memories
of last night flooded back.
"Oh God!" I cried out and ran to the bathroom as a wave of nausea
overtook me.
I flipped up the toilet seat fully expecting to vomit but it never
came. I knelt there in front of the porcelain god for about fifteen
minutes trying to get myself back under control before I stood up and
turned on the faucet and splashed some cold water on my face. Looking
up I gazed for only the second time into that beautiful face that was
now me whether I liked it or not.
Another wave of nausea washed over me as I thought about a life trapped
in this body, forced to continually suck cock after cock endlessly in
order to survive! I can't do this! I can't live like this I thought
trying desperately to think of a way out as my body started to shake.
The reality of the situation struck me like knife! There was only one
way, one thing left for me!
I slid back the mirror on the medicine cabinet and reached in and
grabbed two half full bottle of pills. One was a pain killer and the
other a muscle relaxers. Leftover prescriptions I had left over from
when I hurt my back. Bottles in hand I walked into the kitchen and
opened up the cabinet and grabbed a small glass and a bottle of scotch.
There's only one way out! One thing that it still in my control I
thought as I filled the glass and opened the bottles.
I had always felt that suicide was a selfish way out. It may not seem
like it but you forget about the ones you leave behind. No one is ever
truly alone, there is always someone even if you don't believe there to
be. Your friends, coworkers or family, these people will be left when
you are gone to wonder why you did it and if there was something they
might have noticed that they missed to stop you or something they could
have done. They are the ones that will feel guilty and responsible for
your actions. Suicide is really selfish, but for me, now, there is no
one! I might as well make it a reality.
"I'm already dead!" I cried out as I shoved the rest of the bottle of
pain pills in my mouth and washed it down with the scotch then did the
same with the muscle relaxants and staggered into the living and lay
down on the couch with the bottle of scotch clutched to my chest.
This is for the best thought. They'll find my body and assume I
murdered Ken, at least them my family will get my inheritance without
any problems. I let out a weak laugh as I put the bottle to my lips and
took a large gulp, the scotch stinging my throat as I swallowed. That's
something at least I thought as I closed my eyes and waited for my
release.
Something was wrong! I opened my eyes and brought my hand up to my
face. I looked over at the cable box, an hour had passed. I should be
feeling something! I took another large gulp of scotch and waited.
Nothing! I sat up and drained the rest of the bottle and dropped it on
the floor hearing it thud on the hardwood and roll a short distance
from the couch as I flopped back down. Still I waited, and waited and
waited some more, nothing. I didn't feel any different, it was if the
pills and alcohol had no effect on me what so ever.
"No!" I cried out in frustration. "You can't take even this away from
me!" I yelled out and got up and walked into the kitchen.
I didn't like pain, the thought of hurting myself physically made me
sick. There had to be another way. I grabbed a clear plastic shopping
bag from the drawer and walked back to the couch. I put the bag over my
head and tied it tight around my neck pushing out as much air from it
as I could. Suffocation, that didn't sound too bad, I'll slowly get
light headed as my breath would start to come faster and faster as my
body tried to get the air it needed until I would just pass out and it
will all be over! But that never happened, my breath never changed. I
tried to hold my breath and wait but again nothing happened. I looked
over again at the clock. Thirty minutes, thirty minutes had passed and
nothing. How long was I holding my breath for? Strange I felt no urge
to take another breath. I glance back at that clock thirty eight
minutes. You have to be fucking kidding me!
"Shit!" I cried out and ripped off the bag.
I didn't need to breath? What the fuck did they do to me! I guess all
breathing was to me now was a throwback, even if my body no longer
needed it my mind was still following its base programming. I wondered
if I even needed my heart to beat anymore.
I was becoming desperate and in a fit of blind rage I ran into the
kitchen and grabbed a knife from the counter. Putting it against my
wrist I pressed as hard as I could and ran it across. There was a sharp
burst of pain when the skin open up behind the blade as it cut deep
into my flesh. The wound quickly filled with a thick red fluid that
oozed instead of shot out and dripped onto the floor. I held out my arm
and watched through bleary tear filled eyes as the red fluid dripped
out slower and slower till it stopped and all the was left was a dark
red line on my wrist.
"NO!!!" I cried out as I grabbed it and ran my nails along it only to
notice that it felt solid, firm! In a few moments the redness vanished
and nothing, not even a slight mark remained.
"It's not fair!" I cried as I fell to my knees on the kitchen floor.
"It's not fair!" They took everything, everything away from me even my
humanity. They trapped me in this body and they won't even let me die!
There was one thing left I could think of. I opened up the kitchen
closet and grabbed some rope I had stored there and a small step
ladder. I carried them in to the living room and set the ladder up.
Climbing up I threw the rope around one of the beams that ran across
the cathedral ceiling. I tied a loop and put it around my neck, making
sure it was tight I jumped off the ladder. Hitting the end the rope it
snapped tight and I heard and felt a sharp crack as my neck broke from
the force and my body swung back knocking over the ladder. I hung there
limply at the end of the rope swaying back and forth for a few moments
before I open my eyes. Nothing! I moved my arm and brought my hand up
to feel my neck. It was at a weird angel to my body but still nothing.
The only thing that was different was I couldn't move my neck. I just
hung there sobbing softly quite literally at the end of my rope for a
few minutes before I reached up behind me with my right hand and
grabbed the rope. Not sure how I would ever get down I pulled up and
was amazed that I had the strength to lift myself. Once I pulled myself
up enough for the rope to become slack I loosen the loop and remove my
neck before dropping to the floor. Once down I put my hand on my neck
and twisted my head a bit till I heard another, softer crack and I was
able to once again move my neck.
I just fell to my knees in utter defeat without even letting out a cry,
there was nothing left. My life and my body weren't even mine anymore.
I was trapped in the perfect prison and there was no chance it seemed
at all of escape!
Chapter 06
There was a knocking sound. I opened my eyes find myself laying on the
living room floor. The knocking sound was coming from the door, the
unmistakable sound of a fist pounding on it.
"Ken. Ken," A voice called out. "Ken are you there, it's Doug."
Oh shit it's the landlord! I got up and grabbed the shirt and sweat
pants still on the floor from the other night and quickly put them on.
"Ken," He said again still knocking. "I'm coming in."
"Wait!" I cried out in as deep a voice as I could manage as I walked
over to the door.
God I thought as I closed my eyes desperately trying to think of
something. I can't let him see me! Oh God if he seems me and not Ken!
What'll I do?
My sister! I'll tell him I'm Ken's sister! He's only met her twice
before surly he won't remember her!
Suddenly and without trying the image of my sister suddenly came to my
minds eyes. I saw every detail of her face and my skin started to itch
and it felt like something was crawling around beneath it. I opened my
eyes and rubbed my face trying to elevate those feelings before I
opened the door.
"He, hello" I said sheepishly to Doug standing there before me with a
shocked look on his face for a moment before it softened and
realization dawned.
"You're Jillian aren't you?" Doug asked. "Ken's sister right?" he
smiled.
"Ye, Yes," I nodded. "I'm sorry I didn't get the door right away, you
see I was asleep on the couch."
"No problem," He smiled and I noticed his eyes drift down toward my
breast and I felt my nipples harden from his attention.
No please, not again! I silently begged thinking that any moment I
would start to feel the same hunger or heat billow up from my body and
take over. But nothing happened, the urges I felt before thankfully did
not return.
"I came by to check on Ken. I haven't seen him for the last few days
and the rent is due. It's not like him to be late so I was worried
something was wrong" He smiled.
"The rent? Oh yeah, sorry. I guess I forgot. I mean he forgot. He's had
a lot on his mind the last few months trying to find a job and all
that. I stopped up the other night to visit and well wound up having to
stay the night. Sorry if we were a bit loud we were up drinking till
quite late," I apologized.
Doug looked in the living room and I noticed his eyes narrow slightly
as he did. I looked back to see the rope I used to try and hang myself
still dangling from the ceiling beam.
"It got a bit crazy," I laughed. "Ken wanted to prove to me he could
still do a one arm pull up so he tied a rope around the beam. Turns out
he can't!" I giggled. "All he succeeded in doing was falling on his
ass!"
Doug gave me an unconvinced suspicious look. "Where is he?" He asked.
"He's in the bed room still asleep. He really can't hold his liquor. I
can go ask him where the check is if you like."
"Sure that would be fine," Doug replied.
"I'll be right back," I said as I shut the door and went into the bed
room. I quickly grabbed a check and filled it out before returning to
the living room and opening the door and handing it to Doug. "Here you
go."
"Thanks," He replied. "When he gets up can you ask him to stop by?"
"Sure. I guess it's pretty late. I'll make us something to eat and try
to get him up before I leave," I smiled. "I'll make sure he calls you
at least."
"Okay sure," Doug laughed. "It's a pleasure to see you again. I'll talk
to you later," He said as he gave a little wave and walked away.
I shut the door and put my hands to my face. What the hell was that all
about? No way, I suddenly thought as I ran into the bathroom. Turning
on the light I looked at myself in the mirror. The face of the
beautiful woman with her strange reddish pink hair was gone. In her
place was Jill, my sister. I even sounded like her! Holy shit! Could it
be? Could I really?
I walked into the bed room and stood before the large mirror above my
dresser and closed my eyes and concentrated. I pictured in my mind my
face down to ever last detail. Nothing happened for a few moments and I
started to think that it was hopeless before I again started to feel my
skin itch and that same crawling feeling returned. Once it stopped I
opened my eyes. My heart leaped with joy as I found that I was once
again looking at myself. Not the new me but the original one.
"Hello?" I hesitantly asked the reflection, the sound of my own voice
echoing in my ears.
This is amazing! I wonder?
I closed my eyes and tried to picture my body as it was in as much
detail as I could. Not just the look of it but the feel of it as well.
I was rewarded a few moments later as my whole body started to itch and
crawl. Once it stopped I took a deep breath and opened my eyes. The
sight before me wasn't quite what I was hoping for. While my face and
hair were definitely me, my body well my body was different story. I
was still female there was no penis swinging between my legs but my
breast had shrunk down to what I guess would be an A cup. My arms and
legs were unchanged and still looked very feminine but my hips were at
least smaller and my waist thicker. The only residual effect of the
transformation was that I seemed to have a bit of a pot belly! I
brought my hand up to rub it and found that it was firm but squishy. I
started to giggle it looked so silly. I guess my body mass was dictated
by the goo and the shifting around of it by the shrinking of my breast
and hips had to go somewhere!
Still I cried out in joy at the realization and relief that I had at
least some control over this body. Being able to at least do this would
mean that I could still live at some level as Ken.
I waited a few hours before I got dressed and headed to the apartment
office to talk to Doug to keep him from getting suspicious and to put
to rest any ideas he had left over from this morning before walking
back to my apartment to try and figure out what I was going to do next.
Chapter 07
Mitch called that night and we shot the shit for a bit about how my
stay at the cabin was. Oh God if he only knew! He wanted to go out to a
bar and hang out but there was no way I could. The thought of losing
control and doing anything to one of my friends made me sick. I thought
perhaps if I could control my form I might be able to also control
these urges or at least keep them under enough control that I could
function comfortably.
I spent the next couple days just hiding at home, thinking about what I
should do. I felt so alone I mean who could talk to about this. Hell
who would believe me. The thought of being so alone in this made me
feel even more depressed. I sleep as much as I could, as sleep was the
only escape left for me.
I found that when I woke up in the morning I was back into my female
form but after a bit of practice and with a bit of concentration I
could hold whatever form I chose without any issue. I was surprised
that the hunger didn't return aside from the need to drink a glass of
salt water at least once a day. I did notice however that the longer I
went without feeding the harder it was to keep control of my form. I
didn't know how long I would last but I knew the hunger would return
and when it did I would be forced to find someone anyone to stratify
me.
After thinking about it I agreed that it would be better for me to
choose the time and place rather than to suddenly lose control of
myself in public. I went out that afternoon to a coffee house as Ken. I
didn't go to the one I always go, I didn't want to run the risk of
being caught in a place that knew me.
After I got my coffee I sat down next to an older guy. He was about six
foot and had slightly graying hair. He looked like a professional of
some kind based on his sharp looking suite. I decided to try an
experiment on this poor guy. While I was pretending to read a magazine
I relaxed my concentration a bit and let my body do what it wanted. The
moment I did the taste of my salty saliva came to my mouth. It wasn't
anywhere near as strong as when I lost control, it was more like
anticipation. After a few minutes I saw the guy's head come up from the
book he was reading. He was looking around and I s