I was walking in a field, the cool grass crushed softly between my toes,
the sun warm on my skin, the smells of spring were in the air and every
deep breath I took filled my lungs with the promise of a fresh start and
new hope. The sky was a flawless blue and looked clear enough to take a
swim in. Everywhere I turned, all I could see was endless rows of rolling
hills...there wasn't a soul in sight...and yet, for some reason, I didn't
feel frightened or lonely like I usually do by myself. It was as if the
sun herself was watching over me, keeping me company. I felt a whisper
tickle my lips as I put a name to the unseen spirit watching over
me..."Isabella" and I realized why I felt so safe, so hopeful, so loved...
And then I woke up...
I reached out for Isabella, but she was already gone...the tune to "You
are my sunshine" popped into my head and I felt a poignant pang as I
understood the lyrics for the first time. I felt a tear caress my cheek
and closed my eyes, trying to get back to those Elysian Fields one more
time...but then I heard a familiar voice, albeit one much colder than in
my dreams..."Get up, Belle. It's time for breakfast and the Devil himself
won't be able to protect you from me if I get punished for your
tardiness."
I bolted out of bed and followed her obediently, unable to take my eyes
off her inviting ass bouncing in her tight red Lycra bodysuit. I wondered
about her outfits. All of the other gurls seemed to fit a certain theme.
Baby doll, school girl, whore, pain slut, and French maid...but she was
just a sissy. I wondered who she was dressing for and what fantasy she was
supposed to fulfill...besides mine of course. I also wondered when I'd get
to wear some clothes of my own, but when I asked timidly, a curt "When
you've earned them." was my only response. I didn't press the issue, not
wanting to anger her after the brief moment of tenderness last night. I
had resolved to be the best sissy I could be, so that maybe she would
reward me with another fleeting sign of affection.
So it was with a spring in my step that I made it to the mess hall...and
one look at my breakfast made the name seem totally appropriate. I had a
steel bowl with my name engraved on it, so far my only possession down
here. It was a thick, sticky porridge of sorts, with the odor of stale
oats and aspirin and the look of glue and vomit. I dug my spoon into it,
cringing as it seemed to fight back, sticking to the bowl as if it knew it
didn't belong inside my mouth. I scanned the room. Sakura and Bambi where
eagerly devouring theirs, as if it were the tastiest meal in the world.
Isabella was sitting in a corner, watching me expectantly as she slowly
took one purposeful bite after another. I didn't want to break my vow
before breakfast, so I closed my eyes and shoveled the biggest bite I
could into my mouth...
I should have started with a smaller bite. As it was, the taste of zoo
smells filled my mouth, sending caustic vapors down my throat which caused
me to gag reflexively...and I didn't know I even had a gag reflex anymore.
But it was to no avail, the slop was too gloppy, too viscous and sticky to
escape so easily. My cheeks ballooned like a chipmunk, tears welled up in
my eyes, I knew I had to force this down soon or risk spitting it all over
the table...and then what would Isabella think? That I was some spoiled
baby probably...and I couldn't have that. So I forced my body to ignore
every instinct of self preservation it had and willed it down my throat I
a slow, torturous slide...when I finally finished the first bite I gasped
for air...then exclaimed, "Ugh! What's in this shit?"
Without looking up from her bowl, Bambi rattled off, "Prolly her-moans,
bee-havey-rool mod'ficashun drugs, n' deffy some MDMA derivys with a some-
attic ha-lucy-jenny cocktail." Everyone looked at her in stunned silence,
not sure if she was experience a moment of brilliance, or babble. She
seemed just as confused, looking down and blushing and muttering, "Or
sumthin like that..." As out of place as it sounded coming from her pouty
lips, I had to admit she was onto something. The single bile inducing bite
I had taken was already making me feel a little swimmy...and a lot horny.
So I did what any sensible sissy would do when she discovered her food was
drugged with all sorts of mind melting mixtures...I started wolfing it
down. That might seem counter-intuitive, but I knew that they were going
to get their drugs in me one way or the other...and that they probably
already had a big head start, so why fight it? If swallowing gag-me-glue
was the easy way to take my medicine, I didn't want to find out the hard
way...
Besides, I wasn't about to pass up a chance to get stoned out of my gourd,
not with my first day in training hanging over me like the Sword of
Damocles...and with every foul mouthful I worked down my throat, it only
made more and more sense. It became a kind of perverse contest with myself
to see how quickly I could finish it, ignoring every screaming cry my
taste buds made to stop, bullying my gullet into gorging on semi-soft
sludge, practically chewing it back down as it attempted to rise up and
burst out of me. Eventually, I went into some sort of auto-pilot, lost in
a druggy daze until I half noticed I was licking the bowl...I put down the
bowl and looked up, shame faced to see everyone staring at me in slack
jawed surprise. "Please forgive this impudent sissy, Bambisan, but it
looks like Bellekun just beat your record."
Bambi just glared at me as the shock wore off and the petty jealousy
seeped in. I knew I was going to pay for that, but at the moment I was too
light headed to care. I just smiled dumbly and drifted over to Isabella to
see where I was supposed to go next. I hoped that I might have made
Isabella proud, or at least less disdainful, but if she was impressed one
way or the other, she didn't let it show. She had the world's best Strip
Poker face, and I always felt like I was holding my cards the wrong way
with her. I was relieved when she finally popped the pregnant silence,
even if it was to chastise me..."While that was certainly amusing, it's
not how we clean our dishes here. Take your bowl to the sinks at the end
of the room and make it squeaky clean. You won't have anyone picking up
after you down here. You won't have long before your morning workout, so
don't dawdle. We already have our training regimens set, but you'll be
meeting with a personal trainer. And trust me, Belle, you don't want to
make him wait for you."
I nodded like a good little sissy and darted over to my table, only to see
Bambi and Sakura had left me their dishes too. Of course...I was the
bitches' bitch...it figured I'd have to clean after them too. Or maybe it
didn't, but in my docile state, it only seemed fitting, even just. So
without a whimper of complaint, I ran as fast as my dainty feet would
carry me and started scrubbing the dishes. It was a lot harder than I
imagined it would be, the glop just didn't want to come off, no matter how
hard I scrubbed. So I turned the heat up as high as it would go, only to
scald my delicate skin. I was so surprised that I chipped a nail, feeling
hot needles of pain dig into the soft flesh below my fingernail. Whatever
was in my breakfast, it wasn't a pain killer...I felt everything as if I
was stone cold sober, or possibly even more keenly...but I had to push
through. Angry blaring beeps announced it was time for my workout, and I
was still on the first bowl. I gritted my teeth, worked through the pain,
and rang every ounce of strength out of my puny arms, putting as much
force into scrubbing as I could. When I finally finished with the last
bowl, I let out an exuberant squeal...and then I remembered I was late and
let out a panicked eep...
I ran to my class so fast that I practically left a sissy-shaped dust
cloud in my wake. It was only when I was almost there that I realized I
knew where to go without anyone telling me. Did I remember from my first
guided tour/threat with my step-father? That seemed doubtful...I was never
very good with directions...or with anything else for that matter. I
wondered if they had somehow put a map in my head of where I was supposed
to go...and I wondered whether I should be relieved or horrified by the
thought. Either way, I didn't have time to dwell on it, because I was 100%
certain I didn't want to keep my trainer waiting one millisecond longer
than I had to. My legs had turned to blown out rubber, my lungs where
filled with battery acid, my sides where being cut into with jagged glass.
By the time I crashed through gym doors, I didn't even have the strength
to stand. I fell to the ground in an anguished heap, struggling to form a
pitiful attempt at an apology. That's when I heard the familiar voice of
my step-brother, Dirk, "Damn, Belle. If just getting here is too much
exercise for you, then you're really going to hate what comes next..."
I looked up to see him smirking down at me, and I didn't know what alarmed
me more, the thought of him using his towering physique to punish me, or
the fact that I couldn't stop slavering over his towering physique. On one
hand it made sense, I was a sissy after all, and he was as far from it as
you could get. A wide frame chiseled by a Greek god to show us mere
mortals how they really looked...a face with strong, almost brutish
features that stopped just shy of buffoonish and went all the way into
devastatingly handsome...a fat cock straining in his speedos even while
soft...one I knew could tear me up if he was so inclined, but one I
couldn't forget since he it stretched me to my limits. But it was so
confusing, I was still getting used to being a sissy I suppose, but
everything I used to hate about Dirk was what I found irresistible
now...his arrogance, his terrifying strength, even his nearly mindless
obsession with sex...because that's what I was obsessed with too. On the
other hand, I was late to my first appointment as a sissy, and I was sure
he would jump at the chance to punish me...
Instead he peeled me off the ground and held my chin in his hand, drawing
my fearful gaze up to his burning eyes, "Oh don't look so terrified. I'm
not going to punish you. Frankly I'm happy to leave that part of the job
to the experts. Besides, the workout will be punishment enough for a soft,
spoiled brat like you...but damn if they didn't carve you into a fuckable
soft, spoiled brat. Tell you what, if you do a good job, maybe I'll give
what you're too embarrassed to beg for." I blushed and tried to look away,
but he held me firmly, his stare penetrating past my meager defenses,
seeing clearly how badly I wanted him...I cursed myself for having such
terrible taste in Master's, but resolved to be the best little gym bunny I
could be.
"Alright, now we're going to start with the most important exercise for
any sissy..." I let out a satisfied squeal as Dirk shoved two of his thick
fingers inside my pussy. I melted into his arms, laying my head against
his chest, smelling his sweat through his tight tank top...it smelled like
Heaven's locker room. I squeezed around his digits, sending pulses of
pleasure throughout my hungry flesh. "That's a good sissy...squeeze
down...now relax...and squeeze again. If you don't practice your Kegel
exercises daily, you won't stay taut and tight for all your new
boyfriends...and no one wants to fuck a blown out sissy, do they, Belle?"
"NoOOOoooOOoohhh" I moaned earnestly, working my hardest to milk a creamy
orgasm from his fingers,,,and improve my physique of course. But he pulled
his delicious digits out of me with a depressing plop and told me to do it
on my own. Three seconds clenched, then three seconds relaxed...over and
over again until I feel pains in muscles I didn't even know I had in my
ass. But I took deep breaths and kept my eyes on the prize...or prick as
the case may be. After all, if my pussy was tighter, Dirk's cock would
feel that much bigger...
"Alright, that's long enough for now. But I want you to repeat those
exercises three times a day." I nodded meekly and shifted nervously from
one leg to the other. Every since he said I might get fucked at the end of
our session, it was all I could think about. I was a little embarrassed at
how quickly I went from being conflicted to being consumed with lust, but
of course being humiliated only seemed to make me hornier. I was all but
drooling as I waited to hear what he had in store for me next, and I only
managed that much restraint by focusing every ounce of my meager little
will. When he told me what I'd be doing next, my mouth dried up
immediately.
"You might have noticed all the sissies down here have very different
physiques, or maybe you were too busy staring at their clits, but I'm
getting off topic...the point is you gurls are all carefully packaged
products. I let the egg heads deal with filling the insides up and the
artists apply the cosmetic touches, but I have the most important job. I
make sure the products can actually perform as advertised. So you see that
bar over there..." he pointed to one of those bars ballet students use to
make those impossible leg stretches, I swallowed a gulp sideways as I
realized he wanted me to make one right now..."You don't have to be toned
or slim like the other sissies, in fact we want you soft and supple as you
can be...but you will have to be much, much more flexible. So get that leg
up on that bar and start taking knees with the other leg...by the time I'm
done with you, you'll be more flexible than one of those Canadian acrobats
pretending to be a Frenchy."
I don't know why I even bothered to try, I knew I was destined to fail. I
was so weak, so uncoordinated, so completely and utterly useless...but I
was also desperate enough for Dirk's dirk to ignore all that and rely on
my pathological capacity for hope when there is absolutely no evidence to
justify it. I swished over to the bar, making sure Dirk got at least two
eyefuls of my creamy curves, and took a deep breath...I cleared my head,
pushing out all the doubts and fears and logic and left only one
ridiculously stupid thought...I can do this. Then, something even stupider
happened...I lifted my leg up and over the bar and brought it down
slowly...I just stared, struck dumb...as if I was watching someone else. I
couldn't do that...it was impossible! But there I was...doing it with
ease...okay, not with ease, every muscle in my body felt like an old
rubberband seconds away from snapping at any second. Was that the only
reason I couldn't do it before? My own insecurities and fear of failure or
was it my all consuming desire to avoid even momentary discomfort that
kept me from discovering my body's true abilities? Whatever it was, I was
free from it now, and I was giddily gritting my teeth through the pain,
giggling between grunts as I pumped up and down faster and faster, tossing
my head over my shoulder to give Dirk an inviting look...
"Damn! You're actually good at something, Belle...I'm seeing it and I
can't believe it. But let's see how flexible you really are..." What
followed should have been an excruciating torture session with Hell's own
personal trainer and I guess in a way it was. I mean it hurt worse than
any imagined pain I'd ever cringed and cowered from; my body burning and
aching, with searing pain stabbing across my joints as I twisted from side
to side and back to forward. I felt like I was being stretched out on the
rack, only with me gleefully turning the wheel. I couldn't understand it,
probably because it didn't make any sense. I hated pain...I mean, it
hurt...so why was I so eager to bend over backwards for Dirk...literally?
I didn't really have to ask...even if it made no sense, it felt like the
most natural thing in the world. I wasn't even doing it for the promise of
sex anymore. I just wanted to make Dirk proud of me. Of course, 'proud'
takes on a completely different definition in The Basement...one that
involves dehumanizing degradation and servile submission...but one that
also involves being good at something...making someone happy. I never
realized how important that was to me until I started trying it for the
first time. It was addicting. I almost felt guilty. There was no way Dirk
got nearly the same joy in domination than I did in surrender. It was
almost like I was ripping him off...which only motivated me to give him
that much more...
I finally fell to the floor in a sob of frustration, reaching my limit as
I was just an inch away from sucking my own clit...of course if it had
been even average size it would have been easier. I tried to will the life
back into my limbs, but they weren't taking anymore requests at the
moment, probably ignoring me because I bullied them so mercilessly to bend
and twist to my will. I was furious with them, and even angrier at
myself...I was so close to proving myself to Dirk, and now I was just
another worthless pile of sissy of the floor. Just as I was about to
squirm over to Dirk and suck his toes as way of apology, I felt his strong
arms wrap around me, pulling me up so that my feet touched the ground, but
holding me tight so that I wouldn't just crumple to the ground. I braced
myself for the worst, ready to accept his disgust and disdain as my due,
but when I looked up into his eyes, I saw something completely
different...
"There, there...I've got you. And don't look so crushed. You did great for
your first day. You're a natural born sissy after all. In fact...I think
you deserve a reward." His expression was almost kind as he leaned
towards me, it almost tempered the fire burning in his eyes, almost but
not quite...I still melted under their heat. He didn't so much kiss me as
swallow my mouth, forcing his thick tongue inside me and fucking my throat
with it. One of his hands dropped to my ass, fully cupping one of my
cheeks and massaging a moan out of it. I felt the strength returning to my
limbs even as he made me feel so helpless in soft in comparison to him. It
was all I could to lift one a silky soft leg around around his hard back
and wrap it around, embracing him. My arms had a better idea, one slinked
it's way up to caress his Adonis-like abs and the other found itself
stroking his blazing red hair, the heat almost too much to stand. I was
beginning to see what Lola saw in Dirk, and for the first time, I was
jealous of her...
When he slid three fingers up my ass...to test the results of my exercises
no doubt...I began writhing against him, rubbing my hard little worm
against the leviathan in his shorts. My breasts crushed against his chest,
my nipples tracing out his flesh as if they were marking their territory,
exquisite pain running through them, sweet and sharp like a toothache your
tongue keeps lingering back to. It send Morse code moans down to my pussy,
making it throb back a response of 'Oh God yes...forever and for always
yes..." Then Dirk pulled his tongue out of my throat, a whimper snaking
its way out to try and pull him back in, but changing to a perverse prayer
of thanks as his mouth latched around my swollen breast instead. I don't
know if it was my body or the drugs...or if the drugs where what did this
to my body in the first place...or if it was all in my head...or if it was
my heart that was lying...because in this chaotic storm of questions and
doubts one thought kept striking through clearly...I love him...I love him
I love him...
I don't know why I was so hard on Dirk before. He's not a monster...he's
just passionate. Sure he can be rough, but that's just because he doesn't
know his own strength. And granted, can be arrogant and overbearing, even
something of a bully...but he doesn't mean anything by it. It's just the
testosterone talking, you have to expect a little aggressiveness from a
real alpha male. And Dirk was definitely all man...I could feel all ten
inches of him, thick and throbbing against my soft stomach...with a cock
that big he had earned the right to. I longed to feel him inside me, to
lube it lovingly with my tongue and feel it stretch me out to my very
limit again...only this time bringing me to the pinnacle of pleasure
instead of pain. I was just about to fall to my knees and beg him to let
me worship his cock when I heard the hateful blaring of the alarm telling
me it was time for my next class. "Oh no...not now. Pleeeeease...please
let me stay just a little longer..."
Dirk let me fall to my knees, staring up at his salacious smirk..."Fuck,
Belle, you've got it bad haven't you? I feel like I should cock block you
for old times sake, really leave you humiliated and horned up, but to be
honest, I'd much rather fuck a dozen screaming orgasms out of you. And
don't worry, I'm not one of those guys with a hang up about a sissy
cumming before me. Hell, I like knowing I can make a bitch squirt until
she's dehydrated." I listened with rapt attention; my imagination running
wild with such vivid thoughts that I could practically feel him inside me.
But practically wasn't enough...I needed more. But that's when he let the
other foot drop...right on my throat..."Of course, I won't be the one
getting punished for your tardiness. The choice is up to you...do you want
to get fucked like the filthy slut you are, or do you want to go to your
next lesson like a good little sissy?"
Was that a rhetorical question? I mean...who wouldn't rather get fucked
like the filthy little slut they are? I realized he was toying with
me...that this was just another game or test or whatever they wanted to
call it. They couldn't just fuck me and be done with it or just brainwash
me so I'd be an obediently little sissy. No, they played these perverse
pranks instead...I didn't understand why they had to go to all the
trouble. I'd already surrendered. I was helpless, so why did they need to
play these elaborate games of cat and mouse...or maybe it's because I was
helpless...they didn't have to do this, it was just more fun. I had to
revise my opinion on what a cuddly studdly teddy bear Dirk was...but that
didn't stop me from pulling down his gym shorts or shrieking in in giddy
surprise when his cock popped out and plopped me in the face.
If I had thought it through, I probably would have just gone to my next
lesson. After all, I was being trained to be the ultimate sissy whore, so
I was going to get plenty of chances to get filled up with ooey gooey
orgasms...but with a hard cock stroking my soft cheek, the only thing I
could think about was how I was going to manage to fit my lips around it.
When I felt his cock laying on top of my face as I suckled on his balls,
its weight making me feel so weak and small in comparison...when I tasted
the salty sweat and manly musk of his massive balls, so big I had to take
them one at a time...when I saw the look of all consuming lust in his eyes
and the cocky smile of a conqueror on his lips, I knew I made the right
decision. I knew I was where I belonged...
"That's a good little sissy...get me nice and wet for that tight little
pussy of yours. I don't want to hurt you this time...well not too much
anyway. You know what they say...no pain, no gain". It was a cliche, but
he seemed deeply profound at the time...and I did so want to gain. I ran
my tongue slowly up his cock, the taste sizzling on my tongue, the silky
smooth texture only making the hardness underneath feel more enticingly
intimidating. I'd never sucked one this big before, I was trying to tease
him, to really take my time in drooling over every inch of his
cock...giving slow, loving, wet kisses with just the slightest flicker of
tongue...but it was getting to be too much for me. I felt like I was
teasing myself, torturing myself with every second I didn't have his cock
in my mouth. And just when I couldn't take it anymore...when I had to
surrender to my own selfish hunger...when I had to admit I was too weak to
even stand up to myself...when I was just about wrap my plump, pouty lips
around his throbbing manhood...that's when he had an ever better idea on
how to torture me...
"Daaaaayum! Well you certainly don't need lessons on how to worship a
cock. You're ready to graduate something cum something...damn I always
fuck that one up. Oh well, I didn't have to graduate top of my class to
train sissies for a living. Besides, I'm still full of bright ideas. For
instance, why don't you wrap those new melons of yours around my cock and
give me a good old fashioned tit-fuck?" I wanted to wrap my lips around it
instead, but by the tone of his voice, I could tell it was another
rhetorical question. And to be honest, I almost liked the frustration as
much as the satisfaction. It was sick, I know, but a part of me got off on
being used for a real man's pleasure and being denied my own. It was pure
Hell, feeling the agony of pleasure denied, languishing in lust as the
fruits of sweet, juicy release are so tantalizingly close, ready to burst
in your mouth and then snatched away cruelly. Yes, it was pure Hell...but
it felt so good getting that close...and that sick, masochistic part of me
secretly longed for it to be pulled away at the last minute...because I
knew I deserved the punishment, and because I was too weak to deny myself.
That's how I found the soft, insanely sensitive flesh of my breasts
closing in around his fat prick instead of my lips...how I felt his hot
muscle flexing in my cleavage as I pushed by breasts together painfully
tight and started sliding them up and down in opposite directions. A
frantic friction built up as I slid them faster and faster, the heat
sinking into my skin and entering my bloodstream. It was starting to feel
less like a punishment and more like a reward...I had been afraid to
really play with my new breasts once I discovered how sensitive they were.
But with Dirk's thick manhood throbbing between them as it slid with spit-
slicked speed, I was grateful for their sensitivity...and ready to test
their limits. I began twisting my nipples as I slid my breasts up and down
at an increasingly frenzied pace, the swollen buds of bliss like dials
controlling the furnace burning inside me. I turned them higher and
higher, the heat rising from inside me and radiating out to my florid
flesh making it even more responsive to the white hot iron scalding
between them. Instead of teasing myself, I was reaching a boiling point,
letting out a tea kettle squeal of joy as I felt my first ever titgasm,
the sensation of a million pins tickling my tender flesh, the angels
dancing on their heads covering me with kisses.
At this point, Dirk must have been getting close, because he took
over...thrusting his cock between my breasts while holding onto them for
dear life. I felt more feminine than ever...not only was I fucking a man
with my breasts, I was able to get off on it...and just when I thought
things couldn't get any better, I bobbed my head down at just the right
time, and felt his wide mushroom head slip past my moaning lips. I was too
surprised to give it so much as a friendly peck the first time, but it
soon returned and I was able to give it a quick suckle...it tasted like a
stolen kiss from a succubus...a guilty pleasure that only leaves you
hungry for more. I was drooling all over my breasts, looking like a dick
dumb bimbo...probably because I was a dick dumb bimbo at that point. All I
could think about, if you could even call it thinking, was getting one
more sweet suck of that cock...feel it throb against my tongue one more
time...taste one more dollop of pre-cum, a confusingly familiar concoction
somewhere between chevre and wild oats...hoping the next time would be the
time he finally exploded all over my slutty face...until it finally was...
His cum hit the back of my throat so hard that I swore it shot right to my
brain, his orgasmic mix of endorphins and adrenaline coating my brain and
sending it into overdrive, making a very convincing argument that I was
the one cumming, sending a double dose of that capital "O" organic
compound to spread the good news throughout my body. I writhed on my knees
as his seed proved to hearty for my greedy gullet, spilling down my chin
and onto my heaving breasts. Every inch his cum hit sang out in vicarious
euphoria, until my own meager clit was squirting a thin little stream of
its own. As long as he shot thick ribbons across my upturned face and
bountiful breasts I could feel the Moan Express rolling through me,
shaking me to the core. But even a true alpha stud like Dirk had to run
dry eventually, leaving his taste lingering as a teasing reminder long
after my buzz had faded. It must have been at least an interminable five
minutes before I was able to recuperate well enough to realize the mistake
I'd just made. I cried out, "Oh no! I wanted to get fucked! Please, Dirk,
please tell me you can get hard again and fuck me!" I begged more to God
than Dirk...because it would take a miracle for him to get an erection
after unleashing that much baby batter. I had a feeling God wasn't taking
my calls anymore, and it probably wasn't a request he would look to kindly
on anyway, but for some reason, I still managed to hope for a miracle,
even when every day was another brutal reminder that they didn't exist.
And then, a miracle happened...Dirk exclaimed, "Hah Hah hah! Of course I
can, Belle. What'd you think I was, a sissy? Now you just get that leg
back up over that stretch bar and get me nice and hard again..." I
couldn't believe my luck...I began scooping Dirk's pooled cum off my
breasts with my fingers and sucking it off my dainty fingers, wanting to
be clean so he could defile me again. But Dirk stopped me, saying, "I
didn't tell you to clean up, slut. I want you to remember what kind of
greedy little fuck pig you are, so the cum stays." I snorted once for yes
and scurried over to the bar, leaving any dignity or self respect I might
have had behind me like bread crumbs for him to follow me home.
For a moment I did think of how much later this would make me and how much
more trouble I would be in, but that only made me long even more
desperately for the euphoric escape of mindless animal rutting. With one
leg stretched out over the ballet bar and the other spread as far from it
as possible, my pussy was completely exposed and vulnerable, just how I
liked it. I felt one of Dirk's powerful hands close around my throat and
another around my breast, kneading it with violent affection. I wasn't
sure which was more dangerous...or more exciting...either way I was
breathless and eager for more. And more is exactly what I got, almost more
than I could handle, more than I knew I deserved. But Dirk was the
generous sort, feeding his full length to my taut and trained hole. He
slid in with ease, and I realized he must have added some extra lube to
compliment what was left of my spit. At the time, it seemed so romantic,
the nicest thing anyone had ever done for me...a declaration of love. "I
know you were probably hoping for it raw again, but I almost got dick burn
last time, so I had to add some more lube this go around." Then again,
some people say 'I love you' in different ways...
Dirk said I love you in a much more tangible way, by slowly stretching out
my asshole as his his veiny cock pulsed to the beat of his heart, sending
his heart closer and closer to mine with every push. By the time he was
all the way inside me, I could tell he loved me very much. One leg was
still arched high on the bar and the other wobbly from exertion and
lust...I felt like any moment I could collapse, but he took me into his
arms, surrounding me with his rippling muscles. His hands cupped my
breasts, practically mauling them, painful throbs of pleasure surged
through me with every beat of my heart. It was like he was holding his
heart in my hands, and every time he squeezed, I felt my pussy close
tighter around his heartbeat. And when I felt him throb against my ooey
gooey g-spot, my heart burst releasing a flood of pure love, the sheer
force of the torrential rush of bliss wearing me down to a tiny nub,
washing me away. And then things got worse...and so much better...
The gnawing pangs of guilt started in on me, eating away at my soul,
telling me how wrong it was to be late, to cum like a little fuck pig
instead of putting my Master first...but then Dirk's massive meat fed my
emptiness, sweet stabs of pain like needles filled with honey and heroin
filled my pussy as he pounded away at me. His girth both a burden and
blessing as I struggled to accommodate him, pain wrestling pleasure in a
nude Greco-Roman grudge match, and pleasure was going for the pin. My skin
was covered in a slick sheen of sweat, every muscle tense and taut...I was
slippery as an eel in his arms, but he held me tight, and as long as he
held me close and whispered sweet nothings in my ear, he kept the demons
of guilt and despair away, saying, "That's my filthy little slut, my
deposit only sperm bank. God damn, but don't you look beautiful when the
light shines on your cum covered face. Cum for me, you stupid cunt...show
me how much you love my fat fucking cock!"
And I did, a sickly drool of sissy milk dribbling from my clit, running
down my wobbly leg as my other spasmed in place like a bitch relieving
herself. Lewd, obscenely honest cries drooled out of my throat, his cock
so fat it didn't leave room for all the dirty thoughts filling my head.
"Pleeeeease, fuck me harder! Bully my weak little pussy with your big
strong cock! Make me your little sissy bitch slave! Oh fuck...I think...oh
shit...I love....oOOOoooOOooooh!" All that came out after that was
incoherent moans...the language of love. Dirk turned my head and claimed
my mouth with his own, pumping his love inside me from both ends, his
other hand still kneading my breasts like wet dough, melting my heart all
over his sticky fingers, bringing them to my mouth and replacing his
tongue, letting me suck them clean...my heart tasted suspiciously like his
cum, more proof that we were destined to be together. He had turned me
into nothing more than a willing receptacle for his love, a shapely fuck
vase, a cum jug...and with his hot flesh hitting every sweet spot in my
pussy at once, that felt the highest calling I could ever aspire to. But
even that proved too great a task, the power and volume of his love was
too great, my fragile frame was too weak to hold it all, and I could feel
excess love running down my chin as I drooled dumbly, caressing my curves
in fat beads of sweat as his love seeped through my pores, even burning up
into gas and exploding from my body in a shrill scream. I couldn't even
call them multiple orgasms at this point, or even one long continuous
one...I was an orgasm, a meager reflection of his pure, perfect love. And
just when I swore it couldn't get any better if God himself tagged in to
fuck me from behind...it got so much better...and then so much worse than
I ever imagined...
The truest, purest expression of his love filled my raw, ravished hole and
seeped into my bloodstream through busted capillaries, traveling to heart
and head and mutating them, making my heart beat only for him, making
every thought of him...making me a living valentine to Dirk. I fell back
into his arms as he lowered me to the floor, his love still hard and
oozing inside me, feeling so small and safe in his embrace...and then
feeling the cold hard reality as he dropped me unceremoniously to the
floor. "Urk!" a hurt, animal whimper was forced from my lungs as the air
was knocked out of me. My puppy luv buzz was fading fast, replaced by sore
muscles and stabbing regret, reminding me I was all too real. If I was a
reflection of his love, it was only symbolically...filthy, fleeting, and
quickly forgotten. The crystal clarity of a hard cum down cut into me
deep, letting me see Dirk as he really was...
He leered down at me with smug satisfaction, an awful look of amused
disgust dripping from his face along with the sweat of his full body
workout. He didn't love me, he wasn't capable of it...well not in any
meaningful sense. He loved me the way he loved a good steak...I existed
for his enjoyment, and it didn't matter if I was left chewed up, degraded
and digested, and expelled from his warmth. I realized that all the love I
had felt for him was a lie, that I had been seeing him with cum coated
glasses, creating the Dirk I wanted...no needed...the Dirk that I could
love without shame or regret. And now that I saw he was just a wet dream,
all of the feelings I tried to push away came rushing in to devour
me.,,and Dirk just watched, laughing at the cum catching cliche. I tried
to put my sobs together to form a coherent sentence, but I couldn't think
over the blaring of the alarms...and that's when the other foot
dropped...squishing me like a bug...
"Come with us, sissy!" gloved hand reached down for me and dragged me away
from Dirk's contemptuous smirk. I might have forgotten the alarm in my
mindless rutting and morose regret, but apparently they hadn't.
'They'...it seemed the only appropriate name for them...two total
strangers, cloaked in shiny black rubber from head to toe, floor lab
coats, gloves, and a skull cap tight cowl. Their eyes were two empty
caverns formed by dark mirrored shades...the only flesh on them was their
mouth, tight lipped grimaces stretched over powerful jaws. I wondered what
kind of messes they had to clean up in those get ups, and immediately
regretted my curiosity, bloody screaming images flooding my head. I spent
the rest of the long slide towards certain doom trying to imagine anything
else, with less and less success. By the time I reached my destination: a
bland, featureless room, empty save for the chair I was rudely tossed into
and strapped down in, I was reducing to a whimpering stream of
unintelligible apologies...
After they made sure I was completely helpless, they left me alone...or so
I thought. A voice rang out behind me, "Good morning, Belle. I see
punctuality isn't one of your strong suits. Of course, we haven't found
any strong suits yet, but that's what we're here for. Now, we'll take care
of your tardiness after the lesson, so let's get started with your French
lessons." I strained my head, but I couldn't turn it far enough to get a
look. He was only a disembodied voice to me, but instead of making him
seem weightless or intangible, he became more substantial...filling my
imagination until he was a homunculus of every nightmare I ever had
stitched together into a shambling mess...a nightmare with an eerily
soothing voice. Soothing...and familiar...like the sound of my conscience.
I tried to figure out what was going on, managing a stammering, "buh buh
But I don't nuh nuh know any French." I heard a soft, gentle laugh behind
me that chilled me to the bone. It was strangest thing...his voice was so
kind, but some how that made him even more terrifying than if he was
screaming and snarling. Like he didn't have to try to intimidate me, like
he didn't even care if he scared me or not, because he was going to make
me do whatever he wanted whether I was afraid or not.
"Oh you won't learn how to speak French. Our clients don't want a girl
that speaks French, it's alienating and embarrassing for them when they
don't speak French. No, our clients want a girl that barely speaks
English. So we're going to give you an accent with a smattering of French
words with no regard for grammar or syntax. All you'll have to do is close
your eyes, calm down, and let me start the lesson." All of the sudden,
Sakura's broken English and equally broken Japanese. I didn't want to end
up a cartoonish caricature like her or the others...I tried to resist,
tried to keep my eyes open, determined to struggle to my last. But my lids
where so heavy...I had to rest them...just for a second...
...
"There we go. That wasn't so bad, now was it?" My eyes snapped open a
second later. I didn't know what he was talking about. How could he have
taught me something in a second, especially since he didn't say anything?
I didn't want to make him angry, but I wasn't sure if this was some kind
of a test. If I pretended to learn something and he knew I didn't, I would
be in even more trouble. So I decided to risk a little honesty...
"Non. Eet did not zeem to work. I...Mon Dieu!" I couldn't believe my
ears...I sounded like Pepe Le Pew's girlfriend. "What ees this? How did
zees happen?" I struggled vainly against my bonds, beginning to really
panic...if they could make me sound like that, what else would they do if
I gave them the chance?
"Don't worry, my dear, it's just a little speech therapy, that's all. You
should be proud to be such a fast learner. Now, as for that punishment..."
My heart stopped. I was tied to a chair in a room with a mysterious
stranger that could make me a foreigner in my sleep. I was on the verge of
tears imagining what he could do to me while I was awake. I was helpless,
but strangely, not hopeless. Stupidly, I hoped for another miracle...maybe
he would decide I didn't have to be punished...but of course that was a
futile hope...or so I thought. "Now you don't have to be punished. It's
really up to you. Here at the Harrow House, we pride ourselves in only
training the perfect sissies, and no amount of drugs, surgery, or hypnosis
can make a perfect sissy if she doesn't want to put in the effort. So,
Belle, the question you have to ask yourself is, do I want to be a perfect
sissy? If you do, go to room 101 after this and accept your punishment. If
not, go take a nap until you hear the next bell signaling the start of
your maid duties. The decision is entirely yours."
The moment he finished talking my bonds snapped open. I told myself it was
a remote controlled latch, but I wasn't convinced. I didn't even have the
courage to turn around, too afraid of what I'd see, or worse, wouldn't. I
heard his voice so clearly, I would have hated to find there was no one
there. Instead I bolted out of the room and down the hall, running
anywhere as long as it was away from that voice. I was already half way
there before I noticed I was running towards room 101. What was I
thinking? I didn't want to be punished...did I? Of course I didn't...but I
did want to be the perfect sissy...so I found myself tentatively knocking
on the door to room 101, cursing my conscience and their cruel games,
terrified of what I'd see when I opened the door...trying to tell myself
it couldn't possible be as bad as I imagined it would be. I was wrong...it
was worse...
"Belle, it's a pleasure to see you. Both because we've been apart to long
and because I'm proud to see you finally taking responsibility for your
mistakes. We'll make a good sissy slave out of you yet." I was speechless,
staring in shock at my step-brother, Darius, as cold and cruel as Dirk was
passionate and selfish. His sharp features accentuated his cold, piercing
stare, only his burning red hair gave any hint of warmth, and even that
was cut close to his scalp. He towered over me as the tallest member of
his family, and with me only a little over five feet, he cut quite the
imposing figure.
I looked away, hoping to find something less terrifying to look at, but
all I saw were walls lines with all manner of torture devices. Spiked
paddles, whips, chastity devices, and in the corner, a portable generator
with prongs for electrocuting naughty little sissies. Once I saw that my
heart sunk...I knew without a doubt, that would be the punishment he
chose. I wanted to be brave, wanted to be a good gurl and take my
punishment, but I couldn't stop from blubbering, "I'm suh suh sorry! Puh
puh please forgive me!"
Darius wore an expression between mock concern and boredom. "But of course
you're sorry, Belle, otherwise you wouldn't have volunteered for
punishment. Only, and I'm sure this isn't the case, I hope you don't think
an apology is currency you can use to buy your way out of punishment.
Because as a slave, you don't have any currency, any control, the only
real choice you have is how hard you're willing to work to surrender
completely...what you're willing to sacrifice to be the perfect slave."
The guilt grew more and more vicious as his words sank into me, and the
more my shame fed, the hungrier it got. It got to the point that
punishment seemed like the easy way out compared to living with the hollow
hurt of knowing I was a failure as a sissy. "In fact, since this is your
first time being disciplined, I'm going to let you pick what device I use
to serve your just desserts. I promise I will use whatever you select, and
I won't administer it more harshly if you choose the easy way out."
This was the cruelest cut. Not only did they let me choose to be tortured
or to 'get away with' only being eaten alive by guilt, now he was forcing
me to pick the my own poison. It was like he said, it wasn't a real
choice. I had no control over what I picked. I could either pick something
slightly less diabolical and suffer the sting of shame and being racked by
regret...or I could pick the most painful punishment possible and work my
hardest to surrender completely. So it was with no small amount of pride,
and an even greater sense of abject terror, that I wheeled the
electroshock device over to the middle of the room right next to a table
adorned with leather restraints. "Pleez, Monsieur Darius, pleez punish me
with zis."
His eyes lit up ever so slightly, a firefly at the bottom of a deep, dry
well. "I have to admit...I'm not sure what to say. Here I had this whole
speech prepared about how you are only cheating yourself by picking the
smallest paddle on the wall. It was on the tip of my tongue...I
practically tripped on it. But you picked out the worst of the worst. I
can't use that just for being tardy to one lesson...it's just not
proportional." I went through a whole gamut of emotions. I was beaming
with pride to see him stunned speechless...I was horrified to think of how
awful it must be if even HE thought it was too much...but most of all, I
was ashamed that I was getting away with all the sins he didn't know
about.
"Buh buh but, zere was more. I was also late to ze gym. And last night, I
came weezout permission...so meeny times I experience zee petit de morte,
even weeth Monsieur Dirk. Pleez, punish me weeth the worst you have."
Confessions fell from my lips like lead weights, leaving me feeling
relieved, but hollow...it was soon filled with an oppressive dread...
"Well..." any spark in him fizzled out as his tone went ice cold, "I'd say
you deserve this after all. Get on the table, once this current runs
through you, you'll be hopping like a frog on fire. So let's get you tied
down so you won't break your cute little neck." I got up on the table and
laid down with all the enthusiasm of an autopsy patient. Darius strapped
me down tight, the leather biting into my soft, sensitive skin, the minor
pain serving as a portent of things to come. If a little discomfort was so
difficult for a spoiled sissy like me to endure, then how would I endure
actual torture? "Electroshock therapy has been used since the 1930s to
treat severe depression. It's said to create a sensation of euphoria after
the current completes its circuit through the nervous system. Of course,
it is usually administered to an anesthetized patient, so that might not
happen in your case."
Darius had the professional demeanor of Dr Kevorkian, and I didn't bother
trying to look for compassion or mercy in his eyes as he applied the
electrodes to my forehead. He told me once that he was the kindest Master
in the Harrow House...that he gave us what we would never dream of asking
for, but what we desperately needed. I wondered if this was what he had in
mind...and then I realized it was exactly what he had in mind. The machine
came to life with a steady hum, that must be what the demons hummed in
Hell.
"Since this is your first time being punished, I'll keep the voltage
relatively low. And I'll only shock you three times. But don't you dare
beg me to stop. This isn't the worst I can do to you, not by far. This is
just the worst thing you can imagine...and if you live your entire life
without learning what I can imagine, you can die happy." I nodded mutely,
biting down on the rubber bit he put in my mouth so I wouldn't chew my
tongue off. I closed my eyes and tried to think happy thoughts...
"GUH UH GRRGLE BHHH!" My blood was replaced by hellfire as the current ran
through me. My body trashed against the straps as if trying desperately to
escape the pain inside it...and I didn't blame it. Nothing I had felt
before had prepared me for this...this was PAIN...real PAIN...the kind the
brain draws inspiration from when processing minor inconveniences like
being grudge fucked without lube...this was pure, undiluted...perfect. But
unlike most perfect moments, it seemed all too permanent. Even after the
machine returned to its low hum, I could feel the fire pumping in my
veins, each breath taking fresh agony into my lungs and breathing out
jagged despair. Still...I didn't beg, but I'm not sure if that's just
because I was in too much pain to speak...
"GAAAAH UURRRH FGGHH EEEEEEE!" I hoped that wasn't electrocutedese for
'please stop', but if it was, then apparently Darius wasn't fluent. At
least it wasn't worse than before, but that's like being in the shallow
end of the Lake of Fire. Reality warped and time wrapped around me,
closing in on me and holding me down. The PAIN just wouldn't end, and it
started to feel like it had no beginning either. I couldn't remember what
not being in excruciating, thrashing torment felt like...and I was
convinced I never would. This really was Hell, they just took their time
warming up my room...
Reality came back to me in gasps, then sobs...when the PAIN finally
started to sweat out of me, leaving only a heavy hurt that covered me in a
warm blanket, I began crying...tears of joy...tears of relief. I'd made
it, I had been delivered from Hell...and one day, maybe a decade from
then, maybe I'd even be able to feel good again. But anything less than
that pristine Pain was practically hedonistic pleasure in comparison. Then
my brain stitched itself back together and remembered how to count..."Well
that's two...and I have to say, I didn't think you'd make it past one. I
was looking forward to seeing the look on your face when you found out
what hurts worse than this...but I suppose this is a pleasant
disappointment. I tell you what...as a reward, I'll let you skip the last
jolt if you think you've been punished enough."
Just when I thought I'd finally seen the depths of Darius' inhumanity, he
found a way to go lower...making me choose whether I'd take one more trip
to Hell or live in sin instead. My brain was recovering rapidly, screaming
an articulate treatise on the benefits of not being electrocuted...but my
conscience was whispering unintelligibly, telling me I'd regret it until
the end of my days...that I was only cheating myself. I closed my eyes and
saw Isabella smiling down on me, she was so proud of me for being strong,
and I was so close..."Oui, Isabella, un more time..."
A cleansing fire...the flaming sword of an archangel, cutting me
down...burning me to a cinder...but after an eternity of PAIN...I felt a
different kind of fire. It wasn't destructive, it was alive, pulsing...a
womb...I rose from it like a phoenix, my wings unfettered from the weight
of my guilt...I soared. Flying closer and closer to the welcoming warmth
of the sun...closer to the angel hiding behind my eyes...my
Isabella...when I finally opened them...I was in Darius' arms. He was
brushing my matted hair from my scalp and telling me how proud he was of
me. "the bloody nose. When I saw that, I knew...there was hope for you
yet. But this...it's too early to say...but in my professional opinion,
you could become a perfect sissy."
"Thank you, Monsieur Darius. I leev to pleez." I beamed up at him, feeling
a bit of that euphoria he mentioned earlier. For a moment, I allowed
myself to believe he was telling the truth, that he only wanted what was
best for me, that I could become the perfect sissy. But then I looked into
his eyes, and I remembered that he didn't care what happened to me, as
long as he got to see me squirm. I flinched at his caress, recoiling from
the tender fingers that turned the knob on the electroshock machine. A
slight smile flickered on his face...he got what he wanted from me...the
flinch...
"Well...I'd better untie you so you can get dressed and get ready for
work. We don't want you being late again, now do we?" Darius undid the
straps and I slid off the table standing on stiff, barely responsive legs.
I made my way to the door each step I took a little easier than the last,
my muscles starting to relax...more importantly, each step was a step
further away from Darius. I wasn't sure whether he wanted me to believe he
was trying to make me into the best sissy I could be and just couldn't
help but terrify me, or if he was trying to terrify me and making me the
best sissy I could be was a happy accident. Either way, I was grateful for
the lesson, mostly because I learned never to have another one. Still...a
nagging part of me told me I'd come crawling back if I was a bad little
sissy again. It was better than the guilt...and it was the only way to
stay on Isabella's good graces...
I ran back to the shower and blasted myself with ice cold water, not even
waiting for it to warm up. I shivered under the steady stream, but I was
glad for the incentive to soap up and scrub off all my my sweat in a
hurry. Besides, it reduced the temptation to spend time I didn't have
'thoroughly cleaning' my more sensitive dirty bits. Instead, I cleaned up,
dried off, and tore off to the sissy wardrobe room at record speed. I was
out of breath by the time I made it, but this time I didn't let that stop
me. I wasn't going to be late this time. I was going to get dressed, go
upstairs and be the best little sissy maid they had ever seen. And no one
was going to stop me..."Ooh just the sissy I was looking for. I was hoping
I could make squirties before going upstairs to pway."...except maybe
Bambi.
"Pleez, Bambi..." I saw her cherubic features grow positively demonic and
I remembered my place, "I mean Miz'ress Bambi...oops...I mean Maman." As
if some one pulled a string, her face snapped back to her usual empty
smile. "Please, I can't be late to work. I just want to get dressed and
go. Pleez, I promeez to make it up later, just pleez let me go."
"EE! You sound so kewt! I've got my very own widdle French dolly!" After
her initial giddiness, I saw Bambi thinking over my simple request with
the intensity you'd expect for a zen koan. You could practically hear
gears grinding until she finally came back with, "Tell you what...I'll
fuck you, AND help you get dressed. Cuz let's be rilly rill, without me
you won't find diddly poo." She had a point...the so called Wardrobe Room
was more like a warehouse of uniforms, outfits, lingerie, and accessories.
Row after row of racks filled with hanging plastic bags and underneath
them, labeled cabinets. With Bambi's hair trigger cum reflex it would be
quicker than looking for it myself, and it would give me an opportunity to
prove I could hold off from cumming before my Master...or Mistress...or
Mommy did.
"Alright but..." I didn't get time to finish my caveat before Bambi took
me by the arm and dragged me down the rows until she got to row 'M' for
Maid and walked down to 'F' for French. She fumbled with a few bags and
finally took one down marked 'X'...I was already regretting letting her
pick my outfit...
I put on the ruffled belt...the white lace tickling the top of my ass and
the black silk soft on my hands...and then I realized it wasn't a
belt...it was a skirt. Bambi giggled as she handed me some panties to
cover my almost completely exposed ass...it was a thong of course, black
silk hugged my smooth balls and hard little clit as I pulled them on, the
back riding up my ass, nestled frustratingly between my ample cheeks. My
legs were a little more dressed...I slid up thigh high silk stockings,
black with white ruffles at the top, which looked rather fetching in my
stilettos. It was strange, I had been walking around naked this entire
time, but the moment I put clothes on, I started feeling exposed...and I
liked it. Teasing glimpses of flesh were even more alluring than the
unwrapped package. Bambi helped me into a matching corset, tying the
strings so tight I could barely breath...but it was worth it to look
breathtaking. It was overwhelming, ever layer I added accentuated my
transformation. Before when I wore an outfit like this it was kinky, like
a game of dirty dress up. But now, it was like they were a second skin,
like they where more me than I was...the me I was wanted the be...the me I
was becoming. And I looked very becoming in the peasant blouse, cut just
low enough to see the tops of my nipples. My outfit was completed with a
dainty little bonnet nestled in my flowing blond hair, and I felt
complete...whole. I was a little relieved that Bambi wanted some quickie
action after all...I needed some relief...
Apparently Bambi needed release just as badly...she pounced on me leaving
a trail of lusty giggles as she tackled me to the floor, covering my face
in soft kisses. I was already starting to squirm, her teasing left me
tingling all the way down to my toes. I moaned wetly, which she took as an
invitation to dart her tongue in and out of my mouth quickly, flicking the
tip of my tongue of with hers. She lifted her skirt tickling my thighs as
she spread my legs and lined her clit up with my sissy hole. I thought I
might drown in softness, or go mad as I was tortured with tickles...when
Bambi finally gave me something hard..."giggle I can't tell you how ha ha
happy I am to finally have a Fwench Maid to pway with." I was getting a
good idea, what with her rapid, rabbity thrusts and giggly grunts...
The good news was I didn't have to worry about cumming first...Bambi cooed
as she filled me with her sissy spunk...that was also the bad news. I also
didn't have to worry about being late she even had time to cuddle into me
and snuggle for a few minutes...I stroked her bright pink hair as I
marveled that this delicate creature made me her bitch. She wasn't really
such a bad gurl...just a bit of brat. The blare of the alarm cut through
the fog and sent us scurrying off to our next appointments. She giggled as
she bounced away, but I was too nervous to laugh. I ran as fast as I could
down the winding corridors, wondering how I knew where to go, how I even
knew what the alarms meant for me, and Bambi knew where they were
signaling her to go.
I saw the hanging cages in the foyer as I approached the door, and I
shivered, knowing it was only a matter of time before I'd be locked in
one, on display for the customers. But I pushed it out of my head...I had
more important things to worry about. Like, what exactly was a sissy maid
supposed to do? After all, none of the other sissies had real jobs. They
were just window dressing. They didn't really expect me to clean did they?
In this outfit?
Whatever they had planned, it had to be better than the basement, I longed
for the natural light and familiar feel of my former home...I opened the
door and made my way up only to find my old butler...and I mean
old...waiting for me. One look at Jeeves' stern face and I knew I was in
for trouble. I tried to be friendly, "Bonjour, Jeeves, eet is good to see
you again. I look forward to working wiz you." But I guess we were never
friends to begin with...
"Don't you, 'bonjour me', you faux French fop! And don't call me Jeeves!
My name is Percival, you never bothered to learn it when you were Master
of the house, but now that you're just another sissy slave, you will call
me SIR! And one more thing you better get crystal clear. You work for FOR
me, not 'wiz' me!" I'd never seen Jeeves...I mean Percival...I mean Sir
so angry. Then again, I barely ever saw him back when I lived upstairs. I
considered the servants beneath me, and the only time I paid them any mind
was when I wanted them to complete some menial task I was too lazy to do
myself. I guess it didn't endear me to the staff...and now I was beneath
them...the thought was a little frightening...and frighteningly exciting.
The thrill soon wore off..."Now don't think this is some kinky game. I had
to let one of my best cleaners go because they figured they could save
money by making you clean. She had two kids. I hope your sick little sex
kicks are worth putting her out of work."
I withered under his gaze. My outfit was making me feel exposed, but it
wasn't quite as exciting as before. Now I felt vulnerable, laid bare...All
I wanted was to be a good sissy, to make people happy, but was wanting
that selfish if it meant other people had to suffer? I wished things could
just be simple, that I could make things better with a blowjob, but maybe
a blowjob can't fix every problem. Then again, ?Pleez, Monsieur Sir, I
weel do anyzing to prove my dedication.? When Sir Jeeve's face grew more
ashen than normal, I was sure I'd made a terrible mistake, and then he
unzipped his pants...
?Hmm...it's a start. But make it quick, missy, you still have floors to
scrub.? He pulled out his cock but it wasn't hard yet...a first for me.
Old guys must need more help...I wrapped my lips around him and swallowed
him whole, enjoying the feeling of his manhood stirring as my tongue
undulated against it and I softly sucked...even if his pubes did smell
like mothballs. As he grew in length and girth he filled my throat nicely,
but he didn't have anything I hadn't seen before, still his desperate
wheezing did add an extra urgency to it. I felt him throb inside
me...irregular, jerky spasms...I wondered how long he would last, and if
I'd have the discipline to stay dry after he unloaded, but I didn't have
much time to wonder before he let out a breathless moan and several
shuddery squirts. His cum tasted a little weak...but still distinctively
male. I felt a warm buzz of pride, but whether it was due to self
discipline or the abrupt end to a blowjob that was just picking up steam,
I didn't cum. Far from feeling relieved, I was starting to wish I could go
back to being a fuck pig...
Instead of sticky panties I got a wet rag and a bucket. I took a look at
my once familiar home and found it strange and alienating. What was once
spacious was now cavernous, making me feel small and insignificant. Floors
that where once elegant were now too fucking big...and I had to scrub them
all. My silk encased knees met cold, hard tile and I got down to business.
From this position, everyone could see my everything, my ass completely
exposed and swaying invitingly. It only added to my frustrated lust, a
burning in my loins and a knot in my guts...but it also gave me an extra
oomph to my scrubbing. Pain shot up my arm and made itself at home in my
shoulder. I got the feeling it was going to get nice and cozy, but in a
way, I welcomed it. At least it took my mind of how horny I was...
It was a long, hard slog, but it was rewarding. There was something about
physical labor that made me feel useful...I could see fruits of my labor
as I shined inch by inch. I got it so clean, that I could see my face in
it, a vision of servile sexiness. The longer I cleaned, the more I
longed...longed for someone to walk by...see what a good sissy I was...how
hard I was working for her...see my ass shaking like a bowl of delicious
jello...to spread my cheeks with their fat cock and pound me so hard I'd
shine the floor with my face. And as if I dreamed them into being, I heard
two voices coming down the hallway towards me, ?my point, Mr Harrow. If
you want to find drugs of the caliber you require for your sissies in this
state, you'll have to go to Hell. Because that's where I've sent the
competition. You don't like the prices of my drugs, then you can go to
Hell.? I couldn't see who the voice belonged to yet, but it didn't have
the same weight as my Master's. Sure it was bombastic, but it seemed
hollow, like it was full of hot air...
?Mr. Capistrano, you have made your point abundantly clear. My people will
be with yours shortly to see what we can negotiate. In the meantime,
perhaps you'd care to sample one of the specimens your drugs help make so
ridiculously responsive?? In