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OUR SPECIAL CRUISE Introduction Our departure date had finally arrived. The cab would be here in a few minutes and we made sure all our luggage was ready. My wife Regina and I had been planning a special vacation cruise to Bermuda for the past nine months. We had taken a lot of time identifying those special things that would make this cruise memorable -in more ways than one. Maybe a little background would help. We had been married for ten years. Both of us were attorneys-in fact we went to law school together and were on law review. At the present we were working in separate medium sized law firms on Long Island. Our careers were progressing well - in fact we both were up for partner in our respective firms. But something was missing in our lives. For as long as we have known one another we were both into living our lives to the fullest and making sure we were attentive to one another's needs--in all ways. With that in mind we started out agreeing that we should focus on a special workout regimen that would ensure our bodies were ready so that we each got the most out of our trip and for many months beyond. In addition we also promised each other that we should both get new hairdos and wardrobes to make our trip very special. There were some other goodies that we agreed to that I will cover later. The workout routine that we had been following certainly had paid off. Regina had bet me 40 lbs and I agreed. We both threw ourselves into the gym using weights and a special diet. By the end of the nine months we looked at one another and smiled--we had done it. We both looked great !! Our hair appointments were held until the last day before we left. One cut was short on the sides but with enough length on top to allow for a great gelled/spike look. The other cut was long and flowing with super blond highlights that just ringed the face in a beautiful way. Again we were both really excited and satisfied with the results. We had both been building the new wardrobes over the nine months, but most of our purchases had to wait until the week before the trip to make sure our new sizes after the workout routines were properly factored in. We bought new suits, slacks, dress and casual shirts, skirts both formal and casual, tops, ties, a couple of sport jackets, jeans, bathing suits, shoes, sandals and plenty of high heels -the higher and sexier the better. Regina picked up some purses and bags for all occasions. Also, she has some fine jewelry which we brought, but we added to it, including many pairs of earrings--hoops both large and small as well as some sexy drop earrings. Today, the morning of our trip we both got up early for some last minute preparation. Regina drew a bath for me with some special lotions that really worked wonders on my skin -all over my body. I shaved very carefully -getting extremely close. Regina and I both threw on casual clothes for the departure. I put on a pair of jeans that were quite a bit tighter than I was used to - but with the workouts and Regina's special lotions, they felt fine---very fine. I wore a tank top and a floppy sweater that hung off my shoulders and put a pair of sandals on my feet. Regina wore baggy jeans, a polo golf shirt on the outside, a pair of "topsiders" on her feet and a Yankee cap. Well we were finally ready. The cab was approaching and we moved our luggage outside. This was truly going to be a special trip that would change our lives and be extremely sensual at the same time. We were about to go on a cruise where we were going to switch roles and be one another !!! CHAPTER ONE I guess I better back up a bit and give you some explanations. We have always respected and loved one another -unconditionally. In our many love making sessions we would always make sure to try something different from time to time and satisfy each other's curiosity. We would try to explain to one another what our personal feelings were at climax and what the climax felt like. On more than one occasion, we each remarked that it would be cool to feel what the other was feeling. Well, one thing led to another and we agreed that we should plan a vacation trip where no one knew us and where we could pose as one another for the duration and see what it felt like. We realized that would take some planning and that was nine months ago. The workout sessions were planned to accomplish a few very specific goals. For me it meant losing weight and exercising certain areas while letting others go. At the start, I was about 165 and I'm 5'8", small boned with soft features. I followed a strict diet with certain "supplements" that Regina was able to get from a doctor friend of hers with whom she shared our secret trip. The diet got my weight down to about 125 and the "supplements" rounded out my hips and in fact added some fullness to my breast area. The exercise routine I followed coupled with the weight loss really slimmed my waist. I specifically let my arm and chest muscles go-almost to the point of having them atrophy a bit. With the exercises, diet and supplements, my measurements became--35" 30" 36". With a little nip and tuck up top, I even had cleavage and close to a B cup. Not bad for a "guy". Regina's work out and diet regimen was just the opposite of mine. She is a bit taller than I at about 5'9". She went from a very slim (almost too for her height) 125 and ironically picked up 30 of my 40 lbs and went to 155. I always said weight is never lost , it just moves around. She worked out in the gym and bulked up her arms and by doing the chest exercises, her breasts actually shrunk and moved into a more muscular look. Her abs were always great. She looked outstanding not an ounce of fat and great muscle tone all over. I don't want you to think I misled you on the hair cuts. Regina did get a short clipped cut that allowed her to spike it on top . I on the other hand always had longer hair. Nine months ago it was over my collar and almost down to my shoulders. Well I didn't get it cut for the last nine months and our hairdresser had a ball shaping and cutting it for our "special trip". She knew what we were doing and thought it was super. By now you figured out about the wardrobes. Yep--I needed everything. I went crazy at times, but what fun. I bought many pairs of thongs and bikini bottoms, camisoles in varying colors, some sexy stockings to go with the special garter belts Regina bought me for our dress up nights. I found out that I really liked the look of slim tight fitting jeans and slacks as well as some very short skirts. Of course we figured on some dressier nights and the gowns were outstanding -both long and short. A number of tops and sweaters--well you get the picture. The shoes were to die for. Sexy 5 inch strap sandals for the dress up nights as well as a number of high heeled wedge sandals that are now the rage. There were enough high heels and casual shoes for all other occasions. They all fit and looked great. I mentioned earrings earlier. Well I had always had one of my ears pierced and decided to get the other one pierced. So, I had all of Regina's earrings to choose from as well as the great new large hoops and drop earrings. Regina on the other hand had fun buying men's clothes but certainly didn't have the colors, types and choices that I had. I mentioned the special bath Regina prepared for me. Well it had a lotion in it that removed all of my body hair from the neck down. I mean all of it. My skin was baby soft all over. My legs felt especially smooth and sexy. When I put on those tight jeans this morning it was great. I guess I better mention that I've learned how to tuck my "stuff" so it doesn't show at all with the tight pants on. I start by pushing my testicles back up into my stomach and then taping my penis toward the back which in effect holds my balls up there. From the front it looks like I have a clit. The great thing about it-besides the way it looks is that I can easily sit down and go to the bathroom the normal "gurl way". Now I understand why Regina has always been bugging me about putting the seat down. Well that's about it as background. We arrived at the ship terminal as Mr. and Mrs. Jack Broderick and checked in. No one could tell what we were about to do. We went to our stateroom and began the "changeover". CHAPTER TWO The first thing we did was undress and have the most fantastic sex imaginable. Regina gave me a blow job and I went down on her bush and didn't come up for air until she moaned her way to orgasm. After a quick shower, we began the transformation. My hair had been cut in such a way that after a shower and blow dry it looked great. Something like Jennifer Anniston. We started with my eyebrows. I had trimmed them back before we left. I didn't want to pluck them since we did have to face the post cruise reality check. What I had found was a trimming razor that worked great. I was able to shave them into a very sexy arch which looked super. When Regina looked at me I could tell she was jealous. She is basically a conservative person in dress and makeup (but not politics!!). She had always wanted to be a bit more extreme in her eyebrow arch but was hesitant. I guess I had achieved the look she wanted and she just shook her head and smiled and said "wow- you look gorgeous and sexy". I had let my nails grow and they were pretty long but I brought a professional set of permanent glue on nails just to be sure. They fit perfectly and were the type that I could change color as needed. My first choice for today was a deep red. Regina helped me and she painted my toenails. What a turn on. We selected the new pair of large hoop earrings and then went about the makeup. Over the last nine months I had been practicing but having Regina there to help me was a godsend. First the base which covered the last hint of my beard--however with the close shaving it looked really good. (I think some of the special vitamin supplements Regina had gotten for me helped a lot too). Blush on my cheekbones provided great accent and the eye make up Regina applied looked so sexy. We figured we'd hold off on the false eyelashes until tonight. I outlined my lips with liner and applied a deep red lipstick- I love the look of that wet gloss so I put it on rather heavy. As I said, the workouts and supplements had done some strange but wonderful things to me chest area. However, even so we thought it would look better if we took an extra step. With all the hair gone my chest was clean as a baby's bottom. Regina had found some breast forms available on the web that required a special adhesive that they said was semi permanent. You could shower, swim, do just about anything and they would stay on until you used the removal ointment. Well on they went and they really looked normal. They latex seam was perfect and blended in with my skin. With a bit of makeup they looked real. One other thing, we both got tattoos for the trip. Mine was a flower that was just above my butt in the middle. It looks great with low pants or bathing suit. Regina's "tat" was on her shoulder- an eagle in flight. Very sexy. For our first day walking around the ship, I picked out a perfect outfit- white thong, tight white Capri pants with a sash type belt and high heeled wedge sandals that had a tie which wound around my ankles. The capris hung low on my hips and with the thong it showed a "whale tail" when I bent over. My top was a lavender tank and I put on some colorful rope style necklaces-very "Caribbean". Rings on my fingers and some bangle bracelets rounded out the outfit. Oh, I almost forgot-I love those little rings on the toes -they looked great. Regina checked me out and commented that there was one other thing I should do so that I would really start to feel what its like to be the "woman" in our relationship. She suggested that I insert a kotex up my butt. She said I would get used to the feeling and even start to like it. She also said something in passing that it would make it "easier" for later on. I didn't know what she meant at the time but agreed I'd do it. At first I needed some help. The white cylinder that had the tampon needed to be lubricated with KY jelly (we planned ahead and brought plenty of that). She guided my hand and I inserted the tube so that I could press the plunger leaving the tampon inside me with only the string hanging out. She was right, at first it felt a bit strange but after walking around a bit it felt rather nice down there. A spritz of our favorite perfume and I was ready. Regina chose some cargo shorts and a colorful Hawaiian shirt with some flip flops. Her hair was perfect and she had let her eyebrows grow in so she looked like a real stud. With her work out routine and the extra weight in the right places she really looked buff. She was definitely starting to get into the role- I even notice her looking at how far she should unbutton her shirt to show off her muscles. Gee she did out weigh me by 25 pounds now. On the other hand at 5'9" she was now a couple of inches shorter than me with my heels on. Touch?-now she knows how I felt with her taller than me. She turned to me and smiled saying, "I have a few more surprises for us- I'll show you one more right now". She pulled out a strange looking device that she found on the internet. It had a penis and testicle form that looked very life like attached to something that had a shape like a funnel. The device fit into her pubic area and accomplished two goals- it allowed her to urinate standing up. The urine went into the funnel and she was able to control its emission by holding her "penis". The other thing it did was to give her the appearance of a real "package" in her pants outline. Very cool indeed !!! We both had the requisite large sunglasses and looked at each other one last time. We looked like a handsome, buff hunk and a very sexy lady about to check out their cruise ship. CHAPTER THREE We were about to leave our cabin when we remembered two more things. Since we had now changed roles, we had to remember to call ourselves by our new names. To keep it simple we figured I'd call her Jackie and she'd call me Jeanie. After all we were Jack and Regina Broderick. Off we went for our first time in public. Oh we had practiced a lot in private- how to walk (especially me in heels), how to talk, how to sit, how to cross legs, hand gestures. It's amazing how many subtleties there are between the genders. During the last nine months we had practiced our "new" voices as much as possible. I swear that the pill supplements that Jackie's doctor gave us both had helped quite a bit. We actually recorded our voices in a regular conversation and damned if I didn't start sounding more like her and she like me. Oh well. Jackie extended her arm, I smiled and interlocked my arm with hers and we went out the door. At first we both felt a bit self conscious- would people know?? Could they tell?? Well after we passed the first few groups of people we knew we were successful. More than a few heads turned but in a positive way. Too many people seem to let themselves go. They don't show any interest in their bodies or their appearance. Jackie and I certainly were a contrast. More than a few smiles seemed to say a lot more than just hello. We walked all over the ship. It was huge and very classy. The pool and recreation area had three pools, shuffleboard, miniature golf, basketball and a rock climbing wall. Jackie said she wanted to come back tomorrow and play some hoops. With her height she had always been athletic and b-ball was her game. I pity the guys she picks up with tomorrow. Me - I planned to work on my tan and catch up on some good reading. We stopped at the main outdoor bar- it had a Tiki Hut atmosphere. We maintained our roles so I had Jackie's favorite a Cosmo with Absolute up in a martini glass. She had a beer- Beck's in a long neck bottle. It was very relaxing. The bartender started to hit on me and Jackie made sure we both flashed our wedding rings. By the way that worked out fine- with my weight loss, Jackie's engagement and wedding rings fit me perfectly, and with her working out, my ring fit Jackie. After about an hour relaxing in the sun Jackie excused herself- she said she had to go "to the head" (something I would always say after a few beers). While she was gone, I realized that sitting on the bar stool was pressing on my kotex and added just the right sensual feeling. The bartender again tried to hit on me and I let him down firmly but gently. In an odd way it was a bit of a thrill. When Jackie returned, she had a smile on her face. Seems the "package" worked very well. She was particularly impressed by being able to just stand there in front of the urinal and hold her penis and out it came. She even said something about expanding its uses- whatever that meant. We got up from the bar and walked back to our cabin. Dinner was semi formal and we were at the 8pm seating. It was just about 6pm so we decided to relax a bit. We stripped each other down to bare skin- piece by piece- very slowly and lovingly with many kisses here and there. We laid down on the bed and stated to make out. Jackie took me in her arms and held me. I hadn't realized how small I was in her arms. It felt great to be caressed. She rolled me on to my back and started to kiss me from head to toe. She lingered on my breasts. The forms were great they transmitted heat and touch sensation direct to my own nipples. A real turn on. Jackie worked on me there for a while then started putting her hand between my legs. As I mentioned, I had gotten pretty expert in "tucking" my privates in such a way that it looked like I had a vagina and clit. Jackie started licking me down there and using her finger to finger fuck me. She rubbed along the shaft of my taped penis and I got so aroused that I came in a long spurt of cum all over the bed. Jackie said she had a kinky idea. She took off her "package system" scooped up my cum and put it in the funnel part and then put it back on herself. Then in a "tough" voice said to me-" hey bitch give me a blow job". She pushed my head down on the penis form and told me to suck. Low and behold it started to work. My own cum came through the penis and I had my first taste of cum. I guess you could say when I give head I do swallow. We both started to laugh and giggle like two school girls at our kinky episode. I turned to Jackie and took her face in the palms of my hands, I looked into her eyes and said "I love you--my big tough stud". We laughed again but then I said seriously " My darling I want to give you the best sex you ever had". Jackie looked at me and said "later, I have some cool stuff planned". My "guy" never ceases to amaze me. Guess I'll just have to wait. It was about 6:45pm and we had dinner at 8pm. We hugged and kissed and then got up to get ready. CHAPTER FOUR We headed to the shower together. During our marriage we had gotten used to showering together. After lathering up we both grouped and kissed each other as we finished our shower. Normally it would take me 30 minutes to get ready. However, now I had the high maintenance of packaging one hot chick. I blew dry my hair and as I said, it fell into place beautifully. Jackie was ready pretty quick- all we had to do for her was make a final selection on an outfit. I still had to face the make-up routine. Foundation, blush, eye shadow, lip liner, lip color, gloss and oh I almost forgot false eyelashes. It's amazing how the falsies really set off your eyes. I find that putting many layers of long lash mascara, even on false eyelashes sets off your eyes in an extremely sexy way. Jackie helped me select a real dusky eye shadow that was outstanding. My lip color was still a deep red so my nails and toe nails matched. Tomorrow I'll have to change -a day in the sun needs something brighter. I started with a black thong and strapless black push up bra. That bra with the breast forms gave me some rack. Since this was the first dinner and it was semi formal, a "basic black dress" seemed appropriate -only this one had some special flares. It was short but not slutty, sleeveless and had a deep vee in front which allowed me to show off my new found cleavage. I put on a choker necklace which had a gemstone drop down. Very sexy. My hair looked outstanding if I say so myself. I wore "our" tennis bracelet and some appropriate rings. A pair of faux diamond drop down earrings made the "look". For shoes I selected a pair of high heeled black leather sandals with a single strap around the ankle. I was getting excited just buckling them. I tried a new perfume that had a more sultry essence to it Jackie's outfit was really sexy. She had a white silk shirt, off white linen slacks and a black sport coat, black Gucci loafers and a black thin leather belt- very Miami Vice but updated for 2009. I had all I could do to keep my hands off him-er I mean her. Well we were off to dinner and our first close encounter with other people. The dining room was enormous and very classy looking. The tables were set with candles and fine crystal. The mood was extremely romantic. As we approached our table we noticed that the other couples were already there. We had a table for eight. The other couples were Bob and Cathy Glynn from Chicago, Jim and Barbara Langdon from Tampa and Dick and Sally Brennan from Los Angeles. They seemed nice enough and introductions were made all around. We ended up sitting next to Dick and Sally and had a nice time getting the first conversations over with- you know all the basics. There was a band and they were playing some great slow dance love songs. Jackie and I excused ourselves and got up to dance. This was the first time we were dancing in public in our reversed roles. We had practiced -wanted to make sure who was to lead. My god it was exciting. Jackie held me close and with her strength I felt so secure and comfortable in her arms. We must have been up there a while because all of a sudden the band took a break and our first course was served. Jackie and I were both passed the worry about whether "anyone could tell". It was clear that we looked the perfect couple. After the first course, Dick asked Jackie if it would be alright that he asked me to dance. Jackie smiled and said sure and he then asked Sally to dance. Dick was very tall 6' 2" and very athletic. In fact it turned out he had been the QB at Iowa State when he was in college. He was a great conversationalist and a great dancer. I felt so tiny in his arms. He was a perfect gentleman, but I could tell by the way he looked in my eyes, there was a fire burning deep within. Better watch myself here !!. After our dance we returned to the table and finished the meal. Sally suggested we join them in the Disco for a night cap and some more lively dancing. The disco was small and the music loud but we had a super time. Jackie seemed to enjoy dancing with Sally and I had a ball dancing with Dick. Nothing going on--it's just fun getting to try some new moves with someone else. The DJ played an oldie- "Brown Eyed Girl" and Jackie and I looked at one another with the biggest of grins. It was sort of "our song" only now in "reverse order" so to speak. We had a blast. It got to be around 1 am and the rush of all that had happened today seemed to catch up to us. We said goodnight and planned to meet up with our table mates for breakfast. The "guys" were talking B-ball and Sally and I planned on working on our tans. We had an outstanding week ahead of us. Tomorrow was a day at sea, then three days in Bermuda, another day at sea and then home. CHAPTER FIVE When we got back to the room, both Jackie and I got another burst of energy- sexual energy that is. Jackie wanted me to do a slow strip tease while she watched. We had music in the background and I went to work. Piece by piece, grind by grind I made it last long for Jackie to enjoy. When I was done Jackie told me to come over to the bed where she was sitting. We kissed long and hard. She thrust her tong deep into my mouth in an extremely sensual way. She ran her hands all over my body. Then she started kissing my nipples and I had all I could do to keep from spurting cum all over. I whispered in Jackie's ear that I loved her unconditionally and would do anything to please her. She whispered back that she one more surprise that she had brought with her. She asked me to remove the kotex which had been in all day and to lay down next to her on the bed. We continued kissing and petting to the point we were both about to explode. She reached under the bed a brought out an odd looking dildo device. It had the form of a large erect penis on each end and was curved with a stopper piece in the middle. I watched as Jackie inserted one end inside her vagina and secured the stopper. It looked like she had a huge erection sticking out in the normal direction. She smiled and said I needed to practice giving her some head and guided my face and mouth so I could swallow the erect penis. She thrust it in and out of my mouth until it was quite lubricated. Then she turned me over and with firm but gentle hands placed me on my stomach and lifted my buttocks. Jackie approached me "doggie style" and inserted her "cock" into my "vagina". At first it hurt a bit, but now I know why she wanted me to get used to the feeling of the kotex. As she began to thrust in and out it started to arouse me. There was a rhythm that we need to achieve so we both had the thrust feeling in our "vaginas". We went at for some time and the excitement grew and grew until we both had the most explosive orgasms we had ever experienced. Jackie withdrew and took me in her arms and kissed me gently on the eyes and then the mouth. We lay there together-probably thinking the same thing. Where was this all going?? For me I didn't care- I just laid there in her arms smile to myself and went off to sleep. CHAPTER SIX Jackie woke me about a half hour later and reminded me we should probably get ready for a good night's sleep since we had our first full day tomorrow. Our next decision was what to wear for sleeping. Jackie had always been the cold bug when she weighed 120 but now with her muscle tone she decided it would be enough just to wear silk pajama bottoms and go bare chested. I think she was really getting into the way she looked. As I said her breasts which were never huge had been blended into the muscle development she had achieved with here weight lifting. Also, the supplements she had been taking started a light brown hair growth on her arms, legs and even more than a tuft in the middle of her chest. I on the other hand had always slept in just a tee shirt. Jackie never liked it -saying it was ugly to have my parts just hang out down below. I found the cutest baby doll night set at Victoria's Secret. Black spaghetti strap top that came just to my waist. The bottoms were high cut bikini style. I removed my make up and was ready for bed. One other thing, I had found that leaving my self tucked and taped 24/7 was most comfortable. My outfits fit better and going to the bathroom felt more sanitary and in fact relaxing. I had noticed a few physical changes over the nine months. Jackie said it was probably the effect of the "supplements" her doctor had given me. My facial hair was greatly diminished to the point that at best I had peach fuzz which required maybe weekly maintenance. The special bath Jackie had prepared for me took off any remaining body hair and I would probably require only periodic upkeep. But there were two other things happening. My breasts had become larger with each passing week. We put the breast forms on just to make sure but I'm wondering if I will need them much longer. Finally, my penis which was never a large package to begin with seemed to be getting smaller- almost retreating into my insides. It makes the tuck and tape very easy and when I pull the scrotum sacs over my tiny member and apply the tape, it really does look and I guess feel like a vagina. The sensation at the base of my penis when taped gives me my clit arousal. When I get aroused now, I don't get a full erection. Oh I have great orgasms but it's more an inner feeling without that thing sticking out. Gee, I never described my penis that way. What's happening to me??? I better get to sleep we have another exciting day ahead. I rolled on to my side and felt Jackie put his arms around me and press his body next to mine. That's not a typo by the way, I just feel more comfortable referring to my stud in the masculine pronoun. Good night for now. CHAPTER SEVEN We awoke the next morning, our day at sea, to a beautiful sunny sky with deep blue and not a cloud in sight. I wish I could say the same for us !! We had our first and only fight on board. Well it wasn't really a fight. Jackie had gotten used to leaving his "package system" on 24/7. He said it made him feel complete. Problem was when he went to pee during the night he left the seat up and when I went to relieve myself toward morning I had a cold wet surprise. I scolded him and reminded him to put the seat down when he was done. We both started to laugh since that had been our running battle back when we were Jack and Regina only now our positions were reversed. Jackie came over and gave me a big hug and kiss and all was forgiven. While we were both a little horny, we decided to put off any "heavy stuff" till later and went about getting ready for the day. We did pause for a cup of coffee from our in room brewer and sat on our balcony overlooking the ocean and just chilled for while. Today would present some challenges- little did we realize what they would all be. The first was what to wear. Jackie had planned to play some basketball with the guys and then they were going to the golf simulator in the afternoon. They guys were in for some surprises. Jackie's sport in high school was b-ball- at 5'9" believe it or not she could dunk and was the point guard and captain of her school team. While golf wasn't her major sport, she was on the school golf team and played to an 8 handicap. She threw on some athletic shorts and a Queens College sweatshirt that was cut off at the sleeves. She was really getting in to showing off her newly developed biceps. Talk about a hot looking stud!! Jackie had told me that her doctor suggested I double my intake of the "supplements" as we got nearer to our departure date. They were having an effect on both how I looked and felt. My emotions were changing in a subtle way. I seemed to care about things more deeply and tenderly. I found myself tearing up at things that never bothered me before. I was starting to have doubts about whether this week of switching roles would really work. I mean here I was a week ago an attorney in a law firm dealing with cases and today I was troubled about what to wear to the pool and whether I could pull it off in a bikini !! I shared my thoughts with Jackie. I said I felt the breast forms maybe not being needed any longer. He said he had thought the same thing. We removed them and low and behold growing underneath were two very nicely developed breasts. I didn't have a 38 rack yet but I bet I was pushing 36. With a "push up miracle bra" I'd match my cleavage with the rest of them. There was a side benefit to the tape and tuck process- with the remaining breast form adhesive we found that I could pull both sides of my scrotum over my extended penis and attach it all without using tape. It felt and looked more natural too!! I was really obsessing about whether I should wear a bikini. Would I look ridiculous and could people tell ?? Jackie came up and put her arms around me and told me to try it on and we both take a look. The one I had in mind was a black string bikini with a gold clasp on top in front and two gold clasps on either hip. I put it on and it felt perfect. The bottoms fit nice and snug especially with my new tuck procedure. The top was super too--without the forms and with my own growing breasts, I filled it out just right. Jackie took a step back and said " WOW" !!! That did it- I was almost ready . A brush through my hair, some light makeup and eye liner (always with mascara for sexy accent) and we out the door. I planned to simply work on my tan and get some reading in. I had brought three novels and hoped to get through them all. Grabbed a sheer white beach cover up slipped on my high heeled beach sandals put on my wide brimmed straw hat and sunglasses and off we went hand in hand. We met up with Dick and Sally at the pool. The guys were going off for their b-ball game and Sally and I were going to sunbathe for a while. Before he left, Jackie rubbed oil all over me and it felt great. I was hopping he'd stay but I understood- he needed some "guy time". As he left, Jackie motioned to a girl who was offering something to the folks at pool side. Turns out she would pierce your bellybutton and insert a ring. Jackie smiled and said he wanted me to get one. I picked a small gold ring with a jeweled shamrock. I also had her pierce my ears for a second earring. I chose a small gold ring for each ear. Very cool. After the guys left Sally and I discussed getting a spa appointment for the afternoon. It would include a facial, manicure and pedicure as well as hair styling and make up for tonight's black tie dinner. We would be meeting the Captain and it was a long gown affair. By now you know me and I was getting concerned whether I would look OK. We made the appointment for 2pm and then had some fun relaxing in the pool and reading. The guys came back around 12 noon- all sweaty and exercised. They were giving each other high fives as they came up. Seems that they were a dynamic duo-Jackie was an outstanding point guard and was the high scorer and Dick was great under the basket. They blew away the other two guys in their two on two game. They wanted to rest up since they were playing simulated golf that afternoon. We all had a quick lunch and went back to the rooms to clean up. When we made the spa appointment they said to come back in just our robes and undergarments, since the treatment started with a therapeutic shower. I was beside myself. How could I do that and not be found out. Jackie had me stand in front of him and he took a look. From the front and back I looked like a normal woman- the tuck was perfect. I just had to make sure no one got an "underview". He calmed me down and we had a great time just making out and caressing each other. At about 1:45 Jackie took off for his golf game. I met Sally and we went to the spa. The shower was wonderful and no one could tell. It included a massage which was very relaxing. The manicure and pedicure came next. I picked a pale pink polish and had them do a "French Manicure" with the white tips on each finger and toe. Very sexy. The hairstylist asked me what look I wanted. I just told her to make it special. And boy did she ever. The first thing we discussed was color. She suggested I consider going blond but with some darker highlights. I hesitated for a micro second and said yes -go all the way. The color was outstanding. After blow-drying, she piled my hair high on top and swept back from my sides and forehead. It was very elegant and would look great with the drop faux diamond earrings I had purchased. The make up person was a magician !! She complemented me on my complexion (the pill supplements I was taking must really be working) and suggested a minor trim to my eyebrows which made them even more sexy and feminine. She asked how I wanted her to proceed. I told her about my gown and its color- a pastel blue. She proceeded to put on a base foundation and shading highlights that transformed my look in a very professional way. I looked like a model. The eye shadow was light blue to match the gown and the lip liner and coloring was also pale pink and contrasted beautifully with my increasing tan. She applied very long false eyelashes and made them even longer with mascara. She suggested I take some of the special make up lotion she had. She explained that I should put it on my shoulders and it would both moisturize them as well as add a hint of sparkle. She showed me and it was outstanding. Sally looked equally beautiful. We both stood there giggling at how hot we both looked. Thank you was offered all around to the wonderful team of ladies in the spa and we grabbed our robes and were off to our rooms to get dressed for our formal. CHAPTER EIGHT When I got back to the room, Jackie was in the shower. I went to see how his afternoon had been. He said he had a great time. In fact he had the longest drive and ended up with the low score. I told I wasn't surprised since I knew he had a great haft on his "driver". He took one look at me and I could see it in his eyes. He just stood there and said "Wow". He seemed hesitant about something and then finally blurted it out. "Jeanie, I have a favor to ask. Would you mind very much if I let the guys call me Jack instead of Jackie?" I looked at him and said "no-of course not. Why would you ask?" He explained that he was concerned that I might think he was taking my name away from me. I laughed and said I loved him. "I don't care what they call you, you will always be my Jackie and my stud." I thought to myself- what did I mean by "always"- was it a Freudian slip?? Jackie got dressed pretty quickly. He looked handsome in his tux. We had rented it since we weren't sure how many wearings he'd get after the cruise. We were going back to our old clothes- right?? The tux fit perfectly and he had one of the new stylish tux ties not the old bow tie look. My gown was beautiful- long, pale blue, strapless on top and with a slit in front that allowed my legs to show through as I walked. I put on my white satin "miracle push up bra". My breasts and cleavage looked great. I had a white satin thong and garter belt. We had purchased a special lace up corset from Victoria Secret--very sexy. When Jackie laced it up it really pushed my body into a perfectly formed feminine shape. The push up on my breasts added an awesome cleavage. The stockings were off white with a slight sparkle to them. The shoes were dyed blue to match the gown and high heeled with a strap around the ankle and open toed to show off my new pedicure. I had a pale blue clutch purse and put my "essentials" in side. Jackie had reminded me to put in my kotex so I would be comfortably lubricated and expanded for later. I added some fancy jewelry for the evening. Our tennis bracelet- real diamonds, drop pearl earrings that were gorgeous, a long strand of pearls (real) that came down as far as my cleavage. It was a lot of fun sharing "our" jewelry. My hair looked outstanding and I remembered to smooth some of the sparkle lotion on my shoulders and that added a nice touch. We looked like some Hollywood power couple. My head was swimming. I could not believe how excited I was, dressed as a woman and on the arm of my wife-er I mean husband. I put on Jackie's favorite and now my favorite perfume. He had on the sexiest musk after shave. Well we were ready. Little did we know the extent of the fun and excitement we were about to have. CHAPTER NINE I was so into the moment. I wanted to savor it and Jackie if we could take the outside deck rout to the ballroom. The night was a beautiful light show. The moon was full and gave an almost sun like glow as it reflected off the ocean. The stars covered the sky-it's amazing haw many more stars can be seen on the water at night. I started to get a chill and Jackie draped his jacket over my shoulders as we walked to the entrance. Suddenly he stopped, turned me towards him and kissed me gently-he didn't want to mess my lipstick. He looked into my eyes and said "I love you more than anything and want to be with you just like this forever". I responded that he was my life and that I loved him unconditionally and would do anything to keep what we had together. We got ourselves together and took the door into the ballroom entrance foyer. I got an added thrill as I heard my high heels click on the marble surface in the hallway. We got on the receiving line to meet the Captain. As we approached he shook Jackie's hand and warmly took my hand and kissed it a very elegant manner. You have to love those Europeans. After the typical hellos, he stopped as if he had forgotten something and said "Mr. Broderick I may have a surprise for you. One of the earlier guests a Mike Molloy had noticed the passenger list at the entrance and mentioned to me that he thinks he knows you if you are the same Broderick that was in his college fraternity". Jackie just smiled and said it must be a mistake but he would look for Mike. Jackie turned to me and laughed, but stopped as soon as he saw my face. He asked, "what's the matter?" I explained that I in fact did go to school and was in a fraternity with a Mike Molloy. He was a real character- always partying and after the women. I started to panic. What were we going to do? Jackie told me to calm down. He pointed out that he looked nothing like I did and there was no way anyone would recognize me now as the same Jack Broderick from college days. I was still petrified but saw his logic. We went into the cocktail hour and started to relax with our friends Dick and Sally. They looked great by the way. Sally had a long red gown and her hair was perfect. She had long black hair and it fell beautifully to her shoulders. Dick was some hunk (My Jackie was way hotter though). All of a sudden I saw the Captain coming towards us and with him he was bringing Mike Molloy--THE Mike Molloy. My heart was in my throat. Mike came up and extended his hand to Jackie. After a quick introduction the Captain left us. Mike said " Well you're certainly not the Jack Broderick I knew. He was a lot shorter and not in shape-(ha ha Mike !!) I had hoped you were my old buddy - I just wanted to see if the years had treated him as kindly as they had me". At least Mike was using some self deprecating humor since he had put on about 40 lb s and was well over 200 and was facing a pre mature balding situation that left him looking at least 15 yrs older than he was. Mike introduced his wife - a woman who also looked older than she was. She wore hardly any makeup and had obviously done her own hair. Jackie introduced me and I gulped, but took Mike's extended hand. He looked deep into my eyes and all of a sudden I realized it wasn't a look of recognition. The fat old slob was actually hitting on me. He held my hand longer than necessary and said it was a pleasure to meet me and how lucky this Jack Broderick was to have such a beautiful wife. I probably blushed- thanked him and took back my hand. We said our parting comments and waved as they walked off. Both Jackie and I started to laugh and Dick and Sally just stood there wondering what was so funny. We said nothing and suggested we go into the Ballroom for dinner. The Ballroom had been transformed from the regular look for dinner into a dreamy looking scene out of "Lawrence of Arabia." Each table hand strands of bunting above it that made it look as though we were in individual tents. Very cool. The band was playing and we danced our way to our table. We said hello to our other table mates and started to settle down. The guys offered to get us some special theme drinks from a bar set up on the other side of the room. Off they went and Sally asked if we could take a short walk until they returned. We excused ourselves and went to a quiet part of the room. Sally said "I have only known you a few days but I feel very comfortable talking and sharing with you. I'd like to ask your advice on something." I said -"Sure what's up?" She went on to say that she and Dick had a great marriage but there was one thing in their sex lives that was troubling her. She explained that she just couldn't feel comfortable giving Dick oral sex. Her gag reflex always interrupted them. I told her that practice makes perfect and that I might have an idea. Jackie had gotten an extra toy that was proving to be unnecessary for us. It was a dildo in the form of an erect cock that sat on a base of two testicles. It could be used as a stimulator for a woman but I told her that she could practice swallowing it until she was able to get it comfortably in her throat without gagging. She agreed it was worth a try and thanked me. I told her I would drop it off as we went to our rooms tonight. We went back to the table just as the guys returned. The night was very special. We ended up dancing with all of our table mates. Dick was an especially good dancer and I seemed to melt in his huge arms. NO--I'm not getting a crush, I'm just dealing with all these new found feelings and emotions. At the end of the night they announced that at the next and final formal night they had a special surprise for those celebrating anniversaries ending in 10's. We qualified as did Dick and Sally since we were both married ten years. The Captain explained that as the lore of the high seas permitted it, he would perform re-committal of marriage vow ceremonies for any couples interested. I turned to Jackie with tears in my eyes and said I really wanted to do that. He smiled, kissed me and said definitely. The evening was outstanding and we were all disappointed when it came to a close. We said our goodnights, I winked at Sally and asked her to follow us to our room as she had forgotten something on the spa that I picked up. A white lie but I was able to slip her the dildo and wished her luck. I told Jackie what Sally had shared and he laughed saying that Dick had mentioned something about it to him too. Anything to help friends I guess. I cleaned off my makeup and we got ready for bed. We had another fantastic night of lovemaking. The amazing thing was that I didn't seem to miss the old way of doing it- with me on top and having to penetrate Jackie's vagina. We were both now enjoying tremendous orgasms and were fully satisfied. I asked Jackie if he missed the old way and he coyly smiled and said it was if this was the way it was always meant to be. An odd response but everything was working for both of us. As they say if ain't broken don't fix it. Once we finished making love, Jackie had me stand up beside the bed and he got down on his knees and took my hands and looked into my eyes and said "Jeanie I love you--will you marry me" I screamed yes and started both laughing with joy and crying at the same time. That next formal night was truly going to be memorable. Our sleeping that night was very relaxing. I laid in Jackie's arms and I'm sure we dreamt of each other since we both had smiles all night. CHAPTER TEN The next morning we arrived in port in Hamilton Bermuda before dawn. We got up and started to get ready for our fun day ashore. Showers for both of us - together of course with appropriate fondling and kissing- hey we're on vacation you know!! We had selected the around town excursion for day one. We were scheduled to go to Hamilton get a quick city tour, then rent motor bikes go for a parasail ride and tour the perfume factory. I blew out my hair in a sexy casual look that allowed me to use a scrunchy and put it in a pony tail if I wanted or just let it loose. I picked out a madras mini skirt and a mid riff shirt that tied in the middle and had a collar that I wore up in the back. I put on hoop earrings and wedge sandals with a medium heel. I put on what I would call-daytime fun makeup- not too much but sexy none the less with pale pin lipstick-very Bermuda. I wore a bikini beneath my clothes just in case we hit the beach for some relaxing. Jack put on a polo shirt and cargo shorts with some flip flops. Cool but casual and of course I always think my stud looks sexy. The day was great. We had fun on the motor bike. Jackie decided it was best to get the bike for two and I held on to his waist as we drove around. We did some quick shopping in Hamilton. What's a girl to do--I did buy a beach cover up that was great. The parasail ride was thrilling and the perfume factory was interesting and I was able to but some great new scents. We even got some beach time in to work on our tans. We saw Dick and Sally as we re-boarded the ship. They had a fun day too spending more motor bike and beach time than we did. The guys walked ahead and Sally lingered back just long enough to hug me and say the dildo seemed to do the trick but she'd let me know later as they were about to try "it". We got to our cabins and showered and got ready for dinner. Tonight's theme was a casual -Southwestern BBQ. We both wore jeans. Mine were straight legged and tight with a slight flare at the bottom which worked well with the high heeled black boots I had. They were very sexy with a pointed toe and very thin but high heel. I had a black thong on and blue denim sleeveless shirt that I tied above my waist, exposing my navel ring. I put the collar up in back for a little "tough" look. The pants were low riders so my tat in the back was clearly visible. I left the buttons on the shirt open just far enough. I tried something different with my breasts. I had read an article in Cosmo that described a technique for going braless when you didn't have a huge rack. With a little tape here and there it looked stunning-cleavage and perfect positioning. I went for a darker look in the make up- grey and black shadow on my lids with a dark shadow just beneath my eyes. The Mabeline extra long lash wand did wonders to my lashes. I used some copper colored rouge to highlight my cheekbones. With my tan it was a great look. A dark red lipstick for the night seemed to be right . I blew out and teased my hair into a somewhat big hair look but very current in style. I put on huge hoop earrings with many bangle bracelets on my wrists. Jackie took one look at me and I thought he'd cum right there. Off we went to the dinner Tonight they set up outside with a buffet line and barb-b cues strategically placed. It was open seating but we looked for Dick and Sally. We ate and did some dancing but it was a lot of line and square dancing so after dinner we headed for the disco. Sally and I walked together and she said that the dildo worked ok but she was still facing a problem. She was hesitant to swallow and just couldn't do it. I thought of a plan but there was some risk and excitement involved. I told her my plan and she giggled and agreed. We proceeded to the disco and said we would serve the guys. We got them beers with tequila chasers. We danced and got them another round. More dancing and yet one more round but with a double tequila this time. The guys were well on their way--so we went to our cabins and got them to bed. Sally and I waited and then met up in the lounge we gave them about an hour to get in to a deep sleep. We went back to Sally's room and she entered and I followed her in but stayed in the bathroom. She woke Dick up and said she had a surprise for him. She wanted to give him a blow job but he had to put on a blind fold since she still felt uncomfortable about swallowing. Dick was groggy but smiled at the prospect of getting some head. She blindfolded him and told him to lay back, she'd be right back. I took her place and she watched. I grasped Dick's erect penis in my hands- I was amazed. He had to be at least 8 inches and close to 2 inches in diameter. I started to kiss his tip and worked my way down his shaft and licked his cock like a lollipop. He was groaning so I thought he might cum right then. I put his cock in my mouth- or at least as much as I could handle. I started to suck and pull his penis in and out in a slow rhythmic motion. All of a sudden he arched his back and exploded his load. I pushed him in as deep as I could and the cum splashed inside my mouth as I swallowed. I pulled back and returned to the bathroom. Sally went up to Dick and kissed him long and hard and removed the blindfold. He just went on about how much he loved her. He couldn't see me and I smiled winked at Sally and left--what are friends for anyway. As I went back to my cabin, I couldn't believe what I had done. It was a super thrill. But why did I do it. It wasn't that I loved Jackie any less or that I was attracted to Dick. Part of it really was trying to help a friend by showing her how to do something and part of it was trying to feel my new persona to the fullest. I knew I would never stray from Jackie and therefore I would never feel a real cock explode in my mouth or taste some guy's cum. Oh well I guess it's all part of growing up. I quietly entered our room and snuggled into bed next to Jackie. He sort of purred a little and I fell asleep in his arms. CHAPTER ELEVEN Our next day was going to be filled with sports. We got up and showered. Jackie seemed OK but did have a little hangover. We dressed in our bathing suits but with clothes on the outside. I covered up with some tight white shorts and a polo golf shirt. I put a scrunchy in my hair and applied some light makeup. I wore some sexy little beach sandals but brought my golf shoes--we were going to play a round of golf and then meet Dick and Sally at the beach for some beach volley ball. I was OK at golf but usually never broke 100. Jackie as I said had played to an 8 handicap. We had a wonderful time and Jackie gave me some great pointers. I especially like when he put his arms around me to show me how to hold the club. I smiled and told him I'd like to hold his "club" for a while and we just giggled. It was amazing how far his drives went- everyone at least 50 yards passed mine. Oh well -to be big and strong. We met up with Sally and Dick at the beach. The guys went right at the volley ball to warm up. Sally told me how great last night turned out. Dick was thrilled that Sally had "tried" to please him and he did the favor back by kissing and licking her clit until she exploded in orgasm. She had a tear in her eye as she thanked me for showing her how and said it would be our private secret forever. Sally is sweet and I love her like a sister. The volley ball game had 12 players from our ship and we had great exercise and a lot of fun. Afterwards we all went in for a swim in the light blue Bermudan waters. We then laid down on the beach for some sun bathing but not before our men rubbed us all over with lotion- taking more time in certain areas which made us very horny. I smiled at Sally and we both knew we'd satisfy the men when we got back to our cabins. We took a shuttle bus back to the boat and went to clean up before dinner. When we got to the room it was obvious both Jackie and I were horny. We quickly stripped and began kissing each other from head to toe with some great licking right where it mattered. I put my tongue deep within Jackie's vagina and thrust it in and out until she screamed in ecstasy and had a world class orgasm. She looked at me and asked what I would like her to do to me. I thought about it for a minute. Did I want to her to undo the tuck and give me a blow job? Did I want her to arouse me and push my cock into her? Or did I want to feel her loving hand down between my legs stoking my tucked penis until I reached orgasm. I chose the latter which was fast becoming my favorite way to reach orgasm. She kissed and licked me till I was aroused and then used her tongue to lick the shaft of my penis as it lay firmly tucked between my legs. I exploded it was outstanding. CHAPTER TWELVE Tonight was our last night in port and we had a semi formal dinner. After showering we laid out our outfits. Jackie had a great light colored sport jacket with tan slacks, brown loafers with no socks and a yellow silk shirt that he opened almost to his navel. I shook my finger at him and said that was a bit much and he closed a button or two. He was so proud of his bare chest and the continually developing area of hair in the middle. We hadn't discussed the obvious--what were we both going to do about our appearances when we returned to New York. Oh well- - que serra serra. I chose a red slip dress that had spaghetti straps and hung very tight to my body-leaving nothing to the imagination. I went bra less again with the strategic taping. Thankfully I had thong underwear in red that just about matched the dress color. I wore white high heeled sling backs with no stockings. My hair looked great- I was really getting good at styling myself each night. Tomorrow though I would go back to the spa for a hair style and makeup. After all that was formal night and we were getting married!!! I applied my make up and the tan really looked good. I went with deep red for my nails and toes. I may have been a little dramatic with the eye liner and shadow- but hey a girl has to have fun. I wore a black velvet chocker collar necklace that was very simple but sexy. A spritz of perfume and I was ready. The evening was a lot of fun. Much dancing and laughing. We continued the dancing in the disco. Dick asked Jackie if he minded if we danced. Jackie said fine. Dick held me close but friendly. He whispered in my ear -thank you for helping Sally with her hang up and smiled. He said he had a gift for me from them and suggested I meet him in his room in about 20 minutes. We decided to go to the lounge for a night cap and while we were walking there Dick excused himself and said he had to take care of something and would be back in a few. We all laughed figuring he had to take a dump. I knew right away what he meant and after a few more feet said I had to get something back in the room and would be right back. I knocked on their door figuring, Dick would just hand me the gift and I'd put it in our room. Dick asked me in and said he had something to share with me. He said he loved his wife unconditionally but was very attracted to me. He leaned toward me and kissed me long and hard, with his tongue darting deep into my mouth. At first I pushed back but then melted into him and kissed back. What was I doing !! I couldn't believe it we both got naked in a second and he carried me to the bed. I told him that I loved Jackie and had no interest in an affair. He agreed but said we should just go with the mood. I thought fast and said I had my period. No problem Dick said and turned me on my stomach. He thrust into my ass- all eight inches and pounded away. At first it hurt a bit but then we both got so excited. Within a matter of a minute he exploded inside me and at the same time I had my orgasm. It was thrilling, exciting and very naughty. We cleaned up, got dressed and left the room to go back to the lounge via different routes. But not before agreeing that this was a one time only and would be our deep secret. I felt I could trust him since we both had a lot to lose. I got to the lounge first and realized I had been gone less than ten minutes. Jackie and I had a drink with them and said good night. While I felt guilty, I knew it hadn't affected my love for Jackie and in a strange way I now felt fulfilled- having done it both ways with a man before I got "married". I knew when we got back it would be Jackie and Jeanie forever. We were both exhausted so when we got to the room, we cleaned up and went right to sleep. CHAPTER THIRTEEN My wedding day!! I awoke to a spectacular sunny day at sea. Trying to shake the sleep from my head, I reached over for Jackie and he wasn't there. I found him sitting on the balcony and it looked like he had been crying. At first I was guilty and thought he had somehow found what I had done. He turned to me and asked me to sit down next to him. He began in a very serious tone, "Jack (he hadn't used my name all week) I have some important things to share with you that may affect our relationship. I want you to know that I have loved you since the day I met you and always will. The issues I have are all mine. I ask that you hear me out before you say or do anything. Here goes--since I can remember, I have always felt that I was really a boy inside. I regretted that I didn't have a penis. I enjoyed playing boys games rather than being with the girls and dolls. I let my mom buy my clothes and showed no interest or enthusiasm. At first I though it was just a stage that I would out grow. My parents were concerned and very watchful. As I started to mature and my breasts developed, I became self conscious and didn't want them. I wanted a penis. I kept these feelings inside. In high school and college I played the role and no one knew. I was attractive in a plain clean cut way and never obsessed over the make up and clothes. I didn't find myself attracted sexually to either boys or girls. I dated and did the usual kissing and petting but there was no fire in me. That is until I met you. I knew immediately what love meant. I wanted to be with you and hold you and kiss you and you excited me in a way that I had never felt. As to sex, I wanted nothing more than to have sex with you but with me as the man. I didn't know what was happening in my head. I figured it best to keep in to myself and I let my love for you develop. I was thrilled when you asked me to marry you and knew I could be happy with you and that you would always be attentive to my sexual satisfaction. As our married years progressed I continued to have the same feelings of wanting to love you as a man. I knew you well enough that you certainly didn't appear to want a female role. I finally sought medical help from Dr. Edith Bauer-the doctor who gave us our supplements. She had many sessions with me. She urged me to share my feeling with you but I was hesitant. She asked me how I would react if you really did want to assume a feminine role in our relationship. I told her I would be overjoyed but couldn't see how that could ever work. She suggested the idea of the week away and switching roles. She prescribed the supplements which are hormones plus some other things. She assured me everything would be reversible, but that after nine months we would both see and feel what it would be like. So I introduced the idea which we took - to plan this trip." Jackie took a deep breath and continued "I did take the extra step of having us double the supplements to make sure we were both ready for this trip. I was starting to feel guilty about some things. Besides deceiving you- although you seemed to be enjoying the preparation, I realized that you would never really know what it was like to be made love to by a real man. I contacted an old friend and shared my situation with him. He agreed to take the trip with us and provide some extra education. Yes--Dick is a friend and the blow job and ass fucking were just to make sure you didn't regret being with me. Sally has no idea. She really did benefit from what you taught her and the ass fuck was just to make sure." "That's about it. I love you. I want you. I need you. I will do whatever you want so that I can keep being married to you. I understand if you want to yell and scream and walk out on me. But I can hope." I was speechless. I didn't know what to say or do. I just stood up with blank look on my face- threw on some sweats and went outside to the outer deck to get some air. I tried to take deep breaths and clear my head. What had we done to one another. Coming towards me was Mike Molloy- I had a split second urge to cry out- "Mike it's me, Jack-help me old buddy". As he got closer, Molloy started to eye me up and down and with a leering smile said "Good morning Mrs. Broderick- you even look beautiful in sweats. Your husband is a lucky man." I forced a smile and walked on- what a turd! I still couldn't get my mind to focus. I sat down and watched the ocean pass us by and tried to look deep within my feelings. I had loved Regina. She satisfied me in all ways possible. I had found that the feelings I had about being a woman were far more satisfying and fulfilling to me that what I felt as a man. I thoroughly enjoyed and was turned on by all the aspects of my new life this week-the look and feel of the clothes and makeup, the emotions, and yes the sex. I made my decision right there and smiled.