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Transformations A Love Story I felt a wave of pleasure shoot through me as her lips touched my right nipple... instantly as she touched me, then more as she began to kiss my right breast. Next, her right hand slid to my left breast and she slowly started to circle my nipple with her index finger. My eyes shot open and I let out a sigh - having never been awoken to anything like this. I heard a subtle "mmmmm" come from Danielle acknowledging my sigh, but the vibration of her simple hum sent more waves of warmth through me emanating from my right nipple. I tucked my head down slightly and could smell her soft, beautiful hair. As I gently kissed the top of her head, my hands slid down her back and over her satin chemise. It felt incredible against her soft skin... and I noticed how nice it felt against my own skin as she continued her lusty assault of my right nipple. "Oh my God, Dani", I said as my left hand slid up her back and to her head - gently pushing her harder against my chest. She responded with a slight pinch to my left nipple followed by a rhythmic massage of the area around my nipple. A warmth started building in me - like nothing I had ever felt before. It started from my breasts but went to my center... and just emanated out in all directions. It was an incredible feeling and all I could think was that I needed to share it with Dani. I rolled her onto her back, and lifted her chemise before rolling onto her and suckling her left breast. Her nipple responded immediately and expanded, as the areola surrounding it tightened. She managed to slip her right hand between us and began to roll my left nipple between her fingers. "Almost as big as mine", she giggled as she placed her left hand behind my head and began to run her fingers through my hair. I ran my left hand, upside down, slowly down her belly, lightly tickling with my fingernails as I worked my way south in a zigzag pattern. As I got to the top of her satin panties, I rolled my hand and let my index finger slide sideways under the band. And then began to tease her with a "come hither" motion as my finger danced back and forth across the top of her muff. She placed her right hand gently on my left wrist and began to stroke it slowly - signaling her pleasure. As I gently increased my suction on her left breast, I began to run my tongue in a circular pattern around her nipple and across her areola. Dani's back arched slightly as she sighed. Then my left hand began to move further down between her legs. I felt her wetness as my finger reached the crest of her labia. I gave her nipple a playful nibble as my left finger explored the contour of her engorged lips - seeking the source of her warm wetness. As I found my target, I pushed the tip of my finger inward, taking her juices and stroking upward to her clit. I didn't even have to see it to know that her eyes shot wide open; her happy moan and her slight thrust harder into my finger said it all. Dani stopped playing with my left nipple and instead opened her right hand fully and took hold of my left breast - and began to massage it. My nipple was extremely sensitive and engorged more than I have ever felt before. The massage felt amazing and I just wanted her to grab my breast more. She did. Dani had never been a fan of oral sex, but in that moment, I just had to have her beautiful womanhood in my mouth... and on my face. I used the back of my left hand to push downward on her panties and then expertly took gentle hold of the band and slid them down her thigh. In unison, Dani lifter her legs and bent them upwards to so could slip the panties off of her. "Roll over," I whispered. As I rolled onto my back and Dani rolled onto me, I placed my hands on either side of her hips and signaled that I wanted her to move upward. She looked into my eyes and I seductively ran the tip of my tongue across my upper lip... and as I did, I nudged her hips slightly more forward to let her know what I wanted. Dani flicked her eyebrows upward, smiled and began to work herself up my body. She stopped moving as she got just below my chest. She slipped both of her index fingers between her legs and into her wetness. Then, she started circling both of my nipples with her wet fingers. I responded - my small areolas tightened and my nipples puffed upward and outward - larger than I had ever seen them before. As she continued to circle both of my nipples, she would interchange each index finger, sliding them between her legs to get them wet. The warmth inside of me had turned into waves of heat and pleasure throughout my entire body. I was in ecstasy like I had never experienced. Dani stopped circling my nipples. She extended her left hand around my entire right breast and began to knead it. Then she slid her right hand between us and between her legs... and I could feel it as she inserted at least 2 of her fingers inside of herself. And moments later, those fingers soaked in her juices were running under and around my nose. Dani's scent was intoxicating. "You want this?" she whispered seductively. "Yes," I replied. "I want to make you cum in my mouth." It was all I could think... I just had to have her. Dani slid herself up, placing her kneeled legs on either side of my head... and lowered her amazing, hot sex onto my face. I had never smelled anything so erotic. I had never tasted anything so wonderful as I extended my tongue to greet her extended clit. As she sat lightly on top of me, I was able to run my tongue from her wet spot to her clit - licking. She moved herself up ever so slightly so that her hood rubbed against the end of my nose... and her wet opening was aligned with my mouth. "Suck me," she commanded. And I wanted nothing other than to obey. I was treated with more of her succulent juices as I kissed and sucked at her glorious sex. Firmly planted on my face, Dani put her arms behind her and placed her hands onto my chest. As she ever so gently moved her hips forward and back to massage her clit against the tip of my nose, she began to knead both of my breasts. What came out of my mouth was somewhere between and growl and a moan... of pure ecstasy... pure carnal bliss. My hands went to her hips and gorgeous ass as I helped support her motions to fondle her clit against my nose. While at the same time, pushing her down harder on my face so I could get my tongue even deeper into her glorious sex... and drinking her juices. I could feel the orgasm rise in her as her motions, breathing and sounds began to peak. And then I was rewarded with something that had never happened in our 10 years of marriage... or with any other woman I had been with prior to meeting Danielle... she began to squirt. At first, just a few drops. But as she climaxed, a warm flow began in waves matching her orgasmic rhythm. I opened my mouth and drank from her... wave after wave... until my mouth was full and I had to swallow. Then more waves, and more juices. I was treated with at least 3 mouthfuls of Dani's juices. To be honest, I forgot to count. I just wanted more. As the orgasm subsided, Dani released my breasts and leaned forward. She slowly moved herself off of my face and down my body. Eventually, collapsing on top of me with her head resting next to mine on the pillow. "That was..." she started... "...fucking unbelievable!" I finished. We both giggled. A few moments later, Dani rolled to her left and lay next to me. We just sat there and listened to each other's breathing - coming off of the greatest sexual high of either of our lives. "Do you want to fuck me?" Dani said a couple of minutes later. "I think I just did," I laughed. "No, silly," she said as she slid her right hand down my body toward my legs. Until that moment, it had never occurred to me that I had never gotten hard during the entire, incredible event. The greatest mind-blowing sex of my life. The most incredible physical feelings of my life. The greatest orgasm I could ever imagine sharing with a woman - my incredible wife - and I had never gotten hard or even thought about getting my cock inside of her. I kissed Dani's forehead. "I am the most sexually satisfied husband in the world right now, gorgeous." She slid her right hand back up my body - tickling all the way up. When she reached my left nipple, she began to play. "Are you sure?" she said playfully with a giggle. And as the waves of pleasure went through my from my breast, I just said "mmmmm...", tucked my face even deeper into her hair. ... and we fell asleep. Danielle and I had met 12 years ago at work. We were immediate friends and over time, as they say, things turned to something more. Almost a year to the day from when we met, I asked her to marry me. And a year later, we were married. Marrying your best friend - which Dani and I were... and are... means that you not only spend your time with your favorite person, but you get to build a life together. Relatively successful at work and eventually starting our own technology consulting firm, we carved out plenty of "together time" - both at home and on the occasional vacation to places around the world. We were incredibly compatible and aligned... except for 1 area. And probably a common area. I wanted lots of sex... Dani liked less. In my mind, a lot less. And after the first year or so, it really seemed to progress (in the wrong direction, in my mind). While I wasn't into anything "extreme", I did like to explore a bit. But Dani was rigidly tied to what I called "sit, stand, kneel" sex - always me on top... standard position. I had even tried overtures toward oral sex (me pleasuring her) in the past, and they were abruptly shot down. We talked a lot about it, but nothing really changed. It seemed to be a combination of her not really enjoying the sex we were having, and not her being willing to experiment on other things that might bring more mutual pleasure. She "just wasn't into it" was how it seemed to me. So we had agreed to go talk to someone. Not a sex therapist. Not a marriage counselor. But Erin Hunter was what I would call a "general counselor" who was just a great person to talk to. She was highly recommended by a trusted friend. We met several times as a couple and several times individually. And while our house didn't miraculously turn into a house of rampant sex, Dr Hunter helped both of us to get to a happier middle ground as it related to sex. In retrospect, I'm not sure we ended up having more sex, but she helped us get to a happier place where I wasn't as dissatisfied with my sexual needs. And over the years, Dani and I had continued to see Dr. Hunter as we needed someone to talk to - about whatever we might like or need to talk about. She became a close friend. "You have to tell him." Danielle had a scheduled appointment the day after our wild night of sex. Dani just took a deep breath & exhaled. "Dani... you have to tell him," Erin repeated. "I know," Dani said. "I've always known I would have to let him know. But it's just so good... so much better than I ever could have dreamed. He's always been my best friend and always been my favorite person on the planet. But now.... he's perfect!" "Dani," Dr. Hunter began, "you decided to try going down a path. And even though I thought you should have discussed it before starting, you convinced me that you just wanted to give it a try. Now, you're more than 2 months into it and the effects are becoming obvious. Not just in your relationship but physically it's starting to become noticeable. I've known you both for years and when he was in here last week, I could see the difference." "I really like the changes," Dani blurted out. "I mean I really like the physical changes. I got into this because of what the mental differences could be... but now... God, he's just so cute... so sexy." "You know that it will just continue, right?" Erin said rhetorically. It will start to happen faster and soon... it can't be stopped. This will be permanent." "I know," Dani replied. I did all the research... read all the articles, reviews and stories. And I thought that I'd be OK stopping before any physical changes started to happen. But as his emotions & attitude started to change, I really liked it. I wanted to keep it up. And now that some physical changes are coming along with it... well... like I said... I LIKE THEM!" Erin Hunter leaned forward. "Dani, I am your friend... as much as I am doctor to both of you, I am also your friend. I care deeply about both of you individually... and you together. This is something you need to discuss." Dani's head lowered slightly in acknowledgement. "He's your best friend," Eric continued. "You want the same things." Dani looked up and raised one of her eyebrows as if to say "really?" Erin smiled. "You might be surprised," she said. The she cocked her head and said "or maybe you won't be surprised." "You're right," Dani said. Then she smiled and added, "what they hell would we do without you, Erin?" That night, Danielle and Andy lay in bed with the TV watching them (more than they were watching it). In their usual positions, Andy was propped up on the right side of the bed with his right arm extending under Dani's pillow. Dani was tucked in close next to him. The show that was on reached a commercial - usually the break to turn off the TV and go to sleep... or occasionally, turn off the TV and do something else. With a push of the button on the remote, the TV went dark. "That was the most incredibly night of my life last night," Andy said as he rolled over slightly toward Dani. She smiled... and watched as his left hand unconsciously went toward his left nipple and he brushed it a couple of times with the side of his thumb. His nipple and areola, already larger than they had been a couple of months ago, tightened and extended. "I loved last night, too," Dani said as she gave him a quick kiss on the cheek... "but I have something to talk with you about." "What's up, babe?" he said. Dani took a deep breath and sighed as she exhaled. Andy ran his fingers gently through Dani's hair. "Hey, sweetie... what's up? Tell me," he said sweetly. Dani snuggled closer and began... "Since we met, it seems like the only area where we haven't seemed to align is our sex life. Our life is great... but sex seems to get in the way." Andy kissed her head and Dani continued... "Erin has been amazing for both of us... to help us as a couple and also to help each of us to better understand the other... and ourselves. To me, babe, it's been a disconnect about what we each want. I want to be intimate with you - wholly and fully intimate. But to me, that doesn't just equate to sex. Sometimes it does... but just not as often as you seem to want that. And on the other side, I'm looking for more than sex. Sitting here right now, cuddled into you... this is the happiest, warmest place on earth. Sitting around and just lightly touching. Holding hands some times when we're walking. Intimacy to me is a holistic thing where our lives are intimate from top to bottom." Andy acknowledged things with a quick squeeze of his right arm. "You see," Dani said happily, "that is exactly what I'm talking about. Just a simple motion like that - probably something you didn't even think about - that is what I love." She nuzzled closer and lightly kissed his shoulder. "I like that, too," he whispered and pecked her head again gently. "But it hasn't always been that way." Dani waited a few moments before continuing. "We've talked about this with Erin. I felt that it was all about getting inside of me and cumming to you. Anything before that used to feel like a set of steps to get to your goal. And I had to perform. We could never just cuddle like this and not even think that anything more was going to happen. I could never dream of you just laying your hand in my lap without knowing it was going to quickly go from laying your hand there to touching to rubbing to sex." "I know, babe," Andy began. "And I really made a big effort to understand and be more like that for you... for us." Dani kissed his shoulder again gently. "I know..." she trailed off. "But???..." Andy said softly after a few seconds. "We still wanted different things... in the end, we were still looking for different things..." she replied. A few moments later, she continued... "Erin and I talked a lot about this. And most of it is the classic 'what guys want vs what girls want' stuff." Andy resisted the urge to pull her closer. He didn't want her to misinterpret his actions. So he lay there quietly waiting for Dani to continue. "I started reading... and looking things up online. Surely this is something that millions of couples have faced. I was looking for ideas... looking for answers. I eventually found an online forum for women... women who shared the same questions as me: how can I help make our relationship more intimate in the ways I am looking for while still satisfying my husband?" She paused. And Andy remained quiet, still not wanting anything to be misinterpreted. "There was a thread in there with a group of women who had come up with some ideas that seemed to help their husbands become more intimate... and satisfied with that type of female intimacy." Andy turned his head slightly more toward Dani, very curious at where this was going. "The general idea was that if they could get their husbands to inherently think more like a woman, that both partners could be happier and more satisfied with their intimacy." Dani paused again. Andy's curiosity was piqued to an extreme, but he waited for her to continue... "There were lots of ideas and different ways to go... some of them extreme... some of them not." "Like what?" Andy asked. "A lot of them tried hypnosis... trying to help plant seeds so that their husbands understood women better. Others talked about drugs and hormones." Andy eyes widened. Dani waited a few moments, then continued... "and then there was this thread about using herbs and other natural methods." "What would that do?" Andy asked. "I did a lot of research. The idea is that how we act isn't purely biological. In fact, the natural chemical balance in our bodies can be much stronger than our physiology - guiding it and controlling it." "Like over-eating can make you fat," Andy said half-jokingly. "Sort of... yes," Dani replied. "But it's a lot more than that. And it's not just biological. It's also psychological. So you know that drugs are used for all kinds of mental therapy?" "Sure," Andy replied, "I took ADD medication as a kid." "Exactly," Dani said. "But those are drugs. What I am talking about is the idea of herbal and other natural materials being able to impact a person psychologically and mentally." "Go on," Andy said. "What makes me a girl?" Dani asked after a few moments. "Well, your body... and the way that you think and feel," Andy replied. "Right. And what is it in me that makes me think, feel and act this way?" Andy lay silent... thinking. "It's my chemical balance," Dani replied. "My hormones." "OK," Andy said, coaxing her to continue. "So this whole idea in this thread was about using herbs to have an impact on the chemical and hormonal balance." "So like giving a guy a bunch of female hormone pills?" Andy asked. "No... not that. This was about using natural methods to have the body direct and adjust to a different balance." "I don't understand," Andy said. Dani propped herself up a bit on her side so she could look more into her husband's eyes. "When each of us were born, we had some physical characteristics that differentiated use between male & female." "My favorite parts!" Andy giggled... purposely injecting some humor to relieve some tension and let Dani know he was into this discussion. It worked. She giggled... and continued. "But beyond that... inside, when we were born, our chemical balance and hormones were pretty much the same. It wasn't until puberty..." "My second favorite part!" Andy tossed in humorously... She poked him, smiling, "...until puberty that things got very different. My body started producing lots more estrogen. Yours started producing lots more testosterone. And those hormones put us on a path to not only be more physically different but also mentally different. It's that stage of life where girls and guys mentally become... girls and guys." "OK..." Andy said trailing. "But I don't just produce estrogen... and you don't just produce testosterone. Both of our bodies actually produce a lot of both. It's just that girls have more estrogen and guys testosterone. Actually, my body converts testosterone into estrogen." "I didn't know that," Andy said. "Well, that's what this web site talked about... and how through herbal & natural methods, a guy's body could be influenced to..." she paused... "to alter the balance of testosterone and estrogen... naturally." "You mean how like your body converts testosterone?" he asked. "Exactly," Dani replied. "And with more estrogen, these women were saying that their husbands started to think and feel more like a woman does." "Seriously?" Andy asked. "Seriously. So I went to Erin with this. She knew of it, but not a lot about it. The typical therapy that she knew about involved actual hormones or synthetic hormones. But we both researched it a lot further and found out that it was very real." "So you're saying that if I go eat a bunch of thyme, I'll start thinking like a girl?" Andy said teasingly. "No, silly," Dani replied... so relieved that Andy was actually engaged in this conversation. "But there are certain herbs and natural, non-drug methods that are very effective at this," she continued. "The thing is, even if a guy just took a bunch of synthetic estrogen, his body is still producing testosterone. So to have any impact, he'd also have to take something to inhibit the testosterone so the estrogen would have any effect. And he'd have to do it pretty much forever to change the balance... unnaturally. But what has been discovered is a way to trick the body into doing it itself." Andy raised his eyebrows... truly intrigued by the conversation. "Puberty is when all of these male vs female changes are set in motion, right?" "Uh-huh," Andy replied. "So, what if you could trigger the body into another round of puberty... when the hormonal balance of the body is set in place?..." "And the acne?" Andy laughed. "No!" Dani jabbed at him playfully. "Not the bad parts!" He giggled. "But if you just triggered puberty again, wouldn't the same hormone stuff just happen all over again?" "Yes..." Dani replied. "Unless you changed something." "Like what?" he asked. "By using what's called glandular therapy. With the right type of material, the male body can be tricked into thinking it is producing enough testosterone. And at the same time, the male body is producing estrogen..." "Because it always does anyway," Andy said. "Yes." "So the estrogen takes over?" "No," Dani replied. "But the balance slowly changes over to that of a female. Remember, I have estrogen & testosterone being produced inside of me... it's just that my balance is different." Andy's interest in the conversation suddenly turned into recognition of where this was going... or had gone, as the case may be. "Tell me..." he said. "Well..." Dani started softly, "about 2 months ago, when you ran out of vitamin C and asked me to get you more, I actually..." "Bought me something else?" "Yes," she said. "What is it?" "It's a natural glandular product, made mainly from bovine ovary... processed ovaries from cows." "And you've had me on it for more than 2 months?" "Yes..." Dani admitted. "And you didn't tell me until now?" "I talked with Erin about it; she helped me investigate it. She thought that I should tell you from the start." "Why didn't you?" he asked. "Well... because part of me didn't believe it... and part of me was scared. It was a natural product so it was safe... but I wanted to see if it would actually do anything before I got into it with you." "So what happened?" he asked. "I didn't notice anything for the first couple of days. But I didn't expect to; it says that it takes a long time. But at about a week, your demeanor started to change... to soften. You started to seem more calm... more easy-going. And it kind of flowed from there." "Flowed from there?..." he asked. "Remember how I talked about 'all the little things'? Well, all of those 'little things' started to change in you... very slightly, but noticeably... to me, at least. You became less 'aggressive', more into me, more into the things I like, happy to sit around and just talk, happy to go out shopping together, more..." "Intimate," he completed. "More intimate," she smiled. "And you like it?" he asked. Dani rolled toward him, "I love it," she said. "And once it started, I just couldn't stop," as she kissed his lips. Andy kissed her back, and as her tongue danced across his lips, his mind was awash with what he had just learned. His wife had replaced his vitamin C with a bunch of herbs more than 2 months ago and didn't tell him to test and see if it would make him be more intimate... to think and feel more like a female. It worked. Well, at least Dani thought it worked because she was much happier with their intimacy. To Andy, everything seemed natural and unchanged. So while he was a little upset that she hadn't discussed it with him beforehand, in the end, it had a positive effect. After a few minutes of passionate kissing, Andy took a break. "So my body is now starting to produce more estrogen than testosterone. What happens? Is this just a psychological effect?" Dani rolled back off of him slightly. "Well... the psychological impact happens first. But eventually, there are also physical effects," Dani said as she slid her hand onto Andy's chest ran her finger around his right nipple. It immediately hardened. "That explains these," he said gently cupping his hands under each of his small breasts. "I'm growing tits?" "You're going through an accelerated form of puberty," Dani said. "Your body is obviously male, but there are feminization effects if you take the pills for a long time." "Like what?" "Slowly... over time... and depending on how long you take it... your nipples & areola will grow and become more sensitive. And yes, your breasts start to develop. Your skin will get softer like mine. Your weight will shift - from your belly more toward your hips and butt. Your general muscle tone will soften and become more female looking. Even your sweat glands will change with the different chemical balance so you'll smell more like a female." "How long?" he asked. "Your nipples just started to get bigger in the last few days..." "And a lot more sensitive," he added... smiling. "Yes," Dani continued. She started to knead his right areola between her right fingers. Electric pleasure shot through him. "If you feel behind your nipples, a small hard 'pebble' is starting to form. Andy took his left hand to his left breast and performed the same action. "I can feel it," he said. More warm pleasure. "Yes. When I was a little girl, it happened to me. Those are called breast buds. It's all of the glands and ducts starting to form. They will expand to the size of a chestnut..." "A CHEST-nut?!" Andy laughed. Dani smiled and continued, "...and the breasts will produce a bulge. Fat tissue will start to form and a rounded breast will grow." "How big?" he asked. Dani was shocked that Andy seemed so OK with this conversation. "Results I've read are all over the map. But most say that they typically get to be 1 or 2 cup sizes smaller than a biological female sibling." Andy's took his left hand from his breast and stroked the back of his hand against Dani's right breast next to him. He watched as her nipple expanded and areola tightened... just like his. He could feel the physical pleasure rising in him - like a warmth starting in his breasts but centering on his body and then emanating outward. And he suddenly realized that he didn't have an erection... just like last night. "What about my guy parts?" he asked. "You can't grow a vagina, if that's what you mean." "No... not that. But I'm not hard. And I didn't get hard last night even during the best sex..." he stopped... and placed his hand on her right shoulder... "even during the most incredible intimacy of my life," he finished. "I noticed a few days ago that you weren't waking up with an erection every morning... like you always used to," Dani said. "Can I get hard? Can I still... perform?" "If you stay on the pills long enough, they say that you can lose your ability," Dani said. "How long?" "The manufacturer claims that after 6 months, the changes are permanent. You will have the hormonal balance of a female and it will never change back. The associated physical changes will be permanent." "What happens if I stop?" he asked. "Now?... well, your natural hormonal balance will start to shift back after a couple of weeks; the testosterone will take back over. Your breasts will stop growing and likely revert back. So far, nothing else has really happed." "Except I can't get hard." Dani slid her hand down Andy's body and into his underwear. She began to play with his cock. "That's not true... you just need the right... influence." Andy felt his cock start to grow as Dani continued to massage it. "I think I owe you one," Dani said seductively. Then she slid herself down Andy's body and took him into her mouth. Keeping one hand massaging his right breast and the other tickling under his balls, Andy quickly exploded enjoying the greatest blow-job of his life. It was Saturday morning. And as much fun as things had been in bed over the last 12 hours, it was time to get up. As they normally did, Dani & Andy took a shower together - they had an oversized shower with 2 shower heads. As the water poured over him, Andy couldn't help but to look down his body. Other than the sensitivity in his nipples when Dani touched them, he hadn't noticed the physical changes until today. But now, he watched as the water rolled down his chest over 2 slightly mounded breasts. "Well, if I hadn't noticed them, nobody else can, I guess," he thought. As he washed, he looked down at his hips and ass. Everything looked the same to him. "You look amazing," Dani said as she came up behind & wrapped her arms around. Andy made sure he took notice of how nice Dani's breasts felt against his back... and couldn't help but wonder how they felt to her as they slowly moved across his back. And as she moved her hands up and cupped each of his breasts, he realized that he actually did have a pretty good idea now of how good it felt! He rolled his head back and let out a small sigh of pleasure. As if in perfect sync, Dani moved her hands back off of his breasts and stepped back. Andy had just thought that now was not the time & place to get intimate again. Dani obviously thought exactly the same at the same time. He smiled at that. "I'd like to read up on these pills," Andy said. "What are they called?" "The generic thing to look up is called 'bovine ovary' - or B.O.," Dani replied. The specific brand that you're taking is called Raw Ovarian Glandular from a company called Swanson. They are sold to women and men." "So does it turn girls into guys?" Andy giggled. "No... silly." "What do they do to girls?" he asked. "Same thing... they trigger puberty and make your breasts grow larger." Andy raised his eyebrows, suggestively. "Do you really think I would sneak around and have you take something without me taking it, too?" Dani said. She stood back and cupped the underside of her breasts. "I started taking it 2 months before you... and these girls have gone from a B to a small C!" Instinctively, they stepped toward each other and hugged. Just hugged. That's all they wanted. They spent the next couple of hours next to each other on the couch with Dani's laptop between them. She took Andy to various sites that she had looked at when investigating things. "Can you show me the site you were talking about where women figured out how to use this for psychological changes? Most of what I'm reading here is about the physical changes," Andy said. "Sure, babe," Dani said happily as she clicked the link to the forums. "Why don't you read up on it and I'll go make us some lunch." As Dani started to get up, Andy gently took her right arm and signaled for her to stay sitting with him. "Let's go on a shopping spree at Victoria's Secret after we eat," he said. "We need to keep those gorgeous new C's of yours comfortable and happy!" He kissed her gently on the lips. "And let's see if Erin can come over for dinner tonight. I'd really like all 3 of us to talk this over." Danielle had never felt so happy in her life. "Have you ever had any of your male patients do this before?" Andy asked. He & Dani we sitting tightly on the couch, leaning slightly into each other. Erin Hunter sat in a leather chair across from them. "No," Erin said. "When Dani brought this up, it was the first I had heard of Raw Ovarian Glandular or bovine ovary. But I did know about glandular therapy - it's been around forever... and very effective. But since then, I've done a lot of research into what you are taking." "So it's safe?" he asked. "It's safe. But it's robust. And it will become permanent if you do it too long." "6 months is what I read?" "Yes, 6 months is what all the information shows," Erin replied. "And from what I've read, since I'm 2 months into this, if I stopped now, pretty much everything would revert back to before?" "Yes, that's true. Your hormone balance would take at least as long to completely transition back as it took to get here, but none of that is permanent yet. All the other physical effects would stop. And with no large amounts of estrogen to support the current changes, the normal male hormone levels would pretty much get you back to before physically." "Pretty much?" he asked. "Any weight redistribution would revert back. Your skin would become male-feeling. The little pebbles you're starting to feel under your nipples might not go away completely. But they won't grow any more and they will shrink." Andy leaned forward. "Look, Erin. You've known me for the better part of 10 years. So far, I really don't notice any difference in how I feel, think or act versus a couple of months ago. But Dani senses a lot. I do feel even closer to her... but I just feel 'normal'. Tell me honestly... have you seen any differences?" Erin glanced at Dani - who was smiling and also starting to lean forward. Erin put down her wine and began... "I do know you well, Andy. Probably second to only Dani. And I want to tell you up-front that when she came up with this idea, I was skeptical that it would have any effect. Which is why, by the way, I ended up agreeing to her plan to not tell you and just try it to see if it worked. But I am a believer now. Yes, Andy, you HAVE changed and I see the changes progressing. Not in a big way... just in a subtle way. And certainly not in a bad way... actually, I see it as a really great thing. You seem much more content with everything and happy. The relationship between you & Dani has always been great, but now, it's even closer... individually and as a couple." Andy's hand unconsciously went to Dani's. "I've read the same articles and research as you at this point. But please tell me as my doctor, if I continue to go down this path, what do you think we can expect... and when?" "As you no doubt have read, your progress is pretty much exactly on par with the reports. The pills cause a very slow conversion from male to female hormonal balance. But as it takes over, things progress." "Like a hockey stick," Andy said. "Well, a field hockey stick might be a better metaphor in this case," Erin said. They all laughed. Erin continued... "You say that you haven't really noticed any of the psychological changes that Dani and I have noticed so far. Well, that might be because you were unaware and we were aware that you were taking something. But even if you didn't know now, you would absolutely start to notice very soon. All of that "girl" stuff is going to accelerate. You will become more sensitive. As you adapt to the changing hormone levels, you might become more emotional. But that will subside as you become accustomed to the levels. Things that you used to be into - sports, technology, porn..." "Hey," Andy laughed. "You both know me better than that!" "Kidding," Erin said with a smile. "But those things will become less important. And other things will replace them... to be honest, probably things that Dani likes but you've not really been into. Your taste in music & movies might change. Your taste in clothes might change. You'll certainly become a lot more attuned to what women wear." "Like a gay guy?" Andy asked... only half joking. Erin smirked. "Well, in some ways... yes. You will experience life in a much more feminine way and think like a girl. But your sexual orientation will not change - you will still like women." "Only one," Andy said as he kissed Dani lightly on the cheek. "Tell me about the physical changes," Andy asked. "It's what you've read," Erin replied. "Your breasts have already started to develop. Given your progress, I'd think that within a month you will have breast buds that are obvious to anyone when you're naked. Under clothes, nobody should be able to tell anything for quite a while. And then you can just dress in loose clothes to go longer. The studies say that weight redistribution should start at about month 3 - at least noticeably. So your butt will round out and hips look larger. To me, I already think that your skin is starting to look softer. Your body hair growth will slow if it already hasn't." "Sexual performance?" "If you're talking about fertility," Erin began, "it has probably already begun. Your testosterone levels are already going to be way down. It might not be a bad idea to think about a sperm bank right away if you plan to take the pills any longer." "How long will I still be able to get hard?" Andy asked. Erin sat back in her chair and took a breath. After thinking, she said "let me ask you this?... how does losing that ability make you feel?" "Wow," Andy said with a smile. "Now you sound like my shrink!" "That's because I am being that right now, Andy," Erin replied. "This is a serious decision you are now facing. Ultimately, there is no half-way here. You will reach the point of no return. You can't be a guy with female emotions and that thinks like a female but not have physical female traits. Even if you hide them, they will be there. And as far as male sexual ability is concerned, make no mistake... this will make you infertile and unable to sexually perform as a male. And I'm talking about in the next few months." Erin took a sip of her wine and sat forward. "But the reason I asked the question as I did, Andy... was to prompt you - both of you - to think about what you want. Right now. For 2 very important reasons. First, as your doctor and friend, I have never seen you two closer and more satisfied than I have seen you since the pills began. You told me the incredible intimacy you've shared over the past couple of days. I can think of nothing greater. And you didn't have to perform as a male there, Andy. So consider how great things can be... and what you leave behind may not really matter." "But the second thing," Erin continued, "is much more timely and scary. Dani, when you started Andy on the pills, it was just an innocent test. But as you saw some results, you got drawn in... you wanted more. And as your doctor, I have to admit it also happened to me. I didn't like the covert nature of how it started. But as it did and as I watched the changes happen, I wanted it to continue." Erin sat forward on the edge of her chair to make sure she amplified her point. "In your research, I'm not sure if you read about 'the trap'?" Dani and Andy both nodded slightly. Erin continued, "In and of itself, bovine ovary is not an addictive product - not in the physiological sense like a narcotic or crack. But it is addictive in a psychological sense. And at least 2 out of the 3 of us right here have already experienced it. The changes are exciting. The changes are positive. But you WILL get drawn into them. And you probably won't be able to stop. A little emotional change and you want more. A little more intimacy progress and you want more. A little bit of physical change and you... will... want... more." Erin went on... "Andy... you & Dani went to the mall today and bought new bras for Dani, right?" "Yes." "And did you enjoy helping her pick them out?" "Yes." "Have you ever been interested in shopping for bras before?" "No... I've always been more of a panty guy," he half-smiled. "So now tell me the truth, Andy... As you were shopping with Dani for new bras... did you think about what it might feel like to wear a bra yourself?" Andy took a deep breath and just stared. "Yes," he whispered. "Has THAT ever happened before?" "No." "Now, close your eyes." Andy obeyed. "Tell me exactly what I am wearing," Erin asked. "True Religion skinny jeans. No socks... bare feet. You had some cute pink sandals on when you got here. White t-shirt - v-neck plunge." "What color is my bra?" "Nude." "How do you know?" "I looked when you got here... when you bent down to slip off your sandals." "Why?" "I just wanted to know." "Any pattern on my bra?" "Slight lace on the sides and under-cup" "How do you know?" "I... I just wanted to know... I've been looking at the way the t-shirt flows over your breasts." "Are you sexually attracted to me, Andy?" "No!... I mean... no... but you know what I mean!" Erin giggled. "I know what you mean. You and Dani are the most head- over-heels in love people I have never known. But I wanted to prove a point. Go ahead and open your eyes." Andy did. "You're not checking me or any other woman out for sexual reasons now. You're checking us out just like every other girl checks out other girls. We compare ourselves to other women. We just instinctively check out what they are wearing. We notice all the little details. We think about what things would look and feel like on us." "Tell me the truth, Andy," Erin continued. "As you had your eyes closed and you were answering my questions... did you think about how every item of my clothing would look and feel on you?" "Yes," he whispered. "And are your nipples hard?... Excited?" "Yes." Erin sat back and took a sip of wine. "You are already thinking like a girl. You are already checking out other girls just like a girl does. You are already getting excited by the prospect of soft, sexy clothes touching your new body. And tell me the truth again, Andy... are you thinking about what a bigger set of tits like mine would feel on you?" Andy just nodded his head. That was exactly what he was thinking about. "You are already falling into the trap. And you are only 2 months in. Imagine how powerful the pull is going to be when you get closer to that 6-month point of no return? Each day and each night you'll take your pills. You'll take them with abandon just loving how things are progressing and wanting more. And you will wake up some day - you won't know when - but the changes will be permanent. So you had both better decide right now - while you still rationally can - if this is where you want to go? 'The trap' is real." After Erin left, Andy and Dani went to their walk-in closet and got ready for bed. Andy in his normal boxer-briefs and Dani in her typical panties and silk chamise. They slipped into bed and immediately cuddled with each other. "What are you thinking," Andy asked. "I'm thinking that this is the happiest place on earth right now," and Dani gave Andy a soft kiss. "But how do you feel about all of this?" he asked. "Honestly... I feel like the only thing that needed to get figured out between us has been miraculously figured out in a way that we both like. But it's not what I think, babe... it's what you think." "It's funny," Andy began, "I don't feel any different. I don't notice that I'm acting any different. It all just seems normal, status quo and natural. It's not until something gets pointed out to me that I can even contemplate that it might not be what I used to do." Dani nuzzled her face against his shoulder - just an unconscious sign of love and support. "Like when Erin asked me to close my eyes and describe what she was wearing. Until that moment, I had no idea that I had checked her out like that. Normally - whatever that means - when a guy sees a girl, he checks her out sexually - consciously or unconsciously, guys just do that. But tonight, Erin made me realize that I was now looking at women totally different. She was exactly right... I was checking out her body and clothes and relating it to me... down to little details that I would have never noticed before." "She's right that that is what women do," Dani said. "But I don't... or didn't," Andy said. "At least not before... when I really think about it. But the most amazing part is that it's just automatic and natural now. And until Erin forced me to think about it, I had no idea anything had changed. It's just natural now, I guess." "Does that bother you?" "How could it?" Andy replied. "I don't even notice it. I just do it. It's just me now. It would be like being bothered that I like the taste of pizza... I just do." "But if you stopped taking the pills, it would probably change back," Dani said. "So while it might be natural, it's caused by something that you are taking." "Dani, when I was a kid, my parents took me to the doctor and he prescribed ADD medication. I took it and it helped me... it changed me. It made me focus more and made me more successful. It made me more happy about life in general. But I also didn't really consciously notice how it impacted me... I just noticed the results and liked it. It became natural. And eventually, it became me... it became permanent." Dani looked up into Andy's eyes. She was amazed at his openness and insight. "That's an amazing comparison." "I like what I am," Andy began. "I liked what I was before, but I like what I am now, too. No reservations. And if what I am now makes you happier and makes us even closer, then I love that. And if that progresses and even becomes permanent, then I am just fine with that." Andy rolled onto his back and pushed down the sheets slightly to expose his chest. "It's the physical effects that..." "...you don't like," Dani said. Andy paused... "No... that I'm not sure of." He pinched his left nipple, and it hardened. "I look at that and it doesn't look that much different... it's puffier, but not a lot. But I FEEL that and it feels... incredible. The sensations are amazing. I love it. And sitting here now, I'd like it to get even more sensitive. If that means they have to get a little larger, I'm OK with that... as long as I can get more of that feeling." Dani began to lightly circle her finger around his right nipple. "Ya... like that..." he whispered. After a few moments, Andy continued, "But what Erin said about the trap... that's something I need to think about. Am I being lead down a path... where my desire for more good feelings is over-riding how I should feel about physical changes?" "I think you look great," Dani whispered. He hissed her forehead. "That means the world, babe... it really does. So no matter what, you need to help keep me grounded here. OK?" "Absolutely, my love," she replied. They hugged even closer, just gently moving their hands against each others' backs for a few moments. "I don't want to go back," he whispered. "I want to go forward." A single tear trickled down Dani's cheek; she was so happy.