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Promises and Secrets: A Teenage Transsexual
By Maria Ski
Things changed for me after I was discovered trying on my sisters
clothes. My mother had caught me. But there was no anger, no disgust,
just a warm understanding smile and the love of a mother. From that day
of being discovered, and after telling my sisters things seemed to
change. Every weekend I became Maria. With a wardrobe of girls clothes
of my own which I either bought myself or had bought for me.
One thing led to another and now I'm here to tell you this tale.
I shivered slightly as I stepped out of the shower. Gently towelling
myself dry and admiring my smooth hairless skin. Putting on my cream
silk robe I walked to my room.
Once in my room I gently closed the door. I took several deep breaths.
From a drawer I took out a very special item, it was something I had
found online when I was researching things about boys like me. Boys who
liked to dress as girls.
It was a panty brief that when I wore it I would have the shape and look
of a girl's bottom. It hid what needed to be hidden and I could stand
there naked and no-one would be able to tell I wasn't female. I slid the
soft black panties that I had selected earlier on. From the waist down I
was female. I attached my breast forms, knowing that they would soon
warm and feel like I had breasts of my own. I hid the seams with a
special type of concealing make up.
Only my face would shatter the illusion. But that would soon change.
How I shivered at the thrill of my dainty panties, the electric
sensation of my nylon hold up stockings against my skin. I drank in the
scent of my walk in wardrobe as its delightful feminine smell assaulted
my nostrils. No longer did I fear being caught by anyone.
I zipped myself into a black knee length leather skirt and reached for a
white roll-neck jumper. The jumper slipped over my head and over my faux
breasts that were supported by a padded bra, how girlish I already
looked. I smoothed down the skirt and searched for my knee high boots
with a three inch block heel. I found them and slipped them on, zipping
them up.
I sat down at my dressing table, put on my moisturiser and foundation
and applied my eye shadow and blusher. I was taking my time as I wanted
to look my best. Knowing full well my mother would not let me out if I
didn't meet her standards. I checked my eyebrows, making sure they had a
nice feminine arch.
My mind started to wonder, what if Terri could not be trusted.
Perhaps she had told people or, worse still, people would be with her. I
was beginning to feel nervous, butterflies zoomed round my stomach. I
applied both lipstick and mascara. My eldest sister had bought me a pair
of clip-on earrings which now sat on my ears. I slid on a necklace and a
bracelet.
My parent's both belonged to a drama group. And through the group they
had purchased a long mouse-brown wig for me. I had other wigs, but I
chose this one.
I ensured my wig cap was on pushing any stray hairs under it. I put on
the wig and gently combed it out. I shuddered as I caught sight of my
self in the mirror. Even now it amazed me how female I looked. I looked
so pretty. I couldn't believe it.
I said a silent thank you to both my mother and sisters for all the
lessons they had given me.
I put on my batwing Italian leather jacket, picked up the matching
handbag and stepped out of my room.
There was a gasp from behind me, so I turned round.
"Wow!" my sister Kate said, "Mi..." she caught herself, "Maria you look
fantastic."
"Thanks," I replied with a smile, "I thought I'd pull out all the
stops."
She walked me down the stairs where my mother also gave her approval.
With that I opened the front door and stepped out into the night.
This was my first time out solo, I'd been out with my sisters, but I was
feeling terrified. What if I was recognised?
Every footstep I took seemed to echo. I was expecting people to run to
their doors and point saying: "There's a boy dressed as a girl," but
nobody did.
The nearer I got to the agreed meeting place I wanted to turn and run
but I didn't.
The click of my heels seemed to help to calm my nerves.
Terri came to meet me and I thought how tall and beautiful she looked.
How soft and feminine I was feeling.
"Hi," she said smiling.
I felt her hands round my waist. I felt myself melt. How did she have
such a hold on me that I would enjoy dressing like this for her? She
kissed me gently on the lips. I responded unable to do anything else. My
head was feeling dizzy. I was getting confused. The gentle caress of a
hand on my stocking clad leg sent tingles through me.
"Terri. You mustn't," I whispered hoarse and girlish, feeling
breathless. How in those moments I wished for real pert breasts and the
sex of a woman.
She walked me to her car.
"Come away with me," she said, "I would love you to come away with me."
Her statement came out of the blue. I was shaken. "For goodness sake
Terri, I'm a boy," I said.
She smiled. "No, you're not, you only think you are."
Had Terri guessed? Had she guessed my inner most thoughts?
I sighed. "So I look like a girl and, goodness knows when you kissed me.
I... I felt like a girl. But I've still got the body of a boy."
"I can alter that," she said.
I looked at her. "How?" I asked disbelievingly. Of course I had some
ideas. And some knowledge gained from my research on the internet.
She took a small bag from the back of her car.
"In this jar is a cream. Put it on each day and soon you'll have breasts
as pert as your sister's. The cream in this one will stop your body hair
from growing. These pills will make you feel like a woman." She paused
smiling, "And the CD will help you act like a woman."
I felt like Terri knew that deep down I wanted to be a girl. And here
she was helping me to achieve what I thought was impossible.
I looked at her. "So... Even if it all works, what about...?"
"Little Willy?" she looked at me, "That's just a little bit of nip and
tuck and bang you are a girl, just like your sisters. With the exception
that you won't be able to have babies."
I had read about sex changes. But I was unsure.
"You seem very sure," I said, knowing that it couldn't be that easy. I
had a feeling that there was bound to be more than what she had said.
She smiled. "I am," she said.
"I'm not so sure," I replied, "I need to try them out. And what you are
asking something I really need to think about."
My head was spinning, all sorts of thoughts ran through my head.
"If you loved me..." she started to say.
Of course I loved her. From the first time I met her I'd loved her. And
even when she guessed my little secret I still loved her. She was the
girl of my dreams.
"Don't be stupid," I replied. "You're asking me to leave and give up
everything and move into a world where there is no going back."
"Ok," she said, "try it all out."
We spent the evening quietly at her flat.
We were so strongly attracted to each other. Why? Never in my wildest
dreams could I ever have imagined that this could happen to me. I had
thought about falling in love.
But... I have to think that Terri felt the same way. Even though all we
did was kiss each other and cuddle. She saw me as being female, lock,
stock and barrel and I felt I could only make love to her as such.
Once I got home I quickly put the clothes away and jumped in the bath. I
felt annoyed that I couldn't see Terri until the next week.
So each day I applied the creams and took the pills, not that I had much
body hair anyway. And following the instructions I listened to the CD.
At first nothing seemed to happen. Then I remember sitting in a college
class looking at a boy at the front of the class and thinking how
attractive he was.
I found my chest had begun to swell into two very small mounds and my
skin seemed to becoming smooth and sensitive. Terri had told the truth.
The CD also had an effect. I found my actions becoming more and more
like a woman's. My voice was slowly changing. I was finding myself
getting more and more frustrated. I needed to see her desperately.
I felt that I had to be honest. I told my family. My father then became
harsher with me. I wanted to get away. Then a problem arose. My parents'
enrolled us all on a course.
I had to attend as Maria as my changes had become hard to hide.
So I was sitting there thinking of Terri. Thinking that Terri was
waiting and I was not there. My mother noticed my agitation and
questioned me. I told her what I felt. But I felt like I'd lied.
I wrote a letter explaining the problem and hoping Terri would
understand.
Each day I looked in the mirror, each day my breasts seemed a little
larger or a little smaller, depending on how optimistic I felt.
And I had to start skipping Gym class at college after hearing a comment
that if I started to get any bustier I'd need a bra.
The course came to an end. At last I could see Terri again. I knew that
I wouldn't need to hide any more.
My hands trembled as I undressed and stepped in to my female clothes. I
chose my prettiest lingerie. How surprised I was to find that, I didn't
need to wear my breast forms as my bra now supported my own breasts. I
still had to wear my special panty. I selected my favourite dress which
had a tight bodice and a flared skirt. I did my make up. And put on the
brown wig.
I went down the stairs and into the family room. There was a sharp
intake of breath as I entered.
My mother looked at me. "Are you sure that this is what you want?" she
asked.
I looked at her having difficulty in finding the right words.
"Maria's who she was meant to be Mum." said Kate, "She's the sister I
always knew I had."
My father looked at me. "You look beautiful. I was surprised when you
first told us. But to look at you now..."
I put on the jacket I was holding. And I said my goodbyes. I looked back
at was once my home. I rushed out to our meeting place - what people
thought no longer mattered.
At first I thought she wasn't there. Then she emerged from the shadows.
There where no words as she held me. I felt in seventh heaven. How
beautiful she looked! Her kiss was long and hard and my breasts swelled
and responded.
"I told you," she whispered.
"Hmmm!" I said smugly.
"Well, will you go with me?" she asked.
"Yes. But only if we can go now!" I replied.
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