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I had missed it at first even though, after Claire's warning, I had been
carrying out a very detailed watch over my body.
You know how quite often, when a man wakes up in the morning, he can have
a really rigid boner, despite not having had any sort of erotic dream
before waking? It's not something that happens every morning, at least
for me it didn't, so its absence wasn't something you really noticed.
Unless the bed was co-occupied, it was something which tended to subside
fairly quickly as you woke properly and that was the end of the matter!
I don't know how long it had been since I'd last had one as it really
wasn't something you made a record of each time, was it? However,
spending that much more time self-checking now that there might be a
problem, it began to dawn on me that these boners were conspicuous by
their absence! It had been several weeks since I had had one.
The more I thought about it, the more I realised that I hadn't had an
erection for any reason for some time. OK, so I was no stud, but the
sight of a pretty girl either on TV or when I was generally out and about
had been known to get things a bit excited from time to time! Now,
nothing! Nada!
I tried a bit of self-activation but, although it felt nice, nothing else
happened. The family jewels appeared to have gone dormant in a big (big?)
way.
Now what did I do? It's one of those things which you tend to keep to
yourself. The thought of actually having to tell someone, in particular a
female doctor, that you suddenly couldn't raise a beat any more was going
to be embarrassing to say the least.
The more I thought about it, the more the thought of that horrible graph
with the concentration of Factor 29 steadily rising - unlike my tackle -
the more I realised that I had little option but to tell her. The main
problem was going to be 'how'?
"Er, Claire! My todger has stopped working!"
That really wasn't going to be the right approach, was it?
How was I going to tell her that I thought Factor 29 was finally having
some sort of effect other than protecting me from a possible heart
attack? She was coming tomorrow for yet another blood test and I would
have to let her know then. It wasn't something I could keep from her now
that I knew there was a problem.
What I didn't know, of course, was if this problem was related to the
presence of large quantities of Factor 29 in my body or was it caused by
something else?
"Er, Claire! Something has come up!"
Well that was the point, wasn't it! It hadn't. Not for weeks!
Of course, she would give me the perfect opportunity to tell her after
she had taken her blood samples. She always asked then if there appeared
to be any problems? Was I OK or was there anything I thought she should
know about? That was the perfect time to tell her. The only problem was -
exactly how did I tell her?
I spent a fair proportion of the day thinking about this until I finally
realised that the way to tell her was exactly the same way I have just
told you!
"Er, Claire! You know how, quite often when a man wakes up..."
She'll understand that. She's a doctor, after all. I know I was probably
still going to turn a fetching shade of pink as I told her, but that
would work, wouldn't it?
What got to me immediately was that even thinking about telling a woman
about my erections, or the lack of them, should be giving me something of
a boner right now. It wasn't! My cock was just sitting there without so
much as a twitch. Damn! Why hadn't I noticed before?
The following morning found me wandering around the house, waiting for
Claire to arrive, with a high degree of trepidation as to what the
outcome of what I had to tell her would be.
.oOo.
"Morning, Peter! Are you ready for the usual? Which arm would you prefer
today?"
"The left, this morning, I think. If you don't mind."
I was trying to keep the number of punctures fairly even rather than
always attacking one vein. It was also part of a ritual which kept me
from getting too het up about the whole thing. In went the needle
followed by the pop of several vacuum sample tubes as she took her daily
offering. Needle out and cotton wool dressing in place. All part of the
ritual.
The next bit was where things were not going to run in quite the usual
way and I was already beginning to get a little nervous.
"That's that for the day, Peter. Now! Have you noticed anything
different? Is there anything you need to tell me about?"
Turn on the pink blush filter and try to stay on an even keel!
"Er, Claire! You know how, quite often when a man wakes up..."
She listened in a respectful silence while I managed to tell her whole
sorry story without too many stutters or complete stoppages. Her first
comment was really unexpected but did put me slightly more at ease.
"It's much easier to detect something that appears and wasn't there
before than it is to detect the gradual absence of something that was
only occasional anyway, Peter"
Thinking about it in that way, I could immediately see that she was
right, of course.
I asked my obvious follow-up question.
"Is it Factor 29 that's caused this, Claire, or have I got another
problem altogether?"
"Well obviously I can't tell you off the top of my head, Peter, but I can
carry out some additional tests on your bloods which should tell me if it
has been caused by anything else. Your erection is controlled by a
hormone called ASH and I can check to see if it is present or not, quite
easily."
Small comfort, but at least I would then know.
"Peter. I know it hasn't been easy for you to tell me about this. It's a
challenge to your self-image and having to tell anyone about it is a
difficult thing to do. I do appreciate your candour and please do
understand that I'm 100 percent on your side at all times. If you have to
tell me anything, anything at all, then don't hold back. There is no way
I'm ever going to belittle you or laugh at you. This may be a trial but
you are still my patient in every respect and I'll do everything I can to
look after you. Do you understand me?"
"I do, Claire, thank you. I have a feeling I'm going to have to deal with
some fairly basic things with you and I'll try to be honest with you,
knowing you do understand, but it still may not be easy."
"I know. But just think back to this morning if that's the case. I just
let you tell me. There were no silly laughs, no crude interruptions and
just straight-forward honest thoughts when you had finished. I can
promise you that however peculiar or weird a symptom may be, that's the
way we will deal with it."
I think my Blush Index fell at that point as I tried hard to think about
what to say next.
"Is this going to get worse, Claire?"
"I have to say I don't know at this stage, Peter. This is completely new
ground so there is little to go on as to your future prognosis."
"Prognosis?"
"Sorry! I was rather deep in thought and went a little technical! What I
mean to say is that no-one has researched the effects of such high levels
of Factor 29 before so I really don't know what physical effects are
still to come, if any. The fact that your Factor 29 levels are still
continuing to rise at a steady rate is disturbing and no-one on the
faculty has any idea why they should be. I know men don't usually have it
at all, but at the same time, a rising level like this has never, ever,
as far as we know been seen in a woman. It is just there at a steady,
unchanging level"
"So no ideas as to what might happen next?"
"At this moment, none whatsoever. Believe me there are an awful lot of
people working very hard to try and work out what's happening and if
there is any news at all, I promise you will hear about it in short
order."
"This isn't what I signed up for, is it, Claire?"
"No. It isn't. There's a whole group going through all the previous work,
the protocol as we would call it, checking to see if we have made any
errors in either the design or execution of the project and so far,
nothing has been found at all. That's no consolation at all, I know, but
the best I can tell you at the moment is that as far as we can tell, your
problem hasn't been made by any faulty procedure or personal mistake"
"Am I going to end up in hospital? I mean, I know you don't know at this
moment what's going to happen, but are you going to have me in for
observation or anything?"
"Certainly not at the moment, Peter. You are doing your own observations,
combined with the blood samples I'm taking, so unless you need to be, we
intend to keep you here at home. After all, you have everything you need
at the moment right here and I'm only a few minutes away, so why take up
a bed? And don't forget that you noticed your erection problem a lot
sooner than we might have, don't you think?"
The thought of Claire personally checking me for erections brought the
Blush Index into play but did nothing down below. Damn again!
"Should I try some Viagra?"
"No!"
Claire had almost shouted. Obviously a wrong move!
"I'm sorry, Peter, I know it's embarrassing not to be able to achieve an
erection, but I have absolutely no idea if Viagra might react with high
levels of Factor 29 or in what way. It might kill you or, even worse in a
way, you might even end up with a permanent erection and what would you
do then? I'm afraid you are just going to have to live with the problem
for the moment."
I suppose it was no more than I had expected but I'd had to ask! For the
moment, indeed! With the ever rising Factor 29 level and assuming that it
was responsible for the problem in the first place, I could only wonder
at what it was going to do next. I was not happy.
"I'll get the extra tests done on your ASH levels, Peter, and get back to
you with the answers as soon as we have some. We'll obviously also look
in detail at to the relationship between Factor 29 and the loss of
function."
Loss of function! Huh! Well I suppose that was an official name for it. I
knew of another one as it happened, 'erectile dysfunction'. Every man's
nightmare!
"I'm dreadfully sorry for what has happened, Peter. It wasn't something
we were expecting for a moment or obviously, we wouldn't have started the
trial. All I can ask is that you keep checking yourself in every way you
can think of and let me know if anything else seems different in any way
at all. Can you do that for me, please?"
"That I can promise, Claire."
I was sure of two things. Firstly that I would be spending a fair amount
of time each day checking myself for the most minute of changes and
secondly that I was going to be without any 'function' for some time!
She left with her blood samples and with me in something of a depression.
.oOo.
Apart from Claire's regular visits for bloods, nothing else seemed to
happen for some time. A matter of weeks, in fact. My Factor 29 levels
kept on rising and my erectile dysfunction continued to be absolute. Nary
a twitch - ever!
"Peter! I have some news for you. We are pretty certain that your problem
has been caused by Factor 29 and not just a failure to generate ASH."
Claire sounded pleased. I wasn't!
I suppose from a research point of view this was knowledge but from my
viewpoint it was catastrophic. Until the level of Factor 29 could be
reduced I was a eunuch. I might still have the family jewels intact, but
they weren't going to be of any use in the foreseeable future except for
having a pee! Even if the level was finally reduced, would proper
function return? Would I ever raise a beat again?
"I know it's extremely disappointing, Peter.."
Understatement of the year!
"..but at least we have advanced a bit. We now know it's cause and
effect."
"Any more about the Factor 29, Claire?"
"I'm afraid not. Your level is still rising with no sign of stopping.
There's an awful lot of work going on to try and work out the whys and
wherefores but nothing to tell you about at the moment."
I wondered if I looked as glum as I felt.
"Now, is there anything new you need to tell me about?"
"Nothing more at the moment, thank goodness."
I think that was about the last time I uttered those particular words. My
world started to really fall apart the following day.
.oOo.
"Good morning, Peter!"
"Morning, Claire."
It was, I thought, the usual start to yet another session of bloods and
"The Question" although I had nothing to turn on the Blush Index with at
the moment. Claire did, however.
"I'm sorry, but I'm afraid I have some bad news for you."
A cold shiver ran down my spine. What now? I really didn't need anything
else!
"As you know, we are checking your hormone levels from each sample to see
if Factor 29 is having any other effects. Your levels of one hormone we
know as luteinizing hormone or LH are right down and this is the main
hormone that controls your output of testosterone. No LH means no
testosterone and I expect you can guess what that might do."
I reckoned I had a pretty good idea! My male attributes, at least, what
was left of them, were going to start disappearing.
"The other more worrying problem..."
More? This really was getting worse and worse!
".. is that your estrogen and progesterone levels are rising quite
quickly and this is going to have a profound effect on you both
physically and psychologically."
"Does this mean that I'm going to change sex?"
I was really worried now. I knew I didn't have to be an expert to know
that the changes I would undergo would be quite profound. It all seemed
so unfair. After all, I had only taken part in the trial to try and help
other people.
"You are almost certainly going to undergo some fairly radical changes,
Peter, but at this stage, we aren't sure what will happen in an entire
sense. Nobody has ever actually changed sex completely in a clinical
sense but in the presence of Factor 29, especially at the levels you have
at present, we just don't know. On top of that, we still have no idea
when you are going to stop generating more."
The thought of that amount of change made me feel faint. No way did I
want it.
"For the record, Peter, I also have to tell you that your Factor 29 level
is now up to 6 times the starting level and is still rising with no signs
of stopping."
I sat down on the sofa and cried.
"I'm so sorry, Peter. Please believe that we are trying everything we can
to bring matters under control as soon as possible but this is totally
beyond the expected results and we are foundering at the moment. I
promise you, you will have our total support at all times to get this
sorted out.
Claire let herself out of the house quietly and left me with some very
uncomfortable thoughts about my feminine future.
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