The Bureau
Sean Stafford pushed himself away from his computer and leaned back in
his office chair. At fifty-five, he was one of the oldest field agents
at the FBI. Most agents his age had already moved up the ladder into
director-level roles, but not Sean. He had lost his drive and it showed.
His wife left him many years ago. She wanted a family, but Sean's work
kept him fully consumed, and having children was never a priority for
him. After she left him, he poured himself even more into his work. He
had gained weight, which slowed down his reaction times and allowed the
younger rookies to pass him rapidly by. Sean's director appreciated his
experience, but could see that Sean was past his prime and losing his
value to the Bureau. He had even told Sean that unless things improved
on his upcoming recertification and fitness exams, he would have no
choice but to find some dark, dank office for Sean to sit in for his
remaining years.
Sean sighed heavily and looked out his office window. It was 10:12 pm,
Friday, September 4, and the office was very quiet. Only he and some of
the rookie upstarts were still there. Resigned to the fact that next
week's recertification would not go well, Sean knew he'd be put on file
duty. He had given his life to the Bureau and, yet, that was simply not
good enough for them. After one last look at his current case, a
monotonous and boring case that Sean felt was given to him in a punitive
way, he logged out of his computer, grabbed his things, and headed for
the elevator.
Arriving at the ground floor, the elevator door opened and Sean looked
out into the entry area. He stalled momentarily as he saw a beautiful,
young, vivacious brunette. She could not be more than twenty-three, and
her badge and fake, red firearm indicated she was an agent in training.
There was no doubt that under the polished business attire, her body was
curvy and athletic. He watched the spring in her step, and could feel
the vibrancy of youthful life that emanated from her. The elevator door
started to close on him as he stood there mesmerized. He held out his
hand to stop the door then continued on his way to his car.
Pausing, he could not help but watch the young woman as she stopped at
the guard desk and handed a box to the guard. "Hi Sam!"
"Amanda! It is so good to see you! You know, we've missed you ever since
you moved out of the neighborhood. I understand you graduate next week?"
"Hopefully, if I pass all the tests. The academy cut us loose this
weekend and I just had to stop by and say hello on my way home. I got
this just for you to help keep you going tonight."
"You are too good to me, Amanda. If I were twenty years younger and not
married, you'd be in trouble."
Sean watched her laugh casually. "You'd be a good catch, Sam. Except I
think of you more like the father I never had. Don't tell your Ellie I
got you that for you or she'll blame me for blowing your diet."
"That was the sweetest thing you ever said to me. You really think of me
like a father?"
"Absolutely! Have to run. Good night, Sam!"
Sean watched her turn towards the exit. By this time, he had caught up
to her and held the door open to let her out. She smiled warmly at him,
"Heading home?"
Sean nodded.
"I've been putting in lots of hours lately preparing for my final exams
at the academy next week. It's so exciting thinking in one week I'll be
a Special Agent just like you, although, I doubt I'd be lucky enough to
get a headquarters position."
"One hint of advice I can give you after thirty years here, is to make
sure you have a proper balance in life. The Bureau can be all consuming,
and sooner than you realize, you'll find yourself a thirty-year veteran
with no spouse, kids, or life."
She reached out and touched his arm. That action startled Sean at first,
but one look in her eyes showed a depth of empathy and caring he had
rarely seen before. "Good words of advice that I will take to heart
every day." She smiled again and headed across the street to the parking
garage.
Something stirred deep within Sean. He was a good man, but life had
simply taken the wind out of his sails. He'd walked past that guard for
ten years and never knew his name; yet she had taken time to go out of
her way to make the guard feel special. It was in that moment that Sean
decided a change was needed in his life.
Sean exited the building and followed on the heels of the young trainee.
He wasn't stalking her. She just happened to be going the same way he
was. A slight mist and a bit of fog hung in the air. The roads were wet
from a recent cool rain. As they approached the middle of the road, he
heard a revving engine. A white pickup truck was speeding towards the
intersection and appeared to be heading straight for them both. Sean
started running towards the young woman and shouted a warning. She
turned, startled, her hand rising automatically towards the speeding
truck as if to hold it back. In what felt like slow motion, Sean reached
her side and pushed her out of the way. He saw her fall hard to the
pavement and hit her head. It was the last thing Sean saw as the truck
slammed into his body.
Sean opened his eyes to a soft white light. Everything around him was
white. He thought, perhaps, that he was in a hospital, but, when he sat
up, he could not see that he had been laying on anything solid. He
started to panic until a voice spoke that brought solace and reassurance
to his soul, "That was a brave and selfless act you just did, Sean
Stafford. It is unfortunate, however, that it was in vain, as it was
Amanda Sterling's time to leave earth and join us."
"I'm dead? I feel surprisingly well for being dead if that is what you
are saying."
"Yes, and no. While your body dies your soul lives on. Without your body
to feel pain, you will feel very much alive and well. We do not have
much time, and you need to make a decision."
"What decision?"
"The decision is whether or not you want to go back to earth. As I said
before, it was Amanda Sterling's time to die. Even though you pushed her
out of the way of the truck, it was still her time. She died and came
here to us, though her body is physically fine. The problem is with you.
It was not your time to die, but there is only so much damage a physical
body can take, and thus, you are here with us now. Had you not slowed
when you left work, you would have been slightly ahead of Amanda. She
would have yelled a warning, and you would have been able to get out of
the way, just in time."
The voice continued, "Your untimely death has a causal effect, and a new
chain of events will now unfold. This new chain of events will
ultimately lead to millions of innocent lives lost. Now comes the moment
of your decision. Because of your courage and selflessness, and that
many lives are at stake, we are giving you a choice. You can choose to
return to earth, and hopefully prevent the loss of all these lives, or,
you can choose to remain here with us. There is nothing wrong with
either choice, as in the grand scheme of things, we all wind up here. I
do need to warn you that your life would be very different from the life
you have had up to this point, as we cannot return you to your old body.
Another physical host would be chosen. Time is of the essence. I need
your decision now."
Sean hesitated momentarily as he felt wonderful where he was. It would
be easy to stay and not have to go back to the drudgery of his old life,
but if he did not, then many people might die. "I choose to go back."
"Then Godspeed to you."
Sean heard distant sirens as awareness slowly crept upon him. "Amanda!
Amanda!" His eyes fluttered open and he was looking into the eyes of
Sam, the front desk guard. Sean felt a sense of familiarity about Sam,
yet he knew he had not ever really met him before. "Amanda, are you
okay? The ambulance will be here soon." Sean was sitting on the curb
with Sam supporting him. He looked down to see his long slender legs
exposed.
"Sam, what happened?" Sean's voice sounded very strange to him yet also
familiar. Then he remembered the woman, the truck, the place that was
all white, and a decision. Even as he tried to recall the events of the
white room, the memories began to fade quickly. He knew he was Sean
Stafford, and yet he also knew he was Amanda Sterling.
"It appears as if an out of control truck almost hit you. If it was not
for the brave actions of Special Agent Stafford, you would be dead now."
Sean was frightened and shaking. Suddenly words sounded in his mind, "I
do need to warn you that your life would be very different from the life
you have had up to this point, as we cannot return you to your old body.
Another physical host would be chosen." He now knew for sure what had
happened. He was Sean Stafford, he died trying to save Amanda Sterling,
and now, since his body no longer functioned, he was sent back to earth
as her. He stood unsteadily on his feet, with Sam's hand to guide him
up. He turned towards the intersection and could see his old body there,
mangled and in pieces. He walked over to it and bent down. In the bloody
mess that was his previous life, Sean's old face remained intact. He
reached out a shaking, feminine, delicate hand and stroked his old face
lovingly.
The ambulance arrived and the paramedics ushered Sean away from the
scene. Sean's old body was quickly determined to be a lost cause, and a
sheet was placed over it. There was something final in seeing his old
body covered with that sheet. A chapter had closed, and a new chapter
had begun. Words sounded in his mind again, "Because of your courage and
selflessness, and that many lives are at stake, we are giving you a
choice..." Even as the words eroded from his memory, Sean felt a
determination and a sense of urgency that he had never felt before.
Looking down at his slender hand and well-manicured nails, he resolved
that he would do what it would take. He needed to live Amanda's life,
graduate next week as a Special Agent, and save the world.
Sean looked up into the eyes of the paramedic who was tending to the
spot where Amanda had hit her head. "He was a good man, Sean Stafford.
Please treat him with the respect he is due. He saved my life today."
"We will, ma'am."
Gently brushing the paramedic's hand away, he stood. "I'm fine. Just a
bump on the head. If I experience any after effects, I promise to go see
a doctor."
"Okay, ma'am. Please take care of yourself."
Sean walked over to Sam who had stayed close by. Suddenly emotional, he
hugged Sam and thanked him for his support. The police arrived and he
gave a statement to them. When everything was completed he headed home.
Luckily, he seemed to have memory of where Amanda's car was and the
address to her apartment.
It was very dark and in the early hours of the morning by the time Sean
arrived at Amanda's apartment. As Sean entered the entry hall, he
automatically placed Amanda's purse and keys on a small table. He looked
at himself in the small hallway mirror. Although disheveled and with a
small red bump on his forehead, he was extraordinarily beautiful. He had
a flawless complexion, big, bright, blue eyes, high cheekbones, full red
lips, and his face was framed with lush, long, dark brown hair. Sean's
brain suggested he should be panicking, after all, he just saw his old
body mangled on the pavement, and he was now in the body of a woman.
Sean was, however, oddly calm and at peace. He remembered his old life
well, yet he also remembered Amanda's, most of it anyways. He knew she
lived alone and had no immediate family. She had been raised in foster
homes her entire life, even living for a brief time as neighbor to Sam
and Ellie. She excelled in school and received top honors from the
University of Virginia. Sean knew who her friends and acquaintances
were, and where she had stored the sugar. He even knew how much of some
things were in the refrigerator. All of these things helped put Sean's
mind at ease, but everything else was still shocking and foreign to him.
Sean walked down the hallway towards the bedroom. As he walked, he
absentmindedly slipped off his low-heeled pumps as if it was the most
natural thing to do. When he got to the bedroom he looked at the pumps
in his hand realizing he did not even remember taking them off. He set
them aside and walked into the bathroom and turned on the water to fill
the tub. He was never much of a bath kind of guy before, but now it felt
more natural. A nice hot bath would rejuvenate him and allow him time to
think. He reached under the sink and pulled out some bath salts and
poured some into the water. Sean unzipped his skirt and undid the
buttons on his blouse, letting both drop to the floor. He stood before
the bathroom mirror looking at the beautiful woman reflected back. Where
he had stood over six feet tall, he now was closer to five-foot eight.
He knew his bra size, which sort of amazed him. 36C. He reached behind
his back and his fingers seemed to know where and what they needed to do
to unclasp the hooks. He let the black, lacey, bra fall to the ground.
The weight of his breasts, now unencumbered, noticeably pulled against
his chest. He bent down to remove his black, lacey panties. The feeling
of his breasts swinging freely was both disconcerting and yet arousing
at the same time. He tried not to think about it.
Looking at himself in all his glory for the first time, Sean stood
awestruck by the beautiful woman before him. His breasts were full and
perky, yet not ponderous or sagging. He had a narrow, trim waist and his
extremely flat stomach showed hints of his abs. The space between his
legs was noticeably void, with neatly trimmed pubic hair and a slit with
moist vaginal lips. Sean's carnal mind was turning himself on by looking
at himself, and yet the logical part of his brain refused and rejected
this new reality. He reached a hand to one of his breasts and felt its
weight. He was amazed at its suppleness and sensitivity. He was torn
between exploring his new body and coming to grips with his predicament.
Sean stepped into the tub and laid himself back in the hot water. He
could feel his breasts float and move with the small waves. It was all
too much and too fresh in his mind. He pushed back the new sensations
and tried to allow the hot water to relax him.
When the water had cooled, Sean drained the tub and turned on the shower
to wash his long hair. At first, the spray from the shower shocked him.
His new body was so much more sensitive than he was before. He let the
hot water thoroughly wet his hair and reached automatically for the
shampoo. The shampoo smelled of fresh fruits and flowers. It took him a
long time to wash and put conditioner in his hair. Sean stepped out and
wrapped a towel around his hair and another one around his body. His
almost automatic movements continued to bring a sense of comfort to his
racing mind.
Sean moved into the bedroom and went to the chest of drawers. He pulled
out a sheer, black silk nightgown and looked at it carefully before
putting it back in the drawer. He could not bring himself to put it on.
Sean climbed into the bed, noticing how rough the sheets felt. Ignoring
everything, he closed his eyes and oddly, drifted immediately off to
sleep.
Sean woke late that morning. He felt incredibly refreshed, and there
were no aches or pains that had been a traditional part of his previous
life. He was still confused, as waking up in a different bed, in a
different apartment, and in a different body would do that to most
people. It took a few minutes to process where he was, what had
happened, and all the new feelings and sensations he felt. His long hair
was everywhere, including over his face, wrapped around his neck, and in
his mouth. He reached over to the night stand and found a few hair
scrunchies that Amanda had likely used at night to keep this from
happening. As he rolled out of bed he felt the weight of his breasts
shift. He felt his nipples become hard and erect at the coolness of the
air.
He walked into the bathroom to relieve himself and automatically sat
down on the toilet. He felt the rush of urine escape and his lack of
ability to direct the flow was disconcerting to him. He grabbed some
toilet paper and wiped himself. He stood up and looked back at the
toilet, realizing that he was now forever chained to sitting when going
to the bathroom. Sean glanced in the mirror and felt an immediate sexual
response from the slightly bed-slept look of the woman staring back at
him. He tried to brush his hair out, but he found that would be a
difficult challenge. Instead he grabbed his hair and put it into a
ponytail so he could get some food and get started with his day. He
needed time to think.
He found a robe and put it on so he would be warm and comfortable. He
wandered into the kitchen, fully aware of the way his new body was
moving. There was such a grace about his movements, and the feeling of
his breasts moving without support under the robe was an ever present
distraction. Sean moved into the kitchen and prepared himself some
breakfast. He found himself reaching for tea instead of coffee, which
suited Sean just fine. The fridge was sparsely stocked with organic
fruits and vegetables, most of which had gone bad. The last time Amanda
had been here was several weeks ago at the last academy break. Sean was
grateful Amanda had not been a vegetarian. He made himself a nice omelet
with toast and settled himself down in front of the TV to catch a little
news. At this point he just wanted anything to take his mind off the
fact that every move and touch made him want to explore himself further.
The news was pretty standard fare. The CDC had noted that the Ebola
virus was being brought into the United States for study at several
ultra-secure laboratories on the east coast and Atlanta. Weather over
the weekend would be a balmy fifty-five degrees for the high with little
chance of rain. There was a brief clip about a hit-and-run accident near
the FBI headquarters that left one man dead and one other person
injured. Sean turned off the TV after that one; his breakfast going a
little sour in his stomach.
Sean cleaned up from breakfast and went back into the bedroom to change
for the day. He had a lot of energy and felt a need to exercise.
Exercise would help him cope and think through things. Looking through
the drawers, Sean found an exercise bra and some running clothing. His
mind was both repulsed and intrigued by the clothing. He realized that
this truly was his life now. He needed to get on with things. He dropped
the robe to the floor and struggled a little getting his breasts to
cooperate while squeezing into the bra. Once on, however, he understood
why women used them, as he felt much more supported and with a whole lot
less was bouncing around. Sean had found some running tights and pulled
them up his smooth, soft legs. With a top, socks, and running shoes, he
was ready to go.
Amanda's apartment was located across the Potomac River from Washington,
DC in Arlington, VA. It was conveniently located close to restaurants,
grocery stores, parks, and trails. Sean stood at the door to the outside
world and hesitated at first, feeling rather exposed. It was as if he
expected someone to point their finger at him and call him out for
impersonating a woman. He forcefully took one step in front of the other
until he was on the sidewalk. Taking a deep breath to center himself, he
started a slow jog over towards the Potomac Heritage Trail that ran
along the banks of the river. He found there was something exhilarating
about the feel of his ponytail and breasts bouncing up and down in
rhythm to his running. There were many people out on the trail, and Sean
also noted how many men nearly ran off the trail when he ran by.
Amanda's body was extremely fit, and Sean found himself not even
breathing hard after an hour of jogging. This was quite a change for
him, considering he probably would have failed his recertification exam
next week.
After his run, Sean jumped into the shower and found some comfortable
clothing to wear. He needed to orient himself to Amanda's life, and
there was no better way than to touch, feel, and dig into every nook and
crevice of her apartment and belongings. Starting in the bedroom, Sean
went through all of the drawers one by one. Amanda's memories triggered
with each item he found and touched, helping Sean connect more deeply to
his new life. Touching and seeing each item was like the difference
between reading about the Great Wall of China, and actually visiting it.
Running his fingers over items Amanda had purchased, wore, and stored
away made her memories somehow more tangible to him. It all helped him
adjust to his new circumstance.
The first drawer was filled with panties. Sean pulled them out one by
one. Many were for casual wear, but most were silky, somewhat
transparent, and elegantly beautiful. The next drawer had sports bras
and regular bras. Some had straps and some were strapless. There were
drawers of fitness clothing, negligees, camisoles, socks, and stockings.
Moving to the closet, Sean ran his hands along the clothing. All the
clothing appeared very feminine and delicate. There were clothes for
work on a separate area within the closet. Everything from pant suits to
business skirt suits. Dresses were in abundance, including many formal
ones. He had to get used to this. It would be like getting on a horse
that had just bucked him off. He needed to force himself, build his
courage, and take a bold step into his new life.
To that end, Sean picked out a short, mid-thigh length, black dress with
spaghetti straps. He found a strapless bra, panty hose, and black
stiletto heels and changed into them. Sean stood in front of the mirror
and whistled at himself. Stunning would be an understatement. He ran his
hands over his body and felt the sleek, silky, smooth fabric. The
feeling of the air as it flowed across his legs and the way the panty
hose felt cool against his legs was truly amazing. He chastised himself
for feeling sexy, but then smiled. He chose to walk around the apartment
in the outfit for a while to get a feel for what it would be like to
wear it for any length of time.
Sean headed into the bathroom and looked through the mirror cabinet and
drawers. There were no prescriptions, only cleansers and makeup. If he
did not have Amanda's memories, he would have been overwhelmed by the
quantity of the creams and what purpose each one might have. One drawer
had pads for his menstrual cycle. Sean sighed as he held up a maxi pad.
The thought of having to use those every month made him a little
nervous. Apparently he still had three weeks left before his next
period. Putting the pad back, he wandered into the main living area and
emptied out Amanda's purse. He was pleased with the efficiency and
limited nature of the items inside. He looked at Amanda's checkbook and
reviewed the last expenses and income credits. Financially, Amanda was
doing well. Her frugal nature had allowed her to put thousands away in
savings, and yet she had maintained a healthy lifestyle. Sean spotted a
gym card and made note that he should go to the gym tomorrow.
Having gone through the entire apartment, Sean felt much more confident
than he did before, knowing where everything was and having touched and
felt them. The dress he was wearing was driving him crazy, as every time
he saw his reflection, or could feel the brush of the material against
his thighs, he became aroused. He questioned how he could feel excited
looking at himself. The thought of sex with a man seemed revolting to
him. Could it be his sexuality had stayed with him? He looked at himself
in the mirror again. He felt beautiful and powerful in many ways. He
knew what a body like this could do to break the will of any man.
It was getting late and Sean was getting hungry. He needed to do
something to keep his mind off his new body. His dress outfit was
something you could easily go to a casual dinner in. He grabbed his
purse and decided to walk down the street to a small restaurant.
Sean entered a small cafe and the owner smiled warmly at him. The
owner's name came to mind and he waved at the owner. "How's business
tonight Mr. Caldwell?"
"Doing great, Amanda. You look absolutely beautiful tonight. Do you have
a date?"
"Not tonight, Mr. Caldwell. Just hungry. What specials do you have?"
"For you, and for you only, as my favorite customer, I have a seared,
wild-caught tuna steak with wasabi butter, rice almandine, and a side
salad."
"Sounds absolutely delicious."
"Sit down and relax, Amanda. Would you like a little red wine with
that?"
"Mmm, yes, that would be wonderful."
Dinner was amazing and Sean admired the way Amanda knew so many people.
Amanda was well loved, and it was clear that she truly cared for and
loved others the same way. Sean suddenly felt the loss of Amanda. She
should have been the person to live. He thought about what Amanda would
have done to thank the owner for the meal, and realized that he was
Amanda now, and that this was his choice. "I'll be right back, Mr.
Caldwell." Sean exited the restaurant and went next door to the florist
and purchased a small bouquet of flowers. He brought them back to the
restaurant and gave them to the owner. "I want you to know how much I
appreciate the extra effort and care you give me every time I come
here." The owner was clearly touched and hugged Sean.
"For you, Amanda, I would do anything. As long as my wife would allow
it."
On the way back to the apartment Sean received a phone call. The caller
ID showed 'Marina' as the name. In his mind, Sean pictured a beautiful,
exotic looking Middle-Eastern woman. She was Amanda's friend and workout
partner and Sean could sense that Amanda had romantic feelings for
Marina. "Hello, Marina! How's my favorite workout partner doing?"
"Hey, Amanda. I was actually calling to see if you will be at the gym
tomorrow. Maybe we could take in some lunch afterwards?"
"I'd love to. How about we meet at the gym at 10:00 am?"
"Sounds like a plan then! See you tomorrow!"
Marina had recently started her career at the CIA, and she and Amanda
shared a lot in common. Sean was looking forward to getting to know
Marina better. Sean went through Amanda's routine of getting ready for
bed. This time he remembered to put his hair back. He also pulled out
the nightgown and slipped it on and felt the silky smooth fabric slide
against his skin. He had never known just how sensitive a woman's body
was until now.
Sean found himself filled with anxious energy the next morning. He woke
up early, had his gym bag ready, and decided to wear the same sexy, but
casual, black dress he wore the day before. When the time came to leave
he walked to the gym, excited for what the day had in store for him.
Marina was there waiting for him at the entrance. Seeing her face-to-
face helped him connect to Amanda's feelings and memories. They hugged
and chatted on the way into the change room. Sean could not squeeze
enough glances at the medium-skinned, dark-haired beauty. Having a
similar body shape to Amanda and about the same height, they were the
envy of the other women in the gym. Several times while changing Sean
thought he saw Marina glance his way to check him out. He hoped there
could be more to their relationship than just being friends.
They started out with a thirty-minute warm-up jog on the treadmill. Sean
and Marina chatted casually back and forth. He could feel there was a
little sexual tension between them. The men in the gym could not take
their eyes off of either of them. Sean found being the object of so many
staring men to be both flattering and upsetting at the same time. After
the warm-up came weights. Sean found it difficult to not stare at
Marina's breasts as he spotted for her. He understood why Amanda used to
workout so long when she was partnered with Marina. When the weights
were done they moved over to a large room filled with thick padding for
the floor. The room was used for sparing. Marina cocked an eyebrow at
Sean making her look a little mischievous. "You have your final exams
this week, don't you?"
"Yes, I'm looking forward to them. I can't wait to become a full-fledged
agent."
"I know you were struggling with the hand-to-hand fighting techniques.
Would you like to give it a go? Let's see how good you are since two
weeks ago when I whooped your pretty butt." The innuendo in Marina's
voice was strong. Amanda's memories of a few weeks ago was tantalizing.
Marina beat Amanda soundly, but the close contact had made Amanda very
aroused. With Sean's thirty years of training and real-life experience,
he wondered if it would he would fare better in such a lithe and fit
body that he now had.
"You're on! But, let's make it a little interesting. Whoever loses pays
for lunch."
Marina smiled, "Okay, but I think you want to lose on purpose because
you like being on the bottom and you want to buy me lunch." Sean felt
moistness form between his legs at the thought of lying underneath
Marina. They took their positions and gathered no small crowd of lustful
and cheering men.
"Come one, sexy. Make the first move." Sean taunted Marina. Marina
lunged forward hoping to catch Sean off guard, but Sean grabbed her
wrist, turned, lowered his hips, and managed to throw Marina over his
shoulder. He followed up by straddling Marina and holding her hands
down. The temptation to kiss Marina was incredibly strong.
Marina's eyes were smiling and intense, "You've been practicing. Shall
we make it best of three?" Sean nodded just as Marina bucked her hips
and threw him off of her. Marina caught his hands in hers and used the
momentum to roll him completely over on his back with her now on top.
Sean was enjoying the position so much he forgot entirely where he was.
The jeers from the men on the sidelines helped him regain his focus.
"One apiece. Let's start again so I can show you it was not luck the
first time." Marina got up and pulled him up. They stood close to each
other and Sean fought the urge to crush his body against hers.
Marina had spent time in Israel and her hand-to-hand training was some
of the best the world had to offer. Sean was relying on his years of
experience. Marina teased him, "Let's see what you've got." They went
back and forth for fifteen minutes, neither one gaining a hold or ground
on the other. Their arms and legs moving so quickly the bystanders were
getting an eyeful in more ways than one. Marina managed to get her arms
around Sean from the back and had pinned Sean's arms to his side. Sean
dropped lower, let his right leg and foot sweep between Marina's, then
pushed back with all he had. Marina was thrown off balance as they fell
backwards onto the floor. With his arms free, he grabbed Marina's wrist
and leg and pinned her tight.
"You've been holding out on me. Not fair!"
"Didn't you tell me to never underestimate your opponent?"
"True. Are you going to let me up now?"
"Only if I have to. I kind of like having you completely under my
power."
Marina whispered back, "You've had me under your power for weeks now."
Sean pulled Marina to her feet amidst cheers and applause from the
onlookers.
A large man walked up to them both and congratulated Sean. "Well done,
both of you. I've been involved in mixed martial arts for the past few
years. Care to give me a try? I'll even make it worth your while. If I
lose, I'll pay for your lunches."
Marina winked at me. "Go for it, girl. Whip his ass."
It was all over in a matter of seconds. The man was face down on the
floor with his arm held tight to his back. Sean had used the larger mass
of the man against him when he had rushed towards him. Sean simply
stepped out of the way, jumped up, scissor legged him, and used his body
mass to force him to lose his balance. Marina clapped and hugged Sean.
Sean turned back to the man and said smugly, "Keep your money, this
time. I earned my lunch from Marina today and I'm holding her to it."
Marina sat across the table from Sean at lunch. "You really were amazing
today. You are going to ace those tests this week. Since joining the CIA
I've never been taken down. You should be proud of yourself."
"I am. I guess our little bet just motivated me today." Sean had been
enjoying himself so much that when he thought about what all had
happened since Friday he felt a little guilty. Within forty-eight hours
he had taken over Amanda's life and was now seriously thinking about a
romantic relationship with Marina. The picture of his old body lying on
the ground caused a sudden melancholy to come over him. He looked away
from Marina and wiped a tear. "I'm sorry, Marina. I was enjoying our
time together so much when I remembered what happened on Friday night. A
truck almost ran me over. An FBI agent, Sean Stafford, pushed me out of
the way just in time. He was killed instantly. I guess I'm still shaken
up over it and feel guilty it was not me lying there and that I have
been enjoying myself so much."
Marina reached across the table and took my hand. "I'm so sorry, Amanda.
That must have been terrifying. Let me take you home." On the way home
Sean remained quiet. He had been coming to grips with this new life, and
suddenly everything seemed to lose their focus again. Marina stayed
close to his side and invited herself up to his apartment to make sure
he was settled. When the door closed behind them, Sean was feeling a
little vulnerable. He turned and wrapped his arms around Marina for a
close intimate hug. Marina responded in kind and they stood holding each
other. After a minute, Marina pulled back and searched Sean's eyes. Sean
wanted her to stay and yet, at the same time he was afraid. Still
holding his hands, Marina squeezed them gently. "I'm sure you need to
get back to the Academy tonight and, as much as I would like to stay, I
think we should plan on a celebration dinner next Friday."
"I'd really like that, Marina. Thank you for taking me home. Dinner next
Friday sounds wonderful. Hopefully I will pass my exams and we can
really celebrate."
"Oh, you will pass. You are as intelligent and kind as you are beautiful
and, after today, I know you will pass your self-defense exam. Besides,
I'll give you some extra incentive." Marina leaned forward and gently
pressed her lips to Sean's. Sean's lips sent signals throughout his
body. He blushed deeply and felt his body respond with a sudden urge to
latch onto Marina and not let her go. Marina smiled. "If you pass, I'll
give you another one of those."
Sean wanted to kiss Marina back in the most powerful way but held back,
not wanting to be simply caught up in the moment. "I'll pass now for
sure. That's the best incentive I've ever had."
"Then I'll see you Friday night. It's a date!"
"I like the sound of that."
Marina gave Sean another lingering hug and left, leaving him feeling
very alone. He touched his fingers to his lips, which were still on fire
from the kiss. He did not want the feeling to ever leave him. More than
anything he wanted to explore a deeper relationship with Marina. It was
clear to Sean that his sexual preferences had not changed. He checked
the time and realized he needed to head down to the Academy at Quantico,
VA. The drive from Arlington to Quantico would take about an hour with
regular traffic.
Sean thought about the changes that had occurred in his life over the
past few days as he drove. He had a completely new life, and an
opportunity to make fewer mistakes this time. He had gained back over
thirty years of life and seemed to have a growing romantic relationship
with Marina, someone whom he was immensely attracted to. Sean looked
down at his chest and felt his long hair tickle his neck. He wanted to
learn so much more and explore all that his new body had to offer.
Sean pulled into the FBI Academy parking area near the dorm-styled
rooms. He looked up at the facility with a mixture of excitement and
determination. He walked into his room and began meeting many of his
classmates. Even though he had memories of them, it was still unnerving.
Sean felt like he was a forged painting just waiting for someone to
discover what he was, an imposter. Some of the male recruits seemed
overly eager for conversation with him, whereas some of the female
recruits wanted nothing to do with him. He had a few close friends in
the group that were anxious to hear all about his weekend.
Sean was mingling with a few fellow recruits when the Academy Director
approached him. "Miss Sterling? May I please have a word?"
"Certainly." The fellow recruits gave Sean an appraising look. The
Director pulled him aside to a private room.
"I have been filled in on the tragic events from Friday night. I trust
you are all right?"
"Yes, sir. I still feel somewhat guilty. Special Agent Stafford saved my
life, but lost his. Whenever I think about it, I get emotional."
"Understandable. Special Agent Stafford's funeral is set for Thursday.
Your exams will take you through Wednesday and graduation is on Friday.
I want you to know that you can take time Thursday to attend the funeral
if you so desire."
"I appreciate that, sir. I would like to attend."
"One more thing. I've been watching your progress very closely these
past twenty weeks at the academy. You are an exceptional student and
will make a top notch agent. You are highly regarded by your fellow
classmates. If you do well on your exams, you could be in line for the
Director's Leadership Award."
"That would be a great honor, sir. I'll do my very best and hope to make
you proud."
"I'm sure you will, miss Sterling."
Sean headed to his room to get ready for bed. He shared a room with
another female recruit so there was never much privacy at the Academy.
He decided having an opportunity to explore himself further would have
to wait, even though the desire was strong.
Monday morning Sean entered the classroom for the written exam. It was a
four-hour exam and covered the entire curriculum, including law, ethics,
behavioral science, and forensics. Sean knew the curriculum very well
and, even more important, what the leadership was looking for in
answers. Many questions were trick questions, that, over the years, he
had written some himself. Sean quickly completed the exam in under two
hours, and the exam moderator merely shook his head sadly, knowing no
one could do well in such a short time.
That afternoon, Sean had to complete his physical fitness test. He knew
he was weaker as a woman, but he was also much lighter, and Amanda had
kept in phenomenal shape. The fitness test was scored by the total of
points awarded for a variety of exercises. Sit-ups came first and Sean
scored nine points out of a possible ten for completing fifty-five sit-
ups in a minute. The 300-meter sprint was next. Sean scored a ten for a
48.7 second sprint. He found he was a little weaker on push-ups and
achieved a score of six for thirty-five in a minute. Finally, he scored
another nine for running 1.5 miles in 10:37. His total score was a very
respectable thirty-four out of a possible forty. He only needed twelve
to pass.
Sean had the evening off and spent time in his room. 'Sean, I want to
have children. Can't you take a different job so that we can spend more
time as a family?' Sean winced at the memory. 'I have an important job
that helps save lives. You want me to give it up?' It had always been
either that excuse or something else. He remembered the day he came home
and there was a note on the table. His wife had left him. He had not
even fought to keep his marriage. Until now, he had never considered his
wife's perspective. The loss and devastation he had caused her. He felt
so different in this body and with Amanda's life and memories. He could
feel the desire to be cherished and nurtured, and something even more
profound, the desire to bring a life into the world. Struggling with his
new female hormones and the emotions surrounding the loss of his old
life, Sean wept into his pillow.
The next morning Sean found himself walking slowly and carefully through
a city block. His gun was drawn and aimed at the ground about twenty
feet in front of him. He used the cover around him well to shield
himself from threats. A tree here, a short brick wall there. He kept his
breathing steady as he worked his way towards the bank. Out of an alley
to his left, a man with a gun stood. Sean faced the man and quickly shot
two rounds into the man's chest. He turned back towards the bank. His
senses on alert. There were two more known targets somewhere ahead. A
woman carrying a baby exited a building ahead to his left. Sean had
aimed at her when he spotted the movement, but quickly realized she was
not a threat and lowered his weapon. He continued moving forward. A car
raced in front of him, screeched to a stop, and the doors flung open.
Two men jumped out and began firing at Sean. Quick on his feet, Sean
dove for cover behind an old station wagon. The gunshots continued,
pinning him down. He rolled while prone until he could see the feet of
the gunmen. Taking careful aim, he shot at their lower legs. Both men
went down and Sean could now shoot at their exposed bodies. With those
threats neutralized, Sean carefully stood back up while maintaining his
cover. He made his way to the side of the bank's front door. It was
possible there was another gunman, and there was no backup coming. He
was on his own. The bank's front door burst open right next to him. A
man holding a gun to a woman's head stood no more than three feet away.
The gunman had not yet seen Sean. He had a clean shot, but it would be
too risky as he watched the man's finger twitched on the trigger. Sean
launched himself at the man, his right arm coming up underneath the
gunman's gun hand, lifting the gun and arm up and away from the woman's
head. The gunman was startled and let go of the woman, allowing Sean to
sweep the man's legs, disarm him as he fell, and pin the gunman to the
ground with Sean's handgun to his head.
A voice came over a megaphone. "Excellent job, miss Sterling! You can
let him go now." The live test at Hogan's Alley, the Academy's real-
world training ground, was over. Sean handed his realistic paintball gun
to the team that reset for the next recruit. Sean sighed his relief and
took a deep breath. He had done well.
Sean was next ushered in for the range shooting exam. He had donned his
ear and eye protection and stood within the barriers that separated the
range's aisles. The shooting exam consisted of still targets at various
distances. Amanda's body had amazing motor control and perfect eyesight,
and when combined with Sean's years of experience, he breezed through,
achieving the highest marksmanship score he had ever earned.
That afternoon, Sean took time to reflect more on his current situation.
He had changed into some running clothes and headed to the trails for a
long run. With every step he felt the sway of his body and the way his
breasts moved and bounced. He realized he was feeling more and more
comfortable in his new body. He loved the feeling of being beautiful and
how people responded to him. Amanda had been much more extroverted than
Sean ever had been. Simple things like a light touch, a hug, or a warm
smile were so much more accepted when coming from a woman. Sean felt
himself becoming more extroverted and kind. For someone that rarely
smiled, he loved the dazzling smile that flowed so easily from his new
lips and mouth. Sean paused his run and took out his cell phone to text
Marina. 'Doing well on my exams. Only self-defense exams left tomorrow.
Are we still on for Friday night? Can't wait to see you!'
He only had to wait a moment before Marina's response came back.
'Friday, 6pm. I'll pick you up at your place. Wear something special.'
A warm feeling coursed through Sean's body. He could not wait to see
Marina. There was a tugging on his heart and a flutter in his stomach
when he thought of her. It reminded him of how he felt when he met his
wife for the first time and yet, it was also different. He wanted to be
the one to be held and cherished. To be swept off his feet and carried
into the bedroom. Sean felt his body flush and a warm, moist sensation
formed between his thighs. He decided a cold shower was in order.
Wednesday morning came with the promise of being the final day for
exams. Sean had dressed in workout tights, exercise bra, workout top,
and had put his hair in a ponytail. The first round of self-defense
exams would be against a single opponent. Sean squared off against a
twenty-five-year-old male recruit that was just as anxious to beat Sean
and he was him. His opponent easily had sixty pounds on Sean. They
grappled back and forth for a while until Sean was able to get both
hands on his opponent's wrist. He lifted his arms high and spun
underneath, causing the man's arm to twist behind his back. Sean added
an extra twist on the wrist to force his opponent forward to release the
pain which played right into Sean's move to bring him to the ground. In
the end, Sean felt he had done well.
The next round was against two assailants. Two big, highly trained men
who had just seen her beat their friend. These men wanted to make sure
he knew who was the weaker sex. Sean did manage to pin the first man,
but he had spent too much time doing so and the second man came up
behind him and lifted him completely off the ground. The man licked the
back of his neck and Sean could tell his assailant was enjoying having
the power over his smaller feminine body. The man's hands moved lower to
squeeze his breast and whispered in his ear. "Hey, babe. We should get
together tonight." Sean was furious and struggled against the man who
continued to grope him. Finally he was able to get a little leverage and
he thrust his head back into the face of the man. A resounding smack
could be heard when Sean's head collided with the man's nose. The man
let go enough that Sean was able to throw back his elbow into the man's
solar plexus. At that point, Sean was completely free. The man was
doubled over, gasping for breath with blood dripping from his nose. Sean
moved in for a quick takedown and made sure he struck the man in his
groin on the way down.
Several hours later Sean stood in the office of the Academy FBI
Director, Milton Swanson. "Sit down, miss Sterling. I want to
congratulate you on passing your exams. I was told your written exam
took you under two hours and you received a 99% mark. That is the
highest score any recruit has ever received, and you did it in the
shortest time. I'd be suspicious if we had not been keeping an eye on
you and seeing how intelligent you are. You also received top marks for
your Hogan's Alley real-world test, and you aced your shooting exam. You
must have been practicing because you went from a 60% to 98% in just a
few weeks' time. Well done again. You passed your self-defense tests
with an overall score of 94%. This was the highest score ever achieved
by a female recruit and amongst the highest overall. I'm not sure what
has gotten into you, miss Sterling, but you took the top mark overall of
any previous recruit. With that said, you will become a full-fledged
Special Agent on Friday at the graduation ceremony."
Sean had to smile. Amanda's fitness and youthful energy, combined with
his years of knowledge and training had set him further along in his
career than years of work before. "One more thing, miss Sterling. I
watched the recordings of your self-defense exam. I'd heard you really
took it out on agent Minsk. Now, I recognize that agent Minsk was
completely out of line, and he will be reprimanded. You, however, need
to learn self-control. You are a lethal weapon, and you let your anger
control you. What agent Minsk did was wrong, but this was an exam, and
he is a fellow agent. You broke his nose, cracked two ribs, and agent
Minsk will have weeks of recovery for his... Anyways, he was not your
real enemy, and you let his actions put you out of control. I don't want
to see that happen again. Understood?"
"Yes, sir."
"Just a reminder that Special Agent Stafford's funeral is tomorrow."
"Yes, sir. I'll be there."
"Dismissed."
Sean was bubbling over with joy and energy. He texted Marina. 'The
Director just told me I passed all my exams. I'll graduate on Friday!'
'That's awesome, sweetie! I knew you could do it! Do you know where you
will be stationed yet?'
Sean had not even thought that far ahead. He wanted to stay in the DC
area to be close to Marina. 'Not yet. I'm hoping I get to stay in DC.
I'll get my assignment at graduation.' He paused then added, 'I want to
stay close to you.' He knew when he sent the last text, it must have
sounded odd and desperate to Marina.
'Me too. More than anything! I'll see you Friday night, Special Agent
Sterling!'
The next morning came altogether too soon. Sean drove back to Amanda's
apartment so that he could select an outfit suitable for his own
funeral. He found a conservative black dress and low-heeled black pumps.
After getting dressed he checked himself out in the mirror. It seemed
even conservative dresses flattered his shape. Sean went straight to the
funeral from his apartment. As he entered the chapel, he noted how few
people were there. A regular contingent of FBI agents and some old
friends, but not what he had expected. The eulogy was short and to the
point. The Washington DC FBI Director praised Sean for his courage and
years of dedicated service.
Sean followed the procession to the cemetery, where another short
internment service was held. Sean walked up to the casket that held his
old body. He placed a hand reverently upon it. Tears suddenly flowed
from his eyes. There had been no more than twenty people at his funeral.
Thirty years of service. Only a few old friends. Not a single relative.
No children or wife. Sean realized he had led a lonely and isolated
life. He had not meant to. This was just the way it had happened.
Sean turned away from the casket and leaned against a tree. Sean could
not hold back the tears, and he forced himself to not throw up. He was
more than ever determined not to repeat his past mistakes. He wanted
long-lasting relationships, love, and children. He wanted to influence
hundreds of people in a positive way. His next funeral would be
different. Sean took one last look over his shoulder at the casket being
lowered into the ground, turned, and with tears streaming from his eyes,
ran for his car, as if running away was the only way he could change his
life.
Sean drove straight back to the Academy. He had not even changed. He
went to his room and packed the few belongings he had there in
preparation for graduation tomorrow. As he packed, he found himself
wishing and praying for everything he had lost.
That evening all the recruits had a major party to celebrate the
conclusion of their days at the Academy. Sean had a few glasses of wine
and found just that small amount made him tipsy. It was nothing like
what he could consume before. For a little while he became melancholy.
After all, this should have been Amanda's victory, not his. He did not
spend weeks in training and studying. She had. He felt like he had
stolen her joy and her life.
Sean walked outside to get some cool night air and get away from the
commotion inside. He looked up at the stars and wondered, at that
moment, if Amanda could see him. What would she think? He would give up
his life for Amanda so she could have hers back. He squeezed his eyes
tightly closed, fighting back the tears that once again seemed to want
to come. When Sean opened his eyes, a shadowy image of Amanda hovered
before him.
"Do not fret, Sean, for I am in a better place." He did not hear the
words as much as sense them. "You have done well and I can see the
changes within your heart. You do me a great honor, living my life here.
Be free." With that she vanished taking along with her the burden of
guilt Sean had held onto. At that moment Sean knew this was his new
life, forever.
Sean walked back inside the Academy. The party was in full swing.
"Amanda!" His friends had swarmed him. "You need to dance with us!"
Sean, having removed the guilt, began to truly enjoy himself for the
first time in years. He laughed, he danced, he shouted, and he hugged
his friends tightly.
Graduation day arrived with bright sun and a bit of a headache. Sean had
so much to look forward to today. Graduation was from 10:00 am until
noon, leaving him a lot of time to get home and get ready for his date
tonight. He smiled at the thought. He was almost giddy with excitement.
Something he decided was definitely a feminine reaction, but he liked
it. He chose a dark blue skirt outfit with a white blouse. It flattered
his body and yet also appeared business-like.
The Academy Director made a brief speech and each of the trainers also
spoke. The theme of their messages was that the people of the United
States needed them. That these new agents had been hand-selected out of
thousands of applicants and represented the best of the best. As Sean
listened, the urgency within him returned in full-strength, as if the
fate of the world rested on his shoulders. He was keen and eager to
restart his career.
One by one the recruits were invited to the stage to receive their
graduation papers and their assignments. The new agents were being sent
all over the United States. Sean became nervous as they approached the
time to call him. Where would he be stationed?
"We now call Special Agent, Amanda Sterling." Sean walked towards the
podium. His pulse raced. "Special Agent Sterling, it has been a great
honor to have you here with us. You have received the highest marks of
any previous recruit in the history of the FBI academy. I have received
dozens of memos regarding how you cared for your fellow recruits. It is
my pleasure to award you the Director's Leadership Award.
Congratulations!" The entire student body erupted into applause with
many 'Way to go, Amanda!' rising from the crowd. Sean was handed his
assignment and headed back to his seat, receiving many hugs along the
way.
"You are dismissed, Special Agents!" Another cheer followed and many
more hugs and promises to stay in touch. Sean headed to his car and sat
in the seat for a while, fingering his assignment. When he built up his
courage sufficiently, he tore the envelope open and pulled out the
letter.
'Special Agent Sterling,
It is with great pleasure to welcome you into the FBI as a full-fledged
agent. It has come to my attention that you have received the Director's
Leadership Award, and the highest marks of any recruit. Well done! We
can use an agent of your qualities and abilities at our Washington DC
headquarters. As you are well aware, we recently lost a veteran agent,
Sean Stafford. We would like to invite you to fill that position at our
DC headquarters.
We thank you for your commitment, and will speak to you first thing
Monday morning. Welcome to the FBI!
Sincerely,
Director Angus Hotaling.'
Sean smiled and gave a little whoop for joy. He fought the urge to text
Marina right away, preferring to share the good news in person later
that night.
Sean arrived back at his apartment around 2:00 pm. He headed straight
for the grocery store to stock up on much needed groceries and to buy
some flowers for Marina. He did not know what might happen later, so he
cleaned the apartment the best he could in the time he had. Sean had a
shower and, while his hair dried, he picked out his clothing for the
evening. He found the sexiest bra and panties he could find and chose a
spaghetti strapped red dress that showed ample cleavage, clung tightly,
and would snug tight against his upper thighs. A black belt would
accentuate his narrow waist, and a pair of high-heeled matching black
pumps completed the outfit. He put on some eye shadow, eyeliner, and a
subtle red lipstick. A few quick curls of his hair and he was ready.
At precisely 6:00 pm Marina knocked on her door. Sean opened the door
and Marina greeted him with a warm embrace and kiss on the cheek. "You
look absolutely ravishing, Amanda."
Sean produced the flowers for Marina. "These are for you. You simply
take my breath away, Marina."
"I believe I owe you something." Marina closed the door behind her and
stepped inside, carefully putting the flowers aside. She reached out and
ran her hand to the back of Sean's neck and pulled him towards her.
Marina's lips ever so lightly brushed his several times in a very
sensual way.
"Mmmmm." Sean's passions ignited and he found himself pressing his body
against Marina's.
Marina kissed Sean more passionately now in a long lingering kiss. Sean
felt Marina's fingers stroking the back of his neck. She pulled back and
away and Sean stood with his eyes closed for a few moments longer. His
breath came in light, quick gasps. No kiss had ever moved him in such a
way before. His body was a fire that could not be put out. He opened his
eyes to see Marina staring at him with eyes full of passion and love. He
reached for Marina and kissed her back. He put every ounce of emotion he
could in that kiss. All of his yearning and desires were focused, as if
this one kiss would determine their relationship forever.
This time it was Marina that gasped. "Amanda. That was the most
wonderful kiss I've ever had. My heart felt like it would burst forth
from my chest. I love you, Amanda. I always have. I pray you love me too
and that you have good news on your assignment."
Sean dabbed a tear from his eye and grabbed Marina's hands in his. "Yes!
I love you like I've never loved anyone before. And I have good news for
you!" He handed Marina his assignment letter and watched anxiously as
she read it.
"You did it! You are stationed here in DC! You earned the highest marks
ever and the Director's Leadership Award. I don't think you will ever
cease to amaze me, Amanda. This is the best news I could have ever
heard, because, I was not sure what I would do if you had to move away."
Marina pulled Sean into a hug and kissed him again. "I'm tempted to have
us skip dinner altogether, but I'm famished. I could not eat anything
until I heard."
"Then, let's go celebrate, my love!"
Marina took Sean's hand and led him to her car. They drove to
Madeline's, a cute, out-of-the-way, little restaurant that offered a
romantic, yet private setting.
"It would not be a proper date if you don't let me get your chair."
Marina pulled the chair out for Sean and helped him scoot in to the
table.
Marina sat down and raised a glass of wine. "Congratulations on passing
all of your exams. I knew you could do it."
Sean raised his glass and gently touched Marina's. "Thank you! I did
very well, but I did get a slight reprimand for how I reacted during the
two-on-one self-defense exam." Marina raised an eyebrow. "I had the
first agent down when the second grabbed me from behind in a bear hug.
He used the opportunity to grope me."
"I can see this did not end well for him."
"Not at all. I lost my temper, broke his nose, two ribs, and kicked him
in the groin. The Director says I need to remember this was a training
exam and the agent was really not my enemy."
Marina smiled and laughed. "He had it coming. I would not want to get on
your bad side. Did they assign you a mentor yet?"
"Not yet. I assume I will get one Monday. It's not a requirement, but
they like to have someone assigned for mentoring purposes."
Sean felt Marina's foot rub up and down his bare calf. Every touch
elicited small shocks, enflaming his passions all the more. They moved
on to other conversation topics and ate their meals leisurely. It was
almost like the meal was an extended foreplay. They held hands and their
eyes lingered on each other. It was after 9:00 pm when they left the
restaurant.
Sean invited Marina up to his apartment and he was grateful that Marina
accepted. He hoped that Marina wanted him as much as he wanted her. He
turned the lights on low, lit a few candles, and offered Marina a drink.
Marina declined the drink. "There's only one thing I want to drink of
tonight, Amanda. That is of your lips and your gentle touch." Marina
wrapped her arms around Sean's waist and pulled them together. Sean felt
Marina's thigh press between his legs, his breasts crushed against hers,
and her hands squeezing his butt. They rocked back and forth together,
kissing and touching.
Sean took Marina's hand and led them both into the bedroom. Marina
wrapped her arms around his slender waist from behind. She held him
tightly to her. He could feel her breasts pressing against his back.
Marina kept her left arm around Sean's waist and with her right hand
pulled his hair back and away from his neck. She began kissing Sean's
neck. Marina's hand moved up to his breast and lightly kneaded it. Sean
let out an involuntary moan. Every touch inflamed his passions. He
reached behind him and let his hand press between Marina's legs. His
fingers traced her moist lips through the fabric of Marina's skirt.
Marina began whispering into Sean's ear, letting her lips brush his
earlobe as she did. "I have waited for this moment a long time. You are
all I can think about. I want to feel your skin next to mine."
Sean turned his head so his lips could touch Marina's. "I'm all yours,
and yours alone."
Sean removed his belt and tossed it to the side as he felt Marina's
fingers on his dress's zipper. The coolness of the air on his exposed
skin tantalized him, sending chills through his body, as she slowly
unzipped the back of his dress. Marina slipped the left shoulder strap
off his shoulder and began lightly nibbling down his neck and across his
shoulder. The feeling of having Marina pressed against his back, her
lips on his skin, and her hand on his breast was highly erotic. Sean's
hips began rocking ever so slightly, pressing his butt against Marina's
body.
Marina moved to his right shoulder and slid the spaghetti strap down his
arm. The front of his dress fell away from his breasts but the rest
remained clinging to his hips. He felt her fingers slide across the skin
of his stomach while Marina continued to nibble his shoulder and back.
Her fingers moved lightly under his dress and played with the top edge
of his panties. Marina kissed her way down Sean's back. When she reached
the small of his back, Sean felt his dress being pulled down over his
hips. He stepped out of the dress on the floor and turned to face
Marina. He stood in only bra, panties, and his pumps.
"You are so beautiful, Amanda."
Sean embraced Marina, pressing himself against her and kissing her
passionately. He began unbuttoning her blouse. Each button exposing more
and more of Marina's beautiful cleavage. Sean began kissing her neck and
chest. Marina's hands stroked his hair and held him close against her.
When the last button of her blouse was undone, he slipped his hands
under the blouse and against her skin on her chest. He pushed her blouse
over her shoulders so that it could drop freely to the ground. Sean
started kissing Marina's neck and shoulders while his fingers found her
bra clasp. He unhooked it and slowly pulled it forward, exposing
Marina's incredible breasts.
Marina pulled Sean up against her and slipped her tongue between his
lips. Sean's hand went to Marina's breast. He played with her erect
nipple and felt Marina shudder and emit a light gasp. Sean felt Marina's
hands on his back and his bra released. Marina tossed his bra to the
side as they fell onto the bed. Sean reached down and unclasped his
pumps as Marina did the same. Marina rolled Sean onto his back and began
caressing his cheek.
"You are cherished by me. I want you more than anything I've ever wanted
in my life."
Sean placed his hands on Marina's face and kissed her. "I would wither
and die if I did not have you in my life. I have never given my heart so
fully or so quickly to anyone before."
Marina smiled and kissed her way down to Sean's breast. Her lips gently
began sucking on his erect nipples. Sean moaned and arched his back.
Marina's hand slid over his wet panties and vaginal lips. Sean had never
felt anything so wonderful. The tenderness of every touch, silky smooth
skin against