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Afternoon of Friday 2nd, October 1987.
"Oh shit oh shit oh shit!!" Kept running through my head, what did I just
do? I stared around and most of the people that were looking at me had a
what did he say look on their face, the others were just the look of
annoyance I regularly received. Jennifer's stare at me, on the other
hand, had a completely different look. She heard what I said, and related
it to what was just asked in class. Oh god I am so done! I felt that
impenetrable armor that I had crafted over the years from my anger, fear,
anxiety shattering. I felt that the class had picked up the conversation
again, but I was oblivious and just stared at my hands until the final
bell rang. I just started throwing all my stuff in my backpack to get out
of there as quickly as humanly possible, my fight or flight response was
in high gear and it was screaming flight!
Jennifer gently put her hand on my arm and quietly said, "Robbie we have
to talk about this now, I think I understand a little bit."
I just looked at her, and shook my head no. Tears were streaming down my
face now and I didn't trust my voice at the moment to say anything. I
just gently touched her hand on my arm for a minute and easily lifted it
off my arm never breaking eye contact with her. Once I let go of her hand
I fled out of the room and headed straight to my car.
When I got out of the building I was walking as fast as I dared without
breaking into a full jog even though my flight response was in high gear.
I heard Jennifer behind me, telling me to wait up, but I just kept my
pace. When I approached the sophomore lot I saw three pretty big guys I
knew and it looked like they were waiting for something, I had a good
idea of what they were waiting for. I knew I could thank my performance
in the lunch room for this, these guys never really bothered me except to
ask for answers in class. Dammit I don't have time for this, I've never
confronted or stood up to anyone before. My preferred response is
deception and evasion, but hey this looks like today is going to be a lot
of firsts. If I'm lucky they'll take me out with the first punch.
"Hey we want a word with you, asshole!" Scott yelled out. All three of
them were on the football team and Scott was the QB, David a running
back, and Perk, no clue what his real name was, a 270lb senior who was
the offensive line pretty much.
Strangely enough I felt no fear at this point, just anger. Anger at my
slip up, anger at God for cursing me like this, hell at the moment I
could have been pissed the sun was shining. It just didn't matter. As I
tried to just brush past them I growled, "Leave me alone guys, now is not
the time!"
It was at this moment it felt like time stood still. Perk grabbed my arm
spun me around demanding to know what I did to upset Jennifer. As I
finished up facing the biggest one of the three, all the self-defense
books I've read and studied must have just poured out and I drove my
thumb as hard as I could into his solar plexus dropping him like a sack
of potatoes. David then tried to grab my other arm, and as I swept my leg
behind his knees I drove my elbow directly into his chest and he hit the
ground hard. Scott then stepped back holding his hands up in sheer
surprise at seeing his two biggest and meanest looking friends taken down
so quickly by someone like me.
With the adrenaline and all the emotions running through me, I shook my
fist and yelled at him, "Leave! Me! The! Fuck! ALONE!" I didn't even
notice or care that my voice, that I've practiced for several years now
to make it sound like it had actually changed, slipped and it came out
high sounding more like a shrill scream than a yell.
About at that moment Jennifer got to where we were standing, and was
definitely shocked at what she saw. Scott still backing up with his hands
still in the air. Then as I heard David and Perk start catching their
breath and starting to get up, I took off. There is no way I'll catch
them off guard like that again. The flight response was back in full
effect.
I finally got the rest of the way to my car and practically dove into the
front seat. While I was trying to coax the stubborn old VW to life, my
passenger door opened and Jennifer just plopped right down in the seat
and shut the door. I stopped pumping the gas and turning the engine over
just to glare at her. Finally, I said, "Just what do you think are you
doing?"
"I'm not doing anything. You are giving me a ride home." She stated it
simply as fact, no asking, no begging, just that that is what's going to
happen and I have no say so in the matter. Defeated at this point I just
slumped my shoulders and finally cranked up the old cantankerous 1600cc
and started driving out.
After a minute or two she softly asked, "After everything that has
happened today, will you talk to me now? I'm still here Robbie, and I'm
not going anywhere."
"Not while I'm driving, I'm already a mess and distracted enough."
Gesturing at the car, "Plus he's ornery enough as is to drive, let alone
talk right now."
"He? Hmm, okay. Fine then we can talk when we get to my house." After a
few minutes went by she mused, "You definitely surprised a lot of people
today by what you did to those three. I heard David telling the others
that you were a lot stronger than you looked."
With that said, even though I knew I was dead when my parents find out, I
couldn't suppress a small smile. Where the hell did that come from, I
didn't even know I had it in me to have done what I did to those guys.
The rest of the ride to her house was in silence other than the putt,
putt, putting of my little Ghia.
We had a few minutes of quiet after I shut down the car outside of her
house, she was just intently looking at me waiting for me to speak.
Trying to think of where to start, what to say, I just kept sputtering. I
probably sounded a good bit like my car at this point. Finally I just
say, "Jen.. I want to tell you, I just don't know where to start. You'll
hate me if I do.. I just cant.."
Before I could get the rest of it out, she smoothly snatched my keys out
of the ignition, and slid out of the car. Before she closed the door she
said, "Dammit you're going to either talk or walk. It can't be but 4 or 5
miles to walk." With that she slammed the door and started heading
towards her house. I screamed and hit the steering wheel for about 15
seconds. If she wants to know what's going on, then FINE! I'll tell her
everything and I mean everything. After she knows the truth she won't
want to have anything to do with me, she couldn't could she? With fresh
tears forming on my cheeks I slowly start heading into her house.
As I stepped into her living room, I saw she was already in the kitchen
fixing some drinks for us. She handed me some Kleenex when she brought
the drinks into the living room. I asked if I could call my Mom at work
and let her know I'm here because this will take a while. She just nodded
so I made the call using a major test next week as an excuse for extra
study time. Mom seemed pleased I was starting to spend more time with
her, even if it was only studying. Guess hope springs eternal with her or
something to that effect. I returned to the living room and sat on the
couch. Jennifer sat down next to me with an expectant, almost hopeful
look on her face. When she noticed that I was trembling she gently and
quietly laid her hand on my arm. With my resolve to keep my secret hidden
from her gone, I started my story.
"Okay Jen, no more hiding and no more secrets, that's what you wanted
right?" she just nodded so I continued. "First off I'm going to tell you
that you probably won't believe me, hell I barely believe this myself and
I'm the one its happening to. I'm not who you think I am, I mean, not
what you think I am." With me already messing this up she felt my arm
tense up in frustration.
"Robbie just take it easy okay, I'm here and willing to listen. That's
bullshit though, because I know exactly who you are. You have been my
best friend since we were 8 years old, I know exactly who you are even
when your hiding behind that stupid wall you've built. Remember PNC's
forever right?" She was referring to what our parents had said to us that
we were just like partners-n-crime from day one. "As for what you are,
I'm going to assume from your outburst in class that it had something to
do with that conversation about intersex people, right? It can't be as
bad as you've been making it seem out to be."
"It's actually worse than you could guess." I paused to wipe my eyes and
take a sip of my coke she had given me. After a moment she squeezed my
arm prompting me to continue, "You see the guy that you see right now.
Well. Um. He isn't really a guy anymore, if I ever was one to begin
with."
"What do you mean not really a guy or if you were one to begin with? I've
seen you naked back when we went skinny dipping in that pond behind your
house, when we were what 10? I know that you're a guy.", she states as
she glances down at my crotch, "I've seen it."
"Do you remember that what you saw was incredibly small, like it had
never grown any since I was a baby?"
"Honestly Robbie," she smiles" Yours is the only one I've seen so I don't
have a good size reference. Besides neither one of us cared about that
then, I just remembered you had one."
I had to smile at that memory, a genuine smile, which she noticed and
returned one back to me. I placed my hand on top of hers that was on my
arm and continued, "That was well before we knew something was wrong,
because it never ever grew beyond the size it was when I was born. By the
time I was 12 it was obvious that I wasn't beginning puberty or that my,
um thing, looked like it should be on a 2-week old baby. That's when all
the testing began and when my life started falling apart around me." I
started really trembling and started to cry, not just cry but a body
wracking full blown sob. Jen didn't say anything but just leaned in and
hugged me till I was past it. When she sat back I could see she had been
crying with me, so we just sat there for a minute still holding hands.
"I'm still here" was all she said and nodded for me to continue. So I
pressed on.
"They did a lot of tests, including bloodwork, checking all my levels for
like everything, other than my hormone levels being extremely lower than
they should have been I was perfectly healthy, but that was the reason
for my puberty and well, size problems. When they performed an ultrasound
to see why my testicles haven't dropped or to see why they weren't
functioning they found out that I had never had any to begin with. They
also found a "void" that they didn't understand what it was until later."
For some reason I couldn't help but let out a small chuckle at that, to
which she appeared confused.
"Why is that funny? That would be so terrifying!" she exclaimed.
"Trust me it was at the time, just looking back now, this is the part
where it starts getting really strange. I feel like I should have Rod
Serling narrating this part." I chuckle, "So the Docs believe that I just
wasn't born with testes so they suggested I immediately start being given
testosterone and my body would start puberty and I could live a so called
normal life. Hah normal!" I snorted.
"What went wrong? I mean you started puberty. I remember when your voice
changed, that and you've gotten so tall and strong. I'm confused."
Going for broke, I relaxed my voice as much as I could and stated, "My
voice never changed, but I definitely started puberty."
She pulled back surprised, "Oh my God you sound like a-"
"Girl," I finished for her. "Yeah I know. Plus my Dad was really tall,
and as for strong it's just my insane addiction to exercising, I didn't
get those from puberty. As far as the rest, after about 3 months taking
the testosterone I did start seeing changes, just not what we expected.
My chest started getting puffy and sore, and my thing started shrinking,
as if that was possible. I ended up getting another few weeks of tests
before they figured out what was actually happening. Do you remember in
health class when they said that all fetuses start out as female?" She
nodded so I continued, "Well it turns out that my body can't process the
testosterone, something along the lines its missing the required enzyme
or something that converts it to something the body can use. I wasn't
born without testicles; they had just never changed from being ovaries.
They had been dormant, but the influx of testosterone signaled something
and kick started them into overdrive. My estrogen levels were a bit high
but right on track for a girl during puberty." The brief moment of levity
I experience at how fantastical I knew this all sounded was gone, I
started to shake again with the weight of what I was about to tell her.
Jennifer was too stunned to really say anything so she just nodded and
gave my hand another squeeze.
My anxiety had returned full force and I couldn't just sit there anymore
so I stood up and started pacing as I finished, "Puberty kicked and in it
kicked in hard. My breasts started growing, my thing kept shrinking. By
the time I was 14 we "found out" what that void was. It was my fucking
cervix that until then had also laid dormant!" I sobbed. Jen was just to
stunned to do anything but sit there staring at me. After a moment I
continued, "My body which had only barely been male from birth had
started to revert to what it had started as! The "void" started to open
up and the summer before I turned 15 I had to have surgery to finish
opening it up because the danger of infection was too much!"
Finally getting it all off my chest, I collapsed to my knees and
completely broke down. Hesitantly Jennifer came over to me and gingerly
embraced me in a hug. I don't know how long we stayed there, but it took
a while for me to finish crying. She helped me stand up and while holding
both my hands in hers she stared into my eyes. I don't know if it was
shock, fear, curiosity, but I definitely saw something in her eyes.
"So are you a girl or are you a guy, or maybe something in between," she
quietly asked.
"Jen. I have XY chromosomes so genetically I am a guy, I'm just a guy
that started ovulating and menstruating a month after my 16th birthday.
Look I understand if this freaks you out and you don't want to see me
ever again, but that is the truth. I'm so sorry I couldn't tell you, I
hope you understand why at least," I said as I turned to start to leave.
She held on to my hands and spun me back around. "Robbie I don't want you
to leave, I told you I'm your friend and I will continue to prove it
until you remember it yourself. You do understand this is a lot to take
in, a lot of lots. I need to ask you a favor though, please."
As I looked into her eyes I didn't see fear, just compassion. I smiled
and said, "Of course Jen, whatever you need okay.
She just simply said, "Robbie I need to see. Everything."
... Uh Oh. To be continued in part III
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