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Monday Oct 5, 1987
Other than not having to spend 20-30 minutes binding my chest, my morning
started out about as normal as any other school day. As I was getting
dressed I decided to forego my baggy ill-fitting jeans for my new ones
Mrs. Cook gave me, figured since I pretty much outed myself I should at
least be comfortable. The vest did a good enough job compressing my
breasts I opted for one of the polo shirts Mom bought me a few months
ago, and not on of my baggy sweatshirts. As long as I didn't tuck the
shirt in, it hung loose enough it didn't really show off my hips and
waist. As it was, I was ready to go half an hour before my parents even
started stirring at 6. That gives me almost 2 hours before it was my
normal time to make my appearance, and since I was so sick of worrying
about everything that might happen I headed to the kitchen to stay busy.
When Pop walked in to get the normal breakfast started he found me about
half way done with large spinach cheese and sausage omelet I was making
for our breakfast.
Surprised he asked, "Not that I mind at all, but what's the occasion?"
I shrugged. "I woke up earlier than planned and couldn't go back to sleep
so thought I'd treat y'all to breakfast for a change." Besides I thought,
scrambled eggs, sausage, and biscuits were getting really old every day,
a girl... GUY, I mean a guy! Can only take so much. Where the hell did
that come from? Am I starting to see myself as a girl now? I mean I know
I am but... Ugh this is going to be a long day already.
Mentally berating myself I continued on with my omelet, and Pop seeming
in a good mood for not having to cook, headed back to the bedroom. About
the time I was finished and setting the plates out they both came back in
the kitchen both of them were surprised and pleased at the same time.
Mom asked, "Are You doing pretty good this morning? It looks like you
are, it's really good to see." She smiled softly.
"I guess so, I think Jen and I are ready to kick this test's butt," I
lied. Well I really didn't lie, we had a test today but it wasn't going
to be the total ball crusher we had made it out to be. I had to stifle a
laugh at that thought, ball crusher... I wish that was possible. Then as
we ate I was thinking about my mood, I've been afraid all weekend of what
was sure to happen today. Now I guess I was feeling more resigned than
anything. Maybe I've just burned through all the fear I had in me, but
whatever is going to happen today is going to happen, and I'm just ready
to get it over with. We actually had one of the most pleasant meals we
have had in a long time. As I was getting up to rinse my plate, Mom
noticed my attire.
"Sweetie you're looking pretty sharp today, where did you get those
jeans? We can never find any that fit like that."
I thought well yeah!! We've been shopping in the wrong section. "Jen's
Mom was actually getting ready to get rid of a bunch of jeans and she
said I could have them if they fit. I just got lucky." I lied yet again.
I hate lying to them so much, but I can't bear to tell them the truth. I
hug them goodbye, and head off to my trusty old VW to face my fate.
I honestly had no clue what I was expecting, but when you prepare for the
absolute worst possible things to happen and they don't, it really throws
you a curve ball. I was so focused on glancing at people's faces
expecting to see some kind of hateful stare or a look of disgust or
anything like that. No, I received a few smiles and nods from people, I
was so lost in trying to figure out what the hell was going on I almost
ran right into the two Chris'. Startled, I was about to jump back, but
they both crossed to the other side of the hall in a hurry and kept on
their way. I was so confused and trying to figure out what was going on,
I was in my seat in biology for a minute before I noticed Jen talking to
me. "Huh? What did you say?"
She laughed. "I said, Hi there sexy. I like your outfit. What's got you
all out of sorts?"
I whispered, "I'm trying to figure out why people are smiling and stuff,
the Chris' all but ran from me a minute ago. I was expecting to be
lynched when I got here after what I blurted out in health Friday."
She laughed. "After word got out that you took Perk down with your thumb
and sat David on his ass in a matter of seconds, nobody remembers
anything about health class. You know, I never knew my best friend was
such a bad ass! Those guys have been taking a lot of kidding about that."
"Oh crap, I've got to make that right. I need to apologize to them and
hope they don't kill me," I mutter.
"Robbie those two are pretty mad, are you crazy? Just let it die down
first okay."
"I can't let it die down, I need to do it today before it gets blown even
more out of proportion. It's just the right thing to do." I sigh.
She just gently smiled at me and then the teacher started. I guess all
the studying paid off, Jen and I were the only two to ace the test that
morning.
The rest of the day continued in pretty much the same way. The bullies
that usually stalk me were avoiding me, people who usually ignored me
kept speaking and nodding at me in passing. It was weird to say the
least. I noticed something else, before today I never really participated
in class. My shield that I thought was protecting me was actually
isolating me, today I found myself raising my hand a few times in class
to my teachers and classmates surprise.
I sat at my normal table in the corner for lunch and within minutes Jen
just plopped right on down across for me. "Jen I appreciate you sitting
here, but I figured you'd be sitting with Alicia and the crew today.
She looked sternly at me, "Hey! I can sit with whatever friends I want!"
"Hey I know that, just stop. I just didn't want you to commit social
suicide hanging with me in school is all. I know I'm your friend, I just
also know I'm not your only friend." I gently fussed back at her.
She relaxed a bit and smiled at me and then giggled, "Robbie I know that,
and I appreciate that you're worried about my social standing. I wanted
you to know that I talked to David and Perk in my earlier classes and
told them what you were intending to do, they thought it was crazy of you
but a cool kind of crazy. I just didn't want them to hurt you okay. Oh
and remember you're a bad ass now, so you're not hurting my social
standing." She laughed.
I shook my head laughing and said, "Well thank god for that at least."
With that she got up to head back to her girlfriends, she giggled and
told me, "Oh I just wanted to let you know, with your new outfit Alicia
thinks you're pretty cute."
I groan and drop my head to the table, great that's just want I need now.
I finish up lunch and the rest of the day pretty much goes the same way.
I did finally catch up to Perk and David after class and properly
apologized.
"Yeah Jen told us you wanted to do this, she also said that you had been
dealing with a bunch of stuff and was having a really bad day. I don't
think I've ever had anyone say they were sorry for kicking my ass
before," Perk joked.
David laughed and said, "I don't think I've ever seen anyone put you on
your ass like that, even on the field."
Perk glared at him. "Well, look who's talking I remember you going down
pretty quick too.
David shrugged. "Hell I get hit harder than that in practice.
"True. "Perk said laughing at David, then more seriously he asked me,
"You alright now dude?"
"Yeah I think I am, will have to see but it looks like things are
improving, again I'm so sorry for what I did the other day."
He slapped me on the back HARD, the big dude has no clue of his strength,
"It's cool, besides I don't want to be upset at the guy that helps me in
class. Coach will bench me if I drop below a C, oh unless you want to be
forced into football tryouts I'd keep a distance from the coach. He heard
how quick you ran through us two." Him and David actually laughed.
I shook my head and said, "Yeah that ain't going to happen?"
The rest of the evening was even more uneventful, I got home, finished
homework, even ate dinner with my parents and even watched some TV with
Mom. I could tell they were pleasantly surprised that I didn't just hold
up in my room, but didn't say anything. Maybe they were afraid they would
jinx it, I wouldn't blame them honestly.
As I was lying in bed that night thinking about the day, I actually felt
relieved. Maybe my life is finally looking up and I hope I can ride this
wave for whatever it is worth. I dared think that I actually felt happy
that the day worked out like it did, I didn't even see the girl in my
reflection today. As I was drifting to sleep I was totally at peace
without a worry in the world. If I had of only known that it was just the
calm before the storm.
The rest of the week people kept treating me the same, I became more
participative in class. I was actually feeling good about the way things
were starting to go. Jen and I didn't hang out but a couple of nights
that week, she didn't even attempt to get me to change into anything else
at her house. Things were going great, I even thought I was finished with
seeing that girl in the mirror. Except I wasn't. Late Tuesday evening, I
started getting glimpses of her when I looked in the mirror but I could
blink a few times and she would disappear. Wednesday I couldn't make her
disappear though, and I saw her EVERY time I looked in the mirror. By
Thursday every time I passed a mirror I'd see her, I'd even see her in a
window reflection out of the corner of my eye. At this point I was
getting really distracted, I felt like she was starting to haunt me. Jen
even commented on it and was worried. Then by Thursday night she invaded
my dreams.
I have dreams all the time, I know that, but I never can remember
anything about them, no matter how bad or good they are. This dream was
so vivid though, I know I will remember it for the rest of my life. She
appeared while I was having a dream about something else, I really don't
remember what it was about but whatever it was about just faded when she
appeared. She was wearing this light flowery print dress that showed a
small amount of cleavage and the hem was just above her knees and
flapping in the breeze. Her hair was still short but just a bit longer
than mine is currently, and I think she had a tiny bit of makeup on. She
was stunning.
"Robbie we need to talk," she said. Or I think she said it, but I don't
remember seeing her mouth move out of the sad smile she had.
"I don't want to talk to you! Why won't you leave me alone!" I demanded.
"Robbie you have been fighting me for so long, but now you've finally
seen me. I can't go away, I won't. You know that we're one and the same,
quit hiding me, us, from the world. Quit being ashamed of what we are."
"No we aren't the same, we can't be," I start to cry. "If we're the same
than you know the shame our parents have of us. If you are me, then you
know the looks of pain they have and how much it hurts me to know that
I've caused it, because of YOU!!" I was getting frantic.
She looked pained and responded, "Robbie you misunderstand so much..."
I interrupt her screaming, "NO!!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!"
I woke up in a full blown panic, and just laid there crying and shaking
from the intensity of the dream as it overwhelmed me. I finally looked at
my alarm clock, it was 3:15 in the morning. Needless to say I didn't go
back to sleep.
When I got to my first class Jen immediately was alarmed at my
appearance. I was back to the super baggy clothes and I'm sure my eyes
were bloodshot between the lack of sleep and crying I've been doing.
"What's wrong?" she asked, hesitantly touching my arm.
"I really didn't sleep good at all, I only got about 4 hours of sleep is
all. I'll be okay." I weakly smile at her. I wasn't ready to fill her in
on the dream and everything else, I was trying to make sense of it
myself.
"Why are you wearing those things again? I thought you were over that
stuff," she asked me suspiciously.
"Jen look, I just didn't get to do laundry last night, the other jeans
are all dirty is all. I'll be fine once I get some more sleep okay," I
all but begged her so she would stop before she asked questions I don't
think I could answer at the moment.
The rest of the day I was pretty sullen and kept making the excuse to
people that I just didn't sleep well. It was the truth, just not all of
it. At the end of the day Jen was trying to get me to come over, but I
declined telling her I just wanted to get caught up on my sleep. That
evening I stayed in my room, I just didn't want to face anyone else after
school. I think mom knocked on my door every hour on the dot, asking if I
was okay.
As I was getting ready for bed I was staring intently at my mirror, I was
wearing the sleep shirt even though I had been determined not to, and my
hair I noticed was getting longer than I had ever let it get before. She
was just silently staring back at me while I was examining her, it was
like we were both studying each other looking for a weakness. When I
finally laid down I was determined that tomorrow first thing I was headed
to the barber shop to get this mop cut, and then I was going to drop the
sleepshirts and jeans off at Jen's. That would have to help make this
girl stop haunting me, I have to get rid of her before she gets an even
stronger foothold. With those thoughts I finally fell into a fitful
sleep.
When I came to, or so I thought, I was surrounded by this fog, I couldn't
see anything but myself and this odd haze. I was looking around trying to
figure out what was going on and where I was when I heard her. The voice
seemed to come from all directions.
"You need to see something, it will be hard for you, but you still need
to see it anyway. It will help you decide if it will be worth it to keep
struggling like you have.
I know at this point it's a dream so I start shouting and yelling and
jumping around hoping it would wake me up.
"That won't work Robbie, you have to see what I am about to show you."
I start yelling at her, "There is nothing that you can show me that will
help me, you are trying to ruin my life!! Just leave me ALONE!!"
"No dear Robbie, I am only trying to help you," she says as she
materialized of the fog. She's wearing the same flowery dress, but this
time her dark blonde hair was past her shoulders. She was beautiful but
she looked very sad.
"This will be hard for you to see, but you have to see this. You have to
understand it; it will make accepting our condition so much easier for
you," she said as she motioned to the side, where the fog seemed to open
up.
As I looked through the opening in the fog I saw my school and as the
view started zooming in I saw this guy that I didn't recognize. He was
hanging out with a few of the football crowd, Perk being one of them.
Looking closer he wasn't quite as tall, but looked just as muscular as
the big lineman. As the scene got even closer I could hear their
conversation they were having and laughing about.
"Dude are you ever going to learn that you're never going to get into
Jennifer's pants?" Perk told the other jock.
"Hey it's just a matter of time before she gives in to this," he says
flexing his arm. "She'll give in. They all do."
I bristle listing to them talking about Jen like that and yell at the
vision, "She would never go out with you, asshole!! She has better self-
respect than that!!"
"Robbie they can't hear you or see you," her voice states.
Frustrated I just keep watching, I don't know who this ass is but I'll
never let him get close to Jen. They keep talking as they walk through
the courtyard they were in.
"So you getting off the bench this next game?" Perk asks him.
"Yeah I finally got that D that dyke coach gave me up to a C, I'm good
for this Friday's game against West Point," the guy says laughing. I'm
just getting angrier and angrier. A moment later I see the big guy smile
at Perk, and then step to the side to run into Brent, a friend and
another nerd like me, knocking him down. "Hey watch where you're going
four-eyes!" The guy then yells at the much smaller Brent.
"Why the hell are you showing me this!" I yell at the voice since she's
disappeared again.
"Robbie I am just showing you what might have come to pass," the voice
said. Even more confused I keep watching, trying to place the guy in case
I ever do see him, I'll kill him before I let him near my friends.
I look back at the vision and the guys have just entered the lunch room
and are making a beeline to Jen and Alicia's table, I am getting even
more livid. Then the gorilla speaks to Jen.
"Hey sweet cheeks, you and me are going out after we decimate the Green
Wave Friday night, there's going to be a killer party out in the Johnsons
barn."
Jen just rolls her eyes and looks like she's trying to ignore him. All
the other girls are looking uncomfortable, hell even Perk is looking a
bit bothered at his friend's comments.
"Hey why don't you answer me and quit being a stuck up bitch," the guy
almost yells at Jen. Every muscle in my body is tensed up, I feel like I
am about to explode I am so angry. The next thing I hear hits me in the
gut taking all the wind and fight right out of me.
Jen does yell at him with tears in her eyes, "You are the most selfish,
brainless oaf in this school I would never go out with you if you were
the last person alive asshole!" She starts to turn on the guy grabs her
arm and starts turning her to face him and she slaps the hell out of him,
"GO TO HELL ROB!!"
The scene completely disappears at that point and I'm still alone
stunned, I yell out, "What the hell did you just show me!!"
"Robbie, you just saw what would have happened had we not been together
in this life," the voice said as it sounded like it was drifting further
away.
"WHAT?!?! That wasn't me! I would have never been like that!! You're
lying!! I'm not like that!!" I yell to the fog.
Barely perceptible in the distance I hear the voice say, "I know. You
aren't like that, but you would have been." Then the dream faded.
I woke up suddenly and my body was shaking so bad from my sobbing it
hurt. I lay there curled up with my stuffed Wicket and cried for what
seemed like forever. There is no way I would ever have been like that; it
was just a dream. A really vivid and intense dream but still just a
dream, I kept trying to convince myself. It really didn't feel like a
dream though, everything felt so real. After lying there for a bit longer
I realize I have to get up to pee. I quickly head to the bathroom and do
my business, as I'm washing my hands I see my reflection. There the girl
is, hair all messed up wearing that sleepshirt that hugs all of her
curves. I stare at her for a few minutes and I feel all that rage and
anger from the dream start building back up and then I scream at her.
"YOU"RE LYING!! I NEVER WOULD HAVE BECOME THAT WAY!!!" and hit the
mirror, thankfully not hard enough to break it or my hand but still
pretty hard. I storm off to the kitchen to get something to drink, my
throat is raw from all the crying I've been doing.
I poured a glass of milk, and was watching the squirrels play in the back
yard trying to distract myself from everything that had happened. Then I
heard Mom's voice.
"Robbie are you okay? You woke us up when we heard you yell...Oh my
GOD!!!" she started to say. The surprise evident in her voice though when
she saw me in that sleepshirt, after all I had started binding since they
started going their major growth spurt. She had never seen just how big
they have gotten, or just how curvy my body had become. The sleepshirt
was form fitting and left nothing hidden.
"Mom!! Oh crap, I'm so sorry you saw me like this, I wasn't thinking!" I
blurted out as I tried to pass her and return to my room. She stopped me
and embraced me, which got me to crying again. She just held me as I
cried and I kept trying to get words out. No matter how bad it will hurt
her I decide I've got to tell her, everything.
"Mom," I sniff. "There is so much I need to tell you." I start to step
back so I can look at her when I hear my Step-Dad.
"Just what in the Sam blazes is all this about!!" he stays sternly, the
Colonial coming out in him. He was after all a Colonial in the Army
Reserves, and "he" comes out every now and then when he gets upset. That
just put me immediately on edge, as if I wasn't before, just worse.
"What the?!" he stammers when he gets a good look at me, clearly shocked.
He immediately looks away from me. I start to feel ashamed that they are
both seeing me, but it quickly gets converted to the anger I already had
built up from my dream.
"Honey just wait," Mom tells him, "we have a lot to talk about it seems.
Just calm down and we can discuss it rationally okay."
Still not looking directly at me, he starts off, "Well yeah we do it
seems, it's just that. Um don't you think he should change into something
more presentable?"
Furious I blurt out, "What is wrong with what I'm wearing! It's just a
sleepshirt! What's wrong with it? Is it because it's a girl's sleepshirt
and you don't think your SON should be wearing it!"
Completely caught off guard with my outburst, he stammers for a second
then says, "Umm yeah, but..."
I totally interrupt him yelling, "Fine then if you don't think your son
should wear this!" I rip my sleepshirt off and just stand there defiantly
only wearing my panties. My breasts, a full C according to Jen, proudly
displayed for all to see. They are both completely silent, shock clearly
written all over their faces. Softly I add, "I'm not your son anymore,
and I haven't been in a long time."
After a split second I realized what I had just done and started crying
all over again, taking advantage of their shock I ran past them to my
room and locked the door. Less than a minute later Mom knocks on the
door. "Robbie, baby, please open the door. Please baby I need to talk to
you. C'mon and open the door." She begs.
"Leave me alone," I cry. "I can't talk to you right now!"
"Just calm down sweetie, it will be okay. Look when you're ready I'll be
in the living room. Please come talk to me." The tears were evident in
her voice as well.
I heard her walk away from my door crying. Sitting there thinking about
what I had just done, the anger I had pent up started morphing back into
shame. I had just flashed my parents after yelling at them, how am I
supposed to face them now if ever. There isn't a way possible that they
aren't going to hate me. At that moment I decided that I have got to get
out of here. I grabbed my biking shorts that I normally wear when working
out in my room, slip on a sports bra and one of the t-shirts that Jens
mom gave me, slip on my running shoes and throw all the extra stuff in my
backpack. As quietly as I could I slid open my window and snuck out,
looking around the corner of the house I saw my Ghia and made a dash for
it. As I was pulling out they both came running outside waving their
hands. I quickly just dropped him into 1st gear and took off, with no
clue where I was headed other than away.
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