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It took Jen a second to realized what I had mouthed, once she did both
her and her mom came over and joined in our hug. Once everyone had
finally stopped their sniffles we all ended up sitting down on the couch,
not sure if they thought I was going to run again but I was sandwiched on
the couch between Mom and Jen with each of them holding onto one of my
hands.
"So what do we do now? I mean have you thought how you're going to break
this to everyone, are you just going to show up at school...." Jen starts
asking. I can see it in her eyes she's got tons of questions that she is
about to blurt out all at once.
"Hang on wait a second!" I blurt out trying to derail her train of
thought. "Look I'm still coming to terms with this, I'm not ready to
shout out on the rooftops, hey look at me I'm a girl now!" I take a few
moments to think how best to say this before I finally speak again.
"While I accept I am a girl, I'm still not comfortable with it fully.
It's weird, on one hand I'm totally okay sitting here with y'all like
this and on the second I'm absolutely terrified of someone else seeing
me. I'm just not ready for that yet. I can't thank you enough for helping
me this far, today was just me having to see, um, me I guess. Or at least
the me that I'm going to be eventually. I'm sorry..." My voice drops off
as my emotions start getting the best of me yet again.
"Stop apologizing baby," Mom tells me holding my hand with one of hers
and starts wiping the tears from my eyes with the other. "None of us here
can imagine what you're going through, what you've been through, we can
try but honestly we have no idea. Just know that I love you, we love
you," She looks at Jen and her mom, both nodding silently. "Baby however
long it takes for you to make that next step is okay, just know that
you're going to have to eventually take it. We will all be here to help
you when you do."
"Mom, what about Pop? How's he taking this? Since he's not here with
you," I say stopping because I'm afraid of what the answer is.
"Sweetie, he's struggling. The thought of losing your masculinity
frightens him, as it would any man. Just know that he's afraid for you,
he's not ashamed of you. You also know how he hates to admit he's afraid.
He's also worried about letting your Dad down, you know he's always tried
to do right by Robert for you."
I just nodded my head, still a bit worried though. I know that Pop really
respected my Dad, ever since they met in the Army when they were both
deployed in the Korean War. They had become really close friends, and
after my Dad was discharged and Pop got released from active duty they
remained close friends. Pop and his first wife were actually in Dad's
congregation after he got ordained. Both my parents and Pop's family
remained close, it's one of the reasons Pop and my Mom got married. Dad
passed away only 8 months after Pop's wife passed after years of health
problems. He and my Mom already had a close friendship, and after both
funerals they just sort of connected. Thinking about that close
friendship they had, I could understand now a lot of the things that Pop
has done from me. It was almost like he was keeping a promise.
Finally, Jen spoke up breaking the silence that had gotten uncomfortable,
"I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but if you're going to be going to
school as Robbie for a bit longer we're going to have to figure out how
to hide your eyebrows. Sorry girlfriend there is no way you could pass as
a guy with those."
"O crap! O crap!" I blurted out. Panicking I stood up and started
pacing, I remembered my first reaction when I saw my face after she had
thinned my brows. "I never even thought about that! What are we going to
do?" I was about to have a full blown panic attack when Jen stood up and
turned me to face her.
"Calm down, we'll figure something out okay!" She sat there examining my
face for a minute and I could see the light flash in her eyes, she had an
idea. "So do you still have those glasses you wore before you got
contacts?"
Remembering them I made a face. "Ugh yeah, I hate those things! They made
me look like a reject from a Buddy Holly convention!"
"I was just thinking those frames are thick enough to all but completely
hide your eyebrows," she said smiling.
"Ugh no way Jen! You know Pop gets them from the eye place on base since
he can "save" some money there. There is a reason they are called BC
glasses; you know Birth control glasses," I say still making a face.
Smirking she tries to lighten the mood, and failingly says, "Well since
you started several months ago it wouldn't hurt for you to have a bit of
birth control," Mine and my Mom's eyes both widen when she said that.
"What!" Mom started to say.
"We will talk about this later this evening, please Mom," I beg. "One
crisis at a time is all I can handle."
Jen realizing that Mom had no clue just how much I had truly hidden from
them, "I'm sorry I didn't know... You didn't tell anyone? Oh my god
Robbie I had no idea you were dealing with that by yourself also," She
reached up to hug me, I could see Mom sitting on the couch upset. I
decided that this weekend we were going to have a long talk and I'm going
to have to tell them everything so these kinds of surprises don't happen
again.
"Jen it's okay, we just haven't had the chance to talk about everything.
"I give Mom an apologetic look hoping she can tell how sorry I am yet
again.
Jen pulls back and says, "Robbie I know you hate those glasses, but they
will hide your eyebrows. It will also have another advantage; it will
make you look even more different than when you do finally show the real
you to the world. Think of it just like a disguise, you know like Clark
Kent?" She looks at me hopefully.
"Well yeah, I can see your point but geez Jen I really hate wearing them.
Besides Clark Kent was disguising himself from being recognized as
superman not from...." I say motioning to the rest of my body.
"You mean Super girl!" Jen says trying to resist giggling.
"Um, well... Um YEAH!" I blurt out trying to stand defiantly. Then I
noticed the look of amusement on everyone's face I looked down at how I
was standing. Both of my hands were in fists resting on my hips standing
there in that dress and heels I looked like I was modeling for a Super
girl movie poster. "Oh crap..." is all I said and the room burst out in
laughter, after a minute I couldn't help but join in.
So for the rest of the afternoon we just planned, all 4 of us. Due to the
time it will take to get the legal and medical documentation to change my
birth certificate, and all the other associated things we had decided I
would finish out my sophomore year as Robbie, or at least try to. By the
end of the summer I should be able to legally and mentally accept my
transition before I start my junior year. I know we will have to adjust
the plan as everything progresses but at least we had a plan. I was
strangely terrified and excited at the same time.
We continued on until early evening, and even with the bizarre
conversation I kept getting this strange feeling. It is hard to describe
but I could tell that Jen and our moms were treating me differently I
couldn't place just how at first. I finally figured it out though, I was
no longer a boy in their eyes. They were treating me just like Jen, as a
teenage girl. That should have frightened me, but I had been so afraid
for so long of being accepted it made me smile softly. I know they had
promised to stick with me and that they accepted me, but in the end those
were just words. Those unspoken and unconscious actions toward me gave me
a sense of peace, enough that I knew that I could do this.
Before we left I changed back into my running gear, thankfully Mrs. Cook
had washed it, so we could go home. As I came back down from changing
both Mom and Mrs. Cook just smiled. Mrs. Cook then just told me that when
I finally was ready to show the world, that she hoped that everyone was
ready for me because I was going to blow them away. After a round of hugs
and goodbyes Mom and I headed home, me following her in my little rag tag
Ghia.
I wish I could say when I got home that it was all hugs and rainbows with
my Step-Dad and I, it wasn't but that's okay. Our relationship had never
been like that anyway, we talked for a bit and I explained everything to
both him and Mom. He seemed to be very analytical about everything, he
was after all a chemist by trade and only part time a Colonial in the
Army. The only thing he really lectured me about was running away this
morning, telling me that running from my problems never worked. It wasn't
perfect, but he, I mean we, were trying. That's all I could ask from
anyone.
Later that night I was lying in bed thinking about everything when Mom
knocked and came in to my room. Gently she sat on the side of my bed,
bent down and kissed me on the forehead. She hadn't done this in a long
time and it was all I could do to keep from crying happy tears. We sat
there for several minutes before she finally spoke.
"I need to tell you something and I think you need to know this." I
nodded at her, unsure of what she was about to say. "You didn't know
this, but when I was carrying you everyone thought you were going to be a
girl. Your grandmother said she just knew it by how I was carrying you,
the OBG-YN with his ultrasound, even I just knew you were going to be a
girl. We were so surprised when you were born, we had prepared for a
daughter and now we had a son. I wanted you to know I love you just as
much as a daughter as I ever loved you as a son. Maybe even more so, with
everything you have had to overcome. I'm glad you're my daughter baby,
always remember that okay."
I just sat up and hugged her. "Mom I am so sorry for making you all worry
so much and that I wish I had let you know everything from the start. I
love you so much Mom," We sat there and both of us let a few tears flow
with her rocking me, finally I had to know so I asked her, "I've been
trying to think of a name for when I can't really keep being Robbie
anymore. Since you had planned for a girl, what were you going to name
me?"
She smiled saying, "We were going to name you after your Dad's Mom,
Rebecca," While she had died when I was just a baby I had no memory of
her other than stories Dad had told. They were good stories though so I
just smiled.
"I like that." I paused for a minute contemplating everything before I
continued. "I'm not ready for that right now, but when I am could that be
my name?"
"Of course baby." She smiled softly. "You know Robert would be so proud
of you, I know he's looking down and smiling," I could only hope he was,
I missed my Dad so much. We sat there for a few minutes just lost in the
moment, finally she tucked me in like I was six years old again, kissed
me on the cheek and said, "Good night and sweet dreams my sweet girl."
When she had closed my door and I finally drifted off to sleep smiling,
I'm glad to say I did.
The next day we ended up not going to church, which was odd but Mom had
already made plans for the day. She ended up letting me sleep in till 9,
she had checked in on me earlier and saw I was sleeping peacefully, which
she knew didn't happen often so she let me sleep. She had asked me to
help her cook breakfast when she did wake me, saying that omelet I had
made the other morning was incredible. So we both cooked and all three of
us had a nice, if late, breakfast. While eating she told me her plans for
the day, I ended up being just a bit apprehensive of the whole idea but
understood why. We were going shopping!! Oh joy...
Truthfully it wasn't that bad, she had only wanted to get me some clothes
that actually fit to add what Mrs. Cook had already gotten me, jeans
mostly. She had me follow her around and we picked out jeans that were
plain and she even had us go around to the guys dressing rooms so I could
try them on there. Even though I was really nervous most of the day I
enjoyed our bonding. She did catch me looking at some of the really
pretty dresses off and on, which I had to explain I was only curious what
it would look like on me. It's not like I was wanting to go get all made
up and decked out, I had just seen how I could look and the curiosity was
starting to get the best of me. Overall though we had a really great day.
We ended up picking up some Chinese takeout for supper and had a quiet
evening in just the three of us.
Monday morning, I actually was able to sleep in an extra 45 minutes which
was strange, but not having to bind and worry about hiding from my
parents it was pretty nice to save that time. I still was ready much
earlier than what used to be my norm, maybe I can get in an extra 30
minutes of sleep tomorrow. Instead of hiding in my room I actually went
out and spent some time with Pop while I helped him with breakfast and
talked some. The conversation didn't touch on the subject of me much, but
it was at least pleasant. After a nice breakfast with both of them I even
left for school early, what was the world coming to.
Arriving at school I was a mix of emotions, I mean I have hated coming to
school for so many years for obvious reasons, then the incident two
Fridays ago and then the last week was almost pleasant. Then this past
weekend's self-discovery or self-acceptance had left me excited and
nervous, the rest of my sophomore year isn't going to be boring at all I
had a feeling. I had even beaten Jen to class so when she walked in and
saw me already in my seat I started laughing when I caught her looking at
her watch.
"You running late or something?" I teased her.
"Not hardly, it looks like someone is running awfully earlier than
normal. "She told me giving me a mock glare," By the way, the glasses are
working great, they are hiding those sexy eyes pretty well," she teased
me, getting even for the late comment. I just rolled my eyes and we kept
it to small talk until class started. Once Biology was over Jen stopped
me for a second. "Hey at lunch come sit at my normal table okay."
"Umm why? Don't you think the other girls might have a problem with
that?" I ask.
"Just trust me Robbie, you are my friend and they are my friends also. I
really think y'all will hit it off great, they just need to get to know
you. Besides when everything happens, you're going to need more than just
me as a friend. Just give it a shot okay." She smiled and took off to her
next class.
The next three classes went by like normal, well the new normal for me at
least. It seems that it had gotten around that I had apologized to Perk
and David after our run in and we were all on good terms now. Several
people told me that that took a lot of class for me to do and in just
over a week my social standing had gone from depressed super nerd, to bad
ass super nerd, to now a smart and generally good guy who can be a bad
ass. Life is weird, but its high school go figure.
Following Jen's orders, I found myself sitting with her and five of her
girlfriends at lunch. Alicia, whom I had already known since I'd moved
here in second grade, Michelle, Karen, Robin, and Holly. Alicia had slid
down a seat when I got there so I could sit next to Jen with Alicia on my
other side. At first the conversation was kind of subdued, I think the
girls were trying to just get a feel for me but Jen and Alicia kept
pulling me into the conversation. While it was still a bit awkward, it
certainly beat sitting alone in my corner table. As we did get up to
leave at the end of lunch Alicia did ask if I would sit with them again
tomorrow. While Michelle and Robin were still being a bit standoffish,
Karen and Holly agreed that I should, so I smiled and said okay.
The rest of the day was as normal as the new normal could be. I was able
to get in a good run and workout in after school and made it back home
when my parents did. We had a nice quiet night, other than both Mom and
Pop had started looking into and telling me what all is going to have to
be done to bring Rebecca officially to life. There was so much to do, I
just hoped we could finalize it before I started 11th grade.
That's pretty much how my week went, generally people were being nicer to
me as a whole and even the bullies were still leaving me alone. While I
still saw the girl in the mirror, I no longer felt as if she was haunting
me. I have realized that that girl is me now, even behind the thick
framed glasses and compression vest she's there. I just keep thinking and
trying to tell her, a few more months and you won't be stuck hiding
anymore. I also continued sitting at the "girls" table at lunch and was
actually becoming decent friends with Karen and Holly, Michelle and Robin
though still didn't seem too enthused that I was there every day. Then
Jen had a plan on Thursday.
"Hey I have an idea, since we all pretty much have the same classes why
don't all of you come over to my house tomorrow and join Robbie and I on
our normal study evening. With all of us there we could get help in any
of the areas we might be struggling in. What do you all think?" Jen
asked.
Several of the girls were immediately interested, they knew that due to
our regular study sessions Jen and I were among the top of our class.
Michelle and Robin were a bit more hesitant but finally agreed it
couldn't hurt, they each needed help in subjects Jen and I excelled at.
"Ok so it's a date!" Jen said excitedly. "If any of you want to, we can
make it a sleepover too; my Mom will be cool with it." Most of the girls
were excited at that idea.
Robin glared at me and said, "My mom won't let me do a sleepover if there
is a guy there!"
"Hey trust me the last thing I'm going to do is sleep over, I'm just
there to study. I promise when we're done I'll be headed home," I told
her.
That sort of calmed her down and everyone was actually excited and
started to plan for the sleepover. Michelle asked, "Hey think we could
order some pizzas and rent some movies to watch after we finish
studying?" Most of the table was pretty enthusiastic about that idea,
although it was Alicia that noticed the face I had made.
"What's that face for? Do you not like pizza?" she asked me slightly
surprised.
"No I love pizza, it's just that with only Dominoes and Pizza Hut here to
order from all you can get is cardboard with toppings!" I say still
making a face. Almost everyone at the table looked at me like I had just
grown a second head. Then Jen started laughing.
"Let me guess you make your own pizza too?" Jen teased me.
"Well yeah, duh!" I respond, sticking my tongue out at her.
Alicia looked surprised. "Wait a minute you can cook?" I just nodded, and
noticed everyone just staring at me.
"Oh crap! I wasn't supposed to let y'all know that," I said hanging my
head down in mock shame. Everyone was quiet and looking confused.
After a few moments Robin asked quietly, "Why did you not want us to know
that?"
Slowly I looked up and started smirking. "This past week I've been
sitting here, all I've been trying to do is to make y'all not think I was
weird or anything."
Most of the table started giggling at that except Robin, she just sat
there looking dead at me before she shook her head and started to grin,
"Well we all knew you were weird, but I guess that's okay."
It didn't take but just a few moments after that before everyone started
asking what all kind of pizzas I could make and what they all wanted on
theirs so I ended up grabbing a piece of paper out of my backpack writing
down orders. Right before lunch was over, Jen took the list from me and
told me she would ask her mom to get all the stuff needed for the pizzas.
She then leaned in and whispered, "You did good there with Robin, I told
you they just needed to get to know you." She then kissed me on the
cheek, smiled, and took off to her next class.
While I was gathering my stuff to head out, Alicia put her hand on my arm
and quickly said smiling, "I actually think it's pretty cool that you can
cook," She then winked at me and turned and headed out the lunchroom. I
sat there for a moment longer and sighed thinking, yup this is definitely
not going to be a boring year.
When school ended on Friday Jen rode home with me, after making a quick
stop at my house to pick up any extra notes I had and a few items I
forgot to mention to Jen for the pizzas, we headed on to her house. We
had about an hour and a half till the girls were going to get there which
left me plenty of time to get the dough started so it could do its thing
and be ready for later. She noticed I had been messing with my shirt,
after the first dozen or so times she started looking worried.
"What's wrong Robbie?" she asked.
"It's just that this past week I've been losing the vest right after
school and honestly I've gotten kind of used to my boobs not being so
confined. They're just really uncomfortable right now is all," I say
still tugging at the vest trying to position my breasts a bit better so
they would be more comfortable.
She comes up giving me a hug saying, "I wish you didn't have to confine
them, I understand why you need to for right now... Do you think you'll
be able to make it through the rest of the year?"
"Honestly I don't know," I say trailing off into silence.
Nothing else said we finished up the dough, hopefully we made enough for
six pies. On top of all the girls wanting different stuff on their pizza
Jen's mom said due to the cost of materials it was going to cost me an
extra pizza for her and Mr. Cook, since they were also losing the kitchen
and living room for the night.
By 6:00PM all the girls had arrived and we immediately started studying,
Jen and I trying to help everyone else in the subjects they were
struggling in. Even though I had finished Algebra II last year I spent
most of the time helping Alicia with her math. At 7:15 the timer dinged
letting me know the dough and yeast had finished doing its thing so I
broke off to start prepping the pies. Since Jen and the others were busy
stuck in their little groups Alicia followed me into the kitchen to give
me a hand. That's what she said at least, she let me do most of the work
and just handed me things when I needed them. With the Cook's oven I
could only bake three at a time so once the first three were in the oven
I started prepping the next three. Alicia got a little more into it on
the last batch, but as we worked I noticed that we had slipped into that
sort of easy conversation that I've always been able to have with Jen. It
wasn't the same as it was with Jen, somehow it was different but it was
still pretty cool. I definitely had the feeling that we were becoming
pretty good friends by the time the last pizzas came out of the oven.
Once the pies were all done we retreated back to the living room after
everyone had stocked up on pizza and drinks. Jen's parents grabbed their
pizza and headed back to their bedroom so they could stay out of our way.
Alicia sat right next to me on the couch and someone started a movie
while we ate. A little after 9PM they paused the movie and they were like
sorry but its late and its officially the sleep over and no boys allowed.
I actually found myself upset about that, even though I had never really
wanted to ever go to a sleep over before. A small part of me wanted to
tell them everything just so I could stay and not feel left out all of a
sudden, I had been so alone in my self-imposed exile from people I found
I was craving the contact now. Sadly, I started gathering up my stuff,
each of the girls came up and gave me a hug and thanking me profusely for
the pies, even Michelle and Robin.
"You know I'm actually mad at you now," Robin told me frowning. Confused,
I looked around trying to figure out what I did and she continues.
"You've ruined all the pizza places in town for me, I'll never be able to
enjoy them very much ever again," She looks at me seriously, then she
forms a small smile and simply says. "Thank you."
"I'm glad you enjoyed it, I'm glad everyone enjoyed it," I told everyone.
"Just remember to tip your wait staff next time!" I had to duck a few
pillows thrown at me in laughter. I headed to the door with Jen and
Alicia right behind us.
Jen hugs me at the door and whispers in my ear, "You were awesome
tonight, I wish you didn't have to go though."
"Me either but we both know I can't just yet," I whisper back to her. "I
never would have thought I would want to stay at a sleep over before"
She laughs and playfully slaps my arm. "Now get! No boys allowed," I
could see though her eyes weren't laughing, I knew just how bad she
wishes I could stay as well. Then she notices Alicia right there standing
with us.
Alicia said while smiling, "I was just going to walk Robbie out, I wanted
to ask him something."
"Okay, just don't stay out there long the movie won't wait for you," Jen
told her, but I could see some worry on her face as she looked back at
me.
Once outside Alicia stops me and tells me, "Robbie I just wanted to say
thank you for the help with my Algebra, and also letting me help on the
pizzas. I really had a lot of fun tonight."
I smiled at her, "You are more than welcome, I had fun too."
"I was wondering... umm... I have an Algebra test next Tuesday, do you
think you could come over and help me study for it Monday night?" She
asked hopefully.
"Yeah sure, you were doing your problems really well tonight, but yeah I
wouldn't mind at all." I smile.
Alicia doesn't quite jump for joy, but she does jump up and gives me a
huge hug and kiss on the cheek and says, "You are awesome!! Thank you so
much" Letting me go, she gives me a small wink and flashes her incredible
smile at me. "See you Monday at school."
"Definitely," I tell her. "I'm looking forward to it," I was genuinely
smiling happily as I turned to walk to my car. I was thinking how great
tonight had turned out, I have cemented my friendships with the girls and
it looks like Alicia and I were becoming really great friends as well.
Had I not been so blinded to everything around me for the last few years
I might have been able to see what was really going on around me.
Unfortunately, I walked to my car whistling happily, completely oblivious
to the curve ball I was about to be tossed.
Continued on in Part VIII
Again thank you so much everyone for reading this and hopefully enjoying.
This part is much lighter than the previous parts, I hope many will
appreciate that. Crossing that hurdle of starting to accept oneself does
unfortunately often require enduring a lot of emotion pain, but also a
huge release of holding on to that pain. I hope you continue to enjoy
her, and it's definitely her now, journey as she continues on her path of
discovery.
Avriella
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