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I ended up not sleeping very well and therefore I was up earlier than
planned, that suited me just fine though. It gave me plenty of time to
accomplish what I needed, so I could prepare for the day as Robbie. It
was still hard getting myself to put on the vest, but our plan, not mine,
counted on me holding my end of it of it up. This was necessary until we
got all the legalities out of the way. Looking in the mirror after I got
dressed I could still see me, even behind the glasses and polo shirt. I
guess though that old adage that people see what they expect to see holds
true, I was expecting to see Rebecca now and not Robbie. Now I just hope
it holds true for everyone at school. My hair, which was still kind of
short for a girl, was starting to look just a bit shaggy for "old me"
now. Taking some of Jen's advice I applied some hair gel hoping it would
keep it laying down enough to hide the length some. Not seeing anything
out of place I go start preparing to make breakfast. Since I did get up
so early why not make it easier for Pop this morning.
I was only about a third of the way through making the giant omelet when
he came in and surprised me by putting his hand on my shoulder. When I
turned he gently gave me a soft hug.
"Morning, how are you holding up so far?" he asked me.
"Pretty good I guess, since I was up early I thought I'd give y'all a
hand," I replied shrugging my shoulders. "This is harder than I had
thought it would be, but I can do it."
"Well maybe you won't have to do this as long as we had initially
planned, as it turns out we have all of the medical paperwork required
already done, so it's just the legal aspects. We can expedite everything
as quickly as possible so you don't have to keep up this charade as long
as we originally planned."
"How long?" was all I could ask.
"I talked to a friend at the courthouse, remember Gene? He used to be in
my unit before he retired. He said we can get the paperwork filed in the
next week to edit your birth certificate, would take a bit over a month
maybe two tops. As far as your name change he said we could have that
done in a few weeks. So hopefully just before Christmas, I thought that
would make an excellent present for you," he said smiling.
I felt my eyes start to water so I grabbed him in a hug. "Thank you that
would be awesome."
After a minute, he chuckled, "Not that I mind the hug, but your omelet
might be burning," I just let him go and nodded. I turned away wiping
the tears that had formed and gave our breakfast the attention it needed.
"Hey blackened works for fish and chicken, why not for an omelet?" I
managed to joke. He just smiled and chuckled softly while he was starting
his coffee maker.
A bit later when we were all sitting down eating our chargrilled omelet
Mom smiled at me and said, "I take it he told you what we had discussed
yesterday?" I nodded afraid of talking and getting too emotional again.
"Okay so I take you are in agreement that this would be best?" I didn't
know if this would be best, but I honestly didn't know if I could manage
being Robbie for the rest of school year. I nodded yes. Moods were high
and we were all excited enough that it didn't even matter that our
breakfast was slightly burned.
When I walked into Biology that morning, I found Jen already sitting in
her seat, I smiled and told her good morning. She looked a bit surprised
to find me in such a good mood.
"Morning, I was worried about how you would be doing this morning. It
looks like you're doing pretty good though," She smiled.
"Yeah my parents told me some really good news this morning, I think it's
really good news at least," I told her smiling. "I'll fill you in later
okay?" She nodded so we talked about random stuff until class started.
At lunch, all of the girls got up and gave me a hug, even Robin who so
far had been the hardest to win over. It was a huge change from the first
time I sat here with them. I did notice some of the guys in the lunch
room giving me some nasty looks though, they probably couldn't figure out
how I had gotten accepted at this table so easily. The conversation was
mostly about how much fun they had Friday night and that they needed to
do it again. I tried to smile and look like I wasn't bothered but Jen
could see my expression and was nice enough to change the subject to
something less frustrating for me. As we were all headed back to class
Alicia did flash me that gorgeous smile of hers and confirmed I was
coming over tonight to study. When I told her of course she hugged me and
said she will see me at 6. The rest of the day was just regular boring
school stuff. I did finally get to talk to Jen about the news my parents
had given me this morning when I drove her home, which was becoming the
norm. Jen looked excited and worried about at the same time.
"I'm glad they can do it quicker, and I know that you're having a hard
time being, well the old you I guess. Have you figured out how you're
going to let the school know? Are you ready for that?" she asked.
"Honestly? I don't know if I'm ready for like the whole world to know,
but I do know I really don't think I can keep up this charade up until
summer. It's just gotten so difficult to put on this," I say, motioning
to myself.
She nods and softly smiles, "Okay, well you know I'll help out in any way
I can. You do know that if you're going to do this earlier than we need
to try to acclimate you quicker to being out in public here. Going to
Birmingham or Jackson is going to take more time than you really have
now."
"I hadn't really thought about that," I tell her drifting off into
thought.
"Let me talk to my Mom and we can see what we can come up with okay?" she
tells me.
"Okay, just don't throw me too far out in the deep end too quickly.
Please," I tell her, I'm terrified and strangely curious. I mean I'm not
"hiding" per se running on campus, but I am in a way. We end up at her
house going over our biology until it's time for me to head to Alicia's.
Giving me a hug she whispers, "Be careful okay."
"Hmm okay, we're just going to be studying," I reply.
"I hope you're right," she says so softly I almost didn't hear her.
Driving over to our study session I kept trying to figure out what she
meant, eventually I just ended up thinking she was talking about me and
hiding my secret.
Arriving at Alicia's about 10 minutes early, her parents welcomed me in
and told me how much they appreciated me helping her with Algebra. Now
don't get me wrong Alicia is a pretty smart girl, from our previous study
session I really didn't think she needed my help. If she felt she needed
it I was glad to help her out, as she was quickly becoming a really good
friend to me. When she came down a few minutes later I noticed she had
changed out of what she was wearing at school today, she looked really
nice. She had changed out of her jeans and knit top to a skirt and
blouse, still nothing set off any alarms with me yet.
"Wow! You look amazing! I feel just a bit underdressed now, I thought we
were just studying." I smiled when I saw her.
"Oh this? It's really nice of you for noticing, but can't a girl just
dress nice for no reason?" she said flashing that killer smile again.
"Uh, sure I guess so," I said, starting to feel a bit uncomfortable. It
finally started sinking in that something wasn't exactly right with this
situation. Doubting myself though I tried to push that thought out of my
mind.
"Ready to get started?" she said, motioning to the couch where her
algebra book and stuff was already sitting.
Maybe nothing out of the ordinary was happening and I was just imagining
things, it wasn't the first time I would have been wrong about a
situation. Nodding I plopped down on the couch and said, "Sure where do
you want to start?"
Sitting down we both started going over the areas she claimed she was
struggling with. We had been going for about forty minutes when her
parents came back downstairs. They were dressed really nice and looked
like they were preparing for a night out.
"Wow! Where are you two headed looking all fancy?" Alicia asked them.
"Honey don't you remember that your Dad had that business dinner tonight.
I'm sure we told you last week," Her Mom said.
"Oh I do remember you mentioning that now, I forgot it was tonight
though," she said innocently.
Her father looked at me for a moment curiously for a moment before he
said, "Well we've got to go otherwise we'll be late, you two behave
yourselves," He still was giving me a strange look. I was trying to
decide if he saw something about "Robbie" that was a bit off, or if he
was sizing me up to be safe around his daughter.
"Not a problem sir," I told him, grinning I added, "Maybe you should tell
that to the Algebra, its being really rough at the moment," He gave me
that odd look for a few seconds and then realized I was joking and with
that they were out the door.
Alicia just sat there for a moment flashing that smile again, the one
she's been flashing at me for the past few days. I started getting that
odd feeling again, still thinking it was just my imagination I shrugged
it off. Trying to get back to the task at hand I just said, while holding
out the algebra book, "So, where were we?"
She looked at the book and scooted just a bit closer and pointed at one
of the problems. "Here I think." We started back up and while she had
appeared to be having problems earlier now she was doing great, hell she
was doing better than great. She was working the problems almost as
quickly as I could. Finally, after almost fifteen minutes of this that
odd feeling was getting stronger before I finally had to ask her.
"Alicia, what's going on. You looked like you were needing some help at
first, but now..." I said unsure how to phrase the next part of the
question.
She scooted just a bit closer smiling at me. "Maybe it's just that you
are that great of a tutor." She picked up the book out of my lap and sat
it behind her on the couch.
"No I'm not Alicia, what's going on?" The whole scene was just now
starting to make sense to me, but I still couldn't figure out how it
involved me. I mean I had been labeled a nerd, or geek or even a nerdy
geek for several years, there is no way what I was starting to think
could be the truth.
"How long have we been friends Robbie? Since you moved here in the 2nd
grade, right?" She asks.
I nodded. "That sounds about right, why?"
"I know that you and Jen were always better friends, she is just a
friend, right? I mean you two aren't like an item, are you?" she asks.
"What? No! Of course, we're not dating, she's been my best friend for
years. That would just feel weird," I blurt out. That seems to make her
smile even bigger and she scoots up even closer.
"You probably never even knew it, but I had a huge crush on you when we
were in like the 5th grade, but you and Jen were always together. I never
thought I had a chance," she said softly looking down at her lap.
"What? I didn't know that... Jen and I were and still are only best
friends. Why are you telling me this now?" I ask fearfully. I'm afraid of
what she is about to tell me, and at the same time my heart was starting
to race from excitement.
"Look I've always liked you, even when you started going through....
Whatever it was that you were dealing with. You started looking so sad
and then you were wearing all that baggy stuff like you were trying to
hide from the world. Then the past few weeks, whatever was bothering you
seemed to start going away. You started coming out of your shell, and I
started to see who I had that crush on again," She told me very softly,
when she looked up I could see tears forming.
"Alicia... Why me though? I mean you could have any guy you wanted, why
me?" I softly demanded. I had never had to face a conversation like this,
and honestly never imagined I would ever have to.
"Robbie, you've always been like this super smart guy, but I never once
thought of you as a nerd. You were funny and always easy to talk to. You
also treated me like a person, always. Not like any other of the guys.
When you would talk to me you would actually listen and always look me in
the eyes and not just stare at my boobs. Robbie, you are one of the
sweetest guys I've ever known," she said softly as she stared at me
hopefully and gently clasped my hand in hers.
Stunned I could barely reply, bowing my head I said softly, "Alicia,
but... I mean look, I think you are amazing but I can't... I mean I know
what you might think but I'm not... I'm well not a..," I couldn't say a
guy for the life of me, I wanted to tell her. The last thing I would want
to do is hurt her, I did like Alicia she was a great person. I had never
thought of her, or anyone like that though, so I just sat there
stammering for a few seconds unable to look up at her.
I felt her get a bit closer, but I was trying to think of just what to
say when I felt her hand lift up my chin. As I started to look up at her
I realized just how close she was when I felt her lips touch mine. My
first thought was to make her stop, but my body just froze as she kissed
me, softly, tentatively at first. It was so soft and nice. It immediately
made my body feel all warm and tingly and it felt so good I didn't want
to stop. Not listening to my brain, I felt myself lean in just a bit and
kiss her in return. Since I had never ever kissed anyone other than my
parents when I was little, I didn't know just exactly what to do. My body
did though, it returned the kiss softly at first than with more feeling.
I gently raised my hand and caressed her cheek when the tingling that was
quickly covering my entire body hit something more, umm intimate. That
snapped my mind back into control, and I quickly stood up and took a step
back looking at her. My knees were weak and I was still trying to process
what had just happened.
"Alicia... Wow... I never intended..." I was stammering and not making
any sense, I reached up and touched my lips, I could feel and taste her
lipstick on me. Looking at her I could see that my reaction had hurt her
and it crushed me. I felt myself starting to cry, I said to her "Alicia,
I'm so sorry. God I'm sorry. I wish I could... I mean I wish you and me
could... I can't!!" The tears were falling pretty freely at this point so
I turned from her to hide the fact I was crying...
"Robbie what do you mean you can't? Why can't you? Don't you like me?"
she said, the hurt evident in her voice. She grabbed my shoulder, turns
me back towards her and sees just how much I am crying. Really looking
confused now, she continues, "Why are you crying? Robbie what's wrong?
Talk to me!"
Sniffling I tell her, "I never in a million years would ever want to hurt
you, but Alicia you and I can only be friends. I wish we could be more
but it wouldn't be fair to you..," My voice just drifts off at that point
and I look down at my feet.
Suddenly a look of realization comes across her face. "Oh My God!! Are
you telling me you're gay? That would make so much sense!!" She blurts
out.
"What no! I'm not gay!" Then it hits me I'm technically a girl who just
really enjoyed kissing another girl, maybe I am. Do I like guys? So far I
haven't been attracted to any. Then the words "I don't think so" slip out
of my mouth.
"What? You don't think so? I mean don't you know who you're attracted to?
What the hell Robbie?!?!" she shouts at me, her anger rising.
"Alicia!!! Stop for a minute!! Give me a second to get this right, I
don't want to fuck it up like I have everything else..," I tell her tears
still streaming. Still really angry she just nods and says okay. After a
few moments, I regain most of my wits and resume trying to talk to her.
"Alicia first you have to understand; I have never let myself think about
something like that. I've known that I could never be with anyone like
that... So, I refused to ever consider anything along those lines," I had
to stop talking, as my body started to shudder with my crying.
A bit, and only a bit, softer she says, "Robbie what do you mean you
could never be with anyone? That's bullshit, you're a pretty amazing
guy," That only set my crying off even worse.
"No I'm not!" I manage to get out between sobs. "I'm really not."
"Robbie yes you are!! Quit acting like you're not amazing..." she starts
to say.
"BUT I'M NOT A GUY!!!" I almost shout. Quickly realizing I'm about to
blurt out my secret to her, the fear sinks in and I add, "not really", in
barely a whisper. I noticed then that I have backed into the wall, I
didn't realize that the whole time I had been backing away from her and
she had steadily been trying to stay closer.
She gently puts her hand on my arm and with her other hand lifts my face
to meet hers. "What do you mean you're not really a guy? What are you
talking about?" Her anger has pretty much faded and been replaced by
concern and maybe curiosity.
Looking directly into her eyes I decide to tell her part of the truth; I
can't bring myself to tell her everything yet. "Alicia... I was born with
a birth defect... I was born without... Umm... without testicles... We
found out when I was around twelve... I'll never develop as a guy... I'll
never be able to perform like...Someone like you would want me too...
I..," I can't say anymore because I totally break down and slide down the
wall until I'm sitting on the floor.
Alicia sits down and puts her arms around me and just holds me until I
eventually cry it all out. Finally, I'm able to look at her again and say
to her, "Alicia. I'm sorry... I.."
"Shhh Robbie, it's okay. That really doesn't change the fact that I still
like you," she said as she softly kissed my forehead.
"Alicia, I like you too. The last think I'd ever want to do is hurt you,
but I just can't be that... You deserve someone who's whole. I still feel
like I'm only half a person..." I say drifting off.
She just sadly smiles and stands up offering me her hands, which I take
and she helps me to my feet. She leads me into the kitchen and starts
cleaning the tears off my face with a clean hand towel. Fixing us both a
Coke, we end up sitting in the kitchen for a bit just lightly touching on
what I told her earlier. About half an hour later I think I had calmed
down enough to drive and as she walks me to the door she stops me right
at the door.
"Robbie, I know what you've told me and you're not ready. I honestly
don't think I care about you saying you can't... well you know," she says
blushing. I smile gently at her looking her directly into her eyes and
she continues, "While I haven't kissed that many guys, I do have to say
that you by far are the best I've ever kissed," She gently giggles at
that comment.
"Well you are definitely the best that I've ever kissed," I tell her
smirking.
She playfully slaps me on the arm and teases back, "Well from what you've
said I'm the only one you've kissed. Seriously though, until you are
ready I want to leave you with one thing."
Confused just a bit, I nod and say, "Okay what?" Expecting her to hand me
something she stands on her tip-toes and lays another kiss on me, my mind
being shocked again freezes but my body reacts and returns the kiss. I am
unable to regain control of my body until her leg softly slides between
mine and had she not had me pressed against the door my legs would have
caved on me at that very moment, the sensations were that intense.
Breaking the kiss, I look down at her and she's got this smile plastered
on her face, it's a mix of mischief and contentedness.
"Whenever you're ready, you just remember what's waiting for you okay,"
she tells me, almost in a dreamlike state. Then she opens the door
leaning on it and watches me as I walk out to my car. It took every bit
of self-control I had to be able to make it to the car with my legs
feeling like Jell-O. Trying to drive home with my shaking and trembling
legs was yet another challenge, having an old manual transmission wasn't
helping either. I could never remember ever feeling like this, on top of
my legs my entire body felt strangely warm and tingling all over and I
mean ALL over. I couldn't sit still in my seat for the life of me. As I
was fidgeting while sitting at a red-light I couldn't help but notice all
the stars were out. I looked up towards the heavens and I could swear I
could feel the universe's amusement at my situation.
I gently shook my head and muttered. "At least I hope you're having a
good chuckle at this." The light turned green and I continued on my way
home.
Continued in Part 10.
I hope you all are still enjoying this story, finding time to write is
getting a bit harder but I will make sure I see this story to the end.
Thank you again for all the comments, I have really appreciated them.
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