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Today was the third birthday that Sam was celebrating since the last
time he had real contact with Hermione, his ex wife, in a social
setting. It has been two years since she has try to make any direct
social contact with her ex-husband. On the first birthday after the
divorce Hermie sent him a birthday card and left a voicemail. At that
time all of his yesterdays with her meant nothing to him so he erased
her message without listening to it and wrote return to sender on the
card.
Now was different, he did not do so often but when Sam look back at
his time with Hermie, he does so objectively. He was thankful for the
time he spent at her side, but did not regret them having separate
lives. This was for he was not wearing rose tinted glasses or
blinders looking back at the past.
People have a popular misconnection that they always looked back at
the past with perfect vision. This was only true if they do so
objectively with intelligence and wisdom from lesson learn. Looking
back on the past fondly or with hostility then the memories will be
skewed. Sam looked back in peace, so the man saw the past with the
good and the bad.
With it being his birthday, Sam treated himself to an early supper at
his favorite Italian Restaurant, Buon Cibo. The birthday boy loved
how big their portions were, the high quality of their homemade
sauces and pasta, and their freshly baked bread with the olive oil
and herbs dip. He did not mind if he filled up on it for then it
meant he had a doggie bag to take home. Two meals for the price of
one. He went for an early meal because on the weekend the wait for a
table in the early afternoon was only one half hour to forty minutes
compare to the evening the wait for a table was well over an hour.
The hostess gave him a coaster pager and told him to expect a 40
minute wait. With it being a gorgeous day in late May Sam did not
mind the wait; in fact, he liked it. The man who was being
introspective on life saw it as a chance to sit on the bench in their
garden and contemplate where his life was going.
The man who was was about to complete yet another orbit around the
sun which was shining bright on him did not like not having at least
a path to follow. With no kids and no one special in his life he was
living for the moment and himself. That lifestyle might suffice for
his needs momentarily but Sam needed and wanted more in the long
term.
No one can argue it was not excellent to be able to do what you want
when you want, but it was far from ideal. What good was it to be able
to go on a mini-vaction to the beach if one did not have a hand to
hold while admiring the sunset. To the man with the empty hand the
event was only a small part of an experience. The biggest part of any
event was reliving it with the other people you shared it with.
Sam knew it was going to be hard to find someone special. If he was
just looking for someone he could easily go out to the single bars,
do online dating or have a friend hook him up. He could have a good
life with many ladies which he met these ways. He was not looking for
good for it would pale in comparison to the great relationship he had
with his ex-wife. He knew being with those ladies would only be a
distraction from what he was missing. What drove the single man crazy
was to find his someone special he needed to not look.
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As the man who was trying to plan the spontaneous to happen was
relaxing in the sun Hermione pulled up into the restaurant's parking
lot. She knew it was her ex-husband's birthday and wanted to
celebrate it by going to his favorite place to eat. She picked the
early afternoon because she figured her husband would go there later
in the day. He was the type of person who saved the highlight of a
day or a celebration until the end.
As she walked from her car to Buon Cibo's entrance, she wished that
her and Sam went here more often. Her Jaffa would always suggest it
when they were going out to eat, but she did not want to have to
wait. Back then Hermie was always in a hurry and on the go. She found
it funny that when she had all the time in the world she was
impatience, but since she gave up her magic and became mortal she
learn the virtues of a person taking their time.
She smiled when she was about to turn the corner for she would see
the little garden they had in the front with a bench. When the
weather permitted it and sometimes when it did not, Sam would have
them sit out there during the wait for their table. The former mage
was happy that at least she let herself find the magic of just being
while on that bench with her man. She thought "what wouldn't I give
for just one more chance of sitting on that bench with the man who I
should be with."
The lady, who found out she had to give nothing to do what she
desired, did a double take when she saw her Jaffa on the bench. For a
moment she thought it was a ghost made of her memory and not the
real thing. Seeing the man she still love was a sign to her. She did
believe in magic and luck with being a former wizard. Even with it
was a long time since those last two really saw each other, let alone
had a civil discussion. Hermie thought."Sam would not mind if I sat
down to say hi."
The lady who was taking a chance sitting next to the man she still
loved. The last time they had a conversation Sam told her he did not
trust her and the something special they had was gone. Those words
still stung the lady's soul. At first for she did not believe them,
then quickly the reason changed and it was for she knew they were
true. She broke the trust between them by changing him into a woman
for the night. The breaking of the faith between them took away that
special something which bound them together,
As the lady sat down Hermie knew there at best Sam would be civil
with her, at worse ignore her. Even with being rejected it would not
had been bad. She would not spend the rest of the day wondering if
Sam would had talk to her. Another thing the lady who wanted what was
once her, Sam's heart, if he ignored her she could just sit next to
him. If so she would sit next to him and reminisce about the times
they sat on that bench taking pleasure in the comfortable silence
between the lovers.
The lady who taking a chance of her offer for a little polite
conversation being rejected felt good about she would not be denied.
They have seen each other at a couple social events since the
divorce. Sam was cordial if they passed and said hi. It was true he
did not stop for small talk, but it would had been awkward if he did.
With Sam being deep in thought and staring across the road at the
lush greenery of woods he did not notice someone was joining him on
the bench until he felt the extra weight on it. He turned around to
Hermie saying "Happy Birthday, Sam!"
Seeing that smile which brighten many of his past birthdays pull Sam
from the future to the past. For a moment he forgot that those two
were not love anymore, and things between them could never be the
same again. His face became a mirror as he had the smile which only
Hermie could give him on it as he said "Thank you Mo,.... I mean
Hermie. How have you been?
Then the mental time traveler arrived in the present, when Sam went
to use Mo Gra, Irish for My love, his pet name for Hermione. It came
from her not using My Jaffa while giving her birthday wishes. The
shift back to now dazed him for a second. He wanted to just say hi
and then end the conversation. Yet he could not, he had some
unnatural urge to see how she was doing.
Hermione was pleased that her taking a chance worked out and they
were going to chat. She could tell from the tone in her ex's voice
his question was a serious inquiry.. This was good for Hermie, the
lady could finally get closure. Even with wanting to get back with
her ex, she knew that was beyond a miracle. If it only took a miracle
she would had begged her mom for one. "I am doing good. Better now
that I bumped into you. How about yourself?"
Sam was relieved that Hermie gave a short answer. This would be
nothing more than small talk. He would quickly say how he was doing
then maybe another question or two from her and the conversation
would be done. It would not hurt just talking with her a little plus
for some strange reason he had a desire to know what she has been up
to since they been gone.
"It is always good to make your day better. I have been doing great.
Not working any overtime now. I am not going to work so hard that I
need to the weekend recover. I mean I stay in more often than I used
to, but I am not staying in for I do not have the energy. How about
you, are you still the social butterfly who wants to go out all the
time?"
Sam could not believe he was engaging in talking with Hermie. It felt
good spending time with Hermie but still it was not natural for him
to be this intrigued about his ex-wife. He had no ill feeling towards
her but still wanted the past to stay in the past. They should not be
having an in depth conversation. Small talk at the right time and
place yes. This was the first instant of that occurring.
"I do not go out as much as I used to, time has finally caught up to
me. I never realized how tiring life could be until I gave up magic."
Sam looked down. He blamed himself for her actions of giving up her
supernatural powers. The man with guilt knew he was not to blame.
Still he should had been more communicative about them being done
before she threw away something she held dear. "I am sorry about
that. I should had told you we were done instead of just running
away. I was not brave.I just thought you would cast another spell on
me"
Hermie hated that Sam was beating himself up for her actions. She
used her fingers to guide his face back up so they can look at each
other eye to eye. It saddened her her Jaffa's face lost it smile, but
the lady who wanted to make him feel better kept her smile. "You are
not to blame. I abused my powers and chased you away. You had no idea
that I would give up my powers or that I could. I totally understand
You wanted to make sure that I never casted a spell on you again.
Plus sooner or later all wizards give up magic. No one really wants
to live forever. I gave up magic at the right time for me and for the
right reasons, a chance of being with you again"
Those words comforted the man about Hermie giving up magic, but not
that she did not get what she wanted out of it. She paid a huge price
for nothing. "You didn't even get the chance of getting what you
wanted."
"Oh but I did. I saw you and told you. You did not want to give it to
me. You were right in doing so. I messed up that night I made you a
woman."
Even with enjoying talking to the wonderful lady in front of him, Sam
did not want to dwell on the bad. Hermie should not have to relive
that mistake. Not causing his Mo Gra any pain was the main reason he
stayed away from small talk on the few occasions they were at the
same social event. As Sam was trying to find a segway to another
topic his coaster buzzed.
Sam was happy for his good fortune of being saved by the bell. Not
only did he not have to rehash the painful past with Hermie, he was
also out of the conversation which he was getting too deep in. Then
an odd urged popped into his mind and out of his mouth. "Hey Hermie,
I am really enjoying talking with you. Why don't you join me for
dinner?"
Sam was disappointed in himself with the improv invite he just gave.
It sounded too casual and it was only being polite. He wanted it to
be sincere for it was. Until a couple of minutes ago he was against
anything more than polite conversation with Hermie but this moment
felt too good to stop. He knew he had to act quick so she does not go
thru the motions of politely decline what she thought was an offer in
name only.
"Don't answer that question, just join me. I will not take no for an
answer. It is my birthday and you would not dare deny the birthday
boy."
Hermie laughed as she saw that playful grin on her ex's face and took
the hand he offered to her to help her up. She played back"I could
never be so rude as to deny someone on their birthday any wish they
wanted."
As they walked in Hermie insisted on paying for the meal, after all
it was Sam's birthday. Her Jaffa just agreed to it. He was paying
attention to her but still was wondering why he was having these
sudden urges and desires which were not normal. He was thinking that
Hermie might had casted a spell on him, but that thought quickly
disappeared for he knew she had her powers no more.
There was no way that Hermie would let herself look like an average
lady who was just entering middle age if she could help it. His ex
wife was a little vain about her looks. Hermie's vanity did not come
from being conceited, it came from her insecurities. Yes, even the
best purveyors of the arcane arts could have low self esteem.
The man who was wondering why he had these sudden urges and desires
which were unnatural for his personality was on the right track
contributing them to magic. The magic which was at work was not the
weak spells and incantations which mages dealt with. His actions came
from more powerful magic. Some of the highest powers in the
multiverse and the Great Beyond were on work on him.
Love, caring, compassion, and empathy were the strongest wards
against unwanted outside influences like magic. Spells could change
what was insignificant about a person like their gender, sexual
orientation or like and dislikes. Most spells were powerless against
changing the true essence of a person. Spells could break down a
person's will and make them give into their shadow self or do things
just to end the ease the angst the mental conflict the spell could
create. Spells could not create love out of nothing at all.
************
The hostess sat those two and their waitress was Sherry, she waited
on them many times before. She was remember them for Sam always
order the same meal, Chicken Parm with penne pasta and the couple
were good tippers. A good waitress always remembers good tippers.
Being happy in seeing the couple eating together for the first time
in three years, the waitress mentioned in passing it was nice to see
those two back together. Both Sam and Hermie laughed and told her no.
The two thought that they were correcting her, but in reality they
were incorrecting her. At that moment they were together again. Being
a couple will always be a state of being. It would not matter that
those two did not announced or recognized they were two who were one.
At that moment if fate was on their side they would both be able to
move on from the past and regain their place in the other's life.
Their time together was going great for the both of them, mostly
catching up on the other's life. Hearing Hermie went back to school
to get a promotion made Sam proud of her. He wished he was there to
help her celebrate both of those achievements.He knew that if he was
there Hermie would had enjoy it more. Life was always better when you
have that someone special to share it with.
Then the conversation went to old friends. If the people who were
lost in the moment remember why they were not together they would
had stay clear of this topic they just brought.They both knew Rick
would be brought up soon.
Rick was Sam's best friend and when Hermie turn her ex into a woman
she gave him a crush on him. There was so many decision and actions
about that night which Hermie felt true remorse about. Making her
husband have a crush on Rick was the biggest.
At the time she saw it as just having a little fun to spice up the
night. If she would had thought one microsecond the lady would had
known better. She manipulated a person's emotions and it caused a
strain between a the bond of two close friends. The lady hated that
her only thinking of herself hurt so many people.
Magic not being able to change a person's core was true. It was hard
to impossible for magic to change a person's true emotions, but it
can give people urges. Being under the influence of a spell would
tempt people into doing what was against their true core while
thinking they were staying true to who they were.
As soon as Hermie said Rick's name those two were not lost in time
anymore. Sam was still best friends with Rick again, but not after
much time has past. Rick finally lost his crush on Sammy when he met
who he was seeing now Maria. Her not being anything like Sammy
helped. Sam was still upset that he had a crush on someone he should
not had. It made him feel weird when he thought about those unnatural
urges and desires he had.
"Rick is doing great. He has a great lady. It is a little hard for us
to hang out that often for he spends all his free time with her and
it is hard for me to be the third wheel. Then it is hard for us to
hang out when he was single for he pined on about Sammy."
"I am sorry.."
Sam did not want to talk about the past. It was hurtful to Hermie and
himself. Even with it being an unpleasant topic those two, who should
be together, needed to talk about it. Hermie wanted and needed
closure to be able to move on from Sam. Sam needed it also, but did
not believe so. Even if that subject was important to his well being,
they would not talk about it on his birthday. Today he wanted to be
great for he believed it was the last time he would spend quality
time with the woman he loved.
"No need to be sorry. It was the past. We moved on from it."
"Sam, what happened that night is not just in the past. It is in the
present and will be in our futures if I cannot say my piece."
"You already did so let us not rehash memories which will only bring
us pain."
"No My Jaffa, I never said my piece. I gave excuses and try to
downplay what I did.
I was wrong, so wrong in casting those spells on you. My intent of
them being playful does not change what I did. Only an idiot would
think that doing something which could be taken as harmful is alright
if their intention were not. That is why prank and teasing are so
childish and immature.
A person not wanting to cause pain does not change the fact that
their direct action did and if they thought for a second they would
had seen it. To not feel guilty I did not own up to the fact I would
had hated it if you did that to me. I did not treat you like I wanted
to be treated.I did not treat you like I would had treated others,
there was no way I would had casted those spells on anyone else for I
knew it would had been wrong.
My friends and family all said 'I lost everything when I gave up
magic.' That is not true, I lost everything when you lost your faith
in me. No I destroyed your faith in me. I just need you to know."
Right then the normally cautious man had what was for him the
unnatural urge to totally trust Hermie again. He felt that she has
changed.
"You did not destroy it, I got rid of it. I could had heard you out
and we would had talk."
"That would had done no good for I would not admit what I did."
"I think you would had for you would had saw it from my point of
view. That does not matter, it was the past."
"Yes and I have to live with that mistake."
"No you do not. We have to live with that mistake and I am willing
to."
"I cannot imagine the mental anguish I cause you."
Sam smiled "That is the past now also. That is not the part of the
mistake I am talking about us living with. I am talking about the
part of us moving on past it."
"Us spending this time together is helping. You will always have a
special part in my heart. I think I am going to get a doggie bag and
go."
"If you leaving are, then I am also. I want to move on from the past
with you in my life."
Hermie smiled as this meal went beyond her best expectations. Sam
wanted to be friends with her. "Oh My Jaffa. I mean Sam, sorry you
will always be My Jaffa. I would love to be friends with you again. I
love spending time with you."
Sam was a little disappointed in himself again. The man was not as
forthright as he should had been. People need to be clear,
straightforward and honest when talking about finding love which was
once lost. "Mo Gra, and I am not sorry about calling you that. I am
not talking about being friends. I am talking about us working
towards at being a couple again. I love you."
"I love you also. Let's stay to finish our meal and then start
becoming a couple again somewhere more private."
Love, caring and compassion won out once again against magic. All it
took was Sam knowing that Hermie saw her actions from his point of
view and Sam being open to hearing Hermie out.
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