Consequences of Cross Dressing
by Cindy Johnson (
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My dilemma was that I masturbated all over mother's gown and nylons and
I frantically tried to clean everything up as fast as possible. I was
frightened that it would leave a stain and I didn't know what to do but
after twenty minutes of cleaning everything with soap and water, I felt
like I was in the clear. I put everything back where it I found them
and ran to my room reflecting on what had just happened. I slept
restlessly that night as I worried if my mother would notice anything.
Nothing happened, and for the next few weeks I avoided going into her
room so that I wouldn't even see her lingerie and have that
overwhelming temptation to put on her clothes again.
Over the next few weeks, I constantly thought about wearing her
lingerie and how amazing it felt. I also had some bad feelings about
wearing her things. The good feelings came with a feeling of guilt but
the good feelings I experienced made me want to go back into her room
and do it again. The temptation to dress in her things was
overwhelming.
For the next year I did occasionally go in there and re-live that event
and each time the feelings grew stronger and stronger. By this time my
brothers were out of the house and off to college it was just mother
and I living together. I was 14 years old when they went off to college
and mother and I were even closer than ever as I was all she had left
to fuss over.
I found myself in her room more often as I had more free time with
everyone out of the house and mother away at work all day, to
experiment and dress up. I was now comfortable putting on her
pantyhose, panties, bras, and lingerie and started trying on some of
her dresses and heels. At one point I would rush home from school every
day and spend hours dressing and walking around the house in her things
and having intense orgasms before I undressed and she came home from
work. I thought I was careful in wearing her things and putting them
back in the same place so that she would never discover I was wearing
dressing in her clothes.
One weekend I came home to find mother finishing up the laundry and
putting things away when I found a pair of her panties in my underwear
drawer. I didn't say anything and started wearing them to bed at night.
The next week there was a pair of pantyhose in my sock drawer and I
started to wonder if mother just made a mistake or was putting them
there on purpose. It continued for several weeks until one night when
we were eating dinner I mentioned casually that I had found some of her
things in my drawers.
"Mom, you must have accidently put some of your panties in my dresser
drawers. Do you want me to put them back on your dresser or in the
laundry?"
"No need, baby. Let's just keep them where they are for now and next
time I put the laundry away I'll take them out, unless you want me to
leave them there?" she said with a sweet smile.
"Why would I want you to leave them there, Mom?"
"Sweetheart, you know I love you and whatever you do would never change
that. So if you like wearing some of my panties or lingerie, it's OK. I
don't mind and I think it's kind of sweet."
I misjudged my mother and I got indignant and made a fuss and yelled at
her. "How could you accuse me of such a thing? I can't believe it,
that's stupid," I yelled.
"Listen to me, you little brat, I've known that you've been wearing my
things for the last year. Do you honestly think that a woman doesn't
know when her things have been moved or worn? Moreover, I didn't even
mention anything about all the stains you've left on my good things.
I've left you alone and even tried to make things easy for you by
leaving you little things to play with so you wouldn't have to sneak
around. Don't you ever raise your voice to me or you'll regret it.
Understand?"
I didn't know what to say and just sat there quietly. We did not
discuss it again that night and I stopped dressing in her things that
afternoon.
College Years
Mother and I stayed extremely close and never discussed my dressing up
again. When I went away to college I had grown a little but still only
5 foot 8 inches which is small for a guy and I never gained much
weight, so I remained a small thin boy throughout college. Meeting
girls the same height is hard when they are looking for big strong
guys.
Most girls aren't interested in small gentle beta-guys but are more
attracted to strong Alpha males. What I did learn is that girls like to
laugh and I was always told how funny I was. I developed a way to get
attention with girls with my jokes and the knack I had to make them
laugh. It worked for me and I was soon dating some of the best looking
girls on campus. Other guys would look at me and the sexy girls I dated
and could not understand how a hot girl would rather be with me. I had
more girls after me then I can remember and became very popular on
campus. I found a way to be happy and had some of the best years of my
life.
That is the time I met Grace, one of the sexiest girls I've ever met.
Her beauty made me weak and just putty in her hands. I was in love with
her and did anything she wanted just to be around her. She, of course,
had lots of guys after her all the time and she had just broken up with
Joey, an enormous bodybuilder guy when she started calling me to hang
out.
She loved how I made her feel and laugh. Grace loved being with me and
we became a couple. Joey never got over her and openly asked her out in
front of me several times, "Why are you with a little wimp like this
when you can have somebody like me?"
Grace just smiled and said, "You could never make me feel the way he
does and you'll never understand." It made me feel so good and at that
moment my size never bothered me again. I realized there were more
important things to relationships then looks or muscle. Dating a girl
on the rebound has its advantages but over a long period, the
relationship can become complex.
We were married just after graduation and I had an offer to run an IT
department at a major media company. Grace got a job as marketing
director at Sports Marketing and Consulting Company with international
reach. The first couple of years of our relationship were amazing but
over time we got busy with work our schedules, which made things
difficult for us to have quality time together. My job demanded me
being on call 24/7 and her job took her on trips for several days at a
time, visiting customers. Recently Grace had to travel to Italy and
Paris for over a week at a time.
Because of our jobs, our sex life became infrequent. To be honest, over
the last six months Grace had become distant and not engaged in sexual
activity. She blamed it on being exhausted from the travel and long
hours at work. I started to feel insecure as not being able to meet her
needs and satisfy her as she was used to with other guys. You see, as
well as being small in stature my penis was also on the small side.
Grace never complained but I always felt she wanted more because she
seldom came from intercourse and lately, only came after I performed
oral sex after we made love. Her disinterest made me concerned since
she was around powerful men all day long, either working directly for
them or with the clients, which were also usually strong outgoing men.
She was either out to dinner or some type of entertainment which kept
her out late and tired when she came home after midnight or 3 in the
morning. I never complained as I was just feeling lucky and blessed to
have someone as beautiful and sexy as Grace for my wife.
Once she started her week-long trips overseas, I saw one of her
nightgowns on a hanger behind the bathroom door and I soon found myself
exploring her enormous walk-in closet admiring her wardrobe, lingerie,
and shoe collection. For some reason, the feelings I had before my
college years came flooding back and I had all the old urges to touch
and feel the silky material of her dresses and lingerie.
That evening before going to sleep I took her long nylon nightgown off
the hanger and put it on before getting into bed. Wearing the gown
brought back all the old feelings I've kept suppressed and hidden. The
urge to touch myself and rub the nylon over my legs and body were
beyond my control. After not being with Grace for so long and
frustrated, due to a lack of any relief, the orgasm I had that night
was amazing, which lead to me thinking about spending a day in my femme
mode once again. I told myself it would only be a one-time thing, and
that would be enough.
After getting a text from Grace as I was having my coffee, I called
into work and told them I'd be working from home for the rest of the
week which gave me lots of time to prepare for my day of a reunion with
my alter ego, Amy. Grace said she was busy and working late with her
team every night and was completely exhausted and couldn't wait to get
back home.
I felt bad for her having to work so hard and be out late with clients
but I also was happy about having the week alone and exploring some old
feelings and hobbies. As I had my coffee I browsed several sites for
women's clothing and imagined ordering outfits that I would love to
wear. After about an hour of this, I realized I was hard and excited
again and had a great idea. With almost a full week to explore the
past, I came up with a wild notion. If I ordered some outfits on Amazon
Prime, I could have them tomorrow and dress up all week. Could I do
that? Would that be considered, cheating on Grace? I pondered this for
the next few hours after cleaning up the house and placing her
nightgown back on the hanger.
The feeling of the nylon and sexy lace helped me make a decision. I
would do it. Order some things and dress up and get it out of my
system. Before Grace gets home I can return or dispose of everything
and nobody would have a clue. So, for the next several hours I shopped
on Amazon and loaded up the cart. It was so fun to shop for feminine
clothing and I got carried away as my shopping cart grew.
Knowing my size and what looks good on me I ordered several dresses in
different styles, leather skirts, skater skirts, tight skirts, silky
skirts, sweaters, blouses, lace tops, 3 matching pantie and bra sets,
Spanx for the tight skirt and dresses, 4 pairs of heels all 4"
including a cute pair of flowered wedge sandals. Several pair of
Wolford Pantyhose and some thigh high stockings in different shades and
colors to match the cute outfits I purchased.
I ordered all kinds of make-up for my skin tone. I found some adorable
wigs and ordered 3 in different styles, along 3 purses, earrings,
bracelets, belts, and all the accessories I could imagine. It was fun
to create an outfit with everything to wear with it right down to the
hairstyle and earrings. As I shopped I also came across some sex toys
that were available for the next day delivery and ordered several toys
that I could play with. Shopping for anything I could imagine was
addicting and so much fun.
When I was done the shopping basket came to almost $1600, which I
placed on my credit card knowing Grace would never see the charge, as I
did all the bills and managed all the money. The amount wasn't an issue
as I saved a great deal of money as we both earned a great living in
our positions. Nobody would ever know and I felt completely safe as I
selected Next Day delivery and checked out. I also knew I could return
some items that I might not like.
Amazon is astonishing. I was able to shop for every style and item I
needed and wanted at a great price, order it online and have it all the
next day in complete privacy. I smiled as I planned how I would spend
the week. I already called work and took a few days off and I would
spend Wednesday through Saturdays Amy. I would have four full days as
Amy Rose, I would pack everything up Sunday morning, clean up the
house, and make sure that I left no evidence. I will pick her up at the
airport on Sunday at 4 pm and bring her home to a nice dinner I'll have
ready.
With all my plans in place, I spent Tuesday shaving my body hair,
taking a scented bath and excitedly waited for my deliveries to arrive.
At 2 pm on Tuesday, the Amazon Prime Truck pulled in the driveway and
delivered 7 large boxes into the garage. I was so excited and brought
all the boxes down to the guest room in the lower part of our house. I
opened each box and smiled as I carefully placed everything in the
closet and the dresser drawers. The makeup, perfume, lotions, nail
polish and remover, and I placed on the bathroom makeup table. I
carefully placed the wigs on the marble counter top.
The panties and bras I placed in the top drawers and the stockings and
pantyhose in the other top drawer. The Spanx shape wear along with the
slips I placed in another drawer next to the draw that now held the
toys I ordered. I checked and everything I ordered was delivered in the
correct sizes. I was so pleased when I tried on the heels and found
that I selected the right size because it's so hard to order high heels
without trying them on first but the ones I ordered would work
perfectly.
I prepared a salad for dinner, cleaned up the house, checked emails,
sent Grace a text, and took care of all the errands I needed to
complete for the week leaving Amy free to live and enjoy herself for
the next four days.
Tuesday night I took another scented bath, shaved again and put on some
new lavender-scented lotion all over my body. With my blonde hair and a
shaved body, my skin was smooth and subtle. After I was done and
satisfied with my primping I sprayed a little perfume on my pulse
points and put on some light makeup before selecting a pair of panties
and a nightgown to wear for the evening.
Needless to say, I didn't get much sleep as the feelings and sensations
of nylon and the scent of perfume kept me excited. Thinking of all the
outfits I would be wearing and being dressed 24/7 was stimulating and
exciting. Finally, I got some sleep and woke up around 9 am, took a
shower, shaved any possible signs of hair again, applied some lotion,
slipped my nightgown over my soft scented skin, and went to the kitchen
for some coffee.
Sitting there in the red nightgown, panties, and a pair of heels
drinking my coffee was amazing. I forgot how much I loved wearing these
clothes and feeling so feminine and knew it was going to be hard to
contain these feelings. It was as if I let the genie out of the bottle,
the cat out of the bag, or opened Pandora's Box. I wasn't sure I could
ever put these feelings and desires back in the box again and it made
me nervous and excited at the same time.
After my coffee, I went to the guest room downstairs and picked out a
fresh bra and pantie set and sat at the makeup mirror in the bathroom
to contemplate how to dress for the day. I saw the red nail polish and
decided to start with that as I opened the bottle and painted my
toenails the Revlon Red polish. I opened the nail extension package and
carefully glued the nail extensions in place and filed them to a medium
length and a soft square before polishing them with the same color as
my freshly painted toenails. They looked so beautiful and feminine as I
held up my hands and admired the pretty color and long nails. I loved
how it made my hands look dainty and feminine and when I looked at my
feet the red toes just screamed, girly and feminine. Because I wanted
to enjoy the process and have an expert result it took over an hour to
finish my nails.
I made some more coffee and enjoyed the new feelings of my long nails
as I touched things and got used to having longer nails. Long nails
have a way of making your hand movements more controlled and purposeful
as I found myself moving slower, using the pads of my fingers more
often and by doing so I realized the movements appeared much more
feminine. Exactly what I was hoping for!
When my nails were dry I started on my face and make-up after I watched
several YouTube videos on my laptop computer. I tried several different
techniques from watching Grace do her make-up over the years and some
ideas from the videos. I even succeeded in applying false eyelashes
after a few attempts. All in all the results were better than I
expected and I knew over the next few days I would perfect my skills.
After I was happy with my new-look I picked out the short blond wig
with the cute bangs and pinned it in place. After I had it just right I
took a step back and felt butterflies in my stomach as the image in the
mirror was a young cute girl, no way a man. In less than 4 hours I had
transformed my look and became the girl I've kept buried inside for
over the last 10 years. The feeling was sensational, exhilarating, and
gave me a happiness I hadn't felt in a long time.
Smiling and excited I went into the bedroom, sat on the bed and opened
the new package of Wolford sheer black pantyhose and slid them over my
smooth, silky, fresh shaved legs. The way the pantyhose and nylon felt
as I rubbed my legs together and touched them with my new long red
nails, was intoxicating. I was experiencing feelings that I never had
before and didn't want to stop. I took the dress that I had hung on the
back of the door and carefully stepped into it before zipping it up in
place.
A perfect fit and with my padded bra cups and the shape wear, I
squeezed into gave me a perfect figure. The final highlight was
stepping into my new patent black leather 4" heels. Between the make-up
and sexy hairstyle, combined with my long legs and high heels I became
the girl of my dreams. I found myself just admiring the girl in the
mirror and lost track of time. I posed and moved as I tried to imagine
myself being this gorgeous girl.
It was not 1 pm and I had been getting dressed and made-up for the last
4 hours and realized I needed to have a snack and finally pulled myself
away from the mirror and headed down to the kitchen and made a light
lunch and a protein drink. As I sat at the table I tried to sit and
move as I know girls do naturally. I've admired Grace and always
noticed how she sat and used her hands and tried to emulate what I had
remembered.
Suddenly I noticed things I had never experienced before and realized
what it is like living as a woman. In addition to the feelings of all
the nylon and silky material from the dress and pantyhose along with
the tightness from the bra and shape wear, I noticed how I had to use
my hands with my new long red nails. I was now more focused and careful
on what I picked up and how I touched things. I noticed the faint color
of my red lipstick on my coffee cup and how my new long lashes seemed
to constantly be in view. I was in sensory overload as I was
experiencing so many new things all at once but I was also happier than
I had been in a very long time and relished every second of these new
experiences.
For the rest of the day, I pranced around the house, changed outfits
several times, and touched up my make-up uncountable times. It was so
much fun.
Grace sent a text message and complained about the long days and late
dinners with her clients and co-workers every night and wished she was
back home. Her group liked to go out and have fun every night and she
always complained about having to attend the parties and dinners. I
felt guilty as she was working hard and I was home playing dress up but
the good feelings overwhelmed me and I accepted things for what they
were. Since she isn't here and would not find out I told myself it was
OK and she would understand if she was in my place.
After a small salad for dinner, I cleaned up the house and slipped into
one of my cute new nightgowns and lay in bed with my laptop. I spent
two hours watching videos on how to act and move more gracefully and
womanly. There were training videos that would help me look more
natural as a woman and be as passable as real females that have a
lifetime of practice. I watched some more videos on additional make-up
techniques that I would use tomorrow and finally shut it down and laid
in bed trying to soak in all the feelings and things that I did today.
The silky material and the scent of the perfume made me very aroused
and I played with myself and had the best release and orgasm I have had
in years. I let out a scream and squirted a tremendous stream of semen
all over myself and the nightgown. I knew it would need to be washed
tomorrow. I cleaned up, put on a fresh nightgown and had the best night
sleep I had in years. Life was amazing at the moment and I was thrilled
it would continue like this for a few more days.
For the next several days I remained in my female mode and continued
working on my makeup skills, my feminine movements including hand
motions, walking in heels, sitting and standing in short skirts, and
making sure I continued to use the feminine movements in everything I
did. Removing over 25 years of male habits in 4 days was not easy but I
did get much better and found myself making some motions more
naturally.
Saturday night I knew I would have to return to being male and dreaded
having to put everything in boxes get rid of the evidence as I knew I
would not be able to dress and act like this in front of Grace. She
always admired macho, strong, and controlling guys, which always made
me wonder why she stayed with me. I know my humor and good nature
attracted her at the beginning but over the years I always felt she
wanted and needed more than I could give her.
After my pity session, I realized I had to get busy and piled
everything on the bed and chairs and contemplated what to do with my
treasure. Originally I wanted to just throw it all out and get rid of
the evidence but another thought came into my head. Why not box
everything up carefully and put them in a safe place where nobody would
find them because the next time Grace had to leave for the week, you
could dress up again.
Of course, this thought took over and I did pack things up and hide
them downstairs in the back of the guest closet under some other boxes
we stored there. Nobody would find them and if I had the desire to
dress again I wouldn't have to spend all the money because everything
would be safe and sound.
I spent over two hours making sure all the evidence was gone, my makeup
was removed, and the house looked normal again. I had a restless night
sleep as I re-lived the last few days in my mind and how much I loved
living as a female. I loved every second and really wanted it to
continue but I knew that would never happen and I had to snap back into
reality.
After I brought Grace home from the airport I had a dinner ready for
her when she got home. I told her to relax as I brought her to the
kitchen after I put her bags up in the bedroom. I served her dinner and
her favorite drink, a mimosa, showing her how much I missed her.
"Very impressive, baby! This is so nice and you went all out with my
favorite drink. The house looks spotless and all the dishes are put
away. I'm stunned. You would make the perfect housewife," she said
giggling.
That comment really rocked me at her even thinking that. I did like the
idea but as her husband, I couldn't tell her that I loved the idea so I
acted like a typical guy. "Very funny, I just wanted you to come home
to a clean house since you've been working so hard."
"Well, I appreciate it and it was a long week. The guys took me out
every night and being the only female in the group made it even worse.
Guys act so weird and don't know how to treat a lady. I didn't get much
sleep and I'm exhausted. I hope you don't mind if you take a hot bath
and just relax in bed for a while, do you?"
I never liked the idea of her being out with these sports guys late at
night but Grace always made me feel safe and secure and that it was
part of the job and something she didn't really enjoy. The thoughts of
her with all those large, well-built men, started to get into my head
but I put it aside and offered to draw her bath while she got unpacked.
While she started unpacking I finished the dishes and started a nice
warm bath for Grace. I added some bath beads and made sure the
temperature was just right for her and even put out a few candles and
put on some gentle meditation sounds, before lowering the lights and
telling her that the bath was ready.
She just smiled when she came in; she hugged me and thanked me for the
wonderful welcome home surprise. About an hour later she came back to
bed and even though it was still early, I laid there with her as she
just relaxed from her long trip.
Soon I was cuddling into her and playing with her wonderful breast,
rubbing them and gently kissing them through her sheer pink nightgown.
I wasn't sure if it was her breast of the silky nylon that was getting
me hard but we made wonderful love that afternoon, something we hadn't
done for a very long time. After we finished and just lay next to each
other in bed.
Grace was smiling and said, "If that's how you're going to treat me
whenever I leave town then I'm going to go out of town every week, my
love."
I smiled to myself thinking about that statement and thought about the
last four days and how wonderful things were just about perfect.
Over the next three months, Grace continued to make this trip once a
month and my dress up games continued except instead of just 4 days per
week I dressed up an hour after her plane took off and spent the next 6
full days living as a natural-born woman.
Of course, I added to my wardrobe and makeup collection, added lots of
accessories, including some adorable earrings, bracelets, rings, and a
few necklaces. Practicing my feminine movements and make-up skills had
paid off, because now when I was in my female mode I was completely
comfortable as a female. If anyone observed me they would know I was
born female and would never guess there was something hidden below my
pantyhose.
One night I found a video on how to control your voice and develop a
female voice and after weeks of practice, I got quite good. I would
practice by singing and using the techniques I learned. My feminine
voice became natural after several weeks of practice.
On her third trip to Germany, I had a desire to go out as my female
self and got up the nerve to do it one night. I spent hours getting
dressed and making sure I looked perfect, I picked out a cute outfit,
touched up my makeup, fixed my hair, grabbed a purse and went into the
garage. I carefully got into the car as I practiced, and swung my legs
inside. Started the car and opened the garage door and slowly pulled
out of the driveway and left the neighborhood. I passed several
neighbors walking down the street from behind, so they didn't have a
chance to see me and drove out to the highway.
I got up the courage to go to a Wendy's drive-thru and ordered a diet
coke. The teenage boy didn't have a clue when I gave him the money and
the sensation of passing and being out at for the first time as a
female was beyond description. I drove up to the next window to get my
drink when the store manager handed me my diet coke and gave me a warm
smile as I nervously took it and watched my long red nails touch his
hand as I took the drink. "Have a lovely night, miss," he said smiling.
"Thank you, sir," I said in my new voice. I realized that he liked what
he saw and that made me feel warm and tingly as I drove away. I had the
biggest smile on my face and realized I had passed in public without
any problem. That night I thought about that guy at the drive-thru as I
played with myself and exploded with tremendous orgasms. Being a female
was becoming more and more exciting.
It was right after that when I started using some of the toys I had
purchased. At first, I wasn't sure I would enjoy putting something
inside me but I found myself so excited and turned on after a day of
dressing up that one night, I lubed up one of the life like penis
phallic and played with it at my opening. I rubbed my nightgown over my
chest and started tweaking my nipples until I was so hot and excited
that I pushed the tip of the penis dildo just inside my opening and
gasped when it entered me.
My eyes opened wide when I felt the bulbous head enter me and rested
inside as I continued to play with my now excited nipples. Soon I
realized that I had pushed the entire penis inside me and started
rubbing my cock. I could not control my feelings as I moved the penis
in and out slowly and thought about that guy at Wendy's smiling as I
drove away. I stroked myself and within a very short time exploded with
an even greater orgasm than I had ever had before. From that moment
forward I became very familiar with all of my toys and enjoyed them to
the fullest.
My imagination grew as I thought of myself being with a man that made
love to me as a woman, over and over again. I felt fulfilled and
satisfied as my desire continued to grow. I often fantasized about
being out in all my feminine self and some handsome man asking me to
join him for a drink, having a conversation as I flirted with him until
he kisses me gently and took me up to his bed as his woman, and became
his girlfriend.
What started as a few days of dressing had become a much bigger part of
my life and a realization that I needed more of this in my life to be
completely happy. I recognized that this could never happen and had to
appreciate the time I had to experience these feelings.
Grace continued to text me every night while she was away and continued
to complain about all the dinners and parties she had to attend. A few
nights she had to spend the evening with one of the players alone
because the client had to cancel their trip. She said she didn't mind
it as much as he was a nice guy and fun to be with, unlike the client
so it wasn't horrible. Of course, being on another continent while your
hot wife is having drinks and dinner with a Pro Athlete could wear on
you unless you were dressed in a sexy cute dress-wearing thigh high
stockings and super cute high heels. No, I didn't care that she was
alone with some guy and even pleased that she was having fun because it
made me feel less guilty, as I dressed and self-indulged more often. My
guilt was gone and all that was left was happiness and pleasure.
I still treated Grace special when she came home and re-established our
relationship in bed each time. It was if I reclaimed her as my wife
each time she returned from one of these trips and it seemed as if we
even grew even closer. She appreciated the fact that I never questioned
her anymore about her trips and evenings out at parties with other
guys. Things were much better between us and I rationalized that it was
my dressing that was helping our relationship. This made my guilt
feelings go away and got even more excited about living as Amy.
Italy was going to be a 10-day trip and I was all prepared for my
longest period living as a female. I planned to go out to a movie, food
shop, and out shopping to buy a new outfit at one of Grace's favorite
dress shops to prove I was as passable as I believed I was. This was a
big trip for her marketing team as their new client was the Italian
men's soccer team. It would mean a big pay-raise for her and most
likely a nice promotion. I was excited for her, but not as excited as I
was for myself for what I had planned while she was gone.
Work for me was not a problem as I now had my employer used to me
working out my home for a week at a time. Having over 5 weeks' vacation
also helped as I used several of them during this time to ensure my
plans work out perfectly.
As always, an hour after her plane took off I started my transition.
Things were going perfectly as I tried on some of the new outfits I had
ordered and they fit me perfectly. Losing 8 pounds also helped me get
into a smaller size and allowed me to wear tighter fitting outfits.
After spending the day all dressed up, practicing as always, and having
a cocktail to steady my nerves, I decided go to the 8 pm movie alone.
Once I checked my make-up and hair I finished my cocktail and then
pressed forward and drove to the local movie theater, after buying my
ticket online. I sat in the parking lot for twenty minutes getting the
nerve to get out of the car and walk into the theater as Amy. I wore a
silky floral print dress that hugged my waist that flared out to about
six inches above my knees. The push-up bra I wore hinted at some
cleavage under the lace fabric. I wore 3-inch heels so as not to stand
out too much and with my makeup done just right along with the
shoulder-length wig, I felt confident as I adjusted my drop earrings in
the mirror and touched up my lipstick.
I grabbed my purse and opened up the movie application on the phone and
headed into the theater. Nobody looked or said anything as I entered
and walked up to the attendee where I swiped my phone. He smiled and
said, "theater 2 on your left and enjoy the movie, miss."
I just smiled, pushed my shoulders back, and walked confidently in my
heels into theater 2. I don't even remember what I saw as I sat there
just smiling and feeling what it was like to be out in public, living
as a girl. With my hand on my lap and legs crossed I sat there and
enjoyed the moment knowing it was a rare or even a once in a lifetime
experience.
Some young man with his date held the door for me as we left and I
smiled and said thank you. As I expected I was completely passable and
all my practice must have helped because even the women and girls I
came across didn't blink or give me a second look. This gave me a warm
feeling inside and helped my confidence as I walked confidently back to
my car. I even passed one of our neighbors in the parking lot and
noticed him look over and just smile as he walked by, nothing else.
Nobody could recognize who I had become. I smiled when I realized that
I had 9 more days to live like this full time, and I planned on
enjoying every moment.
That week I had dinner out at a restaurant, smiled at countless men,
turned down their attempts to join me, a pretty girl all alone. I
shopped and purchased more outfits at the dress shop, purchased some
shoes at a shoe store in the mall, purchased groceries which was so
much fun. I loved pushing the shopping cart all dress up in my heels, I
felt like a Stepford wife buying food for her husband and family. Every
adventure became more and more exciting.
Needless to say, my new outfits were out on hangers ready for me to try
them on along with my new heels, my lingerie was in the hamper or on
the bed; my makeup was out next to my wigs. It was a female paradise,
and I was enjoying every second. My clothing collection had grown
substantially and I now had a wardrobe to give Grace some competition.
It was Sunday morning and with 4 days left I was in full girl mode.
Being all dressed and made-up for the day, I was extra careful with my
makeup this morning as I was going to go out shopping at the mall and
didn't want anyone to recognize me. I picked out one of my new outfits,
a sheer summer dress that showed off my curves and long legs. I enjoyed
the looks I got from men whenever I wore an outfit like this. It took
me all morning to get ready and I planned on leaving around noon and
even considered stopping for lunch on the way. Living this way was now
natural and my confidence made it easy to function.
I was downstairs in the guest bathroom putting on my jewelry and
perfume when I saw that it was almost one o'clock and I grabbed my
purse and headed upstairs to get my keys and leave for the day.
Confidently I walked in my 4-inch heels up to the main level of the
house and turned towards the hallway when I froze in complete horror. I
stood there in total fear, petrified, and couldn't even catch my breath
as I came face to face with Grace and some guy behind her.
We stood there for what seemed like an hour just staring at each other.
I really could not move or speak. I have never felt so scared in my
life. After a long time, I saw Grace blink and step back and almost
tripped on her bag until the man caught her. She had a look I've never
seen before and started talking.
"Is that you?" Grace said in a voice and tone I didn't recognize. I
didn't answer. She stood up and walked around me looking me up and
down. Wow, I sure didn't expect anything like this. This is some
surprise, isn't it?"
The guy behind her didn't know what was going and asked, "What's going
on, who is she, Grace?"
Grace chuckled and looked at him, "She, is my husband. Yes, believe it
or not, this sexy looking girl standing before us is my terrible excuse
for a husband. I'm as shocked as you are, Tony. When I left a week ago
I was married to a man, not a tough guy man like you but a sweet,
caring, man. It appears that he has been living a lie because you can't
be a man and look like this. I have to admit, you make an amazing
looking woman."
Tony blinked, "She's your husband? She's a he? Really? Holy Shit,
that's amazing!"
"I know, right? She is amazing. What's your name?" I didn't answer as
Grace waited for an answer.
Grace slapped me in front of Tony and asked again, "What is your name?
What do we call you from now on? You've embarrassed me in front of my
co-workers, everyone will know about you, so we need to know what to
call you from now on. What is your name?"
Tears started running down my face as I was still afraid to move. She
glared at me again and I just lowered my head and said, "Amy Rose."
"Amy Rose, very nice to meet you! Tony, this is my husband Amy Rose."
Tony laughed and said, "Nice to meet you, Amy Rose, you do make a
pretty girl." I kept my head lowered and didn't answer.
"Amy, did you hear Tony? A girl always says thank you, to a compliment.
Now answer Tony."
"Thank you, Tony, it's nice to meet you as well," I answered in my
female voice.
Grace "Oh my god, that voice. You really are a girl, you sound and look
just like one. Who are you? Well I guess we will find out, won't we?
You have lots of explaining to do, Amy. Tony, do me a big favor and
let's keep this between us for the time being. After I get a handle on
this I'll invite you over for dinner and let Amy explain everything.
It's the least she can do for making you part of this."
"No worries, I'll keep it quiet for now and I look forward to that
dinner. Where do you want me to put your bags?"
Grace pointed to the bedroom and said, "Upstairs to the left is my
bedroom, please put them in there." Tony brought the bags upstairs as
she continued to look me over. When he was out of sight she talked to
me in a calmer tone.
"Well Amy, we closed the deal with the soccer team faster than expected
and I was able to leave early. I was hoping to surprise you and I guess
I'm the one that got the surprise. Tony had his car at the airport and
offered to drop me off since the car service wasn't scheduled. I can't
believe he had to walk into something like this?
You do know that I work with a bunch of horny jocks and professional
athletes with high levels of testosterone. If they get word of this, it
will be open season on your wife. I'll become fair game to every guy at
the office and their flirtations will be out of control. You've put us
in a bad situation by embarrassing me in front of my friends' and co-
workers. We have a lot to work out and when Tony leaves you will start
explaining things to me, understand?" I nodded.
She continued, "I need a drink. Go open a bottle of wine and bring out
a glass for me into the living room. I'm going to go upstairs and
change into something more comfortable and then we will talk."
Tony came out while I was in the kitchen opening a bottle of wine. I
heard them speaking and then I heard Tony call out, "Nice meeting you,
Amy Rose. Hope to see you again." I knew I had to answer if I didn't
want Grace to be angry again.
"Bye Tony, thanks," I said.
I saw Tony hug Grace in the reflection of the dining room hutch and I
heard him ask her if she would be OK. I heard her answer, "I'm not sure
Tony, but promise me you won't mention this to anyone, it would
devastate things for me at work." He nodded and said OK as she walked
him to the door.
These last thirty minutes were surreal and the feelings of panic and
terror were overwhelming. When I heard the door close I came out with
the bottle of wine and a glass which I placed on the small table in
front of her as she sat with her legs under her on the couch.
"Pour me a glass Amy, and then I want you to unpack my bags, put my
soiled things in the hamper, and them come back down here. That will
give me some time for the wine to kick in and calm me down a little." I
went to the bedroom where Tony brought her bags when I heard her call
out.
"Do not change a thing, I want you to wear everything you have on when
you come back here. Understand?"
"Yes," I answered in a low voice and went to the bedroom where her two
bags were on the bed. I took out her things and started putting the
clothes in the laundry basket. The wonderful feelings I had wearing the
silky nylons and dress were now gone and the horror of watching my long
red nails handle her lingerie brought me back to reality. I felt like I
wanted to throw up or run out of the house but there was nowhere to go.
I had no choice but to try and explain things to my wife. I've never
seen Grace so angry or embarrassed and I'm afraid I triggered
something. I never planned on telling her about my feminine desires and
I certainly never expected to get caught, let alone be outed by one of
her co-workers. Yep, things went for amazing to horrific in less than a
minute.
I took my time and gave Grace half an hour to cool down and straighten
the bedroom before I went back to the living room to face my wife and
come clean about things. She motioned for me to refill her wine glass
and for me to sit on the opposite couch which I did without saying a
word. I've been dressing as Amy for so long that I didn't realize I was
still acting and moving in my female role. I gently sat on the couch
and crossed my legs as she sat quietly and took everything in as she
sipped her third glass of wine.
"Well, this is quite surprising, Amy Rose. Do tell me everything and do
not leave any detail out or I will put you out on your ear. Do you
understand? I expect complete transparency and if I think you're lying
or holding back on anything, I swear you will pay for the rest of your
life. Now, how did we get here?"
For the next two hours, I told her everything from when I dressed at
home with my mom to this moment. I explained how the feelings came back
when she was gone and I came across some of her things which triggered
some desires I believed to be gone forever.
It was hard and I cried and cried as I spoke but Grace just sat there
listening and instructing me to continue whenever I stopped. "Don't
stop there, Amy. I want to know everything and keep speaking in that
cute feminine voice. Sitting here with you looking like this, watching
you move so gracefully, and speaking like that makes me think of you
more of a girlfriend and no way a man. I think it's making everything
easier for me to understand. Please continue."
She got angry when I explained how much I spent. She made me tell her
about each item I purchased and why I purchased them, she wasn't going
to make this easy. She asked me where I kept them and told her that
right now, everything was in the guest room and that the clothes were
in the closet and the makeup on the makeup table along with my wigs.
She listened intently and had me get another bottle of wine. I could
feel her eyes watching me walk in short dress and heels and wondered
what she was thinking.
As I filled her glass she smiled and said, "What you are telling me is
amazing and I wouldn't have believed any of it if I didn't see you like
this. The way you walk in a dress and heels seem so natural for you,
the way you move and use your hands with those adorable long nails
makes me realize you have spent a great deal of time perfecting Amy. I
think Tony is still in shock that you were my husband. I can't wait to
talk to him tomorrow about all this and hopefully, he keeps his mouth
shut and keeps our secret. You better pray he keeps this between us,
Amy."
I left nothing out as I continued to tell her everything including my
ventures outdoors, going to the movie, food shopping, dinners, and even
the men who tried to join me when I ate alone. She was fascinated by
everything and she encouraged me to continue. I knew I had to tell her
everything before she found out I left something out and told her about
the toys I had purchased and started using to give myself pleasure.
To my surprise, Grace didn't look upset or for that matter she didn't
change her facial expressions with anything I told her, and I finally
started to relax when I felt like I told her everything.
"Well, all that is a lot to take in Amy. Taking all that time off,
working out of the house so you can live full time as a female was a
big commitment and I now realize how important it is to you. But let me
make sure I have it all straight.
When I was gone you saw some of my lingerie which made you think of
dressing up as you did with your mom when you were young. You then
ordered a complete wardrobe and accessories from Amazon to dress-up
while I was away."
"Yes," I answered. She continued,
"Whenever I went away for a week overseas you became Amy twenty-four
hours a day until I returned. You practiced becoming as feminine as
possible, learned your makeup skills, feminine movements, how to walk
in heels and a dress, how to wear pantyhose and stockings, shape wear,
dresses, and everything else girls wear?"
"Yes."
"I see, and then every time I left you would arrange to work from home
or take time off to live as Amy."
"Yes."
"You continued to buy more clothes and accessories and kept them hidden
from me in the guest room and you never planned on telling me about
this or getting caught."
I hung my head and said, "Yes, I'm so sorry."
"On my last few trips, you started going outside as Amy and went to
movies, restaurants, dress shops, and even grocery shopping without
anyone guessing you weren't a woman."
I smiled and said, "Everyone thought I was a girl."
She didn't appreciate my getting comfortable and lashed out at me.
"You think that's cute? That everyone in our area thought my husband
was a girl, a woman? Do you not realize how that reflects on me, Amy? I
have a husband that is prettier than most of my girlfriends, that likes
to go out by herself and attract the attention of men, you said so
yourself! While you dressed as Amy, you even lay in bed and dream of
being with a man sexually as you take a life-like penis inside you.
As a woman and your wife, how do you think that makes me feel? I'll
tell you! You see, while I'm on the other side of the world, working
eighteen hours a day, my husband is here with another woman. Yes, in my
eyes you've cheated on me, and by not allowing me to be part of this
you have intentionally kept it hidden. That is called an affair, Amy.
You, my husband, have been having an affair with Amy, while I'm
thousands of miles away fighting of men that want nothing more than to
get me into bed and fuck my brains out. Big, Manly Men. Pro athletes,
who could probably rock my world, have wanted me every night but I turn
them down and remind them I'm happily married.
How does that make me feel? Betrayed! I feel like you have betrayed my
trust, cheated on me with this woman, flirting with men and dreaming of
them taking you, and making you their girl. Frankly, I'm devastated!
Honestly, I'm not sure where this goes from here. This will take me
some time to understand and to forgive you, and to see if I can cope
with the situation. One thing is certain; things will never be the same
between us again. Once someone betrays my trust I can longer continue
to trust them in the future. Once someone breaks my heart I usually
leave them but this is different, we're married, for now, and I did
take a vow for better or worse and I won't betray our vows as you have.
I do love you but right now I am angry, hurt, and embarrassed. You've
made me feel inadequate as a wife, and let strangers outside our
marriage know this as well. Your betrayal has broken my heart and I can
hardly stand to be with you right now. I'll need some time to figure
this out and try to salvage this marriage but I am not making any
promises except that I will try hard to understand and forgive you but
it might not be easy for you and I hope you're prepared for whatever I
decide.
Since Amy has taken over the guest room, that will be where she spends
her time and sleeps until I work things out. Do not hide any of Amy's
items, do not pack anything up or put anything away. I want to examine
everything you've purchased and see what type of taste Amy has. If you
disobey any of my requests or if there is anything else you need to
confess or tell me, this is the time because if you disobey me, or if
there are any other surprises, I swear, I'll kick you out of this house
and ruin your life! In the meantime, I don't want to see you anymore
tonight. I'm going up for a hot bath and to get some sleep as I'm
exhausted from all this travel.
You know, it's oddly funny, but even though it hurts, in a way I'm
happy the truth came out and that I was able to meet the girl you've
been having an affair with. Amy seems sweet and someone I might have
enjoyed as a girlfriend. Not sure where she will fit into or
relationship, if we can still have one.
When I get home tomorrow I will expect to see my husband and discuss
our future together. I have a meeting in the office tomorrow late
morning and I don't want to see you, so stay in your room until I'm
gone. Now, I don't want to hear one word from you, no apologies because
they would not be sincere. So, please go to your room and leave me
alone."
I went into the guest room and rolled up in a ball on the bed and cried
like a baby because of all guilt I was feeling and the pain I had
caused Grace. It was never my intention to hurt anyone, and I never
gave it a thought on how all of this would impact others or make Grace
feel.
Her explanation of me having an affair was valid and I was devastated
when she described the feelings of betrayal I had caused. I never would
have intentionally betrayed or tried to hurt Grace in any way. This was
worse than getting caught dressed up as Amy. I love Grace and would
never try to hurt her but it appears I've done just that by hiding and
having the so-called affair with Amy, my feminine persona. I just
wanted to go to Grace, beg for forgiveness and tell her how sorry I was
but knew she wouldn't accept that from me tonight. After all, if I
hadn't gotten caught I would not have apologized and how real is an
apology, after you got caught having an affair. No, I was in deep
trouble and there was a real risk I would lose Grace forever. I had to
somehow make it up to her and beg for another chance. I just wanted to
die as this weight on my heart was too heavy to bear.
I cried myself to sleep and woke up early, I took a shower and removed
every trace of Amy. I placed the wig back on the stand, hung up the
dress I was wearing, and straightened the room. As Grace instructed, I
did not pack or hide anything I had purchased. The full closet, along
with all the dresser drawers full of panties, bras, and lingerie, the 7
pairs of heels, all the makeup, jewelry, and wigs, were going to reveal
to Grace, just how obsessed I was with Amy. I wanted to get everything
together, put them in a bag, and bring them to the charity drop box,
but I knew that would send Grace over the edge.
Since the guest room only had Amy's clothes, I had to wait for Grace to
leave for work in order to get some of my male clothes from our
bedroom. I decided to quietly lie in bed and wait for Grace to leave,
as she instructed last night. For the next several hours I just laid in
the bed trying to come up with a way to explain or make things right. I
realized that there was nothing I could do but wait for Grace to make
the next move.
It was about ten o'clock when I heard the garage door open and Grace
left for her meeting. I went up to the bedroom and got dressed in jeans
and a tee-shirt and then went to the kitchen to get some breakfast.
There was a note on the table that simply read, 'Good Morning, I have a
brief meeting at the office and should be home before 5 o'clock. Let's
go out to dinner at a quiet restaurant so we can talk. Love Grace."
Love Grace! That made me smile and feel a little better. Maybe this was
going to be OK.
I got a text from Grace around 3 pm and told me to make reservations
for the two of us for 5 o'clock at Morton's Steak house by the mall and
she would meet me there. That was something we occasionally did and
usually when we were celebrating something but I didn't give it much
thought and made the reservations and drove there to meet Grace at 5
pm.
Grace had gotten out of her meetings early and arrived at 4:30 and was
at the bar having a cocktail. She was chatting with some guy in a
business suit when I approached her and said hello. Grace looked
amazing sitting on the bar stool in a short black skirt, black
pantyhose, and Louie four-inch red heels. Her makeup was exquisite and
her hair was as beautiful as ever. Every time I look at her dressed
like this, I ask myself why she stays with someone like me, she was
clearly out of my league but for some reason, she seemed to be happy
with our relationship. Until yesterday, that is. I walked up to the
couple as my wife saw me approach.
"Hello honey," she said as we kissed. That was a good sign, I said to
myself.
"I got here early and this nice man bought me a cocktail. How rude of
me, allow me to introduce you guys. This is my husband, Cary. Cary,
this is William Right, the nice man that bought your wife a drink." I
could tell it was probably her second drink as she was already acting
tipsy."
Thanks William, may I buy you a drink?" I asked acting like her
husband.
William realized he wasn't going to get lucky with Grace, now that her
husband was there and just said, "No Thanks, I'm about to leave here in
a few minutes but it was nice meeting you, and your wife is quite
charming."
"Yes, she is an amazing woman and I love her dearly." She winked at me
and smiled.
Grace finished her drink and we sat in a quiet booth away from any
other quest, as Grace had requested when they seated us. Before the
hostess left she quickly ordered a bottle of champagne.
"What are we celebrating, Grace?" I asked
"Today was an amazing day, Cary. We didn't get a chance to discuss my
trip and why I came home early but it was a big success. This was just
our first meeting to pitch our company and marketing programs but we
hit it off with the owner of the team. We spent the entire week working
together, going to dinner and spending all of the time with the owners
and some of the team players.
By Friday night Antonio, the owner of the team, informed us he loved
our presentation and was ready to sign up with our agency. We met
Saturday morning and he signed a five-year Thirty Million contract with
the stipulation that I would remain as the lead on the account. Of
course, we agreed and came back with a signed contract and the largest
account we have signed since the Jacksonville Jaguars."
The waiter came back with the champagne and filled our glasses as Grace
continued to speak.
"Well, after we had the contract we called the President of our company
to give him the news and he wanted to see me this morning in the
office. Since we were able to close the account so quickly we all left
a few days early and since you've been so nice to me lately I wanted to
surprise you and take you out to dinner but that didn't work out
exactly as I had planned," she said with a little smile.
Anyway, our president Clay Maxwell met me in his office at 11 am and
congratulated me on the success. He also told me how much he has
appreciated all of my hard work over the last year and how I have risen
above everyone else at the company in his eyes. So here's the news,
pick up your glass baby.
You are now looking at the new EVP of Sports International! I'll be
reporting to the president with new responsibilities and opportunities.
It will mean a great deal of money, bonuses, and stock options." We
raised our glasses and drank to our success.
It was an amazing night as we laughed and talked about her new job and
how wonderful things at work were going. She explained that her salary
would immediately double and to expect large amounts of stocks and
bonuses as the year progressed. Everything seemed back to normal and we
enjoyed each other company and a wonderful meal. We finished a few
hours later and left to go back home. I followed her as we drove the
five miles back to our gated community and into the garage.
I followed her inside and gave tried to give her a kiss when she pushed
me away and gave me a surprised look. "What are you doing," she said.
"Just kissing my beautiful wife."
"No, that's not right. We haven't even started to discuss what happened
yesterday. Tonight was about me and my success and I needed someone to
share it with. You deserve to know about things in my life and I love
to share them with you even though you don't share everything with me.
No, we aren't even close to normal.
Clay gave me a few days off to recharge from my trip and I know you're
off until Thursday so tomorrow you and I will discuss Amy and our
future. You will spend another night in your room and we can start to
figure things out tomorrow."
I went to my room and tried to figure things out. Tonight seemed good
as we got along great and she didn't bring up what happened until I
tried to kiss her. Maybe we can get through this, I thought to myself.
The next morning we had breakfast when Grace told me to clean up as she
wanted to take a shower and for me to do the same and meet back in the
living room in an hour. I found myself eager to please her and follow
her instructions without any objections or questions.
I sat in the living room apprehensive about how this was going to go
and didn't know what to expect. Grace came down looking refreshed and
as beautiful as ever, smiled and grabbed a bottle of water before she
came into the living room. She continued to look at me and gave me a
little smile as I heard a car pull up into our driveway. I looked at
her and asked, "I didn't hear the call from the guard gate, and I
wonder who that is?"
"Just open the door, you'll understand," she said sternly.
When I opened the door I was surprised to see my Mother coming up the
walk. I turned to Grace with a shocked look and said softly, "Did you
ask her to come over?"
Mom came in and gave me a hug and a kiss and then did the same with
Grace.
"Thanks for inviting me over for coffee. It's been so long but I'm so
happy you called. What's going on with you two? I could tell from my
conversation with Grace that it important that I came over this
morning. Mothers can always tell when something is wrong."
Grace spoke up and said, "We'll get to that Catherine, but let's have a
cup of coffee and catch up first. Cary, will you please serve us some
coffee as I get your mom settled in the living room?"
"Of course, I'll be back in a few minutes." I was upset that she would
bring my mother into this but realized that Grace was intelligent and
that if she wanted to understand all about me then mother would be an
important part of the process.
About ten minutes later I brought the coffee in and they were both
staring at me with a look that chilled the blood in my veins.
"She told you, didn't she?" I blurted out due to my nerves being so on
edge.
"Well, she mentioned something about it. I guess it makes sense for us
to discuss it together if this has come back." I sat silently and
listened as Grace questioned my mother. It was awkward, to say the
least, to hear you mom tell your wife about all the time you dressed as
a girl when you were small. How you used to dress in her things and
walk around the house pretending to be her daughter. Things came out
that I didn't remember and I struggled to sit there as they talked
about it in a matter of fact way.
They discussed all my teenage years and how I used to keep girls
clothes in my closet and hidden in my drawers and how mom knew but
never said a word. She took the blame for some of this which made me
feel even worse.
I had to speak up and just not sit there being tortured, "Mom, No! It
wasn't your fault and it wasn't even a problem. I just liked wearing
some of those things but when I went away to college I forgot all about
it and I guess I suppressed things deep inside."
It was very emotional and cried as they both sat next to me on the
couch and put their arms around me. "It's ok, we'll get through this,"
mom said. Grace remained quiet and tried to take everything in.
"Catherine, I'm not sure how to process everything we discussed. You
should have seen Amy Rose, that's the name he selected for her. She was
so pretty and completely female. It's as if Cary never existed and as
you can imagine how it made me very uncomfortable and I'm not sure I
can handle this."
"Really, He went all out and dressed up to that extent?"
"To answer that question, I have an idea. I told Cary not to put
anything away so that I can see Amy's collection and the things he
purchased. Let's go to the guest room where Amy is living and see
exactly what your son has been up to."
Grace and mom stood and started downstairs to the guest room. Grace
turned and looked at me, "Come along, dear."
What followed was another devastating moment when they opened the
closet door and heard them gasp when they saw the entire closet full of
dresses, skirts, blouses, high heels, purses, and my new cocktail
dress. They were equally stunned when the opened the dresser drawers
and saw all the lingerie, panties, pantyhose, stockings and that bottom
drawer with all my toys. I saw them look at each other and giggle.
Then they discovered my now large makeup collection, my wigs, jewelry,
and perfume all out on the counter as Grace had instructed. Mom turned
to Grace and sympathetically said, "Well, I think that answers my
question about how committed he was to become a female. It's clear from
this wardrobe that it's not just a one-time thing or hobby."
"Catherine, I have an idea. Can you stay for dinner tonight?"
"Well, yes but not too late because I hate to drive at night."
"Wonderful, that's perfect," Grace said turning to me and continued
speaking.
"Cary, I want your mother to meet Amy Rose. Mom and I will go out for a
little shopping and should be back around three o'clock. I want her to
meet Amy and please wear the same outfit you had on yesterday, it
looked really cute on her. I expect you to look as good as you did
yesterday. Oh, and while Amy will be visiting I think it would be nice
if she made dinner and served us tonight before Cary's mom goes back
home."
I tried to protest but Grace up to her hand and stopped me, "Honey, the
worst is over. The truth is out there, we've seen your things and how
committed you are to this. Your mom and I have already seen you dressed
as a girl so it's is no big deal. Stop your whining and please do as I
ask. We are trying to fix this and I expect you to help us,
understand?"
All I could do was nod my head, and look down at the floor as my wife
and mom stood there staring at the man I used to be.
"Oh, and if Amy needs to pick anything up for dinner please don't
hesitate to do some food shopping. I know how much she enjoys that."
She said as my mom and Grace just gave me a knowing smile.
And then they were gone and I was all alone to contemplate what had
just happened and what was about to happen. Now after being completely
exposed and mortified in front of my wife and mom there was no longer
any secrets. They have just seen my collection of clothes, lingerie,
makeup, and all the accessories any girl would love to have, including
my toy collection. She was right, there was nothing else to hide and
they have both seen me in girl?s clothes I saw no alternative than to
do what they asked and allow them to see Amy Rose again.
I looked at the clock and I had a little over three hours to get ready
and knew I had to get started and took a hot bath with scented oils,
shaved my legs and body, dried myself and then applied the expensive
body lotion I had purchased. Without wasting any time I opened a new
package of nail extensions and started the process. After gluing them
in place, filing them, and painting them Revlon Red I then used the
same color on my toenails.
After they were dry I started on my face and applied my easily applied
my fake eyelashes this time as I've come adept at putting them on
correctly. I applied some eyeliner, eye color, and eyeliner before
adding a little extra mascara for a dramatic effect. I told myself to
just go for it, enjoy what might be your last time dressing up and have
as some fun, and I did!
The clock said I had about ninety minutes to dress and plan a dinner
for the three of us, so I took the dress that Grace told me to wear out
of the closet along with my heels and placed them on the bed. I took
out my bra, pantyhose, and shapewear and started dressing. Putting the
black lace padded bra seemed natural as I smiled to myself as I
inserted the silicone pads that helped give a very full set of breast.
I put on the sheer black silky pantyhose over my smooth silky legs that
sent waves of happiness throughout my body as I put them in place.
The only thing left was to put on the Spanx which was always difficult
to put on with my long nails but I took my time and carefully slid it
up my legs and over my midsection allowing me to completely hide may
sign of my maleness which also gave me a cute shaped butt, and a thin
waist. The shapewear was high cut and came up to my crotch, allowing my
legs to be completely free and exposed. The tight Spanx also gave me
the girlish figure most girls would just die for.
I stepped into the silky dress that I had only worn for a short time
yesterday and then sat down to work on getting my wig set properly.
This took some time as I knew it was a key element in the process.
After putting on the wig cap I was able to use lots of pins to set it
correctly and stable on my head. I brushed it and worked on the style
for twenty minutes before it was perfect and I smiled as the girl that
was now staring back at me in the mirror. The transformation was
complete, Amy Rose has arrived.
I attached the earrings, necklace, rings, bracelets, and liberally
sprayed myself with perfume and then walked to the full-length mirror
to examine my work and today I might have outdone myself as the image
was one of perfection. The tight silky dress, large breast, long legs
in the four-inch heels, the sexy blond wig and perfect nighttime makeup
helped me present as a sexy and sophisticated woman in the mirror.
At this point, I had thirty minutes before they got home and I went to
the kitchen to figure out what to do for dinner. I had 3 hours to
prepare something for us and I decided on what to make. The good news
is I had just gone shopping and was planning on making vegetable pasta
while Grace was gone to practice my cooking skills and took out all the
ingredients and set up the kitchen.
I cut up all the vegetables and made the sauce I would use to cook
everything and when I just got done with the preparation I heard a key
in the front door and realized the girls were back from shopping.
With my apron still in place, I fluffed my hair, put my shoulders back,
and walked to the front door to greet them. I could feel my heart
pounding as the moment of truth was about to arrive. I had no idea how
mom or Grace would react when the saw me. Would they laugh, make a face
in disgust, or something worse? I would find out in a few seconds.
Grace opened the door for my mom and I saw her shocked expression when
she entered and saw me in full dress. I could tell she was shocked and
surprised by how I looked. Grace walked in behind her and looked me
over expressionless.
"Catherine, I'd like you to meet Amy Rose. Isn't she lovely? Amy, that
dress is perfect for your figure and long legs, you certainly are a
looker. She said the men are always complimenting and flirting with her
when she goes out, and you can see why, can't you?"
"Oh my, yes. Amy, you are lovely and I never would have expected you to
look so much like a girl, I mean from what I can see, you are a girl
and that tight dress can't hide a thing. What did you do with your
little pee-pee?"
"Yes Amy, how did you hide it and keep your front so smooth. Please
lift your dress and show us, please."
Now I was completely humiliated as she instructed me to lift my dress
and expose myself to my wife and mom but I did as she asked and held up
above my waist as they examined my figure.
"OK, I see. That tight shaper has kept your secret hidden and it's very
convincing," Grace said as they looked closely.
"You do have wonderfully shaped legs darling, most girls would kill for
legs and your shape. You must have worked hard to get where you are
today, haven't you?"
I nodded. "I lost a few pounds to get into this dress and the shapewear
does help, even though it can get to be very uncomfortable," I answered
honestly.
Grace spoke up, "Well, I'm sure by now you understand how we girls have
to wear things that aren't comfortable to wear a certain dress or the
pain in wearing high heels all day. To look feminine and nice for the
opposite sex it's what we do, Amy. It's part of being a girl, but you
already know that, don't you sweetie?"
Grace was looking for an answer and I didn't see any reason to hold
back now.
"Yes, I know but it's worth it when you can fit into that certain dress
or shoe you've wanted to wear."
Mom had an odd look as she continued to assess me and how I looked and
said, "Amy, your voice is so different now, and the way you look makes
me feel like you are a girl and somehow, have become Amy. Grace, I now
understand what you were saying before. It's obvious to me that Amy has
a strong desire to be a girl and I can only imagine how must feel when
another woman suddenly comes into your life in place of your husband.
I do hope we can work things out for the two of you but it's clear the
normal husband and wife routine is not going to work, honey. You will
need to explore your feminine side and hopefully, Grace will allow you
to stay and do just that. How do you feel about this Grace?"
"To be honest, I?m still not sure but I do agree that Amy needs to stay
around and explore her feminine side. I think we should plan on Amy
being around for at least the next two weeks and see where this goes.
Just seeing you like this, hearing how you talk, and how feminine you
act, makes me consider taking your mom's advice and help you live as
Amy until we decide differently.
You said you were off from work until Thursday so you will remain here
with me as Amy but tomorrow morning I will call your boss Jonathan and
explain that you've hurt your back and can't get out of bed and will
need the remainder of the week off. I'll then ask him if it would be
possible for you to continue to work from home for the next two weeks
and if not you will need to take the next two weeks off for your back
to heal. Whatever he says won't really matter because either you
continue to work and get paid or you will take a two week leave for
health reasons.
I want you to live as Amy for the rest of this week and the following
two weeks. You will live with me as my girlfriend and we will both see
how things go. It will give you a real opportunity to live as a woman
for a much longer period of time which will help you find out if it's
something that you want to continue or go back to your previous life as
a man.
What this will also do is allow me time to adjust to Amy Rose living
here with me and it also gives me time to understand your needs more
and hopefully find a way for us to continue to live together. This
isn't up for a debate, I've made up my mind and unless you want to be
kicked out of our home and relationship you will do as I say. If not,
maybe you can move back in with your mom," she said in a harsh tone."
Mom spoke up and said, "Grace, that is a wonderful idea. This will give
her time to see if this is just something to get out of her system and
to really understand what it's like being a girl and how hard it can
be. I assume you will have Amy Rose perform the domestic role as you
will be working, right? I mean what better way for her to learn what
being female is all about. Amy Rose, that means you will have to take
care of all the household chores, cooking, and cleaning and staying in
character at all times. This will give you a better understanding of
what it's like for woman everywhere. It's not just about wearing a cute
dress or doing your makeup to perfection and I think after a couple of
weeks you will be happy to return to your old self."
"Catherine, that's a marvelous idea. Yes, that's exactly what you will
do Amy. I want you to be all dolled up at all times wearing your cutest
outfits while you take care of the house, do the grocery shopping and
run any errands I need to be done. It will be like having a wife, oh
Catherine you are so smart. I'm so happy I had you come over to help us
through this."
I stood there in disbelief. Would she actually call my boss and have me
stay home for that long and live as Amy? They both seemed serious as
they plotted my role in the house and what I would need to do over the
next 2 and a half weeks.
"Yes, this will be fun and I want to be involved if you don't mind
Grace. I always wanted a daughter and for the next two weeks, I will
have one. She is so darling, isn't she?"
"I love that, Catherine. Maybe you can help Amy learn the correct way
to do laundry and iron and even teach her how to maintain a house.
You've always kept such a perfectly clean and neat house Catherine can
you teach her how you do that? You two can even do lunches and a little
shopping while I work and get used to my new job."
"New Job, Grace?" mom asked as I served dinner and sat down to join
them.
"Yes, I didn't get a chance to tell you but I got a massive promotion
and will be making more than double my previous salary. I'll be making
enough to keep Amy at home as my housewife," she said, giggling with
Catherine.
"Amy, this dinner is marvelous and so delicious. I didn't know you
could cook and even the presentation is lovely. You would make a
wonderful housewife," Mom said as I felt my face turn red with
embarrassment."
"Where did you get this recipe, Amy? I love it and please be sure to
add it to the list of favorite dishes. I surely want you making it
again for me and any guest that visit," Grace added.
"I found it on Pinterest and knew you both would enjoy the receipt. I'm
so glad you liked it," I answered trying to fit in as one of the girls.
Mom was looking at me with a surprised look on her face and said, "I
can't get over how natural you are as a girl, Amy. The way you talk
matches your looks and your hand movements and gestures are just
perfectly feminine."
"I was thinking the same thing, Catherine. Amy, you are a fast learner
because most girls spend years to learn grace and beauty and it seems
you've achieved this in just a few months of practice. Femininity
obviously comes naturally to you, honey."
I sat quietly and endured the embarrassment and humiliation as my
mother and wife spoke about me in the feminine. They were now speaking
to me as if was actually Amy and asking me about fashion, gossip as the
office if there were any available men at the office, and just things
they knew would humiliate me and embarrass me. They seemed to really
enjoy this new found part of my life and I was forced to just sit there
and play along.
Finally, after a few hours, mom was getting ready to leave and gave me
a hug when she was leaving and spoke softly in my ear before she kissed
me goodbye. "I suggest you listen to Grace and explore your feelings
while you have this opportunity because you may never have a chance
like this again. I will love you and support you regardless of what you
decide to do Amy, "she said as she gave me a motherly kiss goodbye. I
waved to her as she got in her car and drove off and stood there
thinking about what I just went through and still survived
Grace walked up behind me and said, "Your mom's a smart woman, Amy. I
overheard what she said and you should take advantage of this and
embrace the opportunity to find out exactly who you are and what you
really want. I'll help you along the way, but I'll expect you to listen
to me and obey my wishes. If not, things could get real ugly and you
might blow the only chance to find out things about yourself you may
otherwise never know.
Dinner was fabulous and you were the perfect hostess. Now please clean
up as I need to prepare for work tomorrow as they will announce my
promotion and I want to be fresh and look perfect. You'll be sleeping
in the guest room or what will now be known as Amy's room until further
notice. Goodnight, Amy Rose," she said as she gave me an air kiss
before leaving me in the kitchen to clean up the dishes and table.
An hour later when everything was clean and put away I removed my apron
and headed off to Amy's new room. I got undressed, washed off my
makeup, slipped into a silky gown and almost immediately fell asleep.
Since I hadn't had a good night sleep in a couple of nights my body
needed the rest. I didn't wake up until nine the next morning and Grace
was already gone. There was a note on the table which I picked up and
read.
I hope you had a good night sleep, Amy Rose. I looked in on you but you
were resting so peaceful I didn't wake you. I'll let you know what time
I'll be home for dinner so please prepare something nice for us. There
is a pile of clothes on my bed from my trip that needs to go to the
cleaners. Please bring them in today and pick up whatever we need from
the grocery store. That's going to be your role from now on, sweetie.
Love you."
This was going to take some getting used to as I was being treated as
her housekeeper but to be honest, I didn't mind and in fact, being able
to stay dressed with her approval made things more comfortable.
The following days I did stay home and remain as Amy, slept in her
room, took care of the housework, dinner, and shopping and Grace was
extremely pleasant and understanding. She even started treating me as a
woman or even her girlfriend as we chatted like girls do every day of
their lives.
She forced me to admit that I was enjoying my time dressed as Amy and
even liked doing all the housework. I admitted to her that I was
enjoying the new role and even looked forward to being Amy for the next
two weeks. Grace seemed pleased and complimented me on how clean the
house was and marvelous dinners prepared for her when she got home from
work
I found myself smiling and pinching myself to see if this was a dream
and to my delight, it wasn't a dream. I was living as a girl, doing
everything I dreamed I would, and sharing it with the woman I loved. It
was pure bliss, until Friday night.
Friday night Grace apologized for getting home a little late but
explained that she had wonderful news. She explained that she had
called Jonathan on Wednesday and asked him to meet her for a drink
after work tonight and that's when she explained to Jonathan the
situation.
She told him that now that she has the promotion and is the real
breadwinner in the family and that it was her idea for me to stay home
and take care of the house this week as a trial. She explained to
Jonathan that I didn't hurt my back but that she wanted to see if I
could handle being a housewife, so to speak.
When Jonathan heard how much I enjoyed being home and the housekeeper
she could tell he was stunned and shocked to hear about the situation
but mature enough to accept our life choices.
He said, "Grace, we rely on Jonathan for our IT needs and this will be
a huge loss for our company and workload. Is there any way he can at
least come in a few days a week and help us?"
"Jonathan, does he really need to come in because we might be able to
make this work if he can work remotely. Why not a trial run to see how
it goes, maybe lower his pay and be more flexible with his hours and
that might work for the both of us."
"That's not a terrible idea, Grace. He has been able to keep up with
most of the work for the last two weeks without coming into the office
and if he can handle things from home, then I'll allow it and of
course, we will have to renegotiate his contract if the test works
out."
"Isn't that wonderful, Amy? This means that you can now work from home,
do the housework, food shopping, prepare dinner, and be just Amy all
the time. Isn't that wonderful?"
Suddenly I felt as if things were spiraling out of control, I felt
anxious and scared and completely shocked at this new twist.
"Grace, what have you done? I loved that job and it was my career."
Somewhat surprised Grace glared at me and said, "What's wrong? I
thought you would be happy and appreciate what I've done for you,
sweetie. We all know how much you like living as Amy and to be honest,
I love the idea of having a housewife taking care of things for me at
home. Besides, you don't even need to work with my new role in the
company. If this works out and Amy wants to quit work she can be a stay
at home wife, work on her appearance, go to the gym every day, have
your nails done every week, and just be the perfect homemaker. I'd
rather you just quit but at least now you have a choice."
There wasn't much more to discuss and I continued to live as Amy,
taking care of the house and spending about 5 hours a day working on IT
issues for work on the PC. I had to admit, I enjoyed the prospect of
living as Amy. The only complaint I had was I had to sleep in the guest
room which Grace now called Amy's room. She explained that she was not
comfortable sleeping with another woman and that's what she considered
Amy now, another woman, a pretty single girl, and the new homemaker.
Overall things were working out and Grace and I became closer in ways
we had never been before. She talked to me as I would expect she spoke
with all of her girlfriends and treated me different, in a good way.
Grace made me feel accepted and comfortable with our new living
arrangements.
She invited my mom over several times to visit and of course, I served
them dinner or tea as the occasion dictated. Mom was very loving and
accepting of me and was now referring to me as her daughter. Mom gave
me some housekeeping and cooking ideas. They both gave me makeup and
hair tips, took me shopping for new outfits several times and I loved
every minute. Mom still couldn't get over how I was able to adapt and
become so convincing in such a short time but Grace explained that my
desire to be feminine created the amazing results.
Of course, things never go perfectly and one night when Grace got home
from work I could tell something was troubling her. After the dinner I
prepared I cleaned up and she asked me to pour us a glass of wine and
chat in the living room. When I put the last dish away I took out a
chilled bottle of wine and poured two glasses and went into the living
room to talk with Grace.
"Let me get right to it, Amy. That night when Tony and I first met Amy,
it was in shock and not sure about anything including our future but as
things turned out so far I can accept your need to live as Amy and
honestly, things have been so much better between us since then. I
don't have to tell you that for the last year things between us were
not that great, but for whatever reason, I feel much closer to you now
living with you this way.
For the last year, as husband and wife, we rarely had sex, so this
transition hasn't been much different. You know how much I love sex and
over the last year I've found other ways to satisfy my needs but that's
not why what I wanted to talk to you about.
That night when we caught you dressed as Amy, you not only shocked me
but you also humiliated in front of one of my co-workers. Knowing that
my husband was a sissy in front of a co-worker and pro-athlete was
terrible and I thought I would never forgive you but Tony was very cool
about things. He said it would be our secret and he knows that every
relationship is different and wished us the best.
Remember, I work with a bunch of male jocks, alpha men, who would make
me the joke of the office if they found out about you and the fact that
I was living with a sissy. It would be 'open season' on Grace and every
guy would be trying even harder to get me in bed. Now with my
promotion, if they learned about you it could jeopardize my position
because I'm not sure our lifestyle would be accepted and I would
probably be pushed out of the company, so this must stay our secret. Do
you understand how important this is to me, Amy?"
"Of course, Grace. I know you love your job and the new position is
going to make our lives even better. I would never do anything to
jeopardize that for you or hurt you in any way."
"That's what I was hoping to hear you say, Amy. What I'm going to say
next might be difficult so go get us another glass of wine and we can
continue."
I sat there nervously drinking the second glass of wine as I started to
feel the effect the wine when Grace started back on the conversation.
"Well, today Tony came into my office and said he was ready for that
dinner we had promised him."
"What dinner is that? I asked him."
"He reminded me of a promise I made to him. That night when we saw Amy
for the first time I begged Tony to keep this our secret and told him I
would have him over for dinner with both of us, and at that time I
would have you explain things to him. Well, he said he has been waiting
to hear the explanation and wanted to know when we were having him over
for dinner. Tony is a friend but I and will keep our secret but just to
be sure I knew we had to have him over so I invited him for dinner this
Saturday night. That gives you two days to prepare and come up with a
nice plan for the three of us. He will be here at 6 pm, on Saturday."
"What? Really? What does he expect me to say or explain? I don't think
this is a good idea, Grace."
"Well, we really don't have much of a choice as I want to keep him
happy and we did promise him a dinner for his silence. Besides, you've
been around other men and all you need to do is just be Amy. Over some
drinks, you can explain how things led to where we are today and who
knows it might be therapeutic for you to discuss it with other people."
"Grace, this sounds crazy. You want me to make dinner and serve another
man in our house and explain how I went from being your husband to now
living as Amy full time."
"Yes, that's exactly what I'm asking you to do and I if you think about
it you will see that you owe it to all of us. That night you humiliated
me and I sometimes I wonder what other women would do if they came home
to find their husband dressed up as a beautiful woman. To be honest, it
took me time and conversations with your mom to understand things
better. I can only imagine Tony's confusion and his need to understand.
It will be fine and after it's over I'm sure we will all laugh and feel
much better about everything. Amy, this isn't open for debate, it's
happening and I'm just attempting to get you ready for this.
To make it easier on you this time we can have one of our favorite
restaurants prepare the meals and deliver them before Tony arrives and
all you'll have to do is serve the dinner. That will give you more time
to relax and get ready for the evening. I'm sure you will want to look
perfect for the evening and god knows you better not embarrass me
again, in front of my co-worker.
I think I'll make a reservation for you at my salon for Saturday
afternoon. I think it's time that Amy got a makeover to find out just
how pretty she can be. Won't that be fun, baby?
You will also wear that cute black dress your mom and bought for you
last weekend along with those sexy four-inch black pumps, you'll look
so cute. I think this might turn out to be a fun weekend after all."
Tony at work - Dinner as promised - About Tony - ex-pro - big muscular-
popular and well-liked with a good image which is important for their
work.
Salon appointments and Dinner
I struggled through the rest of the week constantly thinking about
Saturday night and having to explain myself to some guy. A big strong
guy that will make me feel quite inferior in front of my wife. I
thought about begging Grace to cancel dinner but I knew there was no
way she would allow that to happen.
Friday afternoon she called me from work and told me that she had made
an appointment for me at her Salon with her stylist Nikki. She said
that she explained everything to Nikki and that they would be discreet
and take care of you as instructed. She told me that I was to arrive at
1 pm and to plan on being there all afternoon. All I had to do was show
up in skirt and blouse with just light makeup and they had instructions
on exactly what Grace wanted.
"I'm having dinner with some of my co-workers at Jackie's house and I
might spend the night so if I'm not home I'll expect you to make it
over to the salon by yourself, on time. I've explained to Nikki and she
was cool with everything. They have other clients like you and
understand how important it is to keep things discreet and not divulge
any of their client's secrets or discussions. They are professionals,
so you don't have to worry about anything.
I've given her instructions on what I want to be done and I expect you
to allow them to complete things without objections. I'll make sure
that dinner arrives before you get home and I'll help you serve dinner
so that you have enough time to get ready for our guest. Everything is
set and all you will have to do be at the salon at 1 pm sharp. Nikki
will be waiting for you and will take you to her private area to work
on you, don't be late.
Wear some comfortable clothes, a skirt and blouse will make it easy on
you. No nylons or stockings tomorrow, just comfortable shoes and light
makeup. Just wear that cute denim skirt with the yellow top you wore
last week and you can borrow my yellow ballet flats. You'll look cute
and comfortable and that's all you'll need. Nikki will take care of the
rest. When you get home I'll have the outfit I want you to wear on your
bed and you will have enough time to dress and ready yourself for the
evening. Do you understand everything? If I'm not home I'll expect you
to be at the salon by yourself at 1 pm sharp. Do not keep her waiting.
Understand?"
"Yes, but what are they going to do? Why aren't you coming home
tonight?"
"Oh Amy, don't worry about anything. Nikki will enhance what you've
already created and helped turn you into an even more convincing woman.
The reason I may not make it home is that we are celebrating our recent
success in Italy along with my promotion and I plan on enjoying myself.
I don't want to worry about getting home late after drinking and
partying all night so when Jackie told me to spend the night, I agreed.
I would have invited you to the party but I'm afraid I'm not ready to
introduce Amy to all my co-workers just yet."
I didn't like the thought of Grace celebrating with all those alpha
males. I knew there was nothing I could do except to hope nothing would
happen. I had to trust her but also knew how a desirable she was around
those guys. I knew I had no right to say anything and managed to put it
out of my head and not think about it as I contemplated my won upcoming
appointments at the salon and dinner with Tony. It was all I could do
to maintain my composure.
Saturday morning I kept busy doing laundry and cleaning up the house.
Grace never came home and I tried not to think about her night out with
her friends. I felt butterflies at noon when I realized I had to get
ready for my appointment and leave in less than 30 minutes to make sure
I got there by 1 pm.
I showered and put on the skirt, blouse and shoes that Grace suggested,
I then put on some lipstick and fixed my hair. Trying not to think I
just focused on getting ready and leaving on time and drove over to the
salon in the nearby shopping center. I got there ten minutes early and
sat in the car until a few minutes before 1 o'clock. I got out of the
car and quickly walked into the salon with my head down trying not to
be noticed. As soon as I walked in there was a young girl dressed in a
cute red dress and matching heels, large breast, and sweet smile. I
felt intimidated by her beauty and how sexy she was dressed.
"You must be Amy. Grace told me what you would be wearing and to tell
you everything is taken care of and for you to just enjoy yourself.
Follow me and I'll take care of you, sweetie. Grace was correct, you
make a lovely woman and you have lots of potential. She gave me all the
details and we have a busy afternoon so I suggest you just relax and
enjoy it, Amy."
I was happy to see that we were in a private booth that was off to the
side away from the other woman and decided to just relax and enjoy the
experience. Nikki removed my wig and placed it on the side and then
played with my hair.
"Yes, Nikki was right about your hair Amy. It's long enough to work
with and when we're done with the extensions you'll not need a wig,
isn't that exciting?"
"Yes, it would be wonderful to not have to wear them anymore but how?"
"That's why you're here to watch and learn," she said handing me a
glass of wine. "Just relax and I'll explain things as we go along."
I was taken to the shampoo area where the washed my hair and added a
new color that Grace had selected. After I was back in Nikki's chair I
saw my new blonder colored hair which really changed my look. Nikki
then carefully somehow placed dozens of extensions to my hair which
created an amazing new look. I now had blond shoulder-length hair that
felt thick and natural. I sat there stunned as the new girl I saw in
the mirror.
"Now don't you look pretty?" Nikki said.
"I can't believe it's my hair."
"Yes, it's yours now and it won't be coming out anytime soon. Before
you leave I'll explain how to care for it and how we will keep it
healthy and looking natural. Now I just need to cut and style Grace
wanted for you so let's get you finished."
When she finished I had a cute stylish cut that framed my face and
screamed "Girl!" With this cut, there was no way I could ever convince
anyone I was anything but a female.
"Well Amy, it looks like Grace was right about this style. The color
and cut are just perfect for you features and it will be simple for you
to take care of and manage. Now I'm going to bring into Jessie's room
where you are scheduled for a body wax. I suggest you finish your wine
as this part won't be as fun as your hair styling. I'll see you back
here in an hour. Jessie has instructions so just try to relax and you
will be done before you know it."
The room seemed clinical with just a table for me to lie down on with a
counter full of tools and wax. Jessie was another cute girl dressed in
a white clinical coat and had me remove my clothes and placed a clean
sheet over me and turned on some relaxing music as she started working
on my legs.
Over the next hour, my entire body was waxed and all hair removed.
There was no embarrassment or comments as it was apparent that this was
something she had done quite often. At the very end of the treatment,
she announced we were almost done and said the only thing left was my
eyebrows. She meticulously waxed and trimmed them as Grace had
instructed and with she was finally done she instructed me to get
dressed and she would be back in to take me to my next area.
Thankfully the lotion she applied after removing all my hair seemed to
ease the pain caused by all the hair removal and the jasmine scent also
kept me relaxed. My skin felt so smooth and silky, I loved the results.
I was brought over to the manicurist where this young Asian girl placed
me in the massage chair and placed my feet in hot scented water. It was
extremely relaxing as the massage chair did its magic while the young
girl worked on my pedicure. I now understood why girls liked getting a
weekly mani-pedi, it was such a lovely feminine experience. When she
was done she dried my feed and opened a preselected red colored nail
polish and painted my toenails as I took in the scent of the nail
polish and admired the pretty toes I now had.
She took me over to her table where she put my nails in warm soapy
water and started the process of adding long acrylic nails on my
slender fingers and finished them off with the same red color on my
toes. Long sexy nails now bright red color that made them stand out and
draw attention.
Next thing I knew I was in a chair and introduced to the cosmetologist.
She explained that she was going to do my face for the evening and to
teach me exactly how to replicate the look so I can do it by myself.
"The notes say you have a special dinner this evening and we will do
you up for nighttime which means darker and a little more than you
would use for daytime activities. First, we are going to give you
eyelash extensions. Now this will give you a dramatic look from the
moment you wake up which will save you lots of time and trouble. Of
course, you'll have to come in for fillers ever 3 weeks but believe me
you will just love the results."
When she was done with the extensions she started on my foundation and
went step by step on completing my look. She explained things
thoroughly making sure I understood how and why she did each step.
"Since you'll be coming in every few weeks for your eyelashes, I'll
help you get proficient with all different looks. Soon you'll be better
with your makeup than most girls which will increase your confidence
and turn you into the pretty girl you are. Now, one more thing we need
to do before you leave. Grace said she wants your ears pierced and this
will only take a few minutes."
She took out the piercing gun and sterilized my earlobes and the gun
with solution, placed small dots on each earlobe, lined up the gun and
a few minutes later I had pierced ears with gold studs in place. She
told me how to care for them and led be back to Nikki at the
receptionist counter.
"Wow! Amy, you look amazing. Let's take some photos and I'll send you
on your way. After several selfies and some poses she smiled, "Well
Amy, we so happy to have you as a new customer and Nikki already booked
your next appointment in three weeks. Everything is already paid for
and Grace added some generous tips for the girls.
Tell Grace that if she is unhappy with anything that we will be happy
to fix and just to bring you by, OK honey? Now, have a fun dinner and
be sure to tell us all about it when you come back."
I drove home overwhelmed by the afternoon I just had. As I looked in
the car mirror I saw a pretty blonde-haired girl with long eyelashes,
sexy makeup, and kissable red glossy lips and a bag full of makeup and
nail polish for any touch-ups I might need. Everything I had dreamed of
was now a reality and I smiled to myself as went over the day.
Pedicure, manicure, hair color, hair extensions, body wax, pierced
ears, eyelash extensions, and a complete facial makeover. I was now
more of a woman than I ever was able to achieve or dreamed of and it
was all thanks to Grace. She seemed to have accepted my desire to dress
and act like a woman. She spent time planning and paying for all these
treatments and I'm sure she wouldn't have done all this unless she
accepted me for who I am.
Grace was waiting by the door when I came in the house and was smiling
from ear to ear. "You look amazing! I knew that hair color and style
would look great on you and best of all you won't have to wear those
wigs any longer. They did a fabulous job on your makeup and I just love
your new earrings. Let me see those nails, Oh how pretty!"
Well, as much as I would love to hear about your day we don't have much
time before Tony gets here. You have less than an hour to get dressed
and get ready for our guest. The dinner delivery is on the way and will
be here in a few minutes. While you're getting ready I'll set up the
food so that it's ready to serve. Hurry up, the clothes you are wearing
on the bed and your dress is on the back of the door.
You'll need your best performance tonight and show us how convincing
you can be as Amy. Don't forget your Amy voice and your girly
movements. You're going to do just fine, now run along."
I quickly went to the bedroom and saw what she had laid out for me to
wear. I undressed and cleaned up and then sat slipped on the black lace
padded bra with the built-in forms and black shapewear that I struggled
getting in place with my new longer nails. I sat on the bed and opened
the new package of Wolford pantyhose and slid them over my silky smooth
legs and Spank. Next came the silky black dress that mom and I
purchased last week and carefully stepped into and zipped it into
place. It fit perfectly and felt amazingly sexy over my smooth hairless
body and my nylon pantyhose. The tight fit and sexy feelings were
heavenly. On the floor next to the bed was the new four-inch heels we
also purchased to go with the dress and I stepped into the as I've seen
Nikki and other women with ease.
I took some steps to get my balance and walked over to the mirror and
stood there stunned for several minutes. The woman looking back was
completely real. There was no trace on any masculinity, only that of a
young woman in a cute black dress with sexy long legs looking back. I
never thought I could ever look this convincing and realized at that
moment that I've become what I've always considered just a dream. I was
now a female in all visual aspects and if I could just remember to move
properly and speak in my feminine Amy voice, I'd completely pass as a
female. I was excited about the results and just proud of what I was
able to achieve until I heard the bell ring. It was at that point that
I remembered why I was dressing up and that when I felt the butterflies
in my stomach as I started to panic and not wanting to come out of the
bedroom.
I heard voices as Grace let Tony in and as I stood there in fear not
knowing what to do the bedroom door opened and Nikki came in and said,
"Oh my, look at you. Aren't you the prettiest little thing? Your mom
has great taste, that outfit is perfect for you but we don't have time
for chit chat baby. Our guest is here and you need to come down and get
the evening started. Spray on a little perfume and let's go."
She handed me my perfume and she watched as I sprayed myself and
checked my makeup and hair in the mirror. I took a deep breath as she
took my hand and led me into the living room.
Tony
I took small steps and remembered to watch my movements and followed
Nikki as we entered the living room. Tony stood up and from his
expression, I could tell he was a little shocked. He smiled and then
whistled,
"Oh my god, you two ladies are a picture of beauty and so sexy. You
really went all out for me tonight and I appreciate that very much."
It was then I realized that Grace was also dressed up super sexy. I was
so focused on myself that I didn't even notice her dress. She had a
silky short red dress with a very deep neckline that showed off her
very large breast. The red high heels also made her legs super sexy in
that short dress. We were both dressed up for night club or fancy
affair and it was clear that Tony liked what he saw.
"Thank you, Tony. Amy and I had fun getting dressed up together for you
tonight. What would you like to drink?"
"I'll take a glass of Crown if you have it, over ice please."
"Great, have a seat and we will be right back with your drink."
He sat on the couch as we went into the dining room where we had a
little bar set up. Grace had me open a bottle of wine as she got ice
and poured Tony's drink. I filled our wine glasses and Nikki handed me
Tony's drink. Grab your wine and Tony's drink and let's go back to
Tony.
Tony was on the couch and looking very relaxed in his blue blazer and
tight jeans. He wore a crisp white shirt and expensive designer
sneakers, which you would expect a pro-athlete to wear. You could see
his large chest and muscles though the tight clothing he wore. He is a
handsome man that would be considered a catch for just about any normal
woman. Rich, handsome, muscular, tall, and gentle, he had it everything
a girl could want in a man. I handed him the drink and he motioned for
me to sit next to him as Nikki sat across from us on the other couch.
I crossed my legs and sat with my shoulders back, mirroring Grace as
she did the same. We drank our wind as I kept my other hand on my lap
and tried to be as graceful as possible
Tony raised his glass and said, "Well, a toast to the most beautiful
women I ever seen."
We giggled and drank our drinks and chatted. It was a casual
conversation about the weather, sports, and food. He said he was
looking forward to this dinner ever since that night and was sure to
bring his appetite.
"We're happy you're hungry because we have lots of tasty food for
tonight. We're also happy you came over for the dinner we promised.
Amy, why don't you refill Tony's drink and then you and I can start
getting dinner ready to serve?"
I stood and walked over to the bar and as I looked back I noticed Tony
staring at my ass as I was wiggled over the bar. It made me uneasy but
excited for some reason at the same time.
In the kitchen, we both worked on getting the food out and ready to
serve. When things were almost ready Grace told me to start placing the
food out and she would keep Tony company in the meantime.
I heard them talking on the couch as I started placing the food out on
the table and filling the water glasses. I couldn't hear what they were
saying and decided to just focus on the dinner.
They came into the dining room and Tony took the seat at the head of
the table and Grace and I sat next to him, across from each other. For
the next hour, we sat and enjoyed a very nice dinner and drinks.
Several times I had to get up and refill our water glasses and get Tony
another drink. It was clear that I was in charge of the food and
serving our guest and Nikki was sure to reinforce this as well.
"Tony, when Amy found out you were coming over for dinner she was
excited about cooking you this meal. She spent the day getting ready
and cooking all this for you, didn't you Amy?" she said looking over
and smiling at me.
"Yes, I wanted this to be a nice evening. I hope you liked everything."
I said trying to maintain my control.
"Girls the food and company were just perfect and I really appreciate
your hospitality but I have a confession, I had an alternative reason
for coming over tonight."
Looking at Grace and in with a serious tone said, "When I brought you
home from the airport that night and found your husband dressed as an
attractive woman intrigued me and it's been on my mind for some time. I
have several questions and wanted to have this dinner to better
understand things. Since we will be working so closely it's important
to me that we don't have any secrets and come to an understanding."
I could tell that Grace was uncomfortable and just nodded. Tony turned
to me and in a friendly voice, looked deep into my eyes and started
asking me questions.
"Please don't be intimidated by my questions because I'm fascinated and
I find you very attractive and please understand that I am a very open
person. So tell me, when did you start dressing up in women's
clothing?"
"I started when I was very young."
"Please tell me about it, all of it so that I can understand better."
Not knowing what else to do I looked over at Grace as she nodded and
permitted me to tell him everything. And I did. I told him how I've
been dressing all my life, how my mom knew and helped me when I was
young, and it was something I never outgrew. I explained how I tried
several times but it was always something I needed deep down inside. I
stopped for several years and when Grace was away on long work trips, I
found myself dressing again. I loved Grace but this was something I
just needed and could not resist."
For the next hour, he asked many more questions including if I enjoyed
being Amy with his wife tonight. "Did you enjoy the evening, and being
Amy tonight? Do you enjoy living and being a woman like this?"
Between all the wine, and all the frank conversation, I found myself
being completely honest and said yes, I loved being Amy and enjoyed the
entire evening. I saw the shocked look on Grace's face as I said those
words and realized that I had just confessed to something she already
knew but until that moment, never heard me say. I wondered what she was
thinking and how things might change after my confession.
Tony said, "Thank you for being so open and honest, Amy. I would also
like to be honest and open and maybe that will explain my deep interest
in your dressing up as a woman. I'm about to tell you something nobody
knows and I'll expect both of you to keep it between us and at the same
time, I'll keep your secret safe as well.
As you probably know the media always likes to call me a Playboy
because I am always seen with different beautiful women and famous
models. It's kind of funny because it's not something I ever wanted but
just happened and in order to keep my fans and friends happy just
continued dating one after another.
In our office, all the Pro's and management are constantly hitting on
Grace because she is so beautiful, confident, and always wears such
sexy clothes all the time. As a man, I'm not sure I would be able to
put up with all of that but that's beside the point. Grace, have you
ever wondered why I've never hit on you like all the other guys?"
Grace looked puzzled and said, "Now that you mention it, yes!"
"OK, well since we are all letting out our deep secrets, I'm bi-sexual
and prefer to be with men over women. There are a number of us in the
Pro Athlete world that are like me, but we choose to keep it quiet and
put on a show for everyone else for many reasons. It's difficult for
me, especially when there are company affairs and events that call for
me to have a companion. I usually have to bring someone I would rather
not be with.
I've always had desired to be with a girl just like Amy and when I saw
her that night it was like lightning bolt went off inside my head. Amy
was what I've been looking for a girl that can offer me the best of
both worlds. I've always wanted to date a girl like Amy but never knew
how to find one that would be able to keep my secret until now."
This changes everything because Amy Rose, you have everything I find
attractive in a woman. Since I'm six foot six and a big guy I need a
companion that has a relative height and you're perfect. Most of the
other girls I date too small and make me feel awkward but you're the
perfect complement to my size. Just like Grace, you dress elegant and
sexy and I love that in both of you. You would make a perfect
complement to me with that something extra I need and enjoy. To be
honest, I came here tonight with low expectations but after getting to
know you and seeing how comfortable you are as a woman I want to spend
more time with you.
Grace, you asked me to keep this secret and I want to do just that. I
can't imagine how living with Amy would impact your new position. If
all the macho men at the company and our customers learned that your
husband is living as a woman, it would ruin your career. I promise
never to say a word and it will remain our secret, however, I will do
this with this one simple demand and I hope it?s something you both
will be comfortable with."
Tony looked at Grace and then me and said, "Ever since that night last
week when Grace and I saw you dressed as Amy, and we learned about your
secret, I couldn't stop thinking about how sexy you were and how I wish
I could find a woman like you. I always wanted to be with a beautiful
woman that met all my needs and when I saw you I realized that a girl
like you is what I need in my life.
To be honest, when I started thinking about this situation, I realized
there could be a way for everyone to get what they want and I'm willing
to start slow and let you get comfortable with the situation.
As I said earlier, whenever I go to all the events and need a companion
to accompany me and I find myself always asking women to go as my date
but I never have feelings for them and nothing ever happens. I know
when I leave them they aren't happy and I know they must talk with the
other girls and I'm always afraid my Playboy reputation could be hurt
which would affect my income and public image, as you can imagine.
Grace, if you agree to this what I'm suggesting is that you will allow
Amy to be my companion on these dinners and events. Amy would be
someone that knows me and will keep my secrets safe. You see, we will
be helping each other get what we want and nobody is harmed and I
promise to take good care of Amy at all times."
With my mouth wide open in shock I saw Grace thinking about what he
said and looked over at me, "Well, see what you've gotten yourself into
Amy? It appears you now have a boyfriend. Isn't that special? I don't
know what to say except you are getting exactly what you deserve, Amy.
You will have to do this and accept this in order to save my career and
our marriage."
I protested and tried to back out but Tony and flat out declined the
offer. I said it was out of the question and he will just have to get
another date for the event.
Tony made it very clear that this wasn't a request in a loud forceful
voice that shook me deep inside and let us both know that he was in
charge.
"Girls, this is not open to discussion. Next Friday there is a Charity
dinner event in the city and I will have my limo pick Amy up at 7 pm
for a formal dinner so dress accordingly. I will also expect you to act
warmly towards me in front over everyone. Is that clear? This is not a
game and I'm trying to be nice about it and I was hoping that you would
be open to this offer and accept my request and friendship. Either way,
you will be my date. I'm hoping you'll reconsider your feelings and try
to be happy about the opportunity to be out with me in public, as Amy.
Grace, this is the annual charity event that you will be hosting next
Friday, so the good news is that you will be there for support if Amy
needs some. Let's just take some time to think this through and you'll
see how this can be a benefit to all of us, I'm sure."
That was how we ended the dinner. Tony thanked us for the great food
and wonderful hospitality and once again said the limo would be picking
me up at 7 pm next Friday and how he was looking forward to our time
together next week.
He gave both Grace and I a hug and kiss before leaving us to clean up
the mess.
After she closed the door she turned and looked at me with an odd look
and said, "Well, that was unexpected. I mean, you make a pretty girl
but I never anticipated this or the fact that my husband is now dating
a hot pro athlete. It makes me kind of jealous," she said with an odd
laugh.
I was so nervous and said, "Are you really going to make me do this and
go out with a man? Are you kidding, I said almost in tears?"
A little angry she said, "Don't cry to me Amy, this is all you?re
doing. You're the one that was sneaking around dressing up and acting
like a girl and careless enough to get caught. It's not my fault he
prefers special girls like you, but that's exactly what's happening.
Yes, you're going to do this and you're going to do it right, nothing
halfway. I've worked too hard to get where I am today, and you will not
screw up my career! Do you understand? It's bad enough I have to learn
about your feminine side the way I did, but I am not going to let you
screw up everything I've worked for, so get used to it quickly,
Princess.
I suggest you try to accept your fate and accept your new role as
Tony's companion because we don't have any other choice. Once you
accept it you will have fun going to all these fancy events. I remember
how you used to complain that you never got to go to all of these
affairs and meet the Pro-Athletes, so now you have your opportunity.
Listen, this wasn't my idea and I can understand how you feel but you
need to consider the situation here. My new position is going to make
us very comfortable and you won't even have to work if you don't want
to, which means you'll have more time to spend as Amy and my housewife.
Just give it some thought and I'm sure you'll see the advantages. I can
tell you there are lots of women that would love to be in your place
right now being Tony's female companion. Amy, it's just like everything
else you've recently experienced like having your ears pierced, your
new hairstyle, long nails, and eyelash extensions. You'll quickly get
used to the idea and enjoy another part of being a woman, which is what
you told your mom you always wanted. I can't wait to tell her the news,
she'll be so excited for you, sweetie.
We will have to shop for a new outfit for the Charity Ball this week.
I'll call your mom to join us because she knows exactly what looks good
on you and I enjoy seeing how different you act around her, it's really
amusing. We'll have fun and we can do dinner when we're done shopping.
I'll arrange another salon treatment for Friday afternoon to get you
ready for the evening. Tell the truth, you do enjoy the shopping and
salon visits, don?t you?"
"Yes, I do love that part of it but I only want to be with you."
"I know you love it and I love taking you shopping and seeing how girly
you act when we're out together. As far as only being with me, well
that seems to have changed tonight. No, you will get used to it and I
have a feeling you'll enjoy the attention you get on a date and how
women get treated by a real man. You may never want to come back from
this, Amy."
Part2... coming soon