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Robin reflects on High School Robin Jacobson and his cousin Beth were in the cafeteria of their Pennsylvania High School, both wearing the white robes and mortarboards of graduating senior girls. Underneath their robes they were both wearing pastel colored dresses, required by their high school dress code for graduation. Both girls were of course wearing heels, as they were both eighteen years old. Like every other girl in their graduating class, they had their purse makeup bags out, with compacts open, and were doing a final touch-up of their hair and makeup. As usual, Robin was applying his signature bright red lipstick to match his nails, making a sharp contrast to his robe. So what was the disconnect between the teens actions and attire, and the male pronoun? In short, for the past eight years Robin had been forcibly feminized by his mother and aunt, with willing assistance from his three genetically female cousins, one of whom was only a few feet away from him, also reapplying her makeup. His mother had tricked him into wearing dresses the summer after fourth grade while vacationing at the farm, and then had spring the news that he would stay in them when school started, as they were moving from the Jersey Shore to the PA farm where he now lived. He had been enrolled in the local school district as a transgender student for fifth grade and beyond, put on prescribed androgen blockers and estrogen shots and pills, and immersed exclusively in the most ultra-girlie activities possible. As Robin, a girl, she had even had a boyfriend since seventh grade, a bisexual young man named Kevin, who amazingly, she was deeply in love with. She had spent six years as a cheerleader and was enrolled in both gymnastics and ballet class. In short, from a normal male Tae Kwon Do junior red belt (same as brown), he was now considered to be one of the most feminine girls in the school in every way-especially dress. She wore almost exclusively dresses and skirts, with full makeup and perfect nails almost all the time. Her body was extremely curvy and girlish in all but one area, and she was only allowed to wear slacks or jeans on the coldest days in the winter. In Pa, however, that happened a lot. Her mother had been not so subtlely trying to convince her to have full gender confirmation surgery as soon as possible after graduation. All the other women in the house heartily agreed with this idea. For years, Robin had fought against the idea, but seven and a half years of estrogen had done a real number on her mind and emotions. Her relationship with Kevin had helped a lot in that regard, too. She often dreamed of giving herself to him as a complete woman in every way. While she couldn't have his babies, they could share complete intimacy in every other way. If she had the affirmation surgery. While she was making herself pretty, her thoughts went back over the last four years of her life, since graduating from the eighth grade and entering as a freshman. Since both she and Beth had been cheerleaders all through middle school, and captains as eighth graders, it was a foregone conclusion they would be trying out for the junior varsity squad as ninth graders. Since the squad would consist of those girls moving up from middle school, plus the girls from one year ahead of them, all of whom they knew well, neither of them harbored any thoughts of NOT making the squad, though this was the first year they had to actually compete for a position. The summer before grade nine, they presented themselves with about fifty others, practiced for a week with them, and then performed their best routines before a panel of senior cheerleaders and the coach. To absolutely no ones surprise, both Beth and Robin received the highest scores from the judges, and were informed they would be wearing the blue and white uniforms and representing their school as JV cheerleaders. The year went reasonably normally for two pretty cheerleaders after that. School started, and with that, more difficult classes then they had taken in the past. Of course, Beth's sister Angela was a junior and could help them with most of their coursework, though she really didn't want to be seen with two freshmen, even though she loved them both dearly and they were relatives. It just wasn't done, and both freshman girls understood completely. Besides, Angie wasn't a cheerleader, she was actually a member of the girls soccer, basketball and softball teams-in other words, from the ultra feminine girlie girl she used to be, she had turned into a jockette. Still very feminine, but nowhere near as over the top as she used to be-or Robin still was. But the girls buckled down and made good grades in all their classes. Beth seemed to be better in literature and history classes, while Robin excelled in mathematics and science. So they helped each other. The homecoming dance was coming up, and normally neither of the girls would have had a problem finding a date, and true to form, Beth didn't. a sophomore football player was the first to ask her, and she immediately accepted. Robin was a little bit different. Even though she was a cheerleader and one of the prettiest girls in the school, it was well known that she had been born a boy, and was still in fact, male physically in the most important area. Not one of the 'normal' boys would dream of being seen with her on a date, though many wished things were different. Luckily, she had Kevin, her bf since seventh grade. He had originally come out as gay, but had quickly decided he was in fact bisexual. In other words, he could achieve satisfaction with either gender, though he was very much in love with Robin-not because she was in fact truly a male, but with her feminine presentation and mannerisms. He had decided that he could be quite happy with Robin, whether or not she chose to have gender affirmation surgery. Secretly, he hoped that she would, and they could be together in full intimacy as husband and wife. Fall came and went, with the girls cheering their little hearts out for the freshmen and sophomores on the jv football team. Beth's boyfriend was a standout wide receiver, and in the teams 12 games, caught passes for fifteen touchdowns and caught enough passes for over a hundred yards in each, averaging more than 100 yards a game. He was on track to be All State in his senior year, with numerous universities hoping to land him with a full scholarship. Kevin scored an average of two goals per game for the soccer team, with several 'hat tricks', and was much a standout in his sport as Paul (Beths BF) was in his. The four double dated to the winter ball, and Beth was chosen as one of the princesses, again to absolutely no one's surprise. Robin didn't really expect to be chosen for such a position, since even though everyone accepted her as a girl (except himself sometimes!), there was still that little bit of knowledge. Dance royalty was a female position, and Robin really wasn't-sort of. She was surprised to find that the knowledge hurt her. A lot. She realized that most of the time, she wanted nothing more than to be just another biological XX female. With all that it entailed, given her closeness to her three cousins, including seventh grader Carol. This surprised her, especially when she realized that very soon she would have to make the decision whether or not to complete the journey to being as much of a physical female as it was possible for her to achieve. She was seriously leaning in that direction. But she had three years to make her final decision (actually more, though her mother wanted her on a plane the day after graduation). Being a basketball cheerleader also helped in that thought process. There was absolutely nothing masculine in her life, with the exception of her now useless male appendage, and being as deep into the world of females as she was, she was actually having trouble remembering any part of her past life. Though it was almost eight years ago, and she had only been ten years old when she had been forcibly transitioned. Though now absolutely no force was involved-she was happily totally feminine in her mind and soul. Basketball season came and went with no big events. While her school had an outstanding football team, and was better than average in soccer and baseball, they lacked the height to do well in basketball. In addition to their games against teams from their own and adjacent counties, the PA athletic commission desired rural and suburban schools to schedule games against teams from inner cities such as South and West Philadelphia. Their county high school had three such games scheduled, all from philly, and they were soundly beaten in all of them. Their opponents were all much taller than them, and all of the players spent a lot of their time playing pickup ball from the time they could pick one up. But Robin and her friends cheered their best for their boys, as did the girls from the opposing teams. They watched in amazement as the philly girls did semi-erotic dance routines even as freshmen, all of which would be banned at their school if they tried to perform them. Eventually, the lackluster season ended and baseball began, which meant the cheer season was over for them. Tryouts would be held in the summer for the team again, and as tenth graders, they would be in the running for co-captains of that squad also. Just as they had been in eighth grade. Neither of the girls would be able to go to the prom, since they were freshmen, and neither of their boyfriends was a junior or senior. Angie, however would be going. She was a junior, and while she didn't have a steady boyfriend, she did date several boys friend from the various sports teams. The first one to ask her to the event was a senior boy from both football and basketball, and she excitedly agreed to go with him. This set up the frantic process that most upper class high school girls for the last fifty years or so are quite familiar with. In other words, getting ready for prom, especially finding the dress. And shoes. And purse. And lingerie. And makeup. As with most girls, prom was going to be an expensive undertaking. Her date would be responsible for their tickets, dinner beforehand, and their share of the limo. She would still be outspending him. Her dress alone cost almost three hundred dollars, not to mention her accessories and hair/nail/makeup appointments. While her two cousins offered to help, especially with nails since Robin was an expert, Angie thanked them but said she wanted to experience the whole thing with her eleventh and twelfth grade friends. The big night came, Angie looked more beautiful than she ever had, which was saying something since she was considered to be one of the prettiest girls in their school. Robin and Beth, and to a lesser extent Carol, were looking forward to when their time would come. Actually, Beth might be able to go next year, since her steady was a year ahead of them. But Robin was happy with Kevin, who was in their grade, and wasn't going to try to hook up with someone else (even if it had been a possibility) just to go. She wouldn't do that to the boy who had stood by her for seven years and looked to be around for many more, if he had anything to say about it. Since the prom was near the end of the school year (late May to be exact), Robin and Beth's freshman year was coming to an end. Both girls were on the high honor roll, as was Angela and even Carol down in middle school. Angie got a summer job in one of the mall clothing stores catering to teen girls, while Beth and Robin were as of yet too young for that. They planned on spending the summer as they always had-lounging by the town pool, hanging with friends and in August, going to cheer tryouts. Perfect summer for an almost grade 10 girl, maybe not so much for a transgirl who was planning on surgery-but still wasn't completely sure. Since it was irreversible, she wasn't going to succumb to pressure, even from her mother. If it was wrong for her, and she later changed her mind, the results would be tragic. Of course, she could never be a father, or even have normal male relations with a woman-after almost eight years of blockers and hormones, her genitals were much too damaged for that. But even if they were effectively useless, there was still the sense of having them-and still being a male, though a sterile one. Then again, being a female had morphed from being something forced on her, into something she actually reveled in. Gymnastics, ballet, cheerleading (especially), a boyfriend (also especially), cute clothing, makeup, pretty lingerie and heels-since she didn't have a monthly visitor to worry about, there was really nothing about her current status she disliked. She had absolutely no problems wearing a dress or applying lipstick in public, so the earlier humiliation she had endured as a fifth grader was totally gone. While she still hadn't made up her mind, her choice was becoming more and more clear. Three years to go. Practice in August started as her previous three years had. the new tenth graders took charge of the many hopefuls, and taught them all they needed to know. They were wary though-while it was rare, it was not unknown for a new girl to bump a sophomore off the squad. Robin and Beth however, knew that they had nothing to worry about in that regard-neither did any of the returning sophomores this year. And as everyone connected to the squad from the principal to the athletic director to the coach to the other girls knew, Robin and her cousin Beth were selected as co-captains for the junior varsity cheer squad, repeating their performance from eighth grade. It wasn't really surprising. With only a few exceptions, the squad was made up of the same girls that their grade eight year had consisted of. They all knew each other, were all friends, and planned on several team building parties for the next month. Starting with a sleepover. Every one of the moms and dads of the girls on the team was completely used to having Robin there-she had long been considered just another girl by almost all of the town, except for a few homophobes and two of the town pastors. But they were shouted down when they attempted to darken Robin's name with pronouncements of 'sin' and 'predatory pervert'. Their hatred didn't go anywhere. The girls spent the evening doing what all teenaged girls do at sleepovers-painted their nails, did makeovers on each other, danced, ate junk food, watched a chick flick and talked about boys. Nothing out of the ordinary. None of the genetic girls were in the least upset about having Robin there-they had all known her for years and knew quite well that she was both physically incapable of acting as a male and emotionally female also. She was one of them. The year started-pep rallies, homecoming, winter ball, everything was just as it should be. Beth went with Paul to the dances and planned on going to prom with him. Robin had Kevin, and their relationship was stronger than ever. It was during the winter of grade ten that she decided that she was going to do for him what every male most desires from his female partner, aside from regular intercourse. They were necking in his car when she unzipped his fly and pulled out his male appendage, and then leaned over and kissed the tip. She ran her tongue up the underside and then took him in her mouth. The inevitable result was practically instantaneous, given Kevin's age and inexperience. He was embarrassed, but Robin told him it was ok, and that he would last longer next time, a pronouncement that almost caused him to lose it a second time. The two got themselves together, Robin wiped herself off and reapplied her lipstick (the remnants of which were emblazoned on Kevin's manhood) and the two went back to their normal humdrum lives as high school sophomores. Robin and Beth were extremely close, and usually shared everything. She wondered if this was something she should talk about, and just how far Beth had gone with Paul. She was sure she'd find out. That set the pattern for many of Robin and Kevin's dates. Not all, she wasn't going to turn into a slut whose only purpose was to satisfy his sexual urges. But often enough to keep it exciting. In conversation with her cousin, she found out that Beth and Paul had actually had real intercourse, though they had naturally used protection. He had gone out of town to buy the necessary articles, since everyone in town knew him, and who he was dating. He didn't want Beth to feel embarrassed. The team had a highly successful season in both football and soccer. Paul and Kevin were standouts, with Paul catching 22 touchdown passes and Kevin scoring almost 30 goals with an equal number of assists. Basketball as usual sucked, and with the end of basketball season, Beth and Robin's JV cheerleader careers came to an end. This summer they hoped to move into the big time-Varsity. Along came May of their sophomore year-and for the first time in a lot of years Beth and Robin weren't going to take part in the same activity. Beth's boyfriend Paul was a junior, and so could go to the junior/senior prom, with an underclass date. Naturally, he was going to take his longtime girlfriend Beth, and Robin would be left out. Robin wasn't in the least upset, as she knew she would be going next year, and she was willing to do everything possible to help her cousin get ready. The girls hit the mall looking at dresses and accessories, looked through magazines for hairstyles and makeup techniques, and in general did everything every other girl does as prom time. She would not be doubling with Angie and her date, nor would the sisters be sitting at the same table. Angie was a senior, and would be sitting with other seniors, Beth would be at a table of junior athletes, with mostly junior dates though there would be one other sophomore cheerleader at their table, a good friend of Beth and Robin. As most girls do, Beth was absolutely gorgeous for her boyfriends prom, and it was likely that they would share some intimacy later on at one of the after prom parties. Beth had received permission to go to one, with a rather early curfew, though she wondered just what a curfew was supposed to accomplish. Did her mom think that sex between teens only occurred after a certain hour? The school year finally ended, and since the girls were sixteen, they were old enough to look for jobs. Like most teens, they hit the various girls clothing stores at the mall in an attempt to be hired. They were in luck- their strong fashion sense got Beth hired at Aeropostale, and Robin wound up at Charlotte Russe. Both of their bosses knew they were cheerleaders, and come August would be involved in that during the day, with school and other activities beginning in September. No problem, it was a normal event. Both girls had wonderful times earning their own money for the first time, with very few restrictions on how it was spent. Since they knew practically every girl in town, they could and did pass the word on special sales coming up, new arrivals that hadn't been announced yet but had appeared in various teen girls magazines and other favors. One thing neither would do was use their employee discount for their friends on a regular basis, though for the friends that did have birthdays they would use it on legitimate gifts at those times. They spent the work hours waiting on customers, providing security for the dressing rooms, folding and putting away stock and manning the registers. In other words, what every other girl working in a clothing store did. And then came August. The two girls along with the rest of the JV squad and a dozen or so other girls reported to the school athletic field at a specified date and time. Time for varsity tryouts, the big time. Robin and Beth fully expected to be chosen for the squad, along with the rest of the new junior girls. The only problem was that there was a new transfer student at tryouts, one who had as much experience as most of the local girls did. And she was good-very good. It was likely that one of the veterans would lose her spot, and that wasn't counting any of the other girls who had somehow found a coach and had gotten much better since last year or before. The cousins didn't feel they would have any trouble but you never knew! Tryouts were held, and the results were just as they had expected. Jill, the new girl took one of the local girls place on the varsity squad, and Cathy Putnam would remain on the JV squad for another year, though she would be one of the captains, bumping one of the girls who had expected the job down, and also keeping one of the freshmen off of the squad. Jill Matthews had certainly turned into a fly in the ointment, but there was no resentment-she was good, she had tried out fair and square and had won her position on the varsity the same way. And if she was that good, she would only be an asset to the team during competition, while Cathy wasn't as good, and thus might bring the team down. She was a good friend, but for competition they needed to be the best they could be. Cathy would be on the squad next year most likely. Practice continued during the summer. Robin had been one of the best cheerleaders on each squad, along with Beth, but Jill was certainly giving her a run for the money. What Jill didn't know, and at this point there was no need to tell her, was that Robin was actually transgender. Of course, she would find out, since the entire town knew (especially the other girls) and it was inevitable that someone would spill the beans at some point. How she would react was the question. Even though Robin had been out as trans for six years, there were still a few religious people in town who objected to her, especially her presence on the cheerleading squad, and the girls restrooms-they felt she was only there to prey on the other girls by pretending to be one of them. The fact that she was out and everyone knew about her didn't affect their logic one bit-they were still the haters. They were few and far between now, but if Jill held those views, it would definitely affect team cohesion. This would show during games, during team competition and especially during individuals. Beth and a few of the others decided to feel her out to see what her sentiments were. The answer wasn't long in coming. During a conversation in the girls room one day, Beth brought up the topic of transgender individuals. Jill quickly became disgusted, and stated that it shouldn't be allowed, and that she didn't want to be associated with any of those freaks. Who were also sinful and going against their God given genders. She and her parents would campaign tirelessly to have any of them expelled from school for the protection of the other students. That pretty much answered the question. Beth and the others reported back to the coach that they had a problem with team unity. The coach and principal called a meeting. The question was a conflict over the rights of the two individuals involved. Jill certainly had the right to her beliefs, and the church she belonged to (which was NOT represented in their town for some reason) was very strict on the matter. Being in any part of the LGBT spectrum was sinful and not to be tolerated. As long as Jill merely held those beliefs, and didn't attempt to act on them, no action would or even could be taken against her. That was the law. Robin was transgender. For over six years she had presented as a girl, taking part in all activities as such, never giving a hint of any other reason for dressing and acting the part. No one knew that she had been forced into this role by her mother and other female relatives. She had never been any sort of threat to the other girls in the restrooms or anywhere else, so any fears on the part of Jill and her family were unwarranted. Robin Jacobson had a right to be free of harassment and discrimination due to her condition. In addition, she was a valued part of the cheer squad, and had been since seventh grade. She had earned her spot, and deserved to keep it. In addition, the question of team unity and harmony was paramount. No member could be permitted to act in a way to destroy the ability of the girl's ability to perform and compete. It was decided to have a meeting with the administration and coach, Jill and her parents and Robin and her mother. The outcome of the meeting would decide the future of the new girl as a member of the team. Based strictly on her ability to blend in with the current roster. The meeting was held as soon as possible. In attendance were Robin, her mom, Jill with her parents, the principal, the superintendant, the cheer coach and the school district's attorney. Robin's and Jill's parents both had an attorney on call should they be necessary. The meeting went pretty much as expected. The principal began by outlining the problem they all faced. Both state law and district policy banned discrimination based on gender presentation. At the same time, Jill had a right to her religious beliefs, without the privilege of harassing Robin in any way, and both girls had the right to be members of the cheer squad. However, Jill would NOT be permitted to disrupt the team, or act in any way that would impair their ability to perform either on the field or during competition. What happened next was up to Jill Matthews-and her parents. The Matthews family, being strict fringe Pentecostals were adamant that Robin should NOT be allowed to associate with the decent girls of the squad. She-or he as they insisted in referring to Robin, should certainly not be allowed to use the girls restrooms or present as a female in school. While perverts such as Robin may have had rights, unfortunately, they did too. They insisted that their daughter was in danger from the predator, and demanded protection. The fact that she had been on hormones and was totally non functional made no difference to them. According to them, the only reason she would be in female clothing and using the girl's restrooms was to find an opportunity to get some younger girl alone and assault her. The question was therefore put directly to Jill Matthews. Would she, or would she not treat Robin as the girl she presented as and therefore act as a member of a unified squad? If she gave her word that she would, then fine. If she would not, then there was no alternative but to remove her from the squad for harassment and team disruption. The attorney mentioned that removing her for those reasons was valid-she could believe as she wished, but she could not harass another student. The Matthews' sputtered that they were being persecuted for their religious beliefs, and Jill had the right to act on those beliefs otherwise they meant nothing. The school could not stop her from acting to protect herself from rape in the ladies room. Robin's attorney was on speaker, and informed the Matthews family that any unsubstantiated accusion of improper behavior would be responded to with a lawsuit for slander. Freedom of religion was an absolute as far as belief went, but it was NOT a license to break the law or harass/discriminate against another person, especially in school where learning was the goal, and needed protection itself. The Matthews family spoke with their attorney (provided by the American Family Associaton) who informed them that with a determined opponent, it was best to capitulate. They were used to facing people who were willing to fold in the face of a determined attack themselves. It was obvious that wasn't going to happen here-this was Pennsylvania, not Mississippi. In a southern state, majority religious views would be on their side, but here, the 'liberals' had taken over everything and they would most likely lose, both in court and in public opinion. Jills choice was to quit the cheer squad or to asknowledge Robin as a girl, and stay away from her as much as possible. There were stalls in the ladies rooms, so no one would see anyone else, and the school would ensure that they wouldn't be partners while cheering. That was the choice. The Matthews family conferred, and since Jill really wanted to remain on the squad, it was decided that she would end her campaign of bigotry and adopt a live and let live attitude. As their attorney had stated, this wasn't the fundamentalist south-it was PA, and they needed to conform as much as possible to the attitudes here in order to survive. While there were pockets of conservative Christianity in the area, the vast majority of the state didn't follow their views. The conference ended with both families leaving and going in opposite directions. It was obvious that Robin and Jill would never be friends. It was also obvious that the two girls were probably the best ones on the squad, and they would have multiple run-ins in the future, especially when it came time to choose co-captains in their senior year. Beth had been co-captain in both eighth grade and for the JV squad, as had Robin. One of the girls would most likely be left out next year, and naturally that would cause more hard feelings. It was likely that the varsity squad would NOT place in district competition this year, let alone even make states, regionals or nationals. The bad blood blood between Robin and Jill would have to be worked out, though to be fair, Robin was willing to let things go if Jill would. But even though Jill agreed to stop harassing Robin, she still despised her and thought she was a sinner and was bound for hell. Of course, if Robin's mother hadn't started this entire course of action, Robin wouldnt be a cheerleader or even a girl, and none of the situation would have ever occurred. Then again, after over six years of dresses and hormones, Robin was totally feminized and was seriously considering affirmation surgery after high school graduation. A big change from her fifth grade mindset. Football season started and the squad tension was so thick you could cut it with a knife. All of the girls were close friends of Beth and Robin, had known her for years and refused to turn on her. Jill was an outsider. While she wasn't actually shunned, it was obvious that none of the other girls were going out of their way to be bffs with her either. She did manage to find some friends-there were other fundamentalist Christians in the town and school, and she naturally fell in with them. While she followed the admonition not to spread rumors about her nemesis, it was perfectly all right for the Bible Study club to discuss what they considered sin. Jill fit right in with them, even to the bigoted views most of them held. The two captains were well aware of the situation, and ensured that the two girls were as far away from each other as possible. Specifically, the two ends of the row. The standard formation was for the two captains to stand in front, and the rest of the squad spread out behind them. It worked. Even when forming pyramids, the two never came in contact with each other. Beth and Robin's boyfriends had outstanding seasons, with Paul catching enough passes to reach 1800 yards with 28 touchdowns. He made all-state, and received numerous scholarship offers. Kevin scored 35 goals, beating last years record and was on track for the same thing if he kept it up next year. The two couples doubled to the winter ball, and the girls looked absolutely beautiful. Unfortunately, Jill was there also, on the arm of a non-athlete senior who was however, the son of the wealthiest man in town. He wasn't a fanatic, but he didn't much like Robin Jacobson either. The two girls encountered each other at the mirror in the ladies room after dinner, and Jill just couldn't keep her mouth shut. Something about what kind of man paraded around in dresses and heels, while having enough practice applying makeup to be able to do it himself? It was totally disgusting. Robin was smart enough to keep quiet and not join in the verbal sparring, especially since she knew the altercation would get back to the coach and principal. Jill might lose her spot, and Robin had no wish to join her. Cousin Beth was actually angrier than Robin was. She was getting sick of the comments, all of which were just within the school behavior code. While she had no desire to lose her spot on the team due to fighting, she really wished she could haul off and teach the bigoted bitch a lesson. Perhaps next summer, out of school her chance would come. For now, she just wanted to get through her junior year and enjoy basketball season. Said basketball season went pretty much the same as the previous two had-too many games against better inner city Philadelphia teams to rack up any kind of a decent record. The cheerleaders from those schools had gotten bolder and much more suggestive-read sluttier-in their routines. For once Robin and Jill agreed on something-those routines had no place in their town. Or anywhere. Jill was surprised to see Robin having some kind of moral values, since she was a god-cursed tranny. But she showed a little compassion in this instance and smiled at Robin and agreed with her publically. At least it was a start towards reapproachment. But they still weren't friends, and had as little to do with each other as possible, on and off the court. The season went as expected, and of course neither Robin nor Beth, nor Jill was chosen to represent their school in the individual championships. That honor went to one of the senior co-captains. It was fully expected that one of the three girls would be the representative next year, with two of them being the captains. It was even money on whether it would be Beth or Jill left out. Everyone expected that Robin would continue her streak, even if she was transgender. It had been so long with her living as a girl that no one really cared, and very few even remembered her as a boy, which was not surprising. She had never lived in Pa. as a boy, since she had been forcibly transformed the summer after fourth grade while she and her mother were just visiting. She had been put into a dress her first night, and that was all anyone had seen her as. She was simply one of the girls, and one of the most popular ones at that. What was amazing was that she had been with the same boyfriend since the winter ball of her seventh grade year-almost six years now. Kevin had originally been thought of as gay, he even considered himself such, but he had long since decided that he was actually bi-with a definite leaning towards straight, especially-or only-with his lovely girlfriend Robin. She had long since begun having oral sex wih him, since at that point in her life that was all she could really do. But she was leaning more and more towards having complete affirmation surgery-and with the end of her high school career at hand, the time to decide was getting short. While she could delay, or even continue to live as she was, it was going to be difficult. She seriously needed to be one or the other. And going back to male after so many years of being socialized as a girl, and of course her blockers and hormone regimen, pretty much tipped the scale. Her three choices were to live as an extremely effeminate, sterile and impotent male, live as a female with her useless male genitals still intact, or have the full surgery and live totally as a woman capable of full female intimacy with her male partner-most likely Kevin. Options A and B were looking less and less desirable, and she knew that she could have surgery within a week of graduation, with the summer to pretty much heal before starting college in the fall. That was also a foregone conclusion. Like her older, equal age, and younger cousins, she was absolutely going to college. Since she was now legitimately transgender, she could apply for, and probably be awarded a scholarship from the International Foundation for Gender Education-the IFGE. It wouldn't be much, but it would help. She also decided to study for, and earn an Amateur Radio Licence-become a 'ham'. Several groups awarded scholarships for that activity also, and being a female, she had an excellent chance of receiving one from them, too. Even if she never used her license or bought equipment, though a hand held vhf radio could be bought for under a hundred dollars, she would be eligible for the funding. Her younger cousin Carol had been one for several years and had an impressive station. Junior year came to a close, finally. July was the time for enjoyment, same as every other summer, with cheerleader tryouts being held in August. As expected, she, Jill and her cousin Beth all made the squad. This year, Cathy Putnam was finally brought up to varsity, and another of the sophomore girls was passed over. It looked like due to Jill's interference, this was going to become a tradition, with one of the sophomores every year being somewhat humiliated. The next question was captains. For several years it had been assumed that Robin and Beth would take those positions in their senior year, as they had in middle school and high school jv. This year it was a three way contest. Robin had long been considered to be the most skilled member of the cheer squad, with Beth a very close second. Jill and Beth were about equal. The coach and principal discussed having a three girl leadership team, but rejected the idea-no school anywhere in their state had ever had that kind of lineup. And everyone would know it was being done simply to mollify some of the homophobes who still existed in the town. In the end, it was Jill's previous behavior that worked against her. Since she had demonstrated that she was prejudiced against Robin for her trans presentation, it was felt that she couldn't be a good catalyst for keeping the team unified, and could likely cause friction. Plus she WAS an outsider. In a big city that might not have mattered, but this was a small town, where everyone knew everyone, and had their expectations. There could be serious local repercussions from many of the townsfolk, who knew and liked Robin Jacobson, and also her cousin Beth who's family had been there for generations, if either one were passed over. In the end, it was decided to award the co-captain slots to the cousins. Since the discussion had occurred behind closed doors, Jill was unaware of the politics involved, and it HAD been accomplished via tryout to maintain a semblance of fairness. Jill was disappointed, but accepted her failure with good grace. She had gotten to know Robin over the year, and while she still considered her activities sinful, she had put her animosity aside for the good of the team, and had actually begun to speak to her on a more or less friendly basis. While she was an extremely conservative Christian, one of the other girls had pointed out some relevant verses that Jills parents had overlooked in imparting their version of religion to her. Jill had been thinking a lot about the the diverse society she was about to enter in just under a year. The diversity her parents had desperately tried to shield her from. It seemed to most of the girls that Jill was finally coming around, though Robin and especially Beth didn't trust her completely. But they both independently decided to give her a chance, since they were teammates and would have to work together. That didn't mean that they would ever be bffs though. Their senior summer went as all the others had in their small town. Practice starting in August, the girls went back to their summer jobs at Aeropostale and Charlotte Russe, dates with their boyfriends, time at the pool, the usual. By this time it was impossible to tell that Robin Jacobson had been born male. She had undergone a 'nip-tuck' procedure to give her a perfectly flat front, even in a bathing suit. It was so perfect that even naked, it was impossible to tell that she still had male genitals. Plus her breasts were a solid C cup by this time. She was somewhat short and quite slender, and years of chemical alteration had given her a body that could pass for a genetic female one under almost any circumstances. There was only one thing wrong, and she was becoming quite sure that she would correct that as soon as she graduated from High School. Less than a year to go. As the senior co-captains of the cheerleader squad, the cousins were pretty much the 'queen bees' of the school, objects of desire to every male and role models for most of the girls. The female part of the school was quite lucky this year-Robin and Beth were far from the stereotypical mean girls that they could have been, given their status. Robin especially didn't want to fall into that trap, since she knew that even though she had lived as a female for the last almost 8 years, she was still biologically male. And would be a genetic one for all of her life, even after her still in the future surgery. So she acted as a role modes, and went out of her way to be nice to everyone, even the school nerd types. She didn't have to be their friends, but she didn't harass them either, and did say hello to those that she knew by name. Since the school top girls didn't harass the loners, none of the other girls could either, and as they went, so did the other cheerleaders. Thus the outsiders had a relatively peaceful year. The year started pretty much as expected. Football season started, though this year Beth's boyfriend Paul wasnt on the field, as he had graduated the previous June. He had elected to stay in-state however, and had accepted a football scholarship from Penn State. Since he and Beth were still an item, this enabled the two to see each other often, and she could, on occasion go to one of his games when they weren't held on the same day as one of her school's. Robin was still with Kevin, who was an outstanding soccer player. It was likely he would break the fifty goal mark this year, and half a dozen division one schools were offering him scholarships also. And also as expected, their little town fielded an outstanding cheerleader squad, led by the extremely skilled and attractive cousins, Robin and Beth Jacobson. By this time, pretty everyone in town considered Robin as just another girl, as every bit of her male personality had long since been suppressed by a combination of socialization, male hormone blockers and daily doses of estrogen to enable the development of a totally feminine body. The only thing Robin wouldn't be able to do was have children, with the accompanying female processes necessary. Given her breast development, if the time ever came, she COULD breastfeed any adopted children she might have. It was looking more and more likely that at the end of the year, during the summer before college, Robin would be flown to Montreal for full female affirmation surgery. She would have the entire vacation to recuperate before actually starting classes, though she would have a medical excuse from any physical activity for her first semester, and probably her entire freshman year. Her grades ensured that she would have her pick of practically any school she chose to attend. Angela was home for Thanksgiving, of course, and both girls had invited their boyfriends over to their aunt's farm for the holiday. Carol was now a tenth grader, and did have a boyfriend, but his parents preferred that he spend it with them. It wasn't all that serious, in any event. Just a typical high school romance. Carol had gone in a different direction from all of the other girls. Angie was a total athlete, then there were the two cheerleaders, then there was Carol. She was a brain, no other way to put it. She excelled in math and science-she was taking chemistry and pre calculus as a sophomore, she would take physics and calculus I as a junior and then special college level courses as a senior. Her goal was a doctorate in physics some day, do some serious research and then a full professorship at a major university. She was also just as attractive as the other three girls though. In fact, she made some of her classmates and peers nervious-many of them were the aforementioned nerds and geeks. The chess club, D and D players, guys who hung out at the comic shop. One of her favorite pastimes was her amateur radio set-which she had personally built from a kit, but had built the high powered amplifier from scratch, in addition to her 5 element, three band beam antenna, raised 40 feet high, in addition to wires for lower bands. Her station had enabled her to communicate with all 50 states, all six continents and over 150 countries. She could also receive morse code at almost 25 words per minute. The girl was good. In fact, it had been Carol who had given Robin the idea of getting her license, though she wasn't as interested in the hobby as Carol was. But it looked great on a college application and made her eligible for several scholarships. Thanksgiving dinner was a rousing success, as the women had made mashed potatoes, green bean casserole, stuffing (two kinds), cranbury sauce, yams, turnips, creamed onions and carrots. Since it was a special occasion in a private home, everyone (including Carol) was allowed to partake of a nice Rose wine, in moderation depending on age. Dessert was Apple, pumpkin and mincemeat pies, topped with homemade whipped cream. A Pennsylvania holiday wouldn't be complete without mincemeat pie. All the teens had first been to the morming football game against a close rival-it had been planned that way so everyone could get home for dinner. The moms had stayed home to prepare the feast, as was traditional. Afterwards, all the teens got together with their significant others just to relax. Then after the long weekend, everyone had to get back to school for the countdown to Christmas. Kevin and Robin especially had a lot to talk about. About Robin's future, and of course theirs together. The conversation went as both teens expected. The two professed their undying love for each other, and planned to stay together permanently. Since they were still in high school, they didn't feel ready to formalize their relationship with an engagement Rring, though even if Robin chose not to have surgery, under the law they could legally marry. Though neither was overly excited about that idea-Robin felt that if she was going to marry a man, she wanted to be a complete woman. Kevin was willing to marry her either way, but inside he was hoping she would decide to have the operation. The two talked long into the night, making plans, sharing their hopes and dreams, and generally being two normal teenagers with a few strikes against them, which teens all over the country were finally able to espress. Robin had long since forgiven her mother, aunt and cousins for her enforced feminization, and actually enjoyed being feminine and the perks and privileges that went with it. Like being a cheerleader. The holiday ended, and all the kids went back to school. That particular Pennsylvania winter was particularly bad, so Robin, Beth and most of the other girls took to wearing jeans or leggings to school, and other places. While Robin loved skirts and dresses, since she was allowed to wear them, she wasn't an idiot. She wasn't going to suffer frostbite for the sake of being stylish. Of course, she did wear her uniform for basketball games, like all the team had to. But they changed into jeans before heading home, something they didn't normally do after football games. Christmas holiday came and went, with Robin receiving a beautiful diamond engagement ring from Kevin, as they had decided the course of their lives. Her gift to him was a gold ID bracelet, with his name engraved in the onyx area. It was obviously that the two were becoming serious. Robin?s mom was ecstatic over this turn of events-she was sure that it meant that Robin was going to have complete Gender Affirmation Surgery-the construction of a truly female genital area and live her life as a complete woman, with absolutely no trace of malenesas except for her Y chromosome. This was what she had been aiming for since Robin was in fourth grade and first put into dresses. If the truth be known, she had NEVER wanted a son and had always hoped for a daughter even while she was pregnant with Robin. Her plans had actually begun long before fourth grade and that fateful summer at the Pennsylvania farm with all of his female relatives. Naturally, with Robin wearing what was clearly an engagement ring, it was necessary to announce her new status. While some people still disapproved of her living as a female (Jill?s parents among them, with Jill accepting it as a fact though with some misgivings), most people just considered her another rural young woman, which was a class of people that generally married early. They figured that she would be no exception. Those who knew she was male wondered if she would embark in a same-sex marriage, or actually have the surgery. But since it wasn?t any of their business, the families involved chose not to make that announcement. Spring arrived, and the annual Cheerleader Competition with it. It was obvious that the choice was between Robin, Beth and Jill for the individual contest. While any girl on the team could try out, none bothered, as they knew who the champions were. Each girl prepared her flashiest and most acrobatic routine, with just enough sexiness thrown in to impress any male judges no end. The panel of local judges was the Cheer coach, the girls gymnastic coach and the middle school Cheer coach. The three girls competed. When the contest was over, the winner, by a tenth of a point was Beth, with Robin a close second, with Jill trailing by two tenths of a point. Beth had competed in middle school, and had placed fourth in the county, so she wasn?t very confident of her ability to win this time around, but she realized that she HAD beaten both of the other two contestants, so she simply decided that she would do her best. Robin and surprisingly, Jill were gracious at losing, and promised Beth that theyd be glad to help her in any way they could, and would certainly be sending waves of support and good feeling her way while she competed. The day of the competition arrived, and the girls all filed onto the bus (as it was a school function, they weren?t allowed to take their own vehicles) and sat down, laughing and chattering away as teen girls are wont to do. Naturally, they also had their phones out and were texting other friends, boyfriends and in some cases, even though they were only a few feet away, each other. When the bus arrived at the school where the cometition was to be held, the girls put their phones away, toched up their makeup, grabbed their bags, purses and pom-poms and left the bus, filing into the gym. All of the girls had been there before, at least once, so they knew what to expect. There were fewer high schools in their county than middle schools, so again, the two parochial schools (one Catholic and one Lutheran) competed with the public school squads. When the team contest was over, Robin?s school had earned third place, and thus would be one of those going to sectionals, and then hopefully states and then nationals. In the individual competition, Beth shone. Her lithe,athletic body performed flips, splits, handsprings and other moves flawlessly. She had ensured her hair wouldn?t cause any problems, as she had seen a girl slip on a fallen bobby pin once.when THOSE results were announced, Beth had taken first place in their county by almost half a point. Her teammates swarmed her to congratulate her with multiple hugs and screeches. Quite a successful evening for their little school and the ladies representing it. There wasn?t much left for the girls that year-sectionals at least, the prom, finals and then graduation. Finally. Sectionals didn?t go as well as they had hoped, they took fourth out of almost thirth schools competing, which meant they wouldn?t be going on to states. The girls were disappointed, but hey-third in the county and fourth in the section wasn?t bad. So they could focus their full attention on prom, as they were all juniors and seniors on the varsity squad. And focus they did, though they did have to pay at least lip service to the fact that school was still going on. Every department store, bridal and formal shop was swarmed with teen girls trying on dress after dress looking for just THE right one. Robin, Beth and a few other girls travelled in a pack, checking things out together. After the dress, of course, came shoes, purse, jewelry and new makeup. As cheerleaders in a small town, the girls were of course stereotypical of the genre, and they all had a vanity full of beauty products, plus the major stashes they habitually carried around with them in their purses. And all of them knew quite well how to use them too, they had been practicing since they were about nine years old. Robin and Beth hit the MAC counter at the local Ulta, where they received makeovers since they each bought about a hundred dollars worth of products. The ladies who worked on commission loved prom season-every girl in town spent to the max and commissions went through the roof. Both girls decided to go with red lips, which Robin often did, and they replaced the tubes they already had with new ones. Since the girls had slightly different coloring, they didn?t choose the same shade, but close enough. Robin of course went with her favorite MAC Ruby Woo, while Beth chose one from Estee Lauder. Prom was magical for the girls, as it usually is most high schools. Dinner was a choice of beef, chicken or a vegetarian selection, with Robin and Beth choosing chicken and their dates choosing the beef, like most of the other males at the event. It was non-alcoholic of course, with checking at the door to prevent problems. It didn?t matter to the cousins, since neither of them drank or smoked, let alone do any other drugs. Like most schools in the 21st century, the school went with a DJ rather than a band, mostly due to cost. And also like most high school proms, the evening was magical. Robin naturally went with her long ime boyfriend Kevin, while Paul was in from college for the weekend to escort Beth. As cheerleader captains, it was sort of traditional for one of them to be elected prom queen, while the captain of one of the girls sports teams to be named senior princess. It wasn?t a rule, and quite often, a non affiliated girl would be named as royalty, or the cheerleader would be left out completely. This year, to her and everyone elses surprise, Robin was named queen, with her former nemesis Jill named as senior princess, with a junior majorette named as the other member of the court. The three girls went forward for the award, and celebrated in a group hug. After the crowning, their escorts joined them for the traditional dance. It was the most perfect evening of Robin?s life up to that point. Along with most of the other attendees, they visited several of the after prom parties that were being held in town. Robin and Beth were nostalgic-they realized this was the last big event before their high school careers were over. Next stop, graduation. The month between prom and commencement flew by. The first two weeks were review, while the last two were set aside for finals. Both girls were sure they would ace them, and sure enough, they did. Both of them finished in the top ten in the class, and had long since been inducted into the National Honor Society. They were both eligible to wear both the gold ropes of the top ten, and the gold stole of the NHS. Of course, they had the gold tassels for having a four year average of 90 or better, which was assumed by the other two decorations they would be wearing. At the appointed night and time, Robin, her mom and aunt and cousins joined several hundred other people at the school football field, the usual site for the ceremony. Which brings us to graduation night, and the girls checking their hair and makeup one last time before marching out on the field for the last time. Robin looked at the beautiful platinum and diamond ring on the third finger of her left hand and turned to her cousin to make a very signigificant announcement. Epilogue Robin did decide to have her surgery that summer. She and her mom flew to Canada, where not surprisingly, a reservation had already been made in her name. Her aunt, cousins and fianc? didn?t go along for that trip, since she would be gone for at least two weeks for recuperation. She was taught how to ensure her new female equipment didn?t close up, though she would use a different method quite soon once she was sufficiently healed. She would up attending the same university as Kevin (big surprise), Penn State, where she majored in pre-law, intending to attend Law School afterwards. Kevin was a business major, intending to go for an MBA while she did Law School. They married the summer after their junior year, Angie and Carol being bridesmaids and Beth as Maid of Honor. Beth?s marriage to Paul took place after graduation. Kevin got a job in New York City, while Robin was taken on as an associate in a firm consisting of two partners and a few otherr. Of the two partners, one was a transwoman with a third degree black belt, married to a NY Mets pitcher, the other was married to a transwoman who was a fifth degree black belt and a PhD in Psychology. To complete the coincidence, the founder of the system was a Texas transwoman who had a brother who played for the New York Giants. Perfect firm for her. She joined the partner?s class in what little spare time a junior associate had, happy her former rank in Tae Kwon Do was accepted by the head instructor (the male partners wife), and Robin eventually received her first degree black belt herself. Along the way, she met another girl named Robin, also a lawyer, but from New England. She was also a senior black belt martial artist, but in a different system. Robin was in fangtastic shape. She was complete, and she had it all.