"Ahh, I am SO excited about this!" Krystie squeaked as the plane started
to taxi down the runway at London's vast Heathrow airport.
"Never been to America before?" Viks asked.
"Nope!" Krystie giggled. "Never even been outside Europe before, and
even then it was only for the other launches, heh."
"Didn't get much of a chance to honeymoon thanks to 'other
considerations'," Mikey, Krystie's husband, chuckled as he tried to calm
the squirming fifteen-month-old child in his lap.
"And we're technically not even now," Krystie sighed. "Gonna be so busy
this coming week we'll barely get any time for any sightseeing, heh. But
we are determined to make the most of what we can."
"And you've got to admit," the north-east accented voice of Alice Devry
chimed in, "there aren't many jobs where an all-expenses paid week in
America is gonna happen!"
"Oh, definitely not!" Viks giggled. "Where you headed again?"
"For my solo appearance?" Alice asked, grinning as her brown-haired
friend nodded. "Viva Las Vegas! Think they think that a red-haired girl
from Teesside is the best bet out of all of us to be a showgirl, heh!"
"I'd definitely agree with them," Ricky, Alice's boyfriend, said as he
gave the young woman's neck a playful nuzzle.
"Oh- shut up, you!" Alice chastised with a giggle. "Yesterday, right?
His sister's seventeenth birthday. So what does he offer her? Tickets to
see England play the USA at Wembley."
"...It's a night out, right?" Ricky shrugged.
"Uh-huh," Alice nodded. "That Heavenly Talent paid for and had spare
tickets left over."
"Point being?" Ricky asked.
"Point being that maybe your sister had had enough of football growing
up?" Jamie asked, silencing Ricky as the plane took off and bore its
passengers westward.
As she sat back and listened to her friends' conversation, Jamie-Lee
Milton knew better than most people on the plane why Ricky's sister
wouldn't have appreciated the football tickets. She knew as well as
Ricky himself did that for the first eleven and a half years of her
life, his sister had been his brother. For over five years, Laura (as
she was known after abandoning her birth name of 'Leon') had struggled
with her transition from male to female, to become the girl she always
wanted to be, the girl she had always been on the inside. Throughout
most of her struggle, though, Laura had always had one source of comfort
to fall back on- a group of models and reality TV called 'The Angels',
the same group of which Jamie, Krystie, Viks, Alice and six other girls
(all of whom were on the flight) were members. It was Jamie in
particular that Laura, along with many other transgendered girls in the
UK looked to for inspiration, because when Jamie had been born just over
27 years earlier, she had been a boy named 'James'.
A chance encounter seven and a half years earlier with an already-famous
model named Charlotte Hutchinson, whom 'James' resembled despite being
(outwardly) male, had seen Jamie's life take a path she never imagined
possible. A skint, unemployed and virtually unemployable teenaged boy
was transformed into a rich, famous and glamorous woman under the
tutelage of both Charlotte and her agent, a very astute Nigerian-born
man named Joshua Benedict. He had marketed Charlotte and Jamie, along
with their friends Krystie, Mary, Hannah and Viks as a super-close
modelling clique, and fans had lapped it up. And this was in no small
part due to Jamie and the message she conveyed- that no matter what your
circumstances were at birth, it shouldn't get in the way of your dreams,
and most certainly shouldn't stop you from having them.
The other message that Jamie had tried, for the most part successfully
to convey, was that one could never have too many friends. It was a
message she took to heart, even during the occasions when events
conspired to put her beliefs to the test.
In the five years that the Angels had existed, Jamie had interacted with
and helped countless young girls throughout the UK and beyond, either
through the occasional email or in a more hands-on way as an active
mentor, as was the case with at least one other girl on the same flight.
The more help she offered, the greater her fame grew, which gave her
more scope to help other girls in need.
Jamie's path to fame hadn't been all smooth sailing, of course. Her
initial coming out to the general public had been difficult (and had
cost her her relationship with her then-boyfriend), and as the Angels
grew in fame, there were always those critical of allowing a
transgendered woman into an all-female clique, whether they were radical
feminists who accused Jamie of 'misappropriating' her gender, or
religious fanatics who used scripture to try to justify their bigotry.
However, for every critical comment Jamie received either online or in
the media, there were tens of fans willing to come to her aid.
The success of the Angels had led to them expanding, adding four new
members (including Alice) and being signed to the ever-growing Amazon
Prime Video lineup. The simplicity of the format (from both a marketing
and production standpoint) quickly led to launches in other markets.
Germany was first, followed by Italy, Australia and Ireland. Each new
'Angel group' had one thing in common- at least one member was (at time
of joining) a pre-operative male-to-female transsexual. While Jamie
initially worried about transgender issues being treated like a gimmick,
her mind was set at ease upon meeting each girl and realising that their
desire to be a role model was as genuine as her own.
Eventually, the time had come to launch the 'Angels' brand in the
world's largest consumer market- the United States of America.
Preparations for the launch had taken over eighteen months- since before
even the launch of the German 'Angel group'- due to a mixture of
licensing issues and the genuine desire to get the launch right. The
British Angels had had limited success in some small pockets of America,
but for the brand to truly take off, the nation needed its own girls to
'invest' in, just as Britain had with Jamie and her friends. Jamie was
nervous about the upcoming launch, though, even though she would be
there in person to assist with it, just as she had been in Germany,
Italy, Ireland- and in Spain in the summer that had just gone.
However, during the launch of 'Bellezas', the Spanish 'Angel group',
Jamie had felt like a fifth wheel for two very good reasons- she spoke
very little Spanish, and for the first time, there would be no
transgendered members of the group.
Jamie, along with Kelly, the other transgendered 'Angel', had briefly
argued that the Bellezas group shouldn't be counted as a 'real' Angel
group due to what they perceived as a slight, but their argument quickly
petered out when they were reminded of Jamie's initial worries about her
transgendered status- as well as that of Kelly, Melissa from the German
group, Chiara from the Italian group, McKayla from the Australian group
and Tanya from the Irish group- being seen as a 'gimmick'. The true
'gimmick' of all 'Angel groups', as Jamie was reminded, was that they
had all been friends prior to the groups forming, and as Jamie herself
often said, you can never have too many friends.
Two years earlier, a rival London-based talent agency had attempted to
copy the success of the Angels by manufacturing their own group, known
as 'Constellation', but despite early successes, they were soon eclipsed
by the original Angels, helped in no small part by Kelly defecting from
Constellation before the group had even made one public appearance
together. All of the talent agencies promoting the international 'Angel
groups' had taken this lesson to heart and made sure their girls had had
months of interacting together before their public launch and tinkered
with their line-ups to ensure the group had gelled perfectly- and
nowhere was this more the case than with the two groups that were to
launch in the United States over the subsequent few days.
And yet, Jamie still felt nervous about the launch, just as she had with
Bellezas, because neither of the two groups contained any transgendered
girls. Jamie understood the reason, which was the same as with the
Spanish group- that they had to allow the groups to form naturally, and
whether she liked it or not, no transgendered girls had naturally
gravitated toward the groups. What made Jamie nervous was the fact that
yet again, she would be flying into an unknown land and presenting
herself as a girl, when there would be thousands, if not millions who
would criticise her for doing so.
"Hey," Charlotte- Jamie's oldest and best friend- whispered to the young
transgendered woman, derailing her train of thought. "You okay?"
"Hmm?" Jamie replied. "Umm, yeah, fine, why d'you ask?"
"'Cause after seven years, I like to think I know what that look means,"
Charlotte replied.
"...What 'look'?" Jamie asked.
"The 'I'm entering enemy territory' look," Charlotte replied.
"Umm, I've been to America before," Jamie retorted. "I think this'll be,
like, my eighth trip? Second in the last six months, even."
"But first that won't be a holiday," Charlotte said. "And you're nervous
about presenting yourself to a country where a good chunk of the
population isn't trans-friendly?"
"Umm, that describes EVERY country," Jamie retorted. "And this is the
same country that launched RuPaul's Drag Race. Hell, if anything,
America might be the most trans-friendly country in the world. Well, the
north of it, anyway."
"Mmm," Charlotte mused. "But you're not a drag queen though, are you?"
"Well- no," Jamie sighed. "Which is part of the problem. There's a
difference between a man pretending to be a woman for a job, and
actually becoming a woman for life. And there are still some people who
think the former's okay but the latter's some kind of weird perversion
or something."
"Well then, who better to educate them?" Charlotte said with a grin.
"And besides, like you said, there are huge chunks of America that ARE
trans-friendly, so you don't need to be so nervous!"
"I know, I know," Jamie said, letting out a heavy, tired sigh. "It's
just- ugh, I dunno. It feels like this whole trip is going to be, you
know, 'make or break' for the Angels, you know? Either we keep flying
high, or we- well, a plane isn't really the place for THAT metaphor..."
"Thank god these three are already asleep," Charlotte giggled, gesturing
to the seat where her three-year-old son was sleeping, and to the laps
or herself and her husband, where their months-old twin daughters were
resting. "But yeah, I think I get what you mean. Joshua- well, everyone
at the agency's worked so hard to get this launch right. Now it's our
turn, heh."
"Yeah," Jamie chuckled. "But it's not just Joshua who's counting on us
getting this launch right- well, not for me, anyway."
"You will be FINE," Charlotte insisted. "In a few weeks' time you'll be
an icon and an inspiration to transgendered people on both sides of the
Atlantic, I guarantee it. Hell, you already are for some people, aren't
you?"
"Yeah, that's true," Jamie replied with a smile as she remembered all
the friends she'd made on the Western side of the Atlantic Ocean. "Now
we'll be making it 'official', heh."
"You make it sound almost like we're getting married!" Hannah Dexter,
one of the most high-profile of the ten Angels, teased.
"Meh, in a way, we kind of are," Jamie replied.
"Well I really can't wait to get there and get started!" Hannah giggled.
"Yeah, it'll be hard work, but no harder than being on Strictly, right?"
"Oh- you could at least have waited until we were out of British
airspace before bringing THAT up!" Alice snorted as she and the other
Angels began good-naturedly teasing their blonde friend. However, the
mere mention of Strictly Come Dancing caused another of the flight's
passengers to start to tense up.
Like Jamie and Kelly, Stephanie Abbott was one of the most famous young
women in the UK, albeit for her singing talent rather than for
modelling, and like Jamie and Kelly, she had been born male, but had
long since begun to transition to female. Unlike Jamie and Kelly,
though, she hadn't undergone gender confirmation surgery, but that
didn't stop her, any of her friends or any of her millions of fans from
viewing her as a woman. Over the previous three and a half years,
Stephanie and her bandmates had become just as famous and as loved as
the Angels, and seen as role models to countless teenaged girls, but the
road hadn't always been smooth for her.
Stephanie's struggles with juggling her transition and her fame had also
resulted in struggles with anxiety, stress and depression, which had
also resulted in her briefly running away from her life, her staying in
a psychiatric hospital for a few days and conflict with her friends-
including Jamie, with whom Stephanie had had a physical altercation.
However, Stephanie hadn't just survived, but had thrived, thanks to help
from her family, her friends, her bandmates, and in particular her best
friend.
Stephanie had met Kayla on the day they'd both auditioned for Out of
Heaven and had immediately developed a liking for the petite girl. Just
had Stephanie had grown during her time in the band, so had Kayla,
developing from a nervous, shy seventeen-year-old girl into a confident
and beautiful twenty-one-year-old woman. Over time, Stephanie's fondness
for Kayla had grown into physical attraction, and eventually, the two
had begun a loving, committed relationship. However, despite being
together for over a year, Stephanie continued to be frustrated by
Kayla's reluctance to go public with their relationship, and Kayla's
appearance on the famous BBC dancing show had caused them to spend even
less time together. The frustration even extended to the trip to
America, as the last time Stephanie had visited the US, she had been on
holiday with Kayla, celebrating the wedding of two close friends and
spending time as a virtually incognito couple. During this trip,
however, everyone would know who Stephanie was, and if they didn't, an
army of publicists would soon correct that. And worst of all, thanks to
her Strictly commitments, Kayla had remained in England. However, as she
was soon reminded, Stephanie was far from alone on the flight.
"You awake?" Becca, one of Stephanie's bandmates, said, snapping the
young transwoman out of her daydream.
"Hmm?" Stephanie replied. "Umm, yeah, just, you know, thinking..."
"Technically, I think it's called 'pining'," Adeola, Stephanie's other
bandmate, teased with a wide grin on her dark-skinned features. "And
believe me, I know the feeling. Pretty much everyone from Heavenly
Talent is on this flight, but my fianc?? Nope, got to work all week back
in England."
"You know Jonathan did that deliberately," Becca teased, referring to
Adeola's cousin, who was also the husband of one of the Angels and the
general day-to-day manager of Heavenly Talent.
"No I didn't!" Jonathan replied from his seat two rows in front of his
cousin and her bandmates. "Wish I could take credit for it, though!"
"BOY," Becca and Adeola retorted, earning giggles from many of the other
women on the plane.
"No offence, Riley," Stephanie said to Becca's fianc? with a snort of
laughter.
"Yeah, if I haven't developed a thick skin by now, I never will," Riley
replied with a tired sigh, before grinning as Becca leaned into him for
a cuddle.
"Ah, looks like it'll be me and you keeping each other company!" Adeola
teased Stephanie, who simply rolled her eyes and let out a small giggle
in response.
"We're NOT sharing a bed," Stephanie replied, before sharing a louder
giggle with her two bandmates.
"Ahh, no danger of THAT happening!" Adeola giggled. "Thank god we've got
a great PA who's got us great hotel rooms for our trip, eh?"
"A great PA who's also gonna be sleeping alone tonight," Becca said
quietly as she gestured toward the back of the plane, where the PA in
question sat by herself, staring intently at her iPad.
Nikki Phillips-Thomas wasn't as famous as Jamie, Kelly or Stephanie. She
had a significant online following, with over 100 000 followers on
Instagram and over 10 000 subscribers on YouTube, and had briefly been a
member of a group of 'Angels' aimed at a younger audience than Jamie's
group, but she wasn't what you'd call a 'celebrity'. However, this
didn't stop Jamie and the rest of the Angels from including not just
Nikki but her friends as well in their lives as not just fans and
colleagues, but genuine friends. Nikki had been a bridesmaid at Jamie's
wedding, and vice versa, and Nikki knew that she could always go to
Jamie for help with any problems she might have. This was partly because
Jamie believed in adhering to her most famous saying- that you can never
have too many friends- but also because when Nikki was born, she was a
boy named Nick.
Nikki's transition officially started in 2013, when she began hormone
replacement therapy, but it had truly begun two years earlier when she
met her future wife, a girl named Sarah. Together, they had helped
'Nick' become 'Nikki', and over time, Nikki and Sarah had become the
couple known to their friends as 'Snikki', as they were rarely seen
apart. However, on this particular November morning, things were
different. Nikki's job as PA to the Angels required her to fly to
America with them, whilst Sarah's studies required her to stay in
London, and even though they'd only been separated for a matter of
hours, Nikki was already feeling bereft.
"Are you going to sulk for this whole trip?" Katie, Nikki's friend and
photographer for Heavenly Talent, asked.
"Oh- leave me alone," Nikki pouted. "I've got a lot of work to do, got
to make sure all the flights are booked, there are no delays..."
"Yeah, that's not what I meant, and you know it," Katie said with a
tired sigh. "It's not like you're never gonna see her again, is it?
Thought you'd got it out of you at the airport."
"By now you should know that Nikki plus airports equals dehydration
through the tear ducts!" Jacinta, a friend of Nikki's and a fellow
transwoman, teased, chuckling as Nikki rolled her eyes.
"Hilarious," Nikki snorted. "The thanks I get for getting you an invite
to this trip..."
"Oh- come on," Jacinta said with an exaggerated sigh. "I am grateful,
you know? The magazine will love the exclusives. And I'm definitely
going to love getting to spend time with all of you, hehe!"
"Yeah," Nikki sighed happily. "Dilating in an aeroplane toilet probably
won't-"
"That's all I need to hear about THAT, thank you very much," Katie
protested, making her two friends smirk as she pressed the call button
above her head. "If this is what we're going to be talking about all
trip, I am VERY glad I'm twenty-one!" Nikki and Jacinta smirked again as
a smartly dressed stewardess approached their seats.
"Hi, how can I help?" The flight attendant asked with a professional
smile.
"Glass of Bailey's, please," Katie replied.
"Make that two," Jacinta said. "Nikki? You want one?"
"Ehh... Better not," Nikki replied. "Need a clear head for all of this,
heh."
"Meh, don't blame you," Katie said, before thanking the flight attendant
for her drink and relaxing back into her seat. "And who knows? Might be
more trips across the Atlantic in years to come, if these new Angel
groups take off. Pun intended, hehe!"
"Ooh, speaking of transatlantic trips," Jacinta teased as a young,
short-statured man with unruly ginger hair passed their aisle. "Hello,
Kurt!"
"Oh, umm, hey," Kurt replied in his soft Canadian accent. "Just, umm,
going-" Jacinta and Katie both giggled teasingly as Kurt gestured toward
the toilet at the back of the plane.
"Don't let us keep you," Katie giggled. "Looking forward to getting
closer to home?"
"A bit," Kurt shrugged. "Me and Kelly are going to have a week in
Winnipeg after the LA launch, we've already missed Thanksgiving and
won't be able to come over for Christmas so thought we should make an
effort, heh."
"ALREADY missed Thanksgiving?" Nikki asked with a look of panic in her
eyes. "I- I thought-"
"Canadian Thanksgiving is at the start of October," Kurt explained.
"American Thanksgiving is next week. And I'm about to pee for about an
hour, so please, for the love of god, excuse me!"
"You're excused," Katie said with a smug grin, before she was joined by
her friends in a cry of one word: "BOY!"
"Thanks, and thanks," Kurt said with a smug grin as he headed toward the
plane's small toilet.
"You know better than to try to use that as an insult," Stuart Milton,
Jamie's husband, said with a grin from his seat directly in front of
Nikki.
"Meh, that won't stop us," Katie said, smirking as Stuart chuckled and
went back to cuddling his daughter.
Stuart and Kurt's pride at being called 'boys' stemmed from the fact
that at the beginning of their lives, they had been girls named 'Claire'
and 'Kate' respectively. Like Jamie, Kelly, Stephanie, Nikki and
Jacinta, they had struggled with their gender identities from early in
their lives, and had taken steps, including undergoing surgery, to
correct their gender to reflect who they truly were on the inside. And
while the Angels as a brand was aimed at a mainly female demographic,
both men found comfort in their message of unconditional acceptance.
When he was a little girl, Stuart never imagined that he would grow up
to be a man, let alone a husband or father, and while the operations and
the recovery periods he had to undergo to fulfil his wish were often
painful, if he had to do it all over again, he wouldn't change a thing.
"Weird to think this little one will have been to New York twice in six
months," Stuart mused as he and his wife cooed over their twenty-one-
month old daughter. "That's more times than I had before I was twenty-
five!"
"Yeah," Jamie sighed happily as the plane carried on westward. Whatever
happened over the following week in her professional life, at the end of
the day, she would still be a wife and a mother, and would still have
countless amazing friends on her life. Because, as she mused to herself,
you can never have too many friends...
The plane landed at JFK airport a few hours later, and everyone on board
let out a sigh of relief as they disembarked and were able to stretch
their legs, though the excitement levels soon rose as they collected
their bags, cleared customs and headed into main concourse of the busy
airport.
"Okay," Nikki said as she took charge of the large group. "Does everyone
have their American SIM cards installed in their phones? Don't want
anyone getting massive phone bills when they get home..."
"Yes, MUM," Krystie teasingly replied, giggling as the younger woman
stuck her tongue out at her.
"Good," Nikki replied, before checking her iPad once again. "Taxis
should be outside in a few minutes, you can all get checked in to your
hotel, drop your bags off, then I've got a restaurant booked for-"
"Nikki, honestly!" Jamie interrupted her young prot?g?, before stepping
toward her to talk as quietly as the noisy surroundings would allow.
"Take it easy, okay? We've got three days in one of the most iconic
cities in the entire world, somewhere I know you've never been before,
take some time to look around and enjoy the sights, okay?"
"Well, okay, but-" Nikki said.
"No buts!" Jamie insisted, before sighing. "Okay, what's the 'but'?"
"...Jon's said he's going to look at giving me more responsibilities if
the America tour goes well," Nikki mumbled, blushing as Jamie's jaw
dropped.
"A promotion?" Jamie excitedly asked.
"Not a 'promotion'," Nikki replied. "Just extra responsibilities, maybe
a raise... Okay, yeah, I suppose you could call that a promotion, hehe!"
"I get it, I understand," Jamie giggled. "And I get that you probably
want to keep yourself busy with a whole ocean between you and Sarah."
"Just a bit, yeah," Nikki said, sniffing and wiping a tear away from her
eye.
"Well, I just have one word to say to you for that," Jamie said, before
whispering in her friend's ear. "Girl!" Nikki and Jamie exchanged
excited squeaks as Nikki composed herself, before smiling at the crowd
and leading them to the airport's exit, where several iconic yellow
taxis were waiting to whisk them into the heart of the big apple.
As they drove through the metropolis toward their hotel, all the men and
women- not to mention the children- were in awe of their surroundings.
Most of them had lived their whole lives in London, which was hardly a
small or quiet city, but they were unprepared for the sheer scale of New
York- not just the size of the buildings, but the noise of the millions
of citizens going about their daily lives.
"This is AWESOME," Krystie gushed as she gazed out of the taxi window.
"It's certainly a bit bigger than Nottingham, that's for sure!" Mikey
chuckled, referring to his home city. "Hard to imagine how cities get
this big, heh."
"I know," Krystie sighed. "And- and I don't mean this as, like, a boast,
but- it's weird to think that no one here knows who we are, you know?
Can barely go anywhere in London without being stopped by fans, you
know?"
"Well, enjoy it while it lasts," Mikey advised his wife. "This time next
week everyone on both sides of the Atlantic will know you are."
"Yeah, hehe!" Krystie said with a giggle, before sighing as she thought
of her transgendered friends. "I'm just worried that too many of the
wrong people will also know WHAT some of us are..."
Jamie couldn't help but smirk as she and her friends entered the lobby
of the Four Seasons hotel and immediately drew the attention of everyone
present- especially the young men who all stopped and gazed at the bevy
of beautiful women. Jamie allowed her grin to widen as she waited in
line to check in to her hotel suite- while she was a happily married
woman, she always felt flattered whenever she drew men's attention,
especially when the men weren't aware of her celebrity status. However,
she also found herself wondering just how badly the men might react if
they found out about her 'other' status...
"Nervous?" Kelly asked Jamie, derailing the blonde transwoman's train of
thought.
"Uhh, maybe a little," Jamie replied with a quiet chuckle. "Always am
when I come somewhere foreign, even if America is as close to Britain as
you can get culture-wise. Well, apart from your other half's homeland,
heh! And I mean, everyone at the actual launch itself will be here to
see us, right? "
"Well let's face it, they'll really be here for the American girls,"
Kelly teased. "We'll be second fiddle. AGAIN."
"Speak for yourself," a refined Dublin accent said from behind Jamie and
Kelly, instantly increasing the two women's excitement levels.
"Tanya?" Jamie squeaked as she exchanged a gentle hug with her Irish
counterpart. "Oh my god! When did you get here?"
"A few hours ago," Tanya replied. "We've all checked in, me and some of
the girls are going out for dinner in a bit. We would invite you, but we
kinda have a pre-booking, you know?"
"It's okay," Jamie replied with a grin. "You nervous about tomorrow?"
"A bit," Tanya replied with a shrug. "Have you seen any of the buzz
online about the launch?"
"I've tried to keep away from social media for the last few days," Jamie
replied.
"We all have," Kelly explained. "Figured the best way to do this was to
go into it and be ourselves, not trying to, you know, meet any
expectations or anything like that."
"You two talking about 'being yourselves' when you're going to be turned
into a cartoon next week," Tanya teased, giggling as Jamie and Kelly
blushed.
"Yeah, well we didn't have any say in THAT," Jamie chuckled. "Other than
'saying' as in 'voicing the characters', heh."
"Though the scripts did look great," Kelly said. "Can't wait to see the
first episode in full, hehe! But as you were saying, there's online buzz
about the launch?"
"LOADS," Tanya replied. "The girls they've got, for the New York Angels,
I mean, already have over a million Instagram followers EACH. So forming
a supergroup like this, especially one with links to similar groups in
Europe and Australia?"
"Yeah," Jamie grimaced. "It- it's those 'links' that are kinda worrying
me."
"Yeah... Me too," Tanya quietly confessed as she remembered her
childhood- a childhood spent growing up in Dublin, playing football,
rugby and being a boy called 'Thomas'. Then, at the age of nineteen,
she'd seen a British TV show starring a transgendered woman- the same
woman that Tanya now considered a close friend- and the rest was
history. "I mean," Tanya continued, "there's been a LOT of support.
Stonewall and other LGBT charities have been REALLY positive about it,
and about 95% of all the comments since the announcement have been
positive."
"Stonewall of course taking its name from the riots that took place in
this very city," Jamie said with a knowing smile.
"Exactly," Tanya said.
"But that leaves 5%, right?" Kelly asked.
"You get a few arseholes, yeah," Tanya sighed. "But not really any more
than you get in England or I get in Ireland. Ireland, I mean, come on,
one of THE most Catholic countries in the world, in case you needed
reminding. And even then, most dickheads like that just call me 'Mrs.
Brown'. We just need to accept that we'll get this shit wherever we go
no matter how famous we are."
"Oh, we need to understand it, maybe, and prepare for it," Jamie said.
"But accept it? Hell no."
"Too right!" Tanya cheered with a giggle. "Ahh... It will be an awesome
week, I guarantee you that, hehe!"
"Where are you going on the tour?" Jamie asked.
"Boston, with Charlotte," Tanya replied. "They reckon 'cause of the
large Irish population..."
"That's kind why I'm going to San Francisco," Kelly said. "Large
Chinatown. Think most of the Spanish Angels are going to Florida or
cities near the Mexican border, the Italian Angels are going to places
like Philadelphia and Chicago."
"In fairness, they want to sell the Angels 'brand'," Jamie said. "So,
they need to put us where they think we'll generate the most positive
publicity." Jamie maintained a neutral expression on her face as her two
friends both nodded.
"...So who's going to Washington DC, then?" Kelly asked, smirking as
Jamie and Tanya both sighed and rolled their eyes.
"None of us ten, I know that much," Jamie chuckled.
"Or any of us," Tanya said. "Think a couple of the German girls might be
going down there though, ones who speak fluent English anyway."
"I would say 'it's a pity there are no Russian Angels', but that might
be getting a bit TOO political," Kelly giggled.
"Just a bit!" Tanya laughed. "Think they want to keep the launch as non-
political as possible, which is a pity as I was hoping they'd invite
Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez tomorrow, seeing as her borough's around here."
"Though she's just as controversial as the orange idiot in the White
House," Kelly sighed. "It's a pity, though, I always wanted to visit
Washington, see all the sights, and I know there'll be a lot of fans
there who'll be disappointed too."
"It's a big- well, huge country and there's only so many of us to go
around in very little time," Jamie mused. "Someone's inevitably going to
end up being disappointed."
"Well, we'll just have to work extra hard this week, won't we?" Tanya
cheered, before giggling as Stuart approached carrying his daughter in
one arm and a room key in the other.
"Speaking of working hard," Stuart said with a mock tired sigh, "while
you've been gossiping, I've been getting us checked into our suite
upstairs. They'll have the bags sent up to avoid overloading the weight
limit of the lift."
"BOY," Tanya, Jamie and Kelly said simultaneously.
"Ah, but not you though, cutie!" Tanya cooed to the tiny infant in
Stuart's arms. "You're going to be just as girly and gorgeous as your
mother, aren't you- oh, oh my god, Stuart, I- I'm sorry, I- I keep
forgetting-"
"Don't worry about it, honestly," Stuart chuckled as he gave his
daughter a gentle kiss on her head. "I was born the wrong gender, sure,
but believe me when I say it's VERY obvious that Olivia was born the
right gender."
"You should see her bedroom at home," Jamie giggled. "You'd think it had
a pink carpet. Nope, that's just all her toys and her dolls."
"Ah, SO jealous," Tanya sighed happily. "there's a part of me that's
desperate to become a mother, heh."
"Well, out of all the many, many amazing things about being a woman,"
Jamie said as she took Olivia into her arms, "being a mother is probably
the best one."
"Being a wife is also high on the list, right?" Stuart asked with a mock
pout, before giggling as his wife fixed him with a withering stare.
"Come on," Jamie giggled as she led her husband by the hand. "And it's
called an elevator, not a lift!" Stuart chuckled and rolled his eyes as
he and his family headed up to the suite that would their home for the
next few days.
After unpacking their bags and changing into smarter, more expensive
outfits, Jamie and Stuart (and Olivia) headed down to the hotel lobby,
where they met up with several other Angels and their families, and
before long the group was settled into the back of yet more taxis,
enjoying more sights and sounds of the big city en route to the
restaurant that had been booked for them.
While the Angels enjoyed their meal, Nikki was sat cross-legged on her
hotel bed reviewing the following day's itinerary on her iPad while
Jacinta and Katie lounged on the room's sofa, trying to not get
exasperated by their friend's anxiety.
"Tell me," Katie said with a sigh, "are you actually THAT worried about
tomorrow, or are you trying to distract yourself from missing Sarah?"
"Think you know the answer to that already," Nikki replied in a tired
voice, prompting her two friends to roll their eyes and look at each
other.
"Both," Katie and Jacinta said simultaneously, before sharing a giggle.
"And it's not like neither of you have work you can be doing," Nikki
said. "I saw you both taking hundreds of photos downstairs."
"Can't do anything with them until Riley gets back from dinner," Katie
retorted.
"Can't do anything with them until I get home," Jacinta said with a smug
grin. "I could always take some more, though..." Nikki growled and
raised her middle finger at the giggling Jacinta as the she took her
phone out of her handbag and took several quick photos of the her.
"Send that photo to Sarah!" Katie teased, before giggling as Nikki
hurled a pillow at her. "Ahh... Why ARE we in here anyway instead of
hitting a bar or a club?"
"Two reasons," Jacinta replied with a sad sigh. "Jet lag and work. It's
currently 7pm, which is midnight our time, so we wouldn't be back until
about 6am our time, and we have got a VERY busy today tomorrow."
"Oh- okay," Katie said, before chuckling with relief. "I was kinda
worried that, you know, there was, like, another 'issue'..."
"What, the fact that me and Nikki are, umm..." Jacinta said.
"Taller than average girls?" Nikki asked, before smirking. "I suppose
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't worried about that. Same as anytime I go
anywhere new."
"Same here," Jacinta said. "Even if we've been to America before, hehe!
But, you know? Every time we visit Manchester, we only ever go out on
Canal Street. Every time you guys come to Brighton, we- well, okay, bad
example. But even there of all places I've had issues in the past. In
hindsight it's no wonder I can't get a guy, heh. But anyway, a city like
New York's bound to have loads of LGBT friendly bars, right? It's not
like we're in Alabama or anything."
"And..." Nikki said with a grin, before showing Katie and Jacinta the
map that she'd brought up on her iPad's screen. "There IS an app for
that, hehe!"
"Ah, cool!" Katie squeaked. "So... Is the headmistress saying we can
bunk off early and go for a few drinks, then?"
"Only if you promise not to call me 'headmistress' ever again!" Nikki
retorted, giggling as she put her iPad away and began rummaging through
her bag for a fashionable dress to wear. "Besides, a very clever person
did tell me earlier today to take it easy, to take some time to look
around and see the sights..."
"And is 'the inside of a bar' one of these sights?" Katie asked with an
excited grin.
"Hell yeah!" Jacinta giggled. "The only question is, will Miss Henderson
be okay going to an LGBT bar and being hit on by all the girls in
there?"
"As long as it's not you two doing it, then yes!" Katie giggled as she
headed back to her room to change.
The following morning, New York's newest residents rose from their beds
early, eager to get stuck into the long day that lay ahead of them. As
Stephanie headed down to breakfast by herself, she couldn't help but
giggle at the sight of the three exhausted-looking young women that
greeted her.
"Good morning, girlies!" Stephanie said a loud, eager voice that earned
pained groans from Nikki, Jacinta and Katie. "I see someone FINALLY
decided to loosen up and have some fun last night, then?"
"Ugh," Nikki replied. "Kinda regretting it now, heh. Well... I am and
I'm not, hehe!"
"It was a great night though," Jacinta giggled despite her hangover.
"Did you and the rest of the band enjoy your meal?"
"Well... Kinda," Stephanie sighed as she sat down with her friends. "Did
feel a bit like a third wheel even though Adeola's fella wasn't there
either. Kinda wish I was out with you three last night, heh. Enjoy my
last day of stateside anonymity while it lasts!"
"No one recognised you or the band yesterday, then?" Katie asked.
"Nah, the other people in the restaurant didn't exactly strike me as
girl band fans, heh!" Stephanie replied. "Some didn't exactly strike me
as, you know, 'me' fans either, heh."
"Kinda why we were at a gay club last night," Jacinta chuckled. "Though
me or Nikki aren't as famous as you are, heh."
"Yeah, well, famous in Britain doesn't mean I'm automatically gonna be
famous in America," Stephanie reminded her friends. "Okay, yes, we have
a small US-based fan club, but it's, you know, small?"
"Well," Nikki said with a smug grin, "it's a good job we're doing a big
launch event today, isn't it?" Nikki's question was answered by the
excited squeaks of the other three women at the table.
After a quick breakfast, the four girls headed back to their rooms,
where they quickly changed into their outfits for the day. Even though
she wouldn't be the focus of the day, Stephanie wanted to make an
impression, and smiled as she pulled a low-cut satin and lace top over
her head, savouring the sensation as it clung to her narrowing waist,
widening hips and ever-growing breasts. A pair of black pantyhose was
next, followed by a tight leather pencil skirt and, as had become
tradition for Stephanie, a pair of shiny black knee-high boots with a
chunky 3-inch heel.
"Oh, hey Steph!" Jamie said with a nervous giggle as she encountered her
fellow transwoman in the hallway. "All ready for today, then?"
"Ready as I'll ever be!" Stephanie replied, fanning herself with her
hands to try to remain calm. "I love that dress, by the way!"
"Thanks!" Jamie replied as she did a slow twirl to show off the delicate
features of her slinky knee-length dark blue dress. "I love your boots,
as usual, hehe!"
"Meh, figured I had to keep up appearances!" Stephanie replied with a
giggle. "Have- have you heard anything about what we're going to expect
today?"
"I've deliberately kept myself away from social media," Jamie replied
with a nervous grimace. "Tanya- you know, from the Irish Angels? She's
been looking a lot, says we can expect a huge crowd today. Not that that
should worry someone who's sung in front of 30 000 people, right?"
"30 000 people who paid and knew exactly what they'd be getting for
their money," Stephanie said. "This is a voyage into the unknown. And
besides, those 30 000-" Stephanie trailed off as she remembered the
concert that she and Jamie were referring to- the concert held just over
a year earlier at the St Mary's stadium in Southampton, the home town of
the one member of Out of Heaven who was still on the other side of the
Atlantic.
"...That was Kayla's birthday concert, wasn't it?" Jamie asked, smiling
sympathetically as Stephanie nodded. "Can't imagine how much you're
missing her. God knows I'd be a wreck if I didn't have Stuart and Olivia
with me, heh."
"Speaking of, where are they?" Stephanie asked.
"Well, Eilish came over with us," Jamie replied. "She and a few of the
dads will be running a kind-of cr?che today."
"It's called 'daycare' over here," Stephanie teased, giggling as Jamie
rolled her eyes. "And you know they'll be sitting around playing
videogames while Eilish does all the hard work, and we do all the REAL
work."
"They'd better not," Jamie growled, before letting out a quiet giggle.
"And don't think of today as 'work'. Like you said, 30 000 people paid
to hear you sing last year. They didn't pay just to hear Kayla Ford
sing, the name on the posters outside said 'Out of Heaven'. Just like
today, the posters outside the venue will say 'Angels launch event'."
"Yeah, the New York Angels, though," Stephanie reminded her friend.
"Like I was telling the girls over breakfast, we're foreigners here, no
matter how close British and American culture might be."
"Well then," Jamie said with a shrug and a confident grin. "We're just
going to have to show these Yanks what they've been missing this whole
time, aren't we?" Stephanie smiled as her friend led her down to the
hotel lobby, while Jamie mused on how just two years earlier, she'd have
given anything to not be even in the same room as Stephanie Abbott, but
was now deeply fond of her- proof that anyone and everyone has the
potential to be a friend, if the circumstances were right, and Jamie
crossed her fingers and prayed that the circumstances would be right
that day.
Jamie marvelled at the sight that greeted her when she reached the
lobby- it wasn't just the Angels and the other members of Out of Heaven
and Heavenly Talent who were assembled in the lobby, but members of
Angel groups from around the world. Tanya and her friends from Ireland
were present, as was Jamie's friend (and fellow transwoman) Melissa and
her friends from Germany, and many of their friends from Italy, Spain
and Australia as well. Jamie felt herself getting giddy as she mingled
with the crowd, knowing that each of the women was a friend of hers, and
by the end of the day, she'd be making yet more friends- and as she
reminded herself, you truly can never have too many.
"Hi Jamie!" The distinctive soft voice of Melissa Schubert called. "It
has been a long time! But today is going to be exciting, isn't it?"
"Hi Melissa!" Jamie giggled as she exchanged a hug with the German
transwoman. "You look great! And you sound great too, your English has
really improved this last year!"
"I thought I should put in an effort," Melissa giggled. "Especially as I
knew I would come here!"
"Well it's great to have you here, hehe!" Jamie giggled. "How've you
been, anyway? I mean, after the..."
"The operation?" Melissa asked, smiling as Jamie grimaced and nodded.
"Everything is fine. I healed fast and the scars are fading. It is like
I was always totally woman!"
"Because you were," Jamie reassured her friend. "We all were, no matter
what anyone else says. Have- has there been, you know..."
"I- I do not follow?" Melissa asked.
"Has anyone- have you had any abuse in Germany?" Jamie asked. "From
transphobic people, I mean?"
"...A little bit," Melissa said quietly. "It is the same everywhere, but
in Germany it is punished more harshly, Berlin has anti-hate speech laws
that punish it. I know America has freedom of speech but why should that
mean freedom to abuse people?"
"Freedom of speech also means that you can tell them you are a rich,
famous, beautiful and anatomical woman," Jamie retorted. "And if they
disagree, they're objectively wrong and can shove it." Despite her
confusion, Melissa couldn't help but giggle at the confident look on her
friend's face.
"I did not know what all of that means," Melissa replied. "But I know
what 'shove it' means and I agree!"
"Ah- sorry," Jamie grimaced. "I'm still right, though."
"Hell yes you are!" Melissa said. "And now we wait to see our fans, the
only people with good opinions! Each fan is like a new friend, ja? And
you know what they say about friends?"
"I definitely do," Jamie replied with a warm smile.
The women didn't have to wait long for their rides to arrive, and all of
them squeaked with excitement when they saw that the yellow taxis that
ferried them to the hotel yesterday had been replaced by a fleet of
gleaming white stretch limousines. Jamie, Charlotte, Krystie and Mary
took their seats in the rear of the first limo, and within seconds had
popped open the complimentary bottle of champagne that had been provided
for them.
"Just one glass each, okay?" Jamie said excitedly. "Don't want to get
squiffy before we even get there, hehe!"
"Well, make it zero glasses for me," Charlotte said bashfully. "Kinda
still got two babies to nurse when I get back to the hotel, and even
though it'll be hours-"
"One tonic water for Mrs. Hartley," Krystie said with a smug grin as she
opened a smaller, more non-descript bottle and poured it into her
friend's glass.
"And one for me too, please," Mary said, blushing as her three friends'
jaws simultaneously dropped.
"Oh- oh my god, Mary?" Krystie squeaked, almost dropping the bottle of
tonic water as she poured it into her best friend's glass.
"Yes, yes, get it out of your systems now," Mary said with a sigh,
before giggling excitedly. "Me and Dan only found out a couple of days
before we flew, we were planning to tell you girls- well, now, hehe!"
"Oh my god oh my god!" Jamie squeaked as she, Charlotte and Krystie took
turns hugging the pregnant Irishwoman.
"Calm down, god!" Mary said, taking several deep breaths and fanning
herself with her hands. "We won't be due until next summer, and that's
ages away!"
"Summer?" Krystie asked excitedly. "Does this mean that Mrs. Milton
won't be the only birthday buddy to your kids?" Jamie giggled as she
remembered that her 25th birthday was also the same day that Mary's
second daughter was born. Jamie didn't hold many happy memories of the
weeks surrounding that particular day, but she would always fondly
remember the birth of another member of her 'extended family'.
"Maybe, god, I don't know!" Mary replied. "We think it's due in July.
God, you'd think this'd be easier the third time round..."
"You'll be awesome, just like you were first and second times,"
Charlotte assured. "And baby number 3 is going to be every bit as cute
and clever as her older sisters, I guarantee that!"
"You can't even guarantee that she'll be a girl!" Mary retorted.
"Oh, but I can!" Krystie giggled as she gave Mary's belly a playful rub.
"Girl rays! Girl rays!"
"Sure, are you ever gonna let your brother forget he said that?" Mary
asked.
"Think we all know the answer to THAT!" Charlotte giggled excitedly.
"Ahh... I mean, I know we're all mothers already, but the thought of yet
another cousin for our kids to play with, you know?"
"Totally," Jamie squeaked. "And I've already got loads of baby clothes
Olivia's grown out of, some that she never even wore, hehe!"
"Still a chance it could be a boy," Mary reminded her friends.
"Nah, there isn't," Krystie said confidently. "Ahh, I can't believe how
excited I am! Are you going to tell anyone on the tour?"
"God no!" Mary replied. "It's gonna be mad enough when we get home.
Thank god we're doing the animated series, though. You don't get stretch
marks on cartoons, hehe!"
"Ugh, tell me about it," Krystie sighed. "Thank god I spend all day with
my belly covered by a leotard, heh!"
"I've got you both beat," Charlotte said defiantly. "Twins. Twice the
babies, twice the stretch marks." Krystie and Mary both giggled at
Charlotte's joke, though the laughter soon stopped when they saw the
fourth woman in the limo biting her lip to try to stifle her tears.
"Jamie?" Krystie asked.
"...No stretch marks for me," Jamie said with a sad sigh. "Never been
pregnant, never will be."
"Oh- god, jeez..." Mary grimaced. "I- I'm so sorry, Jam-"
"No, please, don't be sorry!" Jamie said with a chuckle. "I should be
sorry for being such a buzzkill, maybe I need another one of these!"
Jamie forced a smile on her face as she poured herself another glass of
champagne. "A toast- to Mary, who's gonna be an amazing mother. AGAIN."
"To Mary!" Charlotte, Jamie and Krystie cheered.
"Well I have another toast, then," Mary said. "To Jamie, for proving
that no matter how you were born, an amazing mother will always be an
amazing mother."
"And no less a REAL mother than any of us," Krystie said as she gave the
blonde-haired transwoman a gentle hug.
"Aww- you guys..." Jamie said, her voice filled with emotion.
"Don't ever let anyone tell you any different," Charlotte said softly.
"And god knows a few people have tried," Jamie sighed. "People who say I
shouldn't even be in the same toilet as Olivia."
"Bathroom," Krystie corrected her friend, giggling as Jamie gave her a
playful nudge with her elbow. "Ahh, you're not wrong, though.
Fortunately, none of those idiots will be here today."
"How can you be so sure?" Jamie asked.
"Take a look out of the window," Krystie advised, directing Jamie's
attention to the venue they were quickly approaching...
At the back of the motorcade, Nikki stretched her muscles on the back
seat of her yellow taxi to try to quell her nerves, which were
increasing with every passing second. She'd worked extra hard over the
previous weeks to ensure that the New York launch would be a success,
but now that the day had arrived, she found herself mentally running
through every element of the day in her head over and over again,
certain that there was something she had missed somewhere. However, as
she herself was forced to acknowledge, her obsession with her work was
at least in part to distract her from the fact that her wife hadn't
texted her in over an hour...
"If you want to stretch out any more, I can always climb out the window
and ride on the roof," Katie said, earning a scowl from her friend. "Or
the boot, I suppose..."
"It's called a trunk over here," Jacinta said, giggling as Katie rolled
her eyes. "But Katie's not wrong, stop panicking, for god's sake! It'll
all be fine, and besides, you didn't do all this single-handed, did you?
If something does go wrong, there'll be blame to share, right?"
Jacinta's smile fell as Katie and Nikki regarded her with angry stares.
"Not helping," Katie mouthed at her roommate. "Besides, we know it's all
going to be fine, anyway."
"How can you be sure?" Nikki asked.
"Well, THAT is a pretty good sign," Jacinta said, gesturing out of the
taxi window at the launch venue- or rather, at the massive lines that
had formed outside it.
Jamie allowed herself a wide, toothy grin as she stepped out of the
limousine and was immediately greeted by the blinding glare of the
paparazzi's flashbulbs and the deafening noise of the assembled fans.
Glancing over the crowd, Jamie could tell from the t-shirts and the
posters that were being held out that most of them were fans of the
soon-to-be debuted New York Angels, but there were still plenty of
people wearing the logo of the British Angels- and better still, plenty
of people wearing the pink, blue and white of the transgender pride
flag.
Jamie smiled professionally as she posed for the cameras and waved to
her fans, before heading into the venue and making way for the next
Angel to soak up the adoration of their fans. Once she was inside the
venue, Jamie was escorted by a member of staff to the main reception
area, where she gasped at the sight that greeted her.
Dozens of tables had been arranged around the room, many selling
merchandise of not just the New York Angels, but all of the
international groups and Out of Heaven too. Tables bearing flags of the
countries with international 'Angel groups' had been set out in such a
way to allow the Angels to interact with their fans, sign autographs and
take selfies, and numerous other attractions had been laid on for the
fans who would pass through the hall that day.
Jamie had only been able to explore a small part of the room before a
very familiar, and very loud voice brought her back to reality.
"Jamie!" Joshua Benedict, the owner of Heavenly Talent, boomed in his
hybrid African-London accent. "How are you enjoying New York, New York?"
"It's a hell of a town," Jamie replied with an excited squeak as she
approached Joshua's table, where Charlotte, Hannah, Viks and Alice were
all already waiting. "And this venue is awesome! It must have cost a
fortune..."
"Money well spent, going by the crowds outside!" Alice giggled.
"Money well invested!" Joshua corrected the red-haired woman.
"We are going to get absolute thousands of new social media followers
from this tour," Viks enthused. "New followers, new endorsements..."
"Bucketloads of money," Jonathan said with a grin as he finished his
wife's sentence. Jamie giggled along with her friends at the prospect of
increased wealth and fame, though secretly, she was hoping that she
could use at least some of her increased wealth and fame to raise
awareness of the struggle that many transgendered women like her faced
on a daily basis. If she could help at least one person, Jamie reasoned
to herself, the trip would have been worth it...
"Hey everyone!" Krystie cooed as she approached the Angels' table, with
Mary following closely behind.
"Hello my Angels!" Joshua boomed. "Are you keeping your adoring fans
wanting more?"
"Sure, they'll get more of us soon enough!" Mary giggled.
"You can say that again!" Charlotte teased, before biting her lip and
giggling as Mary shot an angry glare at her. "I mean those who were
lucky enough to get passes for this event, hehe!"
"Speaking of, when do the doors open?" Hannah asked.
"When everyone's here," Jonathan said. "Going to get photos taken first-
well, when Katie gets here, anyway, then a Q&A in the main auditorium,
then a meet and greet. And believe it or not, that'll be the whole day,
with how many people are out there!"
"I can believe it, I remember some meet and greets we did back in the
UK," Jamie said, before remembering a key element of many of those meet
and greets. "Umm, speaking of which, back in the UK, on those meet and
greets- umm..."
"I know, I know," Joshua said softly. "You have my word that THAT topic
will be treated with the same sensitivity here as it is in the UK and
every other country we have visited. We are launching the American
Angels, not the Russian Angels!"
"Yeah, I suppose," Jamie chuckled. "It's just always a worry, you know?"
"I know, and I remember how nervous you were in Spain," Jonathan said.
"But we've been proactive here, even invited a few local LGBT charities
along to the launch just in case the message wasn't loud and clear
enough."
"The message of course being 'transwomen are women and transmen are
men'?" Jamie asked with a grin.
"Aka 'stating the bloody obvious'," Hannah said with a supportive smile.
"You might want to check out some of the booths, before it gets too
crowded in here?"
"Sure," Jamie said with a shrug. "Send Nikki over to get me when I'm
needed, okay?"
"Sure," Hannah said with a knowing smile that confused Jamie as she
headed off to have a look around the hall.
When she reached the first charity's booth, however, Jamie's jaw dropped
as she realised why Hannah was being so insistent about her checking out
the booths.
"P- Paige?" Jamie asked, smiling as the dark-haired woman setting up the
booth turned around and her mismatched blue and green eyes widened.
"Jamie?" Paige replied in her thick Scottish accent, before squeaking
excitedly and giving Jamie a hug. "Oh my god! I didn't even notice you
come in! How have you been?"
"I've been good, thanks, but how have you been?" Jamie asked. "I was so
gutted I didn't get to see you and Jess off at Heathrow, but- oh my god,
is Jess here too?"
"No, she's still at home," Paige said with a sad smile as she thought of
her laid up wife. "Still on the mend from- well, you know, hehe!"
"Definitely," Jamie sighed.
Like Jamie, Paige and Jessica were both transgendered women, and like
Jamie, they had both had gender correction surgery. However, unlike
Jamie, neither woman was a national celebrity. The two women had met
when they were working as flight attendants for an airline based in
Paris, and had fallen in love at first sight, and despite more than a
few bumps in the road, had finally married in August that year. Despite
the fact that she gained no fame or fortune from attending the ceremony,
which was held on the shores of Loch Lomond, hundreds of mile from her
home, Jamie had immediately accepted her invitation- after all, a friend
was a friend, regardless of how famous they were, and as Jamie herself
often said, you can never have too many friends.
"She might be along later," Paige said. "She's working on getting her
strength up for travelling on Thursday."
"Thursday?" Jamie asked. "Oh, right, Thanksgiving."
"It'll be the first time Jess has been home for Thanksgiving in years,
so she's really looking forward to it," Paige said. "Especially after
all the trouble she had when she first came out."
"But everything's fine now?" Jamie asked.
"Better than fine," Paige replied, showing off the two rings on the
third finger of her left hand. "Especially in this city, hehe! I've
always, always dreamed about living and working in New York. And here I
am! Dreams really do come true, heh!"
"And you've not had any, you know, 'trouble'?" Jamie asked, biting her
lip as Paige frowned.
"Not myself," the Scotswoman replied. "But I hear about it all the time-
well, at work, you know? Every day I hear some story about a kid who's
been kicked out by their parents... Lucky that we're here to help, heh.
And by 'we', I mean you too, Jamie."
"Me?" Jamie asked, before smirking. "Well, I mean, I'll do what I can...
It'd be better if there was, you know..."
"A 'girl like us' in the New York Angels?" Paige asked, smiling as Jamie
nodded. "Yeah, but you can't just shoehorn someone in if they don't fit
with the rest of the group. Luckily, Josh Benedict and the head of the
NY Angels's agency are HUGE LGBT rights champions. Just means we're
gonna work a bit harder this week, heh!"
"If you call standing still and having your photo taken 'work'?" Jamie
asked.
"No, I know how hard you work," Paige giggled, before laughing even
louder as she saw a familiar face approach Jamie. "Though not as hard as
someone..."
"Hey Jamie," Nikki said in an almost breathless voice. "Oh, hey Paige!
Didn't think I'd see you today, hehe!"
"Trust me, if I wasn't here on business, I'd have bought a ticket!" The
Scotswoman giggled. "How are you, Nikki?"
"Busy!" Nikki replied. "Believe me, I'd love to stay and chat, but Mrs.
Milton here needs to get her butt in gear as it is very, very nearly
showtime!"
"Okay, MUM," Jamie teased back, before following her prot?g? to the
centre of the room, where dozens of beautiful women were assembling.
Jamie took her place amongst her countrywomen and posed professionally
as every other 'Angel group' assembled around them, including the newest
group from the city they were in. As the women all took their place and
posed for the group photos, Jamie mused on how if she hadn't known
beforehand, she'd have struggled to realised that girls like Kelly, or
Melissa or Tanya- or even Jamie herself- were not 'like' the other women
in the group. However, she was also forced to acknowledge just how lucky
she was that that was the case, especially as she thought about some of
the women she'd helped who weren't lucky enough to be 5' 5" and have a
naturally slender build...
After the photographs were taken, the assembled women began to disperse
and mingle with each other, and before she could even compose herself,
Jamie was all but dragged to another part of the room by her best
friend.
"Jamie, I'd like you to meet Crystal and Monica," Charlotte said,
introducing Jamie to two unfamiliar women. "Crystal, Monica, THIS is the
world-famous Jamie-Lee Burke, hehe!"
"Hi, it's so nice to finally meet you!" Crystal said in a thick New
Jersey accent as she exchanged a gentle hug with Jamie. "I have been
following you online for SO long!"
"Hi, it's nice to meet you too!" Jamie replied with a polite giggle.
"So, you're America's newest superstars, then?"
"Yep!" Monica said as she exchanged a gentle hug with the blonde
transwoman. "We start recording in January, I can't wait!"
"Cool!" Jamie squeaked. "I hope Charlotte has already welcomed you into
the wider family?"
"Oh- totally," Crystal replied.
"It's so amazing to think there are already so many different groups
around the world," Monica enthused.
"It is," Charlotte giggled. "All thanks to the amazing brain of Joshua
Benedict!"
"More like all thanks to you guys!" Crystal said. "It's amazing to think
that you've been friends for so long, and can work together and still be
friends, especially when-" Jamie bit her lip as Crystal furtively
glanced in her direction, before grimacing and glancing at her drink.
"It's okay, honestly," Jamie said with a sigh. "It's the first thing
people usually ask when they meet me, heh."
"First thing they ask if they know ahead of time," Charlotte corrected
her BFF. "Because I mean, would you really be able to tell?"
"Hell no!" Monica giggled. "Hell, you know, you two- has anyone ever
told you two that you look a little like each other?" Jamie and
Charlotte both bit their lips to stifle a giggle as they recalled the
circumstances of their first meeting.
"...Sometimes," Charlotte replied. "And no, I don't think of that as an
insult at all, being told I look a little like someone who used to be- a
long time ago- male."
"Well, duh," Crystal said. "Any woman with any sense would give anything
to look like Jamie-Lee Burke!" Jamie giggled at her new friend's
compliment- even though it was more than a little sycophantic, she could
tell that Crystal's acceptance of her was genuine, as was Monica's- and
Jamie had no reason to believe that any of the other new Angels wouldn't
be genuine either.
Jamie, Charlotte and all the other Angels spent the next half an hour
mingling with their international equivalents, and the more Jamie got to
know her American counterparts, the more she got to like them. They were
all very professional, of course- knowing exactly what to say and when
to say it, leaving Jamie in little doubt that the New York Angels would
be a great success, at least commercially. However, she was left with
the nagging doubt at the back of her mind that without a 'girl like her'
in the group, the group was missing a key element.
As the multi-national Angels mingled and posed for photos, Nikki took
the opportunity to sit back and relax, happy that at the very least, the
first part of the launch event had gone smoothly. As she waited for the
next segment of the launch event to begin, Nikki distracted herself by
sending text messages to her wife on her iPad, even though she knew that
Sarah would likely be eating dinner with her mother and unable to reply.
Nikki became so distracted that she failed to notice her friend sitting
down next to her until she gave her a gentle nudge, causing Nikki to
squeal with surprise and nearly drop her phone.
"Who- Steph, for god's sake!" Nikki chastised her giggling friend. "Not
got anything better to do?"
"Nope!" Stephanie replied with a smug grin. "Not going to be singing
until later this evening. Texting Sarah?"
"Yeah," Nikki sighed. "Always makes me feel less stressed, heh. You
heard from Kayla today?" Nikki smiled sympathetically as her friend
grimaced and shook her head.
"She'll probably be getting ready for her dance, if she hasn't already
danced," Stephanie replied. "Think I've got the time zones right there,
heh. Though if they had to launch Angels in America, couldn't they have
done it in Florida in July instead of New York in November? It's
FREEZING outside..."
"It's not that bad, and it'll be warmer when we get to California,"
Nikki replied, sensing her friend's need to change the topic and knowing
and understanding why. Nikki knew how stressed Stephanie was about
having to keep her relationship a secret from the world, and while she
understood Kayla's reason of having to maintain a public profile, Nikki
still couldn't help but feel sorry for her famous friend.
"You don't feel like getting out there and hob-nobbing too, miss 'former
teen Angel'?" Stephanie teased, making her friend roll her eyes and
giggle.
"Maybe if I didn't have a million other things to do!" Nikki replied,
showing Stephanie the to-do list on her iPad. "Looking forward to taking
some time tomorrow to actually look around New York."
"Even if you won't be seeing it with the person you most wanted to see
it with?" Stephanie asked, smiling sympathetically as Nikki nodded.
"Yeah, I know the feeling. Still, I've got the feeling this won't be the
last we see of the big apple, hehe!"
"I hope not!" Nikki giggled along with her friend as the excitement
levels in the room rose in anticipation of the venue being opened to the
public.
Twenty minutes later, the front doors of the venue opened and thousands
of excited fans poured in and began checking out the stalls, taking
photos and buying merchandise as they waited to take their seats in the
main auditorium. Eventually, all the fans were seated, and as the
excitement level reached fever pitch, the house lights dimmed and the
familiar strain of 'Angels' by Robbie Williams filled the vast room.
"Showtime, girls!" Charlotte said with a wide grin as she led the other
nine British Angels onto the stage in front of a backdrop of the Union
Jack, where they eagerly soaked up the cheers and the camera flashes of
the crowd. Once their 'section' was complete, the ten women stepped back
to allow their German counterparts to take the limelight, followed by
the Angels from Ireland, Italy, Australia and Spain. Once all of the
existing Angel groups were assembled, the music stopped and was replaced
by 'Empire State of Mind' by Alicia Keys, and the noise of the crowd,
which was already high, somehow got even louder as one by one, the New
York Angels took their place on the stage.
"Thank you, New York!" The de facto leader of the group, a tall blonde
woman named Megan, shouted into her microphone. "It's great to be here
in front of you all!"
Jamie stood back and allowed herself to relax as the American women
soaked up the admiration of the crowd, musing on how the launch of the
British Angels had been a much more subdued affair, but how in recent
times, their public appearances had been increasingly popular- though
nowhere near the level that was playing out in front of her. After the
introductions were completed, a brief video trailer of the New York
Angels' upcoming TV series played on the screen behind the women, before
chairs were set up on the stage for the New York Angels to formally
introduce themselves to the audience and answer their questions.
"Good start," Hannah said to her friends, who nodded in agreement.
"The crowd obviously adores them," Jamie commented.
"Us," Charlotte corrected her friend. "The crowd loves us. We're all
part of the same family, and today, that family's just got even bigger."
"I suppose that's the great thing about the show being broadcast over
the internet," Viks mused. "Everyone can watch, no matter where they
live. The American Angels could end up getting just as many British fans
as we have American fans."
"As long as they share and don't steal!" Alice said, earning giggles
from her friends.
"Well," Hannah said as the group emerged back into the venue's reception
area, "I don't think sharing will be a problem..."
Jamie allowed herself a wide grin as she and her friends stared out at
the area they'd been only a short while earlier, which was now packed
with excited fans. The ten British Angels were escorted through the
crowd to a long table that had been set out for them, where a long line
immediately formed to get the famous women's autographs and have selfies
taken. Jamie couldn't help but grin at the star-struck looks in the eyes
of the fans as they took their selfies, especially the large group that
had gathered around her end of the table.
After about half an hour of autographs and selfies, Jamie felt a tap on
her shoulder from Nikki, who escorted her and two of the other British
Angels back to the auditorium. As Jamie took her seat in the plush
leather chair on the stage, she felt her nerves start to jangle. Posing
for photos and taking selfies with fans was one thing, but answering
questions in front of a packed crowd always caused Jamie to be anxious-
especially crowds that weren't there to see her, but to see a completely
different group of Angels. Suddenly, Jamie felt like a very small fish
in a very large pond.
"Hello Jamie!" The blonde transwoman heard a voice with a soft Italian
accent say, distracting her from her anxiety and bringing a smile to her
face.
"Oh, hi Chiara!" Jamie said. "You're going to be- well, I was going to
say 'thrown to the lions', but seeing as you actually do live in
Rome..."
"Hehe!" Chiara replied as she elegantly lowered herself into one of the
chairs. "I do not get 'thrown to the lions' but I assume it is to do
with colosseum?"
"Ah- sorry, forgot you're still learning English," Jamie chuckled. "I'd
have thought they'd have sent someone who was fluent in English to
answer these questions?"
"I wanted to come on the stage," Chiara said defiantly. "Not because to
practice my English, but because- well, you most certainly know!"
"Yes, that's true!" Jamie giggled. Chiara had been born in Rome at the
start of 1993, but it wouldn't be until early 2014 that she took the
name 'Chiara', having had to live the first 21 years of her life as a
man named 'Riccardo'.
"I am hoping to change a few people's thinking!" Chiara said with a
nervous giggle. "Like you are, I think?"
"...I don't think many people's thinking needs to be changed," Jamie
said, before grinning as she took her phone out of her bag. "Want a
crowd selfie?" Chiara giggled as she stood up and followed Jamie to the
edge of their stage where they turned their back to the crowd, who
immediately started cheering as Jamie lifted her phone for the selfie.
"Ah, haha, you are probably right!" Chiara giggled as she sat back down.
"It- it is just difficult, sometimes. I remember in Madrid, I felt like
I should not be there, because, umm..."
"Because there weren't any 'girls like us' in that group?" Jamie asked.
"Yeah, I know that feeling, heh. But let me guess- the rest of Bellezze
told you that Angel groups aren't just about transgendered girls, but
about girls full stop, which we most definitely are?"
"...Yep," Chiara replied with a giggle, which Jamie shared. "Which all
of us are!"
"Gorgeous, successful girls!" Jamie giggled as Chiara returned to her
seat.
Once all the women were seated, the emcee, a good-looking American man
in his early thirties named Paul, returned to the stage to applause from
the audience and introduced the panellists. Jamie smiled professionally
at the loud cheer that greeted her own name, though it didn't help to
settle her nerves at speaking in front of a large crowd. When she was
sixteen, she'd never dreamed that one day she'd be answering questions
in front of an audience of thousands of fans, in New York City, wearing
a designer dress and heels...
"So, ladies," Paul said, "what do you think of the New York Angels?"
"They're great girls," Hannah Dexter replied first. "We had the chance
to chat before the launch, I reckon they'll be great additions to the
family." Jamie and the other ten women on stage murmured in agreement
with Hannah.
"I definitely would like for them to come to Rome some day!" Chiara said
with a giggle. "But they get on well and you can tell that they are real
friends."
"I can definitely see the New York Angels lasting a long, long time,"
Cherelle, one of the Australian Angels, said to more general agreement.
"That brings me to a question I'd like to ask our English roses, if I
may," Paul said, making Jamie tense up- she doubted it was a coincidence
that the question was prompted by Cherelle, who along with her fellow
'Aussie Angel' Alice Oliver, were the only 'Angels' anywhere in the
world to be in a relationship with each other. Jamie knew that LGBT
issues would be raised during the Q&A session, she'd just hoped that it
would've been a little later...
"The British Angels have been running for five years now," Paul said.
"How much longer do you see the group lasting, especially now that half
of you are parents?" Okay, Jamie thought to herself as she scrambled for
her thoughts. Not the question I was expecting...
"For as long as we're friends with each other," Hannah replied bluntly.
"For me and Viks, that's been more than half our lives, and I can't see
us ever not being friends."
"Same for me and Charlotte," Jamie said firmly.
"Though the two of you have fought in the past, haven't you?" Paul
asked, making Jamie fidget uncomfortably in her seat.
"Well- I wouldn't say FIGHT," Jamie replied, shifting uneasily in her
seat at her white lie. "All friends fall out from time to time, me and
Charlotte are no exception. But we're still best friends and always will
be, we're godmothers to each other's children..."
"There is already enough hostility in the world," Helena, the youngest
member of the German Angel group, said. "Sometimes it is good to show
what is positive."
"Many reality shows such as yours depend on drama and conflict to get
ratings," Paul said. "Why do you feel this positive message has been
successful, and how successful do you think it will be in front of an
American audience?"
"I think it's because we're not like other reality shows, that's why
we're successful," Cherelle said.
"A lot if it is also probably due to social media," Hannah interjected.
"Last few years, all the celebrities and role models have come from
Instagram and YouTube instead of TV. People like watching real people in
real situations, with us- with all of us, what you see is what you get."
Jamie tried not to grimace as she feared that Hannah had given the emcee
the perfect opportunity to segue into some awkward questions...
"As for American audiences," Claudia, a young Swiss woman who was a
member of the German Angels, said, "you would need to ask them!" The
twelve women on the stage grinned as Claudia gestured to the audience,
who all cheered as one.
"We all have plenty of fans from around the world," Cherelle said. "And
Americans have great taste, so naturally we have plenty of fans from
this country as well!" This earned another cheer from the audience,
which in turn earned another grin from the women on the stage.
"I suppose that's one of the great things about the internet," Jamie
mused. "It makes the world smaller, you know? Make us more, like,
accessible..." And I've just opened the door myself, Jamie thought to
herself.
"The internet can also be a source of conflict," Paul stated. "And I
know many of you have faced criticism and even online abuse from
internet trolls. What's it like, dealing with that when you're famous?"
"Well, you hit the nail on the head when you said the word 'troll',"
Hannah said. "There are people who get their kicks from sending online
abuse, and those people have something seriously wrong with them."
"They're sociopaths, simple as that," Saoirse, a member of the Irish
'Angels', said in a disgusted voice. "I mean, I hope they eventually
grow up and realise that what they're doing isn't big, clever or funny,
but while they do it- nope. Don't deserve any of our time." The twelve
women all nodded in agreement as the audience applauded the young
Irishwoman's speech.
"It's a question I'd particularly like to put to you, Jamie," Paul said,
making Jamie take a deep breath. Here we go, she thought to herself.
Better to get it over with sooner rather than later.
"...Yes, I've had far more than my fair share of online hate," Jamie
confessed in a quiet voice. "And yes, most of it is for the 'obvious'
reason. Even though I've been living 24/7 as a woman for seven and a
half years, there are still people who can't get over the fact that for
the first nineteen years of my life, I was a man. WAS. That's the
distinction. Some people are born into the wrong gender, and the way a
person needs- not chooses, NEEDS to live their life isn't any business
of anyone else." Jamie allowed herself a smile as her speech earned a
rapturous round of applause from the audience, many of whom also leapt
to their feet. Before Jamie or Paul could speak again, however, they
were interrupted by an unexpected source.
"It is difficult for someone born into the correct gender to understand
what it is like to not be," the soft, refined African accent of Malaika
Okumu said. Malaika was the tenth member of the British Angels and the
last one to have been added to the group, and as such was the one Jamie
felt least close to. Jamie considered Malaika a friend, of course, but
had struggled to get to know her at first, thanks in large part to
Malaika having only lived in the UK for five years and English not being
her first language. This had also resulted in Malaika being known as
'the quiet Angel', but on this occasion, Malaika clearly had no
intention of being quiet- and the smile on Jamie's face widened with
every word her Kenyan friend said. The fact that Malaika had
unquestionably accepted Jamie as a woman, when her home country had long
been violently repressive toward LGBT people, didn't hurt Jamie's
opinions of her.
"A lot of people dismiss transphobia as not important because it does
not affect them," Malaika said. "As though because they cannot
understand it, it must not exist. I know firsthand what this can be
like. I am fortunate that I am not transgender myself, but I have
experienced more than my fair share of bigotry because of the colour of
my skin and the way I speak. And I have known many white people who
dismiss racism as not being a problem anymore because they do not see it
in their day to day lives. But it is a problem, and so is transphobia,
homophobia and every other form of bigotry. We need to live and let
live. My being black does not hurt or inconvenience anyone else, and it
had no effect on me being successful. The same applies to Jamie or
Chiara being transgendered, or Cherelle being in a same-sex
relationship. It doesn't hurt anyone. So let us be." Malaika bit her lip
and blushed as almost everyone in the audience rose to their feet and
applauded her speech, including the other eleven women on the stage.
"That was very profound," Paul said. "I think everyone in here can agree
with what you said, though my question was actually directed at you
Jamie as you have a young child." Sure it was, Jamie thought to herself.
"You and the other Angels who have children have been including your
children less and less in your social media accounts and onscreen in
recent months."
"We feel it's not fair on them to force them into the limelight when
they're still very young," Jamie replied in a matter of fact voice.
"Which we can definitely appreciate," Paul said. "But it has led to
speculation that it will lead to the eventual breakup of the Angels, as
your family life takes time away from your careers."
"I definitely consider myself a mother first and an Angel second," Jamie
said. "And maybe the day will come when I'm no longer able to be an
Angel, I don't know, nobody knows what the future might hold. But as
long as I can be both, I will be both."
"As will I," Malaika said, flashing a supportive smile at her friend as
every other woman on stage murmured in agreement.
The Q&A session lasted for another 45 minutes, during which time Jamie
fielded questions from both the emcee and the audience about multiple
topics, including about any advice she might have for transgendered
girls embarking on their journey- advice Jamie was only too happy to
give. After receiving a standing ovation from the crowd, Jamie and the
other women headed to the backstage area to catch their breath, though
as they walked, there was only one thing on Jamie's mind.
"Oh my god, Malaika!" Jamie squeaked, making her African friend giggle
and blush. "What you said... Wow."
"Seriously, wow!" Hannah gushed.
"It's- it's just something I have wanted to get off my chest for a
while," Malaika said in a quiet, demure voice.
"I never knew you'd had it THAT bad since you moved to England," Hannah
asked.
"It's not been nearly as bad since I joined the Angels," Malaika said.
"But when I first moved to the UK and could barely speak the language...
I wouldn't treat an animal the way I was treated. It is perhaps why
Joshua is fond of me, because he experienced the same when he moved to
London in 1982."
"And god knows he's done well for himself in the 36 years since," Jamie
chuckled. "As will you."
"And you!" Malaika giggled. "We have both had obstacles to overcome,
obstacles put in our way. And we will rise above them. For do Angels not
have wings?"
"Too right we do!" Hannah giggled as the three women returned to their
table to continue meeting their fans.
Jamie had only been sat back down and meeting her fans for ten minutes
when her table was approached by a nervous, almost tearful girl in her
late teens.
"Hi!" Jamie said with a friendly smile. "Are you enjoying the event so
far?"
"Oh my god, SO much!" The girl replied, her quavering New Jersey accent
betraying her nerves. "I- I'm Sally, by the way."
"Jamie," the Englishwoman replied, holding out her hand, which Sally
eagerly shook.
"I know!" Sally squeaked, fanning herself with her hands and sniffing
back tears. "I- I heard what you said in there just now, and- oh my god,
I sound SO dumb..."
"No, go on, please," Jamie said.
"You- you're just such an inspiration, you know?" Sally said, making
Jamie giggle and blush. "What you said, about needing to be your own
person, no matter what everyone else says..."
"Yeah..." Jamie said. "Sally, do- do you need to talk privately to me,
or- or to someone?" Jamie smiled sympathetically as Sally began to sob,
before leaping up from her seat and leading the distraught teenager to a
quiet part of the hall.
"I'm sorry, I am SO sorry," Sally blubbed as she and Jamie sat down away
from the hustle and bustle.
"No, no need to be sorry," Jamie said softly. "Sally, has- has something
happened? I mean, I'm not a counsellor, but if you need to talk, I'm
happy to listen."
"But I'm taking you away from your event," Sally moaned.
"They can carry on without me for a few minutes," Jamie whispered. "Do
you need me to call someone? The police, a parent-"
"No- no, not my parents," Sally whispered. "You- you can probably tell
by now..."
"'Tell'?" Jamie asked, before her eyes widened as she examined the young
woman, who despite her young age, was almost 5' 11" tall, had broader
than average shoulders and, most notably, an Adam's Apple...
"...Oh," Jamie said. "And you- your parents..."
"Kicked me out when I told them," Sally blubbed. "That was four months
ago, and I- I-"
"It's okay," Jamie said, giving Sally's hands a gentle squeeze. "You're
my friend now, and that means I'm going to help you. Like I said, I'm
not a counsellor, I don't even live in New York- or even America- so I
can't give you any, you know, practical help... But I know someone who
can."
Jamie kept a determined smile on her face as she led Sally by the hand
through the crowd. It would've been easy for Jamie to simply dismiss
Sally as an overeager fan, or to just give her directions to get to
where she was taking her, but that wasn't in Jamie's character. She knew
what it was like to be young and have no support from anyone, but Jamie
also knew that it was important to never lose hope. When she was 19,
Jamie was lost, with no family, no friends and no direction in life.
Thanks to her best friend, a year later she had a job, wealth and had
begun to recover her relationship with her parents. And now, at the age
of 27, she was able to help a girl who had been just like Jamie was ten
years earlier.
"Oh, hi Jamie!" Paige said as the famous transwoman approached her booth
with Sally in tow. "You got some time away from the fans, then?"
"Sort of," Jamie replied. "Paige, this is my friend Sally. Sally, this
is my friend Paige. She and her wife are girls like you and me, and they
work for a charity that's set up to help girls like you and me."
"Hi Sally, it's nice to meet you!" Paige said, greeting the teenager
with a gentle hug.
"Hi," Sally replied with a nervous giggle. "I- I love your accent,
hehe!"
"Thanks!" Paige replied in her distinctive Scottish twang. "I can take
it from here Jamie, thanks."
"Thanks Paige," Jamie said with a smile. "And Sally? Keep in touch,
okay?"
"W- will do!" Sally said with a nervous giggle as Jamie headed back to
her table, barely taking five steps before being intercepted by her PA
and protege.
"Hey Jamie," Nikki said. "Did you need a bathroom break?"
"No," Jamie replied with a cool smile. "Just needed to help out a
friend."
"Ah," Nikki replied. "An old friend or a new friend?"
"Does it matter?" Jamie asked, sharing a giggle with her young prot?g?.
"It's been a great day today, Nikki. You definitely deserve a pat on the
back."
"Thanks," Nikki said with a shy smile.
"So, are you feeling a little less stressed, then?" Jamie asked.
"Definitely," Nikki replied, though the reason for her relaxation was
less due to the success of the day, and more because she had an unread
text message from her wife waiting on her phone...
The event continued into the late evening, with the line to meet the
Angels not dwindling until the very last minutes of the event.
Eventually, the time came for the Angels to grab their coats and head
out to the limousines that were waiting to ferry them back to their
hotel. Once they arrived, the women all headed back to their suites to
change into more comfortable (but still stylish) clothes, and once they
were changed, five of the ten women headed to a different suite in the
hotel, where there were several younger people eagerly awaiting their
return.
"Mummy!" Olivia squeaked, reaching for Jamie the second the blonde woman
entered the room. Jamie was, of course, only too happy to reach down and
take her daughter into her arms, gently cuddling her as she giggled
contentedly.
"Hey there, cutie!" Jamie giggled, giving Olivia a gentle kiss on her
forehead. "Has she been too fussy today, then?"
"She's been good as gold," Eilish replied. "Went down for her nap, ate
all her supper... I was gonna put her in her cot but figured you'd want
to see her first before she went to sleep. God knows she wanted to see
you, hehe!"
"Yes, and yes!" Jamie said, before giggling and rolling her eyes as her
husband entered the room.
"Daddy!" Olivia squeaked, wriggling around in Jamie's arms before being
handed over to her father.
"Hello baby girl!" Stuart cooed, giving his daughter a kiss in the same
spot that Jamie had. "Have you been a good girl for Auntie Eilish?"
Jamie and Stuart both giggled happily as their infant daughter grinned
and nodded excitedly.
"Daddy's girl," Jamie said, sharing a giggle with her Irish childminder
before flopping down onto one of the room's sofas.
"Well," Charlotte announced as she sat down next to Jamie with one of
her twin daughters in her arms, "I think we can officially call today a
success!"
"It was," Viks said with a happy sigh as the five non-parent members of
the Angels entered the room. "And from what I hear, the day's 'MVP'-
well, 'MVA' was none other than Miss Malaika Okumu!"
"Oh- don't," Malaika said, blushing as she slumped into one of the
room's sofas. "We all played a part today. Not just us, but all of the
other Angels from around the world, and Out of Heaven, Nikki and Katie
too..."
"It was most definitely a team effort," Charlotte said with a nod.
"Think we gave the New York Angels the launch they deserve, hehe!"
"Did anyone get to talk much to them today, though?" Kelly asked. "I
noticed each country's Angels seemed to stay mostly to themselves. I get
that for some of us, there's a language barrier, but still, who knows
when every Angel in the world will be in the same place again?"
"Umm... next Saturday, AngelCon in LA," Hannah replied. "But I kinda get
what you mean, it'd have been nice to talk to them more. But we were
VERY busy today."
"Hell, how often do the ten of us get the chance to just get together
and talk like this?" Abbey-Gayle asked to murmurs of agreement from the
room.
"That was one of the questions we were asked, actually," Jamie sighed.
"How long can the Angels, as an organisation, continue the way we are? I
mean, half of us have extra 'responsibilities' now..."
"We go on for as long as we can, and as long as our fans want us,"
Charlotte said firmly. "But 'Angel' is just a label, a brand. Take that
brand away, and the ten of us will still always be friends, right?"
"Right!" the other nine women said confidently, while Jamie relaxed back
into the sofa, as contented as she had ever felt. Even though she was in
a foreign land and had a lot of work ahead of her, she was surrounded by
her friends and her family. Jamie had rarely if ever felt a more
powerful sense of belonging- and the comfortable skirt and clingy
sweater she wore only enhanced that feeling.
The following morning, Jamie woke up just after 7:30am and made no
effort to get out of bed. Her husband had already risen early to give
their daughter her breakfast and change her nappy, and she had nothing
planned that day other than to see the sights that the Big Apple had to
offer. As she tried to drift off, though, her mind kept being brought
back to the young woman she'd met the previous day. Jamie had helped
countless young transgendered women during her life, including several
from outside the UK (including America), but there was something about
Sally that stuck with her.
Unable to drift back to sleep, Jamie reached for her phone and logged in
to Facebook, quickly composing a private message that she hoped would
ease her mind.
'Hey Paige,' Jamie typed. 'Are you up yet?' Jamie set down her phone,
reasoning that as the Scottish woman had also had a long day the
previous day, she would also be enjoying a lie in, but within seconds,
Jamie's phone pinged to inform her that she'd received a reply to her
message.
'Hi Jamie!' Paige replied. 'Great day yesterday!'
'It was!' Jamie typed. 'How did you get on with Sally in the end?'
'We got on fine,' Paige replied. 'She told me about her history with her
parents, I got her referred to a support group that's going to get her
an apartment, help her finish school, hopefully get into college.'
'That's great!' Jamie replied.
'It's what we do,' Paige typed with a 'smiling' emoji. 'Why did you need
to follow up, though? You'll probably never even see Sally again.'
'I know,' Jamie typed. 'I dunno, maybe I just feel responsible in a way.
Here I am, going up on stage, being treated like royalty, when there are
girls like us who have nothing, simply because they need to be girls
like us.'
'With great power comes great responsibility?' Paige asked.
'Something like that,' Jamie replied. 'Keep me informed about Sally,
please? And make sure she knows she can friend me on here too.' Jamie
signed off her message with a smiling emoji, before relaxing back onto
her plush bed. Even if Sally turned out to be the only person she helped
during the trip, it would've worth it.
"Not suffering as much this morning, then?" Stephanie asked as she
entered the hotel's restaurant to find Nikki, Katie and Jacinta eagerly
tucking into their morning meal.
"Like we were going to go out again after yesterday," Nikki snorted.
"Got back to the hotel room, collapsed on my bed and that's about all I
had the energy for. Especially as I'm going to spend most of today
making sure the Angels all have their plane tickets in order."
"Still going to Chicago with Jamie?" Stephanie asked.
"Philadelphia with Mary first," Nikki replied. "Then Chicago with Jamie
on Tuesday."
"I'm heading to Philadelphia tomorrow as well," Katie said. "Dan wants
me to video him running up the Rocky steps, whatever that means. Where
are you heading, Steph?"
"Straight to LA," Stephanie replied. "Might make a stop off in San
Francisco first, introduce Becca and Adeola to the fan club we met there
in July."
"Kelly's going to San Francisco," Nikki said. "Think she's looking for
company on the flight, heh."
"Cool," Stephanie said. "But I really, really want to see more of New
York before I leave, hehe! Dunno when I'm gonna be back here again..."
"Same here," Nikki said with a sigh. "Though..."
"She wishes she could see it with Sarah," Jacinta and Katie said
simultaneously, making their friend roll her eyes.
"Well," Stephanie sighed as she thought about her lover, who was also
still in London, "I can definitely sympathise with that..."
Despite missing their other halves, Stephanie and Nikki joined the rest
of the Angels after breakfast as they embarked on their sightseeing tour
of New York City. The women gasped in awe at the historic Chrysler and
Empire State buildings, skyscrapers far taller than any building in
London, before heading through Times Square, Wall Street and Broadway
and paying their respects at the World Trade Center memorial.
The women's final stop was a trip to see the Statue of Liberty up close,
a monument both Nikki and Stephanie were eager to have their photo taken
in front of- photos that were immediately sent to Sarah and Kayla. As
they took the ferry back to the Whitehall terminal, Nikki and Stephanie
took the opportunity to relax and reflect on both their experiences of
the day, and their relationships as well.
"So," Nikki asked hesitantly. "Have- have you talked to Kayla yet
today?" Stephanie frowned as she fidgeted uncomfortably at the mention
of her girlfriend's name.
"I texted her," Stephanie mumbled in reply. "Waiting for her to get back
to me. She's probably, you know, tired after yesterday, heh."
"She's done really well to get this far in Strictly," Nikki mused.
"Hmm," Stephanie mumbled in agreement. "Doubt I'd have done as well,
heh."
"Have you seen last night's show yet?" Nikki asked.
"Ehh... No," Stephanie replied, her cheeks flushing with her confession.
"I, umm, know she's back next week as I read a spoiler online but, umm,
no."
"I get that this is gonna be tough," Nikki sighed. "Especially when
you're not at home as well. Heh, can't believe I'm feeling homesick
already..."
"Well, 'Sarahsick', anyway?" Stephanie teased her friend, who rolled her
eyes and smiled sadly.
"I guess," Nikki sighed. "As long as you admit to being 'Kaylasick'
too?"
"Obviously," Stephanie said. "And this week shouldn't be THAT tough, I
mean, I've had three months to get used to missing her..."
"But you're still together, and that's the important thing," Nikki said
softly. "If she didn't feel about you the same way you feel about her,
well, you know, right?"
"I guess," Stephanie said, a smile slowly creeping onto her face. "And
it's not like we can't come back to New York at some point in the
future. While we're still relatively unknown in New York, anyway."
"I was about to say," Nikki chuckled. "Normally you'd be clamping your
hand over my mouth the second I started talking about 'Stayla'!"
"If only to stop you using that horrible couple's name!" Stephanie
replied, her smile widening. "Seriously, you need to think of a better
name than 'Stayla', Mrs. 'taller half of Snikki'!"
"Meh, I used to hate 'Snikki' at first," Nikki shrugged. "Now I love it.
Want to know why?"
"Because by merging your name with Sarah's, it in some way merges you
with her?" Stephanie asked.
"Bingo," Nikki said with a grin that was shared by her friends as the
ferry docked.
As Nikki had an early flight the following day, she and Stephanie agreed
to head back to the hotel and to flag down a taxi once they were out of
the ferry dock. Before they were able to get 10 yards, however, both
women became aware of several pairs of eyes staring at them- eyes
belonging to a group of six teenaged girls, whose excitement level
increased when Stephanie looked back at them.
It was a situation Stephanie was familiar with, of course- back in
London, she would regularly be stopped by teenaged fans eager to get a
selfie with a singer from their favourite band. However, she had also
experienced situations where the 'fans' hadn't been fans at all, but had
openly sneered at her to her face, had called her a 'fag', a 'queer' or
words even worse than that. Such occasions were few and far between,
enough to reassure Stephanie that most of the time, she could safely let
a fan approach her, but that was in London, where everyone knew her,
where most of her fans lived and where she had a support network that
would instantly come to her aid if she needed it. But in New York,
Stephanie was unknown- and even a skinny 5' 6" transwoman who'd been
taking oestrogen for over two years would still stand out in a crowd if
the first thing you noticed about them was their Adam's Apple...
"Should- should we talk to them?" Nikki whispered, making Stephanie bite
her lip as she considered her response. The whole purpose of the trip to
America was to engage with new fans, after all, and even though the day
was designated for rest, Stephanie had standing orders to interact with
as many fans as possible... But she had a superseding standing order to
keep herself safe. The trips to New York and Los Angeles were designed
to keep her and the Angels as far away as possible from the less
salubrious parts of the cities, and a group of teenaged girls hardly
posed a major physical threat, but there were more types of harm than
just physical harm...
"Let's do this," Stephanie said, forcing a professional smile on her
face as she approached the giggling teenagers, whose excitement levels
increased with every Step Stephanie took closer to them.
"Oh- oh my god," the apparent leader of the girls said as Nikki and
Stephanie stood mere feet away from them. "Are- are you-" Here it comes,
Stephanie thought to herself. "...Stephanie Abbott?"
"Yep, that's me!" Stephanie replied with a giggle, grinning widely as
the girls all squeaked with excitement.
"We are SUCH huge fans of yours!" The lead girl squeaked. "Can- can we
get a selfie with you?"
"Of course!" Stephanie replied with a smile. "Nikki, d'you want to do
the honours?"
"Sure!" Nikki said, smiling knowingly at her friend as she took the
photo with one of the girls' phones. "Were you girls at the Angels
launch yesterday?"
"We wanted to be," one of the other girls replied. "But we couldn't get
tickets."
"Huh, didn't realise we'd sold out," Nikki said as she returned the
girl's phone.
"I didn't realise we had fans in New York!" Stephanie giggled.
"Oh- totally," the lead girl said. "We'd kill to go to one of your
concerts, if you ever do one in New York!"
"Well, I think I can suggest it to my bosses, hehe!" Stephanie said.
"You girls take care, okay? And keep listening to Out of Heaven!"
"We will!" The lead girl giggled as she and her friends headed toward
the nearby subway station while Stephanie and Nikki headed toward a
nearby taxi that had pulled up.
"We are SUCH huge fans of yours!" Nikki teased her famous friend once
the girls were out of earshot.
"Oh- shut up," Stephanie replied. "It's nothing I don't hear on a daily
basis in London anyway."
"Yeah, but it's exciting to hear it from American fans, surely?" Nikki
asked.
"Definitely," Stephanie replied, though deep down, she felt regret about
the loss of her anonymity, effectively ruining her chances of a romantic
trip to New York with Kayla, and she also regretted that Kayla herself
wasn't able to meet the fans that she just had...
As the sun began to set, Nikki and Stephanie returned to their hotel
rooms to prepare for the following week. Nikki checked and rechecked the
Angels' schedules, making sure everything was planned down to the
tiniest detail and nothing was left to chance. Before she went to bed,
Nikki checked her phone for any messages from her wife- however, as it
was after 2am in London and the following day was a Monday, no new
messages had reached Nikki's phone in hours and Sarah was showing as
offline on all of her social media accounts. Nikki tried to put her
misery at being alone in bed to the back of her mind as she drifted off
to sleep- she had a long week ahead of her, after all...
The following morning, Nikki, Katie and all the Angels and their
families rendezvoused in the hotel lobby for a quick goodbye before
splitting up ahead of their separate nationwide trips. Nikki and the
Carters headed to LaGuardia airport, where the atmosphere became more
energised as each flight was called one by one, and the energy levels
remained high for Nikki as she (along with Mary, her husband and her
children) headed west, deeper into the United States of America.
However, Nikki remained nervous about the other nine Angels' trips- even
though other PAs would be taking care of them, Nikki had been
responsible for writing a lot of the itineraries for the week, and hoped
she hadn't made a mistake somewhere that could cost her company
dearly...
Just over an hour later, the plane landed at Philadelphia International
airport, where Nikki and the Carters were whisked to a nearby television
studio for Mary's sit-down interview in front of a live audience. After
the interview, Mary and several of the Italian Angels headed to the
studio's reception area, which had been set aside for a meet and greet
session. Mary, Nikki and the others remained in the studio until late
into the evening signing autographs, selling merchandise and taking
selfies with a seemingly never-ending stream of fans. Eventually, the
fans began to dissipate, and Nikki let out a loud sigh of relief as she
and Mary took a taxi back to the hotel.
"Why were you so panicky?" Mary teased her young friend. "We're the ones
who have to go up on stage, you know? And that was after mixing a bumpy
plane ride with morning sickness too!"
"Yes, yes, I know," Nikki replied with a tired giggle. "Ah... I just
want everything this week to be perfect, you know? And..."
"...And?" Mary asked.
"And you get to go back to your hotel and cuddle up next to your hubby
while I get to sleep alone," Nikki sighed. "Not that I want to cuddle up
next to Dan, god no, but-"
"Yeah, I get it," Mary chuckled. "Sure, we'd better hope you can hold
out until you see Sarah again or you won't need a plane to fly back
home, heh!"
"I guess," Nikki giggled.
"And just for the record, any woman would be lucky to be able to cuddle
up next to Dan Carter," Mary said defensively. "Well, any heterosexual
woman, anyway. Which I suppose you're not. Heterosexual, that is."
"I guessed," Nikki said with a giggle as she crossed one leg over the
other, smiling at the sensation of her nylon-covered legs gliding over
each other with nothing between her legs to 'get in the way'.
"Though I suppose I'm going to get plenty of home time when this little
one comes along, heh!" Mary giggled as she patted her midsection. "Ah...
You know, we were talking last night about how long the Angels can go
on, you know?"
"Really?" Nikki asked. "Is this a subtle way of telling me to look for
another job?"
"Oh, god no, you are doing a more than brilliant job, believe me!" Mary
said. "It's just, you know, our lives are all so busy, those of us who
have kids, and I haven't been back to Belfast in months... Malaika was
saying she was homesick too, you know?"
"All good things must come to an end?" Nikki asked with a sad smile on
her face.
"Eventually," Mary said. "But- but never mind that for now. This week,
we make America OURS!"
"Hell yeah!" Nikki cheered as she mused on Mary's words. Her potential
promotion at Heavenly Talent made Nikki less nervous about the prospect
of the Angels potentially disbanding, but didn't prevent her from
wondering what the future held. All she knew was that wherever her life
would take her, she would always have the love of her wife and her
friends- and she would always be the woman she always was inside."
After another early night spent re-reading her messages from Sarah (who
had again gone to bed long before Nikki), Nikki woke up early for her
flight to Chicago. As she checked in at the airport, Nikki couldn't help
but muse on how alone she suddenly felt. She'd never flown alone before-
previous occasions had either been with family, with Sarah or with other
friends, such as the previous day's flight. Even though she was able to
exchange text messages with her wife while waiting to board her flight,
which calmed her nerves, Nikki couldn't help but feel increasingly
anxious as the plane delivered her westward. She was in a foreign land,
and even though she'd been to America multiple times beforehand,
travelling away from home always brought her anxiety- especially about
the possibility of being 'found out'...
Nikki's anxiety lessened, however, when she landed and was greeted in
the airport concourse by the smiling face of (and a friendly hug from)
her mentor.
"Hey Nikki!" Jamie giggled as she escorted the twenty-one-year-old woman
to their waiting taxi. "Did you have fun in Philadelphia?"
"Yep!" Nikki replied. "Mary's show went REALLY well, heh! Loads of
people at the meet and greet afterwards, too."
"That's good to hear," Jamie said. "So... Are we feeling any less
panicky yet?"
"A bit, yeah," Nikki confessed. "I heard everything went great in Boston
and Atlanta as well. Is Stu back at the hotel?"
"Well, you just mentioned Atlanta, where Krystie was, right?" Jamie
asked.
"Umm, right...?" Nikki asked.
"Which is also where Mikey WASN'T," Jamie explained. "Him and Stuart
stopped off in Cleveland to visit the Rock and Roll hall of Fame."
"Okay, well, they're both musicians, I guess?" Nikki said.
"And they're both fathers who left me and Krystie literally holding the
baby," Jamie said in a mock angry voice, before giggling and shaking her
head. "I dunno. I suppose I can allow them ONE day. But they know
they're going to pay for it in the long run. On three, okay?" Jamie
giggled as her protege nodded in the affirmative. "One, two, three..."
"BOYS," Nikki and Jamie said simultaneously, giggling as they headed
toward their waiting taxi.
After checking Nikki into the hotel and ensuring that Olivia was settled
with the Heavenly Talent PA who was doubling as childminder for the day,
the two transwomen headed to the venue that had been booked for the
launch. The venue's manager, a short, scruffy-looking man named
Kovlachek, warmly greeted the two women and escorted Jamie to her
dressing room, while Nikki inspected the area that had been set aside
for the meet and greet after Jamie's on-stage interview.
"Is everything set up fine?" The manager asked, breaking Nikki's
concentration as he approached.
"Hmm? Umm, yeah, it's perfect," Nikki replied with a grin. "I think
we're just about ready to get going!"
"Yep!" Mr. Kovlachek replied. "Just as soon as the others get here."
"Umm, well Carla from the New York Angels and Serena and Caterina from
the Italian group got here a while-" Nikki said.
"No, no, no, not them," Mr. Kovlachek said. "The others, you know,
Charlotte, Hannah, those girls?"
"Umm," Nikki said, her heart beginning to race as she wondered whether
she'd forgotten something. "No, the deal was for one of the British
Angels to visit each city, aside from the launches in New York and Los-"
"WHAT!?" The unkempt manager yelled, startling the young woman into
silence. "You mean I'm only getting ONE Angel?"
"Th- that was the deal," Nikki said as her teeth started to chatter with
nerves.
"Well I've got a marquee on the front of this building that says 'Come
and meet the Angels'," Mr. Kovlachek yelled. "What am I meant to do, go
out there with a can of paint and cross out the 'S'?"
"Mr. Kovlachek," Nikki pleaded. "The deal said-"
"No, you listen to me!" The manager yelled. "YOU fucked up! You promised
me ten Angels and you've delivered only one! Now I've got to go on stage
and look like an idiot because of YOU! We should've let the Germans bomb
the shit out of you people!"
Nikki felt her stomach churn as the angry man stormed away, while she
dropped into the nearest seat out of fear that her legs would give way
right there in the middle of the hall. In the hallway behind her, Nikki
could hear the muffled sounds of a loud argument between a man and a
woman- no doubt Mr. Kovlachek arguing with Jamie about the situation. As
the sounds grew louder, Nikki's future flashed before her tear-filled
eyes- her promotion would be toast, closely followed by her job, her
independence...
Nikki's distressed state meant she didn't hear the argument come to an
end, or the sound of footsteps approaching her. She was only brought
back to reality by a comforting arm being wrapped around her shoulders,
and the last voice she expected to hear.
"Don't worry, Nikki," the voice said. "It'll be okay. I had a few words
with that fat bastard, and I told him that was NO way to talk to a
woman."
"Huh- Alexa?" Nikki asked. "Wh- what are you doing here?"
"What does it look like I'm doing?" The Minnesota native replied with a
sympathetic smile. "I'm helping my sister."