A couple of notes: First, a huge thank you to Mistress Dyvia for all
her work over the years, which inspired this piece, as well as the
writing prompt which structured this story. Second, I would appreciate
any feedback, particularly if you like it. This is my first foray here
and your readership and responses are appreciated.
Doubting Thomas
It all started simply enough. I had finally decided to stop lurking
and actually contacted one of my favorite authors. I had been a fan of
her writing for about half a decade and I finally decided to support
her work and break out of my shell a little bit. I emailed her
basically thanking her for work, and apologizing for being a lurker.
She was quite gracious and we started a brief back and forth, where I
expanded on some of my thoughts on her work, which had quite a bit of
mind control and feminization in it, and while the latter seemed real,
the former unfortunately seemed far-fetched, at least how the genre
interpreted it.
She admitted that while such drastic portrayals were not on par with
reality,mind control was possible and in fact had been utilized
before. I expressed mild skepticism, but added that it was still a
huge turn on and that the fact I didn't believe it per se would not
hinder my fandom.
Over the next few weeks we exchanged emails, mostly me just going
fanboy about her work, but occasionally touching on genre related
topics. It was just idle banter, but I thoroughly appreciated it,
again I was just trying to embrace my kink and her conversations
definitely helped.
After a brief hiatus of about a week, I got an email from her which
read:
Hi Sweetie,
I am sending out an early preview to a select group of my readers. I
think you'll like it from what I know about you ??, and I really had
fun writing it. Let me know what you think! And remember follow all
the rules!
Kisses,
Mistress Dyvia
I was overjoyed! An early preview was an awesome bonus. I opened the
file and quickly read the rules, three of the four were what I usually
found to: 1) I belonged to Mistress Dyvia until I had an orgasm. 2) I
had to wear lipstick while reading the story, 3) I was not allowed to
orgasm until Mistress Dyvia said I could after I reviewed the work.
The only unusual rule was that I was to listen to a sound file (which
was also attached) whenever Thomas, the "victim" of this particular
tale, went into the club. I was to turn it off when he left. No big
deal, I thought, maybe it'll make it more immersive?
I grabbed my lipstick, a deep purple and my favorite color, and
applied it on my lips, thick so it wouldn't come off if I pressed my
lips together too tightly. I sat down and began reading. It started
off with Thomas meeting an old friend for a drink at a bar, one thing
led to another and they decide to head over to a club across town. As
they entered, I turned on the music and it was a low pulse, then a
steady beat, a little bit like standard house, but somehow off. It did
make me feel a bit more relaxed and brought some flavor to the story.
Our protagonist and his old pal in the club continue drinking, and try
unsuccessfully to pick up dates. The pal is rude to a woman who
rejects him, and spills her drink on her, ruining her outfit and then
exchanging unflattering remarks. They get tossed out (music off) and
head home, drunk as skunks. They make it to Thomas' apartment and they
pass out. The twosome wakes up to find themselves nude and tied up.
Their captor is none other than their previous night's antagonist. She
tranced them both to inspire obedience then spent the next two nights
crafting them into Amber (the pal) and Slut (Thomas). Amber was made
into a lovely brunette, while Slut was a blond, who became more or
less Dyvia's personal plaything. Amber was given a seductive persona,
whereas Slut was made into a pure submissive for Dyvia.
They head back to the same club (music back on) and in the course of
the evening their conditioning leads them into some sexual hijinks.
Amber sucks a guy off behind the club, Slut is humiliated by Dyvia who
met up with her friends, and Dyvia has her dance with both her male
and female acquaintances, while his brain revolts and worries for his
friend. Amber eventually returns, her mini dress stained, and this
time with a lovely female companion. She goes off and doesn't return.
Eventually Mistress Dyvia takes Slut back to the apartment (music
off), and uses Slut like, well a slut. The next morning Amber texts
Slut that she is coming back and likes where/who she is now. She sends
a pic where she is wearing a collar with her tongue out. Slut relays
the message to Dyvia, who asks if Slut wants to go back to being
Thomas or if she wants to go back to continue making her Mistress
happy? This was apparently a massive trigger for Slut who immediately
gets down on her knees and tells her Mistress that she would love to
make her happy indefinitely.
That's the cliff notes version. Of course, Mistress Dyvia wrote it
better than I described it, and I loved it. I wrote her letting her
know what I thought of it, how I liked the ending, and then I asked
permission to cum. I didn't expect to hear back from her so I wiped
off my lipstick and went to bed.
I had an odd dream that night. I was walking down a long hallway and
there was someone in front of me, and well she looked pretty good. She
was wearing a pink top, strapless and a black vinyl skirt; she had 4-
inch baby pink heels on her feet and as I got closer, I noticed that
she had little padlocks securing them onto her stocking clad feet. Her
hair was up in an updo, and was a lovely platinum. As I got closer to
her I could see her subtly swaying her hips, drawing attention to a
leash that comes not from her neck but from her under skirt, ran up
her back, with the handle resting on her shoulder. As I came up closer
behind her I noticed she was wearing a nice set of gold hoop earrings,
and a necklace.
I called out to her, but she didn't turn, it was as if I wasn't even
there. I got closer and closer, and I reached out to grab the handle
of the leash, just to see the front of her I suppose. Just I grabbed
the handle, I woke up.
Weird but not the weirdest dream I have ever had. I went through my
morning routine ruminating on how much fun it would be to meet a girl
like that. I sat down and opened my email to see if Mistress Dyvia had
responded, and finding that she had I opened it immediately, hoping I
would be allowed to cum.
No such luck. I was given a task, I had to pick out which character I
enjoyed more Thomas/Slut or the pal/Amber, and read through the story
and read all their lines aloud, to do so in a feminine voice when I
did. I then had to write back and tell Mistress Dyvia on a scale of 1
to 10 how girly I sounded. She had resent the story, and had
conveniently colorized the dialogue. Thomas/ Slut's dialogue was in
green, so it was easy enough to follow. The other rules still applied
so I slathered on my lipstick again, and read the story.
I had the day off so I could devote some time to my task, read aloud
and turned the music on/off when appropriate. This time was a bit
different; I actually fell asleep just as I was reading, exactly for
how long I don't know but the sound file, which was an hour and a half
total was done, and I had played maybe ten minutes before I passed
out. Odd, I really wasn't tired, but I shrugged it off and finished
the story.
I wrote Mistress Dyvia another email, telling her I had completed the
task and I gave myself a generous four out of ten, so not convincing
at all, with my feminine voice, but I tried. While I awaited her
reply, I decided to run up to the grocery store. I began to walk to my
car, and immediately ran back inside. I had completely forgot to
remove my lipstick. I hastily wiped it off and drove off to the store.
I got about hallway through my grocery list, when my lips started
feeling really dry. I tried to lick them to refresh them a bit but it
didn't work. I managed to get through my list and I headed up to the
registers.
My lips were really distracting me, so as I went up, I stopped off at
an end cap and grabbed a tube of chapstick. Rather than wait until
paid, I opened it immediately and applied it to my lips. The relief
was almost instant, and I sighed a little with relief. The cherry
flavor of the chapstick was kind of gross but I didn't mind, and I
began to push my cart towards the registers when I noticed I was next
to the makeup aisle. I smiled and thought, "I should really switch to
pink, I bet Mistress Dyvia would really like that." The thought of
bringing her happiness, even a tiny amount, sent a pleasant shiver up
my spine, and basically skipped down the aisle. I found a lovely
shade, that funnily enough seemed to match the heels I saw in my
dream. I caught myself pressing my lips together with the chapstick
on, imagining wearing my new lipstick reading the next story. I shook
my head and headed up to the registers, steering myself over to the
self-checkout to avoid any weird looks.
When I got home, I checked my email again, and I had yet another
response from Mistress Dyvia.
Hello Slut (you picked it!)
I am happy you did as I asked and maybe I'll have you work on the
voice in the future. But for right now I am working on different sound
files to go with the story and since you like them so much, getting
you into "the right headspace," give these a try. See which one you
like the most, and then use it for the story again, and let me know if
it improves the story. Same rules as last time. Then, maybe my little
slut can cum ;).
Mistress Dyvia
Well that sucks, I thought, feeling my balls ache slightly. But I
played each track for about 5 minutes and settled on the second one,
it had a cool beat and a weird vocal in the background.
I repeated the process with the story again, only this time with the
new track and wearing my pink lipstick.
I feel asleep again, this time for much longer. I also had the same
dream as before only with a far far different ending. This time I
grabbed the leash and was met with a wonderfully made up face,
perfectly done up in a tarty style, something straight out of a porno.
She smiled, laughed heartily and kissed me on the lips.
My viewpoint shifted and I found myself walking again, only this time
I wasn't following anyone. It was the same hallway, but I knew where I
was going, even though I couldn't tell you where I was. As I walked, I
absently moved a lock of blond hair that had fallen across my face and
smiled as my heels echoed in the hall. My heart stopped, and so did my
feet. I looked down at my feet and saw the baby pink heels, and as I
did so I felt the earrings graze my neck. Next, I ran my hands over
the top and the skirt. It felt, well sexy, and the stockings felt
sexier still. I wasn't even fazed and being dressed this way, and I
walked down the hallway, until I got to a mirror. I gazed at my, I
guessed it was mine anyway, reflection, and I repeated the process of
taking in my outfit. My slutty face made the experience even better,
and I didn't want to stop running my hands over my new self. My hands
drifted to my neck and I feel the necklace.
I couldn't quite make it out in the mirror, so I took a step closer to
the mirror. As I tried to read it I heard a giggle, a looked up. My
"reflection" was smiling at me with her hands on her hips, and with a
bemused smile she said in an almost feminine voice, "It's your name
silly."
I woke up. The music was still playing, but I was surethat I had been
out for longer than its run time. After a quick look I could see that
it had been set on repeat. When had I done that? I shrugged it off. I
finished the story again, and dropped Mistress Dyvia a quick line. I
let her know the second song was much better, and I had in fact gotten
into a better headspace. I didn't tell her about passing out and the
dream. I did ask, begging this time I finished the email with "Humbly,
Mistress' Slut" as a half joke. Still when I did it it sent another
cork screw of happiness through my body.
That was the second time that had happened today, both when thinking
of Mistress Dyvia. I wondered why briefly, and let it pass. I went to
the bathroom and wiped off my lipstick.
I went about some random household tasks, but after a while that same
feeling from before came back, like my lips had just walked through
the Sahara. I put on the chapstick again, but the relief only lasted
maybe 15 minutes before I had to reapply. The reapplication lasted
even less time and in what seemed like the blink of an eye I was back
to where I started, only this time with chapstick on.
I racked my brain trying to figure out what was going on, or at least
a remedy. I took a Benadryl, but after an hour with no result I ruled
out allergies. I raked my brain, and finally I thought about the
lipstick. It seemed like a good idea for some reason, so I grabbed it,
found a mirror and reapplied.
The dry feeling subsided, and I stopped focusing on the annoying
problem an assessed my situation. I had had weird although not really
disturbing dreams, I apparently needed something on my lips, and every
time I thought about making Mistress Dyvia happy, or in the case of
the email calling myself her slut, I had a nice shot of happiness.
This all started after I had been reviewing this story, especially
after I started with the audio files.
The realization that I might, might have been mentally manipulated
dawned on me slowly, and I can't say that I was sure it was true. The
funny thing was I wasn't even mad or upset, just concerned and mildly
confused. I really didn't know how to proceed, or what to do. I wasn't
even sure if it was real.
I logged into my email, prepared to send Mistress Dyvia a lengthy
questionnaire of sorts, only to find a reply to my earlier reply.
Hello to my Little Slut, (Note: this felt really good to read)
Yes, I found the second track to be absolutely 'dreamy', I think
that's a good word for it.
I am so glad you are following the rules as well, are you still
wearing lipstick?
Kisses,
Mistress Dyvia
PS If you're curious about anything at all just shoot me a DM. I am
sure I will be hearing from you shortly.
A DM? That was new. I can honestly say I had never engaged in that
form of communique with her, but yes, I was excessively curious. And
from her word choice it was abundantly clear she knew what was going
on. I quickly logged onto to another platform, and sent a message:
Me: Hello Mistress Dyvia, can you help me understand what's going on?
(Three minutes later) MD: Hello Slut! So, you let your curiosity
propel you here? (That felt amazing, to see it in real time, I not
only felt the rapture but was also aroused, in my defense I had been
reading erotica for two days without release)
Me: Yes, care to shed some light on the situation for me?
MD: Certainly! Poor Slut so confused. Well, let's start from the
beginning. I may have fibbed a little, this exact story was for you
and only you, so far, I have had similar works before, but not this
exact copy. You were my guinea pig, and I can't say I am disappointed!
You responded just as I thought you would! You always did LOVE the
rules at the beginning of my stories, so I thought I could get you
here. Let me guess you have been having dreams that eventually led you
to become Thomas aka Slut from the story?
Me: Yes.
MD: How lovely! And you just can't seem to take off the lipstick
anymore can you?
Me: No, I can't
MD: Perfect! Oh, and finally you get a shot of pleasure whenever you
think about making your Mistress happy, don't you?
I paused; I don't know why but it seemed like this was some sort of
profound admission but after a moment I responded simply. 'Yes'
MD: Don't be shy Slut I already know. Oh, I almost forgot, you get
turned on when I call you 'Slut' don't you?
Me: I do.
MD: Slut that makes me so happy to hear! (I nearly passed out when I
read this) We can move on to the next adventure
Me: Next adventure?
MD: Yes, did you think I went to all this trouble just to prove to you
this was all real and let you go on your merry way?
Me: Maybe.
MD: Of course not. You were after all a "doubting Thomas" and you are
now Mistress' Slut. Say it out loud, as if I were there. Say "I am
Mistress' Slut"
I mumbled it. It felt amazing.
MD: Like you mean it!
I said it much louder, projecting it into the ether. My head swam and
I smiled from ear to ear.
MD: How did that feel?
Me: Good!
MD: Some thanks are in order.
Me: Thank you!
MD: Oh, come now, be respectful.
Me: Thank You Mistress!
MD: Much better Slut! Now I imagine you are wondering what comes next?
Me: Yes
MD: Don't make me remind you again
Me: Sorry! Yes Mistress, I am very curious
MD: Well, I just emailed you the address to a hotel not too terribly
far from you, about three hours down the road. You will book a room
there for tomorrow with an early check in, pay for it, and send me the
confirmation. You are to meet me there. Understood?
Me: Yes, Mistress Dyvia I understand!
Holy shit! A mixture of fear, excitement, trepidation and happiness
overwhelmed me, as I opened up my email, found the address and quickly
booked a room and emailed the confirmation.
I got an alert that I received a DM
MD: Good Slut! Now a few more things before I go pack. First, shave
any thick body hair you have, we will take care of the rest of it
tomorrow but it will be more comfortable for you to get the worst of
it tamed tonight. Second, send me your male measurements and sizes so
I know what I am dealing with for tomorrow. Finally, you now have my
permission to cum, but as you do you will repeat "I am Mistress'
Slut," until you climax. I am sure it won't take long. I can't have
you bouncing off the walls tomorrow, now can I?
Thank God! I thought.
MD: Oh, and additionally, tomorrow if at any point it all gets too
much you need only say "Mistake" and that will be that, I will remove
all of your lovely little triggers, all of the work I have done so
far, gone. I will be disappointed, but so be it. I am not all cruelty
??
Me: Thank you Mistress Dyvia
MD: You are welcome Slut. Oh, and don't bother bringing much with you
clothing wise! Night night!
And with that she logged off. I quickly sent her my clothing and shoe
sizes. With that done, I exhaled heavily, thought about how to proceed
for a minute, then walked into my bathroom. I took out my electric
razor, and looked at my reflection. I sighed, clicked on the razor and
began. After a few moments my beard was gone, and I move on to my arm
pits. I shaved my chest, and pubic area and then I reapplied my
lipstick.
In the nude I went into my bedroom, got on my knees and began my
assigned mantra. I was only able to say "I am Mistress' Slut!" about
eight times before I came. I was imagining myself on my knees, dressed
like I was in the dream and before I knew it, I was cumming. It would
have been an intense orgasm regardless but thinking and saying I was
"Mistress' Slut" produced a feeling that seemed to well up from the
center of me and spread outward, more powerful than any orgasm I could
remember.
I stood up, and stumbled over to my bed, and basically fell in. I
grabbed my phone, set an alarm and rolled over. I quickly was out, and
the dreams came.
They were all similar. I was walking down a street in the same outfit
as before, waving to people starring. I was standing still on a busy
street corner waiting for the light to change to cross. Simple things
made lewd. The last was the best: I was walking down the street, being
led by a woman dressed in a black sleeveless leather dress, with knee
high boots. She held my leash in her hand, a leash connected to my
butt plug, a fact that made me smile the whole time. This visual
symbol of being owned, and controlled was truly a delight, and I
couldn't get enough of the attention that it brought from those who
stared.
I woke up to my alarm, took a quick shower. Dressed, and because my
lips were again bothering me, I applied my lipstick, again with
relieving results. I packed some toiletries and not much else, and
hopped in the car.
The ride seemed twice as long as it was and a million thoughts ran
through my head, all tumbling on top of each other. Anxiety was chief
among them, but every so often I remembered I was doing this because
Mistress Dyvia told me to, and I was her Slut. This immediately
brought a smile to my face, and I kept going despite my fears.
I arrived at the hotel, parked and entered. I strode across the lobby,
and at the front desk I gave my information. The woman behind the desk
smiled as if she had heard a hilarious joke, and then looked down at
her computer to my surprise, she said the other guest in the room had
already checked in. She slid a key card into an envelope and handed it
to me. I thanked her and turned to go, as I did so she said "That's a
lovely shade of lipstick!" I had forgotten to wipe off my lipstick
again! Needless to say, pink was not the only color on my face as
walked over to the elevator.
I exited on my floor, made a couple turns and found the room. I
starred at the door for a good long moment, before taking the key card
out of its sleeve and put into the lock. The door clicked, I turned
the handle and I entered.
It was a spacious, long-term suite, with a kitchenette a couch as well
as a bed, and as we were on the corner there was a window both in the
kitchenette and in the small seating area. On the counter for the
kitchenette was a brown paper bag, and a note.
The note read:
Hello Slut!
Are you ready for the real fun to begin? I certainly am.
In the bag you will find hair removal cream, and a lovely lavender
body wash. Use the former first, shower to rinse off, and then take a
bath using the soap. All the hair below your eyebrows is to be
removed, be sure to follow the instructions on the bottle! When you
are done you will exit and if I have not yet returned, you will sit on
the couch and wait. You will wear nothing but lipstick after your
bath. The clothes you have on you will put in the trash can in the
bathroom.
See you soon!
Mistress Dyvia
PS It goes without saying that you are not to touch yourself for
pleasure unless I say so. You are Mistress' Slut, and you no longer
own your body. Your mind I already possess.
The post script had sent a strong tingle all over my body and I
hurriedly grabbed the bag, and went into the bathroom. I took my
wallet, lipstick, keys and phone and put them on the sink. I next
removed all my clothes and threw them in the trash can. For good
measure I placed my shoes on top of my clothes.
I began to apply the hair remover, and while the smell was repugnant,
the process itself went smoothly. Starting from below my neck I went
down my torso, then my arms, than my pubic area, and my legs. I where
I had to be, and I took a look and the mirror and almost laughed at
the image of myself covered in hair remover. I stopped laughing when I
remembered Mistress had said everything from the eyebrows down, not
the neck. I remedied the situation quickly, and I waited for what felt
like the longest ten minutes of my life and began using the plastic
scrapper on my hair. It came away in strips, and followed the same
pattern as before, my face coming last.
I turned on the shower and rinsed off, noticing that the feeling of
being smooth everywhere had me feeling aroused, and despite not owning
my own body the desire to play with myself almost got the better of
me. Before I had a chance to make this mistake, I gather some
resolution and I quickly turned off the water I hopped out, plugged
the tub and immediately began filling the bath.
I grabbed the lavender wash, dumped some in the tub (as the package
instructed) and then got into the warm water. Thankful that this hotel
room somehow had a decent water heater, I got into the bath and began
scrubbing, the lavender scent quickly filling the room with a
delightful girly scent. I was extremely thorough, guessing that
Mistress would like this scent if she picked it. After washing, and a
quick admiration of my now hairless body I stood up got out of the
tub, and dried off. I looked in the mirror and smiled at my reflection
and reapplied my lipstick before I was driven to distraction again.
Wearing nothing but that lovely shade of pink on my lips I open the
bathroom door to find myself looking at a woman sitting on the couch.
She wore a black leather corset, and leather pants, complimented
nicely by her knee length black boots with three-inch heel. Her face,
upon which she wore a broad and mischievous grin, was made up quite
nicely in understated but enticing makeup, and her brown hair was up
in displaying a pair of diamond studs in her ears.
I was immobilized, I could neither move nor cover up, I just stood
there dumbly. "Well Slut it appears you not only arrived but followed
directions! Good girl!" I blushed as she stood up, noticing that she
also wore black gloves that went halfway up to her wrists, and as she
walked over, I ran my eyes over her once again. She was definitely a
beautiful woman, but the striking thing wasn't her look it was her
bearing, it oozed authority, poise and confidence. She got to within
about two feet of me, and stopped looked me up and down very
deliberately, and said simply "Turn for me."
I did as I was told slowly turning 360 degrees, until I faced her
again. She was still smiling, which both made me happy and relieved.
"I am of course Mistress Dyvia, and you are..."
"Mistress' Slut," I said automatically, without thinking. I was mildly
shocked, and it must have showed because she laughed softly.
"Excellent, it seems everything has worked so far, but we have much to
do! Come over her," she walked over to the couch grabbed one bag of
many that I hadn't noticed, and as I walked over, she began emptying
its contents: she pulled out clothing, shoes and a small jewelry box
and put it on the seat of the couch. She grabbed another bag and
opened it, removing a variety of sex toys, restraints, and three or
four gags. She turned and smiled as she pulled out a butt plug and
laid it on the couch, winking as she did. I gulped, hard.
Finally, she grabbed one more bag and rather than empty it, she pulled
a rather large silver box from it and held it out towards me. "Take
this and put it on the counter." I did so and turned to find her
holding a pink piece of fabric that appeared to be anything but
extensive. "Come her Slut," I walked over and she handed me the cloth.
"Put it on," she commanded smiling, "it should look familiar."
There was a savage glint in her eye and it took a heartbeat before it
hit me that this was the same, or very nearly same, top from my
dreams. It covered barely anything but my chest. Mistress giggled once
I had it on, adjusted it slightly and added, "Not much to cover up
slut, but maybe we can deal with that in the future." She tweaked one
of my nipples slightly and it took a lot for me not to moan.
She turned around, grabbed a black miniskirt from the couch and handed
it to me. She looked down as I pulled it on, and remarked, "I am happy
that you are enjoying this Slut, it seems very much. That may attract
some attention later but." She looked me square in the eye. "I doubt
it." Luckily the skirt zipped in front, and was simple to secure.
Apparently, I did a good enough job that I needed no adjustment, and
she handed me a small container and told me to apply it about three
inches below the hemline of my skirt, all the way around my leg. Given
the skirt barely went halfway down my thigh, it wasn't hard to reach.
Next, she had me sit on the edge of the bed, and she handed me a pair
of thigh high white lacy stockings, telling me to put them on slowly
to avoid ruining them. I pulled them up to where the gel was and made
sure that the gel would hold them in place once it dried.
The piece de resistance was the heels. They were at least four inches
tall, and had a t-strap. They were of course pink, matching the top
and after a little struggling I managed to get them on correctly and
stood up.
"Walk for me Slut." I did, heel to toe trying to imagine I was walking
on an invisible line, I turned once or twice, but my walking must have
been amusing, and Mistress Dyvia couldn't hold in her laughter,
despite blushing I wasn't too embarrassed. "We'll work on that too
apparently; you'll have to mince along for some time." She came over
to me and leaned down over my feet. I felt her hands run over my left
foot, heard an audible click and the process was repeated on the left.
She stood, and said, "I doubt I will ever be beneath you like that
again, so don't get used to it." I looked down to find a small padlock
on each heel, locking them in place. I lifted my right foot slightly
and turned it to examine the padlock and the heel.
"Come over here girl," Dyvia said. While I had been transfixed by my
firmly affixed footwear, she had gone over the counter. I minced over,
causing another laugh, and she had me sit on the stool. She opened the
box I had placed there earlier, revealing an extensive collection of
makeup and tools. The first thing she had me do was put my palms flat
on the counter, fingers spread. First, she worked on my cuticles, and
then filed the rough patches of my nails. Next, she pulled out a tube
of glue, and finger by finger applied first the glue, then a bright
pink press on nail about ? of an inch long.
"Leave your hands there until I tell you to move."
After that she began to work on my face, plucking and shaping my
eyebrows, which hurt like a bastard, moving onto foundation,
concealer, and blush. My eyes took longer, but finally she got to the
lipstick, a step that made her smile, and stirred my dick thinking
about it. After what seemed like an hour, she took a step back and
nodded.
"Stand up," she said and I did so almost too quickly, coming close to
falling due to my newly acquired footwear. She walked over to the
couch and came back with a jewelry box. "Now these are clip on for
now," she said affixing a large hoop earring to each ear, "so be
mindful of them. Especially if you decide to act like Amber and end up
in alley today!" My eyes shot up in surprise, and she laughed again,
leaving me to hope she was teasing. Next, she put a bracelet around my
left wrist, it was plan but gave off a very feminine vibe, fitting in
with the overall look.
The last piece of jewelry she made sure I saw. It was a necklace, with
a pendant reading "Mistress' Slut." I felt an electric pulse run
through me as she put it around my neck and secured it in place. I
felt her hand run up the back of my head, pat me slightly, and the she
came back to face me directly.
"What's your name?"
"Mistress' Slut!" I said enthusiastically, feeling an even stronger
wave of endorphins flowing through me as I did. I was so happy to be
Mistress Dyvia's slut. I could feel my crotch stirring again, despite
the cool air from the air conditioning hitting my virtually
unprotected neither regions. She smiled again, and had me sit on the
stool. From somewhere a cardboard box appeared and she opened it
revealing a platinum blonde wig, and placed it on my head, shifting it
around taking a step back, and repeating the process twice before
being satisfied. She stepped back one final time, and nodded.
"Stand up and walk around for me Slut." I stood, carefully this time
and walked across the room and back so she could get a good look at
her creation.
"Good enough for now, come over here and lean against the counter." I
minced over, and put my arms about shoulder width apart. She kicked my
feet to about the same width and suddenly I felt two of her fingers
plying something warm, lube I realized, thickly around my asshole.
"Relax," she commanded, and I tried to do so, but I was excessively
nervous.
The plug, also lubed in the warm liquid was, larger than anything I
had every used before, and as she pushed it in, gently, I moaned, not
truly in pain but because I loved the sensation. It was particularly
arousing knowing my Mistress was doing this not for me, but for her.
She paused, for a moment, but after that I felt her clipping a harness
around legs and ass. "This is to hold your plug in place until I want
to take it out." She pushed against the plug in two pumping motions
which caused me to moan again. "You are a slut aren't you?" she asked,
just her saying sent a warm glow through me. Between the large plug
and the feeling from here referring to me as a slut I was almost
overwhelmed.
"Uh, uh huh," I managed to mumble.
I felt a sharp slap on my ass. "No, Slut answer me correctly." I felt
the her push the plug further in, pushing it further inside, and
tightening the harness. "Now, you are a slut, aren't you?"
I took a deep breath, composed myself and replied, "Yes Mistress I am
a slut."
"And your name is?"
"Mistress' Slut."
"Perfect, come along." She walked towards the kitchen, leading me
behind her on a leash that she had attached to the plug itself at some
point. She stepped in front of the window, and pulled the curtain
back. "Care to see where we are going today?"
A jolt of fear went through me. Going? We weren't staying here? I
stepped over to the window and looked out. In a different situation, I
might have remarked how decent the view was, but as it was, I just
looked out over the neighborhood.
"Now then we are going to walk, just down the block and over to the
bus stop there." She tapped the glass. "Then we will go over to there,
you can just see the sign over those trees." She turned and looked at
me. "Then we'll take another little walk and head over to the mall for
a little shopping, and then we will head back here. A full day, no?
Are you ready to go?"
I was terrified. I stood motionless, staring at her my mouth agape. I
had never expected to be paraded around for so many people to see. I
couldn't do it, no way. I was forming the word "Mistake" in my mouth,
when I remembered what Mistress Dyvia had said, that she would be
"disappointed" if I gave up. My stomach sank, and I felt awful. I knew
there was no way that I could disappoint her so early, and so easily.
"Yes Mistress, I am ready to go." It was barely a mumble, but she
clearly heard and turned towards the door, using the leash to guide me
out. She held the end above her shoulder, giving her a very dramatic
look, but the real effect was to quicken my step and force me to walk
faster behind her. It was a daunting task to both keep up and keep my
feet in my locked heels.
Thankfully, Mistress decided on taking the elevator down. The doors
chimed open, she stepped on and I followed. I stepped on just behind
her, and caught my reflection in the mirrored walls. I stopped dead,
and my jaw dropped open. I looked amazing, quite similar to the
wannabe porn star I had seen in my nocturnal visions. My makeup was
over the top, and as I closed my mouth into a smile, I could imagine
the looks I would get and I felt butterflies in my stomach from
nervous excitement.
"You seem to enjoy the new you." I glanced over at Mistress Dyvia's
reflection and saw her smiling/leering at me. I nodded. Seeing myself
this way, finally in real life, got me excited and I ran my hands over
my hairless stomach down to my skirt and... I felt a slight tug on my
plug. The doors had opened. Mistress was waiting for me just outside
the door. I grinned sheepishly, and took a cautious step out of the
elevator.
My heels clacked on the tile floor. The air conditioning blew up into
my skirt. The front desk woman looked agog as I walked behind Mistress
Dyvia. I waved my bracelet hand at her. I loved it.
But it was only a moment. We were out the door, walking across the
parking lot, over to the sidewalk and down the road. A few cars
passed, but there was no one on the street. We turned the corner and
headed over to the bus stop. We passed two young men who did a double
take, and at the bus stop an old woman glared at us.
Mistress Dyvia was unfazed. I was mildly mortified by the old women,
but my feelings about the two men were more ambiguous. I wasn't
necessarily appreciative of the two being men, but the looks had me
tingling again. As we waited for the bus I wondered if they saw my
name on my necklace and I almost groaned aloud thinking of them
knowing who and what I was. Forget the old woman, I thought, she's
probably mad all the time.
As the bus approached, I was still lost in thinking about being ogled,
or at least stared at. I was actually thinking if maybe those guys
thought I was cute, when I felt a gentle tug that brought me back to
reality. I followed Mistress Dyvia up the steps, gingerly to avoid
falling.
I followed Mistress to the middle of the bus. She sat down in the seat
closest to the aisle. I stood looking down at her, and she said, "Make
sure you hold the handle." She indicated the handhold slightly above
me. I reached up with my pink nailed hand and barely had a grip before
the bus lurched forward.
I was on full display for the entire bus, which granted was only a
quarter full, but that still meant about 12 people. No one really paid
much attention, but I was still on full display. A couple minutes down
the road the bus stopped, and as Mistress didn't move, I figured we
still had a ways to go.
Three people got on, and each at least glanced at me, but one in
particular took a nice long look. She was a rather petite 30 something
woman, decked out in prototypical punk gear. The sides of her head
were buzzed, and on top the hair was blue done in an elaborate comb
over. She wore glasses with thick black rims, and had piercings in her
eyebrow and a ring in her right nostril. She alone didn't sit but
stood like me. Well sort of, she didn't have a leash attached to her
ass.
I couldn't help but stare, I don't know why. It could have been the
overall look was striking, or the contrast between her and the other
riders, or maybe it was because she was the one who took a long look
at me. Regardless, I locked eyes for a moment, and I saw her eyes take
me in from toe to neck (in that order), but stop for a moment at my
necklace. She squinted, and then smiled broadly.
I am pretty sure she knew exactly what was going on, and she gave me
an exaggerated "finger waive" that made me blush and look down in an
aw-shucks fashion. I looked up and saw her with her phone, taking a
picture of me, my leash, and out of the periphery of my eye I saw
Mistress Dyvia leaning into the aisle, making the leash handle visible
to the camera. I smiled for her and only after did I wonder what she
would do with the picture.
I started to worry. Then my anxiety started to take over. What if we
knew some of the same people and she posted it on Facebook or Twitter?
What if they recognized me?
"Mis-" I had turned and looked at Mistress, to blurt out, "Mistake!"
but she had been looking at me already as if anticipating something. I
stopped short, and thought about how disappointed she would be, we
hadn't even had lunch, and my heart sank. Had I even thought of how
much work she had done? I couldn't bring myself to say it, I just
couldn't disappoint her. So, I switched tacks. "Mistress are we
stopping soon?"
"Hum, is she making you nervous?" She nodded toward the blue haired
woman, and smiled.
"Uh, well yes Mistress, a little," I responded quietly as if I could
be overheard with a bus engine, and traffic in the background.
"Why?"
I took a breath. "Well she took a photo and well I don't know what
she's going to..."
Mistress had her phone out and with a *tap* she stopped me. Still
looking at her phone she said, "Well slut you are now on my Twitter
feed, with a simple caption: I created a slut. What do you think of
that?"
"Ummm, well..." I actually loved it. I was breathing heavily, thinking
of the dirty comments it might garner, the exposure as Mistress' Slut,
which in turn prompted a wave of euphoria and arousal.
"I know you like it. You know you like it. Tell me the truth." She
pulled the leash so I had to take a step closer, "do you like being
paraded as my slut?"
"Yes Mistress." It was automatic and true.
"Tell me your name!"
'Mistess' Slut."
"Louder."
"Mistress' Slut." I had raised my voice back to a conversational tone.
"LOUDER!" A hard tug nearly knocked me off my heels.
"MISTRESS' SLUT!" I yelled it, and everyone on the bus heard me. Every
head turned, and the blue haired girl smiled.
"You cannot and you will not hide it." Mistress Dyvia had her eyes
locked in mine. I nodded, surprised by the authority she had simply by
holding my gaze. "You should thank me. You know you wanted this."
I inhaled deeply, the bus began to stop, brakes squeaking and forward
motion slowing. "Thank you, Mistress." She stood up, and I stepped
back slightly, as the bus slowed, I followed her towards the front.
She stopped next to the blue haired punk, looked back over her
shoulder at me, and said, "Thank her for the attention Slut."
"Thank you for the attention ma'am." To say I was embarrassed would be
an understatement, but I tried to keep my volume up. She responded
with a smile, and a laugh, and, "Oh you're quite welcome, if she ever
gets bored with you, I'll take you for walks."
I know I blushed, and I know Mistress Dyvia smiled, but how I got off
the bus, and into a restaurant booth is beyond me. It was a blur.
Despite my embarrassment, which would have certainly overwhelmed me
just days ago, I was euphoric. It was exhilarating to be Mistress'
Slut, a walking caricature of lust, and to be led around in such a
lewd fashion. I had never really thought about it before, had never
fantasized about it, but I enjoyed being eye candy, I enjoyed the
looks and the stares that followed me on the bus, and now in this
restaurant with goofy decor specializing in faux neighborhood pride. I
was grinning ear to ear.
Mistress ordered for us, she got a steak and a drink I'd never heard
of, and she ordered a Caesar salad and an appletini for me ("Sluts
need to watch their figure," was her comment when she ordered). I
didn't care, I was gazing flirtatiously with a nerdy looking guy at
the bar, just to see if I could get a rise out of him (that was it
right? Just playing around.).
"So," Mistress said interrupting my fun, "you seem to be having fun."
"YES!" I was too loud! "I mean yes, Mistress I can honestly say this
is a blast. Thank you again, for all this!"
She smiled. "Oh I am sure you'll repay me soon enough. Although, I
have to say this is all new to me too."
I was mildly shocked. "Really Mistress, I thought you would have had
loads of experience?"
"Not with the 'Slut' no, but there were three Amber's of a sort before
you decided to be my exclusive property. I gave them different names
of course, can't have a bunch of sissy whores named Amber running
around."
Our food and drinks arrived simultaneously, and in between bites I
asked, "Mistress what happened to the uh, 'Ambers'?"
Another smile, this one devilish. "You read the story, they went their
separate ways. One did get a little too excited at a glory hole
once... her I gave to a dear old friend."
I was slack jawed. So, if they went off as Amber's what was the end
game for me???
"Oh, don't get me wrong dear I think you would do the same, if I told
you or even asked you to." My eyebrows shot up in surprise, my fork
stopped in midair. "Oh, come now my little Slut. You know you would.
Take that awkward guy at the bar, you'd give him the hotel room number
and a condom if I asked. You wouldn't realllly know why, not yet, but
you would. And that girl on the bus? If I find her, you'd rim her ass
for a week, and that's without me asking. You're a natural, that's why
you picked being my slut, you know it's who you are, you just need
some prodding." She paused. "And a good lipstick." She drained her
drink, and added, "If I was wrong this," her foot came up under the
table and tapped my hard cock under my skirt, "wouldn't be able to cut
glass would it?" She tapped with her toe again, playfully not
painfully. "The thought of getting on your knees and blowing a
complete stranger, while I watch with you still leashed is fantastic
to you isn't it?" She rubbed her boot over my shaft, and I scrunched
up my face in a pleading pathetic look of longing. I nodded, thinking
of my head bobbing up and down, his hand on the back of my head, while
Mistress watched, maybe playing with herself? Ohhh I could cu-
"Well no worries Slut you don't have to do that yet." Her boot fell
back to the floor. She pulled a card out of her boot, my card!, and
ran it through the tabletop machine. "Oh, you don't mind do you Slut?"
She indicated the card. "I thought you would like to pay for today's
activities, plus I think it's fair for all my efforts, wouldn't you
agree?"
"Yes Mistress!" I nodded along with my enthusiasm. Of course, I owed
her a day out. Think of all the effort she had after all made me this
Slut, the tease I was, the toy I looked like.
"Good girl, now." She stood up and grabbed the leash which had been on
the seat next to me. "Come along." I smiled, I sauntered, as we walked
out, and across the street. We entered a nice city park, there were
benches, and manicured gardens, some sort of memorial to some tragedy,
but only a few people, mostly focused on their phones.
As we walked, I thought about my transformation from this morning
until now. I was more than a little nervous, had fretted about wearing
lipstick (my lips currently felt great!), and more than a little shy.
Now? I looked like a bimbo hooker, sauntering behind a black clad
Mistress (I truly enjoyed the view incidentally), with a butt plug
leash in, and not only did I love the attention, but I had begun to
behave flirtatiously, and with a guy, something I had never even
thought about, and all simply at the urging of Mistress Dyvia and
maybe a little suggestion (or had I wanted to go blow that guy?) I had
begun to see myself as a slut. Not just see, feel like one too.
My internal reverie was put on hiatus, as we came out of the park, and
before us just across a narrow road. We quickly crossed and entered
the mall.
"A few stops Slut, then we will see what happens next." She picked up
the pace, and we walked around a curve in the mall headed towards a
boutique style shoe store. As we walked over to the entryway, I felt a
few sets of eyes on me, but I simply smiled, feeling even better than
I has before about what I looked like, reveling in walking behind
Mistress on a shopping spree.
We walked in, and rather than browsing we walked directly up to the
register. The young woman looked up and reflexively smiled, and then I
had the lovely experience of watching her face morph into shook when
she saw Mistress leading me by a leash.
"Hello, I have an order for an M. Dyvia." She was unfazed, and there
was a generous tone in her voice. It still took the clerk more than
moment to reply.
"Um, yes." She turned to a table behind the register, bent over to
check the labels, and grabbed first one box than the other. She laid
them both on the counter, one box was decidedly longer than the other,
and she opened this one first, and then the smaller box. Dyvia leaned
over the longer one first, and gently removed a black, laceless boot,
thigh high with a red four-inch heel. She turned it over in her hands,
and looked at me and asked, "What do you think Slut?"
"Mistress they are lovely, they would look great on you," I said, in a
different tone and pitch than I had all day when had I decided to use
my "girl voice" as terrible as it was?
"Well I am glad you like them; you'll be cleaning them later Sweetie."
She put the boot back in the box, and then replaced the lid. She
leaned over and removed a shoe from the other box. This one was pink
sequined, laced up the front, with a strap at the top. It had a seven-
inch stiletto heel, with a platform toe.
"And these?"
"They're amazing Mistress, are they for me?"
She nodded. "They are, you may even be ready for them soon. It will
make me very happy to see my slut in them." She placed it back in the
box, and I could have jumped for joy. She was buying me something, for
her! I was beaming as the clerk took my card and ran it. She put the
two boxes in a bag, and I stepped over and picked carried it out the
door.
Our next stop was an adult novelty, and lingerie store, which was a
surprise to find in a mall but not unheard of. This was less than
eventful, we walked in, Mistress picked up her bag, handed it to me,
we paid and left. No odd looks, or shocked workers. Kind of a pity.
However, the black bag that from its outline contained several items,
was wonderfully intriguing. As I carried it to our next stop, I could
only imagine what lovely, and devious things it contained.
We walked a few store fronts down, and I found myself in front of a
tattoo and piercing parlor. Again, an oddity for a mall but I shrugged
it off. We waited for a moment, and then a red-haired woman, wearing
an outfit that closely resembled Dyvia's came from the back.
"Dyvia! How lovely to see you again! It's been too, too long." She
walked over and gave Mistress a hug, which was returned causing me to
step forward, as my leash pulled me.
They separated and the redhead looked at me and then back to Mistress
Dyvia, and asked, "Is she the one who this appointment is for?"
"Yes, shouldn't be too much of a challenge, but we'll start simply."
Start with what? I was nervous again, was I about to get a tattoo?
I've never gotten a tattoo, maybe this was a mis...
"Slut, this is Miss Daphne, consider anything she tells you to be a
command from me. Do you understand?"
I nodded and said, "Yes, Mistress."
Mistress Dyvia gave Daphne the leash, and she unceremoniously led me
back to a chair and had me sit. She leaned over and unclipped my
earrings.
"Now," she said looking down at me, "I have eight piercings to do. I
am going to start with your ears, and go from there. Sit still, it
won't hurt too much, and it won't take too long. Are you alright with
that?" I gulped, and nodded. Eight piercings!
"Since you have never had a piercing, we are going to use a gun for
these, start slow." I felt a cool sensation on my left ear near the
top, and I felt first one pinch and then another, followed by a click
each time. Next, I felt another cold sensation, which was quickly
repeated. Next, I felt cold on my left earlobe, followed by another
pinch, and another click, with another cold sensation. This process
was repeated on my other ear, and when I tilted my head and felt an
earring brush my neck again, just like before only it felt, well
bigger, landing differently than the clip ons I had worn all day.
Daphne had me look straight ahead, cleaned a portion of my nose on the
right side, and then cleaned the interior as well, and then said, "Do
you have a problem with needles?"
"No, I don't think so," I replied remaining motionless.
I felt a quick stab, a cool sensation again, and then I saw her insert
a stud into my new nose piercing.
"Don't worry it'll heal quick, and Dyvia will have you clean it
properly."
I nodded gazing slightly cross eyed at my nose. "Was that the last
one?" I asked meekly.
"That was seven." She turned slightly and grabbed something I couldn't
quite see, and turned back to me. "Stick your tongue out honey." My
tongue! Oh shit!
I hesitated, and this prompted Daphne. "Look, you can stick out your
tongue, or I can go get Dyvia, your call Slut," I thought about it for
a heartbeat, and then reluctantly stuck out my tongue. Taking a
slightly softer tone she said, "It's not as bad as it looks." She
grabbed my tongue, and a sharp stab, cold again and then a spray of
something. I looked up at her questioningly. "It a disinfectant, and
it also speeds up the healing process. God knows Dyvia isn't going to
let you wait to use that so it will help. I've told her what she needs
to do to prevent infection, and I'm sure you'll listen." She turned
and grabbed a square mirror like barbers used to show you the back of
your head after a haircut.
Each ear had two golden ring helix piercings, and big gold hops,
worthy of every bimbofication story I had ever read. My nose had a
baby pink stone stud in the right nostril, and after taking a breath I
stuck my tongue out to find a pink barbell. If I had been slutty
before, I now looked downright whorish.
"Thank you!" I said instantly and enthusiastically.
"Oh, you're welcome, maybe Dyvia will let you come thank me some time,
the other three did." She helped me up and lead me back to the front
where Mistress Dyvia was waiting.
"Ah, Slut I see Daphne has worked her magic." She smiled and thanked
Daphne, and then had me stick out my tongue. "The piece de resistance!
That will come in handy." She turned back to Daphne, and they chatted
for a few more moments about designs for something I couldn't quite
catch, they exchanged goodbyes and we were off. I picked up our bags
where I had left them when I went to the back and followed Mistress
out of the store.
We walked out towards an exit, but before we got there she stopped at
a small photo booth, and had me put down the bags next to it. "Take
the top item from the bag." I reached in and pulled out the first item
I found, a 7-inch pink plastic dildo, still in its packaging. "Take it
out and get in." I tried to open the package but so unused to nails, I
struggled mightily. Slightly annoyed Mistress grabbed it from me and
opened it. She handed me the dildo and had me step in. "You'll have
four photos Slut. I want you to revel in this. Show me with these
photos how much you like what I have made you. In other words, show me
how slutty you are." She closed the small curtain, and after a moment
the screen in front of me did a count down from 10.
I thought quickly and brought my fingers in a V in front of my mouth,
stuck my tongue out so the pink barbell was plainly visible just past
my fingers, and snap!
The clock went back to 10. I brought the dildo up and kissed it, snap!
I put the dildo straight up and down, and licked it, running my
barbell over the side with my eyes closed. Snap!
Finally, I shoved the dildo in my mouth, and attempted a sultry look
at the camera. Snap!
The curtain opened, and Mistress helped me to my feet. The photos
printed on a strip next to the entrance, and when they came out
Mistress took them, looking them over. A frown developed and I was
crestfallen. I had disappointed.
"I should have given you a bigger dildo Slut," and she laughed again,
"you didn't disappoint, at all Slut. Not once today. As a reward, I'll
get us an uber so we don't have to walk all the way back."
She pulled her phone from her boot, tapped a few times, and led me
outside. The car must have been at the mall already, because it was
only about thirty seconds before the car pulled up and we got in. The
driver must have been a vet, because she didn't bat an eyelash the
whole ride back to the hotel.
When we arrived Dyvia led me back through the lobby (I waved playfully
at the new front desk lady, who stared in astonishment) to the
elevators. It was a silent ride up, and the walk back to the room was
similarly quiet.
We got back into the room, and Mistress had me place the bags by the
couch, and she took a seat and had me stand in front of her. She
looked me up and down, and said after a brief reflection, "Slut take
the items from the bag we picked up at the sex shop."
I pulled the dildo out, and she had me place it on the floor. Next, I
pulled out a large box, and turned it towards me, and I saw a picture
of breast forms, and a logo with the brand name KNOWU. Under it the
description read, "Fully Enclosed Silicone F Cup."
"This will be the last time my Slut goes out flat chested. Those will
do until I say otherwise, there is one more box. Take it out."
I reached into the bottom of the bag, and pulled out a smaller box,
and saw immediately it was a pink (of course) cock cage. I looked up
surprised.
"Before we go on let's chat a moment," she crossed her legs at the
knee and looked me over again, "You know I hypnotized you, you know I
made you this way, and you may have even guessed that I programmed you
to feel more and more confident as the day went on, to accept and
believe that you were in fact my Slut, and to embrace it," I hadn't
really thought about the last part, but it hit me like a thunderbolt.
It made remarkable sense.
She continued, "And you did. You did wonderfully Slut, so well I may
even give you a real name at some point. But you have a choice. You
can stop now, no more triggers, no more programming, and we just have
a night of roleplay, and then you go on your way. Nothing is
permanent, even the piercings will go away in a little while," she
leaned back and looked me in the eye, "Or you can decide to continue,
to be Mistress' Slut. I'll train you; I'll use you; I'll mold you.
There will be no going back. And while letting you go would be a
disappointment," the word almost shook me, "I am prepared to let you
go if you wish."
I thought about it, I weighed the options but it came down to this: I
wouldn't disappoint Mistress.
"I would like to continue Mistress," I said softly.
"You're sure?"
"Yes Mistress."
"Then your real training begins now, hand me the box," I complied. She
opened it, pulled the device out and pulled me closer, "this will
pinch." She fitted it in place, snapped it shut and with a click
locked it.
"That will be locked until further notice. I own it, I own you, and
you will obey me, is that clear?"
"Yes, Mistress."
"Kneel." I got on my knees and looked up at her. "What's your name?"
"Mistress' Slut!" I replied with unforced enthusiasm.
She unzipped her pants, then unbuttoned them. "I want you to worship
my pussy until you are told to stop."
I crawled over, and leaned in, and as my tongue started its work, I
heard her say, "You never had a chance."
The End