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“So, your girlfriend is spending time with her ex, and you are okay with it?” Denise asked.

“It’s difficult to explain this to you on the phone. But yes! I have given her to freedom to see Jude, make up her mind and choose if she wants to be with me. I don’t want to be someone who puts restrictions and forces my partner to love me alone.”

“Do have any idea how big a risk that is?” After a brief pause, she said, “That bitch is lucky to have you as your boyfriend. If I had a guy like you in my life, I would have married you by now.”

The words of Denise hit me like a ton of bricks. For some reason, those were the exact words I was expecting to hear from Mary after all that I had done for her. I had been faithful to her, given her my undivided attention, neglected my own family to cater to her needs and overall, I had sacrificed my will for her happiness.

“You can call her lucky, but she had done many things for me too. She helped me explore the parts of my life that I would have never dared touch. My mom has grown fond of her and she is looking forward to our marriage. She has become a part of me and I am confident that nothing can tear us apart. It’s only a matter of time that we two settle down and begin a family.”

“Wow! I don’t know what to say. The things I would do to have something that the two of share... Steve, I hope I find a guy like you.”

When I hung up, I let out a sigh. I couldn’t believe the words I had spoken. The reason why I didn’t want to break up with Mary was that she had become a part of me and I found it impossible to imagine my life without her. We had been living together as a couple for almost a year, and we two clicked well with each other. My mom had taken her as her daughter and was looking forward to our union.

I still had the phone in my hand when I received a call from an unregistered user. Normally, I reject calls from unresisted users but knowing that I had nothing better to do, I accepted the call. A familiar voice greeted me and instantly I knew who it was. Jude.

“Steve! It’s me, Jude.”

The very voice of him made me stammer and I managed to greet him back.

“Steve, I hope you are keeping well. I am here at Shenzhen, and I wanted to ask you if it’s okay with you that I take Mary out for dinner. I am totally fine if you say decline because…”

I instantly sprang in to continue, “Jude, it’s alright. If Mary wants to meet you, it’s totally fine. She has the freedom to see whomever she likes. I have no problem with that. By the way, is she aware that you are in Shenzhen?”

“No… Not at all. I haven’t met her yet. She has no idea that I am here. I wanted to know how you felt about it, and if you are uncomfortable, I would avoid meeting her.”

So, the ex-boyfriend of my fiancé was asking me if I had any problem in him taking her out for dinner. Of course, I did. If I was using the rational part of my mind, I would have objected. But the urge to appear mature and in control got the better of me.

“Sure, Jude. I don't have any problem. After all, it’s just dinner. Are you planning to invite Denise too?”

“As you know, Denise and Mary don’t get along well with each other. So, if it’s alright, it would just be Mary and me.”

“Sure, Jude. If Mary has no problem then I have nothing to say.”

The conversation between Jude and me lasted for about seven to eight minutes. But the aftereffect of the conversation carried on even after the call ended. An hour ago, I was explaining to Denise about our relationship and an hour later the same relationship was being tested. I felt my heart racing and my mind wandering around the possibilities of what would happen after their dinner date. It was becoming impossibly difficult to avoid my mind from imagining the thing between Mary and Jude. The dinner date, the conversation and finally, how they would end their night.

I was about to retire for the night when I received a video call from the same unregistered user, and this time I was confident that it was none other than Jude. There was no greeting, nor introduction from the other side while I, from my side, kept asking if things were fine. It took me a while to realize what was going on. I stopped speaking as I discovered that I was muted with only the camera active, to record what was about to take place. From the clarity and the resolution of the video, it was evident that it was the primary camera of the phone.

I sat on the bed, my eyes glued to the phone, watching the movement of a male figure who appeared to be seated on the bed. Without a doubt, I knew that it was Jude. He was seated without any t-shirt, displaying his muscular chest; his lust-filled eyes fixed on someone who was also present in the same room.

After a while, the other figure appeared. She had worn the blue lace overlay skater dress, a dress that Mary had worn on my birthday. The position of the camera was such that I could only see the back to the person. Standing in front of Jude, she began to strip until she was in her bra and panties. By the dress, the figure and the style of walking, it was evident that the person standing in front of Jude was none other than my fiancée, Mary.

What was Jude doing? Why was he making me watch this? Does Mary know that I am watching her? My mind could not comprehend the sensory input that was flowing in from what was being shown. It was difficult for me to press the disconnect button as my fingers appeared to be numbed.

Jude stood up, wrapped his hand around Mary’s waist and pulled her close to himself. Their eyes were locked and not a movement was made as if they wished to relish the moment they shared. They appeared to be as a couple, ready to consummate their marriage on the night of their wedding.

After what seemed forever, the two finally kissed and began making out. Jude’s hand had now moved down to Mary’s butt and greedily grabbed them while Mary, broke the kiss to let out a soft moan of pleasure. While he was engrossed in playing with her butt, Mary managed to unbuckle Jude’s trouser and let it fall to the ground. With that, she dropped to her knees and pulled down his boxers, revealing his hard manhood.

As Mary was about to grab his erect member, Jude stopped her by grabbing her hair. He pulled back her hair to avoid her hungry lips from touching his cock.

“Mary, tell me... tell me what you want?” Jude asked.

“Please, don’t make me say it,” Mary replied.

“Tell me!” Jude commanded.

“I want to taste you. Please, Jude! Please allow me.”

With that, Jude eased his hand and Mary managed to take his entire manhood into her mouth. when he closed his eyes, it was clear that Mary was sucking him and allowing him to feel the pleasure of oral sex. The sucking briefly stopped when Jude sat on the bed and spread his legs, allowing Mary to come close to his cock and the ritual then continued.

As I saw this, tears rolled down my cheeks. I never expected their date to wind up in a steamy sex session. Seeing their union made me feel insecure and doubtful about my own relationship. Even though I had allowed Mary to spend time with Jude, I had been naive in thinking that the meeting would only be confined to talk and greetings.

As Mary was engrossed in sucking his cock, Jude managed to unhook her bra revealing me her naked back. As her head moved back and forth, he caressed her with his hand, occasionally stroking it. He then bent forward to kiss her forehead while Mary continued sucking him. Her pace increased gradually, causing him to run out of breath and this indicated that Jude was close to cumming. Grabbing hold of her head, he pulled her face towards his groin, causing her to gag. Jude had emptied himself into her mouth.

When Jude let go of her face, Mary let go of his limp cock. For a brief moment, their eyes were locked with each other’s and while Jude was panting, Mary was wiping her mouth with her wrist. she then curled her fingers around his limp cock and began stroking it, attempting to bring it back to life. After a few strokes and an occasional kiss, his manhood was back to its original glory.

Standing up, Mary slid down her panties and straddled Jude. She threw her arms around his body and pulled herself into him, kissing him. As they kissed, Mary lifted herself and aligned his cock against her opening and lowered herself onto him. She did this so slowly as though she wanted the moment to last forever. As she lowered herself, moans and groans escaped their lips.

From where the phone was placed, all I could see Mary’s naked back, her ass on Jude's lap and Jude’s hand wrapped around her waist. She began to rise and descend while Jude, lifted his hip to match her movement. As they picked up the pace, Mary’s moans increased and Jude’s grip around her tightened. Finally, the two came together and out of exhaustion, the couple fell on the bed with Mary resting her head on Jude’s chest.

It was evident that the two were madly in love with each other and I couldn’t help but feel like a third wheel in their relationship. From the three years that I spent with Mary, our lovemaking was never so intense. Even after being assured umpteen times, I still doubted that Mary loved me more than she did Jude. ‘Did I just rekindle an old flame?’

I was about to end the call when I saw Jude rising from the bed and facing Mary. He climbed on the bed and positioned himself to face her. With his muscular hands, he caught hold of her smooth white thighs and spread them wide. Grabbing hold of his erection, he aligned himself to her opening and slowly pushed himself into her. Once his massive cock was fully into her, he held it there for a while.

I do admit that there was some pleasure in watching them together but there was also bitter pain. Seeing my fiancée making love to her ex, did get me all aroused. But the pain that this act inflicted upon me, overshadowed the pleasure and streams of tears continued pouring down my cheek. I felt helpless.

Jude continued pumping into Mary while she continued to moan in pleasure. She had wrapped her legs around him as if she wanted him to stay in that position. But Jude, in all his excitement, continued moving in and out of her, trying to make the most of the little time he had.

Finally, with a powerful thrust, Jude emptied his semen into Mary and fell on top of her. This was the second time that the two had cum together as if their bodies were in complete synchronization with each other; something that I longed to have between Mary and me. They were exhausted and so was I but, mine was emotional exhaustion while theirs was physical. I didn’t have the energy to click the end button on the call. I remained in that motionless state, my eyes glued to the screen, watching the love of my life resting under her lover.

Wiping my watery eyes, I finally managed to end the video call. I knew that I had to confront Jude for what he had done and revealed to me. I tried to lie on the bed and close my eyes but my mind was too disturbed to sleep. I was overwhelmed, confused and emotionally drained. I couldn’t help but think about the romantic lovemaking episode, that I had just witnessed. The chemistry between the two shocked me to my very core.

The phone rang once again and I couldn’t help but reach out to it instinctively. I hated Jude from the very beginning and this time he had crossed the limit. I sat up on the bed and accepted the call.

“Hey, Steve. I think we lost the connection and…”

“I saw everything,” I said, cutting him short.

“I hope you did enjoy the little show. It’s only to show how grateful I am to you.”

At this point, I lost my cool and shouted, “What the fuck was that? Just because I didn’t object, doesn’t mean you can take advantage of my silence. I didn’t permit you to fuck my girlfriend.”

There was a prolonged silence from the other side and finally, he said, “I am sorry, Steve. I thought you enjoyed watching Mary and me together. I didn’t mean to cause you any discomfort. Usually, in an open relationship, men get a kick in watching their partner with another lover. I thought you had the same thing going on in your relationship.”

I was surprised at the composure that Jude maintained as he spoke. He had assumed that I, like his other friends, derived pleasure in watching their partners make love to another guy. Even though watching Mary make love to Jude did excite me, the feeling of insecurities that followed was tremendous.

“Jude! I am not like your other friends. It will be better that you avoid making the mistake of generalizing as I don’t…”

“And you said that you saw everything!” This time it was Jude who interrupted me.

“Pardon?”

“Steve, if you are not into watching your girlfriend with another guy, then you could have cut the call and called me back to stop it. But you didn’t!”

I was dumbfounded at the very words of Jude. I had no idea how to respond as I was fuming with rage. I wanted to shout at the top of my voice but I didn’t know what to say. I was angry with him and so also with Mary.

“Steve, are you there?” Jude asked with a bit of concern in his voice.

“Yes!”

“Mary has no idea that this was being streamed. And I don’t think she will want you to know that she is spending the night with me. I think it will be good that we keep this between us. She doesn’t want you to feel hurt. And if it makes you feel any good, she loves you more than me. I am sure that it hurts you to see Mary with me. I feel the same when I see Mary with you. I love her, Man! I love her, but I cannot have her.”

I noticed a change in Jude’s tone. By the sound of it, he appeared to be emotional. This was something that I had not expected. The change in Jude’s tone affected me too. My raging anger cooled down a bit.

“Jude, I didn’t mean to be rude. It’s just that I felt insecure and helpless seeing you two together. What has happened today will remain between us. I don’t mind Mary spending time with you. I would be happy that you two end up being close friends. Before coming here, I proposed to her and she is my fiancée. She is my first love and I don’t want to lose her. It does hurt me seeing you two together, but at the same time, it will be wrong on my part if I become the one to destroy something that you two share.”

“Steve! Mary is indeed a lucky lady to have found a guy like you. Thank you for understanding. I would never want to do anything that would inflict pain on you.”

Jude sure was a charmer. His kind words made my heart melt and changed the way I felt about him. He made me step into his shoes and show me how he felt. He made me understand that, just as it pained me to see Mary with him, it pained him to see Mary with me. Nevertheless, he was willing to make the sacrifice. The conversation between him and me made me change my mind about him.

The next day, I couldn’t focus on my work. It was pointless sitting in front of the computer and sorting out files while my mind was occupied with the last night's incident. I kept visualising the two making out, sharing the morning kiss and, talking about the wonderful night they spent together. I wanted to talk to Mary and ask her how she was. For some reason I felt the urge to be with her, talk to her and spend time in her presence. Finally, during the lunch break, I received a call from Mary.

“Hi, Steve. How are you, babe?”

The cheerful voice of my fiancée was a balm to my worried mind. There were so many things that I wanted to ask her, but I didn’t know how to put them into words.

“Mary, it’s so good to hear your voice. You have no idea how much I miss you.”

“Oh my! You miss me? I miss you too, love. But most importantly I want to thank you for allowing Jude and me to spend some time together. I think Jude and I will end up being good friends."

Mary was unaware of the fact that I had seen her make love to Jude, thanks to her lover's creativity. I was tempted to ask her about how she felt and if she still loved me. But the logical side of me made me conscious of the worry that I would inflict upon her.

“I am happy for you, Mary! I just want you to know how much I love and you mean the world to me.”

There was a pause from her side. She then said, “Steve, is everything all right?”

“Oh, yes. Everything is fine. It’s just that I freak out when I think about Jude and you together. I know that you two have a history and are close to each other. it's just that, I don’t want to lose you… that’s all.”

“Steve, are you feeling insecure? Sweetheart! Don’t you know how much I love you? I would never leave you for another man! Jude and I are friends. Last night we had a wonderful time talking and shared a good laugh. That’s all! You don’t have to worry about anything happening between him and me.”

The words of Mary now inflicted pain on my heart. Instead of evading the topic, she was denying the fact that she and Jude spend the previous night together in bed. I have read that in a relationship, openness is the most important quality and it was missing in our relationship. The voice that was supposed to bring solace to me was now getting me worried.

“Mary, I don’t want to hear about it! We can talk about something else… Please,” I spoke in an irritated voice.

“Steve! Babe… you seem frustrated. Is the work bothering you?”

I didn’t have any good excuse. “Yes. I think it’s work.”

There was a short pause, and then Mary spoke, “You know what babe… I want you to come here. We will take a long break and some spend time together. I will speak to mom about this. I think you deserve a long vacation.”

“Mary, there is no need...”

I was cut short by Mary, “You are not saying no to me, mister! Pack your bags! I will make the necessary arrangement and by the end of this week, you will be here with me.”

Normally, I make my own decision but today, I was in no mood to do anything. Mary’s assertiveness somehow came as comfort and surprisingly, I felt relieved.

“Yes, I will begin packing my bags.”

As I was about to end the call, Mary said, “Steve, I love you more than anything. Don’t you dare forget that.”

As I put my phone away, I sighed wistfully and whispered, “I wish you knew how much I love you.”

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20 April 2014, Shenzhen


I was surprised to see Mary waiting for me at the airport. I was equally surprised to see Jude besides her. I remember Mary telling me that it would be just the two of us and when I saw Jude, my heart sank. As I made my way towards her, she came running towards me and hugged me.

“I missed you so much,” she cooed.

Dropping down my bags I wrapped my arms around her and said, “I missed you too, Mary.”

It was comforting to feel Mary’s embrace, and I wanted to remain like that for some more time when Jude finally spoke, “The car is waiting for you, Steve. Mary and I will join you for dinner at the mansion.”

There was confusion spread across my face because Mary pressed my hand and said, “Don’t’ worry, I got to settle some things. I will be with you in an hour or two.”

“Where is, Denise? Is she still here?” I asked.

“She is at the mansion and will be leaving tomorrow. You can greet her once you get there,” Jude said.

As we walked out of the airport and made our way to the car, we made some talks. Once I was in the car, Mary closed the door from outside and said, “I will be with you soon, I promise.” As I left, the two waved goodbyes at me and I waved back at them.

I didn’t want to make any conclusion but from that from what I saw, but it was evident that Jude and Mary had grown close to each other. I wondered how often they spent the night together and made love to each other without my knowledge. But knowing that it was I who had allowed her to spend time with Jude and sort things out, I couldn’t help but direct the anger towards me. I felt like a fool for having allowed my fiancé to spend time with her ex.

The journey from the airport to the mansion took about thirty-five minutes. All the while, the self-talk with myself only made me sad. I was desperate to talk to Mary but at the same time, I knew that it would be a bad idea. I was trying to come up with questions to ask her, and which could assure me that she loved me above anyone else. I had a lot going on in my mind when the driver notified me that we had reached our destination.

I stepped out of the car and made my way to the entrance of the house. To my surprise, I saw Denise in the balcony. Upon seeing me she came down to meet me.

“Hey, lover boy. Nice to see you,” she said as she put her phone in the pocket of her jeans.

“I must confess, it’s good to see you too. If you don’t mind, can you please show me to my room?”

“Your room? I thought Mary and you shared the same room. How about you keep your bags in my room till she arrives?” she said in a calm voice.

“Oh. Your room? That’s kind of you. Have I done something to win your favour?” I teased.

“You got to do a lot to impress me, sweetheart,” she said. “Come follow me.”

We climbed the stairs, walked through the hallway and finally arrived at her door. Turning the knob, she opened the door and we both walked in. I was amazed to see how neat and tidy her room was and I had to admit, I was impressed.

“So, lover boy, you seem down. Something bothering you?”

“Nothing serious. Just got something on my mind at the moment,” I said.

Denise chuckled. “I bet you are thinking about your fiancée and her ex.”

I was taken up by Denise’s emphasis on the word 'fiancée'. I don’t remember telling her about Mary and being engaged. The only person who knew that was Jude.

I narrowed my eyes and looking at her, said, “I don’t remember telling you about Mary and me…”

“Oh, I heard the two talking about it. The past three days, Jude was here and I heard him ask her about it.”

“Jude was here? Did he stay here for the night?” I asked. My heart was beating rapidly hoping that the answer would be negative.

Denise looked at me with a naughty grin and said, “Do you want to know? Yes. I am sure they fucked when they were together. As gross as it may sound, I am sure that your fiancée's pussy must have taken the shape of her lover'’ cock.”

“Alright, I get the picture. You don’t have to fill me in with the details,” I said.

Noticing the feeling of vulnerability in me, Denise didn’t miss the opportunity to tease me. “So, it does hurt!” without moving her eyes away from me she said, “If Mary is allowed to fuck her lover, does that mean that you can do the same?”

I looked her in the eyes which were filled with lust and said, “What do you mean?”

Denise stood up and came and stopped in front of me. bringing her face close to mine, she whispered in my ear, “Do you get to make love to other ladies as she does with Jude?”

Before I could respond, Denise pressed her lips to mine. I tried to break away from her lips but Denise forcefully kissed me again.

“Denise, we can’t do this. It’s not…”

Again, my lips were sealed by hers. She didn’t allow me to speak. I grabbed her shoulder and said, “Stop it! We can’t do this! You have a boyfriend and I am engaged. I cannot cheat on Mary.”

I looked into her eyes and saw tears. The lust in her eyes had faded and in the midst of her damp eyes, embarrassment was spread all across her face.

“I am sorry! I… I don’t know what I was thinking. I had broken up with my boyfriend and I needed some comfort.”

“I am sorry to hear that, Denise. But I really can’t. You are a very attractive lady and I have enough and more going on in my life. I have to speak to Mary and sort things out with her. Right now, you and I are hurt, and it’s not wise for us to do anything.”

While I was speaking, Denise was in the world of her own. “You need to leave,” she said.

“Pardon?” I asked.

“Leave me. take your bags and just… just get out from here.”

Even though I was confused, I knew that there was no point in waiting for an explanation. I took the bag and walked toward the door. As I was about to leave, Denise said, “Steve! Next time if a girl seeks comfort in you, don’t deny them!”

In the evening, Mary, Jude and I had our supper together. During the entire meal, Jude and Mary spoke about the things they did in the past and they made a conscious attempt to include me in the conversation. Even though I tried, I felt that the conversation was being forced and after some time, I quit talking. I had my meals in silence. When we finished eating, we retired to our room. I had shifted my bags to Mary’s room as I was informed that we would be staying together.

“Alright, lover! May I know the reason behind your silence?” Mary said as she removed her top, revealing her black bra.

I was sitting on the edge of the bed trying to formulate my questions. I had a lot to ask but no proper words to express myself.

“I was enjoying the conversation between Jude and you. You two seems so close. I cannot help be feel like a third wheel.”

By now, Mary was in her panties and she had moved to the bed. “Get naked! We can talk later.”

I removed my t-shirt, my jeans and got in bed. Mary wasted no time in sliding her hand into my boxers and wrapping her hand around my limp cock. She looked at me in the eyes and smiled.

“Steve, first of all, you need to fix it in your mind that I love you more than anyone else in the world. I mean, who else would travel away from home to be with the girl he loves? And if that is not enough, which guy in his sound mind, would allow his fiancée to see her ex? If it makes you feel any better, I can promise you that I will avoid meeting Jude. I don’t want you to feel insecure about what happens between him and me.”

Without missing a beat, I said, “Mary, I don’t want to sound selfish, but if it is possible, I would like you to stay away from Jude. But only if it’s okay with you. I remember saying that I had no problem in you two spending time together, but for the past few days, my mind has taken me to places I dare not visit.”

Mary’s face fell. She looked like a girl who had been imprisoned from the outside world. But she managed to give me a weak smile and said, “If that’s what makes you happy, then I will do it.”

Instinctively, I wrapped my arms around Mary and said, “I know it’s hard for you, but for a few days, I want you all for myself.” I kissed her neck, earlobes and finally kissed her lips. Breaking the kiss, I finally said, “You have no idea how much I missed you.”

“Is that so? Come on then! Fuck me and show me how much you missed me,” Mary said.

The beast in me was finally unleashed. Like a lion who pounces on his prey, I pounced on my fiancé and flooded her with kisses. I was hungry for her and made full use of the opportunity to show how much I missed her. I ripped her panties and began to eat her till she climaxed. Before she could recover, I pushed my erect member into her and began fucking her; hard and fast. We made love the entire night, and it was at the early hour of dawn that we finally decided to get some rest.

Even though I had Mary all for myself, something didn’t seem right. Even though she appeared to be happy, I realized that deep down she was anything but happy. Behind the happy mask was a disappointed face that missed her ex. I realized that it was all because of the restriction that I had imposed on her. Even though we spent the time together, doing things and visiting exotic places; her mind was elsewhere.

I tried to question her if she was alright and was missing Jude, but her answer always the same. She told me that she had me and that’s all that mattered. After a month we sat down to talk and I told her how grateful I was. I told her that I was convinced of her love for me and that she could spend time with Jude if she liked.

“Are you sure, Steve? I don’t want you to feel insecure. Jude and I have a history and I don’t want you to feel threatened when you see us together.”

The only thing worse than seeing Jude and Mary together was seeing Mary sad. I realized that by putting a restriction, there was no way I could remove Jude out of her mind. I did all that I could within my power to keep her happy, but deep down I knew what she wanted to spend time with her ex. I had realised that there was no possible way to make her realise how I felt.

“Sweetie, I think I have grown quite confident of your love for me. I think I was selfish in putting restriction and keeping you all for me. But I want you to promise me something. I want you to speak to your mom about us and tell her how serious we are about our relationship. I think it’s high time that we settle down.”

Mary and I had spoken about settling down in the past and addressing the subject once again, was nothing new to us. “Sure, babe. I promise you that by the end of this year, your mom will have a daughter-in-law.”

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By the end of June, we were back home. Mary and I, after a lot of discussions, had decided that she would try to slowly end her romantic relationship with Jude and focus on ours. When at work, Jude would often call her and what seems like a quick chat turned into an hour-long conversation. I was cautious not to point out to Mary how I felt as it would seem immature of me. But that soon changed when and things took a drastic turn in our relationship.

Mary asked me if it was okay to meet Jude and his friends and promised me that she would be back to have dinner with me. I didn’t want to sound like a parent who puts restrictions on their child’s activities, and so I told her that I had no problem and that was looking forward to spending the night with her. But that night, she came reached home around at 9.15 p.m. She came to my room and informed she was feeling a bit tipsy and was no in the mood to go out. At this, I lost my cool and I ended up confronting her with the very words I dared not to speak.

“If it were Jude, you would have been ready to do whatever he wanted,” I said.

“Steve, please. Please, I am in no mood to argue right now!” Mary said in an irritated tone.

“You have no idea what I have been through. All you care about is getting fucked by Jude. All you care is spending time with him, while I stay back and do all your work. I don’t even know if you love or care about me. You can't seem to live without him.”

“Mind your tongue, Steve! As far as I remember, it was you who told me that you were fine with me spending time with Jude…”

Without missing a beat, I said, “I told you to meet him, not fuck him!”

At this moment, Mary lost her patience and she shouted at me, “Don’t be such a baby! You have no idea what you want. I am tired! Tired of doing what you tell me to do. One moment you tell me that it’s fine that I spend time with him and yet at another time you want me to stay away from him. I cannot take this shit from you. And you know what? Jude is a way better lover than you! He is patent and understanding…”

“If you like him so much, then why don’t you go and fuck him right now? You two can’t seem to get enough of each other.”

Mary stared at me for a while and said, “Is that what you think about us?”

“What is there to think? I just know that you enjoy riding his cock."

“Stop it! If that’s what you think about us, then I am going to go right now and make love to him. He fucks me way better than you do!”

My words of Mary were a direct hit to my ego. “Is it so? Then go and get fucked by him. I don’t care what you two do!”

Mary turned and walked out of the door while I remained standing, all alone in the room.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck!”

I sat on the bed, still fuming with anger, reflecting on what had just happened. I had spoken the very words that I had so long avoided. And Mary, who was in no mood to talk, ended up arguing with me and gone to spend the night with Jude. ‘What have I done!’

As I was thinking about all this, I got a call from Mary.

“Mary!” I said.

There was no response from the other side. I called out her name a couple of times and was about to end the call when I heard Mary moaning.

“That’s it, Jude, suck my breast. Bite my nipples. Mark them… Ohh… that’s it, babe!”

I remained silent and listened to the moans and groans of Mary and Jude.

“I want you to fuck me, Jude. Please, Fuck me! I need your cock inside me. You fuck me so good. Yes… put it in me… oh, yes, baby! Keep it in me. You feel so good inside me.”

Tears started welling up as I heard Mary’s voice. I had instigated her to make love to Jude and she was doing exactly what I said.

“That’s it! Fuck me hard… oh… Harder… faster… oh yes! don’t stop. Ah… Jude! You are making me cum. I am going to cum…”

I couldn’t take it any longer. I cut the call, threw the phone on the wall and wept.

The next morning, I woke up with pain in my eyes and even more excruciating pain in my heart. I had made up my mind to pack my bags and move out of the place. Our relationship had been on the edge for so long and I couldn’t see any hope for it. Before I could think of packing my bags, I decided to visit the office and officially submit my resignation.

When I opened the door, I saw Mary sleeping on my doorstep. She had been outside the cottage the whole night, and it pained me to see her sleeping that way. I lifted her in my arms and took her into my room and placed her on the bed.

I covered her and sat down beside her stroking her head. She opened her eyes, looked at me and tears began to flow.

“I’m sorry! I have no idea what I have done. I am so ashamed of myself, Steve. Please, forgive me. I am so sorry for not considering how you felt all this time.

“I am sorry for being so selfish, focusing on my life and neglecting you. What I did yesterday was something horrible and I understand if you are angry with me. I don’t know what came over me and I ended up breaking your heart even more.”

I leaned forward to kiss her forehead and Mary wrapped her hands around me and kissed me back. “I am done with Jude. I am not seeing him anymore. I have made up my mind to spend the rest of my life with you. Can you give me a second chance?”

Even with my watery eyes I couldn’t help but smile at the words of Mary. I was finally content with her answer and I changed my mind. I decided to stay.

~~~~~

25 August 2014

I was winding up for the day and looking forward to joining Mary’s family for dinner. I had worn the same blue shirt that was gifted by Mary herself. She had informed me that she had an appointment with the doctor for some check-up and that she would pick me up once she was done. As I locked the office door, my phone rang. It was Jude.

“What do you want now?” I said.

“I got news for you. Rather Mary has news for us.”

What pissed me off was the tone in which Jude was talking to me. He seemed like someone who had won a prize.

“What do you mean?”

“I got a text from Mary and she told me... She told me something interesting. Why don't you just sit back and listen to what she tells me? Oh! here she comes…”

My heart began beating rapidly. I remained silent and focused on the voices on the other end.

“Jude!” the voice was unquestionably Mary's.

“Mary, Is it true? Does Steve know about this?” Jude asked.

"I have been to the doctor for my test. It’s positive. I am pregnant! I don’t know how to tell Steve about this.”

“Mary, I don’t understand. How did this happen? I mean, is Steve the father of the child? And why is Steve oblivious of this?”

There was a brief pause and then Mary spoke. “I fucked up! I realised that I had not taken the necessary precaution that day. It was the same day, Steve and I had our fight and I came to see you at night.”

“You mean… I am the father of your child?” Jude said. There was undeniable excitement in his voice.

There was silence. My life had just been shattered into a thousand pieces.

The hustle and bustle of the people didn’t bother me as I waited for my flight. The airport appeared to be less crowded at the time of the night. I wiped my wet eyes with the sleeves of my shirt, control my sigh trying to calm down. I fought the inner thought as hopelessness gained the upper hand inside me. I looked up with my still watery eyes at the screen and saw my flight time. I knew my time to leave the place had come. I let another sigh, fought back my tears as I got up and grabbed my bag.

I failed to understand my emotions. Anger, which needed no introspection to be noticed, hurt, the fuel for the former and hopelessness. Having been the victim of love and I knew my life would never be the same again. As I walked towards the check-in booth, I couldn’t help but allow my mind to wander to the very beginning to let myself feed on self-pity.

(To be continued...)