The groping of Matilda
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Waltzing Matilda, Part One. free porn video
The first time I got dumped and found out she had been cheating on me I was devastated. We had been together for a long time and thought we loved each other. When I did get into another relationship I was very open about my fear of being cheated on and abandoned, something she swore would never happen. I became suspicious when her work schedule changed and I started to see subtle signals that showed up in my previous relationship.
One day I went to log into Facebook on a tablet that we shared and she had forgotten to sign out.
I debated over whether or not to snoop into her messages and while respecting her privacy would have been the right thing to do, a sad effect of being cheated on is that it does change you.
Her messages were full of nudes, both incoming and out going. She had been having on going relationships with multiple partners. Men who I couldn't compete with in stature, endowment or masculinity. Her responses to these men showed a submissive sexual side that I wasn't aware of. I felt sick over the betrayal but I felt even worse over how I was simultaneously aroused to the point of ejaculation.
Rather than confront her about it, I developed a secret obsession with being cuckolded. The relationship continued for another six months until the obvious change in my attitudes finally made her confront me about it. During that time I began to see myself as less masculine and finding that I enjoyed the thought of being submissive towards masculine men. I developed an addiction to sissy pornography, even going so far as to wear her clothes and makeup. I lost the ability to become erect for her and that sparked the end of our relationship.
I was on my own again and racked with depression and guilt becoming more determined to purge any of these desires from my life.
Time went on and I had more or less gotten back to some normalcy when one evening I rode past a hardware store that was having a sale and decided I would stop in and pick up some tools and supplies for home repairs. I got in the check out line behind a guy, the kind you expect to be in a hardware store. He turned around and looked me over, then a minute later he turned back around and said "Here you can have this" it was a coupon for 20% off the top of the sale price. It was such a random kind act that I started beaming with obvious delight and thanked him.
As I made my way to my car I went by him loading his truck and called out my thanks again. He smiled and started asking me about what I bought and what I was working on. We started talking naturally as if we had always known each other. He was so knowledgeable and fun to listen to that I had not realized how much time had passed. I looked around and saw that except for a few random cars the place was emptied out. I told him that I had better get going and put my and out for a shake he took it and shook it gently, but then stepped closer to me and put his arms around me. I was shocked and could feel myself blushing but was hardly put off by it. He seemed enormous holding me against him. He was large and well muscled but gentle. He rubbed my back up and down slowly then slipped his hands under my shirt. I breath began catching and my heart raced. He eased his weight against me until my back was against the bed of is truck, tilting his hips forward I could feel his hardness pressing into my stomach. My head began swimming. He leaned down and kissed my cheek and stared at me. He wanted my to look into his eyes and kiss him but I couldn't meet his gaze. His hands slid down into my shorts and I felt his rough hands squeezing and kneading my cheeks. He put one finger on my hole. My body jerked and I let out a soft moan. "I can't" I panted out weakly under my breath. His other hand went to the front of my short and found the hardness there. His breath in my ear was enormous like some great b**st. "I want you" he said and stroked me. "Please no, oh god" I began to orgasm and my hips jerked forward and back uncontrollably.
When my orgasm subsided I felt immediate guilt and shame. I forced him back, my eyes brimming with tears. "I'm so sorry" I said. "I'm not ready for this" and hopped in my car with a large wet spot and semen running down the inside of my thigh.
He wore a look of sadness as I drove away.
One day I went to log into Facebook on a tablet that we shared and she had forgotten to sign out.
I debated over whether or not to snoop into her messages and while respecting her privacy would have been the right thing to do, a sad effect of being cheated on is that it does change you.
Her messages were full of nudes, both incoming and out going. She had been having on going relationships with multiple partners. Men who I couldn't compete with in stature, endowment or masculinity. Her responses to these men showed a submissive sexual side that I wasn't aware of. I felt sick over the betrayal but I felt even worse over how I was simultaneously aroused to the point of ejaculation.
Rather than confront her about it, I developed a secret obsession with being cuckolded. The relationship continued for another six months until the obvious change in my attitudes finally made her confront me about it. During that time I began to see myself as less masculine and finding that I enjoyed the thought of being submissive towards masculine men. I developed an addiction to sissy pornography, even going so far as to wear her clothes and makeup. I lost the ability to become erect for her and that sparked the end of our relationship.
I was on my own again and racked with depression and guilt becoming more determined to purge any of these desires from my life.
Time went on and I had more or less gotten back to some normalcy when one evening I rode past a hardware store that was having a sale and decided I would stop in and pick up some tools and supplies for home repairs. I got in the check out line behind a guy, the kind you expect to be in a hardware store. He turned around and looked me over, then a minute later he turned back around and said "Here you can have this" it was a coupon for 20% off the top of the sale price. It was such a random kind act that I started beaming with obvious delight and thanked him.
As I made my way to my car I went by him loading his truck and called out my thanks again. He smiled and started asking me about what I bought and what I was working on. We started talking naturally as if we had always known each other. He was so knowledgeable and fun to listen to that I had not realized how much time had passed. I looked around and saw that except for a few random cars the place was emptied out. I told him that I had better get going and put my and out for a shake he took it and shook it gently, but then stepped closer to me and put his arms around me. I was shocked and could feel myself blushing but was hardly put off by it. He seemed enormous holding me against him. He was large and well muscled but gentle. He rubbed my back up and down slowly then slipped his hands under my shirt. I breath began catching and my heart raced. He eased his weight against me until my back was against the bed of is truck, tilting his hips forward I could feel his hardness pressing into my stomach. My head began swimming. He leaned down and kissed my cheek and stared at me. He wanted my to look into his eyes and kiss him but I couldn't meet his gaze. His hands slid down into my shorts and I felt his rough hands squeezing and kneading my cheeks. He put one finger on my hole. My body jerked and I let out a soft moan. "I can't" I panted out weakly under my breath. His other hand went to the front of my short and found the hardness there. His breath in my ear was enormous like some great b**st. "I want you" he said and stroked me. "Please no, oh god" I began to orgasm and my hips jerked forward and back uncontrollably.
When my orgasm subsided I felt immediate guilt and shame. I forced him back, my eyes brimming with tears. "I'm so sorry" I said. "I'm not ready for this" and hopped in my car with a large wet spot and semen running down the inside of my thigh.
He wore a look of sadness as I drove away.
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