A Living Stage Prop
On hearing the two lead actors say their lines and sensing the handle
of the cupboard door turn, I held my breath in readiness.
I guess I should have been used to this by now, but for the umpteenth
time the door that was hiding me was flung open and once again I was
placed on show before a packed house.
Tonight was a just mid week performance, but the show was doing well
and nearly all of the 200 seats in the theatre had been sold and again
my bound and feminised and indeed tormented body was there for all to
see.
The door opened fully and laughter erupted along with some gasps from
the amused audience, this of course was also accompanied by the camp
mock humour and over exaggerated shock from my fellow performers on
stage. All of which was well rehearsed.
And as with every night, the door remained open for approximately
eight seconds.
That was it.
Only for the curtain to fall, me wheeled off stage and the next act
begin. I was then left in situ behind the scenes and out of sight.
Only now with the door firmly closed and discretely locked shut
leaving me in situ.
Bound, gagged and immobile and in complete darkness for another forty
five minutes or so until the final curtain call. During that time
there was never any attempt to release me from within my confines.
I had no idea whether anyone considered me whilst I was there, or
whether they even forgot about me as they busily got on with the play?
I can only guess most, had they thought about it would have presumed
that I had been released and placed back in there moments before the
ending?
But as the grand finale arrived, I would sense the wardrobe being
wheeled back into place only this time, centre stage. Once all of the
actors had taken their bows and curtseys, the door would then be flung
open one final time for all to see.
This usually and quite amazingly got the standing ovation, often the
biggest cheer, most definitely the most camera flashes and all
accompanied with numerous wolf whistles!
Then in no time at all the door was slammed shut and I was thrown back
into darkness. Only this time the wardrobe with me still tied up
inside it was actually left there centre stage as the house lights
went back on!
All that separated me from the excited hum of the satisfied and
hopefully entertained audience was about fifteen feet and a thin
wooden door. I could only guess that people presumed I had slipped out
through the back, maybe via a sliding hatch door or something?
But no, I remained there until my eventual release and that could
often mean another hour at least!
Prior to the whole performance every night, I would be dressed ready
and secured in place an hour and a half earlier, even before most of
the actors even arrived for the evening. I would basically be bound up
like this amazingly for nearly six hours each night, six nights a
week!
What was also completely hidden from anyone and everyone either
watching or even working there was the fact that I also had a remotely
controlled four inch vibrating anal butt plug up inside of me!
It was held up in place not only by its own semi firm silicone moulded
shape, but also by the two pairs of knickers that I wore, plus the
fact that my sheer nylon clad legs were bound tightly together and
finally by what was effectively was a rather unique way of tying off
my corset laces! Though more of that will be explained later on!
But either way, on and off every evening I was subjected to an unseen
myriad of pulsating vibes that tested my resolve to the limit.
This was my 'acting' debut and crowning moment. On display for those
sole 8 seconds, along with the rapturous curtain call at the end of
the night!
I even appeared quite prominently in the main poster advertising the
show. I distinctly remember the photo session that I was subjected to,
on full show, fully made up, in my full finery, tightly bound and
gagged and immortalised for posterity!
The photo session was completed several weeks before the opening night
as the promo work began and of course the nature of the play with its
slight risqu? naughtiness was always a good seller and ticket sales
were what ultimately mattered.
To this day I've no idea just what the photographer or the male and
female lead actors posing either side of me in their costumes thought
of me. But I suspect they like everyone else simply believed the line
that was sold to them that I was the wardrobe mistress's niece and
that I was only too happy to help out!
A part of me would like to say how wrong they could be. I most
definitely wasn't her 'niece' if that made any difference, but as for
happily offering to help out?
The truth was that although I hadn't volunteered for this unique role,
I equally hadn't run from it either and if anything I had quietly
grown to love it and somehow couldn't quite believe that I had ended
up in such an unusual and erotic position.
As for the shows themselves, they were now in full flow and twice
nightly within my darkened confines I would sense my prison like
wardrobe being manoeuvred into position, the hidden wheels on the
bottom meant that this task was easily undertaken by two pairs of
stage hands.
The others on stage were actual actors and paid ones at that, along
with a whole host of behind the scenes and front of house employees.
It was hardly a West End level company, but it was still taken
seriously and there had been talk of the show potentially going on
tour and who knew where that might just take things?
The local reviews had been surprisingly good and without a doubt my
eight seconds was the one part that people often talked about! Cheeky
risqu? performances may never have won Olivier or Tony Awards, but it
brought the punters in and they were quietly liked by maybe more than
who would actually admit!
For my part I wasn't an actor, not that my 8 seconds on stage could
have been called acting anyway! I certainly wasn't trained or
qualified within any field of theatre production or performance and my
particular route was unorthodox to say the least.
If anything, my specific role could even be called real life, or at
least real for me and it had come about through an unofficial back
door way in the first place.
Let me explain.
I had made contact with a lady called Sarah some months earlier though
an online contact. It was a bdsm contact website that catered for my
particular little hobby. You see I liked dressing up in women's
clothes. I would have described myself as a part time, somewhat shy,
submissive cross dresser and in truth I'd long since given up trying
to understand just why I was that way.
I was still very much in the 'closet' as it were and my dressing was
rudimentary to say the least. But I was lucky enough to possess
firstly a slight physique, but secondly and probably more importantly
my facial features had always been somewhat androgynous in appearance.
As such it didn't take a great deal of effort to make myself look
reasonably convincing, even to a point where I could pass in public,
or at least at first glance. Put under close scrutiny might be another
matter of course, but physically I could almost get away with it.
Subsequently I took my fair share of bullying and teasing with my
appearance as a teenager, but it paid dividends now whenever I wanted
to escape into my feminine persona. Not that I really ever ventured
outside en femme, that was generally down to my own lack of self
confidence and or perhaps not having someone to share my secret with.
So out of maybe foolishness or reckless bravery, I'd responded to
Sarah. She had actually made the first move by placing a nice comment
on one of my photos.
It was a very subtle contact, but the two of us slowly started
messaging back and forth in a gentle game of interest for each other.
Sarah certainly intrigued me and if I'm honest, her messaging did
excite me. She had described herself as quietly dominant and one who
had plenty of ideas, but rather like myself, she had never put them
into practice.
By her own admission she had been keen on the idea of playing with a
submissive 'girly boy' as she described it for years, but have never
taken that leap. What was also refreshing was that she didn't really
fit the typical dominatrix type; if anything she seemed completely
normal, very down to earth and more importantly, she seemed real!
She was employed as a costume designer / wardrobe mistress and dresser
for a local theatre company and had mentioned that she was desperate
for a second pair of hands. It was very low paid work of course and
being a theatre, the hours were generally unsociable. But it was an
environment where men hanging around costumes and being somewhat
effete or even blatantly effeminate wouldn't be out of the ordinary
and where someone like me wouldn't look out of place!
Despite being a cross dresser, I actually never really seen myself as
gay or even effeminate, though I'm sure many would have laughed at
that! I accepted that I clearly had never been the typical 'alpha'
male and that my fascination with women's clothing and underwear was
probably with me for life, but then it was equally possible of course
that I just didn't really know what I was?
Also despite my desire to dress en femme, I had always had been drawn
to women and although I fancied them, deep down I also knew that I
liked women who could or who would ultimately take charge. But finding
a woman who was happy to embrace all of that wasn't easy.
That was simply me.
So with Sarah's encouragement, which thankfully didn't scare me off,
she finally got me to come along to assist at the theatre, purely on a
trial basis with her as an assistant wardrobe hand.
She realised that I was clearly nervous and although she was keen to
see me in skirts from day one, she opted for an easier route of
insisting that wear full female underwear at all times underneath my
male clothing.
Her other stipulation was that I should be padlocked into a chastity
cage!
Now this was completely new for me and I couldn't quite understand the
fascination of chastity, but she gave me a make and model to purchase
online and her rule was that once locked, she would supply the padlock
and hold the key!
I had no idea just how any of this would make me feel, but I was
desperate to at least meet her and although intrigued by the idea of
chastity, I had zero experience at being locked up down there and I
guess the idea of working alongside her whilst wearing all of my silky
under things underneath somehow pushed aside the reality of what
chastity might involve.
So I agreed to her terms.
Although nervous, I was also determined to enjoy this experience, even
if I only turned up just the once and never went back. So rather than
play it safe with some simple female underwear such as a bra, panties
and a pair of tights, I opted to jump in at the deep end with some
very classy and exquisite lingerie!
I'd chosen to lace myself tightly into an under busk, fully boned,
back laced corset. I wore sheer seamed nylons, matching panties and a
matching under wired bra, though without any breast fillers inserted
and over the top, I wore a gorgeous full slippery satin slip and I
felt fantastic!
That first day with her I remember being petrified, but she turned out
to be wonderfully supportive of me and although clearly 'in charge'.
Her level of control and dominance over me was nicely subtle and
discrete and to be honest, it was all so enjoyable.
Thankfully she didn't ask me to strip that first evening to show her
my undies as that might have been too much for me. But she did quiz me
on what I was wearing and she did have a careful 'feel' through my
trousers for my suspender bumps and down my back feeling my corset and
bra outlines etc... beneath and she wasn't disappointed!
The downside was that I had set the level that she now expected
everyday!
She even told me to remove my male socks and that soon became the
'norm'. It all felt wonderful, though at times somewhat restrictive
and a little warm at times, but then I had no one to blame but myself
for that.
I kept thinking others would know or notice lumps and bumps under my
male outerwear, but nothing was ever said and to be honest for the
most part my position as the wardrobe assistant was fairly
insignificant in most peoples' minds and to some extent I was
comfortably ignored. That never mattered to me as at the end of the
day my focus was to work under Sarah and I couldn't have been happier!
However, the wearing of my chastity cage did take me longer to accept.
In fact it took a good few weeks to begin to even feel comfortable
wearing it. I had several sleepless nights, accompanied by sheer
frustration as my body began to adjust.
If I originally thought the wearing of a cage would dampen my urges, I
couldn't have been more wrong!
If anything it actually had the opposite effect on me and barely a
moment of the day would pass where I wasn't swelling within its
confines. In truth, I'd never felt so constantly aroused and turned on
in my life, coupled with the fact that I was now wearing my lingerie
everyday underneath!
Sarah quizzed me regularly about my experiences and emotions with it
and she encouraged me to tell her everything, all of which brought a
big smile to her face and a huge amount of satisfaction. She simply
explained that this was an important part of not only her dominance of
me, but my acceptance that she was in control.
"It is what is required my darling. It's about learning discipline and
restraint. Besides..." She would smile. "...if you want to be a girl,
you have to learn that girls don't have nasty erections!"
"Special girls like you need strict control over your sexual urges and
I will be the one to ensure that happens!"
"It's a vital part of your journey if you wish to submit to me!" she
would say.
"If you say the word, I'd have you in skirts in a flash and be done
with" she added. She was confident that time would come, but on seeing
my hesitation and the sheer look of horror on my face, she knew that
she'd have to choose her moment carefully.
All I knew was that everything about her excited me. Yes I was scared
and part of me just wanted her to force me into skirts. No ifs, no
buts. But could I really do that?
There were occasions when I would wobble and wonder if I should simply
leave and ask for the key, but amazingly my desire to taken on this
journey and to please her overruled any other reasoning in my mind. I
didn't know it, but I was already on a one way path and was she was
right, slowly but surely she was reeling me in and teaching me quite
clearly that she was in charge!
And I loved it.
Slowly it consumed me and little else occupied my mind.
As for my own personal situation, I was lucky enough to own my own
flat reasonably locally and having inherited out of the blue a few
years earlier I was very fortunately mortgage free, my social life was
also woefully non-existent and this new found friendship just filled
such a void for me!
I'd found someone who understood me and wanted to help.
At that time I worked part time during the mornings in a craft shop,
which in all honesty bored me silly and I guess it gave me a reason to
get up each day. In truth I'd never really had much drive or
motivation on the career front, so being Sarah's somewhat feminised
wardrobe assistant not only excited me, but it gave me purpose and of
course I craved having someone take charge.
I truly had no idea just where all of this would go and maybe I didn't
even want to ask myself that question. But it just felt good and I
liked that!
So after working with her for a couple of weeks as a trial, I soon
found myself desperate to commit to this role. She had been given a
free hand to employ someone and on the second week she offered me the
post on a permanent basis and I took it.
And of course it meant committing to being locked into chastity and
being part feminised for six afternoons and six evenings every week as
wardrobe assistant!
Effectively she was now my boss and indeed my dominant whenever I was
in that theatre!
Sarah also began encouraging me to dress fully at home on my own and
although should couldn't enforce this, she was particularly pleased
when the following month I handed my notice in with my morning job at
the craft shop. This would at least gave me more options to dress at
home and I did try to fulfil her wishes, besides it also allowed me
more time to prepare myself for my afternoon and evening work with
her.
From the outset my own secret female wardrobe had been somewhat
limited, though I did own some gorgeous items of lingerie. Likewise,
she soon took to checking the lacing on my corsets when I arrived at
the theatre each day and even took to retightening them herself and I
soon found that she could pull my waistline in further than I'd ever
achieved or expected!
This quite literally took my breath away and made sure that not a
moment would pas when I wasn't aware of just how I was sexily trussed
up underneath my male exterior.
Very quickly she insisted that I only ever wore a pair of cheap and
quite thin jogging bottoms, plus a relatively thin sweatshirt over the
top that she provided. Although the colour was reasonably neutral,
they were clearly unisex in design and very possibly even officially
ladies wear!
She also gave me a pair of unisex / ladies slip on canvas shoes that
worryingly came with a very slight elevated heel. All of this combined
with the 'no socks' rule left me painfully aware that if anyone looked
closely they'd probably see the sheer taut nylon of my stockings
covering my feet!
It was an outfit that left me feeling more on edge and constantly
wondering if anyone could or would notice the outlines of all that was
on underneath. She had no intention of exposing fully at that stage,
but she quietly revelled in my awkwardness and fear of wearing this
particular get up.
Certainly anyone placing their hand on my shoulder, across my back or
on my thigh would give the game away in an instant, but she just
smiled and told me firstly that probably wouldn't happen, but more
importantly that no one would really care. I wasn't sure how comforted
I felt by that statement!
Of course the other factor for me that I adored was the inescapable
and ever present sensation of every slip, slide, tug and pull and even
creak at times of what I was trussed up in underneath. Not a moment
went by when I wasn't aware of it and I swelled all the more within my
chastity cage!
I was also expected to be fully and smoothly shaved everywhere below
my eyebrows and my body was to be creamed and moisturised on a daily
basis, again all of this just added to the lovely feeling I was
experiencing.
It wasn't long after that that she began insisting on applying a light
foundation to my face. I hated it, but she pretended that it was
nothing more than a beard cover cream, which in one sense it was, but
a light ladies powder compact was also added over the top and then
eventually a clear lip gloss soon followed!
Next she carefully thinned my eyebrows. Nothing extreme, but despite
my panic, no one seemed to notice and yet again she just had her way.
I was extremely self conscious of all of this, but she simply
dismissed my fears by saying, "Piffle, It's what I want for you and
besides, I want my 'girl' to look pretty and let's face it..." She
smiled. "...you won't see many men here without a degree of makeup on,
it's the theatre after all darh-ling!" she emphasised with an over the
top hand gesture and a sly smile.
Short of having me wear an actual skirt, she was slowly and carefully
feminising me more and more and relishing every moment of it. She
loved the fact that I seemed to lack any ability to say no to her and
subsequently it did make her wonder just how far she could actually
go?
Looking in the mirror, to my eyes I truly did resemble an effeminate
man! But despite my fears, I adored the control she had over me and of
course wearing the lingerie underneath was just heavenly beyond all
belief!
To be fair, most of the time I was working out of sight and on the odd
occasion that other stage crews or actor passed by me, they barely
seemed to give me a second glance. Perhaps she was right, oddities and
peculiarities seemed to be the 'norm' here! After all, a man working
as an assistant wardrobe hand in a theatre would probably be gay
anyway, or at least that would have been the perception.
So six afternoons and six evenings of every week my new job became my
effeminate girly escape. Nothing sexual happened between us at that
stage, though it was clear to her that I was aroused and effectively
on heat almost 24/7.
Her dominant nature over me was careful and timed, but there was a
constant understanding of her being the boss, my costume Mistress and
at all times the one in charge and equally within her own loin's an
excited fission of arousal bubbled just below the surface.
There was a charged sense of electricity in the air around us as we
worked, almost a sense of anticipation of 'what next'!
She also started referring to me in the femme, calling me Chrissie, or
simply 'girl'. This would embarrass me, yet still I quietly loved it!
My passive demeanour was very natural anyway and it was greatly
encouraged.
She liked me to lower my eyes when we spoke, for me to stand passively
(which I did quite automatically anyway) and refer to her as either
Mistress or Miss Sarah, again depending slightly on whether anyone
else was in close proximity.
Being constantly surrounded by the mass of costumes that were in the
storeroom, she would often hint at how certain outfits might or would
look good on me!
There was plenty of male attire of course, but the female stock was
quite something and it ranged from the normal everyday attire, to the
more elaborate styles as well plenty of period gowns and costumes
complete with all of their trimmings.
These included western saloon girl dresses, to Scarlet O'Hara corset
dresses with petticoats and bustles. There were 1920's flapper
dresses, Edwardian attire, day wear and evening wear and of course
uniforms galore, there were even a few different wedding dresses on
hand!
Amongst the uniforms were nurses' outfits, WPC's uniforms and even air
hostess get ups, complete with all of the accessories and of course, a
selection of maid's uniforms of varying styles were readily on hand!
Every now and then she would hold one up and say, "I'd bet you look
good this one!"
One day she dug out a classic over the top frilly French Maids uniform
which had been used the previous season saying "You know no-one would
know if we borrowed this and quite frankly I could do with some help
at home soon..." She smiled, adding, "...I could change your name to
Fifi, 'Fifi the Maid'!" she laughed.
All of which made me gulp, but quietly leap for joy as deep down I
would have loved to have worn all of them! I could barely believe that
I'd found myself in what was effectively an Aladdin's cave of dress up
attire and with a dominant woman who made no secret of her desire to
wanting to see me wearing half of it!
I was too scared to say yes and maybe I just wanted her to tell me, to
order me into one of those glorious outfits. I might have feigned
resistance, but somehow I knew I would be putty in her hands. In truth
she had already recognised that in me and although she was slowly
building up towards something, the actual route that she took came
even as a surprise to her.
It was a few months after I started fulltime and during the run up to
a new play (the one that I was now starring in on a nightly basis)
that an opportunity came to her.
In this particular play there was one scene that involved the two main
characters mistakenly entering a sexual den of bondage and ill repute.
It was just one part of the storyline in a play that was essentially a
boy meets girl story, but one with a slightly risqu? undertone running
all the way through it. It was a play with plenty of subtle double-
entendres and this particular scene called for something truly unique
to set it off, but the writer and director were at loggerheads as to
how to effectively project it.
Sarah happened to be out front of stage one afternoon and couldn't
help but overhear the writer and the director's struggles and
discussions over this particular issue and on listening in for a good
few minutes; it got Sarah's mind working.
Whether it was on the spur of the moment or not, Sarah had a moment of
inspiration and interjected with an idea of her own that might just do
the trick.
After all, good visual props could fill so much space and tell the
story very effectively.
With nothing to lose, she was given one week to come up with her ideas
and the very next day back in the costume room and with me none the
wiser, Sarah appeared holding a bag in her hands and promptly told me
to strip down to my lingerie!
There was clear activity close by outside and I remember pausing
cautiously at her request. Only to be told again, only this time in a
firmer voice to do as I was told!
"I've got an idea and I need to try out a new prop out and you're
going to be my model!" was all she said.
So in no time at all I was nervously standing there before her only
now in just my stocking covered feet in my full black underwear.
Having removed my jogging bottoms, my black satin lace trimmed full
slip even dropped down fully to my knees giving the appearance of me
wearing a dress, much to her amusement!
Underneath of course was my corset, panties and bra and my chastity
cage was firmly locked in place.
"Very nice..." She smiled as she looked me over. "...quite why I ever
let you wear trousers, I'll never know!" she joked.
Watching me closely she smiled enjoying my nervousness. Then thinking
quickly she suddenly said "I've got an idea!" as she darted off into
the depths of the wardrobe store, quickly returning holding a pair of
ladies heels. This wasn't part of her original plan, but on seeing me
just in my underwear, it seemed too good not to do.
"Pop these on 'young lady'" was all she said as my trembling hands
took the shoes from her and I sat down to place them on my feet. They
were a pair plain black three inch heeled court shoes that came with a
slim ankle strap secured by a buckle.
Wobbling slightly as I stood back up she smiled. "Turn for me
darling," she said, adding, "Oh my..." she laughed. "...I hadn't
realised just how good your legs look young lady!" she said, adding
"The heels certainly enhance them and I love the way your nylons look
with your legs nicely elevated. You've actually got better legs than
most real girls!" she laughed.
"You know..." she laughed, "...I think I'll have you wearing these
from now on regardless!"
I looked up in horror and tried to speak, only to be cut off with "Now
don't you look at me like that young lady..." she scolded, "...I'm
your boss and if I say you'll wear heels, you'll wear them!" She
smiled, finally saying, "Besides, I told you before, no-one will care
anyway!"
She smiled again, clearly leaving me very unsure if she was serious or
just joking, but she decided to let that thought play around in my
head, knowing that the mental torment of that would keep me on edge
rather delightfully. Though quietly she had already made her mind up
and I would be wearing them from then onwards, or at least whenever I
was in the costume store, which in truth was most of the time!
"Right," she exclaimed, "I want to see how effective these are" She
smiled only now holding up what appeared to be a set of leather
shackles and cuffs!
Oh fuck. This suddenly seemed to take things up more than a notch or
two as far as I was concerned.
On seeing the look of my eyes, she laughed saying, "Yes my sweetheart,
a little bit of bondage for you!" as she approached me "I'm going to
put you in a nice little hog-tie!"
She paused adding, "Don't worry my petal, they're for a possible prop
for the upcoming play and I've got an idea that I need to try out and
you my darling are going to be my guinea pig!"
Moments later I was placed face down on the floor on top of a pile of
soft blankets in one corner of the costume store as she quickly and
very expertly secured and cuffed my hands behind my back. Once fully
secure, she then pulled both of my nylon clad ankles upwards and back
over onto my satin slip covered bottom. With a bit of tugging and
cajoling, in no time at all I soon found myself completely bound by my
ankles and wrists in a perfect hog-tie!
"Wriggle for me darling and see if you can escape," she asked, but of
course I couldn't. Then I could sense her fussing again at the straps
and harnesses behind my back, I heard several small but distinctive
'clicks'.
I couldn't see what she was doing, but her next words hit me with a
start. "I always knew these padlocks would come into use one day!" she
laughed.
Oh fuck! What the heck was she doing!
She'd not only bound me severely, but she'd actually padlocked my
ankles and hands together!
"I don't really need to padlock you in..." she said, "...but what the
heck!" She laughed as she stood up and watched my lingerie and heeled
clad body struggle hopelessly before her.
"Please Miss Sarah, I..." I somehow said, but my words trailed off.
Sarah remained watching me. Yes on one hand her ideas for her unique
stage prop were suddenly forming and more importantly rapidly
changing. Initially her idea was to use a mannequin at that stage; I
was just for her to try this out and maybe even to be a bit of a light
hearted diversion.
But what if... ? she was thinking.
Now watching me struggling and tied up, at her feet and helpless,
feminised and stuck, she instantly felt a warmth and a growing tingle
of excitement deep down in her own knickers.
Her breathing deepened as she stared down at my helpless form. Inside
she was aware that a series of lustful thoughts were taking her over
and she liked it beyond all measure. Biting her own lower lip,
subconsciously she soon found her own hand had found its way between
her own thighs and very quickly she began gently rubbing the glands
beneath. As she pushed a little harder she had to fight to suppress a
moan of own growing desire and pleasure.
On a moment of devious inspiration, she quickly said, "Chrissie..."
"...I'll be right back," she said as she moved to the door.
I remember calling out, "Please..." desperate not be left like this on
my own. Fortunately a degree of sympathy, or maybe common sense took
over Sarah as she quickly gather up costume dresses and petticoats
hanging nearby and carefully placed them over me, hiding my bound and
feminised form beneath.
Within seconds I was not only hog tied in my gorgeous lingerie,
strapped into a pair of high heels and now buried beneath layers of
historical feminine clothing!
Then suddenly Sarah was gone!
I didn't dare call out in fear of attracting anyone who might then
come into the room. But fuck, she'd actually left me there, stuck,
feminised and completely tied up!
What I didn't know was that Sarah had run into the ladies toilet and
locked herself in. Within seconds she brought herself off to one of
the most powerful orgasm she'd ever had! But as she rode out the every
pulse that racked her body, all she could do was smile to herself with
the knowledge of what she now had. She had never felt so empowered in
her life as at that very moment.
Her idea of trying out the leather harness had very quickly developed
into something much more. It truly was for stage prop for one of the
scenes, I wasn't to be part of it, at least not up until that point!
But what if she could use me?
Still her body convulsed as she pictured me bound and in lingerie and
in no time she came again, only this time even longer and harder!
I was left there for over an hour.
Sarah had eventually looked back into the costume room quietly and on
seeing the undisturbed pile of clothing that hid my feminised form.
She quietly left again; only this time she took herself off out for a
walk. She needed to think as her ideas were rapidly changing and I was
now becoming an integral part of those plans!
Could she do this? I didn't need to be asked, that was the one part
that she loved, though she was sure that it would only take a little
bit of gentle persuasion to convince me.
But more importantly, would it work and would the director and writer
go with it?
Either way, what had just happened had now changed both of our
relationships and as far as she was concerned, what had happened was
too good to put back in the can!
But she had to think sensibly and remain calm and in control. She
decided that while she walked, a prolonged bondage session for me
would simply do me good to recognise that the rules of the game were
now changing!
Her ideas came thick and fast, but it would take planning.
Eventually of course I was untied, although she insisted that my male
outer clothing remain off for the rest of the day and my feet were to
remain firmly in their heels!
Indeed, each day and evening then onwards whenever I was with her in
that room I was required to be wearing them on my feet. Fortunately
she did allow me back in my jogging bottoms and sweatshirt, though
somewhat reluctantly from her point of view, but it left me even more
on edge than before.
More than once some of the actors and crew members would come into the
room and I would quickly disappear behind the clothing racks, or
remain seated in my chair to hide my blatantly obvious footwear.
Sarah just took all the more delight in seeing my fear and
embarrassment and would tease me that if I didn't do as I was told
that she would tie me back up again!
What she didn't know was that I desperately wanted her to that and
what I didn't know was that by the end of that very week she would be
tying me back up, only not quite in the way I could have ever
imagined!
With me barely being involved on what was going on outside of my
little world and that room, Sarah had been busy planning. She'd
enrolled the help of the stage carpenter to adapt what was effectively
a spare wardrobe. Only now it was altered and strengthened to house a
very different content and it was to be rolled out and trialled before
the director and the writer in the hope of getting the green light to
put it all into action.
So as the week came to an end, it was on the Friday that Sarah asked
me to arrive earlier than normal and very quickly I was told to strip,
only this time out of everything!
I was given no privacy and told that I was not to talk as she quickly
handed me a complete set of new and expensive looking raunchy
underwear, only now all in black and red. It was nothing particularly
dissimilar, except the corset was clearly more severe looking and one
perhaps designed to be a bit more 'on show' as it were.
She assisted me with a new under wired black lace trimmed full cupped
bra and once in place she inserted a pair of 36c silicone fillers.
They felt strangely cold at first to my skin, but they soon warmed up
and of course the added weight to my chest and the new shape they gave
me made me gasp at first.
My breathing quickened slightly as I knew something very different was
clearly happening. Sarah seemed more than focussed than normal as if
almost on a mission and there appeared to be a real urgency to my
dressing. I was on the receiving end of whatever she had planned and I
quietly felt a growing nervousness build in me.
Moments later I glanced down and saw my new 'breasts' jutting out from
me and I was shocked at just how realistic and scarily convincing they
looked!
Next came the corset and it was wrapped round my torso and connected
by the metalled front busk fastenings. Sarah then wasted no time in
pulling the laces in from behind as she worked her way diligently from
top down and bottom up in a series of tugs and pulls.
After a short pause I was walked over to the lacing bar as she worked
again, only this time exerting even more force with each pull. Several
more pauses followed with more tightening, but with each new pull she
slowly achieved the figure she was after for me.
What I didn't expect next was when she then tied off the long laces at
my front with a sharp double knot then telling me to open my legs
slightly she threaded the laces down my front and proceeded to take a
couple of turns around my chastity cage!
I had no idea what she was doing and being too scared to ask, I
somehow just stared ahead as she worked away quietly and quickly. She
then pulled the remainder between my legs and back upwards to tie them
off tightly at the original turn of the laces around my now very
nipped in waist!
In doing so she effectively pulled my already imprisoned sex backwards
even further between my legs which meant that the strong laces were
also tugged up almost uncomfortably tightly up and between the crack
of my bum!
As she tugged to tie everything off it literally caused me to gasp and
stand on tip toe at what she was doing. The result wasn't unbearable,
but it would be a sensation that I couldn't avoid or remotely forget,
particularly if I was expected to move, walk or dare I even consider
sit down. But either way I wasn't given any choice in the matter!
It was clear with the way she was tightening each knot that there
would be no way that I could remove any of this without her help!
I was then told to pull up my original tight black satin and lace
knickers first and to pull the up tightly into my bum crack along with
the corset lacing that was already there. Over them I then pulled on
the newer black and red satin frillier pair of larger, almost French
cut style of panties, only making sure that the eight wide metalled
black frilly suspender straps were threaded through and dangling on my
thighs ready for their stockings.
Sitting down was no easy task, partly due to the tightness and indeed
rigidity of the new corset, but also because of the route of the laces
that she'd taken! But either not noticing, or ignoring my discomfort,
she then carefully opened and rolled up a brand new pair of sheer back
seamed fully fashioned black nylon stockings over my legs.
Standing back up, the suspenders were attached and adjusted and my
seams were checked for straightness, her final touch was to then have
me wearing on each thigh an over the top frilly black and red satin
garter!
Next my feet were then put into a pair of 4" black patent heels,
complete with a 2" wide black patent locking ankle strap! She then
quickly threaded through two small brass padlocks on each strap and
clicked them shut!
From there I was moved to the vanity table and I was forced to
carefully lower myself down into the seat as she set about my makeup.
I also found walking those few feet with the added height of my heels
instantly noticeable, not that I had any chance to slip them off now
with them firmly padlocked on!
Sarah then began applying full make up to my face and not just the
usual foundation that she'd used before. I sat there quietly
trembling, but at the same time loving what was happening to me. At no
point was I being asked or consulted as she worked away, all of which
just turned me all the more!
With my heavily painted face looking back at me in the mirror, she
then told me to open my mouth wide as she produced a shiny red ball
gag!
Without pausing, the red ball gag was unceremoniously pushed into my
mouth and the attached black leather straps were quickly fastened and
buckled tightly behind my head.
I remember giving an "Mmmm" as she carried on, simply telling me to
relax my breathing and focus! Thank fully I could breath comfortably
after I managed to relax a little, though my jaw soon began to ache at
being forced open quite so wide.
A blonde long curly wig followed and my heart just pounded as I
watched myself being transformed before my very eyes into what was
clearly an over the top almost fantasy female!
Without stopping she then proceeded to stick a set of bright red long
nails over my own ones and for good measure I was sprayed with a
reasonable amount of her own Chanel perfume!
Whatever was happening, it became clear that I wasn't being prepared
to dress for five minutes, the sheer effort, time and detail that she
applied to my outfit and my appearance said that this was something
bigger, though I had no idea just what?
Finally she told me to stand up. This wasn't so easy in my higher
locked on heels and I gingerly teetered and wobbled before her as she
stood back to look me over, only now her face was beaming with a big
smile.
"Perfect..." she said as she moved close into me, adding,
"...though..." she said as he pushed her left hand down to the front
of my knickers and into my groin!
Instantly I gasped and jumped as she steadied me with her other hand
around my corseted waist. "Ah Ah..." she said in a raised voice
"...stand still young lady."
"To the eye that all looks smooth, but I want to make sure of that
young lady..." she said as she ran her hand and fingers down the front
of my panties several times to check, but pushing her fingers in and
manipulating my cage just a little each time. "...Mmmm, perfect" She
smiled.
I saw her smiling as she spoke "I want you looking just like a real
girl my darling..." she said, adding, "...this is one facade that
needs to be convincing!" I had no idea what she was talking about, but
her hand actions very quickly had me reacting and letting out moans of
pleasure and frustration to her obvious delight.
"Mmmm..." She smiled. "...you like that don't you? I bet you're all
frustrated down there aren't you and fuck me you do look so incredibly
sexy!" she laughed.
Oh gosh, I felt lost, I felt amazing, this was amazing, oh fuck!
A long length slippery sheer bright red satin dressing gown was then
placed on me and tied by a matching belt around my waist and without
any pause she simply took me by one arm and said "Let's go!"
Now this really did panic me. Go where?
However I had been dressed and prepared, at that point all of this had
happened behind a costume room door and it was just the two of us.
Sensing my hesitation she tightened her grip on my arm and simply said
"Don't make me drag you young lady, because I will if I have to!"
So without any discussion I quickly found myself being walked promptly
from the safety of the costume department out and upwards and scarily
towards the theatre stage!
I say promptly walked, but padlocked into these new 4" heels and with
the extra tightness and restriction of my corset it was more of a
teeter for me, but thankfully she was on hand to steady me and to
prevent me from falling.
We were at the theatre early and thankfully I didn't see or pass
anyone at that point, but I'd never felt more exposed in my life!
Walking on the main stage I became very worried and confused. Before
me and in the middle of the stage was what appeared to be a bog
standard wooden wardrobe? But she quickly opened the door to reveal
that the inside had been heavily adapted and without any further ado,
she slipped satin dressing gown off of my shoulders and simply said
"Step in Chrissie and turn facing outwards."
Manoeuvring me slightly, she soon had me standing with my back up
against a red shiny satin padded support that went from top to bottom.
The whole wardrobe had been tilted backwards slightly and at first I
through it would topple over, but clearly it had been made
surprisingly secure and sturdy.
There were clearly multiple straps and harnesses fixed in place within
the wardrobe. All of the straps looked strong, almost professional
like in quality and all were made of shiny black leather covered in
oversized shiny chrome buckles, eyelets and fixings!
Red and black seemed to be the theme as even the internal walls were
satin covered and padded all to match. It looked quite intimidating
and purposely strong and very quickly I realised that this was some
kind of bondage device and I was the one about to be secured in it!
Very quickly she set about strapping my legs tightly together and up
against the support I was leaning against. She worked methodically,
working up my legs, onto my torso and around my arms. A strap even
went securely around my neck, pinning my head backwards. It gave me
enough room to breathe of course, but it left me with very little
movement.
There must have been at least twelve, maybe fourteen or even more
soft, but strong unyielding leather belts holding me in head to toe!
It took maybe ten or fifteen minutes of Sarah working over me before
standing back and to view her handiwork and I was completely and
utterly, stuck, trapped and immobile!
But it didn't end there!
With pretty much just my eye movement left, I could see that Sarah
then emptied a bag of shiny brass padlocks on the floor and without
speaking, she proceeded to methodically attach and 'click' every one
of them shut on every leather strap, which was on top of the four
padlocks securing my heels on!
Fuck! I was now padlocked into all of this!
My feet did ache slightly in their heels, but the way I had been so
comprehensively bound and secured meant that as my body sagged
slightly, I could relieve some pressure from my heels without my body
moving an inch!
What the fuck going on?
I was also aware of just how long we'd been here and kept thinking
that surely others would soon start arriving? How on earth was I going
to be untied and got back into the costume room before that happened
and without being seen?
Or was this just some elaborate game Sarah was playing?
And why was I up on the stage?
I couldn't call out to ask her, or even ask to be released. All my gag
allowed was a simple 'Mmmph'.
And like my underwear, this was all so intricate, elaborate and indeed
substantial. It was equally clear that there was no way I could be
untied and released from all of this easily or quickly!
I began to worry. Although scared, I also felt increasingly excited
and even felt the urge to wet myself!
Finally she stood in front of me and smiled.
"Now darling..." She smiled. "...I realise that you've probably got a
million and one thoughts rushing through your mind right now..." she
said. "...but all you need to focus on is relaxing and just steady
your breathing..." She paused. "...you're going to be in here for a
little while, so I want you just allow yourself to adjust, remain calm
and go with the flow!"
What did she mean by for a 'while' and what the fuck was going to
happen?
At that point she slowly closed the door on me. I tried to flex as
much as I could, but I was lucky if I had millimetre of wriggle room.
Then suddenly I was in darkness.
Then from behind the closed door I heard Sarah speak. "I know you can
hear me, probably a little muffled, but just relax, I'm here and no
one's going to hurt you, I promise," she said.
A few moments later she opened the door and beamed, "See, that didn't
hurt!"
Leaving the door wide open again, she then pulled out her mobile and
took several photos of me. She smiled heavily as she said, "That first
time I tied you up I knew it wouldn't be the last and if all goes as
well as I'm expecting, well..." Her words trailed off.
Before I even begin to think she carried on. "Now, you may have guessed
that I've not brought you out here to be hidden away. Two people are
going be he here shortly and they are going to get a good look at you.
Now you may be gagged, but if at any point you try to call out or
attract their attention, or if you act in any way that causes them
concern, then so help me I'll make your life an absolute misery, so I
want you to be a good 'girl' for me!"
Oh shit, what the fuck was she talking about?
Two people were going to see me? This was madness!
"For all intense and purposes, you are my niece, you have just moved
into the area," she said as I somehow tried to take onboard all that
she was saying. She carried on, "You have offered to do this free of
charge. You will hear me rattle off a story and you will simply nod if
questioned, if that's even possible..." She laughed. "...but what you
will not do is give any indication that you are not here by choice!"
She paused, but looked straight at me. "Is that understood?"
Somehow I could just move my head a fraction and gave a gentle "Mmgh"
along with what should have passed as a nod.
"Good."
Suddenly a door opened and closed with a bang somewhere off to the
left and voices could just be heard. Oh fuck!
"There here," Sarah smiled, "now play the part. I'm going to shut the
door and when I do open it, don't you dare let me down!"
The 'dare' bit was emphasised with a clear threat.
She closed the door on me and I was back in darkness.
To try to describe just what went through my mind at that point would
be impossible, but I could hear muffled voices as they seemed to get
nearer. I could just make out Sarah's voice and then two others, a man
and a woman's voice!
Bound and tightly corseted as I was, I could feel my heart pound away
now and my breathing deepened as I tried my best to somehow remain
calm. For several minutes the conversation continued just inches away
from me and then I could feel movement as my wardrobe like prison
seemed to move round and to one side and back again.
What I couldn't see was that Sarah had at this point enlisted a couple
of the stage hands to demonstrate how easily the wardrobe could be
moved, all with me still inside as I was. Then wardrobe was then left
still for a several more minutes as the voices carried on.
Then in absolute horror I could just hear Sarah say, "And then on cue,
the door is flung open!"
And sure enough it was.
Standing back approximately five feet and facing me straight on was
Clive the director and Jennifer the writer of the play!
Both at first remained open mouthed and looked momentarily stunned.
I remember closing my eyes. I was on full show and I couldn't even
turn or move one inch to escape my situation. I couldn't believe Sarah
had done this!
I heard Jennifer say, "Oh my gosh!"
Clive was quiet, but was slowly taking it all in.
"That's..." Jennifer's tried to say, still almost open mouthed,
"...that's a real person!"
"Yes," Sarah announced, though very quickly reassuring them. "It's ok,
she's my niece Chrissie and she's offered to help..." she said almost
proudly. "...she's absolutely fine I promise you," she said to squash
and allay any fears.
"I did try a mannequin..." she quickly said, "...but it just didn't
work and for this scene and impact I think you'll agree is the key!"
Silence still followed until Sarah spoke again.
"Well it's, I mean, she's..." Clive, he slightly smiled for the first
time "...it's certainly impacting!"
Sarah not wanting to lose any of her momentum carried on. "Whether
you're down here at the front, half way back or up in the gods, it's
effective, she's clearly on show for all to see and it'll get the
reaction the scene requires! Try it!" I heard Sarah say.
I suddenly realised, was I the prop? Oh fuck!
Sarah was pitching me as the idea! She was actually offering and very
eagerly so to have me become part of the performance, or maybe I was
just the example and clearly an actor would take my place, surely that
was it? But then why not use one of the actors now?
I could almost see the cogs turning in Clive the director's head, or
at least he wasn't rushing to dismiss this crazy idea.
"Wait here," Clive suddenly said as he jumped down and made his way
back to various positions in the theatre. Sarah had already organised
the lighting to be switched on to assist with the visual impact that
she was after.
I was spot lit in all of my feminised and fully bound body for all to
see!
As if to try to convince Clive, Sarah continued, "The door only needs
to be opened for a few moments, it can then be slammed shut and in one
swoop you've told everyone that the main characters have wandered into
a sex boudoir just like that!"
She said adding, "No other equipment or props are needed, just some
effective lighting and in a flash you've titillated, you've teased,
you've got the laugh and possibly one of the highlights of the show!"
"If red doesn't suit I can change her corset or indeed the lining of
the wardrobe to be any colour you want, though the red stands out to
my mind, but I've a purple and black ensemble if you'd prefer, or I
could vary what she wears every night, even right down to matching
ball gag!"
She went on as I saw Clive move from side to side barely taking his
eyes off the stage. Meanwhile to my left my eyes caught Jennifer still
open mouthed and just staring at the spectacle before her.
As Clive carried on up in the auditorium, I watched Sarah move next
Jennifer and I could just hear her say, "You've no need to worry,
little Chrissie here is fine. As I've said, she has offered to do this
quite happily and when it comes to the actual performance she'll
literally only be on show for maybe five, maybe ten seconds or so and
then she'll be hidden away!"
This made me realise that it wasn't going to be one of the actors
doing this, it would be me!!!!
Without taking her eyes off me, I then heard Jennifer say, "And your
niece really doesn't mind?"
All of this within my earshot as Sarah laughed, "No, she slightly
'into' this sort of stuff anyway..." Her eyes caught mine and I could
see her wink. "...she's done a bit of, let's just say 'exotic'
performing in the past and besides, within a few minutes she'll be
back off stage and I'll have her out of there in no time, it's all
quick release stuff!"
I couldn't believe me ears, in fact I could believe any of this, but
there I was! Prior to Sarah opening the door, she had in fact primed
both Jennifer and Clive that she had a real person to put on show, but
she had left out the detail of just how I would be projected!
"It doesn't look quick release to me" Jennifer said to Sarah and of
course she was right, it bloody well wasn't!
"Well..." Sarah added, "...it's as quick as it takes me to untie her
of course, but I wanted it to be realistic and believable."
But before anything else could be said, Clive came bounding back down
and jumped back onto the stage, only now with a more confident smile
on his face.
"Fuck me..." he said, "...this is gonna work!" He carried on only now
with enthusiasm, "From every angle this young lady really looks the
part and the lighting works a treat!" "As for the colours..." he
continued, you can have free reign Sarah, but you're right the black
and red certainly looks the part, plus all of the trimmings, the
lighting picks it all out brilliantly!"
He turned to Jennifer who was still staring at me. "Go take a look,
seriously," he said, then turning back to Sarah he continued "You
might be our wardrobe queen, but this idea is inspired, I may even
have to give you a pay rise!" He smiled.
Jennifer had finally managed to extract her eyes from me and moved
into the stalls to get the bigger picture and within fifteen minutes
she was back and both were nodding and smiling "You're right" she said
"This really will have impact. It'll also get people talking without a
doubt" she said, to which they both agreed.
"And are you sure Chris..." Clive faltered trying to remember my name
before Sarah chipped in. "Chrissie," she said, as Clive continued,
"...sorry, Chrissie, are you quite sure she doesn't mind and what
about the cost, I mean I've not accounted for anyone else on the
payroll," he said.
"Not a penny..." Sarah quickly chimed in, adding, "...Roger has
already done the donkey work on the build without impacting the budget
and I've pretty much used stuff we had and Chrissie here has offered
to do this all free of charge!"
"It'll be minutes of her time and she's keen to get involved in this
line of work so she's more than happy to work if you like as an unpaid
intern!"
"Likewise, I'll make sure she's' here on time and you can leave her to
me to sort out each night with her costume and getting in and out of
this, all we'll need is a couple of stage hands to wheel her on and
off at the appointed times, it couldn't be simpler!"
Sarah had pitched her idea and won them over, just like that!
She had packaged me up and sold her idea so well that I doubt if I was
honest that I would have turned me down!
Clive looked impressed and nodded once again. "Well if you're sure and
I have to say we were getting short of time and ideas on this one
and..." He paused. "...I've got to be honest, it's a win win all round
and probably the cheapest prop I've ever had!" he said.
"And one of the best," Jennifer said quietly, with Clive nodding in
agreement. Her comment wasn't missed by Sarah as again she noticed her
staring at me.
Meanwhile I could only watch on in sheer amazement as it sounded as if
it was a done deal.
Both Clive and Jennifer looked at each other then they turned and
walked away for a few moments to have a quite confab. I caught Sarah's
eye as she mouthed a 'Well done' to me and gave a quick thumbs up.
Moments later both Clive and Jennifer were back and both smiling.
"It's a 'Yes' from us!" Clive announced, adding quickly "Really we
don't know how to thank you Sarah and of course young Chrissie
here..." They all looked at me, but helplessly bound and gagged I
could do nothing in response.
"In truth..." Clive went on, "...we were genuinely struggling with
this specific set and, well..." He smiled. "...this is brilliant!"
With that he turned to walk away, calling out, "First full rehearsal
in two days time!"
"The rest of the cast will be in for a surprise," Jennifer said to him
as he called back, "But a good one though!"
With that Sarah simply closed the door on me! With Jennifer still
standing there she looked on shocked as I heard her say, "You're not
going to leave her like that are you?" to which Sarah laughed "Of
course not, but a few more minutes won't hurt and she's going have to
get used to being in there anyway!"
A few moments must have passed as Sarah and Jennifer chatted, but then
Sarah opened the door as I could hear Sarah say "Of course you can
take a closer look" as Jennifer moved in a little nearer, clearly
transfixed by what she saw.
In a slightly lower voice Sarah took a chance and although she said it
slightly light-heartedly, there was clearly an offer being put forward
as she said to Jennifer, "If you don't mind me saying..." she said,
"...you seem rather interested in this little set up."
Whether Jennifer let her guard down knowingly or not, she simply said,
"Yes", but then quickly looked embarrassed and a little awkward.
"Don't worry..." Sarah quickly added, "...if anything I'm actually
very flattered that all of this has such an impact."
Slightly more carefully Jennifer quietly said, "Yes, it's fascinating,
I mean how does..." Her words faltered as Sarah encouraged her on.
"...I mean..." She tried again, "...how does your niece feel in there,
like that, I mean, dressed up and tied up like that and.." She
blushed, before finally saying, "...well, quite frankly being put on
show?"
Sarah smiled and chose her words carefully, all of which I could here
as both women looked at me.
"Well..." Sarah said. "...let's just say that some people are perhaps
on the somewhat submissive side of the fence," she said, carrying on.
"Now me for example..." she said, "...I would be a dominant, always
have been. But I've known Chrissie here for many years and if you know
anything about psychology, she's a clear sub in her nature and
actually finds all of this rather exciting." She smiled.
I could only listen on as Sarah talked quite openly to Jennifer before
my very eyes.
"You see for Chrissie here, all it takes is to give up control to
someone else and for her she will quite literally find it let's just
say powerfully intoxicating and even strangely erotic!"
"We're all either submissive or dominant to some degree..." Sarah said
smiling and without turning to face Jennifer. "Given the choice, where
would you put yourself?" she simply said.
If there was an awkward sensation earlier, you could have cut the
atmosphere at that point with a knife!
Not wishing to put Jennifer too much on the spot, but clearly
recognising an 'interest' from her, Sarah quickly moved on.
"I've always found the study of human sexual psychology
interesting..." Sarah said, as Jennifer turned and looked at her with
yet more interest. "...and I can tell you that when the audience does
see young Chrissie dressed up in let's be honest, in all of this very
sexy underwear whilst bound and gagged, half of the audience will wish
they had been the ones to tie her up and the other half would love to
take her place!"
Jennifer now looking back at me, simply said, "My gosh, is that true?"
"I think so..." Sarah smiled. "...though few would actually admit it"
She smiled.
She paused, adding, "Why do you think 'Fifty Shades Of Grey' flew off
the bookshelves? Though most would probably have purchased it online,
there's more people interested in naughtiness than you realise!"
I watched Jennifer simply nod without saying a word, Sarah also
noticed it.
"You know..." Sarah said now very much at Jennifer. "..you'd be
welcome to swap places for the odd night, if you'd fancy it?"
"Chrissie really won't mind..." She smiled adding, "...and an
understudy is always useful to have." She smiled. "No-one need know of
course and with a wig and make up on no-one would recognise you and
who knows you might find it rather liberating..." she said, pausing
just long enough, before saying, "...many find it as just a bit of an
escape..." She smiled, though added laughin,g "...perhaps the word
'escape' in this instance may not be perhaps right, but I think you
know what I mean. But it's just a thought of course!"
Aware that Jennifer hadn't said no, Sarah continued. "Besides..."
Sarah smiled. "...I have plenty of other roles here for young Chrissie
here to play," she added.
I heard Jennifer say "What do you mean", yet still her eyes remained
on me as Sarah spoke. "Well..." she said as she carefully closed the
door to me once again, but of course I could just hear what was being
said.
"...as I've said Chrissie does have a bit of a 'thing' for dressing
up..." Sarah continued. "...she's always been somewhat naturally
submissive in her nature and when she's not going to be here I might
just have her earning her keep at my house dressed up in Maids
uniform!"
Jennifer looked stunned! "You're joking?" she quizzed, as Sarah left
just enough of a pause before saying without even looking at her "Well
it's certainly a thought, now that I think about it!"
"I'm mean; blow it..." She looked straight at Jennifer and said, "I
could even loan her out..." Jennifer's jaw was now open wide at what
she was hearing. "...free of charge of course and only to certain
discerning clientele who'd appreciate such services!"
"Anyway," Sarah quickly said. "The whole psychology of it is
fascinating to be honest and I'd be more than happy to chat about it
over coffee some time if you fancy it? You've got my number," she
said.
"I'd love to..." Jennifer said almost too quickly, before adding,
"...I mean, I guess it's fascinating, but, well..." Her words again
trailed off. Finally she said, "Look I'd better get going for now," as
she slowly turned to leave, though she was sure to look back at the
wardrobe that still firmly held me a few more times at me.
Oh fuck, what the fuck was Sarah saying? What the fuck was all of
this?
Yet why did I feel so unbelievably turned on?
She was actually offering to loan me out to a complete stranger as a
maid and that turned me on beyond all belief!
Sarah stood watching her as she went and she couldn't quite believe
just how well events had gone. Her own confidence was now growing in
leaps and bounds.
Not only had I put on show like this, but I sounded as if I was going
to be doing this six night a week! Then on top of that, was I possibly
going to dress up as her French Maid and god forbid, maybe even lent
out?
And what about Jennifer? I had the feeling that it wouldn't be the
last time I'd see some close involvement with her, but on what level I
wasn't sure.
Eventually Sarah opened the door again and turning towards me she
simply said, "Interesting!"
Sarah didn't rush to release me. In fact she closed the door on me
once again and I even heard it lock, she was the only one with a key.
There was nothing I could as five minutes later I felt my prison now
being moved again, only this time by two unseen stage hands who
carefully wheeled the wardrobe to the back stage and more out of
sight.
Another twenty minutes must have passed before Sarah returned and
unlocked the door. Slowly she unlocked and untied me which took at
least fifteen minutes and finally she assisted me out and helped me
into the silky dressing gown giving me some level of respectability!
Another five minutes later we were back in the costume department and
apparently at that point we were the only ones left in the building
thankfully.
My shoes were undone but very quickly replaced with the normal 3" inch
pair of black heeled court shoes. She removed the red dressing gown
and simply handed me my usual long full slippery black satin slip.
Finally when she appeared ready herself, she sat me down and removed
the long blonde wig and undid my gag. There was no way I could even
begin to talk at that point as my mouth was not only parched and dry,
but my jaw ached from being stretched for so long. It would take a
while before I would regain the use of speech.
As I sat there she set to work using wipes to remove my makeup and
then carefully re-applied more, only this time in a less heavy way and
in a more natural way, everyday way.
Fuck! It dawned on me that she was going to keep me feminised in this
get up!!! I had no idea for how long, but she was clearly planning
something more.
Once happy she reached for a new wig, one that was less 'showy' and
far more natural, as she worked around me fussing with a comb until
she was happy.
"Get this on," was all she said as she handed me a gorgeous black
sequinned covered dress. Nervously I stepped into it, it slid
effortlessly over my full satin slip and with its own silky lining it
felt glorious against my tightly corseted body.
Double layered and georgette styled, it fit beautifully and my breast
forms gave it perfect shape. Complete with sheer see through black
sleeves and falling just below my knees, it was a classic LBD that
looked classy, yet sexy!
"Turn," was all she said as she zipped me in.
On seeing the sheer confusion on my face Sarah spoke. "Well young
lady, you may not be the 'star' of this play, but you're going to be
one of the highlights of it!"
She smiled. "That was your first ever audition and you passed it with
flying colours!"
"Now before you panic with what's about to happen..." she added.
"...your breast fillers are stuck on with a strong medical adhesive
and well..." She looked at me. "...I don't have any remover!"
What the fuck?
But before I could even begin to think, she just simply carried on. "A
bit naughty of me I know, but you and I are going to go back to my
house and we're going to celebrate, hence this lovely dress..." she
said. "...and I've bought it especially for you and trust me..." She
smiled. "...you look divine in it!"
She then handed me a classic ladies beige trench style coat with a tie
belt, a handbag was put over my shoulder and then without discussion
she simply led me from the theatre.
I remember the second we stepped outside the first sensation I felt
was the sudden rush of cool air around my sheer nylon covered legs
with seemed to go straight up under my coat! Next as we walked my ears
were filled with the sounds of my heels clicking on the pavement.
Every step and every movement was accompanied by the sensations of my
stockings rasping against each other and the ever present tug of my
suspenders, the tickle of the matching satin and lace encrusted
garters on my thighs and sheer tightness of my corset...
It all felt heady, it felt amazing and as petrified as I was, I felt
incredible!
I walked on propelled by her almost on auto pilot and I simply did
everything she said and without question, it was clear so much had
changed between us.
I didn't know it at that point, but she had already thrown away the
jogging bottoms and sweatshirt that I'd arrived in.
She had already decided that I wouldn't be wearing those again!
After a short walk we were in her car and going to her house. Sitting
down even further for the journey I winced slightly at the corset
lacing now forcing its way even further up my backside, but not once
did I complain.
Twenty minutes later I entered her house, it was the first time I'd
been there, only now I was dressed and made up as a stunning lady and
I was without a stitch of male clothing!
My coat was soon removed and a bottle of chilled Champagne was
produced from her fridge. She ordered a takeaway and the bottle was
opened and she toasted, "Here's to Chrissie!"
I was quickly told that the old wardrobe assistant had left quite
suddenly due to a urgent family matter and that by the end of the
month she would put it to the theatre manager that her lovely niece
Chrissie would be taking 'his' place!!!
Of course I would have my 'starring' role to perform each night, but
during all other times my dress code would have to change fully. I'd
be expected to work alongside her now as Chrissie, openly and fully
presenting as a female. Arriving and departing fully en femme, no half
measures anymore!
Sure enough, two nights later I was shown to the whole crew for the
full dress rehearsal and the reaction was at first shock, but it was
quickly followed by excitement and huge appreciation!
There was however one thing that Sarah hadn't told them. That
afternoon as I nervously got ready, Sarah had added one 'special'
addition to my costume and it wasn't up for negotiation. She had made
me insert a remotely controlled multi vibrating plug up my backside
and Sarah had held the control fob!
With a six hour battery run and bound and gagged as I was, no-one had
any idea of the torment that I was subjected to and no, I wasn't left
inside that wardrobe for ten minutes or so, I was left in there or the
whole evening as I was for every single performance!
Epilogue:
I effectively moved in with her that night.
It would be too exhaustive to explain all of the details here, but
there was little discussion on the matter and Sarah simply took
charge. It took a couple of months to arrange for my own flat to be
emptied and for all of my male clothing and items to be dumped.
Eventually my flat was rented out and Sarah quite rightly took over
all of my financial affairs and my flat became just another source of
income within our rather unusual arrangement.
She had a nice spacious house that had come out of a divorce
settlement some years earlier and I was given my own room with an en-
suite and a small lounge area. My wardrobes and drawers were filled to
the brim, but only with female attire and at no stage was I given
access to any trousers, not even ladies ones!
In-between working as Chrissie the assistant wardrobe mistress and to
being tied up and put on show, I spent much of my other time either
dressed up in various maids' uniforms and just as she'd said, I would
have to earn my keep! This also included the wearing of that frilly
French Maids uniform that she had hinted about weeks earlier.
But it wasn't all work by any means and I was given time off to relax
around the house, but only as Chrissie. Likewise, I was on hand to be
and used in any other particular female role that she required and in
various attire. The theatre wardrobe store was delved into on a
regular basis and she would have me dress and parade before her just
when it suited.
As for the mysterious Jennifer.
Well it took a further six months, but eventually she also moved into
Sarah's house to embrace the lifestyle.
It turned out that she was bi-sexual and keen to explore not only a
heavily suppressed submissive side, but also a growing dominant
streak!
She still continued to write plays and it didn't take much
encouragement from either herself or Sarah to write me into certain
roles. They were always background roles of course, but roles that
would only ever see me dressed to the nines in feminine finery and
whenever possible those roles were tapered to have me play the part of
the helpless 'damsel in distress'!
That particular play that started me on this road never did go on
tour, but it did have a successful run of six months and Jennifer did
finally step in as my understudy on a few occasions. Dressed and bound
identically, only with her own vibrating toy pushed firmly up inside
of her!
Although she was submissive to Sarah, a well established pecking order
was put in place with me firmly at the bottom. Even when 'Mistress
Sarah' had us both serving her as her dutiful maids, Jennifer would
always be the 'Senior Maid' and I would find myself answerable and
indeed disciplined by both!
My plug became a daily feature regardless of any performances and my
chastity remained locked on. However, rewards and sexual release were
and indeed given, but only when it suited them. Sometimes
individually, or sometimes together!
As for me and my future, well maybe that's for another story?
But I was no longer in the closet, even if I spent nearly six months
in one!
Ultimately I found my true self and I was finally happy.
Sarah had also grabbed a copy of one of the large glossy advertising
posters that had been made all those months earlier. She'd had it
framed and now it took pride of place in her hallway.
Standing between the two lead actors was the opened wardrobe with me
on full show. Heavily bound, ball gagged and trussed up in all of that
glorious lingerie. Framed and captured for posterity.
A reminder for all to see!
I still couldn't quite believe that that was me.
A Living Stage Prop!