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April, 1984, Chicago Illinois
“So what are you going to do about Becky?” Elyse asked.
“I have no idea,” I replied, managing not to sigh. “I have to think more about it. I’m supposed to have lunch with her next Saturday. Then I won’t see her at least until after exams. I’ll have to figure out what to do at that point. Honestly, as I think about it, my first impulse is to do nothing and keep the status quo. I think it might be too late to resurrect things, and doing so would, at a minimum, destroy my relationship with Jennifer, piss off Bethany, and result in my death by choking on my severed dick at the hands of my sister.”
Both girls laughed and Elyse said, “That might be a deterrent!”
I wanted to sit in the sauna, and when I said I was headed there, both girls decided to come with me. We followed the weekday rules and sat naked, fairly close together, on the top bench. The girls knew my routine, and stayed quiet so that the heat and steam could work their magic on me. When we finished, I was surprised to see both girls follow me into my bedroom. They joined me in the shower and worked together to wash me with soap, then toweled me dry. They led to me to bed and snuggled close to me, their naked bodies pressed against mine. I smiled as I fell asleep, thinking about the intimacy we were sharing - an intimacy that neither included, nor needed, sex.
I woke before the girls and maneuvered out of bed, doing my best not to disturb them. Neither of them had class until later, so I went into the bathroom to shower, then quietly dressed and went down to eat breakfast. It was early, so I ate alone, then headed to IIT to pick up Dave and drive out to the suburbs for work. I turned on WBBM Newsradio to listen to the news, and also, in the hopes that Dave wouldn’t want to talk the whole way. I was pretty sure that he noticed that I was preoccupied but he didn’t say anything.
At lunch Dave finally asked what was bugging me. I told him it was just an issue between Anala and me and we were working on it. He didn’t know all the nuances and issues of my relationship with her, so it didn’t make sense to try to describe it in any detail. Fortunately, Dave just nodded soberly and finished his lunch. Guys didn’t seem to need to talk as much, and right now, that was just what I needed.
I arrived at home late as usual on Tuesday, and decided on a sauna. I smiled when a few minutes after I’d gone in, Jackie and Elyse joined me. They sat quietly and when it was time to get out, they repeated what they’d done the night before. It was comforting to have both girls with me, and once again, I felt true intimacy, something that I hadn’t had enough of. While I lay there with my eyes closed, holding lithe young bodies to me, I reevaluated my relationships.
I thought about true intimacy, as Anala called it, and wondered who I’d actually achieved that with. Melanie once, but no longer. Bethany. Stephanie. Elyse. Sofia. Anala. Jennifer and I were working on it, but the lies of the past had prevented it until recently. That was really it. Jackie was developing, but she’d be moving on very soon. There were others, like Debbie V that I’d been close to, but hadn’t been with long enough to get to that point.
Four big names floated around in my head - Kara, Tatyana, Stephie, and Becky. With each of them, I’d moved past just superficiality and into something deeper. But none of those four had come close to what Bethany and I or Anala and I had achieved. Stephie had moved on to Red, someone she’d achieved that intimacy with long before she met me. Kara’s meltdown shattered what we had and I wasn’t sure that it could be rebuilt, even if I wanted to, and that was an open question. Tatyana had tossed a monkey wrench into the works with her thoughts of changing her plans. The intimacy that she and I shared was very different from with any of the others. With Becky, I was confused as hell.
One other name popped into my head unbidden - Penny. I’d spent most of the last year getting to know her. What was interesting was that, unlike Kara, Becky, or Stephie, it wasn’t just a long seduction. That had been the furthest thing from my mind until the girls pointed it out to me. She was the youngest of the girls by far, even younger than Tina Hoff, who was now nearly seventeen. Any future with Penny would be much further down the road. But I was WAY ahead of myself.
I eventually fell asleep, comforted by the girls in bed with me. They were both still with me when I woke on Wednesday morning, It was warm enough for me to run, so I got out of bed and put on my sweat pants and sweat shirt, then laced up my sneakers and headed out to run. When I came back, the girls were out of bed and joined me for breakfast after I took my shower.
“I changed the sheets,” Jackie said. “I wouldn’t want Penny to smell other girls in your bed.”
“Thanks. I’m still conflicted about everything,” I sighed.
“Do you remember how Anala told you to be decisive with Penny? You need to be that way tonight. Don’t get all morose or introspective. She is NOT a mistake, and if you tell her or imply to her that she is, you’ll crush her.”
“I know. I’ll work on my attitude today. I promise.”
“Good,” Jackie said. “Now eat. We cooked for you, for once.”
I smiled and sat down to eat my pancakes and bacon.
“Steve,” Elyse said. “Jackie and I had a long talk before you got home last night. We decided that there’s something you need and we want to help you.”
“What?” I asked.
“When you’re ready, the two of us are going to fuck your brains out. Together.”
“I don’t know if that’s a good idea, or if it’s what I really need,” I said.
“Have I steered you wrong?” Elyse asked. “Has Jackie ever done anything to hurt you?”
“No,” I said.
“Good. Then you let us know when. But not tonight. You need to focus on Penny, just as Jackie said. If you decide to end it with her, it has to be down the road and you have to work towards that. Got it?”
I nodded thoughtfully, “Yes.”
Later that afternoon, after I got home from school, I wrote in my journal, once again trying to sort out my feelings. I wrote a couple of pages, then turned on the IBM PC to try to finish the work for the unions. I was happy when I finished just in time to make dinner. I had some testing to do, but that was all. I could drop the disks off on Friday after class.
Penny arrived after dinner as usual, and it was immediately clear that she was in a foul mood. We went up to my room and when I tried to kiss her she turned her face away.
“What’s wrong, Penny?” I asked.
“I got my period!” she groused. “I wanted to fuck, but now we can’t!”
I sat on the loveseat and patted the cushion next to me. Penny sat next to me, her arms crossed and her visage cloudy.
“Penelope Margaret O’Neil. This is NOT the end of the world! First of all, how do you feel?”
“Fine. I was a bit uncomfortable on Monday but last night I was fine. Well, until I got my stupid period!”
“Most girls are happy when they get their period after the first time they have sex, Penny. It means that they aren’t pregnant.”
“I’m on the Pill! I don’t need a stupid period to make it so you don’t want me!”
“What are you talking about? Of course I want you!” I said.
“Mary says her boyfriend won’t touch her when it’s that time of the month. He calls it ‘on the rag’ and treats her like she has some kind of disease!”
“He’s a moron. Come sit in my lap.”
“Why? We can’t do it!” she whined.
I pulled her to me and she reluctantly sat in my lap with her arms around my neck.
“First of all, you do not have a disease. It’s just a natural process. Secondly, we could do it. It would just be really messy. And you know what? If you want to, I will and I don’t care how messy it is. I’ll put a large towel on the bed so we don’t stain the sheets. Or we could do it in the shower or bathtub. We just have to make sure your hair is dry before you go home.”
“Really?” she perked up.
“Really. I will do anything you want, Penny. Anything.”
“Yes! Take me to bed and fuck me, please!” she giggled.
We stood up and I went to the bathroom and got a large, soft towel to spread on the bed. After I’d arranged it, Penny and I kissed and undressed each other. I picked her up and put her on the bed, making sure to position her butt on the towel. I kissed her lips, then planted a kiss on each nipple. I had an idea that would make a point with her. I kissed my way down to her mons.
“No! Gross! Don’t!” she protested.
“Shh! I know what I’m doing!”
I very carefully kissed her and gently sucked her clit into my mouth. I was able to do that without getting a mouthful of her menstrual blood and she bucked and writhed as I did it. I had never had sex with a girl on her period before, so I wasn’t sure about lubrication. I decided that I’d rather be safe than sorry, so I got my lube from the drawer and spread it on my dick.
“What’s that?” Penny asked.
“Lubricant. I’m not sure how slippery you’ll be!” I grinned.
“Just get it in me!” she giggled.
I wasn’t going to make her wait. I got between her legs, positioned myself and with the help of the lube, buried myself deep into her in one strong thrust.
“Oh!” she moaned.
She wrapped her legs around me and I began slowly thrusting in and out. It felt somewhat different, and I attributed that to the mix of blood, the lubricant, and her natural lubrication. I leaned down to kiss Penny and I thought she was going to swallow my tongue. She sucked hard, and began humping hard against me. I began moving faster and Penny groaned into my mouth and I felt spasms in her pussy signaling her first orgasm. She broke the kiss.
“Fuck me!” she gasped, humping even harder.
I thrust harder and faster than I had Sunday night and Penny met every stroke by firmly pushing her hips up to meet me. A second orgasm overtook her and she groaned loudly and began wildly humping. I matched her movements and pounded in and out of her. Penny wasn’t able to catch her breath and was gasping each time I slammed deep into her. The extra lube made it easy to move even in her tight tunnel.
Suddenly Penny squeezed me tightly with her arms and legs and held her breath. I continued thrusting hard and a few seconds later she let out a loud groan and her body shook hard. The tight squeezes of her pussy pulled me along with her and after two more thrusts I pushed all the way in and came hard, filling Penny with cum. I collapsed on her, crushing her small body into the bed.
Penny’s breathing was ragged, and her heart was pounding, but she gently ground her clit against me, trying to give herself another orgasm. I pushed my hips forward so that my pubic bone would apply more pressure and a minute later I was rewarded with a series of small spasms around my dick. Penny blew out a long breath, then resumed her grinding. All told, she managed to give herself four small orgasms before she relaxed.
“Thank you,” she gasped.
“You’re welcome. Let me know when you’re ready to get up.”
“Never!” she giggled. “We can stay here and fuck. Your friends can bring us food!”
I chuckled, “Your mom and dad might come looking for you.”
“They would. Bummer!”
“It’s OK, Penny. We have to go to school, and I have to work, too.”
“You’d rather do that than fuck all the time?” she giggled.
“Uh, no. But it IS kind of necessary so I can get my degree and pay the bills!”
“Was it OK for you? You came, but did it feel OK?”
“Absolutely!” I said.
“I bet it’s a mess! I felt a lot of stuff run out of me when I had that huge orgasm.”
“Want me to get up so you can see?”
“Yeah,” she said.
I got up and she propped herself. There was a huge red stain on the towel, plus all over her thighs, my dick, and my thighs. There was even some blood in her pubic hair and on my stomach.
“Gross! What a mess!” she giggled.
“Let’s get cleaned up,” I said.
“Only once?” she grinned.
“You had eight orgasms, you little vixen! How many do you need?”
“All of them!” she giggled. “But I guess we need to clean up the mess. Does Jackie or Elyse have a hair dryer?”
Out of the mouths of babes!
“I know Elyse does. Let’s clean up and then I can get it from her.”
We went into the shower and washed off the mix of cum, lube, menstrual blood, and Penny’s juices. We hugged and kissed throughout the process, making it take a lot longer than had we just washed. When we got out, I carefully dried Penny and then myself. She went and got her purse and replaced the pad in her panties, then we got dressed. I went to Elyse and asked to borrow her hair dryer. She laughed and told me to get it from her bathroom.
Penny used the hair dryer, sprayed on her body spray, and then we sat on the loveseat together, cuddling until it was time for her to go home. I grabbed the towel from the bed, along with some other laundry and took it downstairs when we went. I tossed it in the washing machine, then walked Penny to the door and watched her scamper next door. She turned and blew me a kiss, which I caught and pressed to my lips, and then we both went inside.
Jackie stopped me as I headed to the kitchen to make some tea.
“She looked like she was in a foul mood when she got here, but she looked quite happy when she left. What happened?”
“I fucked her silly, that’s what happened!” I grinned. “Her pissy attitude was because she got her period last night and she thought I wouldn’t do it with her. It seems her friend’s boyfriend treats her friend like she has the plague when she has her period.”
Jackie laughed, “That must have been a world-class mess! You really take the cake, Steve. When I told you that you should have sex with her, I didn’t mean during her period!”
“Other than being messy, it was fine!” I lowered my voice, “Heck, I even sucked her clit for a bit!”
Jackie’s eyes went wide, “You know that 99.99 percent of guys wouldn’t go anywhere near a bloody vagina. You, on the other hand, just take it in stride!”
“Can we talk about this morning?” I asked.
She nodded. I made some tea and we went into the office. I shut the door and we sat down. I poured tea for both of us and took a few sips.
“You’re OK with having sex with me, even after the revelation about my sister?”
“Who knows? I’ve learned a lot from you about not judging and not applying external ideas of right and wrong. I admit I was grossed out and the entire idea struck me as repulsive. Then when Elyse made the comment about not abandoning you, I realized that I couldn’t just walk away, even if I didn’t want to have sex. I talked to her a lot last night.
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October 1982, Chicago, Illinois The drive back to Chicago was as uneventful as usual, and I arrived at the apartment just before 6:00pm. When I arrived, Elyse and Stephie were sitting on the couch and Jackie was sitting on the loveseat. Stephie hopped up as I opened the door and greeted me with a hug and a kiss. “Hi, Peaches!” I said. “Glad you’re home, Yankee!” “Hi, Steve,” Elyse and Jackie both said. “Hey,” I replied. “How was the weekend?” “Well, it was just Kurt with me, Stephie,...
June 11, 1989, Chicago, Illinois It was just after 3:00am when I kissed Trish goodbye. She’d been an enthusiastic, energetic, and adventurous lover. We’d done just about anything either of us could think of, though her breasts weren’t large enough for a tit-fuck. The last time had been in the shower where we’d ostensibly gone to clean up afterwards, but instead I ended up taking her from behind as she leaned against the wall of the shower. “I think I’ll have you again, Steve Adams,” she...
May 1978 The first couple of weeks in May were busy with school, work, and friends. Except for Becky, I didn’t even have any dates. But I was OK with that. Well, almost OK. I wanted to see Anna, but it likely wasn’t going to happen until school was out. I had tutoring sessions with Melanie, but she still wouldn’t talk to me about anything other than Spanish. Barely a hello. I was grateful for the tutoring, but it was maddening seeing my friend this way. I hoped someday she could understand...
March, 1982, Milford, Ohio As I drove along I-65, I thought about what Stephanie had asked for and what Bethany had said without even knowing about the request. Of course, because Bethany and I were so in tune, she might have actually had an idea that I was struggling with getting involved with my sister again. I kept turning it over and over in my mind and I kept coming to the same conclusion — that I shouldn’t do it. I was torn between doing what Stephanie wanted and doing what Kara and...
September 7, 1992, Chicago, Illinois “That went reasonably well,” Michelle said when her parents drove off. “There were a few times I thought my expression would give away something I shouldn’t. You were messing with me, weren’t you?” She grabbed both my hands and smiled, “I was telling the truth, in my own way. Thank you!” She leaned forward and kissed my cheek. “So, what’s left?” I asked. “To visit UofC tomorrow and formally withdraw from classes. To spend some time with you and your...
October 1981, Chicago, Illinois I arrived back at the apartment just before 10:00pm and saw the address for the party. I decided I wasn’t particularly interested in going so I put on some music, poured myself a glass of wine, and started reading more about Russia. I was alternating between the history and culture book and the Communist Party book, decided on the history and culture book for this time. I didn’t get much reading done because I was thinking about Tatyana, which led me to...
January 23, 1996, Chicago, Illinois “Father, bless!” I said, greeting Father Basil with upturned palms. “Bless you, Stephen,” he said as I kissed his hand. The waiter showed us to a quiet table along the wall of Roditys in Greektown. He took our drink orders and was back quickly. We placed our food orders right away and he left to put them in with the kitchen. “I’m not quite sure how to address this, so I’m just going to ask you bluntly. Are you the father of Michelle’s baby?” I shook my...
June 29, 1995, Chicago, Illinois On Thursday, I finally had lunch with Melissa again, something I hadn’t been looking forward to. Much like with Cèlia, Melissa and I had passed an inflection point and I was left with sub-optimal paths forward. I’d been struggling with the possible solutions, and all of them had pitfalls. When I walked into Takumi, I had something of a plan. Whether it was good or not would only be known once everything played out. “I spoke to my wives,” I said after we’d...
December 5, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, Minnesota “I had a good time last night,” I said. “I was surprised you invited a friend!” Mary laughed as we walked into the exam room, “Naomi had a good time as well. You know what a Resident’s life is like.” I nodded, “No social life.” “Exactly. You guys seemed to hit it off pretty well.” “Yes, but I’m not here for that!” “You’re everywhere for that, and you know it!” I couldn’t help but laugh. “Let’s just say that you hit the sweet spot -...
March 1980, Hovås/Göteborg, Sweden I woke early as usual, but just enjoyed being in bed with Katt. When she woke, she hopped out of bed and pulled a robe out of her closet and handed it to me. “There’s a spare toothbrush in the bathroom. Go have your shower, then we’ll have breakfast after I have my shower.” I quickly showered and brushed my teeth, and went back to Katt’s room. She went to shower and came back a few minutes later. She dressed, and I got a very good look at her sexy body...
April 5, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “You missed cuddles this morning!” Birgit said accusingly when I walked into the house about 9:30am. “I know, Pumpkin, but I had a work emergency and had to go see Aunt Joyce and Grandpa A.” “And now we have to get ready for karate!” “I know. We’ll have some family time this afternoon. I don’t have any plans.” “Good!” I hugged her and the rest of the kids, then went to find Kara. We hugged and kissed, and went straight upstairs to get ready for...
September 3, 1989, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” I said, bowing to Sensei Jim. “Good morning!” he said waving me to a chair in his office. “How was your trip?” I asked. “Enlightening. I spent most of my time acting as a manservant to Sensei Robert and Sensei Hiro.” “He who will lead, must first serve,” I said. “Someday, I’m going to send you to Sensei Hiro, should he live long enough. You understand.” “Does that mean you are now 6th Dan?” I...
October 29, 2000, Chicago, Illinois Birgit followed me as far as the stairs, then scooted upstairs when I went to the front door and opened it. “Hi!” Sophie said. “Hi!” I replied and held the door open so she could come into the house. I closed the door behind her then led her to my study where I waited until she went in, and then walked in, closing the door behind me. I nodded to one of the wingback chairs, she sat down in one, and I sat down in the other. “Is something wrong?” she...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois I walked in the near 90°F heat to Carla’s place. I was grateful that the humidity of the morning had dropped significantly; otherwise the heat would have been unbearable. By the time I walked up the steps to the apartment over the photography studio and knocked on her door, I had broken into a light sweat. Carla answered almost immediately and invited me inside her studio apartment. The air was moderately cool, and the window air conditioner was running full...
July 1982, Milford, Ohio On Tuesday morning, I kissed Kara goodbye and headed to my parents’ house for my usual morning routine with my little sister. She was happy that I could spend the morning with her and asked to take a walk, so we weren’t in the house with my mom. “Let me guess — this walk will end in the clearing,” I said with a smile. “Yes,” she said, taking my hand as we walked down Overlook towards Klondyke. As usual, we turned around and walked back, taking the path to the...
March 13, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Steve!” Ailea said when she opened the door. “Hi,” I replied, accepting the offered hug. There was no touching of lips, just of cheeks, and I wondered if I’d misread her intentions at her birthday lunch, or if, perhaps, she detected my reluctance to return the offered affection. “Lunch is ready, so go ahead and sit. I’ll bring it in from the kitchen.” I went to the low table, sat down, and a minute later, Ailea brought miso soup and sushi, our usual...
April 3, 1997, Dallas, Texas “Remember what I said about drinking too much,” I said, as I poured bourbon into three cups. We’d stopped at a liquor store, bought a bottle of Blanton’s, and then returned to the small suite I’d reserved at the Westin. Deborah’s room was down the hall, and Krissy’s was two floors below. Krissy’s comment had caught me a bit off guard, but I hadn’t reacted visibly. I didn’t know her quite well enough to know if she’d been teasing with Deborah, so I was being...
March 28, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “This day belongs to you, Kara!” I said when the three of us woke on Thursday morning. “Happy birthday!” Jessica said. “Thanks,” Kara replied happily. “I think I’d like an amazing birthday fuck from our husband, and then a nice loving shower with my wife!” Kara said. “Do we have enough time?” I asked. Jessica giggled, “I set the alarm for thirty minutes earlier!” “Then let’s not waste any of it!” I said pulling Kara to me. Kara’s squeals as I plunged...
September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois On Monday morning I went to my study to make a surreptitious call to ensure that the surprise I’d planned for Kara was still going to happen, and after confirming that it was, Jesse, Matthew, Michael, and I began preparing for the Labor Day party by getting beer and soda into coolers, getting the grill ready, setting up tables and chairs in the backyard, and ensuring the liquor cabinets were stocked while my wives and daughters worked on food prep in the...
September 1, 1987, Chicago, Illinois “I heard that you have some kind of plan to help Ed,” I said to Connie. “There’s no plan,” she replied. “A witness who saw the shopkeeper alive after Ed left came forward.” That sounded convenient, and I wondered if the witness was real or someone that Anthony had put forward to solve the problem. Certainly, the videotape was real, because I couldn’t imagine how Anthony could have faked that, but the witness? Who knew? “So is he being released? Or is...
August 17, 1997, Chicago, Illinois We finished lunch and Marissa and the younger kids went to play, but Natalie sat with the adults to talk, with coffee, tea, or soft drinks. The Sarcus were very comfortable, but the Heaths were still struggling. But, vitally, they hadn’t left and hadn’t insisted Natalie leave the group. “Can you explain how you developed this attitude and approach?” Chris asked. I nodded, “It started when I was just a bit younger than Natalie. My mom was a total control...
July 1979 — Falkenberg, Sweden On Friday, when I got back from my run, Pam was in her bra and panties again. I whistled at her, she giggled, then finished dressing. I showered, and we went to breakfast and finished up our last day. Once class was done, we were pretty much free. On Saturday, we’d have several optional activities and then on Sunday we’d head back to our host families. After dinner on Friday, I took Pam’s hand and we walked towards the river. It was quiet and peaceful, and...
July 1980, Over the North Atlantic We reached cruising altitude, and I settled back to read my book. Pam raised the armrest between us, snuggled close to me and read as well. The cabin crew offered drinks, and I had my first Coke in a year! Meal service began about an hour and a half into the flight. After the cabin crew picked up the trays and offered drinks again, they passed once more, offering headsets for the movie. Trevor and Maria took them, but Pam and I didn’t, instead we turned on...
July 8, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “Is it really that surprising?” Leah asked. “I suppose not,” I replied. “I just didn’t read too much into the kiss on the cheek.” “I didn’t think it was a good idea to kiss you on the lips with all those people around, because I had no idea who they were or what they would think. You were VERY careful with our dance, so I kind of followed your lead.” Which showed very mature thinking on her part. Both of these girls were exactly the kind of students I...
November 8, 1993, Chicago, Illinois A dark fog swirled before my eyes as I tried to take stock. My head hurt, badly. I felt something on my face and realized, dimly, it was an oxygen mask. My right hand was uncomfortable and I recognized the feeling of an IV and pulse-oximeter. My left arm ached fiercely. On my chest I felt the pads and wires of an EKG. I didn’t feel anything else wrong as I continued taking inventory. I tried to open my eyes, but the fog didn’t clear. I tried to speak, but...