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PART 1 Them fuckin’ Armed Services get all the credit, but who gets their asses blown out of the water to get them their crap, for chrissake? Us fuckers in the Merchant Marine, that’s who. Goddamn sub-bait. And then they don’t send nobody to fish us out. Goddamn Krauts. Goddamn war! Cookie bobbed in his lifejacket and watched his ship disappear, a sorry excuse for a vessel, to be sure, but nonetheless, his ship. Sailors deep-six all the time, the risk they signed on for, perhaps. Bad luck,...
Nobody really knew when the park had appeared in the outskirts of the capital. Some say it just had been there one day, a fully operational amusement park, others said that it had been founded many years ago and slowly grown to its modern size, without anybody noticing it of course. Maybe the secret was somewhere in the middle. Regardless, it seemed to be a magical place, accessible only to adults and on a limited basis. You had to get tickets beforehand and nobody really knew how many tickets...
Mind ControlHallo frd me aaj aap ke sam ne apni nayi kahani lekar aaya hu, asha rakh ta hu jai se aapne meri sari kahani o ko saraha sie bhi pasand karange. Aap padh kar mail jaroor kare aapko yah kai si lagi mail id is : Jai se ki aap sab log jan te ho me ne meri cousin bhabhi ki help se unki 3 4 frd ki khooob chudai ki hai.. Aaj me aapko meri block me rehne wali ek mast bhabhi ke chudai ke bare me bata ta hu, meri block me karib 2 mahine pehle ek family rehne aaya, us me husband bhabhi (priyanka) or...
I grew up in your typical Midwest small town. Very conservative, sheltered life growing up there. We lived just across the street from the city park. The park closed at 10pm every night. Being a normal k**, that never stopped my friends and I from exploring it after dark. We used to play being ninjas hiding in the woods and jumping out to scare each other. For years it seemed harmless and fun. It was later in my youth that all changed one night in late July. I was by myself in the woods just...
There is a park near to where I live and sometimes, especially on hot, sunny days, I like to get into my bikini and go and lie in it. Sometimes I do this with friends but often its alone as well. My husband doesn't like this because he's a jealous man who doesn't want to share me. I, on the other hand, like to flirt and enjoy the attentions of other men. So when I go to the park by myself I'll often make up some excuse or white lie that gets me a couple of hours alone time in my bikini.At the...
We meet in town for lunch to catch up and have a laugh..I arrive early and order a drink from the bar and take a seat in a quiet corner....I see you come through the door about 15 mins later....and stand up and wave.....our eyes connect and we smile as come over and we kiss.I ask what you would like and go and order from the bar.....I return and you are looking as gorgeous as ever.....today you are dressed in ankle high heeled boots, tights or stockings (yet to find out), long dress for a...
Park PleasuresJon sat in his black Lexus SUV longer then he planned. He’d had such a long day, and he needed the extra time. He placed his hand on the door handle, opened the door slowly and breathed in the fresh air as he stood on the pavement. He takes in the peacefulness of the birds; he enjoys this park the most for his nightly runs. Jon closes the door, hears the beep as he locks it with the remote and strides to the nearest bench. Reaching one leg up he stretches, raises his hands and...
Group SexTracey the LifeguardBy: Jake OliveNote: As always, feedback is greatly appreciated. [email protected] had finally come to England and Tracey was very happy to be working as a pool lifeguard. At 22 Tracey was probably a bit too old to still be holding temporary summer employment but she had spent the last four summers working as a lifeguard and she couldn’t think of any reason to stop now! Tracey’s wasn‘t always the brightest or most mature girl in the world and unfortunately she had...
I work in an office in the centre of a small town and, at lunchtimes, I like to get out of the office and go for a walk. I like to go down to the nearby park, picking up a sandwich on the way and sit on a bench till it's time to get back.Now, I admit that I can be a horny bitch and from time to time I get those feelings. This is especially true when its a hot day and my mind has been wandering as I watch people go by. I think about how people look without their clothes (men and women) and how...
MasturbationInstruction manual for LTI work in an office in the centre of a small town and at lunchtimes, I like to get out of the office and go for a walk. I like to go down to the nearby park, picking up a sandwich on the way and sit on a bench till it's time to get back.Now, I admit that I can be a horny bitch and from time to time I get those feelings. This is especially true when its a hot day and my mind has been wandering as I watch people go by. I think about how people look without their clothes...
“So, how should we do these Stone’s songs?” Phil asked at our rehearsal session. “I think we all know the music, we just need to come up with a pretty awesome arrangement; we don’t want to sound like yet another cheap cover band.” “I had some ideas, if it’s okay for me to make some suggestions,” Allison said. “Of course it is,” Phil said. “Everyone can have a say, there’s no rule that says you can’t participate in the discussion.” “Thanks, Phil, I guess being the newest here, I’m a bit...
Hello dosto, ummeed hai aapko meri pichli story pasand aayi hogi. Aaj mai aapko pichle hafte ki rangeen kahaani sunaata hu. Kisi bhi aunty ya ladki jisko full satisfaction chaahiye ho wo mujhe mail kare Mai saari service k liye available hu aur privacy ki poori gurantee hai. Ye kahaani hai avantika ki jo mujhe subah park mai cricket khelte hue mili. Mai mere dosto k saath har saturday sunday cricket khelne park jaata hu. Hum har weekend subah 6-8 cricket khelte hai park mai. Tabhi waha aas...
Hello dosto mera name prem hai or meri age 26 years hai or email id() hai ager koi girl ya aunty (only delhi and faridabad) mujhse sex chat kerna chachati hai ya mere sath sex kerna chahti hai to plz mujhe meri email id per mail karein.Aaj main apni ek or real story share kerne ja raha hu.Meri pichli 2 sex stories apko bahut pasand ayi unke liye thanks.Ye kahani uss time ki hai jab mere b.Tech 3rd year ke exam ho chuke the or meri 2 months ki vacation chal rahi thi To maine time pass kerne ke...
A simple choice - cut thru the park or go the long way round. A simple decision that was to change Sophie Deeley's life. "I'm running late" she thought, "I'd better take the short cut." Leroy Kwesi was doing what he did past. Hiding behind bushes in the park, seeing what fortune brought. A drunk to beat up, a pensioner to mug or best of all a woman to rape. So long as his victim was white Leroy was'nt too fussed. When he saw what was coming toward him Leroy thought that all his...
I was browsing the Park Lane Escorts menu all morning, ostensibly just so I could review their site for ThePornDude, but I’m not sure I can just sit on this information without doing anything. It’s kind of like finding out a local shop has a killer deal on that ice cream you like, but you actually get to bust a nut for a few bones instead of licking up some melted dairy product. I was supposed to take my grandma out to dinner tonight, but I think she’d totally understand. Sometimes things come...
Escort Sites“That’s one pound fifty change, and your band. Pool closes in twenty-five minutes.” “Do I need to wear this?” The receptionist had given me a blue band such as one would receive at a gig. “Yes, the lifeguard will need to see it,” she replied. The receptionist was a petite girl, blonde hair sitting on her shoulders, wearing the supplied blue polo shirt all the staff wore. For a petite girl she had an impressive cleavage, pushing at the buttons on her shirt. I thought I’ll just show it to the...
FetishDad waited while I checked my GPS. “There’s a big commercial truck stop in about four miles,” I responded after a brief search. Dad agreed and hung up. As the exit approached, the right blinker on the horse trailer ahead of me came on. It and my dad’s diesel pickup drifted onto the off-ramp. Following in our RV, I turned off also. Dad pulled onto the huge asphalt expanse of the lot at the truck stop, heading for the seclusion of the unoccupied parking spots at the far end of the...
While in Oregon one summer a few years back I was looking for something to do outdoors and of course looking for cock to suck. I looked on one of those "things to do" locally pages in my hotel room and there was a park not far away so I decided I'd go for a walk and little hike if possible. After arriving at the park I started to explore the walking paths and after a while I saw a sign for a skate park so I decided that could be an interesting place to find some healthy dick and I made my way...
last week i was looking after my friends house and dogs there were going a way for 1 week the frist night was ok i got up and i went to work when i got to my friend home i went to take the dogs for a wake it was about 7.00 ish went to the park i seen some ppl drinking 4 lads and 5 girls all drinking i wake past with the dogs and one lad shouded out get your tits out i just waked past not reaping. on the way out there were still there one of the girls said well are you, i said wot. come on i...
Lucy had to admit that it was a ritual now for her to take her little paperback book and her sandwich down to the tiny park across the street from her place of employment and pass a pleasant hour each day nibbling on her lunch and reading some of the hot erotica in her romantic erotica novels. She could usually read about two or three chapters each day which was decidedly slow but she liked to go back and read some passages a second time if they make her tingle in a special way between her...
Being the social butterfly that I can be at times, I was checking a website that listed my area to see of there were any 'cruising' areas I could check out in hopes to share my fetish for crossdressing and pleasure. There were several areas, too many to choose from, so I opted for a forested state park. Since much of the funding for the parks in Ohio have been suspended or cut, the chances of being targeted by a park ranger or law enforcement for public indecency can be pretty low. I've heard...
CrossdressingBeing the social butterfly that I can be at times, I was checking a website that listed my area to see of there were any 'cruising' areas I could check out in hopes to share my fetish for crossdressing and pleasure. There were several areas, too many to choose from, so I opted for a forested state park.Since much of the funding for the parks in Ohio have been suspended or cut, the chances of being targeted by a park ranger or law enforcement for public indecency can be pretty low. I've heard...
Huggs surprised Rascal with a nice picnic on the Blue Ridge Parkway after she got off of work one Saturday. While Rascal was at work, Huggs prepared a small array of finger foods that they could enjoy with some wine. Once Rascal got home, Huggs told her to take a nice long shower because they were going to have a picnic on the parkway. Rascal must have saw the gleam in his eyes, because Rascal quickly asked, “It will not just be us at this picnic?” Huggs had to confess that another gentleman...
It was a Friday, and I was feeling a little extra horny and aggressive. Mom usually stayed naked, or easily accessible at home (and if we’re being perfectly honest, most of the time in public too), and I just really wanted to fuck someone. My thirteen year old sister Becca wasn’t home yet, since Friday nights she was usually out till about 10pm, doing god knows what, and then coming home and going to sleep shortly after, so I decided to use my other favourite cum receptacle. My mom Britney...
Ok you told me you wanted me to wear a mini dress for my Park date, so I arranged to meet my brand new BBC fella. I told him I was on this site and would post the story of us.Mick my hubby was the driver for the day, so we called for Moby at his place on the way to the date. I met him on a swing site and we had swapped pics and chatted there for a bit. Mobe is a 6 footer, big lad and sexy young late 20's-very virile and was always hard when we spoke...mmm. He said he had a few older Ladies who...
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It is a crisp fall evening as I walk to the park bench. I can hear my high heels disturbing the leaves as I walk deeper in the park. I feel their dampness on the tops of my naked feet as I stir them up approaching the bench I was told to wait at. The wind is singing a song on the empty leafless branches and slipping under my long fall coat touching my thighs and bottom; it is all I am wearing, as I was told to do. As I arrive at the bench I slip my hand into my jacket pocket and pull out the...
BDSMYesterday morning I was heading over to do a little grocery shopping and decided to swing in to the park and ride to see if anything was going on. First, let me tell you I'm inexperienced with a guy other than when I was much younger and got picked up hitch hiking and talked out of my clothes in some mans car.I pulled into the park n ride off exit 1 on I84 and slowly cruised through the parking lot. I notice on vehicle backed in with a man about my age, 60's, sitting there by himself. I...
Sheila drives into the church lot and parks her car. She grabs her belongings, locks the car, and heads away from the Neighborhood Park and Ride to catch the bus. Today is like any other work day right up until the point that the groundskeeper intercepts her as she turns from the car. "Good morning Miss. Can I have a moment of your time?" Smiling as she checks her watch, Sheila nods and follows him into the side door of the church and down a dark hallway into what she surmises is the...
SpankingThat’s what I was doing at Thomas’ the night I met Parker. The band was one of those unknown indie bands that I just couldn’t miss and since no one else had any interest, I went alone. I had no intention of meeting anybody, hell, I think I’d only picked up two girls in bars in all of my thirty five years and truth be told both of those picked me up. And so it was with Parker on that night. The bar was crowded…and loud and I was enjoying the band and the bodies. Working on...
You was watching a movie on TV when I came in and said I was going to take the dog for a walk. As I walked by I bent over and put the lead on the dog and I flashed to you that I didn't have any knickers on under my skirt. You sat back down to watch your movie but something nagged at you The more you thought about it the more uneasy you became. Finally you had to check it out You went to the park about two blocks away. I had about a fifteen minute head start on you . Once in the park you...
Hello dosto yeh meri pehli bar story likh raha hu to padna aur mujhe mail jarur karke batana kaesi lagi…… Story yeh hai ki mera naam vishu hai main delhi main rehta hu avrage looking hi hight achi hai aur lamba choda hu jaha tak ke mere lund ka swl hai wo bhi 7 inch ka hai aur 2.5 inch mota hai…….. Main jis company main phle job karta tha us company m meri girlfrnd hai jiska naam shalini hai pyar say use shalu bulata hu shalini bht hi beautiful hai uska figure mujhe bahut pasand hai gori hai...
Hi friends, this is my second sex story jo ajse 2 month pahele ki,me un sare friends ko thanx kaheta hu jinhone meri first story read ki or ache review diye, Agar koi bhi sexy hot bhbhi yaa girl jo secretly relation rakhna chahti ho vo muje mail kare mera email I’d hai. Me promice karta hu ki apko naraj nahi karunga&ek barr trust kar sakti hai Abme apne bare me thoda batadu my name jems,good body& very handsome ,mera lund kisi bhi sexy bhbhi ki sarri pyass bujane kke liye bahot hai,ye me...
Mera naam Daniyal hai…..yeh khani usswaqt ki hai jub mein 28 saal ka ….handsome jawan…aur mein bara launde baaz hoon…mein 6’lamba hoon….aur mera Lund 9 inch gora aur bara mota hai….kaffi larkoon ki mein ney apne purine muhalley ke larkoon k gaand maari hai….abb mein doosre city mein aagaya hoon…. Iss city mein jahan mein rahta hoon…khareeb ek park hai…. Kuch der baad maine ghaur kiya to Mohsin jo 18saal ka tha aur paas k eek government school mein padhta tha, mujhe palat ke dekh raha tha, wo...
It was seemingly because of that friendship that Sue rang up Parker within the hour of him announcing his new line of work, insisting she be his very first client. It was abrupt, and she didn't seem to want to take anything but an emphatic 'yes' as his answer. She explained she had the clothes in mind for the shoot, he just needed to give her the direction when she explained it to him--but not over the phone. Parker was ecstatic, word had reached far enough to catch Sue's ear about how he...
"So you want a couples' shoot?" he asked as he set everything up, working on arranging his apartment's little photography corner. He was seeing a lot of business lately, but Mrs Walkers was only the second taker on his 'specialty' line of work, not that he minded. "Any idea where you want to take that, and do you have your own poses in mind?" "We did talk about the plan earlier. I want to be a willing, total slut for Kevin, and have the photos tell the story of me submitting to him"...
Not only did the girls agree to it, but while Parker set up some space in their apartment for shooting, Ashley and Sarah went out to pick up some extra special lingerie for the occasion, promising it was going to be amazing. He prepared himself as best he could, setting up lighting and taking a few test shots to make sure he had everything right where he wanted it, already planning out scenes and shots in his mind but knowing his devious friends were both likely to have their own ideas and...
Jay had no idea how the night would turn out when he walked into the bar that evening, and once he saw the interior, he wanted to leave. In his mind, gay bars were always elegant and hip, clean and cool. This place was just an ordinary run-of-the-mill dive bar. An old man in a leather vest (with no shirt) and a black cap glanced at him when he walked in. A large woman sat at the far end. She looked like a permanent part of the place, like the pool table or the jukebox. A small pride flag was...
This sex story involves my favorite and the greatest and most beautiful pornstar in the entire world, Madison Ivy. Okay. Now, in this sex story. Madison Ivy looks and sounds exactly the same. The only difference is that she has a huge, long, veiny, and hairless cock. I am in this sex story, as usual. In this sex story, I am medium built muscular. I have a pretty great size for a cock, and the most sexiest, hairless, cutest ass that nobody can resist. And, as usual. I love and crave getting...
You feel your body jolt forward and suddenly stop. You stumble around for a few steps as your head shakes and nausea sinks in. You bend over with your hands on your knees as you try to stabilize yourself while also not throwing up. After taking a few deep breaths your head starts to feel fine and the nausea goes away until you can finally stand upright again. As you do you look around and notice you’re surrounded by nothingness except whiteness. “Where the hell am I?” you openly ask even though...
FantasyYou wake up, or at least the closest thing to waking up. All around you is a bright, searing light. It has no source yet it burns with a raging heat, as if sentient, that you want desperately to avoid but you cannot close your eyes. You reach to cover your face but you find you have no arms, nor even a face. You can feel your body, every nerve ending shattering like glass and limbs flailing, but it is not visible or present. The broken remains of your consciousness tumble through the emptiness...
FetishI am William Parker, 21 years young and still a virgin. I am new in this college, don't know many people, maybe because of my shy nature. If I'm not in the gym working on my 6'1 body, I'm home studying or playing video games. LIfe isn't as easy as living at the parents' house, but I'm getting used to it rather faster than expected. My sex life is pretty dry, except for wanking off once a day, speaking of which, I found i had a hidden kink which was SHEMALES. Even if I loved pussy, the idea of a...
TranssexualIt is a crisp fall evening as I walk to the park bench. I can hear my high heels disturbing the leaves as I walk deeper in the park. I feel their dampness on the tops of my naked feet as I stir them up approaching the bench I was told to wait at. The wind is singing a song on the empty leafless branches and slipping under my long fall coat touching my thighs and bottom, it is all I am wearing, as I was told to do. As I arrive at the bench I slip my hand into my jacket pocket and pull out the...
Park Pleasures Jon sat in his black Lexus SUV longer then he planned. He’d had such a long day, and he needed the extra time. He placed his hand on the door handle, opened the door slowly and breathed in the fresh air as he stood on the pavement. He takes in the peacefulness of the birds, he enjoys this park the most for his nightly runs. Jon closes the door, hears the beep as he locks it with the remote and strides to the nearest bench. Reaching one leg up he stretches, raises his hands and...
Sheila answered the knock at her door only to discover the neighbor across the street. "Hello""Hi Sheila, may I come in?" he said not waiting for an answer but pushing past her and closing the door behind him. "Now that's better, unless of course you'd like me to spank you on the porch for all the neighborhood to see."Wait a minute ..." Sheila stammered. "What ... How do you know?"“Calm down. The pastor and his team at the park-n-ride have decided to add a new level of humiliation to your...
SpankingHope you enjoy..... BunnieI spent all night thinking what I had done in the park bathroom... and what the hung stranger may have in mind for the next meeting...... my own mind twirled constantly... as the time approached, I had the feeling more was going to be expected of me than just my mouth, so I cleaned myself thoroughly to be prepared....... I enjoyed that pleasure and knew how wonderful it made guys feel... I slipped on my pink panties, bluejean cutoff short shorts and an oversized white...
You are out for some exercise in your sweat shorts and sneakers. The weather is great. Perfect for a walk or a run. Fluffy cumulus clouds dotting the sky as the sun drifts in and out behind them. But it's a weekday and not a lot of people out and around.You see them sitting on the park bench as you come around a bend in the running and cycling path. Two young people, late teens. Laughing and giggling. They see you and settle down as you see her hand swiftly jerk away from his crotch. What are...
Quickie SexI hate to reveal how naive I was at 18. Here I am now, 48 years old, two grown kids, a loving husband I cheat on, and financially well off so I never have to worry about when the bills are going to be paid. I am 5’6″, around 125-130 pounds, a 36C bust and mousy blond hair. The rest of the measurements are 36-30-40, a far cry from the 34-25-35 I was at 18. But now a lot wiser and well worn, I can look back with a smile and tell you how it began. No, I was not raped by my...
Mark Parker...my first crush. I was in a new school, second in two years, and who would've thought I would meet the perfect, athletic, Superman of my dreams in Band class?? He was first chair trumpet, I was fifth chair trombone. He was sooo handsom! He had a huge birthmark on his right arm, the shape of Canada, and the cutest little face in the world. Alas, I was at the time afraid to show my gayness; the eighth grade is no fun when others mock you constantly. So I was forced to admire from...
GayGlimpses of the Afterlife By Ellie Dauber © 2006 Saddam Hussein closed his eyes for a moment as the noose was lowered down over his head. He felt the rope, coarse fiber against his throat under his beard. "Go to hell," someone yelled. "You first," he answered back. He saw the executioner reach for the lever that would drop the floor beneath him, and he began to recite the Koranic verse of acceptance. "There is no G-d but Allah, and Mohammed is his prophet. The floor fell...
“That’s one pound fifty change, and your band. Pool closes in twenty-five minutes.” “Do I need to wear this?” The receptionist had given me a blue band such as one would receive at a gig. “Yes, the lifeguard will need to see it,” she replied. The receptionist was a petite girl, blonde hair sitting on her shoulders, wearing the supplied blue polo shirt all the staff wore. For a petite girl she had an impressive cleavage, pushing at the buttons on her shirt. I thought I’ll just show it to the...
I was 22 years old and I out of work, in the last year of college, I had to find a job to get me through the summer. The YMCA had a busy summer k**s' camp, and they needed someone with lifeguard and first-aid experience to supervise the pool. It was the typical, run-of the mill lifeguard gig… keep down horse-play, nurse a minor sc**** here or there and prevent injuries and other liabilities. It didn't pay much, but it had a perk: it gave me the chance to look at gorgeous k**s wearing...
Crystal is my girlfriend. She is fifty-five years old, five feet four, and about one hundred twenty-five pounds. She has 36C tits, nice, slightly chubby ass and white/platinum hair bleached by the Arizona sun. When Crystal is dressed up, she is a stunning piece of womanhood. Crystal has suddenly developed an interest in the Sonoran Desert. She is not a biological science major, but someone whose friends have been telling her stories about central Arizona. I agreed to take Crystal out into the...
VoyeurIn his small but immaculate barracks room Marine First Sergeant Jake Weeks took off his uniform for the last time. In his mirror he saw a man who was more at home in a uniform than jeans and a pullover shirt. Tall and lithe with cropped grey hair, blue eyes and leathery tough skin, he looked exactly what he was: a warrior. Or at least what he was up until today. He had spent the afternoon in the NCO club laughing and joking with old friends and avoiding the question of what he was going to...
‘Well, that ended badly.’ Peter mumbled to himself. He tried to get to his feet. He was sitting on the floor of his living room trying to sort out just what had happened. But his alcohol clouded mind and his stinging cheek made coherent thought a little difficult. He had acted like a prick and he knew it. He made another attempt at standing up but his pant-legs were bunched around his ankles and one foot slid out from under him again. ‘Fuck it.’ He growled. And lay back onto the floor, his...
I had just broken up with my boyfriend, Bryce. I wanted to be able to go to a club, get drunk and fuck with a guy I’d just met. Bryce was too clingy, I liked to be free. Well, now I was. Tonight would be fun. I would get drunk and have sex. Simple, right? Right. I was 21 and in college, and partying was what college was for. I dressed in my sluttiest dress, skipping underwear. The dress was long enough to cover my ass but short enough that when I bent over you could get a full view. I did my...
PORNOLIFE: Wann hast Du deine ersten Sex-Erfahrungen gemacht? Andrea: In der Schule lernte ich viel, aber Sex lernte ich von den Jungs. PORNOLIFE: was bedeutete dies für dich? Andrea: Das Lusterlebnis war bestimmend für mein Selbstvertrauen. Ich war begehrt und deshalb stolz auf das, was ich als junge Fickstute tat. PORNOLIFE: Und nach der Schule? Andrea: Ich hatte weiterhin sexuelle Beziehungen zu den Jungs und deren Familien aus dem Maghreb, wo ich wurde zur Hure abgerichtet wurde. PORNOLIFE:...
In all your life you could only feel one way about yourself. You were a loser. Everything about you could be described as "below average" everything from your eyesight to the size of your penis. You were socially inept. You frequented the library, you would spend your time reading romances and erotica, wishing that you could have something like the characters in the stories. Despite everything you told yourself, despite all of your efforts, your attempts at improving any aspect of yourself...
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