Good Medicine Junior YearChapter 80 Holy Week 1984
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December 24, 1984, McKinley, Ohio
On Monday, which was Christmas Eve, I slept in, ate a light breakfast, then made some tea and went to sit in the music room to start reading Foundation. I read for about fifteen minutes before Doctor Blahnik came into the room.
“What time are you leaving?” she asked
“About 11:00am.”
“And you’ll be back tonight?”
“Around 9:30pm, most likely. We’ll go to Vespers, then have a light meal.”
“Will you join Milena, Joel, Derek, and me to decorate the tree? I know you can’t join us for dinner.”
“I’d love to. I wondered why the tree was bare!”
“Traditionally in Czechoslovakia it’s decorated on Christmas Eve. Would you be able to bring Elizaveta with you?”
“I think so, I’ll talk to Viktor about bringing her home afterwards. It technically violates her curfew, but given we’ll be here, I’m sure he’ll give his blessing.”
“Wonderful. Is there anything I can do for you? Any help you need?”
“You’ve already done so much for me, I can’t imagine what that might be!”
Doctor Blahnik smiled, “We did miss the chance to have that glass of wine together because you went and got yourself engaged much sooner than expected!”
“There was also the issue of being a student.”
“An issue which would no longer exist after May! But that is all out of the question now, given your strict understanding of fidelity.”
“I don’t think my understanding matters at this point,” I replied with a silly smile. “What matters is Elizaveta’s understanding!”
Doctor Blahnik laughed, “Self-preservation is VERY motivating!”
“Especially when we’re talking about a Russian woman! But I also want to be a man of my word.”
“As you should. I’ll leave you to your book, then.”
“Thanks.”
I read for about an hour before Milena and Joel arrived, then spent time with them before heading to Elizaveta’s house. As usual, she greeted me with a tight hug and a relatively chase kiss, as we were under the watchful eye of my soon-to-be grandmother-in-law, Yekatarina. That didn’t stop the thoughts which the feel of Elizaveta’s young, firm body against mine caused, but it certainly ensured that we didn’t act on those feelings.
“Lunch will be ready soon,” Elizaveta said as she led me to the living room where her brothers were sitting. “This is my brother, Iosif. Iosif, this is Mike.”
I shook hands with her very good-looking, dark-haired, deeply tanned brother. I could only imagine the rampage he was on was something akin to the one Dale had engaged in during his first semester. Iosif, on the other hand, was a Sophomore and still appeared to be ‘doing college right’, as Dale had put it. He had a firm, strong grip when we shook hands.
“Nice to meet you,” I said. “How is California?”
“Sunny, blonde, and very warm!” he grinned.
I chuckled as Elizaveta and I sat down on the loveseat.
“I hear you’ve been suckered into the black-robe gang.”
“Joe!” Elizaveta protested.
“It’s OK, «Котёнок»,” I soothed. “First of all, we Orthodox know that good guys wear black! Second, I wasn’t suckered into anything. I fully understand what I’m doing and what’s required of me because I agreed to accept ordination of my own free will.”
“I don’t get why anyone would sign up for that.”
“Joe, mind your own business!” Elizaveta said sharply.
“Kitty has claws!” Joe teased.
“Joe, enough,” Gennady said. “We know you’ve abandoned the Church, but there’s no need to denigrate our faith.”
“Fantasies and fairy tales,” Iosif said, shaking his head. “All used to control people. They pull the string and you move; they play the tune and you dance.”
Elizaveta was about to respond, but I put my hand on her forearm.
“That’s entirely possible,” I replied.
“What?!” Elizaveta gasped in horror.
“Faith, little sister,” Gennady replied with a smile. “Mike has FAITH that it’s true. In the face of the possibility that it is not, he still believes.”
“But...” she protested.
“Do you remember the story of Thomas, don’t you, «Котёнок»?” I asked softly.
“Yes, of course. You have doubts?”
“At times, yes. But I persevere.”
“Which is the entire point,” Gennady said. “Don’t ask for additional challenges, Liza; life brings too many of them as it is. And the world provides plenty of opportunity to fall without inviting doubt into your mind.”
“Lunch is ready!” Mrs. Kozlova announced from the doorway to the living room.
We went to the dining room and had a fasting-compatible lunch of homemade vegetarian vegetable soup. When we finished eating, I spoke with Viktor about taking Elizaveta to Doctor Blahnik’s house and received his blessing. That accomplished, Elizaveta and I donned our Winter gear and went out for a walk in the light snow that was falling, guaranteeing a ‘white Christmas’.
“Why didn’t you tell me about doubting?” Elizaveta asked as we walked down the driveway.
“Because it’s more about doubting myself, than anything.”
“About?”
“My worthiness to be a deacon.”
“But what matters there is that others see you as worthy, right?”
“That is basically what Father Nicholas and the bishop have said, but it doesn’t make it any easier.”
“And I’ll be by your side the entire way, Mike. It’s a shared ministry. I believe you can do it, and I’ll be there with you.”
I squeezed her hand, “I know. And I’ll need your support just as much for my secular calling as well. Both are going to put severe strain on us individually, and on our relationship. It’s going to be difficult.”
“That is what Maria told me, as did Matushka Anastasia; but I want this, Mike. I want to be with you, and be your wife.”
“And I want you to be my wife.”
“We’re out of sight of the house,” Elizaveta said impishly, “could I have a kiss like a wife?”
“In about five months, I’ll kiss you EVERYWHERE!” I teased.
“Don’t be mean!” Elizaveta protested.
I took her in my arms and we exchanged a soft, loving, deeply sexy French kiss. She moaned softly and pressed against me, though our heavy Winter coats prevented us from close contact. We held the kiss and hug for a minute, then resumed walking hand-in-hand.
“The snow is beautiful,” Elizaveta said. “I really like how peaceful and quiet it is.”
“Me, too,” I replied.
“Do you have any specific things you want in the house? I mean both decor and anything else.”
“Not really, so long as there is a quiet place to study.”
“The second, smaller room, at least until we have children. And that’s at least two years before we start trying, right? After LOTS of practice!”
I chuckled, “Yes, once you graduate from High School. The babies, I mean, not the practice.”
“I’m going to change the curtains, the cover on the couch, and do some painting. Most of the things we need for the house will come from our wedding gifts - my grandmothers are coordinating with the ladies from the church.”
“When do they plan to send out invitations?”
“In February. That gives everyone three months to make plans, if they need to. Besides your grandparents coming from Chicago and your godparents coming from New York, does anyone have to travel?”
“Dale,” I replied. “His exams are the following week, so he’s flying down on Friday and has to fly back on Sunday.”
“Won’t that affect his grades?”
“He already has a job lined up with Boeing in Seattle, so unless he fails to graduate, it’s not all that important. For me, if I were to blow my grades, I could lose my place in medical school.”
“Seriously?”
“Yes. Everything is ‘pending graduation and final transcripts’. But I don’t foresee any difficulties of any kind. And you know how much I study. That won’t change. You and I will still have our Friday dates and I’ll have lunch at the house on Saturdays, and we’ll spend Sundays with Tasha and Nik.”
“How much are you going to study with your friends once you start medical school?”
“A lot, obviously, but I’m not sure what that means in terms of actual hours just yet. We’ll figure it out once we figure out the optimal study group size.”
“You should come home for dinner every day.”
“I agree with you on that. Let’s wait until August to worry abut things in that level of detail, please. But I will include you in any decisions.”
Elizaveta squeezed my hand and we continued walking in silence, returning to the house about twenty minutes after we’d left. After we’d taken off our Winter gear, Viktor asked me to join him in his study. He had his wife bring us hot chocolate, then shut the door.
“I heard from my attorney,” he said. “It turns out, that in Ohio, you only need permission from me and Yuliya.”
“Then what happened with Sasha Antanova? I mean, if you know.”
“I do. My attorney spoke to Deacon Vasily’s attorney. That was about Yaroslav adopting Viktoriya Alexandra. It only became about the marriage because Family Services filed an objection, which they could do because the case was before a judge. But, so long as you and Elizaveta simply proceed with our permission, which we give by signing the marriage license application and having it notarized, Family Services can’t normally intervene.”
“Normally?”
“I don’t know the details; that’s just what the attorney said. His opinion is that there are no impediments and the legislation is clear.”
“That’s good news!”
“We’ll apply for the marriage license the first week in May.”
“Good.”
“Also, Gennady said that Iosif was being irreverent. I apologize for that.”
“There’s no need,” I replied. “He spoke his mind, and I wasn’t offended. My Uncle Aleksey often says things like that and it doesn’t bother me, either. My grandfather, on the other hand...”
“I think your upcoming ordination will ameliorate some of those hard feelings towards your uncle.”
“It will make my grandfather happy and give him peace, but it won’t solve the problem between them. But that’s a minor issue, really; Uncle Aleksey will be at the wedding along with his family.”
“Do you get along with your cousins?”
“I don’t really see them all that much - just at family gatherings. Once they moved away, they didn’t come around all that often because so much revolved around church. I think it’s the same with Iosif, right?”
Viktor nodded, “Sadly. I’ve given up asking him to join us for Vespers and Liturgy when he’s home, as it only leads to more hard feelings.”
“I think my grandfather and uncle have proved that to be the case as well. I talked to my mom about it when I was younger and she couldn’t point to anything that caused the issue. It was just Uncle Aleksey deciding to go a different path. And you know my sister has done the same thing.”
“But she’ll at least come to church if you ask.”
“True. Will Iosif not come to the wedding?” I asked.
“Classes don’t end for them until the first week in June. The same is true for Gennady, but he’s going to fly home. He’s made arrangements with his advisor. Of course, it’s a two-hour flight for him from Boston, while it’s more than four hours from Los Angeles for Iosif. I’ve encouraged him to come back, but I don’t think he will.”
“Is that going to be a problem for Elizaveta?” I asked.
“No. She never expected him to come home. We weren’t even sure he was going to come home for Christmas. I don’t have all the details, but I believe he was planning on going home with a girl but they broke up a few weeks ago.”
“I thought he was playing the field,” I replied.
“Oh, he is. I didn’t say she was his ONLY girlfriend!” Viktor said, shaking his head.
“What’s his major?” I asked.
“Formally undeclared, though it will be some kind of engineering. He has to decide next semester.”
“He’s a Sophomore now, right?”
“Yes.”
“Maybe that will help him buckle down.”
Viktor sighed, “I wouldn’t count on it.”
“Gennady is coming to work for you when he graduates; what’s he going to do?”
“Start at the bottom and work his way up!” Viktor laughed. “He’ll actually work in several of the businesses to get a good feeling for how they operate.”
“When do you plan to retire?”
“About ten years, I think. But it’ll mostly be reducing what I do and giving more responsibility to Gennady. At one point, I assumed my son-in-law might be involved in some way, but obviously that’s not going to be the case. And, to answer the question I suspect is forming in your mind, Iosif never expressed any interest in being involved.”
“As my sister Liz has said to me many times, we have to live our lives the way we think best, even if it doesn’t make sense to other people.”
“I suspect Iosif agrees with her. Anyway, I’ll let you return to Elizaveta now.”
I left his study and found Elizaveta in the living room with her brothers. We spent the afternoon talking, and everyone except Iosif went to Vespers. After Vespers, we had our last fasting meal of the Nativity season, and then Elizaveta and I went to Doctor Blahnik’s house to participate in the Czechoslovakian tradition of decorating the tree on Christmas Eve.
“We’re cheating a bit,” Doctor Blahnik said. “The strings of candy are store-bought, rather than homemade. My mother used to do everything from scratch - make the sweets, wrap them, string them, and so on. It’s a huge amount of work!”
“That sounds similar to Jocelyn’s family tradition - strings of popcorn and candy canes.”
“The lights go on first,” Doctor Blahnik said. “Derek, if you and Mike would do that, Joel can tie the strings on the apple stems.”
“Apples?” I asked.
“In place of large globe ornaments,” Milena said. “Another Czech tradition. Do you follow American traditions?”
“Yes,” I replied. “Tasha’s family does a very Russian Christmas, but ours was pretty much typically American. The only thing my grandparents really passed on was the language. Elizaveta’s family is similar to ours.”
“Elizaveta, do you speak Russian at home?” Joel asked.
“When we were little my grandparents spoke Russian to us, but that was about it. My Russian is about as good as Mike’s.”
“Will you teach your kids Russian?”
“We haven’t talked about it in any detail,” Elizaveta replied, “but I doubt it. Mike and I are both basically Americans and prefer that, albeit with an Orthodox take. Tasha and Nik, on the other hand, will have a very Russian household, in addition to being Orthodox.”
“Even Tasha won’t take it was far as her dad did,” I added. “We had talked about teaching our kids Russian, but beyond that, it was mostly about keeping certain Russian traditions she valued. But with few exceptions, neither Elizaveta’s parents nor mine tried to hang onto the Old Country ways.”
“That sounds like Mom,” Milena said. “A few traditions, like Christmas and Easter, but otherwise, mostly we’re American.”
Milena put on a CD with Christmas music and we set about decorating the tree. It took nearly an hour, and when we finished, I drove Elizaveta home, and then returned to Doctor Blahnik’s house. I found Milena waiting for me in the living room. She invited me to have some tea, so I sat down with her.
“Where’s Joel?” I asked.
“In the guest room,” she replied.
“I feel bad about sleeping upstairs.”
“We’re guests!” she replied. “Besides, the bed in the guest room is just fine, and the bathroom is the same as mine. Can I ask you a question?”
“Sure.”
“Are you absolutely positive you’re doing the right thing?”
“You’re talking about Elizaveta?”
“Yes.”
“You’re worried because you married your soulmate and I’m going into what amounts to an arranged marriage? You know I can’t marry my soulmate and why. And you know why I’m marrying in May.”
“All of which is logical, but is it the right thing for you to do?”
I had a thought, which was probably silly, but decided to voice it.
“If you tell me your mom put you up to this...” I grinned.
Milena laughed, “No, but we talked. And while that might be a disappointment, she’s not foolish enough to think interfering in your plans is a smart thing to do. We both have the same concern about what amounts to rushing into something. That’s especially true given Elizaveta’s age.”
“You’re the LAST person I would suspect who would raise the age issue,” I countered.
Milena laughed softly, “I wasn’t talking about fucking, I was talking about marriage! Two very different things.”
“And I wasn’t talking about sex, either. You think she’s too young to marry?”
“I think only she can make that decision, but I’d certainly counsel caution. And that’s all I’m asking - are you sure she’s the one you want to spend your life with, and are you sure you need to decide now?”
“You know my take on betrothal, so it’s a bit late to ask those questions. And they were asked, by me and others. I could have told the bishop ‘not yet’.”
Milena smiled and shook her head, “No, you couldn’t have. Not because anyone is compelling you, but because it’s what your faith tells you to do. That’s not a bad thing, so long as it’s tempered with some common sense.”
“And you think I’m not acting with common sense?”
“I’ve never known you to not think things through, though you often overthink them.”
I smiled, “You and Deb?”
Milena smiled, “I may have changed my opinion about your approach to that, given the eventual outcome. But remember, even logic needs to give way to doing what’s best for you. You’re a romantic at heart, just as I am. But you also have to acknowledge reality at times.”
“And yet, you and Joel got back together.”
“That was reality!”
I shook my head, “No. That was your romantic nature overcoming your reality. If you recall, I had to push you to ignore what had happened and try to recover what you had.”
“And weirdly, only you could have helped me do that because of your unique personality.”
“What are you trying to say?” I asked.
“I guess I’m not sure. If you were any other guy, I’d say that there is an endless supply of sixteen-year-old nookie available for smart, good-looking, well-hung medical students. But I’m positive you aren’t getting married because it’s the only way to get laid.”
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October 17, 1981, McKinley, Ohio There was a knock at the door just before 6:00pm and I was sure it was the girls so I called out for them to come in. As expected, it was Jeannette and Marie. “Ready for hot meat between buns and slurping creamy white liquid?” Jeannette teased. “My bedroom is right there!” I grinned. “Should we leave you two the room?” Marie smirked. “Dinner first, then dessert!” Jeannette laughed. I took Angie’s hand and the four of us left the dorm and headed for the...
December 16, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “That was an interesting speech by your bishop,” Clarissa said as we relaxed in my room after studying for Monday’s Analytical Chemistry exam. “You mean because it sounded like he was speaking directly to me? Or to you?” “It almost seemed as if he were excusing sin.” “I understand how you could hear it that way, but what he was doing was acknowledging the power it has over us. Paul wrote about it in Romans 7. Believe it or not, I don’t have that entire...
February 9, 1985, Milford, Ohio “Do you mind sitting in the waiting room for five minutes while I talk to Doctor Mercer about Angie?” “That’s fine,” Elizaveta replied as we walked through the door of the building where Doctor Mercer had her office. We went upstairs and into the waiting room and Doctor Mercer greeted us. Elizaveta sat on the couch and Doctor Mercer and I went into her office. “Elizaveta will join us after we talk about Angie,” I said. “You don’t need any private...
August 31, 1984, Duquesne, Pennsylvania “Anything I need to know?” I said as we neared Lara’s house. “Not really. I told you about both sets of parents.” “Names? I mean other than I know your biological dad is Sergei Viktorovich Federov.” “My step-mom is Alisa, my step-dad is Albert, and my biological mom is Elena. My step-siblings are Karolina and Pavel. Oh, and my cat is named Lilia Felicksovna Koshkaa,” she added with a laugh. “Cute! I take it that your step-dad’s house is typically...
September 29, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “Yes!” Elizaveta squealed. Everyone clapped and the grandmothers put the choker and bracelet on Elizaveta, who was impatiently waiting to come to me. Just before she did, Gennady hurried over, winked, and we exchanged a Russian greeting, causing everyone but Elizaveta, who simply rolled her eyes, to laugh. Once Gennady moved away, Elizaveta quickly came to me and we hugged tightly, then Elizaveta turned to her maternal grandmother. “Grandmother, may I...
October 13, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “I’d like you each to fill out this worksheet,” Father Nicholas said. “Please do not collaborate on the answers. It’s important for me to understand our starting point. Please don’t overthink this, or write down what you think I want to hear or what you think the other person wants to hear.” I scanned the worksheet before I began, something I did for every exam, quiz, or worksheet, then began with the first questions which mostly had to do with how well I...
November 17, 1984, West Monroe, Ohio “What did you say to get your dad to come upstairs?” Elizaveta asked as we climbed into my Mustang for the drive back to McKinley. “I just insisted he keep his word to you.” “To me? I’ve never spoken to him until today!” “The promise he made, three years ago, to love any girl I married and treat her like a daughter, was made to you. Well, assuming I’m not in enough trouble with you that you’re going to call off the wedding.” “You said you wanted to be...
January 17, 1985, McKinley, Ohio “My parents were kicked out of the church because they wouldn’t make me stop coming to Saint Michael the Archangel,” Mark said when I greeted him and Alyssa on Thursday afternoon. “Are they going to the Lutheran Church?” “Starting on Sunday, yes.” “What about yours, Alyssa?” “They’re supposed to have a meeting with the elders on Saturday morning. I invited them to Saint Michael, and Mark’s parents suggested they go to the Lutheran church.” “But it’s not...
February 16, 1985, Greater Cincinnati, Ohio “Good morning, Subdeacon,” Father Stephen said when Elizaveta and I walked into the main lobby of The Christ Hospital in Cincinnati. The hospital was on Mt. Auburn, one of the highest points in the city, and offered a nice view of the city below. Father Stephen was clad in his ryasa. “Father, bless!” I said, holding my cupped hands for his blessing. “Bless you, Subdeacon,” he said, making the sign of the cross over my upturned palms. I kissed...
May 26, 1985, McKinley, Ohio On Sunday morning, I decided to walk my usual route through Doctor Blahnik’s neighborhood, rather than run. I had nervous energy I needed to burn off, but I didn’t want to burn off ALL my energy. I put on my shorts, t-shirt, and running shoes, and went out the front door. I was surprised to find Clarissa sitting on the steps waiting for me. She hopped up and we exchanged a hug. “What are you doing here?” I asked. “Waiting for you! Ready?” “For?” She laughed,...
September 20, 1984, Milford, Ohio “Thanks for coming here, Mike,” Doctor Mercer said when I walked into her office. “I felt I had to. Clarissa and Sandy are at Frisch’s, and I’ll join them when we’re done. They know it could be a while.” “Have a seat,” she invited. Instead of sitting down, I went to the couch, took off my shoes, lay down, and stretched out. Doctor Mercer got up and moved to the chair which was positioned just behind my head. “This is different,” she said. “I know,” I...
Theophany, January 6, 1985, McKinley, Ohio After I dropped Elizaveta at home, I took a chance and drove to Father Nicholas’ house. Matushka Natalya greeted me at the door and let me in. Father Nicholas invited me to his study. “Sorry to bother you at home, but the bishop suggested I speak to you.” “Am I going to be happy at the end of this conversation?” “Angie drove from Cincinnati on New Year’s Day to talk to me.” “I thought she wasn’t supposed to drive!” “She’s not. She did it...
March 15, 1985, McKinley, Ohio “What did I hear you playing?” Clarissa asked when I came downstairs on Friday afternoon. “Just practicing,” I replied. “Yes, but that was no guitar!” she protested. I frowned, “I really should have skipped practicing this week. It’s a surprise for my wedding.” “Wait! That’s one of those Russian guitars like the girl had in Doctor Zhivago!” “A balalaika,” I confirmed. “It was Doctor Blahnik’s suggestion.” “What songs can you play?” “The only one I play...
April 19, 1985, McKinley, Ohio Elizaveta drove my car to Pizza Inn, where her friends had reserved the small banquet room for the party. She’d be taking her driving test Thursday, and wanted a bit more practice. I was sure she’d pass, but with BMV employees, one never knew what might happen. When we arrived, Elizaveta backed into the parking spot just as I’d taught her, and after locking up the car, we went inside to where ten of her friends and their boyfriends or girlfriends were waiting,...
September 29, 1984, McKinley, Ohio At the close of Vespers, Father Nicholas, I, and two acolytes left the altar. He completed the prayers which served as the Dismissal, then turned to the congregation. “One announcement,” he said. “Tomorrow, immediately following the Divine Liturgy, we’ll have a betrothal ceremony for Subdeacon Michael and Elizaveta Kozlova.” There were a few gasps, but otherwise, no real reaction because we were in the nave, where applause or chatter was completely...
December 31, 1984, McKinley, Ohio Elizaveta greeted me at the door with a soft kiss, then took me to her father’s study. She left me with him and Gennady, then went to the kitchen to put the finishing touches on the meal. I accepted a splash of brandy from Viktor and we toasted. “When do you head back to Harvard?” I asked Gennady. “Wednesday afternoon,” he replied. “You know, I never asked if you had a girlfriend.” “I do. A girl who lives in Boston, but who’ll move here if I ask her to...
Sunday Of The Prodigal Son - February 10, 1985, McKinley, Ohio On Sunday morning, when I left the altar during the canon of Matins to retrieve Father Nicholas’ homily which he’d left in his office, I was pleased to see Mr. and Mrs. Greenwald standing near Mark and Alyssa. When I returned to the altar with Father Nicholas’ notecards, I quietly let him know that they were in attendance. As the Matins moved to the Divine Liturgy, the hymns foretold the destination of our Lenten journey, which...
May 25, 1985, McKinley, Ohio “In Psalm 8, we read - When I consider Your heavens, the work of Your fingers; The moon and the stars, which You have ordained; What is man that You are mindful of him; And the son of man that You visit him? For You have made him a little lower than the angels; And You have crowned him with glory and honor; You have made him to have dominion over the works of Your hands; You have put all things under his feet. “‘Crowned him with glory and honor’ - that is us,...
December 27, 1984, Rutherford and McKinley, Ohio “Marie, this is my friend Dale Melrose. Dale, this is my friend Marie De Santis.” I could tell by the look on Dale’s face he was VERY attracted to Marie, and knowing Marie, she’d be more than happy to entertain him, if that’s what he wanted. “Dale,” Jocelyn said, “this is my boyfriend, Bill Ebersole. Bill, Dale.” They shook hands and I suppressed a chuckle at the thought that Dale didn’t look at Bill the same way he had at Marie. We walked...
December 28, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “That’s how you left it?” Clarissa asked, later that evening, as we sat by the fireplace. “Given I didn’t have an answer to her question, there wasn’t really anything more I could say. She didn’t make me leave or anything, and we had a nice dinner with her parents and maternal grandparents. And she kissed me properly when I left.” “That’s good, I think.” “I think it’s neutral, which is, I suppose, ‘good’ from one perspective.” “I think you were right...
March 9, 1985, McKinley, Ohio On Saturday morning, Clarissa and I had breakfast together at Doctor Blahnik’s house where we were both staying during break. I’d slept at the dorm the previous night because it didn’t officially close until Saturday at noon. I had walked over from the dorm, made my toast with jam and sliced a grapefruit, then poured a glass of grapefruit juice and joined Clarissa at the kitchen table where she was eating bacon and pancakes with maple syrup. “How are things at...
April 15, 1985, McKinley, Ohio “How are you feeling, Petrovich?” Clarissa asked when she came to my door on Monday morning after I’d run and prayed. “Fine. I slept like a log last night! What did Abby think?” “She was pretty awestruck by the service and had a good time at the party. Everyone else seemed to have a great time, too.” “I think Clark made some new friends,” I chuckled. “He spent like three hours with the old men smoking and drinking!” “So did Gene. Did Jocelyn have to pour...
May 25, 1984, West Monroe, Ohio After our second round, Violet and I went to her bathroom to shower. We needed to get back to the party, so we didn’t take too long, and once we were clean and dry, we dressed and I helped her change the sheets on her bed. She put them in the washing machine, and checked the time so she could return to put them in the dryer. Once she was satisfied there was no remaining evidence, we left the house to walk back to the party. “Thank you for fucking my brains...
Chapter 10: Love And Other Things June 23, 1984, West Monroe, Ohio I’d had to skip my Saturday morning mini-golfing with Dona because Clarissa and I needed to be in McKinley for Sasha’s 11:00am wedding. Saturday weddings were not the norm, but Vladyka ARKADY had granted «ekonomia» because of the circumstances. While we were in the Apostle’s Fast, there were no strict canons against marriage during the Apostles Fast like there were for the Dormition Fast which would begin in a week. Given...
June 30, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “I was right!” I said when I arrived at Doctor Blahnik’s house after lunch with Mr. Kozlov. “No way!” “He asked me to take responsibility for the distribution of charity to individuals and families in need. He’s been doing it, temporarily, because of Deacon Grigory’s heart attack. As he said, it does belong with clergy, and typically falls to the deacon.” “Good call, Petrovich.” “He did have a second matter to discuss,” I grinned. “So, actually, we were both...
August 4, 1984, Rutherford, Ohio “Hi!” Liz exclaimed when Lara and I walked into the restaurant in Rutherford on Saturday morning. “Hi!” I replied, hugging her. Paul and I shook hands with a nod, I hugged Emmy, and then the five of us sat in a round corner booth. “Liz said you did really well on your test,” Paul said. I nodded, “I’ll get into the school I want, which is all that really mattered to me. Well, I have to have an interview, but I don’t foresee any problems there. Clarissa did...
October 1, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “Hi, Ang,” I said when she came to the phone. “Hi, Mike!” she answered. “How are you?” “Fine. How are you?” “OK. Have you thought about what I asked?” “Yes. Has Doctor Mercer talked to you about it?” “Yes,” Angie sighed. “And you agree with her?” “It’s more complicated than that,” I replied gently. “At this point, with my upcoming ordination, that kind of sin would be a serious problem. Father Nicholas warned me, without us talking about you, that he’d...
October 18, 1984, McKinley, Ohio On Thursday Clarissa, Sandy, and I had our fifth and final interviews in Pittsburgh. It followed the same basic pattern as the other four. Each of the schools - McKinley, OSU, UC, Indiana, and Pittsburgh had something to recommend itself. The girls and I discussed the strengths and weaknesses of each of the four schools besides McKinley, and decided, if we all didn’t get into McKinley, our order of choices would be UC, Indiana, Pittsburgh, and then OSU. Any...
October 20, 1984, West Monroe, Ohio “Please do not let my parents bait you into an emotional response,” I said to Elizaveta as I turned off Route 50 in West Monroe. “You think they will?” “I have no idea; I just wanted to warn you.” “Paul seems really nice,” Elizaveta said. “And yes, it was bad that he broke the law, but he and Liz are getting married. So in the end, they’re doing the right thing. You’re five years older than I am, and right now, I’m only about a year older than Liz...
November 3, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “That was fantastic, Mike!” Melody gushed when the debate ended about two hours after it had begun. “He served me up a series of fastballs right over the plate,” I replied. “His mistake was attacking externals at first, because that put him on the wrong foot from the get-go. If he had focused purely on theology, I wouldn’t have been able to score so many points with what amounted to ‘zingers’.” “You had him too tied up in knots trying to explain how he knew...
December 11, 1984, Rutherford, Ohio “What do you want us to do?” Clarissa asked. “If you and Jocelyn will just wait here, Elizaveta and I will go get my dad.” “You’re that confident?” “No, but I have to seem confident to successfully make the case to my dad. And I have less than ten minutes in which to do that.” Jocelyn and I got out of the car, then Clarissa and Elizaveta got out of the back seats. I took Elizaveta’s hand and led her into the County Administration Building. We took the...