Good Medicine Senior YearChapter 56 Holy Week and Pascha Part I
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October 10, 1984, McKinley, Ohio
“Mike,” Father Nicholas said when I arrived at church on Wednesday evening, “word got to the bishop about your parents not being at your betrothal.”
“Wonderful,” I sighed. “What was said?”
“He asked if I knew any details, but all I could tell him was that it had something to do with your sister and her fiancé. I told him I believed you were acting out of love. He was concerned, obviously, because for them to boycott your ordination would create a severe scandal, even more so than missing your betrothal or even your wedding.”
“It’s going to get worse.”
“How so?”
“My grandfather is going to most certainly speak to Father Herman, if he hasn’t already done so. I’m not sure how much Father Herman knows about what went on three years ago, but I don’t think that matters in the end. He’s going to have to confront my parents and that’s where everything is going to go off the rails and probably get worse.”
“This is about that deep, dark family secret?”
“Yes.”
“I think you’re going to need to talk to one of us - me, Father Herman, or Vladyka ARKADY and discuss what happened and why it’s led to this rift. I’ll leave it up to you to decide, but unless there is a resolution quite soon, it could create significant problems.”
“If we do this in the context of confession, would that work?”
“We’d need to agree how much I could reveal to the bishop, and it will have to be enough to allay any concerns.”
I nodded, “I’m also going to have to work out what to say to my future father-in-law. He’s been asking and I’ve more or less said it’s an internal family matter relating to my sister.”
“We’ll discuss it in confession after Vespers. I take it Tasha can give Lara and Clarissa a ride back to school?”
“Yes.”
“Oh, before I forget, how did your interview at Ohio State yesterday go?”
“About like the first two,” I replied. “We’re leaving early tomorrow morning for Indianapolis.”
“And the debate with the Reverend?”
“They’re trying to come up with a mutually acceptable date, location, and format. I’m pretty much cool with anything, but he’s trying to stack the deck.”
Father Nicholas nodded, “I’d say you have him worried. Shall we vest?”
We put on our liturgical garb, and an hour later, when Vespers was finished, we removed it. I asked Tasha to take Lara and Clarissa back to campus, spoke for a few minutes with Elizaveta, then joined father in the nave.
“We can sit on the benches and talk, then do the absolution, if necessary, afterwards.”
“That’s fine.”
Father Nicholas said the prayers before confession, then put his stole around my shoulders.
“Liz had an affair with Paul four years ago.”
“She’s eighteen now?”
“Yes.”
“I can see why that might be a problem for your parents.”
“He was married and had a son at the time of the affair.”
“Lord have mercy!”
“Which was the reason I called the Sheriff and turned him in. He served two years for statutory rape.”
“And you’re OK with your sister marrying this man?”
“Does it matter if I’m OK with it? I told her it was a terrible idea, but she claims to love him, and to have always loved him. What choice do I have if I’m guided by love? I hope you see my dilemma.”
“I do, and your behavior fits your entire approach to dealing with sin - to give your love and support for the person, while doing your best to model proper Christian behavior and witness to the truth by your actions.”
“What’s the alternative, really? To do what Reverend Saddler did and scream and yell at Robby and Lee? To what end? They’ll never set foot in HIS church, but they’ve been here a dozen times. Which is more effective?”
Father Nicholas smiled, “I’d say the answer is obvious, though you’re aware of the potential for scandal.”
“Of course. But the church is chock full of ‘stinking sinners’, of whom I am chief.”
“You would be surprised as to how many people mouth those words without understanding what they mean.”
“I’m not sure I grasp the full meaning,” I replied, “but I do know that I’m in no position to judge anyone. I did point out to my mom that I was betrothed to a girl who is fifteen.”
“There is quite a difference between that and what happened with your sister.”
“Granted, but Elizaveta is underage at this point. And no, I am NOT trying to hint that anything improper has occurred or will occur.”
“I should hope not, for what I also hope are obvious reasons. So, the bottom line is that your parents object to Liz’s behavior, and don’t want to associate with her and her husband?”
“That’s basically it. I invited my whole family; my parents chose not to come.”
“You did know that by inviting Liz that they might not show up, right?”
“I knew that was possible, but I honestly didn’t know what else to do.”
“I assume you’ve tried to talk to your parents?”
“Several times since Liz made public her plans to be with Paul. I did something else, which you need to know about; I helped Paul get his job.”
“You don’t do things halfway, do you?” Father Nicholas sighed.
“Again, once Liz made her intentions known, how could I not do that? The Methodists run the halfway house, and we do have a prison ministry. It all fits together in the same way.”
“Please don’t take anything I’m saying as a condemnation of your actions, it’s just that in the current circumstances, we’re seeing the effects of the ancient proverb ‘no good deed goes unpunished’.”
“What will you say to Vladyka?”
“I’m not sure, really. You’ve behaved as a Christian, but your actions could be interpreted as scandalous by some. As we’ve discussed, Our Lord ate with tax collectors and sinners, and was condemned for it. Honestly, the best possible outcome is reconciliation with your parents.”
“I’ve tried, and so has my grandfather, to no avail. I’m willing to try pretty much anything, but I can’t even get to the point where we can have an actual conversation. Their prerequisite seems to be completely abandoning Liz, and I just can’t do that.”
“Let me try setting up a mediation meeting. I take it you’ll attend, and exercise humility?”
“Yes, though the last time I talked to my mom she accused me of being self-righteous.”
“In what context?”
“Questioning whether she’d been to confession and accusing her of acting out of hate while stating I was acting out of love.”
“And was THAT appropriate, Subdeacon?”
“Theologically sound but not respectful and not properly loving. And something Father Herman should have said, not me.”
“If I can get them to meet with us, you have to refrain from doing that, even if you’re correct in your assessment.”
“Yes, Father. You might also want to speak to my grandfather because I’m not quite sure what he’s going to do.”
“I’ll call him as soon as we’re done here. Just so I have all the information - I take it Liz is not going to marry in the church?”
“Correct. They’re going to have a judge perform the wedding on December 11th at the Harding County Courthouse. I plan to be there.”
“I understand why, and I agree, just know that others may see that as giving support to her behavior.”
“Very few people know the details. Liz’s name never appeared in the newspaper, and all the records are sealed, with the exception of the plea agreement, and that simply references a ‘minor female’.”
“Who does know?”
“Our immediate family, Liz’s friend Emmy, and Paul. Nobody else knows the full story.”
“Was that the real reason why your parents checked Liz into the hospital in Columbus?”
“No, it was because of drug use and risky sexual behavior after Paul had been arrested.”
“Do you know what happened to his wife and child?”
“Only that she divorced him and has sole custody. She moved and Paul doesn’t know where she went.”
“How much have you talked to him?”
“Mostly just to help him get the job. I also made sure he had the address of the county morgue and made him promise to keep it with him.”
“The county morgue? Why?”
“So that in case he ever hurt Liz in any way, he could drive himself there and save the county the trouble and expense of retrieving his body.”
Father Nicholas laughed, “Coming from an avowed and committed pacifist, I think that might be quite frightening! I’m curious, how did you handle his criminal record?”
“Do you know Yuri Valentinovich Zhuravlyov?”
“Yes, of course.”
“I told him Paul’s crime was sex with an underage girl and he responded that at his age, he should be so lucky.”
Father Nicholas laughed and shook his head, “That does sound like him.”
“I believe Mrs. Zhuravlyova keeps him in line. Mr. Sokolov told me that God gives us wives to make us better men.”
“A truth you must never forget as a Deacon. Listen to your wife and heed her wisdom.”
“Mr. Sokolov said that, too.”
“Well, perhaps I’ll simply leave the pre-marital counseling to him! Is there anything else you need to tell me about your family? Or anything else you need to confess?”
“No, Father.”
“Then let’s do the prayers of absolution.”
We moved before the icon of Christ and Father put his stole over my bowed head. He prayed the prayer of absolution and made the sign of the cross over me. I kissed his stole, we exchanged a brotherly hug, and then I headed back to campus.
October 11, 1984, Indianapolis, Indiana and McKinley, Ohio
On Thursday morning Clarissa, Sandy, and I drove to Indianapolis for our interview at Indiana University Medical School. We arrived about twenty minutes before our scheduled time, so we got coffee in the cafeteria before heading to the third floor of the medical school building.
“You must be Michael, Clarissa, and Sandra,” a pretty strawberry blonde who was a few inches shorter than I was.
“Yes,” Clarissa replied.
“I’m Jessica Wilton, a second-year student. These are my classmates Jerome Katz and Diana Baum. We’re going to take you on a tour, and then you’ll begin the interview process.”
“Who’s who?” Diana asked.
“I’m Mike,” I grinned.
“THAT was blindingly obvious,” Jessica replied, rolling her eyes.
“This is Clarissa,” I said nodding my head to her, “and this is Sandy.”
“You’re all from Ohio, right?” Diana asked.
“And you three?”
“Texas for Jessica, Kentucky for Jerome, and New York for me,” Diana replied.
“Have you picked your specialties?” Sandy asked.
“Trauma surgery for me,” Jessica said. “Internal medicine for Jerome and Diana. How about you?”
“Pediatrics for me, trauma for Mike, and internal medicine for Clarissa.”
“There are badges on the table for each of you,” Jessica said. “Please put them on and then we’ll begin the tour.”
We put on our badges then followed the three medical students down the hall. The medical school was very similar to McKinley, UC, and Ohio State, as was the hospital. When we finished the tour, the medical students gave us each our schedules and led us to the appropriate rooms. I had my application review first, then my physical followed by my psych eval. After the psych eval and a trip to the bathroom, Jerome led me to the panel interview.
“Good morning, Michael,” a good-looking man in his mid-40s said. “Please take a seat.”
“Good morning,” I replied and sat down opposite the panel.
“I’m Doctor Albert Barton, and I’m a trauma surgeon. Doctors?”
“Doctor Richard Hicks, and I’m a general surgeon.”
“Doctor Frank Winslow, and I’m an internist with a subspecialty in pulmonology.”
“Doctor Nancy Beard, and I’m a pediatric oncologist.”
“Doctor Steve Lincoln, Chief Attending in the ER.”
“Mike, we have your application materials and test results. We’re very impressed by your MCAT score. 98th percentile is good enough to get into any medical school in the country. Why are you interested in Indiana University?”
“The medical school has a very good reputation, especially in trauma; it’s in the Midwest, which is where I’d like to stay; and Indianapolis seems like a good city.”
“You’re from a small town about an hour east of Cincinnati, right?”
“Yes. And I’m enrolled at William Howard Taft, a public university in McKinley, which is an hour east of there.”
“Are you applying to any schools outside the Midwest?” Doctor Hicks asked.
“No. I have a real desire to stay in the Midwest, both for medical school and for my Residency. I did consider applying to Stanford and Emory, but elected not to.”
“Would you tell us about yourself?” Doctor Lincoln asked.
From that point, the interview proceeded along the same basic lines as the three previous interviews. I gave similar answers and the follow-up questions were nearly identical to the ones asked at McKinley and OSU. I felt the interview went well, and when it was over, Jerome took me to meet the others in the cafeteria for lunch.
“What do you think?” Jerome asked.
“That we’re going to have a tough decision if we’re accepted by more than one school!” Sandy said.
“We?” Jerome inquired. “As in you’re a ‘package deal’, so to speak?”
“We’d like to go to the same school, if that’s what you’re asking,” Clarissa said. “If one school accepts all three of us, that’s where we’ll go.”
“You’re all friends?” Diana asked.
“Close friends,” Sandy replied. “We’ve had a study group since Freshman year and have done our research projects together. Are you three friends?”
“Classmates,” Jessica replied. “We were assigned to do this.”
“Ignore her,” Jerome said. “Jessica is the teacher’s pet and she knows it.”
“Jerome,” Diana warned carefully.
“Which professor?” I asked.
“Doctor Barton,” Jerome said. “He’s probably the best trauma surgeon in the Midwest, at least according to the third- and fourth-year students, and the Residents we talk to.”
“Do you get time in the hospital already?” Clarissa asked. “It seems like you know it pretty well.”
“Doctor Barton insists that medical students should be in the hospital as soon as classes start,” Jessica said. “He believes it’s integral to truly learning medicine. Most schools don’t let you near a hospital until your third year, but that’s changing, albeit slowly.”
“That’s one of the cool things about this school,” Jerome added. “I’m really glad I came here.”
“Where did you earn your undergraduate degree?” Clarissa asked.
“UK in Lexington.”
“Diana?”
“Stony Brook, in New York.”
“Jessica?”
“UT Austin.”
“Did the three of you know each other before you started college?” Jerome asked.
“No, we met at WHTU in McKinley,” Clarissa said. “What’s your biggest challenge?”
“Too much to learn and not enough time!” Jerome replied. “Basically, you have NO life. Mike, you’re married?”
“Engaged,” I replied. “I’m Russian Orthodox and we exchange rings when we get engaged.”
“That’s one way to keep a guy honest!” Diana laughed. “It looks like you’re married and off-limits.”
“Effectively we are. Once you have the betrothal ceremony it’s pretty much a foregone conclusion that you’ll marry, even more so than a normal engagement.”
“When will you marry?”
“Right after graduation,” I replied.
“I hope she knows what she’s signing up for,” Diana added.
“She does.”
We finished our lunches and then we went back to the third floor to meet with the financial aid representatives. Once we completed those, we turned in our badges, bade our hosts goodbye and left the building. We walked to my car, got in, and headed East.
“I like the idea that first-year medical students get into the hospital,” I said as I merged onto I-74 towards Cincinnati.
“Me, too,” Clarissa agreed. “But, ultimately, you’re tied to McKinley, Columbus, or Cincinnati because of church. And I’m not complaining, just stating a fact.”
“What was with the strawberry blonde?” Sandy asked. “She seems like a real cold fish.”
“Or a focused medical student who wants to be a surgeon,” I replied. “And you both have heard how rough it is for females to get into surgery.”
“True,” Sandy replied.
“Four down and one to go,” Clarissa said. “Are we going to Pittsburgh if we hear before then?”
“I think we should,” Sandy said. “It’s a couple of hours away, and I’d rather have all our options. Mike?”
“I agree,” I added. “We said we’d interview at all five schools. It’s basically another tank of gas and a day of our time next Thursday. We’re in good shape with regard to our research project and our classes.”
“All true,” Clarissa agreed. “This semester is actually pretty easy.”
“Don’t jinx it!” Sandy said quickly, causing Clarissa and me to laugh.
Our drive back to McKinley was uneventful, and when we arrived, I found a note asking me to call Father Nicholas, which I did right away. He had arranged a meeting with my parents, Father Herman, and me at 9:00am Saturday morning at Saint Michael the Archangel. That had the potential to interfere with lunch at the Kozlovs’, so I called Elizaveta to let her know.
“Just come over when you’re finished,” she said. “We’ll make something which will keep if your meeting goes long. How was your interview today?”
“Pretty much like the others. We have one more, next Thursday.”
“I remember! What are we doing tomorrow?”
“Dinner, for sure, but there’s nothing playing at the movies that I really want to see. What about you?”
“Not really. My brother saw Red Dawn and thought it was really dumb. A bunch of High School kids take out Russian, Mexican, and Cuban invaders.”
I chuckled, “I’m not sure which is more unbelievable - that those three countries would jointly invade the US or that a bunch of High School kids kicked their butts!”
“We can figure out what to do when you pick me up, if that’s OK.”
“It is. See you tomorrow evening.”
We said ‘goodbye’ and after I hung up, I went to join the study group.
October 13, 1984, McKinley, Ohio
On Saturday morning I headed to church early, so I’d have a chance to pray before the meeting with my parents and the priests of both parishes. I chose not to wear my cassock into the church, as I was meeting with my parents as their son, and I didn’t want to give appearances of ‘hiding behind the bishop’. As I stood in the nave, I reminded myself that I needed to remain calm, not be snarky, and show my parents respect, no matter what happened.
When I finished my prayers, I sat on one of the benches along the wall and gathered my thoughts. A few minutes later, Father Nicholas came in to the nave and I rose to greet him and receive his blessing. We went to the small meeting room next to his office to wait for the others. They arrived just before 9:00am, with my mom looking grim and my dad looking very unhappy. After greetings all around, we sat down around the circular table.
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October 17, 1981, McKinley, Ohio There was a knock at the door just before 6:00pm and I was sure it was the girls so I called out for them to come in. As expected, it was Jeannette and Marie. “Ready for hot meat between buns and slurping creamy white liquid?” Jeannette teased. “My bedroom is right there!” I grinned. “Should we leave you two the room?” Marie smirked. “Dinner first, then dessert!” Jeannette laughed. I took Angie’s hand and the four of us left the dorm and headed for the...
December 16, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “That was an interesting speech by your bishop,” Clarissa said as we relaxed in my room after studying for Monday’s Analytical Chemistry exam. “You mean because it sounded like he was speaking directly to me? Or to you?” “It almost seemed as if he were excusing sin.” “I understand how you could hear it that way, but what he was doing was acknowledging the power it has over us. Paul wrote about it in Romans 7. Believe it or not, I don’t have that entire...
February 9, 1985, Milford, Ohio “Do you mind sitting in the waiting room for five minutes while I talk to Doctor Mercer about Angie?” “That’s fine,” Elizaveta replied as we walked through the door of the building where Doctor Mercer had her office. We went upstairs and into the waiting room and Doctor Mercer greeted us. Elizaveta sat on the couch and Doctor Mercer and I went into her office. “Elizaveta will join us after we talk about Angie,” I said. “You don’t need any private...
August 31, 1984, Duquesne, Pennsylvania “Anything I need to know?” I said as we neared Lara’s house. “Not really. I told you about both sets of parents.” “Names? I mean other than I know your biological dad is Sergei Viktorovich Federov.” “My step-mom is Alisa, my step-dad is Albert, and my biological mom is Elena. My step-siblings are Karolina and Pavel. Oh, and my cat is named Lilia Felicksovna Koshkaa,” she added with a laugh. “Cute! I take it that your step-dad’s house is typically...
September 29, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “Yes!” Elizaveta squealed. Everyone clapped and the grandmothers put the choker and bracelet on Elizaveta, who was impatiently waiting to come to me. Just before she did, Gennady hurried over, winked, and we exchanged a Russian greeting, causing everyone but Elizaveta, who simply rolled her eyes, to laugh. Once Gennady moved away, Elizaveta quickly came to me and we hugged tightly, then Elizaveta turned to her maternal grandmother. “Grandmother, may I...
October 13, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “I’d like you each to fill out this worksheet,” Father Nicholas said. “Please do not collaborate on the answers. It’s important for me to understand our starting point. Please don’t overthink this, or write down what you think I want to hear or what you think the other person wants to hear.” I scanned the worksheet before I began, something I did for every exam, quiz, or worksheet, then began with the first questions which mostly had to do with how well I...
November 17, 1984, West Monroe, Ohio “What did you say to get your dad to come upstairs?” Elizaveta asked as we climbed into my Mustang for the drive back to McKinley. “I just insisted he keep his word to you.” “To me? I’ve never spoken to him until today!” “The promise he made, three years ago, to love any girl I married and treat her like a daughter, was made to you. Well, assuming I’m not in enough trouble with you that you’re going to call off the wedding.” “You said you wanted to be...
January 17, 1985, McKinley, Ohio “My parents were kicked out of the church because they wouldn’t make me stop coming to Saint Michael the Archangel,” Mark said when I greeted him and Alyssa on Thursday afternoon. “Are they going to the Lutheran Church?” “Starting on Sunday, yes.” “What about yours, Alyssa?” “They’re supposed to have a meeting with the elders on Saturday morning. I invited them to Saint Michael, and Mark’s parents suggested they go to the Lutheran church.” “But it’s not...
February 16, 1985, Greater Cincinnati, Ohio “Good morning, Subdeacon,” Father Stephen said when Elizaveta and I walked into the main lobby of The Christ Hospital in Cincinnati. The hospital was on Mt. Auburn, one of the highest points in the city, and offered a nice view of the city below. Father Stephen was clad in his ryasa. “Father, bless!” I said, holding my cupped hands for his blessing. “Bless you, Subdeacon,” he said, making the sign of the cross over my upturned palms. I kissed...
May 26, 1985, McKinley, Ohio On Sunday morning, I decided to walk my usual route through Doctor Blahnik’s neighborhood, rather than run. I had nervous energy I needed to burn off, but I didn’t want to burn off ALL my energy. I put on my shorts, t-shirt, and running shoes, and went out the front door. I was surprised to find Clarissa sitting on the steps waiting for me. She hopped up and we exchanged a hug. “What are you doing here?” I asked. “Waiting for you! Ready?” “For?” She laughed,...
September 20, 1984, Milford, Ohio “Thanks for coming here, Mike,” Doctor Mercer said when I walked into her office. “I felt I had to. Clarissa and Sandy are at Frisch’s, and I’ll join them when we’re done. They know it could be a while.” “Have a seat,” she invited. Instead of sitting down, I went to the couch, took off my shoes, lay down, and stretched out. Doctor Mercer got up and moved to the chair which was positioned just behind my head. “This is different,” she said. “I know,” I...
December 24, 1984, McKinley, Ohio On Monday, which was Christmas Eve, I slept in, ate a light breakfast, then made some tea and went to sit in the music room to start reading Foundation. I read for about fifteen minutes before Doctor Blahnik came into the room. “What time are you leaving?” she asked “About 11:00am.” “And you’ll be back tonight?” “Around 9:30pm, most likely. We’ll go to Vespers, then have a light meal.” “Will you join Milena, Joel, Derek, and me to decorate the tree? I...
Theophany, January 6, 1985, McKinley, Ohio After I dropped Elizaveta at home, I took a chance and drove to Father Nicholas’ house. Matushka Natalya greeted me at the door and let me in. Father Nicholas invited me to his study. “Sorry to bother you at home, but the bishop suggested I speak to you.” “Am I going to be happy at the end of this conversation?” “Angie drove from Cincinnati on New Year’s Day to talk to me.” “I thought she wasn’t supposed to drive!” “She’s not. She did it...
March 15, 1985, McKinley, Ohio “What did I hear you playing?” Clarissa asked when I came downstairs on Friday afternoon. “Just practicing,” I replied. “Yes, but that was no guitar!” she protested. I frowned, “I really should have skipped practicing this week. It’s a surprise for my wedding.” “Wait! That’s one of those Russian guitars like the girl had in Doctor Zhivago!” “A balalaika,” I confirmed. “It was Doctor Blahnik’s suggestion.” “What songs can you play?” “The only one I play...
April 19, 1985, McKinley, Ohio Elizaveta drove my car to Pizza Inn, where her friends had reserved the small banquet room for the party. She’d be taking her driving test Thursday, and wanted a bit more practice. I was sure she’d pass, but with BMV employees, one never knew what might happen. When we arrived, Elizaveta backed into the parking spot just as I’d taught her, and after locking up the car, we went inside to where ten of her friends and their boyfriends or girlfriends were waiting,...
September 29, 1984, McKinley, Ohio At the close of Vespers, Father Nicholas, I, and two acolytes left the altar. He completed the prayers which served as the Dismissal, then turned to the congregation. “One announcement,” he said. “Tomorrow, immediately following the Divine Liturgy, we’ll have a betrothal ceremony for Subdeacon Michael and Elizaveta Kozlova.” There were a few gasps, but otherwise, no real reaction because we were in the nave, where applause or chatter was completely...
December 31, 1984, McKinley, Ohio Elizaveta greeted me at the door with a soft kiss, then took me to her father’s study. She left me with him and Gennady, then went to the kitchen to put the finishing touches on the meal. I accepted a splash of brandy from Viktor and we toasted. “When do you head back to Harvard?” I asked Gennady. “Wednesday afternoon,” he replied. “You know, I never asked if you had a girlfriend.” “I do. A girl who lives in Boston, but who’ll move here if I ask her to...
Sunday Of The Prodigal Son - February 10, 1985, McKinley, Ohio On Sunday morning, when I left the altar during the canon of Matins to retrieve Father Nicholas’ homily which he’d left in his office, I was pleased to see Mr. and Mrs. Greenwald standing near Mark and Alyssa. When I returned to the altar with Father Nicholas’ notecards, I quietly let him know that they were in attendance. As the Matins moved to the Divine Liturgy, the hymns foretold the destination of our Lenten journey, which...
May 25, 1985, McKinley, Ohio “In Psalm 8, we read - When I consider Your heavens, the work of Your fingers; The moon and the stars, which You have ordained; What is man that You are mindful of him; And the son of man that You visit him? For You have made him a little lower than the angels; And You have crowned him with glory and honor; You have made him to have dominion over the works of Your hands; You have put all things under his feet. “‘Crowned him with glory and honor’ - that is us,...
December 27, 1984, Rutherford and McKinley, Ohio “Marie, this is my friend Dale Melrose. Dale, this is my friend Marie De Santis.” I could tell by the look on Dale’s face he was VERY attracted to Marie, and knowing Marie, she’d be more than happy to entertain him, if that’s what he wanted. “Dale,” Jocelyn said, “this is my boyfriend, Bill Ebersole. Bill, Dale.” They shook hands and I suppressed a chuckle at the thought that Dale didn’t look at Bill the same way he had at Marie. We walked...
December 28, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “That’s how you left it?” Clarissa asked, later that evening, as we sat by the fireplace. “Given I didn’t have an answer to her question, there wasn’t really anything more I could say. She didn’t make me leave or anything, and we had a nice dinner with her parents and maternal grandparents. And she kissed me properly when I left.” “That’s good, I think.” “I think it’s neutral, which is, I suppose, ‘good’ from one perspective.” “I think you were right...
March 9, 1985, McKinley, Ohio On Saturday morning, Clarissa and I had breakfast together at Doctor Blahnik’s house where we were both staying during break. I’d slept at the dorm the previous night because it didn’t officially close until Saturday at noon. I had walked over from the dorm, made my toast with jam and sliced a grapefruit, then poured a glass of grapefruit juice and joined Clarissa at the kitchen table where she was eating bacon and pancakes with maple syrup. “How are things at...
April 15, 1985, McKinley, Ohio “How are you feeling, Petrovich?” Clarissa asked when she came to my door on Monday morning after I’d run and prayed. “Fine. I slept like a log last night! What did Abby think?” “She was pretty awestruck by the service and had a good time at the party. Everyone else seemed to have a great time, too.” “I think Clark made some new friends,” I chuckled. “He spent like three hours with the old men smoking and drinking!” “So did Gene. Did Jocelyn have to pour...
May 25, 1984, West Monroe, Ohio After our second round, Violet and I went to her bathroom to shower. We needed to get back to the party, so we didn’t take too long, and once we were clean and dry, we dressed and I helped her change the sheets on her bed. She put them in the washing machine, and checked the time so she could return to put them in the dryer. Once she was satisfied there was no remaining evidence, we left the house to walk back to the party. “Thank you for fucking my brains...
Chapter 10: Love And Other Things June 23, 1984, West Monroe, Ohio I’d had to skip my Saturday morning mini-golfing with Dona because Clarissa and I needed to be in McKinley for Sasha’s 11:00am wedding. Saturday weddings were not the norm, but Vladyka ARKADY had granted «ekonomia» because of the circumstances. While we were in the Apostle’s Fast, there were no strict canons against marriage during the Apostles Fast like there were for the Dormition Fast which would begin in a week. Given...
June 30, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “I was right!” I said when I arrived at Doctor Blahnik’s house after lunch with Mr. Kozlov. “No way!” “He asked me to take responsibility for the distribution of charity to individuals and families in need. He’s been doing it, temporarily, because of Deacon Grigory’s heart attack. As he said, it does belong with clergy, and typically falls to the deacon.” “Good call, Petrovich.” “He did have a second matter to discuss,” I grinned. “So, actually, we were both...
October 1, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “Hi, Ang,” I said when she came to the phone. “Hi, Mike!” she answered. “How are you?” “Fine. How are you?” “OK. Have you thought about what I asked?” “Yes. Has Doctor Mercer talked to you about it?” “Yes,” Angie sighed. “And you agree with her?” “It’s more complicated than that,” I replied gently. “At this point, with my upcoming ordination, that kind of sin would be a serious problem. Father Nicholas warned me, without us talking about you, that he’d...
October 18, 1984, McKinley, Ohio On Thursday Clarissa, Sandy, and I had our fifth and final interviews in Pittsburgh. It followed the same basic pattern as the other four. Each of the schools - McKinley, OSU, UC, Indiana, and Pittsburgh had something to recommend itself. The girls and I discussed the strengths and weaknesses of each of the four schools besides McKinley, and decided, if we all didn’t get into McKinley, our order of choices would be UC, Indiana, Pittsburgh, and then OSU. Any...
October 20, 1984, West Monroe, Ohio “Please do not let my parents bait you into an emotional response,” I said to Elizaveta as I turned off Route 50 in West Monroe. “You think they will?” “I have no idea; I just wanted to warn you.” “Paul seems really nice,” Elizaveta said. “And yes, it was bad that he broke the law, but he and Liz are getting married. So in the end, they’re doing the right thing. You’re five years older than I am, and right now, I’m only about a year older than Liz...
November 3, 1984, McKinley, Ohio “That was fantastic, Mike!” Melody gushed when the debate ended about two hours after it had begun. “He served me up a series of fastballs right over the plate,” I replied. “His mistake was attacking externals at first, because that put him on the wrong foot from the get-go. If he had focused purely on theology, I wouldn’t have been able to score so many points with what amounted to ‘zingers’.” “You had him too tied up in knots trying to explain how he knew...
December 11, 1984, Rutherford, Ohio “What do you want us to do?” Clarissa asked. “If you and Jocelyn will just wait here, Elizaveta and I will go get my dad.” “You’re that confident?” “No, but I have to seem confident to successfully make the case to my dad. And I have less than ten minutes in which to do that.” Jocelyn and I got out of the car, then Clarissa and Elizaveta got out of the back seats. I took Elizaveta’s hand and led her into the County Administration Building. We took the...
January 12, 1985, Greater Cincinnati, Ohio “You came alone?” Doctor Mercer asked when I walked into her office in Milford. “I did. I’m going to see Angie’s pastor after you and I finish our session.” “Did you tell Elizaveta you were going to be here?” “Yes.” “Did you tell her WHY you were going to be here?” “No. That seemed to me to introduce unnecessary turmoil. I did tell my bishop and priest about the situation.” “That’s unexpected. Why tell them and not her?” “I saw my bishop on...