Wanting To Be With John Again
The more I thought about what happened, the more I found myself considering it, subconsciously using the car deal to justify wanting to be with him again. I still felt it was wrong to have sex with another man, but the thought of having a car was overpowering. I was starting to miss all the attention that John had given me, or was it really the fact that he was the first person to have sex with me. In any case, it didn’t take long before I decided I’d do it again, convincing myself, “If we do...