Lilly s end and beginning
After two unsuccesful suicide attempts and several therapies, Lilli had given up on life. She just went thru it like a zombie, not thinking about anything, doing her job at a factory, and being alone at night. The only thing that kept her going was her fantasies of torture, to be brought to the next level of consciousness, where thoughts were replaced by feelings only.She browsed the web regularly, watching porn and reading stories, masturbating sometimes to scenes, but never achieving real...