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Yeah, I'm a nice guy but I still want to hurt you.
I'm a nice guy, of course anyone can say that and it doesn't mean jack shit. I will say it as an absolute, because I know that's what I am, but of course it's always going to be subjective and up to the person who meets me to make their own determination of what they think of me.
Recently, I've had to revist in my mind, why I would want to hurt someone I may get in a relationship with. For some, my desire to hurt them would be a huge turn on, for some it's just the opposite. But regardless of how they may feel or would want to proceed, I have to be comfortable and own my own personal feelings on being a Sadist.
Sadist are much like any other group of people, they are diverse in their beliefs and their world views. My thoughts are my own and I don't claim to speak for anyone else. There are many Sadist who don't view themselves as being a nice person. They would actually cringe if someone said they were nice. For every person, no matter how they view themselves there will be people out there who will be attracted to them. Some women are dying to be with a man who will treat them in a brutal manner, absent of any pleasantries. They would love being with a Sadist who could simply destroy them for no other reason except they would enjoy being destroyed absent of any kind treatment during or afterwards. That's something I wouldn't be able to do, everything I do when it comes to impact play will be coupled with lots of emotional energy.
But just as I have to own my Sadistic desires, I have to also be transparent that I'm not a mean person nor can I completely remove myself emotionally from a beating I'm giving. It's a dance I do between inflicting pain and providing comfort. The dance is delicate and often the lines are blurred.
But I absolutely love to hurt a woman in a bdsm context if they have consented to that. Anything I do, I've either done before, studied or been shown how to do it in as safe as a manner as possible. There are always risk with any form of impact play, but the risk can be greatly minimized with proper training and education. I'm comfortable with what I do when it comes to inflicting pain.
For me it's a beautiful, incredible experience to break someone down and mentally take them to an altered state of consciousness through guiding them, with mind, body and soul being ravaged and beaten down, only then to be built up and cared for in such a manner that can only be experienced if you've literally just had your walls knocked the fuck down. You will be in a state of vulnerability that is manufactured by the creation of your Sadist who has provided that for you. With a caring combination of touch, words and energy, it can be a transcendental experience of pure bliss in the moment of being cared for.
I don't break someone down because I'm a mean bastard, I don't hurt because I'm a bad person, I do both those things, so I have a chance to share something beautiful, something special and intimate and be allowed to build, on the same place, we both just destroyed the negative weight that she has been carrying with her. For me personally, I want to hurt you, not in spite of me being a nice guy, but because I'm a nice guy.
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