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The Gilded Cage 2
by Ann Browning
Synopsis.
Emily Richmond a very wealthy widow, knows she is near death. She is
extremely concerned with the future of her eighteen-year old son
Hilarie. Over the last three years his behaviour has deteriorated and he
has become uncontrollable. Emily teaches her estranged sister-in-law,
Lady Miranda Fauntleroy, is a specialist in the treatment of
uncontrollable males, and enlists her aid. Just prior to Emily's death
Hilarie is made a ward of his Aunt.
Taken to Lady Miranda's mansion, Hilarie undergoes a program of
discipline and feminisation. He has spent the first weeks as an infant
girl and has found the experience extremely uncomfortable. He refuses to
accept his feminisation and desperately wants to return to his life as a
man. Tired of his refusal to accept a feminine role Lady Miranda has
threatened him with a change of sex if he does not bow to her will. To
impress upon him the need to change his foolish notions, Hilarie is to
meet another boy who has undergone treatment at the hands of Doctor
Buell.
BOOK TWO.
Chapter One.
It was a bright sunlit autumn day. The light already shimmering on the
windows of a luxurious mansion bet back in large tree filled grounds in
North Philadelphia. Within the household the staff were already
preparing for a new day. On the top floor, a pretty woman dressed in the
clothes of a French maid stood before a door. She paused before entering
smoothing the skirt of the black silk taffeta dress over the many frilly
petticoats. Satisfied at last that her dress was perfect, she opened the
door to a bedroom suite and stepped inside.
Even in the curtained darkness it was obvious the room was richly
decorated. Silken drapes covered the spacious walls, one door from the
bedroom lead to a separate sitting room with an attached dressing room.
A further door open showed an enormous marble bathroom. In the centre of
the bedroom stood a large four poster bed, the occupant still soundly
asleep. The woman drew back the satin cover and reaching down touched
the blonde hair,
"Come along sleepy Hilarie, its time to wake. Don't forget you have some
visitors today."
She drew back the curtains, until the sun was streaming through the
windows.
"Have you been having naughty dreams?" said Miss Yvette.
The blonde haired occupant looked far too beautiful to be a boy and
shamefacedly nodded his head turning his face away, not wanting to show
the humiliation he felt. She helped him from the bed immediately the
evidence of his nocturnal emissions was very clear in the two dry
whitish stains covered the front of his gown. The need for her help was
clear, each hand being held in a deep pocket just below his chest, kept
there by a satin ribbon bound about each wrist. Miss Yvette freed his
hand from the sleeves of the gown especially fashioned to prevent him
reaching his "joystick."
Miss Yvette helped him to the bathroom. It had already been drawn, and
he stepped quickly into the sweetly perfumed water. Accepting the
instruction from Miss Yvette to lie there and relax. "We want you
looking your prettiest today. These are your first visitors and they'll
be here before lunch."
"Please Miss Yvette can I wear boys' clothes, oh please," pleaded
Hilarie.
"Not today Hilarie. You already knew that. If you continue to annoy me
by asking such ridiculous questions you'll wear a pacifier as well,"
said Miss Yvette in her usual no nonsense manner.
He knew Miss Yvette would carry out her threat and without further delay
he grasped the bar. His dislike of the trapeze was as strong as ever,
but following her threat and because he would be facing visitors, he
allowed himself to be fastened in without protest. The corset was his
usual one, but today it felt more painful than ever. Miss Yvette put far
more effort into pulling the laces tighter.
"Ah that's better Hilarie, we've taken in another two inches," she said,
with satisfaction in her voice.
Having two emissions already that morning Hilarie assumed he'd be safe
from further any further "urges." However as she drew the silk stockings
up his legs, his flesh reacted to the soft flow of silk. Miss Yvette
frowned and her mouth formed a moue.
"You must learn some control you naughty sissy boy. This is really
becoming too much of a habit. I should not have to do this, you must
learn more control."
She placed his pettipanties aside, and picked up the by now familiar
white satin glove with the ribboned taffeta shroud. The mere sight of
it, gleaming white and the silken whisper of taffeta were sufficient to
complete his erection. Her actions this morning were so business like
and mechanical, the act left him feeling mentally drained despite the
physical pleasure as he ejaculated.
"In future, I'll milk you immediately you wake. Otherwise, dressing is
always going to be such a messy affair. Unfortunately like so many of
you, my little sissy-boy is beginning to welcome the silk far too much
for his own good!"
Her insinuation made Hilarie blush as he tried to stammer an
explanation, that this was not so. It was followed by an ironic giggle
in her pretty French accent. It was obvious Miss Yvette had her own
opinion on what the feel and touch of silk did to Hilarie. Today instead
of his usual lace trimmed pettipanties; she dressed him in pantalets.
They were far more frilly and elaborate than normal and as she displayed
the garment, he felt sickened that his visitors, one of them a boy, was
going to see him dressed like this. The pantalets buttoned at the side
were crotchless and fashioned of gleaming white satin.
They were far from demure; the crotch opening ran from the front
waistband to the back waistband and was lavishly trimmed with the finest
Flemish lace. They were full and ballooned out about his hips. Halfway
down his thighs began layer after layer of lace and tulle, finishing
midway down his calves. Below this lay six-inch layers of lace which
swayed sensuously, tickling his ankles every time he moved. She released
Hilarie from the trapeze, and drew not one but three petticoats over
his head. They were quite short and of the softest white taffeta with
deep lace hems reaching midway between knee and thigh.
Over them went a pretty pink satin dress. The high neck was flounced
with a wide collar of lace, a deep band of this same lace continued down
the wide leg-o-mutton sleeves buttoning tightly at the wrist. The pink
satin skirt was covered by a beautiful overskirt of the finest silk
organdie they were both so short that his petticoats were exposed with
every movement. Feeling quite vulnerable Hilarie struggled to hold them
down
The shoes of pink satin had heels four inch high and it was rather
difficult to walk, Hilarie was glad to be seated for the makeup. Instead
of the light touch of powder and lipstick he usually wore, today's
makeup was far more complex. Miss Yvette started with a thick white
foundation and applied it very heavily. Completely covering his face
with white foundation, its finish as smooth as the finest porcelain.
Over this Miss Yvette used a deep red blusher and formed two circles on
his cheeks.
Very dark mascara was lavishly applied to lengthen the already long
eyelashes, and a blue eye shadow completely covered his eyelids. Beneath
his eyes she continued with the eyeliner until they were fully outlined.
Miss Yvette picked up a lipstick pencil to draw a rosebud outline before
finishing with a dark pink lipstick.
His hair was brushed into ringlets and Miss Yvette adjusted them either
side of his ears. She teased them into shape before drawing a pink
satin, lace-trimmed bonnet over his head. A wide satin ribbon tied it in
a big bow with a long satin ribbon beneath his chin. She drew him to the
mirror. The sight he saw shocked him.
Chapter Two.
Today, was much worse than when he had been dressed for Mrs Parker the
sight in the mirror filled his eyes with tears of humiliation. He turned
stricken to Miss Yvette she shook her head,
"It is no use ma Cherie, there is no argument, so just accept. He felt
awful; he hated being dressed like this. Till now the dresses he had
worn were those of young girl and they had been bad enough. They were
humiliating but those had only seen him in the household. He had learned
to cope with the teasing and baiting received from Madam Hester, Peggy,
and the other household staff. Today he had to face meeting Madame
Dupree-Simpson and her ward; dressed like this.
At the sight of himself in the mirror Hilarie felt mixed emotions and
confusion. He was at once repulsed and attracted by what he saw, besides
usual nausea at the sight of his body in a dress. Today an entirely new
torment arose. He found himself at once lured and fascinated by the
image in the mirror. A remark Miss Yvette had made came back to him; he
was being drawn deeper into the silken web.
The weeks of strict diet, exercise and sleep had wrought a miracle. Gone
was the plumpness, the sallow skin and greasy hair. Instead a beauty,
with blonde shining hair, cornflower blue eyes and a sad smile looked
back from the mirror. Pretty as a picture, but the image was aimed at
perversity, not innocence.
It was not a girl but a doll that looked back-the picture of innocence-
innocence designed to inflame the senses. It was innocent beauty
portrayed, reworked, and recreated as a sexual object. It was mock
purity created for the satyr, to slaver upon, raped then once used, to
be thrown aside. The depiction was of innocence, subtly consanguineous
with depravity. Bright red lipstick added to the innocent mouth of young
child. Designed to inflame the male psyche to hold and own her, created
as an object, a sensual mannequin.
The image was of a young girl, a girl transformed into a doll. The
exquisite dress, the paint, powder, rouges and mascara was pure
fantasia. It was the purity of youth despoiled by sophistication. She
was to be seen as an object, a China Doll. Something to disport with, be
fondled, touched, and played with.
The short satin dress, the long silk clad legs beneath gleaming satin
pantalets. The exquisite face partly hidden beneath the silk bonnet, the
look and feeling of innocence coupled with the vulnerability of a china
doll. This was exquisite unearthly beauty, innocence sought by the
depraved. Innocence to be destroyed eagerly sought by the creatures of
the bordellos whose search for sensuality had no bounds.
His own feelings when he looked in the mirror told him what was
happening. The image excited him uncontrollably, narcissism strong
enough to hurl him out of control his member surging erect. Its
imprisonment within the satin pantalets, beneath the yards of taffeta
exacerbated by the sensuous swish of satin and silk. Unwanted, exquisite
sensations surged through his body. He was in turmoil hating himself for
what he felt but he loved the beauty he saw. The surge of blood in his
member was reflected in his face. Miss Yvette broke through his
self-reverie. "Your sheath Hilarie, I must put it in position." Miss
Yvette had him raise his skirt and petticoat.
Looking at his arousal, she frowned, her face troubled, as she said, "Oh
my, Hilarie you are falling in love, with your doll image. Be very
careful ma Cherie, otherwise you will never stop loving them."
This time she slid on a flesh coloured silk sheath, free of the normal
lace ruffles. She did not pull it between his legs, but doubled the
laces and tied them in a large bow at the front of the sheath. He walked
to the reception room, on the arm of Miss Yvette, knowing that even in
this short time his still rigid member had escaped from his pantalets.
Miss Yvette allowed time to adjust himself before he entered the
reception room.
Waiting with Aunt Miranda, was a tall, angular, very elegantly dressed
woman. Her body was athletically taut with a small bust and slender
hips. Her clothing was feminine, overtly so, as if compensating for the
boyishness of her natural body. A silk suit in colours of muted green
and navy with a peplum to give the illusion of fullness to her hips.
Beneath the jacket was a white silk blouse with a deep cowl neckline
giving prominence to her uptilted bosom. The blouse was decorated with
the same emblem, a chained weeping cupid in a heart. He had seen this on
a scarf his Aunt had given to Miss Rose Parker on her last visit. It was
also displayed on the glove Miss Yvette used to purge him of his
tension. The very sight of the emblem brought his penis fully and
painfully erect.
"Come Hilarie greet our visitors" said Lady Miranda.
He came forward and with eyes down cast, said "Hullo Madame
Dupree-Simpson."
It was not enough; Lady Miranda's voice was sharp and angry. "Hilarie!
Greet Madame Dupree-Simpson properly!"
He bobbed rather awkwardly. Lady Miranda apologised to her guest, saying
they had not timed to teach him proper manners. Next time she came,
Hilarie would know how to curtsy.
Hilarie now had a chance to examine her. Madame Dupree-Simpson had a
very upright bearing. It was impossible to accept her age, Miss Yvette
had said she was almost seventy, but both her unlined face and creamy
complexion belied that. She appeared to be in her forties. Her hair was
deep red and gently coifed into a perfect french roll. Her eyes were
dark green and as hard as an emerald. At that moment they were examining
Hilarie as though he were an insect on a slide. She frightened Hilarie,
he felt very uncomfortable in her presence.
Next to her stood a young man, introduced as Jamie Dupree, her nephew.
He was slightly built, and about his own height and Hilarie guessed
about the same age. Finding out later, much to his surprise, that Jamie
was twenty-five years old. His eyes were grey, surrounded by long blonde
eyelashes. Beneath long golden blonde hair, his features were fine, and
he was very handsome in a delicate way.
Despite his male clothing an aura of femininity surrounded him. He wore
a suit of fine cashmere with a grey pinstripe, gleaming white silk
shirt, and patterned silk tie. The pattern on this was the same as his
Aunt's blouse. As Hilarie had entered the room, the entire colour
drained from Jamie's face. It was as though he had sighted a ghost. He
swayed, as though he was about to swoon. Miss Simpson-Dupree had
immediately taken Jamie's hand and said something to him. At that he'd
brightened visibly, but his eyes continued watching Hilarie. But it was
a few minutes before his colour partly returned, but he still looked
very nervous.
Madame Dupree-Simpson turned to Lady Miranda and asked if Jamie could be
excused for a few minutes. She'd call for their servants to freshen him
up and change him into some more appropriate clothing. Jamie left
immediately accompanied by the butler and maid, who accompanied them.
Chapter Three.
As they departed Madame Dupree-Simpson patted the settee, signifying
Hilarie was to sit beside her. As he settled onto the settee Hilarie
realised the problem of wearing short skirts and frilly voluminous
petticoats. Seated upon the settee, his skirt and petticoat flared
upwards exposing his silk pantaleted legs to the hips. He tried to hold
them down with little success. Madame Dupree-Simpson's and Aunt Miranda
laughed in amusement at his predicament. Hilarie felt terribly
humiliated at being placed in such an awkward situation. He hoped
desperately that his member was not exposed amongst the petticoats. He
flushed red as Madame Dupree-Simpson said
"Such a pleasure to find Hilarie dressed as a girl, and such a beautiful
one. He is so exquisite, I'd like to gobble him up." Her smile was so
brittle shivers went up his spine. "I must say it makes such a pleasant
surprise he has turned out to be a beautiful little miss. I didn't
expect to find him dressed so prettily or to be so well behaved."
Lady Miranda explained in graphic detail what he had been through, to
bring about the change. The stocks, a whipping, the baby wear, corset
training and the diet.
Madame Dupree-Simpson listened intently, obviously intrigued by the
program, and relishing the thought of what punishment could do to change
a character.
"How big is he? I'm positive that's where the answer lie," said Madame
Dupree-Simpson.
"Why don't we check?" said Lady Miranda knowing full well what Edwina
Dupree-Simpson wished to see.
" Hilarie raise your skirts and lower your pantalets!"
Hilarie was panic stricken. He couldn't, not in front of Madame
Dupree-Simpson, she terrified him. "Oh no, please Aunt Miranda not here,
please!"
"I won't tell you again Hilarie," said Lady Miranda her face darkening
with anger.
Hands trembling, he raised his skirt and petticoats, the reason for
Hilarie's reluctance became evident. Nestled between the frills of the
crotchless pantalets was his erect and quite rigid member, most prettily
displayed in it's silk sheath. Hilarie had discovered some disturbing
aspects about his own makeup over the last few weeks. When he was
suffering intense pain, being humiliated or frightened as he was now; he
suffered the most intense erections.
Up till now he'd managed to hide his condition certain this weakness
would be used against him, so far he'd been successful, but now he was
completely exposed in front of his Aunt and the formidable Madame
Dupree-Simpson. Madame Dupree-Simpson coughed, almost spilling her drink
in surprise; her face flushed quite red. "My goodness, what is that
between the little dolly's legs!"
Hilarie had to stand before Madame Dupree-Simpson as she reached out and
grasped him. She clapped her hands together and cooed with delight.
Despite her laughter there was a malicious gleam in her eyes.
"Why this is such fun, I've never seen anything quite so cute. All
dressed up like a little dolly, and no place to go, Miranda." She
giggled at her own sally. "Goodness" she said, "I never expected Hilarie
to be so large. I'm sure this is part of his problem."
She reached out with her slender glace-kid gloved hand lightly stroking
him. "You used to terrify my friend Rose, with your evil temper and
cruel ways, but not now. Perhaps you should spend the rest of your life
as my little baby doll. We know just the person to do that to don't we
Miranda. I would love to own you, now come! Give me a kiss."
Hilarie wanted to run and hide, but the look in Madame Dupree-Simpson's
eyes was venomous. He was well aware of the pain and humiliation he had
inflicted on his mother's companion Rose Parker, who Madame
Dupree-Simpson now claimed as her friend. Hilarie's fear went into
overdrive, at the thought of being in the hands of either woman. He
tried to draw back but the grasp on his member tightened. Helpless in
her grasp he bent forward about to kiss her on the cheek; instead her
mouth met his. Her other hand went about his head, imprisoning him.
Madame Dupree-Simpson's tongue entered his mouth like a snake;
frightened he jerked his head back, freeing himself.
Her fingers tightened spitefully about his member and she was no longer
smiling. She turned to Lady Miranda; "Perhaps this is where the problem
lies Miranda. Maybe he'd be better without this?"
A fear, real as ice water flowed over Hilarie, he had little doubt that
Madame Dupree-Simpson meant every word.
"No, please! I'll be good. I promise, I promise" screamed Hilarie. "Mrs
Parker was here two weeks ago and left with the same thoughts. I think
it's too soon, Edwina. Let's leave it another week or so, another chance
for him. But I agree with your diagnosis, that is the area we must
correct." Said Lady Miranda.
Reluctantly, clearly disappointed Madame Dupree-Simpson let go. Hilarie
was told to keep his skirts in place in future. Miss Yvette straightened
his clothing and tidied up his makeup. Replacing some tear stained
mascara, and the lipstick he'd nervously chewed off his lips.
Then asking him to raise his skirts again, his maid flicked her
fingernail against Hilarie's swollen tip. The stinging pain brought
about an immediate subsidence and Miss Yvette drew it between his legs
and fastened the ribbons about his waist. As she completed the task,
Miss Yvette told him, he was not to allow Jamie to discover he was a
boy, but he was to do everything Jamie asked him, without question.
Hilarie nodded, too frightened too protest, or ask for an explanation.
Jamie's valet returned a few minutes later; he was slightly built
distinguished looking, wearing a black silk tailored suit with a striped
waistcoat. He appeared to be in his early thirties with balding dark
hair. Madame Dupree-Simpson introduced him as Charles Trate. His voice
was high, almost falsetto. He spoke quietly to Madame Dupree-Simpson and
at her nod left the room. He returned almost immediately with the boy.
Chapter Four.
An astonishing change had taken place. Jamie no longer wore his suit,
instead he had also been dressed in baby doll clothes. Unlike those of
Hilarie's, his were boys. He wore an adult size baby romper suit. The
blue satin top was patterned with the same-chained cupid which had been
on Madame Simpson-Dupree's blouse. Unlike hers this was smocked and
lavishly trimmed with cream lace, with a ruffled collar and long frilly
sleeves. The satin panties were bloomers, cut very full, the leg
openings trimmed with frilly lace. The top and bottom were joined by six
buttons spread equally around the top of the bloomers and the lace
trimmed elasticised bottoms finished halfway way between knee and thigh.
Jamie wore white silk stockings above bright blue satin high-heeled
pumps. The heels were slender and almost five inches high. About his
right ankle were two slave bracelets worn one above the other. A short
length of fine gold chain joined them. He now wore heavy make up,
eyeliner, heavy foundations, thick powder a deep red lipstick and a
bright red blusher. His face had a similar doll like look to Hilarie's.
In his hair was a pale blue satin bow matching the colour of his suit.
Jamie was paraded before them and they touched and stroked him. It was
surprising to Hilarie that he showed no embarrassment at being dressed
in this manner He accepted all the attention with a natural aplomb. All
the time the valet Charles Trate looked on with a look of pride, like an
indulgent parent, or thought Hilarie, like a lover.
"Why don't you children get to know one another? " Said Lady Miranda. He
knew the lady's would want to have a chat and he was only too glad to
leave the room. Hilarie remembered Miss Yvette's instruction to do
everything Jamie asked. He did not question her further, after his
episode with Miss Parker and his Aunt's warning he was anxious to be
obedient. "Hilarie you take Jamie to your bedroom, have a talk and play.
Lunch won't be ready for another three hours. So enjoy yourselves, and
Hilarie, don't forget to ask Jamie about Doctor Buel, will you darling!"
said Lady Miranda.
At the mention of Doctor Buel, Jamie paled noticeably despite the heavy
make up he wore, and his whole body began to tremble. A few moments
later he appeared to recover from the shock, and smiling tightly, he
hugged Hilarie. Then to Hilarie's acute discomfort, while the women
looked on and smiled indulgently, Jamie kissed him fully on the lips.
As they walked up the stairs, Jamie held Hilarie's hand. He was effusive
saying how beautiful Hilarie was, never had he met such an exquisite
creature. Once in the room, Hilarie showed Jamie though his suite. The
youth was very intrigued by Hilarie's wardrobe, expressing delight at
the range of childish clothing he had.
Without thinking Hilarie asked whether he'd like to try some on, after
all they were about the same size. Jamie flushed red, it was obvious
that was exactly what he wanted to do.
"Oh I couldn't Hilarie, what would think of a boy dressed up in your
clothing." It was hard for Hilarie to stop laughing, instead he smiled
and said "I'd like it very much Jamie, now which dress would you like?"
Jamie still demurred, "Perhaps later Hilarie, after we've had a talk."
They sat together on the velvet settee, Hilarie desperately trying to
remain demure and prevent his voluminous petticoats from exposing too
much of his legs. Jamie seemed calmer now though he still clung tightly
to Hilarie's hand.
Hilarie felt certain unease in Jamie's company, and there was no reason
for feeling this way. Right from the moment they'd met he'd been very
polite. As soon as Aunt Miranda had insisted he take him to his room
he'd held Hilarie's hand as though he was frightened he would disappear.
Miss Yvette appeared in the room and asked if they'd like a drink. Both
opted for a soft drink, which the pretty maid was quick to provide.
Jamie was very taken with Miss Yvette, and after she'd left the room
said how lucky Hilarie was to have such a beautiful creature to minister
to her. Unfortunately Jamie explained he had to make do with Mister
Trate and he'd be willing to swap with Hilarie at anytime. This remark
seemed to break the ice between the two, and Jamie began to relax.
He asked about Hilarie, why was 'she' dressed in the doll clothing.
Hilarie blushingly explained he had been very naughty over the last
month. As a punishment, Aunt Miranda had insisted he wore infants
clothing until she was satisfied he would behave once more. Hilarie was
careful to present himself as a girl throughout the explanation.
"I'm so glad you were naughty. I simply adore the satin dress you're
wearing. It looks so wonderful with those shimmery satin pantalets and
bonnet. Really the whole outfit is so gorgeous. I think you look simply
beautiful dressed like that." Said Jamie. "Oh I must be quiet, you'll
think me such a fool going on like this, particularly the way I'm
dressed." Hilarie was so surprised by his remarks he said without
thinking "Oh no, you look rather lovely yourself."
Jamie smiled, caught the frills on his bloomers, and did two pirouettes
with joy.
"Oh thank you, Hilarie, do you believe in reincarnation?" Hilarie shook
his head. "When I saw you at first, I thought I was seeing a ghost."
Hilarie said. "Yes you went so pale I thought you were going to faint."
"You look so like her and now she would be your age. It was such a
shock, and it happened just three years ago. Today would be her
birthday." He broke off sobbing, tears rimming his eyes.
Hilarie held his hand tightly and said quietly, "maybe you would be
better to forget all about it if it causes you such pain."
Jamie squeezed Hilarie's hand. "No I must tell you. What I did was so
terrible, I want so much to be your friend so you must know why I was
punished. I'm sure you'll agree it was just" Jamie sat alongside
Hilarie, avoiding his eyes and looking towards the floor as he explained
what had happened.
He'd been the only child in his family for more than six years, idolised
by his Mother when another baby was born, this time it was a girl, and
they called her Sarah. From the moment of her birth they were
inseparable. Jamie had never loved anyone so much, and he wanted to be
with Sarah every moment of the day. Their parents had never questioned
their devotion to one another. Even though others had tried to warn
their parents of the unnatural closeness, it had never been heeded.
Neither did Sarah and Jamie consider it at all unusual. They just
considered their relationship of brother and sister to be quite normal.
Mama was a real romantic. She'd had little experience of the real world.
Her parents had died when she was in her early teens, and left her
considerable wealth in trust. Father spent his time in the Senate and
very little time with his wife or children. The house was like a setting
out of a Gainsborough painting and Mother dressed and acted as if it
were. As children we never mixed with the others, or went to school, but
were tutored at home.
Mama liked me to dress in costumes like the "Blue Boy" and Sarah as a
shepherdess. Mama had two Victorian girl dolls. They were dressed very
similarly to what you are wearing now. She used to place them on top of
her bed head, and she'd had then since a child. She loved them so much
that we decided to give her a surprise for her birthday. I was fifteen
at the time and Sarah was ten so we had the doll's costumes made in our
size. Then on her birthday we arranged ourselves on the bed. Mama came
in and we had never seen her so happy. She hugged and kissed us and
called us her little darling dolls.
Chapter Five.
One day, when Jamie was eighteen and Sarah twelve, they'd been playing
dress-ups. He'd dressed as the mad ballet master and Sarah as Copelia.
He not known to this day what overtook him that day, but the love they'd
held for one another turned to lust and they'd made love. It hadn't
stopped there. Nearly every day, they'd dress up in the nursery. Sarah
always in a doll costume, and his favourite was identical to the one
Hilarie was wearing today, and they'd make love. Inevitably after three
years the worst happened and Sarah became pregnant.
It was then the realisation of what they'd been doing hit them. Sarah
was too ashamed to tell their parent that they'd been committing incest.
They put it off, until it was too late, then Sarah tried to abort
herself and died horribly in the process.
After her death Jamie confessed to being the culprit. The knowledge of
what he'd done, shocked his Mother so, that she had a stroke and died
shortly after. His Father wanted to turn Jamie over to the law for
punishment, but this had been stopped by Aunt Edwina Dupree-Simpson who
did not want the family name besmirched. The irony was that Jamie
inherited all his mother's money, a fortune of many millions. Aunt
Edwina held the whip hand; she could not let him go unpunished. In her
eyes he had killed her sister and her niece.
His father would no longer have anything to do with Jamie. He would no
longer speak or see Jamie, in his mind he no longer existed. Aunt Edwina
decided to make him her ward, on condition he gave his inheritance to
Aunt Edwina. As the alterative was confinement in a mental hospital,
Jamie agreed. .
Edwina Dupree-Simpson had strong views on the wrongs men had inflicted
on women and she was determined to make an example of her nephew. She
insisted he no longer be a sexual threat to any woman in the future.
At first she was going to have him fully physically castrated. He added
quietly that he'd wish she had, it would be easier to live with than,
what was finally done. Instead he been placed in an institution and the
PET therapy, a treatment devised by Hilarie's aunt, Lady Miranda had
been used to change him physically and mentally. Hilarie's exclamation
of surprise lead Jamie to explain it was the PHILOGYNY EPICENE
TRIOECIOUS INSTITUTE or the PET Institute, which specialised in taming
uncontrollable boys. The name Philogyny meant "fondness for women,"
while epicene and trioecious meant obtaining the characteristics of both
sexes. The title summed up the philosophy of the institute. Jamie had
spent two years there and during that time he had been operated upon by
Doctor Buel.
Hilarie paled at the name of Doctor Buel, which was the name his Aunt
had threatened him with.
"Did he emasculate you?" said Hilarie a tremor in his voice. Jamie
looked at him, surprised at his concern.
"No! Hilarie, what she did was really quite different. Perhaps I'd have
been happier if she had, this must be far worse!"
Hilarie showed his astonishment. "What could be worse than that?" Seeing
the look of disbelieve on Hilarie's face, Jamie asked whether "she"
wanted to see what had happened.
It was clear he had not been gelded, his testes sac was not only fully
in place but was enormous. The extent of his mutilation was subtle but
quite horrible. The shaft of his member was now quite slender, but very
long. Hilarie was sure it was only half as thick but twice as long as
his own. It was red and obviously engorged and by rights should have
been angrily erect.
Instead it hung stiffly downwards between his legs. The reason for this
was obvious, at the end of the long slender shaft was a head of truly
elephantine proportions. Jamie had been circumcised and then monstrously
mutilated. The head of his penis now resembled the head of a large rose.
It was so distended and swollen that Hilarie doubted whether both his
hands could encompass it. Miss Simpson-Dupree had achieved her goal of
removing Jamie as a sexual threat. There was no way Jamie would ever
succeed in entering any female orifice.
Hilarie felt physically sick at the sight before him. "Was Doctor Buel
responsible for this?" He asked
Jamie nodded, his face flushed bright red. "Only partly Hilarie, in fact
the Doctor helped save me. I had only been in the clinic for a short
time. Aunt Edwina had not carried out her threat to geld me, but I was
depressed and so overcome with guilt that I tried to kill myself by
mutilating the object that had caused Sarah's death with a pair of
scissors. I was almost dead from loss of blood when a nurse found me.
Doctor Buell tried to repair the damage and this is what I was left
like.
"It must be very painful." Said Hilarie.
"Oh yes, it is when I'm excited and can't relieve myself." He gasped,
his body twitching nervously." Hilarie's heart went out in sympathy.
Jamie looked really uncomfortable.
"Is there anything I can do?" he said.
Jamie looked up shamefacedly. "Oh Hilarie, would you stroke me. I've
been conditioned by the PET treatment never to touch myself."
Hilarie asked apprehensively "You mean stroke your member! I'm not sure
whether I should!"
"Oh please! It is fearfully painful" his eyes were imploring.
Feeling apprehensive Hilarie reached out his hand towards the
red and swollen appendage. It would be the first time he had ever
touched any penis except his own. He touched it and to his surprise, it
was not as repulsive as he had expected. Instead the touch made him feel
quite excited. The shaft was warm, and the flesh silky to touch. Beneath
his fingers it felt like a small animal which throbbed softly with a
life of it's own.
Timidly at first Hilarie stroked it towards the tip. Then warming to his
task, he used both hands to stroke the pulsating flesh. This brought a
sigh of ecstasy from Jamie and soft cry of alarm from Hilarie. Quickly
he jerked his hand from the penis, as it suddenly pulsed into life and a
stream of white seminal fluid gushed from the tip.
"Oh Hilarie I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for that to happen, please
forgive me!"
Hilarie gently squeezed the still twitching member to reassure him as he
said. "There is nothing to forgive, it was all rather exciting." And
impulsively he leaned forward and kissed the dishevelled youth fully on
the lips.
At once Jamie's arms were tightly holding him and his lips and tongue
were at play in his mouth. It was several minutes before they separated
with Jamie whispering to a slightly embarrassed Hilarie "I love you."
Chapter Six.
With his silk bloomers and parts of his romper suit covered with sticky
white fluid. Jamie accepted Hilarie's offer of one of his dresses. With
Hilarie's help, Jamie was quickly sponged clean by a rather uneasy
Hilarie. He still felt very uncomfortable touching another boy's penis.
In contrast, Jamie wanted to be fondled at every opportunity. As he
removed his clothing, Jamie showed him his corset. He wore one at all
times, even beneath his male suits. It was to Hilarie's eyes, a horrific
device. The one he wore was terribly confining because of it's heavily
boned and tight lacing. Jamie's was far worse, the corset totally
encased his body. Neck and shoulder braces held him rigidly erect and
his waistline was drawn in so tightly, it couldn't have measured more
than eighteen inches, Hilarie wondered how he ever managed to breath.
When Hilarie asked how could he stand the discomfort of the corset. He
was quite astounded when Jamie said by now he was so used to them, and
the sense of security they gave, he now felt quite uneasy when he was
not wearing them. At night, he wore a lighter garment, and without it,
he could not sleep.
All this excitement had again fully aroused Jamie and his member was by
now almost standing straight out from his body. Finding suitable panties
for Jamie was a trial. He spent an inordinate amount of time holding
Hilarie's lingerie against his body; seeking Hilarie's opinion on what
was the most attractive garment. The half-naked and obviously excited
youth would decide on a pair of panties and then find he could not be
contained in them. Jamie said he had never enjoyed dressing so much,
having such a beautiful maid to help him. He was intent in prolonging
the experience. Hilarie was stimulated by Jamie's excitement and was
finding his sheath quite uncomfortable as it fought to contain it's ever
swelling contents. Jamie finally settled upon a pair of crotchless satin
pantalets, very similar Hilarie's but in a different colour, mint green
with a cream lace trim. It took a great degree of manoeuvring to insert
the quivering erection inside the pantalets. His efforts coming to
nothing, when Jamie inflamed by Hilarie's fingers could no longer
contain him and exploded once again. The second attempt was more
successful and the bizarre appendage was more or less concealed beneath
the shimmering satin.
After a great deal of indecision Jamie finally chose a party dress of
ice green silk chiffon. It was ruffled with a wide tiered skirt spread
out by four taffeta petticoats. The sleeves were also tiered and floated
from the shoulders to under sleeves trimmed with lace and tightly
fastened at the wrist.
"Oh Hilarie, it's so gorgeous, do you think it will fit me?" Any fears
were quickly put to rest once the garments were in place. Jamie looked
very attractive, and extremely feminine.
His member remained the only stumbling block, only after Hilarie slid it
down Jamie's left pantalets leg was it out of sight. No sooner was Jamie
dressed than the two had to answer the call to lunch. Hilarie found his
hand firmly in the grasp of Jamie's. The youth seemed so happy that he
was skipping as they crossed the hallway and just as they were about to
enter the Dining Room, Jamie said quietly to Hilarie "I love you!"
Hilarie was so startled by this remark that he knew a fiery blush
covered his face. Although he was fond of Jamie he did not feel that
deeper feeling that Jamie held for him. Hilarie's blush was rather
unfortunate as Jamie took this to be affirmation of returned feelings
and gave a further squeeze of his hand. Before Hilarie could say
anything to correct this they were in the room with Aunt Miranda, and
Miss Edwina Dupree-Simpson.
Finding Jamie in a different outfit required an immediate explanation.
In front of Madame Dupree-Simpson Jamie appeared to lose all confidence
and related in the minutest detail what had happened in the bedroom. The
innocence with of their actions appeared to vanish in the telling and
with every word Hilarie began to feel more and more humiliated and
embarrassed. In Hilarie's mind their experiences in the bedroom had been
quite innocent, he had been drawn into the sexual episode reluctantly.
Jamie's telling of it, was quite different, Hilarie, not he had been the
instigator it made Hilarie sound prying and insensitive. It sounded as
though Hilarie had demanded knowledge on Jamie's tragedy, and the
operations Doctor Buel had carried out on him. Hilarie was dreading the
recounting of Jamie's "accident." However, to his surprise instead of
sounding sordid, it was treated as a quite natural occurrence.
Miss Yvette fitted both Hilarie and Jamie with wide white satin lace
trimmed bibs. Then over lunch the questioning continued. "Why did you
not call upon Mister Trate to help you dress Jamie?" said Madame
Dupree-Simpson.
Blushing rather prettily, Jamie said he had preferred to be attended by
Hilarie. "Why was that?" Madame Dupree-Simpson continued her
probing. "Because she's so pretty and a girl." Said the red-faced boy.
To Hilarie's surprise, no one mentioned his true sex, as Madame
Dupree-Simpson continued to explain Jamie's problem. When Jamie became
aroused, which was quite frequent; his condition had to be treated
immediately due to ambioctic pressure in his genital area. The only
treatment was masturbation.
If this rose too high he was in danger to rupturing a blood vessel.
Unfortunately over the past few months' Jamie had become sexually
dysfunctional with males including Mister Trate. Despite Jamie's full
understanding of Mister Trate's sexual condition, Jamie still could not
manage, and to overcome the problem and it was now necessary for the
Valet to use a combination of pump and vibrator to relieve him. It was
proving very painful for Jamie.
Hilarie's curiosity was aroused, and was delighted when Lady Miranda
asked what his condition was.
"Well my dear" said Madame Dupree-Simpson "he's been completely
castrated. There was an unfortunate incident three years ago when he was
tutor to a Moslem Prince, who insisted he had tried to interfere with
him and demanded Charles Trate be beheaded."
"I was living in the country at the time and knew the King quite well.
Trate's mother begged me to intercede, I thought I had succeeded
completely until Charles was returned to us at the embassy with him
member and testes in a silk bag about his neck. I felt responsible and
he has been working as Jamie's valet for a year now."
Lady Miranda turned to her and said, "I'm surprised Jamie doesn't have a
maid. Surely that would solve his problem."
Madame Simpson-Dupree gave a tired sigh.
"Oh I wish that were so Miranda." She said "It is unfortunate but it
just creates another problem. Our little infant has a bad case of
priapism, if a woman touches him his erections go on and on. We have
tried three maids for him. Haven't we darling?"
Madame Dupree-Simpson said turning to the furiously blushing Jamie. "Our
little boy was erect the whole time they served him. It was just too
hard on his heart."
Hilarie wasn't sure why he decided to speak. "Madame Dupree-Simpson,
would it help if Mister Trate was dressed as a maid?"
Madame Dupree-Simpson turned her sharp eyes on Hilarie. " Hilarie dear,
why do you think that would help Jamie."
Hilarie refused to be intimidated by the unwavering gaze of the
formidable woman.
"I'm sure Jamie feels uncomfortable with a man, and that is why he
overacts with a woman. It is possible that Mr Trate dressed as a woman
maybe just the right balance."
A smile broke across her severe countenance. "Why I think you're right.
Oh Miranda what a clever child, the darling girl is. Tell me what made
you think of it?"
Hilarie blushed; it was quite threatening when he was under the scrutiny
of all at the table.
"Jamie seemed to react to me immediately and it would seem we have to
find a half way point, between a man and a woman. Dressing Mister Trate
as a maid might be the way out."
Madame Dupree-Simpson turned to Jamie. "Darling what do you think of
Hilarie's idea?"
Jamie's brightly carmine lips made a small moue. "I'd rather have
Hilarie" he said wistfully "but I'm happy to try Mister Trate, dear
Aunt."
Chapter Seven.
Lady Miranda said "Why not start straight away, Mister Trate could be
outfitted from our maid's wardrobe. Jamie could choose a number of
styles and to make Mister Trate feel confident in her new role she could
perform a mannequin parade with the rest of he staff."
Jamie was most excited. "Could we join in as well My Lady, Hilarie and
I?"
Lady Miranda looked at Hilarie, who with little hope, prayed that she
would say no. A smile that Hilarie could see was slightly malicious
parted her lips. "Of course you may Jamie dear. But you'll have to let
Miss Yvette dress Hilarie, it's her time." She said.
The two boys withdrew, as Mister Trate was lead into the room by Miss
Yvette. Ten minutes later the normally debonair valet emerged from the
room looking white faced and shaken. It could not have been a pleasant
experience having his future decided by two very formidable ladies. Miss
Yvette and Miss Daisy (Madame Dupree-Simpson's ladies maid) took the
chastened Mister Trate away to the bathroom to prepare him for his new
role. They set about their task enthusiastically and by the time Jamie
and Hilarie arrived in the dressing room, Mister Trate had already
completed the first part of his transformation. Depilatories had removed
all the hair from his body and stood naked and trembling in the room.
Hilarie was horrified by the sight, not the naked form, but by the
terrible mutilation that had been carried out. All that was left on his
scrotum was a narrow tube of flesh no larger than his thumb, secured at
the end by a silver clip like device. This Miss Yvette explained was to
prevent him dribbling. "Otherwise Mister Trate would have to constantly
wear a napkin." "It must be terrible to be like that, I wonder what it's
like never to feel any sexual arousal." Said Hilarie with anger.
"Well it's not quite like that," said Jamie." Mister Trate has to wear
one of those Regency footman's uniform at home. The breeches are of
extremely tight silk, and show everything. When he whips me, there is
his little spout poking out through the silk. It must be very
uncomfortable for him when he has an erection for apparently there's
nothing he can do to relieve himself and he remains stiff for the rest
of the day."
Hilarie expressed his horror at Jamie's beatings, but the satin clad
youth only gave a sad smile beneath his makeup, saying, "It didn't
happen all the time. So much on how Tante Edwina was feeling at the time
Her moods are quite unpredictable, she's very loving one day and the
next she finds fault with everything I do. That's when I become her
whipping boy, literally." Jamie smiled ruefully, pretending to rub his
satin covered derriere.
By now Mister Trate had been prepared and the two maids were strapping
him into a fearsome looking foundation. Charles Trate was quite
helpless, both wrists were strapped to the trapeze bar. The corset was
of white satin and lace and looked deceptively delicate. Hilarie knew
that the shimmering material was far stronger than it looked as like his
own, it contained a high proportion of Kevlar -the fabric used for
high-speed yacht sails. This had more than the strength of steel and he
knew Mister Trate's waist would soon give way beneath the pressure.
The garment was similar to Jamie's. It began at mid thigh, with straps
about each leg. These also carried suspenders for the navy silk
stockings. The full-length garment had similar shoulder straps to that
of Jamie's. It would be a tight and rigid restraint but would give an
ideal shape. This time, the corset had an Edwardian line; this would
produce the hourglass figure so popular during that period.
The poor man's face was taking on a purple hue as the two maids
enthusiastically pulled upon the back lacing.
"Oh please no more" he cried.
Miss Yvette drew a measuring tape from her pocket. At last she nodded to
Miss Daisy and they knotted the ends of the tape.
"That will do for now but its still an inch out," said Miss Yvette. "Oh
please loosen them off Miss Yvette, it's too tight. I can scarcely
breathe." Mister Trate's plea brooked little sympathy from the two
women. Over the past two years they'd endured his snide comments and
caustic remarks and were only too happy to have him in their power. A
few minutes later he was wearing a costume that the early comedy films
and erotic postcards had created to epitomise the classic "maid."
Layer upon layer of rustling white taffeta petticoats, all extravagantly
trimmed with lace. Under these were bright red silk french knickers. A
black satin dress was drawn over the petticoats with a keyhole neckline
low enough to expose the false cleavage created by the foundation. Long
full sleeves covered his arms, finishing in white-buttoned cuffs.
Satin gloves covered his hands and very high-heeled Oxford pumps were
laced over his silk stockinged feet. A short dark wig, covered the
balding grey pate and in an instant the sense of the bizarre vanished,
and an attractive woman appeared. Initially she appeared awkward,
hampered by the unaccustomed high heeled and the confines of the corset.
Learning to walk in high heels became his next chore. The stumbling
progress drew much giggling from a very critical and vocal audience.
After watching him for a few minutes Miss Yvette decided some
attachments might produce something more ladylike. The now bewildered
man was seated and straps were fitted above his knees to shorten his
stride.
The contraption consisted of a strap buckled about each of his legs,
between them was an adjustable chain which restricted the length of his
steps. His next few steps brought about another spate of laughter, but
very soon it was obvious the device made him more ladylike.
Now came the question of a name, obviously Charles could no longer used.
It was Hilarie who thought of it. He whispered it quietly in Jamie's
ear. Spontaneously, both of the satin pantaleted boys began giggling
uncontrollably until the two maids finally shushed them into silence. At
last Jamie could control himself sufficiently to say, "I want him to be
called Cassandra or Cassie for short."
It took a few moments before they caught on and Miss Daisy said. "Oh you
are so naughty calling the poor man Cas Trate" before she began laughing
quite uncontrollably. Poor Cassie could only flush bright red as he
realised just how cruel the name was.
The amount of preparation that went into the parade took Hilarie by
surprise. He had thought that they'd dress up, possibly make a further
change and that would be the end of it. Instead the two maids very
quickly dragooned everyone in the household who was not doing essential
work. Madame Hester turned out to be very good at creating quick witty
word sketches and simple dance routines that from well-known tunes. The
two boys spent most of the afternoon rehearsing a small selection that
Madame Hester though would be suitable for the concert that evening.
There was no difficulty in finding a suitable venue. Hilarie had not
realised it until they began rehearsals, that of course the mansion had
it's own theatre cum cinema.
Having never been involved in anything like this Hilarie felt quite shy
and nervous. He and Jamie were still in the same doll costumes they had
donned before lunch and initially he was rather reluctant to display
himself before the staff in such a guise. His inhibitions were soon
dispelled by the enthusiasm Jamie displayed for acting the roles Madame
Hester had chosen for them.
Chapter Eight
The concert, as Madame Simpson-Dupree, insisted on calling it, took
place prior to dinner. Almost every member of the household staff was
present. They had all worked very hard to ready dinner and complete all
the tasks required to maintain the mansion. Only Peggy was absent, she
had drawn the short straw and tonight, would be responsible for
security.
The new girl accompanied by Miss Yvette and Madame Hester opened the
show. She was without a wig and in a male dressing gown, while Miss
Yvette and Madame Hester were in maid's costumes. In front of a large
water tub, they broke into the classic song from - South Pacific- "I'm
going to wash that man right out of my hair." Although the words were
unchanged, the two maids appeared to take many liberties with the
gestures and movements.
The audience certainly enjoyed the X rated version of the song. At the
completion of the song a red faced and obviously embarrassed Cassandra
donned a wig, removed the dressing gown revealing an identical costume
to her companions. They then proceeded to complete a very credible high
kick routine that almost brought down the house.
Then it was Hilarie's turn, dressed in a pink and white silk dress
covered with lacy frills he had to parade up and down the catwalk
twirling a silk parasol over his shoulder. At the same time Jamie
dressed in a very effeminate sailor boy outfit of blue satin and lace
sang the "The Most Beautiful Doll in the World." Although the words were
innocuous, it was obvious that Jamie was having great difficulties
controlling his emotions. Jamie's blue satin pants were tight and
revealing, both Hilarie and the audience were very soon aware that youth
had achieved an enormous erection. It seemed to have swelled to
tremendous proportions, almost threatening to burst forth from the
bloomer like pantalets he wore. Poor Hilarie was terribly embarrassed by
it all, but Lady Miranda, Madame Simpson-Dupree and the rest of the
audience loved every moment.
Once off the stage, Miss Yvette, Madame Hester, and Cassandra returned.
All were dressed in a very elaborate French maid outfit of frilly white
taffeta petticoats worn beneath an even shorter black satin dress. The
three sang and danced their way through a very passable rendition of
Gilbert and Sullivans "Three little Maids from School" from "The
Mikado."
Hilarie and Jamie to made a swift costume change to return and mime
"Rose Marie" a Jeanette Macdonald and Nelson Eddie number," I'm in Love
with you." Again Jamie's costume had been designed to emphasise his
unique endowment and with his closeness to Hilarie, the effect on him
was very obvious, too obvious.
He was costumed as a "Mountie." With bright red satin tunic, blue silk
breeches with a white satin stripe and high shiny black leather-riding
boots. The breeches were very tight and under severe strain; for too
little room had been provided for one of the largest parts of Jamie.
His partner looked absolutely gorgeous. Hilarie was in a doll costume of
cream antique duchess satin with lace trim. Styled as a wedding dress,
it was short enough to show snowy white silk pantalets beneath the gown.
His hair was rolled into ringlets and his face was made up to make him
look the picture of total innocence. He looked absolute beautiful.
Hilarie was very embarrassed by Jamie's display and the more embarrassed
he became, the more touching the scene. The blushing bride, and an
ardent groom, the very picture of romance. When the duet finished,
before Hilarie could escape from the stage Jamie swept him into his arms
and proceeded to hug and kiss him To the great amusement of the audience
it was several minutes before a flustered Hilarie could depart
accompanied.
Then it was the turn of Cassandra to parade her wardrobe, ably assisted
by the very pretty Miss Yvette. Together they paraded in a half dozen
costumes, illustrating a successful gender change in gender from Charles
to Cassandra.
Finally it was time the whole company to assemble for the closing
number, the finale from "Kiss Me Kate." Hilarie and Jamie were still in
the costumes from their number and the three maids had changed into
their Mikado costumes, Hilarie had trouble keeping up with the frenetic
high kicks of the remainder of the troupe. They seemed to be far more
professional and practised than he.
Jamie in particular seemed to really enjoy himself and to have
absolutely no inhibitions. He had certainly lost none of his
"excitement" it was highly evident in this number, seemingly ready to
burst forth from its fragile silk confines. From the applause given at
the end of the number, he and Hilarie seemed to be the most popular as
they received a rousing ovation from the appreciative audience.
Miss Yvette took Hilarie just before they went into the dining room,
quickly refreshing his face with an eau de toilette and repaired his
makeup. "Well did you enjoy yourself, ma Cherie?" she asked. Hilarie his
face still flushed, partly through the exertion but more to excitement,
said "Yes Miss Yvette, it was fun. "
"Though I wasn't sure where to look, when Jamie hugged and kissed me so
tightly. It was very embarrassing standing up there and every one
looking when his thing was sticking out so far.
"You should not worry little one, and be gentle with him, he has fallen
in love with you." Said Miss Yvette.
At her word's Hilarie flushed a bright scarlet. "Oh no Miss Yvette, he
can't have. I'm a boy and Jamie loves only women. He told me, and that's
why he had such a problem with Cassandra, Oh please tell me it's not
true." "I'm afraid there is no hiding of the truth Hilarie, and Jamie
does think you are a girl." Said Miss Yvette.
"Oh then I must tell him the truth," said Hilarie "otherwise he will
think I have been leading him on."
"You cannot Hilarie, Lady Miranda has forbidden it. You must obey her,
and I'm sure her reasons will be good ones."
As much as it worried him, there was little Hilarie could do. He hated
deceiving Jamie, but he had already learned there were severe penalties
for going against his Aunt's wishes.
This made it even more embarrassing for him, when Jamie seized his hand
before they entered the dining room, drew him to one side, and kissed
him passionately on the lips. Saying, "thank you so much for a wonderful
day, I've had the best day of my life and its all due to you dear sweet
Hilarie. I love you so much."
He looked deeply into Hilarie's eyes and asked in a quiet voice whether
this love was returned. Hilarie was taken back by his natural exuberance
and openness. There was no doubt that he liked Jamie a lot. He was so
friendly and open, and today despite his initial misgivings had been the
most enjoyable since he had been dragooned into Lady Miranda's
household. But as to the question did he love Jamie, the only answer
could be no. It was so difficult, if only he could tell Jamie that he
was a boy, then he was sure the whole question would go away.
Hilarie took one of his hands, holding it gently. "Oh Jamie you are so
sweet. I do like you a lot, and I've really enjoyed today. But I can't
say I love you, really it's too soon to think of such things."
A broad smile engulfed Jamie's face, "you mean that one day you might
say yes?"
Hilarie was rather nonplused, "Oh Jamie, it is too soon to even think of
love, we've only known each other for the day. Goodness knows what might
happen in the future. You may find there is something about me you
really hate."
Chapter Nine.
He was saved from embarrassment by the arrival of Lady Miranda and
Madame Dupree-Simpson. Together with the adults both boys moved into the
superbly decorated dining room. Lady Miranda was not a stickler for
formality but she did insist on changing for dinner, especially when
there were guests present and tonight was no exception. Tonight Lady
Miranda eschewed the traditional long dress selecting instead an elegant
palazzo suit. In a deep forest green satin, the low cut top and sweeping
full length pants were a perfect back drop to her milk white skin and
deep copper tinted auburn hair. As usual she was in complete command of
the situation. Her courtly bearing and regal smile gave her an
aristocratic presence, which overawed even the formidable Madame
Simpson-Dupree. Madame Edwina had changed into a long gown of lustrous
dark blue satin. The bias cut gown clung to her long slender body like a
second skin. Hilarie felt the beautiful gown would have been more suited
to a far younger person.
Instead of the long dining table normally used for formal dinners, the
smaller, more intimate Hepplewhite oval table had been set with candles
and atop, was a beautiful flower arrangement.
"Madame Hester's work Miranda? She would be worth stealing from you for
this alone."
The two boys seated together, faced Lady Miranda and Madame
Simpson-Dupree. It was a fascinating evening as Jamie and Madame
Simpson-Dupree monopolised the conversation. It was light-hearted
banter, the sort of talk that keeps dinner parties alive.
The stories were of the dinners they'd attended, gossip about the many
the rich and celebrities. Aunt and nephew had a very discerning eye to
search out pretension and describe the bizarre. Many of the tales they
told would have produced some very red faces, amongst some very well
known members of society if told outside the confines of the dining
room. They were both amusing, Madame Simpson-Dupree having a very acidic
tongue. Underneath all the banter and the smiles there was a sense of
tension and unease between Madame Simpson-Dupree and her nephew.
Jamie seemed to include Hilarie in each conversation, incessantly
praising his feminine beauty and charm. Jamie was still unaware of
Hilarie's true sex and it became increasingly embarrassing for Hilarie,
sending flushes to his cheeks at the uninvited compliments.
This was also having an effect on Madame Simpson-Dupree; who initially
had encouraged Jamie with his fulsome compliments. As the evening wore
on it was obvious she was becoming uncomfortable with Jamie's interest
in Hilarie; and her comments became more terse and barbed, becoming
jealous of her nephew's feelings towards Hilarie. Lady Miranda on the
other hand was quite relaxed and appeared to be unconcerned with her
guest's discomfort. Lady Miranda watched them competing for her nephew.
Had this happened before, when Edwina had been younger than Hilarie. She
looked again at Edwina, still youthful looking and wondered how many
people knew she had been the centrepiece of the greatest controversy of
the nineteen thirties, when the British Monarch Edward the Seventh had
abdicated. The press and public had accepted that the American divorcee
Mrs Wallis Simpson had been responsible. Only Edward's closest friends
had ever suspected there was another relationship, one so bizarre that
only those who fully understood the mind of Edward would accept. Wallis
Simpson did love the King, so much so that she was willing to accept a
grotesque arrangement. Few would have believed the charming Edward was
in fact a Paedophile. It was not Wallis he loved but her young cousin
Edwina, a child of fourteen.
Wallis loved Edward so much that she accepted his warped love and the
three of them to lived in a menage a trois. Her love was not one sided,
the heart torn Monarch loved her deeply but was utterly obsessed with
the nymph like Edwina. Only a very small group totally loyal knew the
truth. Miranda thought of asking Edwina whether she had considered
publishing her memoirs, but reconsidered, thinking it would best to
bring up that subject when Hilarie was not present.
Hilarie was increasingly disconcerted by Madame Simpson-Dupree's
malevolent looks that were directed in his direction following a further
compliment by Jamie. Her green eyes flashed icy cold in a look of pure
jealousy, and he was at a complete loss as to the reason. To his relief
Lady Miranda insisted they withdrew to the Drawing room for coffee and
cognac. Whilst Hilarie and Jamie sat together on the settee exchanging
quiet confidences. Jamie insistent upon holding Hilarie's hand at all
times.
Through Jamie's affectionate attitude the prettily dressed boy continued
to draw the jealous wrath of Madame Simpson-Dupree. At last Lady Miranda
said it was time for the children to prepare for bed. It was none too
soon for Hilarie who had longed to leave this hot house atmosphere.
Before they departed, Madame Simpson-Dupree insisted she be allowed to
"kiss and cuddle her favourite little dolly."
Hilarie at his Aunt's insistence had to sit upon Madame Simpson-Dupree's
lap, and allow himself to be kissed and fondled. He did his best to hide
the discomfort he felt. With his dress pulled up about his waist, he was
now only separated from Madame Simpson-Dupree by the thin silk of his
pantalets. The slinky satin of her gown seemed very flimsy and through
it he was conscious of the warmth of her flesh. Previously her lips had
appeared thin and hard, but as they pressed against his, they seemed to
assume a life of their own.
They were very warm and soft and her moist tongue entered his mouth and
began moving sensuously over his and thrust down his throat. The
sensuality of this play and the touch of her hands sent a rising tide of
lust flooding through his body