Texas Gal - Part 2
by C. Sprite
copyright 1999
Chapter Four Despair & Hope
I was sure that somebody had just punched me in the stomach. I couldn't
get my breath. I got dizzy. I would have fallen but for my sisters
holding onto me long enough for the police officer to reach me from where
he had been standing a few feet away. I thought, 'Daddy dead. Mommy dead
also, maybe?' The world started to spin. The police officer picked me up
and carried me to the police car. He set me in the rear seat and went
around to the back of the car, then returned with a green cylinder that
had a mask attached by a small hose. He put the mask over my face and
told me to breathe slowly. In a few minutes everything returned to
normal. I thanked him and he stood back so that my sisters could get in
the back of the car with me. I said, "What happened?"
Mary, in between sobs, told me that they had gotten a flat tire. While
Daddy was changing it, a truck ran into the back of the car. Daddy was
kneeling in front on it, lowering the car back down with the jack, when
it was hit. Mother was in the passenger seat and was thrown from the car
by the impact. Because it was a warm, sunny day, the car was heating up
as it sat next to the highway. My sisters had all gotten out to stand
under a shade tree until the tire was changed or they would have been
injured, or possibly killed, as well. Just minutes before, a state police
car had stopped to check on why they were stopped on the Thruway. He had
passed, then pulled over and backed up. He had determined that they did
not need a tow, and was preparing to leave when the truck hit my family's
car. My father was crushed between the two cars. The state police officer
just narrowly missed being crushed as well. Mother was thrown about
thirty feet. Her broken and bloody body landing not far from my sisters.
They ran to her but were afraid to touch her for fear of injuring her
more.
The police officer used his still functioning radio to call the accident
in, and other police cars started arriving within five minutes. Two
ambulances came and the attendants all worked at stabilizing my mother
and preparing her for transport. My father had been killed immediately
and there was nothing that they could do for him except cover his body.
The truck driver staggered from his cab and the police officer had gone
to find out the extent of his injuries. Upon finding that the man had no
injuries at all, but could not stand up without holding onto something,
he arrested him for driving while intoxicated. With his hands handcuffed
behind him, the driver was left to sit on the side of the road until a
car was available to transport him. Within minutes, my sisters said, he
had fallen asleep and was snoring as he lay on his side in the dirt.
Mother was transported to a nearby hospital and my sisters were taken
there by a state police officer. The police officer filled out a report
as soon as my sisters were coherent enough. Since Father was an only
child and both sets of grandparents were deceased, our only living
relative is Mother's sister Katherine, who lives somewhere in Texas. Mrs.
Marcoti had been contacted, since my sisters had named her as the nearest
family friend. Mrs. Marcoti and her husband immediately left for the
hospital, while Mrs. Marcoti's sister came over to stay with Gina and
Maria. The trip to the hospital in upstate New York took three hours.
When the Marcotis' arrived, my sisters again broke down as they recounted
the tragedy. After several more hours, someone thought to inquire about
my absence and a plan was adopted to find me with the help of the New
York and New Jersey State Police agencies. My two younger sisters were
transported to a NJ Police Barracks and then to my home to find out if I
was there. Judy remained with the Marcotis' until they learned Mother's
status. The state police officer took us to the Marcoti's house to await
the news after Mrs. Marcoti's sister was notified that we would be
coming. The New York State Police said they would locate my Aunt
Katherine and inform her of the accident.
I was still in shock as we were led into the Marcoti's house. Gina and
Maria kissed and hugged Susan, Mary, and I, and then we all cried
together. The State Police officer had left after talking with Mrs.
Marcoti's sister briefly. My sisters, the Marcoti girls, and myself sat
up all night, sobbing and crying with one another. Mrs. Marcoti's sister
wisely did not try to force any of us to go to sleep, but went into her
sister's bedroom to take a nap herself. Eventually, we all fell asleep in
each other's arms during the night and we slept fitfully. The next
morning, we sat around spiritlessly waiting for word of Mother's
condition. Around noon, Mrs. Marcoti called to say that Mother was in
critical condition in the intensive care ward, but the doctors were
optimistic that she would live. They would know for sure within 48 hours.
It would be that long before anyone would be allowed to see her, as she
was heavily sedated following the hours of operations. For that reason,
she and Mr. Marcoti were returning home, with Judy.
The news that Mother was alive and would probably recover was welcome
indeed. We would now begin to grieve over Father, whose death had taken a
back seat place to Mother's condition. It wasn't that we had forgotten
about Father, rather the condition of the living, remaining parent had
taken an uppermost place in our minds. In spite of the grieving that we
were enduring, fatigue caught up with us and we were forced to go to
sleep. My sisters and I lay down together, fully clothed, in Maria's bed
while Maria shared Gina's bed. When we awoke, Mrs. Marcoti and her
husband had returned. It was six o'clock Monday evening. We awoke to the
aroma of pasta cooking. I had not eaten since the 'Dodge City' hot dogs,
and my sisters hadn't eaten since Sunday breakfast. We pulled ourselves
together and went downstairs to find out what was going on. Judy was
asleep on the couch in the living room. We went into the kitchen and Mrs.
Marcoti walked over and embraced us. She said that they had arrived home
several hours ago but did not want to wake us. Mr. Marcoti had gone out
to get some milk and things and should be back any minute. As she
finished, the front door bell rang. She said that her husband must have
forgotten his key again. She asked me to please let him in. I went to the
front door and pulled it open. There, in front of me, stood my mother.
"Mommy", I shouted and jumped to embrace her. Then I stopped when I
realized that it was not she. The woman in front of me looked just like
her but the hairdo was different and she looked a little younger.
The woman gave me a sad smile and said, "Hello, David".
I said "Aunt Katherine?"
She nodded and stepped forward with her arms out. I went into her arms
and hugged her while she hugged me. My sisters had heard me when I
shouted and had come running. They saw me hugging my mother's look alike
and ran up to us. They realized as quickly as I had who it was. We had
never met our aunt before, but there was no doubt as to who she was. Mrs.
Marcoti had come out of the kitchen, and now Mr. Marcoti returned from
the store. My sisters had joined us in the embrace.
Mr. Marcoti said, "Welcome to our home, Mrs. Bliss. Let's get inside and
we'll do proper introductions."
Judy had awoken with all the commotion, and Gina and Maria had come
downstairs. They now joined the crowd as everybody was introduced.
After kisses, hugs, and a little more weeping, Mrs. Marcoti said, "Dinner
is ready. Everybody into the dining room. There's no food worse in this
world than over-cooked pasta."
Over dinner, my sisters related the events again. They sobbed as they
told the story. In spite of the solemnity, they ate their meal in order
to satisfy the pangs of hunger, which resulted from a day and a half
without food. Aunt Katherine listened in silence. When they finished,
Mrs. Marcoti filled in what she knew of Mother's current condition. Then,
Aunt Katherine indicated what she would like to do. We should return to
our house and get cleaned up and organized. First thing tomorrow we would
drive up to the hospital to see Mother and talk with the doctors. There
were other things to do such as talking to our school, and the police,
and making.. Funeral arrangements. Mr. Marcoti gave her directions to the
hospital and the State Police Barracks. We finished eating and Aunt
Katherine said that we should be going. We all thanked Mr. and Mrs.
Marcoti for all that they did to help us. We said goodbye to them, and to
Gina and Maria, and left after promising to keep them informed about
Mother's condition and the other matters.
It was good to get home. Being back in comfortable and familiar
surroundings helped to reduce the anxiety that we were feeling. It did
not diminish our grief, but it did help us to deal with it a little
better. We were able to clean ourselves up and change our clothes. Once
we finished, we all sat down to talk with Aunt Katherine at the kitchen
table. This was the first time that any of us had met her, but it turned
out that she would have instantly recognized any of us. Mother had been
sending her pictures of us since we were born. I asked why she had never
come to visit us. She said that it was a silly reason and now she
regretted it more than ever. Prior to Mother's marriage, she had gotten
into a terrible argument with Father. She vowed never to visit while
Mother shared a roof with Father. She advised Mother to break her
engagement because Father would never amount to anything. Mother was
heartbroken when she even refused to attend Mother's wedding fifteen
years ago. But in spite of Aunt Katherine's dislike for Father, she and
Mother maintained a close, sisterly relationship over the years. Father
refused to allow any mention of her name in our house.
Aunt Katherine told us that she regretted her words, and although Father
had proved her predictions to be wrong, her stubborn pride had prevented
her from trying to mend the broken fences. She said that father had shown
himself to be a good and dependable husband, and father. She was sorry
that she was not able to tell him, and apologize for the words spoken in
anger so many years ago. As she talked, we began to see how very much
like Mother she was.
At ten o'clock, Aunt Katherine told us that it was time for bed. We had a
busy day ahead of us tomorrow. We all went upstairs together. Aunt
Katherine would stay in Mother's room. We prepared ourselves for bed and
retired for the night. I lay awake for sometime thinking about the events
of the past two days. I wept again when I thought how I would never again
talk with Father. And I wept as I pictured my mother's broken body on the
highway. I wanted to be brave tomorrow, so I was hoping to get cried out
tonight. I finally drifted into a fitful sleep. I dreamt about trucks
crashing into our car, and our bodies flying through the air to land
broken and bloody. I woke up very early, my pillow and sheets soaked from
sweat. I got up and went into the bathroom to take a bath, where I
allowed myself to soak in the warm water. It relaxed me after the tense
night of constant nightmares.
I got out, dried off and dressed while it was still dark outside, and
went downstairs. I made a cup of cocoa for myself and sat in the dimly
lit kitchen to drink it. Susan came in just as I was about to take my
first sip. I asked her if she'd like some and when she said yes, I got
another cup out of the cupboard and divided it up between us. I had
brought down two of my new vitamin capsules since I had not taken one
yesterday. Susan asked me about them and I told her what they were. She
asked if she could try one. I told her that Mother had made me promise
not to share any as they could cause her, Judy or Mary to become very
sick. I said, "You know that I would give you anything that I have, but I
don't want you to get ill." We sat there in silence, holding hands, and
sipping our cocoa, until the first rays of the sun peeked into the
kitchen window.
Judy and Mary came into the kitchen to find us still sitting there. They
came over to us and we embraced as a group.
Aunt Katherine walked in to find us like that. "Good morning children. It
looks like it will be a beautiful day for our drive to visit Liz.. er,
your mother."
"Good Morning, Aunt Katherine" we all chorused.
My sisters unlocked from our embrace and began to prepare breakfast. A
whirlwind of activity produced the meal in record time. Aunt Katherine
busied herself with the telephone. She carried a book, about the size of
a diary, but many times thicker. As she spoke on the phone, she made
constant notes. I heard her call our school and inform them of the
events, and she told them that we would be out for the remainder of the
week. She requested that copies of homework assignments be given to Gina
Marcoti so that we could keep up with our schoolwork. She called the car
rental agency and arranged for her car to be picked up, as she would use
mother's car for the duration of her stay. She was incredibly organized
and each call lasted only long enough for the purpose to be achieved. She
did not employ any of the chitchat, and social pleasantries that Mother
always used when making calls. When breakfast was ready, Judy called to
her and she joined us.
While we sat and waited for her to say grace, she started to munch a
piece of toast and look at her notes. She suddenly realized that we were
staring at her. She stopped eating, and noticing our hands on the edge of
the table, put down the toast and folded her own hands. She said, "I'm
sorry, too many years of living alone. Judy, would you give the
invocation."
"We thank thee Lord for this thy bounty", Judy stated, then added, "We
would like to ask that you look after Mother and speed her recovery, and
please look after Daddy. He's with You now. Amen."
"Amen", we all echoed.
We started to eat. I said, "Aunt Katherine, I thought that you were
married, but you just said that you had spent years alone?"
"Yes, David. Do you remember about five years ago, that your mother came
to visit me for two weeks?"
"Yes."
"Well, that was when my husband passed away. I know that my stupid feud
with your father prevented any contact with all of you, or even of my
name being mentioned openly in this house. It is my own fault and I don't
blame your Dad. Anyway, my husband, Gregory Arthur Bliss, 'Gabby' to his
friends, because of his initials, not because he talked too much, passed
away after being injured at an oil drilling site. Your mother flew down
immediately to help me through that darkest period of my life. I loved
Gabby fiercely, and have not remarried. I run our little oil drilling
company and that keeps me pretty busy."
"How long can you stay with us, Aunt Katherine", I asked.
"I am here to help get you through this terrible chapter in your young
lives. We're family and family does for one another. I hope that we can
get to be good friends now that we have been brought back together by
this unhappy circumstance. I don't want you to worry. I'll take good care
of you until your mother is able to resume the job."
I got up from my chair and went over to her. I put my arms around her
neck and hugged her saying, "Thank you, Aunt Katherine, I'm glad that
you're here. We need you."
My sisters all came over and joined us in the embrace. When we had
straightened back up and returned to our seats, I noticed that Aunt
Katherine's eyes were a bit misty.
She took a tissue from her pocket and blew her nose. "It makes me sad",
she said, "when I think of what my stubborn pride has kept me from
enjoying all these years."
I understood, at that moment, that Aunt Katherine had intense feelings of
loneliness in her heart. They were feelings that I recognized well since
I shared those same feelings. I felt even closer to her now.
Within an hour we were on our way to the hospital where mother was. Once
there, we were able to look into her room and see her prone form on the
bed, but only Judy and Aunt Katherine were permitted inside the room. The
nurse said that she was still 'doped up', and would probably be kept like
that for several days. She directed us to a small waiting area, and told
us that a doctor would be with us shortly. When the doctor arrived, we
sat quietly and listened as he talked with Aunt Katherine. He said that
the prognosis was good at this time. He firmly believed that she would,
in time, make a full recovery. Her broken legs and broken arm should mend
properly. The breaks had, fortunately, all been 'clean'. The internal
bleeding had been stopped. There did not appear to be any permanent
damage to the spinal cord or cranium. Her broken ribs had punctured one
lung but it had been re-inflated without difficulty and the ribs would
mend. The lacerations had all been treated, many requiring stitches. It
would be many days before all the swelling went down and other tests
would have to wait until then. Since she was still young, the doctor felt
that her basic recovery would be fast, and if no complications arose, she
could have visitors in about 5 to 7 days. Full recovery would be at least
a year. There would, of course, be scars. But even they were not so bad
that a decent plastic surgeon would have any difficulty in making them
all but invisible on face, arms, and legs.
We were all very relieved and thanked the doctor. Aunt Katherine asked
how long it would be before Mother could be moved. She said that she was
sure that Mother was receiving the very best of care, but since we were
from out of state, and the trip was a long one, it would be easier on the
family if she could be transported to our home town hospital, as soon as
it was safe and reasonable. The doctor said that he understood completely
and that she could be safely moved in about two weeks, barring any
complications of course. Aunt Katherine thanked the doctor, and told him
that Mother should receive anything she required. Money was no object;
Mother must have the best care.
We left and drove to the State Police barracks. Aunt Katherine had a
conference with an investigator while we sat in a waiting area. When we
left, she told us that the drunk that had rammed the car was still in
jail because he was unable to make the bail that had been set at a
hundred thousand dollars. Our car, the trooper car, and the truck, had
all been taken to an impound lot as evidence. Since a State Trooper
witnessed the accident, and the man's blood alcohol level was three times
the allowable limit, my sister's would not have to testify because of
their ages. Conviction was, of course, certain. Father's body would be
sent to a funeral home in our hometown today in preparation for burial.
The funeral home would make most of the arrangements. The obituary would
appear in this evening's paper although everybody in town already knew
about it. Because of the 'sensational' news of the crash, pictures of the
accident scene had appeared on the front page of our hometown paper.
The wake for Father was held the next day in two time periods. In the
afternoon from one o'clock to three o'clock, and again from seven o'clock
to nine o'clock. We, of course, attended both sessions. The number of
people who showed up for the afternoon viewing astounded me. The
sensational headlines must have reached everybody who had ever purchased
a house from father, or had construction work done by him, because I
didn't recognize most of the people even though they spoke glowingly of
him. The evening viewing looked like a rock concert attendance. I
recognized father's employees, and many of his fellow tradesmen,
architects and contractors. Aunt Katherine spent a great deal of time
talking with people and collecting business cards.
The next day, we attended the funeral mass, and the church was filled to
overflowing. The Thursday service was reminiscent of a holiday service,
where everybody makes a point of attending even though they may not go
every Sunday. Father John spoke so well of my father that I started to
weep again even though I had thought my tears to be ended by now. He told
of construction work that Father had performed for the church over the
years at no charge, and what a fine man, good husband, father, and friend
he had been. He said that his passing will leave a large void in our
community, but he knows that father is with God now and we will all carry
on until we join him again someday. The funeral procession to the
cemetery must have stretched out for a mile. After the burial, we
returned to the house. Family friends flocked back with us bringing
assorted dishes of food. For the next several hours, the house was filled
with visitors, then all had departed and the house returned to silence
once again.
On Friday, we somberly settled into a kind of limbo. Gina Marcoti had
brought our homework assignments and we spent the day studying and
catching up. It was good to get our minds off the events of the past
week. Aunt Katherine left in the morning and said that she would return
at dinnertime. She had to meet with a lawyer and tie-up a number of loose
ends. My sisters prepared dinner that evening, and all was ready when
Aunt Katherine got home. The timeliness and quality of the food
preparation surprised her. Judy explained that on weekends, the sisters
always cooked the meals and cleaned the kitchen. After dinner, Aunt
Katherine rose to assist with cleanup but my sisters shooed her and I out
of the kitchen. This was their job and they were sure that we had other
things to do. Aunt Katherine went into the living room and started
working on papers that she was carrying in her briefcase. I went upstairs
to read.
I chose 'Hamlet' thinking that it would take my mind off things, but the
violence in the book repelled me. I went to my bookcase and scanned the
titles. I had never realized before, how much violence was recorded in my
small library. All the 'classics' were ripe with violent episodes. I
finally settled on a non- fiction book about whales. But in the first
chapter, they showed pictures of the 'gentle giants of the deep' being
harpooned and ripped apart for oil and other products. I put the book
back in the bookcase and took out my chessboard. I set the men according
to layouts in a book that I had about famous chess games and then worked
on solutions by trying different moves. A knock at my door interrupted my
thoughts and when I said, "Come in" Aunt Katherine appeared.
At my invitation, she sat on my bed. She looked around and said, "It
looks like you got the smallest bedroom."
"Well, since I don't have anybody to share it with, it makes sense that
the larger rooms would go to my parents and sisters."
"David, I hope that you can come visit with me, for a while, in Texas.
Would you like that?"
I thought about it for a few seconds and replied, "Yes, Aunt Katherine,
I'd love to come visit you sometime."
"That's wonderful, honey. I spoke with your teacher today. She told me
what a wonderful student you are. Almost straight A's in all your
subjects. Just a B+ in history, but your recent work and weekly test
scores have raised that to an A even though it will not be posted until
final report cards. She said that under the extenuating circumstances,
she would go along with a recommendation to allow you to finish the
school year a little early and still receive all A's on your final report
card."
"What do you mean a 'little early'."
"Well, normally you finish around June 20th. Instruction is actually
completed by mid-May with the rest of the time allocated to review,
testing, grading, and end-of-school- year activities such as graduations
and things. Your school has said that because of your excellent academic
record you could leave on May 20th with a final grade of all A's. Isn't
that wonderful?"
"Yes. I guess so. But why would I want to leave early?"
"So that you could come with me to Texas."
I stared at her for a minute, and said, "I thought that you were going to
stay until Mother had recovered?"
"Sweetheart, I said that I am going to take care of you until your mother
is able to resume the job, but that won't be for about a year. Maybe
less, but maybe more. I have a business to run just like your Daddy had a
business, and I have to get back to tend to that business. I just can't
stay for a year, much as I would like to. Now, what I would like to do is
spend the next several weeks getting your Daddy's business affairs taken
care of. Since there is no one in the family to take it over, the best
thing to do is sell it while it is still a viable commodity. Do you
agree?"
I thought it out and had to concur. There was nobody to run the business
now. It was best to sell it as a going company. I nodded.
"Then if your sisters agree, we'll do it. We don't want to bother your
mother with such matters, and I know that she'd agree anyway. Then, in
three weeks, you and I will travel to my home in Texas."
"What about my sisters?"
"I'm getting to that, sweetheart. Mr. & Mrs. Marcoti have agreed to let
the girls stay with them for a month until the end of school. Then they
will join us in Texas. About that same time, your mother can be flown
down to a local hospital. By then she'll be strong enough to make the
trip. That way, we'll all be together and you can all be near your mother
while she recuperates. How's that sound?"
The last part sounded terrific. "Why can't I just stay here until my
sisters go down?"
"The Marcotis would love to have you but their house is a bit small.
Since you are a boy, it would impose too many difficulties. They are
sorry. They don't want to see you four split up as they know how close
you all are, but it will only be for a month. Think of it as a trip to
camp. And you'll still have your Aunt Kathy nearby."
I knew that Aunt Katherine was doing the best that she could for us. We
had to understand that she had duties and obligations other than us. I
told her that while I wished I could stay, I understood the reasons for
what she was saying, and I would go with her, as she was requesting.
She hugged me and said, "I knew that you would agree, your mother always
tells me how bright and supportive you are. I am just trying to do what's
best for all of us. Let's go talk to your sisters now. I wanted to
discuss it with you first, because it will have the biggest impact on
you."
My sisters were reluctant at first. Having just lost my father, and with
Mother in a hospital, the further erosion of the family frightened them.
But my agreement with the plan ultimately swayed them. They realized that
it would not happen for three more weeks and then only about a month of
separation before we were all reunited.
That weekend we traveled up to New York and got motel rooms near Mother's
hospital. Mother was still taking heavy pain medication but was awake.
When she saw us come into her room, she started crying and we started
crying too. We wanted to hug and kiss her but had been warned in advance
that her broken ribs would not permit it. We had to settle for lightly
kissing her face and squeezing her right hand. Her other arm had been
broken and was in a cast. She was physically a mess, but we told her she
looked wonderful to us. We were being sincere, as we had thought a week
earlier that she might not live.
The hospital staff had filled her in on what had happened. Aunt Katherine
had been calling every day and leaving encouraging messages and passing
on get-well sentiments from friends. Mother's private room was filled
with flowers and get well cards. She started crying again when we told
her about the wake and the funeral. She had not yet fully come to grips
with Father's death. We tried to do what we could to cheer her up. When
the nurse came in and said that the time was up, Aunt Katherine asked us
to step outside so that she could discuss a few important matters with
mother. She had her briefcase with her, and after we said goodbye to
mother and told her that we would return tomorrow, she opened it as we
walked out of the room. We waited outside until Aunt Katherine came out.
We left the hospital and looked for a restaurant. We ate dinner in
silence. It had only been six days since the accident, and seeing
Mother's condition had brought the memories of it flooding back into our
minds.
After dinner we returned to the motel. In Aunt Katherine's room, we held
a family meeting. She told us that Mother had signed a 'power of
attorney' naming her as agent in all legal matters on mother's behalf. An
attorney had drawn up the papers. Over the next several weeks, she
intended to sell all the assets of father's company and the company
itself. I asked her if she was aware of the big land deal that father had
just arranged. She said that she was. Father had left very good notes and
she had found the contracts. She had also spoken with father's attorney
about the matter. In addition, she had found numerous deeds and contracts
in Father's safe at his office. A number of contractors had left their
cards with her at the wake and she intended to invite them to tender
offers for the company, land deals, and building contracts. She would
also solicit offers from other large construction companies on the East
Coast. After we moved out of our house it would be placed with a realtor
to be rented out until Mother decided its disposition. A very good law
firm had been engaged to file suit against the company that owned the
truck, their insurance carrier, and the drunken driver himself. Aunt
Katherine had been busy and she appeared to have matters well in hand.
The next day, we returned to the hospital and were able to spend a full
hour with Mother before being chased out by the nurse. We told her that
we would be back next weekend, kissed her, squeezed her hand, and left.
Mother was transported to nearby St. Augustine's Hospital on Tuesday May
3rd. We had seen her on Saturday and Sunday again and now would be able
to see her every night. The doctor told us that we were the best medicine
for her. So every night, at seven o'clock we walked into her hospital
room. Since her friends wanted to visit, and only so many were allowed at
a time, she told everybody else that evenings were only for her children
and sister, and begged them to come during the afternoon hours. One of
her visitors was Dr. Clark, who had been away to a medical conference the
weekend of the accident and had only learned of it when mother was
admitted to the hospital. She visited Mother every time she was in the
hospital, which was about five times a week. Because she was a doctor,
she could visit during non-visitation hours when there was no competition
for Mother's attention, and her time with Mother draw them closer in
friendship. Mother told her that I would be travelling to Texas in a few
weeks and would not be here for the six-month checkup. Dr. Clark asked
her to have Aunt Katherine bring me in just before we left, for a quick
checkup.
May 4th was my birthday and we brought a small cake to the hospital so
that we could celebrate with Mother. After I blew out the eleven candles,
Mother gave me a small package that Judy had wrapped. When I opened it, I
saw the small gold cross and delicate chain that Mother had lent to Darla
Anne to wear. She said, "I haven't been able to do much shopping lately.
I'm sorry but this little token is all I have to offer for your
birthday."
I said, "I love it. I can't imagine a nicer present. Thank you Mommy, I
love you."
"And I love you honey. Happy Birthday. I promise that for your next
birthday I'll be up and walking around."
"That would even be a better present that the one that you've given me
today." Then we all had a piece of the small cake.
The next weeks were a blur of activity. I studied extra hard to make sure
that there would not be any problems with my final grades. We chose to
pack up all personal belongings in the house and ship them to my aunt's
home in Texas. We expected to be there for at least a year and wanted our
things around us. We packed all of Fathers things so that Mother would be
able to decide what she wanted to keep or discard, when she was fit
again. When we were done, the house was stripped of personal items except
for the clothes and things that my sisters would require for their final
month here. Rather than tax the limited space at the Marcoti's house,
many of the remaining possessions would stay here and the girls could
come retrieve it as it was needed, and leave items that were not needed.
It was like having an enormous suitcase that you could pop under the bed
when you were through. A shipping company would pickup the few remaining
boxes just before the girls left to join us in Texas. The already packed
items would be picked up a week before Aunt Katherine and I left, so I
had to keep a week's worth of clothes out when we finally sealed the
boxes.
On Monday, May 16th, the shipping company picked up our boxes of
possessions. Friday was my last day at school so I went around at recess
and said goodbye to all of my classmates. The yard warden even permitted
me to walk around, unrestricted, on the girl's side to say goodbye to my
female classmates. When class let out, I stayed behind, while my sisters
waited outside the school, to say goodbye to my teacher and thank her for
her considerations. She said that I had earned everything I received as
grades and that she, and my past teachers, had been lucky to have such a
wonderful pupil in their classes. We hugged and parted. She wished me
good luck in all my studies, and in my life. I joined my sisters and we
walked home. It was our last walk home together from St. James School and
we thought of it as a sad journey. They would be walking this route for
four more weeks, while I would be in Texas.
The next day, Aunt Katherine took me to see Dr. Clark for my checkup. Dr.
Clark ushered me in after greeting me as David. This was the first time
that I had appeared as David to her. She had me strip down and began to
fill out a form. She weighed me, measured my height, head size, neck,
chest, waist, hip, and foot size, recording all measurements on her form.
She listened to my heart and lungs. Looked into my eyes, ears, nose, and
throat. Then she took another blood sample, before telling me to get
dressed. As I dressed she asked me if I had been taking the pills each
day.
I said, "Yes, Dr. Clark, but I'm almost out."
"That's OK David, I have a new supply for you. I was going to mail them
but after I spoke to your mother and arranged for you to come today, I
decided to give them to you while you were here. All dressed? Come sit
down with me."
I sat on a stainless steel stool across from her chair.
"How have you been feeling. I mean physically, not the sadness of your
parent's accident."
"I feel fine, Dr. Clark. Aside from the depression of my life being
turned upside down."
"You've grown about of an inch and put a some weight on in your bottom
since you were here five weeks ago."
"I haven't been getting much exercise lately. Just studying and sitting
around too much I guess."
"David, has Darla Anne visited lately?"
"No, Dr. Clark. Not since my last checkup."
"Do you still wish that she could stay permanently?"
"Oh, yes. But until Mother is well, I guess that she will have to stay
away because Aunt Katherine.. has never met her."
"I see", she said, then looking at her watch, "Well, time for my next
patient. Let's go into the office." She gave me a box, which contained my
pills. "Your mother and I have become close friends. I'll continue to
look in on her at the hospital at every opportunity. Her progress has
been wonderful. She'll be ready to travel to Texas as soon as your
sisters are finished with school. Take care of yourself, Darla Anne, I
hope I get to see you again."
I smiled at her use of 'Darla Anne'. I told her that I too hoped we would
meet again, and I hoped to see her two beautiful daughters again also. We
walked out into the waiting room and she said goodbye to Aunt Katherine.
She added that the family resemblance between Mother and Aunt Katherine
was striking, and beauty must run in the family because all the Drake
women were beautiful. She winked at me and I smiled. Her next patient
arrived, and we left.
Aunt Katherine asked me what was in the box and I told her that it was
just my vitamins. We drove back home and arrived in time for lunch with
my sisters. Gina and Maria Marcoti were there and we invited them to stay
for lunch. Meals were a bit limited since most of the kitchen items had
been packed and sent to Texas, but we made out. After Aunt Katherine and
I left tomorrow morning, my sisters would pack up the rest of the kitchen
and take their meals at the Marcoti house. We spent the afternoon
together with Gina and Maria. Aunt Katherine was taking us out to dinner
so we said our good-byes when the girls left at 5:30. I hugged and kissed
Maria and told her that I would miss her. Then I hugged and kissed Gina
and told her the same. She bent down and whispered in my ear, "You're my
woman. I own you, and don't you forget it." Then she kissed me on the
lips and smiled.
I smiled back, and said, so that only she could hear, "Oh Milord, thou
art incorrigible." We both giggled and then they left.
The next morning was hectic. We had to finish packing for the trip and
rush to catch the plane. Extra clothes, that I would not need right away,
were packed to go with the shipper. The goodbye was tearful but we knew
we would be together in one month. We left mother's car in the driveway
and took a cab. The dealer, who had purchased it, would pick up the car
on Monday. My sisters would close up the house and move to the Marcoti's
house this afternoon. I waved to my sisters as the cab pulled away from
the house. It reminded me of the times that David had left to take a trip
while Darla stayed. The airplane trip was exciting. We rode on a brand
new Boeing 707. It was an enormous plane, and the trip only took a little
over four hours. It was still morning in Texas when we arrived. We took a
cab to the downtown area. It dropped us off at a parking garage. We
walked inside and Aunt Katherine led the way to a light blue Cadillac.
She opened the trunk and we put out suitcases in. She slammed the lid and
we got inside the car. She waved to the attendant at we exited the
garage, and he smiled and returned the wave.
We drove for about 30 minutes, then turned into a gated driveway. Aunt
Katherine said, "We're here. Home Sweet Home!" I couldn't see a house,
but she said that it was just out of sight on top of the mesa. When we
reached the summit, the largest house that I had ever seen came into
view. It looked more like a hotel, then a home. It was a two story wood
frame house with a roof that looked like it housed another story.
We stopped in front, and I half expected to see a staff of servants come
running down to the car to greet us. When none came, I asked, "Do you
live here all alone?"
She smiled and said, "Yes. Since Gabby passed away. I hire daytime
servants as needed. My cleaning lady left just two days before I was
summoned to New Jersey. I had just started to interview new help. We'll
have to find someone now that we are back."
"Why do you live in such a large house", I asked.
"It was Gabby's inheritance, and we wanted to have a large family, but it
wasn't meant to be. We entertained quite often back then, so a large
house was nice. We completely gutted the house and remade it inside. We
could have visitors stay without being cramped. Come on, I'll give you
the tour." We walked up the steps of the enormous porch and while she
unlocked the door, I looked at all the rocking chairs, and other
furniture arrayed along the porch which ran the length of the house.
As soon as we were inside, she turned to a keypad and punched in a code.
Several seconds later the phone rang, and she said, "Yes, I've just
returned", into the receiver after she picked it up and listened for a
second. "Thank you for checking."
We were standing in an enormous foyer. We put down our suitcases and she
led me around the downstairs areas. She showed me to an enormous kitchen
at the rear of the house. Many restaurants would be envious I thought.
There were four stoves, side by side, in the center of the room, with an
enormous hood over them. I saw a walk-in refrigerator, a walk-in freezer,
a walk-in pantry, and work counters, with mixers and other devices, ran
around all of the walls. This would be heaven to a cook.
Exiting the kitchen through a side door, we walked into a dining room.
Six very large, round tables with chairs occupied the room and a head
table with ten chairs reigned over the area. A quick count told me that a
party of fifty-eight could be seated very comfortably, and many more if
other chairs were added.
Off of the dining room was a sitting room that contained a half dozen
couches and two dozen chairs, in intimate clusters.
A ballroom, complete with a small stage, came next.
We crossed the foyer and entered a barroom that had a twenty-foot
mahogany bar, and a back bar with full mirrors and shelves full of
different liquor bottles. Beer taps stood prominently mounted on the back
of the bar, waiting to serve patrons with three different brands of beer.
Half a dozen poker tables filled most of this room. There was a
regulation-sized pool table as well.
She led me down a hallway and showed me a sewing room that resembled a
tailor's shop, an office with a copy machine, conference table, and two
desks holding a half-dozen telephones, and then an enormous library
filled with wall- mounted bookcases that extended from floor to ceiling.
The bookcases were filled with books. My eyes glazed over a little in
ecstasy as I scanned the titles. This library rivaled the ones found in
small New Jersey towns. She said, "Well that's the highlights for this
floor. Let's go upstairs."
We returned to the foyer and walked up a large circular staircase. At the
top, halls extended in three directions. We walked straight ahead and
turned into the first doorway on the left. We walked in and I saw the
boxes that I had packed with the things from my bedroom. Aunt Katherine
said, "I instructed them to put your things in here for now. I'm sorry,
this is one of the smaller bedrooms, but it is the only one that is
somewhat masculine. I'm afraid that I have decorated most of the bedrooms
with a feminine look." One of the smaller bedrooms, I thought to myself.
This bedroom was as large as my sisters bedroom, my parent's bedroom and
my bedroom all put together. I walked around and spotted another door. I
thought that it probably led to an adjoining room, like they do in
hotels. But instead I found a full bathroom. Just inside the door of the
bathroom, was a door to a clothes closet that was larger than my old
bedroom. I walked back outside and said "Aunt Katherine, it's wonderful.
Thank you."
She smiled and said, "Good, I'm glad that you're happy with it. Would you
do me a favor?"
"Anything", I said.
"Please stop calling me Aunt Katherine. I think that we've become close
enough to be a little less formal."
"Of course. What would you like me to call you?"
"How about 'Aunt Kathy' or just 'Auntie'."
"OK, Auntie."
"Much better. Now come on, I'll show you the rest of the floor."
She put out her hand for me and I took it. She led me back into the
hallway and we retraced our steps, and walked into the hallway that is on
the left when you get to the top of the stairs. There were five doors in
this wing. We stopped at the first door on the right. When she opened it,
I saw a bedroom even larger than mine. It was decorated in a feminine
motif as she had indicated. The next door on the right opened to a
similarly sized bedroom but with a different color scheme. Then we walked
directly across the hall from that bedroom and she opened the door to
another bedroom. This one was feminine to the extreme. We entered and
walked around. She had a sad and wistful expression on her face so I knew
that this room was special.
I said, "It's absolutely beautiful, Auntie. Did you decorate it
yourself?"
She said, "Yes, I had hoped that I would have a daughter. It was to be
for her. I would have given you this room, but I thought that its
feminine look would probably upset you. Gabby hated anything feminine.
The bar downstairs was his idea of the perfect room."
I smiled and she smiled back. I walked over to a door that I assumed to
be the bathroom and opened it. It was a hallway. On the left was another
door and upon opening it I found a walk-in closet almost as large as my
new bedroom. In fact, closet did not really describe it; it was more like
a clothes room. Clothes racks and shelves lined the walls and two rows of
clothes closets and shoe closets extended from floor to ceiling, in the
middle of the room. If anybody had enough clothes to fill this place,
then they would never have to wear the same outfit twice. The other door
in the hallway led to the bathroom, and what a bathroom. A circular tub
that could almost be considered a small swimming pool was the highlight
of the room. A double sink counter, shower, toilet, bidet, makeup
counter, and a couch filled the rest of the room. I walked back into the
bedroom and looked at Aunt Kathy, "This would have made your daughter
very happy. Any girl would feel like a fairy princess in this bedroom.
It's wonderful, and you've decorated it so beautifully." I walked over
and ran my hand over the bedspread on the king-sized canopy bed.
Aunt Kathy looked at me and said, "Do you really think so?"
"Absolutely, if Gabby didn't like then it was his loss."
"Thank you David. I put my heart and soul into designing and decorating
this room. You're one of the few to even see it since it was completed. I
come in here sometimes to just daydream about what might have been. I so
badly wanted a daughter to share things with. Your mother has been so
fortunate to have you children. I have been so envious, for such a long
time." She walked over to me and hugged me. "I'm really glad that you're
here now. I've been so lonely out here. Thank you for coming."
"It's me that should be thanking you. You dropped everything and rushed
to help us when we needed you. Thank you, Auntie. I love you."
She took a tissue out of her pocket and dabbed at her eyes. "Come on, on
with the tour."
The next door in the hallway was a large walk-in closet with cleaning
supplies and clean towels and linen. At the rear of the closet was
another door. I asked where that went, and she said that it was the
access to the attic. "A lot of dusty memorabilia and old clothes. It was
Gabby's ancestor's old stuff." The last door in the hallway was her
bedroom door. When we entered, I felt like we were in a small auditorium.
The giant circular bed was lost in the beautiful bedroom, which was
wonderfully feminine and soft in its decor. Several couches, chairs, and
tables were scattered around the room. Her bathroom and closets dwarfed
the ones that I had just looked at. The old sayings about everything
being bigger in Texas were certainly true in this house.
We walked down the hallway and she showed me the rooms in the other
wings. The first room, in the wing on the right, was an eat-in kitchen.
Very much larger that our kitchen at home but a miniature of the one
downstairs. It was fully stocked with food including fresh fruit and
vegetables. She said that this was where she ate and prepared her meals.
The one downstairs was really only for parties, except for when she
really felt in a mood to cook. Her secretary had brought fresh food when
she had come to let the shipping company move the boxes in. Next in the
hallway was a set of double doors. I assumed it to be some kind of closet
but when she opened them I saw a full sized elevator. She said that she
rarely used it, but had it inspected once each year to keep it in good
working condition. The rest of the floor was dedicated to bedrooms. They
were all about the size of the second and third rooms that we had looked
at, and each having a private bath. The exception was the end room in the
right wing. That was the one at the opposite side of the house from
Auntie's. That room was double the size of the others. I counted a total
of eight separate bedrooms, in addition to the four in Auntie's wing.
Auntie said, "Well that's it, except for the basement, garages, stables,
and aircraft hanger. The ranch is comprised of about ten thousand acres.
We are at the front of the property here. The road that we came on is our
boundary."
"Ten THOUSAND acres?", I asked.
She looked at me and said, "Oh David, out here that's a hobby ranch. And
I lease most of it to my neighbors for their farming and ranching
operations. We only have about a thousand for ourselves. The rents pay
for all the taxes on the property and give us a decent profit too. Well,
I have to put the car away. The sun is murder on paint finishes down
here. Then I'm going to take a nice hot bath and soak for a while. Why
don't you start unpacking some of your stuff and organize your room? Feel
free to move the furniture around to suit you if it's not placed to your
liking."
"OK, Auntie. Thank you."
She left to move the car and I went to my bedroom.
I started carrying the boxes into my walk-in closet. When they were all
arrayed along the walkway, I started to open them and store the contents.
Hanging clothes were hung on the racks and folded clothes went into the
built in drawers. I put my games, and books on the shelves. One box
contained the feminine clothes that Mother had given me. I put all those
things in the bottom drawer furthest from the door, along with my makeup
and jewelry. My pink skirt & blouse were concealed inside a winter coat
that was zipped up. The only clue was the extra hanger that hung over the
bar and disappeared in the coat. I wore the delicate gold chain around my
neck. Since Auntie had already seen it, there was no need for
concealment. After storing everything, I cut the tape on the boxes and
folded them flat, like they had been when we had picked them up from the
shipping company.
I walked down to the kitchen and got an apple. I munched on it as I
retraced much of our earlier tour, bypassing Auntie's rooms, of course,
so that I would not disturb her in her bath. I again explored the
beautiful rooms that Auntie had intended for her daughter. I marveled at
the workmanship in the clothing room. The built in racks for shoes,
boots, and hats intrigued me. I looked at the shelves that extended all
the way to the ceiling. A ladder like the one that you see in libraries,
ran along a rail mounted a couple of feet below the ten- foot high
ceiling. All the rows were equipped with the rail and the ladder could be
lifted off and put on any of the others. There was a full-length mirror
mounted on one wall that opened to reveal another panel that contained a
mirror. When that was opened, three full-length mirrors allowed someone
to view himself or herself from almost any perspective. The mirrors that
swung out were like wings and could be set to any angle.
I left the clothes room after learning most of its secrets, and walked
into the bathroom. I had heard of bidets but had never seen one, so I
spent a few minutes examining this one. The bathtub was marvelous. There
was enough room for an adult to stretch out on the bottom without
touching the sides. I resolved to ask Auntie, after we had lived together
for a while, if I could try it out. The makeup table had rows of lights
around the mirror. A switch on the side of the table turned them on. It
wasn't actually a table. It was more like a desk. It had a row of drawers
extending down either side of the leg opening. The drawers were only
about five inches high and there were six of them on each side. When I
opened them I was surprised to find them filled with makeup. Lipsticks
and nail polishes of every imaginable color. Foundation, blushes,
mascara, cremes, and facial items filled the drawers. I found nail
clippers, files and emery boards, tweezers, and eyelash shapers. In
short, everything that a girl would need to get made up. I turned off the
light, and went to the sinks. There were two sinks mounted on one counter
so that two people could wash at the same time.
I turned off the lights and left the bathroom. As I exited the short
hallway into the bedroom, I saw Auntie coming into the bedroom. I thought
that she might be upset about my invading this special room so I said, "I
hope that you're not too angry, Auntie, I was just looking around again."
"Oh David, I'm not angry. I was coming in because I thought that I may
have left the lights on earlier. This is your home now too. You can go
anywhere in it. I do expect you to respect the privacy of my bedroom, and
I will respect yours as well."
"Of course, Auntie."
Spotting the apple core in my hand, she said, "I see that you've been
eating. Are you still hungry?"
"Yes Auntie, I only had one apple."
"Come on then, I'll fix us some lunch."
We walked to the second floor kitchen and I sat at the table while Auntie
made some ham and cheese sandwiches. She brought them over, along with a
container of milk and two glasses. We talked the whole time that she was
preparing the food, and in between bites and drinks. She told me about
her and Mother growing up. I had never heard the stories, since Mother
was not allowed to mention her name in our house. It was the only thing
that I ever knew Father to be totally unreasonable about. I repeated this
thought aloud to Auntie.
She said, "I have to take most of the blame, David. I really caused the
argument when I told your mother that your dad would not be a fit
husband. I even tried to split them up. I was convinced that your dad
would never be a good husband, father, or provider. I was totally wrong
on all counts and I am very ashamed. I further compounded the error by
refusing to attend their wedding. It hurt your mother deeply. She wanted
me to be her maid of honor. Your father took it as the final insult, and
forbid your mother to ever mention my name in their house. When their
marriage proved successful, I should have swallowed my pride and begged
his forgiveness. But I kept procrastinating, and wound up cheating myself
out of a relationship with a beautiful and loving family. I am so sorry
that I can't fully put it into words. Your mother and I corresponded
regularly, and she sent me pictures of you children growing up. I will
show you the albums sometime. I would occasionally dream that it was my
family. As I told you before, I have been very envious of your mother at
times. I am so happy that you are here with me now. And soon, your
sisters and mother will be here. This old house will finally have a
family in it again. At least, for as long as it takes for your mother to
fully recuperate."
"I am very happy to be here Auntie. I too, am sorry that you were absent
from our family for so long. Daddy was a good father. My sisters and I
loved him with all our hearts. The love that he shared with Mommy was
obvious. They were always kissing, hugging and joking around. We shall
miss him tremendously."
"You're father was also an acute businessman, David. The deal that he put
together just before the accident, will bring in a substantial sum of
money. With the sale of his business and the other assets, your family
will be secure for life. A father could not want for more than to make
sure that his family was provided for in the event of his death. The
lawsuits against the drunk driver, his company, and the insurance carrier
should easily pay for all of your mother's very considerable health
expenses." She changed the subject then to avoid our getting too
melancholy, and told me story after story about her short life with
Gabby. He sounded wonderful, and I was going to say that I wished I could
have met him but decided against it because it would lead to thoughts of
lost family years again. Instead I told Auntie stories about we kids
growing up. It turned out that she had heard many of them already. I had
had no idea that she and Mother had been in such close communication over
the years.
After several hours of talking, we walked downstairs. She said that she
had a surprise for me. She took me into a room, next to the barroom,
that we had not seen earlier. It looked like a small movie theatre, and
she said that that was exactly what it was. It could also project
television images onto the screen. So she turned it on and we watched
some local programming. At six o'clock, we called the Marcoti's and spoke
with my sisters to tell them that we had arrived safely. I told them
about the plane ride and about the beautiful home than Aunt Kathy has.
After spending twenty minutes on the phone with them, we wrapped up our
call by telling them how much we loved them and wishing them good luck
with their schoolwork. Then we called mother's hospital room to tell her
of our safe arrival. Aunt Kathy and I spent another twenty minutes
talking to her before we expressed our love, and our desire to be
together again soon, then hung up.
Auntie prepared a dinner for us, and after she cleaned the kitchen we
went to the little theatre and she showed me how to put on a 16mm movie.
We watched an Alfred Hitchcock movie about a man who, innocently, got
tangled up with spies and almost wound up falling off of Mount Rushmore.
It was a great movie. We rewound the reels and stored the movie, then
headed up to bed. At my door she kissed me on my cheek and said that she
just wanted to tell me again how happy she was to have me there. I hugged
her, kissed her and told her how happy I was to be here. Then we retired
to our bedrooms. I guess that I was really tired, because I had almost no
sooner climbed under the covers then I was asleep.
I slept soundly that night. In the morning I could not recall any dreams.
That was most unusual. I arose from bed, went to my bathroom and took
care of urgent business, then washed, brushed, and dressed. Auntie was in
the kitchen when I walked in. She was cooking bacon and eggs. She brought
me a plate and some toast, and I dug in. After breakfast she told me that
she had to go to her office, and asked if I would be OK by myself. I said
that I would be fine. She gave me the telephone numbers of her office and
her car phone, showed me the codes for the security alarm, and how to
summon help in an emergency. Then she kissed me goodbye, said that she
would be home at six o'clock, and left.
I wandered around the house again, exploring the first floor. When I had
finished, I felt that I had a good feel for the layout. I went to the
library and spent some time looking at the titles. After a couple of
hours, I started to feel a little bored and lonely, so I went up to my
bedroom. I lay down on the bed and thought about what I should do. Then I
remembered the makeup supplies that Mother had given me. Since Aunt Kathy
would not be back for hours, I decided to experiment. I took all the
facial makeup and went into the princess bathroom. I started practicing
applying the makeup. At first, the results were terrible. I wiped it off
and started again. Then again and again and again. By late afternoon I
had started to get the hang of it. I took it a step further, and
borrowing some things from the makeup desk, I worked on my eyes. Mother
had said that a young girl does not wear eye makeup but I saw no harm in
practicing its application. After a number of attempts, my work started
to look passable. I was very pleased with the face that looked back at
me. Glancing at the time, I realized that I must start to clean up.
Auntie would be home within an hour. I removed all vestiges of the makeup
and put everything away. Then I double- checked to make sure that I did
not leave any sign of make-up on my face, neck, ears, or hair. I lay down
on my bed and started looking through the book that I had brought up from
the library.
Auntie arrived home at exactly six o'clock. She immediately started
supper and called me when it was ready. She had stopped and picked up a
cooked chicken, and then cooked a package of frozen peas and frozen
french fries. The chicken was rubbery, but edible. As we ate, she told
me about the things that she had done today and whom she had seen. I was
amazed at the number of things that she had accomplished. She asked me
about my day. I told her that I had explored a little and now felt
comfortable that I knew the layout of the house. Then I told her that I
had spent some time in the library and I told her about the book that I
was reading. After she cleaned the kitchen, we went downstairs and
watched some TV until bedtime. We walked upstairs and she kissed me
goodnight, I reciprocated then we each went into our bedrooms. I brushed
my teeth and examined my face. I saw that I would have to pluck my
eyebrows again. They had not been done in the weeks since Susan had done
it. I went to the princess bathroom, got a tweezer, and returned to my
bathroom.
I wanted to pluck them tonight so that the redness would be gone by
morning. After I was finished, I examined the job, and satisfied, I went
to bed.
The next morning I arose and went to the kitchen after taking care of my
bathroom needs. Auntie was there already, dressed for work, and making
pancakes. As I started to eat, she said that she had a very early
appointment. She told me just to leave my dish in the sink and she would
clean up when she got home. She kissed me and hurried out. I heard the
front door close a few minutes later. I finished my breakfast and put my
dish in the sink. Then I stopped and looked at it. I thought that since I
had nothing to do, I might at well wash the dishes and clean the kitchen.
As I started to put on an apron, I decided that Darla Anne would be
better doing this 'women's' work.
I went to my bedroom, got my clothes and cosmetics, and went into the
princess bathroom. I took a bubble bath and shampooed my hair. I felt
wonderful when I started to get dressed. I put on a new pair of the
panties that Mother had purchased for me, then the panty girdle to hide
my little secret. The girdle was tighter than I remembered, then I
thought about my last checkup. Dr. Clark had said that I had put on
weight in my bottom. After I hooked up the waist nipper part of the
girdle, I looked at myself in the mirror. The extra weight that I had put
on gave me quite a shape when added to the special padding of the girdle.
My bigger hips made my waist appear to be smaller. I put on the padded
training bra and reached my arms behind me to clip it. I looked at myself
and saw that my lack of exercise was giving me a flabby chest as well as
a bigger bottom. The excess flab was being squeezed into the cups of the
bra giving me the appearance of tiny, budding breasts. I rolled a pair of
nylons up my legs and attached them to the garters. I put on my tight
half-slip and camisole, then slipped on my pink pumps. I looked at myself
in the mirror and thought, so far, so good.
I used the curling iron that I found in a makeup table drawer to curl my
hair as Mother had done for me. Then I applied my makeup and applied my
pink finger nail polish. After two perfect coats and a clear coat had
dried, I examined my nails. They looked quite good. In the five weeks
since my sisters had fi