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Pirates and Maidens
by
Pamela
(c) 2002 Pamela (
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Miss Gilliam surveyed her sixth grade class. They were truly her favorite
class among all those she had taught since she began teaching ten years
earlier. What a nice bunch of kids, well, except for that awful Mary Lou
Bogart who not only was unattractive, but was a downright tomboy. Many an
anecdote about Mary Lou played out in the teachers lounge about her
belligerent attitude, since she had been in the school since kindergarten and
every one of her former teachers recalled what a struggle it had been to teach
her. It wasn't that Mary Lou was a bully or disruptive. It was that she only
did what she wanted to do, and you could never get her to budge an inch.
Susan Gilliam had been planning the next class project since the beginning of
the school year. It would start as soon as the current section on American
naval history was completed; actually, American naval history was mostly about
pirates and shipwrecks, the kinds of things that easily held the class
attention, well mainly the attention of the boys. After naval history, the
class would put on the most wonderful dance theater. There were 12 boys and 12
girls. There would be 12 pirates and 12 maidens. They would form 12 perfect
couples, arranged in a symmetric pattern on the stage. In full costumes:
exciting pirate outfits with aluminum swords, peg-legs and hooks for the boys
and pretty pastel, lace, gowns for the dancing maidens. How many layers should
the petticoats be? She made a mental note to talk about it with Mrs. Bedlam,
the home economics teacher who would be teaching the girls how to sew their
own petticoats and dresses. There should be enough layers so that the skirts
stood out at maybe even a 60 degree angle. Susan Gilliam sighed with pleasure
at the vision, and tingled with excitement imagining the beautiful symmetry of
the kids as they danced on the stage of the school auditorium, with hundreds
of parents present, as well as the principal and maybe even the school
superintendent.
There was just a few minutes left before the final bell, but Miss Gilliam
wanted to announce the project to the kids, so they could share her
excitement. She got everyone's attention, with the exception of Mary Lou who
was looking out the window in her usual desperate desire to get out and back
to whatever rock she crawled out from. No, that was a mean thing to think.
Probably her parents were the problem. They had a reputation for being as hard
nosed as their daughter was. Miss Gilliam cleared her throat and got the
attention of the kids and then proceeded to tell them about the dance program.
There would be five dances, covering five different eras of American dance in
the eighteenth century. The boys would be dressed as pirates and the girls as
maidens. The boys would make their swords and peg-legs and hooks in industrial
arts room, while the girls made their dresses in the sewing lab. As she made
the announcement, she saw glee in the faces of 23 kids, and one monstrously
foul look forming on one young lady named Mary Lou Bogart.
"Mrs. Gilliam!!" Mary Lou practically shouted.
"Its Miss Gilliam, Mary Lou, as I've told you about 100 times just this week."
"Mrs. Gilliam!" Mary Lou said.
"What Mary Lou?"
"I want to be a pirate!"
"As I said, Mary Lou, the girls are the maidens, the boys are the pirates."
"But there are girl pirates!"
"We did not study any girl pirates."
"But I bet there are. Anyway, I want to be a pirate. Its not fair that only
the boys get to be pirates."
Miss Gilliam went to great length to explain the beautiful symmetry of 12
pirates and 12 maidens. And that having 13 pirates and 11 maidens would just
ruin the entire effect. Besides, there would be nothing more ridiculous than
having two pirates dancing with each other. The class thought that was pretty
funny and they laughed along with Miss Gilliam, except of course, for Mary Lou
who only scowled.
"I don't care, Mrs. Gilliam. I want to be a pirate."
Just then the bell rang and the kids got up to catch their busses.
Miss Gilliam called out, "we'll finish this discussion tomorrow!"
Lord why have you given me Mary Lou Bogart, Susan Gilliam thought to herself.
13 pirates and 11 maidens would not work. She would die before she gave up her
perfect 12 couples: 12 hearty pirates and 12 beautiful delicate maidens. Mary
Lou Bogart, curses!!!
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Tim Senate couldn't wait to run home to tell his mom and dad about the dance
performance that his sixth grade teacher Miss Gilliam had told the class
about. He was going to get to dance with one of the girls in the class. He
prayed it would be Penny. It would be pirate dances with the girls as maidens.
Old fashioned music and magical costumes. He wondered how they were going to
make swords. How sharp would they be. And how did one wear a peg-leg, if one
had two perfectly good legs?
His mom and dad were pleased that he was excited about the project. It was not
everyday that Timmy came home loving school. He was a good student, one of the
smarter ones in the class, but he was uneven. He tended to do well in what he
liked, mostly the sciences, and not so great in areas he didn't love, like
English and most especially that horror or all horrors: language arts. Here
was an activity in a realm where Timmy had never shown much interest before.
Who knows, maybe it would spark a lifetime interest in music and dance. That
would be truly wonderful his parents thought.
That night Timmy thought about dancing with Penny. They would have to be
holding hands he figured, and maybe he'd get to put his arm around her. In
some dances he imagined that he'd have to twirl her around and catch her. Just
before he fell asleep he realized that some poor boy in the class would end up
with Mary Lou. He couldn't help but laugh at the thought. Poor boy. He'd have
to be careful that she didn't throw him around. He chuckled to himself, and
then froze at the thought that there was a possibility he'd be the one stuck
with her. No way that I'd be so unlucky. Our last names are so far apart, it
would be impossible for us to get together. With that comforting thought Tim
fell asleep.
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The next morning when Miss Gilliam arrived at school at 7:30 AM there was
already a message to call Henrietta Bogart, Mary Lou's mother. Gee, what could
this be about Miss Gilliam thought cynically.
"Hello?" the voice on the phone said.
"Ms. Bogart? This is Miss Gilliam, Mary Lou's teacher. You wished to speak to
me?"
"Yes Mrs. Gilliam. Mary Lou told me that you won't let her be a pirate in the
project you announced yesterday. Quite frankly, I think its sexist and unfair
and..."
"You do not understand. The project is just as much about eighteenth century
dancing as about pirates and we need to have pirates dancing with maidens. Who
will Mary Lou dance with if she is a pirate?"
"I don't care. It is not my problem. Perhaps two pirates could watch the
others..."
"I'll see what I can do," Miss Gilliam cut her off.
After hanging up the phone, Miss Gilliam thought to herself, "stand around and
watch the others!" How are they supposed to dance in two groups of six for the
finale dance, or three groups of four for the allemande? Ridiculous. That
woman is an idiot!
Amy Bedlam walked into the teachers lounge and joined Susan Gilliam.
"Problems?" she said after seeing Susan's face.
Miss Gilliam explained the situation.
"It is certainly a dilemma, Susan. Can you borrow two girls from Mrs. Edwards
class?"
"Thirteen couples Amy? Are you serious? Besides, a class is a class. You can't
take kids out of a class near the end of the school year. And worst of all,
the classes are in competition with each other for the best show."
Mr. Brakes the shop teacher walked over after hearing the conversation. "Why
don't you have one of the boys be a maiden?" he said matter-of-factly.
"Now I've heard everything!" Miss Gilliam said.
"No seriously. Its an ancient tradition in the theater. The Greeks did it all
the time. What about Tootsie and Mrs. Doubtfire? You know."
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Miss Gilliam stood in front of the class with considerable trepidation.
"By a show of hands, how many of you have seen the movies, Mrs. Doubtfire and
Tootsie?"
Virtually every hand in the room went up. "They're very funny movies are they
not?"
The class tittered in agreement. "What do the two movies have in common?" Miss
Gilliam asked.
"Boys pretending to be girls," Jacques said.
"Exactly! Do you know that it is one of the great traditions of the theater.
It goes back two thousand years to the ancient Greeks who wouldn't let women
act on the stage. In fact, only the very best actors got to play women roles!
In modern times just look how great Dustin Hoffman and Robin Williams are!!"
Minutes later Miss Gilliam formed the class into two lines. One line of boys,
the other of girls. She had them line up from shortest to tallest. "We're
going to find our partners for the dance show according to height. We want
each couple to be as close as possible in height. Now turn and face the girl
or boy in the other line and see who your partner is! Sarah, take a pen and
paper and please write down the names of the couples." As she watched the
kids, Miss Gilliam mentally paired off the couples trying to see who was going
to be opposite Mary Lou. Tim Senate! she thought to herself, thank God! An
eminently reasonable boy. Intelligent, good natured, and just a tad delicate.
Not effeminate, but not barrel chested and muscle bound, either. He will do
just nicely.
Tim Senate turned and saw that he was opposite Mary Lou Bogart. Oh yuck and a
half, he thought, I have to dance with Mary Lou? He saw that the next girl
shorter than Mary Lou was Penny and she was standing opposite Greg. If he had
been only a half inch shorter it would have been Penny next to him and not
Mary Lou. Greg was the handsomest boy in the class and also a great athlete.
Tim wondered why good things always had to go to guys like that.
Miss Gilliam had everyone sit down after Sarah was done recording the names.
"Very good. Twelve perfect couples for the perfect dance." Miss Gilliam saw
Mary Lou with her hand raised. She ignored it. "There is one small change that
I have to announce. For certain reasons beyond our control, Mary Lou will be a
pirate in the production. So her partner will then be a maiden."
Mary Lou lowered her hand and blurted out, "Tim is my partner. He's the
maiden!"
Miss Gilliam in all her life had never seen a face as red as that of poor Tim
Senate. It was red like a thousand roses. Like a lobster in a pot. She made a
note to tell Amy about it later. She would get a kick out of it.
Tim had his hand raised.
"Yes, Tim?"
"Miss Gilliam. Its not fair that I should be a maiden. I'm a boy!"
"But Tim. We just got through our class discussion about how only the best boy
actors get to play the role of girls. You will not BE a maiden, you will be
ACTING the part of a maiden in the same great tradition as Robin Williams and
Dustin Hoffman!" Miss Gilliam held her breath hoping beyond hope that Tim
would take the bait. The thought passed through her mind, 'if you believe
this, I have a bridge I want to sell you that runs between Brooklyn and
Manhattan.' If she could just get past this next minute, he would be caught.
He might jump around a bit on the dock later, but he would be a dead fish, and
one lovely maiden in the perfect dance come performance time.
"Everyone will make fun of me!" Tim said with a slight whine of desperation in
his voice.
"Who in this room is going to tease Tim?" Miss Gilliam said fiercely. The
class remained absolutely still.
"See, no one Tim, they have only the greatest respect for your acting ability.
Don't you all?"
There was a murmur of agreement, but not exactly a rousing confirmation of her
point, so Miss Gilliam repeated, "we are depending on Tim to put on the
performance of a lifetime so that our class can win the best performance
award, and then we'll be going to Six Flags amusement park and be the envy of
the school!!"
At this there was a great cheer from the kids. Even Tim seemed to be pleased
by the thought, though for the rest of the day he brooded. Just before class
was dismissed at the end of the day, Miss Gilliam said that tomorrow morning
the maidens would be meeting with Mrs. Bedlam to begin planning their dresses,
while the boys would meet with Mr. Brakes to start construction of their
swords.
Miss Gilliam saw Tim's eyes react like he had seen a vampire. He came up to
her after the dismissal bell, and she explained to him with all the kindness
and firmness she could muster, why it was that he had to go with the maidens
to make his dress the following day.
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At the dinner table that night, Tim's Dad asked him how the preparations for
the dance performance were going.
"Just great dad," Tim said with no enthusiasm.
"Yesterday you were so excited. What happened? You didn't get to partner with
Penny?"
Tim was silent.
"Don't tell me you ended up with Mary Lou?" his mother said with feigned
anguish.
"Its not funny," Tim said. His parents both chuckled.
"Worst things have happened, Tim. I'm sure you'll dance fine with Mary Lou."
"Worse things did happen!" Tim said.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean that Mary Lou is going to be the pirate and I'm going to be the
maiden!"
"The maiden?!" his older sister Lucy asked incredulously. Tim's mom and dad
gave her a sharp glance and she said, "how nice!"
Long after Tim and Lucy had finished dinner and gone upstairs to do their
homework, Tim's mom and dad were still discussing what, if anything, they
ought to do about Tim playing the part of a maiden. Finally they decided to
take a wait-and-see attitude. If it became an unreasonable burden on Tim they
would intervene. In the meantime, there was a possibility that the experience
would be beneficial for Tim. It could develop his character and certainly
improve his acting skills.
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The next day Mrs. Bedlam welcomed her dozen "girls."
"Our job here is to make your maiden costumes and to start learning your dance
steps, away from the boys. I don't suppose that many of you know much about
sewing, but you will be experts by the time we're done. The maiden costume
will be a very pretty dress about knee length with puffy sleeves, a sweetheart
neckline and a sumptuous petticoat. Miss Gilliam and I have picked out a
lovely pattern. First you will make your petticoats and then the dresses. Any
questions?"
Tina raised her hand, "do we wear stockings?"
"Yes, Tina. The petticoats will be white and the dresses will be different
colors. So you'll wear a shade of nude hose. You also need to have white
shoes, with one inch heels. We want you to look elegant but still be able to
dance."
Tim sat by himself at the side of the room. Petticoats and dresses? How could
he ever wear them? Pantyhose? Was Mrs. Bedlam serious? And how was he to get
girls shoes?
"Oh, and one thing more," Mrs. Bedlam said, "how many of you are wearing bras
already? Raise your hands."
Six of the girls raised their hands. Tim furtively glanced at them feeling
nearly overcome by embarrassment. He saw that Penny had her hand raised.
Mrs. Bedlam looked around the room. "About half of you, I see. The dances we
will be doing were done by ladies a century or more ago and we need to look at
least a little bit lady like. You will have to wear bras and from the look of
you most of you will need padded bras, at least an A cup. I'll be sending
around a note to your parents." The girls tittered with amusement at the
announcement. During the commotion Mrs. Bedlam turned to Tim, "and, of course,
you probably don't know the first thing about bras. I can bring one in for
you, unless you prefer that your mom buy you one?"
Tim looked at Mrs. Bedlam and she looked at him. "What do you prefer?" Mrs.
Bedlam said.
"I guess if you buy me one?"
"It's probably best if your mom does. I'll write her a note and tell her what
you need. She'll also have to get you pantyhose, and the shoes of course. That
may be a bit difficult. Probably a woman size would fit you."
Tim felt woozy. A padded bra? Girls shoes? Pantyhose? He felt a loud ringing
in his ears and fought to keep from crying or yelling or whatever emotion he
was feeling.
Mrs. Bedlam looked up at the class, "any further questions?"
"What about our hair, Mrs. Bedlam?"
"Good question Sarah. You'll have to wear your hair up with as many curls as
you can coax. I'll distribute some pictures of how ladies wore their hair back
then, and your moms or perhaps a beauty parlor can make them up that way a day
or two before the performance. We'll have to get a wig for Tim. I have an old
one at home, I'll bring it in for him."
"If there are no more questions, then the first order of business is to
separate you into buddy pairs. When we begin to teach the dances you will see
that they are always symmetric about the middle of the stage. What is done on
the right side of the stage is reflected as if through a mirror to the left
side. To make it look as pretty as possible we need to have the two shortest
couples together, then the next two smallest couples and so forth. For each
group of two couples, the two boys and the two girls will have steps that are
reflected from one another. Once again, as if a mirror were held up through
the center of the stage. Any questions?"
Mrs. Bedlam then proceeded to name the couples. While Tim listened intently he
tried to figure out if he and Penny would be a pair. Finally, to his great
relief he heard her say, "Tim and Penny will be the fifth pair of girls,
coming from couples 9 and 10, and then, Alison and Marge the last pair, coming
from couples 11 and 12."
Tim winced at hearing himself referred to as a girl. However, at least one
good thing had happened to him in this whole mess. Penny was going to be his
partner!
Mrs. Bedlam had the partners stand in pairs and looked them over to make sure
they were well matched. Satisfied with what she saw, Mrs. Bedlam said that
since there were only six sewing machines in the room, the pairs would work
together to make their petticoats and dresses. "That way we can learn from
each other. Now take a seat with your buddy at a machine and we'll begin work
on our petticoats. They're a lot easier than the dresses and will give you a
chance to get some practice before tackling the harder job."
Tim and Penny sat at their sewing machine. Tim was so nervous that he could
barely talk when Penny smiled at him and said, "I suppose you don't know much
about sewing, do you?"
"No."
"No, you don't or no, you do?"
"Oh, no, no. I can't sew!" Tim said.
"No need to worry since I have a lot of experience."
"Good. Thanks." Tim felt like an idiot.
"I've always liked petticoats," Penny said, "I wore one for my first
communion. They're nice because they keep your skirt out wide. That's pretty."
Tim managed to smile at Penny. He was at a complete loss for words. "I haven't
worn a petticoat."
Penny laughed. "I wouldn't have imagined that you'd had. Boys in petticoats,
thats funny!"
"But I'll have to wear one," Tim said meekly.
"You're just acting. That's different. Its nice that you're helping Miss
Gilliam out. She's such a nice teacher."
Penny has the prettiest smile of any girl Tim thought.
"If I can have your attention," Mrs. Bedlam said and waited until the class
quieted down. "Here is what your petticoats will look like when you are done."
She held up a white petticoat and spread it out to reveal the layers of
skirts. "The skirts are nylon taffeta. There are three 11 inch ruffles and 6
tiers of tulle net, and extra tulle for added fullness. There is approximately
140 yards of netting. To get your petticoat to come out as perfect as this
one, you must pay strict attention to detail, and have me and your partner
check out your handiwork each step of the way. You should find a tape measure
on your desks, and your first job is to get accurate measurements of your
partner so that they can make the right sized petticoat. They have to fit
within one inch of the bottom of your dresses. You'll have to take
measurements for both the petticoat and the dress." Mrs. Bedlam demonstrated
on one of the girls what measurements she wanted: bust, waist, hips and
distance to the knee, among others. "Make careful notes and double check your
work. Any questions?"
Sarah held up her hand.
"Yes Sarah?"
"Mrs. Bedlam. If we wear padded bras, won't that change the measurements of
our busts?"
"Yes, Sarah, but we're only talking of an A cup. It shouldn't be too
important. Though you could give it an extra inch if you really want to make
sure you have enough room. OK. Now lets get to work."
Penny took the tape measure which was lying on the sewing machine table in
front of her. "Stand up Tim," she ordered and he got up. She took the tape
measure and circled his chest with it. It was all Tim could do to not feint
with excitement as Penny stood close to him and gently touched his chest. She
pulled the tape measure taut and read "32 inches, though we better put it down
as 33 since your bra will make a big difference I should think. Maybe even 34
would be better. What do you think?"
"Sure. That's OK."
"34?"
"Yeah, 34."
Penny proceeded to measure his waist which came to 29 inches and his hips
which came to 30 inches.
"34-29-30, got it?"
"Yep," Tim said.
"Now its your turn to measure me," Penny said, and handed the tape measure to
Tim. "First do my bust."
Tim faced Penny and stepped forward to put the tape around behind her back
like she had done for him. "Aim it across my bust and read off the
measurement," Penny said. She was wearing a soft cotton, short sleeved, blouse
in a kind of salmon color. Her small breasts were well defined. Tim could see
the outline of her bra underneath her blouse. Penny stood erect and
straightened her posture so her breasts stuck out slightly more. Tim gently
laid the end of the tape on top of her breasts and gathered it together. His
shaking fingers lightly touched her bust. "34" Tim said.
"Are you sure?" Penny said. "I was a 33 when I got measured for my bra. See if
it pulls tighter."
Tim did as she said and he saw the tape push in her breasts slightly. "Thats a
33 now, but I think its squeezing you." Tim let go the measure and stepped
back.
Penny gazed at him and smiled. "Then write down 34. Thats great. Now do my
waist and hips."
If felt to Tim like Penny was an oven. Really, he couldn't tell if it was he
that was so hot, or if it was her. Under her gaze he lowered the tape measure
so that it ran around her waist. "27," Tim said.
"That's nice also," Penny said, apparently pleased with the result.
Tim then laid the tape across her rear end. He had to crouch down in front of
her to take the reading and he awkwardly fumbled with the end of the tape and
was able to read off, "33."
Penny felt around her hips making sure the tape was laid flat, and then
leveled it out a bit. "Still 33," Tim said.
"Good. 34-27-33," Penny said and wrote it down.
They must be good numbers Tim thought since they evidently pleased Penny.
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At lunch Tim sat with his friends, Jacques, Steve and Leon.
"How's the maiden?" Steve said.
"Hey, Miss Gilliam said,..." Tim started to say.
"I know, I know, take it easy," Steve added.
"Anyway, I got to be with Penny. She's my sewing partner."
The guys suppressed their laughter.
"I got to use a tape measure to find out her figure!" It was clear to Tim that
the guys did not find this as exciting as he did. It was best if he did not
mention anything more about what was going on with the other maidens. How to
make a petticoat was not something the guys evidently wanted to hear about.
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That night, when his dad was downstairs watching TV, Tim sat down on the bed
next to his mom who was folding laundry in her bedroom.
"Mom, there's something I need to talk to you about."
"What honey," she said, as she carefully folded one of his dad's shirts.
"Mrs. Bedlam, you know the sewing teacher, said I need to wear a padded bra,
the same as the other girls, you know maidens. She wants us to look more like
grown up ladies."
"A padded bra?" his mom said with surprise."They must really be serious about
you playing the girls role."
"So you don't think its too weird?"
"Weird? I don't know. I guess I was thinking from what you mentioned yesterday
that you would only have to wear an old dress or something over your street
clothes. A padded bra? I don't know. If you say they want the maidens to look
older, then I suppose that would really help a lot."
"So its not weird?"
"If you feel too embarrassed about it, I could have a word with your teacher."
Tim knew what Miss Gilliam would say, and the thought of disappointing her
made him uncomfortable. "I'm not complaining like that. I'd hate to upset Miss
Gilliam. This means a lot to her. I just wanted to let you know about the bra,
in case there was something really wrong about it."
"No, I think the only important thing is how you feel."
"Then, I guess its OK." Tim was thinking of Penny when he said that. A little
rocking of the boat and he might lose his chance to be her sewing partner. "I
also need to get pantyhose and girls shoes, Mrs. Bedlam is going to send a
note home about it."
"What about panties?"
"She didn't say anything about them," Tim answered. "Why do I need panties?"
"They're usually worn under pantyhose."
"We also have to sew our own dresses and petticoats, and I had the greatest
luck since I get to work with Penny. She's my partner and I got to talk with
her today and got to know her a lot better. She's very nice."
"I'm glad to hear that." His mom folded another shirt and appeared to be deep
in thought. "When will you need the bra and other things?"
"I don't know. In a couple of weeks when we start to rehearse. I won't have to
go to the store to buy a bra will I?"
"No. I suppose I could just buy one for you. But you know your sister might
have one that would fit you. Lets take a look."
Tim followed his mom down the hall to his sister's bedroom. After his mom
explained to Lucy what they were after, Lucy said, "I don't want him wearing
my bras."
"But you don't wear the padded ones any longer," his mom said.
"Still," Lucy said.
"You're being selfish."
"Mom, am I the only sane one around here? How can you allow him to wear a bra?"
"Its OK, mom," Tim said with distress, "maybe you could just buy me one."
"No, Tim. Your sister is going to share, and furthermore who asked her for her
opinion about you taking the part of a maiden? Tim is the bravest student in
his class. Besides, this is a wonderful opportunity for him to show his acting
skill."
"OK, mom, take them!" Lucy said smirking, "but then I don't want them back."
She opened her underwear drawer and scrounged around for a few seconds and
then pulled out two bras and handed them to her mother.
"Thanks," Tim said meekly. The bras had large, firm, padded cups. One was
plain white without ornamentation, and the other was peach colored and
decorated with lace across the cups and partially onto the straps.
"The white one is 32A and the peach one is 34B," his mom said as Tim followed
her back to her bedroom. "Lucy never much wore the peach one. She got it at
the end of the school year and by the end of the summer she didn't need any
padding!" Lucy had a prominent bosom like her mom and the other women in the
family.
"Lets see how these fit. Take off your shirt."
Tim's mom held the white bra out for him and he put his arms through the
straps and she fastened it in the back. It was tight and uncomfortable.
"It doesn't feel good. Is it supposed to be so tight?"
"No, of course not. It's the bra that Lucy wore when she was just 10. We'll
try the other one."
"The fancy one?" Tim said.
"Yes the fancy one. Its just a bra like the other one." Without emotion his
mom helped him on with the peach colored bra and said, "this seems to fit much
better. Is it too tight?"
"No, mom, but isn't it kind of girlie?"
"How can a bra not be girlie?" his mom said. "I think it fits you perfectly.
Not too tight, not too loose."
"It feels strange."
"Of course it does to you! Come look in the mirror."
Tim looked at his reflection in the full length mirror behind the door. He was
inordinately aware of having two large mounds on his chest. Mounds covered
with a peach colored lace. The feeling was like nothing else he had known.
There was a faint scent of perfume on the bra. His chest was taken over by the
bra and the feminine odor.
"I feel weird, mom."
"What's the commotion?" Tim heard his dad's voice in the hallway. Before he
could run away his dad and Lucy appeared in the doorway.
"Jesus Christ!" his dad said. "Tim? In a bra?"
"It was my bra," Lucy said, "I can't believe you'd let the school make him
into a sissy."
"Enough of that, it doesn't concern you," his mom said sternly. "This is hard
enough for Tim without your lack of consideration. The teachers want
authenticity and apparently it means wearing a bra."
"Don't you think we ought to talk it over with Miss Gilliam?" his dad said.
"I've had a good talk with Tim, and I think it really is a matter of what Tim
wants. He's uncomfortable, but its to his credit that he's willing to live
with that to help out his teacher."
"I hope that Miss Gilliam appreciates how brave you are and how valuable a
team player," Tim's dad said.
"I'm sure she does," Tim's mom said.
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"To set the stage for the formal dances, the opening scene will introduce the
pirates and maidens," Mrs. Bedlam lectured. "It will be very much like the
Pirates of Penzance, in case you are familiar with the Gilbert and Sullivan
musical comedy. The maidens will be on stage, the pirates will rush in, the
maidens will cower in fear, scream in terror and run around the stage. As each
maiden is caught by her pirate, she falls into his arms and pretends to faint.
Then, after the couples are formed, the pirates vow to become gentleman, and
then the maidens have a change of heart and show admiration for the bravery
and strength of their partners."
"Now gather together stage left and tremble with fear. The pirates will be
facing you on the right side of the stage. Good Tim. See how trembly Lisa is.
See if you can do that." Tim held his arms across his chest and shook them as
if in great fear.
"Now the pirates are trying to catch you and you're scared. Run around the
room! With small steps! Hold your hands palms out, arms bent and fingers
spread wide. Like you're scared."
"Tim, you're steps are too big. Run more gently. Look at how the girls run.
See how they swish their hips and the delicate positions of their fingers and
hands?"
Tim ran behind Penny and imitated everything she did. He felt ridiculous.
"Very good Tim. Its OK to run like a girl here. You ARE a girl, remember?
That's much, better! You're a delicate maiden. Girls remember you'll be
wearing your dresses and petticoats which will be swirling around you! Very
good."
Mrs. Bedlam observed the maidens. "Now each of you run to me one by one and
faint into my arms. First, Amy."
Amy ran and stopped in front of Mrs. Bedlam and pretended to faint by
gracefully falling back into her arms. Mrs. Bedlam made a few comments and
then had the next girl do it. After Penny had done it, she said, "your turn
Tim. Remember, be delicate." Tim ran toward her and then stopped, turned and
in an exaggerated pose of timidity and fearfulness leaned back as if he was
fainting. "That's the right idea, Tim, but not like you're in a silent movie.
Imagine you are made of feathers. A delicate angel caught by a mean pirate.
You're so scared you faint." Tim did it again. "Better Tim, but I want you to
keep on practicing that every day at home."
"In the last part of the intro the pirates will stand tall, flexing their arms
and the maidens will swoon with pride at their manliness." Mrs. Bedlam assumed
the pose she described and had the girls show admiration for her flexed arm.
When it was Tim's turn he ran up to her and tried his best at showing
excitement but he knew it wasn't convincing. "That won't do Tim, you've got to
believe I'm strong and that you're a pretty maiden in need of protection. You
saw how Amy did it?"
Tim tried it again. "A little better. We'll have to specially work on this.
But you've had a very good first day."
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Tim loved working alongside Penny making their petticoats. She was a skilled
and meticulous worker. She showed him how to carefully measure the soft nylon
fabric for each skirt layer, and to cut the shapes to perfection from a
pattern supplied by Mrs. Bedlam. She showed him how to sew each piece together
and to add the trim. The work was delicate and often needed four hands to hold
down material while it was cut and sewn. She helped him with his petticoat
first, and then they did hers. Penny had him try his petticoat on in different
stages of the work, and each time he felt more than a little embarrassed. But
Penny remained nonchalant, and once even told him there was no need to be red
in the face. "If anything, you look perfectly normal in a petticoat," she said
and Tim felt strangely reassured, though he suspected if he were to look in a
mirror, he would not come to the same conclusion.
After two weeks the maidens had finished their petticoats to Mrs. Bedlam's
satisfaction, and then she began a discussion about the dresses. They were to
vary in color. There would be six colors, each pair using the same color. The
shorter girls were to be in black, dark-blue and green. The taller girls in
pink, yellow and light blue. "I want the six shorter girls and the six taller
girls to meet informally and decide who gets which color."
Penny and Tim gathered with the four other taller girls to decide who should
get the pink, yellow and light blue dresses. Penny said, "my favorite color is
pink. What about the rest of you?"
"Definitely yellow," Amy said.
"I like baby blue," a girl named Clara said, and the two others said they
didn't care.
"What about you Tim. What color dress do you want?" Penny said.
What he wanted was probably the black dress, or maybe a dark blue one. The
choice in front of him was not the best. "I guess the light blue, but I don't
want to take it away from Clara."
"In that case we might as well have pink," Penny said, "OK?"
"Sure," Tim said. Evidently this experience was going to be as traumatic as
humanly possible.
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Later that day he met with the guys in the cafeteria.
"Man you should see our swords," Jacques said.
"They're really cool," Steve added, "made of aluminum. Real shiny and long."
"Too bad the ends are dull, Mr. Brakes won't let us sharpen them, or even duel
with them. He says they're just for carrying around."
Tim listened with envy. "What about the hooks?"
"We haven't gotten to the hooks yet. We started on the peg-legs making them
out of leather and wood," Leon said, "and we don't actually cut off our legs.
Its just a matter of making a sling to hold our leg while it is tucked back
behind us."
"How can you dance in a peg-leg?" Tim asked.
"They're just for the opening scene. Then we take them off and rush around
scaring you maidens," Jacques said. Steve and Leon laughed.
"Guys!" Tim said disgustedly and shook his head. "How's Mary Lou doing with
her sword?"
"She gave Mr. Brakes a hard time about it. She wanted the biggest one in the
class. He practically had to yell at her to shorten it by a foot."
"You're going to have a lot of fun dancing with her. She's bragging about how
she's going to grab her maiden with her hook and not let her go," Jacques
said. "You won't be able to run away from her. She said she's going to marry
her maiden for life."
"Very funny. What did Mr. Brakes say?" Tim said.
"He's so fed up with her, he told her she could do anything she wanted, but
that the sword point better not be sharp," Jacques answered.
Tim glumly thought about the reality of dancing with Mary Lou.
"What's new with you and Penny?" Leon said.
Tim smiled. "I'm going to ask her out when this whole thing is over. I think
she likes me."
"As a boy or a girl?" Leon said.
"Very funny Leon, you're so jealous!"
"How's your sewing coming along?" Jacques said.
"We're making the dresses now. We finished the others."
"The petticoats?"
"Yeah, the petticoats. The dresses are real complicated. I'm lucky Penny is
helping. She really knows what shes doing. I haven't had to do much except
help her." Tim thought dreamily about how nice it was to sit next to Penny as
they worked shoulder to shoulder at the sewing machine. A dozen times he had
wanted to ask her out, but every time he had gotten scared and not said
anything. Then he had seen her talking with Greg in the hallway and he
wondered if he had waited too long. What was stopping him was the dress, he
rationalized. How could he ask her out and then dance with her in the dress?
It would not be much longer until this whole business was over with, and then
he'd definitely say something to her.
***********************************
As Mrs. Bedlam had predicted, the experience gained in making the petticoats
was put to good use in making the dresses. Even though they were a complicated
affair, with many special tucks, pleats and difficult to reach stitches, it
was nothing that fazed Penny. She confidently figured out every operation and
with patience helped Tim work on his dress while she did her own. From time to
time they would talk about their other classes and about their families and
activities outside of school.
One Monday morning, Tim told Penny about a home run he had hit in a baseball
game that weekend, but she did not seem interested. Instead, she asked him
what his mom and dad thought about him being a maiden.
"I don't know exactly. They think its a good chance for me to learn acting or
something like that."
"When I told my mom about us sewing together she was surprised that your mom
lets you."
Tim cringed. "She thinks its wrong?"
"No, she didn't say that, but she said she'd never heard about a boy allowed
to dress like a girl for a school play."
"That's great so I'm a freak!" Tim asked.
"No. I think its kind of neat. Especially since you're not supposed to look
like a boy in girls clothes. I can't believe that you didn't scream when Mrs.
Bedlam said you have to wear a bra! I can't picture a boy wearing one like
girls do."
Tim said, "you think I'm screwed up!" A feeling of nausea began creeping into
his belly.
"No, no," Penny said getting serious, "if you'd screamed you'd have been like
any of the boys. But I think you're nicer than that. You saw how much of a
pain Mary Lou is to Miss Gilliam and you were kind enough to help out."
Summoning up his courage Tim said, "when the play is over, I'm wondering
if..."
Penny looked confused. He must have changed the subject too quickly. He got
cold feet. "I mean I'd like to..."
Penny stared at him without saying anything.
"I'd like to..."
He was cut off by Mrs. Bedlam, who was standing in front of the room, "I guess
those of us who are talking have finished our dresses. She was looking
directly at Tim and Penny.
"We haven't, Mrs. Bedlam," Penny said.
"Then lets concentrate on our work. We've got only one more week until our
dress rehearsal! I needn't remind you that I want everyone to have their bra,
pantyhose and shoes by then. You won't need to bring your makeup for the dress
rehearsal, just the night of the performance."
Tim thought ahead to putting on the petticoat and dress and dancing with the
girls. It was already difficult enough practicing his dainty moves again and
again for Mrs. Bedlam. He had gotten down the skipping around the stage in
mock terror and judging from Mrs. Bedlam and Miss Gilliam who came one day to
look at the progress, he was indistinguishable from the other girls. The
secret was tiny little steps and keeping his legs together as he ran, and sort
of thinking of keeping his hands in a delicate pose. Miss Gilliam had shown
them how to take a bow as girls did in the ballet or opera and how to curtsy,
as they would have to do at the start of every dance when their pirate came up
to them. Curtsying was not hard, but Tim wondered how he would have the nerve
to curtsy to Mary Lou in front of an audience.
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On the weekend Tim's mom took him to buy shoes at the local mall. She was
anticipating that it was not going to be an easy task to find white shoes with
a one inch heel that would fit well enough for him to dance comfortably. It
was not that his feet were big, they were just a size 8 1/2, but she assumed
the male and female anatomies had some differences that would not be easily
glossed over. Tim did his best to view the trip as but another necessary
consequence of his "acting career" though he was hard pressed to believe that
he wanted to get this far into one. The first stop on the excursion was
Brandi's Shoes, that specialized in shoes for teenage girls. His mom
scrutinized the shoes displayed in the window. Tim glanced in half-heartedly
and could not make sense of the maze of delicate high-heeled thin strapped
shoes arranged on pedestals of various heights. "This is going to be even
harder than I thought," his mom said, "I don't see anything appropriate,
unless we want to get you up on two inch heels."
"Oh, no, mom, Miss Gilliam said a low heel!"
"I know. I don't know what I was thinking going here. We'll have to go to a
more traditional shoe store. Come, we'll go to the Lady Florsheim."
A long walk across the mall brought them to the Lady Florsheim's and here Tim
could see many more reasonable shoes displayed in the window. He followed his
mom inside whereupon they were accosted by a salesman.
"What can I show you today?" the salesman asked with enthusiasm. He was stocky
with thinning hair and a brown suit.
"We're here to get shoes for my son. He needs to get girls shoes with an inch
heel, preferably white. Its for a play at school. He's been given a girls
part. Its a long story I needn't bore you with."
The salesman smiled broadly. "Oh, I see, but we may have some trouble. Girls
feet tend to be much narrower than boys."
"I realize that, but we may be lucky. Anyway, he just needs to wear them for
an hour. I think the main question is can he dance in them or not."
"Let me see what I can do," the salesman said. He had Tim sit down and take
off his sneakers.
"Will he be wearing socks with the shoes?" the salesman asked.
"Hose," his mom said.
"Of course," the salesman said and ordered Tim to take off his gym socks. Then
he measured his feet. "I'll take a look in back and see what I can see.
Luckily his feet are a bit narrow and definitely not too long."
The salesman rushed off and Tim sat next to his mom waiting. The store had
been empty when they first came into it, but now a mother with two daughters
Tim's age came in and were looking at the shoes displayed near them. Tim
wished they would go away before the salesman came back. He hid his bare feet
under the chair.
The salesman came back holding two boxes. To the other customers he said,
"I'll be just a minute while I take care of this young gentleman." The girls
looked at Tim.
"All I found were these. I think they may fit though I'm not so sure about the
styles." He opened the first box and pulled out a shoe with a large broad heel
that was definitely more than an inch.
"That won't do," Tim's mom said, "he can't dance in that. Not with such a big
heel. Other than that its sort of what we had in mind."
The salesman put the shoe away and then opened the second box. "This has an
inch heel." It was in every way a nice shoe for what they needed, except for a
fancy buckle and bow on the front.
"What do you think Tim?" his mom said.
"I hoped it would be plainer."
"I know, but do you think Miss Gilliam would object?"
"She said to do the best we could."
"Then try it on and see if at least fits," his mom said.
The salesman said, "wear these stockings to cover your feet," and he handed
Tim two little balled up stockings.
Tim looked at his mother. "They're peds. Ladies need to wear them to protect
the shoes. They go just up to your ankles."
Tim unballed one of them and put it on his foot and then the other. He was
conscious of the two girls staring at him. The salesman then put the shoes on
Tim's feet. They had a little strap which he put into a brass buckle and
tightened. They weren't too tight or too loose, in fact they fit comfortably
except for a slight pinching of the toes. Tim stood up and looked down at his
feet. The girls near him looked first at the shoes and then at his face.
"They're great," Tim said under his breath.
"Walk around a bit while I help these young ladies," the salesman said.
Tim took some tentative steps.
"They look nice Tim. They're pretty. Are they comfortable? Look in the
mirror," his mom said.
Tim walked to a mirror. His feet look convincingly feminine. Just like the way
Penny's looked. He walked back to his mom.
"Can you dance in them?" his mom said.
"I don't know," Tim replied.
"Try them out, we don't want you tripping all over the stage!"
Tim hurried back to the mirror as if he were performing his part in the dance
theater, and then went quickly back to his mom.
"They're OK. I won't fall."
"Is that how you'll be in the play?" his mom asked.
"Yes, that's part of the opening scene."
"You looked like a girl in those shoes. I never thought that you'd have to
move like that!"
"Miss Gilliam and Mrs. Bedlam have been teaching me how to dance like a girl."
His mom shook her head.
"Is there anything wrong mom?" Tim asked fearfully.
"No," she said without conviction.
The salesman came over on his way back to the stock room. "How are these?
Comfortable? Too feminine? Let me see you walk."
Tim walked back and forth.
"Very nice effect. Elegant despite the decoration, don't you think?"
"Yes, well, I suppose they're what we had in mind. OK, then, we'll take them."
********************************
After the girls and boys had separately mastered their steps, rehearsals
involving the entire class were initiated. Tim had been dreading this moment
from the start and when it finally arrived he was nearly sick with worry. He
was sure that all eyes would be on him and he would be the object of endless
ridicule. The coming dress rehearsal was another matter entirely. It seemed
impossible to comprehend how he could wear his dress and petticoat in front of
everyone, and not only that, run and dance and act as if he were one of the
girls.
The rehearsal took place on the stage of the school auditorium. Miss Gilliam
had the maidens take their positions on the stage. Tim stood opposite Penny
and they exchanged glances. The pirates stood on the right side of the stage
looking at the girls. Suddenly, without warning the pirates began running
around the stage screaming at the top of their lungs. Tim's heart about leaped
out of his body and he took off running around the stage in fear like the
other maidens. He saw his friends Jacques and Leon pass with ferocious looks
on their faces. One by one the maidens were caught by their pirates and then
suddenly Tim was rudely grabbed on the arms by Mary Lou. Her face was
frightful and maniacal and Tim felt a jolt of real fear as he struggled to get
free of her grasp. Her hands were clamped so hard on his wrists that they hurt
and he realized to his chagrin that he was powerless to break free. After all
the maidens were caught then one by one they pretended to admire their
pirate's valor, just as they had rehearsed in Mrs. Bedlam's class. Tim was
disturbed to see Penny fawning over Greg. Then it was his turn to express
admiration for Mary Lou. She stood tall with her arm flexed and Tim
reluctantly acted like he was enraptured by her. He heard Jacques and one of
the other boys laugh. Mrs. Bedlam ran to center stage and clapped her hands.
"The next one who teases Tim will get a call to their parents. Is that
understood?"
There was complete silence.
"That especially means you Jacques," Miss Gilliam inserted.
"Yes, ma'am," Jacques said.
Miss Gilliam made Jacques explain to the class why Tim deserved to be
applauded and not jeered and, then she said, "Tim, that will never happen
again! I promise you. You're doing so fine, just continue as you were."
When the rehearsal was over, Tim went up to Miss Gilliam and said, "what if
the audience laughs at me in the performance?"
"Don't worry, when you have your costume on, your pretty dress, your wig and
makeup, you'll look no different than the other girls. So long as you act like
a girl no one will suspect you to be a boy. You have to remember to let
yourself go. Feel like a girl. We've tried to teach you that and I think you
understand. Its what great actors do and I'm sure you can do it also."
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On the day of the dress rehearsal Mrs. Bedlam addressed the class of maidens.
"The dress rehearsal is on the stage in one hour. I want you to get dressed
pronto, so we can practice the allemande once before joining the boys. Put on
your bra and pantyhose if you haven't worn it to class. Then we'll put on our
petticoats and then our dresses and shoes. Tim, you change in this corner and
the girls in the opposite corner."
Tim had his bra, pantyhose, panties and shoes in a shopping bag he had been
closely guarding all morning. He went to his assigned spot and turned his back
to the girls. He had expected that he might have some privacy while he
changed, but clearly Mrs. Bedlam had no intention of sending him off to a
bathroom or closet. Thus exposed, and hoping the girls weren't looking, he
took off his shirt and then took his beige bra out of the bag. He put it
around his back like his mom had shown him and fastened the clips. When he
swiveled it around to the front he saw that it was upside down. Mrs. Bedlam
came over and asked, "do you need help?"
"I guess so."
"Here," she said as she took the bra from him, held it out so he could slip
his arms into it and then clipped it behind him.
"Thanks."
"Its a good fit and very pretty."
"It was my sister's bra."
"Do you know how to put on your pantyhose?"
"My mom showed me once, but I think you should help me."
"Step out of your pants and sit down. Its not hard once you get the hang of
it."
Embarrassed, Tim step out of his pants so he was standing in his underwear. He
glanced behind him and quickly turned away after seeing that the girls were
also in the process of putting on bras and pantyhose. "My mom gave me some
panties to wear, in case the boys underwear is no good." He reached into his
bag and held them up. They were white with lace trim on the leg holes and
waist line.
"Well I hadn't thought about it, but I suppose it's better, since if you twirl
hard enough your skirts will fly up."
It was clear that Tim was at a loss as to what to do and Mrs. Bedlam said,
"I'll turn around and you change quickly."
Partially blocked by Mrs Bedlam, Tim stepped out of his underwear and put on
the panties. They were silky and held his waist with a slight pressure. He sat
down and Mrs. Bedlam turned back toward him and took the pantyhose out of his
bag. "First we roll up one leg," she said as she quickly gathered it into a
donut shape, "and put it over your toes and unroll it up your leg. Remember to
keep the alignment with the label in the back. Good, that was easy, wasn't
it?"
"Yes, Mrs. Bedlam."
"Good, now bend up your other leg and we'll get it on." She stood behind Tim
and leaned over him taking the remaining leg of the pantyhose, rolling it up
and putting it over his other foot. She had him stand up and then pulled the
pantyhose over his waist. "Now you do a little jig to get it up as high as you
can." She showed Tim and he imitated her. "Very good." Mrs. Bedlam looked at
Tim approvingly. "Very convincing. You're a good sport for doing this." Then
she called for everyone to come to the center of the room.
Tim wearing just his bra and pantyhose turned and looked at the girls. They
were dressed liked himself on the far side of the room. He saw Penny in her
bra and was surprised at how delicate she looked. As his eyes flitted through
the girls, he noticed that several of the others also had her thin, feminine
grace. A couple of the girls were stockier and he noticed that Brenda had a
much larger chest than the others.
"Get your petticoats from the lockers and line up in pairs," Mrs. Bedlam said.
Tim and Penny went to their shared locker and took out their petticoats. It
felt more than a little bizarre to be standing next to Penny with both of them
dressed only in bras and pantyhose. With his bra on, he felt he had breasts as
big as Penny's and he felt intensely self-conscious. He expected Penny to make
a joke about them being dressed the same, but she didn't.
He and Penny lined up with the others, six pairs of maidens. "Now put on your
petticoats," Mrs. Bedlam said, and Tim stepped into his petticoat and slid it
up to his waist. The transformation of the girls was quick as they became 12
little princesses.
Mrs. Bedlam surveyed the scene in front of her and walked through the girls
adjusting petticoats here and there. "Very good, very good. You've all done a
marvelous job. Now get your dresses, put them on and your dance shoes and
reassemble."
Tim and Penny went again to their locker and Penny took out her dress. She
gathered up the skirt in her hand and slipped it over her head, and
straightened it and turned around and asked Tim to zip her up. He took the
zipper and did as she said. "Now your turn," Penny said, and Tim put his dress
on over his head while aiming his arms into the arm holes. Penny helped him
keep the skirt out as it fell down around him. She went behind him and zipped
him up. The dress was a bit snug in the top, particularly now that he was
wearing a bra.
While Tim and Penny sat down to put on their shoes Mrs. Bedlam came over
carrying a plastic grocery bag. "Here's your wig Tim. It's been done up with
curls like the ladies wore in the eighteenth century."
She took the wig out of the bag and pulled it over Tim's head making sure to
completely cover his hair. Out of her purse she took a brush and used it
gather some loose hairs. "Its from a play that I did in college. Its real
human hair. I could never stand that artificial stuff."
Penny observed Mrs. Bedlam's work and declared, "I like the curls Mrs.
Bedlam."
"They are pretty aren't they," she said.
"And look at Tim's shoes," Penny said. "Where did you find them?"
"At Lady Florsheim. You think they're ugly?" Tim said.
"No, no, no, the bows are very pretty."
Mrs. Bedlam stepped back to look at Tim. "How cute you're shoes are. They'll
do just nicely. I know you had a hard time getting them. Overall, I have to
say you look just picture perfect. No one would ever suspect that you're a
boy!"
Tim blushed and followed Penny to the center of the room. The girls in the
class excitedly swirled around each other offering compliments on how nicely
everyone looked and thoroughly delighted to finally be dressed up in the
clothes they had been working on for the last few weeks.
"Quiet ladies! My, my, my do you all look absolutely gorgeous. Such pretty
dresses! My goodness! Before we meet the boys for our first dress rehearsal, I
want us to practice the allemande, one last time. You know the routine, so
lets proceed. First get into your starting positions!"
The maidens assembled in a symmetric pattern. Tim and Penny in their pink
dresses capped the beautiful display of colors formed by the dresses. The
effect of the petticoats was to make a tableau of upside down tulips as the
skirts billowed out from the hips of the girls. Miss Gilliam quietly entered
the room to watch. At Mrs. Bedlam's signal the maidens went through the formal
steps of the dance. Tim felt his dress sway around his thighs and every so
often his skirt floated into a collision with the skirt of another girl.
"Hold your skirts if you need to," Miss Gilliam called out. "That's better,
gather them in Brenda, very good."
Tim gathered his skirt in his hand and promenaded with the other girls. His
petticoat rustled against his legs and the pantyhose and bra forced a
discipline against his body which he succumbed to. He saw Penny moving toward
him. She smiled at him and he smiled back. The performance was in a few days
and Tim was sure that he'd get the courage to ask her out as soon as he got to
be a boy again.
Miss Gilliam took it all in and especially watched Tim as he delicately moved
through the steps. He's as graceful as any of the girls, she thought. What
dumb luck that he was Mary Lou's partner. Miss Gilliam shuddered to think how
much worse the performance would be if Mary Lou had not wanted to be a pirate.
When the allemande was done, Miss Gilliam had the girls stop and rest. Tim
mingled with them as if he were one of them. His breasts heaved up and down as
he tried to catch his breath. Penny and Sarah came up to him and they
impulsively hugged each other. "Its just so much fun and we all look so
pretty," Penny said.
"I can't believe how nicely the dresses turned out," Sarah said, "at the start
I thought it impossible to make such pretty dresses. Especially girls who had
never sewn before!"
"And to learn all the steps," Tim said. "The Allemande is so complicated but
we learned our parts so well!"
"I just hope the boys don't mess up," Penny said.
"You can say that again," Sarah said and Tim added, "I hope Mary Lou doesn't
accidentally rip my skirt off!"
Penny and Sarah laughed. Later, Tim felt uneasy for having said that,
particularly to Penny.
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Tim lagged behind the other girls as he followed them from the classroom to
the auditorium. It was the first time he had left the safety of the room while
wearing his dress. He had a growing sense of unease at the thought of Jacques,
Leon and the other guys seeing him dressed as a girl. Mrs. Bedlam walked
beside him, silently providing moral support. Just before they entered the
auditorium she stopped him and turned him toward her.
"You won't be afraid if you really play the part. Miss Gilliam and I are so
proud of you. Be a girl and you'll not be self-conscious."
"Thanks, Mrs. Bedlam, I'll try to remember that," Tim said and he walked into
the auditorium. The other girls were climbing the stairs onto the stage and
Tim walked down the side aisle to join them. The pirates were already on the
stage. Tim was amazed at how lifelike and frightening the pirate costumes
looked. The swords were longer than he had imagined and the lights reflected
brightly off their polished surfaces. The pirates had peg-legs on and it was
eerie to see them standing with one real leg and one wooden leg. He saw
Jacques looking at him and Leon also, and then he saw that all the boys were
looking at him. A smirk appeared on Greg's face. Mary Lou looked like she was
about to laugh.
Tim got into his position and closed his eyes. I'm a girl he told himself. I'm
a girl, I'm a girl, I'm a girl.
While they awaited the technician to turn on the music, Miss Gilliam remarked
quietly to Mrs. Bedlam. "How is Tim?"
"I'll think he'll be fine. I reminded him to believe he is a girl, and he'll
be OK."
"He looks so cute in that dress. I can't believe his mannerisms. Where did he
learn to be so delicate? I mean his hand and head movements, the way he lifts
his skirt."
"Its a mystery to me. It just seemed to come a couple of weeks ago after we
completed the petticoats. As soon as he put his petticoat on for the first
time, his actions became more feminine."
"I must remember to bring in some perfume. A little on his dress can only add
to his feminine aura."
"Good idea."
The music started and Miss Gilliam went center stage to direct the action. The
pirates took off their peg-legs and began shouting and the maidens flew around
the stage. Mary Lou caught Tim in her vise-like grip and he surrendered to
her. "Don't be so hard on me!" he whispered to her. "Wimp," Mary Lou said.
"You hurt me," Tim added. "If you don't shut up you'll hurt even more," she
said.
Angry, Tim fell silent. It took all his self-control to allow himself to fall
into her arms when the time came. It did not help any to remember that if it
were not for Mary Lou he would be a pirate also.
During the dances he found that the boys did not look into his eyes. On the
other hand the girls gaily smiled at him and he at them as they passed each
other. Maybe it was because the boys were embarrassed to be seen dancing. He
could not help but feel a little bit glad to be one of the girls in this
instance, because the dancing was fun and as a girl he could enjoy it without
feeling embarrassed.
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Tim and his parents arrived at the school an hour before the show was to
begin. Tim held a shopping bag containing his bra, wig, pantyhose and shoes.
His mother gave him her lipstick and a compact of rouge from her purse. "I
imagine that Miss Gilliam will have any other makeup that you need."
"Thanks, mom," Tim said. He was scared and it must have shown in his voice,
since his mom said, "maybe I better go with you, at least until you're
dressed." She told Tim's dad to save a seat for her in the auditorium and Tim
and her walked down the corridor to a classroom that had been set aside for
the maidens to get dressed. When they entered they saw that Tim was one of the
last to arrive. A couple of the girls were already wearing their dresses while
many others were sitting at desks in their bras and pantyhose putting on
makeup under the supervision of Mrs. Bedlam.
Mrs. Bedlam rushed over to greet Tim and introduced herself to his mom. "I'm
so glad to meet you. Tim has been such an inspiration to us. Miss Gilliam and
I cannot begin to tell you how pleased we are with Tim's perseverance and good
will."
"Thank you," Tim's mom said, "I think it has been a good experience for him.
He seemed a bit nervous coming over here in the car and I thought perhaps I
should stay with him, to give him some moral support."
"How kind of you," Mrs. Bedlam said, "I wish everyone in the audience could
fully appreciate how much Tim has sacrificed for our benefit! Anyway, our
class is first to perform, so we had better get him dressed. I'm having the
girls first get in their bras and pantyhose so they can put on their makeup
without getting their dresses stained." She went back to check up on Brenda
who was holding up a mirror with one hand and applying eye shadow with the
other.
Tim reached in his bag and took out the bra. His mother took it from him and
Tim took off his shirt. She helped him on with it and then Tim awkwardly
pulled down his pants. He had already put on panties so he wouldn't have to
change underwear like in the dress rehearsal. "Mrs. Bedlam showed me how to
put on the pantyhose, but I think you still need to help me."
His mom laughed and said, "I've had thirty years of practice and I still have
trouble."
Tim held up the pantyhose, found the label and rolled up one of the legs and
then pulled it on over his left foot. His mom watched and intervened only once
to make sure he had started the right foot correctly. In a minute he was doing
his little jig and the pantyhose were on.
"Now for the makeup," his mom said and Tim took a seat at one of the desks
near Mrs. Bedlam. Penny had just finished putting on her makeup at the next
desk. She exchanged hello's with Tim while she stepped into her petticoat and
pulled it up.
"Here's the lipstick you gave me," Tim said to his mom while taking it out of
the bag along with the rouge. Mrs. Bedlam came over and di