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"Well, you could've been anything that you wanted to
and I can tell the way you do the things you do..."
-- The Temptations.
A Life Ever Changing #9
The Way You Do the Things You Do
By Angel
...Feeling much better about dinner and dessert I started to
sing as I usually do when I am happy. (I love to sing.) Then
I heard that sound...
Silence!
Now to tell the truth I truly detest silence. Some noise is
always present in real life. A silent house should be an
empty house. Not on this day! On this day, silence meant
trouble. Trouble for me that is! Three women had planned well
with one person's future in mind. Mine! Why?
What also came to my young and inexperienced mind was why had
they chosen these steps and spent so much money without first
talking to me. Why had they decided to force me into these
situations? Why had they decided this role for me to take for
my future?
Something else odd popped into my head then. Aunt Harriet had
not mentioned my eyebrows! I knew this meant trouble!
Before any of my dear readers gets the idea that I should
have thought they were trying to feminize me, forget it! It
would have been an impossible task, to my mind. At 16 I stood
5 feet 11 and 1/2 inches tall. I weighed 165 pounds and
practically all muscle, not baby fat or pudge. Exercise was a
big part of my life and helped me burn off my pent up
aggressions. As you can guess I had a lot of aggression! In
my very private mind a war was going on.
My social standing in the world was at the lower end of any
scale. Most of my peers in and out of school considered me to
be a geek. Not an ugly geek, but a geek all the same. I never
hung around at the in spots with them. Even though I was in
great shape I did not join any of the sports programs.
In fact, I wasn't in any extra curricular activities. A few
knew my situation, but that did not matter to most of them.
Another burning festering situation for me, I had very little
time for myself. I had to take care of home and family. I
realized this and its importance, but that realization did
not help me socially. Any time I could get to be by myself I
grabbed it! Why? I couldn't schedule that. Free time was when
everything required of me had been completed.
Sometimes I pondered what it would be like to have a real
friend. A best friend you could pour your heart out to. A
confidante of my own, like the relationship my mom and Aunt
Harriet had. Wow, would that be great! At least I did have
one good relationship with a girl, my neighbor Barbara. She
was 15, very cute and had great parents! Her dad was the
best! Her mom? Protected her like an alligator protecting its
eggs!
One thing I did have which I truly loved, my relationship
with my own family. It was a very good and close one, so I
had thought until that day! My brother and sister truly loved
me and I acted as both mother and father to them most of the
time. I truly loved them as well. I would do anything for
them! The trust and love they showed to me everyday was
awesome.
I guess I was very lucky though. Many had it a lot worse than
I did! I saw it on the many faces I watched at school. Funny
how many stupid things my peers thought are so important.
The things they did to those less fortunate maddened me to
the boiling point at times! The handicapped, the slower
learners, the plain looking and especially the geeks! If you
were not in, you were out. If you were out anything and
everything will be done to harass, humiliate and even to
physically harm you. At least at school I can help protect
them from physical harm. When I see it happen I step in and
usually that ends that. (I love to get out pent up aggression
that way!)
Okay, back to the story...
Sounds! Once again I hear sounds! People talking in hushed
tones have just entered the kitchen. The first thing I hear
is, "Don't stop singing you have a beautiful voice."
Great, just what I did not want to hear! I stopped singing
ignoring the statement by Mrs. Brown and asked my mom if she
wanted me to serve.
She smiled and answered, "That would be wonderful, Ricky."
Oh FRAPST! My mother directed the others where to sit. I put
the salad and several kinds of dressing on the table. Then I
sliced the warmed bread and brought that to the table along
with the butter. My mom told me to sit then and I did. Not in
my usual seat either. (I usually sat at one end of the
table.) I now sat across from my Aunt. Mrs. Brown had my
usual place.
My mother started the conversation. Looking directly into my
eyes she informed me that Grace has been a friend of
Harriet's for many years. She went on, "One day while Harriet
was doing my hair I was talking about all you do for me and
the little ones. I told her that I was worried about you
because you had so little time for yourself. You have had no
real childhood like other children."
She was getting teary eyed and I knew this was hard for her.
My Aunt held and squeezed my mom's hand then. Grace said, "Go
on Julia, it's okay, just say what is in your heart." (Now
this started my eyes to tear.) (I fought it the best I could
of course.) MEN DON'T CRY! BULL FRIPSY THEY DON'T!
Three against one in a heart to heart conversation is not
fair at all! Not to me anyways! Well, my mom continued then.
She looked at me again while saying, "You do many things for
us that many boys would never do. Many parents would never
ask their children to do."
I started to protest when at the same time Mrs. Brown
squeezed my shoulder and my Aunt kicked me in the shin under
the table. Okay! GEEZ! I did not interrupt again! Ouch!
She went on, "You are so good and ask so little in return."
More tears, "I told Harriet how I was worried about you. I
was worried that I was forcing you to be something you should
not be." (Confusion on my part here. What? How could she
force me to be something I did not want to be?) She continued
telling me, "Most of the things you do for us were meant for
girls and women to do, not boys!" (I knew not to interrupt my
shin still hurt from the last time!)
"You are so gentle and loving. Your brother and sister adore
you and Terry (my little sister) has told me how you make her
diaper time so special." (OH FRAPST!) "Did you know she asked
for you tonight when I diapered her? She told me you always
let her choose one of her dolls to sleep with and that she
got to diaper her just like she was. She also told me that
you always wanted her help when you diapered her. She told me
that I made her feel like a baby and she wasn't a baby."
Now my mother did break down and I felt bad because I thought
it was my fault. I saw my chance to say something then
without getting kicked under the table. I gave my mom a hug
and told her I was sorry for not telling her what I did with
my sister. That it was my fault (BANG) OUCH, what was that
for? My mother just slapped me on the head and hard!
She looked mad and told me to "Sit down and shut up!" She
then (with no more tears.) looked at Harriet and Grace
saying, "You see what I mean?" They both nodded and looked at
me smiling. OH FRAPST! I just did not understand this!
My mom went on, "You just don't understand how different and
special you are and now that you are becoming a young man I
am worried what might happen to you. (What?) So Harriet
mentioned her best friend Grace to me. She called her and
invited her over for a get together with just the three of
us. The topic was you. More precisely what we could do to
help you. Now that you know that, we should take a break and
have dinner and dessert. You sit and I will serve this time."
She said that with a smile.
Talk about confused! I was a mess! She was right. I just did
not understand what she was talking about. I did not feel I
was so different and special to the degree she apparently
did. I just did what had to be done. GEEZ, I love my siblings
so how could I care for them differently?
The one thing my dad had taught me was the 7 P's. Prior
proper planning, prevents piss poor performance. This was the
only thing he had taught me that held any promise or truth in
it. He also tried to teach me that, if the truth is going to
hurt, lie. He taught me that the day he left. We never heard
from him again. That was several years ago. To this day I
hold to the 7 P's and teach it to many others.
Harriet got up and helped my mother and Mrs. Brown looked at
me and asked what we were having. I told her and added that
they were all my favorites. Well, I knew I had to have my
best manners then. So instead of leaving my napkin next to my
plate I put it on my lap. To say dinner was good would be an
understatement! It was fantastic! We all were so full from
the main course we had to postpone dessert until later.
The conversation was light and friendly with no mention of
what was to come. The topics? Women stuff of course! We all
went into the living room and sat. The three women sat on the
couch and I took the chair I had before. I figured my mother
was through because Aunt Harriet began talking to me this
time.
She began, "Ricky you know that I love you very much and
really care about you. You are more like a son to me. Your
mother and I were all you had even when you father was still
here. (That was true, I hardly ever saw him.) We know you
better than you know yourself. That was made very clear to
all of us tonight. We just had to make sure we were doing the
right thing. That is why I asked my best friend in the whole
world for her advice. Your mother and I talked with Grace for
a long time and shared everything with her." (OH FRAPST! Not
everything!)
"We met together to talk for weeks before we made any
decisions on how to help you. When we all agreed and decided
what to do. Then we needed to figure out how best to do it.
You helped us more than you know when you told Julia you
decided you were going to apply for a job where Grace is the
administrator and the Director of Nursing." I looked over to
Mrs. Brown and she gave me a big smile. (So that's why all
the appointments were made already! My mom told her!)
This signaled Mrs. Brown to start, "Ricky, few women have
what it takes to care for others in need. They may be good
mothers to their children, but when it comes to caring for
others they just don't have enough heart and compassion. For
a male to have these gifts is 'rarer' still. Let me ask you
this. Why do you think so few men work in health care?"
I answered, "I really don't know. I guess they believe it is
women's work caring for other people's personal and health
needs. At least that is what happens with kids. They always
go to their mothers when they are sick or hurt." That did
start me thinking about that. I did not see any males working
on the floor at the nursing home nor in the nurse's dining
room.
She continued, "There are males working in this field, Ricky,
there numbers are few but increasing. Like I said before it
takes someone special to work in this field caring for others
and their personal needs. They must have a sharing heart and
a lot of compassion for others. You are one of these people
Ricky!" She said that with a lot of conviction and force.
Like she meant to convince me and there was no room for me to
argue.
She went on, "You are blessed with a mother that loves you
more than you will ever know. You have an aunt that loves you
very much as well. Your sister and brother adore you and yet
you do not realize the rare gift God has given you. You use
it everyday and even under the most difficult of
circumstances. I tested you very hard today. I put you in
positions most boys would have run away screaming from. Yet,
you did not do that. You might have wanted to, but you
didn't. You took my criticisms and orders with hardly a
protest. You were put in embarrassing situations and you held
up well. Your complaints were few and mostly given during the
most trying of circumstances for you. I just want you to know
that you were tested today and passed with flying colors."
She smiled and looked at my mom and Aunt Harriet. They had
big smiles on their faces and were crying. GEEZ! (Not Mrs.
Brown though.) Mrs. Brown was in command and she continued,
"What makes you so special to us, Ricky, is your qualities.
Many boys and men would call them girl's or women's feelings.
THEY ARE NOT! Don't you ever even think that they are
exclusive to girls and women! The numbers of men in this
field would skyrocket if they did not have these feelings
suppressed by their parents and peers. Think about it. What
is so bad for a boy to help with the housework to help cook
and clean?
"During the war many women filled all the positions men held.
They proved they could do it. They did this in addition to
being mothers. Why is it so different for boys and men to
fill roles formerly reserved for women? It is not! Could they
do it? Yes, and they could do it well. The problem is with
our system of separating everything. Girls do this and boys
do that. That is wrong Ricky.
"The attitude we need is with sharing our duties with each
other. We can learn so much from each other if we would only
just let it happen. Instead many people judge each other
harshly because they don't act like a person believes they
should. Let me ask you Ricky when they call you a mama's boy
at school what do you do?" (Oh so they told her that!)
I answered, "I ignore them because they just don't know what
they are talking about. They don't know what it is to be
needed. All they have to do is go to school, maybe do a few
chores and then it's off to play or hang out. In a way I feel
sorry for them. They just don't know anything about real life
other than their own little worlds."
She smiled and my mother jumped in and asked me to tell Grace
why I was suspended from school the last time. (OH FRAPST!)
Mrs. Brown gave me one of those questioning looks and Aunt
Harriet just smiled that knowing smile she has.
So I told her, "The jocks, three of the popular football
players liked to beat up on the smaller ones and the ones
they felt were different. I was going to class and saw them
beating on this kid while they were calling him a geek and a
retard. I got mad and beat them up."
I tried to end it there but my mom told me to go on and tell
the whole story. (GEEZ!) "Well, when I stepped in I told them
idiots to pick on somebody their own size while I punched the
biggest one in the eye. They stopped hitting on the little
kid and started in on me. I don't really remember much but
when it stopped I was standing and they were on the floor.
"A teacher was looking at me and asked me if I was all right.
I had blood all over me and my nose was bleeding. Mrs.
Jenkins, a special Ed teacher, took me to the nurse's office.
The nurse wasn't there so Mrs. Jenkins helped me clean up and
stop the bleeding. That took awhile and I started to feel
very sore.
"It hurt to move my arms and was getting harder to breathe.
Mrs. Jenkins helped me take off my shirt and I had these red
welts everywhere. Some were turning blue. She told me to sit
tight and she made a phone call from the other room.
"Next thing I know was I heard sirens. It sounded like a few
of them. Mrs. Jenkins came back and told me they were
contacting my mother and she held an ice bag to my face and
had me lay back leaning against the wall. I asked her about
the sirens and she chuckled saying they were not for me. It
wasn't that much longer when my mom came in and took me to
the hospital. I had two broken ribs but it wasn't bad.
"This all happened on a Friday and the trouble didn't start
until Monday morning. I was called to the principal's office.
He told me I was lucky I wasn't arrested and that the parents
of the other three kids were not going to press charges. He
said I was in deep trouble with him and the coach though.
They decided I had to be suspended from school for 7 days
because I started the fight." (I laughed at that!) I shrugged
my shoulders saying that was that.
Aunt Harriet jumped in then and said, "No, that is not all of
it Ricky and you know it!" (GEEZ!) She continued of course!
"You forgot to mention what the special class did for you and
what the little boy and his mother did for you as well. Not
to mention what Mrs. Jenkins did!"
I said, "That has nothing to do with why I was suspended and
I do not want to talk about anymore okay?"
Mrs. Brown looked at me and Harriet said, "We will tell you
later, Grace, he is to modest, again!" (Thank God that was
over!)
Mrs. Brown started again, "Ricky you have a job now. I along
with a few of the nurses and Mary, an Aide you met, are going
to help you. You must give this a chance and it will be very
difficult for you at times. Are you willing to give it your
best effort?"
I told her I would give it my best. I added that, "I hope I
do not let you all down."
All three said, "Just do your best and you can never let us
down." Okay!
My mom suggested it was a good time for dessert. GREAT!!!!
STRAWBERRY SUPREME! Did I mention already about strawberry
supreme? My favorite of favorites!
While we walked back to the kitchen Aunt Harriet told me once
I was finished I should go take a quick shower and to shampoo
the hairspray out of my hair.
Mrs. Brown said, "Ricky, you should open the present from
Lucy first, okay?"
I nodded and wondered what was in the package I might need.
Shampoo probably. We had dessert and they were telling me
after my shower Harriet was going to show me how to do my
hair for work. Then it would be time for the fashion show! Oh
FRAPST! (I was tired.)
We had our dessert and Mrs. Brown went to get the present
from Lucy for me. She brought it back and I had to open it in
front of them and I did. Oh my! It had everything in it a
girl could want! I swear it had stuff in it I would never
use! (Can you dear readers guess what was in it?)
First I unwrapped it. The wrapping paper had little pictures
on it of things used in hair care. It was tied with a white
ribbon and had a little card attached. I opened it and read
what it said. (Silently to myself.) (I knew this would drive
them nuts.)
My mom told me to read it and I declined and just handed it
to her. I opened the box and heard my mom laugh. She then
handed it to Mrs. Brown. She laughed and then it was Aunt
Harriet's turn and she laughed as well.
Okay, on with the contents. In the box on the very top was a
shower cap! It was a blue one. There was another thing under
that in a package that had writing on it "HAIR BONNETT to
keep your hair neat through the night." Oh brother! Under
that were packages of Bobbie pins, combs, a hairbrush, a set
of large curlers a bunch of small bottles, which I did not
look at closely. A manicure set and several containers of
nail polish. (Mostly clear, but one was white!) On the very
bottom were several hairnets in various colors. Oh Great!
There also were one of those eyelash torturing devices and an
eyelash brush in a long clear bottle of liquid! OH FRAPST! I
also found a pair of tweezers.
Aunt Harriet was looking at the bottles and left out two. She
said, "Use these two for your shower. This one is a body
wash. Use it instead of your bar soap. This other one is for
your hair. Use only a little and shampoo your hair twice and
rinse it real well each time, okay?"
I said okay and off I went. Leaving them to whatever they
were going to do next.
I went into the bathroom to get ready to take my shower when
I noticed my robe was missing! Oh no! In its place was a blue
shiny one with a very wide neck opening. It had a note
attached. It said, "From me to you, my favorite! Love and
hugs Auntie Harriet." (OH GEEZ!) I tried it on and it just
covered the top ends of my shoulders. It was just long enough
to reach the tops of my knees! (OH FRIPSY!) I wonder where my
other robe was? Must be in my room, but I had better wear
this one tonight or "Auntie" would be hurt.
I jumped into the shower and opened the body wash and poured
it onto my washcloth. Wow, what lather! It smelled good too.
Not flowery like I had dreaded, but earthy. I liked it! Once
I was done washing my body it was hair time. I opened the
bottle of shampoo and it smelled the same as the body wash
had. COOL! I did as I was instructed and washed and rinsed
well twice. I was done, now to dry off and put on the robe.
Then I heard a soft knocking on the bathroom door. I wrapped
my hair in a towel and put on the robe. It was Aunt Harriet.
She said, "Good I caught you just in time. Is your hair still
wet?"
I said, "Sopping wet I did not have time to even towel dry it
yet."
She looked at me wearing the robe and smiled saying, "Oh. It
fits you perfectly! Do you like it?"
What could I say? I told her, "It's nice, Aunt Harriet but it
is a little short for me."
She shook her head and said, "That is the length it is
supposed to be, silly. It will keep closed easier when you
sit down to do your hair. You notice it is roomier than your
other robe and wraps around you more." Okay. She took my hand
and led me down stairs! (What is it with this holding my hand
thing? Do all hairdressers do this?)
She led me into the kitchen still holding my hand and
exclaimed, "Here he is!"
Oh brother, like they didn't know? My mom handed me another
present (OH GEEZ!) so I opened it and it was a hand held hair
dryer. It also had what is called a styling brush. I thanked
her and Aunt Harriet told me to sit. She toweled my hair for
a second or two and then started brushing while using my new
hairdryer. (Wait, what about my underwear?)
I tried to look down to make sure she told me the truth about
the robe but she yanked my head back and told me not to move!
Okay. I felt with my hands and with relief I felt lots of
robe. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Mrs. Brown and my mom
talking and smiling. I did not feel right not wearing any
underwear! I was feeling self conscious about it. (Just
hoping nothing rose to the occasion if you know what I mean!)
I must have been getting red again because I noticed Mrs.
Brown and mom had stopped talking and were looking at me with
concern.
Aunt Harriet turned off the dryer and said, "Those waves held
perfectly! Just look at that body your hair has now! This
will be so easy for me to work with. So much better than your
baby fine straight hair! To be honest, Ricky, that hair was a
real pain to work with. All I could ever do was cut it and
let it hang straight down. I wish you would have let me give
you a soft perm." A what? A perm! Oh FRAPST!
My mother then said, "Ricky what is wrong? You looked
frightened about something." I told her how I was not used to
not having anything on under my robe especially in front of
anybody. They all laughed at that and she told me that I had
nothing they have not seen before many times.
Mom added, "Harriet and I saw you completely naked just last
week, honey. Did we embarrass you then?" WHAT? WHEN? She then
went on with, "Remember when, Jerry (My little brother)
walked out of the room leaving your door open? We both were
coming up the stairs and you walked out to close the door
remember?" OH FRIPSY!
I said, "You were coming up the stairs? I did not see you!"
Aunt Harriet laughed. "That was obvious, Ricky, you did not
even try to cover yourself. So don't even think about
shocking us with being naked, okay?" (OH FRAPST!)
Mrs. Brown chuckled and said, "I am a nurse and you could not
shock me if you tried." Now is this supposed to make me feel
better? It didn't!
Aunt Harriet then asked what color hair tie I wanted to use.
My mom jumped in and said, "Let's match them to each set of
clothes he is modeling."
"That is a great idea," Harriet said. So, I was now ready to
do the fashion show...
Lynne
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