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"I've been waiting for someone new
to make me feel alive,
Yeah, waiting for a girl like you..."
- Foreigner
"I think I'll tell you something,
The thing that I haven't said to a girl like you."
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"I'm talkin' about the way I feel,
And I've never known a girl like you."
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"Nothin' satisfies the need in me,
For a girl like, a girl like you."
- The Rascals
"Love me for the inside, ahh,
like you, with a girl like you..."
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"Never did I dream I would find me a girl like you."
- Kevin Edmonds
"I'm lookin for a girl like you..."
- Aaliyah
A Life Ever Changing #16
Girl-Like-You
By Angel
I guess I am going breast shopping first...
We all had tea and coffee with each other while deciding a
meeting place for lunch. It was decided that we would meet
at the all-you-can-eat buffet cafe. My mother and Harriet
left first while Grace made another phone call and I
cleaned up the kitchen. Grace came back and asked me if I
was ready to go. I was, so I made sure everything was off
and I locked the door behind us.
We walked to Grace's car and I saw Barbara and Mrs. Nelson
gardening out front. They usually did this in the morning
because it was cooler temperatures then. I waved and they
waved back, Barbara blowing me a kiss. I returned it and
got into the car.
As we pulled away Grace started talking to me. She said,
"Ricky, we are headed to Betty's shop first and then to my
good friend's shop to get you measured and fitted for
breasts and according to her a few items that you will
need. My friend, her name is Anna, said she must see you
first and go from there, okay?"
Without waiting for an answer she continued, "Lucky for us
she is located near Betty's. From Anna's I will call
Marjorie, (Dr. Purnell) and see when she wants us there. If
we have enough time we will meet your mother and Harriet
for lunch. If not, we will grab a bite to eat later on.
When we get to Marjorie's office she will ask you some
questions and look at all the pictures we took last night.
She will examine you and then decide if and when we will do
your procedure."
I jumped in and asked Grace, "What kind of questions is she
going to ask me?"
Grace answered, "I believe it is some kind of psychological
test Ricky. Just answer her question truthfully and fully,
okay?"
I said, "Okay." Grace did not say anything then so I
started thinking.
Tests were something I always did well with. This was
different though. All that was required was for me to be
honest and thorough with my answers. I could do that. I
wondered what types of questions she would be asking me. I
started to ponder about the procedure and figured out that
the questions might have something to do with gender
issues. If I as a person and human being could, would or
even should go through with having this procedure. I felt a
little better knowing better what was ahead of me.
Lost in thought and looking inwards I lost track of time
until Grace said, "We're here Ricky, it's time to return to
earth." She chuckled and pulled into a parking space right
in front of Betty's shop.
It was too early for the shop to be open to the public yet,
so we were the only ones there. We both went up to the door
and knocked. Betty unlocked the door and let us in. She was
very happy and full of energy and excitement. Betty hugged
and kissed us both and led us into the backroom. There she
handed me fancily wrapped box and told me to only open it
when we got to Anna's shop. She hugged and kissed me again
saying how happy she was and that her girls, she knew, were
in compassionate and trusting hands.
With that and a hug for Grace we left, heading towards the
mysterious shop of Grace's friend Anna. On the road again
it seemed like we were headed to the hospital, but we
turned just before it into a large medical park. There were
several buildings with doctors' offices and more specialty
shops. These shops were all related to prosthetics of some
sort or another.
It was still early and only a few cars were in the parking
lot. We pulled up to a shop called "Anna's Custom
Creations." The shop looked closed and I looked over to
Grace and she told me, "Don't worry, Anna is waiting for
us. She thought it would be better for you if the fitting
was done before the shop opened."
I said, "Yes, I will feel a lot better knowing nobody is
going to walk in on us." Grace chuckled and said, "Let's go
inside shall we?" Grace took the wrapped package with her
and we started for the shop. As we approached the door it
opened.
(There she was, the lady who would help make me into what I
wasn't. Or was I? I am so damn confused, but everybody I
trust and love is telling me this is the right thing for me
to do. Okay, I will do it, but only because I trust and
love these women. Especially my mom, how could I disappoint
her? She really believes I should do this and do it for my
benefit.)
The two ladies hugged and kissed. Grace introduced me to
Anna and she gave me a big smile and looked at me deeply.
She motioned for us to step inside then closed and locked
the door. She then pulled a screen in front of it closing
all chance of viewing from the outside.
Anna turned to me and said, "Ricky, come over here and let
me see you better." I went to where she told me and it was
a small circular stage about two feet above the floor. I
stood on this stage and she told me stand up straight and
tall. Then she told me to pull my shoulders back. She took
hold of my shoulders and turned me slowly around. THE STAGE
MOVED! Yes, this little stage was on wheels. Anna smiled
and then told me to take off everything.
I asked her, "EVERYTHING?"
She said, "Yes, Ricky, everything."
I was a little hesitant so she pulled out my pull over
shirt and lifted it right off of me. She then reached for
my belt and I told her I would do it and she smiled. OH
FRAPST! I stripped butt naked again (This was getting to be
an all to frequent occurrence!) and she told me to step up
on the moving stage again. She repeated what she had done
before, but this time she looked a lot closer.
I was getting a physical exam but no intrusions were made.
Anna just squeezed here and there. She had me raise and
lower my arms in different ways. I was so embarrassed! I
was turning red from my head to my toes! She had me lean
over front ways and back ways. I leaned toward my right and
left sides.
At last, she was through and handed me a white terrycloth
robe to put on. She looked at Grace and I saying, "You were
right, Grace. Ricky, the breasts you have now are like a
very young girl. Your nipples are large and just
protruding. Your physique is perfect for artificial breast
enhancement."
She smiled and continued. "You see I do get a few men in my
shop, but I have to make special molds to fit them. You
will not need a special mold at all. What I will do however
is match your skin tone perfectly. The way I make my breast
forms someone would have to really look closely to even
find any edges. Just remember to only wear a swimsuit that
will cover the breast area completely. They will not tan! I
do have a few suits here and we will see if one will fit
you when we are done okay?"
I just looked at her. I did not think I would be swimming
dressed as a girl! Grace spoke up and said, "That will be
great Anna. I am sure Rachel will be taking Betty's girls
to their pool." POOL? Betty had her own pool? Okay, looks
like I will be getting a swimsuit as well.
Anna said, "Ricky, I am going to take a few measurements
now including your hips so please remove your robe." I did
and she measured me everyway one could think of! As she
measured me she made some marks on my body. Including my
butt! I was covered with dots all over my chest and butt!
Anna was making comments to Grace and Grace was nodding and
smiling. I was not paying attention to what was being said.
I was lost in thought again. I was thinking about how much
all this was costing Betty. She must be loaded, because so
far the bill was getting very high!
Anna had me lay down on an examination table and covered me
with a sheet. THANK YOU ANNA! I did say thank you and she
smiled at me.
She said, "Now for some magic!" She went to another room
and left the door open so we could see what she was doing.
She was mixing up a bunch of gooey stuff. She added colors
and then mixed again. She looked at the mix and scooped a
little on a stick and dried with a heat gun. (Like a hair
dryer only hotter and faster.)
She then came over to me, and put it right next to my skin
and smiled. She said, "Damn I'm good!" She went back to the
room and poured the mix in a couple of molds and set them
in something else. She then poured the rest of the mix on
top of that and put that in a big oven like thing.
She came back to us pushing a tray on wheels that held
several pots on it. She told me to roll over on my tummy
and I did. She lifted the sheet to expose my butt! I looked
back at her and she smiled saying, "Ricky, your hips need a
little extra. Your fanny is perfect, but your hips need to
be a little wider." With that she started spreading a cream
on my fanny and back part of my hips. She then spread this
gooey stuff on them! It felt sticky. She left it on for a
few minutes and the peeled it all off in one sheet.
She looked at me and said, "Ricky you have to lay on your
back now so I can get the front of your hips as well." OH
FRAPST! I turned over and the first thing she did was spray
something ice cold all over my groin area! OH THAT WAS
COLD! Everything shrunk in an instant! She quickly spread
the cream all over and then the gooey stuff.
She smiled and asked, "Did you shave your pubic hair
Ricky?"
I said, "No, that I had this smelly stuff spread over my
body and I did not do it." I did not say who did either! I
let Anna just spin her brain on that one!
She added, "I like the little heart whoever did do it for
you has left." OH FRIPSY! I really didn't notice! I looked
down and sure enough, there was a little heart shape made
out of what was left of my pubic hair! I decided I was
going to make Harriet pay for that one!
I told Anna, "I did not notice the shape and I will fix
that as soon as I can!"
Grace started chuckling and said, "I think it looks cute,
you should leave it."
I said, "NO! I am not going to be a girl all the time and I
do not want anybody else seeing me with heart shaped pubic
hair!"
Anna said, "Are you sure Ricky?" I said I was and a second
later Anna made a few swipes with a razor and now I had
just a tuft of pubic hair left! OH FRAPST! Anna then spread
even more cream and the gooey stuff. As she did before, she
waited a few minutes and then peeled it all off. She
covered me back up with the sheet.
I had this creamy stuff all over my front and back! YUCK!
Anna asked me if I wanted to get that cream cleaned off and
I said I did. She told me it would only be a few minutes
more and I could take a shower. She went back to that room
and started making something.
Grace distracted me by saying, "Ricky, how often do you
think you will be changing back and forth from a girl to a
boy?"
I thought about it and asked her, "I really don't know just
yet. I do know that I will be even if it is just to come
home. I will not be a girl in front of my sister and
brother or neighbors. I still want to see and be with my
girlfriend. I do not want to be a girl when I am with her
either." Grace looked at me and nodded.
Grace started talking to me. She began by saying how
difficult it would be to change back and forth. She told me
it was a bit time consuming to change from one to the
other. Grace then said. "Ricky, you will get better at
changing from one to the other, but it will still take time
and effort. I think we should talk about your job with
Betty and see what she thinks about you taking one week out
of a month off. That way you will have plenty of time to
change and prepare yourself better to becoming a boy
again."
I thought about what she had just said and this sounded
like more than I would have agreed to if I had realized all
the implications from the beginning. I had not before and I
still did not know what all this was going to really
entail. All I knew was that I was in this deep and I saw no
way out for the moment. So I said, "I really hadn't thought
about how long I would be staying as a girl at one time. I
really thought I could just change from one to the other as
needed, but now I know differently."
I thought a second about the upcoming physical changes that
I would undergo, all the artificial stuff and then when and
if Dr. Purnell decided to change my appearance of my groin
area into a female's or not. If she did, I could not be a
boy no matter what I changed into. I could appear to be as
I was, just don't drop my pants in front of anybody!
Urinals would be out!
I told Grace, "I think three weeks away from home is a lot,
but I really don't see any way around it, either. Three
weeks out a month is a long time away from my family,
longer than I have ever been before." I will have to talk
it over with my family before I decide on that, okay?"
Grace said that that was fair and she would wait to talk to
Betty until I had talked to my mother.
Anna came back wheeling a covered cart. She asked me if I
was ready for her magic and I said I was. She uncovered the
cart and I saw two breasts and some funny shaped things as
well. They were flesh colored like my skin and Anna smiled.
She told me to stand up and I did, letting the sheet fall
away. She said, "This will only take a second, but you have
to spread your legs apart."
I did and she sprayed my groin again! OH I HATE THAT! It
was freezing cold and everything shrunk again. She held
each piece against my body one at a time. She wrote a few
things on a chart and then told me it was time for my
shower. ALL RIGHT! She showed me where it was and I gladly
entered. She added before closing the door that I should
shampoo my hair as well.
I said okay and took a nice hot shower! I washed off all
that cream and gooey stuff. Anna had body wash and a
scrubber in the shower, both new. The body wash smelled
like roses. I washed myself well and then opened the
shampoo. Sure enough, that smelled like roses as well. At
least I was nice and clean again! Even though I smelled
like a rose!
I toweled dry, patting myself instead of my usual way of
rubbing. My skin was still tender! I wrapped the towel
around my waist then and stepped back out into the shop.
Anna and Grace were waiting and Anna had me lay down on the
examination table again. This time she spread some creamy
stuff just on my nipples. Oh, why did that feel so intense?
They stood right up and stiffened. Anna smiled and said
"Good. Just what we need them to do."
She spread some other stuff on my breasts and then the
form. She held that against me for a few seconds and let
go. She smoothed it out from the center out to the ends.
She did the same with the other breast. Wow, they matched
and looked just like they were part of me!
She had me stand up and I immediately felt the weight of
them. They were so real looking I had to touch them! Anna
just looked at me and said, "What are you waiting for? I
know you want to touch them." FRAPST! How do they always
know what you are thinking?
I did touch them then. Wow, I mean this was so different
than the first set I had worn! I could feel underneath a
lot better. I actually could feel my real nipples when I
pushed on the life-like artificial ones on the forms! They
reacted! I was surprised and both Grace and Anna laughed at
my expression and surprise.
I stopped then and wondered what the hell was I doing? What
I was going to need, and soon, was a psychiatrist! I would
need someone that I could really talk to. Apart from those
involved with changing me. I truly believe I will be
changed. Not just on the outside. I knew this was a
certainty, but on the inside! My mind, my mannerisms, the
way I talked and corresponded with others. My whole being
will change in a way!
Will I be able to remain being my true self? Or, will I be
utterly changed? I know one thing is for certain. The
course I am on now will either enhance my true being or
destroy me. I have to be careful and diligent at all times!
I must learn from everything and put it into a perspective
I can deal with. I will need help and a lot of
compassionate teaching and understanding. I definitely need
GOD! I need prayer! I need time alone!
But, most of all I need unconditional love from my family!
It is so ironic that what I freely give every day, my
unconditional love to my family has set me to need more
than I have ever needed before! What do I need now compared
to before? HAH! TONS!
Female clothes, bras, panties, uniforms, shoes, slips, hair
care stuff that boggles the mind! Finger and toenail stuff!
Nail polish! Breast forms, hip forms, and I bet a bunch of
stuff I don't even know I need yet! Not to mention all the
lessons on being female!
Oh, and the biggie of them all! A female-looking groin I
still haven't figured out how it will be done without
slicing and dicing me! I will trust Grace and my Dr. of
forever. What else can I do? Say no? NOT! That is not an
option any longer.
I don't care what they have told me. Once you say yes to
something like this. There is no turning back! Not until
you have given an honest effort. I can't say no to the
change now! It is much too late. Too much money has been
spent on my yet-to-be other side! The only thing I wished I
had more of is time. This is happening so fast! I hope and
pray I soon will be getting some time to be able to digest
what is happening to me. I need time to merge my true self
into an understanding of Rachel!
"EARTH TO RICKY!" I heard the shout from Grace. I woke out
of whatever planet I was at the time and looked at the
direction of the shout. Grace and Anna looked at me and
smiled. Grace said, "Ricky is leaving now and Rachel will
appear very shortly. Let Anna finish with you ok?"
I looked at them both and just managed to nod. I could not
speak yet. Anna took my hand and made me step up and the
stage again. She applied some gooey stuff on one side of my
hip and then a little on the form she was holding. She held
it against me. After a few seconds she took her hand away
and my hip was wider by about two inches on that side. She
repeated this process on the other side. My hips were now
four inches wider! After she smoothed them out you really
could not tell they were there. Just like the breasts!
She slowly turned me and the stage moved with me. She
looked very closely and even used a magnifying glass when
looking at my breasts! She smiled and patted my fanny
saying, "You are a very pretty girl. Anyone looking at you
right now would say so!"
I looked down at my groin and laughed! Grace and Anna
started to laugh as well when they saw what I was looking
at! Anna then said, "Temporary setback, Rachel. Soon you
will see what you will be. Rachel, the girl that always was
within you and now can be seen."
With that said, Grace opened the wrapped box Betty had
given me. Grace looked at me and smiled saying, "Rachel we
will help you get dressed and then we will go see Marjorie,
okay?"
I said, "No wait! I am not ready to go out like that yet!"
Anna took my hands in hers and said, "Rachel, how can you
put on Ricky's clothes now? What would people say seeing a
girl dressed as a boy?" OH FRIPSY and double FRAPST! She
was right! Half the people thought I was a girl dressed as
a boy when I was Ricky! Now? I wouldn't stand a chance! I
had to get dressed and go out into the world as Rachel!
Grace first handed me a thong! Oh lord! Anna took it from
me and said, "Raise your leg Rachel." I did. She put them
on and pulled them up half way and then sprayed my groin
again! OH LORDY THAT IS COLD! Everything shrunk real fast
and she pushed on my testes until they were inside me!
Then, she took hold of my penis and pushed it down between
my legs and pulled the thong up the rest of the way. It was
tight! It held everything down and in place.
Grace then handed me a pair of white panties with roses on
them. I put them on before Anna could grab them from me.
She just smiled and turned me, which turned the stage. She
then pulled them up a little in the back and smoothed them
out over my fanny. GEEZ! They fit better than the other
pair I had worn. Why? Oh yes, I had girl hips now! To go
with my girl fanny!
Next Grace handed me a bra. It matched the panties, white
with roses printed on them with a flower sewn onto the
middle between the cups. Anna asked me if I needed any help
and I told her, no. This got a smile out of her and I
realized she didn't know about my previous lessons! OH
FRIPSY! I put the bra on the "easy way" but the bra just
didn't seem right.
Anna smiled even bigger and said, "You see, you don't know
everything." Just then I remembered the little adjusting
slides on the shoulder straps. But I didn't really know
what to adjust them to, so Anna adjusted each side for me,
and the bra fit perfectly.
Grace handed me a pair of pantyhose. Anna took my hand and
helped me off the stage and led me to a chair. I sat and
rolled first one leg down to the toe and slipped it onto my
foot pulling and smoothing them out just over my calf. I
did this again with the other side and pulled and smoothed
them out all the way to my waist. They went up high over my
hips.
Anna and Grace smiled and said, "Very good Rachel." Oh
brother!
Then came a slip which Anna adjusted for me and then came
the dress. It was not real dressy or real plain either. It
was an in between type of dress. An all occasions type. The
top fit closely and buttoned up from the waist. The waist
flared out and was light and roomy. It was white with red
roses printed on it. Grace handed Anna a matching belt that
was at least three inches wide! Anna slipped it in between
these little string like loops I hadn't noticed. She
tightened and then fastened it. It was comfortably snug.
I had to sit again for the shoes. Red to match the roses
and they had a two and a half inch heel! A little higher
than a pair of cowboy boots I had but didn't wear.
Grace said, "It is time for just a little lipstick and nail
polish, Rachel." OH FRAPST! The lipstick and nail polish
were red and shiny. I had to close my lips on a napkin and
it left a kiss me print. I did that and Grace put on
another coat! GEEZ! I blotted my lips again and Grace said,
"Beautiful!"
Anna then took hold of one hand while Grace held the other.
Anna did my left hand and handed Grace the polish to do my
right. Anna kept blowing on my nails! Grace finished and
handed the bottle back to Anna and this went on two times!
I had to sit there and wiggle my hands they said to speed
the drying process! I felt weird doing that! I knew from
the salon visit that this time it went much faster.
Grace took out a brush and started on my hair. Anna came
over and held my ear and made a dot on the lobe. She then
took out this white pearl with gold petals around it and
held it to my ear. She did this to my other ear lobe and
then said, "Very pretty Rachel. I have just glued on a set
of pearl earrings. Don't worry, they come off easy enough
with this solvent."
With that said she opened up a red purse and dropped it
inside. She added the lipstick, a compact and then turned
away and added a few other things I couldn't see. Grace I
could feel was setting my hair in a ponytail higher up on
my head like the girl I appeared to be. She brushed out the
end when she had finished tying it.
They both looked at me and smiled real huge! Grace said,
"Oh my, Rachel, you are beautiful!"
I gave her a look that said SURE, I BET I DO! I didn't feel
beautiful! So each took one of my hands and led me over to
one of those three mirror things so you can see three sides
of yourself at the same time. I looked at the reflection
and saw a cute girl standing there! She moved her hands as
I moved mine. She moved as I moved and it finally hit me.
HOLY FRAPST! That girl was me!
Now I would not call what I saw beautiful, but I would say
cute! Nice figure and she looked well-groomed, sort of an
upper-middle-class-type of girl. I couldn't believe what I
was seeing. I looked at Grace and Anna's reflection and
they both were hugging each other and I heard Grace say,
"Thank you Anna. You did a wonderful job. She looks
wonderful."
Anna said, "Grace, the pleasure was all mine! I had a
wonderful foundation to start with. The best feature I saw
was the lack of an Adam's apple. There is not one person I
know who would ever even think Rachel was ever a boy to
begin with." OH LORDY!
Grace looked at me and smiled saying, "Rachel get your
purse and we must be off."
I looked at Anna and shook my head and said, "Thank you I
think Anna. I just can't believe that reflection is me."
Anna gave me a big hug and invited both Grace and I over to
her place for dinner some time soon. Grace said that that
would be very nice and she would call her. I slung "my"
purse over my shoulder and we were off to my Doctors...
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