A Little "Black" Magic ? by: Donna Allyson (c) 2001
Author's note: Please excuse the literary license I have taken with
history and traditions. I have done so to advance the story line.
Prolouge
In retrospect, I have to admit I was an asshole and needed to learn a
lesson. Not that admitting that will change anything. I am now paying the
price for my insensitivity and arrogance. To see me now you would think
that I had been raise as a prim and proper girl with all the correct
training in deportment, manners and feminine graces. Well that is not
true.
Yes, I have learned all those things and more but not as a result of
being raised that way but as a matter of necessity. I probably should
back up a few years to when I was sixteen and explain how I eventually
ended up in dresses and petticoats and chairing the local chapter of the
Young Black Belles Society. My dear friend Hattie Lapointe eventually
told me what had caused my transformation. I hold no grudges however. I
unwittingly asked for what happened and I am now quite happy with the
results. It is strange how a punishment can end up being a Godsend. I
ramble. I have to meet Todd shortly so let me tell you the story while I
have time.
Chapter 1
I was born in 1950 into an upper middle class Louisiana family. From the
time I can remember I was taught constantly that the family traditions
must above all else be maintained. In our, family it was the male role
model that had to be followed to the letter. Women were to bear children
and maintain the home. They were to be protected and respected. Blacks on
the other hand were somewhere just above the barnyard animals in the
pecking order. They were there to serve the white folk and not to be
interfering in their betters business.
It was my willingness to continue in this tradition that eventually got
be into trouble or should I say, skirts. Talmadge Township is a small
rural community that is located in the peak of the triangle formed by
Chalmette and Baton Rouge and is nestled on the south shore of Lake
Pontchartrain. To find Talmadge on a map is difficult. There is only one
road leading into the village and it is a two lane gravel road and not
well marked and during the spring it is often under four inches of water
runoff from the bayou bordering the lake. The area is a mish-mash of
small private farms that were granted out to former slaves by the
Federal Government at the end of the Civil War when the large plantations
were broken up.
As time went on, the blacks were bought out by a combination of
intimidation and fear by the by angry southern whites who felt left out
of the new order. This allowed the land to be purchased dirt cheap.
The descendants of these disgruntled whites make up the majority
of Talmadge's twelve hundred souls. Great-grandfather had acquired a
hundred and twenty five acre plot from the son of a former slave. He had
at least paid the man a fair price for the land. My Great-grandfather
worked the land for years producing everything from cotton to peanuts.
When he died my Grandfather inherited that land but he was not much of a
farmer and eventually he sold off all the land except for a five acre
parcel that contained the family home. With the money he went into the
gas station business in the 1930s. It was in the family home that I was
raised with my brother Jeb and my sister Beth. I was the middle sibling.
Beth younger than me by two years. Jeb was the older by three years and
was Dad's favorite of course.
My name? Jeremy (Jerry) Kline or more appropriately it is now Geraldine
Kline. Gerry for short. My father was like my grandfather, a true
Louisianan, firm in their beliefs and stubborn through and through.
To them the rights of the states came before anything that the 'Damned
Northerners' wanted. Their philosophy was that the Feds should say in
Washington and leave the people to decide their own future. I was getting
my share of this teaching. By the time I was ten, I would not walk on the
same side of the street with a black kid. I would stand with my friends
and taunt all the kids going into the small Catholic Church on Sundays.
And girls? What did girls know? It was us men that had all the problems
and knew the way of things.
Now don't get me wrong, I wasn't getting into trouble with the law or
anything, I was just a typical white Southern Baptist male who thought
that the stars and bars was the national flag and I had to impress my
friends on how loyal I was to the ways of the southern tradition. I had
just turned sixteen when I made the 'fatal' mistake of running afoul of
Matilda LaPointe.
I should have known better and I did. Even the old-timers knew better
than to cross that black witch's path. But, I was in one of those
euphoric states when I could do no wrong and impressing the guys was more
important than anything else. So not only did I cross her once but I had
to go and do it a second time. I had no idea that that would be the
beginning of a whole new way of looking at life and the start of my
makeover.
Let me tell you this, if you do not believe in black magic and voodoo,
that's fine. Just do not test the practitioners. Stay far away from them
and do not cross them or their children. You might not like the results.
Chapter 2
Matilda Lapointe was the descendant of a long line of Haitian women who
had studied and practiced Vodun. Her great-grandfather was a French
sailor who had forced himself on her great-grandmother during a drunken
rampage by his shipmates in the slave quarters. The next day the sailors
were gone back to their ship and had sailed away. There were three women
of the nearly dozen who had been raped that night that that had been left
pregnant. Matilda's female predecessors had, from that time on, vowed to
remain faithful to the 'white' side of Loa to make all who violated their
family pay the consequences.
Matilda's mother had left Haiti as a young woman and had married an
American of mixed Haitian/Irish blood, Louis Pere', who had come to Haiti
on a vacation and to search out his family roots. He was a attorney from
Boston and after they were married they settled in New York's Harlem
district where he became quite successful defending the swelling black
population at the end of the first world war.
Matilda was born in New York in 1921. Her affluent parents had sent her
to Berkeley Finishing School for Young Ladies in Boston. Berkeley School
was noted for it's program for third and fourth year high school girls.
It specialized in refining young ladies for secretarial careers with an
emphasis on deportment and social graces.
She returned home in 1939 and two years later on her twentieth birthday
she married Anton LaPointe. Their time together was short and by February
of '42 he had joined the Navy. After the war Gus stayed in the Navy as a
career officer. Stationed at the Brooklyn Navy Yard, Anton Lapointe had
the best of both worlds. A career, a beautiful wife of some affluence and
he was stationed close to home. Matilda had had some trouble conceiving a
child and it was not until 1953 that Hattie was born.
In 1955 while serving on a destroyer escort, Anton suffered a stroke. He
never recovered. Matilda grieved long and hard and after her mother
passed away the following year Matilda decided to move. She finally
settled with her young daughter, in the small Louisiana town of Talmadge.
It was here that her mother's sister had settled years earlier and she at
least had some family.
Her finances safely intact, she bought a small cottage on the edge of
town and eventually opened a small bakery that catered to the local
Haitian population. Matilda had learned about Vodun from her mother but
it was her Aunt Leanda who taught her the refinements. Matilda had seldom
ever used the magic.
Matilda was a full Mambo and did occasionally use her 'magic' to invoke a
healing power for her community but never in retribution. Not that is
until a young bigot named Jeremy had decided to use his bigotry on her 12
year old daughter Hattie. The first time when he had harassed Hattie and
her friends while they were going into church was bad enough but the
second time was insulting and frightening. She had to teach him a lesson
that he and his bigot father would never forget. She felt sorry for
Jeremy's mother. She was a kind lady and deserved better. Maybe this was
just what she would need.
[-earlier-]
It was a warm muggy late July day in 1965. The waters of the bayou had
long since receded and the land was alive with the scents and signs of
the approaching summer. Jeremy and his friend Todd Blake were laying up
against an old log, their fishing poles in hand and the lines stretching
out into the stream that exited the lake. They just laid there waiting
for a catfish to strike their line.
Todd was an orphan and lived at the local orphanage. Normally the
orphanage transferred the older boys to Baton Rouge at sixteen but Todd
was handy with cars and the orphanage had let him stay as a part time
mechanic. As a result Todd had a lot of free time and his pay was his
own, the school had remodeled the old storage room in the back of the
garage into a living quarters for him, providing him with room and board.
It was a good deal for a sixteen year old.
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Hattie had gone out early that morning to gather a harvest of wild
Huckleberries. She followed the old path along the stream that lead back
to town. She and her mother lived in a neat but modest cottage on the
main road. The path actually wound it's way through their back yard and
this afforded the girl an easy and safe way to travel without going out
on the main road.
In the old tradition, Hattie wore a plain white ankle length cotton dress
and she had donned a red and white checkered apron with which to carry
her bounty in. She was quite pleased. She had filled her apron to
capacity and was holding the prize tightly in the apron and she was
singing an old Haitian love song as she walked back towards her home.
Jeremy heard the girl singing as she approached the point where the path
came along the stream. He did not see her at first but from the girl's
voice he knew who it was. Jeremy poked Todd in the ribs. "Hear that? I
bet that is that witch Matilda's kid," Jeremy said with a sneer.
"Want to have some fun?"
"I don't think so Jerry, You know that it is suppose to be real bad to
fool with her or her kid. I really don't think I want to be on the
receiving end of any of her black magic shit," Todd replied. A slight
sense of fear in his voice.
"Oh come on Todd. You don't believe that crap do you?"
"I... I don't know Jerry. I think we ought to leave the kid alone. Just
in case," Todd replied fearfully. He knew Jeremy was going to do
something stupid and he wanted no part of it.
"Suit yourself then sissy. I'll do it then."
Todd picked up his reel and rod. "Jeremy let's not fuck around. Come on,
lets get out of here," Todd pleaded.
"You go if you want to. If your chicken. I am going to have some
fun with that black bitch," Jeremy said menacingly as he walked
towards the path.
"No way Jeremy. I am out of here. You may be sorry though," Todd said as
he walked out onto the path and in the opposite direction. Ducking under
a tree limb as he hurried off, Todd yelped as a lock of his hair caught
on a branch. The small lock of hair firmly held to the thorny branch.
Todd could hear the girl getting closer and he hurried off. He wanted
no part of the affair. His unwillingness to help the girl knowing what
was about to happen would cost him dearly later on but not nearly as much
as Jerry would.
Hattie came around a small bend in the path and almost walked into Jeremy
who was standing in the path but leaning against a tree. She knew this
kid's reputation of being a jerk but she did not have any fear of him as
he had never actually hurt anyone but still she felt apprehensive as he
stood erect and blocked her path.
"Well who have we here? if it isn't little '"Miss Witch'," Jerry stated
sarcastically as the girl approached. "And what have you been up to?
Gathering some toads and spiders for your mother's brew?" he asked with a
sarcastic laugh.
"No, just some Huckleberries. Now would you please let me pass," Hattie
asked nervously.
"Not till you show me what you collected. I still think you have some of
that weird stuff you mother uses," Jerry said. His tone of voice hinting
of trouble.
Hattie was not taking any chances aggravating the boy. She opened
her apron to show her harvest of berries. Jeremy had hoped that the girl
would resist and he became even more agitated when she had responded to
his demand. Seeing the apron full of plain old huckleberries he cursed
and with one swipe of his hand had sent the contents of Hattie's apron
scattering over the ground. Hattie gasped in surprise at the act and then
cursed.
"Oh my, such language from a little girl. You should be ashamed of
yourself." Jerry said tauntingly. He reached out and grasped the apron
the girl was wearing and the loose bow yielded to the pull. The force
however sent the girl sprawling on the ground. Jerry found himself
holding the material. He threw the apron on the ground next to the pile
of berries. The girl lay on the ground stunned. She had slightly hit her
head on the stump of a tree. The hem of her long dress had ridden up
about her thighs and Jerry could just see the hint of the lace edging
on her panties. Emboldened by the stories of his ancestors domination
of the black race and how they had used the pretty younger black girls,
especially the light skinned mulattos for their own pleasure, Jerry
decided to give it a try.
Before the girl could cry out, Jerry dropped his pants to his ankles,
reached under the girls skirt and tore her panties off. He straddled
between her legs. Hattie pleaded with him to stop. Jerry was not
listening. It had gone to far and he was determined to show this little
black witch who was boss. Holding his hand over her mouth to stop her
screams, he used his other hand to masturbate his penis to rigidity. He
did not care that a small amount of precum had dripped onto the hem of
her dress, He was intent on doing a lot more.
He was about to insert his raging hard on into her when he felt his
head jerk back and his hair almost rip from his head. Actually some
did. Before he realized what happened he was on his back. His pants
around his ankles, his knees bent and penis facing the sky. Hattie was on
her feet hugging her mother's waist, her face buried in her skirts.
Matilda held her daughter with one arm and the boys hair with her other
hand. Her countenance at that moment was enough to freeze hell over, yet
she controlled her rage. Barely.
"You little bigoted bastard. You will pay for this. It is a good thing I
came looking for Hattie when I did. If you had raped her you would not
live to see tomorrow. I have other plans for you now."
Jerry pulled away from the woman and stood up. He pulled up his pants and
tucked in his shirt. He had a sarcastic grin on his face. This was the
deep south and no one would take a black woman's word against his and
even if they did, he would have gotten only a 'hand slapping' for
punishment, so he was not worried about any repercussions.
"So what are you going to do witch, call the cops? They won't take your
word over mine. Besides I'll bet some white guy will break that little
bitch's cherry before long anyway, if I don't first."
Matilda felt the heat of anger rise inside of her. She knew the boy was
correct as far as the law was concerned yet she had to do something to
protect her daughter.
"At least it wont be you that gets Hattie's cherry," she said.
"Oh really? What are you going to do witch. Concoct some potion that will
turn me into a girl or something? That's the only way you will be able to
stop me," Jerry replied with a laugh.
Taking Hattie by the hand, she walked away. She heard Jerry's laugh of
ridicule ring in her ears. She noted the lock of hair in the tree branch
and she pulled it free and placed it in her apron pocket along with the
one she had pulled from Jerry's head.
"Good idea 'Geraldine'. Good idea. You have sealed your own fate and that
of your cowardly, sissy friend Todd," Matilda said to herself. "Don't
worry Hattie dear, he won't hurt you again, I promise."
Chapter 3
Jerry left the wooded are feeling quite pleased with himself. He had
taught those Negro half-breeds a lesson. True he had not screwed the
little witch but he was quite sure that she and her witch mother would
stay clear of him in the future. Jerry headed into town to find is friend
Todd. Todd was a wimp but Jerry tolerated him because he could wrap his
little follower around his finger. Jerry had been quite surprised that
Todd had not stayed around to watch the fun. Well at least he could find
Todd and brag about his conquest.
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Matilda got her daughter undressed and into a hot tub. She took the dress
and petticoat that Hattie had been wearing to the basement laundry. She
was about to throw it in the washer when she noticed the stains on the
hem. When she realized what the stains were her rage returned. She had
considered some mild spell to put on the boy to teach him a lesson but
the semen stain reinforced in her mind what the SOB had been intent on
doing to Hattie. She took the dress and put it in the washer. She hoped
the washer would get all that disgusting semen out of the material.
Matilda place the locks of hair she had collected in separate sterile
jars and labeled the owner's name on each.
She hummed to herself as she took down the black and gold book and opened
it to the page on transformations. She took two gender neutral paper
mache' doll forms from her desk and placed them beside the dolls. It had
been a long time since she had used the magic skills and she had never
done transformation magic. She wanted to get it right. She did not want
to injure the boys, just transform them to meet her needs. She would call
a Hounfort of the Societe when she was ready.
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Todd was sitting in their favorite booth when Jerry walked into the Malt
shop on Main Street. Walking over to the booth Jerry flopped down across
from his friend.
"So, What happened?" Todd asked a little nervously.
"Oh nothing much. I did scare the shit out of the little witch though.
Especially when she got a look at my prick," Jerry bragged.
The implication was not lost on Todd.
"Did you screw her? Right there in the woods?" he asked inquisitively.
"Nah, I was going to. I had her panties off and I was about to tap her
when her mother came along and stopped me. I swear that woman must use
ESP. What was the chances that see would come along just then? She was
pissed but didn't do anything. She wouldn't dare. The whole town would
think that Hattie was a slut."
"I saw her mother look my way as I left," Todd said. "Did she mention
me?"
"Oh she saw you alright. She called you a cowardly little sissy and
threatened to fix both our 'wagons.." She even called me Geraldine. The
witch...."
"Why? I didn't do anything to Hattie?" Todd asked quizzically.
"Oh I think she expected you to stop me or something. Don't worry about
it. She was just blowing off steam," Jerry said with a laugh.
"I hope so Jerry. I don't trust her. She is libel to use some of that
black magic voodoo stuff to get even." Toss appeared nervous.
"Bullshit Todd. That is nothing but bullshit. All she can do is threaten
us verbally. That is all she can do," Jerry said vehemently.
Inside Jerry was not quite sure of what he had just said. He shrugged
his shoulders. "Lets get a hamburger. I starved.
Chapter 4
Hattie cried most of the rest of the day. Matilda tried soothing the
girl's feelings but to no avail. Seeing her daughter's distress only
strengthened Matilda's resolve to teach those white trash a lesson.
In particular her rage focused on the Kline boy.
Matilda finally got Hattie quieted down and put to bed. She finally
sobbed herself to sleep. It was close to 9:00 PM when Matilda returned
to workshop and took the two jars and placed then on top of the black
and gold book. Matilda picked up her phone and made several calls. The
first to her 85 year old Aunt Leanda. Needless to say the old woman was
furious when she heard Matilda's account of the incident.
"Call Louis and Sadie. Have them pick me up and we will be over in an
hour. I think a Hounfort is in order," the old woman said with
determination.
Matilda sat and sipped on a cup of green tea and waited. She was quite
sure that her Aunt would want to do something drastic to avenge Hattie's
insult. Matilda had her own agenda and it did not involve physical injury
to the boys, just a strong lesson. Just a short time in dresses to feel
how it is to be on the receiving end of some jerk's bigoted remarks or
forced attentions. Matilda formed her plan and was determined to keep the
Hounfort in check. She was certain the Lois and Sadie would agree to her
plan.
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Jerry and Todd had picked up the two girls and had headed out to Larry's
Hamburger Heaven by the lake. It was a local teen hangout and usually
ended up with the kids pairing off around midnight to make out on the
beach. Jerry was all fired up. His intent was to do more than make out
with Judy Miller. He was going to get his rocks off oneway or another.
Todd was along for his easy willingness to pay for the food. Todd, in
Jerry's mind was a follower and an easy mark. Jerry had it all planned.
Dump Todd and that nerdy Susan Jacobson, after Todd had paid of course,
and head to the lake with Judy. If he had known what was soon to happen,
Jerry would have had a lot more on his mind and it would not have been
Judy Miller.
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For her age, Leandra was more like sixty than eighty-five. She still had
her stature and stood straight at 5' 9". Her 170 pounds and stern ebony
looks made even the white bigots pay her mind and steer clear of her. She
could if she wished, let out quite a diatribe of wrath on those who
crossed her path. Leandra was a certified master Mambo and had full
access to whatever voodoo spell she wished to cast. Louis and Sadie, her
driver and housekeeper were well aware of her powers as they had been on
the receiving end only once and did not want a repeat. The six month body
swap they had had to endure had been enough to teach them a lesson.
Enough so that they had decided to learn the art from Leandra and be on
her best side. They had been good students and had finally been accepted
into the Societe.
To Leandra, Hattie was her pride and joy. She was determined to end that
young bigot's 'reign of terror' on society and especially on her 'lovely
Hattie'. Knowing Matilda as she did, Leandra was sure to she would let
the boys off light. She was a 'softy' when it came to meting out
punishment. Since it was Matilda that had called for the Hounfort, and it
was her choice as to the results, Leandra could only hope to modify the
punishment and still not violate Matilda's justice. Maybe making them
rats would suffice. Leandra thought as she sat in the back of the car for
the short ride to her Niece's cottage. It was close to 11:00 PM when the
car turned into gravel driveway of Matilda's cottage.
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Jerry looked at his watch. It was close to 11:0O PM and the walk down to
the beach was about a quarter mile. If he was to get laid tonight he
decided he better get moving.
"Hey Todd, Judy and I are headed down to the beach. Want to come?"
Jerry asked, knowing that his friend would refuse. Todd was engrossed in
looking over the workings of a 57 Chevy that was parked in the lot of
Larry's.
"Eh, no thanks Jerry. Susan and I are staying her for awhile. You go
ahead. I'll catch up with you later. Say about 12:30?"
"Ok Pal. By the way, can you pick up the tab from Larry? I catch you
later on it?" Jerry asked as he walked towards the path.
"Sure, sure. No problem," Todd replied. "See you later."
Susan leaned up against the side of the car. The look on her face was one
of boredom but since she hardly ever got a date from anyone, she was
reluctant to tell Todd how she felt. How she wished she had been born a
guy. 'Things would be a lot different if she was a boy instead of some
timid girl. Sixteen and never had my clothes off in front of a boy. Look
at Judy, if she has her way she will be raping Jerry, not the other way
around. I must be sick,' she thought to herself in frustration. Susan
looked over at Todd. "If I were you I would not be looking at some greasy
engine right now," she said under her breath. "Todd?" Susan said sharply
"Huh?" Todd replied not looking up from inside the engine hood.
"Are we going with Jerry and Judy?"
"Ah, yeah. In a minute," Todd replied half heartedly, not looking up. Her
frustration increasing, Susan walked back inside Larry's. Todd did not
noticed that she had left. When he finally did notice that she was gone
he say her and a couple of other girls leaving the lot in a car. Susan
would never date Todd again. For that matter, Todd would never date any
other girl again for a long time.
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Leandra sat and listened to Matilda explain in detail the events of
earlier in the day. The more she listened the more angry she got. She
kept looking at the dolls and samples in the jars and shook her head.
"So Matilda, what is it you have planned for that animal and his weak
kneeded friend? You did not call us her for a Hounfort unless you had
something in mind. Maybe turning them into rats or something?" the old
woman said vehemently.
"No nothing so drastic. I was thinking along the lines of maybe letting
them feel what it is like to be on the receiving end for a change. A
month or do as girls might be a nice payback," Matilda said, an edge to
her voice.
"That's to good for them. I like the rat idea better," replied Matilda.
Lois and Sadie smiled an nodded their heads in agreement. "Aunt Leandra.
You know we don't do those things. It is not an acceptable alternative,"
Matilda said.
Leandra relented, "I know dear. But we can do it if we wish and that
would be a nice fitting punishment for that bigot Jeremy Kline."
"I know but it would also punish his parents and that is not what I want
to do."
"Ok Matilda, have it your way. You and Hattie are the offended here and
have the right to choose. I still like the rat idea," Leandra said with a
slightly 'evil' laugh. I will agree to help but you have to accept one
condition."
"What is that?" Matilda asked with some suspicion that she was being
manipulated by the older woman.
"Kline's punishment must be at least 3 years so that he can see and also
experience the bigotry his kin caused our people. As for the Blake boy,
I will leave that up to you but he must be punished for at least a short
time for his indifference otherwise I will leave now and do my own
Hounfort."
Matilda knew that she did not want Leandra doing her own thing. She was
capable great mischief and she did not feel the boys needed that much
punishment.
"Ok Aunt Leandra. I guess you have at right to make some conditions
since Hattie is also your family."
"Good. That's settled. Lets get on with it then."
Ten minutes later there were two dolls dressed in small Barbie like
dresses. One doll was light brown and the other white. The white doll had
a long blonde ponytail wig attached and the black one had a black
straight wig that came all the way down to it's waist. To the black doll,
the lock of Jeremy's hair was weaved into the wig. To the white doll she
attached Todd's lock. Leandra pick up each doll. She drew a small circle
at the base of the hairline on each doll. The circles not quite closed.
"You may close Blakes's the circle when you feel the time is right
Matilda and end his punishment but Kline's may not be closed until he
asks us to and we both agree that he has learned his lessons," the old
woman said. Matilda had a feeling that it would be a lot longer than
three years before Jeremy Kline's circle was closed.
Leandra, Matilda, Sadie and Louis began the chants from the Book. The
rift in the time line was hardly noticed. Only Jerry and Todd noticed the
changes and they found they could not speak about them. To everyone in
Talmadge things were as they had always been.
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"So that was the beginning. I have to tell you that the first month was a
living hell. I knew what had happened, at least to Todd and I. Except
with Todd, I was not able to talk about it to anyone. Every time I tried,
I found myself tongue-tied. Todd had the same problem only worse. He was
now a ten year old. We just had to go along for the 'ride'. I will tell
you I did not like it one bit." What bothered me the most, was my
parents. They accepted everything as if it was normal. Dad and Mon seemed
like different people. When Mom told me I was going to a training school
for girls in Boston, I was perplexed beyond explanation. It was, the same
school that Hattie's mother had attended. It was Hattie's mother that had
planted the idea in Mom's head that I needed to go even if I protested.
Anyway, Let me continue.....
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Chapter 5
I first noticed that something was wrong while on the beach with Judy
Miller. I had just gotten Judy out of her panties. She had taken down the
zipper of my pants and was undoing my belt when it started. I should have
by this time had a raging hard-on but instead I found I could not get it
up at all. Then it started.
I was not in pain or anything like that. Instead I felt a pressure all
over my body like I was in a pressure chamber. I felt like everything
inside was moving around. The best I can explain it is like I had a
massive rumbling in my stomach except it was all over my body. I pushed
Judy's hand away as I bent over at the waist. It must have shown on my
face.
"What's wrong Jerry?" Judy asked as she looked into my face and heard
the rumbling.
"I don't know. All of a sudden I don't feel well. I think we had better
go," I replied.
Judy put her panties back on and straightened her skirt while I stood up.
I was wobbly on my feet and Judy had to help me back to Larry's. By the
time we got back to the parking lot I felt a little better. We found
Todd sitting in the car waiting. He did not look so good either. Not sick
or anything like that. Just frightened.
"So what's your problem?" I asked as Judy and I got in the car.
"Ah, nothing. I'll tell you later. Let's just head home."
"Where's Susan?" I asked.
"She bugged out while I was checking out the Chevy," Todd replied.
"You and your cars. She was probably pissed that you ignored her.
"Yeh, yeah. Well screw her. Lets get out of here," Todd said.
He appeared to be scared but I let it go. We dropped Judy at her home.
She gave me a quick kiss on the cheek and ran her hand over my groin as
she got out of the car. She gave me a funny look but said nothing. She
just let out a little giggle and closed the door. We were not ten feet
down the road when Todd opened up.
"Jerry did anything happen to you while you were down at the beach?"
he asked excitedly.
"Just felt a little stomach upset. Why?" I asked.
"Me too. I felt awful so I headed into the men's room. I was ot sure if I
was going to have the runs. That's when I found out."
"Found what? I asked irritably.
"This," Todd said as he grabbed my hand and put it on his crotch.
I almost ran the car off the road when Todd grabbed my hand.
"Are you nuts? What did you do that for," I asked incredulously.
"Feel it Jerry. If you can. It's almost gone," Todd said as he actually
started to cry like a girl.
"What's gone? Todd," I asked.
"My dick and balls. They're almost gone. I swear it is changing into a
pussy. A fucking pussy Jerry, I don't even have any hair down there."
Todd was screaming now. His voice seemed a lot higher too. I reached down
and felt myself. My heart started to pound. He was right. I reached down
and felt my cock. It felt quite small. I was damned scared.
"Look Todd. I'll drop you at home and call you in the morning. This has
got to be something else. Right now you are upset. I think your reading
more into this than you need to," I said not quite confident that I was
right.
"You don't believe me do you. Here stick your hand in here and check
it out for yourself," Todd said as he pulled down his zipper and
loosened his belt.
"Todd. cut it out. If anyone saw you now they would think we were
a couple of fags."
"Fine, I'll call you in the morning then," Todd said as he got out of
the car in front of the side wing of the orphanage.
Jerry noticed that Todd seemed to be speaking with a little girl's
voice, almost crying. I passed it off to his hysteria.
When I got home Dad and Mom were both in bed sleeping. I headed to my
room and got undressed. I did an inspection of my privates and felt
relief. Everything was still there but did seem a little smaller than
usual but that had happened before when I was stressed out so I passed it
off to a bad night. Todd must have freaked out and made it sound worse
than it really was.
"We probably caught some damned swamp bug or Something," I said to
myself. With that I put on my pajamas and headed for the bed.
Chapter 6
The screams could be heard throughout the orphanage. The staff found the
little girl sitting in a corner of the garage's backroom storage area.
She was dressed only in a man's bathrobe but had it wrapped tightly
around herself. Mrs. Henderson the nighttime house mother picked the girl
up off the floor and hugged her close. "Toni, what were you doing out
here?" she asked.
All the girl would say over and over again was, "No, no, no. Please.
please tell me this didn't happen."
Mrs. Henderson felt the girl's pain. "It's all right child. I
understand," she said but really didn't, thinking the girl was in shock
again from so recently loosing her parents. Come lets get you back to
bed."
She helped the 8 year old walk back to the dormitory. The small girl
hugged the older woman as they walked and started to cry. Todd tried to
tell the woman who he really was but try as he might all He did was choke
up and cry.
"It's ok Toni. Geraldine is coming to take you to the zoo today. When you
get up we'll get you all pretty and dressed. I'm sure you will feel
better when you get to the zoo."
Three blocks away at the Kline home, the scene was totally different.
+++++++++
I knew I was being called but it took several calls before I realized it
was my mother and not part of a dream. I liked to sleep in late in the
mornings that I was not going to school so I pulled the covers over my
head hoping that the intruding voice would go away and I could go back to
sleep.
"Geraldine Kline, get you buns out of bed now!" I heard Mom's voice said
from the doorway. "You have a job to do today if you haven't forgotten"
"Ok Mom. Ok. I'm up," the standard response that I always used when I was
called in the morning. I just pulled the covers up even higher.
"Never mind that excuse Gerry. Get up. You did agree go to the orphanage
after you pick up Hattie and take them to the zoo today. You will be late
if you don't get a move on. I laid your nice green sundress on the spare
bed."
In the 'fog' that followed sleep I tried to figure out what was wrong
with what my mother had just said. Something was strange. Then it hit me.
I sat up bolt straight when it finally came through to my conscious mind
what it was. Geraldine? Orphanage? Dress? The voice? My voice. The shock
hit me at the same time. Long black hair cascaded down my back. Small
tight braids along the sides fell across my face.
"Oh shit. Oh shit." I hopped out of bed and looked in the mirror. "Oh
damned, what has happened?" I yelped at the realization of what was
reflected back at me by the mirror. "I'm a girl, a friggin black girl."
I almost fainted and it was only the fact that I grabbed the edge of the
bureau that prevented me from collapsing on the floor. My legs felt like
rubber. I stood there looking at my reflection. I was holding on to the
edge of the dresser for dear life. My mind was in total confusion.
"This is impossible. There ain't no way I could turn into a black girl. I
must be dreaming," I thought. It was only when mother call again that I
knew that I was not dreaming and that something terrible had happened.
"Geraldine! Get your buns out of that bed. I won't tell you again. You
have a lot to do today." Mother sounded angry.
"I'm up already," Gerry responded. This time I became acutely aware of my
new feminine voice. I was sure that my mother would comment about how I
sounded but she made no comment."
"Ok, go take your shower and get dressed. I'll have breakfast ready in
about a half hour. And, don't forget to use your shower cap. I don't want
you to ruin your new hair-do that I spent all that money on." My Mom
called back.
"Ok Mom," I replied through the partially open door to my room. I tried
to lower my voice to a more masculine level. It didn't work. Pushing
myself off the bureau, I took stock of my surroundings. I was dressed in
a dark blue satin nightgown that did nothing to hide the weights on my
chest. My face was still mine but quite feminine in appearance. My face a
light shade of brown, just a slightly flared nose and large brown oval
eyes and my jet black hair was halfway down my back in a long straight
fall. It had a satin sheen all it's own. Some of the strands had been
braided to form several rows around the sides and back to form a delicate
halo.
I was a 'knockout'. I then looked around my room. That was when the
second shock hit me. I was in my same room but it was different. It was
decorated like a girl's room. The canopied bed, the vanity covered in
girlish cosmetics, The open walk-in closet door was open and was filled
with all manner of girl's apparel. My world seemed like it was 'upside
down."
I looked over towards the fold-up cot I used when I had friends stay for
the night. Laying across the cot was a knee length light green cotton
sundress edged with white lace on the sleeves and collar. The other item
I recognized as a petticoat. Some other items that were obviously
undergarments lay neatly folded on my dresser top. On the floor next to
the dresser was a pair of green low heel shoes that fastened across the
in-step. Mother expected me put these very girlish items on. I just shook
my head.
"I'm not going to wear that stuff," I said to myself, knowing deep down
inside that I would have to in the end. I headed to the bathroom when I
realized my need to empty my bladder. For a minute I stood in front of
the toilet in total confusion. I started to lift up my nightgown and
reach for my 'tool' when it struck me. I didn't have one. I had to sit
down to pee. I think that is when I started to cry in earnest. I
realized at that moment that I was indeed a girl and was not having a
dream.
I got out of my nightgown and inspected my body. There was no question
about it. I had one hell of a body. I carefully lifted my hair up onto my
head and put on the pink oversized shower cap and got in the shower. I
was wondering how I knew how to do that when the spray hit my pert
breasts waking me out of any sleepiness that remained. After taking my
shower, I brushed my teeth, which I noticed were pearly white and then
went back into my bedroom. I spent close to a half hour just staring at
the clothes I was expected to wear.
I could not bring myself to even pick them up. I had never ever thought
about wearing girl's clothes before and now I was being told to put on a
dress and panties. I just could not bring myself to do it. I was still
standing there staring in shock at my reflection in the mirror when Mom
walked into the room.
**********
Toni sat in TV room waiting for her babysitter to arrive. She felt quite
uncomfortable in the white tights and blue and white sailor dress. It was
not that the clothes and black mary-janes were the wrong size, It was
just that in the little girl's head a 16 year old Todd was feeling very
humiliated and to make matters worse, he could not even do anything about
it. Todd knew it had to be something that Hattie's mother had 'cooked'
up. She had said we would be sorry. She was right. Toni thought. Toni
felt even more embarrassed when Mrs. Henderson came back into the room
and handed her a small teddy bear.
"Here you are dear. Barney Bear should keep you company while you wait,"
Mrs. Henderson said. "Gerry is running a little late but she should be
here soon. That's when Toni realized who the 'sitter' was.
"She? Oh no. Shit. What was happening to us?" Toni asked herself.
**********
"Geraldine. What are you waiting for girl, Christmas?" I have breakfast
on the table and you are still not dressed. Lets get a move on honey.
You have not got much time before you pick up Toni at the orphanage,"
Mother said as she picked up the undergarments from the dresser and
handed them to me.
Not to say the least, the cool satin fabric at that moment could have
been red hot as I dropped the pile on the floor. I looked down between
my legs at the bra, panties and slip on the floor half covering my tiny
feet. I started to sob again and my legs gave out. Luckily I was standing
with my back to my bed and I landed on the mattress. I rolled on my face
and was wracking with sobs into the bedcovers. I felt the bed move as
Mother sat down next to me. Her small hand was stroking the back of my
hair. "Geraldine, what is the matter honey?" she asked in her gentle
soothing voice.
The only thing I could think to say was, "Why am I black and not white
like you?" I don't know why I asked that at that moment, it just came
out all my itself. I felt Mother's hand stop it's ministrations. She
gently rolled me over so that I was looking up at her. She had a slight
smile on her face.
"Come on, lets get you dressed and we can go down to the kitchen and I
will tell you everything while we have breakfast."
The next fifteen minutes were a blur as I allowed Mother to help me get
dressed. I was quite conscious of each and every piece of clothing that
went onto my body and as much as I felt humiliated with having to get so
femininely dressed, I could not stop myself. Before I knew it, the only
thing I could see in the mirror was a very pretty black girl. Inside I
wanted to scream to mother that I was her son but all I could do was let
her dress me. Before I knew it, I was sitting daintily at the kitchen
table absent-mindedly stirring a fork through the breakfast plate while
mother sat across from me with a strange look in her eyes.
"I knew this time would come dear. I know what I am about to tell you
I should have told you a long time ago but I just could not do it. I
just felt that it would be best to wait until you asked. It was a
complete surprise when you were born. Your father took it the hardest.
At first he though that I had been cheating on him and we had a few days
of bitter arguments over you. It was not until he found out that his
grandfather had had an affair with a black servant girl and had gotten
her pregnant. The child turned out to be quite fair and your great-great-
grandfather decided to take the child in as his own to avoid the scandal.
That child was your great-grandfather. He was so fair that nobody ever
suspected his real lineage. You were the first in the next three
generations to have the black gene become prominent. It was when you were
born and your father realized his own racial mix that he gave up all that
traditional race hatred that had permeated the family for so long and
instead became a dedicated reformer. Geraldine, that had cost him dearly.
He lost many of his former friends and business associates and it had
only been that last few years that he has again been able to gain the
respect that your family enjoyed for so long."
I sat stunned as mother explained what appeared to be the truth. I was
sure that she believed her story and I was convinced that in this reality
it was the truth. I wanted to scream at her to stop. I wanted to tell her
what was the real truth but instead I sat quietly listening to her
explanation. Then the shock hit me. I knew how all this had happened. It
had to be Hattie's mother. She was getting even in the most profound way.
I was being taught a lesson in the extreme. As a girl. As a girl with
both black and white blood. I began to wonder how long Matilda would
continue this charade. Maybe forever. I reached over and placed my now
delicate hand on Mother's.
"Thank you for telling me," I said softly. In a way I meant it.
Chapter 7
I decided to pick up Tony first before going to collect Hattie. I parked
my car in front of the orphanage. Thankful that I was still old enough to
drive and still had my license. As soon as I got in the car I opened my
small purse and checked my folding wallet. Inside was my license and it
had my picture, my girl picture, on it with the name Geraldine Kline. I
still had the same birth date but the letter 'F' was listed for gender.
My purse had twenty dollars in cash in the side pocket. I shook my head
at the completeness of this transformation. I had no idea how Hattie's
mother had accomplished this reality change but I was sure I was in for
more surprises.
It was when I saw Todd that I knew that I was in for a lot more
surprises. That fact struck home when Mrs. Henderson met me at the front
door of the orphanage..
"Good morning Geraldine you look lovely today."
"Thank you Mrs. Henderson," I replied meekly.
"Toni has been waiting patiently for you," Mrs. Henderson said, looking
over at the young girl. She is so looking forward to this outing."
When I looked past her I saw a pretty little blonde girl with a long
ponytail sitting in the foyer. She was wearing a cute blue sailor dress
with a red scarf tied loosely in the front. I knew immediately that the
girl was my friend Todd.
"Oh no!" I said to myself realizing how far this transformation had
progressed. I felt immediately sorry for my friend. I was sure he had
received the worst part of this punishment. I just did not understand
why. When he saw me, I could tell from the look on his face that he
recognized me but he said nothing. He had the most profound expression of
helplessness yet I could see a pleading in his eyes. I felt that I was
going to be able to discuss our plight with him. It was going to be a
long day.
Mrs. Henderson produced a short white coat and a small blue purse from
the foyer closet and helped Toni put the coat on. Putting some tissue and
a small lipstick tube in the purse she placed it over Toni's shoulder and
gave her a small kiss on the cheek.
"Have a nice day at the zoo girls." She said as she ushered us out the
door.
Toni and I said nothing as we walked to my car. Toni got into the car and
fastened her seatbelt as did I. Something we had never done as teenage
boys. I had driven about a half mile down the road we Toni looked at me
and spoke for the first time.
"We are really fucked up this time Jerry. You know this is Hattie's
mother's doing, don't you? Her and that damned black magic."
I was initially shocked at Toni's outburst. That and the fact that he was
able to talk to me about it.
"You can talk about it?" Just the fact that I could ask the question
surprised me just the same.
"Only to you, I think. I have not been able to say anything to the others
at the orphanage. I think of the questions but something else completely
different come out."
"Me too. Mom and I had a long conversation this morning and all we did
was talk about why I was born a black girl. She actually believes it." I
replied.
"Jerry, I think we need to go somewhere and put our heads together on
this. I don't want to spend the rest of my life as a girl and especially
not as a little girl like I am now. We have got to figure a way out
of this," Toni said sadly.
"I know. I was not to pleased to wake up this morning and find that I was
a black girl. It goes against everything I was ever taught. I even had
to put a tampex in my panties this morning. Mon said it was in case I
had an accident. She said I was getting close to my 'friend's' time.
This is crazy."
"We need to find Mrs. LaPointe and ask her to change us back."
"I am not sure she will Toni. She didn't do all this just so that we
could spend a few hours as girls."
"Well damned it Jerry. Do you have a better idea? Or do you want to spend
the rest of your life in a skirt," Toni asked. To tell the truth I
didn't. I turned the car towards the cottage where the LaPoint's lived. I
hoped in this alternate reality that they still lived there. They did.
+++++++++
I pulled the car into their driveway and shut off the engine. Hattie was
sitting in a metal swing on the front porch. She was wearing the same
white dress that she had worn the previous morning when I tried to rape
her. She had a small doll in her arm as was rocking back and forth
humming a lullaby. She looked up as Toni and I got out of the car and
started to snicker. Trying to hide the fact by burying her face into her
doll. I knew that she knew who we were. This was not going to be easy.
"This way girls," I heard Mrs. Lapoint's voice come from beside the
house. Toni and I said hello to Hattie and walked down the side walkway
towards the rear of the building, As we turned the corner at the rear
corner we found Hattie's mother pruning some red grapes from a very well
kept vine.
"Geraldine, take this basket and help me take them into the house as she
picked up a second basket from the ground. Toni dear, will you bring
along that third basket of cut flowers. I do like fresh cut flowers in
the morning."
I was dumb-founded. She knew our names and still acted as if it was
nothing at all that we were even there. It was as if she was expecting
us. I had a bad gut feeling about this visit. Not fear but I just knew
that we were going to get no where with out plea.
"Over there girls, on the counter top." I was very conscious of the way
she emphasized the 'girls' in her statement. Toni and I did as directed.
"Please, sit at the table and join me for cocoa. I know you have a lot
of questions and I will be glad to answer them for you. Hattie dear, come
in here please? Mrs. LaPoint called out from the kitchen door.
Hattie was still snickering at us as she came through the front door and
walked down the hallway to the kitchen. "Stop that right now Hattie!"
This is not funny and I am sure the girls do not appreciate it."
"Yes Mommy. I'm sorry it's just----"
"It's just nothing girl. Now stop the snickering and take our guests
coats and hang them in the front closet."
"Yes ma'am," Hattie replied and even performed a curtsy to her mom.
Hattie took our coats and returned a moment later.
"That's better. Now please sit. There, next to Toni."
The two younger girls sat on one side of the table while Mrs. LaPointe
and I sat on the other. There was no conversation while the older woman
poured cocoa into the pretty 'Royal Doulton' cups and put out some fresh
corn biscuits. Once she was done with the serving she took a seat and
asked Hattie to say a short grace.
This surprised me even more. I had been raised to believe that all these
Haitian people were devil worshipers in disguise. We sat in silence for
several minutes. The mood in the room felt 'heavy' with unanswered
questions. Matilda LaPoint broke the silence with a simple question.
"I hope you like your new selves, girls. You both seem to be adjusting
well."
I'm sure our expressions at that remark conveyed an opposite sentiment
but Toni could not hold back any longer and with a hint of hysteria in
her voice pointedly asked; "Why have you done this to us?"
"Why dear child, I did nothing to you. You did it to yourselves."
"I don't understand?" Toni replied.
"Oh come now dear, you really don't understand why you have both become
girls, your friend a black girl and you a little one? Think. Think what
you both have done or did not do to Hattie and the others that you have
harassed or embarrassed and you will understand. I think you both need to
learn a lesson in civility and respect for others and I just helped the
process along."
Toni lowered her eyes at the rebuke. I knew immediately what she meant. I
had been treating blacks as second-class people and girls as no more than
toys. The words prejudice and racism came creeping into my mind. A
feeling of shame washed over me and I was unable to look the woman in the
face. I could see Toni start to tear up and I knew she also understood.
His punishment was for knowingly letting Hattie be assaulted. The term
'indifference and cowardice' made him an accomplice to my actions.
"You both do understand now. I can see it in your faces," Matilda said
smiling. "Good. I hope you both learn your lessons well. You are both
going to have to spend some time as you are now if only to teach you what
it is like to be on the receiving end. Who knows you may get to like your
new selves and want to stay as you are. That of course will be up to
you."
"Mrs. LaPointe, please, I don't want to be a little girl. This is
embarrassing," Toni pleaded.
"Well you should have thought of that when you saw that your friend was
going to try and rape my little girl. You could have stopped him. Anyway
I won't keep you that way forever. I just hope you both can learn to
appreciate the feelings of others during your time as girls. Hattie would
you please get our guest's wraps, they have an appointment to keep."
"Mrs Lapointe, I am taking Toni to the zoo, can Hattie come with us? I
would like to try and make up to her for what I did?" I felt an
overpowering need to at least try to apologize to the girl for my
behavior.
"Why yes Geraldine, that would be nice of you. And that is a good way to
start."
Looking at Hattie she asked; "What do you say girl."
Hattie stood beside her chair and looked at me and then at her mother.
"Yes Mother. I would like that."
"Good. Then go get changed. You don't want to go to the zoo in your
housedress. Take Toni with you. I am sure she would like to see your
room. Geraldine and I will sit here and have a nice talk while we wait."
Hattie reached out and took Toni's hand. I was sure that my friend was
not too interested in seeing another girl's room or watch her get dressed
but she went with Hattie anyway. As I watched the two young girls leave
the room together I could not help but feel amazed at how completely
Matilda had made Toni look so feminine. Then I realized that that held
true for me also. I felt an overwhelming sensation of frustration grip me
and I could feel my eyes starting to fill with tears.
For several minutes I sat at the table engrossed in selfpity.
"Pretty good job don't you think?" Matilda asked forcing my attention
back to to her. She sat looking at me with a smile on her face. It was as
if she was reading my mind. "I take it you don't like the situation your
in?" she continued.
"No. I don't. I don't like the idea of being turned into a girl and I am
sure Tony doesn't either. You had no right to do this to us," I snapped
back.
"Oh really? You have the audacity to sit there and say that after what
you were attempting to do to my daughter? Well let me tell you something
young lady, your lucky your not a frog or a rat right now. There are
others in my family that wanted to do just that, so be glad it turned out
this way. Maybe now you will find out what it is like to be in another's
shoes or should I say dress. Matilda said and from the look on her face,
with obvious glee.
I was about to protest but my attention was diverted as I heard both Toni
and Hattie laughing and squealing with some sort of delight as they came
back down the stairs. I could not imagine what would make him do that
considering what had happened to us. I felt a sense of finality settle,
over me at the sound of my friend's young girlish laughter. Whatever had
happened while he was gone seemed to have put him in a much better mood.
My head did a double take when I saw what he was now wearing.
"Like it?" he asked as he did a very flawless pirouette.
I was taken completely by surprise. The pink and white laced trimmed
party dress with the large satin bow in the back and white lacy ankle
socks was right out of a Shirley Temple movie.
"Tony are you crazy? You said you were not happy with what had happened
to us and now look at you. You look more like a little girl than ever.
What changed your mind?" I asked incredulously.
"Hey, when in Rome.......," Tony replied leaving the statement unfinished
and with a swish of skirts the two younger girls, Hattie now dressed
similar to Tony only in a light blue dress headed out the door and into
the front yard. I turned to make a comment to Hattie's mother.
"So much for your opinion of Toni's acceptance of his condition my dear.
It looks like the girls intend to spend some time together Geraldine so
I will call the orphanage and let them know that I will bring Toni back
Tomorrow," Matilda said with a strange smile on her face.
I was about to protest but she turned and without another word she left
The room making it obvious that our conversation was at an end. I was
left standing alone in the middle of the kitchen. With no other
alternative, I followed the younger girls out the door. Needless to say I
was fuming at the rebuff.
When I got outside Hattie and Toni were nowhere to be seen so I got in
my car and drove home. I did not know it at that moment but I was not to
see Toni again for another year.
Chapter 8
I sat in my room crying my eyes out. I was feeling sorry for myself. Not
so much for what I had done to Hattie or what had happened to Tony as a
result of my actions but solely out of self pity at being turned into a
black girl by that 'witch'. What was worse was that everyone around me,
even my own parents had no remembrance of me as a boy. As far as everyone
was concerned I had always been a girl. On my dresser there was even a
picture of me as a little girl in pigtails and wearing a cute little pink
party dress playing with a collection of Barbie dolls. It was apparently
taken at my tenth birthday party. I remember the party but it was not
Barbies I had played with but my collection of GI Joes. I was drawn out
of my morose state at the sound of Mother calling from down stairs. She
seemed quite excited about something.
"Gerry come here quick," Mother called up to me as I started down the
stairs. Mother had just hung up the phone. "Guess what? Mrs. Lapointe has
agreed to sponsor you."
"Sponsor me for what?" I asked suspiciously.
"A year at Berkeley School for Girl's in Boston silly. Just what you
always said you wanted. Matilda just got off the phone. She said it was
her gift to you for being so nice to Hattie. She said that if you did
well there she might even sponsor you for a second year.
I immediately knew what the 'gift' was for. It was not for being nice to
Hattie. I was sure that she knew that this would be very hard for me to
take. Being a girl was one thing but having to become a 'social
butterfly', a debutant was going to be the height of humiliation. She was
right, or so I surmised at the time.
I wanted to yell out that I wanted no part of the 'gift' but all that
came out of my mouth was a squeal and an, "Oh how nice. I'll have to call
her and thank her."
Chapter 9
Call her. Like hell I would. To thank her for turning Tony and me into
girls? Now I had to tell her how much I appreciated her offering to send
me to a school that made girls into social 'butterflies'. Not a chance.
My Mom had her way. Ten minutes later, dressed in a short black skirt and
a pink silk blouse, I sat in the living room and picked up the phone
while Mom stood in the doorway with her arms crossed. "Mrs. LaPointe,
This is Geraldine Kline....."
Two weeks later the cab drove through the gates and stopped in front of
the main building of The Berkeley School for Girls. As I got out of the
car I looked at the imposing Victorian facade. Between the two center
columns was a sign. As I read it I had a deep feeling that my life would
never be the same. It read: "Through these doors enter ordinary girls
when they exit they are truly Ladies."
I made a point to dress as gender neutral as possible for the trip. I had
put on denim jeans and a button down shirt. I had found an old dark blue
windbreaker of Dad's and put that on. I wore no makeup and had tied my
hair back in a ponytail low on my neck like a lot of boys do. I wore an
old pair of Reeboks and black ankle socks.
Needless to say mom was really pee'ed of when she say how I was dressed
for the trip but I had not budged. She had finally resigned to my
appearance when with a smile she had replied, "Fine. I'll bet that you
won't look so boyish on your trip back home." I had a feeling that she
was right.
The Berkeley School for Girls although technically listed as being in
Boston it really wasn't. After getting off the train at South Station I
took the MBTA's 'Green Line' to Park Street Station and then the 'Orange
Line' to North Station. There I boarded another train to Andover.
Berkeley School was close by Cabot Preparatory Academy for Girls. I
passed by the Academy on the way to Berkeley and I was sure that many
of Berkeley's graduates probably went there upon graduation. I was not
going to be one of them I told myself.
As the cab pulled into the grounds I could not help being impressed with
the meticulously kept lawns and gardens that surrounded the main
building. I had always thought of New England as being a cold snowy damp
place. The 'dumping grounds of the country's worst weather'. I was wrong.
In fact the early August weather was as nice as it was back home. Already
I was thinking of being back home. My melancholy was abruptly ended as
the cab jerked to a stop in front of the building.
I had thought that at Berkeley I would have to wear some silly school
uniform but on entering the main building I was surprised to see that all
the students that were moving about the main foyer and halls were dressed
in ordinary clothes. Dresses to be exact. Every girl seemed to be
impeccable in there appearance. I had a dread feeling that so would i
very shortly.
The main foyer was a large area with three halls leading off at right
angles and straight ahead. In the very center was a desk with a girl of
about 20 years old sitting at it talking on the telephone. As I
approached she held up a finger to indicate she would be only a moment.
After about a minute she hung up and looked at me critically. I was sure
my appearance was not very appealing to her.
"Can I help you Miss," she finally said.
"Hi. I'm Geraldine Kline and I am supposed to be enrolling here today," I
said not to enthusiastically.
She said nothing but checked an entry on her clipboard and then looked
up.
"Oh yes, Miss Kline, here you are. You are in Miss Dearing group. I'll
page her. It will only be a minute. She just took another new girl to her
room."
Five minutes later while I was viewing some of the photographs of famous
Graduates of the school that were posted on the walls of the foyer I was
startled my a voice from behind me. "That is Janelle Hastings. She is the
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