Christine's Love
by: Anon Allsop
The cool chill of Fall hung in the air, frost lightly covering the
windshields of the parked cars along the street. As I motored along, I
watched a swirl of leaves roll behind my car's passing. A hint of smoke
from burning leaves clung to the air as I tapped on the steering wheel,
listening to the tunes on my radio, even in this seemingly happy
setting I was slightly sad. Nick, the friend I had all through school
had suddenly left during the summer for the west coast to live with his
grandparents.
Normally I wouldn't have gotten upset at all, except that when he left,
he didn't even say goodbye. In fact, I haven't heard from him for the
past two months... so it wasn't a surprise to find me rolling through
his neighborhood on my way from the campus where I started attending
College this semester.
I turned onto his street, slowing down in front of his house. His kid
sister was playing in the front yard. "Hey Melissa!" I shouted to her,
hoping that she would come over so I didn't have to get out.
"Hi Hunter, what's up?" the cute 11 year old shouted back.
"You never did get me the address where I can reach Nick!" I shouted
from within my Mustang. "You were supposed to be getting that for me!"
"Oh...that's right, sorry about that. Uh...when I spoke to Nick last,
he said to just e-mail him and he would respond to it as soon as he
could."
She began to walk to the passenger door of my car and lean against it.
"Can't I just have a phone number?" I asked.
Her eyes darted away quickly. "Uh...he said that it would be easier to
reach him through e-mail or Instant Messenger." She looked at her feet
then continued, "Our Grandparents are kind of weird, I think Nick's
afraid that he wouldn't get the messages if you phoned." She looked at
me with her big blue eyes, then smiled. "He even said that writing him
would be a problem since he felt that they would throw away his mail."
I rubbed my hand on my rough stubbly chin. "What the heck did he do
that would have caused him to move in with them?" I wondered aloud.
"Do you have his e-mail?" Melissa broke my concentration with her
question. "I can get it for you if you need it."
"No, that'll be ok... I have it." I smiled and shook my head. "I'll
leave you to whatever you were doing... see ya later."
She backed up from my gleaming red Mustang and watched me drive away.
I drove on home wondering of the reasons that could have caused Nick to
move away. "Maybe he decided to go on to College out there?" I reasoned
with myself. "That's probably it... but he had said that he would
attend the local University." I was going to end up giving myself a
headache trying to figure out what happened to him.
Before I realized it, I was turning onto my street and pulling into the
driveway of my home. I didn't feel bad about living here with my folks,
they were giving me a free ride as long as I would go to college here
in town... and that was okay with me.
I bounded up the front steps and saw my mother washing dishes, only to
place them into the dishwasher after she was finished. I laughed to
myself at her redundancy and kissed her warm cheek from behind. She
spun around with a twinkle in her eye. "Are you just getting home from
school?" she asked.
"It's College Mom, school is for kids." I leaned against the counter.
"Whatever... have you eaten?" She was sounding like the Mother she was.
"I'm not really hungry right now... I think I'll wait until supper." I
shook my books in the air. "Besides, I have a bunch of reading to do."
"Ok honey, I'll call you down when it's ready." She returned to her
chore and left me to start my studies.
I climbed the stairs to my bedroom and flopped down on the little twin
bed of mine and began to read. Throughout the rest of the afternoon I
read and read, stopping only to eat and use the restroom. I finally
closed the book, finishing the three chapters that I was required to
read for class tomorrow.
Pushing the books to the end of the bed I turned my alarm clock towards
me, "11:30!"...jeesch, wasted one whole day reading all of that crap. I
slowly rubbed my palms over my tired face, when I lowered my hands... I
spotted the computer.
I figured I could see if Nick was online, maybe if I was lucky, I could
catch him on instant messenger. I crossed the room and pressed the
button to start my computer, the deep bass note resounded throughout
the room causing me to smile. "Sure hope Mom and Dad weren't trying to
sleep."
I waited until the computer booted itself up, pulling out my chair I
seated myself down and launched the Instant Messenger. I waited, then
smiled when I saw Nick's screen name appear.
"Hey Dude... how's it hanging?"
"Who is this?" was his reply.
"Hunter!" I suddenly realized that he wouldn't have known my new screen
name...
"Oh...whatever happened to just using the word... Hunter," he replied.
"Got tired of it. Chose College-boy instead." I added a smiley at the
end.
"Hunter is easier to remember." He also added the smiley.
"You going to school out there?" I asked.
"...yeah."
"I saw your sister today..." I pressed send.
"So did I."
I was surprised to see that message and wanted to find out if he was in
town.
"You at home?"
"Uh... no... why?" he typed back.
"How could you have seen your sister if you're out in California with
your Grandparents?"
"Huh?"
I scratched my head and typed, "You just said that you saw your sister
today... how could you if you're living with your Grandparents!"
"Oh... I'm looking at her picture right now. Sorry about that," he
apologized.
"Hey no problem... been a long day here too!" Again I added a smiley.
"Been seeing any good looking women out there?" I asked.
"Unfortunately, every day!"
"Nothing unfortunate about that!" I responded.
"Depends on how you're looking at it," he added.
"Oh come on, all of those California Honey's have to be looking pretty
sweet after all of these plain Jane's we have here!" I kidded.
"I'm really not in the 'looking mood' right now."
"A bit homesick?" I typed back.
"Maybe... but right now, they just aren't interesting to me at all."
I shook my head and typed back, "You must be coming down with
something, not being interested in all the fine women out there!"
"Something like that..." was his reply, then he added, "I have to get
going... I start a new class in the morning and it's pretty early."
"Yeah, I have an early class tomorrow too. I guess I should be going to
bed myself." I pressed send, then quickly typed another. "You going to
be back online tomorrow night?"
"Should be... unless the homework is too much." Then a slight pause.
"Why?"
"I thought we could talk again... better than sending e-mail's back and
forth."
"Sounds good... I guess I'll talk to you later... gotta go! Bye!"
"Bye!" I replied back, then quit the program and shut down the computer
and headed to bed. At least he answered one question I had... "So at
least he's going to College out there, I wonder which one he's
attending?"
I slipped into bed and turned out the light, morning would come too
soon for me.
***
I was in a really good mood as I walked across the campus toward my
morning class, especially since I was able to get hold of Nick after
all these weeks. I approached the large glass doors that led into
Boneventure Hall where my class was held and noticed a pretty faced
girl out of the corner of my eye. She and I reached for the door at the
same time causing me to bump her and almost ran into the brick column
around the door.
"I'm sorry," I apologized. "I didn't see you until almost the last
second."
"That's ok," she spoke, looked at me, then turned her face quickly
away.
I held the door for her to enter, it was the least I could do. "Ladies
first." I waived my hand for her to pass.
"Uh... thanks," she mumbled.
She was carrying her books up high as if to hide her pert breasts,
almost as if on cue two overly excited guys came racing down the stairs
and rounded the corner directly into her path.
Her slight build causing her to fly backwards, books flying all the way
across the hall. I lunged out to try to intercept her fall, but ended
up on the floor myself. She struggled to her feet and glared at the two
fellows who raced their way out the door and towards the parking lot.
"Are you alright?" I asked.
"I guess... I'm fine," she sighed.
I kept watching her just to see if she really was ok, and I could have
sworn that she was fighting back tears. "You sure? They practically ran
you over."
She looked away quickly and started to pick up her books and papers,
"Here, let me help you pick up your stuff," I offered.
"That's really not necessary..." she said over her shoulder.
I smiled, handing her a notepad laying next to my foot. "You're right,
it's not necessary... but, I want to help."
She glanced toward me for a moment, gave me a shy smile and nodded
quickly looking away. "...Uh...thanks."
I took that moment to assess the qualities of this young woman, she was
pretty in a 'girl next door' sort of way. If she wouldn't be into that
'grunge' sort of look, she'd probably be cute. What was it with girls
who try to distance themselves from their femininity... it's such a
shame. Her profile showed that she had some real decent potential... if
she would only use a bit of makeup and maybe do something with her
hair. I could see that she wasn't wearing a bra and that added to her
charms, with the right clothing... she could be a real looker.
I was holding one of her books when I realized that it was also for a
class that I was taking. "Hey... looks like we have one thing in
common."
She glanced up, tucking a stray blonde hair behind her ear. "And what
would that be?"
"We both are in Marketing..." I held up her book and raised mine up for
her to see. For a moment she had a panicked look in her pretty blue
eyes. I handed them to her and she gently removed it from my grasp,
brushing her diminutive and dainty hands against mine.
I stood up and offered my hand to her, she declined and stood up on her
own. "Thanks for your help." It didn't take a brick to the side of my
head to see that she was a bit stand-offish, so I nodded my reply back
to her. She kept looking away, trying not to make eye contact with
me... I just assumed she was shy.
"Well, I hope to see you around campus from time to time." I lowered my
head so I could see those lovely eyes of hers. "I'm always looking for
a good friend. I again offered her my hand in an attempt to introduce
myself.
She shot me a quick glance and looked out a window as if she were a
caged frightened animal, I figured that in her past... some guy really
hurt her... bad. I tried to make her smile but she wasn't going for it
so I straightened up. "Well, I'll see you around."
Her look never rose up nor met my eyes. "Uh... yeah okay."
I watched her turn and quickly walk away, but curiously, we were headed
in the same direction. What was it about this girl that held my
interest? Sure, she was new and pleasant to look at... but something
about her was strangely familiar. I watched her walk along in her baggy
jeans dragging the floor, she seemed to be wearing so much oversized
clothing that you couldn't tell whether she was a girl or an extremely
effeminate guy. Constantly watching around her as if terrified of being
in public.
I smiled and under my breath said, "Oh those hidden charms..." but I
knew... guys don't have breasts like she did... no sir, those were the
real deal. That caused me to chuckle to myself as I continued on my way
to class. But still I couldn't help thinking that she was a bit odd,
always cowering in fear as she walked... almost as if she would break
out in a run at any moment.
I took my seat in the big lecture hall, opened my notebook and watched
people file into the room. Scanning at the screen centered in the front
of the room, I began to write the notes on display in an attempt to get
a jump on today's lecture.
In a few minutes, the Professor walked in and began speaking on the
economy and how marketing can effect it. During a moment where he was
taking questions, I turned to see one student try and expound on a
theory... that's when I noticed, sitting just beyond, was the girl that
I met earlier.
She was sitting there staring intently at her hands, off in her own
little world, paying no more attention to the subject than the vast
majority of us. She ran her slender hand through her hair a few times
then began to play with her earring. I found myself soon becoming more
interested in watching her than the subject that the Professor was
lecturing on... besides, she was much better to look at than he was.
She stretched out causing her baggy shirt to reveal a bit of her smooth
flat stomach, I smiled when she quickly pulled it back down and looked
around. The fear of her catching me looking, caused me to quickly turn
my head and lock on the Professor.
After a long while I again glanced back over toward her, she looked
bored as she slowly played with one of her long golden curls. I smiled
at her, knowing that she would probably hate knowing how she was
turning me on. She had a very lovely profile and it was such a shame
that she was hiding it with all of those loose ugly clothes, even a
minor bit of makeup could bring out the beauty that was hidden.
She was a very normal looking girl, without makeup she was above
average... with it, who could tell. I just knew that she was pretty and
I wanted to know more about her. She wasn't tall but rather leaned
toward the small stature, her fingers were long and slender. Her golden
hair, waves abounding, fell down around her shoulder blades. I let my
eyes drink in her attributes more, she wasn't what any guy I had ever
known would call...busty, but rather pleasing. As my father always
said, "More than a handful is too much." I tend to agree with him.
She had slender looking thighs and long legs. "I wonder what she looks
like in a bikini?" I thought to myself causing me to smile outwardly. I
looked around to make sure nobody was watching.
I caught sight of the Professor glance toward the clock making me do
the same, class was almost over and I pretty much ignored his lecture.
But for the girl, I desperately wanted to know her name... I was
finding her strangely attractive and I hoped that I could make amends
for our rocky introduction.
As soon as class ended, we began to file out of the room. I hurried and
tried to catch up with her, although once I reached the doorway, I
could find no sign of her anywhere. I was a bit dejected, but I knew
that there would be more chances later, provided I didn't scare her
away. I had 45 minutes until my next class started on the third floor
of the same building so I decided to head onto the student lounge and
have a look around.
While digging for some change, I noticed her sitting by herself on the
other side of the room, staring toward a group of girls flirting with
some young stud. She seemed interested in what they were doing. But,
from where I was standing, I wasn't sure if she was pleased or upset...
the look on her face wasn't giving her away either.
"My luck, she's probably a lesbian..." I sighed to myself. Then decided
that how ever she lived her life was up to her... it wouldn't change
how I treated her. Besides, she looked like she could use a friend and
I was determined to be one. I quickly dropped the money into the
machine and pressed the button, once retrieving the pop, I crossed the
room toward her. As soon as she saw me, her shoulders seemed to wilt
and she pressed her face into her hands. "Ok, that doesn't look
promising..." I muttered under my breath.
I slid into the chair opposite her and sat my pop down. "Do you mind if
I sit here?"
Through her fingers she sighed, "Would it matter?"
"Well...yeah, I guess it would," I replied smiling.
She sat there covering her face from my view, causing me to tap on her
forehead. "You can come out if you want... I won't bite," I kidded her.
"It's not that..." she sighed.
I interrupted her. "Hey, I could care less what lifestyle you choose...
you look like you could use a friend." I leaned against the back of my
chair. "So here I am."
I heard her laugh, the light musical sound like tiny wind chimes
dancing in a light breeze. "That's a start," I thought to myself,
cleared my voice and softly spoke, "So, are you new around here?" I
tried to entice her into a conversation, so when she looked up I gave
her the best smile I could.
"Yes... and no," she replied pulling her hands away and placing them on
the table. She didn't look uninterested, but rather unsure of me. She
drummed her slim fingers upon the table and made a wry face, but still
kept looking away from me.
"You don't need to be afraid of me... and I am a really good listener,"
I laughed.
She looked at me and smiled, God she had a beautiful smile. I kept
thinking of ways to make her smile for me. "Most girls seem to really
like talking to me... why don't you try me out for a spin?" I smiled
and placed my hands on the table, playing with the condensation
building on the outside of my pop can.
"I'm not 'most' girls... uh..." She seemed to hesitate for a moment so
I quickly assumed that she was waiting for me to give her my name.
"Now I'm hurt..." I smiled. "Hunter... Hunter Rogers." I quickly thrust
out my hand.
"I know..." she replied almost instantly, then seemed shocked to have
blurt it out, but still hesitated taking the hand that I offered. I had
almost dropped it back to the table when she gently reached out and
grasped it.
"Oh... now I see, you've been checking up on me." I smiled, at least I
felt she was interested... I knew that I was, in her. "So, do you like
what you know so far?" I gave her the best boyish grin and leaned
against the table on my elbows.
She looked right at me and laughed, "You're impossible..." Her
beautiful blue eyes seemed to penetrate deep into my soul... I was
hooked.
For a moment I could see the iron persona that she had built around
herself slowly melting away. She fidgeted with a book that was laying
next to her hand, causing me to glance down at her dainty and feminine
fingers. I sat and spun my can around creating little ringlets of water
to collect on the table, nothing was said for almost a full minute. My
mind replayed the touch and feel of her tiny hand as she shook hands
with me, for such a petite woman... she had a very confidant grip.
Which isn't uncommon... but it was strange with the recent vibe I had
received from her.
She looked up at me from time to time, I felt drawn into those cool
pools of blue that were her eyes... God she had gorgeous eyes. Even
without make-up, she had very dark and long eye lashes curving
gracefully upward. Her cheeks had a country glow that would do any
cover-girl proud. I could sit here and drink her natural beauty
forever.
I looked toward the clock on the wall, shoot... class would be starting
soon. Suddenly I was depressed, I had to know more about this girl. I
gave her a smile and sat more upright in my chair. "Uh... I never did
get your name!" I spoke softly. "Don't you at least owe me that?"
She had a momentary look of surprise pass over her pretty face, then
almost as soon as it appeared it left. Her eyes sparkled and reflected
the light from above as this time she offered her hand to me.
"Christine... Christine Hatfield."
"Well, Christine Hatfield...pleased to meet you." I extended my hand to
hers, her skin was cool to the touch, the dainty hand was quickly
engulfed in mine. Again my eyes darted toward the clock, I felt
saddened that I would have to rush away from the captivating creature
and go sit in another boring lecture. Only this time I was sure that my
mind would be elsewhere. I slowly began to stand up and push my chair
under the table. "Unfortunately I have a class starting in about 10
minutes... but I was wondering... if..., could I call you sometime?" I
thought it couldn't hurt to try, maybe I could sway her into a date or
two.
"Not yet... I'm not ready for that right now," she refused me politely.
I felt the air suddenly escape from my balloon, but I put on a front
and showed her nothing.
"Well then, maybe I'll be seeing you around?" I picked up my pop and
books, "Now that you know me... can I say hi to you when I see you
around?"
She laughed... her sweet music danced within my ears. "I'm not that
terrible... am I?"
I smiled at her, and with a glance toward the clock, nodded and slowly
walked away. Just as I rounded the corner I looked back, she was
watching me leave. Upon her beautiful face she had a most confused
look.
***
It was around 11:00 p.m. when I threw aside my books and fired up the
computer, heading straight toward launching Instant Messenger. In a
moment, I could see Nick's screen name sitting there where I found it
yesterday.
"Hey Nick!" I began.
"Hey Hunter! How's it hanging?"
"About the same as always...a little to the left." I laughed as I
typed.
"I wouldn't know..."
I laughed out loud at his reply.
"So, how was your day?" I figured we had to start somewhere.
"Not bad..."
"How was yours?" his message popped up.
"I just about ran over some girl entering the building this morning," I
replied.
"Oh?"
"Yeah, she was knocked into me by some stupid guys running," I typed.
"...anybody hurt?"
"I don't think so... her pride maybe." I thought about her some, then
continued, "She seemed more embarrassed than anything."
"Are you sure it was embarrassment?" he replied.
"If not that... then what would have been her problem." I pressed
submit.
"Maybe she thought you were trying to feel her up when you fell with
her..." His logic was a bit interesting.
"Well if that's the reason, it's unfounded. Not that I wouldn't have
minded though!" Again I added the smiley.
"Actually I found her to be quite attractive... in a girl next door
sort of way."
"No kidding... how so?" Nick was a man of very little words.
"She was really pretty..." I typed and hit send almost as fast. "Blue
eyes, great smile..."
"No kidding?" His message emerged quietly.
"Yeah... between you and me. I thought she was pretty good looking!" I
hit send.
"You seem very enamored with her after meeting her just today..." His
message dripped with sarcasm.
"Maybe... there are stranger things that could happen," I shot back.
Again his message popped up. "Fat chance trying to get a date with
her!"
I frowned. "Now how in the hell would you know?"
All that appeared on my screen was a smiley face. I thought for a
moment then typed, "Why wouldn't she like me? What's not to like?"
Two words popped up, dripping with sarcasm. "Oh... pleeezzzzzeee!"
"Maybe she's the one?" I smiled and pressed send.
"The one what?" he shot back.
"The one that I'll marry!" I stabbed the enter button.
"...sure." Was his only reply, then he prodded. "Tell me more about
her..."
"Why tell you any more...you'll just try and steal her when you come
back to visit!" I retorted.
"Not hardly... tell me more."
I continued, "She's good looking... but when I met her, she was wearing
those clothes like someone who was into that grunge look."
"Maybe she's just not into anything feminine." His comment caught me
off guard.
"Well, now that you mention it, I did think that her pendulum swung to
the left but after talking to her later in the day... I'm not so sure."
"I don't understand..." was his only comment.
"I thought she was gay," I typed out.
"Now what would the way she dresses and how she treated you make you
think of her as gay?" I was surprised to see his reply.
"What makes you the authority..." I laughed, then realized that he did
live in California now.
"And... if she was... would that keep you from being her friend?" His
question made me happy that I had already decided to be her friend.
I answered him, "I've already made up my mind that if she wasn't
interested in dating..." I hit send, then quickly typed, "...we could
just be friends."
"Good for you!"
I smiled as I read his comment.
I continued, "Still... with a little bit of effort, I think she could
be quite attractive."
"How so?" he questioned me.
"Oh, maybe by dressing just a bit more feminine..." I responded, then
added, "Maybe a little make-up."
"Would that ever be enough?" His message almost popped up as soon as I
sent mine out. Then again, even before I could reply. "What if she
didn't want to wear that stuff?"
"Oh come on Nick, doesn't every girl have a decent pair..." I laughed
when I accidentally hit the key to send it halfway through my typing.
"...of feminine jeans that she could wear with a nice shirt," I
continued.
"I'm glad you finished that sentence... I wasn't sure where you were
headed."
I laughed as I read this comment from Nick.
"You know the funny thing Nick? I just felt at ease talking to her...
she seemed so comfortable to talk to."
"Someone to listen... none of the pressure?" he asked.
"That was it. She was great, I really didn't want to go to my next
class." I wondered to myself then typed, "I hope she enjoyed meeting
me, I'd love to ask her out."
Almost a full minute passed before Nick sent anything. "You there?" I
hit send.
I kept watching to see if his connection may have broken, when another
message finally appeared.
"Did you get her name?"
"Yeah... Christine Hatfield," I replied.
"You didn't recognize her?" Nick asked.
"No, but she looks a bit familiar to me though."
"She should... she's my cousin." My eyes widened in surprise as I read
Nick's last message.
"You're shitting me... Really, she's your cousin?" I just couldn't
believe it.
"In fact she's living at my house..." As I read his message, I wondered
why Melissa didn't say anything when I stopped over.
"So... then you should know, Nick... is she available?" I had to know
whether I stood a chance with her.
"That depends on what you mean?" I wrinkled my brow as I read his
message.
"Is she dating anyone?" I hoped he would know.
"I'm sure she isn't... she's just going through a difficult time right
now."
"Please don't tell me it's drugs?" I was hoping I would like his reply.
"No, she's certainly not a user."
I sighed with relief when I read that. "Then why is she living with
your folks?"
Again a long pause. "She wanted to go to college but living where she
did, she would have to pay extra for dorms..." As I read, another
message popped up. "...so that's why she moved in with my family."
"Do you think she'd go out with me?" I typed quickly, then sent it.
"I doubt that she would," he responded.
"Too young?" I hit send.
"She's the same age as I am, so... no she's not too young," his message
popped up quickly.
Then it really dawned on me. "She already has someone..."
"No... hardly." His message was short and to the point.
"Pregnant?" I was fishing for answers.
"Oh god no... not that either!" popped up suddenly, then followed
quickly by, "Look Hunter, she's not the kind of girl for you... trust
me."
"Can't I decide that for myself ?" I hit send and waited.
"You're a great guy and all, but I think you should just forget about
her." His message glared out at me.
"Is she a bit on the wild side?" I laughed and continued, "I like wild
women..." He knew I was just kidding....
"She's about as wild as I am... so, don't get your hopes up." I laughed
as his message appeared, knowing that Nick was about as wild as my
Grandmother.
I sat and stared at the screen for a few seconds then typed, "No,
seriously Nick... I would love to show her that I'm not one of those
guys that want to get into her pants." I pressed send hesitantly, then
continued, "She needs to know that not every guy out there is only
interested in sex with her... that's not my scene."
"I doubt if she thinks that way about you Hunter, she's just unsure
about who she is..." I was confused but I let it go after reading that
message.
He knew a bunch more than he was letting on... she must be in some real
trouble to be living with Nick's folks and not with her own. Suddenly,
a message popped up on my screen,
"Hey man, I have to get..." then followed by another, "Have class
tomorrow."
"No problem... same time tomorrow?" I was getting tired and needed to
sleep.
"Same time... later."
"Later..." I pressed send and quickly shut down the program and
computer.
***
I took a chance by driving past Nick's house early in the morning,
hoping to catch a glimpse of Christine. The house looked quiet.
"Nuts..." I complained to myself. I turned the corner and headed on
toward the Campus when I spied a young female walking toward the
nearest public bus stop.
I wasn't sure who I was looking at but I slowed down but by the time I
rolled along side of her... I saw that it was Christine! I pressed the
button to lower the passenger window. "Hi Christine!" She looked at me
and gave me a slight wave.
"Need a lift?" I shouted. She looked down the block where the bus was
already sitting, almost as if on cue it began to pull away from the
curb. "It'll be 15 minutes before another comes by," I called out.
She contemplated her next move. "What makes you think that I should
trust you?"
I didn't know how to take her, but when she gave me a smile I realized
that she was joking. "Because I'm a friend of Nick's... what better
reason is that?"
She laughed. Her giggle was light and airy like the tinkle of tiny wind
chimes. "Oh... now there's a reason."
God she was beautiful. "I promise... I won't lay a finger on you." I
took a chance and leaned across the seat to open the door for her.
"It's not your finger that I'm worried about." She laughed and climbed
in.
I waited for her to buckle herself in, the seat belt strap crossing
gently between her perfect breasts. "Oh to be a seat belt..." I mused
to myself. I put the car in gear and drove off, trying to think of
something... anything to talk about.
"I spoke to Nick last night..." I waited to see her response.
"Yeah, I know," she responded while looking out the window.
I shot her a quick glance. "You know?" She seemed surprised by my
voice.
"Know what?"
"You knew that I was talking to Nick?"
"Uh... oh that, I was online too," she replied, then turned to again
look out the window.
I tried to remember seeing any other screen names while we were
talking, but couldn't come up with anything. "So... you know what we
were talking about?"
"Yeah." She seemed to be uncomfortable talking.
"And?" I rolled to a stop at a sign. "Would you?"
"Look Hunter, you're a swell guy and all... I just don't think I'm
ready for any kind of relationship right now." She fidgeted with the
seam on her jeans.
Realizing that she had been online with Nick and I made me suddenly
very uncomfortable, I could feel the sweat rise to the surface. "Uh...
then you know what we discussed?" Suddenly I felt my palms beginning to
perspire.
"Yeah... I'm flattered that you find me... attractive..." She pulled
her silky golden locks behind her ear and continued, "and maybe some
day I may be interested... but not now."
I swallowed hard. I felt as if I was caught watching her undress or
something, she looked down toward her book bag and gave me a small
smile. "Maybe if we had grown up together, like this... it would be
different." She gestured with her dainty hand as she spoke.
"Don't you find me at all interesting?" I questioned. "Am I so awful
that you could never want to go out for an evening..." I paused for
effect. "...Even as friends?"
She looked down at her small feet. "...Well, maybe go out as
friends...."
I smiled, at least I had a chance... wait until I tell Nick!
We drove on for a minute or two in complete silence, I could tell she
was doing some real hard thinking. For me, I was trying to figure out
which screen name she was using when Nick and I were talking. "Uh...
Christine?" I continued when she turned her head toward me, "So...
what's your screen name when you're online?"
She thought about it for a second. "You'll laugh..."
"Try me..." I smiled.
"It's... Guardian," she grinned.
"That's one of those that Nick used." I turned into the campus lots.
"Uh... yeah, he's letting me use that one until I get my own." She
laughed.
"Surely you could come up with one better than that? I could probably
make one up for you... I'm pretty good at creating screen names." I
gave her a thoughtful look.
"Oh... like College boy?" She giggled which caused me to smile. "Hunter
is much better."
"But Hunter's so boring... it's my name for crying out loud." I knew
the comment was dripping with sarcasm.
"True. But Hunter could mean so much more." She put her shapely finger
to her perfect chin. "Hunter of knowledge... Hunter of great game...
Hunter of life..."
"Hunter of love," I added, locking my gaze directly onto her beautiful
crystalline blue eyes."
We held that look for a few seconds, not a word was exchanged.
"You sure don't give up easy..." She shook her head and smiled.
"Ask Nick... he would know," was all I said. She looked away and
smiled.
"Uh... looks like we're here." I looked up as she spoke. "Thanks for
the lift Hunter." She popped her door open and stepped out. I watched
her walking away, she was pretty cute... with very little effort, she
would be gorgeous.
***
The days slowly trudged on... from one day into the next, on and on.
Each morning I would swing past her home and pick her up, our
conversations would be mostly of the latest topic... classes, movies,
music, or what have you. On the weekends, we would pal around, go to
the Mall, maybe take in a movie or just hang out. Not once did I ever
try to pursue a relationship with Christine other than being a good
friend. For that I could sense her relief, as she slowly dropped her
vigilant guard around me, becoming comfortable.
Most of our close friends knew that we weren't an item, and they were
ok with it. She had even confided once, that by being with me, none of
the usual suspects were hitting on her. When I thought about it, she
was right. The guys stopped approaching her after our Sophomore year in
college... assuming that we were going out or something. But, the girls
had also stopped approaching me as well... but I didn't mind, there was
always that chance that she would come around... at least I could hope.
She had taken to wearing a thin silver ring on her left hand that had a
clear white stone... it looked very much like a diamond engagement
ring. When I asked her about it, she laughed, saying that it was
glass... and if people thought it was an engagement ring, so be it...
at least it kept the guys away. I only secretly hoped that nobody on my
side of the family would get the wrong impression... and wished it was
mine that she was wearing.
My family had all come to know and love Christine, they secretly hoped
as I did that she would love me in the way that I did her. My life was
consumed by being with her... my days and evenings were spent either
talking with her during school, in the car, on the phone... everywhere.
The whole time she and I became closer friends, but that was the way it
always ended.
Over time she gradually changed... for the better. No, sadly she and I
didn't develop any relationship other than a great bonding friendship.
Either of us would have done anything for the other, such was the type
of friendship we shared.
I had talked her into joining a off campus Sorority the summer between
our Sophomore and Junior year in college, if it did anything it would
help her with bringing out her feminine side. It was strange, I wasn't
at all worried that she would prefer women over guys, I just was
certain that she wasn't gay... in fact, I don't think she was
interested in either sex at the moment.
The change over her during those two years was incredible, she started
wearing clothing that seemed more in line with her personality... which
was sporty. Her jean preference had slowly changed from the baggy,
grungy look to a more form fitting style that accentuated her great
looking frame. She wore, very conservative tops and blouses... but
during that whole time, I never saw her in a dress. I remember being
surprised when I saw that she had started to lightly wear make-up and
shape her eyebrows making her eyes even more beautiful than they had
already been. I knew that I could thank her involvement with the
Sorority that she belonged to, they along with subtle hints from me,
were bringing her closer to that feminine side that I was sure lurked
deep inside of that great woman.
Christine would never be caught with anything revealing... just
practical, but that was fine. She was coming closer... moving toward
her feminine side. The closer she got, the more I found I needed her.
She was slowly transforming into the beauty that I knew simmered just
below the surface. I was just happy that I was the only guy that she
seemed comfortable around.
The best moments I had with her was when I dreamt at night. There we
weren't just friends, we were lovers. I would hold and cuddle with her
in my dreams... the nearness and seemingly realness of those captured
moments would be burned deep into my brain, carrying me on with a smile
throughout the day.
The price of being her friend was frustrating in a sense because here
she would stand beside me... but her love, what I wanted more than
anything... was just beyond my reach. I think she knew that I was in
love with her, but for whatever reason she maintained her distance... I
would wait.
All the while, over the three and a half year span that our friendship
bloomed, I had kept in touch with Nick. He was muddling on through
college like me, seeming to have a love interest but really didn't know
how to approach her... also like me. He wanted her desperately but was
afraid to make the first move... I told him that I knew the feeling. It
was rough but we agreed that it was well worth the wait.
The best thing about Nick was that he was there, online, when I needed
him the most. I could talk with him about anything, he knew that I had
a real thing for Christine and wanted to move beyond being her friend.
His advice was to take our time and give her plenty of room... I was
tired of waiting... but he was right, something was troubling
Christine, keeping her at arms length. I was determined to be there
when she was ready, no matter how long it took.
Christine and I were becoming very fond of each other's company, but it
never would go beyond a pal or buddy sort of thing. I loved to hear her
laugh, so much that I would make a joke... just to hear her light
giggle. The sound of it made me smile long after we would part company.
I found over those years that she was quite athletic, well... she liked
sports. Her competitive nature made her so much fun to tease, but that
never stopped Christine, she wasn't afraid to go at me in a game of
basketball. She actually wasn't that bad, but would laugh when I
suggested that she try out for our college team. Her excuse... height.
She was right I would have to agree, she wasn't the tallest drink of
water out there... at about 5'6", she was downright small. I didn't
mind, to me... she was perfect.
This past summer I had invited Christine to go along with my family and
I to the coast for some fun in the sun. She went, but not one time did
she venture out in anything other than shorts and a light shirt.
Secretly, I had hoped that at least once I would get to see her in
something a bit more revealing... but no. Although, what I had seen
wasn't terrible mind you, just covered... and she did have spectacular
looking legs, so it wasn't a complete loss.
The best moment, that I fondly think back on, was when she and I were
walking along the beach toward sunset, letting the waves wash across
our bare feet. We were in a particularly normal conversation as we
walked along, slowly approaching four guys playing sand volleyball.
They noticed that we weren't holding hands and assumed that we were
brother and sister. One particular guy, which looked like the body
builder type, called out to her. She ignored him... then he shouted to
me saying something like, "Hey buddy... ask your sister if she'd like
to touch my muscle." That brought a chorus of laughter from his
friends.
I'm not the biggest guy around but at 6'3 and 230 pounds... I can hold
my own pretty well. I hesitated for only a moment and felt her tiny
hand grasp mine. "Come on Hunter, don't pay them any attention," she
said low so only I could hear her.
I remember walking along with her for a few steps when I realized that
she never let go of my hand, I assumed that she was trying to make the
guys watching think we were lovers... and believe me, they were
watching. I didn't care, she was leaning in against me brushing my
elbow. Then, as if to add to their watching eyes, she slowly circled
her other hand around my arm. I could never recall a time that I wished
I could freeze more than that one, I wanted to walk on like this
forever.
We walked like this as the setting sun slowly painted the sky with its
yellow's and pinks, almost a half mile of shoreline passed before she
finally let go, I think she realized then that she was still clinging
my arm. The removal of her loving embrace saddened me because it felt
so natural to feel her closeness, her body so near. The best part of
the whole experience was that since then, anytime she felt a bit
threatened she wouldn't hesitate to hold my hand and give the illusion
to those watchful eyes that we were an item... I didn't care, I was in
heaven.
School began, and we were now entering into our Senior year. I couldn't
believe that this was the last year we would be coming back to this
campus. I was only a few classes shy of my degree in Industrial
Engineering, while Christine was finishing up her Bachelors in
Elementary Education. She would make a great teacher, all kids seemed
to love her.
Life trudged along, seasons slowly changed from late Summer heat to the
crisp coolness of Autumn. Slowly, that too gave way to the rush of the
Christmas season and the light feathery snow of early Winter. I had
just parked the car in our usual spot and we got out, gradually
Christine and I made our way across campus toward Boneventure Hall
where we shared that first class during our Freshman year.
I wanted to ask her something but felt a loss for words, she knew that
I had something on my mind and as usual, didn't press me to divulge my
thoughts. I pulled up short by a great pine tree and with the light
snowflakes swirling softly in a gentle breeze, she stopped too pulling
her hat down over her beautiful tiny ears.
"Well... um, Christine, I was wondering if you had any plans over the
holiday?" I said while blinking the snow from an eyelid.
"Nothing much... why?" Her breath hung in a cloud until it was pushed
away by the light breeze.
"The folks have a cabin in Vale and... I asked them if you could come
up with me. Uh... that is if you wanted to."
It seemed that my blood was rushing out my toes as I felt weak and
cold. "I'll understand if you don't want to go along."
She smiled, her golden hair peeking out from under the hat she wore.
"Sure... sounds like fun."
I grinned at her, even though she was all bundled up for winter, I
could see the glorious beauty that was hidden from the view of most
everyone else. She continued as we turned toward the building, "It's
been quite awhile since I've skied. I used to go all the time when I
was a kid, you remember..." Her voice trailed off.
"Remember what?" I asked holding the door open for her.
"...uh... remember how it was trying to stay on those things when all
your body wanted to do was streak in a straight line." We continued our
way inside the building.
"Yeah, Nick and I used to go all the time when we were kids. One time
when I was showing him how to go down a hill, I started using the
zigzag motion going downhill and when I got to the bottom, I looked
back and he was nowhere to be found." I was chuckling as I told her the
story recalling how crazy he was on skis.
"...you turned around and he beat you down the hill..." She laughed
along with me.
"Yeah, he shot down that puppy like greased lightning..." I laughed,
then realized what she had said. "Have I told you this one before?"
She gave me a wry look and laughed, "No... something like that happened
to me once as well."
"So where is it again that we'll be staying?" She asked as we
approached the classroom where I had to leave her. I felt like she was
trying to change the subject, but left it there and answered her
question.
"It's a cool cabin up in the mountains, not far from all the lifts and
lodges." We paused at the door. "My folks have been going there for
years... but it has been about 3 since we last went out there. In fact
the last time I was out there Nick was along."
"It has been awhile then, hasn't it?" She smiled and reached for the
doorknob. "I'll wait for you in the lobby after class... okay?"
"Sure." I smiled as she quickly spun and the long length of hair that
extended past her hat was suddenly flipped outward. "I'll see you after
class."
"I'll be waiting, just watch for my smiling face," she laughed. I
slowly closed my eyes and wished that would only be true, only I wanted
her to be the first face I saw when I awoke, and the last I saw before
sleep.
She was true to her word, as soon as class ended I approached the
Lobby, she was there. I saw her long before she realized that I was
nearing her, sitting comfortable at the end of the long couch with her
legs tucked up under her. She was slowly leafing through a magazine,
while other students in the room were watching soap opera's. I watched
her throw it back on a table as I stepped inside the room, it was the
most recent copy of Sports Illustrated.
She noticed me coming toward her and smiled. "Hey Hunter." She started
to gather up her books. "So, where do you want to eat today?"
I shrugged my shoulders. "Anywhere would be fine." But in my mind I was
thinking, "As long as it's with you..." But I wouldn't dare say that to
her, instead I just smiled.
"Well... how about Charlie's" she suggested while she put her coat on.
She picked up three thick books from the table and balanced them on one
arm, but before she could, I grabbed the strap of her book bag. "Here,
let me help you with this."
She laughed. "Such the gentleman." Then watched me hoist it over my own
shoulder.
"If you're going to carry that for me... then I'll take this." She took
my single book and added it to the three in her arms.
I used my back to force the door open, holding it for her to pass, "You
sure about Charlie's?" Once she walked out the door I let it go and
followed. "It's kind of messy."
"That's half the fun of it," she giggled. "There isn't anything better
than a real messy Bar-B-Q for lunch." She used her shapely hip to bump
into me playfully.
I laughed and bumped her back. This was why I loved her so, she was
unlike any girl I had ever known. Sure, she was spectacular to look
at... but for a dainty little thing to love western style Bar-B-Q was
quite rare. She loved playing sports, reading Sports Illustrated and
watching football on TV with me. I smiled as I watched her walk down
the steps toward the sidewalk, the funniest thing was that she probably
knew more about the sport than I did. People sitting around us at games
seemed surprised that this little thing could tell the differences from
a split backfield and a power 'I'. Most of them would look at me really
envious... wishing that their wives or girlfriends had her knowledge of
the game.
We crossed the Campus as the light snow had given a dusting of white to
the brown dormant grass, effectively covering it from view with its
stark beauty. As we approached the lot, I was trying to figure out how
I would fish out my keys when she beat me to the punch. Sitting the
four books she was holding on my fender, she smiled and raised her
eyebrows playfully. "Which pocket?"
I was a bit surprised, but managed to open my mouth. "Uh... right
side."
She then gave me a grin and pulled the glove from her slender hand.
"Now this doesn't mean we're engaged."
I felt her slim hand enter my pocket and was wishing that my keys were
closer to my crotch... just for that little innocent thrill. But what
she was doing was enough to flavor my imagination. I soon heard the
jingle of my keys as she pulled them into view. "Well...that wasn't too
painful, was it?" she smiled.
I laughed as she opened the door and deposited the bags into the back
seat. "No...but now I feel like I should be having a cigarette."
She shoved me from behind, causing me to fall partially into the car.
"Oh, missy... for that you will pay!" She laughed and ran across a
short bit of grass to get away, it didn't work because I made snow
balls from what had gathered on the car and threw it at her.
I began to smile when she tried to duck from my throw and ended up on
her back in the snow laughing uncontrollably. I walked on across and
helped her up, brushing the snow from her clothes. She still giggled as
she threw a handful of snow into my face that she had been hiding in
her hand.
"You're a stinker." I snatched her hat and wiped the snow off of my
face, causing her long golden blonde hair to fall about her shoulders.
She quickly grabbed it back and pulled it on, tucking her long hair
under its protective material.
I turned and began to walk back the short distance to the car when I
suddenly was blindsided by a weight on my back, throwing me off balance
and in the snow. I knew almost the instant it happened what she had
done, I fell forward into the snow. "Ooohh... you need to be taught a
lesson!" I pulled her off and scrambled to my feet.
She was laying there with a goofy look on her face, no sound coming
from her mouth. I wasn't sure if she was hurt or laughing, it was
revealed soon enough though. She took a huge breath and began to laugh
heartily, rolling back on the ground and holding her stomach the snow
sticking to her everywhere.
I picked up a small handful of snow and sprinkled it on her face, she
was laughing too hard to notice. She was even making me laugh with her
as I took her by the hand and stood her up. My only problem was that
her uncontrollable laughter was making it difficult for her to stand,
let alone walk. I grabbed her hands and turned my back to her, pulling
her up. In this way, I carried her back to the car and deposited her
still laughing, into the passenger seat then buckled her up.
I closed her door and walked around to my side and climbed in, she was
just beginning to calm down. Smiling I buckled myself up and put the
key into the ignition starting the car, "I told you that I would make
you pay." She began to laugh uncontrollably again...I just smiled and
shook my head.
***
At Charlie's, we ate their famous ribs. We talked, just small talk for
the better part of an hour and when we were finished, I drove her to
the mall to do a bit of shopping. She and I wandered from one store to
the other just window shopping when she caught sight of a very pretty
piece of silk finery.
"Wow... that's red," she laughed.
"Looks fine to me," I answered.
"Man, it's almost $80.00!" I shook my head.
"Actually that isn't bad, but I don't think I could ever wear anything
that racy." She pulled the bottom out to see that it was awful short.
"Is that supposed to be a holiday present?" I wondered.
"It would depend on who's doing the wearing, Mister Obvious," she
giggled.
"Why don't you try it on?" I teased.
She gave me a horrified look. "No way... I could never wear anything
like that!"
I frowned at her. "What's wrong, afraid to let anyone see that you're a
young sexy woman?" She thought I was teasing but I was dead serious.
Pulling out my wallet and held up my credit card, "My treat, look at it
like my Christmas gift to you." I smiled, knowing that she would try
some way to back out.
As she was slowly looking from me to the little item, a sales associate
spoke. "Could I help you with anything?"
Even before Christine could answer, "She wants to try this on."
Christine shot me a shocked look.
"I... I..." she began, but I interrupted her. "Christine, you're a
beautiful woman, why not treat yourself to a bit of feminine finery...
why not go all out and get this one?" I turned her by the shoulders and
pointed to the changing room.
"But... but..." I handed her the dress and gave her a gentle push.
I stood and fidgeted with the hangers and size markers while I waited
for her to step out of the changing room. I figured she was trying it
on but she never once did come out where I could see, I was relying
solely on the sales associate for her opinion of Christine's fit.
The associate stepped out of the hall and came up to the front where I
was. "She looks lovely... you'll be pleased with how sexy it makes
her."
I laughed to myself, knowing that it would be a fat chance to see her
wearing anything sexy. "Is she coming out here?" I asked.
"I'm not sure... I'll go ask." She turned and walked back to Christine
to ask.
"No freaking way!" was all I heard. I smiled and the sales lady
laughed.
Christine walked out of the room what seemed like an hour later still
wearing the outfit that she entered with. Across her arm, was the
slinky red item. "Did it fit?" I asked.
"Well... yeah," she groaned.
"Great! We'll take it!" I told the woman behind the counter.
She took it from Christine and scanned the label. "Your boyfriend must
really love you a lot to buy something this special for Christmas." She
gave Christine a wink.
I gave the girl behind the counter a frown and quickly shook my head no
using a short side to side motion.
Christine laughed and elbowed me in the ribs. "If he's such a great
boyfriend... maybe we should look at some other items?"
The sales girl's eyes brightened up, causing me to groan. "Well, we do
have all the latest styles of clothes that would go well on a beautiful
young woman as yourself." They both laughed when I flopped down in the
chair set aside for the guys that come there with their wives. "Well
that little joke backfired on me..." I sighed.
"Wait there... Hon, we'll only be a minute." She was determined to make
me pay.
The two of them moved about the store as if on a mission, the whole
while I sat in the chair watching them. After about an hour they both
walked up to the register carrying a few items, none were outlandish...
and all were practical. I knew she wouldn't spend too much but I was
adamant about not letting her get in the last little dig.
I stood up and handed Christine my card again and slowly watched the
clothing as it was scanned... "So, what size of shirt did you buy?"
"It's called a blouse... dear... and they're a ladies small." Her reply
oozed with sarcasm.
I grinned to myself and calmly walked away with my hands behind my
back. You should have seen Christine's face when I dropped a shiny
white two piece confection of silk and lace on the counter with the
other items. "What the heck is that for?"
I just nodded toward the item and the sales woman scanned it in. "Oh,
this is lovely!" She exclaimed as she placed it into the bag. "It'll
look so wonderful on you!"
The woman handed the bag across to Christine who appeared to be still
in shock from seeing the sexy little outfit. We turned and walked out
into the mall with her purchases. In a low voice just above a whisper
Christine spoke without ever looking my way. "And who's supposed to
wear that little number?" Then she turned to face me. "Surely not me?"
"Since you were in such a buying mood... I guess I sort of got all
swept up in it as well." I bumped her with my hip.
"Yeah... well... it's going to look real lovely on you..." She laughed
and bumped me back. "...Because you'll never see me in it."
I laughed as we slowly strolled through the mall toward the little ice-
cream stand we both were fond of. Secretly, in my heart I wanted
nothing more than to see her in the little outfit.
***
Later that evening I found myself sitting at the computer, slowly
typing out my thoughts to my good buddy Nick.
"Hey Nick, how's it going?" I typed.
"I'm okay," he replied.
"You still dating that girl?" I hit send.
"...Uh, yeah."
"Got you flustered doesn't she?" I added a straight faced smiley at the
end.
"You could say that."
"Same here," I responded. "But with Christine... I'll wait forever."
"I figured you'd say that," came back his reply.
"Huh?" I hit send.
"Same here... only I'm sure that I'm not ready."
"Will we ever be ready?" I shot back, then added, "One of these day's
I'll surprise her."
"And do what??"
"I don't know... I really think she likes me though." I hit send.
"...She does..."
"Did she say so?" I asked
"Not in so many words... but I can be pretty certain that she does."
I stared at his reply. "Enough to marry me?" I typed.
Another long pause. I watched the list to see if Christine had entered
our discussion... she wasn't there. Finally his message popped up.
"...I don't know..."
"You're some help!" I laughed as I typed.
"Did you ever think to ask her?" came back his reply.
"Right... I'd love to but hell Nick..." I hit send. "We've never really
kissed..."
"...So... what are ya waiting for?"
"She'd probably slug me." I added the smiley.
Another long pause. "...maybe... maybe not."
I contemplated his last reply, he was right, we had never really kissed
in anything more than a peck on the cheek. I looked at my bulletin
board where the photo's I kept of her were hanging... "God she's
beautiful," I sighed.
I noticed another message pop up. "You there?"
"Just thinking..." I replied. Then continued to type, "I don't want to
be too aggressive..."
"You?" His message ended with a smiley.
"I mean... I don't want to scare her off." I sent it out.
"You won't..."
"I don't know... maybe if she would just give me a sign." I pressed
send.
"How many different signs do you need???"
That surprised me a bit, but he was right... "She'll just laugh."
"I don't think so," Nick replied. "We're both afraid to take that first
step..." he added.
"Well, I guess I'll have plenty of chances when we head off to the
cabin next week."
"Next week?" he responded. "That's next week?"
"It's been awhile for you hasn't it?" I typed, knowing that it was
almost three years ago for him.
"...yeah."
"Maybe you could come out and meet us there?" I thought it wouldn't
hurt to ask.
"It would be impossible..." his message read.
"Christine and I are going out there Friday, after our last class." I
hit send.
"You never told me that!"
I read it and frowned, maybe he was just upset that I didn't let him
know earlier. "You didn't ask." I hit send.
"Driving?" Was his one word question.
"No, our plane leaves at 3:30 and we're going to rent a car to take us
up."
"And where are your parents during all of this?"
"They're planning to come up sometime Saturday," I responded.
"So... you thinking about making your move on her while you have her
alone?"
"Well, most guys would... but she's a great friend..." I typed and
sent, then continued. "I don't want to jeopardize that friendship by
doing something stupid."
"Interesting..."
"Really Nick, I respect her too much to pull anything."
"Oh... we'll see..." Nick's message glared at me.
What was it with him, he was acting so strange over the last few
months? I frowned at my computer screen, trying to figure a way of
defending myself from his suspicions. I began to type, "You may think
I'll try something on her when I have her alone..." I hit send.
"But sometimes when you love someone as great as Christine..." Again I
hit send, "You have to make some sacrifices..."
"...and what's yours?" he responded.
"You'll laugh..."
"Try me..." He shot back.
"...I'm saving myself..." I hesitated before hitting send.
"From what?" His smiley seemed to mock me.
"I don't want to ruin any chance I have with Christine..." I frowned a
bit as I typed, feeling dumb for confiding in a friend that I haven't
seen in over three years. "I'm saving myself for her..."
A long pause before his message appeared, "How sweet."
Now I was sure he was making fun. "Look Nick, I probably won't get
another chance to talk to you before we get back...I've got a lot to
do."
"Good luck..."
I smiled at his reply. "Thanks... Nick, I appreciate it."
"Hey Hunter...when you see Christine..."
"Yeah?" I hit send.
"Give her a big kiss from me..." I smiled at his message.
"If she'll let me..." I laughed and pressed send.
"She will..." popped his message, then followed quickly by another.
"Take care..."
"Thanks Nick... you too." I hit send and waited for a few minutes,
staring at Christine's photo's hanging on the wall. When I figured he
had signed off I too shut down the program and leaned back, folding my
hands behind my head.
Slowly I pulled the pin from my favorite photo of Christine and walked
back to the bed, stretching out I shut off the light. The moon was
shining brilliantly against the white carpet of snow outside, creating
sufficient lighting for me to stare longingly at her photo. I knew that
I needed to make a few preparations before we left, tomorrow I would
make the first one.
***
We drove the rental up into the mountains, snow was softly falling into
a great blanket of white. I smiled at Christine which she returned, "It
sure is pretty up here."
She looked out her window and then back to me, "God's country... it has
to be the prettiest thing I ever saw" She pointed toward the snow laden
pine trees that lined the road.
"I can think of one thing prettier," I said softly, looking at her.
"What was that?" she asked.
I smiled at her again. "I said... I could think of nothing prettier."
Her face reddened but still she smiled, I was sure she heard me the
first time. She changed the subject. "How much farther?"
"Our cabin in on the other side of this tree line." Then pointed
through the woods, "See that building down there?" She nodded. "That's
where we can get on the lifts."
"Wow... when did they put that there?" she wondered aloud.
"They built that a couple years back... say, I thought you had never
been up here?" Her odd answer puzzled me, but she then cleared it up.
"Uh... Nick told me what to expect." She smiled and shot a surprised
look when she didn't think I was paying attention.
I gave her a side ways glance and continued to drive, one gradual turn
and we rolled to a stop in front of a beautiful cabin. I heard her draw
a breath in slowly. "It probably looks different than how Nick
described it to you... doesn't it?"
"It's beautiful..." she spoke as she gently stepped from the car.
"Here!" I tossed her the key and laughed when she dropped it in the
snow, "You go ahead and unlock the cabin, I'll unload all of this
stuff."
She gave me a salute, smiled and walked up to the hand hewn door with
the oval leaded glass window. I turned my attention to the trunk and
the contents it held. Lucky us, we were stuck dragging most of our
equipment with us so we didn't have to rent any. I began to set each
item on the porch, about four trips later I was finished and closed the
trunk.
"Hunter, would you want some coffee?" Her beautiful voice made me look
up.
"Sure. Just let me put this inside and I'll get the wood for you." I
picked up two suitcases and carried them through the door.
"I can get the wood." She smiled. "I'm not one of those weak and
helpless girls around campus you know."
I smiled and put the luggage down, heading back out to get another
armload. She followed me back out on the porch and carried a few logs
inside, it didn't take long and we were both done.
I watched her at the little kitchen stove while she prepared the logs
for burning, it was apparent that she had built a fire before. "Where
did you learn to do that?" I asked.
She kept stuffing kindling and paper in the gaps of the small logs,
"Boy Scouts." I laughed, but she didn't crack a smile. I just let it
go, bec