A Life Ever Changing #27 free porn video
A part of me has just been ripped,
the pages of my mind are stripped...
-- J. Geils Band
A Life Ever Changing #27 - Stripped! - by: Angel
"How about joining us for a bedtime snack ok?" I said ok so down stairs
we went...
Everybody smiled when we came in and Helen said, "Angel, do you have any
questions for me? You looked like you had a few by the expressions I saw
on your sweet face."
I said, "I have a million questions but I think I need to know why I have
so much to wear as a soloist? I mean you can barely walk and it seems
like way too much trouble to go through to just sing."
Helen and the others laughed, Lorrie almost chocking on her tea. Helen
said, "The members of the choir support staff decided since the choir won
the finals the last three years running that we needed to set a new goal
for girls choirs across the country. We wanted to really stand out and be
what others yearn to be, the champions! Since we always pick the most
elegant of music and the toughest to perform we decided on the very
formal look. Last year we won again but we have heard and our little spy
network has confirmed our stiffest competition have changed their look
they have adopted a formal look as well.
"We decided to up them considerably. All the girls in the choir will be
wearing very formal gowns and all the accessories. We decided on a
wedding theme with the main group of girls being bride's maids and one,
your main backup, being the maid of honor. Our youngest and the littlest
in the group are flower girls. So you see as the soloist you must be the
bride and a very elegant and beautiful bride at that!"
I had another question and asked, "I know this is very important to all
of you and the girls, but I also know this will ruin my reputation as a
boy, what little there remains already, and my life is about to change in
a huge way. My auntie's neighbor and by now her daughter knows, well the
news was big and according to pastor Kit he had already heard rumors so,
my next question is How can I ever appear as a boy again without being
picked on and probably beaten up?"
My mother hugged me tight and Helen answered, "Angel, we checked the
rules of the competition and now know that what you will be doing is
legal in every way. All you have to do is appear as what you represent
and your voice must match.
"You see several years ago our main competition used this ploy. They
dressed a boy up as a girl because he had a very strong voice. He was
older than you and had a much deeper voice as well. He did not look the
part and further, did not sound the part. That group was eliminated right
then from competing anymore that year.
"A strong rule changes were made by the committee. What the rules
committee decided was that any further groups would have to submit a tape
and a picture of their group to the committee prior to any competition.
The rules committee would then decide to allow or disallow a group from
competing several months prior to any competition. That way the group
could make any changes necessary and resubmit their application, photo
and recording in time to be allowed entry in any competition.
"You see, the committee felt that making a mockery of the girl's choir
competitions would not be tolerated in any way. The history of choirs
also prevented the committee from banning males as members of all the
girl's choirs. There have been several gifted boys in past history and
even the castrati boys of old."
I asked, "Castrati?"
My mother squeezed me real hard and whispered in my ear, "Don't worry,
Honey that will never happen to you and nobody has done that in many
years."
Helen answered, "Castrati are young boys who have had their testicles
removed before puberty had begun. It was done to prevent them from
loosing their pre-pubescent voices. It did not always work and many
children died. This was done a long time ago, Angel, and has not been
done in this country for about a hundred years now. Most of it was done
in Italy and France during the 17 and 18 hundreds. The Castrati were held
in high regard and wanted for nothing if they were successful. But, that
was the distant past and now traditions are still held by the committee
so you will have no problem performing as a girl in the choir."
Holy cow! Is puberty that much of a curse for young boy singers? In a way
I was looking forward to puberty. At least I would be free of this double
life I had been thrust into time and time again! So I asked, "When will
we be taking pictures and making our recording?"
Lorrie answered by saying, "Angel, we need to make alterations to your
gown and we have decided to have Tracy be your direct back-up, so she
will have to be fitted and alterations made to her gown as well. The
recording we would like to have completed early next week. We will need
all of the choir members at the recording studio on Monday morning. You
will have your final fitting in--what, Helen?"
Helen answered, "I will go home and work on it tonight. I am way to
excited to sleep now anyway!" She giggled as did the rest of the ladies
and continued, "So, it will be ready for final fitting later on tomorrow.
Is that ok for everyone?"
My mother answered, "Angel will be going to the doctor tomorrow morning
and should be free then. I am taking some time off from work so I can be
here for all of this. I have two weeks vacation and I will be using a
week of it. I will take the final week during the competitions." The
ladies showed concern when she mentioned the doctor and asked if I was
all right. My mother said, "Oh, yes, Angel, just needs a thorough going
over and with all this I thought that it was the best time to do it."
Everybody was relieved and the banter turned to other things when I asked
another question, "Will I still be able to work? I mean I hope this
didn't cause me to lose my job at the Russell's, we need the extra money
and I won't sing unless I can work."
WOW! You would have thought I had shot everyone of them! It got real
quiet and everybody was staring at me including my mommy! Sylvia quickly
jumped in and asked, "Angel, how much were you making working for Cindy?"
I answered her and she said, "Well, I need a model to show my children's
line of Jewelry and it pays double that much and can lead to even more.
How about I hire you as my model? Your mother and you would have to sign
a contract so I will have my lawyer draw it up and we will bring it by
when it is ready ok?"
Oh Brother! A model? I asked, "I take it I would be a girl model?"
She chuckled and said, "Well, how many boys wear jewelry?"
I looked at my mommy and said, "Mommy, would that be ok? I could still
make some money for us and I know we need it. It's not fair that you have
to work so hard because daddy doesn't pay his part!"
The other ladies all looked at my mother with those questioning looks
they have mastered. Auntie then said, "Angel, you are so sweet and always
thinking of others first. I can't believe you are only ten years old."
The other ladies voiced the same opinions and Harriet continued, "I think
and I believe Julia will agree that the modeling job would be perfect for
you. You would not have to get dirty and there won't be any chance of you
getting hurt either."
My mommy nodded and said, "Sylvia that is so nice of you, but are you
sure about this? I mean that will come to a considerable amount of
money."
Sylvia said, "Julia, with that face and body I am the lucky one for being
able to hire Angel before the vultures strike! Once Angel is seen and
heard the vultures will be out in droves, I am sure."
My mommy said, "Vultures, what do you mean exactly?"
Sylvia answered, "Agents my dear and recording studios representatives
not to mention ad agency people. I have no doubt once Angel is seen and
heard she will be number one on their list to be signed sealed and
delivered. My lawyer who is the best in this state I bet would be happy
to have you as a client. But I believe that would be a conflict of
interest between my company and you, so he will probably recommend
someone to you. Would that be ok? I do believe you should be prepared and
having an agent and lawyer is the best way to stay ahead of the
vultures."
"Oh my," Harriet said, "I never thought it would get this far so quickly!
Julia are you sure about this? I mean Angel has a rare talent and should
be shared and enjoyed but this seems to be reaching much higher than just
performing for a choir."
My mommy looked at me and asked, "Angel Honey, this could be bigger than
any of us has thought about. What do you think about all this?"
I said, "Mommy, I really don't know. One thing is that I am going to take
it one-step and one day at a time. They will find out I am a boy and I
bet that will stop a lot of them from thinking about hiring me."
I laughed and said, "Just think of what would happen? How would they
introduce me?" I laughed some more and the other ladies laughed right
along with me.
Everybody relaxed and my Auntie said, "You're right, Angel! But, we
should be prepared as Sylvia has mentioned and I bet that would throw off
the others as well."
With that said everybody relaxed and I finished my snack and drink. I was
very tired and my mommy took me in her arms and carried me upstairs and
tucked me into bed. She kissed me on the forehead and said she loved me
and turned out the light. I was asleep in seconds.
I dreamed and it was very strange! I was a girl and was very popular at
school! I was in the school choral group and a cheerleader! I was dressed
in the school's cheerleader's costume and was with a bunch of the other
cheerleaders when we saw a geek and the girls started making fun of him.
I made them stop and they called me weird and said I had a lot to learn
about what it takes to be popular. They said if I didn't show my
superiority I would just be one of the girls. I said they could keep
their superiority and it was fake that they were no superior than anybody
else. Well, they got mad and told me I didn't belong with them and I was
officially no longer a cheerleader.
The other part of the dream I was alone and afraid. Still dressed as a
girl, but after I had been shunned by the popular crowd. The geeks came
by and saw how sad I was and they befriended me. One of the girls just
wrapped her arms around me and gave me a hug. I was happy!
I woke up when I heard a noise and saw auntie with a camera. Not again! I
guess I was hot and had kicked off my covers because I was not covered by
anything. What? What's this? I was hugging a teddy bear! Where had this
come from? I woke up smiling, though, and I started to laugh when I saw
my nightgown. I got up then and gave auntie a hug and a kiss and went to
the bathroom.
My mommy had taught me to pee of course and she had taught me that when
using a urinal it was expected that you stood up to pee, but at home or
at someone else's house it was always best to sit to pee. No messes or
wet seats or floors when you sat. So I always sat to pee when I used the
toilet.
My mom walked in on me while I was sitting there and said, "Oh Angel, I
am so glad you remember to sit to pee-pee. All the girls have to do that
and it will be much easier for you to fit in if you remember that. Just
one thing though a girl doesn't stick there hand down there. Keep them on
your lap ok?"
I said ok and my mommy said, "Since you had a bath last night you just
have to wash up ok?" I said ok again and she continued, "We have to be at
the doctors within an hour so shake a leg and we will eat breakfast out
after that."
I hurried and was done I headed into the bedroom to put on my boy clothes
but they weren't there! I hollered for my mommy and auntie came in
instead. I asked her where my boy clothes were and she laughed telling me
they would be here in a minute. Whew, I thought I would have to go to my
doctor's dressed as a girl! No way!
Auntie helped me out of my nightgown and had me put on another pair of
panties. White plain cotton ones thank goodness. I asked her where my boy
underpants were and she said, "Honey, I thought you preferred girl's
panties. You did say they felt better than your boy underpants."
I said, "Auntie, I am going to my doctors and I don't want her to know
about the girl part of me."
My auntie said, "Honey, don't worry so much, I will get you your boy
underpants, ok?" I said, "Ok, and thank you, auntie."
She gave me a hug and a kiss and off she went to get my boy clothes. All
of them! My mommy came in and noticed I was naked. How could she not
notice! She asked me, "Honey, where are your panties?"
I answered, "Mommy, we are going to the doctors so I wanted to wear my
boy underpants!"
She said, "OH, ok then, I understand, but I want to check something
first, ok?" I said ok and she knelt down in front of me and started
touching and looking at my private!
She had a look like something wasn't right so I asked her, "Mommy, what's
wrong with me down there?"
She looked up quickly and gave me one of those smiles mothers give you
when they aren't going to tell you nothing and said, "Oh it is probably
nothing at all, Honey, but just to make sure we are going to see the
doctor, ok?"
I said ok and asked, "But mommy what did you see?" She said it was what
she didn't see or feel that was bothering her." What? I said, "Is
something missing?"
She said, "Honey, it is nothing to worry so much about and no they are
not missing they just have not shown themselves yet."
I said, "What haven't shown themselves yet?"
She sighed and that was when Harriet came back in with ALL my boy's
clothes. I was happy! Harriet saw the look on Julia's face and asked her
what was wrong. My mommy said something about testes not distended yet
and auntie came over to me and did the same checking.
I was getting real worried and said, "You are not telling me the truth!
Something IS wrong and you don't want me to know!" I ran into the
bathroom with my clothes, slammed and locked the door! I was mad that
they would lie to me and I was real worried as well. I felt myself and
looked at myself down there real close, but could not find anything
different than what I always had seen. I got dressed and just sat there
for a minute before I came out.
Both my mommy and auntie came to me hugging and kissing me saying how
sorry they were for not telling me everything. My mommy said, "Honey, I
just didn't want you to worry too much, but I see I have made matters
worse by not telling you. So, here is what it is, I think your little
testicles should have dropped down by now. You see they are up inside you
in a little pocket and they should have traveled down a little canal and
ended up in your little pouch. They haven't done that yet and that is why
we are going to see the doctor ok?"
I was a little overwhelmed by this new bit of information but I said ok
and we were off to the doctors. Auntie said she had some errands to run
and would meet us for lunch at the ice cream and sandwich place we liked.
We were off! To the doctors and to solve my mystery problem of the un-
descended testicles! I wondered what could have happened to cause such a
thing. I also hoped that I actually had them! What if they weren't inside
me to fall? Oh Brother! I decided to just wait and see instead of
worrying about it.
All too soon we were there. We went inside and there were a few kids and
their mommies with them. We went up to the reception area and signed in
letting them know we were there and went back to sit and wait. I looked
around and saw a few boys and girls with their mommies. No daddies at all
were there. A couple of the kids looked sick but most looked like they
were here just for a shot or a check-up. Five kids, three girls and two
boys plus me. I looked at my mommy and she patted my knee and said
everything was going to be ok.
A girl about my age came up to me and asked if I would play a card game
called go fish with her. I knew the game and looked at my mommy for
permission and she said ok. We sat on the floor and started to play. The
little girl said her name was Wendy and I told her mine. She told me she
was stuck here because her brother was sick. Ok, that was good I didn't
want to catch anything. I didn't tell her why I was here and then she
said, "I love your curls, I wish I had curls like that."
I said, "Curls, what curls?"
She giggled and fluffed the back of my head saying, "These curls silly."
OH NO! Auntie said they would wash out! I said, "Well, they were supposed
to wash out but I guess they didn't. I don't have curly hair normally."
She said, "Too bad they look real nice and make you look real pretty."
OH BROTHER! I told her, "That's a pretty dress and your hair looks real
nice." She smiled and thanked me. I was glad to change the subject from
me to her! I noticed my mommy talking to her mommy.
Wendy then said, "I was here last week." I asked her if she was ok and
she said, "Yes, I am now. My boobies really hurt and my nipples got real
big, but the doctor said it was a thing called puberty. She gave me some
cream to put on them and it helps a lot. My mommy bought me my first bra!
I like the way it feels, it helps my boobies not hurt so much."
OH BROTHER, why was she telling ME these things? She then asked, "Do your
boobies hurt?"
I said no they didn't bother me at all. She then asked, "Have they
started to grow yet?"
OH BROTHER! She thinks I'm a girl! I decided not to make any trouble so I
said, "No, not yet they haven't."
She said, "Well, when puberty starts and you look my age so it will be
soon they will start growing. First your nipples will get very sensitive
and then they start swelling up little by little and they hurt too! You
should remember to ask for that special cream the doctor has."
I said I would and thanked her for the advice when her brother's name was
called and off she went with her mommy and little baby brother. Whew,
thank goodness!
I picked up and put away the cards and sat with my mommy again. She gave
me a hug and told me that I handled the little girl's questions very well
and she was proud of me for just going along. She asked me, "Now, Angel
wasn't that much easier than arguing and causing a scene?"
I had to agree with her and did but I also whispered to her, "Mommy, I am
not Angel, now, I'm Ricky."
She chuckled and said, "No, Ricky, your name is Angel, and don't worry
so, it is a boy's name as well as a girl's name. Ok? I think it will be
easier for all of us if we stick to calling you one name. That way we
won't call you the wrong name at the wrong time ok?"
I said ok and resigned myself to being called Angel for some time. The
time passed slowly as it always does at the doctor's office and finally I
heard my name called. They used the name Angel! OH BROTHER Here too! The
nurse whose name was Dorothy ushered us into the pink room! Not the pink
room! This was for little girls not boys! OH Brother!
I mentioned this to Dorothy and she chuckled as did my mommy and she
explained, "Oh, Honey, it's ok, the doctor is going to check you real
good and she wants you on this special examination table to do that, ok?"
What could I say? So I said ok and she started undressing me. What is it
lately everybody wants to undress me! I am ten years old I can undress
myself! But I kept quiet knowing this would only make somebody feel bad
if I said something. I was completely naked now and Dorothy lifted me up
and put me on the special exam table. She put my feet in these little
holders, which spread my legs wide. Then she pushed them in so my knees
were bent outward. Boy was this embarrassing! She covered my private area
with a little cloth and that was it! GEEZ!
She then shook down a thermometer and I was waiting for her to put it in
my mouth when she put Vaseline on the end of it! OH NO! Yes, she then
stuck it in my fanny! GEEZ! She held it their while looking at her watch.
Then took it out finally and said, "Normal temp that's good. Then she
wiped my fanny clean! GEEZ! Then came the pulse and counting my breaths
and then the BP. She said the doctor would be in shortly and left.
I looked at my mommy and she was trying not to laugh! I gave her a look
and then she did laugh! GEEZ!
Dorothy came rushing back in, grabbed me off of the table and carried me
into another room naked! OH GEEZ! Luckily no one was in the hall! She
said to me, "I'm sorry, Angel, I forgot to weigh you and the scale in
that room is broken." She put me down and I stood on the scale where she
moved a few things on a slide till a little pointer thing pointed to the
middle, and then she measured my height.
I had to stand straight with my hands at my sides and my shoulders
square. GEEZ! I was exposed so anybody could see me! Thankfully no one
did. That done she picked me up again and carried me back.
This time I wasn't so lucky. The lucky part was that my legs were
together and my arms and hands were able to cover my chest and privates!
Like a V shape they covered my chest and privates. It was Wendy and her
baby brother and her mother! Dr, Purnell was with them, too. OH brother!
They all smiled at me! Dorothy put me into the examination things again
and didn't bother to cover my privates with a towel this time! GEEZ!
The doctor came in shortly after that and said, "Good morning, Julia, and
this is Angel now, I see." Oh brother.
I said, "You can still call me Ricky, Doctor Purnell."
My mommy said, "Marjorie, I hope you don't mind us busting in like this
it is just I was concerned and a lot has happened just recently."
Doctor Purnell answered her, "Oh Julia, please we had an open appointment
and I knew you were concerned by the tone of your voice on the phone. We
will check our little Angel here and see what we can find out ok?"
My mommy said ok and the doctor turned to me and said, "I think the name
Angel fits you better than Ricky because you are an angel." GEEZ! Then
she said, "Ok Angel, your weight had dropped a little from last time you
were here. I am going to give you a thorough going over today so you just
lay there and relax, ok?"
I said ok and she began. She checked my eyes and ears, she looked down my
throat and felt all around my neck especially the front part and said,
"Hmm, now that is something." She then checked under my arms and then
squeezed my nipples! OUCH! That hurt! She looked at me with one of those
looks and felt around my chest even more! Oh brother! Then it was my
tummy and hips. My feet and that tickled!
Then it was real bad! She put on some gloves and smeared Vaseline on the
fingers of one hand. My mommy came over and held my hands after receiving
a nod from the doctor. Then she put one hand on my belly as she stuck a
finger up my fanny! OUCH! She moved her finger all around seemingly
trying to find something. I wish she would stop!
Finally she took her finger out took off her gloves and rang for Dorothy.
Dorothy came in and she told her to get something for her. Oh brother, I
had to poop now! Dorothy came back with a potty chair! Oh, GEEZ!
Doctor said, "Angel we need a sample of your stool so please use this
chair, but we need a urine sample to and they can't get mixed up so I
have to put this on you ok?"
What could I say? No? I don't think they would listen to that so I said
ok and she put this plastic thing over my thingy and tied it around my
waist. I sat and pooped in seconds! When I was done Dorothy cleaned me
up! GEEZ! She took the thing off of me because when I pooped I also peed.
I guess it almost always ends up that way. They thought so!
My mommy helped me back up on the table and the doctor put my feet in
those things again. She started feeling me all over down there. She even
tried to stick her fingers up something in the front but it hurt and I
hollered. She stopped and frowned saying we needed an x-ray. What? She
said an x-ray was like taking a picture but it showed the inside not the
outside of your body. WOW! She then did something with my thingy and it
tickled a lot! She looked surprised again and asked me if it ever stood
straight up or got hard.
What? I said no, and asked, "What's wrong with me?"
She covered me with a sheet and got something from a cabinet. It was a
shot! Oh GEEZ! She gave me the shot in my fanny and talked to me for a
few minutes until I was very sleepy and I fell asleep. That's all I
remembered until I woke up dressed and lying in a small bed with rails up
on the sides. I saw a little bell on a table next to me so I jiggled it
and Dorothy came in.
She said, "Hello, Angel, welcome back, Honey. Did you have a nice nap?"
I said, "Am I ok? What's wrong with me?"
She said, "You come with me, sweetheart, and the doctor will explain
everything to you and your mommy ok?"
I said ok and she let the side rail down and picked me up.
I said, "Dorothy, I can walk."
She said, "No, sweetheart, you just woke up and I don't want you walking
around just yet." She carried me into an office and my mommy and the
doctor were there and seemed to be waiting for me.
Dorothy put me in my mommy's lap and the doctor began, "Julia, Angel,
what I can tell you right now is that Angel is more girl than boy for
right now." (WHAT?!!!!) "The testes have not descended yet because they
are not fully formed. I don't know why but I have my suspicions. That is
why I took those samples and blood. The other curious thing is that Angel
has the very beginnings of breast development. Further the lack of blood
surge to the penis is cause to think of a hormonal shift.
The buttocks show some female characteristics, as do the extremities such
as hands, fingers, feet, and toes. The facial features as we have known
for some time are more feminine and they are developing more toward the
feminine side as Angel is getting older. The biggest sign is the lack of
skeletal growth of the throat. No Adam's apple, as the laymen call it.
"The pelvic mass is normal for a boy and that concerns me as well. What I
am waiting for are the blood tests, which will tell us the levels of each
hormone and also the chemical balance Angel is presently going through.
The fecal and urine samples are also being tested for hormonal content
and other areas that can shed further light on Angel's condition. I want
to let you know this is a very rare case and I know several specialists
will want to examine Angel at a future time. For now I think it best for
Angel to live as a girl as much as possible and protect her from those
who would think otherwise.
"With that in mind I am preparing letters and appointments in the matters
of school and your priest. I will talk to those in charge of such things
and see to it that Angel will suffer as little as possible from this turn
of events. The good thing about this is that she is still mostly pre-
pubescent and complications of the physical manifestations are a ways off
yet. I do not want to make this sound to dire or something to just
dismiss either. I would like to see you and Angel back here in four days.
I have some pills and creams for Angel to take until I see here again.
The creams as you know, Julia, are for her nipples and chest area and her
groin especially the penis and scrotum. Dorothy showed you how to apply
them earlier did she not?"
My mommy just nodded hugging me real close to her. I was waking up more
now and felt something funny in my shorts. I also felt something funny on
my chest! (WHAT?!!!) OH NO!
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